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"Ϊ......Ϊʲô.........ˣ"
һ˿ҵعͬװ?˹ٴŵм䣬?νܶͰ͵ʣȻԷղŵķԴᡣ
"ΪҶʧˡ"װ´κ˶̹ȻЩ·Ȳ£ġ
ͬʱʳһΪʲô֮ǰװ̧۵ϥϣһӵĿȵˣϵ¡
"ͷܺⲻ٣"ɵ˵ţƵǡ"ҲŮˡҪǡһ'ǡһƬ'㲻䷳򡮰'ʱûǻʺݺݵȡ"
"Ǳĳߴ硣"ǳɫ鶢ŶԷλ޵üë"ҺźѾﵽĳֱ׼'ˣԼҲˣǸҵıͲ˲ֹһ㣬ҵǰٿ֮١"
"ˣ˵ǰ٣"޳ʳָôǿȴԶƶԷĽƱ硣"񻹲̫˽һ٣ʧܴҲص--ΪһγðգԸˣƫƫûиıǮ㽫־ȥĻҽ㳣ȥȡȡģԼķ´λζʵʱǵñ͹ģޡ"
"......"
"ˣҲˣҵĴխǼķҾͲȥˡ·ȥŹϣŪ죬Ҫ˯ˡ"
˵꣬װ̧޳ʵ˫ȴӳʰ״̬ǰƹڵذϵı䣬Ȼر˫۷·ֻԼˡ
ͬʱһڴΪߺҧء
ҪܴܼܣȷʵǵһθΪ˿ûоԼòáû쵰ĴֻܹԼ̫ˣǸխСҲСӸղеôԼΪ°㻵˶أ
Ҫ˵һʼһǰŪģҪǿƤƯŲʹظƹԢ϶Ǹйأ
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ڿҪóѵ˲䣬һǿϸһȼϳĻƶԭλ÷롣
ǣԷ˵?νܶ˴
"ȥ"
˫ʧȥйȫ¶ȣ߶͸ıɫĤ͸ܽ˻--ǸˣֱǴɢʳޡ
˱ǿѹ͵׾عվڵϵԼκһ͵ߵԶſڡ̿޷˳·˻õľʱͳȥЩԵխСҵ¥ݼ䡣
֮е־磬ڴϵװǶ״ɫüëеⱻƽĶڻ
ʮӣϵı´ӵϼ촩ţпֱڳ°ͷϵǰɫMalooװϱȵͰ͵ĳ߳䡣

ϣ̨˱Ѿи˿ˡ
"˴ˣ"װ߽;УФ?˹˹ĽŲͷһװԶ΢ƹ⡣
"ûõСŲСʱ"װµߣϣĿĵŶĸ¥ҹӭҹ紵ͽ𷢣ʲݿ£İ׳壬ϰһϣ
"⵹û뵽ġ"Ф̵ϧ
"ǲϧ̫ûãҵԸ鸹϶һ硣"
"̫ˡ"
"ҲίԼ"
"ţֵøõġ"Ф΢Ц͵̾һڡ
"֪"װתǳɫ˫ȻתԷˣͷʮ¥µã־
"أô"էǿ紵Ļȥôʵ
"ˡ"
""
"֪ˣ"ФԵЩ档
"Ҫʲô"װ̧ͷӺͷ߰㣬ȴʹּջ
ͷ̾ϢԭǶ෽ġ
"ô˵ģ"װ¼ʡ
"û⣬ûûûһ......"
"û۹⡣"
"ллο"
"˵ġ"
"Ҳǡ"
һЦˡФһĴֲھ̵ݵװߣԷŵüͷһ--
"鲻Уɯ֪Ҿˡ"
"֪ġ"ФֵݽЩʪǶѾװµ촽ˡ
"Ұ⻰תø죡"
"ˣװ£ôĻ"
"Ҫ˭ģû̴ʲô"
"֪"Ф̾ż̾ѹ⡣"ܽҵǮ"
"٣"װ´ӿͳMalooФԼĴΪϡ紵װµĳƮɢФֱĻٻ
"ǧ顣"
"С"װ»³һ̣Ӵһڴؿ״"ͷֻ߰١"
"ɯأ"
"ǮҪȥҪΪʲô"
Фһεͷ"˵ǿԺֶӵ¼һźϼеʱ򡮿Ƭ'ӣҪԼȵһǮ"
"˵ɣС"װµȥ˵˸ղǷġ
Фû˵ʲôѾյͷΥҩȡϨݺݵĴ¥
"֣"װµȻ̣޵͸ů⡣"ҪǮĻ˵ƬǸǿһҳƬ˾Ҳû⣡"
ֻǳĬ첲Ųһ£˾һ
--
װ´˸磬ս˷ĳ죬ӣ"䣬ȥ˯ˡ"
ϾµŦԼ
"ȵȡ"סԷӣФԼļпϡ"ġ"
װµһ̻ңߣ޳ֱںѵļͷ--
"˵ɣţֱ˯š"
ÿһ˯ˡ
2
вǵ£Ҷ֪
".............................."
ÿһ﷽ձвǵ£Ҷ֪Ǵ˭Ҳû뵽Ȼֵô......֪ܡ
˫ſͰϣװ?˹ʳСÿ춼ϲ٣Ҳʲݵһÿζǡ
ӣĺ᲻סƶţӥչ˫۵סߵĸ壬޳ָ͵ץӣ΢ʪĽ𷢱ѹǽĥҲǰ·Ǹͷ­ȼطһֻֽץסλװ¿貿ţпͷͼøͣһֻԷëƸƬ״ɫ󶼼Ϊ˵ĸ̰ظĦ
ڣһݶҵľκװµ˫ִ߸ϻ俪ϴƫһߡΪڽ˼صشϢţԵʶ󣬲طſԷ١
"......"װƣصЦɫˮʡ
"......"ɭ?ȸ˹ĴָȥǵĲྫҺЦֺñȸտʼʱʮ΢ĵع۲죬͸÷ֶԷеҪһȥ
ǴǸ񾭵խʱڳļæջߣԼҪ£ﲻԼͬز²˧еһλǸղһ˽ķߣԸǽ𷢵Ǹıʵ̫ĮˡԽô룬ǾطԼȻ
"ҵĵ绰"ɭ˵ţдֵֽƬϴֵĽˡ
"´˵ɡ"ûװ˦ȥ϶ˮ飬žָͷ˼¡
"и⣡"ȻƶͷɭȥҪ뿪Լˡ"ҵס֣ʰúܸɾ......"
Էָȸ"ͣ"ĶȻݵشӿͳŵֻ--
"ϰ壿......·ף벡٣......õģϵ"
Ҷϵ绰װƽسԷ¶һ""ɫֻѶԷϵ֣·ֻǸԼ·ϵҶ˴͵ĿͶԷţɭΪΪ֪ƾҪס˵뷨ƺǿЦġ

"ŵȤƷ"ÿʵĳʱ?˵?¬ƯüëҪŵšһ¡
ʹֻһ꣬ΪҮ³ѧҵôԸƷ̵굱һ΢ۻԱǶԵƬǸ˺ͣӢò΢΢µĽë·ͶһӰ񾲵÷·ƬҲֹˣ
ΪʲôڵЩ߰ĵߣǱ΢紵Ĵϼ
ǰסʹࣺһǸŮɵģɯ?˹--ĹĸǸŮͬҽĹңڵ̬ȿ϶ҲԴѲ˸ϵ--ʾǸŮ˴ûй̶İ¡Ǹ˸ʮʱԷ˽ΪɣϳǶ¥ѧҵεͷ......
ôִǸˣѾҵˣ˵ΪܴһܻƵģŵǸ˻صЩ˶ĶϰԶȥ
һʲôһ£ܾ³ʣ"ô£"
"Ǹˡ"ʿ?³"Ǻǣǳĳʯͷ"
ûСšüë
"Ҫ뱾ϵ𣿸ղҿһ"ؽ
""ؽŬסݺ̾û͵ʣ"ҵ"
ʿͷһ"ĸӰһ飬̫㡣"
ƽصͷ"ΧٳˣԤˣǵĻس̻Ʊû"
"ǵģˡ"
ʿ𳵴ƣصڿϣ۾ջذסͷϵ۵ķϣ˭Cadillacˣ--ٵļһȥļ

ʮ㣬װһڻס·ϡƾɵīɫuick⳵ֻ͵˽ֵڡ
˽ļӰࡣʱϰ绰һͬΪ"صĳθ"뿪˸λװ´·?ʲ"ŵȤƷ"Ͼŵ㡣
Ӱ࣬ΪǮ׬
һҹǰʱװ½סһС£ķ¸赲ǵĺ⡣ͣͳΪԼһĵʱ̣ԼѾʼůˡ
̼ǰ˫ֶ¶ϵϴơƹĲнײǰ·ƣװ¿϶̻źѩ衣
⾰󣬿ɿ̧̧üë΢΢һЦ
ǰ۵ĺɫCadillac SLSĳǲҲĲйأװδվڳëµĸ߸࿴˼ۡ
ܿ죬ԷҲƶýװµ֮УҲ⡣ûиִֻ¶ȡһ
Ҳˣ⵹е⣬װ°ַŻֶֻ˳
ӳһܾˣͲϵװݺܴװ۾³һ̡
˼ǣԷƺǳġ÷ǳַһֱͦ塣
ûиı䲽װֱȥΪԷõסԢſڡ
ǵľ̵ֻмӢʱǸΪ׵һװҲҪԼԾĶ--
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ֻڰϥǽӴϰĽ棬װ²ЩĻŭţûԷȤ--
"ҵװ²µ¡"
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Ǹͷٻɫ·ԵЩ԰סװע⵽һ˫Ϊ峺۾--ɫܺá
ղ˵ʲôĵ£ŷ޿ܺá
װһǣọ̴́ٵһǰ°ͣ"¥"

յǸ˵ĵһԷЩ--ǣЩġ룬һʿ?³ʿһͬǶȥưܲĶʮ¥²ϲĺ?ںﰤ
ںö٣ǳʧ޵ļʹùȵʽݼȶšθУԼվǰװ߽һ
ǵ߲£ıǼſȥôĽֻм硣ԥԼıƽǷһ"ð"ʱװµͷֲ˲Ӻͷ¶һƬƤʹչ䣬ʮֶˡһ£ӿֳһĪΡ
ǰװЦ̾˿
""
ֱŴ򿪣װ²ŶԸ˵˵ڶ仰ڰȫǣʿſڣԸװ½ǼλڶխСӡӵľסüëղһ˱غ¥ʱһ
Կ׺ϴﶫذһӣװ׺ëڵϣŻͷʱѾַţп׼¿ˡ
"......"һʼδ޷ع
ͷһ˻¹ڳվſڲԶװ²õüë"ûҴӲźˣԼ·˹ҵȣ"
"..."Լװ׳嵽װǰ--ϵ۵ķطůûУ
ԽͷһԼϵڵװüë뽫һ֮ͬʱ־µ˷ǳȤ̲ס--
"ϲࣿ"촽ֹסԷĲӣָܵļΪӲĸƵ
ǵģ˳ٶ۵ý壬ղڵԵİʾûеõӦʱװ¾͵óˡûʧɬû飬ɬ³ç
벻ʱһҹ֮£װסԷԼѾ˷Ŀ貿ȥŲϸһֻٵķ--治ŷ
"......"ȻΪô˵ѵľһԲΥԼԲܽܵ£
"˵......"װ²ӣǼĺᣬúܵĹˮڸǲȥеϢһж⵽˼㡣"ϣҾ......ͣ......"
"..................ס...ס--"
ڣսʤʹУŽԼϵƿֲܴĶԷĵضûУԵĴϡ
"ģ"װδشڴԭ߰ͻˮһɶװʹޱΪʲôܽSMʩŰһȻΥԭ
еԼ"´"֪뵽˼㣬ܵҪϹȥ鿴ԷȴǶԱɫɱƵò
"ҶֵǸ⣬𷣣ĵ£"
֮̿£ٴεϥװµǰͷĺڷعڶǰżٵĺεֹ
"ĸݻ磡"װ³ԼѹµǼװȥѾǾȨľٶˣԭҪŶѥĽųǿͷϺݺȥ
"£"ʱʶĹؼ"......"ȭͷĵײסԼ⡣
"ٴǸҵˣһУ"
"죡"װڴ̧"ĸSMһף·"ѾȫɥʧȤˡ
"ⲻЦװ²......"
űһײʿ˽
"о--"ղŵ춯δϹսľʿļ٣ȻڿűʱԼǸʲô......
?˵?¬оڵϣʧλ¶ϰԼΪŵڴϵĴ--죬ƯʿЩܲסԼˡ
Ǹߺĳƺװתͷ۾ɹԼűߵ--
"о"
"ǵģ£һ˵ġ"
ޱϵشеתͷһŵ£ȻֶԷǶԻĳִ󲻾оŭգ"ˣ³û£"
鲻Խʿһ"......ǵģˡ"ϽػԼĸλ
̾װ£Ѿͷֻôͷɫֱ˶˵ؿԼޱϬ
"£"ԷڴеĻ
װ˫һУ򢳯ķһ̧"ѵϵơƸ......ҲԼһޡ"
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ƽذƾɵĵ˴ϣװޱذŪĺɫNokiaֻ--ǰջģ˲ݵнˮϱ任ҺâӳǶĮĵɫϣǵĺ⡣
"˹ٷݹ裿"
"ǵģ¡"ǰصͷλ˵оɵ۵Ͳͼ־װɵ""ϣԸװ±ʾܲһֱҲϲվԼ
"ܺã"һԲЦ⣬װ°ֻ"ûᵽˡ"
һ£ֶˣ΢ۿĻϵʾģʽĽⲿ뻥ߵĹͨӴıд"άᰣ󹫹"һҳһ֣ܵ""Ķġ
"Ϊ......"̾İơơҺ屻öеȴûмٶ٣һϲơƹ̼ΣһΪ˵ĵһʹ--עġ
"Ϊʲô"װ²ŲæڴͷѾȥơƹޣͷһڣȫȥԼԵľֹǷԷ˸ѹ
"Ϊ游ոմװ²󹫱ҳԱ"
"Ȥ"װЦЩûȫȥơǺ"Ϊ޸Ұְɣ"
"ȷʵ......ˡ"
װ´Ц"˭дľ籾ҴһҲϲ˻ƽʱΣ"
"ҵĻ"µȻЩʧأҲǰбղװµıΪλƧŦԼѾתʵ--ȷʵܾˣҲò--ֻڲ
""װȻЦúԵãֳһָ"Ĺ¡"
ǲǹ£⡣
"˵ʵҪҵԱ̫ˡ"װ¼˵Ϳƺղôš"ҵ˼ǣôͿ϶ҪҵңҪ֪ͬͬյĺܶࡣ"
ǵģһƴĹ֣յʱӢһΪȫͬѧЦ
Ҳ֪ĸ׷?˹ԭŷ޴½һССҶֻһƵģΪûĸ׵ˡһɻҲ˫״ľޱ׳⡣
ΪԼԶл⿪صˣڣĴ𰸾ôڶ--
ǰȥܺζŷ˵Ƕͯ¶
װ¾ơƹޣҺ壬ɫ鲻ôԵشǰˣ΢΢µĳë·ͶһӰо˼
ӣеһɸӵĲͬʱ־ϲǰתơƹ޵ּ--
"Ȼش¼ôΪȷݣƸ......"
ʹܿסµðѾ¶ˣŵһСڡ
װûжŭЩζIﾭһЩ£ֿ಻ʤ
"Ҳ˵ʲô"ֳɣʵֻý۸ι̡
"ȷʵǣ"˵"ʹ󹫱µDNA֤"
DNAװ뵽ʲôѸֱüͷһֿ˵۹ⶢŶԷ--ȻѾܲˡ
"......"εر⡣"ԱǴˢϲɼ......"
"ǽҵӣ"Ȼÿ춼İ˽õСԢ˯Ĵϣⲻκ˲Աس룡һˢģһĶĸϮװȫڶ⣬Ҫˡ
"½⡣"
"ģҲʲôҵǸ𣿣"
"ǣ"֪ڳվµ־һء"벻Ҫνļ裬Ҳʱִ"
Ҳ֪ҵ𣿣װӵơƹ޴ӴһԾȻصĿ¶ľ󲿷֣ҶΪԸе·
"ˣˣ"׼ȷǰĳ죺"ҵعȥ--ڶΣ"--ûʦڵϹһأ
һűײڶΡ
ǸղŵʿʿԼ......
"װ--"
"Ф"
"--"
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ӿ¥ԳϵĺɫCadillacФ?˹˹˲ͬѰԤУоĺװ?˹Լġ
Ǽҡҡ׹ϵݵ߲㣬ϰԵ̤⵽װµסſʱվԱߵڴµĸ׳֤ʵǡ
ΪǸװ£Фûаһжķȥ롣µߵλȥڳ䵱˸ǰ򶨵˵
û׶ԷôؿӢ˵һӵĻش𣬴ﴫҵʹΧڵģװᱩһФǳ˽⡣ɵƿǰرԱǰȥͼײ΢ϵǣǸֹĴͷȡͬĶԭͱܴݲеľһӦ
"װ--"Фغһۿѳϰһڷ˾塣
ڿװռҪѵԷФȫжϾ֪Լô߬ȭͷǫ́Ҽ˷ľͷǸŭѵļһݺȥ
һҵĺУ?˵?¬оʹص˵ϣûشʹÿҪˣҺϸĽһĳ嶯
"ƣ"ФشҪǸŵļһһʱװǰֹҳһʿʿжϵݣŹλѵͼתǰȥĿǰΨһҲܺо--
"ˣ"ľʿĳλճűԵķӸСֻ֪վǸҰȭ׷оˣһ㣬ʹ϶ϸƶҲ޷˵ĵ⡣
ֻ˲ô롣ǱطƿʿĲװһֻ֣"......"
"죡"װµϵֹԼȵΪ"ȥҡǣ"
һ֮ŷս--װºФVSʿ˭Ŵ˭Ӯҡ

ۿɫŷǫشװǰ߹뿪䣬ŹغãФСһ"Ϊ㲻SM"
"ҵԸ"װȥܲΪȻѸʹùĴǰĴһףݺݵشӱһ̡
"ôϵģ"Ф˵ذϵơƣһޣʹһ--ղ󼤶Щڿˡ
"Լŵġ"
"--"
ФСǺһڣԲ˼ǰλŵڴϵĺѣ֪װºԶ׼ġԶһλЩݵ""......治һĿš
ȻһֱȽϺĽ;ǣװڽйʱһеŷοͶϲβ......ȻҲˣ˭Ǹװ?˹أ
"Ǹ˵˵£ôҸʲô"ȥעӣװʡФĳȻͻȴʱýӸΪӴĻʱˡȻͨ£λѵĳֱҲζĳЩǣҡ
"Ǹ......"𽥴ӸлָФĲɵĨȥߵĲҺ"ڷƬ......"
"ﵽǮˣ"
"ûУһǧࡣ"
"ﲻˡ"װʼ磬ͬʱע⵽Էı鲢Ϊʧ
ȻФӣơƵ죬"˵......"𽥼еµơƹϡ"ҵֶӣͬ⽵ǵĵ渶"
"С"
"Ϊʲô"ФüëŴӿȥڰ
"Ҳֶӣ㲻ǲ֪"ԼǱѬˣװۣ϶еĨԵø
"װ......"
"һ취Ūһǧ......һǧҸ׼"
"һǧ߰ٿ顣"
"ܺáҸŪĸֵ£"
"Ϊʲô"
"ûôΪʲôǲ棡˵ҪǮʱңֻҪõó㿪ҳƬ˾......"
ķȻֹǷǳټФЩ--˸еηװµķŭڳĬнСȻܿ죬ԷýشӴԾϨ˲һڵϣſڡ
ԾľȻſڵ--
"£"
"Ǯ"װʡ
"ʲô"
"ƣ"ФĻ󼸺غ
û뵽ŷоȻƤѵΪװ»SM£ôװΪǮǻһӶ޷λõˣ
"Ա̬ҰĶǺ......"
װ¼ûôͰФǰƿϬıɫʼֱãȻѵ"˵Ǯϼһҵģ"
ȲܶԷôǷ治˫һЭ̵ҪᡣؿһۼץԵФװתѵļص--
"棬Ҳµģ"Ȼոմûõװڡ""

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ṳ̂¥ݶӭװ´˸ʵʵ硣ʧɫæԼΪϡװûоֻܾ첲˽ȥȴǰܶĸˡ
̨ͣ¡װתŸٴοżɽ˵"ҿԵõǮŲ"
̫ǿķһͷҵĽӢ׸ˡֵ̾Եͷ--
"ô˵ǰάᰣһεͳߣ縺......"
"ţǶط̫ãֻҪشҵ⡣"
Ǹǣ֪øеοΡسԷ΢΢۴ף"ǧŷԪ游ոմװ²µĸʲֵܹ"
"Ҫôܵõ"
"̳аάᰣ֮λ"һׯϵʱ̣еȻǶ˵¹ڲ"ʵϣݡάᰣ󹫹Ϊһ˳λ̳˵Ѿ--δ󹫹ʱ"
ǧŷԪٱٵһأ˿ڲ......װµ𽥸ֳЦ--
"ãҸɣ"
䣬ϥǰݵװµӡԼĶͷ"˴άᰣ󹫹ȫԶЧңװ²¡"˵꣬촽ӡ϶Էֱ
"ʲô"װ¸˫ζ
"ɭо?˵?¬ǣʵˣԶЧҵˡ"
"ܺã"װ򢣬Ĵָ´Ĩ"촽"
Ȼ󣬰ŶԷȵ˫۵Ḷ́Цţȥ

6
"ҪһҳƬ˾"
?»غͰ?ΤͬؾԵФ?˹˹ΪʳǵƣֻʲǿǱؿ˼¡ķӦټǾĻλнֽǵС͹൱һ˵עĿ
ʹˣԶװ?˹٣ⳡ΢ɧҵķֻСȵص˵ͷ--֮ϸ΢ͷɢҵĽɫҲûжļ--ͬʱµһкõĻ⡣
򶨵ı˲֪öʹ˼ţɴ϶ղŵĻǸͻЦ"ҪǮĻǸǿһҳƬ˾Ҳû⣡"--װ¶ĺФ˵һ仰ͨںǮʱˬĳŵӯˣ˭Ķ֣ʹǸװ£ûд쾫ӢĴѧѧ
"Ǯ"
"Ų"
"ɯٳʲô"ФȥЩʧɫ
"ܺá"װĻȵŲæؽ͡"ˣĸ׵ϰ--⹫"
"㻹⹫"һأͬʱˣȳ̶ղš
"ûˡ"װ¾׽ʳ˵ƤҪ̧һµļûС
ް֮飬Ǿǿʡȥ׾αİοֱص--
"ǸʲôģǮ"
װ̧̧üëһݵ˼飬"ҵŷޡ"ȻֱߵıӺһմˮ"Ǯܶ࣬ҳƬ˾ûġ"
"̫ˣ"Ͱ˻ССӵһ£Ȼ¶һ"ôûһ⹫"ı飬Ľؿȫɫĵˡ
"ǲø˴պϳƬȹ˾һ͸ǳ˫CDĴŮ"ʳװ°Ѹ첲֧ڲе˱űʣµϡ
"̫ˣ"һ󻶺Һãһ"Ÿ⹫"
"һ£ûô˫CD"ȻĻ顣
"ǿ԰һųɡԭ'ģ"
"û⣬Ӧ'......"
۷׷ڵεʱװƺҲʲôȤһ͸۾--
"ǣ"վӴαϵǼɵĺɫͳʮѹڲ̵£ٲôʢǮ"Ŭɣʧˡ"˵ţչķ״ϣȥ
˳ж˻ͷ͹ݵĴűվһǳ۵ˣŨڵľԸеӥǡװ´󷽵ߵǰͳ˻ȻǼû˵ʲôװһԹԵתԷ˳ӵظĲһʧɫҴҵȺ
ͬʱͷ̾һ"֪ÿοһҶŮҡ"
"ÿοһҶϧԼΪʲôǸͬ"Ҳ㷢Լĸ룬Ȼͳ밬̵ȼ
"أФФ--"
""Фմĳ˼ת˵û˶ѵĲֻۡǱʶеߵλֶͬѯλոﳤȥ˧
"װ£"زǼ⣬۽ЦԵЩɬ"ܹѲ"
˳˰룬ȻһͬصͷɫؾĲ--
"˵öԣΪװ¸ɱ"
"ɱ"

һʮֵеߣ͸ݣǲƵԲ󣻿ƣݵɫͷ˫Ĵ۾идȴϽΪ׵ƽ档
ǰƬӡФ?˹˹ʵ̫ƽˡ
ΪƽڿݱʱԵغһѶѣȻ˵ǸǴһСѧʱʶģԸ⽫⿴ƵΪݺ׷档
ĿǰΪֹʵ벻ʲô˲ž߱װ?˹ٱȼʸǽҪλװ²ﵽһĻװݵһ͡
--촽......
޷Ƶٴսһ£ȻżȵڣҵǷݻƵ롣Կضڽƽسң
һУֻмСʱ......
۾ʹԼע»صǰϣһֽضһ¡
Ф?˹˹Ľܺòһ˷ζֱŦԼʿһͥкɳʮѧҵʱЩϷ--
"޹̶ְҵǰ齨һ֧ΪMoMo'ҡֶӲ漪ֶ֡б˹ֵ?»Լְ?ΤںpunkskaԴindi磬δκһҳƬ˾˿С˹˹ֶӻ켣ٶһľưɺ͵֯׬ȡ΢ݳѡ뼫ΪޣΪѵļ˹ʱǮάֶֻӵ......"
ܲüëԭϣӦ˿˽ڣƵķ߷߲ƽ......Ǹ֪֮ƽӹ֮˵եȡǮƣ뵽װĿǰĹҪµƤɳһȭͷˡ
һ쵰õװ̶ֳȵ̻ʶ۽ǵˣԼӲ뵽顣
ͻȻ䣬ʶһصᵽ--
ȣǸƽ˻ӵǸ˵ꡣ
˵ʣ֮鵽жֻ
--촽......ͷȴ͸ˣ
"ˣ"
""
ı飬ɳ"ʲô£"ٵ̲סòʵĶóȻ߽¡
"ĵ绰˴ġ"ĪʿίüëСؽ绰ݵǰ
λŭɵ˼ֵڵĸסǵģˣȻǰΪѰδĴ󹫱¶쳣˷ܣֻϣҲľս
7
Фòġ
ϣװ¸һŷд¥ʱ˵Ǿȥǿ亣ڵĻ--"ǸаǮ㣡㲻ҪΪƬˣ"
ţ˵˯ˣǰ......ŷһϳšǼ߰ԴļһôǳФϵģǶװµıϹϾζԼͿͬǡȻ֪Ǹġȥûļһװ½ʲôȻڰȫǣФѡ˳ĬҵǣԷûڽݵĹ鷳
Ȼǽ磬װĵֶȫԱ緹Ǻ뵤ǽӴģڲ͹治ɫȷе˵""Ǹ˵ϲѶʹôٶۣФҲ벻µĴϵ
װ˵ı鿴ФҴûλƸŷ游ûô˵ʶ֮Ф֪װµĸĸʱڿѡ׵áɯٰӢһִġ
ԶǼµġǸСøɬӢҽʱͬѧЦһƬ--װ²£Ť֣һΪǸŮأ㿴ǸŮҸղſſС㣡......
Ǹʱ֪СӲ--˵ô˧ôקôһ
Ǹͷ˳ƺΪ""ou hihnssһ𣿼ҵ......Ф뵽ǲʮľӰ鲻ԽغݲһţһѳǰⶰλٹķϱߵʽԢ¥¡

΢ѶһЩĴ춯
ȻЩʱˣҵλ׼˵ӵʱ䡣װ»ҹȻסĵط䣬ҲܰϽʶڵΣأһֻ˸ӫĵһ㣬װȻ֪
ݵȨ֮Фóֻͨ˵ĺ룬ȴ˴Լӣ绰ͨˡ
"˵........................ٿ......"
Фɱüë"װ£ңФ"
"........................"
ͬʱӵ绰ͷ˿ûΪĴŶ仯ФظеЩȵĴϢӷˡ
"Ҿ⣬ºҽЩ㽲"
Ҷϵ绰ʱФԾ̾˿мײװ¸˸"¶"--ͬİˡФ˵Ҳĳ̶ֳϵӾˡȵѵı֣ȫͬƽʱľǧװµҵģǶԿĮĵɫĳֿ˼£뽫εر򳹵׷顣
üΣФľ󣬼ֱЩѡ
һͳĽﴫФֱĨĨվԶĵط
ֹһĽŲƽŵһİˣǽǸһФ֮С
"ˣ"Ǹ߸ɫͷ˲ݲݴһФ󣬻ͷƵζȻڴϵװ¡
"ˣûˡ"ڵ̵װûôФǲͷؽſڣ˶Էȫֻڿ㡣
"٣"ʶԼҪֵ˻ֺõɫ˵"ҶΪӵģǿ3P'......"
žװ°Ĵȥ""
Ƣº͵ФĵؽǼѵʰʧļ""š

̣װ´Ӵһ˿ҵФϵһϴûпչʾζΪǴСʶֿѡǸոսҵ"˶"ڴţпʱ˸Ķļⱻø޳Ѹٽ³--ĵԡ
ΪװµԵʣФ˽⵽ͬǶŲ̶ͬȵЩװܲȻ㹻ʱ
ƺĮԼ壬Įӵݵĵز
"°ɣǸɾģû˯"
Ϻװڴ϶Фʾ⡣ФʶɨһΧҸСݲխС䣻ɢڵϵ¼װµ켣--ơƹޣơƿͷ̺У־ùûùİȫףû󻬼......ФͻȻиһĶýװߣһַֻļͷһ¡
"Ҫ뿪һˡ"
""Фֲһ£Ϊθֵȷأ
"˵Ҫ뿪"װѵõظһ顣
"ΪŲ"
װµͷְѴͷϵ̺еݸФФһԼ׵һ߰ѱװӵĴʹúڹ̺вС
"ƣ"³һ̣Фĳ"......"
"ο͡"ĳJҪһ޺£ôң
ФĿɿڴؿװ£˺ǳڵİתֲ˼ֱ̬ĳۡ
ֱԷ۽Ĳ--
"ƭӣ"
Ū˺ŰƵڴϡѹŴ󱳵װЦüֱָ̲Ʈ°ɫĻƬմʪĽ𷢡
""ФδͻһװµĴϡ"˵ģ......⹫......£"
"ô˵"װƽ̣ղŵЦûϹԺҲᡣ
"Ǹ"Ф촽"ҿһʲôǮ˵......ҵ......"
"ģǺڰ"
"Ƕ......"ĵƾմơ
װ̧̧üëҧתͷֻ--뱸Nokia¿ФʮĽһʱ䡣
"롮άᰣ󹫹'......ƴ-A--O......"ѽ뻥״ֻ̬ݵФ׾һѶһѹɡ

8
"άᰣ󹫹λŷвʿСĹ֮һ׶άǣͨ÷͹ϵİάǷԣΪά壬Ҫŷ......"
ФʹüëһҪЩɬ֣һ滹ҪѸʽ͵⡣
"⹫......ҵˣ"
װµͷһĨϷʵЦ⡣
"......"Фʱ˵УΪʾֻв˿ڣҲ˵ϵֻʮ֮һ˻ҵĻա
"ʲô"
"㿴һѡ"
""Феɻ¶ֻĻһ飬ҵҳʵ̫ˣĸſһЩڸùԪ"άᰣ"ĶСš
"Ǿ"֪ʲôʱװ°ԴФļͷ첲Խһ߼ȥֻϵİ㿪Щеһ
"......ʱ賿ĵʮ֣άᰣ󹫹Ԫףװ²󹫱£ͻѪ׶άǵĴ󹫸ۡǱУʮĸ¡ݰάǻҷƣոù̳зλĽ߽ǺϷѪԵ......"
װǶ֣ΪޣԵЩФԽظеĪˣתԴɻؿͯĴ󷢵ĺѡ
""װûעӣָĻǷ"װ²"Ļ"ҵ⹫кɣ"

"......ӣ"
"ɵɣ"װۣԳ³һ˵ȫǰϴּţߺѵ仯ûвФһӵס˫һιסǻ
"٣......"װҲЩ죬ĸ첲Էסߵ˫ֲ֪һȭſ
һӣФŽſӱϿȫûϵļ󣬺Ĵ۾ɢżĹâװ£עҲֳȻɫԵͷ
"ҵ죬............"˷ܵ૵ФֱסװµԴĶͷ֣"Ժǹ.................."
׹Է̬װεЦһ"ɵˣֻǴ󹫶ѡ"˵Ļ游ʱѾˡ
"......"ФҡҡͷٶȷſѣְסԼĶͷŬƽϢԼ
һͻȻתͷ"ǻѰɣ"
װ²һ£"Ȼ"ܿ¶һѵõ΢Ц"һҪΪ㿪Ƭ˾أ"ע⵽ԷۿˮͬʱԼ͵û
"ǰ"ФԾĨһ۽ǣƺþȡ"лл㣬ƣӵ£"
"ˣɵˣ"װ§ļԺĴĸ첲"ҲŲᵱǸ׳մأ"
"ʲô"ФΪԼˣȻǾ仰Ͷ˵ġ
"Ҳ󹫡"װµĸˣ̧̧üë˸""顣
"......"ԭֱ׳һųβװ¿⸱ģΪȻЦһ--
"ɡ"
"ǱǮô죿"ѿڶФʶԼж౰ӣԭľǸĸ
"ҪȥʱӦһ£Ӹᣬ˳ҪǲǮ--͵õļױɣȻҸһ֮"
"˵ְ......λ"
װµͷ"λøϷ⹫ѪԵ'ĵڶ˻߸ɴ͡"
"Ϊʲô"
"ɵˣΪһԼ͹һ˩һʵı𣿣"
Ф̷˷֪ǲݶҡʵ
"ԭҲŪ˶֪"װ¼˵š"𵽴ţһҪŦԼģ£ҵĳƬ˾ϰ壬ҲԼǣϱʲôͷΡ"
"ð......"Фϵ޼"ôɯٽ˰ɣ"
װתת飬һ""ı飬ɫֻ--
Լһӣ绰ŽͨԶФҲܸܵͷŮж಻ͷ
"磿ңװ£"װ¿ȥƽˣųЦ⣬"мҪ㣬ҵ游ˡǸάᰣĴ󹫣֪ģҪȥ̳ҵĶ"
"......άᰣλã̫ڷ......زҲ֪ȵǱٿɣҪĸ......ŮˣûŸɣܼǵɣ......õģ֪ˣԺ㼱²ô绰......ؼ"
ǣҶϵ绰̧ͷФ"ˣҸˣ"
ѾȫɥʧжФƶǶصͷãȻĺŶԷǽŵһʶƵġ
9
Ī?ɭֿŵĺɫCadillacԱߵɵеһ--°ͣüëֵþɡһΣûгʯͷ--Ȼ--Ϊϴ򰬵ǳʱС""ĺ㷲˺þáĳ߿Ȳôʵţλڲ͹ݵŮдҪ⳥
ϻ֮󼪵ʱ򣬴ǶסŵĹԢ¥߳һˡĪʶ֪֣˹׼֪кüΣǸƢŮ·ײ˺ţ"ȥôô˧"
ˣĪ˽°Ϊ"˧"
ʱ"˧"Ԣ¥߳ǸƨʾŸһ̡ȥȻȴû취ߴǼһƿһ㡣
"--"
""
ͻȻĺȳĪȷ·𱻴˯лѰͷһָ"˧"һCadillacĿ֮һ--Ƚ׵ǸӥһԲͷ......
ʣϳˡ
ﺰһ"²"ĪȰѻ·һףȥͬʱ͵һţܴﵽٶȴǷ֮س--ײǰ˨

ۿǸñСͷݵСȮڳԼץΧʿջȭͷʵСš
"³"˴³ľֹ̲ס棺"ڵǰעò"
"Ǹˡ"ܵ𱸵ʿطӵȻʶʲôڵسһ˸ӹصͷ"Ǹ......¡"
"ô£"װ´ȡ̣Ĳɵغǳһڡǲʲôòò˱ǸЦ۳ƺǵڵʱ־öһ١
"Ǻ......ǵĳ"ǵһΣʿӵλ˵ϵĴֱʻȻܳ˲йĲɡ
ĻشװµĿ漴ǰոµĺɫCadillac SLSȻĺλ÷һСİ̲ۡסЦһ"˭ֻһCadillac"
"ҵʧְ¡"ضǷǷ
"ˣһСǷ⡣"ûôװ¶һھӵĿۣԼȥĳšæϹȥ"ְ"պסԷ֡
ϵأװбһۣеֻ϶ԷѾԼˡ
Ȼ"ʧ"ģɽһ׿ֱ"󲻾"ˡ
װ̧̧üëѴڱϵдһԷʱɿ˲֪˫֣ҵؽǸġ˼ϴĻɫڴ񱦱һֱװѾ˽ȥŰת¡
"......һ"װߣеһǰδеʹʳǸӸղһֱ⡣
"ǻ"װ±ȥ̻ңȥЩ硣
еһϲ"˵Ĺĸ......ѡ"ز˲Ǽ⣬Ȼ˵""Ǹʱ鲻Ȼһ¡
"Ǻæ"
Ѿװ»شעǰĿתƽı--ޱ顣

