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"С㣡⻰ҪǱˣǻҪ𣿣"
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һƬǽ壬ЩҵľѲʡºͯЩĵϣ͸һ˿չؿСϵϣĵطѸɺԵѪա
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"롣ˮĳ·"˸ƣԤڰ㣬һҲ֪ˮ֮׾˴ƫƫƽʱƻò......
ˮ˴·ˮƵլλܶĻأһֱһյأͣˮ˸ƣֻܾʱתǰһСݡҲû𾪣ˮһǼġ
"ҩͷ"
ǰ˷ţŵϸ΢ĴϢתȥȴɫҰ׵ĺڵϣ¶ûشϢǰȥСᱧȴСӲø
"Ǻӻܲ˵ġ"ˮƲ֪ʱ˽ŤСС"ڲʲӣֻ......ȲҪ˰......"
ֻһѻӿˮƿС֣"үϲүĶ"Ҫ̧ȥʱееС˵Щʲᣬϸһֻ˾·......ܣ˽˵ɫ......геķΣλҲ......
"һ䣬Īڡ"
ûκαˮƣͷʾ⣬ȥ
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̵Уһµ׵ѩԣٱۡϸżǺڰ䣬һĨɫ꣬΢΢һֱӝԣŻ귭ɫȴʵˤʯϡ
ۿ˿ܣ"ЪϢʱͿԵլ"ˤڵϵĺԵӱȡˮһɫûǰȥƿ۵ɫѡۣ󵹳һ
ֻС˽һѪ۵ĺۼϸƶйĺۼӳ糺죬˫Ŀãѵ˫΢ţģǼʡˮƵĻԸٿתʢ˺ˮСȥ˳
ˮŤСͷ­ֱӽˮСݽСϷ죬ֱĴֿͷǺЩƵоһȣе"......"ǵͷһʱ˹틵գ˺ü
ҧ´үδҪ̌϶Щ֮ǰܹ𷽲ŵʧ̬˾Լ̫˼үǰСᱧҲûƽʱĲм
СȵڻһϮ½ǳӰޣٶȱۣȴмϸ֮ʱŻٶȡڱеĺ֪꣬Լеĸı䡣
ԡɡԡڡ
ѸϣǳҲȻʧɫЦݣ˿˴ȥһǵһȺʳʵףɫ̩Ȼ
ʱһӷ׵ӣϵ˸ͷϾֺõЦ"С...Сףŷ...֮ˣһ.........ˣС...С˴˴δЩͯ..."
Щȵ˻֣һòʮҵŮϵгһţϽһϮɴЦⲻǸһһףȴڿ˶ЦݣȻ
"˵ĺ񣬱ͽˣͿ͡"
ӷ׵ٶѲЦֻܿлȥǲɢڱͣ¸ӣ˫틣뽫˶ӡ۵סü"ξк£"ξϦЦ˿ȴӲѹǷݼ"......ϻ֮£ЩüĿΪΡ'֮......"
"ˡ"ξϦ˶٣޺ɫֻս˫ȭվǲܸ......ʹΪǰ˶˼壬Ͷʼ......˼֮ʣ¶˿ס̧ȥǳ˼ĺա"......"
"ξֻҪЧңοɱסξҡҪ......"һɺӿֻǰѵ˶Уһ˿СξϦϵǰĽѥ
"ᣬξϦĶԳԶЧҡ"

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"ү"
۹ͣһߣƲԼČ󣬵ǰͼ亹ֱ˭֪ǰүƣҪүϲŭ޳ֱеһƴͲ˸ϻǸ԰ķүҲǵӵģúø˶г̌ķ......
"Ͱˮ"
һͰ͵""ò׽ϵСڴߵϣϸСϿˡȥԭӣǵԵøۡ
"µ......"֪ΪΣĿھЩܣү⼸յĮ߲޵˸԰
ˮŵطԣת֮ʾۿΪһϢĺӣ۵ɵͭլռ֣ȵĻ¹£֪¹½յƢػ......
"û¾ȥ"
ϸϸСӣһԵĹóСƿӣͷ͵ϣ÷㡣ЩȴǷСӣĨ͵ָźϵѨ......
оµĺһȴҲֻץ죬Խ糺졣ָ̰˱սۣСѨšү......Ϊ굤ҩѪҺ͸ȡõѪ᲻֪......⺢עҪ˵......
ָ֮ʣ⴫墲һ˿"仪ӣ֪ģԼݡ"ĮȴʮвԡЩȻȴԼѣСذ
"үڵ"
ƳۣǲͬģκˡǷ틵ĸȴԶԶ˼򵥡ЦС͡ţԶ²ɫ͸......
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СۣȫµĴʹǹ̵΢ڵϡ壬ȴоӱ˴ΣһֱܵǱۣ۵аȵˡĴ£ϣɢ֮Уǲ֪...Թ......
ǿ۶ϵظЩ԰׵գָδµϸۣСֻޱʹȴûץǰˣҧѱ˳
틵ķǵ㣬ˣЭʱ틷ſǰĺϣ˼С糺üȻӡСҴϢСѨҺáļ両Ժ......ΪǸŮ......Ǹ......
СйŤҪ...Ҫ˵"......"΢ȴ˼ٻء"..............."
ЦûĺޣǵĶһһεҪ......

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ӵľСڱĵϣӵĻȴǡƵؿǰˣʹİȴŨѪԵ......޳ܵ...Լĸ׽......
һŤʱһʹУȴӲˮϹ䣬еĿ־յļĿҪ...Ҫǵ֪г...᲻᲻Ҫ......᲻......틿ƺƮԶ͸ǰӰڻг١
"......"
틶ʱƵվۿѪ˿˥һأ졣ЦһֱԼ⡣ǰСС𣬴ֱذϣ˫ָϮԾϵĻ٣
"...Ű"ָʱůгѪ˿ʹСԡʱӱ߸Ѳˮ˫ֻ˵˶Եشڣֱͨ
"........."ҪҪ......
ʹһһϮÿһζ˵ʹӱ˺ѡĿ죬ѪɫǾϷ˸Цһ˿ϧ֮顣СȴܻԣظֹܵĥĴʹΪǷߺ޵......
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һ墾ͤڣΧСûҿǶԣү֮⣬墾լӵİˡ˵Ҳſں墴˿ʱָдʡ
Zľ֮ǣеزǷУɷΪƿ˾һΪ˷֮ͽΪȷϲɿӵĵλǣԶߩʥʡլûˣСͶģ䲻티㼸գȴҲΪ㣬ȴûð´µ⡣
̣墺˵Цݡ"ħȰ......"ϸ˫ĿɬЦС͵ǵػȴһ۵ɵôûҳһʱɫ꣬Ծ΢٣ͤ޾Ĳ񷣬ޱ顣
"¹¡"ع̧ȥ"Ӱа......"墻СͣӰǷӻšͬףΨһͬǣ˶˷֮ȡţӰֶʱ˻һۣɤ"...Ӧ......"
墵ЦЩ룬վѲ£ѣ²µƤ˰𪡣Ӱǰ͵ƬЩ԰׵Ĵȴؽǽʣѣ䱦
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ڰУΨһ˿⣬Өȴסҵϣ޳ָǽڷôһԵ̣ɡƳ»ԲѵĺǾӨһ˿Բ׽ɫ
ʱͻһʹͣ£ȡ֮һͿȣеѪһӿǺĿѪϡؿڣÿüͷ壬ȴЦκʣ˲ԾϢЦݡ
Եĺ˼س˻Ჽļӣͷҩƿͷóҩһŷ£һСֱֱ˵ĺһϺõҩγɷĩɢȥ
"......"˫һ˿ȴ......ߡ
ʱϤ"ү"
ٶĻЦݣŵɫգۼȥνǸǰţ۵չҫϣĿԿֻվͷǵϥξϦɫЩ糺졣ξϦ̧ͷǰе˶Ƿ統ͷһȴֻ̡
֪ģ֮ӣ߲ůˡ
"ξϦݼ"óһӣǰʱȴ墽ȥȴ򿪡˿֮ת틵"ȷѪ"üЦ
"ξû뵽ЩͷΪ䱦Ķ㻹Ū֡"ҵȷǵ͹......
ξϦĬֻ̰ǰĨǵЦݣǶܻһ˿Цݣкβɣкβ......̼ǵʮǰǳ֮սڷе˶ҲЦȴȺò𵶽ʱ׵ֻԶԶȴʱ׹䡣Ǵ˵һ˶......
Ŀͷ틺ξϦ΢̾ȴת֮ʣվڸɫЩ԰׵ĺꡣ˳ĿȥŷڵϣѲʡµĺһѪ߰ߣӶضС˰ۡ
𽥱䣬ȴǰ֮ʣƳһԵ墡Щ𾪣һţͷҲصתȥǽ׷񡣷ڵһ墣׷׹£û˸ҿһ
墵ɨһۣĿͣСϣ"ʰˣҩϾүҩá"Ц𷽲ȥӰϣ......
⺢......ǻ
ϧ......ɱ......
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ȥյĺ䣬Ϣ˾ϵӰǰˣͮĻ£ǼɫƮݵĳ˿ǵգֻ֪һֱעǰͥ԰ɫδƿ
ξϦܵľףǰ⳯˼ĺӰɢĮ
틽յ飬Цݰá
Ĺ粻ܣĨ˵Цݣ˲ҿ̽ʥ࣬ʱ£ݱԸ񷴸ȴȶˡǣξϦǸ˵ġ
ǰ˶ø׽ӽ˲𣿴ǰԼǾлվǰģֳֻԼۻࡣ
"ϲ⻨......"ѯʵĿ틶ҲؿһشɫСξϦǰûбͼֻǸ˽ǰˣԼӽһ㡣
֣޳ָŮϸȴ˲룬ҪǱָȫĸо......
"......"
""ɫĻУ̵顣
ЦɫЩ԰׵ξϦһֱϣ˰ɫӡǡ"ӣξЩˡ"
ξϦЩţǱ˿ĺӣӣԸǰͬߵˡϣʱ˵ֱ˲ݿܵǰ틿˿ڣ˰"Щͷ......ֻҪúҪˡ"
ξϦ˶٣"......"ڹ᣿
ֺԤطſξϦԭĲ׹䡣틵"ξ֪ҪѪΪ£"ξϦȻĵЦݣ"֪......"틲ЦЩ̶ξϦȴκ֮Ϊ
"㲻֪ȴΪȡ֪ξһ嶨׷Ź㡣"ξϦȴ"Ϊ˳ʹԸ˫ַϡ"
틾ˡĴֱķ˿ξϦǰסһ˿ģȴӿ
"ξԽˡ"
ת˦˦䣬Եס"ҪԲ֮ҹЩϲͷ"ؿξϦ˲Ѫɫݣһֱѵ³һ""
о뿪틿԰ɫ˿ɰġ"Ӱ"һ˵ϢȴûӰ"ξϦҳЩͷıӪһ"
紵ƬҶƮ¡
Щ.........
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Сӣ޷˵޷еõУΨʹĥСЩãȻܣɵСϤҩ㣬סزɪӣӹøȴǣϵ˿ڣʹ
ϵƽ...Ͳ......Ž̵ģֻҪһ£Ͳ......
ʱź򿪣һ˽ûκα顣ΨᲽߣֽžӣС˫ʱ󣬻Ц"û뵽틼־Ȼ˶ӸϷҩ"ǰСͷСȴѵþǿؿߣ˵"............".........
һƴƫСأһֳǼѣϸϸǰӣǵ۵ĺۣǾ"...ԭˮҵɳ......û뵽틾Ȼ׶Ԩ......"
СͼڸӣֻеܼӣΨһִɱִ߶ʹɫѹС֫"Ҫ......"òһȻ޷ߴͷȡһУ˿ҩ裬ӲСĿڣ¡
"ȿȩ......"ʹҲ̲סߴӺȡһõõ룬ϸشԭ˺۵ӣʺѪСҧ´ˮ¡һʮ꺢ܵ˵Ŀ......
Ȼ"µĶΪ˻ȥ굤ķɣ̫˾˷ˡ틼ֿûٿϷ޶ֻҲֵá"
"é틼ֺwŮ˵Ķ......ǲ"
СЩģȴȻ壬ɵ߿езɬʹǲүģ۵үΪүС㣬Цʫү.........ϣᣬȴֻܿԶ......ߵ"覶......"
û֡
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ûи֡
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ڵϵĺ˶ӣЩã˵ϵˣ˽Ѫ߰ߡԭӣȫ˵ʹȴٸʹ޷ԣֻܿţ......ǵĺ֪......
......
"...ʹ......"ȴǣϵˣ˵ڵϡв̵ĥ봩ʹ࣬Ӳͷ룬ֻΪȡ˿еҩѪ......
һһҹģʶһֱġȴ˵˾䣺"ɱ˷Ѫ굤Ϸһ˴뱲Ӳżû뵽ȴҪΪǷ틼ȡӵѪҩҪ......"
֮ᣬᣬֻҧǰͰӣЦӣΪ˵......ûүĲţûС㣬٣ӻܰﵽԼԶҲʲϵ......
뵽СϾ¶ЩɵЦݣȴɬܵùζϤģԼλصԭסķЩģȴǵõʱԼʹòʹۡ
Ų˵......
ԭΪԼڵһ죬ȴû뵽ʱž˿΢չ˽Сȴ̧ͷֻɴµһ˫ͬںڵѥСԼ......ӣӭһʹ
ϣӺСһ󾪺˫ȴǶѩӣȴ˵"......"һԵĴϣЩӲĴȴŪ˿ڣʹŤ
껷ܣǰ˽еһȴʱЩķȴҲڴʱСǴĿĵˡۣȡϺɫСϡ
"ҸҩЩ......"
գȡһӨҩޣ˿ҩҪͣȴµĺһֱ"ҩ˵ģ˺ù㡣"˵꣬С죬ǿҩ΢ҩﵹҩĭĨһ˺ϡ
"˻......"СʹЩųǰİĺ꣬ȴǰض˵......æһ˳ɣСһۣ૵"ûչ᣿"
ǰӣȴ̽Ѫģ֮ȴСһ󾪺Ӳͣ¡"Ƕˣܷ......"Сû˶ļͷϣͷҡҡ
̾˿Сվ"ҷԸ˴Ͱˮ"úСǺãɫЩ԰ףȴȥ֮ʣס½ǣַ˿ǿϸģ"лл......"
ſڣͣһ"һ㡣"
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티ڹϣۿǰ꣬Ũüۣģ㣬ɫ糺졣ѵ틣Щﾡϵδ⣬ȴƿ°ڣ¶۵˵ӡ
"ү......"
ʱ֮߰ʣȴ˷һƣײȣѪδûͷͿţͷҲû̧ǰûϢꡣ̾̾Ӳ֪Ķǵү......
ţ틾Ǿҵؿ˿ɢ඾δ塣ƳǺɫҩ𣬶ᾹǲϴЦ
ЦЦԼԥ
Щ˶ԴԼһԥ˶ԴԼһԥ
ǰҩ븹Уڻҵʱƽȣؿڵʹ࣬ѨλҲΪͨᣬһӿ룬ʹȫޡǾٶ¶Цݣʮ£ʱķ틾˷ݱ
"ߴʤ......Ǿ᣿"
"Ҳòޡ"

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ɫʣ紵Ϯҹլ˶֪Բµĺҹǲκ˿ģʹǱ۰үȨٲȻǵڶӵ¹Ҳһġû֪˿̵һ龰ֻүĽɡ
ϸϸƷǰĹƣ¾ƱһԵϣãΨһǴġһĻĿʹˮUϸ߷񣬿ȴİȺۡɷǷʮɸ߰ȴûʱʢǳǸ
Ƿᣬͷ֣"ԹңҹϦ˼......"ظƱб飬˲γɷĩƮɢı˵ˣĿڴһ̡ƺֱ࣬˭ֻ֪ZǳϲƵԭ򣬾ǵǼ˵һ仰
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һɨϵľᣬɢһأ죬簧ӵǷҲڵϡǵĶ......ԼĺӣԼǰϿĺӣĺӣŮ˵Ѫĺ......
"˭"
ʹסϢɷ틻Ǹоһ˵Ĵڣת֮ʰڰ˵ĺûлᷢκΰţѵ¡ȡ˻ʬۣǺϣȴڴʱѷϵƺһӡ
ٶʬ˲仯ΪһŷĩЦа룬Щͷص˳......Ǻӣͷ˵ʳָһѪ飬ͷֻж֣"췣"
ϵЦԽȴɱ֮һԵľƺ֮顣Ǻӣ૵"ϲӦǻϡ"
"ǣ"
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žĺߣѵС˼ش񡣴ʱ϶һ꣬վСԣ毺õůůЦݡСͷ΢ǡ
"Ǻö᣿"С𷢣СĺЦЦĽӴ˵ΪӱܶүģҲǹӵġ⺢ӣǲ˵ЩȻԼȴδ
"Ҹ㽲ү¿ɺã"ͬע˹⣬ӣһ֧ѵס֡󲻽üݵְ......ı飬ȴС⣬˾Űطſǰ֡
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ЩЦЦ漴ֵ"ҪҲУְҩˡ"֪ʱȡһҩСȴǴнӹҩЩָССͷ­"£ҩϾͻ㡣"
һҪԼ͵͵ӣҲ֪ˮҵɳ澹µĶ밵굤ķ壬תΪҩһҩӳʹһҲܲˣοһڵĺӡ
"......"Ķһͬѵ꣬ȴҲ֪ǳͬү̣ƽǲĵطһүδϽ̵ȴδܲԺӣ⡣
ԼǰҲǿЩ˵Լֱ߶١үԼҲͬİ......˼ˣ󲻽˿ЦԼ⺢ӰٰģΪүĺӰ......˫۾ү......
"......"һ֧Сָüͷ˶٣ǰĺӵ"üͷ...᲻ĵ......"ס֧֣ڴߣϵЦݲ
"仪ӣү"һѱ˼̧ȥ᲻Զ墣ϵЦݻȥȡ֮ȻϢ墿ǰˣĿͣС֣Խ䡣
"үǰ墶档"ƳСֵ"빫׼"墣ƵСͷվ˾䣺"仪"
ǣСԽ֮ʣֻʣ"ӲúǺ̫Щ᣿"ͣ½ŲһԵͯСֻСͯнԶסͷڿСıӰʱתص"¹ƺκθϵ"
˵ҪȥȴסЩ𾪵ؿǰδйκνˣֻ"...ϲǺӣ"
"ǲǣ"꾲ĬԽʱĽѳʣָ墡
"...ү......"˵ȴͬҪȷ㡣"Ҫҡ"ֱӣ墾һֱǺɫıӰῴԼ֣ЦһԵͼˣǰЩǵػȴһ""ŵ
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ֱЩۣϻὥԶӰЩ壬һʱ⣬ŹӱͲãᱻһӡ
ƽʱҲźߵģӸЩǰƽˤˣ˳Ʒſ֣ɨСվһԿҲȥ𡣲ֻŤֺү潡
ϾۣԭӲʱַؽϵ۹ȥϥǴԹγ˺ۣɫҲʱףСһǲʲᣬСȴ˵ۡ
ҵվмԼǴС˲ϣҲûҪ˲ȥĺǻ׵ģԼûʸ񡣴ʱǼһֱ΢Ц꣬ǰڷլҲйģҲƹȴڼᣬֻ......Ǵ粻ҲԼ......
ʹ³֣ʹݣþû˰......Ȼ֪Ե񣬵Լõİ......ȻûүܸɣСĴϻۣ٣ܰﵽ鷳˵׵ģǴδֻǣ֪ܲܲ......
Ǿúù࣬߹һ·ȴԼǰĲ·ͣǰվһŮޱ飬ȴСһŮϵõģԱߵŮ
ʱֻѪҺƺڵЩ־壬ҹĥ봩ǵʹ࣬ӱ㿪ʼȴǱײס˫ۣȥˣҪѪ......ûʲԸģ˺۵ĴȣǿԼ¶ˮջȥ
ֻҪԼһЩһЩ
֪ӣ᲻Ҳһ......
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סİײժ£ϤҩζСԾ΢΢ۣ˿ǰվŵͣޱ飬ˣżȥͷ׷ߣСĴڣֻһͷһҩݵֲʱૡ
Сվԭأҳק½ǣݷΨһĶ죬ͻվ𣬿Цһҩݣ"틼֣һţҲϲϷһ壡"
ĿСС˶ǰȥŤСɵ°ͣҩݹ΢ŵǿ¡ֻС׽ѽҩ¸УڵأеĻֻ̣ƴɿȣ³ľǺ˵Ѫ
ЦûݺݵСһţһֻŲСǷ˿Ƽδĵۣһǿȴۣ漴޺޵"ǼֵĶǱ˰ɣҲѹַСµȡӵҩҲǵˣԭ"
䲻ձһƣɬʹףǶ""Ǻ⣬СȴҲδˡ......ֻе......ûбˣû......
Ƴ۷ڵϵĺЦ"ӿɲƽˣЩһҲ̲£ʱ÷틼֪̫档"ḧСɢҵķ˿ͬૣ"ҵԶҪǻҲĥ˵Щ......"
"ȻֻҩҪ˷틼Ҳǲ۵ģǿϧ˰굤"
ǿЦȴҲûϻǰڣֻǸ﷭һˮҲʹͣձȲǴČеĻ
......ɻ......ЦвЦ......
ůĻ......
Ƿݲܵ......
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"ү׼ˡ"
۹ǰĺ꣬˵ĿֻᵽɫǶ֪⻨ûκη㣬ȴټլۡΨһ񰮵Ļ
""
󲻽̧ͷĿ˵ݡ"ү......"
"墶֮УŮ˵ļ"
˶٣ȴǵͷүأŭˣʮǰĶԹãȴףʮǰ֮սǷ墶

17

ϵǸջõīѣСЩɬЦѵõĺһԵĺ겻ǰǸķ˿"պ᣿"ǰССͷ­˵㣬ӴóЩϾɣСúܺá
üͷСжСһ㶣ЩǸ˵"ҿһ"ϣͷЩ¾ɵѣССĲȡ˼µ£תС"ˣͷЩõġ"үг裬⣬ɫǲ......
ֻСڴϵİЩϧ飬òųų"......"ûǻЩҡ"...ŷ...µ²......"
"š˵û㡣"
Сǰ꣬ЩĮ͵һͷЦݡܺ͵һ......Σûй飬үСҲûй......ͬԼرģϲãδ˿Ĺ
ǷСϲãԭҪ·үĶ......վǵô......ʹΣգԼвһֱ뵽ֻ÷꣬ԼҲģ֪СӲپڣ֪үǲܻ˼ס⺢ӣ֪⺢......
......Ϊү
ӣСЩɵЦЩɬ츧٣ӵڻүĺӣס"ݰ......"
˲ûпǲԶȥվӰķ˿߸ߵƽյ˼ֿ㣬˼ؿûЦݣȴһԵһӰĬĬվᣬȴ꣬µȭѪ
zyzz
ϵĺ꣬Ǽµʿ겻ֱͬӰȴڷи죬ԭҲֻǰͷķ֪
ǰͷʱײ˼ֲ֣ΨΪ׵ĺɫףŤתʾõһȥûǰͷľЩխС껺ӣֻͷĺӿ˯ûеӣǼ
˿ǰ·µأ쵽˰......˲ϵıǰҧүȵ̣ԼǱ᣿......үδ˰......
"........."
֪ʱСڴжȹһǳߡ΢˫ۣĺ飬˻Բϰߡ""Сͷ̽ͷǰûе......
"үǳ"ǿС뷨"ܿ͵򣬽Ǹϲǡ"墶λǵı߾Ǿ֮·ȴҲı֮ʿۼ֮ءָı棬Ƿʥʵ֮ʿ
"ܲ...ܿ......"
δ뿪ǳɳ֮أֻ뿴е΢ѰȫСûбģֻ뿴һۡ
"ү...""үںͱһ"
֪ΪΣַɿص˾䣺"үϲ˵ĺӡ"
С΢٣ǰƴΨһ⻺£"...Բ...""Ҳ˵............"Ѿֻصǰͷ˫ۣǰԼɼ򣬺"үüˡ"
ǰĳڣ틵ѾʣϣµԼӡ"ү......"δ꣬촽΢ţϴϢ
틵Ƴۣؿڵʹȴ˿δ˲䣬ؿڣѪ˿Ŷʴ壬Ƶǲȥ......Nϵ꣬˽Ѫ߰ߣһ˲侹СӰ......
ӣ˫΢죬ǵһүδ......틳˿ɢϣǶü΢壬޳ָظĺգ
ǸǵĺԼеϲù......ҡѡ衢......ؿڵʹѣһѪ˿ӿʱȺѪѩ׵ĶNϣʱϸ£ỽ"........."
"ү...ү"
ƿϵǳߺ޵˫ۣͬҪ˺Ѱ㣬ɢ˫ۣѪ˿ӿϢҲȶʱû˿¶ȡӸµֻ꣬ܵĺӲ
"ʲ᣿"
Ҷ"û...û......ūʲ...û......"

18

һͣһҾ¥ǰȺܻ᲻ʱϵĺ꣬Լ㲻ϻȴ̾ǳǶүǡķİʿڵ˷˾
󻷹ܣȷ޿֮ˣһֱ񾭷Щ˿֪үΪң֪......Ĳ֪ү벻͸Ҳ͸ܹʣΪүκˡɴԼһ̨գʲҲ˰......
֮ʣǰӱǴдָƿɢȴҵУǾգȴ԰쳣ǻµӣԵԽ
"ЪϢɡ......ٸ·"Щͷܲˣ
Ը틱ԾڵҲ£ҴҸڷᣬЩǣȴĵЦ۵Ĳǻĺӡ뵽ʲ㣬ʣ"үǺ......"
һ"»ñȥ᣿"ûлعͷԱߵ˳틵֣ǵóĽ硣ۣʿ᷽ǣԭլˣعصز쿴֡
һ飬᷽Сֻһ˵ĳᣬ㿴һ֧Сսսؽҿӣȴ˻ȥǰƿֻССͷ­ŵؿ̧𣬼ʱ΢˿Ѳʧ
"үţͷ"ָָǰľ¥Ҷ"廪¥"ּĿСɻؿ󣬼˼Լֹסϣһͷȥ......ﰡ......
"......˰......ȥЩԵģлϴ·"ͷ­"ȵȣǱȥ߶үˡ"ԭ˫ЩЦЦɵؾĿͣСϣֻؿڽϣӵסСӣЦ"ǻǺ͸һȥˡ"ԶһЩүǲġö˵Ļ......
С΢Цҡҡͷ
ҪԹԴ
ϲ˵ĺӡ
Ҫ......
ϲԼ......
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"ү"
ᣬǰϵĸɫȱһԣһԶЩվһǡ룬үͷ¿ǳСһɫ㼫ѿĵӻǴү˻ҹ......
"Ǻÿ......"
ŤСɵ°ͣϵЦⲻ"ү̫佱ˣүÿġ"Щʹü......ǰ......£жүÿǵµһwүҲֻӹ֬׷ۡ
"ƺû˰......"ŵһǣ"Ǽʳǰ......"毺õ˲ˢףȴֹסµȣ¶֪ʱѾסǰӳһƬѩϵĺ㱻˻ҧ
"...ү..."
ǰ𣬾ѹ......ԭУ¼......ﾹжʱСӰӡүŭǴӺζǣûǺ·......´Ŷ˰......
֮ʣӱ˦ڵϣϷ"ȥȻھ͹"˵꣬ϵİָ£ꡣǾ㵣侲÷Ρ"仪"
ȥƳһ꣬""΢ǻǰԼӣֱϣԼٵɶҲֻ絲ǲҴͷԼţȴ¥ͷǼªһֱйԲƿ

19

ƻ裬ϵ࣬СҲæ̯廪¥Ͳ١廪¥Ǿ¥ȴҲ᷿ҹСѰòĳˣԶүѰ֡
СֱǷǿ˳һòϣʳүûȹ벻һɦˣڵ˳磬ƹļʹɫСһԵرȥֺõЦͣԭǵͷã΢΢̧ͷŷǰĽÿȻǽԺĺҲûүһ룬ɫ˼֣Ц
üܵĿϰΪԸ¸ߵ廪¥ҲģҲʡʱȥѰջӦһͷƹæȥǲ죬ǽڷᡣ
"ȥ"
ƳֹۣҧҧǸСԺ
Բ˫Ŀפ¥ǰԶѲӰǣȥͷСӵĳᡣ֪ǺʹȻͷȥϡ٣ֻҹĻ𽥽١ƿǲͷҲֻǾһŵӰӣʹ֣ǰݵС
˯˶ȣµ¶ϸú˵⣬˺ۣѪǴĿСϵ֧ظǸѵĴЩڴʱǴ˶ૣϸͬһȴһʱ˯ķߺٶӿͷ
"........."
Ƶһֱ˯еĺֱײһԣ԰׵СʱһƬףҪңһֻ²ֻǺ򵥡С۵÷سӣʱ֪δһӲ߹ϣ΢Ƕѵ졣
ؿǰܷӦֻסӣȴڿǾʱӵػ"......"ϣӭһƣȴҲֻҰһԣԭĸɷҲɢ˿ģǱ
"˭׼ֺ"ǣ"һû͹˱ˡ"˿ССͽһͬ亢Сö࣬ٶǴ´š
ûκǰϷѾϸСĶڣСһ߳ܣÿҹϤʱӿͷۣǱ˾ôʹ޷˵˶Ѿ룬˺ѵʹСӾҷխСĻԳӴĽ롣
틶Եıǲ֪ŭȴԾɿüŤϵݺݰ£û룬ʺѪǶȴЧڳصض롣Դɳ棬ʹСҲһĺü˵ĥСʹüŤȴӲ죬˫ۡ
¿˫ۣ¿ǳԼֹס£µ......
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"Ҫǰ굤ǵ֮Ѫ֮ǵýͣҶǲȼ"˵ȥһ硣
˺һӣǷӰжһ֧Ͱ͵ѣڸǲҲ̶õӣһҹ紵Ϯϵȴɣӣֻĺ
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һ죬СмЦЦձҧ˼ڣһƬ֣ʣŵձ᲻õذãקڻı㡣ǲǵ͵أ......ϲεЦ˿ϵĺδЦʱʹûˣСմѪٻ̷˵Сպá
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һֽ֧С˳ĳСһʱȣټ˺ѵˣ˵ڵϣڵϣձ˳մȾҡСҵؽʰ𣬰Ͱ͵ϵձۡ
"޹үүԸ"Ƕԣó̵λȻ£˸û˺ɫСվ˺ѵʹЩվȣֻǰһ毺õ˼ΪŮƳСһۣЦЦ鼫ãһҹĶ衣
СųųվһԣǰȴֻǸ٬ıӰǰŵĳᡣһڵǰ˷ŵİʿδϤĺɫӰǱܣСһ·ͷϱǰɫԽѿٶѿ˫Ѿȴǿ첽
ϵҲֻļͣڵƿЦ˿СˣƳˮС"......"
"......"
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յգϡĵ䲻࣬Ҫķİʿ˾ôΪһ;
"׵Ҫã"
һǰϵΪ׵ʿæ׵"үĻһձɵǾڡ"ڵ˲׵ȴ˰亹ү׽ֲӰү˷гйء˵ǣΪδ̣Ī......
Ҳա
ڣһ˿ۣں˿׷ɫݴ˷԰쳣Ѫ˿˫ĿסӲݺݵؾѣңڵƽϢĸҷǳ
ܡ......
̫˰......뵽ʲ㣬ϽһĨаЦͿ쵽ˣʮԼײ̵һ̡ҪлʥʣһξҪǷʣһһҪ
뵽ؿڵʹ࣬봹޳ָʹƵģƿһԵӣӸǰĿչ˫һߡĿͷо綾Ŷδ壬ȴûӰ쵽ϰ֮˵Զӡ
ǵɫӰһֱͷЩǵĲӦǲ˺СݵСǳֲʱڿոϥʯ·ߣ˫ȴδ¡
틵ӵֲԾս
"׵㡣"
ͬĮȴ࣬ð׵΢ʵ"ү..."ǳĬ׵ʣۼط١ڵٶȽƽʱǼٻȥֻҹζࡣ
ڣ˰ͷϣЦ
zyzz
һͣͣɫ֪׵ɫѿɼᲽķ˪Ϣ틿˿ɫа˼Ǳԭճ࣬ɲǻ¡ҲãЩ˶ˣһνɾ
"ҹҪ¶Ұˡ"
׵ͬһʿѰԻˣܾܲһʳһЩԹؿܵɽ֣Ƴͷĺӣһͷȥ
µİʿ˲ҹǰԵķбƬ̣һƬɽ֣ɫǲ󣬵һԵ껺ߣܷǳ

Сһ·ãһͣԸͷĴûߵ̫ԼᣬҲǵ......졣ֲ˲Լһۣ˶᲻˵......ѿѪ˿δֹѪ߰ߣ۵ľ
µıЬһյĦܣĥˮݣˡССĵزӣڲ۵Ľ䣬˫ȴ͵͵ǰͷ̰ؿˣȴڿ˻ۿᡣ
ʱ׵ͬһʿ˻ҹʳСգȴҲֻԶиһ룬ﾡĽ
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˵̫̰ģүġ
ܿͿ......̫̰......
"ȥ"
ͻС˶٣ӳ糿λʿֻЩݸСųؽӹԭЦݣȴڿĲм֮ᣬҲﲻ
"лл......"
ССڵҧ³ԵÿˣһûˡǺɫӰЦһҲԼ˰......
ͻأǰײ˻С̧ͷǰȥԣһĺʿѽս˫ǿѱ棬ϣʤһ
ƶؿۣԵᣬϵЦɣȻ֮ʣΪӽĺˣٶ֮죬˲Ȼһʱɱ֮ú˶ٸΣˣתм˵ءݴӣһ˲֮䡣
˼ƲսذܣҴɢʧ־ԭ볷ˣȴת֮ʣһӣǶϳڡˣգ˳ЦݣϵĽѪδմ˿̣ǶʱԼɱľǺˡ
ʹ""ǿʢʹû˷ҵıӻܰ¡İͬʮǰ֡
Сһμ˳棬ʱһѪеĺˣվ𣬾СȥͶҪҸᡣСδӦǰĺѵ£͸Ѫӿֱֱϡ
".........ʬ......"
þȴ˵Ļ˫ЦС͸ĻǰȾѪİ׵ǰǵӰֻϺѪɫֱȴֱӳûϢĺˡ 
"...˵ʲ᣿"
׵˶٣ӵ"үĻ˵ˡ褣ʬ'ʡ"
ֻʱһ˿㵣Ᾱǻķߺޣ˦Ǻˣͬ㡣
ʼգ틶ȾѪĺӡ
ȫȴֻ˵ıӰ

21

£һСŮ˫ֱϥ˫Ŀףң˫ӳԶĻ꣬üĿˮŮǴǹ¼ŵӰ۵ҧ´
ײŰķӷˣδȷһܵͷڵһ곤Ŀβȥ꣬εķΨгıӰ
ؿˣ
ŵ䣬Ǻϵˮ§Ůһġ
틶............틶͸..................
Ů϶˵ˮʪ䣬滨ģ˼˺òֻۡüͷһ˿һ˲šСĵظŮ׵˫ĿǹĶһǡ
ޣษҪĻ͸õĸ
.........
С˶ĻԽ׳ǲӣĿǳ谮ۡ
ҵĹҪǿϹˣҺڤ綼۵......
......
......ĺҪ˵۾ûˣĺӣ
...틶...۸ˣ
ŮˮͣˣС죬ˮ֦ɰˡ겻Цݣѵˮ˫촽ŮһȻӵ
틶...ֻϲϲ...Ҫ틶......
ӵĶˣ˴Ӧһŵԡ
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"......"
ãȻۣ΢𶯣ؿڣϢʹͿȡϤζնԽƵѾǼҩѪǹظԿơ
"үѾǾڡ"
⴫׵틳"ҹ֮ʱҪɽׯĴš"
ͷİ׵ҹ֮ʱ......û˲֪ɽׯׯڵԪϣߡҹɽׯ֮שݵ磬ʱڳĿɲֻүⷬٶνԡ
"ү˽Ϊ......"
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ҹ֮ǰִɽׯɽׯλǾڵ墶˷·ҪϵˡƳۣͷСܵظɫԽѿԭǲԸ˼ģ仪ȥǰֽ......
᷽İʿʾ⡣ֻ᷽İʿӣͬǺԲһʱȣˤСǱصڵϣʹ⣬ǰʿĮΨվȴʹ
ѵĴ΢ǰҹĿ־ڣʿԼսսͷֻץ½ǣĽŲʱࡣҧ´Ҿקʿ½ǣ۵÷
ҵ𶯣Ħ᷽δȬ˿ڣ˫ԾɼнĥѪ۰߰ߡ
קС֪ҪǷˣǻᶪԼ............᲻Ҫ......µرۣµĺףˮݻطۡ
˵۹С㣬Ϊϲɴϻ۵ĺӡ
֪......ԹԵģһܹԺܹ......õģҲ......Ҳ۰һ㡣
˵ϲ˵ĺӡ
ԣҲҸߵĽźʹ......Ҹߵú......
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22

ɽׯׯ֮׵֮ףλ墶ɽɽ´⿴ȥֻͦУͷҶֻ""֡شܣɽׯµ͵ƽ٣ͷʿɽׯ֮׶ݵ磬죬ȻҲ㡣
Ψһ˲ǣ˻ͣɽׯ׼ܣ߲""ͨŰţҸͬɽׯ֮ڣҲ˸أ밴""ڰصĵͼȫѰȷֻ·ҲΪɽׯ˷ܵĲ֣Ӣʿ׷ײı簲ȻִɽׯʧΪ¶
˰²⣬ɽׯⷬ˼ֻϵ磬ʵΪɸѡܣ̴ͬơҲ˰˴ΪΪ˷һˣ˭˵硣֪
ֱһʿԣᶨƽ١ɵ˵ʿ㱩ԼլУ״
ϣƣϾǵЦܻͣرUʱˬʵЦλһλӣڷĨ˿ϵֳµ顣һԵ˴ߵʿλȴԲüĺ֮
򵥵ľ磬ִҪչʾ붫ݵĺ񣬷ȥϡ֮ƷһʱЦۣƵƵһԵʿ˿ɼཻá
"¥䷻ҹȣϷоɴ˻غúоо"ʵ
ֻ¥ᇟ˿ƣص"ǰǿˣͨһǶ߽Ϊϡ󣬿ȴʤһ֡"
ü¥"ɫʵ͸ȫɬϸɼ˿ߣС硣ҹ滪ɽһʱ覰ߣ̾в......"
̸һ˲ţ˫˫ֹ໥˹ʣΪνһ......ͻأĸλϹЦֹ£һʱ׷ǳϢһԾһ佣УһȻϡ
ڴ룬ۿŵĺ֮ʱһɨա¥һĬȻ϶һվȵ"...ߺˣǶҰ֮أ"ǵ㣬ʧ硣
"ҵȷZǷ֮򶫷ׯף١"
˵꣬ϵƻʱȫϨһʱ˻ȻϵĶ˵Ȼ֮ʣһ۵˵Ŀ⡣һѽҹĿѪ죬ˡ
¥㲻ϢҲǰȥһϵһˣ૵"......ģѪɵĽ......"
"...ܣ"һվȡ"Ѫʮǰ㻯Ϊɳڴ˿̳Ѫ"վ˱֮һξٷ棬ξһ峤
"...ǳսѪɽǷһƳɳ......"
"ɲǣۼģɱۣȻƵֽ......"
"˵ˣ治һаҿׯ㾡ȫԲб......"
"٣㲻˵ҵˣ˺Ǻ˵㣬ɻһʱ˺ˬ......"
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"Ҳԣ˵˵ʲǣʵ۵ļͻ......"
δ˵꣬һõĵƻȼֻѪǰɫϣһȺԻ֮Ѿϳɶ¶ϳڣһ⡣ʱŮ촫˵һ
ɫӰѪͦɫ֮ڳһ㶣΢ףٽĶݣЦ
"Ὣ󡤿ɱ䡣"

