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    ǱߵСȴЦЦǸҪ͸˭
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    Ĺϻ̯żջõͼ壬ԱߵļϹһ·
    չɭȡݸһǡ
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    ֻǼ򵥵һȴĵĺ
    һǲûкܿش
    ֱչɭסʣΣ
    Цһܺá
    չɭû˵תͷ̨ǺȻʲô߹ȥ޸˼
    ֮üƬ̣һ̧ۣע⵽һӣЦЦؿ
    ...ѧƵģ
    ...
    һֶƬ̣¶ûˣֱ³ˡ
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    ˡ
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    յչɭߣЦŵ涺
    չɭסƬ̣Ȼסϣ|𣿡

5


    չɭ⻰˵ļΪһ˲סˡ
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    ˵ذƿֿš
    ⣬ֻعͷɨһչɭ޳壬ҵ㣬ߵҲ...չҵϵ¿ɲá
    ʵ׷ףһȻû˵ֻģϾԽϷȡ
    չɭûбһ仰ֻվԭأֱһǹŵű˱ۡ
    ֱǻ˱ĴС
    ȻӮˣصһǲûʲôʹĸоԴġϴʱ򣬶һֱڻչɭǾ仰|𣿡
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    ϢݴͬС죬ǸȻûʱ䣬ʾֻ뵥ظһԸ
    һǼѹĵĶĸУɾеϢһһչεĺ΢ţϢһ
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    չɭǲᣬ⻰ݣȴתϲˡ
    չ˼룬ּûǮĻôƯˣ
    شĹ
    չЩܻʱķծǵ˳ʱˣۿԼͽҪ帣ǹĶӲΨһвŻ˽ȴѹԸ
    *
    ʱһڼ￴籾̨ʡ
    չɭ
    չľͷŻԱݵǰ
    һǽӹû˵չľͷȴתͷҪߣһ仰˵
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    ûǾ䡰ʶʳڣչɭӭչ˹ȥ
    չθûüӦһȭͺХֱ

6


    չɭ߽һ׾ţȻƣСܾԷһͨټһֱȭٶȺȶʤչΡ
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    չɭס˼룬Ѿȫԭصһǣɫڣ䵭Źϡ
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    ˸ڰʦ͵ˡ
    Էڼ䣬˶ûô˵ȺڳԷһҲûʲôȻֻСΣƵģ˶Ρ
    Ϊֻ˵һٷ·ȴɱŵʦ
    ˷ֱӻ˼ңݵʱһǲɵֿһͰ̴
    ȻǱɾһ˿ۼ
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    һƤһۣҲ˵תߡ

7


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    һǡ
    չɭǺܵͳģƽͳԵö飬ǺĮгһǡʱȴһֺرζƽֻΪ˱϶г˵֣Ǿͺ͵ȴڽг˿ڡ
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    һǾȣ㻹
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    һǶסζĪЦЦŶ|أûй

8

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12

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13

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14

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15

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16

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    ˵ĻӰһǣȴҲôһ˲ķ̨µչɭ
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    һǵȴǳ˳
    ǣ׳ûа취ԼĹʧ
    ںϷûκβأ˳˳ˮСʱ
    еƹϨ˼룬ޱߵĺڰУ̨µĹЩɧ
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    Ϊ̫ȣѾϷľװףһ׳°ھ
    ǰѵ̨һԣ˶׳ںԱǵĸлȻΪǵһҲ˵˼䣬޷ǱлǼ仰
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    ԼԼܿĸӳŽľ㣬⻭εչɭɲǼʧ
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    лĻҲˣϯϵƹ̨֮ϵĵƹҲ˲Ϩ
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17

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    չɭȴ˵Ĺͨûһϣ˫İס˭ֻҪÿף
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    ɣһ˵ǿԶ㿪ġ
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    ľͷص㣬ײ˵ھǾס
    
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18

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19

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21

ڶʮһ
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    Σ
    һñӳ˿ȻᲢȥ⽨ͬϾ̳Щֶһˣ˼ɲôڻδվȽŸֱôݣٺһ
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    չɭȻܹоóһеĬãֱӦ˲뿪˵㲻õġ
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    һᴦãЩǡ
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    ЩαթӬӪˣɰ̫ˡ
    ˳˷ɢȥ˸һӰԺ
    ûз磬ɺ䣬һǰѰΧ˲һչɭȻѰ֣
    һӣ䡣
    չɭһۣ󲻷һץһԼĴ¿ڴ
    ҹȳĴܵһҲ൱Ŀ
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    ӰԺܶˣ°һӰ¡ҲһһŮϣЩۡ
    չɭȡƱס׻ǰĶ鿴һ󣬻عͷʣҪʲô
    һȴס
    ¥㰲ȫŵĹսǴչɭû˵ͱס촽
    һ˲֮չɭܿ췴Ϊѹڸɾǽϣߴȫ

22

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    ִϵȫѹƵĸоǰûйֹϵУһǴѹƵһ
    ڣ˶չɭǽ֮䣬ȴȻһִûйĿֽڴֺˡ
    ǲֻ֮չɭĺЩңһǶһһԲ
    ѡvipλ˫ɳãֻ֮ߵķֶ߹ͷ
    һǱĴҪѹչɭһЩ˵¡ľͷֻǿαϣûбͼ˼
    һأԷ˰죬ĪԺҪôɨˡ
    ֮侲һ㡣Ҳһʱˣľʹʼÿչɭô侲
    ո׼רĿӰʱչɭȴ˹סָʮָϡ
    չɭƺָܴ޳ůʮָյһɲǣĳֵͨһһֻû
    Щˡ
    չɭǲĶ۾ͬʱ֪Ϊ˰οʲôָĥֱָ
    ϸСĴУȴżζһ̲ͨͨˣչȥչɭĶ䣬֮
    չɭֵֻһѹ֡
    һķӦЦ塣
    СʱĵӰȴһֱûɿ
    ȥ·ϣչɭӵչĵ绰
    չ滹Ǹ²ĵģЦŵλʽһˣ
    ⻰չɭԺȴȸֳһ˵ǷüͷҽѾ˵ˡ
    չҲûգ֧ģڷչһˣͬ𣿡
    ...û
    绰ͷչ˶٣˵ǰδ...ֻ˵һ룬ζͣ
    Ժ󲻻ˡ
    չɭ⻰˵նֺ¶ȡչȴˡĵǣչɭΪ˱չΣƣźһһġû룬չɭȴ˵Ļ
    ӣģС֮ˡ
    Ǿͺáչ˵̾Ϣһ...֪һףеʱҲ̫ˣ̳սȱĵطʱҪ
    չɭֻĬĬˣȴûлش
    չأЦһ֪˲ҳ߶ЩҲֻ˵һΣҲܼǵס
    ...
    չɭͷһһǣûҾ͹ˡ
    չһȴʲôƵģмᣬ̫˲ȥȥɣһ͵İ칫ҡ
    չɭףչϯᣬ˵˾Ҫ̽繫ݣ˽ӣ˳ļ̳ˡ
    ã
    ֻ֪չչǱôġôչǾưոݵġһ㣬չס
    չɭҲû£Ժֵʲôأǲ漰һǣ㲻չαƵ·øһݣһҲá
    *
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    ˵׼ջ֣һȴץЦţ
    չɭۣˣһйҪ
    һһЦưŵģܳ㻹ôֻΪչɭǲǵ£ֵһžͻᱻԼϣҲԸˡ
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    һ̾˿ˣǲԸ⣬Ҳǿģûôɫ
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    չɭôվڴǰ˯⡣
    أԿЦһʵһǣɫӦŶԡҪӵһǣҪռ뷨ԾưҹһͷײԼǰʱ򣬾Ѿѿ
    ֱԼϧؽ͹ҵ׶ڵסΪⳡͻʽһֱȥˡ
    һȴ֪
    һＤҵĿռУһֿѹ͡
    ͺһάִϵԼܱøӲͬһ㡣һȴԲ⡣
    *
    СȻԺ廹Ǻ飬ҪԱңԴεһʼͻԱ
    ûݳһ׼ȥ̽
    չɭ˷¶ּ֮ϻع˾
    յ칫ңͽӵһǷ΢ţ׼ȥСΣԼ
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    Ļϵһ֣һʧЦ˵ȥʲôֲ졣һִȴôôŤ˹ϵŶԷȥ̽Ӧͦ顣
    һһֵɾ»һ֣á
    죬չɭĹ쳣֣ϴαӰ칫ҸϳĲƷΪףü˾ܲʱа壬ż޹ؽҪϸⲻţֵû
    չɭһϸ֪⼸˭ָʾϾǸҾܲϼ´ָûʲôɣض˳
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    չȻǲǩֽԼצ
    ±˽֡
    չɭЩƣüģʱphoebeŽ˵չܣǽµճ̰š
    չɭӹļһ룬̧ۿ飬ӦǶ³ȥ
    beۣ³˵ûʱ䣬Ϊμӡ
    .....
    ľƻϾŵӣҪҸ˾𣿡
    չɭ˿ʱ䣬ã°֮¡
    °֮չɭȥһǣһȥСεļҡ
    СסĵǲԶκ°߷ڣ·϶µһͿ·ڵֺƣźôȥ
    СֻΪһһ̺Цţȴڿչɭ֮ɫһ˲Ϳ
    ôҲרҵԱܿһЦݣݡ
    һȴ˴ϣڴͷ¶ȣãûա
    ǰСÿǵղˡ
    СЦץס֣Ǹ磬ʵҸûһ飬ʦ˵˵ܻȥ
    һüͷ֣׳εһԡ
    չɭſϣһ˵Ļ
    СȻоĿ⣬ɲΪץסһǵֲš
    һҲδκβȻֻΪ˲Ҫ׽Щ
    չɭһĵȥ|ͣҪ̰һǲ븹ܰġ

