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һͬ˫ֵ˼״ʣȻ¹Ѫ߻մѪȴޱȲҰס
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Ϊţĵƹȴ˿̺ϵĴƬѪ⣬ӲİƸš͡˼֡
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ǡǰǸǰ쳣Ļش
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ͷװо硢ÿһСģָȥðŽһ۵õֽ˳ֻֽȼ֣ݼ¼һʮꡣ
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ǳ߻ĵùСʱԼʱ˾˥ͷԼ뿪ʮҲûϰ㣬䵽Ǹսҵĵط˵߻Щ߰ˡ
䭽Ǽм̵ַȥĿҪҳǸ˵ֻͼ͸⼸ᵽһϤϢ
ںڰĸ˴˶һۣǶδԼҼˡʧ̬
ֽдʲô䭵ĴĴָĦǼ֣ŷ⣬ģƬ䵽档
ʮδƬĵģ뻹ЩԶԾһϳǸϤˣһƬаǳŸˮͰĳ΢ЦʮǰһЦݲǣǲ֪ļࡣ
΢ЦóһΪƱ۵ϣֻҪ˵䭾ҲΥ͡
еĶı䣬ҲһЩͱĿȫǡ
ȽƬ֮֮ĸͻȻݰţľʵڲģ
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ǳҡҡͷŵҲ˵ˣȵȡ
һֻֻץŲϷţǳߴǸڴõֽңϸµĹʣŰɡ
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䭱ǸϲŭɫˣЩıһڸĸЩͷԡ
ӴݱҴٻصļλͬͷ֪ûʲô鷳涼ϣԽ϶ͳǷϡ
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˵ܱ꣬˵Ǹ꣬ʲô
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Χ˺ҪǳԼҪҲ汳ģнӶû뵽ȴһԵҵһš
ΪǳȥԴϻһȭ߶ģ
·Щ׷׳ֹ˲ǳ˦˦ԴͼԼһЩ
ӿ³ӣ㳦ק㲻ķǰȥСӣȥ֪𣿡
ǳ߿ûΧһСһСȥ
ҲʶʲôɡȫѪǳԱ˿ĭɳɤش
СһˡºŽ㳦ΪĲ
ǳ֪ԼǼڶ̫ˣ˵ʲôȴȻײĳš
þòһַס˼ȫ˳еˣǳЩûôӣţ߲ŵԼ°ʹ΢ͷΪѹƲµĽźͼɤô㻹𣿡


4    ......ӣǧ
ǳû˶ܹܵһ˲ĽӲԼµļʼǳߺ񱻱⣬Ӳӵ塣
վһҵĴ˶ûôôᣬʺһ󣬰ǳߵķӦͱһƣӽӲ
˫ֻ˫ţǳ߿ȥЩվˣıɽĺʼƽ㳦˲Ծ
ʲôˣĮǲ̫ƽ֯޾ģ㳦첻ĵλϢĳȴԼ޶......
䭵ûжŰǳߵĴʶҪתܡ
......йİ㳦ֹ˲ֽȥķӵСǽ£һסǹѡ
ŴϿȥ䣬ȴܻš
ص˼ҺСҲһȴѰ°ǳ߽ķӦΨԼп⡣
֮ǰ˺ܶ࣬Ҫ˵ĻҪ飬Ҫڳı飬԰ǳ......䭷Щ׼ȫˣһƬհס
ǳ߲ŬƽԼĺ˱ۺ󣬻ת塣
䭵ֻϣ˵ת̧
ʮʱ⣬˺ȻĿԡ
䭵ֻ̧ڰգӿЩɵ
ǳ߸մһܣ˲˵·Ҳ˺߰㣬³ǿĭ˵Ҳ룬ԼڵһǳǱ
......Ŭһ̧֣ŵ䵽࣬ķִӸոտʼڣԼȻûпǹһ⣬ǾǣǳǷϳԼ
ϾǷʮ겻ʮ죬շֿʱһʮģһʮ֪꣬ĳ죬˴֮ı仯ܾ޴
ˣ˵Ǹǣ㳦ע⵽ձԼ򷢳ȥСѾصԣһҡͷ˵ףºô£Ϲˣǵأ
䭻Űǳߵ۾˵촽˶
ǳû˵ǿ˿ڣֻû
ӵͷ㳦ղŰΪСܳȥ鿴ΧȷûжɱŨСǱˣ
⶯ܴĽ֡ǹγ㳦ΧŶվĶ˼ǹвԵĶ׼ԴŵǲүĹأǵĵˮ˰ɣ
Ҳʶ
̧ۣҪش֮˵⣬ǰǳ߾һ˳
Ѿлعתȥ㳦侲ǲСĴģڽ֮ǰҾûмˡ
ƭأ㳦ЦˣԼСǣǶ԰ǳߵĳŪʶջһ𣬻豧ôã
ѹûб䭵ƴڰǳߵļϣǴ㳦ĽǶȿȥҲǿĽЩ
ûУǳͼͣҸոշΪ̫ˣĲ......