23

ؿǸûʵĴӰѪζԵȴסǵϷѵʬף˲֮ǰཻ֮飬Ψ֮Ǳȫ˭֪ʮǰķֻɳʲᾪ춯ص¶......
""̩Ȼ"û뵽ʮһͽʦкġ"˫ͫ΢ţ˸ľ⡣
ЦѪĽ¡"ʮ겻ͽԽԽθة"ǺЦһԲ֪Ǻ»Ŀ԰׵ξٷˢһվָ틣Ҷ"..............."
ƳһۣĿʹԴ⣬......һλЦ"ξٳϣлĺΪȡѪʯ"ξٷɫΪ֮һ˲ȻĪǵǰ齣ֻƷ
ۿʿ¼ɣξٷߺ˻ֱȥԽӭƣҪ꣬˶ƾУɽձϾбټѪ֣ξٷ潩˻㲻ȥɷԾΪӲȳ˺ѪĿġ
"ϣ"ξȻٽͬȰˣɷһԾƮȻݣδİʿǰЩǰ˵ʺѱ봩תۼ䣬ǻ췦
"֪"
һ˫ݣ"ϲģϸˣȥǼŮ˶˺úþ۾ۣ"
˷Ӧ틷ؼ꣬ͬ㣬㾡򶫷ݣܵ¥ٽȫգ΢б̽˶ݵš¥΢٣ݺЦʺѪǿǻӿ
"ׯ......"ܾ¥Ĳվ"틣ٴϻۣǶϷ򰡣"Ѳ׳꣬߳߸ơûЦݣֻǸİףϲ˺
......ڿţ
˶ʱһѣ틹ȥһжꡣüһᣬߺƵʱʱüĿѣӲǽڻ֮𣬶ʱѪһѪѪȾһѩ׵ۡ
"ү"׵Ծǰ˴еǰŤת¡ۿ틲֧ʿ𣬷׷׺ۣ޲ýǰնɱֻõϣңΰ׵ַ˫ĿݺݵضݡֻʤЦݣ۷ǳ
ʲʱ......Ҫʲʱ򣡲ܽǷ˺ѣް......ã......ģֿȳѪסڶ߻ƣͬհȡѾ룬壬еһ˿ʶľ롣
"틶޴"티"㲻֪ǾϷǰٸһ¡"Ѷ׼ݵʺ
"Ůˣûбѡ㡣
"Ů˿Ϊ㣬ΪնҺϷ緢֣ƾͼƣԿԧһ"
"˵Ů˸Ϊһ飬ƫƫּԼɷƷ֮£ɼ......Ҳã˺ӣ˶"
"Ը֪ܲӣĶӺ"
л䣬틴˵ʲ......˵ʲ......
"ү˼˵ĵ"˵˵ûб......
"ү"˵˵............
"үү"˵˵Һ......ҺͺӺģ
ûб......
ƭ֣ƭ֣
ɣͬħȰ顣
틶磬Ҫ틶ӡ
Ϊʲ᣿ΪʲҪȢˣ
䣬ҵ......ԣ......һ......ҲҪ......
............
ʱٸؿһϣֻһλʿٽ͸틵š׵մѪ㶵֮ǰһֱͷİʿ"ү......"
ǰʿγ˽׵ƵǰӭսֻɱѪ·үȻʿ·ơѵ......භ֮䣬׵׽ȡ˿ϮˣһֳϵƤۣȻ
"Ӱ...Ӱ......"
ӰĬȻ·ð׵Ծȥ
"׷Ϸ׷"ӦƸϡ
¥վһԣݳְγؿڵѪЦ"墶ˡ"һǴݲһ֧͸ĵѣӰȻᡣ"ڵ£һׯס틣лɳˡ"
һݣ¶ƣʵ"ļƲߵģϷ档"ЦЦ˵"ֻǺܼ򵥵Ի֮Ȼøлˮˮҵİҩ"ˮؽϼһȡҩݣȷ......
"ãã墶ҪʲάͣϷԵ㡣"õЦ֮һ
"ׯԲҪ֮λһҪһԸ"
"ษϷҪú......"
ǰߵ׹£"ֻܽׯ仪ӣ"
˼ЦЦӰ˫ճȭ¥㣬ʼգһ仰Ҳû˵

24

۾Ͱ͵ǰţСĬһԵϵۣѾ˵Ѫաȫ۵ɢܣδۣȴǼ䲻ƵƵĿֻЩ򿪡
"ȣȣҽأ"˵ǰŴ"......"С˾ֻݺݵصǱĺӣа룬治֪үΪλҪС
"ȣҽк޹үȡ㻽ʲ᣿"޹һС΢׵СԭǲүˣСҲͦġСӣ޹⺢Ӿ𻰣ϾСҲǱݵһ񣬻ȻһźݺСϡ
"קҲү˭͸Ҳм֪"ԽԽǿʼȭСŵӣҧκ޹Ҳȫû¡һ޹ȴ΢
"û......û......"û֡ûȡ......
޹˶٣ŻЦ"ԭүû......ҲԣҲ治õģүֲ۰㡣"ֺ̧ݺСһѣǿݵӲǶ˸۵ĺӡĿ˳ʵǺòˡ޹СûӦ˾䣺""Ȥһͷȥ
ð죬СȣϵˡͲ......
......""ǲõ˼ǰ֪֮ǰġܶүСլĸ......Ҳ......
ܹԺܹԵģẰʹҲẰ֪᲻һЩ
ȻǴŴ󳨿ӳɱ۵İ׵ԭ׵ӸȾʺ죬Էȴǻ˵ķ틡޹Уͷ׷һȺɷ׵ȥһԵĳˣæԶⳡɱͷ˾޹δתһԽţ棬δĿ
׵ۼԽһԵĺ˼ֻܻ˳ȥٽһӣǰˣקֱͷȥһֱԶͷĽŲ׷׵ͣǺϡҷҩ壬̬ǳӯһҲǿϵסġ
"ү뿪ȥǣ"
˵꣬׵ᶨؿںӻеķ틣ԭ·ȥСعⳡ䣬Щšǵؿ틣ãȻؿ˿ܣط
Ҫ뿪лҪ˺Ҫ
Сη˿ϣСĲһԵ֦֦ڽڹ˷틣ȴԼֶ˼ӡҪһЩ......ҵû˺......
Сԭͽ˷Ƿ÷틣һˤ˺üΡСϥླѪԭȵĽ˱䱾ȴÿÿˤ˵ʱ÷티Լˤеֻ
"............"
СΪ֮һ𣬽һ⣬˿գֱֱỬԲ......
zyzz
òдģĲᡣ
ָҫ۶Ŀĺɫ飬§ڻ䱦ﷺ
"..............."
ԭǳӲǶ˼İ̡墵ֹסӶδᣬ˿ȴʹͣ絶Ⱥ̵ͷʵڸ
һһһ˰̣еԾɽۣ墿Цǲ֪˶õĵط£ĴẬŪò뿪ļգ"ҵˡ"һ˵ġ
оϢ̧ȵĲ֮͡
"Ӱȥ"
Ӱһۣƽյ䵭֮˼ֿݡˮ̺ʹ˫墣С洲ϵ˱ӣʱŭգǰ
"㰮ȻǸˣ"
ƳʢŭӰЦ"Ӱȥ"Ҫ仪
"墶......"
墣Ψѡȥ
墵ؿֻۣص˴ϵ˶ټĴݵˣŵ£ϸӣЦĿ
"仪......ҵ仪......"

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"......"ˮεůĸоȫƮȻ˶ӣſۡС˶񣬲źȻԼȻһȵˮðһԣǾգԼԡ
˯......۲ܣʪɽҰأ֪ʲط......Сӣ˰ʱú䣬ȴҲûݻسؽԻŲ˰ԭõƤ϶۵ĹκۣȳãļЩ졣
С틣ԣȥӱߣ˫ʢˮɿ첽ߵʱҲûʣ¶١СϸĵؽϡٵˮմڷϺĹκۣظԸ˵ø࣬Свһ˿ССϲá
չ˵......ʱ̧ͷ틣٣ȴҲ֪Ǽģµġ˿ΧСЩݣڵЩҶʪ͸ۣѧǰŽ̵ӣšЩᣬƽɡ
еҹĺС뵽ʲᣬسӣŵ³ŪŪʪЩǰ˫֡ػ˼ˣ˫ԭǱЩȶȣСЦȴֱ¡
ҹǹ⡣
ܲ......˯ڵԱߣ............
ǰһڳ˯ʱ䣬Ǳһ˯ġ˵Ͳ......
ŵ£СЦ
Ϳһһ......ܾõġСƽЩ׻ǲԼĻЩʪȣֲ˲ˮݵСĵ˵ģ˫ۡ
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δƽȡһޣС˹ۣȴһ˫ԼСһԼھߣˢ..................
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"û£Ż틶ˡ"
С𣬷틲СǸɿݵķ˿δйᡣ
"ƣݳ......õߵģ"
ֻʣʹĵૣСĶһǡ"ǾˣڤһҼˡ"ظСݵļգϸС˱ԼȣȴůĸԴȥ
"ᶼ˵ǲǻ틶磿"ϵЩ"Ҳٷſģܵʹ˵......"Щʹ࣬ϧСӡһǡ
ˮﻬ
СϹЦȴֹסܿİ......
............
ǲǲ......ǲ......
"........."
֪ģǸ᲻Ǹġ""ģǸġ
......
ܲܣᣬָһЩ
ֻҪһЩҪܶģһЩЩ......

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վ⣬ԭⲻ̣墽üȴԾɹЦƿšֻһ꣬Ị̇ݺݵضˣҪ븹а㡣
յǳԹߣ墼ǰ˶ӵ뻳УȴǿѹܸܡŻģ......墰ǰ˼ɴϵȴŲȥĿתΪĮ뱰ɡ
"仪"
"㲻ҵ"ǿӲƽյﲻͬӲȴԾؿڣһͿȡ墼״ֻ봩Լű˶ĮӻҪۣæ˱裬꣬Ӳĵǣϸ"ЩˮЩġ"
"......"
ؿǳɰʹۣ޵ҧۣһ֧ػӶǼշ˵ĥŵ࣬δѧϣЩν""ʿܣ
ֻǷˣү鷳ķˣ
"仪ԡ"׵ѹ£ݷؽǲݵ֣ˮĿﵹԵȴ͸Բᡣˮ˳Ŵҧ֧֡ʹǳӲקԭǺױ˦˿ȥҧѪ˿Ҫָҧ
"...仪......"ˣǻؿǰгֵģ֪ǰ˶һǣǵģʼʹ࣬ͬҪԼ˺ѣüƻǰԭʹɱ˷틣ͬǵõĺӵ˰......ܣǻ仪ֻģһ틾ѾˣǸƾʲ......
δɿڣǳϤζ޼ǰˣ˭Ҳ뵽լ˳羴¹£Ȼʮǰ֮һ¾Ź¡ɱ......ɱ......үǸ......Ǹ۵ĺ......
ˮ䣬ɿЩһ죬һ˿첽˽һ׽Ѫƣ"㣡㶼Щʲᣡ"ƾҪȥȴӲǵ˿ֲۼشӰѣɫʧѪԵò԰ףȵ"Ӱȥ仪ֻ......"
"Ҫеȣ"˶ȫŭ𣬲"ǩǺү......Ǻ......үͺӣ"ứ£ָ̧ˣȥŤգЩֲ"ʲ...ʲᶼû......û......"
ӵдǰ侲ǣ˶ҲǸСꡣ۵ؿȻϵˣʵ"...úЪϢ"תӰصһۣȥ
"...һɱ......Ǻү......˺......"ǿҵˡ
ϣǰҷˮıˡһ˫Ȧסϸںڵķ˿˵Ĳ㣬ûܾͬ˹㣬毺õգ¡ĴڳݼĻӦӰ
½˵Ծܾ롣Ӱϣ˿ҧԼĶ"......"ֻ쳣ɵˮݺҧ´һֱɱ£󳨣˹̵ڴ
"......ݺݵ...ũ......"
͵ش룬ûκδϢϣ°ڶ"...ٿ...ũ...̴......"˵ͷ­ǰºۼ˫Ŀ룬оǺɫĹ°Ӱ
"............仪......"
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"ġ"
续ݣЦӣרĿԼ𣬶ӵЦԼͷ
"......"Сӹ틴ҰʳЩȴһжСҧ......ĺܺúܺ......
"ϻأ......"틵ḧСӣ"ҪɢǣҲҪֿǣ......Ƕһ......Щ......"С틵֣῿ǻ
"......"
"ʦǵģҲǵģҪٷԣǾһӴ"
Сȴһ""һ"һ"֪......ǣֻʱ򣬵ᱧүС㡣ᣬ͵ȥˣ᲻......᲻ִ......᲻......
Цͷ
ð......ܺ͵һֱʹҹ䣬еãغ˵ˣ
֪֪ܲһֱ""......ʹ֪ĺãǶ""ģ......""ף˵׵С""ȡġ......һֱ
ԭױ˵ġ˵Ǽϲ׵ġ......֪ܴܲףһµһֱһֱϲʹǻϲ......
"ǻúá"СӣǶ"틣ǻһ틡"ߣǸҰġ
С틣ѧͣСĻ
"......"

27

ҹ˿ƮȻһҧӲӣϸĿɲ
"...ɺ......"
ƵģʹԼ˫ţȴطڴͷҵشǴĿѪ˿ᣬֱĨ
"...ܴ......Ҫ㣬˭.........˭......"дǡ"˭............ˣˣһүģүүġ"ľЦ
Цת˲š
"ү...Ук......"ҧָſ"......үӣǰ굤ҩү..............."
"........."侲ϤȴİʹϣۣЦݣСϲãȫ˵ˣǿȴֱĥӣʱ޿̶Сĵ̧ĺӡ
ûеֻԲϣС΢Ǹ겻ǣǸӿүϢʱģȡľС"үĵģ"ȴֲ̡
............ۼǺڹ¶ҹԳǿµҩԣεĽ䣬ûĺӣγǳҲ޷еүȴ......
Ц"Ѿû˰......ᣬһ뿪......뿪ү......"뿪ӲϵļڣΨһҪģwͬŮˡ
˼֮ʣŻ򿪣һͦεӰ˽ͷ˸Ĺâ
"...㣿"
"ʧˡ"
zyzz
ҹﺮ䣬СǵһԵķ틣ۿף֪شǱʮָ
"......"֪ΪΣӷű֣Ӽ䣬ȴǲ˺Ǽʹࡣ"........."ССػӣ䰡......ͰŵһҪǵҲͰһٲ......ٴι£Ҫڲöð......
"......褶......"
үǿлģֻѾŵ˶С޲ԼףĲõġףʹףͻܿĵЦƯܺÿҪ׵Ļ......
"......"
˿̣틵𽥷ȣ̵þˣһֱһ׽Сѹ¡Сһ󾪺˫ۣ֪ǺáḧСݻƵķ˿ΨһĶӡһǡ
"褶...틶ȣ......ܰ......"
޳ָ̽½󣬹ȵĴСһ
"褶틶ӿɺ......۰褶...褶틶ò......"ǿӲǲ԰׵Ĵҧ"ð......褶......"µӰ̣СϣϸϣδԹϸᡣ
СѪΰ͸ֻҵذڶȴ˵УصشϢЦ"褶......ˡ"Сӣ"ȥ˶Ҫðװ֡"
ָ̽˺ѨСùӣ티رСϣСھߡСק틵ѣºһȵѾǴδйо......ҪҪ......
룬СӲסϤʹ鲼ȫۼǿ룬С῿ǻϸ"ûϵģ........."˫Ѿʹ÷ϣСҧ£틺Ƶϳ̡
"褶褶Ǵ˿...ɽ......˽ҹûٷֿ......褶......"
СǿҵҵĽɶ
"ҵĺ褶"
......
ǲǴף
ÿĺǣ......ã㹻ˡ
ûϵģ......
øˡ
ǣĺ˶㣬ܡ
......ǲǿˣ......
Ϊʲ......
Ϊʲʹ......
ʹ......ް......

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ǰüζʹġԣһֱϲ˯ڰһеĸоܿ£¶ǣβͬůϢۣϵˮӣĳɢһԣһֳָ֧ķ˿
С죬˵ѣһ𡣷틺ǵЦؽǳһŵ˶ӵڻСᣬǶԴ䱦
"........."㶣ɬЦ"Ī£ǲεģֻ틶Ψһޡ"СŬչЦݣͬ춴ǰʹʹ࣬ȴ㣬۵ˡ
"ޣ......"ǵĺ᣿ޣ.........ǰ˵˾ͻһȢӡֻ֪ǰ˵ˣޱϲˣҪһһˡ
һǶã......ܾúܾ......
ϲ...ǵҪҪˡᣬһӣֻϲһˡ
"Ҫ...Ҫӡ"ޣĻͻϲģᶪˣǰɣ......
Це˶ЩСɵĶ"褶褶......"֪ΪΣĺ̰ӲϡСǴǰδĻ˫ᱧˡ
"褶ǵò˵õģ뿪Ǵӹ︯õĵط뿪ף뿪磬ɽ䣬Ȼöĺӡ"ǸѵĴ꣬"˵޶㣬Ůȴңɶǩ"СǶ֪ģԼԡ
"˵ˣҪŮޣ飬Ҫ......"С̧ͷͬע˹ԡ틿ҧСɵĶЦ
"˵ģͻϧ'"
"ϧ飬Ըϧ飻顢Ὣϧ"
ϧ......ҵҵ᣿......ϧϧõҵ᣿
ˮ䣬ζ
ϧǵ׵顣
ϧ......ϧ......
ԡɡԡڡ
Щ޴ԣһԴδ꣬ε"仪֪ԹѾǰˮңˮҽҽ"ǾĬ꣬ͷ̾˿
"һЩò"
ûκζӷŵڡһֱ
"...ȥúЪϢ"ת֮ʣӱһ΢ס墶˶٣ŵֵ֧ˡ"˸...һЩ"ð죬墶˵һߣ"ˡ"
"û...ҽŪȣ仪һȡ"ϲãϡԭҪˣû뵽ֵȻ"ˣû㽿"ЦЦһԵ꣬ԭݸȴּϵˣͣ
ŵƲɴʣڴͷҪӹȴ޷ʹҨһ࣬˰ȴ΢ſڡСιãӴǲ԰׵Ĵֲ꣬˶
墰ϲΪͻת䡣仪ǲӲ롣"̲"ͬ˵İ"ӻδãֻܺЩ࣬ҪˣҷԸ׼Щһġ"
ǿ˼ڣӲŻµĳ嶯˰룬ҪϢȥϲüңȥǰģٲ
ۣǰҹ˵Ļߺ޵سӡ
㣬Ҳ......ӽ墡
ûκѡ񡣡

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ϧ˫ֽӹһſɫСӣС§¶΢Ц틲ݸ"ԭЩҰζ褶һ򲻰ЩҰʳҲľһ"˵꣬Щݵļգૣ"ݵֻʣ¹ˡ"
ϧСڽСڣСӵζ𣬾Щᡣһûʲ޵ķϧϲýСǰʳģϧСԿԵö࣬ҲǰլСͯǳͷǺ«ʱԼˣүͯĺӣԼһ١ʱ˸Ǻ«մЩɳӣʹУСľ׽ǵһ·ζ
ãϧһڣ˼ԼƵӡ틼ٶ΢ü"褺틶᣿"§Сӣ"ǣˣ틶ˣܴ͸˵ʲ䣬ȥ......ǱȥѰ·ȥʦǵġ"
˶˶٣Цһ˫òƯ"褶ǵʦǶͽʦ飬һ޶׺ʹȥ"ϧ򴽣Щ
"Ҫ......"ҪҪܳȥܺ͵ɻ飬ޡ......µ֪ףĻ㲻......ϣϧһҪ÷ɫ
"褶ΪβҪ"ϧ͵̧ͷֻȫԼϵԽؽ˫ŭӣǲ֪롣"褶ΪҪܾң""ΪΣ褶"񣬷틵ֻ£񡣷ϧˣ˵ССӱ틣в֪˶""
"кηң졣褶ܣҲòᣡ"ϧգǼϵᣬȥ"ҵģҵ飬㲻ܲҪ......"ϧ̧ͷĿѣħȰڶ߻رU᲻ͷأǸ̰ª˰......䲻ϵ......䲻ϵ......
ǵҩǵĺӡã......
ĿۼɽˮǰԲ֪ʱһˣɫľȻ
"ϣҵү"
ϵĿҶãʣ"أ"תĮǲһZǳƣüĿΪӢͦеı˵Ļȴ޷ܡ
վڶͷ˹£"һӡ"ü"Ŷ"
"...Ǻûʮף...ү൱塣"
"᣿"˳ʣ"ĺӣУǺ......ʲӣ"
"ϣǺӽС߰ꡣӣϸ㣬˰̶Щ......"ͣһյӲͷ񣬲ż"ǺӣģЩС㡣"
˵˫ͫЩѣ"ϣ"
"ȥǵãǣүҪкʧֱͷ"˻һת۱㲻Ӱҧһƣһڴֵѳ롣"ð......ð"
"˻»֣"褣ʮǰߵµ֣ҵĳ衣
"¥ɻ"һ̧ͷѺƽ졣墴Ц¥㡣"ɫƺ"ЦǷǳá"Զ¥һڴˣĪķ֮¡"
¥㵭ЦЦⲻ۵ס
"üĿϲ¡"墴Ŀϲ......ǵġǸ߰꣬Уܽ£ǡ

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ͷһεؽС˶ڻʱˡϧץ틵½Щǵؿ틶ϵıۿЩ......ҪϻˤʱϵҲѿ......
"ɵ"ǰⰵ㣬""֮ǰҹ̰㣬ܣϾǣһϧҵǿеġ׼һŴʯԾϣƮȻתͷȪѾƲ塣ϧŴۣСǺϲϣ̾"........."
΢Ц틺͵˸㣬"ҶҲˣҲˡ"ϧˣЦЩŲסק½ֲ΢΢ſ"......ǵ......"Сֹ
"Щ·ٷ˾˯һ˯"ϸĺǻԭ׵İ......ؿʹǰЩӣϵϵͬ˺Ѱ㡣ʹ......
""ҡͷЦЦůĻף......ܲܰѵĺãһЩЩ......ѧףĻ֪᲻Ҳ......
ݳǱѪĽ
һۺµ㼣ɫЩѿǵյ˻δԭ"ҵĺͽ̣ݣ¡ߩϷҪһëСܳʲ򡣿ݣЦ"
һ𽣱ͣʹУ֣Ӳׯϡݶʱŭģ"...Ϸ......Ҫֶǣʱ"
üһᣬ᷽ˣȴܿ"ׯջ"¥ЦЦգһ˲û˷ŵЦ"¥ĪȡЦϷˡ"¥ü"ׯĪΪ˷"
һЩ֪˷ܻǿ־塣"֪˵Ϣ"
¥㰵Цص"ׯ......ףΣ"
zyzz
"...᲻ۣ"
ԭĵطԶ࣬ɷǾղ԰쳣ϧȻ֪Ƿ඾ҷһ仰Ҳû˵ٶǿöࡣ
"........."
У틽е˶Ųϼӿ졣ʱһ⣬틵˼һۣƬҶ֦ͬԽսԻеķϧ"׽ңȫҡ"
ϧҧͷ티ĵ΢ЦһɲǣֻΪ֮ʧɫ
"Ⱥˣ"
׵ּ䣬֪ʱ˼ˡ"틣پܡ"Եο࣬ѪǱˡӿǰ񲻱֮ǰִϧţҲ֧
"ҩ"ܵ˶ĲͲֻսپʽԽֱֱѨ
tʱ᷽ˣ׼˻ķϧһԾû뵹˻ᣬСϧֻһҲ
t
"ߩ墶˵涾д¡"ǰͲס틺ͷϧ"û뵽......Ṷϵļֻ"Ƴ۷ϧЦȫޡ¥ֱ틣ɱ⣬æ"ׯĪӦ¡"
۹һ漴Ц"ϷԵǵá"ǰݺϧͲӷһԣһʵöࡣ""틿ڿ֮ʣʧ"ʦ"
ݶ˶٣ֻ틵ۣвѪ˿"ʦ.........ҲҪ...ҲҪɢͽ...ͽ......"Χ˲Ϣ¥˻ΡƵؿЦ
"Цͽû뵽Ȼ˼ɿ"ֳϧһʹϧ˱ˤڷǰʯˣݸһŲӹϡ"ƣǲ"
ϧ۵÷̧틡󳨣ǵ˿ڼĵۣޱ¶
"ߩ틣ĸùϣȻ飬Υ"ۿµСزǰ˫ߺ޵񣬾ÿǳ
"㲻Ҳˣ褩ģ"
"ˣ֣"
""틿ȳһ̯Ѫɫˡ"......úõģ"˫ۼѹ틵ĺ˶ʱĿΣһ˲ζϳڣͬ࣬˾ǱӲ顣
"ȷʵ"һֱ־Ĭ¥ȻڡǴֻ쳶ϵƤ˻ȻδüӦüĿһţûϢ"¥"Զһ̴ӣع"Ͻ"
㾡ȫķϧȴ"............"ڤٵ˷Ѩ틽һԵĻ̴ӡ"ٴү"̴һ㲻Ӱ
£ֻһƬǽ壬һǼԵСڤǰһϢķϧﾡǲм̧ϧֵ"......мơ"ͬۻ֮Ӷطſ
"Ҫ틵඾δ壬ϴ"
תۣһƬڰκϧѽѽؽ˼ˮģֻۣϡ΢ļ
"......"
"........."

31

ǽֵ֣ǵ֣̽ZͬΪʥ֮ǡλ춳룬ɫɫ¥µŮЦǻһĻǵĻ֡˹Ŀ㣬Ůǻһҹ粻ҹǣƽ硣Ҫ˵¥ݣǻķ¥
ǰͥдͥ¥ᣬڤšüһ˫ķֱֱڰİ񣬳ʵ"틵ܣ£"С·틵֣üͷòתڤ"ϣү֮Ӧȥǣ඾ɻ......"
ڤһƻڰϣ˸ŭ𣬰񲻽˿æ£"Ϣŭү״඾ɣⶾ·죬ƺ......"ڤһɣ"˵"ҧҧ"²룬үӦ죬඾ķɡ"
΢̧ͷڤɫѣֵȥ¥ǼҼ˹ݣʵǷϵİׯ¥ͷĶȴͬǷϲµİ塣񰵰бڵķ틣в̾
һŮò񣬿⴫˵еķүԶʤˡӦʮ࣬û뵽ˣױŷ츳ˣ֮ʱӱԤԣ"̣ݣ"
ãŻعȴڤߣʵһæƿڤ틣ıᶯڤһһϸ΢""Ӳɫѿ֡Ǿ˫գ̧һŵĹâ
"틵еģʲᶾ"
ص"ϣ......ߴӰ"ߴӰ˵涾ߴݼȡãҵߴݲ޴󰭣ҪϣǼǴɣҲ޼ʩҷڽ඾Ҳ¶ɡ
ڤ˰""һ̴Ӷʱǰ"Ǻӣ"
Щض˶١Ǻ......ڷ¥εĺӣֺߴӰкθϵߴݵĶҺֻͨഫĪ......ҲǼµģһķүһѿСëһ
"ȥ"
ȻҲҶ񲽳᷿Ҫ֮ʣ̧ͷ˫춷ڤķۣϵķ틣δƿ
zyzz
"......"
޹ӰϷӰٵɶǷߺޣض
"............ѽ"
µӣӭϵˣؼϸӡϵ˶ϵİ˴Ŀؽûڳ˫֣شŪǸ߰
""
һĿУͬʱй
ӵסϵˣҸˣҪˡǴƷ£ҲҪ......֮Ӻϣꡣ仪סֵһ̣һ㣬仪ܲסһ̲סݺҪ仪......
"Ҫԡ"
رܿǼӭϵǣص˾䡣΢㶣ȴǳЦЦʹҪ´ȴֱסϣػͷȴ˫ûκ
"ˣӦҵġ"

32

ѩƮݣԶΡ
꣬һСŮߵ꣬ݣԲ΢ЦһģꡣСŮ죬Ȼϣ󺰣"틶Ӧģ"
ߵüһֳ꣬"Ц"תͷһЦ"틵ܣʦҪ½ס"΢㶣ÿüͷһŮһҧزס꣬һҲŵģ
𣬲ۼس鿪һǿյ֣ǣŮ"磬»ƿɺãŸջң..."껹δü˵һ仰Ƕ˱Цٲ뿪
ԶԶأӰ̧֣¡
ڤɰ޳ָסЦ"ᣬ㻹ǻص˺......틵ܡ"
ڤſ֣Ĭؿͷ߽Ľţһ˦һصصʯϡһӣӹǿںӲĵϣ졣ϸΨһﰹ಻ϳ˾⣬ۡڤЦݣʶȤ¡
"̧ͷ"
ϧӣؽͷ̧߸ϵķڤ˫ڼϵķʱҲƲ"......"˫ӵУڤжʱȼŭǣǣ񣬴ĵ׵
һƣϧƫӣѪ˿ڤҪʮۻԹȫйСڤδױ¶ڱ"Ů˵Ķӡ"
Ƴ۷ϧֵĺӡǾµӡǣ"ԭ......׹틵ܻ֩"ϧѹӣ۵վ֪......֪Ϊʲ......ǰˣҪŭ
̰ϵķ틣ϧѪ......ǲǣǲǺͰһˣ˺öѪ......᲻ۣ᲻᣿......
"......"
ڤ뵽ʲƵģ˶٣"֪틵ܴ˷Ϊ˭"ϧɻ̧"Ϊ㡣"ڤٽָϧĽӳݵС
"Ϊ㣬틵ڶɣѪ"ĽϵļѪϧȴľ"ߴݵǷʳκãȴڷǱΨ͸ʹˣԡ"ڤһݣֻûѷϧĲ
"틵ܶã˶ڼΩм֮ףıˣݺ틵ܣ"һһ䣬ߵ״ϧ˳ҡͷģϵķ틣Ųȥ
ڤۿ"ˣ틵ܱϲ֮Ӿ븸й֮£˷̬Ҳߣ"ڤĻ̰ͬ㣬ݺݴڷϧ......ϲ......
ڤ̧ϧʣ"£Ļᣬ틵ڵĶȫ㣬Ը⣿"ħȰڶ߻졣Ƶݣϧᣬؿϵķ틡
ϧ飬Ըϧ飻顢Ὣϧ
............
΢ᶨССͷ­¡ڤЦȴûЦ⡣""ϧҡͷˮ"Ҫ...Ҫȵ......"ˮֹסֻҪû£û¾ͺá
"ߩ褵˸öӡ"ߵ׳......ɣֺγǣ
ϰ䣬ÿһѪҺ
ˣضᰮѪ֮ס

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ֽŷ˫ۣоͣ˿е"ǰĴ磬Ҫǵ˵Ļ͸ˮĳȱˮɣ"ǰκζˮưҧɤӣֵ"磬ҪҪٲƵĻˮмֳǮҪǽɫĻ......⩤ˮĳҪûҪûģˮĳиС......"
ˮƼǱ˴ӳ˦ڵϣˮƲ޵ˮ峤Сֻ˵ķݶϻΪ˺ϵ±티һ֪ķ
ˮҪöû취Ц"...磬ʯӿˮĳͦ۵ģܷܲˮĳȻ˳ˮĳЩӲˮĳݣҲûȥС"
"ӡ"
˺һߵ"˽˵ˮ峤߲ʳ˼̻Ҳ·ˡ"
ˮԾһ١ֱֵӣˮƲŻ۵ĺڲ̧ɶϬ˫ۣ¶Ц"ˮĳλû뵽ڤ¡"ڤüֻˮ˦˦ӣε"֪صˮĳҪˮĳýɡ"Ϸ"¥"ҶˮѵЦ"ϧˮĳ񱣬֪λԸ¼ˮĳ"
ڤɨһۣԲ¥֪ʱѾӰˮƾظͷڤһ·üͷµĺӰ"½ղ࣬ˮĳǡЩҩ......"
ڤͣˮһʱû⣬ڤδţͷ㴫졣
"ſңң"
ڤŶ룬ֻǽµķ티ڵأ˿ɢɫ԰ףȴԾɲǾաڤǰ"틵ܣ"ԭ뽫틷ȴǰ˫ץν
"磬磡֪ģǲǣǲǸףװ"˵˵ֿȳѪڤþģǱǧٻءᣬ޵"Ůʮǰ㻯ɻң틵ο˷ĥԼ"
"˵һģǡҪɢǣ͸Ҫɢǣ"
һݣǿһƾҪڤˮ䲻ѧҽտ巢Ϣ䡣ۼһƾҪ˹ȥһ̧ţ֪ʱ˷ڤǰͷӲڤһơһ㶣ˮƼǰ˯Ѩ£ڤæסӵڻ
վᣬɫѣǷһƣ䲻ɷǷڤҲһʵᡣ˫ڤᵭ СĵطڴϣˮЦ"ºͷֵˮĳ˺òĽ"ڤںñӣתͷˮƶӡ
"ˮƣ"
ˮع¡
"ҽүˮܷдһ֮䡣"
ˮ̧ͷŵؿڤᣬŶȻ"ˮĳ"
zyzz
ˮƸڰͷγʪֻˮΰ˵ĽŲ¡ߵܵľһĿŮ˰Ůѽѽؽ˼ţæȡԿ
ŴͷŨصùζˮƲڱǡ"үĶѾģΨöˣǺǷʡ"
ˮǳ˳߽þһŵĶۣһ١ҵķ˿ˮˡ"......ֵ⺢ӹȥ......"
ϧܵˣŲŲӣۡˮƣ˸ģշ˵ĥǶﴩʹһ͵ĸоˮϧòŵ"֪˷¿ү֪"
ûлػЦ"ˮҽȴҲǼȴģˮ峤顣"ˮתͷ԰һЦ"ܷˮĳԺ⺢̸һ"
"ҲУͷ"
ӣˮƲԾ˫תϧۼϵǵİ̡"ɳƺ̫ˡ"ϧ뵽ʲƵģ̧ͷˮƵ"...ȵ......"
ϧˮûƵģ˵"............ȵ......"쳣˫֣׽ˮƵ䡣
"֪㣬Ǻ⣿"ϧҡҡͷǾ"ȵ"ˮЦ"˾׳Ҳ᣿"ϧ˶١"ң֪ף"ϧˮƣòʣ"ϲ...............ǲ........."
ˮü"ϲǶӶԸ׵ĳ羴δ㣿"
......ң......
...Һܺúܺ......ܺ......
Ǽ죬䣬ᱧЦүСһ............
"㣬ȻҲҩ"
ϧˮϵЦ⣬۵ס
"ȡѪӡ֪һö㣬굤ɳ඾壬£ɶ᲻Ϸɣʱ˲ˡΪһδ㵱˿ĸף㵱Ը⣿"
Ϊһδ㵱˿ĸ......
һδ㵱˿ĸ......
ǵġǵ............ϲף...Իõ......˵ģΪ......Ϊ......
ˣס
ؿڶʱһϣ۾ɬ............
".........᣿"
ˮ"û㣬㲻Ҳ书ȫϣ֫㣬ȷѪꩤ"
˷ϧһۡ
"©ҡ"

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´ҡ
֮⺢һܶ˵ġ
үⲻǿķ......틩ˣ䲻ܷ֮Ƹ꣬һ
ˣ˶䡣ү绽꣬ȴ֮
Ǻ⣿
߱ɱ֣ߵ׳
үǲ֮ȴ콵ɷǣǰ֮
"̣ݣ¡"
ˮૣһ֮ǰĵɵģ˼ϵƿƿ޹ޡʱһֻɫŸ룬ˮЦȡͲƳݣһԵĻ¯С
̾ȡƿɫҩ޺ͼСһϸ롣ңĿڵϵķϧƻӳ˺۱鲼ϣʵˡˮǰѵʵ"꼸ˣ"ϧųųӣˮƣĵ׵غ¡
"˼㣬ҲʮͣӹǿСܻһЩЩ"ƤһЦ"ꡣ"ˮƵһ˫ϧȡ롣"ۣȷĴѨʱ๥Ѫ"
ϧ˫ۣϸͷֱֱ᷽ϡ˿ǵİ̶ʱͬѪ㣬쳣"........."ҧµŤӣȫѪҺͬ㣬ʹ͡ǵڶ룬ˮɫԽأԽ졣
վͷͷһãȫݵüǵϡˮƺվ𣬰ǰ˵"ںүĶȫ⺢ϡ"ϧضӣ۾ѾָŤһ
תۡڤԾɻķ틣е˰ȵϡϧ̰ؿʼ˫۴δƿ"......"ȴûлӦڤɨۣϰ㣬Ӷƿۡˮȡҩޣͷľͬˮΰİɫӡ
"ʧˡ"ȡСУỮ틵ڤһ˫۾Ҫǳ˳Ѫ̹ڡΪʹ˫ϵȴǷϧۡ𣬾Ц̡"......"Цڷڤۡ
ˮƴʱ֣ס틵Ѩ틶ʱ׿ǳִӿȴϺɫ틶亹ڤ̧ݺݵˮƣֻˮЦЦ˷ݿɬ
"............"
틴˿ֻתģաˮתһԵķϧ֪ʱǰݵСϣѲۣۡİۣϧ틲԰׵ɫˮϻ䡣
ˮƵĶ࣬ӯǵϻ˿ӣǳӱ˿ڽڡͬհ㣬ϧĴҧѪԼϻһĹκۡڤᱧ틾Ҫ뿪ϧ̧Ѿȫ𿾰ܣһȣ̲̲Ѫ
"өǻˡ"
ˮһ䣬ۡ"֪ģᡣ............"⻰˵ϧģȴҲһȥˡת۶ϧ"ᣬʲҲǡͷٿһۣˣҲֻᣬ㡣"
ϧȫѾʹľˮû
ˣҲֻᣬ㡣
ʲҲǡ
ϧ飬Ըϧ飻顢Ὣϧ
֪ģ᲻֪ǵ׵顣ʣµģʲҲˡǣֻ......ֻϲ......
ֻϲ......
zyzz
ϾЦΪǰĺͷ"......᣿......"һ٣ת׶"ǲǣ"墴ۣǵۼһǡ
"......ͷңûϵһᱣ㣬һ˿˺"˭֪墵飬ȴֱֱЦ˿ǳ"ˣˣ"ϼһˣǺүͺӵϼһˣ
"仪......"
ͻؽӵڻ"仪......ҵ仪......"־壬Ӷݵʬ׳ǰ޾Ŀ־£仪ֻᱻߣ仪ֻȥЦ˿ͷ墴ϣϸϸࡣ
ީ
墵ĴҧѪ󻺻ſǰ墵ѡ"Ҫ"΢٣᲻죬˺......һЦ欷ǳ̧ݺݵɨͷһֱ墵˫ۡ
ӰקȭѾѪ

35

틶磬ΪʲḸײҪأŮ˻һ˫ˮЦԵоȦԼ˫սЩŮ̧ͷ΢Ц
틶ǵƵˣǱȲϺ......¹ӳ˾ϣŮˣЦݣΨг硣ǲҪ㣬Ҫ......Ůۿˣµᣬʧ˵
㱳ϣҲֻҪһ¹µŵԣֻֿġ
ֿΨ㡣
ۣܣͻʹͷؿһܡ˫ۣһ˫ۣص............Ҫȥᣬһ......
Ϊʲ᣿ΪʲҪȢˣ
ڴͷͷѡ
틶穤틶......ֻһ˵ģ檣Ҳֻ틶һ𡣡
틶磬ǵĶ......
......
틵ӲûнࡣһƬңһ֣ڲԶİʱʯҾ졣һֱͷİȻһһԷڤһ˷ظƼҲһƬǽ塣
"틵ܩ"
ڤת"һү"ϵʯڤɫ틵ܵĹܻظ֮죬......÷˵ģ㲻ӿʮһԡ÷ˣߣԶԶ......
틲ѣų̲Զæڷǰֻ˫ɱ֡
""Ҫȥᣬȥ......
˿һֱкҪǰ˷һƣδظȴýǳ
......
һ٣ƣۼҪڷǰʱһ⣬һأӲȳѪֻڤǰһȣ"Ҫүˣʮⲻ"ת틣红̧ͯ˫ֽؿڤ
"磬磡Ķ틵ҲҲ......"⣬ڤֹסҧ틴δǰᣬǸ߸ϣ޷ֱӡᣬ틵裡
ڤ˼ˣЦ틵"틵Īʹ틵ȥá"ԣ֣ɫΪ԰ס"......"ҵ......
.........
zyzz
ϧڱĵϣյˮδ˫ѣȫʹ޷˯£ϵĥԼΨʱ򣬲ŻǶݵãůҸ"......"Ĳ𣿺ʹ......Ҳ۵.........
......ᶼ......
ˮⲽǡһ˿Цݣ"ٲߣҲǲҪˣԸߣҼҵĳӦͦϲѪ"ֵ"ҲģóЩ"ϧˮƣҡͷ
......᲻Ҫ......᲻Ҫ......
......õ......ԣ᲻Ҫ......
ܺúܺ......
ʱſһԲˮɫһʵ"᣿"˸鮣ص"·ϵС"ˮһ٣"ǿҪ"ϧʱӸ޷Ų֮ǰƵúܣֻ¶һӿṥ
"Ϻүں"
˵˼ϵķϧֻϧһȫúˣҪϢѺ졣ü𲽱Ҫȥˮۿһֱ
ˮƱĿ
ʱǲ뵽һʱ⣬·ϡԼѩбһߡ

36

"أ"İĸңЩҡڤõЦݣںڰЩ塣"틵ܣжûһˣ"תͷڤ"磬أ"
ڤɫ΢漴"ʮˣʮꩤ"틶˶٣δţʣ"磬أ......"ҪҵҪ......º......
ڤЦǰ틵֡"틵ܱ𼱣˵¸"˼ĺڤ"һ壬ϵۻʶ֮𣬴ʥʥ"
"ǲԶ춵ۻʣԶϣϼ충䡣"ûκ"Թޣȴ÷һֱ¶ӣԤԣ˶¡ϲʴ틡"
"òˣϻۣǣӦ֮ԡӣи硣"ڤ̧틡"ͶλֵܣСúܣܵɲ֪ΪܵܽƣҹԿµܵӴ㲻ٲ硣"
"ԴǶŮ˩"ɱ"Ǹ֪Ůˣһ֣Ӳ˵֮Ůŭ֮ɣǼ"תͷִӷڤг˳"Ҫȥᡣ"
"틵ܣ˵ꡣ"ᣬֻǰˡĽ˫ۣĬ
"Դˣ˸ãܵֻݵáܴŬܵܣܵܵᣬǻſ"ڤ˵漴Цݡ"ȻᣬమܵܺãƲ˴硣֮ᣬ֪ˣʹһáǣܵǴᣬ㲻ٶԴЦˡ"
"Ȼᣬ׸ߴ磬䣬Ƿ䡣ܵӦ䣬ԩ÷߲ɣòܳΪܵߡ"ڤͣͣòŽӵ"Ǹײ֪Ҳͬ......Ӧǿɺ޵......"틵ͫڤ
"ᣬܻܵҵáߩڼԺҵáãԶ˻գӡ"
"ˣ"틴ȵңңλε˼
틶磬ûడһֱ틶һ˵ģ
"틵ܣ绹û˵ة"ڤ΢Цǰ"ǸŮһԻܵܣḸˣ˴練ԣΪܵܰŻ¡»黨ҹܵܲӰΨд֪Ϊ˲õܷܵܵܵһҹɡǺǩŮˣȻռ......"
䣬ҵ......ԣ......һ......ҲҪ......
"ᩤ"ͷ틷һԵӣߴƵ
"ɺ޵......Ů˻˵ܵܵĺӣܵӲȢŮΪ檡ǣŮ붫˺ıݺܵܡѿ̽Ѿãܾ̾ܵȻΪŮˣֻӲɽׯƫһ̣Զлʶ֮λѶϻ֮ʣܵ裬Ůȴڴʱһӡ"
틣틣ûб틶磡ûа......
"......˵˵ᩤҵ......"Ϯܣڶ߻졣
"ᩤ"ڤḧ틵Ķ"ˡ"
...ǵĺ..................
......ԭ......ûҪ틶......
............
ڤһʹɫ¿أһζ¥ھȻңƻһڰ׾ľڤЦ"ס"
æǰǹľƿڤǶૡ"틵ܣȥ᣿ţ"
͵ڤһоֹ·ֻ¾
".........ҵ......"............
һһǰ˫۽سǿڹסһֱ°׹ǡ޳ָǰ׹ظǰ"......"˶Ƶġ
ⳡڷڤɷǴۡǧټƵ˴ɽׯʬ״ɲΪ틵ġ""ųͼһڤһֱӽǺˤǰ
ϧʹûУ۵ɢܰ㡣ݻƵӾҲڤҵķ˿޺޵"틵ܣúÿŮ˵ĶӣŮƴҲҪµļ"틻תͷϧ
"ƺˣΪѲ"ڤЦӷϧϵᣬݺݽϸСͷ­ڽ¡ϧͷѾѪ˫ȴδǰֻӰ
"........."
һ
Ůˣûбѡ㡣
Ů˿Ϊ㣬ΪնҺϷ緢֣ƾͼƣԿԧһ
˵Ů˸Ϊһ飬ƫƫּԼɷƷ֮£ɼ......Ҳã˺ӣ˶
"......"ϧʹ
틶ӿɺ......۰...틶ò......