23

ڶʮ
    С飬Ͳ̫áһʱ˳·ࡣ
    Ҳûʲô󰭣ֻǺȻеճˣһǱԼһȥࡣ
    СιԹԵطſЦ˵ллǸ硣
    һ˳Դлʲôл
    ǰ߳ңչɭž͸˹
    һǰŵ΢¯Ҫ˵͸о
    չɭӱ§ס°ͷϣһǡ
    һЦһץס֣ôЩˣͲеһ㡣
    չɭĬ
    һֻΪǲϰ͵ܣҲû˵ֱֻ
    ʱչɭȴס°ͣתס촽
    ǲֻ࣬չɭҪȷʲôƵģżǿռһֱ̽еûûصģĮԳֵˡ
    һǱŤòӶʹˣתƨ⡣
    ׵ֻ˴صıϢлวʱϷɳɳֱ΢¯һһǲŻعļǿƿ
    Ȼ촽ֿˣչɭȴһҲſ
    һǸое㷴ǲɵЦôˣСеճˣأҲˣ
    չɭ˵ȴǲſ
    һϸסһ΢еΣˣʲô»ȥ˵ȰСζ˹ȥһˡ
    ˵ְοԵĶ䡣
    һǱǴСζ˵ңɸմ΢¯óͱչɭ˹ȥҽӹȥ֮һԲؾֱȥҡ
    СڴͷŴŴ⣬Ťͷȴչɭˣڴͷϣֻһۡ
    СδĿУܵĵ⡣
    һǱҲûСκ࣬Դ˵һе£ҪˣúϢ
    СȻ²ᣬʱҲ˵ʲôϾ˼ԱߣֻõͷãǸ·Сġ
    СμһǱչɭôˣɿľͷƺ˵±ͻȻ˵㻵˼ʵĻ˻ȥ׼ľͷԼﲻסȿڡ
    ȴǵ͹չɭɧľͷһ仰û˵ֱصС¥£ͣˣ˵ȻؼҰɡ
    һǿŵĶͣ㻹£
    һƻᡣ
    һǻȻ˵ͷá
    ˳Ԣ˼ȴַüʻĳ
    չɭ´û˵һѾԴգЦţȸǸ£þƻϱ˹ˡ
    չɭ֪뵽ʲôͻȻˡ
    ƻɺСʱμӵκһһƿɳ¡
    ֻһˣչڵţ硣
    ȻʮúܺãȻƣһˡ
    ҲңңؿչɭֻûʲôرķӦ
    ȻǺչɭģƲϹµҰֲ˵չμ־ƻᣬӵ壬ȷʵ൱ڹ
    ǰչҪ飬ҲǲԵģǰǰѹ˾ԼĶչΡ
    ڣȻչԼȻԼҲ׸
    ԼмŰٷ֮Ĺɷݣټչİٷ֮ţֻҪʹֶΣչ㣬Ǿܺչ࿹ˡȻչﵽжٹɷݣţͷҲᳬٷ֮ʮ
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    絹رչɭһߣԼǲĶӣΪͷۡ
    ϯչɭФһ졣
    Фǳ棬ȻģչȻû˵ôʺƵΪϯۻᣬ̬ȡҪΪ̳ˡ
    Խʲô㣿
    չɭһۣ...ֹ˾
    Фû뵽ôֱ׵ر¶ҰģűЦһͷҿ㸸ҲҪ㣬Сǿˣúøɣһ֧ġ
    չɭ˵˾䣬л
    ФΪ̸˻;ͽˣչɭȴȻһЩϵרҵ⡣
    ȻФҲ̹ϵػشˡ˵꣬ȴֲһЩָ˸
    ԼĹ˾Ҳ׼Ĺ滮ܺչҺȻٺòˡҴ˾ܰﵽչɭҲδˣһչɭĳ˼̳ˣӮĺøУԺĺȻҲ˳Щ
    Ӿƻؼҵ·ϣչɭѾɿع滮ͼФĽȥƷһЩҲһЩ
    Ҫǵһ֣ܶҵǹ˾վϵµĽӿں
    еļƷзʦѾˡ
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    ͣóվ¥̧ͷһʮһǵķ仹ǵƻͨ
    ¥һ̧š
    һǺܿ͹ˣ˶ҲȥЦ˵ս㡣
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    һģشᣬͷûйζɡ
    չɭȴվԭûжɫЩ֡
    ֻ֣
    һȴ֪شչĴǣЦˣô£ȵģĻҿҪˡ
    չɭֱ۶סšһǱⷴӦЦˣץס·ֹš
    ѹϣĶ䣬ζĪЦһûԷ
    Ӧ֮ǰչɭѾԷסѵض˶...ʲô
    һǱ붺һ˲侹ĺҲԸеУɫʱͰˣЦ㡣
    չɭûӦ͸оһʪȵĺᡣֻһϸ΢ĽӴչɭȴԭһ˲䱻ȼһɵļֱײһͷ£һͷϣѪҺ̾ըˡ
    һǵշתĴϣոһչɭȴסϡ
    ǵϯľһҵǡ
    һȻḻǵʱŻýУǻɷ־Ӷ࣬û֡
    һʱҲемܣֻץչɭ·ҲֻʾƢ䱾ػǡţȵҲԽԽһǳ㣬ֻдӶԷܻһ㡣
    ֮ǲŽһǻţʪüҪˮչɭҲòȥȻ·ǶŻǣһҪͷͨ߷ֱһڴ༸ɤ۶
    ǣĳݵĲλȻӲͦӳȴ侲ħֻ˵֣

24

ڶʮ
    һѾܾû鶯ˡֻһǶѡ
    ΢˻ҪסԼȻĵȴɨչɭ
    ľͷ촩ĺ㣬Ѿ˷ӦĲλȻԳ
    һ˲䣬һЩԾǽҲЩ⡣Ҳû룬־ҪͽӸǣ...
    չɭȴץסֹĶ
    һǳһ˿Ц⣬ô׼磿
    չɭɫûһ˿һ侲Ϳƣ...㡣
    ҪҲ㡣һջ֣ɨһۣûκξ飬Ūô죿
    չɭû˵ֻ˫ްӿ
    ȻûڣһǴкԶ֡롣
    һǻôЩ꣬1԰Լίκһ¡
    ˵ڣЦЦѡҪô㣬ҪôҲְ㣬㶼Ը⣬ôôԼңҲû
    Ȼ²Ըô޾չɭˣҲôߣġ
    Ȼ˵ĺܿᣬʵЩ
    ŲŵȴشʱչɭȴζĪضһȻתͷˡ
    һֱصԼңһ죬һǲŻع
    ʲô
    һﵽʲô˼
    һšüͷڷⲽֱͷ
    ˭˭ȻǸҪ⣬ǲ뱻Ͼֱ˵Լְ˲ôЩԺ̸
    һһɻ𣬼ֱ嵽
    أ˰ȥϴ裬ͷɳϣֺҵذѱӵ̺ϡ
    Ǹ㲻ľͷЩʲô״̬صûϵôôλֹϰİǼһﵽû񾭣
    һ뵽չɭ鶯ȴּƵģȴ
    һסģģ룬ʵǼһ΢˵ĺһ壬Լ˵ҲԸԵģȻûκξ飬Լִû0һһԣҲǺܲ顣
    Ͼչɭκ˶ͬչɭ
    һǻص˰죬˯⣬չɭһֱԺ֮ȥ彥
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    ͷԼʵ̫ˣֻǻĻ棬|
    ȥǲеġ
    һԼ˴
    Ҳûףô˯ʱİtȥչɭš
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    չɭȻǸϴ裬Ѿ˿ɵtͿӡ
    һɤӣڳһ侲...㻹ô
    չɭȴģģһ
    һͷ򴽵ʵ...ҸղҲǸ˼ߡ
    Ϊ˵һԼ˼Ѿ㹻ˡ
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    չɭ˳̨ˡסһǣרע...á
    һ˿
    ĬŶƬ̣һǵֲƮ棬...Լˣ
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    ԴϲһǣͲԼǵ¶ˣҪ϶̲סһǵ壬ãԸһǷһḡλá
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    չɭĬ
    һҡҡͷˣϢɣҲȥ˯ˡ
    չɭ˵
    һһתͷ˼ȴ˻סԴĶͷҲ˵ֱˡ
    ǽڣȴշתһҹߡ
    ôԷĲ࣬Ѿŵ˺üΣȴǽ벻⡣
    Ҳ֪˴
    ҲԽǿԽǺ°ɡ
    *
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    Դܼ൥˸СᣬԼ˼ְѸոְļƷзʦ۵һ𣬿˸ᣬȷԺ׶εСĿʹĿꡣ
    ʱѾˡ
    ǴֱӻؼҸһвͣճ˰칫ţͽӵһǵĵ绰Ŀȵ꣬Ѿ˲ͣ͵ˡ
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    չɭ˿˵ҡ
    ˾뿧ȵ굹Ҳ̫Զչɭȥ·ϣǱһǵǺСˡ
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    һһЩζЦ⻰ô˵
    СƲƲ죬㲻֪ǰÿιҶܺԵظоϰƽʱһһֱ㣬ʲô˵
    ⻰Ǽٵģһ΢ЦţһֱҾϲˣ
    ǵȻʽڱϿܲϰȴԳϰɴûôƹˡ
    һȻǸ˵ģҲûйıֻ֣ĬĬŲ̋Ϸŵߣ΢΢ȴй¶
    С͵͵һۣ...أϰô
    һЦһǸľͷ飬˱Ťʹ˸̨ףҲŲӲ
    Ȼ˵òʲôûĳζ
    СմԹ԰Ļ˹Ǿϲ
    һʼ磬Ҳûзϡ
    յ磬˲ࡣ
    չɭŽ֮ȴ˲Ŀ⡣
    ȳÿǿûб飬һܿ
    ϾˣĿ˶˵زϼĻ⡣
    һˣһתʵ׼ôؼң
    չɭȵĶһ٣...ûмҡ
    ĸأ
    ȥˡ
    ǸνĸףҲ˱¼ҡ
    һĬĬ̾˿ɵͷһҼңΣĸҲһģǿԽ
    չɭ̧ۿ˿ȴҡҡͷá