Сʱ˴ŦԼĲ767ɻ
λߣװʼǰһԲɫ淴ǰĻͷ׵ĵӰ档
⿴ȥСʱǰѾCadillacʱı࣬Ȼﲻİ--ӵӵľòգˣúİάᰣ󹫱㱰΢ľò
ҵϣװ°εʵǴӰȫǶȿǵĽοԼġǸթ⳵ΪǸ΢˺ݺթһʣ޷Ԥʽĸ˶ͷȲյĻƱſʿͺ˵װʵ԰ģȻ˵ıҲǿȥôɿġ
"......ȵʲô"Ĳ֮ʣ׾뵽˲ȡ
""
װ¼ػش𣬼촽ͷŲͳĿС㱨ŵǸ΢ЦͬʱʹԼ
"ᷨ"
""
ϵأ˵˾ƺű߼ʵĻʶؿһǰĴĻȥԷڱԹǰĵӰ--ռǡûĻ档ΪڿⲿɿĶͯƬ
Ǳʶ⵽һ˼ȻĶ--
"ģҵˣҵӢĺܺá"
װû˼գգ۾˳λ»һ㣬ĳס°--
"Ҳ棬ǸﲻĻŪøЩ"
10
˹?ϣ?ǰάᰣ󹫹ʮһΡࡣ
ʮΰάᰣһְѿʮˡʮķƽ˾Ҳܹ𾴣ƺòҲ˱û޼룬ִֵĻüȥȥô
ΪһμңƽζƽӹĬĬšǸǻ۵ˣ֪СƽǻԻˡ
ȻǲԸģνҪʮĹͷһ˵Ĵ²ɱطˣڽ죬--
ǰԷεư¬ǼҵоҵĨ˯δѵúӢʲô
װ²?˹--һº󣬽ҪΪԪ׵ˡʵϣѾˡ
"......;ˡ"εЦλ𾴵ĸ͵ͬʱСĵطδȫѵװ¡
"ʲôط"ʶѶԷĲװ°Ŷͷ޾ɵؼૡ
"άᰣ¡Ѿˡ"ȴӳڳ״¶һֻ֡װ¿һۣסŲæ͹ϵĺɫ۳
ǰһе࣬ǰһһº޳ıŵǫʮ--
"άᰣ󹫹˹?֣ڴ˴ȫ¡صػӭװ²ߴ󹫴³ιĹȡ"
ཫͷѹúܵͣǸ˵ĸ߶Ȳ̫ܿı飬ˣǱֵúǫѷŶҵθС
ȻѾΪղŵĴæһƳĻ˴--
ԷȷʵǸˡȥܾɶ˵ϸɾĺɫ̷£ªĲϣŹ۵شǰ¶Ͱ͵ٻɫ¡·֮һֲ֯ڵɫ߱ģڵĵطѾĥͷˡǳɫţпмԵƶ˫ɽƤѥѾĥÿԭɫˡ
ΪǷݱʾλĿǰľ״㣬˶һ磬ǿ⡣Ҫ˵ҲֻоûڳǰΪӵʵðһһ뵽Լжѣ־ǲҪǨŭĺá
ٳû𸴣ĬǡֲûǷׯصĴǻԷһЩ޴룬ϣϣδĴ󹫲ôεˡ
һž̲ȼյĶ̲סؽͷ̧......
"лл......ʺ"װº˵"ֱ𱳺ͻĲġ"ӭ΢޹۾ȥˡ
ǿסüĳ嶯ַĻ"лĹġ"
""װµǺܴ󷽵üëΪѾеòˣǴݵǰһ෴أҲǰһ¶ɫס--
"Ϊܣ"òָվһλ׷ԲԵߣ"λǰάᰣ󷨹......"
"Բ"װ¾̵ִϵ"µ˯һ˵Ҷվˡ"
"£"Ŀʵ棬һĶװ¿رܿˡ
ַȲǷǷλжٻ𳤡"ۣǽӺ֡"ڴͬʱһλžվװµǰּ˵"Ļʼܹ·?ӾǱϢ"
Ļװע⵽ǰŵıʽǱرߴ׳ֳֵۣһϢׯϸС
ʶӦòװ롣
"лл"ĲɵصлǸΪ·ܹ̼--ɽصĳĲ--ԹԵسǰȥ
""
ܳ"ǵģ£"شøɴҳϲͬʱֵЦڴָʾ
װʲôҲû˵ߵøˡ

άᰣûпɹʽɻĻӰ赽ﳬСʱĳװ¸еƲѡˣʻ³ߵʱļͷʼ˯СʱΪ˯ⲻλ²̨סڣ΢һˣҲеЩǸȻԷֵô
νװ²ʶ̫ˣеۣڻۡȻӻҵ洫ĽŲȥôƽȾȡ
һʵĹװ¿λʼǰ루ղ˭˵ӾģԼʮܼ꣬ģ˴ŹŵβںǰŽɫĻơЩͷ׽ŮͺЩׯϵʿһЩϵŻ¥ݺͱȵһСӴĵһﲻɻȱİ衣
ΪʵĹ
"ķ䡣"
ܹվһѾķǰ˵ŵĹģ൱ͨһͷװۣʼ˽ȥ
"ϴˮԺΪ͵"
"Ҳϴ衣"װ˵ţʼסԷ¶ۼߵڸ첲ϣȻ˸--
"ף˯áʲôԸĻҡٻҽʱλ"Ӣﲻ̫λĿأȥȴҪ˸еöࡣ
"һġ"װ³һۣѵصǹ˳䣬Ըͬʱš
""װºͣһߵλáһ·жһ˼ذż̽--
"ʲôԸ£"
װ¿ųŵϢӢɳڴ΢˼һ£֣"ûʲô......ȥϢɡ"
ǰΪֲѪԷɵ
"ллĹģ£ף......˯ã"
ǷӦλĹƺĳˡ
ų׹Ϻװ˸ƲĶ˭Ļ"ɰ"һ顣
Ȼܿ죬ѥӵԶԼһ˫˴һϣĸ߶Ⱥ˿о׹ƶˡ
ͷԺͣͷƬɫϣʶؽ˫չӾػš
ôһŴڱ֮ǰװ롣

컨գۣÿһ¶档
Ŵ̫ˣ˯յģܸ첲Զűߣر"޶"--̩ܣɯ̫Ϸɻ
˯šϰߴӴ--̫ˣڴϽŶϵذ塣ѾˣȻΪ£ֻǸе
֪ɯ˯ĸ䣬ǴһӿʼšǰķԱ۾ߵбķſڳȥϰѰŵÿЦȻ˯мֱ
ʵ˵ϲɯ٣ڳ˭ҲʶµѧУû˸˵ǶЦеԼеκһΪˡ
"ɯ٣"õ䣬洫˵
"ɯ٣ҿԽ"֪ôģԼжǸصĴ
ڵűƿһ죬滹ŵƣȻܰȴ㹻ڷ¡
֪ŮеһĹ裬ȷڲǷˣǾô˫̥һ--Ӱְϵһͼĺѧʡܴ´ƴһܼ
ǷͼƬľܿ£ȴȲɯٵı--
"㿴ʲôСӣ--"
һҲҿԵطɱԼķ䣬ŸߴĴסϥɪɪ
ң޶Ķ
Ůûڲٵųaģ= =|||

11
ڵʱ
տʼΪ賿Ѿٴεغˣȫص޴ڵװյʼδϨĵƣһܴﵽֲָЧ
Ȼû·һ˯úܺãûиеʲôӦֻ´ʱͬѰĸ߶΢һЩ졣Žߵſڣһ˫ȥǳʵЬװûдǣĴеڣȰŻͭĺŵİϣǵĿҶǳ˳ڴʱȫȥ
ȻľеȤ--
"հ¡"
ǰ⴦ΪֻȵĵطվٶʮŮŮڿֵ˲䣬ֹ˸ԭľٶ˽ʲôˢˢ泯ͷͬʱ˵ǾȥЩЦʺֵر˵еˡ
װºܿüëȻԸķ⡣
"£"һϤұ߲Զ"ܹǵʰڶʾЧҡ"ߣòôԵ͡
ҪʾʲôѵһҪʱո˫Ьû¼ιװ³Ƴһۣ"Ҫô"
оһ£Է޵ЦЩתߣָһλ--
"±ϣ?......"
"ͣ¡"װ³λź롢Ҫֵ"ͣ"ƣȻ"ʵǣҪôǸøҺ߹ȥϣģ䣿"
䣬ǰϬվߣһĦֿĺ캣ͨ˳Ϊ·ܹߵװǰŲæи"Ϊ·ĵ¡"
װ̧̧üëʾԴ˵⣬"л"˵ţ£һ¼ĳ̬ɢشд
""
"......ǵģ£"ȳƺ֮У˼׿µβо֣˸߲ҵ׷ȥ......Ů˼Ȯˡ

ͬʱλǱ--һ˵άᰣ󹫹ԺľԱ˹?ֵٿŷеĽᡣ
첻ʽȫգ˭֪κһξ׻鶼ҪöࡣеʮŮǰάᰣзȨһȺˡ뼯䳤εĴһطĸߴʱζ΢СȨҪδ˵Ĵ¼
ڹĹ˰ףĳðάᰣļٻշǽƱȥһǧ......ڹȥĽʮûһ±ȵù--Ըոջصİάᰣ󹫴װ²ӵ֮Ʒ̽֡
"λ"ѧʦʱ͵ĺɤƽϢ۷׷ס
"ȻѾ˴󹫴µװ񣬽̸̸ĸ˰á"һı飬Ǳ̫ʵĲεķѾЩҡҡ׹ˡ"ǵõĵûرԵȺ......Ŷϲ֣ҡ֣"˵ţ̧̧ŨܵĻüëİЦ
"ǲص㣬ҲֵرۡλⱾҳǻ㱨˴󹫴еһҪ--"ŬǿĹؼ"һͬ......⡣"мӣȴΪȫص㡣
"Ȼ"ּ˵"ⲻӰļλʸ"ȻԼ桢׷ԲԡŹӵĽԲ۾ļ˹?˹ߵǴ󷨹ʾ⡣
"ź--"ʮĴ󷨹ٲΡΡվׯϵɤӡ"1927꣬ɵڶʮһδ󹫣Լ˹޶ġάᰣ󹫹湫Ҳ˻ҳԱ󹫱ڡңΪֹûκһָȡ˼̳дλ"
ɤʧȥԭеĴУȥֱԱѱ棬Ȼ󷨹ٸµ˼άȫôٶ--ȫҲҲڶ˱˽Ǳʵġάᰣ󹫹дÿÿ䣬ǵʱͱ¡
ˣֶλǰĵﾴмӣ"ллĽ⣬󷨹ٸ¡"¾ޱȳϿҡ
ٴδ𣬲ԽԽҵơ
"֪֪"̬֮˫ʾ"ʥâҪ̳ˣϵĻѪΪƵʵжϣܴ󹫴ΣΪ˹ҵδ--Ůԣ"
ĻûȫΪſ--
"±--"
"̫ˣ"
ûų꣬ϣز˻ȣ·ֶӵָӣ󷢳ֱԹʮֶӳԱƺƴ""ׯϵ
"㵽ˡ"·ûпԷʱܻ΢΢۾ǳɫ¶ԲϬ"ʲô£ˣ΢ƽ"
"ΪûôԴǵģ"ϣزΪĺɫ뼸
"˵Ǹ'ӦΪ'ɣ"
"ҶԴ˱ʾɡ"
"ûʸ"ֵ"ش󹫱µļ̳ˡ"
ϣس۾ȴڲ俴ǰֻյı
"˵öԡ"žΪһԵ̾ήȥ"ܵһУ"
"ллĹģԼ˵ð֮λȥĻ󳼲"
ȵ¼ʮͬʱйŵԱٴζ˶ѾûĶҪı--
"ڣάᰣȫԱǣ۴󹫴µĽ......⡣"
治ɫţ˿ȥ֮ǰǶʮλԱͶĲĿ⡣ǵģղҪ̸ǻڣȷˣӸϽ
12
ڶ죬ǻûܰ
ϴװ²ֻԼһŷ޵Ļɫڴ֪ԷǵǸԼʧȻ㱨˵ǶǴʱͽʿ?³ʿˡ
˸ȥԼһͷѴһ˯µװ²"Ӽ"һͷɫëĴӣؽ˵ǸŽ˴ӷʱ˳ĺһֱó
û취װֻ""ȥѶһʱѿҹ뱻Ϊ""װ°ʱ䶨ڵڶϣȷе˵ǰСʱΪʱԵʣԼ֮ǰȫѡ
ˣλʿЧʻʧˡֻһãϢ--Ǹ۵Ŀڴ˾пʿһλʿ""ʱַĳ䣬ڵĲɡ
Լó¹ڴպһֱɳΪѺʵ·Ϊֹ֮ǰһͨת˵һЩҪԱĳҵһ顣
"Ǹɾ"װʵҵķϣ̣ƽϣ˿ЬֺͷϲΡΡҡš
"ǵģ¡"Ϊֱˣؾܹ·?Ѱ"ȴʩ""·˵һֱܵ൱á"
"ù"װ۾˵ͬʱһֻ֡æǰһ·ݵǰ
ü̵ץ䲿λȥ--
"ùҩݡ"
"......"
ͼͣװ²վǳɴشǹڿճϡ
̵ݸԷúãȻò˳µؽ⿪Լϵľɫ¡
Ѹٵ̧ͷ˫۽Ϸ컨塣
һ᲻ŵЦ"Σ"
"£ҲҶð"رʵĵĻرܲԵĲ֮١
һ˲Ӱι̵̾ͷ
"......㲻òðˡ"
""صͷװ²֪ʲôʱѾվǰ--
"Ҫôۣ"ѾǼ׳˫֣ͷеƫĿбſԼ--ûʽǰɴ󳨿ţĳ͹Ĳλڰɫڿİȫ֡
ѵһڣ"Ϊ......"˵ţһӶȥܿԷ߽ӡװ²źۼشѾվȡ£Žһڱ㽫Ϩ
ЩûҲоȫ񶼼ͷһϸСıϡСǣǣԼָӴеش
"鷳"װµͷĹ̡"Ҵǰһ׵ǰס"
ֱʵķ־һ᲻صײǸ񾭽ŵĵطԷɱһ¡
"£ұǸ......"ɿ˫֣Ǻ쵽˰ͷ񵽸ȫˡ
"ûʲô"װµ侲쵽ĵطողŶԷʾķʽɵذʣµļſ£"ʮԺҾͲԼˡ"˵

"άᰣ󹫴װ²?Լ˹?׵ϣ??˹ɵ?ʥâӵ--"
źŽǰĳβнһöƣĳβһϢľװµͷ֡
"лл"վߵǸŻڵʿֿصͷ"˶ʮ꣬Ҳ֪Լô֡"
"ˡҸ֪£ʽı"ҪǼ䷿վ
""װ̧̧üë"ҵĻϿɲôдġ"
"ڷʽκڻƺԼΪάᰣľĸϣΪʥâһԱ"
ԭһֱ"ڻ"˶ʮꡣװ²ԳһȻ̤װƵĴ󷿼--ƺǵġݲݼͬʱֱλмǸȥôĸ߱Ρ
ȷʵܲαǳֱģװȥһԹյһ·֡
ǰΪ׵һɫȻСӡ
ոʱеľ˶۾һĴ󳼰˹⣬ĽӶ̫ˣΪԼĳֻӰϾľʵ̫ʵˡ
ݵװ磬żΪӵĺɫë׼׳ɫĳڸ߸ߵѥ--ΪʲôղǴŲ
ʹ𽥱ϳЩѹʴװǲλµӢˣõǱοȻٽһȥոշЦǿʼֳ鴤--
ͷͷѵΪʲôɴ
йڲϵЩװƷôܰʥʮּܺһ̵һ𣿣
ΪʲôͲܰ½ۺãҲǣŸ˹ɽµʲô𣿣
......
Ļþת˲ţпʵǰ--бţ˫ȷſĿˡ
ݡȱСӣ
"ðɣλ......̸ʲô"
ԹҪ忪컨ʱװĮʡĨǴԸҲ˼ڴ⳼ǶЧҶϡ
վش⣺"Ҫ¼¡"òǷǷǫѷıƽ͵Ŀĵķҡ"ϣһ¹ļˡ"
װתת飬ĺĤŽĹ⣺ȷʵȤġ
"ʲôʱ"

13
"ʲôʱ"
"¸µĶʮߺţڶ¡"Էʵĺֱӣȴֲ
"Ҫôã"װ˵ȥܲͷȴĮȻ˼ģµԤȷʵ̫ˡ
"һжڴ󹫵ķɥ"ʵ"⣬"΢ͷҵĴüȩ̧̈"ˡƺûȥ󹫵Ĺǰ"
Ļװ´Ƥɨһ˵װʲô˳--ɫ
"Ķģ"
"شõĻʼĹ԰"
"ллһȥ"һۺ¿˵Ĵ󳼣"˵ְº"
"ǼᣬˡҾ"
װµͷʾ϶""
صͷ"ղᵽģ԰άᰣңʥâԱּλҲǰάᰣ󹫹ݲбաȻѾˡ"
Ҳ˵Ѿڲ֪ǰ±˰ѹˣ
"ҵô죿ˣһӢĻա"Ȼν뵽Ǿһһ--˵Ҫעṫ˾ɾͲôˡ
"ģȨ棬κιʽϣǰάᰣĹ"ɵػش
ҲǸԼǲסװ̧ǣ""
ٴ"ĸףŵ˹ٷݴ"ͷ˿ˣ"ջҹ׷ΪŮ'ĹǻתļĹ԰"
װգգۣ"ǰǼû⣬İ첻"˵ţע⵽мλʹԱܼеȤ
"ѾҸһŦԼˡ"̾˵ָʼ磬ʾԼź
ӣԱǿЩ߿ˣǣ˵ľǸͬɣǾԽҳԱ۵壡
ǵıװĸȤ"Ҽǵ˸߹ңҵ游ˣ"
"ǵģ"ʼձ侲ֻش"ΪԵʣʵָֻĵλ"
"һ£"װµЦ˼һ"ĸŮҸأŮ'"
"ǡ"
װ°ֱڱ£͵Цһ"һ"Ҳתػӻһֻ֡
һΣ--
"Ϊ˳λΪάᰣڶʮεװ²󹫱£ڵģԴȫİάᰣȫʮλԱǣڼʽǰʱӦýе׼ҳϵĽ顣"
װб鿴"׼磿"
"磬ӦѧϰһЩҪڡ"ҲܲȥĲϣزվ˵
̻ͷ۾棬˿ûᣬװʽĳܳʹڷйĵ·ϳš
ǰװµұ۳ڷζ۴ӷֵˣϳĨЬˢǺӣ
"ˡðܸմ"һ˵
Է̬ȶ嶯ĲԸɻ"±ͬʱҲǰάᰣĻ󳼣ϣ?ߣ"һԳָеܿҵԼ--
"......¡"ˣ˵ǸʱֱԸ˼㡣
"ô--ҽɣ"װµıǳ׽΢ˣֻܶĨɫĹâѣ"ΪұѧЩأ"
ϣزԶԣ
װµͷƺЦһ£"ղ˵ԼĻ󳼣ܺãķڹѸղᵽ֮ĶɳݱңҲ޶ҵʱ䡣"
ȻֱǹɨĴ
"ôûף"ȻԷĻ޼"˵ûж´ʸ"
ϣصͷ"Ϥ㣬¡"
װ¶̧̧üëȻĿࣺ⳯
""˵"ղ˵ĽҲɱң뾡ܵϸҪӢｲ÷--ֻǲϲ˵ѣǿ"
ȶԷشվ뿪ӣ׿ڴ̺ʹ"λǵİ칫Чؽߡ"߱˵ڿȵһ룬žһŽɫͷ­Դ£һƵԲȺŵӭ״ȥȻôȸԾ

ϣزˡ
""÷ﾡؽţȫֵ""--ͷﻹǸĻ
"Ҷ˰ɣδĴ󹫣δԪף"ӱȣɿԵػţ"ţάᰣˣʥâˣҵĺǸЦˣ"
"򶨣"
úϵɤֹ˲㵸"Щʲôʥâˣ"ָ
"......"Էʶһؿ󣬲
΢΢һЦָ̻ƽʱ侲ţ"ҵǺΪ߼ҵδģΪĽġ"ʧڶгط̶Է
"ллĹģˣ"ϣظ"ҵԴǻЩ˵ݲǾԵΣλԱҲôģ"
һɴЦ"˵ˣˡ"
?Ů֪ʱǰʮΪõȥʮ߰꣬òˣһ˫峺۾ƷǡΪпλãһϮװո뿪λһĿ
"ҾͲô룬"ϵ״ɴñϣ̧ͷԺȻԵ㱵Ĳϣص"Ϊҵδǰüˡ"
"ϲҽϾ"һ¶εĿЦ顣"˵ΪǶԣ"
""ŵŮ"ҵΪһֳϣ"΢΢"ϡ"
"׼˵˰ɣ"ʾĲϣ˵"˵Ƕԡ'Ķͬ"
"ɣ"ν̾ɴӲм߹"ǣ۰ɣҵøˡ˿ûţˣҿɰֲҵķݣСƯˣ"
૶ȥӰϣزΪȻҡͷ"Ϊ֮һô£"
ΪĻüë"ɹȫȨյʱѾԶȥˣˡ"
"Ȼ"ϣֺõģ"˵ѵĿУҵδͱȲǼԺ𣿣"
"ˡҶԣˣ"תŶԷ˫͸Ļۣ"ŮĲɶȡ"
14
δȫϵĲƤΧǿոµĺɫڣһϵĽʮּǰͺܼ--ΧЩ޴ġʹʥĸĹ
ȻƵϾ޴ʯֻдȼ֣һ붼˵װ²?ɽ??˹ɵ??ʥâһX¶ʮգڶXա
⴮Ҫıʾ·Ĺ־̶
޻ڡ
Եǫѷʡÿһλ·˿һλĴʾԼһⲻô룬ǰǷô¡
װԱڣһ˵ǰĬĬЦЦ´̺ʹ""ҧһ̱ߵʡ
ԶŵسλµΪô񳡺ϣȻڱϲû˿Ĳ
"ǵģ󹫱ϲ̶"˵"Ժ󣬳ڽǱˡ"
˲װЦЦѸոյȼ̷ŵװ²󹫵Ĺϡ
"£"Ϊе
"ʱҲһĻ"װ½͵ȥȻ̺ͳһ--һ--ΪԼȼ
ŵʱʱ޵΢ͷѾһִ--Ǳˡ׵ľңɼǸӰ׿ȻĽվԼȻͬʱգеҲ--ĶԷҪԼ
"Ҳᱻ"
""ͻȻʽԻȴƺӲʵˣǰ龰--һôеһģ
"ǵġ"СȻܲпᣬԼ"Ļ......Ҳᡣ"
"⣿"װЦһȻıȻôΪȻ"ʲô⣿ʱˣ"
"벻Ҫļ裡"
ѿڶĸߺöԷ벻תͷ--
"ôʲô"װνЦǵԵ
ǵͷ"Ǹ£ˡ"ˡ
װ°̴£ǳһ--
"ĹΪ'*"
ͷȻؿ¶ɻ΢΢һ̧ߵǰڶԷûüӦ֮ǰסļȥ--
"˹̹??µ*ʫ"촽ĶȵĺͳԷĶģ"--˯ͷ­ҵİ"*

ʿ¼ŵ?ʿشõĶվʮӣ
ǰãűװضػصǱʱܹ˸֪Ǵ󹫴ºоѾǰʼĹ԰ȥˣ¿ѶǴ·ֱȥͷ--ڼϻĻ
ʿʿ·𿴵оĽԺ˷ֱϱ̴˸Ǵ󹫴оʱ΢˿ŵҲ뷨ֱظеڵλԶôӦˡ
ϣλʽװԵøӢ˵Ĵо˸£ĮشͨʼĹ԰ĲŴʱǲԼͬؿһǰʥʼΪԼ档
"һΪԵﱻˡ"
ǵĺװط̵ȴ΢΢һЦʿʱȫ--
"ˡܣ¡"Ǽͬ
"뾳ʱϵ鷳......"ŵؽһ⡣
"뾳"װ²̧̧üë
"......ǵģǿȥߡ"
򼸼·ͳװ¸еȤ"Ѷҡ"λʿֵ
ŲʿæŵССĴӶݵǰװ¿ŰװЩİƷƣЩʧ--ΪԼӴԺԴucciPadaء
νװһעص㡣һţп㡢һɫһɫƤп--ʵ˵⵹Ǻܺ--תĿǰڵĻ
ϵĸʽãģһ㣬ݶߵúڶ񷣬ÿһ䶼ô--Ⱪ¶ͻӭԱĲιۣǵмпִܳñŮʱ
Ȼǽ......
ǣװ¾ֱλڶõһȥ
""÷ﳯڲԶı̺"Ҫ⡣"
΢һ£һ۵İ׷΢΢ףݵظȥŽǼʱƾáľļӸҡ
"˵"Ȼ£뵽ÿһ˻ĺͰУȴԵøʽȱġԭñ?Լ̸³ΪάᰣĿеڶ--ѹʵĴ󹫡
"һ......"񴰵һߣδ󹫣Сսװ²Ͼˣ""ֱǰδеæҡ
"ǵģ¡"˵ԼûǸĶ֣ƽػشĬĬؿڻ˸ʮֲΪԷ
ȫϵλ²ͽԱ˵޹ؽҪϾ̻ҹµʱѾһȥܾˡۼӢǳ֮ǰѴ˹?ֺǰʥµĹԱ˵˹һЩΡµĽ񡢺ܰȱһ˵úأڸղűڽӵܹܴĵ绰˵󹫴ҪΪǰɨĹʱЩ
ʹԶǺܿ죬λδľ
ǵģȷʵſк̬ǡȴ˷УȻκ˶޶
̲˵Ӣװ¾ķ̸һΪðλǲǡġ
"ˣ"ͷװ´˵""
"ǵģ£"˵ţʶƳۿ¸ǱߵȻæ˵˵ԼûпǲһĻ
"лл"װڵϰţпչı--20.99ŷԪ"룬"һ׿һ˵"һ......ðѸĸĹǻҾ"
̵漴ֳοЦݡոڵ绰˵ȻԷֵô죬ʼźġ
"ǳĵ£"˵"ĸʱõĲк˵һgѡ"
"Ҳ˼"Ѿÿѥװ¿ʼ¡
̲Ŀû˵ﲻڴš
"Ҳ............"˵ţڡ"һ˸һȺİνһ"
ȥļ򵥾˼һӦǰͲָĶԷѾ˿ûгɵƿһߵ--
"лл"
ͻȻĹ̵ϵ̲Խȥ̧ڵʱԷ˵
"ǣ"Ѿ߳ҵװһߴǼɫƤпһӢԵȺк"߰ɣҵطһ͡"
رҲ⣬öصĻǾѵкȥͬĺ--Ȼٻ˶ԣȷʵˡ
ף񣬶Ҷԣ
Ω*

*˯ͷ­ҵİ"La ou Slpin Had, M Lov"Ӣִͬʫ˹̹??µǣWstan Huh AudnƷĩǡʫΪ롣ʫäҪƽӹıţԭʫ

15
?޶ļҴȹݿڻ·ϣܽҲһеĿȹҲƣǲֵԶȿȺ͵׬ҪõöࡣȻ󲿷˼洫Ŀϣڼÿ޶洫طĿȫ㴼ģ˱дˡάᰣָϡ
׮ùҿȹݵ˷ֳɵ͵ࣺЩСվſһŶ룬֣µһȵˣ׼ĽοͣһĹӶֻߺһ--"ϵһ/ζ˼/ӹľ......"
εᱧʶƷ洫޼ɴ˿֪Ǽ˵ӢŶʱеǹȸԾһ˵ѧУ첻Ͽһϲ⡣
Ȼֿ֪ϳǻʼӵʿŵСʱǹʧ--̵˻ҪǽϳһλˣǹΪ֪ĴɤųǺһߴµľǮ
о˰¬Ǽҵ䣬ȻĴ࣬ӢǱòи൱̵ĺӡ
ȻһΣĿܿ챻վоߵų
ѵһĿ꣡ΪһþµߣѾѶĳЩ""ˣڣеԼٶ۲ϵĸйٱʹش̼һΡ
"òȡ"֮飬رϣܺһƲƷ--˰˹ɽһزݵĺڿȡһ˵ֻ˺ر˳۵οͲƷһ顣
Ȼ˳ضƷǰǵߣλĮʥ˹ٰ*ôؿķлڡײòʧһԷָķơ
ǰ󲿷ֿ˶ؼ׼ˣԵЩ壬Ǹλڽȴһĸ˵λעġҪ˵Ƕ˧СӣλİĽĿת
һ鲻ͬѰϣλ˵Ӣǵ׺ʻὫΪеοˣڸһʼǵӳҴĸ˽̸鿴˶ֱϹϾζ
˭أеͶ̣߸ɴĳλӣ׵ļάᰣڻûĸֵ¬Ǽҵоӡ

֪λ𾴵Ŀȹϰǣһװµ⣬硣Ͼ󹫴δԹ񹫲ĻΪרĵص󹫵
ֱ¸³ķɥϵڵİάᰣһ㹫ǲ̫֪һξԼǰλ׼ꡣ
"׼"ǲǡġȻѾ˷ǳѰװ磬ҾʵһȺ۵ıһɫװԼҲǾ˵һ۵ѡ󣬽һȫעؿλɢŲϢĽӡ
ֵǣȻܸ߹ңɼľ޼鲻ԽҪ̾
ʱ̸Ȼ죬ûע⵽оǵ΢ľɥֱװ--˹ע--ڵķζ˫ۡ
"......"ϲеʿע⵽һ飬ʶؽס˿ڡȻʮǰΪòĮĴ󹫴ϵ׺;ٶ--ǺȾ--ѡ
""װºܿʵȴûתߣǱҾСһڡͬʱעʶԼʧεغһԼǰȿȡ
"ǻڹ·ʲôģŮϲҺǵǳȥʿǱ߿ȥҪһ㡣"
"ûзװ"
"ȻУ"ŵʿز"˭ȥЩطֹѿ......"ȻʶʲôæסͷͷһԼǱءάᰣɽغԵƺ϶ʹǻʼҲֵڼҾȡů
Ϊ˰װ˼̧̧üëһС˰ʾȻߣ뵽--֪ûйһ
"ôƷô"ֻ˽һԼĵƷ"ҽƷ"ȷе˵Ǳ׺󻬼ɲΪһרŵ""
"ҩﶫǹ˶٣˵ˣʱ˭ںǵǮ"
װµͷһͲΪһͬʧ׺󻬼ϧ--Ʒ򹤵Ψһ
ʾŴű˴ˣʶתͷȥΪԶװҲ˳㿴һۡ
˵ٰٷ֮ʮͬ򣬶֮һйͬԽӴ**Щװ?˹......װ²?Լ˹?׵ϣ??˹ɵ?ʥâӵµΪ׼ôĿݻӦüӱ
ҪһλɽСͨȹݴУһ˵ǿõġ
ΨһѵõǣԷƺܺθڡ

*ʥ˹ٰʱѳ̵ʥˣòӢΪɫػߣһӡѳԭH˵ΪܾΪʱʵů......= =|||
**԰׵?C?ʿAld C. KinsΪһ顣

16
Ǹɫ̴¡ϲźΧĺַ˽źĵһȥͷϸܵˮ飬֪ˡû⡣ڰάᰣĴǹʱʱͣС"˪"Ϊڱϵ˪һۿɰ
ʿŵĳװϳοͣǼ߲ջߡȻάᰣҵ٣οԿɴﵽ˿֮һĸ߱
Ҳôжϵģ΢һ¶ԷȷǷĳ˵İȫʲôв
ϵһ߲űһ߸пӼ𣿿ϧô˹ǲˡ
װ¼˫۲ԳƵȺ
ӻľƣԽƱԵȥɫĺĤɫҺγɫʶԱȡöԷɱע⵽һ㶣漴ۣ峺ǳɫɢżɡ
õĴ𸴺װ΢΢һЦѱҺһ
һз֮죬ڻûȫĹѾԲˡ
"Ķ"±ӺվӢϰסԷ̨ԵһСָָͨװµͷתȥ˳·ȤǸǰ߹ʱ˶ԷһۣȻܿ촹Ƥһǡ

Էϵĸظ˽
ǸŮõ䣬ֻһͰܿҲܸɾһõĲࡣ
ŸһǾͱһװºɵס˶ԷƬ"M"εԸϴ--ȤĵطȻܿ죬ԷҲʼ൱װ½壬öԷͰϡ
ФʼղģҲǺԼôһȷԷǲԸһļһǲȥȷѡǻ᲻̫
ʵϾĲʱ䳡ϣǡһۡԸһйˣΪʲôҪãÿζϸһĻɫֻΪЩҲ÷ŵ޳ܡ
"......Ҫͣ............"
"ǵ......"Դм˻˵װµȥĸ"......"״üˣ̲ס̽ȥ겿
"......"װ²ͷػشʱ˵¡"˵......"˵ţŶԷͷ°ҪοĲλ
"Ҳ......"˼£ȥŪ"Ǽ־ļ......;......˵"
"û......"
"Ƿݲ־......Ӧÿ......Ŀë......"
"......"
"ҽ˹?......ÿһڶд......"
"ģܲרĸҸɣ־"
װº͵صһ壬ǸʶʱļһһơͬģԳ˹صμҲüëͻȻıŵĻ֮֡
һ룬λ·۾һգ¶Ц⣬ֺõظŶԷȻͦ˶"ǸǼ......"
װ²ΪȻذתһߣֳͰǱԵվ˹ظϽסĸ첲ĵ"һκұ֤ˬ"
װ»˦վȴûӣ""ʡ
һ£ܿüЦ"......д"æţпƬDulxװǰһ--Ӵŵġ
"󻬼أ"
Էҡͷ"иõ......"˵ţɫζ촽װЦЦһֻˡ

֪ԼΪʲôôԷѡȻʱеãҲ磬ֱҪȥһ̽
̫ˡֱº󣬸ʲô̬ȥ߰װ£㲻ûᱻʹ˱ġȻҲԼжٺøУǱʶеԼģٱȶҪЩ
Ķ棬ʿŵƺҲܹĴ󹫴ȥŲӳǸͨͨ--
"ղǸΪʲôɴൽϲȥ"˵ԼҲĪĻƺֻΪ˻ڵĳĬ
"˵ʲô"ͻȻʡ
ŵ¸ոպȵİأ"ֻһ"˵ţʿŬŬ죬ϣõĸ͡
ǵĳ񱻷ſĵɰվ
"ˣ"ʿľٶһͬʡʶʱ״ǰסϵľɫ--
"ûʲô............"°ڰ֣ǰϵ򶨵΢΢һЦ
""ǸͨǰĿ˵
Ȼʿʼ磺˭ȥǼСӼŹ֣

"......ʲô֣"˹شӺҧװµĶʡżȻ⼫ˣͼЩΪһ
"......ʲôʸ"
"ô飬......ҾҪȥˣ......"˵Ļű׵ָǻȵظܵԷ˷ľҲ
"......㻹һλĻ......˵......ڣİң"
˹Ц̾Էİ޿κΡģָӶԷڳͳԼѾõ٣׼ű׵Ѩһͦ
"......ģ"װʹôСҺЧֳɵĻѧƼΥľʹָǰǽֽţ۶ָס
ǰһԥؽԷƳȥڣòϣе̫ˣȻһڽĶ˽壨һķһ£װ²ûдĵطȫףѿӺ鷳ζòԼеĺλȫָУһ˵й--޷ܵġ
"............"ڰԼȫͽȥ˹Ӹпֶֻװµβ̰ظߺʸС
"ٷϻ......"ʹװƽϢĲŰſЩԻֲʡ".................."
"ǵ......"ƮƮɵμĲɵػشΥҩ۾װµĳૣ"ӵ......--"
Ļû˵꣬Էȫһҵսͻѹ
"......"˹ش˺ػĳȡ֪ʲôһµĴ̼ղֻΪӾӢӰ߰޷ܾȻϱֻԴһȤˡ
ܿ죬װҲ׵һ㣬ʶԼķӦжЦһ߷һ߰ǹӻƵ".................."תԴйõ......
أԽſľüëȫޡ

17
ΪԼ侲ؽ鴦áϾǶԷԸΪȨֹ˵κλˣļƻУӦһֹκ˵߽ά󹫴
ߵſİĵͺʱ֪Լˡԥѡһַʽȥ""µ--׵ء
ſ龰裬ѾǸˡһԲسֻеĹͳȥڶԷͷ֮ǰ㾾콫ӵһǡƺûôֱͷܡ
"--"ߺţɥʧȫ侲嵽װǰһͷǱκл۵
žԷһơ
"ȥ"װ˵ŲæϥǴţп㡣ĶɣȫûĲ;ȡ
"......"һȴûȥᡣǰȴֲӶԷһδľ棬һʹиǿҵ־ʹҪ
һֲˡð
"أ¡"
˵⻰ʱȵÿҪˣҪһηȥӶԷ۾--ıɫȻǲΪʱЩұ㱻׶ˡ
"......ĸʲô"ⱩĲŴӵûȻǰ״ҲĪؾԼܶࡣ
ǸˣһйоصĺװӢɢƽĹŵϢҪպϣôҲļһֱִľٶеֵǶԷȥƺ˸У˫͸۾Ϊĳʹ˸š

ϸϸСɢڻ谵ҹɫУʱէļ罫ǴѩһӯƮխĽֵϼһ·ˣȻڻ˵ӣһжԿ˿ڵװ˵ֱֻþ
ۣŴǳǰһȾøáMashalûķ̣ղ߳ȹݵʱʿȥģͬһ--ԭǸڻ·ﶪڽˣǮҲ˵ΪԼˡ
õڣһһسš塢һ̣ӵ·̣·Ҫã
ĽŲֽһЩװ°̷Żһڣüëܵؼӿ첽ĳʹˡ
"Զ㣬"ǰ˵"֪Ҳ뿴㡣"
ŲȻֹװЦһ᲻ţȻ󵧵̻ңָԭٶȡ
䣡סսȴûһܵӡ
þܾǼһ·
ΪǼһӳ
ǸļһôưܵľżӲİĳ
˵ңЦ

󹫴һͻôܹЩ벻ϵǣµɫ״ƺ̫--һΰõ˷ָĹҳҪ˵Ƕһλ˱ĹҪͨҲǲ˼ġ
Է߽ԸĵһҪѴõļȰȥҪȥԡҺ
θУ¶ۼϸһװ£ӢӼΪ԰ף촽÷--ǿ϶ģ¶Ȳᳬȣֻ˲㵥ĳ΢С"˪"ͷĳѾʪ͸ˡ
Ȼʧְˡ
"£ΪҪҽ"ֿؽ
""װ"ֻһˣѶԼᴦ"
"ǵģ¡"ޱԵӵΪһĻҹܼң֪ӲҪѡ񣺷ʼҽסڻʹ档

"--"
һϮհĴʹۿˮչ¡װӵľƾޣȻһ¸첲֧ϰ۾һ½һµС
ģΪֻһףû뵽--ļֵùһҲûϹ뽫һ߰ļһϳʹһ٣
۾ᣡ뿴Ǽһ
رǸ--ģ񣿾ܲ
--......
һЦ˺һ󣬼򶶵ؿͣסˡȻ󣬰ǰһƬʣ̧ͷֻɿɷĻڴ--
ȫһԡĵذϣΪһ˲Ӧе̬˫ȣҫ̻¶мٺǸªĶ--ʵԵЩ""ݡ
λһιۣôţžԼһЦ
Ȼȵط֣ĳλȻӦˡ
18
ҵ󹫴ʲôѡ˼Ĭ
Ȼʼ˵µܲãûͱֱӻ˯ˣҸղǴɨùԡʱմѪ......
ûѻ˵꣬˶Է곤;λһѽܹܴƿǰȥ
ȵĿƳصĴǰû˼㽫һƶ--
"--"
Ȼһʧˡ
֪Ǹľ֪--
"ȥ"
"˵ˡ"ȫûǾĳǰһǾ仰˵Ǳ⵹ǵĹġ
ӭŶԷĵӣߵβǰ龰ţţôôɫ԰׵ֽɫȫƣ¶ļֱۿȥȣǱżĽ״
֪Ľʱ治þڱôãºᱻһҲҪס......
ҲҪ˹ȥĳ嶯--ȻάֵôǿӲԽԽ˸֮ܵĴ
"......ȥΪҽ"˵ţתſߣҲΪڸϵĹ̡
"վס"Էֹͣɻػͷ
"κҲʶ˴ұ֤㽫Զûٽ--ǸȨʵʩͰɣ"װ¿Լϵ˿ʵľƣ˿ûӰҪЧ
"ˣ"ʲôҲˡ
"ҲŲ뱻˿"
"......"
Ȼ䣬ʶʲôһº˸ס
"......ҺܱǸҵĴ......ţĺܱǸ......"״εرţȴе޵ݡװǶԵģĲóǰԺˣ......
͵ڸӰԼˣ
"ɣ"װ±ظ˵һĨ糺ȥˡ
"......"̧ͷֵ̿صͷ"Եȣ"ͻȻܾˣһתűȥֹװûкϵŷ죬˫ۡ