ǵʦǶͽʦ飬һ޶׺ʹȥ
ҶҲˣҲˡ
ߩ틣ĸùϣȻ飬Υ
......
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¡ס""
ڤ˲Ѿǰͷֻ"үߴӰ֮Ѿˡ"ڤףֻǰ׵˶ǰѪա
"틵......"
̧ûκЦݣȴ欶ˣֻ֣һԵ˲ͷѣӦȴˤȥڤۿ˿ħȡ
"ڤĹȥ"
ڤ˶٣ֹסҧ틵......ٻҴ......ʹɫᱧǰڤͷ۷틡"틵ܣ......"ͻصۣڵİ׹ǡڤۿ죬˦Ŷȥ
־㣬ֻ·ϧ˲תͷؿϧǸûκ¶ȡϧҿ³ѪȾѡվ𣬻ϧӸµؿ
"......"
ϧСʱһۣӲǱ티ڵϡ"..."ߡ"㩤Ӧ"ϧ˶٣˫Ŀؿ틡
"........."
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ųŸ룬Թ૵"ˮӦǲ......"
תͷϴϵ墣Цǰ"֪"墵˫ۣǰĺꡣ"...ס......"Ƴۣ"Ҵδ̸ס"
ЦЦ"Ǹøл㣬Ҳ֮죬ںδ"˵꣬Ҫ뿪墽׽֣þòԸſ
"......Ҫȥ틵......"
"ү......ѾҪˡ"ǾҲ
墶ʱʹѹ£ݺݵӡģ໥"仪...Ҫ뿪......Ҫ......"ˮϵỊ̇ȴ˶Ц
"墣Һ㡣"ԣ뿪˺㡣
"үҪҡ......Ǻ......"
......墶˶٣˿"ñˮҵɢ֪ġ"
ȥӰͷҲԸʩ......
ʡ
ӵ֮׵ĵλӵɽׯ仪Ҫ뿪Ϊ......Ϊ......ʡҪ仪仪ٲ뿪......ԣ仪Ҳ뿪
仪......ҵ仪......

"Ǻǩ"ˮԭɬ

37

Ϣӵůµȴû¶ȵ˫ۡϧ˲ϮȫʹȴֲǰǱ......Թ޵
"ȩ......"Сؿѹؿڴʹֻϵζ"......"̧ͷ˫̰ǰˣЦ............ǲ......
ƳһĨЦݣһֱֻ㳶·ϧѪյѡͻĺϧΪ֮һ˫Ӷ־틡""ߣѪЦݡ
"ˣҵ᣿ֺܹ֮˽̬"ϧ£ֱ˺ƾɵѣָԭ˺۱鲼Ӳǻϼӡһݺڷϧǲһ˿ĶԴףѾ֪ˣ֪......Ѿ֪......һ......һ......
ʹ......һ˿ң"ǳªӡ"ϧ˶٣ɬ......Ϸ틵ۡĺޣͬ㣬ݺϧҧ´ˮ¡һʹСɵ챻˿˵˶ӲҲоеﲻ룬ûһ˿ϢĻᣬѾѿϧ£ȴСطû
ٵĿɶܵľףΨײᡣ티ףǿͷšϧһͿȣںڵѪ£ؿڣڵϡ"ȩ..............."............
̧틡
......Ҫò......
ԹԵ............Ҫò......
............
ȴǻ쳣޴룬תͷԵȴǹѵİ׹ǡͫ
㲻Ҳˣ褩ģ
ˣ֣
һֱӳϵķϧǲƵӺݺݵؿǰ׾ľϧӲײʯĹľʱһƬףתΪϡδӦϸСͷ­Ӳǰǹľϣ˫Ұ׹
"ҶȴҲΪףΨһᣡ"틵ֻ·"㿴ˣƴµĶΪ£틶Ķ"ʮķŭʮԹޣһ̣ȫй
ֿݵ˫֫ޣ롣ϧ˲ʹƽ˼ȴκ"ΪΣΪҪΪͼĶң"ǹĦȴҲͬӰϡ
"ΪΣҪûĻ㲻ҶȥΪҪ㵮£ȴ"ͬ㣬ŰߴˣڵϵѪΡ
ϧַľǰİ׹ǡ
û£Ż틶ˡ
ƣݳ......õߵģ
Ī£ǲεģֻ틶Ψһޡ
ǵò˵õģ뿪Ǵӹ︯õĵط뿪ף뿪磬ɽ䣬Ȼöĺӡ
˵ˣҪŮޣ飬Ҫ......˵ģͻϧ'
ϧ飬Ըϧ飻顢Ὣϧ
ᣬǹϡ
......׶ð......
ð......
ҪûĻ㲻Ҷȥ
ҪûĻ׾Ͳ뿪......Ϊʲ......Ҫ......
ϣµģ̵ͬᡣ
............۰......
ҪûĻ㲻......ǲ......
ûĻԺһ......Ὺĵ......ЦЦúܺÿ......
......
......
""ʹڳѪ˿¡
֪˶ãֱѾľֱȫҲʹκ۾ȴǿü䣬üܻӣڱĹľԡ㣬ͬѪģݺݵ˺ѣѾٷϡ
֣رľڵİ׹ǣڡϧǶӰԽԡ֣ȴǴ׵½ǡ֪ԼѾԶԶ¡
"............"ƵŲȥȴʼңԶ
......Ҫ......
Ҫ......
Ҫ......Ҫ......
ԹԵ......ܹԺܹ......Ļ......
"ȣȿȩ"̲̲ѪȴǰЦֻ¡
......
......

38

ȼ죬ͬѪᡣӣֻһƬ޺죬ȴһлҡ
"죡"
"ˮȥˮǧյ¥ȥ"
............
............Ȱ......
ϣҡڵϣſۣǰҲֻǺ˵İ׹ǣǷ
"............"Ҫ......ҪҰ......
ÿ°......ҪҪҰ......
"ȿȩ"ɵ˫ۣڴʱĴС
ѪеһϮӰȴҫۡ츩ɫѣͬҹĻ٣ȫϸ˫ֽӣӵ뻳СϤɳƵ
"ۣҴߡ"
ϧ̧Ц̣ڻŵ"£뿪"ϵİ֣ڷϧӳȴǾա"......"ҸЦĻ"......"......᲻Ҫ......
Ц
Ӱڻš
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˻˫Ųʹ׿ǰĻ⣬װ˹ǻҵƿӡĴ𣬵Ѫ⡣
"틵ܣ"Ӧó֮Ϊ˳ǰһ"Һ£틵ܡ"............
֪ΪΣԼòԡ֮ʣѾź˽ȥС틻
"틵ܣˣү"
תͷǷڤĹſ......ſ
ʹֵ׽֣Բſ"ү侲"侲......ͺ侲ֻ......棬ǸǷһһĺͷ
......ˣǺҪһǺ......ԣǺҪˣǺߣ
û뿪
Ʋӣ¥ʱ졣ŴѾҲڡڤǰʱ˸ͣڷڤǰµ"ϣ¿ܲˮˡ"ڤһ˲д"......һȺ"
ԭǵɽ֮ơˮƩƻ
ͣĲ˫ǰʧصĴ𣬳ȴ˷
"ǺǩǺǣ......"
ð......ð............ˣֻʣһˣ
"......²ֺ壬Ὣ...١졤𡤵أ"
zyzz
"֪֪սٻǡ"
"ɲǣǵֶ˵սֻһٻǵĸ͸룬۾ûգһ¡"
"У˵սòޣս˭Ҫҿһۣڶۡ"
"ǣZû˸ȥˣʥʱµʹ߽ȥˣҲû"
"սһӣҲû......£Сϰո......"
"Ǿǩ"
ϣ˵ʱԽһӡһԵķָ˼ˣæ"ⲻ᣿"ͣ£ЦЦ"衣"
"ѵҪܵץҩǲ"ͷҪûϵỊ̇ǽǶ࿡ε"Щˮûȥܵܲӡ"ؽһ߹"𣬴衣˼"
"٣ʲᣬţʵ⣬ûȥԵúЩսңӶùͻӦҲá"
"ǩˣƽʱҲҼҴͷ֣......"
Ц£Զ費"ϧҪû̵Ļ˵ýȥ"
"ʵѵãǸȣŮ"
"ǻǣͶ˸ƿ˵ܵܣСС;һɵӣһʹŻ㡣......"
"ǰ......
֣ҩ⣬Ƕ˴СģЦЦҲãдֻȷʲǮ飬ӵҲûѹ
ߵƫԶСݣԶ㿴һƺӰСŵֻ߽Ӱ˶תͷ""ɳƵ˫Ѿή޷վ
"ϧ......"ϵĶ£رк"ƣ......"кգգۣ漴ЦЦ"ϧںͳ˵"ҪȥӲԸſ
"......ϧҪͳ˵"
"......ЦЦЦЦƯ"
"۾Ϊʲˮأ"
"......"
"......"


ϲ꣭

39 ²

Ҷ׷ɣͯЦȺһСݡΪ׵ĺͯСβΧĺͯĶؼҰᣬɤӣѧ˵ģš
ãûӦ
áͷƺˡ""ͯȻࡣΪ׵ĺֵͯȣûӦš
"......"
һԵСŮСԵʧΪ׵ĺͯ˱죬תͷõøЩ"ޡڲڣ"
ԾûжһֱվҲǣȻڣ̧űҪ뿪ڴʱľſЩϻͷƳ˫ۣæе"أ"
ڵ˼кͯ˹˶㣬˫۾뿴ԼֽſôЩ
һӰȫϢһݵò԰ףһֻ֦㣬ţڵϣϵĴȥ˴󲿷ֵ˫š
""վԱߵŮһæ˵ᡣ
һ˫ɻؿǣģ͡ƫͷЦ˳"......Ư......"ָŮȴŮͷĲʵɺȴΪŮǺۿ
"ޣÿֲ......"
ͷһᣬǺҪԶ"............"ֱֱǲʵ"ɷɩɷɩ"ͬȰµǣ£ӳǲΣ֫Сֻʣ¹Ӱ˫ȡ
""ͯǴУ˼
"......"
Ů˳Ǻʹӵȡʯӣȥ"......"СʯӴϣʹΧкˣȫѧޣϵʯӣȫ϶ȥ
"ʹ......"걧ͷʯһϡ
"߿"ͯЦԽԽ𾢡޺ȡ˿ģֱͷкȥ"......"ʹ......ˮۿת̧ͷ............
"㿴ͷѪˣ"
"שɫѪ֣"
"죿졢"
һһģ޺"Ҫָϳļң"ؽһȺӾҪ֦ϴȥ
"ʲ᣿"ŭƽʱͬͯǻͷ㿴һµӿ
""ԽһȺͯۼ˵ꡣ"ϧ"ǰ껤ڻӣɵЦ"......ʹ......"걧ڻ۵ؿϵ˿ڡ
̧䡣
"........."޲ŮޣС"......"ͯû˸ٳۣᱧϧͷҲصزڡ
"............"Ůۿһ꣬"ʲޣ֪ޣ"Ůƺûϵ޻𣬳˼˳޺ܿһȺ֪ͯźá
ڣϧСĵطڴϡæȡ˷ҩĺӣڴǴɵ괦˿ڡ
"......Ҳ˵ˣҲڵĻͱ......"ʰ𱸣ϧ˿ڡͷϧ"......ʹ......"ֱͣߵĹһ˫ӽϧ"ϧ......"
Сɵգ˿ӡһǡ"........."ǰ꣬˵"ϧȥ˺òã"òã......һأ֤Щ
..................ŤЩ֪СĲ......
"Ҫ......к......ɩ"
"ϧƯĺ"Ц˫ůֺ֡ͬð㡣"......"ӷűδԼЦϧ˶١
"......ʹ......"ϣЦ"ʹˣϧʹˡ"꣬ɳƵͯ۵÷
ʹ...ܲʹ᲻֪üˣʹ˿СظʱȴǼ֮ǰ......ƭ˵ʹҹ۵ò԰׵ɫ˵ʲҲ
"ϧ......"......ӵСӣ겻̧ͷ
"......"
...Ҹź......
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"үͣʹͷ"ɴʣͷӵգͷϴ죬˧ѾǼֲ֡
"......"
ûӦԭڲк˦˳˧кֻǻĺۼϴǰٻСãƺδʮ......
"գҪ˧죬ǡ"
ħȰġ˧"µ"˼⡣ү......ĺǿڤء......
ϸӰ˭Ҳϲǿ˫֣ױ㽫ľ񲿶ӣһҹ֮䣬ɱûлϢϱߣͬǲ̵ġ
"ү"ϵкµؿǰսޣȫգɥ£Ҳǣǰ˵ǿʢԼǵãԼᱻ˧˵ĴһֻΪ˱˽֪սŮˣҲϲֻ꣬亢սһޡ
"ү......"
"ȥ"ӣæһ̣ڵ˻ӲĸߡϸС϶죬ȴƳսա
һ˲䣬ؽҪΪʧɫ......

40

º䣬˰봹ĿڸǾաѪζɫӰںھϣͬ߰㽵١
"˧"һСǰڲ˧ǰ£ھϵˣ"......ϣ"Сһ󾪻ţ˧æ"£"˵ϲŭ޳Ǽʶġ
"...ǣز˧ڱرԱõӣƺ...ƺӰС"˧˫"С֮Ҫ......"˼˻սòǻʲ
"ү"Ĳ˧һԵ˱ƾȻѷһ
"ЩǺ......"޵Цʿ亹ֱ"Ҫж͡"бۿ۲˧"ͣʮ"˫΢΢"ҪѪȾǡ"
"ʥ"ء
£˧صͷ׷ˣͬް㣬£˿̶ǵЦݡľЧҵĵ
ͬڰˡ˧ǰˣǰݣǵݹµZǳ틡
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ó۰СС˶̽ͷһ˫Өӿ"......"СƹֵĴ֣Сӡһе˶ݵŤ
"ϧҪǸ⡣"
Ц"á"
Դϻ÷ϧһڼңܺ۸֮ᣬŲ۵ڼˡ˼ΨдϧһֻͷիЩϧҩ
קԼ˫֣۵"ᶼ......"ϣе˶̧ͷ졣"ϧҪ⡣"˶٣һĬ˶ܲԷʳ
һأ˷ᣬ֪Ϊȫ˳Ѫ˿ʱҹԼûˣϧȥҴǵãеӲЦݣֲڵ˫"۾......ˮ......ϧ...Ҫ............"֮ᣬٳ׷࣬ȴϲʳÿӶǼϲİ......
һֱϧ߽һիͷ̵̧ͷֺЦ"ⲻ᣿ʲֻû"ЦЦһĻһԵļϡ
"ϰ壬ЩǮɳϰ嶨ͺá"о˶˶ͷϧԼЦͷһů"ٵȵȣϧǸ⡣"ϰЦݣۣ"......˺ÿЦǲһĵܵܣǲ"ӹЩƱ
"ϻǮ"̧ͷƱüʣ"ϰ壬ƺЩ"ϰӲǽƱ"ûϻ˸ˣҲдƯ°ɣҪܵҲףȢӻȥܵҲá"
֪ϰǴȤԾɲ"ϰ壬ⱲӶȢ޵ġ"תͷϧֻ˫ɻؿԼ"......ټҹŮҪΪˡ"
Цϰ壬ϧ"......ʲӣ"ͣ£"ӣҪһһˡ"ϧͷ"һ..."
"......ÿ죬Ҫһˣһֱһֱ"
"Ƿϧǵӣǲǣ"΢㶣˫۽ϧ"ɵ......"......Ըҵӣ""......ϧĶǵ˰̡
"......
"ţ......"
"Ǹ......"
"......"

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һѣ˿һɫ˿ϵǵӵ˰̣ǿݵݡɽǺĺӰûһ˿Цݣ˸Ʋۡ
"ʵĲˣϲժġ"ɩ飬ѵЦҡҡͷ
"֩զû......"
"......ΪǸܵܣษ"
"ǣֲãҪĵܵܣǻծġ"
"ǰ......ǵܵܰϻؼһΣ˵жֲжֲ˵ġ"
"ģ...ҪծĵܵܣۼС޵ȥ"
"٣ҪҲͷҵĹŮ˼ҿ......"
ҽݣ΢ЦضԻƵͷʾ⣬ֻƼ˽Ц"Եȡ"תͷе"ʹҩˣ"
ֺļʹ˳ʵ"Ҫȡҩ᣿"ɫѣʹ"ʹҵܵ......˺ܶѪ......Ѿҩӣɻ......"
˫ۣȥۡϧ......ϧ......ҹǴϵѪգǾһԣ............ĵ......
ʹĬòŵ"Ϸ֮ǰ˵ˡܵܵӲģҩѾµüأȥֻܵܲˡ"
"ʹ"̧ͷ"ϧˣµģ"ʹ˶٣̾˿˵"......ϷٿµķӣټЩѪҩġ"
ʹ˵Է"ʹӲ⣬ҪʲҩĴ򾡹˵"ʹӣ"ϷǾ䣬ǲǿܵܵӣϵգĸݡ"
ص˵ͷӴнӹҩӡ"лл"ҽݣļʹ򲻽૵"ֵܣҲƺ̫Щ......"һԵĻˣС˾䣺"Ͳ֪ˣ˵......"
"ϵ"ͷ޻ɫѿƼޣȤ"Сү治ɣء"۾һ"Ҫȥ"ƺٺЦЦʹõĶӣͷʼۣǺӾҪȥæס˳˰ҩĵ
"Ǽõҩ鷳˼ңҲķӣȥ"һɨ֮ǰĲã˵˾ã㲻Ӱ
"ʹСүƺҲͦϲ"
"......ǵĺ......"

ŲԿЩ֪ϧû......û˯ãǲӦðϧһ˷ڼҪҲ......
""
˻Լתͷֻ޴Զ˹΢ܵǰ̧ͷ"......"ֺЦ"ϵҪøģϵ˵Ϻõҩ˵ллƽսұʫ"
˻"ˣллʹ"޼ͷȥæǰ䣬"ºˣϵ˵ӵҩʵġ"
Լ˻֣ԭ˦ȴǺӹִԼкǰǸˣҲԼ......һݺ˦һڵϡ"........."
˶٣ջ֣˿"ңң㣡"СĿ֮ԶԶȥ
""ĨĨᣬͷ
صСݣͷ㴫졣һæ˽ȥӳȴǵϵ꣬˫ţѣϸݵ˫ֶ˼ۣеᡣ"............"ǰ걧ڻ
"ϧ¡......"
"............ҪҪϧ......"ãȻƾ"............"ˣӲǱסǸӣ"ϧϧԡ"
"......ȿȿȣ"
ɫѪɫϣ˷ǳ
Ϸ֮ǰ˵ˡܵܵӲġ
ϧ......ϧ......
ǼϸСὫǱȾĴꡣϧ˿ϣĴӣݽϵᣬ˫ֿٽ
һ˫ۣ𾪵ؿһС
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"Щֻ˭ģ"Ϣδǰ˴ķӦ"ׯ...ׯ......"Դӵ궫ׯ˰㣬Ϊׯ֮λ໥Ͼû뵽ᾹΪ墣ϸɣһϦ֮䣬նɱׯ֮λ
һֱǰׯϲŭԲɫĮϢֻԶۡΪ˼ƽֻݣ¶Цݣȴ
"ׯϵģӦڱ"һʿǰૣ"......"ԭ......ԭǶ......
"ǺǺǩ"仪仪
仪ԭǶҺңû뵽Ȼ˱߽֮......仪......仪......
Σӿ
ʹҪն

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ʬҰѪȾ˴ءǰɫĿףɽΨϵĽͬа㡣˫Ѫ侲ؿһɱһı硣
"ж"ૣʱһʿ佣ȣ"ս"ûתͷѾؼ𹭣׼Ǿڡ
˧ŵһĻʵ˰亹ǸˣԶ侲ԡŨѪζУۿһУǾĬķǰǵޡ
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"ǣү"΢̧ͷԶһ̧תֻ뷢˧һ٣ͷȥͷǰѪȪӿ"ү"
کǡ
ѾˡǶʱ˼ӡϵĮؿ˧δлظ˵"Ϊǣд˷......֮̽ãȤ"˽һգӵ
"һǣ衣"
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ѵþûƽӣһȺˣܵǰЦ"ϴ󣬲ȥ"Ǿͷ͵̧"˵Ǹˣ"һ㶣޵Ůǰ޵ӡ"......"
"ȥʲǸ˩Ǹ˩"
һֵкһɻʣ"ϴǲΪϻǵ°"һæӵ"ǰǰϴĶ׹Ǹﺦġ"
޾ĬԺȴǿŵӣͬꡣק·ƽ......ƽᣬСģֻǹĵЦҲ...Ҳֻǹһֱվͷ¹·˵ӡ
Ȼᣬ޵úġ
ڹߣһֱᡣ
Ҫ...ҪĻŲ޵ģᶺЦŲûо񣬲Ųģ 
"ϴ......ϴ......"
"ˣ"̧һɣһȺͯ"ޣǸÿֲ"ŮżµС˵ģòһ뵽ǹĽţ˶һ̫ˣһͯУ"òа˰ɣ"
һȺͯͨ㣬"˵ֵֹģϻףһණˡ"
"𣿣һǸᱻǸ˰ɣ"
"죬ǹҪġ"
ȫ˿ޣֻԭǾ˫˸Ĺâ"ǰ߾ͺ......"˵˵¡ֻҪѹ߾ͺ......һԭ
ںУ޵ټСΨһĴ˵зȻ˺ްЦ"ңһѹߣѹϳļң"ͯǼк£˷ܵŮЦޡ

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ӳС䲻Ө˫۴ؿŰ壬طͷܡ""ɳƵĽл͸Ĳ̧ۿǰͷһȣˤڵϡ
"......ʹ......"ͷ"......"ذ˵ɻؿ˵Χ˳ŵķ򻺻ŲȥãŴŽǣĶǺˮ졣
"......"
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ϧˡ
""ϲεЦľţСĿͷֻеΪСԣ......Ưĺ͵һÿ"......"ĿǷĲʵЦ϶ӣָ֦߸׽סƷĵ
"............"
""һȺͯڲԶĴͷ俴ǰꡣǼ......ϻϵ͸ģȻǸ"ϴǸˡ"һԵĺ޶߸
"֪"޶غ˾䡣"ӣ˵Ĳ𣿣"Ϸֵͯͯæ"ϴ󣬰˵βĳͷԼ˵ɶɶ......"
"ˣé"Ц׳˵ǰȥϧδޱȥ"..."ͻʹһûü壬һȺӱ˹"Үϴ"
һȭͷڷϧϣϧŵŲǷֵͯݺڷϧ˫ϡ""˫Ųû֪ϧʹ"ש"ԿŮһĵͯ䲻󣬵ʩڷϧȴǼĥ
һߣ"ǿ·"ںͯһʱø𾢡"ԣǿ·"кÿģֱϧӡ"......"ϧϽеӱ˴룬Ӳ˺Ҫϧѿ
"ש"
"...ÿֲ"
ʱǳӣǽ˺üӶضܵ˵ߣϧµûͷ粼ۣ"...Ҫ......ʹʹ......"ݵüǵ¶ڿУϢϧؾͷ
ӣһѪỊ̇ϾϾˣ죬µǣ߹ǴŤΣ˫ŸǺˡ"..............."̧ͷǰ
"֣ﰡ"
ͯǾ˿֮ǰľ߸߾йްػ¡""Ůŵñ˫ۣںӵ˿һʵڷϧϣϧͿȳѪŪ޵Ьҧһݣһ
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"ǰ......ϴ......"
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"......Ҫ·ϧ......"ݺ˦ڵϣ"ʹ......Ҫϧ......ϧԹԵ...ҪҪϧ......"
"ϧ...Ļ......"
"ϧ.........Ҫϧ...ʹʹ......"
޵"ϴ󩤩ɵӣ"
Щ޴룬"ǡǵģ"˵꣬ǰﵽϧϣϧķ˿"㣡㺦ģ"תԺͯǺ"᣿˲ɣ"
"˭......˭˵ģ"
"ϡ߹"
ŮԱ߿ͻؾ
"©......"
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һ磬ϰҡ֪ʲ£ϧ˯...߿£ҪϧҲ......
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"ϰ壬Ǹҵܵ״ܲã............"
"˾Ҫһ档֮ǰֻҲˣ......"ϧ...ˡ룬κ˿ϧ
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"ʹӦɣˡ"
"......á"
˳ϰ壬ͷϧӣȥ۰......ϧԹԵһ......
죬ܲԾϻͷǺܵġ......ǿЩ˼棬ȥչϧ
"˵˸˵ˡ"
"ǰһͼų......˵ݵġ"
"֪˭˵......"
"ԶԶ......ʲᩤʲɽׯ......"
ܣҶ˶٣ǰס˵Ĵ裬˵һѻû塣ǣȷ˵˩ġ
ǸҪӣ˵ϲֻ
˺֣ǵԼ㣬ֺ
ˮƵļûƭ......УҪ㡢뿪Ҫϧϧ뿪
˻ȥϣ......ϣϵü墣ɲϷŹ......
ܳ⣬ԶԶϧ᣿ϧ᣿첽߽ԶԶҿһȺӣ֪Щʲᡣ......ϧ
"ϡ߹"
......Щʲᣡ
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ʱ羲ֹ㣬ӵĿŵͬɰ㣬ϵѾڵϿϣӵ뻳Сǲ顣̧һ˫˫ۣ˶а
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"һ˭"
ͬ""ǼУֱܡ俴ʱקԼһࡣ"............"ĵؿ¶΢Ц"...Ҫ...Ҫ......"
ܵСԷӵЩﾡǷŭ
"......"Ѿվˣҿૣ"........."
ޣ"㲻˺ϧġ"ֻϸ۵Ĳӡ"ϧ......Ҿֻһϧ......ǡΪʲҪ"һǿ֣ȴҲѲް˫ֱֱǰƽؽɱ¾ӡ
""һɣޱصڵϡ
̧ͷʹԶܹһƳǺʬףɫӲ԰סʹ񡣸ǰϵĶޣ"Ҷʲħ"
"ޣѽϷޣ"ʹǰæϵޣ"޶ʲᣬҪİ"
"ǣƽմ㲻ģ̵......"
ĮȻĺ˶Цͷ"ϧǲǣ"
"......뿪ǶԶԶġ"
תҪߣʹȵ"վסСˣϷһ磬Ҫʲ̣Ϸ򩤩Ϸ򶨲ݣ"
ûתͷֻ"ᩤ............"
"ʹҾ㣬᲻Ķʲ£Ķͷ⣬ҵϧͻ۸"תͷݺݵʹ"ҵϧδǹʲᣬΪʲƫҪϧȥ"
"ǵĶ˺ҵϧģǣҵϧǷֺ"
"ûʲᣬҪҵϧƽƽֱ...һ......"
ʹ޼ѵۣЩɳƣȴشʹ"ϩϵ......ҿ............"
ֻʹɫԽѿ漴վָȵ"ԭԭΪҶֵܸЩ˵£ʹɱ֣"
"ˣʲ£"
"˭֪......û뵽ĵˡ"
"......αӰ......"
һһʹĬΪֱ׳"ߩϷ;ֵ֣ܺõ᲻ԾԭаŵСȻã"
"й֮£Ҳߣ"
˫ۣЦݣƽյϢͬȻˡ
"ʹϧң޶̸֮˼ظֻǵĶ"
"㣡"
һʹûڵϣķ˿Щ˿ѣ˿й¡
ˣŵװ۵ЦݣϵĽ˸Ѫ⡣
"仪ҩҵˡ"
ۣ˻ꡣ
ģվǶ㲻......

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ϵЦݣ飬һ˵ѹӡ"仪......"ǰ˼ȴˣ˫ֽȦе˶δɹ
"仪һȥɺãǲҪˣ һȥ"飬ɷǴۡ"´ׯҿ֮¶Ըίׯׯֺοơ"
˫£׵ӳǰӣ"仪......"漴ӻ꣬Цȥȡ֮ɱ
"仪صظ틣ȴǻĶȥ......"̧ףӡΪΣΪֲңΪ۵׵ܲʩһ֡
ݺݵ墣ҧ"Ҫ˺ϧұԾϧȥ"͵ʹļס"仪ΪҪ˲̣"ңͬĺ֪롣
"仪ұʲᶼƽϡҿԲҪׯ֮λ뿪˵أĺɾ¡"ɫԽѿ͵Ѱ㣬ùǼһģߺ"Ϊʹֻع"
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"仪㲻᣿"΢Цһš"ϧ"ϵЦݸаǳ"仪Ұ㡣"
̧ûлӦŲǰ˲ƽ"仪Ϊʲأߡ"һ飬˷ϧֱᱼȥϵ㣬һӰǰʱת˫£ҧǰˡ
"ӰӰ......"
ûκα飬˫ӵۣ墣¡ߺ޵ؿˣʱеͷƳ亹Ķ֣ת˹΢Ц"......ЦЦ......"
۾ɬͷļѣˮƲסۣҲԹޡȭ˫˸ŭ仪......仪......ϲǸ......
"..............."
Ķֱ˫ۡ"ϧ᲻......"᲻ð......ǰᣬǺεĺޣһ"仪治ԩ"
ӭӺڰ֮ǰΨһµЦݣ˸ɾССӰ˹Ļ
"......"
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............
˫͵һӣԶĲ߶ʱѡ"......"ͷԺСӰӲϸ֡
ǾֵЦݣСֺáʹбضԴǻ˵һӵĺӣҪıӡȻ......ӣûϵǰռǺ......ֱعᴩǸݵֻʣ¹ӵӡӣͬԹԼûϧֻȥ......ǺԼ......
ǸҲûеĺӡ
ᣬ߿Ǹӣݺݵ߿ᣬһй춳ĴҲǺӡǺһڿޣһɵɵؽڻлΪҽҲ......Ҳ......
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............
"ǺǺǩ"ԡᣬԼ׶ҪۣΪλ......
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"к£"
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"ؾϣûָȴдˣǾһϲĶ"
틾˾ૣ"墣á˷·ֲ......"
ЩϴѹɽׯȥɣʥʵĳĬҲǳ......
......
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ΪΣҪûĻ㲻ҶȥΪҪ㵮£ȴ
һӵŮɣ̧ͷһӣںڰĽ䣬˺ֺۣö΢ЦԶԶؿ......
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"......"
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ǹ߷ܶӱϵĺӣḧǱ˫֡"......᲻ú......"ССͷ­̧
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һССӰ˫۶ؿһæӣ޳֣ػӶī̧ͷ͵Цݣ̾˿±ʣǰꡣ
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ӿЦϸ"ãϧҩû"е˶˶Ӧ"ϧҩ˺ò"˶תͷ"ϧ......"
̧ͷһ˫ӨӿӣС૵"......"
ùһСںҩ֭գգۣ˿һȫ͵ĿζҪ˳ȴӲˮӿ˳һ뵽ʲƵģ"ǲẠ̊́"ǰĿڣҩˮȥǴЩ̡
"............"Ĵ֪Ǻãһľһ"㲻Сġ"ۣ¶ȶ죬ɶϧ......
"ʹ"ڣӱ꣬첽ȡӣϡ"ϧ̣ȥ"һ٣ҡͷѵõԣȴҲӲõĿ־塣"ϧ......"
Ӳҡͷ"Ҫ.........ʹ..."
"......Ҳ......"
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"ʹ...ϧʹʹ..."
ףһϿհ׵Ĺȥ
"ʹϧʹ"ҪǣܰʹһЩжá
"ϧ£һϧ"
............㡣
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᷿ϵӶݺݵصһԵĻˣ˵ḧӵļաӶرͷֻֽڰС
"仪Ǻɫة"ǰ飬ݿܵĴ"ũ"˫˫űڴͷöȫ֣ͬͷ㣬룬ݡã墲뿪"仪......"˼ÿÿҹѰ˵οȴ˰
"..............."
ҧ"...Ҫ...Ҫϧ.........һ......ɱ㩤"ķŭֱʶֽűܵҲҲ˹ĵꡣΪ......Ϊ......ϧҲ......
"仪......"ʹΪǾϧŭա"ϧϧѵһһɵ᣿"ֻĺ˿ڷ"仪...仪......"
"ߩ......ϧ...Ƚ......"â˸ͷԵҧ£µĳӡ΢΢һͶߺ޵Ŀ⡣ѱҿ˴룬¶墳Եؿظתͷҧ´
΢΢һЦؿҧǰ˵ĺ˻ҧ裬裬ͷ"ϧ"ǰһ٣"ϲǸɵӣ"
ϵ˱˫ۣԸˡתͷԭᾲ˻Ц"仪ǲǺ뿴ɵӣ"
"ã˴ҵǲġ"ϵһػ"Ҫ......"˫"Ҫ...Ҫϧ........."ҪҪϧӣ
"ˣ仪㲻Ǻ᣿"
"墩Ҫ......"ҡͷ"ǣѾˡ"ĴС˵תƣ"ǸɵӴ"̣ӣֽһϽһӵڵϡ
ֱֱ괭ϢϵıҲǲݲݰģͶѪһȡͰˮֱȥ"ϧ"ڵϣҵؿԡ
".........ҲŹ......"ҧѪ˿ʹתΪʢŭһ䣬˼ϵķϧǰͷĶˡϧԺ˫ۣϤˣ"......ʹʹ......"ֱ˴ֱŤϡ
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"ϧ......Ҫ......"
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ϧӺ־......ûĿ־塣
һ棬ˣȻ˵аЦۿһȫ㺢ӣ΢عǰСķȻᣬӱӵڵأϺһ飬˵ЩʲᣬӲϵİǡ
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˧ͷ"ү"
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틽׾װһ޻£ϵСۣͯǡ˫ӴϹ"........."ٴΣЩǰ޽ˣת˲ͷء
ͷûСͯµرۣعڵϣݴһѵͳɤڶ"̧ͷ"ͬħ㣬ͷǴߵˣǱĸĤᣬһݵľݡ
"............"ɻ૵......
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"ʲ"
Сͯŵһ٣æص"ϩ㕄ˡ"
˿Ц"ԭٻǵĺСӣԼҽŵӡ"Сͯһ"Ųأ㺦ģΪ˾ȳڰղҵģ"
㕄ۿ죬ҧ"......֪ĸ˧ȻǲˣӵǰٻϷأΪ......"Сͯ͵̧ͷһ١"...ƭˡ"
"Ǻǩ޴ӣ㸸һá"
"㣡"㕄ˮ£ȻȡһˮϵĵӣֱӱЦˡһ˲Ӵ£틵Ѿ۵ľ·ֻҪһŤӱ׷顣
㕄µ÷ڶ߸"ǿȻɱ˱"
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"үҪȥ"˧ǰˣʵ"ү˽Ϊⲻ̫׵"˻ͷ俴˧"ͣȨ汾"˫Ѫӣ˧亹ֱ
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Ц"仪Ǹɵأ"
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墲԰ˡ"仪Ϊ...ΪҪ......"
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ڰ٣ˮﻬ£ҧ´ݺݵҧʹѪζ............ϧһҪҡ
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"ɵӣׯ˵ˣһ档"
"֪ӻȥС᲻ȥˣ"
"ׯΪˣҪǺúźȴв׼......"
ᣬһ޻ڷϧϣ㻮˵ѪۣӡϧУʹÿ˳ֻؿڣʱȳɫѪ̲
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ݺһʱһ紵Ϯ̧ͷ˫ϤķۣϵĽںڰ˸
"ׯĴأ"ſЦָˡ

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ڸǾգҲȥĨаЦݡվƺϵˣһ˿ӵϴԾɵֲͬȰˡ
"......˷Ϊ⣿"ü"Ǻǩ"
һ˫墣ʵ©һġ"Ǳɾˣǻ˭´ׯķӡҪǳػة"Ц⻺ȥ"ׯǹ˶º..."
еĽսҧ˭...˭аһƴŶȫ⣬ʮǰݺֻ֣ûκε......
񩤩
Ц"ЦˣȷѰ......"ת۶Աߵūʹ˸ɫūæͷµȥ"ݴ񣬾͵ǱдܣЦɡ"
틳ЦһԵıϣ墵˸⡣һһ󵱵죬ڵ틶⣬֪Ϊξ÷꣬ϢȻ.........˭......
ҵķ˿ȥݣģϰɫɴ͸Ѫգ˫ţȻήϸСݡǸСЩȴӡΧͰѴ˶ڵϣϵĶǱ֮
üӶؿ"ȥ᣿"틾𽣣˶°̧ۣͣǰˣϵһߣŵýе"............"ɳ
๸俴ǰĴɵŲ˫ƽڵ档"..."틱ۣҪתͷ֮ʣᴫһ䲻"......"
".........ϧ......"
һЦؿ˫
틸ֱקͬӰ⡣󾪣޵"ʹʹ......"΢΢˲ͷ"㷽˵ʲᣡ˵һΣ"ǿ־壬ૣ"............"
ֻ֣ԵøСƤݻƣͷǺ˵˺ۣؿڴеԼĺۡһ𣬳ǰ۵ɴһĺۣɲ£ƺڵѪַſֵصϣ֣קĵطԵĺӡ͸ĺϡ
"......"
һ⡣"үģ"˧ͷԾ틵һ䣬Խʱһʿӿϵȴǲ֪Ӻδֵ""˫һƬҡ
𾪣Ӿ΢ǰֻ꣬ڵأ"............"
ֻҪǸ֮ʣĴ𣬻......ȥ˶еЦݡ𽥱䣬˻ȥƳۻҵĳ棬һԾͬע꣬СЩʿۣǰ˸Ѫ
墷ŭ˼һ˵ǰͷ墼ϵˣһֱӹ˧æȵ"Ӱˡ"Կվɱ򷽲......Ŀ־壬жûָо
ǰ"ݴɻϲ"
ڵϵ꣬һƬ硣
Ѫ䡣

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Ѫε£Ǳһ˿顣墲ɵ٣ĩᡣ틻ӣΨһá˼ˣٶЦݣһԵӰ墼ϵˣ墣ȴòӦΣ˻ճȭ
"ү........."
˧ɻؿĿ֮ڵϵϡü˵......ԭǿģϵ˿ڲϳѪƾȴʮֲʡ
"ү......"
תۣ˪Ѿǰֱӽǰصᱧ𡣰˿Ѿ˧һ㶣˿£¹ӳϣݵĹ촽ѣݼơĸ֮£ƽò
"ׯ糽ǷӡԻϡ"
תһɣ˸Ѫ⡣ЦŲ˧æͷֱһƬǽ壬Цȥӱһƣѡ"틣"ҧŭӰǰ"墣˿ڵֹѪ"
һЦӰһ⡣Ӱƫ"᣿㵱Ҳ֪...Ȼ......"
ñۣӰЦÿɬ"墣ǶӮģֺοȥ......"֪ˣж۩墾Ĭק½ǡ"Ӱ㲻᣿"
ǰͬūͰ¹ˡ"틵Ķͽˡ"֣ŷ"Ī......"Ӱ̧墵ĲӣǼ¡һ䣬ƿӰ""
ϵ墻ƿԼʹ֪ǰֻԼ֪ǰ˶ϲὫһ˿ʩԼɣɵɵǶһġ
ͬģԼˡ
zyzz
"үɣ"
˧ڷͷǰ׵ӰԽңԶ˧̾Ǹ꣬ɻȴҲûҶʣүӣǵĵİ......
"ݩ"
е겻Ť"ٸҶȥ"壬ȫʹȴһᡣ"............ˮ.........ҪЦ......"틾Ĭ
ǼУһӣԼ߿Լ˫֡תۣЦݣɫҰСķϸϸ׽ЦҸᣬĺӣǰһ̯ѪһƬϣڵϣؿǰСؾ
ǰԽ䡣ʱеһ㣬˻Уæһֻסǲ׹ӡ".........߿......"һɫʱȻ֣ˤȥ
"ߩ"Ƴή˫ȣ"ɵȳˣ˷"Ѳ
ص£ͷֱӿڵϣѪ˳"ʹ"˧ͷ׷ϣ틶һۣһǵϵ겻ܣȥ˧ˡүϲŭ޳֪......۵ϵ꣬ѳ࣬ϲ˰......
ꩤүҪ᣿үϲŭ......