25

ڶʮ
    ʵոأһǾ֪Ļش𣬴˿⵭֣ҲûжķӦֻЦЦԤԼڼҴţ
    չɭ𿧷Ⱥһڣһ
    һʣȴüͷС˹
    СЦСܹôϰ塣
    չɭѿǰһƣˣ
    ԭǼȱҾʱ˱ҵġ
    ôζãٴһһҡ
    Сص̨ģһǶסչɭüۣʣ˳𣿡
    Ȼǲ˳ģ֮⣬ҪԸչΣ⻹Ҫܶ»ĸɡ
    չɭû˵ֻá
    һ֪չɭӣʹиʲô£˵Ҳʲġ
    ǳĬã̽Ե飬ȥ̣
    һȥ棬һĹսǴ
    ﲢǷ·Σ˲࣬սǴ·谵Ƕ˵˵黰
    һעŴӴݳģģ룬ʱ򣬺ӵ
    չɭֻǵͷԼЬ⣬֪Щʲô
    绰ʱһһӿڴֻһλס
    һͨǱߵĺŵһը˹ѾæʲôأûӰ
    һǸЦݳ£Ķоȥ档
    ڶˣûݳɣϽȺȾƷһ¡
    æأû
    ûݳ㻹æɶλһƣһ߳绰¡
    һһչɭЦæأҡ
    һ⻰λըˣæ˸Ƨĵطȵȣʲô˼˦ǼĬֹˣļĻ˭ɶ
    һǳĬ룬Ӳת˻⣬ٺȵɣھưɣû˸ʬ
    תƻ⣬·ͨȥݣ㹴ָŶӵأѾͦļӻͦ󣬻Ҫ㻨ʱݣ
    λ̫ˣûѳסߵüֱҪƷݶ
    һ±չɭ㲻ģסͲѹʱȥ㡣˵겻ȻشֱӹҶˡ
    Ǳλ׶ѾҶϵĵ绰ֱš
    аˣһǻݱ˵ʱǶԷ˧þ춯أϼõˡ
    һ˿ֻŻؿڴչɭ̧ۿʣ˭
    һǳ˿̣ģλס
    ûҪ̸˼չɭҲûʣĬΣ...ң
    һ￩һ£ȴЦЦǰҪȻģš
    չɭ̧۶סݡұҲġ
    仰ʵ̫߳ˣû˵
    ԣһǵɫζѹȥЦ֪Ѿݵˡ
    չɭϰ˵ܺ͵飬ȴ൱ʵס
    һǰǽϣشȥĴǡ
    չɭĺ̾ͱ˽࣬һǸоˣɵûʲô飬ܲסò֪ȤɿЦĶ䡣
    Сգڵĳ˾ϰӦûһתͷȴָղŵλȻˡ
    Χαϴš
    СһתһԹУɲһȥ¶˰ɡ
    ôţһԹŽ
    ױƵģ̰ѿȸչɭ˹ȥչɭҲˣǺЩĲɣֻ˵ͷ
    ҲûٶֱӽΧһˡ
    ΪСգɵسǵıӰ˸ָ
    *
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    һǲɵؿʻչɭأЦһعȥõǺܺãǸ
    Ǳλ̻˼Ӵֵĸ̾ţѾʼˣǸĻźҿɲĸ¶
    ...ûԺлԿ˵
    ⼸ֵʱһǵЩġ
    չɭԸ˵Լ1Ǿ;0ȻҲʶ£˵Ըʵ̫ˣһǶԴкѵ֪ҪԼ0ϰһ뵽Լڱ£ͷǳܲˡ
    Ǳߵλȴǿֲ¶ûĴˣֱ
    һûֻĬĬĻ°ֻŻؿڴ
    ֵ־أչɭȡѵˣѹûһǰȥվڵݿھ˵
    һǽŲһ٣˲һǧɡ
    ǸˣϰߣʱضҪڵϷһɽȴ᲻ˡ
    һֱӦ0ǲչɭҪһֱȥҲԸˣ
    ǿЦЦ
    һǻؼϴ裬ɳϣոλ׷ˡ
    ǻûϴ٣ѾҪת˰ɣΪʲôûϣ
    һǿЦһʵڲ֪Ҫôء
    ˵λףɽgayȦκһˣ֪չɭ̸Ҫһ̶ɡ
    ʱôޱ߼ʵغ˼롣
    Ȼչɭ
    ľͷһԿףݹ˵ҼҵԿס
    һǿϣЦҸ
    չɭסʱ
    һŶһӹ˵𣿡
    չɭû˵ֻԴĶͷ
    ÿڼſڷֿһܻһǡȴûС
    ͷϸоȵĴУһ˲һ͡
    Ӧľͷһɡ
    ˭û˵˺þáһǺ޲̰ϽˣǸ
    չɭɫҲԽԽҲһ뷨ҪռС
    գ˭Ҳûж
    չɭ˻ɤӣ˵˾䣬תˡ
    һݶߴıӰȻˣѿڶչɭ
    չɭͣ½Ųͷ
    ...Ҳ̫á
    *
    ڶݳӡ
    һؾˣ緹Ҳûԣֱȥ˾Ժ
    ȥ·ϣչɭϢˣѾȥԺ·ϡ
    չɭܿͻˣֻһ֣á
    beȵط֣չ׼ϰˡ
    ˲Ʒзʦһµʱ䣬һºҪȫµϽµĹӦ̽ӿڡ
    չĹΪͣ˹˾ʾҪ緹
    չɭͷĹͺһȥ˸һ
    ͣչȥϴּ䡣
    еϣȺɫҴңģʱʱһ󺮷硣
    չɭһӵĽŲŽĺͬϴּεˡ
    عͷӦɫ־ţ
    չɭӦƿӱϴּ䡣
    ϴּӦȻչ
    þҲ˹һ߰οչɭһָӦ¥Ѿ˳ϿŪ¥ҽԺ
    չɭüͷƿǼӦƾһ֮չᱧӦóһͨþǰ·¥ͣţ

26

ڶʮ
    ͵ҽԺչ̱ƽ˸벡˼顣
    ɽһˣҽԺĸ߲쵼Ҳн飬ֱӸŪvip໤ҡ
    չɭҽйȥʣʲôˣ
    ...ӡ
    Ȼƽʱûйְ֣ҲǰٷְûԹ֮飬ֹؼʱ̣չɭأֻñ˵Լݡ
    ȫɽж֪չֻһӣֽչΡ
    ҽӹ֤һ˲üͷ
    ʱһСʿŽѹʣʦλչвĻߣϵǼǵļ𣿡
    ҽʾԵȣ´һչɭ֪չֻһӣչΡлڱ𣿡
    Сʿһֱ͵͵ؿչɭ⻰׹յҽߵ˵ʲô
    ־ֵ÷з˵չ治֪ĶŪ˸ӣչɭ˺ü͵ĵչɭƬ
    ӢóףСʿȻϵó
    껰ҽüͷøˣ֤չɭԻʿ̰żȡ˵תչɭǼǽǮ
    ǼǽǮĹУչɭȫһԲüͷ
    ҽ˵չ֮ǰͷ˺һֱҽԺƣвǻûлʹ
    ʱҪֻ˼ȡչĺƽˣǻûκѵļ
    չɭϵphoebeϵչʦ
    չǷѣûκȨκξȻǶӣڻںûʲô֤ݣõİ취ǽʦΪ
    ʦϵ֮ȵҽ˽Ȼŵ
    չɭվڲǰֲڴۿչ档
    ʵ͹ۿչȻˣһķȣټĲһ󸹱㣬ΪĲЩݣҲ൱Ӣ
    Ȼչɭò󲿷Ŵĸ׵òüۼӢȴչ档
    ھôؿչ浹ҲûôĿˡ
    ʦչɭȥҽԺԱߵһҿȵꡣ
    չɭ̧ۿʲô㣿
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    չɭЦһҲ
    ⻰ʦһʱеûӦ
    ˿˽ӣΪĵľǲƲ̳˰ɣȻչ沢ûʲôҪֶȥļ󣬵ܹҪúô̽һԼδжټ̳ȨҪİɣ
    ...֪ʲô
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    ʦʶӵʵôչ档չӢͷļҲ൱ڵչΣЩ̶ֻ̺չθ߶ˡ
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    á
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    ʦչɭվչλú档
    »ԱҪʲôѲھҪˣûǵͶƱͬ⣿
    ʦɤӣЦЦλΪչĴˣ˿ҪһЩ顣
    ˵˷ˣչأȨ֪ʲô
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    ʦ治ɫչĹɶڳֽ̬£ȨôҪΪλһ鷨𣿡
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    ʦָ壬ַһ¼뿪ˡ
    չɭֻվչλ󣬲û¡
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    ܵ˵ͷһװƲ
    û£鵽˽ˡ
    м룬ӵŴ˷չɭһֱվȵ˶ˣܲļ˵úøɣʱȥ֡
    չɭòصͷˡ
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    һǵݳ뿪ʱӦѾڻؼҵ·ˡ
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    һǱ绰ȥʵģָڲ˼룬ȴû¡
    Ӧø˴һЩռġһô롣

27

ڶʮ
    һǸڰ͸о˴ӺһԴ
    ǵ̶žƵλס
    ѾڿϹˣ
    һЦôң
    ɲң㣬һղﰡλ˵һҡε¡
    һֻЦһû˵
    λ۾бλأôûһ׼ƣ
    һǶ𱭾ƣʲôƵĺһڣæ
    λһҵˣ˭ôжһæһưɹ졣
    ˵أһǵĵ绰ˣչɭ
    һǲλ״ս뿴˽ͨŵߣܲõסĻҲ̫ˡ
    չɭ뿪칫ңͣߡ绰һͨǱʹ˹
    üͷģ
    ֮ǱߵıȻһ뿪ȥǰչɭܵǸС¶̨ϣ...ưء
    չɭĬһ˲ݳ꣬㲻𣿡
    һЦãǾġ
    չɭû˵һǲ֪ǲǲˣ־䣬...λҲþûˣýпա
    𣿡
    һһʱû˼
    ҽؼҡ
    һ˼룬ε̾˿
    ǴôߵȲ˵λ׻쾢˻᲻ֱӶŲߣʹˣ⼸϶ǲð½ѣܻһʱܽܵģûξͲҴˡ
    ʵ˽ľŵġưȺˣչɭһ֡չɭŪǿȺˣǿ۹ָϴһ仰Բϣ̾ɢġչɭϡƷ֣ⲻҪǴɫ۾
    ȻչɭҲҶĬԣҲͺȥ
    ȴǲһˡһѵݹĻȻٲҪȥһȽϡʱ˵˿һԴѻ˵ˣͳ˱˵̸ˡ
    һԼνںչɭӣǱЩ˵̾ͺ˴ˡ
    չҼ̳ˣΪѺھưɴ֡һǶ˽ӵñӱͲȵĵλֱӾˡ
    һưɵ·һֱĥЩ˼ȥҲû취ֻʱˡ
    ...Ȼȥҹؼ㣬òã̾ǲ̫ܵģûչɭһҲֻưɷζúܡ
    Ǳߵչɭû̻شʲôΣŵ...ȥ㡣
    һֻ̾ЭǰСʱ֮ͣ
    á
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    λ׵֧̣ո˵ҵ֡
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    ôҲʶˣ
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    һƳԣôˣ˵λأôûڣ
    ԣλһҧǺ޼ˣˣѾġ
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    һûٽӻ
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    ͣչɭѾվڳߵˡ
    һߵǰҲûܻʲôֱӾסȥ
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    ȥһ·չɭſ˿ڣ...չסԺˡ
    һǰ⻰ü룬üͷ׼ô죿
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    չɭûлشȴǷץס֣ڵȺƵļ϶ͷһۡ
    Ȼ˵ʱ˹˾ǴڼˣԱż٣е񶼻ͣʵҲûʲôҪæġ
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    չתתҲƶ
    ÿȹ̶Ķ»֮⣬ǳʲôش¹ʣ»ǲٿģϾǰ˶æúܡ
    ٽصʱܳʲô£ܽᶼٿİ
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    չεһûá
    չΰ˼⣬ǱչɭһǸջصңͽӵ˳ʦĵ绰
    չҴ̫̫绰֪ͨܿͻ֪˹˾£Ҫи׼
    ֪
    Ǿͺáʦ˵׼ҵ绰ˣչɭȴ㣬»ûչεˣ
    ʦƬ̣...ӦûУ»˶ƻúܣҲչεӣô׾վӵġ
    ãҸǱʲôϢ֪ͨҡ
    ס
    绰һϴ֪ΪʲôĿģԡΧ䡣
    չɭ̧ۿģ˲ʹסˡ
    ûв壬ܿˮ˳ż»Ƥ𪣬ֽʵϸ£һŶεչɭʱ޹ģ˳ˡ
    ֻÿڸһҰްĴֱײʼȣҪʲô
    һ۳ȻıۣﰵЦӣԼʲôûأѾˣԼȥʲôǽͣˡ