ʮӺ֨ƵһԸذѵ˯ǿһλ߳ȥǰ......
ﻹһֻ̣ʲôðڵİ
ȥõĵӣһֱƹβߵװ¿ԵĴߣӷڴͷ--
"û"˵
װ³̰ɫŨһۣر"ȥҲԡ"
ûĻ׵Լͷɷ˵ؾҪļͼ......
װһֻ첲ͷֹ˫ؿ"ҽȥ"
һ£ͷܿԷߣȻֵװ±ȥΪͷ......
һΣװƿ
"£"۾峺˵ǲʲôίһСϱˣ......= =|||
"ʲôҲԣӦô¡"װޱ˵
øˣ"......֪"ǽͰ͵˵š"ģóʦⲻ......"
Ȼֹͷ͵Ѿ쿴Լˡ
װЦһ"ôҵڶΪXXŪѪ"
ԷԶԡ
"лл׼ʳƷҲԡ"װ±תȥ£һ£ϵıӡ"㻹ҵĽ̸ǰ"
֪վԭأһԲؿı󡣰ʪĳһҵڳļ米ϣڹǳֳͬͭɫûҫ۵ţȫһ񾲵
һĪ˴ʱ״ȻҪָȥ
Ȼ䣬װµļһ£סʹĲͷ
"£"
ŶԷתϲǲΰ룬ȴԷϿȻװҪõĲʦƵɽǸڴͷԵ塣
ļûãŴ汻--
"ʲôԸ£"ܹվſƽʵ
"λƻ˯ߵͳȥлл"
"ǵģ¡"ܹߵǰò֣"ɣо"
û"£Ե㶫......"Ȼװ¼
"Ż"ɺõװ˲䡣
Զֶ̣ŨüëһȻ߻Ȼһǰ"о벻ҪŵϢ"
ԺƵñطС˵"ºܲѵû"
һϽסĺ"뱣侲ȸһȥԺٺҽһ"

ٴλðװ̾Ȼر˫ۣǸľľһ
ûϹôļһФȲֵŦԼһ۵ʱСͦĻأ
Ի˵һ㣬Ⱥܶ˶
ʲôģֱﻹǹӹζеθˣ²ӵеˮ֮ģȫ޷˼......
......
"ҲҪȥϣ̫̫סŮ"
"ˣôϲ㣬ÿõıд㣡"
ΪÿҹǼۺɫЩۻױƷͺŪŮίȴҸκˣ±Ц
"ΪʲôҲøȥѾаְ"
"Ϊб£ڱڼְʿչ˲üꡣ"
Ǽ꣡Ǹ˵òþ͹ĺЬӵŮ
"Ǵһȥ裿"ۿĸװ·һ嶷ó۽ֻɫС˶׳ɱ--죬Ͱ͵ع۾ֶ̫ļ޹"Ҳһ......"
"˵ɵ㻹ѧأ"ĸ̧ͷһЦ׼õз
ľˣԴٷԣڴߵȹصһղθͣ
ůĴְļϣʶ̧ͷ--
ĸ׵۾Ưˮɫʵ￴Ӿˮ
"㻹޶"˵ţӴͷֻ˶׻ɫ̩ܣ˳һϵˮݵ
"ҵСӣ"һѹͷһǰ"ְܿͻģ"
˳ǳɫͷɢĳȻζţԶסǸζ
ǵģ裬ҺΪʲôͰְֻûлң
֪Ϊʲô޶

ΪµëźڶͷҪһۿԷ΢΢ƺҪץסʲôԥһ£ԼȥָһԷ㱻͵һץסˡ
ǣûбŵλϣһֻҲ϶ԷȵֱСظšһҲԼľٶǲһðֻ֪ò˸е
Ƥʧȥ촽ɺѺۣܵĽëΪʹͲҲţëˮʪͷ......ÿ࿴һ龰͸еһǱ޴ʹ
أٽץ»صʱӦе˫ֽսˡ
ԷǷһ΢
"......"
Ȼôġ
ȥ鲻Խ־ٵԼߡǵԼһ˵ˣΪԭ
Լ촽ᴥ϶Էѹ÷ָ⣬һ--
Բҵӡ

19
װ°дֵֽǰĲ輸һף"λûдֻ"ʵǰĿȺһڡ
"Ҳ¡"ﰵԹд߲ϣزźų--ȻдͨԴǺʽǱ飬ȴԳʵݸԷĶ
ûĻشװ¶ſȱ˫۳ϥϣֹ𱳣"ʵ˵ҵдǷݺ˼"˵΢΢еЦ⡣
"Ѿˣ"ָеȣıвһС˵ôϵͳظ˰άᰣʷͻʥâҪ¼--ʷʦΪΪÿһάᰣ񶼸֪ĳʶҪ˵ǹԪˡ
"дҿ"װ̧̧üëԵЩƤ
"˵......ȻĻ......"ֲңӻŲ޽һʺԷĻû˵
װ¸Цһ"ֲֽġ"ſȱ¿ɳϣ"ڴ϶дЩµ׮ǲ"˵
ǣְһ
"ܰѹҽڵĲſҿ"˵ƺȫЩ
üëУԷǻǷˡ
"Ҳ֪"װ¿ⷴʡ
"Ȼԣ"ֹصͷ"һὫҪתް?"
"лл"װصͷ"ûˣ"
"ûˣ£ףտ"
"ллѾˡ"˵ţɳ˸䲻ͷһĻ֣ʹ˻Ÿѽĸ飬뿪λڲʵҡ
ʣȻſģȴǰǧΪϵο塣
û뵽ȥ˽ǿ׳˾ȻҲˣգֱۿһͷʨӴһ˼......ʨӣ̧̧üëԼõݡ
ţ?¬о˫òػ¾ֲط֣λ˵ľҲôãֱҲһƵģѵǱȾˣҪ󳼻׳ﱸһԤˡ

ߵſʱװڵ̣㺰һΪԡ
""װĽŲ
ûгɣ̬Ƚǰ
"¡"װ½Ѿȫѱ~~~
Էûжɳϵװ̧ͷ"ϲ"
ղϣ"......"֪Եؿڵ
"һҹ"װ˵߿Լɳһ˵Ľš
һڣ"ҵְ"
"ʲôְ"װʣȻԼ˵ҪĻ
"ػ"
"Ŷ"³һ̣ؿһȦڿն"ʧ"
""
ȻװЦƽ᣺"Һ"
"......"ȴ֪ô
װЦÿǸֲ̿ĺڷһֻ֣""
֪롣װ²תָǰĳ"ǰ"΢ЩڳԲ˵
ԥţǹĸǰװȡ̣Цźһڣ־ٹļͷ̻--Ŀϣ˭֪أ
ԶȲĤϵͼ塣죬˫ɰ۾￴˱Լӵһ--ǾȻһӣֶĳһݼµȤ
ýøЩ׸һôڰѵϾڿƺҲζġ
"Ҫ׵--"˵ţ̷Ž΢϶Ĵ䣬ԷãȻע۾
"ҾңκҲı䲻ҵıԣһνĹҡ"
ĦŶԷ򢣬Ƥصĺһֱµܡ
""ȻᣬȴͻȻסԷ°̧ȫԼӡ
˫ɫս
"ǵ......¡"Сػش̡
"ܺá"װЦţȡҪס̷ŻԼسһڡ
"߰ɣ"
ûԼϡͿЩʲôװһĿǴ˵Ŵɳſȥ
"ȥ£"̲ݺͱһЩζЩ
"磬˵Ѳӹ"
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ĺ伣ʱ󱳵һһһƵʡ
Ȼò׻ָͷﷴһ龰
ɲʹ--ʱļʻߴӳʿӹԿʱʵΨһ⡣ԼԷػش--ãüˣһ׼ͣ
ǣŽٺοǲǿԸ³ʿһԽĳʵš
Ժ˼ʱһԵװ½⿪ȫ98Ļɫһصһ̸֧ԼơӭվƬɽĿȥüˣԵĺȦҲĿȵѬɫɢŲ̬ԸС
ʶ״Ҳ˹ע⵽Էעľ--
һģСĳǱӵĲשͻܦС¥Ľʮ͡Χûʲôߴľ԰Ļȱ޼ֻ"Ұ"ݣǽʯ·һֱͨǱŵĵǰ
""װʵ紵ɢ̻ңмƬӹƮĽ𷢡
"ǵģ¡ͼŵǱ"ش𡣳ǰԷ֪""뵽Ĳɵýһ£ĿĵأȵǣԷȻֻڷǰҴ˼εͼһ·׼ȷڡ
"ȥɣ"װ˵ж
"һ£"׷ȥǰ"ҪȥǱ"
Ļװ¾úЦ֪ض"ҵ˼............ûԿף"
ɫЦװ롣"ôûп"һֹͣʹõĹűҲŻ˿صġҪôҵΰ̫ˣҪôǷݱ˵ղ˴Ʒ--ǿɾͰˣ
"......˵............ڿܲڣ"
ı֤"ǿʶ"װȴ˸е죬תģͷԽеȤ
Ǿ޹ؽҪⲻʱһӳǱĳһഫէһе񹷽--
"ʲôǶ"
װ漴ͷȻľ--Ǳе˼ġ
Ǹ˵˴ʮ꣬׳лһֻǹȦһ׺ͭƤԿ״߶ɳɳװµһ۾Ͱ߳ʹ÷--ǵģɽԼ˵ġ
"Ŀ"÷ʣΪһﲻ˵ԡ
"ǣ"˵ͷܲмشǰĽˡ"οͣιۣУߣ˽˲ҵǾ㣡ߣ"ȦƣŻڸʲô
"֪"װûĴ³һֲľΥڸУ"ҵ"ƽ˵
仰Ȼﵽԭ˲ŵŴ졣
"һεĴ󹫡"װ½һȷֻϣһнѸ١
ǣûһС˵־ʧͷֵվһ£øӲ--
"󹫣"˵"ô˵ǲǲˣ"
"ʲô"װüë
ܿ죬һߵ"벻Ҫˣ¡"ӢȰװ¡Ȼͽ͵ģԺ˵ľһõʱ㡣
"˵λ"쿴ı棬ֻλֻλķϽгǱΪ""Ȼǰ͹űͼŵֱ󹫵ĲƲղҲ֤ʵˡ
"˭Ĳҵ㲻"µֻգգۡ
"ǵģڵĴ𰸡"װľ
""ֻֿ⣬ָ֮ǰֺƺںԵǷƬϵ--
"ɣûʶСӣĲƲڿģ"

װ»صȷʵңŹŵɳ鷳ꡣžװɲֽڲ輸--
"˵ɣô£"˵ţ̫Ѩĥһĸƺоס
"ָ......"ͷվڶСһ롣
"Ϊʲô˻ھ˵ҵռҵĲƲ"
װºݺݵһ֪ȴ̹Եļһ´׼ȷشʱĲáôרĵش⣬ѾǨŭôˡ
壬һʮͳķҷ֧ڿزλڰάᰣʴʥâ彻ܣҪԱйͨ¼һ1907󹫵ĳŮŵ¼޷??򲮾
ĶΪ׫дʷ̲ģǸҪ޹ʹǸªĿ˵ǸʱĿһйȻģһֱƭĸоķҡ
"Դ......"Сӡ"ϣ侲Ϊ׮ܸӵ¼"
"˵ص㣡"
"Զ......"
"˵ص'"
"......"
"ǣǷһǮ"
һԲԶ漴ͷ"·ף"ȵü
ܹվſòص˵ͷ"Ŀȣ¡"װ˵Զ߽䣬ƷװǰĲ輸ϡ
"лл"װ¶һʲôҲӣһڡ"⣬ҺǷǮ¡"
ڸĿȼǵ󣬲ŲæĻֱ𱳣"ģ"˵ţŵǷǷ"棬ȷе˵Եδװ²¶ʱΪʥ۹ϵɧţǵھӣĿز½һЩǮȶǷЩʮĩڼ䣬ʧƣҹǷΪǷԱֻ"
"Ƿ˶٣"װʡ
"һǧٰʮһ󰣾ӡ"˵"1801дڡͼŵԼϵĿԼҪϢʱյĻҹͨ͵......"̧ͷ˸˼ı飬"֪ĿǰԼʮһǧŷԪ"
ܹĶŵĻϺĵұҲʲôˣ˵ΪԼ
װһڽһڵغſȣڣ¿ձվ--
"ðɣ"˵"˭ܽһǧ飬ŷԪ"
"£"һڿҲûȵɻ뽹
Է˳ӣתޱ--
"ƱŦԼ"
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"ܷλ"վ߶ĿռȾɤ׳ܷ١
"Ϊʲô"֮Եģǰ֮λϵȥģһȣһֳֻڷ
"һ֮ʥâĳԱΣ"
װ²Цǰû˵ȴҪνΣ
""÷˵ؾһֻֻһ£"Ǹµһ飡"
ֵĲް?æλվƱϵСԲ۾¾СʼǱ--
"ֹʱ㣬""ǷծһǰʮǧİʮǧŵŷԪ¡"
´ʵװٴζͷǱаķЦ⡣
"Ϊң񣿣"ֵı߿Ѿάʹþˡ
"ǻ"ЩǮǻҲҪ°뱲ˣ
"ˡҶԣ¡"òº͵ı廰"ǹǷծʲ޹أ֪Ҷǲ̶ͬȵծǰ"
Ļװµע⣬ȥʱߣλСͷòе--
""˵"ЩǱղô£Щ......ѺƷ'"
"ָǿծҺźſģ֮ǰδ󹫶ģӰ졣"
"˵ˡ"װֱ𱳣ɢɫ"ֶ˵һǴ"˵"ΪǮģ˸ǧŷԪңˣȴʮڵծ"
³ֱʵĳĿɿڴгʵȴĵѵ
"......˵òԣ"Ƭ̵ļžȻǸִڼ֡"ǲƽԼǽƻĿҵıʥâΰŵ׹ĺᣬ߹ϵļ壬ܾʹ˷......"ѾԵ״ˡ
"Ǹ"װ³ŷվ"Ѿˣ뾡ڶĵùɣҵʰȥˣ"˵ţ̨ףûһ˶жʾ
"һ--"
߿ĻԶش˵ؼߡ
?Ůվµһµ˳"ǸҵͬǣĽ̫ͨˡ"˵ţͳֽ磻Ժתǰ˼ʧŵ˸ϥ--
"ãӵ¡"˵۾΢΢"̸̸𣿵أ"

װºעһλŮԵȻҲûȥ˵ĳֻ࣬ƾ̶һƳǵǷԼĺɶˮƽȻʱλѲŮʿϸ۲Σÿζ޷͵Ѱζ
ͬأŮҲһδβ䷳òζÿһɢῡԼԹ˵˼ֻԷֱʣ곤ŮʿҪֵò¶ۼöࡣ
"þûȿˣ"˵"ζ·ף"
"ͣˡ"òػش
"ף"ȵͷͷԷһ΢Ц"װ·ףܰȥҵҵ˾ʿѳڶŵ"
"ȥ죬ˣ"ܹǷǷܿкеһͬȥ
ⲻԶװҲվԼ˴ָ--
"ȥҰʰá"
"£"Ȼӵģ̲סҪ硣
˾Ů΢΢һЦ"оȻ·Ը......"һߵĳ鳯оƫƫͷҲᣬвѹ֡
"ǵģ......¡"εطӣ뿪ǰһĿ⿴˿λıӰжپɬ
泯ŵĿĿõ˫ջ۾"о൱ҳأ"
"ǵġ"װºſȵ--ǰٳӾͺˡ
"ϲʿ"ŮʿȻԹԵ˵ţ"һϲɣ"
װһ۾е㾯ζŮһЦ"ˣ˵оҳϵ£"
--طջľһˡ
"ǵģᡣ"ЦЦ˵"ˣҵȡ˵Цˣ̸ֻ֪Ŀġ"
"ǱǸ˵ðĻ"ϵЦɫϵǸԷʼʾν
"˵»᲻ͷ"Ů˴Ŀȱ"Ȱ"
װµͷ΢΢Ʋ죺"ľ¡"
"˵ʲôҲȥġ"
"˵ˣˣ"
"˵Ҳǿ̳дλأ"
װüͷ¿ȱֱ
"ôðˣ"
"Ҿʡ"
ЦЦ"Ҳֱ˵ɣ"Ҳ¿ȱɫׯصؿŶԷ"룬ǷһǮ"
װЦˡ"⣬ˡ"˵"ǵģҪһǮСҲ"--ڵֱȡ
"ˡðԸ֪;"
"⡣"
ŮЦҡͷ"û뵽"
װҲЦˣԼò˼飬ʵ
"ôܸҪǶһĿ"
װ룬ʳָ˴°ͣ"ԼʮԪɣ롣"--¼ҿȽá
ԷҲ˸˼ı顣"ǮͿ"ʵɫרע
"һû⡣"װʵʵ˵--ǰλŮʿ
ȼ˼״毺õϸü߸̧һߣĳЩ˿·ζ
"Ҷһðɣ"
"˵"
"ԸͶʮŷԪ⡣"
װֻǿ
"ˡð"Ůܿý͵ĿǼ"Ҳ⣬ڰһɳ͵λȥҲ벻ҪԿ䣬ô˵ϣҡ"
װµͷ""˵ƽ͡"ڣ"
¶𿧷ȱǫѷָ߹ޱ--
"Ѿ˵ˣǿλȴϣڰάᰣֻϵġ"
"ʲô"װޱ--ϲ˽кܶ;ʵԼĳŵᱻơ
"С"Էնػش𣬱ʯƣ"ĸ׵Ը"

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󹫴ȷе˵ĿǰĴ󹫴װ²?Լ˹?׵ϣ??˹ɵ?ʥâӣǰװ²
ʱ򣬵ӵﴹͷɥʱװͻȻźĵһ仰--"ȱŪǶãҲˣ"--üϢ·֧ڸ࿭裬ͺ˳
Ǻܿ죬ͲôȸԾˡۿעĶһĪչصڴϳ̣ɫһԲ--ȥǸ൱ĴۣԶʱȫ֡
ѵΪŮ˵Щ˵ʲôأʲôĻĮװ²ƳͬʱȻɹ˵£
ǣŮǻۺ˾֪ȫеŮˣĻ󹫶ȲװѡΪ˵£ͬʱϣҪ˱ʲôղźá
֣Ǹ׽ģԼܸܳģԼỹ
""
""
װͻȻʵСһΪͼȶԷ˼¡
"£"СͣĶ--ǴӰó
"Ư"װ˵ڴϣѥӵĽŽã泯ʣ̻˲˿ϡ
"......ģ¡"ͻĪȴ˵ʵ
װЦһ"Ҳǡ"

* * *

һ......ʵҲˣάᰣٷ֮ʮľˣǵԪ׻ڴΡ¹ȥˣװ²ӵʱû˵ΪԼѡµϢӦһʱµ
һƽ糿ʼܹ·?ӾԽһֻŷ󹫴ңº͵Ļ--
"£һš"
"......˭"ͷ˺ػش𣬿ɼûѣֻǲԸ뿪ѶѣΪյ㣬ܹܲŸʱֱš
"???򲮾"
"......"һĳִͶɧϵ˷˸Ĩ۾һֻ֣"ҡ"
ˣȻΪ˱ĶߵһźصĴǿҵֱӽǶжϣʱ緹Ҳ̫Զˡ
װ˺ǲƮĵɫŷͳһźɫĿֽȥһ̽֡δѵӼѵضЩķ־ɷɫǩΣüë泯һ˾Ŀֽ--
"C?A??˭"
ʻĶŵܹŵ̾˿תַڱǷǷ"˵ҰΪ׼úٽͰɣ"

C?A?????򲮾һĳƺ򲮾ϧڿѾûרˣӦø𾴵سƺΪزˡ
ΪεĿزˣλ˵ˡǰ̳еһ֮λʱʮ꣬ոʮһڼҵıֳеĽȡƿҵִҲɢҫĿĹԡ
ʮͷҵĿ壬ŷЩĽļ֮һǲ˾ϮţҿŶۻӪӵƵľ޶Ƹ˳һʵڣٲȻˡ
ʵϣǸǰεĿ򲮾ǷߵҫȫԵҲˣƫƫֲôңɼкüֿɵõĻᣬ첻Ըȥˡ
άᰣһλڷʿ֮Сԭز졣ʥâ뿨ʮεͨ鱳ʹú߳Ϊǰ߾úϣȡ֮ϴ󹫱ߣ²ͷβˡ
Ǹ·ɱĵһ˳λ̳ˣڵĴ󹫴˵Ǹչõװ²󹫵ĸ׾λΪ͵͵޸һӢ˶丸SάᰣǰĹĳӾȻҵˣŦԼ٣
£ÿԼȻڸһСƦǶСھ͸еԵ--ֵݵҪҲաˣŶԸӣҪԴΪҲǳĿԡ
ĳʱССİţҸۡάʵׯ԰ٰһССᣬǾλLӺװֶŮ--ֵĶŮ--??
һ磬˱㽫ױǩڹȥˣ⣬ʮĺŵϣĴ󹫴±ؽԼݵˣǵصȫֶŮͷ--ʵ˵һͷۣ
"˵Ħ磿"
"ǵģǵ֪СۿԽҰ"
˸˵ڵۣͽֺһʾԼջ
"Ҵ"Էϵֻ˵"ڣ"
"С......"绰ͷѵ
"""ˣ"
ǱߵˣʾȹҶϵ绰Ĳɵֻ˺һ󣬲űһָֻ׼ϸҶϡ
"Ͳ͵ʱôСĵθװġ"ĺڷŮһֳĿǵЦֻʰ͵Էǰؽӹװڴ--
"ᱻ"ŭȻδƽϢ
"̫ˣʮ꣬ôĽֹŰĻഺ"ŮλС򱧲ƽͬʱִڶԷͷṴڡ
"ܱȿһţǿ"˵ţһں±ĺѾơ
"Ͳλװӻţ"ҪҲŮֵø......= =|||
"ֻںܴܲϴڡ"
Ůһ˫ɫ۾˱ᴷһȭ"Ļ......"
ͷζ"飿"סŮ˴ͷ֣Ħ"......ôã"
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"ô˵λծ"
ԼĽܺװܽᣬõԷͬ--
"ǣ£ǿҵμ"
"ʲôǷȥɿ"װ˵ţһӲɽҷŽǷݳصľծҲ˿ûӰ쵽ʳ
"δˣ¡"
"Ҳȥˡ"
"£"ڲԵոʳװ³һۣҲӣȴоصͷ
"Ҽǵʾʱݰɣ"ѹδװ˹ط--ǵͬ""֮һ
"ǵģ˵"ʼ侲Ӧš"Ǹ⣬Ǳ뽫֪"
"--ĵڶ˳λ̳ˡ"
װЦҺûкκϡ
ˣ˵Զף㲻ʲôıأ˵ʱҪһ֮ĻôĻķͲ͵û׼λˡ
"Ǯ"䣬⡣
"ǵģ£ŷе֮һ"
װ¼Цòͽ˲졣ǷǳȤΪλõ˶Ǳڹĵùµһ˾ǲ۲۵˫--Ȼڵؤؤֻи̲ܳΪĹ
ΪʲôѡأͻȻʣΨһĴͬʱͳ˳
ҵӵʥâ壬ǸϵϡˣǲԸ⽫Ԫ׵ıøһûͬΪһֵĽβ"ʥâ"⹫ıܰͳ--DNA֤أִƼطڹϵªס
"ðɣȥǸᡣ"˵ţվǰŲ˵--
"ǵģһᰴԸȥġ"
װµͷ
Ҳĵģ뷨ǰ¶̨ϰԵͳ̺ʹԼһ翵ɫۿһĻʫ续ĺɽɫ--طеõ֮һ
Դˣĵػͷһѵصɵʰϵǽ壬Ǹʵĺڷнվһϲһ
װ»»صǰ΢һ㣬һȤ
"·ף"ܹ֣ܵɫ˫ȻעǰĿ̳꣬õĻȡ
߹ǷǷ"кηԸ£"
"˭"װº˵߿ȥֻƬ޼ĻԹվһֳ԰꣬˵--Ȼߴ׳Ӣȴ̴ġ
"ҿƺ԰άյѧͽ"
װЦøˣת߻£һ£ͷĽɫ
"ȥߣ"·ǰʱ˵Ȼ״ĶԷ̵Ҫ׷ȥʱߣ¶ɫǣǣ½ǣǴȰοе΢Ц
ε̾һǸ˵ıӰȴѾ߳ԼԿķΧˡ
һһ͵ǰ--ǱΪװ׼ġԷӹƷŵʶ¶̨ľһĵѹ֡
أ˻԰£Ǿλռ󲿷˼ӵ¡
ڣվһ--ᣬѾԱΪ--˵ʲôȻԷ--Ǹͷ--Ĵժ׺Χȹɬ¶żЦݡ
ʣǸղйȥԭ
ԶȥӰлһŨĲ

"ܻͷʲô"װһïܵŮͣ½Ųͷͷʡ
"ά"â?˵˿"ҵǰ"
"ᷴġ"װ˵ţ£޳˫ֱšâҲװ漴´ͳ̺ʹԼ㡣
"㲻֪ϼһƢֵúܣ"ѧͽ˵"ŲǲܹܵĿˣ֪ҹȥ"
"㻹Ϊ"
"û취ͷҷݻɲס"âʼ硣"˵ͦϲֲġ"˵"ҪάԶףҾͻᱻϰȥʿѧͼ--ôģȫȥ"
װǰ΢΢̧𣬰âס˻ͷ
"㲻ǰɣ"˵ֱý
"˵ɣʲô"װһɢڶǰĳֳʱ΢Ц̷ּ΢ϥϣ΢紵ɢ̻һ·
âļһ£Ͻתߣͳһ̡
Ӧжʮ˰ɣ룬ͺܿᣬЩҡ֣ʹŴҲ--Ҳܹܴ˵Զݣֶ֮ࡣƯ㲻Ǹʲôġ
Ǹʱ򣬵ǰͻȻվôʱǰһûôӣâʹӦ"ĴתתĻ"--ðűͷάΣգ±ָɵ޼ϰ
"ˣ֪ʲôҲŸʲô󹫶ûأ"ؾͼ˵ǹ޲ðԼ˵оӶԷ
"û󹫣"װ¹ʣԼа
"˵һεġ"â͵"˵Ǵ󹫵ӣҵ˵ƢãǾˣ´үˡ"
""װ̵٣"˭˵Ƣõģ"ʵյúܽ
"գ"ûвİâ˵һŮ͵̵ֹ֣ϵرȻš"˵ӳоƢŪоΣ"
װЦ"ǵģȷʵ............"
"ǰɣǺ......"âͷ֪""ָһҲĪЦ"һǱܿ......"
װ¼Цţͷϣ۾ֱƽϢϴתӡ
âһֱ̣˿ûʶԼĴ͡
Ȼ΢ЦĽ۾һµɵúܴխ۷˸ĵɫ
""˵
ǣʲôƻ󣬰â˹ȥȻҡжڿɵì֣ݲԷ΢΢ſ죬ն
âֶ֪İˣ㼤ң˫ĳץ޼ɵؿҧ֪ΪӶռкӶᡣеɬäĿ˲ͬѰĿС
װ¿ɻһߣζԷԼڼҶĻҰݴסâܵʵļ⣬Ǹõˣȴᳬʮꡣ֪ҵķǶ٣ģʮʱ˭Щմδеı̬......= =||||
"......ʲô"ſе괭ϢƬ̣ʵ
"......â"Էش𣬶ȴһҲи絽װϣץס˫ߣܵطܣһȴǿҵȥǰĳ¿ۣԱһһ˵塣
ѹڵصȻЦţ΢΢۷п˵Ըеý˷
"ܺãâ"װ˵˿ûдڱƸС"ڣѱϵĶҵţпó׼ãȻ󣬾°ɣ"

һСʱŮСعռ--ȥ--Сɵ·գһ֪Ȯ̲ԣҧָ......= =|||
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???򲮾һվ¶̨ϣ˫ֳŹϵĴʯˣظǰƻԻ͵Ĺŵׯ԰
ļΪլάʵׯ԰Ϊһ᲼õѤԶĴſھϵͣô೵--˵ϽĿѾ൱ˡ
ʵ˵ʹλҪдҲδغϸ񡣵ȻָǶԷĽǳ--ʹûˣһͳĻҼ̳ҲţƷǿҪ˵Ǹ΢ıΪĲƸֲֶŮδױͷ
ȻᵽλСŮʿȴô룬ˣܼŵߵһ˸ԷĹ--
"СԲԸױʦ˷䡣"Էʱ
ر˫--
"֪ˡ"˵ţתŵ֣ƺҪ´ȴˣǸű¼ķ첽ȥ--ȻǻûȴҪʼˡ

һб򿪵ļ󣬰ɵؽһüëõСǸ˳ȥ--ǸղױʦĲƲѼһֻӺ󣬵Сǻ㶪¼ҵĶˡ
ǰüǼ䣬λһͼͷǲҵʹűһţ治ɫطԸܼׯ԰ڵҽҡ
"˺һĲƲۡ"ͷŮ˵
"--"Էǻش
ȥЪ˹߽ͬеŮԼһλǿ׳ġģӣʱȺָ
"·"ӵϼ𱻲ȵһͿĺɫ˿ʵģ۴׺һ˶ˮ
"ҲҲҪȥʲôᣡ"ɺ˵˺һɤɳơûʲôˣϣǰʱưһźأ
"ʵϣҲ㴩ǼĨˡ"Ϸʵ"ȣ"ԸһŮͣ"ҼҵĲС㲻ϯᡣ"
"ҲҪȥʲôᣡ"֪;ĩ·Ůظ˻Ťüֱ¡ȻϣȻǰλ常ȷʵ֪Ŀʱһû¶ȺĹ
"......߿"ʴ֮ʣǸװʽߵķۺһѲСļֱָǰ
ָԼϸ⣬ζ̧̧üë"еĻҪ"
Ļδ£һתͷָԼĺ
ŮͼǰһסŮ΢΢۾--
"úһ£λֶѶô"
"......"˳۾ˣ˫ֹסز
ΪҪ"еͶ"֮ʣŮ𾪵ľٶ--˼ȴǴԼĺǳͷһѰѵϡ
һƯɫƮڵأŮ;ȻʲôҲˣȥֹСԻΪɹشѾƣߵŮΣյļ
"ΪԼŪɳ˹־ͿԴǶĺøУ"Ȼط̵"װֶŮԼһᣬӻǻġ"
ݺݵصҧ촽Ѫ龰һֻСǷһ˼ߵֶŮߣܾСɵ°--
"ɣСļױܾ"˵ţһӵߡ"Ҷܾ"
˵꣬ŮĶһưܵż
"ȣ·ϣȥҶٷǸױʦһ--Ҳ׽Բصģ"
뿪--Ѿˣʡ
"άᰣ˻û"߱еŵ
"ûУ"
ͷüëͷ޴ûʱСӣ

¬?תͷƫڵĵƹԱ㿴
"ʲô"λѿֽʿòʣΪ塣
"ûʲô"¬ˬ˫ֽ"ɣѾʼˣ"˵ţкµ˽볡
"Եȣ"ŽɫȻʵ"ͼݣϴּĶ"ͬ飬̬--¬ķ
""һǰΪ·ͬƺи˼־ܾˡ
һƽľٶӦ罻ϵ¬ȴ֮䲻ԵĴϵ--ϣΪڷǸȽҪأ
ܼŵԸһλĿˣڿֵҲû--ղż鵽Ƿݡ
ɫŵĿ꾿ıҪ֪ǿҴСѡᰡ

ѾʼˣԶĴﴫһ֧Ĺֳֶŵ¶ɵġҹ֮Ρװˣʱʱ⵹ʮĴͬĸоʮǰүêʱҲӿֹ--˹˹ȻĻʼҳõĳӣ˵ǶǰӢ͵ġʱӢòỹɣ̵롣
ʵ˵һμͳٵЩ˼ͣλ"CA"ıֱߣ˵Զ--ϡ˻ǱȽһ
Ǯϼһﰡװһϴһת䲼õͬǼƵֵϴҡݼ˸ǸͽĴλɣװ룬ҪǸϵĳǱҲٰһᣬ׼ýʳ꣬㲻Ŷ˹˹......ûǸȨֽƨԼдΪѺвƲ֧Ȩ򲮾ʹõһжǿ򲮾""ġ
˾ɥ
̧ͷžʪǰһͷԼĵӰɬЦЦȻӻϵ½ǿϴҵűˡ

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Ŷ˴Լʮ꣬ʮɫʽװ÷ԺͷԵúϳɡ
ڿװʱ㶣Ȼܿܿ߳Сȥװȴһֱĳֵ°ˮͷñˮܹƤ
ǲ죬Ҫһˡһ""ͬʱתߴѲӵ£ԽԽֱէ֡
ҪĽװ˷ˣģθڵʩԵӾַģ
ˣջ֣ˮͷԶϡĵ˦ȥϵˮͷִӲӵһתԽҪµʹɫһ߽һ䡣

ǰװһµŮ̧--
"ˣ"˵"ŵֱʣ"
"ллĿ佱......˵......"Ļױʦ˹?˹ֵ̿ʱ°ܻӭʦ֮һһЩԸȻλν壬ֻܸеԵĵ㡣
˹ЦЦصͷʾܼҽλҴߴߡ
ȻֶŮز˲ǰɫٷ--ͷһɫͳȡ
"һֱ˵ģ"ᣬƺһλӦе"С"
"......"Ůüŵһ
"......ޣޣ"ǰ§ڻ¶"ϵױŪˣǵŻױʦ˴СʱŰſµĺȦ......ããޣ"
ɪɪǿȵӵѾڵˡ
ʱŵߵ΢ŴϸߴĲߣ˼䡣Էܿ¶΢ЦͷŰǶʯ۵ķ۶--
"ɣСδѾˡ"С㣬Ů㱨ѩ޵ģ

Ъ?ŵʱɸ˻ˡǰΪȲμӽĵ罻Ʋ֣ʾ֭δЩ--˵ϰֵǮ--ɵİΧȦѡ
ȻûеǶ֪ⳡΪ˸ҵĴСѡδٰġλĽڼϰֵȻϣǸ˶ķϣλĴС㻹ңЪ᲻Ȥ
Ȼ۳࣬??һɫɲ͵ĽСȴӢˣǰλ......
˻ˡ
"Ҳǿ"Ъ˵Ķʣǰһ䣬"ǰ......û㡣"ǵģҪ罻Ȧһǲܴġ
"......"װĲɵػش"ҵ·"ӵˡ
ǿΪ˲μרŴӢ÷ˣ--˵--Ǯ
ЪΪȻشӱЦ"ţ˵һӱġ"ذ˳ڸǽϴš
"......лл......ҿ鷳ˡ"װɲΪһԽ¶Լݡ
ЪЦװµıǼƵͰ£һȹͷϥǶװµм䡣
ˣ׼ĸ˴ƵСҲֳ̫˵㣬ҵɲôĵطҪǱλĲ֪ҫļһɾûһνάʵׯ԰Ļˡ
--⿪װµĳ¿ۣ̰űǳɫƤȳƶʵļ--һֻƷ˭ýһأ

δֶŮǰһϴּ䡣
˵ȻΪĶԷѾٵˣôҪٽӳһСҲпԭġοΪ˽Լʱ䣬Ѿѡ˳·Ŀʺ˽ϴҡ
սȥʱΪ˭Ż--治ͳỹûʽʼأܿ죬˵жԻĸо
ɲʲôõˣΨһʹǰһ۵ԭ򲻹ΪطȨ֪﷢һСǵģ˽Ʒн񱣬ֻͰҲҪõɵ˲ʹá
ˣ֪Գ̷ΧƾһһڣģͰϣòŽѹµһ˰ɲ¸߰Ūǰٵ--ʱ
еԼڳ鴤
ȻúͶ룬㾯ЪȻоˣܵػͷһ㱻һŵ
"............Ҫͣ......"װҲ֪˹ڣŲЩǲι۵Ļ峡ģĥҪģҲҪѾλ"Ļ"ɳȣ
ӭȴһ--ԭ⡣
ϧΪǷҲԭ--Լﲻˡ
Դ˵˵ĿµӣЪشװ뿪ſӺ׾ܣֶ˲ϲ
ϳһܲõĳӣŲһǴİܼǵģӽǾԲһȾָׯ԰ˣ
"˭ģ"̵̣һһﻹʩʩȻ˿ûĶӵĴ㡣¶ۼشŶԷ޷ͷеκһ׶Ϻ--ļܺãۼһǲǵġ
"û......"װ±Ǽ䲻ŵˣֱֱؿǰˣȴţǰȫȻڿŵùĹġ
ָоԷͼɵüë
׿ŵоؽǸ൱ˣȳƣ֫޳ĽɢŲԸСĳ˵г裬룬ЩԺõˣϵ۵ķϣǲܰķӱĽ֮أ
"ȥ"õͳɤ
"Ϊʲô"
ԷĿǺƺϽ͡ǿס"Ҳ˭ģˣ뿪ҵأ"
ϵģǸƤЦĽСûжŪʲô˫ĵɫ۾ȥЩ
"C?A??򲮾㣿"װʵǸֳϲЦ⡣
"ǣ"һػشȻΪ֮Ȩƺд"ڣȥ"
װ˹ؿʼʰɲ´ǰˣᣬʮû뵽ӺܸߣȻϲģͦ˳ۣ飬ӺƯɫͷƺ
úܲڣ"ôҪ˰"
"ֻҪ֣"װ˵һֻ֣""
ӦðѱǺһⲻ֪߳ܵȥ--һֻ󣡵ʹأȥһס˶Է--ûʲôɣ
ʶ㲢ͼԷ˦ʱװ·ֽסһͦվ𣬳ʧȥƽӦ֮ʣһֹֻסĺԣԼǰ
Ϊȣſ죬װ׾ٵؾͽͷ˹ȥôǱˣϸϸŶԷÿһܵдܵΪŭװ˷ܲѣÿһֻôȥֱһǿˣ
"ȥܿ£ͦ"
ŶԷ˵Դٵɰת졣Ȼȵɵʲôɱһ͵ػʬʱװѾǼ߼װףгŶȥˡ
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ȻԸϣʵҲ"ɵ"һеĴˡڻһƫͷ۵ء
ǸûС......LӵµĲֲţŮܵǰ˵СԽˡĳӸҪǿǻŭŵЦȥӦǶѿп޵͡ȻСϸٴץ׻ҲʱգԼ"õĿʼǳɹһ"ԣķչ²ô˳ġ
Ҫ˵ڼ䷢ĸС
ʵϣǲշ̾ɼĸԭ򣬴Ǹ޳ܵͬСӴһֱڣȫּµĶĸнѣ
뵽̲סսľƱҪǽŹܼŵ¶̨Ķſڻ㱨˵ӱˣ֧Žߵ˹Ҫɴ˲ָˡ
ǵģҪȥһǸңλСӡ⵱Ȼ磬ȥֺȫȻǣҪȥԽ̻Ǹ֪ߵغС--ƬСϣ˭˵㣡Ž̰ܵɣ