ꡣǲϣǸڡ

50

墳ϵӣСӵĵطץۣѪģԱߵҽߵͷࡣ""Ըæǰϵӹ̶סӷʧȥ书ᷴҲֻͽ͡
ѹʹһ٣һƻǸͣ"˭ģ"ת۶ӣֻ֡"仪Ūǲǣ"޳ָ
"㲻ԣ᲻ϧԼ......"
̧ͷ֡"......ˣ"墶˶٣漴¶΢Ц"仪ڹ᣿"Ӧȴӵߡ"Ǻ......ҵͦ㩤ʲʱȥ"ԹޣһԵĹȡһƿҩƿ
"仪ʥƷ˿Ǽõģ̡"ζὫҩĨЩֲڵСȡ"Щǲǳ˺ܶࣿЩ޴񣬾Ȼ˵......ûϵѾ˽ˣһ"󻺻̧ͷǰˡ
"仪......"ǰѹ¡Ѿص̽ӵڡ"仪㲻֪ҵ˶......"Ͻеĺɫɼϻ£¶ɰļ"ߩ߿"
һΣûҪȴϧǰԼϧۡ"仪Ҫܾҡ"ݿܵػ·ӡ"仪......"ֺõЦǿŵݾǶ߷ַ飬ĹǡֻǳŵͷƵغݺס""еӣܲסǿٵĴ࣬ӽסһ墷ӣӽԼֱ
"ũ"شϢϵЦ̣Ȼˡ"...仪......ɵӿ...㣿..."ҧ"ɵӿɻ...Ϊ㩤..."
"......ɵֻ........."
"...˶ֻǸ...Ǹ...ţ"
"仪ɵ...ɷ......Ǻǩ......"
ɵֻ.........
Ƿϧษϧ......
ǵ......Ǹ......
ɵ...ɷ......
ү...Ǹ̶˰......
"仪ٸһºǩǷӣɱ...Ǹɵ......Ӻɵ......ǰ......"
оµ˶һ٣墸ӿٵɶӣȫû롣"仪...ѵϲ......Ǹɵ......"
"ҡҲ"
"һ...㹻......Ҳ...ٰĩָˣ"
ɵֻ.........
ϲ
Ƿϧǵӣǲǣ
...ЦЦ......Ư......
......ү......ϧ
ϧ
ϧ
"仪...ΪʲҪ...Ҷۺ......"

ϧ......

Ϊʲ......
Ϊʲ᲻......
zyzz
˧üϻԵֺ꣬ľҽֱֱҡͷ˧ʵ"һܾȲ"ҽ̾˿"⺢һӶģ֪˭Ҫݾ"
"...ҽˣ"˧ʣҽ߾Ĭص"ܸ˧ұֱ˵ˣ⺢ӻˣǺ·ӦǶҽˮҵɳ档ܳŵڣʲ鵤ҩһѰ׹ǣܻա"
ּ˾䡣"ǣҲˡ"
"ʲ˼"ɻǸӣǾˣҲˡ
"⺢ӵӣЩӵůѣûиɾˣǲȥġ"˧һһ"桢ӣ"ҽߴҩȡЩҩ"Ҳˣ㿴ѪԽǣ......"
"ʣһ˰ɩ"
˧㶡"ǡ......С"
"ҲãҲǰ׻ǺӿҲǳ˲ٿࡣ"ҽ߽ҩͷҩ븹С"ܸ˧СĺǶھϽµĸǶ࣬ûҪǣֻҪϡ"
ӣ"Ī......"
˧̧
"Ī......ĺӣ"
"ͷҪҼҷҪү㡣"
zyzz
аȵˣ¹⣬֪Ӫʡľϵ꣬䣬ֻ۵Ĳӡ
ֻҪһʹ......
У۽Ǻ䣬˵ϣ̷ǳ
"......"
һ٣Ӳһ˫ԽּĲϣս
"..............."
"......Ҫ...Ҫϧ......ʹ......"
һƽַſ
"ȿȩʹʹ......ϧ...ԩ..."ᣬ޿־壬ȫ"............Ҫ..."֪ΪΣһ䣬ǻʶؾӣøס
"...Ҫ......"
˵ۣҲκ¶ȡںڰУȥ籯˵ıӡ
Զһ˫ۣؿһС̾

51

գϵ˫ۣЩѵض˶еܲס΢磬ܵؾȴǣˡ"˻......"ʹۣ뿴ǰ
"ة......"
ɳƣʹþòϤӰ˫Ѿ约±èŰ塣""ûڴĻӦĸоٴϮ
"........."
......
ͷʹԶ˫Ŵ죬һſŹ
"......"
Ҫ...ϧ˩
"...Ҫ...ϧ......"
ʱŰ建򿪣･עԣڿİᣬȡ֮ԲĿ־壬Ǳܣ˸еµıܡҽѪζ˫ֻѪա"......"
ҽߵƳۼľϵ꣬ԵһԵˮ裬ЩƿݲݵֲˮУϵѪձϴøɾ̧ͷ˫۾ֵؿԼҽӣţ"ԭСѪζ"
ǰ˫ۡ"м"һЦ"˫ۣ޲"̧ףת֮ʣһԼͷǲ꣬"............"
"æɱˡ"
ɻ"ɱ......"ò"............Ǹ......"
"ԭĲֻӣӡ"΢̾ССͷ­֪ЩʲᡣỺǣ¶"......Ц......"ҽ߳͸Ű崦һ죬ͷ˧
"ͷȥ"
ҽνػ˾䡣"Ҫʬܸ˧Ѱ"
"ǣ"
"үүˣ"
ҽ̧ͷ"ȥ"
뿪һ˫ۣȥķ"ү..."֪ΪΣһ˿ʹּѵظؿڡ
"ʹ...ʹ......"
zyzz
ּһˣѪߣǾµݣЩ԰סҽشҩ䣬ȡɴϵСͯԸ"ȥȡˮ"
㕄ʵˣǿˣȻ......ͬ췽ҹ̷㣬šҽһ𣬵ˣٻԼѾӡҽȡ˰ײʪ˱틲ѪֻǾһƫͷ˿ʹ
"ȥ"㕄˵ͷת뿪
˿ڰúˣҽ߷˿"ү´רЩչ˺ӣӿ᳤үӦñ»"΢𱸵ã˲ӦҽѪˮ"Ǻˡ"
ϸ΢Ķ
"ҵ"Ůӵü޻ϸüһһµҽߡ"Ļ̫ˡ"ûƽյſȴϡ
"ǡ"˫аȵķۣҽƽ"ʱ޶ࡣ"ײ׽һŵľ⡣
"뱾θɣ"ɱ⣬ӡ
Ĭ
"Խˣүˡ"£ӵĹҽֻ̧ĮȻųꡣ
һеһ˳еأȴҲѡǺӣ治ϡ
ԡɡԡڡ
ҹ١ľϵŰ壬˫ʹЩס޷Ųֻܾҹﺮ䣬ǵı죬΢˿Ѿľ
һ򿪡ڰ￴ˣ"............"һãǰ˼վڴߡԾɿ塣
"...ǵ......"ʧü
ᣬĴСһֻ֣ԼĶͣײµˡ
"ʹʹ......"ͬݺЩӲǳɡ
֪ΪΣûһͷһƫ뿪ǱĴС
ˮ֪ΪΣ

52

ᣬؿʹͬҪϢ㡣оӿĲãǺسӣ˫ӶµضڰеӰˮ׽Լ½֡
һִֻҴƿ
Ժеϸ䡣һаˣ⡣
С˫ֱܵػԼɪ"ʹҪ.........ʹ......"ɳھ׵ҹرU˾Ĭ̧֣ǰսһֱεѪأϡ
ĿǾתһֱ˫ţҪ㡣أĺڰ٣̧ͷĴУеһ˿ů˽縲ϡ"......"˦䣬ת
֣һƬڰ׽ȴѾҲǸӰ
......
ӣ˫Ŀɬȴһᡣۣļ䣬һӣƧĺߣ࣬ոףĿĺӡӳӵݡݵգѪաЦվ뿪
׽壬ˡѵõ΢Цһ˫кŮŮ˻к죬Цǣк֡ԶһӣС̽ͷ±Ƶģ͵͵Цգӵǲ֮𣬵......Լϣһֱƿ紵Ϯɪɪ......
Ц̣ӣỽ......
ֻºӡ֣ȴʲҲ׽һƬ죬ϤĺڰӭӵģǵĹЦݣĲɣ˫̵ִ¶ȡ
ϧ
zyzz
ǰ"ΪʲҪ..."˫봹Ӱ"Ҳ㡣"ǣΪ˾......ߣϵӶ졣ӰǾƵ
졣"ܹ墲һֱ"
ܡǣǸռԼ˼˶ãȫɽׯ·ķȨֻΪ˸ǰӣһߵף......ȴǻȥȢޣݡ
ͷΪ......ΪƫҪΪжΪʼղԸͷһۡ......ǰ˱뿪Լ뽫ʬΡ
"ڱǣⲻԶһ·̡"ӳ˼"ÿҹ"ӰһȻ΢Цݣĳ
"...һס"˾䡣"ѾӪأ틶Ϊ㡣"
ӾĬЩƮ졣Ӱվתȥ
"ϧүǶ..."ӵЩӰͷûκ""
"Ǹˣܻ"
ƫͷϺõĹƿɲѡ"ϧϧµģ"ӰЦЦ"󣬷飬Ѱɵ..."͵̧ͷҧ"ϧϧɵӣ"
"ȴǷ틵ǲ"ʹףԼоͬªĶʸٲȥ"һһУ߶ԶԶټ棬ʹңҲѪ㡣"ҪǴǰǶ˲¡µ֮һ书ϣ޷ΪС
Ӱȥҧ´
"ǵ......"
"ǵ...ϧ......"
̯ơ"Ҳ...ܱϧ"ߺޡʡ"ϧ"ûһ˿۹Цݣ¶Ц"ϧĪ£......ү......"ˣֻϡǵóʱ𾪣֮İÿҹʹ뻶䡣
һз񡣿µģֻϧ
Ѿ......
һϧѾӡ

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ҽ߾ݲݷϵҽ飬ʱ̧ϴ͵꣬Ŀͣϵİ׺磬ҡҡͷŲȶٿĿչҽûһɡ"ܸ˧С"
˧׳ӣé®ͷԵøӸߴˬһЦ"ͷƣ"֣ҽǰ˻Ρ"ҵֺõÿɣ"һۣ⵽˧˵ģֻһֱֻۡҽߣ"С󣬿Ҫү˵һֱĻȥ"
˧Ʋ죬ľϵ꣬"ɵСӲ̫á"ῴ걧磬˶١"ǲ......"ʥʱʹ͵ĩ
ҽת۶˧"˸鷳"˧⣬ʱ"ɷɩ"ҽ߶˶񣬵"ү˿ɺЩˣ"˧Ĭֻ߽꣬һС塣"ʹ......"
"ʮաүڷʮա"˧ָͷ­Ǵ㶵񣬾˽ྻӵˣȴ˺......ѪǲɢζɵСϣʲ˵ĥܳŵڡ
"ɵСӣ塣"
ƫͷɻؿ˧ᴹĿ"........."˧ЦϾҲǵ׵ˣԼȥĺͷһᣬ"ɵСӣ˾ʹҵ"գգۣСɵϣ¶΢Ц
ҽ̧ˣ֪Щʲᡣ
zyzz
ҹﴵ磬ۣյѾ΢ŲֻҪǣ˿ڣʹܡڣǸ۵ĺӡӣڰԼεקϵ硣Ǻ......
"............"
յҹһֱԼӰЦŲӡ"ҵ......"ֳ֧ӣһ˱ˤڵϡͬ봩ʹüϢ"ʹ........."ûڴĺûϤᣬֻб䣬޾ĺڰ
......Ҫϧ......
־壬ĲҪԼ"......"ʱŻӯĲ̧߽ͷֻڰУ˫Ө͸ۣһ˫
"......"
ʱСǻԼ˫֣Щ䡣"ˡ"Ϥȴеη壬ȴųֲ֪ںδֻСק˵䡣
ࡣ
Ӷ񣬿ٷſʶز֣ǺŪ䡣û⵽ϸСĶ꣬ٲһֻ˱é®һԾΧɫת䣬˿֮
¹ӳգ꺦µñ˫ۣû¶ȵĻһоһ˿⣬Ż򿪣ªé®ͬ䲻ǽ̻ԻͣȴҲǵڷһԡأɢ
ڳرߣֱ̽½󣬽ϵᣬǹӵѴ䣬סӣĿ꣬һšݵӣǡһΣ˵˫ֶ˶һ˿СǺϸӣȴδ......ϸϸ......
껺ףݣ֮һΨϸµ٣˿£Ȼˡ
ļ䣬ǺݾЦݣ
ӡ
û뵽˼ʣͱҲ᣿
Ҫǰ굤ǵ֮Ѫ֮ǵýͣҶǲȼ
֮ӿϵȴǿ־塣"......"ͷֲֻܷڵµŲֱ᷽һæ귢Ƶק
"ɣ"
"ȿȿ......"ڵϣǺᡣ˫ȴ׽ˣþȫ
̧ҡͷϷֲˮᡣ
"û......ûкͱ........."
"ֻкͩ......ûб......"

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رߣϸݵ˫֣˵ĽסټķرU϶ĻֻҪһƣ˦˫ֻ֡ǣԼӳǴӡ
ƣһҲơ
ڻ̽̽ӵ¶ȣ˺۵ӷС˫֣ԼĲӡſ˫ۣxϣӦˡһzѾ⣬޳ϸӰ޷ţˣս߳߸Ƶսޡ
틽УˮԡصһԣһϸµĺӣͷȡƿӣͷҺ嵹СɢġٴһƿУȡһ쵤ҩڳ˯˵꣬첽ǵҩС
꣬Լ˺۵ӣ˼жˣԼŪ......Ƴһ˵Ị̇𣬶˷ԳĿɣ˿ʪϸϸСɵ٣ѪɫĴ۽˺ۣɬݣȴǹݡ
ָա
üϸЩҲͦЩ۾Щ............ᣬƺԼҲ̫......
е겻ֵض˶ֿʼüͷһجΡ......˯㲻......ůĳˮûǲ԰׵պ٣ͷħƵأǵỊ̇೤
İĴУ"........."
һǰꡣԼĺӣԼĺӣԼһĺ......⺢ȥҲǺõ......ԭǲĺӡ
ֻҪһʹĲ......
"ȿȩȿ......"
һĿԣѹȴȳһ̲̲ѪȾ˳ˮͣЪɪʮʹۣ࣬Ц"......ʹ......ʹ......"
иӣϲԼЦȴЦôۣЦųЦݣԼѿϲǱȿѿЦݡǺӣǶԼЦϡǵǺ׵ļգϾǲˣѪ˿ۿתȴǳЦݣ
ֺãȴԼЦ̵""ǣ£𷣰㡣սսԼζԴҲֵĺӡ
ɴ˿̵Цݣûκʣȴûһ˿ӰЦݡ
ȡرߵ˿סӡ".........ϧ......"
ϧ
ϧ......
틣ҪŮޣͽз顣Ҫޣʲأ......ˣһŮޣһˮˮģȺΪﵣ......
ɵ......
Ҫޣһңˡ
賓ϧϧ飬һԡǾ޺ˣΪЩԺһ
......ϧϧ
"ϧ......"
ϧ......ҵ...
УһӣԼУЦĺӡ

55

δͬߣһֱСꡣ㲻ϺÿԼģһҲǰⷢȥǣ˫˵ķۣͷһؽϵҩζ÷ŵͦζ
"š"ԶЩʱüͷεʲ᲻£ͷ˹ȥüһᣬҲû˼Ǽ򦣬Ӳͷת˹˵ָӡŵ£ۡ
һҹֱû˵ΣܵչϮ룬ۡһǳߣȴδʶǴ־עԼꡣ"........."һŲȥɾ˻δȬһ˱㿦ͷСʹ
"㷸ɵ᣿"
һ"...߿......"˵ˣҪл߿.........˻ϧ......"........."壬"˵ʲ᣿"
"ة...߿..."
һɣǻģֱȥû˿ϧ⾡֡걻˴ڵϣҼնʱһ飬Ѫ˿ͷɢģɷǿ¡Ӻµɪˣͻɢ㡣ӵĳڶ߻رUͬߡ
ãŭЩѪȴаЦգȴǽҡ´ǰһקԾɲӣ˹ڷϣȴоһ䣬ڴϡ
ת᷽Ĺӣȡҩӡһ䣬ȴ͸ʢŭ𡣴³ת꣬ԣ˫۽ǲԸ׵ϸߣ΢΢һ٣ظ飬ҩմЩ࣬ļĨȥ
"𩤩ǻҡ"
ҧгݵԸܵ𶯣һЦת
"......"
һͣȥૣ"............"
".................."
ʶʲᣬ틴ǰ"ʲ᣿"꾪ֵǰ޵ˣתͷ˫ĿãȻ".........߿............"
ֺݺݵؿļ磬һֱѪ۵ʹޣ΢ƾܣȴ틵ɫԽ԰ס
"ʹ............"
"......"
ҽվңˣϵıͼѾϡ
"үѾˡ"
ãӦ"ү......"
"ɵܲҽ"̧"ү......"
"ֻҪش𱾾ܣǲܡ"
ҽ߳ĬУκү......
¡
"ܡ"
Ҳ......
"ܡ"
ɵӣĲ......
"ܡ"
ĬõľĬ
"ȥ......"

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ʿĲȴͬϸ񣬲˧Զ˧䣬ǵĺա"治֪ү......"ֹŲһͣսϵĽ
˧ͷһ̧ȣ"˭"
һʹһˣֱӵڵϣ⴦ԵѪգһϢǰϸңȴƵóϣɢķ˿ȥģǽ״Ǻˣƺ㣬Ѫֱ
˧üһ壬ʹ̿ͼϸϱߣǱ׷ɱĴү档ʱһ䡣
"ǣѺ׵"Լˣοⲻ֪·ðļһ˧ңҽ˵ģȷЩӵġʱǷڵϵ̧ͷһֺֻݺݵץ˧½ǡ
"......ϧ......"
˫۶˧Ỻϣָ¡
"...ϧ"
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"........."
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δָͥشתϧҡͷӲø
"......ǲǱùˣ"
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ŵ֮ᣬ뿪ˣ˶ŵԡ

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ʪĵΣˮȴֻһˡ˿ȴ֪ʲᣬ̫ص˵Ƕûʲ⣬Ͼ뵽Ҫġ
ɢ˫Ѿֶ˶ֻǶϿ˰㣬ʹЩңӦǱ˵ģ......ǳɸ³ç̧ܡ
.........
Ĵ׵ˣЩۡвǷ񣬼ʮΧԼǺȻ˽䣬ӲӣԭΪŻǷ˵ġ
ݺݵ˴ȡЦ
ܺã֪
ʱԼҲû룬ǶĿˡӰû߹墶ӰΣӲƤӿ˵ʱ......Ҫٽġɣ......ϡҪҪչϧҪϧ
ǴΡᣬǵ......Ӫʱȼһ˿⣬صվڲԶһװ"ҩ"
ڣȴԼ΢صۣᾹ˿"ȥҹģΪأ"һԼ˿̶ͷɢģе̣ģһµý
Ц"λ磬ǣ᲻׽......"صü"ĸ˵"˹䲻ͷһأԵ޹ʵرͷһ⡣ҪڣԶصæӭȥ
ĬһѴֺһ˽ǰˣͬһװϣ"Ӹˣ书ϵģǺʲҶˣҲطƫھӪײˡ"
˧ĽЩ㶣ӻЩȴ"......Ǳ׷ɱӵͷǺˣҲ"
˧һЦ"ˣʲˣ⹫Ӹһ棬ˣǼһﳶϹϵ"֣"㣬ʡ鷳"
ûЦݣɫ԰ףЦ"......"Ѿûʱˣһء"ͷ磬......Ѿûмˡܷңһʶ֣ܰæġ"Ҫҵϧ
ͷսңӹû˶顣˵ͦ˾صģ˧ٽĲӡ"˵ģ"˧ɱ⣬Ͼˣﻹûŵġ
󵽵Ǵˣװҵӣ"ҡֻ۰ˣҵ䣬ճƫŹϵİ̩ж......"˵һۿ䡣⻰мġ
ã˧½Ͼûϲɱ˵ġ"ʲ᣿"
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̿޸֮ҷԼĵӡ
һǱˡ
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üһ틣µˡ틽ֽһӣ"˻شȥ"Į£ؿ틵ıӰųų"д......"
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񣬺ܾ֮ǰ
һܺÿˣһĺӣ΢ЦԱվһӵˣ......зӡǸܺÿˣһкֲӺǺЦڻиӣ͵͵ȻֻҪǸзӵˣӱڴڣ͵ѧ
ֻǣѧáܾˣǲձʣ֡һΣµúܴ󣬺ӻվͷˮϣֱ£ȴڿΡֻ룬ǸܺÿˣҲܱͷк
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ϧˣ֣˽׽
"дʲ֣"
ϧɻᣬǡ
"......"
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һɡַֻſͷҲأͷߡϧ̧ףֽϵ֣һЦСıڻ
"......"

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һ˫ۣһСɾµĵģЦͯԣֱҪץͻȻ̧ͷͷǸˣͬŮӰķûκ
ϧͷû꣬ҧֻ˻ȥᣬתͷߣ"ԡ"̧ͷֵ˾䣺"ԡ"ϧһЦ˿⣬ֲò̫ȣŴڣСľ׽ζǷϧϲġ
˫ֻ֣ʹСǰ˶ԣҲʮֳİ......ֹӶ˼ΣܽӻҪ鷳ġϧ֣ϵĸмӲ˲Ū࣬ǰСġϰԣĲӡ
֪ģӣּЩɫ㣬ڷϧСᣬ¿ӣ˫ֳ򦣬µؿϧϧһ㶣ģЩ£ƹӣ˿С֪ССٶһ
һ֣װĴȫɨڵءϧֻʣСӡ"ԡ"ϧӲʹƫûʲӣǰÿ""Լֶ˶ãִС˿飬żüͷ滺Щ
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"........."
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"ˡ"Цϧ˶٣ҡͷãȻ"..."
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Ҷ׷ɣﱧһᣬѾգԴǽв͵ĸʷûٿǲõˣֻ......Ҫȵʱ
"˵һꡣ"ⶫӪﻹò˥ġ"˵⻰ҪԴġ"
"ģϲСͯǴ֪ģǸꡣ"Ӿδš"ǳҽǶģϻزͷġ"
"ϳúةŷ˵ˣϻԸ˸㣬֪ϴӲЩСǺȥˡ"
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㕄ҧ"˭įˣ...Ǹˣ"ŤСͯͷ"ү类˳ˣʲӣ"˵꣬ǵͷ͵㡣㕄Сͨ죬"ſ"
֪˳ưʲŮ˵ĵطӪͯһ㶼Ǳġ㕄ŵĲᣬûá˵Цһֹһɣ㕄˱ˤڵϡ
"ʹ"̧ͷǸϴ̵ӡڵϣӦǱ˻ѨӾ˺㕄һۣת۱Ҫߡ
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Цӵϣ˺Ρ"Ǹ......Ǻϕˡ"ᣬǿЦݣ"......"
"»"΢Цӡ"۲ۣ"㕄ۿһ죬ҡͷ
"̣ҩ"
̧ףĴ¶ȡˮЦԼһӦǳɹˡ
ϧ......

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ӣӣʱȡһϸϸƷּϤģ˷ҳϸ£ĩҳ½ǣǷ틶֡ĳᴥȴǰǰ㣬ˡ
ǵãаˣݵľޣԭָʹ֮ȴĸԸ׷棬ԸƷ¡ȻЦֱڣԲڣΨһµģֻеʱ˵顣
޹᣿еġ
˫Ө͸ӣǰҫۣɾĺӡԼжϲ˫ۣ񿴵Ǻĵˡɣʵһġ
ǣǲһġ֪Ӻʱ𣬼ǲ˵ӣ۵һ̣ȴǸӣһһЦĺӡéð......Լĺӣ۵ĺӣġ
˲ҪˣǱġ
ġ
ġ
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"Ұ㡣"Щպ䣬ԵЩ졣"ãҪˡ"رֻܿС֣"ˡ"㕄ˣĵЦݡ
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"......"̧ӣ"˵ҡҲԸģ......"
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"ܴܲȥ"
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"...Ҳ......"
һ䣬תͷȥ˧"ˣ"˧˶٣Ƶػص"Ϣȷˣ٣غľǾ벻ŵģӰȴ......ա"
һԵ꣬Ѿڵϣ˧"Ǿͺ档"˧Ҫ뿪ʲƵĵ"Ҫˣ"
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վԶϢƼСӰ"ϧ......"Ҫ˹ȥһԵĺ㕄˵ǵؿ˳Ŀ⣬һſ壬ٲȻɵӵꡣ
֮ᣬһӰС˶ߣ٣ݵ
һУƺ˺ѿָһԵɡ
ơ
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ĿŰ壬ֻŨŨʧ䡣"......"콥ˣȫ΢ָѾʼ"......"ãȻһήĽ¶ڱͷѾû֪
ʱһȵĽŲϲССͷ­̽˳ȴǸ޳ıӰ˿ɢŮӰ˳أǱ飬ȴҲ֪Ǽϧģͬ˰㡣
һںϧҡͷǻ......ǵ׺ףĻ......
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ʹʹ......
ҧԭûһ˿ӷס׽죬ȫúˡʼҲһš˿̣һһơۣ˫ݣһ˿Բľ㵣̶һ˲
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"ҽ"틵
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"ԴΪأţʥ֮ŮwѺ֣ۣ֮ϻǱսΪá"
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"ȵȣ"
"...ҪҪսˡ"
ͣ¡"ĳǣҹӰˡ"

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"Һ޸ϵ᣿"
ú㕄΢΢һһʱǰˣĮǳ"ҡ......㿴š"ӻͳһŷ⣬ݸ󣬼ٳٲӣֵ"ǸݸӰµ£ߵġ"
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"......"
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ͯƽӡ"ҪһˣҪҵ...ܵܣھӪǣ²Ϸˣܲܰң"漴һЦ"ңҾߡ"
㕄һ٣˫Լ롣˫շ죬϶"ҡ......ˡ"
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"......"
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ӿԼϲ˵"ǣ......Ҫ...᣿"Ѿ̧ͷԶ᷿""Ц
ϧ......һӮġ
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һ䣬Ǹʱû˵"Ӱη塣"
"ǾĿܰˡ"
˧ǵһˣ˿"......֪"¡
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δݱѾվѪ𣬾쳣ֻֿмһ߹ȥһǹĽ˧ǲ亹ǣ˵ʱͬ㡣
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ȻᣬһƬڰڰеһǣǸվ̧ͷֽק䣬°㡣ԼЦųСģƺֻҪһͻ顣ȾѪµؿԼͷؾᣬֻСִ¡ľ
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꣬һһĬ
һ壬ֻܸһˡ

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С룬ϧһ˫ؿߵҽߡֻҽһɽӣһȡ룬һԵĻգϧĽŰһ롣
"......"
ϸ΢ҽüͷ"֪"
תۿϧһ԰׾£Ц"ɤӡ"Լҩ䣬"治֪ɵСᱳأ涾ȫзݶҲãԶҲǰС"
"Ǹ......"ϧͷ"...ϲǸ......""ϧ...ϲ........."ǺЦƺ˽ϵʹ
"ϧ...ϲǸ......ϲ......"
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εüá
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˫ũ˿̣㕄һθ......
Ĺһ......
ˣȻս۵ˡզࡣ
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ĵǶı֮¡
תͷһϧԼ"...ʲ..."ֻϧ㕄ˣȥ"߿߿"һƣϧûʲױˤڴϡ
""Լ¡
ϧãȻؿŭĺ㕄ˣˤ۵֣"ʹ......"
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˵Цݣаˡ
"ү"ͷ˧ͷûлӦ˹ӣ"үѾ׼׵͵үԸ"
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틶磡ǻӮģʱϲ¥ͷǵ
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׶......틶磬ƻĩ
Ǻӣϴڷ֪......˶˶٣ЦǺ......ǺֻѪ
ȴһ㣬ģʲҲˡ

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ϧڴǣҽ߲룬Ѿһ˿ۼΨоյ˺Ŀ틸ʹ֣˫šûκɣֻ뿴
ϧ۽Ƕ˶ûǱŮҪϸȴ˻ȥѾתڱӱĥġ"ˡ"
һŮæ£Ӳͷ͵ü˵ءᣬöħȵ"Щ·СЩġ"Ů㶣ȴҲҹʣҪתȥ틲һԵĹȡ˼ĺ£תͷڷϧϡ
ϧ˶ӣǾģ㡣틲֪ģڴͷ
ϧ......ҵ...
ʱԼѡԼԣԼŵ⺢ѿڶ׻ǿЦǸȥԶ⳾ϡǵãеСЦݣҸĬ"ϧϧ"۽ȴˮ
ſ˫ۣףСû뻳Сƺûκֻʣ΢ĺ틶ʱһѣҪſȴӱŤָק
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ЦֲۼشӺӵ˫ѡ"š"ǰ......ϧܿһˡ"ͷ˵ˣƥġ"ѱῴۣƥȴҲǺ
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ϧү......᲻᲻᣿
ֻҪӮˣүͻϧˡүϲϧ......չϧϧãֻϧ᲻...
СҪϧ......үҪϧˣϧġ
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.........ѩ
Ǻǩѩ......

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......ġ
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أǲ˧ɫ"Сֵܣǰת䣡"˧ѾŻٶȡתͷԲ˧һЦ......˧ЩͣԭϣҲкүһ㣬ȻĵЦݡ
ϣƫͷһޡ
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µĿ·԰㣬ǰһת䣬ѩʱããһƬ塣ͷ˧һ㶣Ӹ"СӣϿүүң"
Ͼ˼һȣٶȻ¡ʤУֱֱǰʱһЦܺé˦ԶԶġѾѪ˿۵ľӴЩģ
ѩ·һ⣬һˤȥӷѩء"ɶ......"һذףݺȥҧѪͷ
"...Ǹ"ӹ˲ˣ"Ӹû°ɣ"ᣬ˧ɤšӰһ÷ŵŬԳɿաҪǻļһ׷ϣѲý
ϧ̧ؿǰᣬõЦݣҪ¡ϣŲӣⱻԵק"Ҫȥ"Ѷʣȴ͸΢΢"ֵ㡣"Ӷ˶ϸֽקϧ⡣ᣬطſ
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틵üŵĺȫûˣϧǰ"Ƿ˲Żɵġ"ûŭӲǱԶԶɼһһڡЦ翴һ־硣
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ģЩɷϧƿӡ""Ц̣ҫۣ·ݵע˹ԡ틿û񡣵......""ȻǶԼ
"ϧ......"̨µβ˧ؿ꣬ۿЩƺֻҪһͻ"......"ϧŲӣȴʱ
"ߩӡ᣿Ǹˡ"
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"......үˡ"
Ϣ
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ѩƮ䣬ӵڷвڣκϧ̽ͷ˫֡"......"ػ"........."۱ֻۣ֦Ӷȴ֪ߵˣԽ䡣
"Сӣ˵ɣҪʲᣬֻҪݣүӦġ"˧Сɫ԰ףƲƲ죬һһƵġ
"ү......"̧ͷϧ"үܲܽϧͻ"
"ү......үȫ"þȫ"үȫ"£ͷݺݿĵء"үȫ"ֻ󣬱ѡǰ˧ţϵʿԶԶҲֻˣǻ
"ǩ"ȴû˿Ц⡣"ٸһᣬű㵱Ǳˡ"ѾʴȡֻƣһԵ͹ǰһľС
"׻׻"Ц"󣬱ףǸĺӡ"ӻ̧Ͼ亹˵ЦݣͬħȰ㣬ʴԼǩҪ...ҪĲЩ......
Ҫ...ֻϧ......ֻϧ......
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"ס죡"ԵŭСԵľƱѾѡһֳϧ͵վ"ϧ"תһɣŭҪٵһа㡣"ү..."ϧ˱틵صüҪǴŤϰ㡣
"Ҫ"ϧ"ᩤỵ..."һֻֻӶϵĵȫˤڵϣ"......ϧ...Ҫ......"ƳһۣŭЦ
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ˣҵ᣿ֺܹ֮˽̬
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ϵɫ԰׵ýؿ΢΢틾һԡҽҡҡͷƿ½󣬿ؿڴۡ
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㣵¡졣ϸ룬ңƽĺˮȴǲӿİΣ˵£˳ȥǰٺһ"ӣڹʲʱˡ"ҲǸ
ĿתͷѾ˽ɫЩࡣ"ˣ"Щƣ̣͸"㻰"ԵĲͷҽҾ"޴󰭡"һرһء
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"...ҵ..."ŨĲ
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틲Ϊ⣬޳ָϧС"ϧ"ϧ˶٣СɵĶ߸
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ΪΣΪҪΪͼĶң
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ϧǰ˳ϵҩֵ˵ɢ"ԣҩ"ϧûƵģˡҨһףڷϧߡ
"ԣ졣"ϧûκηӦֻǻأӣͷϥµݹᾣ΢΢ϵЦݽʣͻȻϧӣ"ҩ"ϧһˮ˳˫Ѿס
"ϧ...ϧ...Ҫҩ"С"...ϧ...Ҫ......"ֱŤĺӣϧͷߵɫжѿãתͷһװҩѾѣ֭ɢڵϣҩ㡣
Цǰӵǲӡ"ȾͲȣ...틶¡"ϧķͬ԰˵ૡڷ틻ϧᣬǴ¶ȣ˫ۡ
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"ָͦ졣"˧ӵļͷԼڴͷ"ӸȻ֪Сʲϵ㻹̽үԡ"˧
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˵꣬һΪԼҲ˱"㻹ΪǺӣ٣治֪ĶаŵĹ"ӹȴû¡"ҪүĻ......"˧һ˿ݡ
"һ㡣"ԣһЦ˧"......Ӹ...ү...ʲϵ˵...˩"˧һһѾ죬˿ûͣµ˼
󾲾˿ǰվһСͯ"»..."㕄˻߽"Ѿ˯ˣҿʮ˷ݵļ"㕄˲˧һţЦ"û뵽ͦûĵġ"
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"......Ƿϧ........."ϧǡ"......Ƿϧ......"
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ҡض˫ƾУǰĲ˧󸫣Хѩ£һƬšɫ׵꣬еӵ£߸𽣡
"ʥʫh֮ĳ֮ͽ֮ʥ֮"ƶʱǣһ˧˫Ŀͨ죬"Ⱥģ"һʱ裬¾ӱΧס
"ϣ"һѪӰǱŮӻҪ֣ٽз˧һҧҪ˹ȥֻѪӰᣬٹһЦ"ż"뷢һƬ֮УްӰԾ޺зһƣһˣתۼδüۡ
᷽ϵĽǿѩ"Īţ"˵ĳ֣зĻɢȻû㹻
бҵ꣬"ӷڤ;ĩ·ˣȻɸδɵĺӡ"޺ҧȴҲûֱӺԡʱʿңеʿ˿ڴһƬʵ¡
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һʱ䣬·תۿȡ⡣Ӷͬھһֱ޿ˡ˫۳޺ޣˣ"틣ҾҶ壬οƣ"Ƴһۣ"޴"ֻǺɫӰһƬã֮УԽ֮ѪƮ֡
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ЩСˣʱϧȴ틵"ⶼ㰮Եģǰʱ㶼ϲġ"飬ȴûпϧÿӼЩϧ
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틱ϧûж˼ϧѵԵرͷҲһۡһΣ˺ӵζϵĿݺ£ӴľһԵС˰亹ƹѾʼڴ̡
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ϧһ㶣ǿյصͷ틷Լ˵˺̫ˣЦؽɵӵᡣ
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˫ۣʱŮӰص
틶磬ȥǽͷòúòé
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"......á"Ὺľͺá
틱꣬ǰ"ϣðǻø·"˼ؿ꣬ģ˿£Ϊξ˺ǻ""ϲ˸
ϱϾʵ񣬶˸ﱧʵ˲Ŀ⡣ضϧǼ䣬ȴҲ̲ס̽ͷĴûһ̰֡һգŮİĽһֱߵһһͷ̯ӡ
ͷһ틣㶣ɷһۣͷæͷЩ⣬˶"Ǯ"üһһӲǰٻͷһۡͷĵ˶ŮӼٰ磬ĻСĿ׵úޣϱᡣתۣ̯ϣһӡʱһ仰Ҳ˵
틽İݸ˻ֻ꣬ӹû򿪣˷ܵһԿԭǺѪɫݣҲЩһ̣֪ΪΣƵ飬ƺһ˿תĿĵرϧ
һֱһ̯ǰϧĿһżϣ틵ĽŲҲЩСɵľżɰϲ䲻㾫ϸȴǲϧ̯ӵĸ˼ǰģ׵üЦ˻еĺӣʱһ㶣ȴǿЦ"λСӣҪЩʲ᣿"
ϧ֣ȡһ˫ż档һЦ"Сӣ˫żǷżС޵ģСӻѡİɣ"ϧ૵"...ż......"
"ѽСӣ÷˫˫Զһġ"ĵȻ£Ͼǽ".........һ...һ......"ϧɻʵᣬˣҲûֻǶһӡǸæȥӣȻ֪Ѿ
ϧ˫żס˵֡۽Ƕ˶ǲŮ֣˴ֲڣƺֻҪһŤֹӱѡϧ߾żЦݡ
"...ǵ.........Ƿϧ......"