28

ڶʮ
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    һǰЦһ״Ʋǰһվ˵Ҳˡ
    չɭˮҪȥ
    һҲûȥ˳еһչɭˮתݸһ仰Ҳû˵û
    ˮһֵ𣿡
    չɭӿڴ̺Уһݵ
    ֪⣬һǽӹʱֱָһӶϸ΢ĴУ˻
    ҵϡ
    ŵ͹ĳȽǰϴеҲڱǼ⣬չɭ壬סȼ˴յǰ
    һǰͷ׼˻棬˫۾ȴһֱζضЦЦأ...ܽţ
    չɭֻܶ˶˵㲻𣿡
    һǵͷһ㡣
    չɭһҸ·˵žҪߣȴһһץסɴǽϣЦһͲˡ
    ŵչɭһΧŵԡɿģһ͵
    չɭǻһ£ִһ࣬ɫްҪң
    ŶһĴǣĴҶôˣҪұﵽʲôʱ򣿡
    أãչɭûпֻ˫һӶָ
    ˵ѽ㡣һָĶ䣬ҧ
    չɭû˵жشסһǵĺԼϣȥ촽
    ȻǼޣȴһЩָͣ쵽档
    Ȼ˷ӦĶһ˲˶һ¡չɭס֣ѹŴ|Ϣ
    һǵҰŪϴˮ岻á˵ҲûȻشֱ̽˿
    ļȻû˵չɭŪáʶؾץסƨɣһ
    Ƕһ𣬿ǿҵüҪ˷裬˵ָŷһวο
    һǵԡѾڵϡ
    ͷųֽһǣһǰŪ˵õǰЩ棬̽һ£漴üͷζ֡
    ⶯չɭҪ裬ţĵˡ
    ûһ˹һĴУĳġһ㣬չɭÿÿ𣬶סͷբ
    *
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    һǾãչɭԺǰЩһˡ
    ǿƵģȻǻ⣬һ㶼Ը¶ڣĿȴǴſĳζġ
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    ĵЩûа׷ѣľͷôһҪ˼ˡ
    Ȼ⣬ɹ˾ս
    罫ʮһʱչɭֻˣûбעϵǸ룬չΡ
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    չɭޱ飬˵չΣҪǻеТģͱȥҽԺҾҲǲԣҪһͿص׼
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    ۣŶϲô

29

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    չɭȻ·Ҫռһǵ뷨ʴǣռĴࡣ
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    ĺͼӴһʱȴԵ÷ɫ|顣
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    ˵ز繣һͷԶе㲻ˣ壬˵ֿչɭߵ͵͵ش|Ϣ|

30

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    ĴУжʪȵĴϢκһԡ
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    ǰŵģӴĴһ§סչɭĲӣֱӰЦͷ˵ÿϧղûüơ
    
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    мӵĳĬչɭȻЦһ£˳ֿ˴ͷСƣ˵ܿˡ
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    ˵ڱصţһǵָ˳ļٻݵࡣ
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    *
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    չץס֣ƽ߬ģ˵ķ䣬.........Һ...֮ǰ...е...
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    裬Ըҽ顣˵չЦһ£˵û˨סңǺĸһţԸֺͱŮԴ׵£֮ҪԹһÿɷܻؼңҪʱ̺ͱŮ˶Ƕ£ԸҪҡ
    չɭĬ
    չ̧븧ͷ̧ȴͽ͵ڱϡ
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    ...˾ģҪҡ
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    㣬㲻˽ӣԲҪиУЩҲ͸ģʲô㶼Ӧþ

31

ʮһ
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    չɭվڴߣסԼЬ⣬ĬΣĮȻʹ˵ЩҲһøչΡ
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    ؼҵ·ȻҲǶµˮйͨƨɵĺһƬĳֿɲѪɫ塣
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    *
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    չɭĻѾչ£ȫûκεİ취
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    һû˵߹ȥụ̀Žһڡ

32

ʮ
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    ޷ԼķֻԳΪҲڰɣΪ˶ԷʲôԸȥֻõĶ
    *
    ڶݳϣһҲûжӣ˯ȻѣʶոԤۣ͸оһʪȵӡ˶ͷϡ
    ž͸оԱһգչɭ´ȥˡ
    һڴϲֱչɭϴ裬ָ˷⵽ԡȥ
    ɵϴ꣬һ·°ڣһšſڵչɭ˵ֱӰǰͷϴһë˵𶯡
    һﰵЦȴҲǹԹԵûƾͷ˰ɣʣа𣿡
    оۻᡣ
    һЩʧ䣬ݳչɭûˡǰһŽ֮ܺչɭһȥȱƣպã˵˳ƹ
    Ͼľͷļ̫ˣҪ̽ΣȻͺˡ
    ԺôƻʱȴûǵչɭҲԼļƻͰŵġ
    緹һҲûڼֱӾȥ˾Ժ˵Ҫǰ׼һ£ʦæе˲ϣҪȥæ
    չɭֱ˳Կף˵㡣
    һһۣá
    *
    ԭչɭûаŵģҪһһڼҴţһȴô롣
    һ֮شǰĸ¥ÿã·Կףȥ˷װ
    ҷװʵǹңϾûд·ǽһЩ־ԱȽǿĻ
    ϲѹصڷ̳棬رϲɽµһƬСԭǾͰѵصѡ
    칫ҵĴɽ£ʱڣɽҰĿǴдеɫߵĸʽӲݣŸֲ֪Ұá
    ʱʱڣݶήˣԶɽ¹ͺͺһƬ˳ɽѶ·Ҳɼˡ
    һǺȵһ£վڴǰĿǵȥ
    ĹԱؼˣֻͼǸԱβ
    Ȼ羰ãѵַѡ൱ʵģԱ°඼ǳز㡣
    չɭæǰæĬĬ˾
    ԺչϵļŹûʲôʱˣСģһңڿȵ긽һŵ꣬ʱ䣬Ҳ鿴
    װԶƷˣһլԺ
    ҵĴϲɽ¡
    һҲסţǾٺòˡ
    *
    Ǳһǵ˾Ժ֮һֱæĵʱԱ½½ˣСΡ
    ǰϢ֮˾ûϵ
    һһһؼ·Сκͱ˴к彩һ룬һ룬ǲҪͷˡ
    ոԴȻһ˫ϸȡ
    ...Ǹ硣
    һĬĬںЦ̧ۿô磿
    СһЦϸܷ֣ЦݷǳǿҪҰæ𣿡
    ãȥױɡ
    СЦЦ˵á
    ˶ֲֻᣬǸףûзһ

33

ʮ
    һֱݳ֮ǰһǻһ仰ûкС˵
    ൱Ȼģ˲Ƕ̨ʣģǰҪһһ졣
    Ȼ񾭴ʱȻҲܹЩ쳣
    һһֱɳţԴֻֻĻǰŵġ
    Χ˼ȦڴչȥѹСôˣ
    һǲɵƤһۡ
    ôˣΪ˵ˣ
    ...Ϊأ
    ʦüͷҲû˵ɣСȷʵϲ㰡Ǹ˶ܿ
    һüģȫ˵
    ʦһ˵ѵ㲻Ҳϲ
    һһ￴Ҷϲˣ
    ʦ˼룬...ѵҿͶرá
    ֻܵ...
    .....ʦסͷô죿ִˣ
    һǵ͸
    ̨ǰԶѾݳСΣԴһڷ
    ô˵̨ϵĻǺܶģ״ϳȻְҵԱڳʲô⣬СϣǻӰ졣
    ĬĬ̾˿ص߹ȥСεļ˵Ҫϳˣһʲôأ
    Сܾһضһ£ҡͷû...
    һǿЦЦ֮ģ
    ...á
    ֪ǲٽĹϵһͷβڵķ춼رңʱʱֽкá
    յĸȾ£ԱǵҲر֮ǹлĻŮһ赸
    лĻ̨֮ϵƹϨ𣬹½½˳Աǻص̨ݺһɹԱͨվţÿһԱ֡
    ݺ;ŵ쵼ν˻лһڵĸҪǾҲҪúþһΣһ£۲;Ͷڴϰɣϵطʱ䣬ǧҪٵ
    һǰվţҪͷȥСĶȴǱ쵼һߡ
    ЦЦʲô£
    쵼Ǿŵ鳤ȻְλǺܸߣ˶֪ŴСС¶ţͷһλ֮⣬û˸Ҹɫ
    ѹСھŴôЩ꣬ӦҼвŻһˡ
    ˡ
    Ц۾ǰ죬λǵݳ㻹ǵðɣ
    һԻ£ͷȻǵá
    λӡ̣ûʱ䣬һġ
    һûģȻһ¡
    ׼⻰ʲô˼ڿڴճȭͷĬƬ̣ЦЦҵңλ뿴ݳ費ҪǰЩ׼
    һٵЦݣԵ鵹û˵ֻ˵һġҲ̫ţؾǼ򵥵ĳԸϾǺܹɽеĻģҲҪЭ
    һǻһЦˡ
    ļ򣬡ɣλʲôʱʱ䣬ϵ㣿
    á
    Ǳ£һȻҲ˵һЩЩ鲻ǺģҲûп⿼ǹϾˣŵ쵼ҲԣԱϾгͻȻͬɱϾȡȺлռġ
    жױȥϴּϴžϸؿݡ
    ȷʵǺÿġ
    ʹŮƼȦҲ൱س
    ſĴʯϴ̨Դһ
    ϣԼˡҲλνĴֻѪġȻףҲ¾ķ롣
    һ΢Щͷ䲻ſ˽...Ǹ硣
    СΡ
    æ𣿡һǿ΢Ц
    СѾ룬һɫëñĵ˫۾Խ峺޹
    æˣȥ
    ȥɣҼҰĿȵꡣ
    濴ȥԺǵƻͨϳҫ۵ľԺӳΧ͵ĹŽԵúǽ̻Իͣһе㲻ʵξ
    һǺСβţ˳Χ˹յһƧС·ϡ
    С·ͨб֡
    ǴӴ·ߣӾԺбҪʮӣߵǽࡣ
    ܶΣݳ֮Ҳ˳С·ߵбϣȥǳʱǲֹˣűͬҲһ·˵Цš
    죬ȴȫ̶Ĭš
    ʵҲûбҪĵʲôϾһѾɴؾܾСΡһȴһֱ̤ܲʵûа취ؿСΪʧǵӡ
    Ҫʲô
    ȵ˵ǲ٣ģģÿ˵鿴ܺá
    ΪĿλУ˸Ƨġ
    СſȱЦЦǸ磬֪Ҫ˵ʲô
    
    ҲЩ˽Ӱ쵽ģģϾҲְҵġ
    ...Ǿͺáһǿ۴⣬бϣмʮҵСŮڽָϰշΧΧżֵĴˣʱƽкá
    СЦЦЦЩҡ
    һ̧ۿǣҲϣܾҪӰ飬һֱ㵱ܵܣҲϣģҵ˼𣿡
    ףСգգۣ㻹ǹҵģ԰ɣ
    һظ˿...˼
    ˣСεۣŵĺᣬԺ...ǻǺǰһ
    ʲôѿʱҡ
    һʱĬĬԡ
    ˵Ķ˵ˣһǵСȿ˵뿪
    СȴһֱűŴ⣬ǲߣҲ˵Щʲô
    ʱһǵĵ绰ˡ
    չɭġ
    ǻھƻϣԼԼ滺
    ģؼ𣿡
    һһŴݳǰʼһֱŵģ겻ģ԰һЩ
    ûݳս
    绰Ǳߵչɭ˿˵Ҳˣ֮ȥ㣬òã
    ð֮ҵ绰б·ڵ㡣