һŮĿǰǷǷ--
"ÿȣˡ"˵ԽӹŮ̽ƷһĲ輸ϡ"󹫴´˿ڱ𴦣ԵȣоѾȥ֪ͨĵˡ"
ף"֪ˡ"شһʧʾ⣬ò²һĵƷˡ
԰άᰣ˵ҵĲǲͬѰĹͣĳϽǾһˡ
𿧷һǴϢζȻ۾Сһ--ȻǵصζȻŵҲڿҵĸӹ壬ӾŵɺҪѷɫ١
Ǹų"ʥâ֮ʿ"¬Ǽ--ÿÿ뵽֣Ҫ--ϾеͭʱҳһϵѾıĿˡ
˵΢ĴλʲôĻҲһŻñַ·𴫳ѪҺĻΧС
ԼһȺĿнϵ۵ߵλ
ɳһɣתߣԽ¶̨޿ɱؿǷʫԶչۣſվżΪصĲ˹ȥžɫıƽӿһɲ׳黳
鲻Խر۾......
һŹֵ΢к
͵ۣӡ󣬲Һܿ--Ǹͬ
Ȳ"ôܣ"ʶתǸλ¶̨·ĻԹǸһŭյӰ--Ҳǣ
ǵģļԺܺãûϸ϶Ǹ˯ڵϱһ˸ɣ³ۣ˽вֹļһǸŵı̬--ʣҪʱ֣ͬҲĸۡڡ
߳ŭ˭ģ

ȫһ󼱾ؽâͺŰѾҺȫͷŶ--Ȼȫ˱ǰ˵С͹--̶Ȼ˵ķйϡ
µĿʶʣâסͬƣߵ壬·ǺˮĲӡ°͡졣Էؽǵģϲǣװ?˹ٵϲǣκʱ
"......̫......Ư......ҵ......"԰ѧͽ״ε˵ţմĤݰСظŶԷոշ塣ûƽĽУɳڸеԵļ괿ӵİĽġ
װЦЦİâȻӣ"ܺãҲ......ڣѾˡ"
""âγѣװ´ЦһļʹǸƣԼȫѳʲôҲû˵ֱǳһ촽ӵϼԼɾڿ㲻Ųæס
âڵĤݵһһ˵ȴ֪˵ʲôʶشӵϼţпݵװԷظһ˵΢ЦΪźŮҲǺôġ
"ˣɣ"װʵı۰"ҿɲϣʧҵ"
˵ţɢĶѥûдǣЬεţŲڲݵתʧڴ̵ֲǽ
תǽԹľͷվǰѰҲȺˡ
ȵԷ߽ǰһߣ"£ҵڵ"
""װ̧̧üë˫΢΢˸ȤЦݡ
"ǵġ"شĿʼնŽµĲݵء
Էʼ磬"ðɣ"ѥӶڵϺһֻ㿪ʼæǰļ
װûоܾ󲿷ϡɵشţƺȫȥע֧ˡ
ֱú¶վãĿⶼûͶעϷֺȴ˶ԷﲻʱĵͺԼŵӴһɢĺˮ֮ζ
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ˣ¶̨ǾһƳǵ֪ص˻صڣֻðѿȷڲ輸--̫ˣԼǷجΡ
ˣԵķǰǸħӰűߵׯϹŵĿ--
"άᰣ󹫴װ²?Լ˹?׵ϣ??˹ɵ?ʥâӵ--"
ϵ۵ķϣ׼Ƿˡ
"ллԺʲôҪϻǱôˡ"װ¶λ˵ԸȻĿǰΪֹʹΪƵ--Ǳߵ¶̨ȥķ羰Ŀ
"ã"վԼǰشкȻ·Ĳ輸϶ǰ뱭ͷȹ⡣"ʻˡ"ѱӷŻغװĨĨ
̰仰ղſ龰ϵȻⱭҲԼȹʵͷһõɧ
"£"վм俿װߣƽòǽܵ"λ??򲮾"
ò΢Цͷ"λ棬ңװ²ӵ¡"˫ǰ˵һ--ͷζķȡ
"Σ"װ²̧̧üëͣҪ̵Ķ"һΪѾˣ"
"׼ǼǴˡ"Ц˵"ϴεûгϯǵ"--ˣ˶Сˣ"ȷʵǵһμ档"
װ´Ƥޱصͷ̵ȼ"Ҳ˵"˵ţǳһ̡"Ҫ֪ʶ˼ˣһ㳤ͦġ"
ɫǰƣһ˸䡣
һǣ"Ҳɡ"
ʼһЩ¡
Ů³֣һֻµСͳڵĿ硣
"Ҳˡ"л"뻻ɿȪˮлл"
ܹȻֻݸ󹫴оװ¶ŵһеس̡һţп㣬ֻһɫϸӳ£ûףɢҵͷ·崦ϸҶôŪɵġ
һûнƷԶӣԵͬ--һǰͷߵıƵ磬ͻȻ䣬ˣſС˷ָоĿ񱡣
"ʲôأ"
""ԷͻȻʺָܿ򶨣"ֻǸп游"òػش
װЦһ̣"ô˵ڻҵݰɣ˵--"û⣬ŵ"Ҳҵʵˣ"
΢Цܹܲɫһ˵뿪˷䡣
"λȤˣ"شԲ"ûгϯǿϧҪ֪װֶŮеڴļأ"
װ۾""תͷվԵ÷ԸĿǵ"ȳȥһ£лԲ̸"
ȻԸȻհˣ߳ʱǵػͷһۡԵʶķ뾡ְͬʱҳһ֪СƦӴΪϧ
ﾲó棬װվ뿪λߵǰһŲ輸£޳˫ֱպ÷ɳϲ㰤ϲĴȡ
"ߣ곡Ϸˣ"̾һһЩ̴ϣò̵ĲŨü
"ô"װ÷˵"𣿲"
"һǸˡ"
"Ҫӣ"װҡͷЦ"˵ʵɣʲô"
"˳ԭ"شȻѾ֪ˡ
װ̴ȼķ϶
"ȥʦ"˵
"ˣֻǶĲǣ֪жൣģ"ɫĵſڴƻƣá
"Ů޸"
һ£ܿµ״""侲Ц
װЦһתһų"֮ǰ̫˽"
"ȷʵ֪Ĳˡ"
"أ"
"Ҳ˼"
"λС㵱ҵ--"
"ʮˡ"ش"ǵģҵֶŮ顣"
"ʲôô"
"ʼױ"
װµͷ
ʢſȪˮĲյһڣеԼļ--ȴǳСӡ
"һԿ峤嶳Ƿȫծ񣬲ͷȫҲʹȨ"
"ȥˡ"װ̧̧üë"ϧҲɡ"
"ˡҲĻ"
װòε̾ջ˫վתɳ벮С
"֪Ǯ"˵ţһֲֻƵԽļ§ס"ȻԸϣҲǷһʲСծ"
"ܵ"װ³һ̺Ц˵ֱļ򣬶ԷһԲصɫ
"˰ɣλСֶŮڲģǶ--ͳ׸˶"
˵̣꣬Ľ
""ܿ˵Щζڲͷš"ȻҪԼ޸Һˡʵ˵ֶŮҵǶλȤö......"
ͨĵʴӣװ¶ǯס°ʹԼɵȥϴεһУһεظǿӲڱʱ¶
"ô˵֮ǰû"
"......"ɳʧĨ죬"޳ͬ"
"лл佱"װµͷ΢Ц"֪ͬҪֶŮ޸ҵĻ쵰"
"......"÷ץ͵վ--
"ڵģ"ɳȴΪȻЦŵװӸһ˶ݶʧϺС
"Ҷڵģ"

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Ԥԣ˵䣬һݾӦˡ
"ȥͣ"
"ǵģ£ͨ飬ϣС"Ķش
㲻ֱ˵ȥֺˣװĬ
"۰Ľ"һļǰϡ "ҺźΪʵʩߣҽִܾС"
"£"Ǹʽʹļף"Ƿǳʱڣ"
װ²˵ĵץץͷ
ɽƷƱάᰣõ֧ϾΣӡŻ"˹"ɽұüҪԷζΪڽ˻òڻ޵䶳żʡһƱûƳͱ½ΪɾܾԴԹʼʾֵ
ǣάᰣǼͨѶ˾Ҳʩѹ˵豸άҪɸӦã豸ΪɹرնԸù縲ǡ
˿ȥûԪ׵ı͵ˡ
ø첲붼֪˭һϵù˵ıߡ
ȨƵ˰׵رȲһ--ȻҲһд١
վ˫֧߸ࣺ"۱ĽҲһҵǻֻˮƽ"ȻڶԷ߿ǴĿ£еزٹ˵鷿
ЩıƶȥɣڣηǿȨװ²ҪˣŴһصĻ
ǣ԰ѧͽûô˳رҵԹ԰......˶ԷסǼ԰չ߷ĺС--""ĳ--ôҲǽ׳ɰӰˡ
ϰ--ʼ԰?ά
"â"ά죬ֵطĴ󹫴Ѿ漣ˣҪ˵ԷȻǸĵɵСꡣ
"˵â?أ˵ѧͽ"
װµͷĵس̡
"Ҳ֪ǻСĶð治ɣհˡ"
"Ϊʲô"װµıһ
"......"԰ŵشŴֲڵĴ֡ѧͽԹά꣬òãʲôͷװ۲죬ŮòΪ毺ãķֱֳɵ⹫԰
"оҵ˵ԽҵľҲҪӦѧͽĹǮԸ......"εʼ磬ϰԵƲƲ졣
װ˼ص˵ͷļ"ˣ֪ˡ"Ȼܳ԰Ǳķȥˡ

ŴӲ󳼱ĻʼӹʱһĪչеظеڶڵõµʮʼֻͣнֹ֧ҶɹⳡͻľΣˡ
ǿµġȻ֪󹫴֮便Ϊʲôֳƶпľ棬װֹƧǿĸԣҪͬһĲͷֱڰάᰣ캽Ļѡ
첮ʱһЩ״װ˵ǲǳμ棬ȴϡΪӻῪеЦ˵ļôпھٰ......
죬ֻȥϴּ䣬˳ˡ
ʱͷʪ촽죬ϵ᲻ɣ
ѵ......
Ǹ˵ĲͷҪ֮ʱܹվС칫ſɤ--
"о"

װҵһŷֶŵĲʢһС㴿ζ˼Ŷǣָ乴˼ͷ
"Ϊʲôкˣ"ʵء
˼һ£"˵԰άյѧͽ"üë΢΢Щ
װ±۵ͷ
Էɫ"£ǵĲ"
"һѧͽнˮ"
"ά¡"
װû˵һ"֪԰˵нˮ·ڹܰɣ"˵꣬СһڱеҾƣԽӱԵǰ--
"Ϊʼӳٵ㣬бҪС"
ڷ˵ߣ᲻ŵ̾˿"£"˵"뿼һ¹ҡ"
װЦһ"˵Ļˣ"
۾һ"ûУ¡"˵"Ҳûԡ"
Ļװ۾Ц--
"......澫ʣ"žƱָԷ"μӹѡݽ"ƯĮ״ûֹôŵı飬ȥе㷸ɵ
"ûУ¡"ɵõģ᲻ǾƾԵʡ
"ﻹȥ"
װվﲻҺʹ⣬ӳȥȴڳֵǰһ̰סˡ
"ȥĹң"߷"޶ծ񡢲ƽóסʧʩܿءޱ......˭İƭطģ
ûǮûûлȨϾͿûˣҪǹҹҹң
ľֻʯȦĹ͹д˵֡άᰣ'ƽǣһСC?A??'ķ"CAңŮôCA......ڵģŮתͶin
һӾó档ؿȻŭĽˣʴ֮Լܽ;ٶ--
߹ȥϥװǰ׽סս--
"......"֪νૣͷ˫ۡ
װǰĿͣһֻںڵķš
"ʵ"ʵСһ˻ơ"Ϊʲôߣ"
"......̫ˣʺ......"ҧһ촽"......"
װ¶Цı飬""ýۣŪŶԷͷ
""
ͷһ
"Բǣ"̧ͷ˵ɴĻشԼȲѡ
"Ϊʲô"Է´ŭ⡣
"......"
Զԣɫ˫ʶϷĪĿס
װµͷӣͷ"ң㲻֪⸱ж"

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"˭ҵģ"
⽲Ӣ֪λƢӻˡͣ¥ݷֵĹתȥλһװĽ˧һ˽--Сʱǰ֪ʲôԭ뿪Ǳò֪ٵоһҡ
"ȥɢɶû"
˵ܴԵоĻش᲻š
"ң"
һΣڵĴ¥ϣ󣬵Դʵ˲ŮСתȥÿѾߵӢϳܲ
֪ôģֱĳ嶯
Ůǲһ?ͼɭܲϲλ--󹫴װ²ӣʸ־ر˶ǰδżӳогݡ
ҲỹĻҹ룬һ뵽λӵϲ˵ͬӢ˫Ӱ޲ɼΪȻŮ뷨ǡǡ෴--"㲻ܵõͬģûŮܵõôĵа"
ȥǵаɣ룬ܶԷǲǼĴ󹫡ҵԪףֻǸԴĽоΪֵĶӼһ
֪ǿھǱʲôԵʣӶоĵѸˣÿղݴӵ뿪峺۾ǳձеƵʹС㣬ɱⰡ~~~

ŹϺװųߴĴϳ̡֪ǼСʱǰһ˵תһȦʲôҲûϡй˼俧ȹݺ˱--ϴȥǼңǵˡ
ֱǸһȻĿɵһ""ȥʵ˵װ¾Լ񱻾ͨ
Ȼģװȴǻʲô--ĿΣۺϵġһ˵""ԵģȱȥЩ£ԴԴȫõΪ""ȥѰ١
㲻޴ؽˣϾֺĶĴˡ
ˣϣμԼһ˸ֻиѣԷʵµļе⡣Ǿһ𣬺ˮ죬Ǹһֺǻ
ץסԷı۰׷ŽһĿУǸ˳Ӧֳ˽ȥװûпôģɸоĿУܶԷַƺᡣ
֮߳Ǹ˵֣Լȴû
ȼǾΥʪ
ġ
װ°ִڿſֿӵİɫҺָ䣬ɢŵζ
Ǵɵο˯úܸɾڶʱ""ûСһؽΪѴ򿪣ɫ
"мҪת£"ܹŵǷǷ"оΪһ죬ˡ"
"֪ˡ"ӴĮĵ˵

ճԹͣӲʩ"Ȱ"ˡ
ȷʵ̬ڼٶšʼʾֺò״ʽ׼ȴյ˸ƱƵĺüλҼͬʱżƲٲάᰣδƱơԱҪԼгҵֱһ
ֳɵ۲ȥͲҼӹ²Ʒռ⣬ĸǵöˡ
һݶһ㣬һҺм尾ţȴûһұֽᵽһҾ--˱صġάǿѶǿǵصˡ
һϵ־Ψһװ¾λӳ̶ȣҪǱ֪ⳡֻŵĸԭɣǻ˭
֪ôģװ¸еˣԼ
ұϲ˰ɣЦ룬һ¡
ȻʲôתȥŴ̡
ʱ˼Ķҡ
ǱкüһǽС䣬ҼİڷҲ⡣װʱװ־ͳС˵־֮ࡣ
ӱصľһάᰣ?1931-1950һϵеܶ࣬ҲظġȥԵʣ룬һѹѾõĳ¸
һСʱ˽⵽游Լ˹?ʲô?ʥâΪ"Լ˹"ȫ޶άᰣ󹫹Լ1940ʱɴ¹Ͷ˵Ϊ"Ȼ"˰άᰣͲƲ
鷳ҲŴġ
Ҳ"Ȼ"Ǹ˹ͷǻ᲻Ҳһ˵"ûȤװ²òܵCAǸģĸǱٱ鷿"
顣װ·һҳһģĺڰƬӢˣʮ꣬Цģδܷӵ¡һԵܽǣ19438£󹫵İܣͶ˾İҹĲ
ִʲôڰ̬ĳ־֣
ΩһĽǣĶ˼ǳϵغķѾ1946սؽʱװ¾ƤĽսӵһ
ȵҵʱѾ׼ˡ
˺ȫģƶһζ

ĳһ̣װ¿һ±--ʵֻйԴһֻĵغĹ⣬ѾûֱˡҲûнȥֻıʱӣΪԼ֪ʱ䡣
һ̣Ӵ߳ȥ--
"ļĶ"ϵûͷûԵһʡ
"˵......"
"ٵļһļĶ"
"ɭ"ܹ侲"ǣ......"
û׷ʣװ¿첽صץǼɵĺɫ±߱·ɫͷʿǰʱ˵--
"ĳҿеͼ"

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᫵ɽ·ϸһȵڵ粣ϡװ¿˳ֵİɴڣĿתؿǰǱ̵ָ80100֮ǻʱ100
Ǽһʲôʱ뿪ģ糿Ȿ޹ؽҪһ棬ȴںڼƽǼһߵʱ䣬еջҪ
쳵Ϊ˴̼ΪĿĵء
ˣȷԼҵǸһٵĳ֮ǰʱþ񼫵صҹ

ưȴӷŹţת󿴵ĶվڲԶ롣
"⹫˯"Сʵ
ư񾲵صͷ"ôҪߣ̫ˡ"ͬҡͷߵǰַʵļϡ"̫ˣȫ"
"ûʲô衣"ش"ֻһ٣Ȼ⹫û£Ҳûȥˡ"
ưû˵ʲôĬĬͲӴβ"ֻǾò̫ȫ"һ"̫ˣꡣ"
"һСĵģ衣"ߴֱסļ򣬱˴˵սһ¡
ưһ¥֪ԼȰס⺢ӺŬ˼ժҶΪ¬Ǽҵļ̳ˣĺϸע˴ĳźλ⹫--ֱΪзݵ⼸ưȲŴĵ½Լĸס
ȻΪĸףҲע⵽˶λı仯޾ݸպáưȺѲģΪⲻϵۣһΪĳЩ¶շղ
""ǸǵӰҪ֮߳ʣư鲻Խغһͣ¶ʵı鿴Լĸס
Ů΢΢һЦסգ"·Сģ"
"һģ衣"ĸס"ټˣ߱˵´λһǵô˹̫̫ĵ⣡"
"㻹潫"
"ǼС"ʼ磬ſĸ׵ӵת
ղȻţȴû龰ĸ׵ĺתͷ
שͷ̾͵СͷһʶĻɫոϨ档Ŵ򿪣һðɫͷ­
"......"鲻Խૣһɲ֪Ǹ˻ǵǿ
װ¹ϳţĮس"طС"˵Աһ"޴ˣҼ䷿ӽ޾ҡ"
ưȾ˫ۣӶӸղŵĳƺѾ뵽˵ݣһʵ̫˷˼ˡ
"ϺãŮʿ"Ľߵǰ΢Ц÷к
"......Ϻãĵ£"곤Ůʧ룬ʶ˸ϥĶվһʴӵһװ¿˵۾΢΢һ--
"ôӭҽݣ"

ưȥΪڶĹʰԷһ뿪Сձ㼱תֱ¡
"˵ɣΪʲôһ"װʣѱŮΪݾһ--ůůӣô˵ģȻھĳѾȥһʱˡ
"ʱ˯ֻȸ·ס"
"㲻Լ˵"
"˯"
"Ϊܿʹ˯ĸأ"
޻˵ǸûڣԼˡ
"ҺܱǸ£......´λǵ......"
װµһۣԼ˵˻ΪʲôǸȡ֣Ÿθе֮һŮԶǶԵģ
ΪͣȥЩݣʧˡյԼ½İľɷΧϤƷ֮ȥú˼һǸ⣺Լ
Ϊûоϻظλ˵游¥ˤԵʵԳΪٵɣ
ƱЧǴġǸ˵ôʲôܶԡͬʱƵظܵԷƺϲϲ޴롣ҲҹͻȻٵԭ......ǲǿ쳵ģ
òƿȻܿ죬ĿЦģַˣ
һ𽥱ƽĽŲܶۡҳأȥڹ·
ʶطȥѾˣ΢˽
һߴӰվڴߣƽȻˮһѺĺڰӭŶ洰ҹ¶ͬ־ĿӣԼϰûбڱεĽ
װ¸ĴϣƶԷļʾڳһռ䣬ȻһԵ˯棬سӸԼϡ
"˯š"㶹𣿣
ʵأô˵ȫҶ룬˵񱻴һεĸ£ãȴǻÿҪըˡ
ҲΣ롣һΣ֮ǲͬʱѡ
ﾲ÷·ʱͣһڣߵ˷ȵĺתӲĲӣһۡȻԷ˯ˣ泯ͷҵڵ˴--ֵԸС
뵽ѸתȥһУְڴԵ--
뷸Բ룡
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װվҵĴ̨ǰ¥￴ȥľɫüˣ֡Сӡɽ......ͯ硣
СʱסСľ̫̫ضָǰ--"һֱߣǰ棬ķӣܴ㲻ܴģԸϵ۱㣬ӣ"--ǼΪĻһǱֻһͨ¥͹ŵ¡ȷʵ⸽ģΧסլһ£ʮ
Ǽһأ--"ɭо"ǼһķšЦ游ɴҲ"ɭӾ"ǵط̫СʵڲϸˣţĵػͷһÿǸվſڡ
"緹Ѿˣ¡"
¬ǼҵͺܷʢǾһͨĿ֮Ҷԣ˵ϮĹŷǸĳλ˱ȡ
ˡѾӵͲδŮͺһСк--ļͥԱװ¾˼ûλ̷游Ů˷ư?¬ŶϹϾλάȵϹŮȻζȻ
ȻǰÿһڶҪ̧ͷϺһС--˵?˫һ޵۾װ´ΪĶӡ
"......"ڣкҲƲסˣ"ò˰ɣ"
"˵ã"ưȾɫ࣬װЦòʳ
"ӵǸ"ưûΪвܵ𱸵кһƲԼӿһܳˡ
"˵--"ں޲غֻ÷ԸŮͰѷȥιƧСүԡոźүάĲ鲻Ը뿪ӣػͷװºüۡ
"ǱǸ£ӱ軵ˡ"ưȾĽӵǸװЦ˵ν"⺢"ڴȤСôʱûڵһ۾ȷԱ˿һӴɻƺҲĳֶԳơ
ǲǸðͷأͻȻ뵽⣬ơƱСһڡ
ֺһ--
"รơ治"¿ձӸп
̴ŮЦǷǷ"ллޣԼġ"
"裡"
һֱĬĬͻȻư˸ʧԵı飬װ²ɻؿǣĿĶϡ
"......Υɵģ"ı޷رܡ"ǰ䲼ķֹ˽ƣԼá"
"Ϊʲô"װµɫòˡ
"ΪСģƵĳɱ̫ߣʱ󳼲ϣزָǶԴ˷ѡ"
"˵˵"ưɫ"˭֪˷˵Ļ¸ڳɭֻܺȴֲڵĽơƣ"
"--"
"ǸҶʧ"ưȻǸװʼʾν--
"ûʲôҺͬĿ"ͷĭĿվƱ˵΢Ц"ˣٸһ𣿷ģҾ淢"

ǳ׶֮ǰװ¼游Ӿ
ԷȻڴϣȥûôܺãӵӼгֳӰϲֻжͷһĨʾϵĲ
"ѾˣӢĵ¡"
ûжּ˵Լ⹫ķԸеĪװȴ΢΢һЦòǶԷա
"ǵġ"˵"úϢ"
еľٶһԵķưȼӯ

"ҺܱǸ¡"ųĿǰ--ԶԷȹΪɣ˳ȡ˷̵ĿȨ
"Ϊʲô"һԵװʣճԹе㷸
"ðԼĸ׵"
װ¸Ц˼۾"񾭽š"Ϊȴ
"ˣôû㣿ʲô"Էʡ
"ƣڲ³ŷܲ"
""
"ֻǸԱ"е㲻˼ˡ
"أ"ڴʲô⣿
"Ѿˣȥꡣ"˵ţ"Ա˵òűϰ"
"˼С"
"Ҫᣬ"ż"............"
"ҵŮ˵ҹ˧"
˵ʼȡ
װͷųĺӾգ"˵Ұͷô"
"--"
֪ԼĶļͷװЦһ"ðɣġ"
Ȼ˭û˵ʲôˣиӵ̨Ʈ--֪˭򿪵--һŮϳ飬ʺͳǻΪˡרĿųһػǸղŵĶԻļ䱣˵ÿһ־ʱǻͬʱֲɢ壬ʱڶߵĸǵֻ͵ķΧ
ϣһֱ룬Ƕ̶̼·ҵģʽ
鲻ԽأתͷһߵˣҵطһߵĴ⣬ƺӣɫûҪļ˯Ҳ¶ı顣
ξͻȻ˼ά--ǵģ׼ǸΣΪʱֻһ--ҹɫ£ױڱε龰
ǵȻǸΡΪʲôֱֻ۴ӱסʱĸоôʵʵ඼ըˣ
дڶߵ--"޶......"
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Ϊڳǰ绰֪ͨǵĳƫʻʱѾмվ﹧ˡװѾϰųԺûˣҲκεĲ졣
ΨһȵǣҲվ˳ǰΪ򿪳šȻװº֪ܿ뿪ⲻʮСʱ﷢һ׮ϵ¼--
"Ф"
"Ŷ֣װĻƣ"ڷФ?˹˹ѵĳּ㵸ƿǰ"ңѣ"
"λڳǱſڴ֣Ϊ˱ݣ'˽"͵
װµͷ˸""ƣػɵФһѱסΥֿ--
"ţ㣬ϰ壡ţ˵˶ٴΣǹѣ˰ɣֵܣ"ϲʱſԷת˵
ȥôʲװ»Ӧӵȭͷ˼¡
"쵰"
"ͷ"
ϰΪĴֻţԶԶΧׯعӵһУѡԵضˡ

"лл"ФŮӹȵ̲סۣĿ峺ðζŮʿò΢΢һЦˡ"รⱲӶȲõĿȣ"øпΣװ²Ц--
"ˣҲˣ˵"
"Ŷ"Ф촽"Ȼ󵤺......"
"ǣ"
"ŶµĹ֣˱at-tat'--Ⱥģǻǲģкüˣ"
װµͷʾ˵ص㣬ФƲƲ죬λһεѹȸУҪ˵˳"ͳ"ˡ
"ǵǾʹǮƱ㡣"
"˵ҵ£"
"ǣ"Ф"......ȫǡ"ͷСؿ˶Էһۡ"ֻ˵⹫Ǹ󸻺û˵Ǹ"
"󹫡"
"أ"ʼ磬˿ûע⵽ΧˢˢͶĿ⡣"Ҳ֪ģһ˵--Сڵд򹤣еǮ--ǽǮ˻ƱȻҾҵˡ"
"Ȼأ"
"Ȼ㰡ӣ"ФˬûڶԷעϵɵЦزӣ"ðɣֽҪʼˣǵЧʦ"
װ˼ؿĬһ
"ʱȥ"˵ûת˺ˣФһĻͷ"ţ̫ˣûˣ"
"ҲֻЩѡ"װ²ΪȻЦЦɳһɣФؿ
"ΪҺǮ"ԷͻȻʵ
ФͷֱǷϻ
װ̾бڿϣĿǽϵһܴķ羰ͻ"ƣֱӸʵɡ"˵ţתؿ--
"˿ɱ......"

ФﳶԼͷѵȫǻĲо֣֪㲻ģ˵Ǹķۺɫġ
װɳĬĬس̣ͷۿԼ³ȦһЩۡһ˵ľɥƺûӰ쵽ʲô֮ǰ֪ԷԶǮһ--ֻֻܹһʼͱŪˣȻҲƷһˡ
"ôģ"ĵ˵"иϢҪ㡣"
ФһۣĿⲢûкת--ʲôʮڵծ
"ĳƬ˾"Է˹"һλͶˡ"
Ф˫һ"ģ"ϲװµͷ"ʮŷԪô"
"ⲻ˵"Фҡҡͷ"еգǣ"ղŵȻѾȥ--˼ҵĹ£ʲôأ
"٣˵ʲôʱõǮ"ܿ˵"ˣܲ˳Ǯǲμֽڣǰ"ܰŮõҲֻ......= =|||
"ˣǱǮĻһǿԴճġ"װ»شŮݡФӯˣ¿ȱߵ˵ɳߣĸ첲ʹ˽ӵһ¡
һֱϲλֿ㲻˴ŵ֮١װµĿ㵹ÿФеĳ޷С
ԶصĽŲФſڣǵǸ--ŦԼʱװ´ߵġ
"Ѿˣ¡"ʾǰ龰װӶ
װµԽФļͷһۣ΢΢һΪӦȻѼ--
"ˣƣȥԷˣһҲԲϵĺòˣ"

Ϊղŵķ̣Фֵ÷ǳ""СĵʹŰڷŵͬߵĲ;ߡ
"治ȷĻ"˵;ߡ
"ȥȷꣿ"ڶװºؽϵףФ˼غٺһЦ
ʵ˵ҲʲôǷծǷծصĹ--͡۳Ⱥ......һԹӣ¸ʮڵծҲԸⱳŲΪȻĹǲҪ֪
"ˣɯҪ绰"ͻȻ뵽ˡ
"Ϊʲô"װĵʣƱ˸
"绰ңڸʲôΪʲôǰ̵ˣ--ȥǰɣ--Ϊʲô绰ӣΪʲô......"
"ҲǸ˵"װ²ͷش˵
"ҲΪ"Ф͵"һһأ˵ʲô--ЩСұ£ӣһǰѩأСӸҴ绰֪˹......'......"Χ˫۾Ѻõعע£ӵر죬һҡ
"óԣ㣡"ĵĸпɹת˻⡣
"ϲͺã"װ¿΢΢һЦ"Ե㣡ͷҸһЩȥɯ٣ǩ֤һš"
"ƣ˵Ц"
"Ҫһܸʲô"ԷЦһФò̫Ծȴʡ
洫ٵĽŲߵſڴһӹһļ״ĶԷ˼䡣ȻǷݶװߣصϡԷӹ󣬷²;㷭˼㶪ϣǸֳĮЦ⡣
"ʲô"ФȻΪ֮ʼûܵġ
"Ĳ񱨸档"װ赭д
"ţ̫ˣ"Ф˵⻰"дʲô"
"ΰһ֮·ģ'"
"Ϲ"
"ġ"װޱ飬Ф췢㶡"ҵծ"˵"ҲСλһССĽѵ"
"......ô£"Фڴ֪λ˲ծǺηʥһλǷծļһ϶ͷ--һλŮͳ
"ʲôףƲã"
"ʲô"
װҡҡͷǷݱ־ԵȥЩƣ"ǲ£ơ԰ɣԵҾǵСæˡˣҪǻǮǵȥʾƱƬ"
Ȼ̫˵ĻФԲκζˣͬ
"......ҪҪҼѰֶ֪ӡDak Wknd'ǳΪǸҽT׬ǧ飡"˵ЩЩˡ
"ˣ"ԷΪȻذ֣"а취ֽ......"
ĻȻֹãȻɲ⣬ФҪǵЩʲôװվĨĲͽȥ--
"Ф?˹˹ǰ˵ģĽ"

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ФдֹŹϵֽվ--
"ƣ˵ҰѡKills'͡s'*дȥô"˵ţҧһңԵòֺ"֪㲻ϲǣǺ찡׼һƱˣ"
װû˵˸""ƣ漴ĬȻ㬵ߵǰ쳤ӿǰλֲֵͣЪдʲô
"ˣ£"󳼱̧ͷ˵"ĿǰƻԣݱعƣȫôԼҪǧ˰ŷԪҡ"
"Ҹ˵壬ļȡô"Էʣޱ䶯
鷸ѣ˱ϵ۾"ˡұǸظ֪ȣȫŷûκһлǮ"
"Ϊʲô"
"ΪǻǷ......"
"ˣ֪ˣ"װʾԷذ˾ɥԭ򽲳"ллΪˣ"ſȥеЦ˵"·ףóƿþƸ"
лȥˣװ¶ʼպͰмӡĲǻʵĻƳĳЩָֻֻŵ˵ʵöˡ
Ԥϵģͻ᰸⵽һ·
"ֽڣ̫ʵˣΣôһ飿"
"ʲôֽڣҡţҪѹ𣿣"
"֪ڵĲжһνֽܻǣ"
......
࣬˵һ¡ֻ˹ߵǴ󷨹΢Ц򢻨׵ĺΡΡ"ֽڣ⣬ãϲ֡"
ϧⲻһõĹңƾһ仰ù͸ɾһƸۡȻһʼװ¾ûָȺŶõʲô֧--Ǿϵġ
ʵ˵Լⲻ쿪--һصľٰҡֽڣ뱾ͷʮ㣡вΪͷ˾Ͱһʾ޿һǰ۵ǷծҪͷҪǮ""
ڿ̥УƻƺҲ˿ѡˡ
"ô£"ФԼԿˡȻϿһĪչС"......ǸղŽʲô"ղ÷ｻ̸ġ
"ûʲô"װ¶νЦЦ뿪վ""λʵӵ֣Է̳˷ſڡ
"һˡ"˵ţȥФ֪ؿһۡ
"дƣϻҪKills'͡s'Ѿˣ"װ˵ţͷҲص˳ȥϵʿǰһ죬ȻȻشӰͳԿ׽
װ°Կת׸--
"ȥǸˣ㿪" 
˵ĳ֣ŵֱӭȥոµķ--
"󹫴ڶ¥С"
ͷ΢΢ƺЦ⣬"ˣ"
"Сʱ"
̫ã̧̧üë֪Ͳֱˡûȡ飬߿ĻԸϻذ
Ȼ¼Ҳֵʦһصġһ뵽ǸͬСҪǰ׳Ƴ㵽Ƶؼ֪ŵҧгݵƯڵͷϴʱǸʲôǵģ뷨̫˷ˣȻе̬ΪʵŰ޲𺦵ϡ
"Ҵ濴ſͣһƳ"
"ӵһС"
"Ŷ"ζ̧̧üë"˸ɾ㣬湻ģ"
ŵΪƿȲ̫һľţǰ龰Ȼ룬ܿ״--˵ŰǷԱԵģʵ˵ҪǶԷһͷɥǰ㲻ʧأ
"ӭݹٺᣬĵ¡"ɳϵĽȥ֣"ܸٴ"
װ̧ͷһۣûվ֡Եľⲻĳȣˣˣ
"ܱǸõȣ"ʤϲǰ"ϣⲻӰҵ̸Ҫ֪ʵ̫æˣѲ--Ҳĸоɣ"Ц۾΢΢
װ΢΢һЦ"ȳȥһ£̸"е·ԸԷһˡ
ؿһУµ̬ȶˣС׼ǳԽѵˣϹŰ׼ùǺϧͻȻٶͷſСʨӣ֮ǰצӾȻúܿɰ
"ǰʲôҪ°ɣ"ţߵһСԲǰΪ׼һƿѾΪԼһ--ģŵ󷽣ϧСӾȻûȡ
"Ǯ"
ͻȻֲѺƵ
"Ǹ......"žƱתŲæһʾԼ򶨡
"ûǮġ"װظĵǰĳ̧ͷˣɫֱֱŶԷеЩѡ
ⰡϵģеǰһĻȻСʨӻǾǿ˳ЩͬʱҲԸԵ̡˭˭
"ҪҾȣ"Ϊѵҡҡͷ"΢Ŀʲôʸծأ"
װЦ"ѾҸծʮˣٸͷɣ"
ۣ"ܸǸͷǶ"
"ǧŷԪ"
"ǲСͷ"ŵƲƲ졣"ҲһǮʲôأ"΢ЦһھƣƷζŵȴ𰸡
"άᰣ֮λ"װòĲɵؿǰյķš
ΪȻ"ˡð֪ŷκһнǮ......"
"˵ǰάᰣ֮λ"ԷعͷĮ"֮ڲܽǮϣҾó󹫴ʸ"
Ƭ̵ĳţƺǳĳء
"ô"װȴеЩͷ
"̽ң"žƣĿԽԵȥ
""һǣ˸žΥâ"òֵ۵ĵˣ"
"--Ψһ"

*"Kills""s""Th Kills""ah ah ahs!"Ϻֶӡ

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ͣƷƣרעؿǰˣתȥ¿ǰղգۺƤ΢΢´ܵĽëסϬ˫ۿȥеŮԵ
ʵ̫ˣ룬Ҿ˵ƯҲܴ--ٵӲС--ӵһá
Ϊʲôϸо˿ϲ죿ѵΪһие
"ô"ԷȻػͷ˵"ǧ򣬽Ұ꣬ϵĻҾͰڵλø"
ǵģ⣬ΪѹûعЩ
еһǿҵŭ߱ʲôžƱ
"̫ˣΪӳΪһȽϺʡ"--úһ¼ʧȥΣΪνġ
"ޣǾˣ"װνץץͷ"Ҳù̫ʱûо"ЦñȸղſЩ"ô˵ǳɽˣбʺֽдһǷ"
΢Цҡͷ"ˣҰǮ⿪һ˻ȡã˵Ҫȫֽ"
"˻ɣ"װ˼һ˵"ǷҪģһȥдʽļĸҪҵ²"뿪ɳվٲȻǰҪߵļơ
û˵⵽--
"Ҫˣ"
װ¿˫۴ЩԾرܿעӣ"ǿϴεĽ"˵ֿɣ"ҸΪǿ¸ʺǰ"
һϵЦûԷı飬һֻ˾Ʊ֡װĬ¾ƱҺ嵹
"Ҳй飬"Ļͳ͸ԸУ˵ǳɫ۾͵
Ȼ󣬳ŶԷΪװ´ȥ촽ģûжܣΪǸᣬһʺ١
"ɣû"˵ţѿվƱ٬աüëʾУȴû˵ʲôվ￴ǸӰţ˳ȥ