˵Ķԡ䭺Ȼˣɤ󣬿һڣǳ
䭿ŤͷԼȫǶԼĵǣĳտõĽȻ䵽ů͸һ˲ƽ
ǰ˲磬΢΢ЦֺαƭأȻѿЩŲɵġ
㳦üͷһʱȻֱ治Լǿ䡣
ү......ǳѹż
Ҳүˡ˵ɫ߿˵㡣
䭣ǳ߸˳ƺǲͬϸΡ
䭳ɹԼ½ǳߵ·°ڣνǶʶʮˣô˵Լʶء
ǳּ뿪䭵岻ڵ״......ǰǰһαƽ˹
Ϊ׵ǸѾֵĺǱˣ㳦ǹ˨ɱڵٸһλᣬ֪֪ɶ
Ҳʶɣ̧֣ʾ԰꣬ʶء
ʲô......㳦ʶһͻȻĳɵ˵Ǿӵķӳ
ƽ΢΢ͷ
ƾʲô......㳦Ѿ仯һû
䭵˵ӻóָֻͷ˼¡
һ£㳦Ʋסı׼ǰǹڶѹѹ
Įǣ˶ӵֻģ˵߰ļ۸񣬾˵ҪʹƶͨѶ豸ȡþ׼һͲܹͨõġ
±ĶȲᣬͿóֻһ򵥡ûҪΪôӵʲô㳦ۺɴཫ֡ǹŤͷĸʹ˸ɫ˷ǳ飬˵ڰתϢܿˡ
㳦ŶԷû鴧ôģ벦ܿ조šңţã鷳
ǰ䭸ҪߣͻȻס
......ǳ߿ǰɷֿ䭵˵ʲôЩԥ
лֻͷ΢ҡͷʾ˷ġ
ǳ´ŵֻգ͵һץס
䭻û׼ˡӴʶǳߵıͣ£ֻӱץסĲλʼֱ۶ʼ顣
ûµġ
ǳҡҡͷĿᶨǰ
кȻЩӣûٿǳߵ۾һߵͷ˸ǰ
ʲô˼˽ֻݹ㳦쳣䱸
Ƿӳֻ˵һ䣬ֻɴת߿ǳߣҪǹ۲ϵˡ
㳦̫ţҲҲӣùֻŵԼߣȹкá
ǳע⵽䭹ϸĴǲΰ㣬̫ȻĲ塣
ԼߣЩ棬㳦ֻԾ͵ͷ䲻ͨһͨ绰ȷ϶Էݣǽ˵쳣СĿõĺõģģȻұ֤
ôûֻѾҶˣİ㣬ܴȥλү𣿡
ǵүԣ......㳦ɭɭӦ֪
䭵öӣΪǳϵˣ֪ʵʲô
Ūǵүܡ㳦֣ϾСܷĦС
ޱ飬͸⣬ȥ
㻹ôţ뵽ղŵͨ绰ȷǰ㳦û̫֣Ƣ᱾ѾҪɱˡ
ҵĳͣ棬лҲڷôͷ˾͸ûҪмϳ°˵һʣĮȻ߼С
㲻Ҫô......
ʲôû˰ѻ˵䭾ЦŴϣôˣˣ
ܣ㳦˵ǰͷ鲻мҲΪĮǳصģ
ʼ磬ʾ㻹ʲôһİǳߺȻ˶ָ
𡣡ǳָָԶͬ顣
䭵˵ͷǷƽǵˣæ̧ҵĳϡ
㳦۾˼£ʶӵķӳҪ鷳ôүá
ҸղѾָʹȻȥѾ·׼ˣǴһҲ޷
㣬㣡⣬ָСܣҪǳ߾ȿ˿ڡ
ˡ˴Ŷǵ񣬿첽ߵԵķԶ¡
һˣ˻ᣬǳ߸˦ԼֵĶѾòӦԷ¶ȵԼôʧ䣬ܱĶ............
Ȼֹ䭿ŰǳΪɵĴӵϽԼ߳ͷ˸......