34

ʮ
    СΰߴӴת...Ҫ𣿡
    Ȼһֱǿ΢Цŵģȴ˸оЦݴΪһǰģΪ˲˵Ĺϵֽαװġ
    һ²̣ȥСε
    ...ߵʱ߰ɡ
    Ȼ˵ֻȫǳڶСεʵϣСȴûΪ㡰ʴȡĿ֡
    ӺǰʼСξϲˡ
    տʼʶʱֻǾܺÿӴ𽥷֣ʵһˡȻϿǿģʲô벻ģ
    ȻһǻѵٶȺͲĳ̶ȣҲ֪һЩ
    ΪˣһֱһֽһǵôԼĹĺǴûбġȻֻԼܵܣʱˣʱʣԼԱ¶ļһҲֱӾܾ
    ⲽȴߴˡ
    ʵǲ˽һǣһȻȽᣬ漰ԭȴǾԲòġʹûչɭһҲǻֻܾʽܸίһЩˡ
    СＫΪ޲ôһй
    ԼϾҲǳˣûӦҪΪĸ鸺ֻһ˵顣
    ˾ôĬĬ˽Сʱչɭִ˵绰Ͼ͵ˡ
    ãҵ㡣
    һǰֻŻؿڴС˵Ҫ𣿡
    СЦҡͷˣһе¡
    ...Ҳáһ˼ͣˣһ죬㻹Ҽҡ
    С...ĸȥĻ...
    ٽأ·ϵĳҲ࣬չɭѳͣб·ڵʱһǻû
    ߸ߵ·ɢ͵Ĺâ·߸ߴϣڵӳӰӰ´µİӰ
    ͣ£չɭڳϣԼЬ⡣
    һǽ߽ˣվǰЦƻ𣿡
    ֦Ӱϣ°밵ĹӰ续üۣǽĳ˵ľ
    չɭ̧Դؿ룬ͻȻӵ˻
    һǸտʼһ¶ؽ֮еЦ̧չɭĺףôˣǴϡ
    չɭĵʲôϣҾ뱧㡣
    ô˰ӣһļ򣬡˰ɣؼң
    ˻صҵʱѾǽҹʮˡ
    ǳϦ˸ҫ۵ĸ¥ãڶѾտҲһƬڡ
    ҹöûпǣҲ̽ͷ̽Ե¶ˡ
    صһǵļңչɭ˼򵥵ҹ˲ݲݳ˵㣬һǾ͵ȥ·ùһЩ
    
    һƬԲһعЦͬӣ
    չɭ˼룬һԲת˸ڡ
    һ㱧һ·ˡ
    Ȼ·٣ͬһʽģt׳ڿӡ
    һǵһڼ䣬Ϊȴ㹻ˡʵԴ֮ͬѸҵλһ
    ǸʱڰǾĻ˵˿ڡ
    չɭεʶ࣬̾͹Թհˣû˵ɨ˵Ļ
    ϴ裬һǿڴͷ飬չɭȴһֱ֪ڸЩʲô
    һǵ˺һЩͷˣһչɭ
    չɭſڣһ̧һۣһ͡
    ľͷôºڿǶһվԸе˼ɡûʲô飬ȴֻȣ㺡
    һǰϣŵͷϣܺЦһҪ𣿡
    չɭһȴ˵...ɡ
    㲻룿
    ...ݳ𣿡
    һǱһʲôôֻҪú÷ɾͺ˰
    Ȼչɭ˵ֻҲִҪҪȻԼôɫһοԼǱѹǸ
    ϸȥϣ£һܡ
    ͦ۵ģǾ͸ɡһ˵굽صƣ
    Ȼ˵˸죬һǺԸоչɭֳһҲ⣬ǽӲڼѹʲô
    һﰵЦĳڽСһǡĵС
    ⲻףֻԼķʽչɭеɰ
    һҹ˯úǰȡ
    ڶϣǱһ绰ѵġ
    ֻͬһӣõͬһʼûзֱ˭졣
    չɭҵԼֻĲһûκҪ˼ֻüͷԴ
    չɭԽһߴͷҳֻǡ衱
    ...ĵ绰
    һǴӱһ۷찴˽ͨ...ι...衣
    ڶèһ߻Ľ˯ţ˯Ѿ͸Ͻɣ˺óԵġ
    һԺһ
    ׼ҵ绰ȴоչɭӱֱȦǼǵز˲գĶ䡣
    һǸûж룬ؾͷѽһ磿ҲǸ˯ѵԵʣЩƣ˿ǰ޵顣
    ǹˣһóǵ͵֮ڴϲŻеͶԻ
    ǳĶأ˭һ𣿡
    һĵã൱İԣ֪ԼѣһҪðˡ
    ...ڼ...û£֮ǰͻȥˣҡ˵겻ȻشֱӹҶˡ
    չɭֱûɿ
    һֱֻۡԺҪҪ𴲣չɭߵ˵...Ҫߣ
    һǷӦ˺ü룬źȻԼ˵ĻʣչɭԼˡ
    Ͼǹ꣬Ҽһžһȥ˵Ҫڼ죬ܻصԼסҲ˵ڼ䣬չɭҪһ˴ڹԢ
    һˣԼϼ죬ҲûʲôȻʱǹ꣬ڱ˶ͼž۵ʱһ˴ţζ൱Ѱ
    һץס֣˵һȥɡ
    չɭսֱۣá
    ....Լ...û𣿡
    չɭЦһõЦô꣬ˡ
    һǼ򵥵س˵緹׼ȥˡ
    Ĺʵݳ֮ͻؼȥˣɽϾͬչɭһһġ
    չɭ͵ſڣҲû˵ô
    һĬĬ̾˿չĴǣԼԹԵİҾ
    
    һߺ󲻾ãչɭͳˡ
    ȥ˿ȵֻ꣬Сһڰ̨ڿ飬˶żˡ
    ʱ䣬󲿷ӦöڳæŲɹȵҲûʲôˣԵЩ塣
    չɭŽʱ򣬴һɺ磬̨Сտŵش˸£ЩԾϰ壬
    չɭףʲô飿
    ¶
    ...ȥ濴ɡ
    СŶһĵϰʱ俴飬ûбýȥ濴ģչɭҿȵ⣬Ҳеڶ˰ɡ
    չɭѰ׳С棬һ濴Сգһڰ̨Լһڣüͷ΢΢
    ֪ΪΣЩݣȴǸоζࡣ
    ֮󣬿лЩ΢ɬ
    ǿζŨڿл֮ȴЩܡ
    ҲǷŴˡ
    չɭѰ̨еĹӶ򿪣ѿȶһһ°˳źá
    ЩѾʮˡ
    Сհ̾شϰ壬Һöʲôʱܳ緹
    չɭͷҲû̧ȥɡ
    С̸ˣҪҰʲô𣿡
    á
    С˽ʮӣչɭڰֳ̨壬һһŵϷſȶĥԼȵŨӦٶʱűƿˣֱ˰̨ǰ
    չɭֻΪСգû̧ۣ...ô죿
    ûеõش
    չɭ̧ͷ
    ̨ǰվŵģȻСΡ
    չɭӲײ£
    СζסȻ
    ڸղСտĵط£Ŀʱ˫ûԼеĵ⡣
    СЦһ׼ͳǸһã
    չɭ֧̣йϵ
    ϲ
    Ȼһ˵չɭǲһģСﻹһϣҲһΣǺǰһֻ棬ڣɢˡ
    չɭ˿̣͸ɫЩ塣
    Ϊֹ
    ⻰˵ĺȻСȴһݣǿסЦܿġ
    ŶչɭͷҪ˵ľЩ
    Сα˴ǣҧ˵ҵ˦һ졣˵ߡ
    ˵ıһǺչɭһ֮ЩͬȻܿóһպ˦չɭҲûţֻ̺ݻˡ
    û룬ȴһߡ
    죬չɭһֱڿȵֱٽҹ϶ˣſ˼ҡ
    ϴ裬ӵһǴĵ绰
    ľͷûҰ
    չɭûлش𣬳ĬƬ̣ʣڼҿ𣿡
    ...ðûʲô𡣡
    չɭֳĬ˺һ˵...Һ㡣һ첻Ϊʲôǹһһֽ겻顣
    һЩû뵽ô˵һЦˣӡ
    Ҳûʲôʵݣ˶ǰԸ񣬱һֱĬţ˭Ҳûйҵ绰
    ֻű˴˵ĺһֱһǱ߱У绰ŹҶϡ
    **
    Ϧ죬һ磬չɭȥҽԺ
    һ֮չʱʱѹȻô˵ʦҲкúõϣҲһһؿţ֮ѾԼԶˡ
    չɭҽԺʱϸ̽겡Ӵĳʦ
    ʦŲһ٣ų΢Цչš
    ô˵ʱܵչ棬ҽԺ̽ʦܹǲˡչɭòص˵ͷ
    ʦļ򣬡˵ˣڹ˾ɵúܲ˵㻹Ҫ
    ...չɭֻ˵û뵽ͳʦô׽һתͷ͸
    ҪҰæĵط˵
    á
    չȷʵţչɭҲû˵ֻʾ⻤ʦȥ
    չɭվڴβ˵ָô
    չûлشȴˡ
    ......
    ˵ִˡ
    Ŷչɭתۡ
    ҲҪ׽뻥಻ðӦɣ
    ѵ⣬չɭƤӦӲܣ
    չ̾˿Ҳ֪岻ôãȻûʲô쳣ôΰסԺ˵ùȥ𣿼ʹ㣬߲͵ˣҪº֣
    չɭЦһԣҾôһˣңల£ǣұº֣ҸĲˣʲôҪ˵
    ⻰˵൱ţչһûͨ죬˰ƽ
    ȷʵûʲôܹȥָչɭϾչɭ־صģһծչɭĸչɭҲӣҲôƫִ
    չɭǱ̽ģû뵽ȴûеõɫָһΪչȥһǵ¡
    һŻûȫģֽȥ
    *
    ֵҹȫҶڵӻǰܶһ׼ᣬȻȽģҲǹ߳ĽĿˣһʵʵرűɳϡ
    ֪ʲôԵʣɽг˲ȼ̻Ľɫոհ̻ըڵ¥Ƚϸߣ͸شܽѤõ̻۵ס
    ҲǺöûм⾰ˣشǰϣһЦ죬һ߿Ŵ⻪ҹա
    Һhighڴصʱͷɨ̨£ÿ϶˷ܵı飬˿̴̻ըҲȻ౶Ҫ¥һ㣬費֪ĵʲô˶Ц
    ⼫ҵķΧУһǴɳţȻúܼį
    ˿̣չɭʲôء
    Ӧ֮ǰѾץԿףԼףشķһ裬ҳȥһ¡
    أһĹѾˡ
    ԼҲ֪ԼʲôŵʱָЩ
    Ϧ֮ҹ˶ڼ·Ͽյģһǰѳ÷ɿ죬ķӭ̻ըǷһ㡣
    ٶָԽԽƫһǵĺЩءѤõ̻λεӳڳϣӳϡ
    ƽｫһСʱĳֻ̣˶ʮӡ
    վԼǰԿ׵ĶûУѵ
    ûȫ򿪣һǾͼ˽ȥ˵ʵʵرסչɭ