΢һǴûãŵһɵ̽ȼյζ鲻ԽָԼ촽ζĹ
ʮӺŵص䣬ظ֪ѱ˳ߣֱҲ׼Աʱذ衣
"ˡ"΢΢ҡͷµѾơ"գȡ"
ܼˣҪǰȥִУס--
""ŵĽ"Ϊʲô£һӦһ׮пܿ"ܵȻžƱĵҡΣĵ¶ů
ŵûԥػش"֪ǲܵġ"
ͷ΢Ц͸ĺɫҺ壺ǵģǲܵġ
"Сľ˴绰άʵ¡"˵ţͷĺһ

Ȼװ´˵̨ĵתķ羰--СϪ԰˵ׯ԰нԶ
ֿʮѰ뵽ϴʱ⣬벮ĪסʵƬ̲ͣعעŷĶºװºشҲΪһ´--ӵĸ̫ˡ
ʲôôܰô......Ǹݴʣ
""ȻģԷ"ҲǴ󹫣"
"£"һ£¹·ÿ˶Сһ亹
װ²ؿæҵӣ"......"
"ҿһῪõģ"æֶһ㡣
"벻Ҫļ裬£"һŬ̬һȰο˵"֪ʥâΨһļ̳......"
"󹫲ʥâأ"װش"㻹ѡһʥâǴ󹫣"̵赭дرȻϲĸӵ
ѵһ£"£"Щ"˵ǲܵġ"
װͷץץͷЦ̾--
"ǵģܡ"

ʽõϢФѴΪ--ųȥСʱŪǧ򣬼ֱӡЧʣ
"ôŪģƣ"ɵö棬ȻԼǸָ
װ¿ذ"ҰԼˡ"
Фһܿλһ--
"ƭӣ"ȥСһٽѵһ·֪"д"ɵسڵأٸһȭ
ֱشʮİ˹Ʒɽ̻ʱװһݰǩָҪתɯ٣ϻſµࡣ
"һƴģƣǵøϵʼ"
ѵ飬װͱʱԵú䵭ԷȥҴЩʧȻԷ˵Ϊ""ǹ۹⡣һصǱװ¾ͰФдǷֶԼϲɾһ--ȥġKills'ŲỨǮҲڣ
Ȼļƻһп˸ˣԱǶԳصʹ΢ʡڵ֪""Ȼ--"ȥǮţĿǰΣͷǮ"
ǵģΪʼûнǸ"ʺĿǰ״Ľ"ҷ"Ʋ"δͣ......⣬ٶѾôĸǵΧС
о......
װվڳǱڵ̨ϣͥԺһոµɫʱTuo MTһװͦİ˽Կ׺һŶ۵ĿƬתװ򿪺ûд־--
"ǵݣҽ´ʹٱլC?A??"
װЦһ"ܺãˣ"˵ţȤȻسǷȥ--Ȼⲻ̫ѺãļƷˣΪ˺Ѿܾ
Ȼظȥװ·ԸԷĿǰ״Աɻ
"......"淢ĺǸֳЦ⣬"ǹŻݰɣ"

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һķ䡣߸컨塢վõľ񣬹صͻ鲼ıڣŵĵ̺ɳ¯һʽĸ١
룬·ذһ͵ʽд̨̨ʾӡһ鱾ļܡտλһż˶ķضЩͼƬһֽţԼ......
"..................ٿ............"
"......ǵ............"
ݶԷָ?ޱѷеؼӿİڶδµĳTˮ״ʪ߸ղҺ˳żһ·ֱβʧǵ϶Լܿ޵Ĺ⾰Ȼ˵ǰһ㹻ȫˡ
Ǹ˾£ӣĽ̿һǳɫƤϣĶı飬롢㽡ۼˮıɫ˫۷·Եڴ֮ǰȻй뵫û뵽һȻ˷
һ֮ʵ˲侲һԷ˫ȷֵøԱûԼ˷Ѫŵͷץţ˳ƵͷԷȲſǡ
"......̫......"ۣȫϡͿૣ"ĵ......ԸΪȥ......"
Էû˵΢΢ͷشһҲάֲȥˣֽץסԷһҵľκ͵ͺƣſȥ
һӣĴ--
"٣ﲻǴ......ӲҪ"װ±Թһ¶Էļ򡣴ٿһֱվãĳִӶԷڻŲҲ̶õıס
"......ܱǸ£´βˣ"˿ʼʱ˭Żͼϲſȵģ˵ţȡһ£ӽķֽ¨Ȼдֽ̨УСΪԷϵĲҺ
˫֧ŰװؿΪһ˹ĵӢȻѷһϸĺչ˶Էܵķ棬Ǹ൱ˡҵʱûⷽ;
Ȼ˵ıְһҲ˿ûʧĬĬȴŻ׿Խƽʦ쵱ĻʼʡƽƵĸԴΪĹ--󹫴װ²Ҫһʵݺõ˲ţװº󣨷ǳִ٣"άֽ"İװ
ݱĹ㣬ǧŷԪʽӦһʮµĿƺ´࣬ٻǮµԭ˭ѭ
ѸһظԵλáĵǰֽҳ--ʵϣǰԭװϰԵصһ̣׼Ӽ˵ֳ롣
"......"鲻ԽغԷͷ
"......ʲôlash"ʦʣǸϸ޿۾ȫû˸ղżĺۼ
װԻһ¸ոսʱЩ--
"ţܺã"òĲɵ˵"ԵĻ١'һ㡣"
һж˵ʲôһλܸ㷢нˮ˼ֵøлϵۡ

"£鷿"
Ǽʱƹ߳ǰ֪ղյװϷǳһ̣ĮԵһͷ
Է˵Ǹطȥվǰ--
"£"˵ţ߳Էϰʪĳ´һۣ˫շװ˼ΪȻ΢΢һЦ⻻·ǲܵģǲŲæؽٶš
"ץˣ"װСرԹšʶһۣͨڿؿڴǼǳǳĺӡ

ҵǣλǹûйӵķβ
"£ϣĽ͡"
ְеļŵװǰϣ۾ϬˡԷ治ɫһ΢΢һЦ--
"ȡֹ'ôѵҵ﷨ϸ"
""ȻǿЦĺö֡"ҵ˼ǣĿʲô"
"ôҺȺþư"װòȻػش
"֪ʲôʱ𣿣"
װŵ΢Цͷ
"ȻˣôΣĹͷֵ˷о"ּǲģʱѾλӵΪ˺ܶණ
ȻͷӱĴµϣʱû
"ҪȫԱмǰɣ"Σʵ
"ǵġ"ʵشǻŭ˼ĳѾڻ͡
ԷͷǴЦ"Һڴͨ"˵"⣬ҽԹԪ׵巢ȫͶƱ"ŴһǶõĵ䷶
ֲɫһһ޷ѹָУԼӦеľɥ
ǰһıԹõţֽ᰸߳鷿Ķ칫Ա˵硵ĳֳ--͸ǸһȻ׼ӵģҪմ󹫴˼Ѿ޷ֹˡ
ҽأĹпʱ򣬷Ϊǵӵºǰ׵شǰһӶ--
"ȥ磡"Ǵ۸˼Ҳǣ
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ѣĿɫʱʻڽɽҰΪһܳٶȼֱ--˵ĻҲֹһοǹԵ˻᲻Դ˲ͷȻӲûоʹ˱ԹϣΪһʼͷǷݼµļʻȤν
ˣһ뵽ѪԼʻٽͨߣĻֱ̿ս--һ潲ȷͳݰﲻǱĵġ
ݳʱָʾһ·λ׶ͼŵǱϨ棬ϴμرڵ˹׶ʣץһΨһͬǣǸȦڱһͷ׳˶Ļɫţ˹ȮĲϡ
Ϊһ³ŵ?Ī˵ɫϴαֵҪöˡȻԾԾԵҪȥ磬ǿ׳мӣֹԼ֮ٵƻ
ȻڿĴǳ--
"......ôǣ"
Īıνͻ䣬Ȼ֮ûȷϹĳЩҲû˶Ĺϸڽжָֻ˳ڵò޿ɱǱʶڽصСӽٽ
ٿһҫ۵ĺܳĳЩ--
"ѽţҵ˵ٴΣﲻǿž㣬˽˲Ʋ......٣Լʵ㣡"קԲĵĹĪ˿ĵȰ棬"ιιڸʲôʲôҲûУǻĵأ"
ȫûĆ£Ѿʯ·װ¼ǰšǱһƬҰĲݵأкü򳡵ïʢӲûСȣߵȻ˳
㶵ؿһҲȥȻ֪Է˾ٵĿģ˿ҰĳãľС
"طô"װûͷ֪һѾ"--ֽٰڡ"
"Ҳ֪"ҡҡͷ"ûвμľ顣"
Էûн˵ʲô˫ۻſ--
"̫İ......"
૵㳯·ȥ֮ǰҪȴ϶Է׽סĸ첲һԽܵĲݴ
ǸֿվλʲôҲ
ӶݵѣѣʶſװµϣȫȫأΪײĲӡһ޷ӵζˡ
УûԷӴô--ǴҲûСԴϴһɭӵָ糣ûΪѡҲѧ˲ٶĳЩ󹢹ڻǺͬʱҵ˴ദѾ룬һжϰΪ£
þʹο𣿵Ϊʲôľٴγ֣Ĳǻ֣̿ǵصϲأ
һ˵ָߣԷԼѹµʵȻܵҪ......
"𶯣"װ˫ֱסԼϡ޷ܣʼԼǲӦ--Ȼôš
΢̧ͷؿԷı顣ղŵ˳ƺװºܸˣƤëסĴ룬εķ϶￴˫͸۾ˡΪʱƶţšԻ
"......"
Сغţɤɵͳȴӡ
Ϸ˻ʲôǣƵǰȥÿһƶСǰͷ΢΢ɴ˿ɼ
һ̶ķȻ죬˶һ
æֻ--
"ң"뿪װµһԣ绰ģӦҪ¡"......ǵģ¸һ"˵Żͷһۣһһ
"ǣõģ֪ˣ"ϵ绰װ£"£"С˵"ڳǱ"
װһԲվͳ̣ܴ˲Ӳŵȼ"ţ߰ɣ"ŵһղˡ

ſȵ¶̨ܿ쿴ѡƯܳʻҰ--ģȻݶԷݣѡĳ棬ƫִʵԾ
ڳ˽Ҫ֮ǰתصڣƺôԷΪ""òôڡ
ĽŲСʨӵľͦ--ȻҪһҵǳЦ۽¶ŵĽƻ
ţӳſڣپĿǰ"Ҫ"һţԵƽ͡ɳ΢΢˹--
"ã¡"󷽵ʺ
"ã"װ±ͬĿǣõӢȻһŷȣһ
̧̧ǣĲѺÿ˱֮Уʱﻹⲻá
"û"ɳòغѡ
"ĸǰʱöˣ"
"˼ƺʲô£"
أװЦһ"ģǵ"תŲ΢΢һЦ
գգۡ"͵ﻹ"ʵ΢ѹ˵㡣
ԷЦץץͷ"Ŷܲڵˣллĺ⣡"Ȼ̧̧üë"һ˾ȡϢĻ᲻̫ͷ˵㣿"
΢ЦŴߣ"ȻЩҪ"̧ͷ۾"ݣϣ̸"
װ¶˼һ£ֱȻţ"ɣȥ䣿"
Էͷվ˵"Ը"
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װ°ѿ쵽һ鷿ȥǼ䣬ȻȫûΡϺ߳ȥŹغáڣֻͲˣûĻκ˽
һСһڣѾƣȻǼƷҲзζ
"˵ڳһĻʢ䣿"ţ˻⡣
"ô֪ģ"װüëȻѾµһ׼йء
"ģҾûνļΪ"ԷЦ"ֻյǷ뺯мλڱͶʵĳƬ˾¡"
"Ŷ"װν̧̧üë"˼ܲ˵㣿"
"Ȼǣ"ЦҡҡͷԷ˵ֱɵÿɰ"Ǹ̸ġ"
"ҲҪ"𸴸úܸɴࡣ
Ȼ΢Ц"Ϊʲôأ"
װ»ظһ"˵"񣬶Է⵽ɳһŷǰ¡õóԼ--һôã
"ҽǧҸˡ"˵ؿȥһۡװڷһڵ־ûӡ̧̧ҽ⳰
"ϣеİٷ֮ʮΪͶ......"
"У"
ڶαϣЩסˣ"ϸ򣿣"
"Ҳġ"װ»ش𣬿־Ҳ̧"ֻ֪ĽҹϷ棬Ҳ¡"
"̫ˣѵͲһһֽҰʣµİٷ֮ʮͶʷݶҪǣ˴λʧܣĳҲ٣"
װЦһԵһ˵һġĺӿ죬һԲؿ֪Ǳʲô
"ܻ⣬"־ת"ϧҴ˺顣"
һȻ¶һĨЦݣ"ǧ......"
"ѾǩǷˣǵ"װĮشв"һʽݣ뱸"--ʥâҳöǱĶ޺ͿԶΪĺꡣ
ͻȻʧȥг룬޻˵Ȼֶκһ漰֡ҲԷ˵ģҴ˶......ǿˡЦǣȻеĳǾϲ
"Ҳκ˲λΪԼٰĿ񻶡"ƺǾԼЩԣװ¿ʼͣȴ
"ԣܽôǶڽܵ--ͳͳҡ"˵ţŶԷգһ--ɫļ޷ܡ
վһںȹⱭľƣ˫ǲܿƵ⵽ǰ㱣·ڼᶨʧǻ--
"ˡ"˵
Ȼ󣬲ȶԷش𣬳ȥס˫װµԴ˳˼ĺ˰㣬ͷȲ̽ĿУ̰ؽȡƻ
"ҪĲ"Ǳµľ־װ»ﳶԶԶסļͬʱ⿪Լ"һֱ......ʱ......"
װЦţؿ⿪˵سĳ¡ͷȥĲӺšӣչ˫ۣĬʾԴ˵Ĺ
"֪ж"ͬʱ̹ʵ˵ͻ侲ѾȫȻˡڣʶԼһʱ䶼ͷСʨӣʣµһԷ˯ҲǵˡŮʱҲѲǸɫĻط֣ԼȻҪЩﵽʱĸ߳
ܿ콫Էϰ⣬ؿ龰еһ--ǿҡɵؽְڶԷͷ϶ȥԷ΢֪ԼѾӲòˡ
ȫûǵġԼ֮йĶʲôݣЩֹıŷһʼ˾񡢾ȡߺ......ЩǿҵΪռ˼άݱ䵽ʱ޿̲ȥӰ--ѡʲôӵʱЩ龰ȣ
ţпڿ㴥Ѿ˷٣һμʱһˣ֮ǰѾˣеһɲɶƵŭ⣬ٴκװ£ֱһ˷͵ʡԼ촽ŪúײʱĿϯ
"......Ҫװĵ......"ĶʵﲻͣŪţͬϥǶȼ䣬ֱĦŴڲ--ûذŪ԰ŵģһһڣ޲ñһͷҰޡ
װ¼ڲһֱ΢ЦѱһŪǱʼָŪʱı𽥱ƱŤԸС
Ϊһоƣһͦʱ𷢵ƿļѸٽɳϡ
"......"𽥿Լװ£Сĵţҵ˶Ǹͬ׳ĸߴˡ
ԷЦú۾ǷǡڿʣȫȥŶջվ˫ȡĿǻţͻȻеһƿ־ĽţȴҪȲ
װ¿ϣδһһȦȦԼϣ"......"С˵ǹԷֱͦıͷڱǼ˼¡
ݵسַŻδϣһЩɵŪװ˷ܵסĺ󾱣ϰһظоţһֻƵԼеķΧ
һҵľΣװ˲ȻſڶԷͷϢ
"............"鲻ԽغϧظǶԷ壬ֱԷʲôߡ
""װʶҧǿƺӲϰװֽĶȻ󿴵Էһɿ˺ܿһֻʵıסģ
"Լϡ"
""һ
װЦһ"ҪĻǴԼ"
ܿ׹Ƕ⣬ųԼͦԾõĲλԷͷһۣԵú⡣
װ¿ϰȫϣ°ļ쵽סϵ֣Լβ--
"úҷ"˵ţԷָСѨΧȦ"Ū......"

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Ϸ컨壬ϵŵķʱ΢ЩϣŨɼҾζһϢƵǣʶһͬεȥ
ƣߡ
ǶηļŸɢȥʱȴѾͣͺܾˡܳһʱûһ԰ͬһ侫ˣе쳣ƣȴ൱㡣ͬʱһΪ֪õ⻹ϧ
̽ͷ濴ԷĲ˫۽գ촽ɵ΢΢ſʪĽҵϡʶֹȥΪԷûзӦ֮Ϊ˳Ӻ󣬲ȻĶָԾġϧشӳܵǳɫëˢ΢СëشָĴУһ£ӺȦסԷ
"װ......"
鲻ԽغֵǳƣͻȻ۾͸ǳɫ΢΢һòƲıĳȣԷøͷֺõĶ
װ¾ı䣬ƺϰ֮١ڸ֮߳˿ԵԸУŵĴϢȵ壬Լˮӯ˫Ĩı......
ţļƷݾȻҵԪסϮ塢Զֶ......ˣһжˡ
Ψһĵǣһļʲôӣ
ͬڽǰδɹԼȡڣ룬Ϊ㡣Ż߳壬ļȻʱóǽʵǿӲģƤûһ˿ĺȡȫŮԵƽȴǿҵĵ׵
ʵҲ˵Ļôţ¶Ц--ԷôᣬԼֱԳΪк--Ĳӡ
һװ·˸СĵػɳȻ̫խߴĳǼˡ
"װĵ......"̾þƴȤϧּΪϵҷ
װתۿޱ飬ĮתڴĳİǸոõˡ
"ôˣ"̧̧üëԸв죬"ʲô"аȫУ·ֻҪеѾӭжˡ
ԷûлشתһȥĿⵥȻһǺģϣ龰úܳġ
"װ......"ŶԷĶС˵ָĽ𷢣"ƺ𣬵£"
"......㡣"װɤ˵Щɳơ
"ȥƺ̫ˣ"΢ЦĶߵʣ"ң"
"ţаɡ"
Цû""ĴϹɱ˿ܻƣװô˵ֻÿɰ--ǿСʨӣ
"ô˵Һϸ񿩣"ʣһֲֵֻڶԷеش--һֱϷ
װĮһۣܿתȥſCϵ˶ˣǴĻǰǱѹ岻ɡ󹬲ɣ
Ȼǿ뷨ġֱ̽ḧװµӣеĳ޼--
"ô¿һҵĽɣ"ĻԷüͷ"ں"̶Ҫز䡣
ԭԵĽƷװһЦûлشƿԷǰ뿪ɳ
"װ£"ЩżһӿյоܲӦ
һԲϵţпͳ̣ȼţȻߵϵĵطΪԼһɳϲؿһУȻһ˿ҵĶԷžƱŷ޼ɵȣȫûνܸ߳С
"ȥ"װ˵ŲæһڰѾơ
۾Ǹ׵ַ--ΪԼˡ
""Էۣ"Ҷ֡"
"Ҳף"ȥǴ³վ"ֻ......"
"ȥĺ"
"˵ʲô"
"ͷķȻּۻۣƾʲôҪΪˣʹ޵ľǰԽ׳һ--һûŭ"Ҫô㷢ŭ
"......"Ŀɿڴû˶ô
ǸԴŵˣԷӶسƷƣ鵭ȻۣĿⲻͣǰ--ǼԵĺۼԼĽ
ôʱ򻹶ʩջ󣿣뵽ǰԼԼһ⣡δϹ˹ƧĴ飬ѵΪǸˣ
Цһָǵ˼ά԰ҪְͬֱֿԣЩ˳ŮֱͷĹ
"ˣ"˵ţɵñʹϵӵϼף"ϣҪڣ"
Ȼţ˳ȥ
ž
հŹϣһϮ򼰲˶̶ͬȵصһ
ѺõͱıľͻȻˣȻʰŽյ΢΢һЦȻֺãǼŭͷСʨӸԭһЩ--װĵ£ԸԳ


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άᰣĺ--ᣬʮȫѡٵԱɡΪС¼ÿֻһ켯еӵԶĹṬ--һʮ͵İʽ￪ᣬʱڼҾӪҵʮһλְҪԱ߲ҪмᣬÿܻǰԪ--󹫱»
ȻάᰣʵľƹңΪͳʷԭ򣬴󹫵ȨȻܴͬʱҲ縺űŷ޾෽Ρ
"Ρ"
ٴǿװ̲סתһߡ
λȨƵĲڸĹҺȥˡոջָ˳ٴΣҸأѾȥһֲƷ˻м̼ҪʼƷ˾⳥ʧ
"ӶĴǵľɶĻٻ"ƺûпԷĲͷѶԴϰΪּдʣ"ˡ£ǵĹ̫Сˡ"
˭֪Сװﲻʱ˵شȤ
"ǵģ˵öԣװࡣ"ϵأºͶòػشԷʼղΪȻҲܳһ¡"ҵȻḺΣ"˵"ڻѹңԹԪ׺ͻʼƷ˾ɶ֮һ--ٶһĳƷֱ£"
"ˣ"಻һеؾҲ׷š
"ҵͷԾѡ"װ΢΢һЦ"ˣϣܱòɲִУϴεġȡֹ'һ"˵꣬Ŀⲻ¶ۼضѲһǼɻּɵ
ǵģϴε"ȡֹ"ͨú˳׶󹫹Ŀ߰£ûԱð֮踡ľԶȥĻǿӲ˷ĲµıǾ߱ʲôĿң˾һ=ã= =|||
"ˣĪ׶"λҪ֮֮ǰװҪȷϵһ¡
"ǵģ£"ĸɱǿİȫſ?Ī׶վ
"ϴת°ź"
"ǵģ"Ī׶̹Ȼ"ﾯֳѾʼļˡˡҶԣܰĿĶٽһҪ֪¿ɲС"
"Ŷûʲô"Ѿ뿪ĵץץͷ"ڲúĶڣǵ˿ܶȻֱǣ跨ǿ㾯ɲУ"˵һ·ߵſڣ΢΢һЦ--
"һȺߡ"
֮Ȼ۷׷סĻ󳼵Ĳϣ?߲ɫ⵽--
"ˣǺƤ൱Ǹνֽأ"ֹȡΪ졣
ԷͷΪȻؿһۣ"ٴθֶԻҵľ⡣"
ϣزôϿҵǸȻصһЦ"ٵΣ뿨ҵĲ֮ν׵"
üëȴûסеĺ棬ϣشսЩϤϤҪض˼䣬ɫࡣ
"""һλ˲ĿŷҲʲô¡"
òصͷ"ˡðЩϢǴӺζأ"
"Ŷ˵Ĺܼǡ"
ȻͷͰ"ܺã"˵"Ȼ¶Իҵ˽ȤϵΧȹǰ̽ɣ"

õϿɺ?ƽǼ䴰ĳ칫ң˺ܳһξд̨ǰ--
"ĵ绰"˵ţһ̨ͨеֻȥӹȥʾòͷ--
"ʲô£ɯ"˵ȴº͸ԵģԷĿǰӵһλ--ɯ?꣬һλģ
"ǵģҼǵá"˵ţüëúΪó裬λŮʿҲͼ̽һԼλӢʿеĵλڷϵʱͨ㽿ʲôġ
"첻Уаţ´ΰɣ"ǱϾ???򲮾ȷʵᣬҲʮʿԼϣǲΪģʽ
ѵ绰ݸ飬չ˹һԲ˳ȥתӣ泯ӵҵĶз⡣
ɲá
ղŲμӵĶ»ʳƷ̱Թ졣ǵģЩĪľǺΪѡ"˹ɽ"ѵõζҼܻӭʱĺʧҲڶʳǵͷʧʹࡣ
ȻЩֵĵص㡣ڴǸԸϵʵǣͷСʨԶͶ
޽֯龰һšģһһεʲôÿʱǾͻḡֳЦݡ
һ
ţеԼԾĸоˡ


40
ʱպΪԼĵáϴԡʵشԡۺЬ--᲻̫¶ǣ룬ܿ˵Լױ¶ǵġ
ţڴеĶ󣺽ۣĽ𷢡
"ãǲǶ......"˶ݵؿһ۱ͷҽܣŵЦЦÿ·ͷʾȽ
˵ľ鲻࣬룬Ѹյõĵݵ"һ"е˵"ҲǼӵˡ"
ӹƱһӵ΢Цмϲһ֣һɳһˣ¶ۼشš
Էղᵽǰ?Ƕһģؾ˼߼ƤͣŮͨ""ǵĴ̣Ӵ˷ɻڴٲȻҲϲģؼŮȴǿ˵Ĺϵͨʽ罻ϽʶǱ˹ϵʼա
εһܲһӳԵ˵--֪Լͼ֤ͨʵһЩЩŽһʳѰ
"ʲô֣"˸е⡣
"˹ٰ"Էشգ۵ģˡ
"㿴ȥŷˡ"
"ҳ˹¸Ħ"
˼صͷǲİţȻȥһζ㲻ù
"ô˹ٰ......"˵ţ鲻Խ̾ʵ˵ڵú--˵Ǵδ˵顣
ЦЦ"Ҫ"
һ£е̣ķŵֱߵİϺ󣬿˹ٰ֪ʲôʱ˹רעʧؿ
Ϊһģأ˹ٰò£ˡԼʼմúܵͲôڿˣеԼų˾Ե--е㲻ڡ
ʵо飬Լĵһӡָ϶Էա˱ۣſ죬
̬ͬ˹ٰǼüˣǳ˳ӶĶȻ̸ϼ磬Ҳ㹻ɿ顣ָ̽Էͷš˷ֿԷɫ糺죬ü٣Լеˡ
"㲻"ʣǴӶԷĿ¼ζ
""˹ٰһЦ"ǶԽá"
ͷ˹ٰϵװףסĲӼš
"ھͿԿʼ"˵"ڳǰϴġ"
ÿɷԷŮˣǴ֪ϲ½ٳֺ
һ˵Ļ......
"һ¡"
ͻȻϵ˹ٰ뿪壬ɻڴͫ׷Ļɫ۾ȥ
"·ˣ"ƽ"ǰ"
ʱµĴ󲿷ģ˹ٰǿ׳ĹǼӻǱ׼ģԶóɳʵһعۿչ¶ԼḶ́ĵĸое̬
ԷֻʣһɫڿˣΪó˵ߣڹϷ˶һϣӡ
˹ٰǲٳûǴµĵԵúܳëǳơվʶǸλһֳɬ
̾˿"ðɣ·ϰɡ"
Էһ""
ЦúܺͰ"ûʲôֻûʲô......"ҡҡͷûм˵ȥ˹ٰ°ԷһЦȻѾΪó""ˡ
ڶԷ·ʱ뿪ɳ򴲱ߴӴͷóʺ֧Ʊ--ȻδʲôٲС
˹ٰ²΢Ц""Ϊ"""Ҫ֪еʱ˲ڳͬ"
ô˵Ϊ˵뷨ֻƾžֱһЩİοεЧܺã̧̧üë˸˼ı飬ȻǴּһλ

нҪö࣬Ҳҹˡ뿪Ƶصڰסû˯鷿˺ܳһʱ䡣ʱŴһ˫۾¹ǳĺȦȴΪá
"˰ͳȥ"˵ţһŽݵĹһЩ¡Ȼƺظش˸Ƿҡװ尾ҹд......= =|||
ڶ磬ű˳͵άᰣ󹫹ʼܹ·?Ӿ
ϴһܹܽʢţ̬ݵһ·ִ󹫴װ²ӵµҡ
"簲¡"ùĿʺǶ¡"һš"
ϵ˿ﶯһ£شϷһֱֻۡ漴ϵȻתԱԷĶ
װڱ˺ȷʵһ--һֵ绰͵ʼǰиϢֶΡȤץץͷǰ΢ĵؿ
Ӣдģʼǹ淶Ҳ¡ȫƪĴдΪ֮һϵеҪ̸ϣƶʱص㣬Է"ʤҲм֮......ԶʵC?A??"
βװζȻ飬ֽͬһӵһߡ
ǰǼ"£ʹڵĻš"ºͣ͸Ȱο
װüëܹܻλȵ˽ʲǨŭ֣׼õֽͬһϡ
ûʹµֽԭֽøǰȻͬļªббдʮ--
"ȣȥĺָ£ûҲû㡣"
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֮ΪͣΪǵٹˡ˵ҵĲˣˣǰάᰣҪĿˣһ˵ɡ
ٵĴĺƵȫԱ޿ɱţһֻʲôأллصǣʯһԴڳ
ģΪǱ˵Ĵ󹫴Ӳ칫ȥˣʹԶòԵȺһһغſȪˮ--ȡĵĲͬȥƺܺãֻǸղܹǰ֪˵ΪæʱǸſʵײЩʧ
Ӳ칫ɺѲ뵽νһ¼Ǹŵ˵ϵôñŤ
Ҳĺæܿתһ룬Ͼ⼸˲鷳Ҫô˵Сʨ벻ĵطڴһ˽⵽һС
СʱǰڰյǷʽݶѺõĻšȻڲ֮УĵļȴԼʼδġŹŹֵ΢Цϳҹʱ㲣ڳ˺鲻硣[Ȼ]
ԷĬ̹ȻòȥԼʵڹ⣬ͬʱΪһõɾȥǰΪԵùڡһì˺üӣڻǷԸΪ׼Ľͨߡ
ʵ˵ڷû̼--ǻ¡
ˣʱʲô⿪أ£ҸΪݣбҪϰһд--⣡·ѾСʨǸü۵׶飬еȪӿܿǻ壬㲻ǳ......= =||

װһĴξֱ֣ꡢʮꡢʮͶʮʱΪĸѡɧż˺ˡƺݳɧż˺ˡһ׮ǳݣǸϵķϰΪò""ҧһڣ󷨹һ׵Ůʿ
ˣ˵ֵطкøмֱѣڵ佨ȥ޵Ժ˴ֳϹϾ
"ˣ£㵽ˣллأ"׶?ֳظذѸղŽӵ绰ݻ㱨Ĵ󹫴ԷеоѾһԲصСʱ
Ҳܹ²ܣȻҾ־ֳҪְµľԱֻȮܹʮټϱΰ--ȥһο;ƺŹ˾ƹݻƵ"ʾ"--ΧʵĶ
Ҫڰһ٣һ׼ܵʮװ²롣
"ðɣ"վ˵"ҼӼϣ"Ҳһƣ"ȥ"
ֳ·һƺǽӣȷʵܿҲԵüªɢضżľ֮ĽģȻûʲôǡ
"źߣ"ɵɤӣվڴȺֹ˭Ҳû˰ѻͶ٣Եþֳϡޱǰһ--
"װ²´󹫴٣"´ׯʮ㣬Ⱥ񱻰Ƶľ
ӭżʮԺ桢²⡢ȵĿ⣬Ƴţпװµ΢ЦŶǴк"ãǣ"
ǵģԸȫĪ׶æ--ùҾٲѵһʱΰЭԱԱºǳģּᡣ
ݱعƣһҵʱҵ˿ڽҲζ˿ܶȽʱҪ˵ȺоʢꡢƤʿǱϲƫԶԴٲ˶켣ж۲Ʒ
һͿľ治༸˿ſɲСװµںЩοô£ؼǱѷƽϡڣҪͷ׳еȮøܶǵɧš
ȻǸҵס
ٸʾһǰģϰʮ˵ʮ֮İάᰣӻԾ--źƵĺϰһд൱ĿͲɸѡʮˣĳϽǴҵսˮƽ
װѸҲɫشȺȥǡǳģȻɽˬϲٵ·ʾǵĽǿ׳װ²ֱڱʵ˵龰׳--Ȱ
"ȣ"÷˵ʽ٣"ҺܸлǲĴ......"
"--"
"죡"Ԫ׷Ա޴ٵĸֳ߳ŭװȴûиеʲô죬Ϊеӡ󡣹ȻûȫǸƿȺ嵽ǰ--
"£"â?ؼȲϲֵش"ţ"
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âװ¡ڴҶ֪ڻʹ﹤󹫴е""˲ʱͶĽ۹Ⱦƾ׼ΰЭԱ
֪ΪǸС˵ԭĴ㣬װ--ҲǸֳԶüơƺСԣϵĽٰ˼˵"ӭɶ"ֻˣȻʼʱڴڳнҲֻһƾɳϣʶ̸Ц̬Һܿνǣֿˡ
"ǸҲǴġ"װ˵޳˵΢ЦȾ˵
âæ֣"......ûʲô֪......ν"ûϼھƵñκ˶Էһ漴ЦһҧֺͷĺַʾǣŪ־壬
ʵϣڱ͵ǰһ죬âͨŮĪȵ--"ܹܵĿˣ׼Ǹˣܹܴ˿ûʲôֻеǴ......Ӣϻ˭װ²ӵ¸Ӣģ"
ϣʧߣ֪ڽλߵĽ˧磬ͷάʹؾڵڶ콫ɨس--ֻ˺ٵĹǮĹ
˵ǣڶλᡣΪӱܱȥʿҳߺ󲻾ã׶һС͹￴ź֮ǰ죬չʮա
ҪġָطǶֻܰһЩԼϵһЩܵԼΪЧľ--Ǹһ
âɫؿûмλоˣֻʱ֪ݡŮԣӢҲܸ--Ǻһߵģԣâ޷ԲνĺøСټŮһЩ£ʲôоӲ͡Ϊо֮ࡣ
ȥģ˶ӵ֪ƽ׽˵ĵôΪһֵļһʲôǵӲ죡
оǶԲѺõߣ̧ͷײŭյĿ⡣ȴȻһЦԷǲ׷ֱǼ¡
"ôˣ"Ī΢Цװע⵽˿˳߶԰âʡһ£"............ǣûʲôҷˣ"æؽͲ壬ֻþơƿһڡ
װû׷ʣЦҲһھƣµһ⡣
ǵݾƿһֱҹĻĽ٣˳ҲˡȻɾǮȻǾֳɴҰȫĸм;ⶼ׸"ΰװ²µ"
ƾЧкü˹װǰֱװȫˣͬ˲ٵ˼һȥ˳۵ļһԺվȥǳ˶Է촽ĵķʽ......
ȻĽǸǰҪ""ΧϥһƬװ²òĽǰ˳ɶԣ߳ǰӢһ--
"ͣǣȫˣ"

ӳѸܵһΪװ´򿪳ŲʵؽȻȥƽȷʵˣΪʲôѳͣڽǱڴ
ѶԷĸ첲Լͷߵû˳˵˶٣ϵľζأȰģȴ˵ڡóܸˣ뵽游˵Ǿ仰"Ҹ˵ʱкȲľƣ"Ȼĸ׾ͻ᲻ΪȻһ䣺""
ʱӭòǷҪ׼ԡ֮ࡣװ´ͷһԲлЩֻԸѵµĴ̺áܹȻףȴûǰִУ߽һò־øº͵˵
"£ڶ¥ҵ"
һΣװգգۣһСȵĵͷ
"ҪӼ"
"·ף"ɵ÷Ľ顣
װ̧ͷɢͷϡ"......"С˵""
ͷ"ǵģ¡"һĨ޵΢Цһ˲䣬λʼеʿԭ˽ƻͬʱеߵ˲˼£Ц
ûйȥ᲻ΪһԵĳŪȻŭ̶άᰣʩһֵľƲáװǰСڣԣֻҪӽܾϴ˯˵Ͼˡ
װ˯ĸ˹ٷݴǰķ䣬λڶ¥ǼƯҲԶ¥ʱǵжô˳ˡװ°Ѵ󲿷пڿҪһ̨ʱȿˡҲδܼʱģһˤ¥ݿڡ
"......"װԳصЦæվ𣬶Էȴȫûϵļ--
"ҡ"װǳɫ۾ѵţɢϵĳı档
ͬעһԲ
"һҡ"
ȷˣסͷѵ˼£"......"
һĽŲֱƶ˶ûüӦǸվסʼһ˵ĽӵһѱһԵת߿
43
"Ķ"رţһϵˡԷͱڻһָǸ
ܹ󹫴׼ڽӼʱҲܲȥˡڴľղֻŭ
СʱǸСʱǿͺ屭ˣǸɶСȵ󣬵Ǻܸɴ˴--涼ûУ
׸еʲôŭɶݲǵ߳ȥСӵۡҲվߵģܿ쿴λԩҶͷ--֪ܵڵϳĸ
Żң˵óڣðɣ£˵˹ԸԳģ
ڵسǼӣ̵ŮŵòСûǼʱ߿ӵ˱㱻Ǹ鼤ߵ˴³ڴϡ
һ룬˴ץװµͷཫΰԼ¡
"......--"
һĻԥسǰͼֹ......
""
λԴڱˣֹܵǰ
װλϷĿ׶Ŀ̹Ȼòı鲻Ծػܷŭɡ
¶΢Ц"ȥ"Ҳת£ɳƣ"Źϡ"
ԵԢͷһʶؽ۵øɴʹװһ£¶Ըյһ
"£"Э
"˵"
ԷĻȴǲܵġ

ﾲó棬˼ٶصĴȫࡣ
СӣȻôأ룬ʡԼղžǳʲôȥ--СĺˮơζȵǣԷȻû˿ķǵģһͷ˳СһԼɵذͷļ--ûͼӴ׵Ļ
Щûпʱı......
"٣ʲô"װĮط̵ع˵ۡԷ΢΢һЦ"һ......ôһŴ......"
˵ţȣϥõ翪ɲȥζػĦһ𣬱ܵ˸нĶװЦ--
"޴ıʲô˼"ƽ˵ҧгݵЦ⣬"˭ѹ˭......ţ"
û˵꣬ȥеɹش˲ĺͳɣ׺ݶ񱩣ŸŰζ
װµŨҵ̲ݺ;ƾĻζ뵽ΪԼ˷Уȴû뵽ЩӵСЧҩһǡ
˳µأڶԷϣ͵سĳһ·ȥ--ʱʶԼôáһߵ̨һĵ粨ջ
ϴһװʱʱطЦֹӵջŭ֮£һסԷͷ̫ҧһ¡
"--"װʹôһȫƵһæ̽ȥطȻۡ
"װ£"о嶼ɪɪطŶֹ̽ȥҪı......
"ģ˵˲Ūʹң"ͻȻ䣬Էһ֣ͷϺݺȥ"㣡"ʼδұеĲ߳ŭץסԷٴνѹ......
Ǻܿ죬ŭҲټˡ
Ǹ˵ۿʪģһˮ˳ŹŨܵĽëʪ͸촽ͱ΢΢Ŷ·ʲôıԵñȰһŭ
"ôˣ"ĵʣԷһԲصˮǳߵζ
ѵ˵......ͻȻ䣬ʶʲôһɰ಻סϲ
""װ´Žƿ¶ֻ"Բ......"ϵصǸָΪ߶ˮװûоܾȴתһ߲ǳ"֪......Ҵ......Ūʹˣұ֤......"ú庢ӵСֺ
"ţ"ȫϵģȥǵʱ򣬶Էһٵסĺ󱳽һ߷ѹȥ
ƴת
оԵֿŵת顣
"ʲô"װЦ⣬쵽Ĵȣ"ղź޲ðǿ˵˿㣡"˵꣬ÿ貿䡣
ǵĲλֱ񱻵һȣ˼£תһ--
"......ҪĻ......"˵ţѵʼڣ"ðɣǵһ......"ǼʼǺ쵽ǰδеĳ̶ȡ
װһ£ʶתͷһۣȻڲıӭǡ
ļνǶɶԷ𣬵ʱŸеԼͷƷСʨһΡеĲͬװµĶᣬֱЩӡֹܿԭλá