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ڴǰһɴʣֻͷ϶ĿϾǵǣʱᴫŲתͷһŮϸһŮ꼫Ϊȴ˷ûе顣
"磬׺ö᣿"Ů£ָĶ"ˣǸǸĴս̫ǿ"겻ۼرܿŮ֣"ҹУø׺Ӱ۽"Ůڨڨջ֡
"......"ͷĽлŮ覿꣬ɴʣҡϣɫ԰ף촽ѾѣŮ룬Ц"覶...Խ...Խ......"ŮЦ"ףˮڸϵľƺ˲١"
ڤԣһ˿"ˮ.........Ҫ...Ҫ...ˮ......"Ů"ף򲻿ɡѵˣˮϵĸĸһӹƱ㲻ܶ"ڤ˫ۣ޵"ˮ......Ͳ.........Զ......"
"......"覿ɴ꣬"ףŹɩս......"覻δ˵꣬ʺ㱻ֻּ"......˩틵...ʲ...ս......"ȴ֪ͷʲ£Ծɹŵᣬʵ".........Ͼ...֪......"
ڤߣһɣŮڵϣҿ"ȥҩի...ݵ......"ԣ˶٣̧ͷǺݾĸס"ש覶......"һɣ"...ʧ.........ʬ"Ůʹر˫ۣԷڤһݣ߳ҡ
̧۹꣬ȫҧ´ˮ첽߳Ϣĵط
zyzz
ķϧɪɪݴ֣ͳһңһſҩһԵۼ⣬ȻҩǼȻ˷һĶ......
˿죬¡
"......"ϧҩΪ֮һֻΪٵּ䱼ڡ˽ᣬһԾʱ틺ͣǿգ˵Բ
""һ٣æ"ϣⲻס"Ȼϲ˵Ƕ֪ӷ֣һֱԭ·ת"ϣ˹ʲ󣬾һǰȥΪס"
틻Ц¹ӳգԽԵȡ"ǰȥ"һ٣Ҳٷ"ϣСġ"һһͷȥתۼʧںҹ֮С
ֿǿգϵЦ׳ͻȻ틵֣Ծ˻еꡣʱһӰԾٽ潻档Ͼʵ⣬˲УġԭǼͷսپʱд""
սһƻˣתͷһԶԶ"ȩҵĹżأ˭ȥ......"һ䣬ٽָӣɱ⡣"ˮƣ㵹ҡ"
գգۣ틵ĽЦ"ˮĳǻ̿֡"Сƿ틵ĽЦ"û뵽겻ɡ"
"ӷֻǹָһ"
Ͼϸǻ˼ˮƺü"Ǵ᣿"ңǴ֮ˡﲼˮеļ봺틽˰硣ˮϵЦݣʱͣ͡
꣬ˮ"û뵽......"ǸԼȵĺӣԱ㣵֮ĺӡ"ҽ"
ˮƿ۷틣ƺ뿴ЩʲᣬЦʣ"...Ϊˮĳ"˶٣ֵ"Ҫҽֺαϡ"
ˣǸá

73

틾ĬƷ˿ڲ裬ЦЦ"ˮƣˮϰϣf¶"ˮҲû𻰣šüϵķϧ˫ԵĽϣüͷԽᡣ
"СϦüҵ"͵Ϯ틵Ӳ֪Ӻδð˳ϱһкн䡣Խ틣Ǵδ틵Цһ֪̽ǻˣ²ˮƵĿܡˮתͷнӹЩ䣬ֻ틵"ξϦĻż"
"......Ӧ˵ׯ֮ᣬξϦ֮һΪ˳Ϲᣬɱɣׯ书˽"ˮ˯ѨֻصļظһˮЦ"ˮĳЦЦ"ֹԹԵ˻
Ҫ˵治ˣˮƸǡ󣬷˫Ը壬ϲŭ޳¸ƾ⡣ˮʷǷ˹Ŀ㣬ƫƫΪŹ֣ɳգҽ˵ãҽȫƾϲã꺫һ壬߱ȫ塣
ˮϸϸ̽̽ӣҡͷ"ⶾ鵤⺢ϣȻǳҩ"Цⲻ......
"ҽĽš"
ˮ̧ͷа룬ǲ֪Ϊı޴СˮƶԷ틵"ˮĳԵҲ̧֣ĪȺˮӵܡ"틿۴ϵ꣬һֱӵ˫ţ˷ǳ
׼
⺢ӾȥҪ⺢ӻҪ⺢ӣһͬԨٲʹȥ⺢ӱز׼⺢ȥ
ˮС㶴Ϥģǧ򻯣俴ȫȴҲµһ֡˰ϧҲʵǼˡԸƷ֮£˲˹ȴֵòһҲǳɵŪ˷أҵġ
틣ҲҪȻ⺢ӣ
̽÷ϧ磬ˮһ٣תʷ틵"˶⺢ʩ룿"ף"С"ֻˮɫԽѿǰ""틶⣬͸"᣿"
"ʩ֮ˣҺˣ"Ц"ͺһʩ뷨᣿ˮƣδ̫Ц"
"ֻҽǱ϶ӵͷ"ˮһ䣬תΪϧãˮƶԷ틵"ѾҪҩ˼࣬Ҫɵһ"
һ٣"˵ɵǿεģ"ˮƻص"ǵ갵굤ĹƳ£Ҫҩ⺢ӱ㲻ֻǳɵǰҲȫȻ......"
""
һˮƶ˶٣"ιʲ"ͻȻӭˮƻδӦ"ξϦ"ѾǰסˮơֻξϦʱһϣˮæӽȡ鵤ξϦ¡
"ǣշƢӲᣡڤҲˣСҲ......"һ÷꣬ˮ˷һԼȥΪѵˡ"ҪǻҪ"ģǹͬ
"......"ˮЦ¡"ˮĳܣɣ"
˲䣬ɱ֮֡"ˮƣⷬ"ˮӯӯЦ"ˮĳ粻֪ˡ"ɫˮֵ"ձЪϢˮĳ֮ǡ"
ߣ񷿡ˮ˼޺ӰƣؿξϦ૵"ڤڤˮĳΪ֮࣬ԸķһЩˮĳ"Ϸϧˮģһ˿Ρ
"ն......أˮƺ㣬ҲƷǷпһ֡"˫ۣ"ҪǩڷЩλãˮĳˣҲҽá"
"Ҫ......"
"틻ᣬ......ˣҲ......"
ˮƸؿڡľƩ

74

һɲӥͣڷϡһǩϸСǩͰûκα顣ӥＫƽֻٽй֪ˮνΨһҹڵƻԶԶƳˮ˳ͬܵξϦ
֪ΪΣЩƿųϸС졣Բ򴲱ߣ̽̽ϧϢ΢ȴҲƽ࣬틵üͷԾ⡣ɸѵĴḧ
"......"
ٸӵúܡǿеĵҲǽ˵İɣһʱＫ̹Ǵݺӡȥٻյֻһ˲䣬͵վɫ졣Լ뷨ûһ棬˵ԼɫˣԼͿˡ
һһΨᣬȴĴ⺢Ի󡣷틲૵"治㡣"˴Ѱˮƣ˼һת뽫ϧǾ鷳ÿؿһ̬еؿڶµûģǵᲡˣҲû㷳ġ틲֪Ҳû˼ȥֻãýϧ
ֱξϦֱֱ룬ۣ÷ѾСξϦ˷һۣ˫ȻֻǶҾơˮڴʲ⣬ȥͷ۷ϧƺߵض˶Ƕżڻ
틲֪˿̣Լǻ
zyzz
ˮƲ֪æЩʲᣬͷĽŲһѲҩ̽ͷһ뷽ŵĲݷٲ֮ңҩңŨҩζüˮƼվ޺ôˡ֪ڤѣҲÿ룬ҡͷԼĵ˰
"Ըˮĳף"
"뱾кν׿̸"ˮνЦЦֻص"ˮĳ"սĽˮһѽƻµҪҪЩʲỨ
ˮһӣһԷһЩˮЩȻһת䴦һʯŻ򿪣Цˮ˽ȥξϦͷ½ݣû뵽ǼİҡһϣҩޣҲЩᣬˮƼ֮
ģȴǰҵʯϣһŮûһŮ»ûκˮתͷЦ"ˮĳƳ֮ˮĳһż"ˮƻǰŮòײ
ҧѾˮϸ۵ĲӡˮЦ𽥷Ŵ󣬵"ǿòˮĳ١"ϣһƣǰײڵϡ틵ĿⶨŮòݣ޺ıͬʢĻ틵ֿʼ......ڵأ""þá
"......"
һ䣬틺ݺݵ"ˮƣҪʲ..."ܣеŮѾ"ˮƣ"е˱Ѫܵ˺ˮ˼֡ԭˡշ˶...᣿......
ˮƹ˸Ҿ"ˮĳ˵Ľס"
"µһļѻˮĳ֪һҲϹϼ档"תͷʯϵŮ"ҲˮĳżȻõĴ֮ˣ......"
"ֻҪԸ⣬ᣬ"ˮЦ"ܱȣһ֮ĺ......"ͬβѰò´""úã
ǴϵŮӣֲǱĴУʱӿ֡"............"̫ãΪԶȥ
֪Ǹ壬ɷ틻ЦûκʵЦݡˮƿﰵ֪틿ǺЦԶḶܸ࣬ĺӡһתۣѾȥȡ֮ǺĮ
"Ҫʲ᣿"
ˮЦЦ"ûʲᣬֻϣŹˮˣĪ......"ᣬ£"ˮĳԸˮĳ档"틳Ըͼ
ˮһЦ֮⣬֮⡣һľ֡ͷڤĶľ֣ҲǺӺͷ틵Ķľֻ֡Ҫۿϵ飬ʲĵز
ҲԼȫȫġ

75

틶磬ϲԲԣ
ţϲ......
틣ʱ˵Ǻĺʱֻһ......
......
...СͽǣҺϲġɫĻ......
"ֻҪһѪḴ"...틿ʯϵŮӣѾûκ˼ȥ̽ı١һźһģһӣüգӣͷȥŮ١·𣬿ԿŮЦգССľУ΢˫աɺŮ׵ȥк΢ЦݣձûͬŮУΨ˫ۡ
ȡϣԥػһӡ޺Ѫ˳ֱ£ֻȡһΣϸСĴСǷĽϣͬһׯϵʽ
......ҲáҲéԺĨȥǺӵӰӡ񩤩ûãȻǲϸԺӰȴ......ΪǺѪ᣿......
......У틵ǣȻ˹ǡŮӵգƩ᲻᣿...᲻ˣ......
ˮȡѪԷ틵"ˮĳһգһ磬ػõᡣ"Ůһۣ㻺߳ʯҡһп֪ȴ֪ȴΪա
ˮ˼ЦЦ֪틿֪ǴĺӣΪ......תͷϵŮ"覣Ϸ˱ۡ"
أŮӵ˫ۻ"...廹һһҲû䡣"ˮʱν"Ǻǩĺݡ"ֵ"ҩЩ틿ɾúܣȥ㷽治ȥ"
ŮԼãȻ"ģ..."
"ʣ±ǿԼˣˮĳʱ㣬ݵЧһ꣬ҲκɲٷڶΡ"ˮƳŮӣŮЦ"ˮΪ˸ðգ"
"ף㡣"װģֻж塣
ŮӾòһξϦĽϸ۵񲱡"ˮ㲻ңˮϱӴ"
ˮЦ"覣ˡ"С"ˮĳһȻ......ܻеڶ"ŮӴһݺݵصǰ⿴ȥŵӡ
"ˮĳһΰˡ"
zyzz
ϧ̧ۣͷܣЦͳһżૣ"...ϧ......"ССżһϧЦڻ"ȩ"˿ȣɫЩ԰ףȴǹԹڴϣֻǻ̧ͷͷȻصȥòֺ
һˣˡ飬ЦҪԹԵ......ϧԹ............۽Щɬϧ"......"뵽ʲƵģҧԼӣͷЦ"ϲ......ϲ...ϲ......"
̧ͷ˾ز룬Ϣ"......"ЩãȻϧǾӨ˫ۿˣЦ֣"........."֧֣ªŤȴˡϧ죬ջ֣ȻӻóǶż߸߾ǰĻ
"...ϧ..."
틵ǰḧϧݴֲڵӡϧؿ틣ֻڶ߻
"ˡ"
"Ѿ...Ҫˡ"
ϧ˫ۣգգ
ϣǻ˵Цݣϧķ˿ǲ԰׵Ĵϣݺ¡ϧϣŮʽĵϻۣ틻£ҧĲӡ"..."ϧʼض˶
Ц"......뿪"
"ҵġ"
"ҵġ"

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ĵƻּ䣬ĺѩԶ䡣Ƿ틵һοԼĻ˯Ǿµѻڵϣֻ°׳¡۽ż˶Ҫ˫ʼû
틵ı΢΢ָ˸˫ۣȴǺһģһŮż"Ϊ...㲻ٶЩ......"
"㲻˵ˣҪŮ޵ĻңҪ޵ĻΪβ........."ͷ¶̾"Ҫǣ⺢Ļ......"ұ㲻ķҡ"㿴......ǵĶ......"
"ҩ......޸ס޷ڤ......ҺǵĶ......"һ˿ݡ"ʱ......ҪǣҪǵԸ㣬Ҫǵߣ޷......"ȥֿʹ¡"틶Ϊ...֪틶᲻á"
ϧļգֵͷǶ"һҹ......"
"Ӵˣұ㲻Ϊ......"ϸϸ"òã틶͵һҹס"뿪ſҪ......Ķ˶ǡ
"Ǻǩ"
ֲڵķ"...ϧ........."
"ϧ...Сϧ"ϾЦݡ"Сϧ׸ȡò......̫Ůˣϲ"
"ͰЩеûģ»أݺ㣬ʳ"
"ˣСʱһȥĮһͬȥ˷ġͺһúܣܹܲС"
"֪......Сϧϲ틡ͻǵ...ǵ......"
ĿŷŮͺӵòص"Сϧۣõúÿ"
"Ǻ......㳤ĺóֻӣҪ"ڷϧ"ᡣ"
"ᣬҪ˵󣬸ߵ㣬նȫ......ֻеſ˵"
"ƣֶѿ֣׺͵ֶдƯ־һ......"ϧ֣"Ǵ֣֣Ǻ......ǺЩȴ⻬"
틾ãһ仰Ҳû˵ϧ"˵ةұ㣬...᲻ң"
"᲻ޣ"Цͬȸͬþ"Ǻң֪ÿؿ㣬ľͺһ֡ʹһ֣"
"ҲģǶҪû㵮µĻ...˿̣ԣúû"
"ҪĸףЦ㣵֮......ˡԺ......ˣమ......""Ҳܷ......ɵ˷Ҳũҵģ"
ˮվڲԶŮӲͬҹŮֻ񷿵ĨɫӰϢ"...һ..."
νЦЦˮС"ȷһ̾ͷˡ"̾˿ӵ"ֻǿǸӣֻΪҪЩ"
틣˺ãõһΪ˵ɵҲȲϣ䲻ᣬ⺢ӵľȲһ绯ɻҵŮˣᣬΪҪˮĳҽ⺢......ĥ...ҲϷŹ˽......
ˮЦ"ǺãǲģҪ̬ΪһĻ틱䶨ˡˣҪеȡͼز¡"
ŮȻЦЦ"һ˿̣ǽѧӣ᲻ӡ"ᣬ"ֻǣǼ......ûϵ......੤Ż"
ˮƲȴǰ⺢ˣҲգһ¡ϾҪǻᣬĸĺӲǲԸſҲǺ޼˰......
һҹߣһƿ˻еķϧĮǳͻȻʧȥůϧŲŲۣɼȥıӰգգۣɬ֣һڵϡ
"ʹ......"ϧѵ𣬿˫ŲмòȣɳƵ"............"û˶ͣ£ԽԽԶϧֱѾ˵Ӱϧۣ漴㻺δţ亹ֱ
ãϧŴŰ壬Цݡϧษ̧һƬ̷ҷǰǴƬҩ԰ͷ׻衣ϧԣЦ"ɷ..............."
ȻᣬĿõһֱǲԶһòŮӣ˫֣ͬˡ"........."
"틶......"ŮӴ˫ۣͬϵȵʯ͸Ц"穤"ϧӲŮЦǰˡ"磡"ϧĵֻ˻ӵŮӣġ
ϧ"........."
"......"
ٽѾǻ"............"
Ĩۣͷˮաϧͷ"Ϊʲ......ˮ........."
̧ͷѪӰӣĴϧؿһʹøס"ȿ......ȿ......"̯֣һ̲̲ѪϧĬȻ"......͵......Ҫ...ϧ......"
"Ҫ...Ҫϧ...ˣ......"
ͷҲ˿

77

ѩ봺ӣһƬУʥһ֮ǰĳĬٳѹʱӰΥػĹ֮Լ֣ӰʥأսӵʥϷ֮أͳһɶ֮ƣۿʥ᧿Σ۰
죬ȴû˿ZһаãԻʾмйܸ˧̾˿ŨѪζû뵽⺺ָЩѾͷ­ԼЩ޴ŮٶǰүǸŮˣԽбˡ
Ҷ˧Ӿ񣬻ȥǸꡣ
լӵһ¥ƽձĵýҲ˻εǶȥ˵иĴƮUӰӣǰǴ˵˶˵˧߹ȵԴ·Ǻˮ峺εС߾δӲݴ
ǺߣһСӰӡ˧˿һ꣬Գķ˿ϵᣬһӣһӣƺԼվŬһ󣬶Ǻˮȴվˡ¶䲻Цݣûκ
˧Ҫǰһ˶ʱǰͷֻһ䣬ûһ˿˲˧ϵõģǱǰҲˮҽӣ书ǿȴֵý뵽˧Σˮҽʱҽһ԰ףձ㲻Ӱ֣ˮҽҽʵƵĶҩǶʥƷ
ҪξϦУԶһ"СϦ򰡣"ξϦԹԵ𽣣ŵӡˮƿ۲˧ЦЦߵꡣֻ˲Щӡˮƶ޵ľϰΪǰֱ֣ϲ"Ǻǣָò"
"ˮĳơ"ˮңң׹ȴקӣֱֱվãҪһ˻Σ˧Ϊ˰亹վˣһڣɵɵЦҪڶ
ˮƶʱϵӡһʱ䣬û֧ţ꾪ò֪ǺãһС˧һˮһΪȻں˻ǺˮǳѾˮУˮˮЦЦҪתͷ˵"........."
ˮü"㻹ߣȻ˾ȥ"ᣬǷʱ¥ȥɵɵЦòŷԼˮǴǰŲŲץߵĲݡȫʪ͸ˣ·ˮ޷ɵġ
ãˮУͰ͵ؿǰ"........."ǣҪˡԣҪȥҵ......У...ҲҪˡΪ·ˮˮҪˣҪˡҪȥҵ......
˧ǰЦꡣͷ˧ЦҲЦɷ棬һȴΪʹĥڰݣ˫ҲİӰֻЦҲ˳ࡣ
"屧"ſ֣ʹЩ걧ϰ˿ȣؿڡ˧ֻʣ¹ǼܵӣʱЩܡЦͼԼġһСɫСЦݸ˲˧
"......к...ɷ......"
˧ͷ­Ǹ......ϲĺӡֻǣүΪҪҽ˵үĹ⡣ܵһƬӲܣԵʳӣĺŮйء
ǸֻѵŮˣŻѵ紫ԣүȥĶòơү˳谮Ҳ˵ǣүΪҪ⺢䵭......
ܹ˧Ҫ֣ӣ˿ֻ˧ֻԼЦЦһһһֵһΡһַһΡʱ䲻ȴáȻᣬŻǰƲɫ֮ǰ԰࣬ˡ
"ϧҩˣȻҲ"ˮƴͷ󺰣˧ЩȻ˵˶ͦ˹ĵ......ҽϿȥº͵ý˵Ͳһ......
ϧһƶ˧ƺˮƵЦ
 
"ϣǵسͶˡ"ϣ˧ǿλˡòѾأÿÿǲΪˡ"ӰرӰӦǺʿᣬʥҲӲܵġ"һ˧˼̧ͷѶ˵
"ᣬʥСëϣˡ"˵ƺѿ࣬Ϊʥ춳......"Ǿϣ¿ǵ׻ǸͽôĵӣҲ룬˭λӵġ"
ѪЦݣ"èҲбɱӵһ졣"˶ʱ£Ҳ֪ɢŭɺζΪֵ£ԼΪϵĲѱ䣬Ϊ......
ʱһ󼱴ٵĽŲźȻƿһŮӴݵ˽󺰣"틶磬Ӧȥģ"ˣʼΪⲻ֪ڵŮʹүģҲǻᱻİ......զǣ˾ЦŮӣ۰ǳ
......
"磬ȥòãӦˣھҪһǧӣ"ŮЦᾡ֡˧Ĭ˵"ɡ"˶틹ͷҲ̧ŮӣӦδ׼ˡ˧Ƴۣ׽Ůеһ˿⡣
......
Ůڷϣ˷ܵ˵틾ʱظŮӵӡ˧Ҳˣţү׻Ӣġ
԰Ůŵǰһ̨ݡЦ΢΢ͷҪ...Ϊ˵ģһ˫֣ӸʢһʱʫӸʰ·硣ŮЦݣ¾Ҳָ֡
ʮָ趯ѧϰԣͶ㣬ãһˡ틱Ŀòۣ"ĺơ"Ůɻʣ"磬ʲ᣿"틾ҡͷֻŮֵ"틶磬Ӻò"ǰ˵ĵӣԶϵġ
틵ӣ"òã"
Щɣǰϰ......һӣԼӣʱЦģʱᡣѾûˡ
ŮӲ֪ӺδŪһѣ·ǳ틵ЦˣǸӵġҲ......㣵֮и˶ˡ῿ӣŮӲԡ...Ů˻Ҫϼ......
ĵֻһ׼ͨӣȴֲˡ
ϧںߣԼԼĵҲһˮƻ˹Ц"틹ס'ˮĳٶ࣬Ҳˡ"ϧɻ̧ͷ"........."ˮ˴ѵӡ"ԡ"
"ǷѾͷߣռ˱ˡ"
ϧصͷŶ㾲ǵܺ......ϧ΢΢Ц.........Ϊʲ틲ϧ......ܺ......
вǶԽӰؿһϣϧͷϧ...틣...틲Ҫϧ...틲ᴵӸϧ......

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ϧϣûпƽʱֵˮƣҲξϦϧɫЩѿҹؿ۵˫Ų֪ˣҲˣȴûпޡӵ֪ˣҲ
ֻǺۡһ̵ֱϣѾץۣںҺ壬ϧ˲ȴûͣԸǽΨһĴߡ⣬ǰĺϧ֪ΪЩ
ЦҪȥҵҪȥǸ⡣죬ζĨȥѪաϧۣϵŪˣӻͳһС
һľż
ûб˵ӣѾϰߣٿҪƺǵãҪԹԵģϧ룬־ÿġϧԹԣкȺںڵҩ·żԼһãЦݽ¡
յʼûƿ
ټķڣӰϧͷľżڻȴɣú䡣䵽תͷ⿴˿Ƴһ޳ӰںϧһЦһգۣӰͲˡһ٣̤ȥĽŻ˻
ٿۣƽ޲ĺ棬ֻϧ£ϵӣ֪ܵĸо˼Ҳǹ¶
zyzz
һԵ͸΢⣬틽ϵһݷܺȼɫͬյаȣƺЩƣ"һȺں֮ڣû뵽ڤȻ֡"սԤ˳ƺʲᡣ
ϵŮ˯俴ۣûһơûһԲŲȥ˼ֻҪкŮԼ...᳹ȥӣЩƿЦͷȻᣬȴһ׹ٲ
ǰḧŮӵӣ۽ǵ̶к......ǲģ......жٴΣԼȴҹǷںᣬȻ֣ѾҪˡΣ틶磬ֻŪ˴
ˡ
᷿ϡãŮ˫ָۣϣؿǹˣֳصˣ......ԼǺУǰ......ܣ
һԵʯȼٵֽмŮһĬȻѾٶӣȴʲҲҲʲط̧ͷǽϹһ轣꣬ɷŮӿȻ뵽
ԭһġ˵У...Ƕһġ
ֻһϮѣ峿Ŀĵزһֱʶزһ΢ɪɪᴵϮݣȻѪȵ˼Ʈݡֹ
ǡ
ǺߣǴţѪȾ˺ˮȾ˫ۡӿʼ̧ϡĳǿҪһӣһС׵ĺӡֱ˺ݹ᾵ӣȻ֮ͬᣬڱķľǰԴǺӡ
ûлͷûлͷڵϣڲĺӡ
תͷȴϣ˫ӨûʣྻӨƺԿЩɵЦݡ©һģƺܾãж......ûǴɵꡣ֪ΪΣܿܰ첽ȥᴭԭΪֻҪԶԶ㲻𣬲ΪǺӣȻᣬǺȥ......Ȼᣬ£ߡ
ȴƫƫּǺӡ
ӣ틱Ŀ񡣲Ǻ˼ͬǰ㣬ؿڷƣĪжˣЦܣûЩ˳Ҫˣһ׹Ԩ
һԣСɵɫС틿ۣȴŮգ˫Цӡ֪ΪΣƺڸ˫أ

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ϧһεεĺ飬ĨĨӣϰ·һһյأѾĥƣȴȻ֪ļˮƵ˴ͷ͵͵
"..."ߵһʯӣһģڵϡϧһ۾ۣ۵òţ۽ˮһˮӲ˻ȥҪ...ȥҵ......ЦҲʹˣ˺ôľ˫ȴӲǲϧ˺ܾãؿڿʼۣʹʹܡ
ԹϧܿˮʼۡžܣзҶ£ڵߡϧ֣ģ۾գգԶһĨɫӰ˼ϧȻһȴҲûתһ˫еĵֱؿϧ
ᣬǰϧϾЩųˡ""Ů֣Ƶ΢Ц÷ϧôˣԳЦ"ÿ......"Ůһ٣˷ϧϧ꣬ȴŮӸ٬ҲǼġϧվЩˣ˲ۣЦ"ÿ........."
ŮһλŮǰŮС"С㣬ϷԸ......"Ů"Ŷ"ü龹ͷ틼ΪơЦ"Ϊʲ᲻ܣ"
Ůǰ͵꣬Ӷ"С㣬ʲݵˣңɵӻǾ֮ǰˡƵģܺС......"ŮæסŮĿڣǻæ"𣡱˵ˣ틶Ҫŭ..."תͷϧЦ"ң⺢Ҳ"
"С㰡"
Ůϧ֣ķ"ƣ˫۶ÿ"찡......
ϧض˶㣬мֺ¡"޺磬ȥЩ"
"С㣬̫ĳˡ"
ŮӼŮԶˣתͷϧϵЦѾȥ"ܵܣûة"ó־˲֣Цϧɻ̧ͷ"ţ......"
ЦƺҵӦûнֹһңĸף......
 
틾ϵĿᣬһ˫𣬴ǰˣͼƽòѰһ˿ۼϵĿϣ޴졣"˵墺ͷڤµ̺Ѿˣ"
˾ף˼һЦ"ᣬ᲻ˣ"һҡҡͷ"ϣ¿Цˡ"틺ϵЦͬڰ㻺š"Ϊ˷ڤ㻹...ࡣ"£"¾޶ġ"
Ƴǹµˣ"ףֻҪһкˣزȡڤ"ԣоϲãֻ"л...ллүɱ֮"틶˶٣һ"ã£ڤڱǵнףǱ"
"Ҫʱ˷ڤµķ¥"¥峤µİׯ˷¥ǽһڤ档ԥȴֻǶ̶һ˲գ۱¡վԵ""һЦ"Ҫκľٶͷ­ڤȥ"һ֪ӺδĴ"ǡ"
پ񣬻¥ԵС֮ʣŮӾɡһ٣һĻơŮڻз裬ͬʵ㣬ȶˡŮһ틣ϷΣɷǿɰЦݣ"硣"ǰ˵ĲӣǰȻ˿
"......"ӵŮΣǹĶǳŮӴ˵Ļ̧ͷߵ"틶磬......"ᣬ˵֣ʮ˷ܡ
"磬쿴ʲˣ"Ů˸Ĺԣ"Ǻǩܿɰĺӡ"һ٣ŮӼ"......Ժһ..."̧ͷɫᡣ"һãرĺӡ"
һʣ"㿴ˣ"Ůӿ۷틣һãȻ"틶磬..."
"...ϲǺ..."
"㲻"

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УǸ׵ŮˡϵѪͳǵȴӡǣãȻؿǿȵˣһʱ֮ԼݵĽɫһ԰ףΨΨŵŵӦӦůˬɴ˿̷ֻãƺ̫߹Լ......
ã뿪ˣԼҲûз֡"С......"һԵŮ͵һ亹鲼ҧ촽ҡͷ"...û¡"תһ룬틵ʱ飬ʹһŤĲӣҲúȻ
С棬ȵסǼټĸסĸףϸǸˣȻĮȴԾɺ硣ǣԴӸ״ǳ㲻լһֱĳ֣硣֪׵ֳǵɰޣҲշ񲡣
䣬ףѧģһŮˣµһ˩ᡣ
Ů覣Сڷ覶ߵ"С㣬ū澶졣ʵΪɵ̫ˡ"תͷ˿ܣ"С֮ǰ...ǳ.........үġǾǸϾǲˣҲ˸ԺӣΪǻС......"æЦ"˵틶...틶......"
Īǣǳ.........ǰݲ԰׵С覾һθԸŮ£Խ԰ӣ뷿ڡƿţǰվһϮµˮơֻؿ⣬Щ롣Ц"ˮҽ˵ȥҸˣ"
ˮһƽյĵɵӳһСҩӡ"ݵķ̫ܰɣ"覽ӹСĵط뻳"׵Ĺƽ᣿"ˮƱͷɫЩȻ"ҲģҪûұɡ"覲һЦȴˮƵ"֪᣿"
"ˣ"͵̧ͷˮ˸ƣ"ս˷һᣡ"覵ͷ"ҲûʲᣬֻڤҪת㣬Ҫòµ̺źͱϣڻȪۡ"
ɫɰתΪ࣬ҧ޺޵"...ǾҪң"µˮȴͬӵ˿ϧ"СֶŮˮҲģϾŮ......"ᣬС"ڣҪˡ"
zyzz
һ·һķһ㣬ԽԽСˮ鿣ܵĳǸССӰ틲ԾŻ˲һ˫ӰڻСͤơ
˫ͨ죬ûӣһһƣǳ͸޾ϲáһʱ䣬ĿƲоæһŲȥֺбۿꡣɫۺϣѾͣɻͷ˿ӣתͷһֻͷؿۡ
""ỽȴûеõӦ
"..."ͬɳɤ꣬ǱΪɤ틲֪ģһ
ϧʧӡ...ĲҪϧ......룬ᡣҲҪϧ......ۿͻһ죬ϾǺӵľȴ糿ǰķ覣ˣֻй̶ʱͷŮϧ˿Χ............Ƿϧһºˣһ¾ͺˡ
ʼʱˮһҲûٿ޹ԴˮҪвҪ۾ˮͲҵϧӲҲջȥأͣסˡӿϣҲˣĨᣬҲŪһ顣ӻ£ϵİ̺Ŀĺۼͬ޷ĥ
틲΢٣ֱֱվᡣǰ޵ʱӦòİ......ڣЩǲӡʱ......ãǿ΢תͷǶȥϧſڵϣ˯ˣȴϳ
ʹ߽羲Ϯ틻ַϧ˯ˣ±ò졣ҪᱧϧȴҪСʱһ㶡
틶硣
磡ҪǵĪ...Ī......
......˵޻Ůޣ
.........
Ůڶ߻رU틺Ƶģվ˵ϵķϧһۣתͷͼһ˹ǰϻָ֮ǰݵɫƽȵ"ϣˮѾǣ֮..."
"ˣ"
"........."
틷䣬"ȥ̷ʮޡ"
"лϡ"Ҫ£틺ֵ"ȥ"һ٣ûŪѾ߿ſڵ˯˵ķϧ̾˿Сذ걧û˵Ϣ˫΢΢
"틶û㣬û......"ۣȴЦӡ"......"ؿԼȻὥתΪӡųԼĺӣҪȵ...
틸ͷȣ"ٳ֣"ĪҪҵ־ĪҪ...ԽŲ㡣

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ܽ£´޳īһī£ˮӡȴʵ⻪ѴһϣӦǻ֮УӾͶ㣬ֻ͸֮Ʋۡϸ֪ۺǳ̣ȴϸµݡ˹ģȴ˿Ů
""
һ경ңȻǸ䣬к顣תͷԼ겻ãǰֻӵļ硣"˵ĸķѾˣ......"ϲ˵ܵػӵ"Ǻ......Ѿʥʱ´ЭˣҾҪΪҵﱨǰɣ"
Ӳֻ֡ʶȤſʧ䡣ӺЦؿۣ"èû鷳ˡ"һལû"ѾŬ......"
өԲһԵ̨ͷһᡣŵظͷ"ҵṦв"һ˵ͷ"봺ˡ"꣬ҲǼǰֻǸӵĺ㕄˲صͷ"ǰԷĻˡ"ᣬµ"ǽȥͻС׼˳"
㕄ѲǼǰǷ׵ͯӣ׻ǵӣǰӱǲǰңս¿ǵ׻ǳټδţֻǸΪרעؿϵİͼа˼⣬ǰʥȡԼȴ
봺......֪ϧĺòã......ˣ᲻ܣвѩ׷ɵһ̣Լһֱϸĺǻ걻аȵ˽ڻ......ԼҲ᲻ĵط......
"......"㕄˲֪ʱѾӵĲӣẬӵĶһԵŮѾȻ¡ǵĹϵûп׻ǳ仪ǰİȻǽսѾľ˧"...Ǻ........."ӵüܿ
ϲĴ
Լ»ƫԶ׻ǣ֪ǰ˱Ǽǰʢ֮һ仪㕄˱Ͼʢ꣬ټϽæܵ䣬˿̷һƣֿʼ̽ӵ½俴ǰ˫糺꣬ǰѹϡ
ɢһأЦĶ"ϧ......"õЦ˫ȹӵ"ٽҵ......"ӵڲ࣬Ħǳ˯ԡ"ϧ...ϧ......"ۣԸӡ
ΪԼ书ָϧϲ·ħΪ˲Լ߻ħԭѰ̴ӽǣȴú㕄ײϣԼ˰ˣ˭һ㕄˵ġ٣ϸ۵뵽......˼ĺ
""ӣ㕄ͷδڵ͵ش롣"ϧ......"ϧ...Ҫ֪Ҷ˼뾹ۻ࣬ɻỽҵ......"ϧ...ϧ......"
"............"㕄˶϶һЦΪԼү֮⣬κˣȴû뵽Լ......ϧ......
ᣬѾƵϡ󾲾˯꣬ૣ"ϧҪȥˣٵȵ......"糿յϢ֪틴˿̵ľݵֻصZǣշլᣬϧҲǶ......
ƣһŮǰ"""׼ǰȥZǡ"Ůһ"ҪǱȥ..."ͷŮϾһĴϻۣ"ūԵô¡"
zyzz
ڲ᷿ڣɫʣŮͻǰһ˿ŮһˣƲ죬"틶磬˼ϲ±ˡ"ǸСߣڷǰ˻Σϲ"Ǻǩȥģ"틶Ůӵ飬Ż¶һ˿΢Ц
"ĪٵƤˣ֪統ġ"˿˫Цݣ÷覲һ㶡ȻأǻסԻ......"틶磬ĲӦ......"һ˫Сĵʲ......
ԭḧŮӵӣһ٣ջ֣ʣ"ΪʲҪҪһֱ׽..."Ѷʣȴѹȡ覴䣬"ûʲ......"Ǹǰĳ";ãǺӣͦԵĺƵ......"
͵һŮӣ"Ϊʲ룡"ʹ죬ȴС"֪ϲǺ......"틴˿ֻһѣеŮӡ
"û㡣"Ůͷ"ǣû취뿪"ŮӲʣ"磬ˣ"̧Цݡ"ȥ"õЦݣͻȻſ֣"ҹˣȥ......"
覵ͷһתۣϵǽϵĻͻͷһǻ......ڼףƺʲˡ

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漱һ㲻ڸڣϢŮȴǼǳ틲δȴȥģĽקˮֽ춵Իɢ
ĲɢԼ˽Ҫ£ԻɢˮƣȻЧɫζ߲ԣȴһֻʶҩ̣ŮߵŮ˫ֻãȻŮӡЧ˸̾ҲϲҪҩαԼЩʱѾ˼
ƿŰ壬ڲõţƷζߣŮ͡תƣϸϸȷˣŮǸ߹ǽϵĻָ꣬"Ҳ틼˴......"ϧమȴء뵽˴ŮӲЦ
СԼῴģ⻭һʲءãδʲᣬŮӿʼüĪԼġ...ܡҹǱɼ˻ȻЩȴ˵ЩԼˡ˼ȥɫѵҪֶ飡ܣѾٵˡȥ......
ҹĻ٣ۿԻɢҩЧҪȥŮһʱˣֱȡ»΢¹ӳ¡"......"һŮ˫ֲæӻͳҹ飬ϸӳաġ⻭ǻлǷӣɻϵı־ȴʥͼŮӽסȫɲǣ......Ŀŵȡߡ
ʱŮ̧ŷǽиСͻأȻǿءʲ...ԭٽ֦̺棬׵ֻƿǵءͻأһͷǽһһţİšŮһСı˻Ļǵšͨδϵĵ̨϶ķָСҹ顣
һ·١֮ûеƻֻ봦¹ⲻ֪Ӻδ͸˽ֱֱ롣"ʲ......"һƣǰ˼ʵĴͰӣ˷......
""Ůӵ׺ڵϣæҪתȥ"ˣ"ŮӺӲǿЦתͷͰģһߣǿµĵۣ۽һɫĿֻü֣üǱֺĶⶤͰϡ
"ǺǩϷ...ǷС...û뵽"Ȼۣ"㩤ܣ"ŮѾ࣬ߡ"......ǩᣡ"ߺַ"ܣѾͷˣԩԶԣˣϷۿģ"
"˭"ЦŮȻ£ɻЦЦ"Ǻˣ"һ䣬ãǺЦ"......㵹ǳĺСһģᣬ˼įͣѰ˼֮...ǺǩǼһζɲ"Ůɫ࣬˾˭......
"СΣ"һЦ̬ȣŮü"ʲʸ"ɹЦ"㲻Ҫ...ͼᩤ"ŮĻ"ЦΪõЩͿκε˷СǺǩ̫档"
"㣡"
"Ϸ˽ˣС㩤ʲѱڷڤϡ"Ůһ٣ĵߺ"㾿ʲˣ"߲Ե"ϷĻԿ"Ů͵سǰѾ˰ذף"˵ʲˣΪʲҪ˵Щ"
"С......"ߵͷЦ"ڤ틵꣬ýϷһ˸ة"Ůӻһһš߼"Ϸģ㲻"Ůʵ"ΪʲҪң"
Цȴ˪"Ϸ޲ʳǷС⣬Ĺǣ"
zyzz
ϧڻߵ԰Сľż˫Ѿ࣬˵ȴԼУĴҲࡣֻǣϧɫֲ̬İף˫񷡣ȻᣬЩһԵȵƺڵЩʲᡣһһ졣
ǣʲҲû
ϧЦżС"ȥ......"䰮رżתһԵСݡǾӨ˫ڵį͹¶ǣںܾ֮ǰƺÿ춼ӡ˴ػ֪˿̵Լֻǻص֮ǰǶӡ
ˮֻһҴ뿪Ժ䣬һֻзϧһסʳǲȱҹʹʱجʱʱֻȼ𣬻дǰһż"......"ϧֻͷ˿ˡ
ҪϧˡҲҪϧˡ
ϧ...йԹ......
ᴫһŲϧʱһϲ۵ȴŮӵգŮԼϧܵһ˻ż""覶Էϧ֣ȴ̶񡣿ǣļƻҪǰɵꡣ
ϧͷЩӣǰŮӶԼЦʱůЩأɵɵЦ"Ƕġ"Ůŭ"˵ͦɰġ"ϧ覸ģ˽ĵı࣬ҲҪˣԼһ࣡
"...ϧ"ϧ۾գգСŮ˹ȥ"úӣҴȥԺͷ棬ɺã"ϧؿ覣ֻǣԼ֣ⲽȥ"..."ϧ̧ͷ"кܶʵлϧϲġ"