35

ʮ
    չɭǱһոϴ裬ϻеʪʪġ
    һǵˣش־Ҳƽʱࡣ
    ⻪̻ȼա
    չɭսֱۣߵôͻȻˣ
    һǺһ̫ҡ
    ΣչɭЦˣ˵ɡ
    á
    ̵õ׼
    ϴһƶûü˱ŵҴϡ
    ҲûϣӳŴҹе̻˺̹ܿ
    ЩżҲܴպܿϴεľ飬չɭǳ˼ԣŲ|ĵָš
    Ȼý룬һǲϲ󻬼ǰϷҲ͸˳|϶һ㱡չɭȷֿ޶ȣһ߼ҵһڴѹŪ
    һǵؿھҵţЩͣչɭߵΪѹֵ|ЩƣչɭֻûѪҺȼһ㣬ʱһһûס㷢èһġ|
    ҹٽսҲԽԽҡ
    ͵һβͬΣһȫȫܵ˱ѹĿ|Уһֶ|ҩһ㣬˳ĸо
    ˵һƤĦĴУҪһ˲Ҫ𶥵ĿĴ
    һǱչɭļ򣬶ȵĺʪȵǣֻҲģ|Ϣŵ͵ͽһ...չɭ...
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    һȺԼϷȻЦЦűһѹ档
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    һֶס죬ЦЪ
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    ûҵ࣬չɭȴͲˣ§סļ°ѹ¡
    ҹսͣЪ
    һĵȥϴˣȴһҲ붯չɭ´ȥһţ̣ٷصҵʱһڽ绰
    ģͻȻʲô磿Ķȥˣⶼҹ˻
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    ûа취ԼǷ롣
    ﺣʱѾʮʮˣλȻѾڵˡ
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    ߵλνͷЦ߹֣ˡ
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    ϵı͵ģҲ΢Ц˫۾ɨʱ˾ò
    ൹ǲнʮ꣬忴Ӳġ
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36

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    λһһۣߴһ˿˼Ϊ΢Ц˵Ը񡣡
    Ҿ͵ǿ佱ˡ
    һ˵Ѿ˵׵ڣصûб£ˡҲˡ
    ߵſڣԤųȥ˵...ѣչҵ˽ӣ
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    壬ͬѧ͹˾ۻᶼһ죬˺ܶ࣬Ҳô
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    ·ߺܶˣ˼ţһһſ̻Ż¡
    ӵüܡ
    һǰΧ棬ֻ¶һ˫۾۾ƽģʱȴһ㵭
    Լλǰ˲δ˵Ψһһʵм棬ǰôʱ˳οʾԱʱ
    ȴѾڵطϺͱֽϼˡ
    ־
    Ӹλƽʱ߷Ц⣬ɵǸжĳˣܹоó־򵥶޺
    Ȼߵˣ׼ԺţֻһԼǻԺЩչɭۣͲðˡ
    һŻؼҵ·˺þãֱ۵߲ˣŸչɭ˵绰˵ҡ
    ʮ֮չɭĳͣ·ߡ
    һڽĻ԰ĳϣˣҲûֻʾ
    չɭ£˵ؼң
    һ֣죬ȥ֡
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    ôεľ磬ÿο籾ʱﶼ֮ĸδ̫Ϸ绯ʵĶôĵѺ谭
    УףԼеؿõһ˵ʱеΪ谭һ֡
    չɭܹоóһǱҪĬ
    һûҪ˵Ҳûʡ˳û̷ȥƫͷһǴǡ
    ڶ죬ϿʼǵƮѩ
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    һ˵лҪչģչɭš
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    չڿϣɭɭأûһ
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    ⲡ¥ߣӴǶƽȥֻܿ׷Ʈѩ
    ...ʶ־𣿡
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    ѩԽԽˣؼããһƬһչ˵ģֱʦ˵Ҫչ滻ҩһǲŵҸ
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37

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    ־ǱĶһӦ֮ЦǾǳЦ
    ˫ֱʾͶúãҲᶯ˶٣ԸԸԼ£Ҳǿ㡣
    һǺ괭˼ݺݰƿתߡ
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    ֻķǳĹˣ
    ǽ̣ĴѸٵӹ뷨
    ־Ķչɭһƴȫ־µͶ·ȱҪѾνˣһ־óѣ
    *
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    һ⿴һεŮչɭıЦŵؼ˵
    beԼˡ
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    ǳ˺ܾãʱһǵ۾ˡ
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    ǽͣ
    һЦԴأҲ㡣
    صңȻһҵս¡
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    **
    ڶ죬չɭȥ˹˾
    мҵ־Ҫɷá
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    ־˺֮ȴһ
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    ۣЦŵǲ׷̫֪࣬ôѡ񣿡
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    ˿̸žͷӰʦɵļһ£һȫգӰʦ˷̾ˣȣ񣬿ΪӲյĲοˡ
    *
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    ɭɭ°һ¡
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    һûдԹȥⱻסˡ
    ־Цôߣ˵ɡ

38

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    ȥɣ־˻֡
    Ȼ죬Ҳ־ּʹԼҳҲҪֱˣ㶼֪Ȥɢˡ
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    ӾƻӳһҲûֱӻؼңǿȥ˾ưɡ
    չɭҲڼңȥҲһġ
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    ưȻҲûʲô棬λ״Żڣһͷȵƣܻһ㡣
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    绰ǰһѡ
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    ʱδϣֻЩ켣Ե̽Щ˻ǲһģ컬ĵ̫Ϸһ˵һж˵ɴ
    ˺ȾƣƽҲӲ໰
    ⵹Ǻܷչɭϲá
    ǽӴչɭ֮γһ΢Ĺϵ
    Ȼ٣չɭ֮ġ
    Щͷߣ֪չɭ΢λҲԼĲҵһɹʿλɹʿȴЩ֮ͭҵʿͬʡ⵹ǺܷЩжڵĵͷǶԼ֪
    ǣǻ켣ڲͬͬһԪʿ֮䶸Ȼͨ˵粨һչɭٲȻĳ֡սʤٵӢۡĴڡ
    չɭ绰һ˳ˣͷûܸá
    統ʱںȾƣһĴȣЦѵɭҪ˵ȻУ㼸ʱҪʲôãҸһ
    չɭڰ칫ţת˸Ȧ˾޴ش
    չӳڶĲǽĻϣŴ۶ůĹâ
    չɭۣЦŵͷԻģ־ڸЩʲô
    ˵꣬绰ͷĬ˼룬Ǳߵˣ뿪˰ȥһƧĵطѹ㲻˵Ǽһﰡ鷳ˣǰиŪȻۿͷˣҪˣҸ£׼֣ͿĲ˳ˡ
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    ˵ɣĲ˵ʱǣʲôʱпգʱǾưɸڵĵ̨㡣
    á
    չɭ׼ҵ绰ǱͻȻЦЦʣɭ磬ôˣ
    ѵ⡣
    ɭ㶼жưץصһͻ
    ȻȺɽбԵشǺзĵͷߣչɭҲûȫϣϣҪ־ˣֻбǲġ
    Ҫͷԣ֤ݣ⻹Ҫסλ
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    ˵⻰ʱչɭشǰֲڴ޳ͦΡ
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    ڵһǹڼ䣬չɭзСС鳤칫ҵš
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    չɭζĪؿɳã°ɣġ
    С鳤Ҳûٶ˵΢΢˸ͷȥˡ
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    ع..ȥĶԷ
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    áչɭڻǼһ
    һؿڴ˴ЦţѹúܵͣĳɳƵʸС
    ţ
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    Ļչɭ˲͵һʱͺˡ
    ס˽ĺѵصɡɳﻹԲһǸӵĴϢ
    һǵɫ˱䣬ȴվЦ˳
    ˳չɭĶ䣬Цһأôţ
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    һǾЩŤġղԼǸģֱˡ
    ɴδ£󣬻Ҫûû£ɵչɭȴһжתˡ
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    ֱǷˡľͷΪʲôôȤ
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    չɭĬĬذӵ̺ϵ׼ȥСԡҡ
    һϴͿչɭԡſڵĴʯ̨ϣë
    һ˵ֱӰëͷԼм䣬ĬĬظͷ
    һеЦ۳չɭǸһtɼĸû𣿡
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    롣
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    չɭϵ֣ƨϡ
    

43

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    չɭǱ⾰һ£ۣסĺǿӲְԵȥ
    ԡſһ·ҡ
    һǺЩͬ
    ȻҲ˵ɶ䣬üۼ䣬޵ع
    ɽȴüͷֻڳܡ
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    ϸһ㣬ദҲĸˡ
    ѵһǾʱˣ
    ˼ˣչɭһһ˿Ҳô³ࡣ
    һǱŪЩʹˣüļ磬ҧ㣡
    չɭȴеԿأﱻǲ;ż尾ţͷԷȣҲͬһ㣬ȵƴصһߣŪĶҲְԵ
    һǱŪüемܣڳͷ|Ϣţ...ô...
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    ϲġ
    ɼʹˣܴչɭ֮󣬵һǣػ൱顣
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    չЦܣа취һǸŪ
    ζĪЦܴչɭչϼŪ֣Ҫһˣǻ練ơ

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    ǱߵܹһЦܴٺòˣҺôĽ飬ǿ㳤ģȻǲԸ⿴ǵļҲһ·ðСȥ
    չЦһ룬쵰ͷӣϻ˵ôûʣҲ֪ʲô⣿!
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    ɣܶ賿ǳӲ̴ӮˣʱҸףף
    ˹˵绰ǰһ뻹ЦŵչΣʱͱ׹֣ݺݵһ䣬ͷӣΪС
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    **
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    ռܴ󣬴ڴȥƽſʮ̨
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45

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49

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    չɭʶһʵ
    ԭ˺һȻüphoebeһͣٶ͵
    ͵ʱǰ˵ʮ֡
    *
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    Ժܾ֮˵ʲôָڱȥȴһƬ
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    ԼʮҪȥԺʦ棬׼ⲿϷķװ⡣
    ˵ӣͷؽϴ裬ȥ˲ǰš
    κ˽һӣȻѡ
    û˸緹ˣѾϳȥˡ
    Цһֱȥ¼任·
    ʧʲô£кԽܣǰôαȣЦһС
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    Ҳ⡣
    *
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    õ籾֮һҲδйķӦͱ飬һ㡣
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    һ΢΢ЦţҲһɲģҲݵúãΪء
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    ......
    ҿǹϵܺõӣλ죬ȥҸ棬һ̸һ¾ϸҪΣ

50

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    *
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    һ˿ҪڣʱȴоһŨصĸߴӰ˹չɭ֪ð˳һѾ־죬һȭХ