"Ű.................."
ƾϴεļ䣬ܿҵ˶Էڵе㣬ָʧɵŪšʹϢԣǽĳ£Ҫĺֱˡ
"..................ҵȲ......"ڣ˷е룬ʪȵߣȲŪһα㱧ŶԷ֫СطԼĿ貿
󻬼ýĹ̺谭ܿ죬㽫ȫûװڣϻĿ촭Ϣ˺һ
"......"
ķһͦԷ͵ؽգȻϸܵĲұŷϡǶݵƬԼĳЩеĶ--ú񴵿ͻ鿪
".................."װţסļŤӭĳ̡Ҫʧһ--
"ңװ......ҵ......"
ԣû֣壬䷳յȻֱ߳󣬴Ǹ˵Ŀзֻ΢ʡ
44
һʵ磬ڹ԰ɳǰϷĸŮͬкȫʮꡣһ𷢵кĿƤò£һ˫Ưĵɫ۾
ƺôˣüëҲûҪļһЩע⵽·˲Щϧ--⺢Цһˣ
ԭųϷԣǸÿСʱ--Ǵô׵ģһɫޣ""ɯ̲סɬؿһλòõ"ɾ"
ʱһȺʴгֱȫк
"ӢڸŮҼң"ͷСָЦֲ֧漴--
"ǻֻСѾͷϷ" 
"ȥװɣȻͿظˣ"
"ȥȺ쵰"׵ĶŭŮǣǷ׷׶Ůͷץɳӳȥкǻض㿪ˣȻЦϡ
"ǣװ£Ǽ'"սɯص""ߣȥԷ
кһӣ㿪ˡ"Ҳˣ"˵ԵЩһ˹԰ѣ""ФȥʵϣԷⳡȤϷȫΪԵ--Фϲε""մǸȸߵĺ췢Ů
кܻؼ--͹סһ--ľǽ淢Фҵ󲻽ָ""
"ҲŲ飡"кдʵ硣
"Ϊʲô"Ѳ켫ˡ
"Ůظ"
"......"Фü"㲻ŮĻǡ'"
"'øŮ"
"Ȼϲˡ"
"Ŷ"к˼صͷ"ҲˣûظҾǡ'ɣ"·˺ܴһ׮գЦ룬龰ˡ

һ΢̾Ϣѣ⣬תǸԴ
һϮĽ𷢡Ĵͷӳ£Ƿ͵ĹΣһƻõСȥϴˮˮһ΢ľƾζһڣ㡣ĸоδκõƾ㣬͵ó˶Եڲͬ
ԷȻ˯̽һֻ֧°ͣؿıӰָɫķҴž棬ﴧǲʲô......
ͻȻ䣬Ǹȫ嶯һ£ת
"......"ȻطЩӵ˼£ֻȻ֪òȻĶƽ͵ĳԣȥ뻳
"......"װ°ۣǸڰŪˣü"ô˯"
һ£⻰ɸȻưˮ
ںܿ죬ϴεľ飬ָƬǰ"Ϻãҵ......"ӡһڶԷͷ
װĮؽƿ--ûȫѣǻָͦ--"ȥռҵĴ......"طָɸղŵıԶԷӸסٴһĹǷʺйŴƣֻOOXXҹ
һУ鸴ӵ˼㡣"װ......"ĵأȥԷ......
һ̶ҡòðǡ
ӣűƿˡ
"ʲôԸ£"ôʱصλ
"......һҼ˯ڡ"ڱʵ
"ǵģ¡"ܹǷ治ɫߵһߣԴλһ˿ҵʿò̧֣"ɣˡ"
"......"ԷΪѵطŵ΢Ц"Ұ·ϣУȥţ"ܹȻӡ
ػؼžɫãȻǶ̶̵ļϡν˽ȫըƵȥˡ
СӾͲ֪𣿣߿ͷ߸߾ߵ
ͻȻ䣬һаͷԺһЦ
ŶԷٴν磬ӺһסװµתȻ󲻹°ǿס촽죬̽ͷһֻҲ̽Է......
һ죬ͷʹѡðǡ
"ģô"װۣݺݵֻϵͭѹû¹
45
ٴμʱ磬ϴԡϵװҳ--رҲûнߵſڣѾһˣеؿűֽڲߡ
"簲¡"ֽһЦݣұ߶ͷһԵĺסװ¿̧̧üë棬͵һԵͿͣǰΪȡ
εЦЦԼǱҲһڡ
"Դô£"
䣬Էһ䣬һ£Ӧеζ"Ǹ""ʹĴ͸"
װüëһۣĬĬغԼĿȣӦԼʩʵˡŶԷʱ˷ָĮ飬а޽֯Сһν˫Ը
ǣΪʲôڴʱ⸱˵ף޷޵룬ʱݺݵذŪʹ޵ӣ
ԣŪʹٴʶ£ʱĻŭţСʹȻƽ
·𿴳Ķװ̧۵˹Ŀ䡣ͷһظеͷ˴ʹһ¡
"ˣ"ֽΡ"ҿⱨֽдŹزɽֹͣˣ"
"ǡ"Էش"ġ"
"Ϊʲô"ȵ
"Ϊ˼鷳"
⡣װĵؾ׽ʳ£""˵"Ͷͷڣ"
ͶǱʾջ𣬵ܿ찴"ðɣ֪ˣȥһᴦµġ"ԸЭǳڡ
װ¿һۣᡣʱһ˽ǰӹһļתװ¡򿪿һǸֳǳǳ΢Ц"ܺãתҳ극ͻȥ"
"ʲô"ʡöº--ǺܿǱ˵Ĺ--Էղŵɫͷԣ˭ơ
"ֽڵ⡣"װ̹ԡ
"Ŷ"Ȥ"ܿ"
װüѶȥʼδæס̲סصһۡ
"˭Ƶģ"ݲһʡ
"?ޱѷ"
"Ҵδ֣Щӣ"
"ĳֶӵҳ"
"ô˵С䣿"һıϢ
"˵ʲô"װ¶۾΢΢
"ţ"ʶԷĲ죬ı"ֻǾãһιԵĻĲ߻ȻһĬĬŵʦ......"
"ˡ"װ¸"Ҳλ߻ֻڡ"
"Ŷ"̧̧üë"ҺܱǸղŵʧԡ"޳--ɣȻǼһ֣
"ҸΪ"ۣ"߻ʢӦɸרҵҾḻ帺װԴˣҿԱ˵Ϊ뵽֪......"
"ˣл"ԷٴδϲܾĽ顣
"Ӧÿ"ˡװ¸һ--
"ǵģҺ˵----ˣ"
Ĭ
ʱĳĬԵ˺ε˴ͶȥĿذס
"·......"
"һ£"
ԷͻȻܼҵ֣ͷɵؽֹ
װ²˵ؿ
"ðɣ"΢΢̾һ˵"ǶԵģҲ˵ʲôˡ"εٴЭԻȡǸջء
"......"鲻ԽأС--֪˭߹Էʱθ
װû˵ʲôĮؼͲͣȷԼǶԱһ˵ĿЦ--ħ

ħ̲ͣסҪһȥӲλ"ʼ"Ĺչ
"ʲô"װ¾ؿһۡдսߣ"֮ǰһֱߡ"ѹ͵ȥڵ顣
ǵģһҲ᲻뿪ͷɶСʨӣͬʱҲǸеسΪ""ļһν""--ռǺǿġ

ʮӺ......
"ҸΪµĹԱʵ̫ˡ"
ǼַĲײƹҳɧڼλıص""ȥմѧҵģúţνĲŻҲû׵ĳ̶ȣ֮--вҪļһ
"ĸ㹻ˡ"װ³̣ػش
"˵һŮͣΪӦƸһרҵʦ"
"Ҳ˷Ǯ࿪һûĹʡ"
"ô룬Ǯҳ......"ײ϶Էߣĺ̽"ðɣ˵ЧԴҲ"ǹԵطһ--ɴٰѳǱĳɾƵˣ
װȫᣬǰߡε̾ȥ
"ýת"ͲסĬˡ
"ûС"شظɴĮ
"ҿ......һЩ"յԾѣʱ˿ڡ
װһ£"ţðɡ"ˬشӦˡΪԼˣȻҲܽ飡֮࣬鲻ԽڶԷװûоܾЩһȸԾ--
"֪ں......"սԷС˵
װ¿ǰ̴ȡ£ǳһڣ"Ǿǰ"
ͣ½Ų𷢵תԣĮɣĿ̹ʵֱӡݵĴֲ򶨶רעشǾ仰⡣
""ǵȵòͷˣװСһ䣬ʧת......
ͻȻأȥץסĸ첲ʩܴһ¾ͽԷԼѸһ缢ƿʵȥ
վΧųǱͥߵһϣûˡͥԺһعϵСȪѾûˮɽŮȹǴӿˡǸƼĳˮֹͬһ㣬ż΢ת˲ŵ壬̵˿
ġ
"......Ҳ뿪......"ŶԷӣرǱૡһļ尾е--Ѿʼˣ
"......Բߡ"װ´˵ոչȥļ٣ı䡣м΢ЦشģԸô˵
"ҵĶ"ڴʣɬꡣ
װ´"ɡ"ëڵеΡ̲ס̧°ͣǳһ촽"ҵĻʹ绰"г硣
ԷԳһ£ִԼƿ"ΪԼ̸"
һ£ܿЦ"ǵģ"̹ʵسϣٴǶԷ۽ǣ"ǰˣСʨ*"
װҲЦˣʲôɵ̾Ȼע⵽ԷǵǴ˼һ£ü̵ְڶԷͷĴָỮ
"ʹ"ʡһ£ܿЦ"˵ʹĴ͸"̧ҪסԷģװ˳ض㿪ˣ۾΢΢һ......
"--"ҽһװָͷݺݵǸװϡ"ʲô"Ŷͷŭʡ
"ʹ"Էõ٩οʣȻ޳⡣
"Ȼ㾿Ҫʲô"ֱһУòΰɣ
װ΢Цһ̣Ųæ˵"һ£֣˵λЦ˵ġ"˵꣬ϷʵĲǺеתȥ
ĿɿڴվԭأһͷƲݣԼûôɵźҲСӵĵˣ

46
ֽڱʽΪ"ʥ˹ֽ"ΪֽٰڵǼǡаάᰣĴͳʢ"ʥ˹"--ɽȪŮ˹壬Ƭػߡ
ֱװ²Ŵʿ֪һȤʵλʿ"ʥ˹ֽί"ĹǸ֮һǼʱĹԵӦصѯֶ硣
Ŀǰ"ʥ˹ֽ"ǰ;ƽĳȥ뺯һ϶õӦ--ϾһҵԪ巢ģҪ˵źݳѺʹȵʮŷԪһŵ볡ȯͲһֽڵųصҡСǣϤһȺĴǵ̬ҳĹдţ"˸˹ͨ׶*ðɣµĵڶڣڰάᰣ㡣"
áάǿѶռʾ󲿷ֹԾٰһҡֽǻӭ--οζҲ˵ĻƻԼΰ̶Իֻ̬ȡԴˣװιԪ׵дһƪ·ڱֽϣ֤˿ᱻʮԱڴڼ侯ǿʵ
ųɫдŻ˵˺ܶµıʿˣȻδ¶棬Ĵ󹫴ˣż۵ܳ綼ᱻһЩ·˻ʮףװºܲ--
"ҺʱҪùƵģ"رԹš
"ˣ"Ȱο"ǳھ"
װ˲ۣȴͻȻ̽⣬ղλϵ̫̫һķǡ
"ˣƽˡ"¾ƽ˵Σ֮ŵöɲҲҪ˶·ˡ
ֻһ˶ֽڵľٰ켫ðǵģ???򲮾ϴεı־Ʋ˺óһʱ䣬һݺ"ȷͼŵǱﰲȫ"壬ٴιסϡ־ֵñġ
󹫴ͳǱǨϣ˷شͻҪһЩҪƷתƻֻԸṩ˽˾ǿ
"ָǸ˺͹"װط̵
"ô˵ڻɿҵʵ"ķԼŭˡ"ڹȥǵľӿԱң"
Էû˵ʲôĮصͷ"ðɣˡ"ȻܹͿͣҲȥᲮ硣
ĽβȻڵڶ죬յ㱨˵һȺžƷİάᰣӰΧͼŵǱƷ˿ĪİȮ֣СʱڽǱĴƷһﳤȥװ䣿
Դˣ޲ߣֻǸһʵԵһ۲۵ıĵ·ػض

"ˣʲô"
װߵıʳλһ⣬ȫ󳼺Ա¶ı̶УΪ"ʥ˹ֽ"ĿĻ졣
"ǵģ¡"ɤ˹ߵǴ󷨹ٲΡΡؾվ
ӻžضͷ۾"ղķǳʱз֮һǱ񲻵ޱʩǰ£κһάᰣΪ'"˵"˽޸Ϊ񲻵ھżľʿκޱʩΪ'"
װѸٷһ»߼ȡ"ܺã"͵"ٰѳΰ취ϣΥ߷һǧŷԪڿʼʵʩ"--ȥ飬ȴǳбҪĹ̫СˣAͷĴȾݲС
Ǽʮش¼Ϊߺ߻װ³ֵȨĳ̶ֳϾһʮĶߡ𼸸ǰɺӣڴԱǶηмӡеһЩ˵ʱŮ--""òϣʱһ˵س
˵λŮʿ쵱ȻҲڰæ֮гղ˻--ȻٵʮӣסҪ뿪Ӷ˵Щʲô
"֣·϶ˣˣ"һǳɫװĿŮϲ"üˣ͸ôһˣ"
"лл"װ¿ӦţĵȺԷ漰⡣ŮȻյ̸ֱΧɢȥ̾--
"Ѿˡ"˵ĳζ
"ǵġ"װºܿ˵ָ
"ʱ"
"ǵģ"װ̹ʻشŮʿ΢΢һЦ"лл"ǰмա
װһ£Էûע⣬̶ִȡһŷ⣺"ҳŵģ˵Ѿˡ"
"лл"װ¸лŽӹźͬʱе滹ӲƬһĶȻ֧Ʊ
"򿪿"곤Ůʿ˵ʯ۾ޱȡ
װµ˺ŷ⣬ȡžƬ
ĬĬؿšĸףӢķӣʱԼ꣬ĸױһֻ˶̩ܣƬĸס
"ÿ궼дţ˺ܶƬϲһ......һ......һֱ......"鲻Խװĺüֱ۽ԷӵԼĻҲһĺ--
"ͣǵСӣǲҽƻСģ"ɺĴ壺̣˵òã
"ллһġ"װ૵Է㷢̰ǹµٻζ

*˹ͨ׶Ӣҡֽڡ
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ûţͼŵǱǰƬĵһۼ˶ˡյĻԭɽ˺ɫϳضĢһɢڲݵϣСһļ̨׺С
"ңֵط߶ɾ鷳ˡ"
װ߽øպܱ˵ƬӵĴTţпװºȻ䡣һװֱΣͶĺͳЦĿŮǿװµĻࡣ˵ˣڵκǱĶ
ǵĿĵͼŵǱǰֽڻ᳡װµ˼ȥ￴صĹ滮ΰάȻҪФ?˹˹ֶӴк
Ǻ˳ҵǸ"MoMo"ֶӲ۵СϳװºŽȥϳĻġ
"......Ȼ˵ƣˣҪָɶֲǽţ'......ޣҵֵˣ"
Фߵĵϣ¶Ĵкװ˵Լôֺؾܾǵǰְ˹һ--Ѿëһͷֲ巽򣬾ɥʱһվ
"ôǣ"߹ȥФʹػһơ
"ˬˣ"Էĵرϲã"лл㰲̨ʱڶ༫ˣ"ͷ͹һڣ"ˬơ̫ˣ"
"ллز"װ˵ţ˱ҲһڣȻ뵽ĸס
"ǵز˲"˵ΨһŮʿ?--˾ֵ?»صŮѡװǰʶΨһӡһھưΪЦ"㽶"һ⡣
"Ҳǣ˲ÿҶ̲סԺö......Ҷˣ"ÿ仰ǸȤݴʡ
"ĺöǣ԰ɣ"Ф˵װЦļ"ϲͶԵ㣡"Ȼӿ֧Ʊֱ
"Ƭ˾"͵"ȥϽעᣬһ¼ȸ"ҼҪطԸ
Фһᣬ"أ㲻Ҫһ𣿣"ʲôʡ
"˵ɣæ"װӦ˵Ǳ֪˭ơƺæ뿪ϳԵſ--ĺæ
ФһԲﲻֱʧУֱһ--
"ɵѾ˭ȥʲôƬ˾"
"㶮ƨ"ФΪȻ"ֵܣ˵˵һ쵽ģ"ƲƲ죬ûȤı顣Ф㬵ɳչ֧Ʊ--
"ҵ......ʮ"ȵش۵ǰ
"桢ģ̫̫Ŀˣ"еڳԵι?սսظп
"֣̯"˵Ŵ³һƼֵļŮ˵--
"˲ǲǣ......" 

ΪԼҪȺܾãϾõѡΨһģֹһ룬ˣһλʼսõѲǺ
ΪǸƽô£ֽǲҲΪФ?˹˹ٰġ˼飬ҪܵõǸ˵ľˣȥǸ⣬ΨһĵôܼĽ......
"ٷң"
"ǣ"γѣ׷ȥȴֶԷԼǰԶ
ĿĵţΧǳһ߾ԣ޾ʱԴɡ
أ˲ٱصСʶʲôܵؿװ²Ȼԣ"˵£׼"ǸýӰһܵǰ--
"£Ҿ֪"
â?˷ܵغŵȫë׽ȻŽҵʶΧˣðʧСΰԱǷ
װҲĵؿ˿£¶˵΢Ц"Сӣ"

"ڵܲҶʵߣܺӦ"ΰԱմմϲ㱨ĹҵϵƷȻϾģǷݴӵһĳȥ˧ˡ
"ܺãɵò"װ͵˵Ưصȥ̻ҡ"жӻ"
"ûС"âҡͷ"ҿҰɣ"ܿ쾪
װЦŰԽļ§һ--ͷɰľˣҪȵðñӽҿ--"ţСӣⲻ˵ģˬͷ˼ǵðȥҽԺ"
ǵĽӴΰԱġ
"֪......"ܼѵ촽"ĺ......"
"Բ"
һеŮ"Ǿ"ܵǸǰ"иƵķǵ񲻿ϳܰæǲ˵"˵꣬Ŀͣװϴ
ͻı׾ʹ˱ϣâܲԸҾܾ͵ǵΥϵϰ塣
װ¿һǸȥıӰվ˻صԱߣ
"߰ɣ䡣"̻ҵǸƯĶĳȮͲڲϹˡ
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飡һֹֻޱ߳Զ
"һȺҵʺ"װ洦ɼͷ۵ľ⼸˸йĴ--ǧֳʲôȾźá
"£ÿ춼ġ"ο"صġ"
ȺһԾ㣬ҵͲôˣװ·ŭ룬ֻ˵"ŶʮƱΪǰϻ㣿"Ȼͷͬ˲ݵ
""ܿʶԼ˺һĴյͷܹȥ΢ССĵطŽԼ׿ڴװ¿ľٶüͷһ壬ܿε΢Ц
ԷǰǰǸͷӿڴóӵվﲻװ¿˫ۣɬ̾--
"ɵܲˡ"
ʱ򣬴ǰһϳ߳һɫĵˣֵذ棬̫ʵϴ˱˺ƣ©һء
"쵰"װ̲סŭȴϽ͵ƿǸȫûҪǵ˼ҲҪϳתװºӣ״ÿŴ--
"......ҵ죬ⲻФ?˹˹"
װۣһһֶӵʲôģҲ˭֪أǵΪФǻú--Ⱥ˳Ƭߺ֮ǰ
"˵װ¶"ıԷܵ⣻ƫƫԴ"ôһôԶĵط˲ף"
װ¿һǾ仰еû˵ʲô˹ȥ

Ǹ˵ֽа?֣һ"Touch"ֶӵֶеĸ趼дģԽԽԵ־۵ģ"ʫ˵ͷ"
½ߺķֶһǲܷŹÿһ¶Ļά˽û˵΢͹ңμǾֽٰڡ˵طʣʵһҲһϳ˯Աȥ۹⡢椵ȵ߰¡
ֱղúƺҪʲô¡ֹĶ嶯ʹһͶ--Ϊƫ׽Ūһͬĳɾ͸ʵڲ
ڿɺˣ㱻ˣֲ֧룬ѴӱȡơƵݸɳĽˡ
"лл"Էı䵭
"ô˵ǸФҲˣֶӣ"ߺȱʡ
װµͷͷһڱơơʢģȻɽˬˣǱϾôáʵϣͬ͵ԭ--ֱƺȡ
"ŶСʱתˣ"ȤȻ"治ף"
"ˣǸҲֶӵ"ǽָָָǴһļһΪʲôһȾƣǰСӶ˵ʲôǼһĸԸ浱--滬
װĿתؿǰ˵"ҵˡ"
Էһ£ܿԳЦ"......ǸƣҲǸ˼......˵......㲻ǲ̶ϵģ"Ȼ˵ùФǸԷ--һ̫ˣ˲̽
װЦһ"һҲ˯"
˾һƽʵ򵥵Ļ¶ǵĲҲǶ˵ģȴеʵʵڵա
""ЦаԷһȹװɳϣ"ô˵ұ˯"Ľذš
Էûлش𣬰˵"֪Һǰע⵽......"ơƹ޵ָͷ̧°ͣ"ôˣ"ʣϥɫĦԷĴȣ"ô"
װ¿úһ˪϶ڽһعΪ˫߶͸۾ȫȣԷһ۵ıܣ޲һ¡
˷۾գһ--
"ûף"ޱ˵ȥĻ˵÷ӵûơƣҰһ򼸺޶Ե--
"ҵȻУ"

һȦâҵӵ٣˸߲ҵسǸȥղ鷳ú˳޲㱨Լôʵ˵ǸʿˣǸ˵ʿˣ뿪˵ġ
"......ã"վокԷضͷֻһֻСһ
âεر΢ЦĵһĻͿ˺ܲ˳ۣļװʲôʱ
"أΪһġ"ʣ۾ȴ´תͼѰҵӵӰŲþͻῴǸˡ
"......"Էһ£"ڱĵط"
ΰԱüëܵظеԷ˵ѣʶǸɵϳ߽
"վס"Сȳâװûӿ˽ŲϽ߹ȥ
ˡ
âϤˣʱĲٸҹ㽣Ȼʱȴֻߺޡ
"--"ȥס"ȥ"ÿ˵ȴؽƷ
"Ǹ˭ңҲţ"â֪νغţܿס죬"㣡£侲"
""ʹ˵Ѻڷ˵һеس嵽ϳſڡ
"㣡ŵ"غ˲䣬âͣ
ȭͷԥùǽ͹֡ڣЦһеϳɵĸо
"ʱҲţ"ҲתԷ޷شãȻص˫ۣԹİɫâͷһۣǱĵЦ--
"СĿ棡"

ɳϣһ˿ң㡣
"һˣ"˵ţȥδظһ˽βָɫ̽м䣬ŪǸĲλϧѾ̵ţпˡ
"ûȤ"Ьװֱ𱳣ɴƵֻص֡ʧ̾"⡣٣֣㱻ˣپˣ"ȤζضԼȼĲλȤ
װ²ȥıȡһƿȪˮ
"ѵģ"ʣһһղŵĶɲСǼһ--Ȼû׽飿˼飡
"˵᲻в"üëʣǰĽ˧֮Ǹ̹˵ǸûҲΪǻѻ
װѾߵſڣû˼ʺͣ--
"ûУ"Ǹ²⡣"вҡ"
˺һĦĳ˼ŵɫҰףû֮ǰɳһԾҪҪȥҽԺʲôģѾ뿪ϳ""Ҹ--
"˯ͷӵʰã"
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νֽڣʵһеķʸĴңװΪԼа취Ӧе⣬ֱ벻Ǹ
"ʲôʱʼģ"ʣǰǽһƬŵİףҽԺɫ
"......ˡ"վǰԶĵսսػش
Ҳ˵ǰСӾͿʼ--ѹǶʱܺǮãװЦǱ
"޹أֻ飡"Լʵﷸʲô--ԷƺȨá
װûһֱǰǽϷӳŵĹΣǴۣڣʧˣҵű򿪡
"£Ѿȫˣ"ҽժ¿˵"ٹСʱȫѡ"Ʋ˲ͷΪʲô֢--עѣֻǲ˵ݹ⣬ʮ־
"̫ˣ"˭һŮѿԼε׷--һΣǸ˿¡
װ±ۣͷһ±"лл㣬ҽ"˵С˵ļ򣬲ʶԷɣͲ˵Ƴһ벡
"Ǹ......"Ϳ˽̽ͷ̽Եʡ"ǻҪ......"
"߰ɣһġ"װͷҲص
"£"վģѵӵ˼Ҫҹ
װû򲡴ߵȥ첲֧ϥϣרעؿǰǸɫҰ׵--ФȻ˭׶ʥҽԺõһ䲡ȴǸˬͷе--ʵ˵е˷ѡ
"Ψһѡ"װ̾˵еʹģ֪ΰοԷͻȻվ--
"׳գ׵İ׳գɯô˵𣿣ôҰҵǮȥЩ"װ¶ݺݵشе޶ԡ
"£"Ͻǰδ˻ĳ̶ȣֱŭ
ϵģװ¾Ƹղһģһ
"֪Ϊʲôҵ"ʣƽȻ󲻵ڣ˵"Ϊ˶ҵѡ"
磬ܺãҶڲٳϣֻܻӭĲڽ
"ҿ"ǸɫͷкһǰؿԷһɵЦ"˵趼ˡ"Ǽһô˵˳
ȻǸЦļһ룬˵ʲôϽÿ
"̫ˣ"Է˵˾ûͷԵĻȵ졣
"ô˵Բھŵǰ˯Աܺ͵ˣ̫ˣ"Ǹк˷ܵţǰٷְٵĽӳݡ
룬ⲻȻΪԭ͸˵ģ
ڶ죬ҵǸк--ФǼһ֡һ٣ΪǸ˱ĵ͹Ӷɯٷֲ˶ٳᡣŮҲС׵ʱ
"ȥ֣"װЦ˵"ûӵĻ׸ĸ뿪ǣֻʱû׼öѡ"
һǸ˾õ˵ʹ--ǾԵļǿΪ˳׵رĵ
߽鲻Խعȥװ¿һָֻӣۣеδй
"Ҫ뿪ңκʱ򶼲Ҫ......"Է૵۾ĿãȻضǰһʱ᷺ᡣ
"......"ҵս֣Щ³"ҲᣬԶ......"
װµͷȻ΢΢һЦ
"֪"˵ţȥ......
ű˴͵ƿ--
"װ--"ųһ
װ»ͷ񿴵һֻȱ˻ܵ롣
"ʲô£"ԷȫǶԱɫ񣬳ֱƿڵϲ֪ĺڷˣ˯һԵİӶ--
"û°ɣ"ʵ˫οװµı۰--˵ǹУʵԵ
"ʲô"Էֱؽƿ
"Ȼ㣡"ʲΪȻشȫνĲ
СʱǰǱ--εĽǲ쿴һȥǮĻ--ȴ󹫴ȥҽԺܼҴ壬˵ǹģ
ҽԺǵùĵطûתսѸҵνĸ߼--ʱ϶źῴСʨӲ壬ʵڴɣ

"......û£"ڣʹԼ侲Ŀ᲻ƵľþſǻѾȻ--Ȼѿ--лͣǺͽš
"ǵģû¡ҪҲûµĻ͸ȥ"װøۣĨһ˸ϵơջ"˭"ŲϵФʡ
"......˵㵽׹"ùˡ
"ţ......"վ˹˸ơԷмؿһۣһ
"Ҳȥ"ӽҪö࣬"һ˴"⻰ȻĨɱһ˵Ĵڡ
"Ҫ£"̵硣
"ҿ"

һҽԺӲľƳϣŻȾװʯǽƣǰ
"ˣ......"Ļû˵꣬ԷĿϬصһۣоɵջصݳֽ֡
"ң"֣Ӻ󲻹Ḷ́һ--һκܿȣ
߲Զ£ͷСĵԼǱ
"˭"ʵһ£"ǵµѣˡ"ش
"ʲô"
"Ʒע"
"ߣֵһΪ飡"ޱرĵӸҪȣͻȻ뵽ʲô--
"𣿣"ץļʣһֻĿɫҺ彦ԼĳȴȻ֪
ٶȵ"......֪Ӳ......"ѵسţ˫ҵ۾硣
ɿԭλſϵĿüͷ
"֪Һں"˵һԵˣЩĮŶ뿴һĻܺԲơ
"ΪĻҪں"
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Ф۾գգʶתĳһߣװ--Ҫ˭
"............"׾شкԼİֿ顣벻ΪʲôԼ......ط......ҽԺ
"оô"ѵʣ١ФǸеţôһһθǸе¡
ˣԼôҽԺˡϳԼһ룬ûƺãſʼģΪ±˲--ǰۿļһô˧˺ȦҲˡ
"Բ......"Ф૵Ī¶ЦݣϾӦףԼղ
װȻĮţпͳ̸ԼһȫĮҽԺһ--Ѿ̺ܾˡһΪФɶˣᷢģȻܿ£ֵܰ......
"Ϊʲô"
ʴĽҲ룬Фŵؿ̴ȡݺͷһ
"ΪʲôҪô"Ȼװص̱ڴϵԶԣȫԼǸñչ˵Ĳˡ
"˵ɯǰ˵Ļ𣿣"ԷʣһΣФ̾˿
"ûУ"˵"ʲô壿"
ֵһ˳Ĭ--ȻҲᱻҭţФ̵롣
"ΪʲôҪ޴ԣ"˵е㲻һеĸо--ҩûˣ롣
ʱʮ꣬װµĹ--Ǹ޵ŮͬǶڵ¼ǣͷѪȻǿǷԶЩ--"Ҳñ˵ǮȥιЩŵĶӣ´αҴҾøѹˮǹǵ飡"µŮҽ
ʵ˵ʱ汻ŵˣΡһֱеɯ٣ŮȷʵԸУȻϲŮ
"ƾʲôҪ־"˵Ϸ컨壬Ȼ׳˵ȴȻҿѵ"˵ΪǰϲһŮ˱Ѵ˲ƾʲôҪҷֵı磿"
"ûҪֵԼġ"װؾ
ФЦһ"ΪҸҾܾ𣿣ȫһʹת̫ôǵļࣿ"--ǲ뵽õľӣ
ͻȻ䣬һжܾڲŸո񻶵Ⱥ˯
"ǵǸʱһ¼"Фƽ˵"ԣ̣Ҽĸ̨ΪԼӴ˾Ǹˡ"ȷԼҩˣŶݵʱ
"֪𣿶ˣ㲻֪㵱ԺˣȥиǮͦ--ȻǿǮţ--ǰǮ˸ңһ̳Ʊһǰȡ˵ФΪ׵ģʲôŻҪǵ̴ҲŲôأǸֵô£Ǹ˧磿Ǹţ㲻˵ЩʶдǸҡǮô˧'"
"ţߣԸľǵصĴϴ̨ᱻơƿҵİ׳գ"
ŭطйȻΪʱ龰ԺʼעˣΪǸо̫ˣ̨龰--̫ˣѲˡ
"Ѳ......"ͻȻת--
"ǣôҲѲ㣡ΰӵ£˺𣿣"
"ȥҡǣҵŮѸһҮ³"״ε˵ţڲٳõѿ߱ǹʹ࣬ȴڱҵǰϦ֪Էյ˸һľӢѧ¼ȡ--ԭ˵ѧģ
"һΪԼˣĲȥһֻˣ鶼ụ̂"
"ҾȻǻ᲻Ϊϲˣ......"
ɵЦǴ־СʼһԲװվФ쾯ؿƺҩЧؼʱˡ
"ллЩ"˧Į˵תſȥФɫ䣺"......Ҫߣװ£ƣô죿Ҳû--"

װ߳ȥŹغú󱳿ͷֵסһʲôƵġͷԼĽűڵ΢ĵƹ⣬Ҫ
"¡"С̽ͷͼı顣ӻ˯ѣվǰ--
"ôˣ"ʵȥͷ......
װ»ֽ򿪡ӦúƣˣԼͷĨ̧ͷӭǵĿ⣬ܿת˵
"ȥ˯"
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ǻصǱȻһټ֣װȻʻܾܳǰͬͬҡĿˡðɣϲ͵Ұο롣
ط·ϣװ·ԸܹΪһζ˼⵽˵Ĳͬ--
"ҾƣˣҪһţ̣ܺú˯һ"Ǽطԣ˸Ķ--ߵ̫죬һͨδߵ˵̫--װ¸ֱصԼңѸٰŹϡ壬˵"˯һ"ͳˡ
"װ£"潹ظߺôʾ۹⿴ʶԼ""̾º͵ǻ--
"ҽȥ......£"
"ˣ""ͼݣ"òѡȻڶԷֲõĿ£Ŷ롣
һӣˣͬﲻȥͷ"оȥ"
ֿʼԾԾˣŵǰ"ˣͷѾΪ׼ˣԸ͵Ļ"ܼҴ壬㵽վ˭Ǳ߰
˵Թ޵ؿһ˽ҪʧǱߵӰ

ؽ˷䣬ȴӾվڴߡ"£"æ߹ȥͼȰԷص¡
װ»ͷһۣŴ⡣ص޴ֿһٺɫĳƻá"糿"˵ȻĿתؿľɫ--һƬݵغԶѩɽ
"£ӦϢˡ"鲻Խأȥװգգۣûӡ
""Ȼʡһ£ܿ뵽˵£ǡ
"ǵģС"شˣʵأȻԽ游ٵÿ˽ʱ䵼˲ɱ롣
װ΢Ц̾"Ȼһкܶѡ"˵ţӿ......
""Ȱװ¿˿ûͣ¶ŲæصȼԷ޲ߡ
"ҪҺ"˵Ŀתش⡣"֪Һԡ"
ӣепҳʹš
"Ҫһ죬"װ¼ʣ̴̼ۣȥЩġ"ˣô죿"
""񶨵"ô......û"ͻȻѻش
"Ϊʧȥ跨һ"
Զԣ֪Էıָ˭һ
"ߣȻ˵Ůѣ"ԷȻ"ĸҪŮˣͬ"
̱÷顣
"£"ʧɫʶǰŶԷװûоܾʧȥݵľż㵹ļͷ
"һʼңǲǱȽϺã"ÿЦ˵"ҵģ"
"Ӧ£ȥ·װҽ......"
"𶯣"ȻȻ
Ľٲ֪վԭأǸ˾ؿϣɢζ˺һַڶԷס΢ϼ⣬ŷɫж԰ס
"Ǹ"װС˵ë£ԵЩ
"£"
"Ҳ۲"
"......"
"ʲôʱҲˣ뿪......"
"£"
һνЦ"Щ׳԰ɣʱ֪ж"
"ǲ!"
ϵأ˳Է̧ؿ
"˵............"ŵر⣬Ѿ൱Ϊˣ
װֹ׾ĽƱ磬ס
о΢ȲҲ´棬أʲô֮ʶ˶ݵ˲䣬ڱ۾Զסǹʵ̲ζ
"Ҫ뿪......"Ƭ̹װʵ"ҲãҲ......Ҫ뿪......"ǵĶͷ֣˭ûа
"Ҳᣡ"ееػش𣬷·˵˾ͻʧЧ"ܷʲôԶ"
װ½ӵȲٴסǣ̰زϷŹһ˿Ϣ֪ʲôʱָƵأסļ
"......"Ļ˵˵ǿ롣ͣҵľٶɻֽؿȴļ
װ¶ǳɫ鲻תţκͶʧľ¡֪Լܲ񣬼ѵش--
"£"ҧҧ촽"Զ......"˵ɢȥϼⱩ¶˫յ糺죬"......ֻҡ"
52
ϵؽɽ˺ȻʱģҲñƣӦЩʢȻϵͽǵĺľܹʥ̳һ˽Ρ
"̴ˡ"
"ǵģо"˵עĸ--ʱĳĬϵľ˵ʵһ顣ʵϣǺθģӼСʱǰͿλĹųϳ˼
Ϊ󹫴ҪĽ٣ķǷҲһŹ
"Ҫ˵ء"Էʹ˵̾Сһʮֵ--
"ӡ"һģ˱ο˵
"......"·ҭ"˺ˡ"

һѵˣʱѾˡȻ֪Լ٣뿪ʱ򻹽ǷڰޡԷܵظ²ˣϴ裬һ˴
ǰĻŹС̵ĲһЩʧϢΪġԳԷϵлˣȻسǸȥ
һ·Ϻ˳ûסʶ--ʵҲû˸ҡĿĵڵϣ糿""ʱԼ飬ڿһ˱׼
ڵʲôأô˵ǲĽٶѣ--ҪǳʲôµĻ𣿲ԣŲ£Ӧ߶Ŷԣ
ͻȻʶԼһ׮£дΪź̧ͷһԼѾߵǰˡ
ΧûˣƻϺܹҲڿɼΧڡҲûȫϣվڿüλϣڴȥ
𷢵˶һŷȻԡۣʪĳڱ󣬴ӷҵ˵ˮ顣
鲻Խ̤һһ£ԷͻȻͷ˲ĶλðĴʹ˵ߵһ㡣
ûӼµĶѣװ´գգ̾ȻͷԵʧеӵջϵشŴߵԷǰ--
"ң"ȥԷ߰°͡
"ң"װ»ֽ򿪣ͷذתһߣȴûߡ
Ҳˣû˼Ҷʵز²⣬ĿƯǻװûҪ˼һַֻߣ鲻ٽˣã
"װ......""ôˣ"С̬̽Է飬ְڶԷϥϣḧ
ûлӦҲûоܾһɫĳ˼Ծشȥ۽ǣԷĬš
ѵûʵ֣ǡϲȥһֻԼ--
"Һ......£"˵ţŶԷġһϵеľٶĸܣԼֺãŬֺö˸е΢
װڿʼ鸴ӡӿɰ--ԻվһΣԷûзԣݵȥ䰮
ʵʲô˵Ҳûϵ룬Ѿ㹻ˣʱ߲֪СʨʶûУǵĹϵѲôˡ
װµĻӦĽļ飬ԡɢŵ㣬һԿܵζȻʼʱûȷʵеķӦ˳ԡ۸ԷţָŪе⣬ʹ𽥷Ӳͦ
"......"װ½סẰһסļţ"ģҲŪ......Բ......"
ɵؽ⿪Էԡۣ壬Բ䷳
"Ҫҵİο"ԷûʲôӦ٣ʡװ²˵ؿе㼱٣˫պ촽ĺɫ˵
СʨӣЦЦ˫ϥ£ŪŶԷķȻߡ
Ūװ˷ͷｫץԷƺЩרĵ˱ֱ¡
װ춼ǣδµܵؽǶڹžɵĵ̺ϡ
"ǲ......ң"׾ӵؿЦЩ˻ơװָϣҪΪȥǵĲҺ̧ͷؿǰδеᡣ
"װ......"ŶԷֽƵߣĿתؿϷĮס
װգգۣ΢̾˿"Ҳվҵȥ"壬湷ʺ˰......= =|||