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ϧֻˮһߣСԺӣƹȻСѭǰߣǾµŵ¥Ժ䣬һ̶ˮšϧ˫Ų̫˼Щˣڻԡ
żʹҴ·ҲǱĵǴɵһۣмܿϧҲǹɣǶ۵ʱԹԵЦԽԶԶﰵĦߵĻ
ǰҹ֮ǳĴڣҲǶãͷЦҪΪ룬Ҳǳаͷ򽻵ߣҪԣҵ틵ǱǱѰܼĹ͡...һˣ......
קһҩۣŮһض㣬ЦӯӯؽӹĿɵЦꡣߵĻ覾һŻȻǷ틵Ѩ֪ߵĻϼ֡ﲻţȴòͷĮǳȴҲǷϸϣĪԣ᲻ǻˣΪǱȫǳ......
ЦЦǳģ£һмͷй꣬׷틶δˡ
קеҩ⻹ĸƵ䲻涾ȴҲԶҩѰҲһšҪԣˣҲϧҷ틶ҲỳɵͷϣֻҪ......Ҳжнҩ㲻õ֮ǡ
ת˲Ѹײڶ֮٣ҩ֭ڣ֪ᣬ¶ϵЦ̣경ȥ
"ϧ"ϧĶ㶯˶˽Լڲס˷ϲãתͷŮӣ˽"........."ŮӺǺЦһԵľϣ˷ϧһ£ĵ"ƣڵϣ˿ɻû"ϧûƵģؿһС
ŮһЦҨһףսϧߡ"С㰡"ŮˣѡʲݣǸģӣ
֪ΪΣϧҡҡͷ϶"Ҫ...ҩҩ......"ͷ졣ЦЦ"ģҪ...ҺһڣȻٺȡ"ϸϧãȻҲ̫ףȴǵ˵ͷҲɣС롣
ϧͷѵݵǰ"ҩҩ......"ҩҪԹԣͲ᲻ҪϧˣҲ᲻Ҫϧ......һǽʣȫ븹ڡ˼ؿϧɻԼૣ"......"޴ĳ񣬴ǰʱǶͷʱĸשѵõʱ͵͵͵ʹԸܵѵȴĸͷ
ʱȵ񣬱틡覲ЦԭСǷļūֻϷ틵Ĵ......
"...۩"ŮӺȻɫףⶾ֮ң"С㣡"һԵŮŵò֪롣ʱһԵķϧͻҿ³һ̲̲ѪһƬУϸл䶯...ǳӣ""ŮУҲ㵡
ϧڵأطڵϣ˫ۺᣬʹ͡"ʹ...ʹ............"ҲǼܣԸ˹ȴӶؿ꣬Сĵط覡һˮԶԶԸξϦ
"ˮҽС㣡"һԵͼæóһ·ˮ߹
һƣˮĿŮϣɫɰתϣʹͣȻ......һЦݺݵۡҲһĲðҪΪΣȴŮ"ˣ̧ߣ"ˮƶ˶٣æˣϣӳѪɫϵѪ߰ߡ
"⩤"תͷ۷覣ֻЦ⡣һ覣ˮưҧξϦ"СϦСһط"ξϦǰϧҪ뿪һ¹
ԶĨӰˮԽ䣬ĵ"ðȫһˡ"ũ񱩶֮ᣬ鲻ѣٹֱòһţһŻҡϸķۣξϦԵ꣬ĻȾɺ˵Ѫīɫ

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"ֻܾһ"
ˮƣ̬üͷ˻۵ңŨѪζ˿̣˫΢أɴͷ͸ȴǳɱ⡣
"ΪΣ"ڴˮƺͷ틶ˣǺڴڲϻ졣
"ϣ......"ˮ̾һһЦ"...򩤩˩˵ѾĵɫȥҲǺ࣬ⶾһһģһαһأƤᶾٶ"
ˮ̧۷틵ɫɫɣ"ⶾĽҩ...˵Ѳѣ˵ȴҲס"
"˵ص㡣"Щͷȵ
ˮһЦ"ҩҩڶ࣬գжһ㰤һ£۰աȻһ"틺Щ"ˮƣӡ"
"ǺǩϣΨһϡ"ˮ˦˦䣬"϶ʮһϣ֪Ͽɻǵá"˫ͫһˮֵ"ѼҰΪһУӦǴ˾ϣֻɰ˿ŵƳɣҪⶾһŵҲ٣ҪǶ˻ˣر˲乥ġ"
ˮƹ£ȴǰЦ"ϣжж֪ҪȺߣ"һ٣ãˮԾɹ"û...ûбķ"틻ǣû֪΢΢ԼҲá
"ϣ߼޷ãһߡ"ˮĵҪúÿѡģ˭...ᣬ...ǸɵǸڷ틵ռ˶......ҪǣҪǷѡᩤ
"ϣ˼"룬ǸɵĪҲ磿......ˮƲ𵱳ˣȴһ˵ĺӡǸӿһԶͷǺӵ鸸ףϧһС
ᣬɻǱˡ֮ݺ˦Ƴһ۷틡틣ˮĳҪϸǷҾԱֿˣж̡
틱ĿĽһ͵ЦգǳƵ٣һݹǣﱧһľżڸ£ɾµĳª̺ۡССӰӣǶڼ䣬׵أȻرӡֻҪһӰȴ틺Ȼ֣벻Ц......
͵վ
ᡣֻѡᣬֻѡ۶ٴΡǵ꣬Ҫ֪Բӣز...ðթ
......
"ȥڱ"
.........Ҫ...Ҫϧ...ʹ......
"ǾҪ"
ϧй.........Ҫ...Ҫϧ......
...Ҳ...Ҳ......
............
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ݵݹЦһ㣬˺˫֣߸߾һż
...ǵ.........Ƿϧ......
 
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ˮƿϵ꣬ƣڴͷ
᲻ᣬһ죬ɵСӾˣˮһϱǼԡΣĲ˰......ᷴɣֻǲ֪ܳŵʱ......
ˡϧ԰׵ݣˮƲЦҪһ죬ԼҲ⺢㣬Ƿ˶٣ڤҲһԥƲ......ϸϸ۲ϧˮһء
"ֻʣ...һ˰......"ˮϸϸƮξϦ֪Ķðϡˮ̧ǵZǶ˵󣬾δưԺӣȫ޵ĵŻҹƫúܡϣ۵ۡ
ӣǸº¹¶꣬ҹҹһˣⷿĬĬᡣ
"틣̫ݾ"ˮϲǸƵˣˡϧͷȴúܣΪǵľЩ......أ˽һأ͵Լͷڤƽˡ
ˮվ𣬶ξϦ"ҪˣҲҪ߶"Ŀ䣬ˮƲԺ䣬Ůӵˮ¥ȥˮǰŷ룬һѪӰڷ⣬ƿţ˫ͫĿ⻺ƿһֱͣڴϵϡ
궯˶ۡ

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Ŀԣһ˲䣬ϧؿǰεӰЦ΢΢ſڣȴҲֻ""ػᣬֿûֹǱǰңҪķζȳ㡣틿첽ǰϧӣϧȫȵòһ̧ͷѪ˿ӱǿ˳ϽˮƵѩۣȴҲȾϵȺ졣
"㩤"ī̵ͫӳ˵ĵӰϧؿڵ۷·С࣬"........."ͬɵЦݣϣųҸ΢Ц֣ỹˣ˿ĻĿ΢΢˫ֻҪһƣ˰......
"...û...ûвҪϧ......"ϧʵ̧ͷǾݣ"ϧ...ϧԹԵ..."񣬷ϵãԼУĺӣӵеСء΢ءͬ»ᱻ㡣ǲյĴɵꡣ
üͷϧ˶˻ƺЩңãȻ"...ϧ......Ҫ...Ҫ......"øС˵ӣȻ͵طſ...Ū㡣ˣСĵЦȫʹС"Ҫ...ϧ...ȿȩԵ...ϧ...ϧܹԺܹ.........ȩҪ......"Ҫ֤Լð㣬ϧؿ۵ͬ˸
틻֣ϧһסӣͷ˫ȫ틵ͣڰУؿھһ˿ɬδǿҿɬԼԼҲԣԼ˲̴ãԤеȴûϧѵ˫ۣתͷ󾪣ǰס˵䣬ȴ´
ξϦһԿûκζֻǸż틻ףϧڵϣȳһ̲̲Ѫ产ˡǣ꣬ȴԼŲ˹һֱִ֧½ǣմЩѪ졣"Ҫ...Ҫϧ..."ҡͷ΢ü"...Դ...............Ҫ...ϧ...ϧ..."ѪεڵϡǾǺεģһϣ
.........Ҫ...Ҫϧ...ʹ......
"...Ҫ......ϧ...ϧʹ...ʹ......"ССͷ­ҡǿЦݣȴµ÷
һ̣틵жԶԶǣû˦֧֣ӵסꡣһƬհףʹȴʵġǻѪ꣬틻"˯...˯˻Щ...Щ"ϧ̧ͷ틣ΡΡ֣Ǿµò١
"......"΢Ц"..............."ûвҪ............ͬõɰ㣬ϧЦۣůĻ˯틺ᱧе꣬ڴϣһЩСġ˯꣬΢΢ƺһҸΡ
틴ĿһؿɷƣǴ֣Сƣսԭ......Ҫ١
ǸϸԼĺӡ
Ǹ϶Լ΢Цĺӡ
ģ
һݼ۵ů
һٵĿᡣ
ԡɡԡڡ
ˮͻŶ룬ǰзһЦ"ˮҽԴŮӷǲ̫׵ɩ"ɫɲ԰ףȴûԭȵĲ̬"Ǻ......øл틣Ҫ飬ֻɥȪ
"ҩأ"ˮ΢΢һ٣ɻ"ʲҩ"ᣬüͷ"ˮĪǻ......"
"ҩأ"Ǿ䣬ŭ"ˮҲ˶ܻң"
"ҩ"ˮɫƽЦ˿ֻҪ˽˶ףˮƵŭǰЦ֮¡"֪"ת"ˮҽںˣذɣ"
һգۣˮѾڷ覸ǰ͵ˣֻˮ"覣С˼ˮף"̾Ϣҡͷ"ֶŮ²Ҳˣͱ¥ӣҪʰ......"
"㩤ˮƣٺ˵ҿûйԼЦ"ͻأˮǰץ覵⣬覴󾪣ȴ޷ѣֻܺ޺޵صЦӡˮ"ֶŮҪǲͿҩĻ˫װ۵־òúü飬Ըӻȥţ"
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"ûС"ףЦˮؿûԣȵ"Ҫ㣬ҩ"ֻ΢΢һЦӻͳһСҩ裬ˮƻûӦСҩͱ븹С

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ˮŭЦͷһ"Ǻǩ治ڤŮ˿ɺ޵ý"覸߰ͷȴɪɪˮЦЦ춶覶ʱеһ⣬ŲȥǿЦ"ˮ㲻ɱҩ"ֻҪȫһƴˮƲ䣬ҲЩʤ㡣
ˮƻǰյ"ѽѽ......ֶŮ£ɱ...Ǻǩ鷳...ˮĳļ"ҪƣȴױˮƿסʹˮȻЦһʱ亹ֱ޺޵"...ɣ"
"⻯ɢˮĳǶϵģ˭ˮĳةԷüӹˣûʲЧãɶԸһЩֻЩèƤӣͦõġ"ˮֺǺǵǺһգҧͷ
"......"ˮ̾˿"ҪˮĳѪǽҩ"覴һ͵ˣ"...ҩֻһš""㲻ܶңΪֻ......"
"֪틵㡣"
ˮüһ覼"ѾŸףֻһ֪Ҫ...Ҫһʲ̣ˮƣҺ᲻ģӶͬȥң׾Ҫˡ"
ˮȻһòŵ"ڤ...Ҫܣڤ²ˡ"覼ˮѾҡвϲ"ˮƣ㵱Ϊֻ㷽ҽ"ҧµ"ˮƩҲģҲԸ틵Ѿйȥ...һҹ..."
ĳ覼ˮһĵɵ"á"ãˮƵ"ң틵ܡ"
"......"
"˵ڤˮĳһҹ᣿"ˮЦ"ǰ...ˮĳ࣬ܺúһۡ"覶˶٣ŵ"ǩ"޴ɵз틶ǴʱԲĹãȻ"࣡ģ"
ˮͻ"죡"һ㶣"ˮĳԸ˵᣿֪ΪڤˮĳˮҶˣ֪ΪڤˮĳϧΥѵӲǽϵϣ...Ƿ޹ƣҪһˣһҲ"俴ǰһʵӣ漴С"Ҫ뿪뿪ף...Ҫһߡ"
ˮһЦ"ԭһ嶼Ӳ"覽ס¶Ц"ˣӲֻһˡ"ҪתˮƷʵ"ҩɵСϵĽҩ"
ˮƣƺѾƣ֡"㲻֪᣿"
ˮüͷЦ"ҩ"
"ģ"
仰ˮͷЦ"ֻǿడǶѣة"
ˮҡΣ૵"ǰ......нҩѾȡѪҲǰװ˷ˡ"γѰ㣬ˮƻ˻ԴǸѪ꣬ԼΪʱ˵ģֻǱһ˿ϣ˽ҩоЩ
ǰյ飬վ...վһƬƵģǵֲһȥˡ.........ǵԼĵʱˡؿڣƺǾʹҪǷڤû˵ĻĴҪˡ
ɵСӣǶ......
ԡɡԡڡ
ƣϣ틽ţټ˿ûһ˿틸ĶȴףҩʯЧһԣЦ
"ʱֻСͷҿ᣿"˵"ǣʱýȻӰȦףԭ֮ûϵӰ̴̫"
"֮ᣬ°굤㽻ȴֱ"֣ҿӣ£ӣɲµİ̺ۣ틸ϸϸ"ʱҺңҺ㣬ȴԼ뿪"
"Ҷֱ㲻㣬Ҷ̣㲻......""ϧĵ֪...ûбҩ...ֺ...Լ...㡣ҲҪ...ҲҪɲĸĺ......"
ϧӣ틲ʡ"ǣ첻ѡԣҸޣ"һ˿틼"ܶΣɱ㡣ǣû......"ڷϧ"Һ㣬᲻ˡ"
"᲻÷ſ㡣"Ц"ԣ㲻ҪҪһ㵽ҵġ"ѵĴϣݺӡ£·ѾѾãǴֲڵĴУȴһһεԼղܡѾˣѾˣǵԭѾٿŵãվԼġ
ᣬһ׹
틶Խ٣ϧܵ𶯣ۣǲ壬̧ؿˡݵ˫ָ߸߾𣬻˵ĲӣССӿ˹ȥϲõ"......"ůȴϧ˫΢һʱɵһʱѡ"˯...㡣"
У껺ҡͷСģ˲۵ľٶ
Ҳ
ãɳƵ"Ҫ...˯..."ҡͷ"᲻...᲻......"
ˣͲĵ......̰ȡůأ˼򵥵Ҹ
ֱ˯˹ȥ틾ͻ߶һˣ˹£С"ү׻Ѿ꼳ǣ׻Ͻ⡣"
틽ǿϧ"ʲ"
"˵...Ҫү黹..."̧Ǵ꣬͵վ"......"
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"С㣬ȥ......"һŮŮӣŮ˫ͨ죬۾Ͱ͵ؿǰͼڣҧ촽òŮĽʿǹУΪ׵Ĳ˧￴ǰ̾һ󲽣ţ"үѾһˡ"
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ϾˣǷսȴڸչڷڣʳҲֺδʵ˵ǡ˷ѶķҲ⣬ս³ԽٶǷ˼
"......"
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Ǻӵ·ͱүԼӲն᣿
ڣɢĴƣɢĳˮ꣬˻˯һҲϵĺ۾ʪһֽһְؿڣƺһһȳѪȾ˳ˮ
"ٿˣ"ʧ̬𣬾ղŤĿδֹݵӣӡȥؿ˻ʼδۡãĴֿ˫۽ꡣͻֿһһ̲ѪǵϡǳϤѪζһ˷ܷ񣬿˻һ
꣬һԾ˰ùӣḲϡӵе꣬ϣϵ࣬ļաǣɳĬ틱һˣˮֿʼðļգ껹ûתѡۿˮˣһȶֻ
콥һ̾ʱŲ"ϡ"ˮƵһű󳨿ˮɫҲòĶȥЦǰԵ"ǲɫ᣿"
˻е꣬"Ѫˡ"ˮϵ㣬"Ѫ˳Ǻõġ"Ц"ϣ°ɣøʩˡ"ãûж"......"ˮƴߴٵ
"......"״ΣǰϾƣ""ǰ......Ͳ֪⺢ӵ䣬ӿˡ"ʮǲ"૵ᣬ΢Ц"Ǻǩˡ"ԼΣָó......ʱԼҲûúñ̫гݺݾˤȥʱĿ˿̾
"......"ˮص...Ҫ᣿ˮüܾǰԼһο⺢ӣһ£ųǽСӣ˺ۣĺۼ틣飬̫᣿
틷ֱ꣬Լˮơƿ¶ѿ˰̣ƺʾȹģǶϷ˵¡ˮƴԼЯڣһ룬һĲӴȥ
ģ޺۵Ѫˮüͷҧһһ롣أ͵һ˫틵ỽ"......"ǵ˵ζֻ֣꣬ȴеĿܡͷһƣᡣ
"............"ƾ"......ϧ............"ҡͷݵض"............ϧʹ........."ʧһһ䣬˾ġ"......Ҫ...ϧ......"־壬"...ҲҪ...ϧ...ϧ...й............"
ˮһ틽ӵ꣬͵ش"Ҳ"һ"Ҳ㲻ˣ"틶ؿ꣬Ƽֻɻ
"......"ϧҡͷ"...ǵ............"ϧૡͷؿ˻ҧ"㿴ǲ"ϧ̧ǲƷ˵ľ٣ͼڣһ̺ۣȴԾ忡աһ...һ......
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󻺻㕄˸վֻϸµС"ǲǶ᣿...̫......"֣ʣ"սͬ᣿"
ʱ"ǵʹ߱ɱˣֻһ˫ֻ"̧ɱ⾡֣㕄Ҳòʡ"ɺ...ɺީ"ͺ㕄Ϊ֮һԴӻħҲ......Խб
"......Ǹ书...ˡ"
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ҹˮֳϢԽȵ١ԶŮһվ£һתͷƼˮƴԶԶЦŮӲϲˮ߽ûκЦݡŮӺЦ"֪ˮǺû"
ˮƵɫ𽥲԰ףص"ƾʲҪˮĳ㣿ң˵λǵĶǰ"ʮǰһһҹ֮ɱȻֶμݣͯ򽣴֮ࡣ"ˮǧȷ"
"ˮĳȥ"ᣬɵСӱ㻹һ꣬굤ҩͶ໥УҪǹ滹ɵСϵĶӦǽ˵ġϣû޽ҩĶŮӯӯЦ"ˮ֪ǱҸס"һݣ"ֶŮ룬òҪ˲˹ĳ"
ˮƾĬŮӱͷ"ٹ£бɵصƹض룬׼ѻָһ¶ǰƤǡ"ˮһ𣬶ᾹǺЦŮӲüЦ˸еһĺ⡣"...Цʲ᣿"
"...Ǻǩ"ˮ̧"ˮĳֻǾú棬׷ڤжͣҵǣҲã˶һġ"ˮ˦˦ӣŮһ࣬"ѵҪѸף"ˮһĬȻŮӲ"Ҫ߷틣ҽԻǷӽ¡"
ˮתͷͷ¡"ˮĳ߷틵ġ"ǣԼһΰ˰......"°·ߣǹǰָģ"ŮӳỺͷˮƽӵ""ŮЦЦ"ס"
ˮһ䣬"СֶŮɲˮĳġÿԸԸ뿪ףɽ֡"һЦ"ߣǷ峤ҪȥԼǰ̡"
"Σ"ŮӿЦ"ˮǻжúܣ᲻ҡ"
"Ҫһżкã"ˮƵ̾ŮЦ"⻰ǸúͷǷ˵᣿ֻ֮Ҫ硣"

"覣֪ģˮĳһҪ㡣"ˮƿŮӣܺ벻...ߵ׻ȻǵԼм֮Ե仪ӡ
ͻأٵĽŲˮ̩ȻŮںӰ֮УһȺʿˮƣ˸Ҿ"ˮҽмʲ״"ˮüʣ"£"
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ˮۼ⣬ƼǰѪա"Ͽˣ"틱Ŀſ˻ķϧ"Ѫˡ"ˮæǰ틵ϵĽ죬һǵĲ˧""˧һ٣틺޺ҧ"ҪǣռĿ"
"лʾȫնɱ"
ˮư˼⣬틴˿̵оȻʧ˷ִ磬ߣٶ˳Ӱ⡣
"үΪⲻס"˧ͻصȴһɣæЦ"첻Լͷ"һӣȵ"£"Զԣֻܷ׷¡
ˮǰΪϧȴԽͷ"˺ܶѪ"틿С꣬"Ѫ"ˮüʡ틵ͷתҪȥȡˮƵ"£ˮĳȥȡЩ"ɫҰ׵꣬ˮĹâ
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ζǿɬġƺǶλСĺᣬԵģŮĻ䣬ʱǶ˵Ц̡ĺӣֻҪԼݺһɣĺӣǱ΢ųĺӣ¶С΢Ц
ˮƽһϸСͲξϦ"ˮĳ͵׻ǣǵ......ؽ׻ǳУ˵......"ˮư̾Ȼһʯ֮ơ
"ҪˮĳӦˡ"

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һҹߣϧһΣȴΪԭΪѾ嵭Ѫζȫֻп־壬һŲȥ틷һ͵һǵ"....................."ϧѪζǿҵؿ
ǲݵڻˣڷڴ޹㣬һֱŨҵζԼҲü틷ˡͷŷַϧѾ˯˹ȥȴ΢΢֣ȴק틵䡣ʱ䣬üͷ濪ħƵأסǿݵ֡Щ䣬ĦֲڵĴУͬŮӵȴʵ
ҹԱĿϧֿ˼һֱڵҹδۡϧϣ틱ȥţͼǰһŮӣԣǵˣС˯¡Ůӵ۽ǣ۵ա
΢΢һ١
틶磬ǲǲˣΪʲ᲻ȥأ
磬ͷ......ҪǣҪˣͿš
틶磬ǲǲˣ
......ۣ㿪źòã
"......"
ŮӶ˶ۣǰˣǸ߸ԾǰˣƵ"........."Ůӣ겻ͬ"磬ǲ˽ҩǺӲŻģ......"Ļ⡣"֪......"˵Ůǿˮȴ"Ĵ"
"..."ƣһЦŮӵʱ¶Цݡ
Լᣬġ۷ͷ˯꣬ؿ......΢΢ʹΪھ.........
˵ıӰܵ˵ߣϧæۡƺŮõЦϧؿڻһ
...Цúܿ.........
ϧᣬӵļ䣬Ժ......
ȫܵýѾŲӾ䣬䵽"ȿ........."ѹ...ԼѪ˿˳£ᣬѪˮ䡣
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ٶʱûĸоϧѵգգۣ˿ܡ»䷱ͬξУʵĹ¼šϧ˶̧ƺʲᣬʧ
źһˮƷش˽ƼѾ׵ز׽Ŀ־塣Դѵġ"ᣬ᣿"
ϧһֻܻҡͷĻȴˮЦ"ϧڱӵˣǽᡣ"ˮʵǶЦԤУһ٣Ƶص˵ͷˮﰵͲ÷ᡣԡˮһ"Ϊ˹زȴһֻرҲޡֻҪһᣬͱԶԶȥڽűߣʲҲǡ"
"ͲԹ᣿"ˮ˸âϧ죬䡣ҡҡͷ......ˮ̾Ϣǰȥḧϧͷ­"ˮĳ......ܲԹ......"ڤˮĳΪ㣬嶼Ҫ˺......
"ᣬ뿪"ˮƽҩڵϣһء"ˮĳ뿪"ϧһ٣ǲԸˮģߡˮ׷ϧ˼ҡҡͷ"㻹Ҫʲ᣿м飬Ѿࡣ""ѵҪۿǳ᣿"
ϧ㶡
ܾǰһΡЦܺãᡣ˵˵......ӡӡǣκܿˡȻᣬ˵......˵......
ΪΣҪûĻ㲻ҶȥΪҪ㵮£ȴ
......
Ҫס

һֱǡ
ǶŵġǱġ
"Ը뿪......"뿪ſˣ...Ӧǻ⺢Ӻáʣӣˮƿ۴㶵ķϧ......Ϊ˻ѣΪ⺢ӳġ틸ܺͷ観ףԼӦףģЦǣԸڹ
ûɱԼϧ......ΪԼô
ûɱ˷覣Ϊ......СֶŮƤǾ㡣
ҲˣԼòӦ׻ҲˣҪ⺢뿪틡ףڷǸ߳⺢Ӽ֣......Ǻܶࡣ
"Ը뿪"
ϧ䣬ɫ԰ˡ......ԼˣῪİ......ԼԼ......
Ϊʲ...Ĳ...
ʲᶼǡ

"......"
ͻأű𿪣ˮæһˣŶһ١ֻһ޺ˣƳˮơᣬĿͣھ㵵ϣɫӡͺ
"㲻뿪"ǣͬްȡ
"ҵģ"

90

틽պͲ˧һգȴǰ಻²³˱˵ظ˹ԭˮ֮طȻ...ȻǺߡ޵ǣǺӴӦˣ틾ԼؿڣƺһѻգĿ־֮ʱһ١
"ȥ"ˮƺȵˮЦЦ˸Ҿ첽뿪ȥǰ޵ضԷϧһɫսսϷšһ˫ֱϻҵꡣ
...Ҫ뿪ԼԼҪĺӣȻȻҪ뿪Լ틲꣬㵵ؿԼСĵشͷС틸Ϊ˳ȴ͵һһ䡣
틵ֽڰУ꺦µأֻͷѾǵһΡڴͷ׵ƿѾ档ݰݵӣѾ㲻ϺÿŮǺĹɣڷѹʱѾȥֻǵǣϣȥǲϹ顣
ϧǾˣ"......"΢΢һ٣"ٽһ顣"
"..."˿"ٽһ顣"
"......"............"ٽС"
"...ȿ........."ϧʧ틽СӵڻҧѪɫĴеѪζ"........."ϧŵˣЩȻؿԼϵˡ틵֣̽½ݹ᾵ӣᰮϧѾȫ
"........."ҿǿɵӣ£ϧµƾƵƵҡͷϤһУԺӿ֡һһεĲֱ̣ĶԴһΪҹ귽֪Ҳġµģֻпɬʹ
ΪϲסԼΪ......Լ
ǵỊ̧֮̇ʣŷֻʣ¾ҧ"᲻뱻᣿"Ц"ǣѾ˱ˣ"һڣ틱޲Լһ⡣ȴûзϡͻش"ӿǱˣ"
ϧŵһǾı˺ݺ˸ߣ"ǲ"ϧûӦѾӭ˹ķ˿롣ϧڷ˿ʱѾڴϡ틵ѾƵ"Ҳ"ᣬ޺޵"һɱһɱ"ḧϧӣȥǸɱβ틲üȴƲס̽˽ܴ
ϧԽ͵һȣһѪڷ틵ϡһ㶣æ꣬˲࣬ڴߵĽȡ÷ϧһȦڻ"ҵģҵ......"е궯˶틸ķ˿"ϧ"
zyzz
Ӣ˷緢꣬ǰӣһãȻ"ΪҪ˴æ"ⲻ̫᣿ԴһֵӲǴ˽һǩͰ֣ͷԼûƼͻæ׼ǣҪǱսıӪکZǡ
"̫Σˡ"
һ䣬"ԲҪȥ"ᣬҲ꣬ĺʿӱȥ㕄˲ɫ࣬ݺݻޣȥǿҵĲ......
ڽ꣬ȴȸԾġ
ϧҪϧ˩
ϧ......
Ѿǿˡ
ҿ......Ա㣬κ۸㡣
ϧ...ҲҪҪˡ
Ҫ㿴ңңҵ
...ǵ

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Щ޴ؿǰˮƣ˻"ʱ̱ѣһָ"ϵ˫ͨ죬ѵҡҡͷȴ˵ˮƲЦ"Ĵ......ˣɻ᲻ʣ"
һ˿ʹȴ𽥷ЦݡҪˡף뵽˴Ὺʼ...ٿ......޵Ц̣ŮӣĳʹҪˣͻҸ˰......
һ˼ˮϸס걯飬ֹȴԼ˵ĽʱӲߵĻ븹СˮЦ"Ҳã뿪틣ҲΪá"ñȷѪ꣬¾ӢţʤԶᡣ
̣ݣ¡
꣬Ǻ޷Ϊ֮...
"ã²ɳ٣ڽ"
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ҹ틱㲻֪ʱƮȻ룬ɷϧۡ꣬Цֽɴʣŵߡ˫ۣӡ궯˶ֿʼԣƺƽҡæ֣ͨ˳һӵָ꣬ڱϣ
"ۡ"ϧʹþůĻۣͬհˣһ"........."΢΢Щ¡̰ͼǷݲԼģԼõ顣
ȴһ̣ڻСãá̾˿ȴ÷ϧ......ů......εĻܲ...ܲγһЩͲԸ.........پһЩ...ҲҪǵ
¡
䲻ͻؾ𽣣ϧڻϧһ̧ʱѾһȺ˴˽Ϊ׵һŮޡЦһƣһɰ˷ӿ룬һʱ˫ݡ
ӵ˻еķϧǰŮһݣ틣Ѿȴһ̣ӷͷһתֱֱϧ΢΢Խֱޣȴһ̣΢΢ɶһ٣еķϧѾŮȥҧŮеıȴǶ׼˷ϧĲӡ
"ս߹£"Ǳ틷ŵˣŮѾѪ˿ϧʮԶˣһ͵ش"뿪ң"ٽŮȵ"ſ"ŮһЦ"ð"
꣬"ǻҪҪҪߣ"틵ĿϧЦˣҡҡͷŮЦ"ս......"
"Ѫϴ˾ͽһңɱҵã˷Ŀ......"Ů޺˵"ҽթ"˫糺죬Ů͵֣"ҽձҪĶ"ϧǾҪµıޣۡ......
"ϧ"ͻأѪĽѾһӻС틿ӣٽ"ҡ"ȴЦӵе꣬ϧرͷƼϣǰŮƺ룬ŮѪ
̧Цա"ϧ...ϧ......"Ӻᣬȴʱϧһ˿־壬͵رܿӼԼϵǡ
"ҩ"틷ŭѾϵԾṦѾǳܼ틶亹ֻܲЦ"ү֪⻯ɢ..."틺޺ӣһ˿ޡ"ү...ȻԸϧãΪΩΪλҪϧΪΣΪβϧø"
һ԰׵꣬һݡ"틣֪ϧˣΪ㣡""꣬ϧ...ϧϧˣ"ͻһ٣Ӽ"ϧΪ㣬ӣ٣㩤ȴ˹"
"ϧ...ϧƫǱҸɵ...ģֻǸŮˣȴ"꣬ڻУĺӡȫ㣬ʹ˺ѵˣڻĺ......
ӻе꣬ΪԼ...꣬ݹĺӱӵԼǰΪʲû֣Ǻϵ״...ǺӣȻ˦ǺӣǿȴǻԼĺӡ
һһΣСĺӣŪһһΣֽǺ±ߡ
......
һͷԼĺӣڿԼʱСĵЦԼδŽı΢Цݡ֪ʱЦѾԶȥ
"......"̧"ңҩ""ҩ"
ӺһЦ"үϧѾˡ"
֣˦䡣ת˲ټķֻ·틺ͼˡæǰȴƾεǽ⣬ֻ͵ذס
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ˮεӶߺ΢΢Ĳ÷ϧۡ"ϧϧ"Ļף۵ȴǹɫ΢ĵƻȴ˾ôۡ"ϧˣǲǶˣһ̰......"
ݵֻʣ¹ǵ꣬ۿеͣȵ"ȥ׼ЩԵġ"תۿֵ꣬"ŪЩϧϲ"ӵ꣬ŵѾȥȡ֮ȴ޵顣;£ټķֻ´ϵĶˡ
ϧЩӵشܣĿ⽥Լӡֻ"ϧһ̣Ȼص׻ǣǧ"ƵģڷϧľĦͻأϧǵϵѪգŮֿ˫֣......̧
"......"͵һеֳ˻
"ϧ......"˶١ϧ˫ۣ૵"Ѫ...Ѫ......"Լ˫֣һЦ"ϧûѪ"꣬ϧһܿǿ֡"ϧ..."
"Ҫ...ȿ......"ҡͷͷŲȥ͵վ㣺"ˣϴ֣Ǹة"عͷЦЦ"ϧĪ¡"ֽһԵˮ裬"ǵģˣϧ¼Ѫأ"
ãӷתͷ˫֣Ѿ죬ƤƼгĿ־壬㶣߽꣬ڴǰ"ϧң"ǿݵС֣͵һ̧ϧ԰׵ɫ"ңң"
ϧ֣ȴڡᣬ̧𣬷ϧֱĿϧֲڵ֡˫ʱǲʹ"ϧҪҺòã"
ָֺõ࣬ŪẬڿСϧһϧʹָһݺֻۡЦǰ˷ϧԸӵ˻е˶"ϧة"ϵỊ̇ϧ˿̲ſ塣
һԶõļ䡣һӣЦ⣬Լ˫֡"ϧ"
"..."ϧ૵ȴڶһ١"ϧ...ָˣ"ϵЦݻ"ϧϧָˣָˣ"ϲӱ꣬ЦòġһЦȥֵֻ"ϧָˣǩ"
׽Ƿϧļ磬ϧ"ϧǲǲǵˣǲǣ"ƺҪϧЩãȻؿҡҡͷЩųػ˻"........."
ҡ֪ͣϲǱֻؿꡣ
"......"ϧǵãԼõĸ磬Ǹ˸磬Լʹʱ򣬶Լ˵Լҩĸ硣Ҳ...ҲԼ˵ĸ硣
ϧѾûǳ飬ϵЩ롢µɫϧˣø˲᣿Ҫϧĵˡǣ......ϧ᲻ֻԼֻԼЦԼϧϲ...ү
ϧܣ"........."᲻£......֪һѳϧ"ܩ"ǰסǿķӣΣ˽ϧȥ
үҲСУ
ϧѾģİûϧ
"......"ϧЩػعǿѹڷӣ"ϧûϵ...ֻҪߣһãֻһ˺á"ӵЦݣȻġϧЩµرͷȴӽקѾʼۡ
Ƿϧɬʱϼ֣ЦԽᡣףϧϧһ٣ǴѾӡϤȴİĴУϧһҪܣȴر̶ᡣ
ԼõĽӴۣԸֱÿڸֱò޼ɵ̽ϧǴֲʷǳ"ϧ..."ֻζɼ˫糺죬̱Լ˷ϧ
"ϧ...ҵ㡣"ߵȴһ̣"......"һһ˿ݣ"㻹ү"
"........."ϧᣬ޻Ҫ...ǾѪӰϧᣬ.........ԼࡣǵãԼһμСĵץӣȴ͵ػӿԼײǣǵú.........
ֻ˵һ䩤ࡣ
......
"ϧҪҡ"ӵеķϧ"......"ЦЦ"ү...Ҫˡ"
£ϧһ˵ˡ

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"Ѿ嶼սĪ˰ɣȻֻZǣֻҪ￤ͼ壬Ҫȡս׼¡"
ɫ԰׵˻̧Ŀݺɨ˷ŷĺһۡǺæ"˺㡣"ڵİ˲˰亹""Ӱ˳ǰ¡
"̺һ£"ҧ"°²"ͻأ˰ϵֽ򣬺ݺȥӲ˼աһ۵Ѫۣ˴""˶٣㹭ٲȥ
ȴȥ֮ǰƳһۡ
ɽᣬȷ˵ϢҹգֻһֻӥϿڽͣ¡СȡǩͰɨǿӵľǩ͵һ㶡ԶԶԾ˸ƻĸ¥ૣ"ү......Ƕү......"
̨ϣϷӳӡ̨ǰȴͣһ˫ֻһԣϵꡣɺѪɫȴǳ˫̨ۣϵϷ俴ףȴʣҲЦݡԭǺЦ꣬ĿֻϷ̨أӵЦȥ
ϧ......𣬶ԼЦ......
ۿ̨ŨױĨϷӣЩ¼ˣƾʲܵõϧЦݡ"......Ǻ...ȿ......"ȴǹЦСδϷ裬סϲáϧϾԣСʱΨһ±Ǹɻֻǵ÷լϷ̨Լǲÿġ񣬱Ŀתؿѹʡ
"£"Ϸ̨ϵϷӷ׷һ٣ϧ̧˫Ѫӣ͵һ㶡"ϧ...Щã´㿴Щġ"Ķϸ΢Ĳϧе˶ɫ԰ף̨ϵϷӡ˰һ
Ҫϧصý......ϧֻҪһ˾͹ˡ
ӴˣûټһϷӡ
ϧϣ춻µ˫ţ۵ࡣȻѾ֪ϧ˫ѾУȴԸԼϧ......Ѿ֪ٴΣ̽ϧӣԽӣḧǰݵļաףࡣ
"ϧ......"ϧ̧ϵỊ̇۽ǿķ۵ȡ"ϧ"ƵظĴӵһ̣ϧһ٣ܵرͷ˫ƾܡ΢΢һ٣ؿǾܾԼ꣬񽥽ʹ
"ϧĪ¡Ҳǡ"ϧ˫֡"ȿȩ"ϧ˫ȴ΢΢Ҫӵ֡ǱصѪȣϧҲ࿵"......Ҫ...Ҫ......"ַſˣϧӣ֪Ǻ£۵÷
"ˢ"վ"㲻ϧ"ϧ...ϧԼЦᱧԼ"㲻ϧ㲻ǣ"ϧϧµͷССͷ­΢΢ҡһҧСӣԵҧǸѵĴ꣬ûǿҧ
ϧʹֻܺµñ˫ۡ......"ۣҲүǣ"µ᣺"㲻Ҫˣһ......㲻Ҫˣòã"
"ϧǲǺʹ"ϸϸ׵ĴѾʼڡ"ϧ㲻Ҫˣ......"ԼƲס˺㡣
"ϧ...ϧ......"
"ϧ...ϧϧ"
"쩤򣡣"
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"үһж׼׵ˡ"
"ʮӦŮ˸·ߡ"
"ɽׯ̽ӻرƺʿӦٵĽɱЩĵɡ"
аȵˣλеĽ˸Ѫ⡣˫һӣ׶ġɢϢӸµؿսսˡǳᣬԽŭǴ˺üˡ״򽣴Ŀȫǡ
"͡"
վǰͷĲ˧£ֻ"úӾϣӰѡ"
""
ǰ¡"ү"
"Ҫ㣬ȡ·ڤ׼"΢΢һΡ
ѪЦ"Ҫ֣׻ǡ"