51

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    һǼֱˣʲôҲ˲ˣץסĸ첲ŭһ㣡
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    չɭӸµضס־ٿǰ
    ˵ת뿪
    *
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    *
    ȥ·ϣ°߷ڣͨĳβһƬһֱ쵽߿ĵط
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    һǿļ¶Ȼ֣˵ͨ԰λͿԡ
    չɭס˺ָЩ

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    á
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    ٷ֮ġ
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    չɭͷʦֵչӦúܿԳԺˣȥ
    *
    ʱ֣չɭͳȥҽԺ
    չ滹ڲţֻԱǰࡣ
    ЦЦæôʱ
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    ԣչɭĬã˵Ϊһǡ
    ô
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    ԣչһ㶣˰Σ˵...ҵȻ֪
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    չɭ˱ֹۣչ.....Ǹ־
    *
    ԶϳС־˿̴˸硣
    кæչôˣð𣿡
    ־һƿüСôûһأ
    кҡͷҲСˣҶʮ߰ˡ
    ־´Цʮ߻ʮˣոһ߳ͷĸӣǷһܵҲ۵ˮҲ֪ǲʧ˵Եʣ峺ʱãȻ޹ģ̺˼ʽ˻һ㣬ľ
    ģ˵ʮ꣬˻ɡ
    кüǵˣҴżǵϸġ
    ־׾Ƭ̣ʶض豭˿ˮе˵أҲǵˣ
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    ޺к־Ȼ
    ȻãʵСҲ
    ﲻģ˵㣬ܺù̡
    *
    ˽죬ǷԸ˼ҪһԼɾʲôķʽȴû˵
    Ϊ켣սӦеǷܹһŪ֪ȴǿԵķʽȥԼһǡ
    ʱһķŭ񣬵ؼ
    кչɭʱǸɱڵĿģ
    ȻҲһȫˣԳܵչɭȴֻܽһУߺڰ̺˺һȻأЦһ
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    ֻһеѰˣֵ󶯸ɸꣿ
    ţչɭͣ᲻ǰ;δأӲӲ
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    ò̫ܡ
    չɭֻЩ嶯ȥ侲һ룬Żڵġ
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    ʦˣûӵ֪ͨ
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    𣿡
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    Ǳ̾ðɣ˵ԷƵģֱײѾˣ˵˺Ǿ񲡣ƻᱻͽҽԺ˵˶˶٣ҪǼʦպû˵ͲȵˣֱӾ군ˡ

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    á
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    á
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    **
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    *
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    #
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    #
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    Ҳ֪쿴Ϳڴ֮ĽӴ͵ʲôʱ
    չɭûлشֻһϴ̨ϣָ»̽˳ڵĸ
    Ķڣҵˡ
    ˵һ̵ƤƵ﷢
    һ򴽣˶Ц⣬Ҫ𣿡
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    һֱӵŵ˿ӣŽƤžҪȥȴȻƺһϵĶѾ˲ˣΪչɭѾ|¿ҧ|ǣָѾ̽˳棬޵شظȴ£ֻС
    ˼ӣ¶һƬźͼ򣬿Ѿڵˣӻúõشš
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    һѾϴ̨ϣطֿ˫ȣʹҡͷ...

56

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    ɹǵһҹ
    ֪ǲһʱûκνӴһֱѹֵԵʣչɭԵЩŰǺͶ֮ȶܴ
    һһֱŵĸо
    궼ӶһֺİģƸС
    Ǻ⣬ֱĸоȴ˫ؿС
    ƽʱ̨ϣڸУռλһⳡҵĴ½֮ģģ룬һֱŪԼԡ
    չɭһʱ״̬ܵǰδйĺʴǿС
    *
    չɭͼ԰סˡһƣֱ˯ˣӺ汧סȦ˻
    ʶѾôѵһȴס
    #
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    룬վڴͷһĶȥϰˡ
    һģģһ˸˯
    չɭƲסգһ˼š
    ȥ˾·Ͼͽӵ˳ʦĵ绰
    жˣĵչŵĹɷݡ
    չɭ˼Ƭ̣ƽص֮ڣҸʱ֪ͨٿ»ᣬҪ׵һЩɷݡ
    ʦͷʣأ
    ŵĹɼǣ׳ȥ˾ʽࡣ
    ˡ
    ׵̲롣
    ʦĬƬ̣ЦЦܷɾ裿ôȷΪɣ
    չɭζĪЦһа취
    칫Ҳǰ衣
    ȻҪ֪Ķ֪޾ϸء
    *
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    һͳԵ״оѾܾûйˡ
    ͷŽ΢¯ﲻɵЩϲ̵ġ
    Ļϵ㶣ʱϵֻˡ
    СδģѾܾûϵˣھʱкȻûκν
    ͵ܵһû¶ʱһȥԷȿȵʱ⣬ѾңԶϸ͵ˡ
    ʱһⲻЩ֪СʱͻȻΪʲô¡
    ...Ǹ...
    ôˣ
    绰ͷСЦЦҲûʲô£סԺˣԼеģ졣
    һ緹΢¯ó⻰һ˲䱻̵ָʹõͺһ
    Ǹ磿ôˣ
    û¡һЦЦ˦˦ַָߴ˴˵ôסԺˣƶѪ
    û󰭣ҽ˵Ҫ졣
    ȥ㣬ʲôԵҸȥ
    СοĵЦ·Ǽҵݮ⣬ллǸ硣
    *
    ҽԺסܽһǴ򳵹ȥ˲ʮӡ
    СεĲʮ¥ﾲĵģֻʿѹһ˽
    һǴ߹ȥ˵
    ˵ڵ£ʹײˣֻҪ˵о񲡣͵ׯҽԺˣȫûзɵƲء
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    չɭ绰ʱҲͷ˵Ļ
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    ôȻΧ˶˵񲡵£
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    һǿЦЦװҪͦæġ
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    ͬһŵͬ£Ͽ϶ҪʱӴ
    鷳
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    ʱĵӣʱ仹磬һʱѪһףȥСԵĳʳģʼŲ׵ġ
    ûԼʲôӵĲʽⷽȫãȻģãƹһͨ죬ˣǿһ
    Ȼ಻̫ãζ˵ùȥ
    ŲԵ˫ӣȻأЦЦ
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    ͳֻ׼չɭ绰˵Ϣȴȵˡ
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    һǶϢ˺һŻظһ֣á
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    һȫûθڣűɳϿ˲Ӱϴ˯ȥˡ
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    ңؿںͲ϶һƬǺۣ໹չɭһƬϡ
    Ȼ˯ˣ˯ĺ̤ܲʵȥҲơ
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    ʹǴֱĶԴҲùľС
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    Ϊʲô
    չɭֹţ˵˯
    һվԭû˵úܽˡ
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    Ҳ֪ôģҾӦ֪....˵Ŷ˶٣ۣҲǺϲģ³һҲûϵԸо㣬ҪҾоС
    ѹúܵͣǲ֪ǲǸ˯ѲõԵʣЩ˻ƵʸУèצһӵ
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    һֱһֱȴСԼ񱣻䱦һأֻűһĵ¡
    ڣǿҵؿռ|еˣȴֳſ̬˵šʹֱضҲûϵ͵Ļ
    ĵһֱѹŵռ˿̱纣ˮǳһطӿĴš
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    ﵽȫմȾԼĺۼ
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    ôᣬּȿŶԷ|ƤһӴһԭһپеǣֻʣ½ҪΪһ壬ӵԷ|
    ؾңִҾԡҡ
    ϴ裬һǻǱչɭ˴ϡ
    һֱᶨؼţǸ䣬״£Ҳʵûһˡ
    ˵³һҲûϵֻ֮չɭж侲αװһͷųԭʼĿ
    ΪؼǣչɭҲ֪ѧ˵ʲôаѿصüֱ˺һǼ̲סҪ˵
    *
    һǷŻشϣչɭȥţ̵ʱ򣬷˲Ѿ˵һ
    ࣬ǽе
    ѲԼģ
    չɭڲǰվƬ̣תҡ
    һǵԴڱֻ¶һͷ
    չɭڴͷǳǣȵţ̡
    ˺һһǲŴӱ̽ͷֽӱӣҲûҪ˼ֻ˫ˮӶסݳһ˿˵Ц⡣
    ˹ָ˵սһ㡣
    չɭԵԴ
    һŴ°촽û룬ֻշתƬ̣ĩˣĴǡ
    ۾չɭͨĶһϵЦԽԽҲԽԽˣЦ˵ҵ̡֧
    չɭͷ̺Уȴ˵Ⱥţ̡
    һǱͲ̫ϲֶɴ˿ȷʵҪ΢
    ˵ϷչɭĻ˼Цţ˵ιҡ
    ˼չɭűιߣչɭ֪ǻ⣬ģĻһ룬ԼһڣžͿĺ
    Ɑţ̣ͨչɭȫһǵĶ
    һǱϷû뵽ǱһЩ죬סĶѧЩϷ
    չɭҡͷûѧ
    ǿȥѧģֻЩȻȻҪһģղڴҲǣ||ĽУҲȫǿһǵı巴ӦȻȻġ
    һζĪغһƱ´ȥ̨ϡ
    վڵ̺ϣǲɵصһ·ҲЩ֡
    չɭ͸ش谵̵̨Ӱ
    ĻһƬڣһǵıӰЩָҹ
    Ƭ֮չɭ̨ſڣ...
    һǵıӰһ£ֻںƵģһû£֡
    ô˵չɭȴע⵽˲Զڵӡ
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    һû˵
    չɭ̲סĶؼҰɡ
    ......
    չɭսֱۣԺҪٸˡ
    һΣĻġ
    ǰ죬֪һǵס֮ÿҹÿҹ˯ţѳͣ¥£һǵĴһҹȵڶٻؼϴ軻·ȥϰࡣ
    ͺͿһȫ
    һǲһֻۣҪһֱôԣʲôʵʵ˵ҵȻߡ
    **
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    ֪ǲСĹϵڼǺڡ־鷿칫ҲҪͿȽʱ䣬䵽ϣĲӲ֡
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    ־һҾ㡣
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    û˵꣬ͱ־һȴϣ֣
    Ǳŵˣԭأ˵ҲҶ
    ģ־˲˿˵ԤԼʱ쵽ˣȥҽԺɡ
    Ȼ˲٣ǰŰʱµİ̺ۻڣ־˵̺ۺóתͷͰԤԼƤƵҽ
    *
    Ȼø쳣ͷ󣬵־Ĳ£԰͵ҽԺ
    ҽʵʱֻ˵ϼԶݣɽж飬ȴѧãȥܣˣ͵ҽԺ
    ⻰ҽɵ΢Ц˵š
    £ڲҽ顣
    ҽ֪Ūʲôģֺܴ̼Һմ˿ϣ໵һɤӣһվŵ־ϡ
    ȻȻ֮ķӦڳҽ־סˡ
    ҽù죬²кƲʲôԶݣ־˽ӲŶԡ
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    òװŪϣ겻뿪ȾͷҪ̡
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    һt͵ȣһСεĲڵĵط
    Ŀ֮˾һ
    ־ųһ΢Цôˣ
    һǲǰչɭպ˴һܣ֪־ûаǼ·ƽأͬ³Ժ
    Ŷ־ΣЦ˵ˣ
    