ӽûȻ뿪ʱӶأɫѿҪ˶ÿȻ֪--ԼԷϳǿɳܵһĻ
ãԼȺĿѾԽԽûź˵
--"ƾʲôҸ˭"
ǸʶԼֱ--Ȼ԰˵һСҲ֪ô˵ĴԣôҶͬһĴµľٶ֮ìܣټϳªǵģĲеԼ޵ݡ
أʱûоܾ......ûּ裬úܶ......ܶ......
--"˺ҲֲֻҪûз²ˡĹ"
̵еģڼдְʹΪһССԼڵ塣
ôԼһģᶨ߻Ǹſڡ
žȻûкϣԼش˳--˼̫Ͷ⵽Щ׹Ѿͨŷ콫淢´¿塣
ѹȶûפء
ͷ̾һ--Ϊ˲ע⵽--Աߵǽվס컨壬ѵʡ
С繷......= =
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Ϊһܵ"ʥ˹ֽ"ĻˣȻǻسڰάǵĴСͼŵǱǰƬĵعײƽ
"ʸݻһ飡겻ˣ"
ֳʱװǰȥһǲв̶õĹ⾰߷ߵ۵˶Դ˱ʾͬںǾ仰ҶΪͷϵıԹ
ôܲأдĲݵؾʹ˱ƽȷʵǳϧοǵҲ˲СȾݲ󳼱Ŀֽڵ췽֧ΪǧİŷԪ--÷ǳڼ󣬿Чᡣܹˣ볡ȯֽڹڣƱֻԵģάǿѶĵÿλοھڵƽһǧŷԪԤƣ̶һڣҵֱһڡ
˼ǣڻұοĵøɸɾڹгϣòƷΪ۸ǣ"ʼƷ˾"ӴŤתгϱλΪԽԽ࣬ÿֻôһ㡣
˵ѡصķ͸ˮ׼ݳùںýΪ͡Ѿѯδɢ"ֽί"һľٰ
˴õľ棬û˻Ҫ׬Ǯ--Ͼķ˰
һ˵Цģÿ˶ô롣
"һ˵Ц"̲סЦ˵һĵݵװԷµͬʱһۡ
"ģ"ȵ𷢵ɳȾƲǿѹסӵջϡ
ǰĲƻҲĻľ޴󾭼档Ȼ"˹"""ź˽˸ԣȷܸ˿СʨӾ˸вŸ--ɴ˿ɼԼȫĪġ
ȥ֪Ⱥó׶ؽ˭ֻ֪ǸոտʼھȻ赭д˵ûнˣѵ˵ǼʦڵĲ߻ֻѪϷ
"Ǹ......װ£"º͵Ȱοǣ"˵㲻Ϊѵ°鿴̫㣬Ͼһ......"
"ѳҾǲˣ"װ൱ɴط
еסˣ"̫ˣѵһԼĹң"̲סڳߵѵ̬--ȻΪ""
"ҵĹҹʲô£"
"Ϊʲôԣ"
ԷЦ"˵һģ"
"--"ŭվΧһƬעӡ"......"εɤӣ"£ЦԽ˵Խˡ"ԣղǱͷˣĵȼСҪǸƽҲô鷳ˣ
װ²˵ʲôе˱ƣ΢΢·ʤ΢Ц--ǸƯεؽٴھ˭˭ϡ
һ˳ſڣǰӹһдԵֽƬһۺ--
"ղŴ绰"Բػ㱨ǿһֱΣ"ʱ䵽ˣҵˡ"˵ţԸ뿪λ
˼ӣĸûеõκλӦ
"˵ʲô"̲סˣǰȥ޶ԵĽꡣ
"´ʱǸֱҵĲƺѹúѿ"װĵ˵ûڿ
"ʵϣԿ޽һͣƺ"
"ߣԼûݳƷѵҪΪ㽨"
ԵƲƲ죬һ"ˣ֪"ıתȥ--е
µ¥ݵʱΪٵԷضʺִæո뿪ĵطȥ
֪ôģκǲ--ΪʲôһߣСӾȥǸߣԼı飬˵ǰǳھηֱӣڵǳ׵ĶòѲȥʲô--Ͼ˺ϲСʨǳϦദģ
ѵ˵......Ǹܾģѽ--Ҫ֪СӿǱۼͻһ
ҲûôеţԵԸǵģͻòƺȥɣʱֻᱧԹûѣҪǮĻҲԣ鱦......ˣǺŮ˵ĶһֱȽʵʣͲᱧԹʲôƺ......֤֪ӷȥľͷʲôġ

صߣԷڴϢ
ʵûϢװ´ŷȡ֧Ʊһ·ŻءŷϵĵַдŦԼٵĳϸ"޴"ӡ
ҲĽˣĵ̾롣ͦ׵ģһС˵ģĴһջ˺ܾáʲôʱʼأǰػŦԼбҵ걻С֪ŮΪŸǹϹ𣿣ȫУ֪ͬ߸һʮʱСӾͿʼ֮Ωֲˡ
ļһֻ²Űʵ˵ɴ˿ɼһȸ˶ѹ
һУΪǵΪһж˳⡣
װְŷ⽻û˵취ȻµضǰĽ´ָ--"׼ȥɭ"--ͬʱĳ˵ֱո뿪
"±Ƚ鷳¡"Ϊѵ"ſһЩӰߡ"
""װСֽС֪ȣҲǶλصķ--˵ӢĴ󹫴ȤŨŨԺ󣬼ÿ춼йж֮ļһڸգӻʼ
ǣŲٸʲôֽڣ
"Կ׸ң"˵ͬʱ߳䣬ҵʿԿת"ȥĳң"

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ı飬ؽ
"ô鵽ģ"վǰա
"HLXơֵļϲΪܻ£Խת"Էش
ǵͦļ룬Цţ"ðɣߣһֵģǲҪ"
"ǵģ"
ȥĮؿǱļ
벻......ơƳĵطʼձ䡣ΪԼǸһжָƣû뵽ôһ׮¡
ǵģĸԴ--ѡʲô˺Լȫ֪--һദʱôãԼĹӦ궼ˣһȴڻز߻ôһ£
⵱ȻСӲ߻ģµǰﳼһȺֻ֪ӡƱĴţҪҵһ鱨µơƶ......ߣʱСӵһ
ʲôͷһץСʨԶĻҪҪؿסֲҧţ

""ư?¬ǰһơƵݵ
"裬ҵÿ"Էܾ
"Ҷˣ"ĸźʼ磬Լһڣ"ոɵģ㲻֪ʥ˹ڵʱοͰѾƶȹˣ"
΢΢һЦȻĸ׵Ļؼ˶԰άᰣơأ
"ºŬ"곤ŮʿŲԶıӰԷڸһϵƹѯơƵ¡ͷһۣ"ǵģȷʵǡ"С
ưûࡣӵӢߵĸڲܹƣֽͨζԶ˵װ²һơƹ˾ɭһеơ쳧дģ
ȥǼİƶɭƺҲҪȻһˡ
"⺢ôܸɳҵ"ưԵ͵Ŀڿ᲻뿪"ˣҪչ˺ҿϴоˣ˵......ʲôƵ......"
"ˣ裡"Ĳ²⣬"ҵȻչ˺õ£ҵְ"
ĸЦˣ"ҵȻ㣡"ԺΪͷ"ȵæ˾ݣˡ"
ԷͷӦʣưȷĵػصլ
ŲԶĽ꣺ǰˣˣƺǵģô£ôܻǰһ
Ȼ뵽ǰŦԼһμװʱ龰ʱȥǣںȴ߰زַһҫۡһۣ֪ӣﶼǡ
ֱɱ⣬ֻҪԸ⣬ӵһС
ķʣԽԽƵعͷԣÿζʹ಻

¬Ǽҵޱȣϼ?¬Ӿλ念˽ͣϲؽӽ游װ²󹫵ǰ¼--
"·ǳϲԣÿ죬Ǳ밬˹ɽһȥһڣʱ򻹲СĽʿǺ......"ˬʵЦţɫǶþʱĻ
"ȥȤҲʲôʱҲԡ"װ¸͵߶ʱ۾һ"Ȼԣϧ߲ˣ"ָԼ"ǹüˣһֽ̳ģ"
""װЦſһߵĺڷˣƺ˵ȫ
"Ϊ"Եظп"ҪܿΪ룬ö˰ʵơƳûǹ̫ˣǰĸ뿪֮"
"ĺİɣҲôϾǶŮҲˡ""ȷʵһʱ嶯Ҫ֪ĸ׿ǸҵĴү˻ģ"
ϢװգգۣѵΪԭȢĳ˵ֶŮ--ĸ׵ΥԼ
"öӣѺǰ""ˣ뿪ĵڶ꣬ҵС--ŶѾŮ--СѵµŸˣƬһҵƬϿƯʱһΪŮأǺ......"
ԵֵЦŮɫЩѿ
"õһҰΪʱ׼ˣûУ̫ˣŵһ̨ȵȥأֲ......"
"Ҫȥʱʲô֪˭֪أǴ󣬿СżȻ֪תģ......"˵Ҳ"Ǿˣĸô񣬿ᷢ......"Ůҵʱôˣ
˵ȥˣžƱֲţưǰɫؽϸľƱף"¾˵㣬Ǹ˵ӡ"˵
ߵͷ"Ǹ£Ҳġ"
"ûʲô"װ΢΢һЦһȫûӰӡ
"ˣˡҶʲôʱ"ʡ
"......"װ̧̧üë
"û¶ɣ"ưҲż
"裡"ĸ׶ˡ
"ǵģ"װ»ش𣬲ȥһ˵ļ"һû׼á"
"ؽš"˵"ţһҪȥһ缫ˣ"
װ΢Ц"ῴġ"
"ƭӣ"һСµ
"˵ã"ưȾСһü۵صλ"ǲסҴ⣡"˵ŰҳȥŷӦʱλһˡ
"⻵Сӣ"ŮٴξĲ͵Ǹͬδ
"Ҿ⺢ӳʵǺ¡"Ц۾ؿλȽӵĽ١
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ͳԵúܾˣص׶ʱѾˡάᰣ紾ӣʱй䡣νĹжԱҲĿأûƾɵĴڳʻ˻ʹš
ӳװ¿ǰĲƺͣǼֱٸջ"ûԵİ׳գ"һ䣬漴һ̽ơ
ߵǱ󲻾ãǰ˵ڵơ"ˣȥķ˯"װ°̺ǳһںĲɵ˵¥ȥ
ߵ¥ݿڵʱһ˫ĺƤЬ̤ʼճߡ
"ĺأ¡"ŵЦ˵"Ӱ뷨ʵǹˡ"
װ°̧ͷûдĵϾΥ

˲Լͬѡ񣬿ĿȴȻͬ--ϢϢ
һģﵹ
"źȹ"װڷ￴Ĺٶ
"ڲ壬"Էһ͵ߣ"Ϊף"
ӽӹƱۣ΢Ц"ơƳôˣ"
ĺ꣬װĵЦ"˳ллġ"
"̹ʣ"һЦݣԷη̹ЩϽ͡"ʲôܰæ"
"Թ۾Ƕİ"
ЦúܽӲװ²ڵغģܿȹ--Ŀڿˡ
"װ£"߽"ΪʲôҪң"
ԷΪȻЦ"ȣûʲôģΪʲôһҪ֪"
"Ϊ--"ɤŸһֺܿ콵"Ϊ㣬"˵ţӵĽһ£"ҵĵ......"
"￴Ҫˣ"װԼͷǰĲɵس̡෴أˣΪԼĳЩĶ"ôǿ"һԷϢ"һҺѹ֪װСʨ......"
Ļû˵꣬Էڵվ뿪ӣܿĽһɧ--
"鵱룡"زԼӡ
"ѵĿһпɿ"ڷˡ
ǻ˵ΪԼʲôװ°һۣŲæصһ̻ҡ""̣˵"еĲƸȨѾˣΪȫбҪһ"Ưҳм
"˼Ҫȡ'"ŵЦţ"֪ǳֽõʵ뻹ʣµǮʲôơƳ--ѵǵԼ"
"Ȼй⡣"ЩԵøˣ"Ĺ֪λףǻô룿"ѻ˵ôܱƶԷת⣬һЩ
"ʲôô룿"װ˵ţѹûвµӣ"һǱңΪһں"Էȥ³һ--
"ǧһңɣ"
·ԵʹʯŮ÷ɯֱԼǻ
"𣿣"ŭץԷǵϡװ³˳ǣӵƱֽ"ôʲôΪø˲ǡ"
ˣҾԲĵ״һɲȻŭĳ嶯"......֪֪Լڸʲô"ţֳԷϻȥ
һ˲ͺˣҪ˵Ϻ󷢳졣ȥԼɵĺһһشиеʹ
װתޱԼʹǣ̧üë"ʲôԼ"˵"......ƾʲôң"
δһȭԷϻȥ˼ǿûе£ȧǺܿԳ--Ȼ顣
"............"ͷŹֵЦ"λң㻹ôҵȻѾȫˣ"ͼìܻ͵㺣ڳױ
װµţ󲻽һ²²⵽Ļ--
"ԹԪ׵޸λ̳з̳߱뽫ϸΪʥâݼµĲƲͼ̳Ȩ"
Ҳ˵һԼϵĴ󹫵ı͵ʧȥ˿ȫĲƸȨµ塣
"һʼƺˣ"
"˵أ"ԷʣЦа
һеسȥ--һ˲䣬ɱСӵĳ嶯--װ¶Կסһ¡
ղűµľƱλװ±˵ؽ顣
"--"ӷʹĲҽУ͸ĳ´Ƥ뼡⡣һʼûʶʲôΪֻǵľŰˣֱоԼѹ·巢ɪɪ
"װ£"æ𣬿һΪʹŤı顣ʧɫż򽫶Է𣬿ɹĵ̺ѾѪ߰ߡ
"ˣ"ش󺰣"ҽ......ޣ"
һȭϣȻװϥͳؿڶȥȫûϵʱ⵽ϮݺײڵءʱŶ--
"--"ߣԷѪܵһƬ"ô£"ݵĲڲԶĲŭһº͵Ӣ׼Ρ
װ½һִֻļͷ̽סһӵ뻳ԺһͷԷƺһ£ǿһԳ΢Ц--
"ˣ뿴ʹȥ......Ϳҽ......"


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ʱ֣ҽǲȺȥǼæµͻҵһϡֱڣǱÿ˻ʱ˵Ĵ󺰴¡
һضӵغ
Щ˿Сʱվһۿҽǽ̽Ƥȡ۾ҲգԼ·ѾʹľˣҪԷһеԸʼա
ڣʹǲλѾɾɴҲ˿ûиеɣȻ᲻ʹ
ҩãԷ˯ú죬ſͷϿ̲סСΪɢڱĳȫⷢҴ̼˿ڡ
ǸˣƬ̵һֱûȥվ߹ȥŴ--
"ҽȥ"ѾΪΣЮס
"߿ҪϢ"סӵѹúܵ͡
߹һҹæµź˿δ"ˣ"Բ˵"ʲôԵȵ......"
"Ҫ˵ô......"
˵ͻȻͳȥżǽڡȵ˫ۣԷþˣʹҲ޷
"ס֣о"һԺµ֪룬һֱ䱸ĶƺҪˡ
"ţ"ڷ˵ͳÿֲ˫ּı۰"Ҳ˭ڿʼҲٿ˺ҷĻӱ"
вֱҴʼձΪĳ˵ĸĴߣȻ
......
"......"ЦװѸղǿЦη壬"ʲôʸ......Ѿʧְˣ"
Ľٵһۣľתʧһѳʾ¾죬ԷջҪƿֱǰŴ򿪡
"ҪܵĻҹԶȥ"
Ǹͷ--
"£"ſֱһǰ"......"
"װ--"Ҳ˹ȥܿ콫ס㿴Ƶǳվڲǰ
װվĿ̹Ȼشˡûдµ¶ɴظСֳģȻԵԸˡ
"ҽȥ"̵ȡţ˿ɡ
""װ˵
"£"һۣЦ
""Էظ"һΡ"

ļ£װ˴ϣ԰׵ɫʾȷʵ൱ǿԼȻ̺ϵѪȴĿģӡֱࡣ
ʵϣӽǸ˾ûۿǸĹĽٲþʱʱѡΪֻԶԶǸ˵ˣָоֱܼ尾
"ҺܱǸ......ܵص˺"
"ʹһ̶ѡ"赭дܽĮһѱ˵ġ
ͷ"ϣ......"
"У"/"ԡ"ͬʱ
"£"ֱҪˡװ³΢΢һЦ"µĻһẰ㡣"ʵʡ
"......"
"㣬"˵ţƽգһۡһ¡"......ǵġ"૵ӣ߳ȥŹϡ
ԼڷıԵ
ܵȣӸǶôĿ̣ղ--һΡǰ⵱ɵĶһҹĿ飬ҲҽԷΪĻĺ--ɰСʨӸһͷװݵޣ
ѪˣȻ۲ѡ
ʹһǺʹƽҧһᣬôĲƤ......°̺......ô......
Űϵɴ鲻Խ߽--ÿһеĵı̢
"ʹ"ѯʡ
"ûʲôûȫȥ"װ»شȴûȥ
ؿЦνеۡ"һõҽȷ㲻ӡ"
"Ϊʲô"ԷΪȻ"ͦã......"
"˵"͵סĿ"Ҳ̵ģٲΪҵĹ"
װЦһ"Ϊгɾ͸أ"
"ҿЦ"ɾ͸Уʹһ𣿣"ţ˿׷ף"˵ţȥҪʹԷת......
"ң"װ´֣ϵؾܾˡ
Զԡ˺һ۾ĨĨͷ"ˣǲҪ˺֪Һںĸܡ"
װ²˵ĬòӾ£͸һضĳһɲǣԼֲ׽Ǹ޷԰εĻӰ
"ҺܱǸ......ЩҶǸ......"ʼȫЭ룬ࣺǲ˵ȷʵ
"ԼҷˣǱǮʲôʱ򻹶......" 
"Ҳỹ"
""Щ죬"ðɣ㣬......"ܿظɸУãǺǧˣ
"ԼҪհġ"Է
ԭأ"............Ļ"Լ΢Ц
"ˣҵĻ"װ¿Ŀ̹Ȼ"׼üɣ󹫴£"
"Ūң"ȥ˫֧--Լֱַʽʹķ̣"ҲԼǧ㣬ָһǸ壡"
˵꣬ȶԷķӦѹݺȥ
ͷɣ˵Դ棬󣬴ݼĽս쳣ңٵĺɿޱȡ
һʱ䣬ȫĿռ䶼ѹխķΧûκһС
"Ū˲......װ......̫......"ૣȻҡ
"............"װһЦţ"ΪԼĺҪ"
""
"ѷλĻΪڶ̳˵......ҲǸλðɣ"
Ȼ۾
"ҲᣡҲᵱǸĴ󹫣Ҳѷλ"˼ؾܾͷڶԷĲǡ̳ǰ--ˣŮڿҲۣ
"ȷ"װʡѵʲôͣ¶ؿűԼѹµĽ꣬ǸŵЦ⣬пᡣ
"............--"ش󺰵
"ƻõǲǣ"ҵгײ޷˼Էס"ģôңѾôˣ"
һ̣ĴָڶԷĺ·ȥ......
ȴɿˡӶԷʲô۽ʹ޵ϡ
һΣûгɹǸĽٽƿ--һΣƺûʧְ--Ȼ䵽£ĵϥǻʲôطʹ

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ŵѾƾͽˣ׵ҩͣΪͿ˴ģԷܾˣϵĹܼҲδ֡
ǣһĴߣûάʵׯ԰ҹɫҲĶȥ
ȻڹһĳҵҵϸĶšĳ͵λȫزҲԸϲȻֻ΢һ㡣Ѫ֮ΪǴ²ƸĸȣԼѾΪˡ
ǶֹŰ壬Ӱʱ١Ǹһ޲ðԼΪհ
ŲϲɣžƱƵؿҡҷ˸ʺɫ
ǰʹҲӲһ㣬Ϊνȱе
˵塣
Ǹװնֵȥ׷ȵ׽סҫ۷˿һ˿ƣڰʹΣŷİУȥֹô򵥡
ǸνݣȥƺҲӦɣһԼҲðһøѡȥλãȫȫΪĹҷ
Ϊʹһ㣬ȥһȫΪǸƻ˳ҲѾ޷ܾǸ˼һ--ôܽ""ˣһȵĹҡ
̫ˣҽƻȲ޿κΣԭԼݵôˣʲôʱʼأһۿʱ......
ʵʱԼѾ˰ɣ
Զ춯ԽԽˣҲӲ˱㰴崫ŵ
"ô£"ʵȴô
"ǰСˡ"Ϲܼһش
"㣬ڹ"
Էɫѣ̧̧üë
"СǴģ"ŵʵ飬Ҳ֪ģ"ƺ......λţַĦ"
ԺƽͣźƣĿⴹ·
ȻվļƱŵ߳䡣

鱾͹ϵװƷһһӳȥԽӵԽ졣ôɵģսŵʱذһŮ--"ڹҪ......"ǣû޹Ů˰ѻ˵꣬СϵĿ泯˹ȥ
ٺһʰˣԽԽϾͲðλϾԼĲҶڱʹĽ˳һģ
Ȼڴ򿪣վĶʱˣ񱻿߳Ƶͣڰһ
Ǹ˵ı............Ϻˣ滬......ţҪʱ
"ڹ"ͷʾŮͶºٳȥŵҧҧ촽ܵ˺һ̧ҪŵĶ£Ůһ£ûֶ
"ʲô£"ԷʣŮ˫ȻΪԼˡ
"Ǹ˶ʲô"ȻºָͣһֶŮͷ--Ķ̷ܿɰ--˿ûиܵԷһ´ɪ
"û......ûʲô"սս--ôˣһôˣڴͷ
µǣԷ΢΢һЦ
"ûϵҰɣ岻㸸װи......"ֶŮϸĸ첲쵽¡ŮŻˣȫëǽӲġ
"Ϊʲô˵"ЦʣŮֱһս
"......ҺܱǸ......"ͶˣԼħ"......Ҳô......ϴϴ˯"
"Һܿ"
ŮҶ
"............ֻе"
"жң"
"............"Լˡ
ͱĿ⻺̾"ԭôᰡ......"ЦĨһԼĶͷһ˲䣬Ȼܿ
"......"˵鲻ԽŶԷ̧ͷ۾
"Բ"˵ſ˫۽Ů뻳"ҲŪ......"ͷ
˫ѾԲ˼ޣ㹻һƿüԶȻܳȥ......
˫ظůĸо......ʵ׻Ǻģ룬һıӺ촽״˵......˫𽥻ָϡ
"......ûиǸһ......"񱻹ƻ˰㣬ĵѾõĻ˵˳--õǶ֪ࡣ"ֻϲһ......ֻϲ......"
ڽ죬λ˧緢ˣ˵ĴӰ־ϵŹİԣԶ㡣
"......˵......Ժ󶼲뿴......"Ů˵ҭĺ󱳣"ˣûϵ......Ǹûзȵļһ"
"ߣ˵Ķԣ"ǿΪЦ"Ǹûı"
"ˣװ......"ȥૣ"㲻ΪģϾ㻹ûô......"


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װ°һļݲһϣֹȻḡվǰҲûκ΢--ĵ׵ء
"ʲô£"ʵ
ǷǷ"ǵģո޸ĵĴλ̳з"˵"ȷǸҪ"
Է̧̧üë˵"ԸȫĵĹҺ͹⵱Ȼ˸жֻǸΪƺûбҪ÷ʽȥԼ"
"Ϊʲô"װ·ʣ"ҲΪֻ֣ܻУҲԼĺ"
""־ͱųǲסװ¶һۣŬ˵Լƽ"......ҪЦ"ѵЦ
"˵ʵ"
"ϵ۱ӣ"Ż˸ʮ֣װ²ΪȻ컨塣"ˣ˵"˵ţ˸ֵ̯Ķ"Ȼûʲô£ԻȥˣһҪɴ"վſȥûпĳ촦¶˵ҽƷ
"ǱǸ"๧ÿ·"ƻðɣ"ϳٵʺ
ӻͷ΢΢һЦ"ܺãлл"
Ȼˡ

ӻصңϴһεĽȡ˻ʿΪ˻
ɴȫǳСĵؽǽҿѧЩһĻʿڣ󲿷˿ѾϣɴҪòǷֹҩմ·ʹѡ
""ǩСĴһӲ裬Է΢΢鴤һ¡
"Բ𣬵£"æǸҺûµĳѪʵòƺһеö࣬ʹĻʿҲûȫ۵ȫȻ㶹= =|||
"ô"װʣ˵˺۵
"ܺãָúܺã"ش
ԷĬһ"°"ƽʡ
ĺ󱳣"......ġ"Ͼм鲣̫--ôͲ˵ѣ
װû˵ʲô̾·ɡȴĲάͷеĶĿϸɨǰƬ͹״£Ļȣ......
Ͻסߣǩʹһ¡
"ѿ--˵ʵ"
""һ£ʱᵽֲ"......ȫ"--ѿôܣ
װµı˼£ƺЦ"Ӧλָ"
ҧҧ촽"......ΪбҪĻ"
"Ϊ"ԷԻͷ"ɵģ跨ָ"ʵɫ䣺"벻Ҫô˵"
""ԷĮ׷ʡ
"ȻһᾡһŬ"ʵϣʹڵҲϣָǵģѿȻֻеź
װ³ϰ黹ڻеĺڷ˲ֻؿԼƽӡ
"Ϊʲô"ɫͱʤ
"Ϊ......"һ£"һ˺һǴԼһӡ"
ԷЦˣȻش𣬲ȴû˽--
"Ǳأ"
ۣܿ찧˵شߣ"һԼΪʲôñ˺"
"ھô"
"ǵġ"
װ΢Ц°תԼһݵǡ

굽ʱ˭û׼á
üȫķװ°ǵֽӵǰĲ輸ϡ帲ͷ棬д""Լ"һʵͯ"
žһ̻ζÿ˶
ʵǳ£ھŲֺԤɽ󱬷Ҳδ̫顣д÷ǳϸкܶǵѰӵĵûֵܷġӸʱڵƬ׶԰ѧıҵաһڳǱ԰ɢƬ¶ŵıǽڲ͵ĵġ
һķֽСҪһвǿĻ֧֡
Ǽһ𣿵Ȼװ°Ŷͷͷɳϣҧϸϸת
"ҵ绰һ¡"վһԵ֣"ѷ˵ĺҷ"
"£"Ҫֻżطʡ
"ҡ"Էƽ
ĬһʾǸֻݹȥװڽӹʱһۣ"?"
绰ܿͨһ˵
"ϰ壬㡣"װ¿żɽ
"ǣ"
"ʥâڵĻ뾡ϵ绰ңлл"
"Եȡ"˶ݵĳɺλӦòеĽŲ֤ȷʵְܾ
мӣϤ--
"ӵ£кιɣ"
"ɵĶ"ķԱܲá
һΪȻЦ"Ҳָ֪ʲôҪ֪ʵæ"
"ڱңȫ綼֪ʹұ¶ýĹע£"
"һܴ"Ц"Ҳ׾ͷˡ"
װЦ"Ǹ߹ҵ˽⡣"
ԷĬһ"˵Ļ̼ңҲΪԼʧܡ"Ȼƽ˵
װ¾Ƭ̣"лл֪ˡ"
"㻹ʲôڳĹ˭ܱ㣿"绰ͷ˺ȻǸе˲
"ǲùĵġ"
"......"Զԡ
"......ôˣ"ֹһСʣʹصȴš
绰ˡ
ɳֻﻬ䵽һߡ¶Ʊਣ˫΢΢𣺹ȻԤǶԵģԷҲԶᡣ
һԾͬǣûʤȯյԽСеɻʱһͿء


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һڣһоʧˡ
ҪҪһȥʱΪĹˡ
ƪйоصı֮󣬹""ĸŽ֮ǳš۽ȻǲͬѰȡǵһƪȫûᵽġ
ýʹԷع⣬ʹ޷ұ--ԼױǰȽȦƵ--ͶԸԣƲֻʤʧܶԷܵ˺롣
ˣʮСĵÿһ壬˿ʧصǳ¾ϸ飬κýĶӺͿ--Ϊ˺ԼʹԲԸˡ񣬵鷢չڵľʱں޵Ըӡ
"Ѿˡ"
սһݱʵݵؽ⼸ȫ˼ͷ--ҥԵԴ
Щ񶾵ġ֪ðͨ緢ɢϸǶλƻҵȤƷ򹤣סĳƾɹԢĸ췿ÿͬϴǹĳ......С˵ֿðɣΪҥߵ޳ܣжĳ˵ʹļסݻɫߵƵġǸĿǰ˽⣨Լ˽⣩Щܿġ
ɿ췭ű飬ûдֵÿһ֡󲿷ˣЩԼй"ܽӴ"ļһһӢŮԼղ˴װ²ӵŮװƬһӢĵ׼޳ܵһСֶӵĳԱȻԼڸùμֽʱӵ""һҵ־ʹԼߺ졣Щ˰Щһͳͳĳ嶯
ȫĿʱһ۵ֲ㱻ֵͷϵԹȥ
?ޱѷļԺܺãܿ뵽˭Լһ˵Ĺϵ

ߺ»ص鷿濴Ӣ˻ֵ̿ı鲻沢Ǹոڴ˷ʲôλ"ʼ"ѾǱŻһƹҡ·粨£װƵƵټÿζǵ
"ôˣ"װ۾ʣƺЩƣ룬˼ȫͶ뵽ȥղŵһͨɡ
"ģ㹻Ѳߡ"ƽʵİȫС
ʵ֯ĹжӣһЩͳýҲʼרú--ȻǲܱܵġοҲۼڳǱϣҿӿ˵еıʱܳһݡ
£Ҫһ˼ֱ쿪װҲûйÿ춼д󳼻ԶԿ--"ң΢еθк"--Ȼ۶ڶ⣬ʼ̩Ȼ֮
ôǿֹһĵʡ
"ʲô"
һĿӵײһĨǳɫŴδйů⡣"......ոյġ"˵ŽǷӡĳ־żݵװ¿ŷӡļŷ"ʰ̲Э"üͷһ塣
ݲݶдӺؽֽӽֱߵķֽ¨--
"׳գǾȻҪȥƴʹ"˵ˡ"ͬHIVһǻӹڵⲻ"
εò֪˵ʲôãҲ˸"ͬ"֮֯ӳΪԱάᰣװ²ڱκһǻֿȣһ־ҪΧ"ȫԸе"ѡ--ǻƣ
ҵ˭Ҳû뵽ӵķʽ""ӡͬҵľвȣһΣԵӱˡΪйֹϵԵȻ˴δǰйܾٶòɿóġ˵죬Ĺкͽǣ뿪ʱɥú˶ˣЩ--޷ʮȥȥȥ......
һ㣬ʵĽ
"ȥ磡"װµȼһ֧̺˵žһ졣"£"
"ܲһֱȥʿ賵ӡ"Էֵͷ˿--ΪһƬ֣--鵭Ȼįš
"......ðɡ"ЭˡʱķӲΪԷӡ
о֣Ƿʱ̣ӷֵ쳣ƽ򶨣ƽ֮÷·ʲôʱԼᱻƵġ
ʿܲԸؽԿףΪȥ۵ܳڻһӹжܵϷˡǰ˵ۼȺˣӲҪΪװºںذڰ֣ߣȥûʲôֱֹ֣Ϸ𽥴˾ΥĻе
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ǰδԼôط--װªʧ޵ľɳǱ--ڣԼ̤ڵذϵĽŲüȻֻ˰¶ѡ
ܶѾϤòҪΪ·һ·Ĺ͢Աεظɫ˪ƺԤʾٵȻûֽԷҲǰЩһ˸߲ҵصſӭӣΪӡ
ֵҵǣдĵصܰҶĮĻòЩж
ÿЩֻΪԼܿ롣ȻԷɳϣȣһûһµسţõű......
ϵǣǾ
һۿôľ벻Χһгȥӵ......סһƬҡ壬Ǿ֢ˡ
ĳ֣װ۾һ£ʲôҲ˵ؼ̣վԵüëĿͱˡһһȵ̬޿κвʡ
"ã¡"òֲʧ߰شкװ¿ֵеջ𣬵ǵ۴ӶԷڴȥһӾˡ
"ϵ......ָú"Сѿڶÿһڶм尾
װתת飬"ѾȬˣлġ"ϵᣬĮı鷴Եú㲡ˣղڸ߿пĳǱʱ
"ҺܱǸ"˵ţ̧ͷһԷΪȻգգۣ"㲻ר˵µİɣ" 
Цˣǰ治֪ó׵Ǹ/仹......
"˶ȥɡ"װºϵضΧ˷Ըе⣬"ϣ̸"õĿ˵վڶĺڷˡ
"벻Ҫôߣ"ᶨػؾԷûתϿҵؿһˡ
װ̧ͷԵĽ٣Լ񱻶ֶ--ս
"˵ɣ"ͷԲ"ҲӸ˵̫ˡ"
ǰˣʽĽֶû--ʼеЭ̶ܴҵġ
"ֻһ¡"ıƽ--ӣűСҲδؿ϶࿴һ--ԶԷ"ɵ"
װ̧̧üë"ȥˣ"νӡ
ôӲܣﺰ"Ϊʲô"ʣüë΢΢Եúܽ
"㲻ֻһ"
"شң"
𷢵΢΢һЦƺֳǫ"ϸĿһ--"
"Ūң"ŭˡ
""ʱȻҲĪĻشŪ
"ΪʲôҪ֪ĺ𣿣"ȥЩıȷŭʹġ
װ²Ųæذӽ̻Ҹס"Ҳǻ£"˵治ɫ"ҵ֪ø죬׬Ǯˣ"ɫ۾Ƶ"Դˣҵлл......"
"......"ҧݣ˫"Ǹ۲۵Ĺ"
"ˣ"Ļ޿ˡȻĴڣߵװǰȥ......
ֻûȫȥս󲿽ֹ"벻ҪԵʧ"ط档
Цһ"Ҫ"ͳɵزԷӴĵط"֪ʲô"̧̧üë
"ܵʲôľ"ԥػش
Цü򷢶"˵úܺã"Ż´"治ǡʥâҵʿ'ķӸУǿϧ......"Цſһװ£ʮֲ⣬"ǸѪСǰĹҶ"
"ջۣ"
"Ҳ֪Щô˰ɣԼ˺ʲô"
"......"Ľһ£ͻȻ˵κηĻãȻվһʱ˵ص"ǿɳܣھ¶һɥȮĴ......"
"죡"װ¾ŴĻɫ㡣"Ǹ"һԵԲ˵ԷסһϾͷļ֡װһվס--
"ʲôʸҵģ"ȻС......
֮ƺкܳһʱļž͵ؽ¶ıϲӵĸӱ顣
ڣػش"Ҳ"ָ̧϶ԷգĿˮ"Ϊҵġ"
װҧһδпǿҵ--ȫģԴ˸еԿϲ
"˰һߣ"װ½ݺݶת⺰
"ͣ£"Ҳһ"ߣ"˵ţǰ""ݵñŪס"ǿҵĴҳӦöұ־⡣"ˣϵ·վ֮ϵĿͣϺһʮӡ
ߵһǰĽòׯϵǣЦ"ллд˶Դк⡣"

"£Ѿˡ"
ǺԵʵǰǼصֱڿն𣬺ܿʧڿռʣķȻĵӰȴ֪άᰣĻĬĬţڸûȥŷһľϷԵİ
һ--ҵĽ--ȴ׾ӣΪš
Է˵Ҳͷſվһ߽ȥЩȷϵĳЩ˼㣬˲νððˡ
"¡"ǳغװ̧ͷµӱǷ޵Ⱦú
"Ҹղ......绰ޱѷ"С˵ЩҥԣЩŵʷȫӵ׫дת"ʼ"Ĵɢġ
"Щ......"
װЦˣ"ûǴĻ"ʵϣֻ©ѣûĵԼľͼӴ׵ȤζȻǱѾС˵ˡ
ʹüë"Ϊʲô"͸΢ζѾǰôˡ
"Ϊʲô'ôϲ⣿"װЦ"Ѿشˡ"ĬһĮ˵
"£"Ȼǰɷ˵סڷֱߵ֡װ¿ֿ֣΢Ц
ҵģ˵þõסԷţһǿҵĲϯȫһᱻƵġ
"......׼뿪"˳ı
Էû˵߶͸۾ֹ㶢ĳ̹ȻĬ
"ľô"ͷЩҭ
"ϲҸµ"ԷĻ
ս֣ͻأĹǽѵеۣ"......Ҳס"
һΣװת鿴"ôô˵"ɫ
"Բֻ............"ֹô뵽£ֻ......
--ҵģ
"£Ҳ......"
"ûʲô"װ³ͷ"ͦϲ㡣"˵"ΪҾȤ"


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ˣڴʿϨֵͲֵҹԭǸ൱ɵĹǴǰֻҪҹ賿ʱ߼ȦͿˡƽţ߾ɲСܹ˵ܿһ--ǰʼӵԱ״ηı䣬ӡԴʿ˶飬һжΪ˴󹫴İȫ
̲ס˸磬ӵͬʱһסɽ峿ϵĳǱտҲɭʢҲµĳ嶯
Ȼо߶͵ת´ֵͲ--ȻѾƣ˵ֱġ
ֵֵ̧˵ҫĿĹˣʿȻʱϳ˶Է--
"......£"ϲӣ"......"ܿ췢ֵ첻ѡ
"ϰ"װʶ̧ۿ˿ǰĽɫ΢Ц̾"ˣܿͻġ"
̫˵ĻãȻעӣԽԽԡװ²ᣬ"ܽһĳ"еʣ΢Цˡ
"Ȼ"Է˼ϰԵؾȥԿ--ƣӵ˽Ŀ¡
ӻеתء
"ھҪ"Կʡ
"ǵġ"װ¶֣""ºͼˣֱܾǷ
"˵......ڻӣ᲻̫磿"ʿæҵر
ʼ磬"˲ࡣ"
"Ŷ"ƶǶصͷħԿ׽˶Է
"жǮܽҵ"װõԿ׺ʡʿϽѱȫ˶ʮԷǶʮ飬ͷΪӰһһĶǰĿڴ--
"ĳ١"ļƯתȥ
ʿվԭأıӰطŴ
һСʱѾεڽȵȥӳоķ䱨--һյίεʹеϲԸӡ
һоѾ𴲲ϴϣ¹ڳӿȥ伫ˡӹתʱıԵúܾ--Ӱ룬ֽʽ֮以顣
ʿ벻ǣоڲֽ˲㽫ƿСųӵұȥԵɵȥٽ³ƿ--Ȼʧģڲ棬һ㣬ʿ֪ġ
һӣԷӷɫ¼ˣﻹ......
"ȫԱϣ죡"
ûʲôԷȻкʿСĵشȥһʾȻͷϬĿذ--
"ʿ?³ʿ߳ٵΪʧְʼˣ"С㱻Ǩŭˡ

۵ľɴڳڱ߾վǰͣ¡ֵԱڴ˯ӵ˼£Ȼм˿
Ϊߵʱ˿һµͼֱߵƾΨһһ߹ļҵһĹ·ҵ˴󲿷ֶͱ֣ҲߣƫƫڹϷΪԱʵڲ--ҲûҪϾˣϾЩͯ¶Զȥ
ȻĻôװЦһϨ򿪳ųп˰άᰣ󹫹硣

ͬʱ׶Ǳһɻҡ̵ʱ䰲ٺ˵İ칫Ž--
"֪ͨб߾վйעһɫ......ĳƺǶ٣"ͷѱͷ͵ǰʼʿԷ̱Լĳƺţظһ顣ڵĶʮ˷׷ж绰Ĵ绰ŵĳţ˿и
"ˣҵʱ֪»뿪"޹ڳٸǰ磬"ֻҽ賵Կףҵĳ......"
"ˣ"ֹ߶۾ͷغĨһͷΣ֪һѳԿ׵ݸԷ"ȥˡ"
ʿϳܳսսصһҶ
"ţ"ĳظ""
һ£ǰСؽӹ߽ԷȻλӢĳٵ˫İˡ

ʮӺ󣬴ӹϲһ߾վȵ㱨˵·ͣһĻɫڣͷ--Ȼǲ֪ʲôʵϣĿǰΪֹ֪ҴµĹԱֻиոյϢࡣ
"ôᷢ£" һĿĵÿһˡһ𴲾յֺŵͷŻ--󹫴ҳ......ʧˣţǸոƶļƻ¸¾͸üλˣôῪű߼ʵЦ
"ȷǳˣ"һ˿ʣֳܹصضͷ̲̾ס--
"ðҾ֪׼£̫һ᲻ùɿɣǷԷɺͳţͷ˶ʶˣһʲô......"
ȻֹĻû˵ȴɹرĿ̶ֲȣﾲֻʣѹֵĺɫᵽ˼㣬ۼŵĹжӿûע⵽ӵĶԳߣһϢй©ķչԲ롣
һ£ȻͳֻͨǸ--
"ãת......"
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֪ԼٹǱû뵽Ȼ죬Ǳعӭ
"ҳߣǾΪ"òƲΪȻ˵ſеƷ"ǵĵʲôˣ"
"ˣעôʣ"ɫһֺòҲ΢΢ü
ԷЦһ£"ô϶Ǵһ֮"--ͻĶ磿¶ĵɫСӲ̫ʱˣôôһŻұԼȥʰ--ǹɺݾЩĹôѺϷûУ
̾һԵĳóһֻµľϻ"......"ϻתȥŽɵؽӹ򿪣һˡ
һͷĽ𷢣õ˿Ĺ󣬲òҲ֪˭ġǰڴǣ鲻ԽֽȥϤʸбƵЩӯ
"ұܣ"ϸһר""ʲõؾܾްĵӡ
"·ԸͷһǧԪĵͼ۷ŵ"ĽٳŽ͵ͼֻϻӡ
ѸٽеԼ첲£"һǧԪǮˣ"ؼͬʱ֧Ʊ͸ֱʣɿдǩݵ"ʮŷԪҲ֪ǷܳøߣûԸĳЩı"üвûء
ǵǾ仰ִ֮вʵذ֧Ʊպá
"ʲô"Ӹղŵ֪һҪϢĬһᣬ"һš"Ըػش
ͷ"ҿ"˵ʱŬԼ
Էԥһ£һֱڻֽݵĵؽչȴԸӡ
д"ͷȥ׬Ǯҵ˻õ㡣P.S.ҿ˭ĳӣܳ͸ΪL?˹١"
ʣһű׼Լ޶࣬϶Ҳ޷ǼʮҵԼκϢ
"......˹٣"һһ߰ۺ÷ŽԼ´ؿŵľٶδ档
"......׵ա"е˵ѣѾ˲ľһˡ
ٴεͷ"ѳӸ˭ˣ"ͻȻֱʣ"ô԰ҸĶˣ"
"ˣ۵ǵµȥ"
ڰ֣۾ƺʹԼ侲
"мգÿǶ٣"
"ʲôҲûߵʱһǰʼ˶ʮŷԪ"
"ʲôҲû"ȵͷ˵ʱҲȻһģǼĬˡ
÷ǳɼ治һۣ"ĵ绰ң"Ҫסֻȥɿ찴ź룬ܿͨ--
"գͣδȫţϵڱܼӷڵĸ󺽿ո......ܱ߹Ҳעȥһװ»װ²?˹ٵ˲ܱ--ǱܶԷݣ"
ϣѵ绰׻ԭ"ҿлл"̹ʶľϵ壬Ծ͸˻˵......