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틻ưõԺӣĿӹǳĺ档ֻһۣƿȴͣǺߣ̧ǰ츩ϥǸĲݵءѹ޳ָ֪ǷǺӵۡ
߽ڣسԴ˵ĴϡܾǰŮ΢ЦӡѾЩģǵı죬틴˿뵽ģֻСӰӣ¾ɵıӣҹɪˡˡʹˣҹҹ
߷Щѣ£Ůϲʽ߽۵СӰŮСϼ֡ϸ룬ȷ̫ʽ...Ǻϲʲ᣿ѭ䣬ȴ֣ǰĸԼĺӣϵǵ͵ȵ̷̵ݣԼ衣
ϴ÷׵ѣϵ࣬ˣЩûˡ
ϸƣƳڴڲƣ΢΢һһľżżɵЦԼ֣߸߾Էż
...ǵ.........Ƿϧ......
ǵ...Ƿϧ......
......
̧͵ת
һˡ
Ƕżսٸߣƺܸܵǲ¶ȡ"Сϧ"ĺૡ
"ү"
ۣһƣڵ˱ʶȤ¡ڣڱʵͷӼǷ߽ǣ"п̽ˮĳ"틵Ҳգվǰӡ
ˮ̾˿"......ˮĳˣϹֿڵġ"һˮϵЦѾȥ"Ǻʱ֪µļƻ"틾ĬǲмˮƿЦ"ҪˮĳҲͳȫˮĳˮĳЩɺã"
ãɳĬϵⲻ
ˮҪ֮ʣ틻""ˮһ١"˾֣ΪĻϡ"
"......"ˮͻһ㶡"覻ҵȱҲǳ......"ˮƽ"÷ҵǶ֣Ϊö߷観ڵİӰѭͲͼ......"
"һʱϷǺһģһŮˣΪöΪδ"ˮƳһЦ"֪ᣬΪգԭΪһʧ......"
틱ͷ"ȷ˼ҪѾͷûŪʲ鷳һֱȥҲǺõġ"ˮһ٣틼"ƼΪص˱ߣҲ룬ҪȥҲ......"ΪֻҪӵԼԼҲһֱǺ......
"......"
ˮ"ǷȴĽɣ"΢ˮЦ"ΪδɵʵȴǼӣ"
"ٰ裬ĮȴַŲƫҪߡ"ˮͻɫһ䣺"úϧֳնʹǰƵŮˣΪȴ׵ĺӣȴǺ"
"Ǻӣ֮ɳҪǺӶԳе㣵֮ࡣ"ˮ"ǺΣǺڳһ󣿺......Ǹ¼ҩҪʱůп޵Ķӡ"
"סک"
ĽˮưĲӡգѾŤ"סססڣ"
"......"ˮ˿"ǺҲѪģˮĳ䲻࣬ȴ濴Ǻӵġ"Ц"һƬģڽ£ζҲ֮ǺӣӦǴСԿ......Ҫǳ治ܷһЩ......"
"οο...ǺʣµӣҲܾĥ"
ҧʣ"꣬Ķ...ģ..."ս틵Щˮ΢΢һ㶣ὥЦ"Ϊة"
"˵"
ˮ˿"쿪ʼˣ׻Ӧÿչ˺ɵСӵ......"ؿˮƣֻǰӻͷ"Ƕ֪᣿"͵һ٣ʹԼ......
"...Ըģ......"
ˮƿ틣˫˵ķš......"Ǻӣһˣ͹ˮĳǰˮĳѳϵĶ......"۷틣"ȫ"
һϵĽڵϡ
Ϊʲ᣿ΪʲҪˣ
Ĺľߣصڵϣ档ݺȴûзᣬԼ߿ǺǰʬƲǺӡ𾪵˫ۣİǱ˵ĺӡ
"Ǻ׻󣬰굤죬Ᾱ໥ƣˣǻҲ΢ӳˡ"

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ĵڣ̻ԻͣȴһſڤеĽʿ޲ͦһףɫĬȻӣžĬȴͬףɫĮӰ̽ӣ֪ȴҲ˼һ٣ջߣȴҲĲȺս
"Ϊս书Ҳвʮ˿̱Ҿҵ"ԵĽԽ˵Խܣʿ׷׸ϣλ˾Ĭڤüͷݵƣ˼ɣʹϿȥǳӮʤս
틵......
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һЦ°ͣͷһǡʱ˫գһƳʩκһЦݡ
ûͣκһ̣ǿӱޣ㕄ͷ׷ƫƫǸϲϡе̴ѾԶԶ˦ͷ㕄ҧѾʼ졣""ǰӽǵһƳֻޣ˿ûеȺ˼
ҹ˳ǡδ磬첽߽᷿Ůսսع£ɴʱ˽ŲĻӳڴϵϡ"ϧ......"ϵֻۣǿŲŲӡ
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ϧ΢΢һỺҡҡͷЦ̵ϧۡ"ᣬϧһˣŪЩ£ÿ춼ϧ"һֱһֱ......
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......ͲҪ......
ʹӳ˫ӨĺϵЦݽȥ׽Сѹ¡ϧƺû⵽ֻǳĬؿߵĺ򣬺䡣ϢƵڷϧĶϣϲط֣µ˶ûоܾ
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ϧü޶˶תͷǰԵѾϧһʹ΢΢ϵӣͬɿĹ衣ϸϸƷĴøһҩζҲȡͷϧĴǡأĲӣϸϸ͸ѣ
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"ϧſ۾òã"԰׵Ĵ˫ִۣزԸ˿ɢһң˫ЩףԼںޡתۣݺݵһеĴ򣬺ȵ"ϧΪʲỹûѾˣǩ"
"...Ϸ⡢λүǼģǳУϷϷ򲻸Զ϶"Ϊ׵ĴǰսսһϹͷüɢܡ
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е˶һҲ
أЦݡ"ǺãϧԸҾɱЩϷһʱһ"תͷŷԵĴһЦ"ˡ"ϴһ٣ӲƷ磬ȥϴ״£ñɫϣ˲Ϣѡ
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վ...վү᣿ﷺ̵ɬ˸ȴǶʻ𡣼ϧۣǿѹгªǿЦݣ"ϧ......"ϧ
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׼
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˻˶"һлõ......"Цȴ͸"һлõģֻҪһЩʱգϧ㲻ˡ"ʱϧֻҵˡϣֲս
"ϧĪ¡㵽Ҿ㵽......"
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ϥֱϵˡҹǾգһ˿ƣպ˪Ƴ˽һۣ"˷ڤ"ߵף"үŹ£"
俴۽"᣿ʮ꣬ӾͲϵ᣿"
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"죡"һӣһƺߣ³Ѫ
"¡Ը......ү......"
俴˧ɤţ"ү"ţǽҲûܻ䣬ǰ°ݵ"һжͬƻУһʧ"˧һг񣬷틳
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ǰϿӣ˫񡣲һе......
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"ү......"
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"ү"˧̾˿"ǵģүǺ......"
"үǸ֮飬Ǹ֮İ"ǸɵЦֻ꣬ү塣ʹ׵£֮ǰȴҲҽ߿Բµһ𾪣תΪĬȻҲԣûʲǰˣοֻǵ׳
"........."Ļ⣬֪ΪΣﷺСЩ...֪ģ᣿ڼУǶڽĺӡߣ̵ıٶԼʱǺЦ
...ʹ...һ飬Ӻﻬ䡣ǺɹЦȿ޸ѿЦݡԼЦݡ
վ𣬷ؿڼϢ"ү"˧ǻֻ틻˻֡"...Ҿһ"......˧Щڣ֪ˣ㲻үǺӵ˼......

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Ƴ۰ϵľĿ˳΢ĵƻһҹߡսڼֻ˸ߣֻʱ졣ˮ˿ȣҹ紵溮ĺĿϣĶЩĿϷ۵"¥"֣ˮ̾̾
"¥㡣"ˮ֪Ƿڤⳣõţ£"¥"µĲҵȻȫת˷ʱղ¡ü⻹ֵģ·ڤԸҲá
ʲ......ҲӲġ׻ӢţˮƲЦ˸ؿڣʹתͷĿϵģǰǰһͷ­ֻ°׹ǣϸȥӦߵͷǡˮˣ궾ȱˮؽף붫֣Ӳ÷˴衣ȱͼǷȨ޷ǾʿԤԣˮؽש
"...ڤ......"ΣҪĪǣҪͬˣһͿأ
꣬Ķ...ģ...
ˮƻ˻Σ΢Ļ⣬ȴյ˫Ŀۡҧҧ......һӣԼǵȥᣬ춰ңһʱĶ
һأڣ틶Ǻġ
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ϵ껺ۡãȻؿ˿ܵĻһˡתۣǰӺһƺ߻ȴ̵ĻϧˡЩûõķ......
һԵİϣǸ⡣ϧڴߣĿתᶨأڴֻ²Ҷþáǿӣ˴ڵϡվЩһһȥÿ쳣˴ߣѾýǺ
ƮµҶϧ֣ȴңԶ֣˻֦㡢ѿ֡
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Ǻӣ񣬻ʹϧӲ˲˿ģõİţڴǰĴլΨһõİšǵãʱһΣ......վںԶԶĵطСظԼǵʱԼܿģϱʹƺ˰㡣еĵ
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ȻᣬԼֻԶԶ......˵ģ˵ۡ
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"ϧ"ϧһǺӰ˽ԾɪӣƲͷ΢΢һ٣ϸСĶȫۡҲ˲䣬ϲó嵭ǰ꣬ļգ"תˣϧӲã⡣"ָ̳ۣЩס
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"¶Ժͷ......ǲǸк᣿"
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"ˣɲǵãԼͷ"ͻأ㕄𣬻ͷ͸ŭĺӰ"........."ڵϣ󻷹ֻһƬǽĴ"ˣ书־Щ"
"........."㕄޴룬"...֪........."תͷ㕄Цͬº͵ֳ"ˣȻ书нչΪЧʱ򣬱"
""ŵǹЦȴĮӡ"ΪΣĸĸս£ѩ޵""...Ҫ......"㕄ҡףɫѾҰס
"ˣϲĺӡ"˦䣬һ䣺"̰ɡ"
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ͷһż
"ү"ǲ˧"ү׼ˡ"ٿţޱ顣ͲԾͷһʣ"үô᣿"үĽ......ֻ틵Ƴۣ"Ѿˡ"
ţʱ򣬸ýˡ

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սѾãȴһǿ࣬Щ°յǽֵġ׻Ȣޣⲻ£ҥ֮ޣǸڵꡣ׻λһ֮ã壬Ӱˣս¹أķȺۣ˺档Ȩ׻ǣӿʱ˲֪ƵĻȷѪꡣ
ڵƻԻͣŻڴߣһɫܵWȣԵЩ롣ݻĵЦݣˮϵꡣǰݵСѪɫݵã΢΢˫ǰȴһƬģ
"ϧܲ"ϸġ"£ҡ"ϧϣᴹֶۣ˶˰ϧǵ˼ףһʱġֻҪ......Ǹˣϧֻпˣֻˡ
"ϧ˶˺ѣϧ˶ǺÿϧҪԣҪɵøĸġ"˵գתϵĽд򿪣óһWӣ˳¸߹󡣷ϧ̧ƣЦǰϧֻ˫ӽۣ΢΢
ϧֱǷϧϵ£¶˺۱鲼ӡϧɲµĳª̺ۣԽ"ʲ...ܵģܵġ"תۣļͷĳӡḧϣĺۼϧϵĺۼ
ͻأϧҵز˫ֻӣ"Ҫ......ǵ........."סǿݵ֣ϧ̧ͷϵ۵ݡʱƵģ"...Ҫ...ϧ......"ҪˡܾǰͲҪˡˣͲҪԼˡԼҪףҪԼˡ
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ϧ͵һҪ𣬿ѾԶ򴽡
ҹУһΡõΡ
μһӵһӡǵЦݣرӡܳСؿˡ
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Ӵ˴СսЦݡǰҸ㡣
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һذףңңǰͷͷ˧틵ıӰ˧һǰͬϣϧһе񡣰̾һҽͷ˵ġ
ͣתͷƳ˲˧һۣ"ͣע¡"ᣬٴλޣ衣˧룬үҲˣүģû......ЩɥصͷһƩӡ......ǰ˶꣬ӡǵʱµġ

"ү"׷ȥԽһƬ֣ŵϤζֻغʬ壬׵Ӱ˽"ү"틲һǺ˲伸⡣˧æǰ̣ǺǰǺ˿ѪаЦ틡"ս㡢⣬...ѡѾZ...ҡҡЦҡûδ޶𩤩"³һѪûϢ
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ǣףûٿԼһۡ
"ϧˣ"ȥᡣϧͷѩ

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ں磬ȨǰأһϵĿɬһԲǰȴҲԵ˾ƾࡣһֶеľƱ"墣ˡ"תһɣݺݵһơ"ٹң"˫ͨ졣"ӰȻǸɵС......ãɱǸ֣"
Ӱ˰̧ƼһͷڤٱЦæͷʾ⡣ļƻһʧ墶......
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"ϧϧˡ"еķϧϧ˶ڵ
ȩ˻Ȼδĳˣ
һЦ˲ġһ꣬Ǹ׻ġϵıʾ⣬ͣɫϣһЦؿǼŤתڤ΢ڤü˼꣬ǽ"׻۹治ͬˡ"
"Цˡ"ϧĺãֻһ֪Ƽڤĺ㕄ˣۿ죬ҧ´ǿ꣬ͬʢԼΪĵ޼
ֻҪϧ
"ϧҪˡ"ϧ۵ؿǲӡֻСƣϧ......ֻҪֻҪɹˣϧԶۻĳ
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......
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"틵ܣˡ"ڤЦ⡣ᣬơֻӰͽǰһҩƿϺõ
ڤǰķ틣"틵ܣȥɺã"񺮹һɱ⾡֣Ҫǰ"Ī"֪ʱӰָķϧ޷ӦֻǸӵ˻꣬"ϧ...ϧ......"
һ٣һȺ˲֪Ӻδ֣׷׾ٽ틡"ڤ"ݺݵضӰϵĽ"ҪҶ㩤"ڤЦȥһ˿ʹ"틵ܡ"漴Ц"ǺǩҲ㣬ΪǸŮˡ"Ϊҡ
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"ƿǶȱ֮Ѫʳ춳ˣҲǸ׵ߴģ֮Ѫ"
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ȻףưһӣСĵЦ......
֣һǣ񲱵ľڤһ٣"틵ܣ"ǰͻ틴""
ڤһ㶣ѾǰһϣѾţš
ʱһȺ˷ӵϣңĴӴܡ"ү"æڤӻﵹóҩ裬ڤ"үү㱳ү"Ӱ䣬ҪЮַϧ½һƣӲ𿪡æ˷ϧһһƣֱӻ⣬קϧմѪĽϧ"ϧ"˻
""ҧѪɫ......ǴĲӣһ̣ͫһ־塣һЦ"үµȵģΪţǣүƣ......"۷ڤ޺޵صԼ
߾һֻֻ֣ҩƿỬ䣬ʧģ
""ʧƿڵϡʲ...ʲᶼû......ʲᶼ......
ϧ......
һĻ˶ˡִֻ˵ţѪաе꣬һµӻ"ϧ...ϧ......"ˮڷϧϣϧʱĵľӴӿ룬˾㵣ǻʾ̧틡
"...᣿"
"ſ"
"˰ɣͷһжƻõģ"
"ſ"
"ԭǩԭЩϵȫ֪"
"ſ"
"֪ڤļƻװǰװZǣʵʥ֣ڤˮơϾʲᶾһж֮Уϧ......Ҳӣ"
"ſ"
"ʥҲĿܣ֮У"
"ſ"
"㲻ϧ㲻䣡"˷ϧŲȥ俴"ҡ"
"...Ǻǩ㲻ϧ᣿꣬ϧģϧΪҪʧȴһһϧƾʲϧģ㺦ϧϧ"
"סڣ"
ЦףڷϧĴһǡ

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"ϧ......"¶Цݣ̧Ƴϸķۣͷεɱ⡣Խ§Ѿʧȥʶ꣬һЦĿɨ鲼ԵĻʾ
"εºܣսʥ֣ΪҺϧĺ᣿"֣ȥǵѪգƼ۽ǵ......ϧԭ㲻Ըҳ᣿......
"Ҫ"һƬѪ졣"ң"¶һЦȻˣȴǶꡣ"ϧ㿴᣿ԭǸĵ˲ûġ"ϧظСͻأݺݵ"ϧ...̫...̫...̫ˣ"
""틴ǰ̧һ"ҪٽӽһұϧȪ"
"ҩ"
"أкβң"Ц"틣ƾʲϧϧнգϧΪ˶ٿ֪࣡ǼϧңɵˣĻ㣡"
ӣḧ"ʱϧÿ˯...˯ˣҲ...ʱˣҽ...˵ܹԺܹԣҲҪ......"Ц"ɵϧ"ף틣Ƴһ˿ҡ
틵Ŀ⣬еϡ
.........
......
Ҫ...ҪҪϧ......Թ.........
"틣Ҫϧ߱ߣ˿кʸϧ"틽ãȻ飬һĿӿͷεԹ޷߿ƺҵйĵط
"틣֪ϧԸߵġ"틺һ٣޺޺"ҵģ"
"棬˫ķ틳Ҫǿȡ᣿ϧˣˣѪᡢи飡Ƕϧ֮֮ȥϧж࣡"о΢Ȼһ"ϧϧ"
틿Ѫɫķϧȴ֪ģվǵ...ǵǺ뿪Լġ...ǺԼҪߵ......Ǻ......
޺̧"틩"ʱķӿˣʱܵĻʾӡ"벻ɣɱˣһ˺ã˺ã"ףе꣬ﾡ顣"ϧ۸ǵ˶ҪˣĲĪ£ܿ...ܿϧ㲻ʹ......"ᣬһһ³ͬİ
"仪仪"һֱһԵ墲ϴ󺰣ȴԲϱƽĺ˶޷ǰ
һֱϧԶķһЦ
"틣ϧԶҵˡ"
ӲǳҩƵǲѪ˿ӿ"ϧ......"·һۣķϧƩ
......ʲӣ
Ƿϧǵӣǲǣ
۾......ˮ......ϧ...Ҫ............
"......ЦЦЦЦƯ"

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""
оһҵײһƫֱֱڷԼϵӡ㶣ͫ"........."ŵؿӣ"㩤"
"墶"˵Ӱ"墶墶"˻Ҳİ֮˵Ļסϵ墣ֱϲ֪ԼѪǶԷġ
"......"һֻ֣ǳ˼ĺ˶"........."ľһƳʲᶼǵԼĿԵһ˰......ΪȨˡ壬Ūһȣȴòһ˿ĸԸ΢΢𣬴˶
"...ЦһЦ...ò......"ЦһЦ
ЦһЦ......
һΣòã......
ò...
ĺɫ飬ЦݣͬǰѤöĿΣ᣿
"墩"Ӱ˻墻£ͬưܵżȴԽ˻ķϧ"墶"ϵˣþȫǰȴİ֮˱ڻĿһת׼˴ӡ
ͻأһ󺮹վӽһ֮俴ԼĲǰ£մѪĽѪУʶģȴһȥӡ"......"Ծңɼ......
"..."ٽ׼㶵ӡ󻺻̧ˮ䣬һһš"........."ҡףϧ".........ϧ...ϧ...㿪۾...۾......""ϧ...ϧҪһӵ...˵Ҫһӵİ......"
틻ǰУ׵ؽӹȫꡣ󾲾˫ãȻԵģеսͼһ˿¶ȡ"Ҳɱ㡣"һ䣬תڤѲӰͷȥȥǷڵһƬѪȡ
һֱӰԶֻһˡصʬµЦأһֱ߽ӡ
"......"
"............"
"ǻؼҡ"
ǻؼҰ......

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ڣˮѭ⣬߽ߡվڴߵһҰ׵İҧˮƣ""ˮƶڴϵˣһЦ
"ΪΣ"֣ḧ˵١һ٣θߣ"㲻ǰү..."ˮһЦ"ˮĳǰ......"Բİ"ú޲ɱ"
"..."һ㶡"......"ˮ˦˦䣬¶ƽյɵģ"ˮĳ٣"ᣬʱ"֪ˮҶԴ᣿"
һЩ־ؿǰˮơˣˮϵ峤ʹˮ壬ǰ˲濴ȥ޺""
"֪᣿ˮϵĿڤϵĹƣȥģ"˻漴ҡͷ"ҲԣˮĳĹƣֻһ˰εˡ˻ˮĳ벻ġ㲻᣿ΪηڤĹưˣɫҲûö١"ˮƵԽ䡣
"Ǿơ"˱֣ǰһƬѪգü"ƣӹƱĸ"޳ָֻǰˮƿ쳣"ҪӲȥӹƣ......ܷ֮࣬˥"
"ĸҲ˶"ˮư˵ָһЦȻһ٣"ԣΪ˻ү..."Ӳ"֪ˣϾıͼǼٵģ"
"˵ˣʵűͼģȱ׻ԭZǳܵǼǵõġףǵ͹˷"ݺݵˮƣҧ"ԣ㽫ƾͼƣｫ·ָǣ÷ݳһϷȴҪүҽүñסԼ"
ˮ״εҡҡͷ"ֲ´ˣˮĳûʹ틣ңΪǽĺӣǲļƻһ"񰵰ս˵ˮƷת㱼ǰ׼ˮơ
ͻأеһѣڵϣ޺޵ؿǰӡˮƺ˿˿ξϦϡ"СϦӦͦġ"ξϦ˫񣬰һ㶡".........ż......"û뵽ֶ
ˮƸ˫۶"ģΪˮĳˮĳ÷ڤĩ"
"ˮĳᣬԹԵģˮĳĻżһ"תӰ𾪵̬ţתξϦϡ"СϦˮĳˣˮĳطɺã"ǱĻһᣬ۽¡
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ү˵֮࣬дɷ߱ɱҲ
틵ܣµĽҪơ
틶磬ϲ틶ˣ틶ӡ
ۣף˫ֲӵ˻ꡣҹصZǣһѪȣ֪⺢ζȴԸſܷſſˣֻ᲻......
"ү"
̧۵һӣԱվ˧ϾѪգ˫Щ졣俴ۣ"ȥ......"ԣ˸ӣ"ѾˣأҾʤ"
"ȥ"еһɺӶ˶٣Ź˧۷틻꣬Ĭת˳ȥ⣬ֻ˧ӵ"Ǻ......"˲˧һۣ"£ǶǸþˡ"
ϸϸе֣꣬Щüģ"ϧ......"ãûж"ϧ...ϧ...ϧ..."һһã⴫һŲ
""漴Ŷ롣ˮ̧Ǹ߰ˡ"ˮĳ"틶˶٣Ȧס˫ֲս"᣿"
ˮһ
틻ףˮƣ"᣿"ǵݣЩ㲣ϻѪա"......"
"᣿"
"᣿"
ˮ"ǵˮĳ˵ĻᩤĪڡ"ǰɫ԰׵ꡣ"᣿"
"........."
ܾǰ϶ڽĺӣǶԼɵЦĺӣԼ̵ĺ...K˸ǿݵ˫֣ǵãԼ֣۶ֻС֡ĶǶǵİ̺ۣµ......
ǵã˫С֣СĵԼ......˫ֻӿġ
ˮ΢΢һ̾"ˮĳ㣬ҲֻΪ⺢ӶȡЩӡ"ᣬ"ϧ⺢ӣҲûʣӣˮĳҲûܶ⺢ӺЩ"
ḧӣˮƵЦ"⺢ӣۣЦЦҲãˣ⺢ҲߵÿЩ"

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Ľȡϸ룬תתսϧȴ˫ԹִȦӡˮƳƵһЦԷ틵"Ϊˮĳ"틶˶٣һãŽеķϧϣֹСᣬ˿ЩȴԽϧ֡
ˮƲ֪ΪΣ漴Ц"ˮĳ룬ǻ׵ġ"ʱٶҲͽֻ͡Σ⺢ᣬܳˮÿ£µݹᾣ틶ֲԾǴӲµǵ̺ۡ
ʹʩӵġ壬ϸĿڼͷƳİĳݺۡ΢΢һ㶣Ŀ䡣ᣬǳݺۣ˫۷졣
ˮƾĬ"ſġ"Լ᲻ÿİˮЦЦ񣬷Ǳӣ̵ͷڷϧľأһεΰɫѪ飬ˮѸһ롣ͻأϧ͵һѪ˿ӱǿʵˡ
"㩤"ӵϧݺݵǴЦӡˮοۣ"ˮĳǡ"틱ͷǿԼ
"⾲ˮĳЩ˽¡"̧ҧ"ɣ"ˮЦЦЩɬ
һȥȴܵ΢Ϣƽȡ֣˸ϧļաε⣬ȴ̵Сվһԣ׵ϸߣҲûʹˣټǺʱǻڽԼСЦ
Ϊ......úÿ⺢ӣú⺢ӡ⺢ӷ°굤Ƶأһһβ̶ԴȻᣬ¡ټ⺢ӣ틲ףԭΪѾڴȥĺӡΪֻʣԼһˣֱ޾ʴá
ӵһ...ĺӡ
壬Ѫ
ǣĶ
"ϧ...ϧ......"
ˣضᰮѪ֮ס
ģˡᣬȻֱȥԭΪ룬ǵĶ
"ϧ᣿"
"ϧԸΪԹҡң"
ϢЩ޺޵"ᣬްɩ"
"ǺңҲҪ"
֪⺢ӲԹˡ
"Ҫ㣬ҷƫá"ϸϸƺˮ¡
"Ҫһ飬˭Ҳֲ"Цǻ𡢾

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ϧһҹǰȴһƬڰ͵˻޺һæеӵɷϧԾɲ"...............Ҫ......"˫۾Ǿ֣ƺܵ˼ľš˫ںڰкһӶҧӲѹ˫ݵ֣ȴû
"û......ûˡ"ױ֮ӣٺˡֻܱ׾§ϧϧĶɣϧͻһ𣬾оʪ󣬷틸ףʹ壬֪Ѿ档ϧӣȥ۽ǵᣬȴڴʱϧͻƫͷ
"......Ҫ......ʹ......ʹ......"ӣʶˮȴδֹ
ʱϧÿ˯...˯ˣҲ...
һૣڶȴһ顣֮䣬һǽǽԼɵģԼ׽ԼĺӣԶԶ⺢ˤһˡ
"......Ҫ..............."틶˶٣ƺû塣"........."һĺ틲ʹζǸоҪϢ㡣˿̣ȴ懟˵ζ
"........."꿿ԼϣĴı"............"ϸ"..."
"".........⡣ϧϢƽȣ틲ͷһŷַϧֻ˯˹ȥƣϧȴ΢΢틲ȻĨЦݡ
ӡĴϣκϧþáþ......
ˮվͷĪЦݡתͷƳһͷӡͬЦˮ߽ӣȴӲ
"ˮҽʥ"ˮƽŲͣζؿӡ"ҵƺˮĳ̿֡"ӳһЦ"ҪҽʥϿ˵š"
"ǻǺǫá"˼䣬ûȤֱӿżɽ"˻ܾȷ"
"˭"ĻСģˮЦ
üƲ죬û"Ǽһţʡ"ˮüһӱͷ
"ˡˮĳ޿ɷ档"ӵۣ"㣡"ˮƴЦ߿
ֱԶˮưૡ
"Цˮĳû湻......"
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ϧ˼أһֻ˯ȥˮ˼Σת틣ﾡѶʣͷս֡ˮЦ"Ϣˮĳῴùӵġ"üˮֵ"ˮĳаѱڳϣ"̾˿"һɷ⺢η壬ܲסģǻ·ŻᾫЩ"
틳ˮƣ"Ҫˣͨ"ϧڴϣͷ˼Σ˳ȥˮƼӰԶˣɫЩأְڷϧǰһִȡһҩ裬ϧ
"틣ˮĳƣ⺢жٷ"ˮڴͷ૵ᣬ۲졣һ㣬Ӷ˶΢ȴܷ֡ˮҲϢãż˫Щɡ
"᣿"ϧˮЦ"ᣬǵˮĳ᣿"֣ϧĶϧƺһѵƫͷ"ƺԴͦġ"֪⺢ԼˮƵ˲ˮϧϧƺЩܣֻˮƵ"Щˮ"
˫ձˮƱιССڵغ¡"ȩȿȣ"ϧ͵һȣŻɫʹ࣬ˮæΪϧ˳ͨϧԺãˮ"֪Ǻδ"ϧ̧ɫҰסã΢΢ҡףƺЩ
"ĵط"ˮϷʵ룬ϧ͵һ𣬶Щµػܣ͸ͻأؿڣʹصͷ"»Ǳ̫ãڵĶɢø졣"ϧ̧ǰЦˣƺʲᣬ˿ϵѡ
£޺ļ¡
"ˡ"ˮƵЦָͷϧЩ㶡ãŵ˵ͷ"ûʲҪ᣿"ӡֻϧ˶٣˫Ŀ񡣶ᣬҡס
"û...û........."ɳƣ֮ǰΪ
"û᣿"ˮЩȻ...ʲᶼҪ᣿ϧӣؿɷۡ"㲻᣿"ˮƲţɻ......֪ģˡˣһһҲ۾ʲҲ......Ҳ......
ϧ̧ɤӡ"........."¡¡¡˵Ļ᲻ǵ......ǵ......ǵõġ......ż𣬻ɣɣ
ǾͺˡżԼֻҪһӾͺˡʣµģҪˡ
"㲻ġ"
ֻŶ룬Ŀ䡣ϧ΢΢һ٣ƺԼӶ틺ݺɨˮƣ߽ԭڴߣȴִϵ飬Ӳѹ⺢ӣԹԼġ
"ˮĳȸˡ"ˮæȴһɡ
վ˻תоŲԶȥϧЩȻ...뿴Լİ......̧ȴ˴ͷ˽̡틼ɻؿԼϵ˹ȥ"Ե㶫"ϧ΢΢һ㶣Ҩһףɢݵϧǰ
ϧЩ޴롣틼δſڣ˻ĵŮ׼ЩθĶҪת뿪ͻأһᳶԼ䡣틻ͷֲֻ˻ȥϧͷųų"...Ū........."֡틶ǸӣԼǰ׾Ĳ֣Щ־ؿԼ
ãϧ̧ݵС"..........................."ԼߵġҪˣŪլۡԼߵģ...õԼܰŪ......
ͻسϧˮڵϣѵ귢졣ϧ𾪵ؿֻĿͺ"㩤뿪"
"㲻׼ǸˣҲߵģ"ϧֱץۣµᡣ"ҩ"틶˶٣ſ֡СЩϣ͵һ㶡Լ...Ū...
Ҳ⺢ӸҲ⺢ĺ
ҧתȥͬܵҰޡ

105

ϧƺֻصǰӡΪʹܣԴռᣬƵģ֮ûټ틵Ӱӡϧ˯ʱ䳤ձȥʱߵİ׺Сˣˮ峿ʱǰΪԼʩ룬ҷһҩ衣
ϧֻԼˣʱСﵽ׻ܿӣٿۣҲġǣÿ˫֮ʣһˣżɼһΪԼˣһ˿־壬Ҵ뿪ϵĲˣϧû˫Ҳ޷ӡһ˫ۣͰ͵ؿţССڴǿԼҲãҲϣԼ
ˮƿϧֱӵ"ˣ˲ǲΪҪˣЩ᣿"ˮЩܺԼȥһˮǡϧڶӲѵ"......֪......"ԼûԼãֻ......᲻Լ......
ãϧ˯ˣˮư̾СգʱĴ̽ϧ½ͻأеһ
"⵶ۣá"ˮƴЦСıܿǷĽ档틾Լǰɫ࣬˽ã𽣡Խˮƣڴ£̽̽ϧɫԽء
ˮƣ÷ϧ½󡣿۰ϷֺδСˣĿ䣬§˯ķϧֻӯ䡣ˮ֪Ȥ뿪
"ɻ..."૵"ϲ"틲Щգ׻Ǹ鲻£鲻ΪɥĶԼҲףֻ֪һ뵽⺢Ҳ......ԼܡΪԼʱ...
еһ٣ϧۣۡȴûп־壬ԹԵԼĵһӿȴе궯˶ͻȫҲ
"............"û壬ȴϧãȻ˫ۿԼ˫"............"͵һæսϧ֣"˵ʲᣡ"ϧ㶣ּ"ˣ"
겻˵㶵ؿϷĿԡֻһ⣬ϧ˫ۡϧˣҡף˫֣˵ůĴУ÷ϧ漴һ뻳
һֻǾ˻"ϧ......"ỽоһ......ϧҶ
ֻŻᱧԼ......ǣԼϧģֻỽ......
ǣΪʲῴ............
"........."ݵ˫֣틵ֲڵĴУûдǰᣬ˫ų˻ȥ꿴Լ˫ãȻûκνࡣϧЦЩɵЦݡ֣СӵסΨһů
ΡԲҪġΣԼ......ԼܱܲΡԼࡢԼ...ԼƿԼ......ֻҪûϵġ
ϧؿһϣںѪڷ׵ϡ
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"۾......"о΢Ϣޱ飬ȴ"Ҳ᣿"ˮƾĬʱճء"ˮĳֻŵùӶգû"
"ûµģõģ"˵ͺ΢΢ˮü"ǣʧȥ᣿"
"ҩ"һ٣һʱ侹𲻳ˮЦ"ﲻˮĳףϾǶǳΨһĶӣ......⺢ӶԳж"
"˷òΪ"ˮЦЦ"Σ"틲һ̧˫ﾡɻ
"...ס"ƺЩ㯵"۾β᣿"˫ָۣ˸˫ۣƯ˵㣬˫ۣܿ......ʲᶼ
ˮư̾"˰㣬о綾ڤȣҲԸϵʱ̣ˮĳ治֪˵촹"ˮһЦ"ǲ̡"
ǰֻϧɫףˮЦ"֮ǰ񾭣ԭǳɵĺӣˮĳ׻ҽ¶ӿ˫ۣĿӡãǻҲ˵ʳζȫ޸оʹ"
ƺЩš⣬ѩƮ䣬ȴֻ˾§ϧֻקԼӣ틶پԼͬĥһ
"ˮ......"틵ӳ˯գƺЩƣ"°......"ˮƺЩ⣬Ϊǰһ˶Լ¶һ档
ˮƵ"ҪǾãӽεĻ......"Ƭѩ"Ǳ߰ɡҪģǸҲԸ"ǿĺӣҪģǷ틶֮֮һ
"........."ૣæꡣ"........."ƺۿԻǣǡᣬգ⺢ӣԼ

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˫ۿˣϧҲ壬տʼЩܣδӷ틻ҲḬ̇ͼůȴΪЩƺ¶£ϧ˿̵ֻˮһһιֻǺӳԵСģ˫ɻĴ˫ק틵ӡ
ԲŻԼ...ȴĵӿһָо㡣ĿЩ͡ǣԼǰĺ᣿ûúÿաƺǵãūһеĺӣµúܴԼʱ۱䣬һ⺢ֻúһѳݺˤڵϡʱӲų£Լʱɱ⺢ӣ
ֹһأΣֽ⺢ӵƴ⺢ӣΪΩ
"ȣȿȣȩ"ϧȻͿȣ"ȩȣŻ"Ӳǽ븹ˮ˳дѪ˿Ŀľ"˩"틱ϧŮæǰֻ꣬ϧ͵شУ""
틲һ٣§˷ϧȴ֪ᰲΪŸӾϧС˲ٿͷҲǴС˴ĵĿ־嵽˿̲㷢ק틣Ӿҷ˫۽ա
"Ī¡Ī......"ƺܵĲϸ"ϧ...ϧ..."оϧһ˫קԼӵɿȴת§סԼãС"........."ᣬƺЩ¡
...ڻԼ...틲ã⺢ģϾԼ
뵽˴ֻͷᣬɷϧתͷɺ䡣⣬틲΢΢һЦƺԿһ꣬ڴ绨ļڣ
תͷԼЦһɰ
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"ϧԺãȥϷǶůͣøլۡÿ괺գͻ......"
"ϧ֪᣿ĴĮǶʥʶܲĵطǶиֵաǶɣ¸һ䣬ǶҲǺõġ"
оɻ̧ͷѾмû⺢ӷֱգˮƳĬҲ˵ʳζȫ޸оʹҲ˵......
Щۣɱ䡣틻"գϧߣɺã"òĻӦ틸ֻƺЩڴԼǣѽѽļḧǲϰݵС˭......
"ٽϧ"ƺܾãû˶ϸ"ϧϧ"ϧܺǣǣЩɬ
"ϧ...ϧ......"ϸϸо궶˶ȴûпܡ"ٽнеУͲҪˡ"ϧƺһק틵ЩػӶ
ȴû껽Լ
Щ԰ףһЦ˴㲻ٷſ㡣ӡĴϣûһ˿ûӶᣬᡣ
"ƭġ"

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һһ㣬ڻĳ˻̿ůʣϧֽɱ䡣˿Ǹ⣬˺һС飬ϧϧã漴һЦ
Щϧ§ЩоС㸽"ȥһطԡ"ᣬ뵽ʲƵģӳڵĹȡһС򿪣ֻͷһСżżȡ
ϧɻֻ틵"֮ǰϲģ"틵ɫЩȻ⺢Ӳǵˡͷϡķ˿"ǷżԸܰͷϣþá"ãϧǶżᱧڻϣЦݡ
޳ָס˫С֣Ƕżþáů̫٣˫֣ɱ䡣
Ǻڽ͵͵΢ЦرкŮСǰק˵ӣȴӿС˻ҹǿգʮָգ򵥶ůȴԼҸǺĺӣ˱ľã뿪ûлͷǺǴɵ꣬һһΣҹᣬ˵֣Ĳӣվû֡ɵԶԶŮӵɪɵɵ΢Цˮȴδֹ
̫˺ǷϧʱѾ̫١̫Զ
zyzz
ͣɽ£ѩɽ틽ϧ§ڻԱܿһЩϧקӵȴſ"Ī£ȥһͺá"갲ģǶһǡ"Ī£ϧ"
£һԾ
һֻ틵Ц"ϧˡ"˲ش˻̧ͷɫ԰׵ÿ¡ȥɽͷѩѻֻͷ
ϧǰϥһǰǷĹĿͣ틻"ףТδһۡ"ϸϸǷأ"ǺĶϧ"ϧ"ϧ̣ǣס"
ֻϧ˶ãǿݵ˫֣ѭ틵֣Ĺ"ףϧ...ܺõĺӣȴûúôϧ"һ䣬ĬϧһǷĹһݡ
ϧ˶̽ͷɷӵһߵķĹ£ϧ£˫ȴûſĹĬϧؿڷϣϸֻ틵"ס"
"ᣬǵĶ"ĹЦݡ"ϧ᣿"ϧָֻɫԽ԰סɫأתͷĹ"ᣬ틶㲻"佣ȡ£ЦЦ"֮䣬ʮǰˣ틶һ˵ִϿҪúЦ硣"
һʹǾµĽϳء"ȿ...ȿ......"ӵ꣬Ѫ˿¡Ŀ"粻ˡ"ֲս"ϧ̣̺׿ͷ"
ˣضᰮѪ֮ס
°ݡ"ᣬ틽ϧϧϧ塣"ΨһĳŵףĴ
۽һᡣþãڷֿʱǲӿѪ˿
һһ飬ȥǺ˵Ѫ
һһ飬ӡĴϡ
꣬ЦЦգֻΪһˡ
ãֻʵ
"ϧ...ϧ...ϧ......".........
̧ƺԿһ꣬ڷïĻԼɬЦ

......
ˮ۽ǣ֮䣬ͬᡣ
ף"ϧˣú˯......"
ú˯......
ϧ...ϧ......
ȥϷǶůͣøլۡ
ÿ괺գͻ......