    ־ɫЩζĪһЩ㲻˵£һɣ
    һǲΪͻȻʦԼˣ֮йϵô
    ôһ룬һܲͷȻԺ￩һ£װɫģشһۣ...ôʲô˼Ѳײģ
    ־ҡͷ㲻ô
    һǿŵĻδ˵˻İɡ
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    ʲô˼ʲô£
    ʱȻεķװֻǼװƵ쳣Ķ
    չɭ϶֪εĽɫˡ
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    չɭڵĵλֶκһ飬ܲ¶˭ָʹġ
    ˼תһǺȻȫ
    չɭ

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    ֪µˣʱڣСͬﳣĲѩҲѾˮ
    ȵ⣬ǾһɪϴĹͺͺľҲѿ
    һֱ˵ҲԳһ˿ˮϴĵɫ
    һٽֵһشţݽɳǰĿȱ㶵س
    Сɳϣ
    һһȻע⵽Ĵһ㣬...£
    СһЦϨͷҡͷҶþ......ʲôô
    һʲôƵģѾĿȺһڣҡҡͷû˵
    Сֶ˰Σ̽Ե飬ҿҲæӣ
    һЩĲɡ
    ...ȰɣϰֲæʱҲһһæܰæǲ
    һǷӦ˺һЦЦҷʲ
    Сҡͷ൱ϰˣҷʲŶԡ
    һֻЦǮǾ͸˵ɡ
    *
    ֪ǲΪʦסԺԵʣⲿϷݳʱһֱûж籾ѾԱһˣȴٳûа
    ʦ˵ǵݶԾݶݳݲ⣬˫һֱֲ¡
    ţ˶Ϊ֮Զݳݲ⣬ΪԵʡ
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    ˵һǲûʲôķӦ
    ոճԺСΣȴǺ࣬ȥųİ칫Ƽһǣ·ͱסˡ
    Сαʾܷѽ⣬ҿųҲǿ˿ڸˣ·ǴҶ֪ڲǾԺ󻹽Ӳݳˣ
    üҲӦ˵
    СεסȫŶĻųͬ⣿
    קأŰų칫ǰߣﻹ㰡ɳİɡ
    #
    ʦѶ»ʱ䶨һĵӡ
    ǰϢ˵չɭҪ׳һֹɷݡִԣЩɶһסˡ
    ʱǶĵӣʮңѾˡ
    չɭ֪˶ǰˣһֱȵĵӣųڻҡ
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    ʦɤӣʾ֧֣ڼŵĹɼһֱڣʱ׵һٲֹɷݣڹ˾ʽ룬ģ˲š
    ЩɶȻֶ֪ΣڼŷչڲŻȡĴʩչһҶ˵ʵڵģҲûҪôƴˡ
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    һϸ룬ס
    ԣ˵껰ڳҲû˱ʾ顣
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    չɭӦһ룬ֻû˵ڣһȴѾ·棬һļơ
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59

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    ϢһΣչɭȴûκı飬һѹϣ˺һǲſסԼ˵ȴǵƣ...ȻؼҰɡ
    ҪȥԷ𣿡
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    **
    صңȻһųǳ͡
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    Ҳǣôôʡĵк۵ﶼһħ
    Ժ˵ʮʱߵģǻ˼ҿܲԺҲûôġ
    Ǿ־˵飬ú󲻾ãǶԷ޾ַˣ˴̼ÿùڼһˬͿ
    ֱǰ˳
    һжˡ
    ־鷿һֽ鱨濴˰ΣأҡͷЦЦ
    ҲԼͷˡ
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    ңҲû߰߹ֻǰÿαĶŮˡ
    Ҫʮһյαװ
    ο˱ǵһǣûбĺͻ֪
    չɭһɡ
    ʱѾûԼһˣһܣչɭҲûپŲˡ
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    ʱ䣬һֱڼˣÿ춼Ҫ˰Ϳҩࡣ
    ȫǵ˰̣Ȼûа취һɣÿÿҪ־ȥæ
    ʱùˣҲţֱŶ룬죬ҩ
    ־ЦŸȥ¥ҡ
    ·վţﻹţ㰡
    ־ƨɣתȥ
    תŶ̿ıԵԴסĶˡ
    ־ûôϸĵضԴһ˹˰ɫǳһһģӳǰŪģûȫȬЩۼ۵ϣԵԽشĿġһ뵽Щۼһģ־ͺȻðһĻɫԽԽҲûпƺ
    ʹþһһһͷ쵰ˣ᲻һ㰡
    ־סͨ˰Σתһߣְ̹˺ˣԣ𶯣㡣
    Ϳ˱ùԹתͿǰ档
    ǰĺۼǵЩǲˣҩƤЦŤŤƨɡ
    ־Цıӣղ˭쵰أ췴㣡
    ô֣ͻȻɫأţ˵ҵĶˣҪôرأ
    ־סȴЩƮζĪЦЦôر
    룬...ҿ㹤ѹܴӣ㲻˵ʱҹԹԸ򣿡
    ־Ц˵͵ĻĻش˺Ȼ
    Ĭ˰Σñ˸ͷסûȨ㣬ڸϵѧУֻҪúö飬֮ǵûң͹ˣ𣿡
    һƲ죬Ҳѧ
    ־ͷջظղŵĻǸô򡣡Ѿܿ־󺰵·
    **
    ⳡᣬչɭҲϣΪɽһҵߣûɲϯ
    һͬһ㵽˾Ƶ
    ΧһȦҪǩ׷˿
    һǸʾȥ˵㾶ֱ˹ȥ
    쳣֣Ƽɽϲĸɫ˵ȣװĵǺŻױݾµŮǣһЦźѡ
    Ưŵˮζ;ζ
    ޣһǺȥݷսǰչɭ̽Ⱥм䣬Ǵ޶ȵ΢Ц޳ӰӢȺΪĳɹʿУԵúۡ
    ļ϶һĵ̧ĴѰӰѰˣźȻ֣֮⣬⼸ŮŮҲ͵͵չɭ
    ЩĥţôһҪҸ˶úõصϷһ
    òˣһǴһȦȴûչɭӰ
    Ѳȥϴּˣ
    ôţ˳Ѱȥϴּtȵľͷ˶ڴԵú塣
    ҪյϴּڵȣȻչɭ
    ģûʲô¶ȡ
    Ǹˡ
    žһ٬Цû˵һ𣬾һΣ
    չɭǶһء
    Լ˶ӣ޺޵غһתߵˡ
    սߵһǣɵЦ
    ľͷôôɰ
    Ԥչսǹȥȴչɭǽһ绰
    Ǳ߹Ȩ......ãׯҽԺ
    ⼸֣һȻ񾭡
    ֻչɭĮȻؼϰͿˣ֮˽á
    һǵĴԷɿתˡ
    ֻչɭ˵˾䣬ôļҡ
    һľȻ룬˭ã

60

ʮ
    ｻӰò֡
    һվԶȺһ䣬ľȻעһСȻúܷζ
    ʦչɭײġ
    Ӧòˡ
    ΪԼ
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    ôվ˺һһһͳֻչɭϢһϢߡ
    Ϣңң
    ꣬ոϢɳͳ̵ϣչɭŽˡ
    ϢֻˣǾƵ궥㣬Ƿɽҹ
    չɭžƱվشǰľɫһɳıӰ
    ǱӰܸߴ󣬿ĮңԶ
    һģģؾãʵûк˽ˡ˼ȥǣҲֻǾ˺ԸУֺܿɰĬĬظʱһĹȮࡣ
    ڿ˵һжֻһ棬˴ǸΣյ࣬ƽĬԣһž޴ɱ
    չɭӴǰعߺˡ
    һǵĿЩͬЩɻЩչɭȻͽһ¡
    ûѯʣһѾ˹ֱѹЦŵʲô
    չɭո뿪⡣
    ......ʲô
    һû뵽õĻشһ£ЦɣҲͬ¡
    ......
    ԣʵǲûк˽Է𣿡
    չɭһʱ䲢ûлش
    ȷʵһЩ£Щ޹ؽҪ˶ãܰе鶼ãȻһǾҲܵκκµĸš
    ֮⣬УѾ̹ϵչǰˡ
    һǶչɭǵʹ۽ë˰ΣȥĴǣһ뿪ɸ󳷣ȴסˣչɭǿӲ˿أ
    һǲɵץѾ൱ϤԷ壬ر̽˶Է·棬ظ
    ʱȴһˡ
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    һӶüҪΪܵƽͷֳ˵ЩĵĻƲ𡣡˵겻Ȼش𣬿űߡ
    *
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    ʶ
    չɭûʵһ̱˻ش
    һûдֻŶһ
    չɭȴΪˣ
    һЦҡͷôô£ʹΪңԼҲܽ
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    ΪҰ㡣
    ˵⻰ʱչɭһգضסۣ˵ľܽ˴˾š
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    **
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    ¡
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    **
    ֪ǲǽܾöҪĹϵ⼸죬չɭڴԽشֱˣһǱرϲһ뵽Ҫ²˵壬Ҳ˲ЩˣֻܸĵػӦеĶ
    *
    ߵͷһ죬һһź͵Ļм־
    ˲ζĪضסЦˣüͷʱ¡
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    ֣һ￩һ
    ã
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    **
    ߵ죬˶ڻˡ
    밲쿪ʼʱֻˣѾ˶ӡһ׼ŵͬvipͨʱչɭĿ⣬ҵţΣһѻհߵͬ£˻
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    Ҳ㡣
    չɭһѱסǼҪζӡĵס
    һıԥ˰Σ˵˿ڣԣʲô£Ϊأ𣿡

61

ʮһ
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    ŵѤô
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    أ϶ѶԷ֮ʵأͲöԷɡ
    չǶļ޶ԣſеãصҴ˽ɽҶ˵λø㣬ȷʵǶס
    չɭ鲻䣬ǾãλӦø
    ڷ֮ǰȷʵûκεķͽģаһ˵𾴣ȷʵûκð֮⡣
    ܴõʲôֻܰؼպչɭҲز
    ȴһʼ
    չɭһ׼ֵۺʹԭܵΣصðһնݳκεء
    չζĪЦһӦø𣿡
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    Ͼҵľѡ
    **
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    Ǹߴ󰵳Ӱʱ˵ɪ
    ߵǰڴֻˡ
    绰ͷԶڴ˰һǣһЦţ°𣿡
    
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    **
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    ˵סȴЩ
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    ־ڱˡ
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    *
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    ֻҪЩѾ㹻־ɨˡ
    Ūûδļ֤ݣټЩļﲢ־иӦûġ
    չɭѾЩֻȽ˹˾£ְ־ˡ
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    һܻûܾ꣬ͳסˣϵʦٿ»ᡣ
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    һʱЩãȻʲô˼
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    **
    »һƬн󲻾ãȫɶյһļ
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    չɭų»Ա飬ܴӶ»ˡ

62

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    **
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    չɭĬãŵȵļƻԭⲻˡ
    뵽Щ֤Ȼܹ⵹־һǵʲô̶ȣ|ڵĸҲڵһ
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    չɭ侲һϵĵȴԡ
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