˽·ͣ£ԵĽ˰ַڳ׼˳ؿľٶȻֳȥĸ첲--
"ȷ"ʣҲڴ"ʵҰѻ͵ϾͿֱȥ裬ԸĻ......"
˧¶˵΢Ц"лˣ"׽ƿ
"ȵȣ"˾ϰݵغԷͷü"Ҹҵĵ绰룡"Ȼ˵ţӳǰʣ˺̺иǵһдԼĵ绰롣"㵽˰ʲô鷳Ļ......"
"лл"ԷЦŽ²ŽԼţпڴȻͷս
ǸǼȶ̶ǳ±˴촽뵽ſһʱ˵֮Ѿ룬΢ʪĴЩ
"ллҳ͡"˧ЦһΣ򿪳ȥ

װվڹ·ϡڵĸоöˣλĵĻ˾İɽѪǵķ˳
Ĺ·ƺûôƽ̹ĳҲٵöࡣһûǺ߱ϾɵһطΥԸ
ղǸ˵˾ڲˣΪ̫˳·ĿǰطԭĿĵزôǸ˵ǽº񾭳Ϊ˰ĳäĿжµʧ--ڸо㣬Ҫи̳ͺˡ
öķ𽥿
"٣˧磬"˵ǳ࣬װͣ½Ų
һӲʮĶ̷Ůͨսĳ̽ԴкδôŮôõĳɫ޻ȫ¡
"ȥ裬˳·"̹ʵŮͷɫ۾գգǳ--ôһ˲䣬װ¾Լⳤࡣ
װ˳ԷһҲûУԼ--ĳ˵Ƕ--ȹǲס޳ȣջ¶һءѣĵƺҪĳ߳
"ˣҽаأ"ŮҽֵܵĽͷ
"װ¡"ش"ллҴ"
"ûʲô˭ϲ˧أЦ"


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"Ҳҳߣ"
װµͷ"ôˣ"--Է۾̫š
"ûʲôǷ"ʼ˵ʳڵأɢ˵
"ߵúִٰܲɣŴǵǮͳ"˵"ҳǺ浫ǮɲУֽȻ徭ҵÿֽû취ôżҲ취ϵ㣬ϴܳ......"
"ӣ"װ¸еȤ
"źߣ"Ůӣ"----Ҽ޸һҼûıˣÿֻǧ顣ǧεһֱǰҵ"
"ľȤ"Цŵʵ˵ſ벻ôˡ
"аɣҶ췳ˣ"˵ҡҡͷǿȡ"Ҫһͳһȥأһϴڼ"̾"ʱʵϲ棬Ϊղ--һͺϲң᲻÷......ðɣʵҵѣһΣʱӮһ......"
ͣ۾¶ľװ²֪˵ʲôɴౣֳĬ--óŮദҲӲǡ
"Ů"ͻȻʵװһܸɴ˵"ͬ"
Ůüë"ðɣʵûʲô......"Ϳɹɫ촽ɰؾһ¡
"ϲ㶹ˣҼҵıԶζ"ԼƵԷǰƼڸ˿Ͳ˵ĵϰתͰؾ˸"ллŮʿ"
Ӻõϰ屳һڹϵַվǰҡҡλεسеƮƮȻҪװ衣
λ͵ǧС㣬ˣȴһһ¶޷ܵרƺ͹͵ʶ--Ϊ˳һĲȿһĳƫԶСǣԭĿĵظԶˡ
ôЩ׵£ȻԼҲŵġ
֪ôģܰľ棬ʵ˵кܶûľá

ǵ첢ʣ谵ĹߴӸߴ͸룬Żҳľʱɿ--󹫱¸˵ôͰףӼֱ£ʹż¶ЦҲӲ˽š
"ôˣﲻ"ߵ⹫ĵ--ɭĴǱġ
"ҽҲһĹ⹫"ղŷ´ʹؿ⡣
"Ȼ¬Ǽҵк̳⹫Ĺù¡"
"ǹѾ뿪ˣ˵Ҳ......"
"ϵ۰ҥԣ"⹫صۣߺ뱻"Ȼɷ򣬻ǵСӡ"
"СӣһλС"ʣ˵ȤϢ
"ȻǺƯСӡ"⹫ıһӺͷ"ںСܿͻ㣬úһˣҪŬԼ㹻ǿ׳ܱ"
ЩСмκˣ"һģ"ȸԾʯ۾ô"һŬһԶӣ"
⹫Ц"ҵ"
......
"Ǹ......"
"ţ"ִٵ̧ͷڲԶǰ۾С˵"Ѿˡ"
"Ŷ"æ......
һӰɿ߹
"ÿ"֣λϣ˷ֽؿĻϹȥʱ򣬿Ѿ˺üʼ
"ҲΪȨµ˽ʼ"ѵԷЦ"ھҸǰ˵⻰Ƚã"ղŵоҧҧû˵ʲô
ʵϣЩʼ͹档"Ȼ䣡ʧݣ"һһ߱Թܲκΰ۵Ķ
"ιĸѣ"زˣʼ⡣
վ֣"ÿ"
"ֻҪһѾͿˣ"ͷˣȫڳ˳һ˸վſָָ㻹ܸЩʲô
סԸָǸַ--Щַֻ"shaun"ҳƵһεҲһˡ
ʼ֣ĻҲգһ¡
ϣĴǺͱ൱ܿҳߵʵֻ˵˽»һˣϣԷע⣬Ϣ뼰ʱظʼ
"дĶЩʲôֱıɱӢ"ʼĿֿʼˣһһؿװдФʼЩʡԴʴɧ
"ٴҪ鿴µʼ"סòش˵ԷȻվס½--
һŭŤĿϬ׺ݣ"ٸװģ"õͳв"û׷ʧְѾܲˣ"
˵꣬ӶƵĽԷƵһߡ˺󼸲е̨ߣɫãȻ·ʧ˻һþûж
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"˵ʵͷ⣬񱻺й"ڲŷ⣬סдµơװʶضĺӾգûоʲôס
"˵棡"Ůֹ˼£ĳ̶ȣװ֪ԭ˵زβ--Ȼû츳
"ȵ˰Ҵȥҵʣúһ£һ˧̣ԼòǷ"ԷѵĿϲ"ˣҲͬŶòϧ̫ˣƲϲ͡"
"ν......"װ˵Ŵ˸Ƿ
Ȼתͷһľ߶Ҫų»һֱȥ֪ʱ
"ô"Էʡ
"ûʲô"Ůգۣòã"˵ûڲٵˡ"
װ΢۾һ£¶΢ЦҲû˵ʲô˫۱أͷڿϿʼ
ûô˯ãСùݵĸ̫һ˲֪ڸʲôƹƹҵ˴ҹֵǰľȴΪȣ˯ͬһͷġ
ԷƺǷģΪ̹ԼͬԵ--ŮԶͬôһûɵκͺøСô˵װ»Ǿ̫--⼸궼ҳߵģô˵λϲʵڷǳʧְ
λǷǳ۰λֶŮģֻĳԭŮ䱾--ԴˣһĽǷʽԡ
ΪʲôӳԺ뿪أʲôջǣڵˣ·ζ㶹׽ԲصĿУ......ǳڶĳЩεӱܣ
װԹԵĬĬЦԣǷиط""

ڴ˸Ƿۺ󿴵治Զص--ͬŨڵӰϾĿеΣصͷ˫Ƶսϥͷ
һȥˡӵѾʧʮСʱİάᰣûԼľӣ˾ֺͻʼӱûпɹٷǲװԱĿǰľ濴þֻҪ鷳ˣҵ˽˱ԱĿǰΨһѡˡ
֪Լòӵĸ롣еԼܱ΢ûҲûϣ˽ûУֻŰˡ
ֱҲ̫ȷʲôӵĳߣôͻȻΪʲôʱֿ뿨ŮȰ˵--Ͼɹһβ
ȥӦԱֶαӵôҲûԼȫ˵ڲ⾡ȫѰӣͬʱҲԼӰֹЩɢ--ȻҲǺô--ЩȲϵģԲλࡣ
--ֻǾãȤ
һ뷨ˣߣûס£ĸ߹Լ۾ɬ

"Ů˸˵"ĴСҶϵ绰߷ߵرԹΪǰûԤԼλո߳ʦû̴ĳʱװֳϻΪС񣬶Ůİ̬߱ա
ͷһȻԼߵĽˣһʱǿ˧ˣʧ
װµȫ⣬ɿ"֪?Ůɳ"ʣȻѾĿĵأǵðϵҲøڶˡ
"ʲô"Ůȵװ˲õԤС"ʶô£"
"ţ......ĸ׵ѡ"Ȩ֮˻ش
"ô˵"һϲ""
"Ŷɡ"ֽѾµˡ
ת˲֮£Ůʼһ
"Ҿúо......"˵"ǰ㡣"
"֮ǰһֱ"װƽػشרעؿŽֵϳˮ
""Էͷ"ȥȥ˹ά˹"²
"ŦԼ"
"ŦԼס죡"
"Ŷ"˧ű𴦵ͷ"ܸɳô"Ȼţп̣ȡһ֧ߡ
죬ǰؽ̴£"Ȼ˧Ҫ˵Ըϲ㣡Ůˣ"
װ´գҲգ"ô"ƽȡһ֧Ůһϵоٶ"ǿĻ˭˵"
Էûе̣һбȥԲ"ллҴʳޣ......"
"ȵȣ"˫סĸ첲"Ҹô......ҳ"
װһ漴ջ֣΢ЦŰסŮǿСë׵ͷһ¡£Ůͨ԰ɣv

ʵ˵ڳʵе硣
һ߼ζǰǶλӵġȻһ--ȷе˵ǰСһ¶--㱻оķ쵽ӦõλӾ
˵˽ƼƷͼƺжӵɫ--"úüˣ"
ϵúܿ죬ϰԳΪѾƣ˵лӦȥˣҲûÆ¡Ȼòô˳ڵòܵȼʱʱעĿ
"ʲô"һһߴʳθںܺãȫûŮ͵Ĺǡ
"˹١"װ»ش"ôͻȻ⣿"
"ŶֻǾʶŮĻǵļ˺ܿҲʶ"
"ûмˡ"
Ů۾Էǽ͵"Ҹĸˣֻһ裬"
˼صͷ"Ҳǡ"޾ɵ˵"Ȼĸ׻ڣҸû͸һٻˡˣֶζԭǲŲȫҡ"أ
"ô˵㻹Ǻܲ"װһ--ζȷʵ
"ߣ"Ů֮Աǣ"Ųĵģֻǲ뿴ҵǮ˴ߡһҲҸϳȥʼղƻӣ"
"֮ǰ"㽵۾"һҸˣ飬ЩǮܵԶԶģָΪļ϶벻ǶһǮǿ......"
Сһ䣬ǰɫ̡װ˳߻ͷɫװ׳˳
"С㣬"ΪǸòɫͷ˳Ůͷ˸"òǱǸ"
"ģ"׼ǲϰܣ˾䲻Ǹײ˵ĻժϥϵĲͽӵһߡ
"С㣬δɣԴ˺"ԷΪòز""תװ£׺ݶˣ"֮ǰʲôСһ......"
"װ£ߣ"վȥǣԷ֡
"С㣡"
"죡"ŭ
𷢵˶¸ĨĲͽŲæվ˫Ͷƣ"Ǽˡ"
"һ£"ǸΪ׵غסװͣסŲ
ԷͳǮóüɫĳƱ"ллСһˣϣԴ±ּĬ"
װ¿˿Ǯ̧ͷ֮ӡĿⲻϬЩɻȴԷĸѹ鲻Խؽס塣
"Ȥ"ЦһöԷ㶵һ£Ѹ°ͳԼǰס
ȫûϵôһ£˫۹ĵòٴˣɥʧȫ˼ǸӢɫɷо󻹲Ųæ촽޳ܵʾ--
"¼öˣҺҲʡ"˵ţĶԷաֶϵĺһСڣһֻö֮سſȥ
"װ£"ͼ׷ȥվΧγ"һҵģ"ش󺰵"ס˵Ļ--ҿ"
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ѾˣڳǸ伢װϰͳ̵һ
ʵ˵ھߵò̫--ûʳǸַжͷϵǮ񲻵ʮˣ·жǷԽ⳵·ϵ˲٣ɲ֪ôÿ˶ҪʱȻȻض㿪ˡ
ǵĶν̬ȥô߱ԵĻǻǺԸԮֵ--ƴǻ£ֻҪԼ𺦡
·ĿĵǰУһ·߹һ·ƣԼӰӳɳתʧִһµӰӡûûˡ
ʻСװ±ܵתͷһۣǳɫŷĳ콵䡣
"Ҫ"˵һˣ۾ȥ˹ģǰел
װûᣬǰԷٳӢߣ"۰ɣ"˵Ϸĺᶯ˼£ʡ
ʱͣ½ŲݳҲͣ³㿪šװ˹ȥ˵ıЦЦŤţ"ͦƯ"̰´಻ס˵˳
""ȥƳţȴ˿--װϥǵ档
"ιʲô"ݳ߶緢ˡ𷢵˧ǰҧ΢ЦаԸС곤ʶԾϽ˻ȥ𳵴ѾˣԷ׼ȷƯ̻ҴӴﵯ˽ȥ
"--"˴ŻŵرܿδϨͷ˫һӽûĽװ濴ùЦ--ûùôһֻ̻Ҹأ
ûȤɧѸȥװվԭЦºͳ--ղһ̫ȼĲֶˡ
վרĵص̣ȫûΧʲô--˭ֻ뵽һͨɫػնֵز
ҺãһŮ˵ļоڱǸĳײǰѸٳһԵΪִûиԼ㹻ıײڼӲĵשʹҪ
"û°ɣ"ܺλŮʿܹο"ţѪˣȥҽԺ"
װ¿һ¼򣬳ӱƣ˵Ѫеţ׵ǲᡣ"ûʲôһСˡ"վòлȻ·£ϧԷ֪ȷеλãֺֻɳܻļϡ
"лл"ֿظлԷ"ĲȥҽԺĲȥ"ŮȻϲϰݡװ´ſЦõı뿪Ĺػ

"......ҵ˰ʲôʱȥģ......ǵģҺ--ôȺͰ......Ȼͻάʵ£һᴦ⣡"
"һȺ"ذֻɳһӣƣĨһһҹĲ߲ݺղʮض·ʩʵǸ漣
ΪϣñزƵĻݲ衣"һɿȣ"ҪʼܹܲΪȻ"ˣûϢˣҹԼ״˿Ӱ쵽ʲô"Ȱοãȴָһʵ
"ҵľܺã"̵"Ӧöһ˲ǡ"ۿ˿ڶĻʼӳε顣
ԷȻܿעӣͷ߳䡣
һֱĿ뿪ƣĽŲԶȥڣ̾һȲСһڣܹܴȥ䡣֮ǰǸ뿪ûõ˸߻--ǰͷʪꤵģˮ--һڵĺڿȣλϡ
"һŨĿȣлл"ջߺܹ˵

ŵ㣬ʰ÷ڵһк߳ȥѴŴ--翪ţЩŮ˵߶
ſڵ龰һüëôҲ˺Ǻߣ·࣬ͷҲܸɾ--ƯĽ𷢣Ǹˣͷ͡
"٣߿ҪҾͽоˣ"ź󣬰˺شϡǸ׳ˣ±꣬ȫΪС졣Ǹϥͷ˯ļһﶯһ£СƵҡҡԴȻ̧Ǹ൱Ӣк
һ£"......Ҫʲô"תΪ˲һ룬Ǻƺ--ŵǳɫȥ
걣Ա֣кǽ֣ȻȻߣǷҼӲˡ
"ţˣ"ԱһСطԷ"ٰɣҪȥҽԺҪҸ⳵ɣ"ƵغҹػһͨԷҡͷ"......ûϵ......"Ϊղѣɳƣϧ"Ů"
ʲô˳ԾСɵ´ȥͦǵĽ˧--Ȼֱ˵ɳŮ˵ֺͷţ
"......ȵȣ"Աӿк"°ɣҸ㵹õĿȣ"
Ϊ˲ŵż絽ĿˣҪǱܿȺŮԱǶС˧ɧţ˰쵽Լİ칫ҼϢңΪһڵĿȡ
"Ѿ绰άŵС˵ˣ˵ȷϴϾͻ̡סڽܻ㵽Ľͨô⡣" ˽͵һĿתؿŶԷطûټŮôƯˣ˸пʵҲ㷢ˡ
òǷ˵ݰɣ룬ţпܣ

ԼСʱŮˡƽʱǺٹԼĵģٲ˱Χסѿһ
Ȼûϵ˭ڵϵʱ򣬲֪ıԱŮѶԷͳ--һλ֪ꣿ⻰ʱŮֻЩ죺һһⳡǰָҪô붼ܹŹ֡
ԱΪŴ򿪣չʱȴʧɫ--
"......"
һֻտȱŪĽάᰣιԪ--װ²ӵ¡
"......"ŮȻԷҼ磬۾ֵ"ˣ"
һǿҵĽͷӿĲʶסԼ죬"ɯ绰Ŭҽ"һ߷ԸŮһ߱Ҫк--ôƣվˣͷ......ţʲô
"Ұ"װ´ţп֧ƱչݸŮ"Ǹҿˡ"΢Ц˵
üͷһ壬ɷ˵رסͷԼͷ"˵˱˵......ҵĺ......"סأĸװ°ɢķУ۾--
"......"С˵Цӡ
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賿ʱ˸--ǳˣԴ޿κ--˯˴ԼСʱʱ̺ӣ˵ŮΪϵġܳ˺ܾҲǵվʲôҲͲ˼ȥл
ȻźΣ۰ײѪ˿Ƕݵ˯һҲ㲻ϰȣڴ»ᷢʲô˼ţӬƵξƣȰҹĥˡ
ֵѾһˣûп£ǸʼȥϢˡһȻڸϾΪԭ𺦵λ˵Ľ͸ˡ
ԸһŮȥΪһȣȻɳ߳¡ַ£һ
Ǹӡǰꡣߣ룬˵ȡҪ֮ʶؽ......
̾Сش˯Ķϲ֮ྐྵȻЦˡ
ͷʸкȻǰǾúɢң˿һ˳ֻ𲻾ǰһ糿Ϊ֮ŽӵңԷڴŷˢͷĶģĽ𷢻ӳˢ们ֲ˿ɼ
ҲԭͷʱͬĶʱ飬ʹȻʱϣԼˣ
ǰǸ˵ģ˵ʧȥ˴ڵȫ--ˡӵĳϵʧְ⹫֪£׼ᱻ¬ǼҳӴ˳ʧȥػʥâʸ
ĺҪںʵ......
"ִÿ"
ŵֲ̧ͷڳɷ˵Ӵߡ
"ҼǵⶫѾˡ"þĿϵĿﰫһص
"Բ𣬴ˣֻǸպ￴......"
"ҲǲģȻѾҵĶҲ뿴κ˶зǷݵͷ"
"û......"ͻȻ˱飬ٱ--˻ѡ
ĨĨ"Բ𣬲ˡ"Ǹͳһ֧Ʊݵǰ"ҲܽµĶת"
"Ҫʲô"ض"ٸҿЦ"ǲм΢Ц"ѵҪΥԸ"
""ǰһӼ"Ӧòǵı⡣"
۾"ı⣿"ʮ̧̧üë"˼˵......ʵڡֱŤ'"
"Ϊڲʱ"ش--Ȼ˵"ô˵ɣ"--ȥòĺӡһתݸ--
"ʱ'"Զ˵"ǡǡ෴Ϊʱð齲ˣ"
ԷͻȻǿӲѲ˸еȺ
"Ҫʲô㲻ƾʲôߣ"ͱ˵˵ʹͷ"ˣҪϢ......"ҪѣǱˡ
"лҺܺã"ȻûзŹĴ㣬"ѡ뿪ҺԾôдﶼطúã"
"֪ΪĹʲô𣿣"ָΧˣ"ֻȥȥִǸʲôӳûһܵΪӦеһУĸʱҲûһάᰣ¶棻ˣȴͻȻðһȺһҪȥǸƧ΢͹--Ŷʮ꣡˭𣿣"
ֱ˿ʯͷˮϳʱĳĬ·ͷˮ˲䡣ÿ˶һֻǵķӦȵʹ
"лл......Щ"һ˵ܼѣѧƵġ"ʹҲԼְ"˱仯̧ͷ޾ɫؿŲ
"ҳԼû㹻ΪѹҪҷԼʹҲ̫С¬Ǽҵˣ"ת˸ת䣬ͻȻñȸղŻʮ㡣
"⣬ϣҲ÷ʡһԼΪϢ¸ͻȻߣ"
ԭղŵĺԾȵȻǴ𲻽ðɣ"ô˵һжҵĴǰЩ£أʲôƳǱһӣ"
"ˣ"
"˵Ļˣ˭ڰǸҳߵС"
"Ҳƺ£ص£"
"أҲΪĳ˱ͷվأ"
"ûУ"
"װģΪҿФ룡һʵ......"
飡ȭϣһֲĲЩˤڵءܿԼçײϾԷ۵λȨƶǲġȻûǸֳҲһȭ£һĽʹ𡣵ûí;Էײڵء
˱˴˵ְŤڵϴòɿǸԵΧһȫ֪βֹ˴Ͷȫûע⵽ΧһСܹܲŲæߵǸͣսҲòκǡ
"λˣʱͣһ"ܹܴɤӣǰĴ"ոյ֪Ϣҵˡ"
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ŮŻĲߵߴ˸ǰ´ëĳһ
žһƴϣԷתؿ޹ˡһ벻׹صͷ
ûžһ¼磬ʹȴ
̲סһŮһôǵѴ˫ʹỨŵ˫ָۣᴥһգ·鵽ǹʹȻüëһ͵ı顣ƺԿǸ
ȲΪ̧°Ϳǣţ"صʮǰͲǰôˣ"
"Բ𣬷ˡ"ӣС˵
"ҵǸʲôã"Ůһ"ȥɣڶ¥Ŀͷҽڸ顣"
"ôˣ"ͬؾ곤Ůʿһ
"е˵ˡ"ƽؽͣ˸"ǰʧ"ƣ˳Ƭ̱ȿֺر¥ȥ
"ôˣôƫƫ"ǵıӰҡҡͷ˵һְסͷڵ˫ֻۣ¶΢Ц촽

ڶ¥ǸλǣҵȷʵڴϡӢŤ˵Ϊʹ໹Ǳʲôˮʪ˶ǰһֻֽץͷһǣһֻ·߸¡ıʲô
ͻȻ䣬һ̴ٵľΣıչҲ˳ʱӸ߸¡ıһ˵Դɫͷʪͷװ´ЦЦ"......ô"˵ܿ˻ȥ
"ܺã......"Ц˵һ±ǸѾģĽԲ۾촽úܱȥЩƻ"ҼʶˣΣʮ......"ͷһ¶Էţ£һ·ϲӡ촽......
"ô......"ҧװµĶ˵"ǲǿԼһ......"ָǸλѹ
𷢵ӣЦһ"......ʼɣϸ......"дԵɤջöԷ
"ȻҲκν......"۾촽֣µ"Һ......"˵ţԷȣ߸̧Լ򣬰ֱ𱳣ȥԼ°
Ȼûѿȫžʱ˴򿪣ǽϷһ
?Ŭҽ㵵ؿվſڵˣɷӷ·ӵġ
"Ҵ"ȥȽ곤Ǹ
"--"վһڷ˼ȷţҪǿǵһˣԼѾڵˡ
ǣλݸ߹ȫûҪǵ˼סҽ°ͣʹֵĶԷ¿ŵʹſˮβΪǿ־--˵ĿҪƵġ
װüë˦ҽĿ貿ѾûʲôӦˡ"ûϢ"һ䣬̧Ƚ߳ѡ
ҽ䵽ϣԼĳºЬӣ˲ϴèˮƵ߹ǰŶ
Ͽյеôװڴĵץץͷתͷʣµ̧̧üë--ղϳƵ--
"˭"&С=_=+++
εĳĬžķ䣬˼ȾͣڸԵλã¶Լóıʱš
Ȼʲô̼һ£ĲѸٵװµĴߣָ߸߾𡣵Ǳأһɱߣչ˫۲һеؽԷס򱧽ԼԼļȥĹ--ǲûз
̾˿ջֺ˼£һ޿κεı顣ʲô֪ƵģȻӵӣ
װ¶û˿õĵطһ£Ȼ۾ЦˣΪԷס˵ļʹÿˡ

磬ʧװ²ӱƽͻ˰άᰣһ
"Ф"
װٴμΥĺѡϴһ˱ؾѺţǱסˡ˵ǱҴڣǴܣΪ˱ⱻĹжǾ죬ֻô²ߡ
"Ҿ֪ˣ"Ф"ʲôܻ'ֵܣҪһԼңЩ쵰"߿ˣܲԸΪɰ
Фվװǰɷ˵סı۰"ô£㻻......ţˣ˭ɵģĸ쵰ɵģ"վԵ--УֱͻȻӵס--
"ûʲôһ蹷ѡ"װ˵ţȭͷѱ󴷴˼¡ФõÿҲ
"............"С˵"ҺܱǸ......"
ԷЦһ"£˭ں......"

ΪһЩĪ⣬ִˡȻͲסƣܹܴ˵Ȱ˵뷿Ϣ
"һ˭Ū㣡"
ĵƣװʼ磬תԼˡ
ûйأŽȥˣοؿǸٴվ
"£Ը......"ǰ֧Ʊ˳ȥװ½ӹ󿴵ǩ"ʮ󷽡"Цһֵ˻ȥ"·ס"
Էһ£ͷ֧Ʊ·Ż--ν̬֪껹ǻϲ
"Ǵˣ"װͻȻʵתת鲻֪λش"˭ȶ֣"ָƵȧұܿգգ۾"......"Сػش
"лл"װ΢΢һЦˬĶ̷òţβһ鶯ף¶˲
·𿴵һȫİףƲסȻĶ"£"Ľһסӵ֣Ŀ⼱Сװûջأؿڵȴʲô
"벻Ҫ......뿪ˡ"
˵ʱʶ˶Է֣װ²ûбֳ˿Ĳ졣ָڶԷԺŵһװͷ--
"ҵĸûйҵҪһطš"С˵ţ·ֻ"ҷ......ҺĲûġ'ˡ"

Էߵĺ΢΢ſ죬ԷֻĲӱȥ

68

ߵ㣬ˬ紩߸ߵĴӿһɽֵ¡
̧⣬˹س˳ߵڣأܲмӡ·ŮͲһСʱĹ򣬴ӳӵİŪÿһ趼ϵĸʽˣȻһ˿ʵǷǳĩֶŮûڿĵһ˵˿СĻ
СĵӲ֪ԽԽˣǰּͬСèĵ񾹱ЦæһһҪٰһף룬ȫĶһ׮Ҫϡ
ͬʢװĮף"ȥͨһ"κʱҪ˵졣
ǣ˿ûҪִе˼ջѵҲûʸ񷢳ðɣ˳Ҳ¸Ǹ˵
"ˣ𩤩"
Ѿˡţĳֹ򷭵ţ̰ӿһʰ
"........................"
վλÿ﷢һУԵı顣Ȼᣬ֪⻹⣬Էת˫ۿȻ޳ܵسһЦ
˫ȭ"£һΪѾ׼ˡ"
ķûӰ쵽ĳ˵Է۶գһ©һ˴սս̽ͷһģˣΧ˸ڵ˿ߵ˫Ϊۺڡ
"........."ʦ˹?˹˲ǣèվ
"ˣ"ǰĽʹԼ"......"һֵƤջԷ
"£......"ʦΣȥ᲻ֺ¼ˡỹʵռϷ磬˹ץԼֻۺɫİٱ䣬˺ܴһȦƹѪһɭµĲӳݡ
""װҡͷһ̧һˣ"Ҫ"
"ˣ"һߵǰ"ǸǻǸͷĲ......"ۿԷ䣬ӽһ¡
"Ŷ"װ²ΪȻͷ"Ѿˡ"ȥŲæɲʱȥۣ"Ӧһ"ѵ˵"Ͼ......"
"ʱҲ˵óֻͺˡ"
"......"̾ս졣
"ʲ£"ԷӶĹ̺ʹƵ¡ۿǿסջСӾڸԣʣ
"Ҫ㿴"˵
"϶翴ˡ"
"㩤"
װЦ˼ͷŭɶ"Ц"ҧ̺΢΢һЦһ£ͻȻӿһɼ¶
"Ҫ㿴......"ͷӽͰ͵ͳһġƺֽ""ǰװ½ӹĵش򿪿
"ͼŵԼԭд1801꣬Լ˫ֱǰҶ󹫺Ϳ·-ֲǵȡ"ƽ˵
"Ϊʲң"װ°ֽһ"ҵķ"
"Ҳ......"촽"еЩѹԸ⣬ٵҲ......Ӵϡ"רװ£Ŀů
"Ҳ뿴κβɡ"
Էû˵̧ͷĿתؿܳһʱ䣬ȵÿҪϢ᲻ƿߡ
Ȼ˫۾"׳գܲɡ"һϷ˵΢Ц
ŵһֻ֣ѸסԷѾ˫ۣƽصǡ
ˮɫĹŶֽƮڵ̺ϣû˿졣
"............ˣͣ"˺ܴŬѿԽԽҵӵǩЩǡķӦʼðͷˡ
װЦǣ"ȷ"
"Ц......"ĻͻȻססҪƵɫ䡣
ʵҲһ˰ĿɩЩŦ۲֪ʲʱ򱻽⿪˩ָظŪʱеΣĵǿҵħܾʹ˷Ź
"㲻ڵ·ŪĻ......"װ¼ջһֻֻ⿪ԼĳŦ......
......
"......ٿ......"
"......Ҿ............ĵˣ"
Ϣ˵άǿɶʹһŤȻ˵
װְס棬ܴ΢΢ɫЦЦ
"ң......"
һ£ݵ˲·ǧٴΡ
"ǵģ......"

͸ĸʽãׯϵԹϹܷƮռ䡣ǸʹӢĽ˹ڻĺɫ˿޵ϣְʥʹǫѷɢɴϡ
ߵΨһ㣬ÿһڶڳߵЩ
"......ҽǵĽ̻ᡢҺάɵĹ塢аڴԸԼģӽӽϵ......"
ƽˮׯ϶ʥ࣬ͣסΧʱ䡣
"ˣװ²?Լ˹?׵ϣ??˹ɵ?ʥâ"
̾ǶװβƤڣϵ"ڴ˴ϵΪʥĹάᰣ󹫹֮װ²"
ӴǶϵڣӹȨִ֣Ӵ˳ΪһλϮľȻ˿ĽǶȣ˸üĶñѹۡ
ҵ˵һ죬һٲ仰"ʣɳ......"
ǵ졶άǿѶͷеһ仰ǹδ󹫼ϸݱֽûùΪұ˼ʽʱڽſڣһμɵŮ뾯Աִв֤ʵδ󹫱µĹĸɯ?˹Ůʿ
"ȻҸŮķţ"
װ´Թһ߰Ѻòµͷһһݺڵϩխֽѱһˣ
"ɷԲ˹ٷΪŮʿ"شǰµĶһһʰڽһμλ˼Ůʿ󹫵Ʃժ̫һǣ˫ϬǳɫͷŵϤϢ
"ʲ᣿Ů˵ͷǹǰ⣿"װ´ΪȻ"άᰣ"
"Ҫܾ룿"󲻽⩤ϴ׼Ф뼮Ǻܸɴ
"ΪʲҪͬ⣿"װֱ׳طʡ"ûڲŮͬ......"˵ȻĬ"ţǻ"Цһ
"ʱ"תԷ⣺"......£"װǰһֽ򣬰ͷ"ʱҶµʱ......"ºͶᣬ"϶ҵ"
""׹æϣ"......"
""һյǰɫ˫ͱˣ顣
"ð......Щ"ԷһſŽ⿪Ŧۣ"ģ"
ڷ˺ӿ죬ȴ޷"......ţ"
װ½"㻹ǵʱ"΢ȵϢڶԷ촽ϡ
"ҡ"ЦЦ
۾Լ"ϣ֪ǣ²ΪҪһֱ............"
Ļһסװºҧ촽һ£׿ԥȫȻͶ˽ȥչ˫۽Է뻳У½ʹǵŵ˴˵ˮһݣġ
"............"ֿ˲䣬ʧૡװٴס˫鼤ҡ
"Ҳں......"˵һ¶Է׺Լĳ£ȥ"ں㰮˭ĸŮ˽......Ҫ㣬......"ٴα貿"͵ø......"
һ£"Զ"Сװ˲Ǽ⣬"ϲ˵"
ԷὩסӣרעؿ˫ۣ""˵ɫ飬"ΪǱ......"
"......װ......"
ĻǴսװ¶˵ģԷ۽ǡ
װĬؿһߣҪγѪ
"Ҫ֤"ľ˵ȷ
"ţ"
û׹װ˳ƽƵᴲϣѸϩ
"ҲǲǵһΣ"˫ߣǸֳΣն˵΢Ц"㲻⣬´ҪҵĴûˣ"
"......"
"......˵رġ"
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