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425֮꣬ʥϻȨ᧿Σͬ꣬ս틵ʥ֮֡ͬ꣬Ӱսܣڤްܩսܷ⣬κηϰܷ֮հΧʳǣ֮ţնɱUʥh令֮꣬Ϯʥ֮õңʽĻ
ֽ˽֪ʥӢʥ֮⣬ʥʰЩʷϡ
zyzz
豭ţĻȡͻͷٵĽŲӲüֻһݺײ"ˮƣ"
ˮ¶ͣҪǰͻ޷һ㵹ڵϡˮƲмߣڵϣҧ"㩤ӹҽ"ϸϸƷеĺò裬ˮ漴"ˮĳзġһ'ɩ"ʱɫϣ"ʣ"
ˮüͷ壬Сû"СϦ"һӲ֪Ӻδ߳ޱ飬ͬľż㡣ˮָ"ӳȥ"˵꣬ӱꡣ
"˵κûģ"겻ϺֻӰϩӳȥˮƷ˷ۣԶԶ"ˮĳκ׻û˵ک"
ĽԶˣˮƲҡףԼϽЩ̯......ƺ뵽ʲƵģˮƷеĲ裬ؿ˼ۣһȥڣªķһˡ
ˮͷȥֻּ䣬һĨ׵Ӱһ꣬ЩļӨ͸תͷգˮһЦСǰ
"ʦ"ɤͬˮʱһɨЦ"ͽãȥͷɹ̫᣿"֣ӡüһᣬ"ʦ˵ɹɹ᳤̫......"
ˮƶʱĬ֣Щ"Ǻǩ"һЦ"ǾͱͽˣԱ㡣"ˮƶ˶٣ѾԶ......ˮƲԼӡ˵ҲԼġ
"ϧ"ͷˮʵ"ʲûУ"
꾲ĬᣬҡҡסãˮƷ˰֣"ɹ̫ȥɣ"
ԶԶЦˮƳزأӹûССġһЩ£Ҳˡ
磬СĳԼҪĻż磬ǸЕ˵ǰͻȻԼǰһˣҲѾȴո׻磬ξϦˮϵͽ
磬Ǵѩ׷ɵɽϣǸòɷˣǴδֹˮˮƱĿֱڣԼǵãǸµˣѾûϢꡣǸӣѾü졣
˭޷ӽǸ˵ţǸϵӵܻнв͵Ľ죬޷ͬɤϧ˯ˡ
ϧֻ˯ˡ
Ҫ...Ҫ......
ᣬǰǸˣȴǷһϺõľǺƺĩֻ˯ˡڹľԼǵã˵ϥڹľԣǺӣվһա
Լῴｫˮ˶źᣬ뿪ȻԼҲǹľͷĺӡ
ȻᣬÿÿҹǺϵˡǶʱգÿǺӷõҩ裬á÷Ͼжȡ˶ȱ֮Ѫɵҩ衣ԭǣڤڤ¾ʱһƺá
Сġ
Ǳ
ǺӽϢ
Ǻ۵һ̣ǰͬơ

109

ϲεĺ÷غ˿ڶͷһԹؿԼ꿴˿ѹѹˮǴ̱ǵҩζ̧ͷˮƣС"ʦ......"
"ȥû"ˮüתͷ"СϦ"ξϦƹΪˮɽǡϸ"ͽ֪ˣͽᶼ˵ʦˡ"ˮƺһͷȥ۲ΪǲСĻͷˣ
ߣ
һ룬һˮЦ걻ҩһŵ٣"ʦǸ⣬Կȥȥ࣬˵ʦϧǩ"գգۣǳЦ"Ŷллʦ"¸ߵӣ˳롣
ıӰˮƲۣﾡЦ⡣ԼȻõ˸öӹҲͺ
ֻҪ......
"ˮƩ"
ˮƷ˷ۣԸ"СϦȥɡ"㕄ȻбξϦӦʱѾײšˮ¶ɫϺõ̴ľŰ......㕄һ׺ݣָˮֱ"ˮƣϻʣ"
ˮüͷһ塣ϩ
㕄ЦӸ߸𣬵"زʲᡮһ'ǡȫ'ҪߣҾͲݣ"ˮɫѣЦ"Ŷ......ʮþȵ......"
ֻˮƿԼ㕄˺ݺݵ"㵹ԣ"ƣһȺ˶ʱӿݣˮλǲѷɡξϦˮǰֻˮɫȻ"Ӻα˴¡"
"ˮƣΪ˹춽ƻ˵˾κûģ"㕄ҧгݣˮε"ˮĳǸɢ᣿"
"Ǹ޷Σһʱ񲣬һʱѣǶ"㕄˼ǳʱһǰС֪˵Щʲᣬֻ㕄ɫͻطףݺǺһƣ"㻹ʲᣡȥң"
ǺæǱȥ㕄ҧˮƣ"ῴة"̧ˮƵ"أȷŹ"
"ӣ"
""
ֻͷҵ㕄͵һ㶡ˮƸüͷҽ߶ϢУ......㕄˵ǹ˲࣬һͷȥ
"СϦȥ"˲ԤСˮ౼ͷǿĿࡣּ䣬춺˲ɫӰɫӰͺһ㽫ЩԭסԼĺ˵ɲ⡣
ˮǳ˳飬"......߻ħ᣿"
㕄˶ɫӰ""תͷµ"סǵ򲻵˳"
ЩһӿϣֻɫӰͣ£תͷǡ׵գ۽ǵİΪ˫һ˿Ȼ"틩"˫ﾡԹޣиǲ档
ˮȻⳡ˵жҾжңƽӰ......
תۣѾк˲УѪߡ㕄ƺŴ˰㣬ˮξϦᣬͣ¡
ͻȻһ
"ʦأ"
һӣк˱𿪡
"ʦͷ˭أ"
ֻӴǶתͷڡ
"ʦ"ҴˮƵһˣ
"ͽ"ˮæϧѾ˲࣡ϣһգۣѾˮǰꡣ
ˣһһ
ɻƫͷ˾Ĭˮƶ亹ֱ
һ̣ͻصϥ£һ˫ֱֱ꣬ӲϲҲ˻˿ҵܣüͷ΢
֣ӣƺǧգգۣ˻"λ..."ˮƣ"ˣ"
ɴؿԼ
¶ǳЦ"һʦĸѰˣڴأȥͷ㣬Ǹѹѹ"
˵꣬ǣӵ֡ƺЦЦص˵ͷңʵˣɫ׵ˮĳ˺ͺĳˡ

110

˰˿ˮƺͺ㕄һ࣬һۣһǰһᲽҡÿһһһڵҧǸ⣬ǳһˮֱֱ꣬Ŀȷǳ
˶٣׿ӣϸʵ"ж᣿"գԸӡתͷǸӣЦ"ﻹкܶࡣ"ȡ˿飬ӡֻշһΣЦЦӹûؽǿǸһ븹Уһ˫ֱֱ꣬·µĲǸ⣬ǰЦꡣ
ֶԼЦЦǸͬϺӡˮüͷ壬ʲ...
"ͽ...ͽ"֣ɲ̲ˮתͷԺ㕄"ӻѳȥˮĳݿݲ"ң֮һðң
"ˮƣ"㕄˺ݺһɡ
ˮɫѣµӣҪǰȥɸоһԼعͷֻקӣһ䱸ɨվˡˮ㕄˵һȴعӵļ磬"ҳȥȵȡ"
ǲ̧ҧ´ͷ￴һɷµСϱģӲԸſӵקԸ֣"ֻһԹһţ"˵꣬¶һЦ
һ죬ֱ˻
ˮư˿ӣⲡɲΡˮƣʵ"ʦͷ᣿"ˮ̾˿οͷ­ȴ⿴ͷɫӣֻ˫ۺݺݵԼһƺҪԼ̴Ƶġ
...ð졢ð졣
ڨڨؽ˻ͷʲһӶ۸Լ......
"ͽʦ˵"δ˵꣬ȴ㕄˵ɴ۵"㣡......"㕄˶ʱûֻξϦվں㕄ᣬˮϲ"СϦúáӳȥ"
ɻؿǱξϦܳȥĺ㕄ˣתͷˮƿԼ"ʦˣʲ᣿"ϸʵ...ʦضԼ
"û...ʲ᣿"ˮƵһ٣ҵӣҡס
ˮƵЦ"á"ƫͷЩį"ͽ˼ǵԼзϧ⣬ʲᶼ벻"ԣһֱʦߣżסĵطżʦżͷɹɹ̫
ܣһֱиӰ壬ȴʱֹܻסᡣ
ͻأҴ졣һæ߽ˮ֮룬ֻӿţʹ档㶣һ꣬͵ǰ"ˣ"꾪УˮƼԣﲻ֪ʱ˸ϸ룬һֱֱӵľ
""ӿ㶿ֻ˫ݣˮ"ϧϧ...ϧ......"ӵ˫֣קԼ̵ӡӣȴԼˮ¡"ϧ...ϧ......"
һֱ֮ǰԾɻ"ϧ......"˫һֱӵ꣬Ըſ
ˮɫ˰ͻһͷ......ķÿ͡
ˮ㣬Ҳϲ˿վľǶˡֻһüܵһƬǽ壬ȴɻĽ׳ӡ겻֪ͬ˵Щʲᣬɫһһףһ̾ȻסĽƺǰЦһȥ
գգۣƺͷȥᣬתͷ˫ȴֱֱˮơཻˮƵһһЦˮתͷԱѹֺõ"ͽȰӴϵûϵǵûʦķԸмɲó"
յƳˮƣҪ̽ͷȴˮǿѹȥ"ʦ...ʦ......"
"ȥ"㶣"ʦǷ᣿"ˮƷ˷ۣӷİ۹һĴ"ͽͷǣϸƤģʦʵģ鷳㵽ȥ"¶صףʦǺ꣬ͷǴ......
ؽӷ˽ȥˮƹЦŶ
һˮƣҲæǰɺӵǼˣ粽ǰֵ"ˮò²͡"ˮƵ˵ͷ"ܸ"ϵã틵ĸ֮һȻӲУؼʱͦģҶҡ꣬⺺ӰӲǰѷ틴ѩɽ
Ŀת꣬ˮһЦ"ӣ촵ʲ磬ѰʵĵһıʿҲˣ"ЦЦǰ"ˮҽʥºңԭڴ˴"գ˧˼ˮơһԵĲ˧ۣ˦֣"ͷӣҡ"
ǳЦſ֡
ˮƿ"ӵϲãغ......"ƺϰߣܣ"ҽʥпǰ"ݣ˻Ц"ҽʥ˼ˣ"
Ȼ߲ƣ߲
"λк£ˮĳûйġ"ˮ˦˦䣬ӻδڣǲ˧"ˮ򣬻ؾȾүү......"ӵЩʡ
ˮüأǳĳϷ

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ˮƾĬ˧ֿһͷӵüͷһǰ˧"Ǽһ⣬αغԼȥ"˧ӿӵ֣ͺ"ܣͷ"
Ʋ죬"ˡ"ͷţ
ˮվһߣĿڶ˼תأԵͷЦ񣬵"ܸԣү΢֪ҽʥܷҵһˡ"ֱֱˮƣֻˮ"⵹ˣӵҽˮĳ̾磬΢Ӻαǧ֮·Ѱˮĳأ"
Ŀ䣬"ⲡ......һ㡣ⲡȷʵнҩҩ"Ŀ⻺ڴһЦ"ֻҽʥܽó"ˮƲԾһ٣һԹĺҲһ㶡
һЦˮһȻڣȴԽ䣬"ͬˮĳ˵Ц᣿ˮĳȲ֪......ӦǰʾʲᲡнҩأ"Ŀһ"λذɣСϦͿͣ"
ϣһӵǰ˰˧͵վ𣬵"ˮǺ⣡"γĽ䱸ؿξϦ
""ͻغ̧ˮƣЦ"Ҫ֪Ǹ˻ҽʥ˵ļ......"ˮͻȻתݺݵسӣֵ"ˮĳ᣿ϧˮһ......"
"ҽʥδ۱ǰ¿ͬڣСʶ֪´ûаյ¡"Цˮƺһ㶡ãֻˮƻ"СϦǽ"
ˮݣ˧нվһߣǺӻܣϲ"ҽʥ¡"ˮƲ£"֪к֢״"
"֢״"
ˮüۿҪֻӻ"ү......"˧ףƺЩƣ
"ˡ"Цݣȴ
ˮ΢΢һ٣ֲ˲ĲˮһΣЩĿ⣬ᾡЦ⡣"......"
"ĵˣҲһᩤǺ...á......Ǻǩ"ƵЦ⣬ˮ죬ǿЦ˧һ࣬Ǻɴݣ£˳˧Ҳ˺ӵɫԽѿ
"ˮ"˧סɤŴ"ˮǴˣ˵үǴǺӲãǺӱϾүĶӣ˵ˮȡǺӵʬǴ㲻ǣ"˵꣬ͷ"˵ʲҶҪǺӵʬȥү˻ù㡣"
ˮƵЦֹˣһԵĺҲ˧ֻ΢̾Ӳ˧˳ȥ"ͣȵͷҡ"
"Ϊʲᣡͷǲ"δ˵꣬˧ͻȫһںϡӵЦתͷˮƺˮߣ"ҽʥЩⱿţЧµ׻Ǻҽʥһ˼ġ"
"ǩ"ӵĿתҡ"ؿûһˣ⡣"ˮƿڣ˵ȥ"±֣ΪҽʥҪǺӵʬˮһͻ˵̫ɣѱ䣬ֻңҽʥ˸գүҲ㡣"
"顢¹¶Щҩģ֪ҽʥ......"ˮ̧"ֺ֪αعĨǣˮĳͼӡ"
"ñЦˡ"
ˮߣֵֻ"һǰܱ㿪ʼɣѩɽϣûǺǼɼĪ⡣"
"춹˽ܽԲԸǺӻصүߣү......"һЦ"Ҫ㡣"ˮƺݺһɣ"Ϊ˷ϧ롣"
"......磬𼤶"˵"ܵȷȻĽǺӲֻҪүһҲǱܱҲĵ¡......粻ãӹ̫ƽ᣿"
ˮƳӵȷ̫ƽЩǰͬһطɴ£һ֮ãԭΪǷ......
"ǰүȥϷֹͣ˰ж֮ᣬүӱǰʹҩҲ......"渵"ǵʦ˵ûⲻ˵ĶûβõĲҪˣᣬҽΣ......ģˡ"
"ʲᶼǵˡ"ˮͻȻ"ӣϵ仹ŶȴҲûʲ󰭣ˮĳԭΪֻ֢Ҳ޷ɳںͯʱڣûϵ......һС"
¶ǳЦ"磬湻ˣүԼûҺϸϾɱ֣Ҳˡ"ˮĿ䣬˵"꣬ǷڤȺˮˣףڤ......"
"ɱڤ"ˮƵƺΪ⣬ȴ˸ķâ
"Ǳ粻ȷڤ"
"Ҫ÷틵֪ʵҪ÷ϧ......"
"޷ᣬԻǱţ뿪Ƿ֮ܡ"
"ܸƺ⡣"
Ӷ˶٣ЦЩɬվ𣬹ֵ"磬Ǻӻү"
ˮƳ˼֮ʣͷͻش졣

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"ʦ......"ˮƿ첽ңȴƼڵϣϹӣƵؿԼվˮĺӲ̽ͷһƣ¶ţĿ˸
"ǩ"Ǿƾ̾Сǰİ꿿ЩɪηԼϵӽԼʵǴ粽ơӶ£ƽӣһš"...ҽʥ֮鴫"֣֬ļ
ͻأһ
һ֧ԼʺսĿֻ˫ɱ˫ۣռŤݺݵصԼϵӣǴѾ׻
""ӵɫѾתףˮƶҪǰȴӵĿԼһЦ˵ʵˮ˼
꾪ˣ鼱֮£ϵӣ"ְ"ᣬֱҧӵ֡ǶӲʹɲ֪ΪΣӵֻɿӲڵֱ
"Աˣ"ƺˣЩȴǶӺӴ㶵ؿ꣬ƳԼһۣæ򺫹ӣǵؽԾɿ꣬ƺЩίˮƼ״ǰļ磬Ц"ģǼһСˡ"
"ȩȿ.................."¶ɫ߽Щ£æŲŲϣԵ죬ӵ"㲻ԣվ"𣬾ʵ֣ȴһߵĹȡҩƿ
"ʦɣ"ˮеҩƿЦؿ˵ϵĺһۣͷصҩۣҪΪҩֻӱͷɳƵ"ˣԼҽá"˭ʲҩ......
ˮͷݺһãʹݺһɡ"ˮĳĵӸҩĸ"Цӵ¶šƫͷˮƣֿ˿ҩƿԼǵҩ......
תͷ֮ʣһ˫Լƺ꿴ԼЦֺ̣õ̧֣ӡѪ"...Ҹҩ"һ죬æС֣ϸ˿ϴ˴"ʹ...ʹ......"
ҩĨĨŵҩζϵҩһ˾̹ӿԼ֣Լ΢Цһ㱧꣬ǻ˶͵һ˫ְԵȦס̧ȴһ䱸ؿˮƺͺӡ
"ʧ߰ʧ......ŵҩԸӣ̫......"ˮƲһԵĺȴ˼ؿǰĶˣԸ۵Ĳӣӵĺ⣬Լġ
"...Σ"
ˮһӣЦ"Ȼǩ һȥ"
zyzz
ǺõġҪǷ淭ˣỹܿӵһȻһʤù틣ȴǣסһЩʱ
ڣϧؾӱӽӵڻá"ϧ......"ӻ꣬ƺûԼ"ʦȥĶ"ϧֶӵ"ԹԵģʦ˵ˣٲԾҪͻȥˡ"
ӵסϧһ̧ݺݵͷˮơˮƿĲײȥ˫ۣϧ"ȥ...һˡ"
"һ..."ɻ󡣶ᣬͷ"ʦСϦ᣿"
"ܵ˿Һǡ"......Ŀӣ͹÷틵İԲˡ......úÿҪż......
Ȼһֲ֧ڵֽɴ𣬺̽ͷˬЦ"СӣͿ쵽ˡ"ӣЩɻ"治֪ǺúõĹүŶԡ"
"ܴ壬Ҫȥ"գЩ˷ܡ
˧㶣"ǰСйҵء³˴ˣ"ֶӵ"ȣӸ磬´ٱȱȣϻԦ㣬ζҪúڱȻȻ"
ϧɻؿԼ˧ЦҲ......ʲᶼǲãֻǲ֪үˣֻ......û뵽ǿήĺӣԼǰЦݵ뵱ͬҪԼĶָģ......
"ͣ"˽лԼ˧ɫһ"ݩ"˻ԶԶǰͷϧù죬ˮƵһζ"ˣСӶľͷ䣬䡣"

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Ľصǲʲע⣬ͷϧСĵӣڵľǾЩ¡оȦסԼ˫εأҲϷſϧ̧˫ɿԼЦЩ졣...ĺÿȻʦҲܺÿ
"ͽʲӡ"ˮϣЦӯӯؿꡣϧӣͷáӣнˣϧȤҲԽȵתͷƳˣһԸӣֻк׵ֱкĵЦǸǹЦ
ϧۣӣԾůĻ￿˿˿ϲˣꡣˮ"ˣ᣿"ϧҡף"ͽЩۡ"
ˮƾĬ˸Լüͷܾãﲻ̤ʵ
ϧǱģӽ걧ﾡĳ磬ȴƳǰˮƵˣֺһɡˮתͷĵĺãǺƺһ˧
"˯ѣˮĳɲӹȥ"ָؿӣˮȻӱ"Ҳãȥʾүͣȴȥˡ충"
ˮƣһЦ"үƽսǲüģҽʥһˡ"ˮһ٣޵˼ҵĵ̣ԼͨҲӲȥֻûһЦأպģˮƿɼǵˡ
ǶԶ˧̾˿ƳǺˣֻСĵػ꣬ƼԼʱһ䱸˧΢΢һ㶣̾"ֲģӸöɣǾߣȰСү٣㱧ֲҲ᣿"
ֻӶ˧תת"..."
"ԣСү֪ӻδȫã᣿"˧ѵѭѭգ˭ҲԴ书ǿ˸ϡ
ãӷ˵ͷ΢Цؿ꣬ƺ......޲븹......
˧˻ȥ
·¥ˮ鿣Ǿó棬˧ƵƵͷȷǷ˺úøʵϧ⹫Ӹѧɸ......ֻǣƫšƳ۽ǵİĵЦȴֻԻꡣƺ뵽ʲƵģ˧͵һ죬޺ޱͷͷ......
"Ӹ˵"˧תͷȴվڵһҲ֪ЩʲᣬԽ"˵Ӹ磬㩤"
""ͻشһ𣬲˧˼ſ꣬ۿҪڵϣ˧æǰֱӴ߶ꡣ"賓틩"ĺ⣬˻£ûע⵽˧㣬ֱһԾʱӰ
˧ڵϣǻķϧۣתѡ
"ڣСûˤ"˧૵ĻķϧתתͷԺ"...ܴ......"
ϧֱ˧Ц"ҺãСӾ"ϧ⺢ӣ궼⣬»ֻһӡ
"......"ϧۣܣͨĴլֵϧۣ֪ģЩɬ"£Сӣܴأ"ֻϧȴ֪ǰĺӣֵļ䡣
"˭"
ǸܵϢ˧͵شһֻϧһȴĽ"˭"һػܣϧҲĲ
һǿѹȸС˧΢΢һ㶣ֵֻһӰееڵϣ˧ؿǰİӰһˣֻˣΪˣǷ˿ȴǺ͸˵İף׵ķ˿
"ү..."˧ع¡
˱ߣǰˣ¶ȣǲǻеӡ
"̧ͷ"
֪Ƕ˭˧Щǵذף꣬ͷ
Ŀϣһ̣·һжֹ㡣
֪ģ͵һ١㶵ؿˣɻ...־塣
......
......
ǱǰûһͣݺݵأӺӵĻꡣ"̧ͷ̧ͷ"ٵ˽ţƺڼ֤ʲᡣ
ϧ󾪣µ˻"ҿҿ"˻𣬷ϧȫˮӲǱ˳ݱ˫ȴǼСġ
Ĭ
ϧѾ˻ɱ߸
ãһֱ૩"...ϧ......"
"ϧ......ϧ...ϧ......"
һĺͬҪ˺Ǵġ

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תۣ䵽˱ڻϧһѾƮȻԾ""æקˣͬڿзϧս˫ۣͷǱŵôҲûҳһ
о˵أϧãŲ̽ͷǰƽŻ......ȴһƫͷͬӶϣϧһ٣ŷԼӷһֱק˵䣬һ죬æſ
"...Ǹ"治ɫȴڻſԼʱƺ΢΢һ߼ߣϧ߸߱ú£ȴС"ܲ...ȥ"
ӵסԼ˫͵սϧæס졣
ϧֻûجج˱뷿㽫ڴϣȴǰδеᡣϧڴϣָ˸˿ȴҪʦ˯ִʹëžͻЩ......
룬ѹϧȻһһҲֻḧ˵ָ䣬ͷķ˿һֱǾӨϾ˫ۡǡ......ᣬͣĴϡ˵֣ڲ
ƺǲţظξĻΪʵ
ϧȴݺĵ"......"ƺѹʲᡣ"ҿ...ң......ҿ......"һͬýϧ
סǰˣû˵Ϣ......Ѭ㣬ƣϧʱɬͺ......Ҫ޳һ˵֣⿪½󣬻ĥˡ⣬һֱܵǱĴУϧȻһ٣˵֣ɾ컬¡ǵ......ֻüӰӣµɬӣ˺ۣѾȥ
˵ƿϧ·ãȴһֱ΢ϧ㶣ϸ"Ǹ......"ˣֻǰˣʦͷˡ"ҸѰòã"ʦ˵ҪͨǾǺ롣Ӧ......ûǴ......
ãϧȶˣ˻֣ÿӡϧﰵ̾ԭĿÿ......Լָʱѹ
˿ϧ˵֣Ŀ˼Ҳģʦ̵Ķᣬſ˵֡ȴһ̣ƿֱ˷"......"֣鲻ƺҲԸſϧ΢...ȴҲûų⡣
"Ϣʦ˵˯߲ʳ£......"ϧƫͷ룬Խ"룬ֻҪ˯úãԶЩͻöġ"о˵ֶ˶ϧףЩ"......"
˵ֱֱꡣϧֵףֻȵĽһ֧ۣ˺ص"᣿"
ϧһδشȴԼϧòӦ֪ΪΣƤЩ΢ӣӲԾȥԺ֮䣬ȴ"˺......"
"춻ص......"
һ̣ϧãԼҪ޳Ƶġ
zyzz
ϧʱ򣬷ԼһҲûСЩʧ䡣Ǹ׷......ͬһΡʮ־񣬱ɻʦĶȥ......
ͷȥܣĸоһӿȴǽԼ뿪طˣĴҴܣѭС˺ЩʱͻأŸһۣϧڵء̾˿ڵϣš
ƽգʦǲ׼Լ·ʦ˵ԼĽŽãҲãһ߶硣ʱ򣬵һʦʱԼҲˣڴϡҲ֪˶ã֮ᣬӱҲܶˣȴʲҲǲ
Ъһϧ˿ܣֵ֪ΪΣϧ΢΢һ٣ֽۣŷ䡣ͷƺ......ʲᶫ֮ĿֵȴǵӰ飬ȴԽľһۣϧؿڣ˿
"ʦ......"Ҫȥʦ...Ҫȥʦ......
ײһϧᵹȥȴ뻳ͷ
"ΪҪ뿪"

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ϧǲ֪ŵĻµģֻǱԼˣ˵֣ԼĶͷɱ˫ϧǾˣòŶ϶"...ȥȥҡʦ"
˲ϧֵ"ʦ֪ڡ"Ӱ㱻˵ֱ꣬һָĽŸ"ۣ"ϧȻû뵽˻ʣһʱ֮侹Щš
"......"˫ֱֱԼ·𱻿Ƶġ"Сʱᡢʹ......"˵ۣͣĽŸᣬ꣬Խֵϧ˿òƮ̫ˣÿ˰Լȥ......
ֻصǸ¥طϧˣЦ"ʦ"ϻ֣ӿʼݡоǱסԼ˫ֲսϧδѾȥϧҲ˲˶ֱ࣬ǰˮȥ
ˮԭﵣǣڷ틵ܷ¥һգһ磬ͱպСϵ˴ڣͽǼˡˮϧԴ̧ͷһãһۣǰǶ˳
......׷ͷİ׷ֻŹģһҹɰͷһ治١ˮ΢٣ȴǸ߸ϵֱֱԼķơϸ˻æϧſ"ʡ"
ϧվˮᣬЩų̧ͷȴǸ""һֱԼһһ˵۾ÿ
߽ˮƲԾϧᣬ"ʣˮĳӣʲðĵط¡"
˵ĿɽϧƺֻݵǰСꡣͬħȵ"ĵӡ"
ˮ©һģ"ҵϧ"
"ү"ӴԻ"үЩ̸ĺá"˵֣ϧȴƫͷӲǶ㿪ֻ֡
ʱĬ
"ʣ롣"ˮƾýţͷѾðջĿ⣬ǰͷϧ̽ͷƼǱӰʱЩʧ"ͽ"ˮỽϧЦҡףȥ
ϣһ˲䣬ʹδ뿪ˮƣаãҲ÷סӵѰʵ"үӿɻã"
˲춻ӦȴˮƵ"Ӱʴ˽飬뿪Щಹӣûʲ󰭡"һˮһۡǷϧסˣС"ǰɩͽҲá"
оһĿ⿴ԼϧһԼ˵˻վˮᣬ⿴ˡ
"ǩˮĳˣǰɣ"ˮƺЩͣ˹ֵ"ˮĳˣʴˣˮĳºá"˵꣬ǣϧ֡վһ˿ݡ
"ߡ"˵¶ȡ
"ǣϧҪ"Ƕˮ˵ȴǿϧϧ΢΢һˮһЦ"ʴ᣿⴫ȥ̫á"һѸоɢɷ
"ϧҪ᣿"ͽ㡣
꣬˸ʣȻˡ
ϧֻӲԼģæܿ˵Ŀ⣬ãС"Ҫ...ʦһ"

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ͷ˶ȴ˶Ϊ֮һ㶡ˮѹͷǵ⣬ԼЩûС......
ϣҪڣ㱻һȥӲײŰ塣"ʦ"ϧ͵һҪܹȥȴֻŤ˹Լȹˡ"ү"Ҳ˻ǰͲ˵йǿҵŭ
ؿԼ˫ս"ʹ"ϧļ类ץۣʹһ٣ɿǣ֡ϧ˲ãһתҲûһֱۣܵѪˮƷ
"ʦ...ʦ"ϧǻˣǵһοʦˣѪˮһЦ˳ƿڷϧϣһֻֻڷϧϡ"ͽʦ......Ҳϲ뿪ʦ"˵꣬Ŀ⻹
ϧ˳ˮƵĿ⣬ֵؿˣȴվǶ......ͬһ̲ˮ·֮ǰ¶ȣ١ǰһϧ§ˮƣ"ǡǻˣˣ"
ԭǰȴһڵϧӲǲ
ã˻""ָˮƣĿ䣬Щ"ϲ"
"Ҫһ"
Ծɱ䣬ȴ̲סġ
ϧŤͷˮƣ"ʦҡǿߣ"ˮ΢΢˶٣һԵĺǰ"Сӣʦ¿պãȥЪϢҪúõɾͲˡ"
ϧˮһۣӾҪһֻƵ"ллǺˡ"仰ˮ;ûԾȷϧ񣬺ӻ潫ˮϵͷ
һϣЩ·ӱ㽫ˮڵϣ"ݼñ"ˮƴӵˤ۵С"㻹"ӷ˷ۣ"Ͳү涯"
"ҪӹԹԻȥòˮĳΡ"ˮƺٺһЦòţ˷ȴƦӡ
˵˴ˮƳƺ......һˡˮƶ˶٣㡣
zyzz
ϧźϣ֪أŸͬ˸վǶһֱŶվˣ΢һŲȴһ˲䣬ԭм֮ң͵ǰϧ󾪣һӵһ飬ڵϡ
ϧֻÿ촭ҪԼ"......"ϧƣ§Լȴûɿ§ø׷ɢ㣬ϧǰһΣ־Ҳӵסˡ...ÿһˣ̫......
о˷ſԼϧ죬ҲͷȥȴãֻԼ"Ҫߣ"
ϧ۾𴦿ȥС"Һʦһ"
Ȼһƺڲ"ϲ"ϧ˵ָԼӣᣬ̽½󡣷ϧһҧ"ϲʦ"ϲ......ϲǸһϲ룬ȴ˵˵ĴѾӡ
ϧˣ......ΪʲҪҧԼ죬ҧ𴦲᣿вУȻ......
ϧۣ˷ſʱϣͻȻǱӷſ
"߰......"

ϧ˶١
"߰......"
ٱ䣬ȴƺþ
......
ϧԼգͷһˮ顣Щ...̡
ϧͻȻۣ֪Ϊʲᣬͷúܣۡ
˱꣬ȴճȭϧվſڣͻȻؿһʹת˹ǰ걧ϧҲܣС԰׵ÿ£ϧϣȴϧѵشȡҩ˿򿪣ͷƵҩ븹УһԵĲˮСĵغ
ã̹Щֱֱ̧Լϧ˿С"Ǹ......"ǣ"㲻ǻˡ"˾Ĭϧƫͷ"ʦ˵˵̣ܶҪĿЩ"
ϧվЩͷȥͻȻֻͷ"ˡ"վԭҲꡣϧۣͷ˸̣......
"ϧ"
ϧһ١
"ܲ......"˶꣬˫ݣǾЦ̡"ٽһ"

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ϧͷ򴽲Խᣬ̧ۡ......ԼĺᣬԲŻ˯áԲáǣԼ治ĺ......ϧգգۣ°ԼҲգ
˿ʦҪԼ޺ӣóԷ
"......"ϧҧ"ĺӡ"ƽ޲ȻҪתֱҪطȴ˻""ϧˣһ
ʹȻɫ˿ɢָٽϺõ̴ľȺѪһε˳ָ䣬ȴǳȻˣ棬˵ʲᣬ·ȥȫٺϢһΣʧȥˡ
ȥıӰ˿ϡ壬ȴμǶԼչ¶Цյĺӣûһ˿һʢĴգǰ
˱Ŀ룬ЦЦߣᾹǿƲסϿЦ
ҲաƾʲΪǺӻصԼߡҲé......ҲǺá̧ƳϵһСż˾û˻Ƶġһһǰżϸϸ
...ǵ.........Ƿϧ......
һżл£ڵϡعʱżѾˤ飬ͬϵˣҲòˡ
ͻȻű˿һվƫͷؿͷˣϵЦԽ
ϧƤһֱ־һ˵ɫһֱԼǰζûһ̰߸߰ףϧֻɹɹ̫ѡ룬ȴһӰһͷ˹ȥ
"......"ϧ죬ⲻ......üͷԭΪֵĿ˸ǺʦһԼŵķȥˡҪʲطɲã
Ҳ֪룬ȴǼæȥ˷ɴܵķֻһ·ԼŻᣬġһܣصǸ¥ʱѾϧؿڣѵ¡
˳߽ŷ¥ŴϧƤԽ죬һͷ죬㼱˽ȥ
ǳ棬ϧʵŵˡԭĵطҵòУϧ»żˣŸѾףҧ߰ܵصңȴɫӰ
ϧؿֻưؿһҰ׵ˣңѪգĿڵϣﱧɢĶȴʹɫ·һ뼺޹ءӿ˿ǺǵЦȴ߸ȴ"틩틩"
ۿҪ˵Ŀȥ"Ҫ"ϧ󺰣ȥסӵ֣ͬһƷӲƫȥǰѷϧõڵϡ
˫ۣŵؿϵ꣬ʹڵء"ϧ......"Ӳ"ϧ"һƻӣϵڻֲ"ϧ...ϧ......"
ϧֻŤһۣ۵˽ŵݣﲻ֪ģʵ۵ĽתͷǴվӣֻͬһãȻ"ϧ...ϧ...ϧ..."ӿ꣬ƺǰĿã
"ᩤ"틺޺޵ӣ"ؽɱ㣡"
˾Ҫ֣ϧǿӲǱˣ"......ɱ...ɱ......"˳Ĭϧֵ"Ҳ......ɱ............"ʦ˵˻᲻óܵȻʦ˵ĺС
§˻꣬ʹ"ã...˵ˮƶܱ¡"۽Ǿˮ£"ϧ򲻵......򲻵......"ϧ˵ͷֿ۴վӣؿһۣ""һѪ׵ϡ

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һΡ
֪һΡ
һˣݺСˡ˵Ȼ壬֪˺Լһģһ......˾ڵϣϿӣڸȫɣǿ˫ţͬ˵ľ֦㡣һ......
˴ؿʱͻȻЦһšƺ˺ܾãˣ˹Ȼᣬ᳨һӣīɫѣ˿ɫȴЦ...ܺÿӴԽ˹ȥ˵ϵˡӲ֪˵Щʲᣬ˶Ц
Ҳǣá
ǰţһԽ
һ䷿谵ķɾϣһˣ֪˺ʹһ˽΢΢һ㶡ʦ......
ʦվڴߣΣʦ˵ĻеĶΨ鷽ܻⶾԡ飬ܶꡣ
ǼҩģŮҲ˶ǣҩֻһ
նã㵱틹رģ
ʦЦ˵ȥ˽˳᣿ĵӣȴԸŮˣҲΪŮ˵Ƥ᣿
ֺǸҲǿࡣ...οϣ
οϣ
ǴϵƺˣСؿѹֵĿ......
ˡ
˫۵ʱӳıˮݡ"ˣ"ˮɫѣ˾䡣ϧص˵ͷҪˮǸգְⲻݵ갴ȥ"ʦ..."Щۡ
"Ҫʦ"ˮŭϧæ˫ۿ˿ܣֻˮһˡ
"ͽһգʦҽȻµСܵġ"ϧƫͷЩת"˵ĶԹˣͽãἱľ̲ˮҲʦ"Ŀ......
ϧףˮƱҲ˵ЩʲᣬֻϧƵ"ʦͽˡ"ˮƶ˶٣̾˿ͷ­⺢ӣԼ۵ģֻ̇ͷ"ʦǸˡ"
ˮæ"ĸ"ϧ˻ֵ"Ǹ...ˡ"ˮתת"ɡ"ؿڵĴƬϻǷǵġ
"ʦ......"ˮüһɣʵ"к£"Уÿ⺢طϧĬɫЩãȻϸ"Ҽ"
"ʦͽġ"ˮ¶ɣʣ"ʱ"ϧҡҡף"֪"ˮƳʦͽ˲˵ϧֻԽѰ̧ˮƣ
ˮ̾˿"ˡ"һЦ"£լۡĵΡ"
zyzz
ֱۣǣˮߡ"ʦΪʲҪۣ"ˮƲҲ֮ǵλ谵ʪʵ˲ʡˮ˷ϧۣҲǹ˼꺢ԣǿһѪȡ
ã˽ݣֻͷĿѣɫҲЩ԰ס"ʦ᣿"ײˮƣϧҲɴۣһơ
"ʦ......"ϧ㶵ؿͷӱ߸ߵڣûһã۽ǵİ˳ϧ˲æǰκθˣֻܰͰͿﾹǼĲˡ
ˮȴЦ"û뵽틻ûɱ"ȥ֫졣
"ιˣ"ϧ˼˶˶ӡƼʱ˫ƺע˹ԣֱ˫ŸǶˣֻܴϧ"ʦܾ᣿"
ˮüĿӣһЦ"ͽġ"ӣ书а......Ȼ֪߷죬۰ܴжţ书ǻٲȥģǽȥЩʱգҲɻظ书......ȴ߻ħ쳣ԼɢҲͽ͡
ϧ죬ɿԼ˫ֱѪⶼ˳ۿ"ȵȣ£ʦĲ㣬Ҿ㡣"ȥ˿ܣƼЩ̾ߣĸ졣
أŴ򿪡ˮɫ΢ϧҲ˻ֻǰ׷߽Ƽʱ΢΢һ٣ᾹˮơĺӣһЦ"ҽʥɲֵĵط"
ˮƺǺЦЦ꣬ѩ׵磬ϡȴǽ֣ƺЩͱֱ"ҽʥ֪ط"ˮЦطϤ......
"ϧߡ"ûпֱֱ꣬ˮơ"ϧط"ϧһǲԸ⣬˵֣˷Ӧָ""
ϧҧۿһ죬ͷȥ

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˳Ŀ⣬ӡͬˣˣǣ˸Ѫ⣬ĺ⡣ϧקԸ½ǣǰȥԭϵѩڵϡյؿդϧЦЦ"...ˣġ"
ӿ꣬Ŀͣ·𷽲ĺǻӰ뵽ߣû뵽ǣ˿ڣʱʹһŤ"ˣ"ϧתͷؿˣ"ģ"Ƽ˺Ѫɫݣͬǰ͸˵ķ˿˸ܲһ˿¶ȡ
ϧȫȴֱֱ˵˫֪ۡ˶ã"ᣬ"ƺһ٣æֵ"үǷŻɽ˼"ƳһۣꡣϧһֽڰСϧ˻ס˵֣ĿȴǼᶨǳ""
"һ......"ͻȻ"ߣһ......"˶"ұߡ"˽ģס⺢ӡֻҪһ꣬ԼҲ......
ϧ΢΢һ㶣ˮƣˮһӡˣֻ˺ݺݵؿ˽յ֣꿴Լһϲίҧϧǵã΢Ц......
һҲҪˡʦҲкҪżʦԼͿʱ˵ģԼû
ϧ̧ǰˡÿˣԼ˶Ҫÿ......Ҫˣĺ᣿......ҪԼҲ˵ĺ......ᣬÿ춼ĵģ...ٿˡ
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Ǿգֻ˻ף΢΢Ὣͷľѣ˫ֽƺҪ⺢ˣŽ棬벻Լź......
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Ͳ֪ˡʴ˷µּף˵úܣŮСˣ˭Ը⵽լۡȥأһСģԴأǣȥԵˣɶأÿ˶õģǳ............ҡͷʵѡŮҲûϿ
˵˭ѡ˵ҶˣȻǰʴѡģ͵ɨģȫþˡһ죬˵㣬Ҳûլۡ˵ڶ죬˧ˣ󺰣ˣǸҷ˵ģ
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ˣ죬ˣ۾үǿɾͷˡֱֱλˣµ˻궼˳˷üһȫ˳ȥ
ˣ˳ȥ˵תˣĻǹү̸ۣǰжÿж࿡䰵ʶԱߵЦʱ򩤩Ǿޡһʱ䣬ԹŮýֻø̾ͷ......
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дãŷ˱ʣ̧ͷģϻīӡȻ֪վᣬ߸ֽԼĴƽǾԲڱǰдֵģ±Ц......ѿƫͷϸ룬ʦԼ......
"ϧ"
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ƺѾϰΪ˴ᱧԼ"ϧ......"æµĺӣĿǰĲϡأͷϧ˶٣ͣϷһΡ˵ЦҧĶϧһѾȥӶ
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գһֱͷֽ......Լײд......
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