ߣڻк󣬰ǳȻĳ
䭡ָܿƽȵߡ
߻ش·ҵͣ·ߵĽγ㳦ŰСܣĴĦдŵĽǰΧм䡣
ŵɡæ򿪳ţ䭸ͼǳ߸˽ȥ
΢üͷһ߻ؼʻǰ̧ͷ۳ھ
ǳںţ˫СŷԴʹ۽δٿԼһۡ
......תԿӣԿһŲȵĹˣӡ䡱һʹ˳ȥ
ǳ߸Źǰ£ܿαȶΡ
һע⵽ǰŵĲӬĦгȺ³˳̧⶯Ծֳɱ
ӣ䭱ƽȴһԼ
......ӣǧҪŵ


5    䭷·ҪˡĿʵ̫
һ·϶ûп˵ĦǰΪǴ·ʱʱļ̌ͷһ۳ھǳ͸ɮ붨𶼲һ¡
ȲԼΪγҲʴȥ°˵ô졣
䭵ҵ㻰⣬ֻʲôأֿʵ̫ˣڵԼһҲ˽⣬ϴĹʣЩܵĿࣿ
ܲǰɣ
ȻԼ˵˵Щ꾭Щƣ̸ֻһ̸ͷҵղļŹ˾
Щڰǳ˵̫ͬңԶˣòİ㣬ɨ۳ھ
ǳ߻֮ǰǸλͬ顱ԴԼҲͷ­
̾ע⵽ʻλ϶ŵƿȪˮͻȻ뵽Ҫ˵ʲôˣſڣҪҪˮߺȻͲˡ
ǳ߻ͷŷ˫ָ֣Ȼᶯ˶
һ˲ȫ̻ضŷְǳߵ˫͵Ĳ񻰣ֱȫϺ߿飬ָҲ˲ˮ壬Ϊղŵǳ򶷣ʿѵĿѪѿЩλѾŧ......һ˫֣ôսˮȥϴһӵġ
ס̵ָЩһ󷢽һδΪĿֱˣǳ߸о΢΢˶ǲ̫ӡ
ܣҲ˲û᲻ᱻ˷Լ͵ˣӳھﶢ˫֣̫˵ζ
ǳߴԼ˻ᣬ͸ƨɵŸ̰㲻ȣԭλֲ䣬Ϊϥŵķ𲻺̫Ķ......ֻǣ䭷·ҪˡĿʵ̫޼ɵ
˫Ƚţǳ߰ҧ͵һ̧ͷ
䭻ųھأ⧲˶ϡ
......
ǳǲ˵ӣüͷ
䭾װƽҲûбֳΣƽ䵽ǰ
ΧŵĦһһĺ·Ե˺ͳ׷ױá
̤̤ʵʵ˻ᳵ͵͵ľֿʼھƳ
ǳѾµͷܿȴʼֻССһλãŷ˫˴ĿĵĦš
СģֱָҲ֪Ϊۻ±䭸֣˵Ķǳ΢
һջߣŵҽĬĬء
ټӿ죬֮·δһֱۣ˳ֳĬİǳСŵվ
һ³վڳͷλôŲԶĶ
ԼĮôЩ죬пĲõķӾ洦ƤݣǰͣסĸҲһЩԶĹԢδµ㽨
߰ɣĦϿ㳦ӭֵǴкҲԴǰ˦˦
䭽²ŲƤǰϸʯ̳ɵС·Ժеصƣǰһųҹŵ·ơ
ߣ㳦ǰòƶ۲мһˣȴ¶ևNɪ
ʱеĮķʮָĹܸŵүǺ˲顣
⸽һƬ֯ˡ
Ҳ˵Ժǰ͹۲쵽ֵҪļλ϶дĸ߸Ҳ֪ͷ¼˲䡢
˵߽ԺЩƽĽһҲ׼Լǹڡ
߰ɡ˵Ǿ价ʼշŰǳߵľٶ
³ܵԼȴվû
......ǳ߲Դ
ûµġ֪ڵʲô
ǳԥ£ֱ۾
ᵹԵ쳣ƽɨۺŵķ𣬶԰ǳүȻͣһᱣ֤ǵİȫ
ģô˵ǰͷŵ㳦عͷ˿ҪҲǵĺͷ˵үҪǻǵ˵׼ԺǾˡ
Ѷ˵һҲϣ㳦ϾͲͷĴߴ˵ǣϽİɣ
ѹûŰǳߡ
ڣ㳦˵껰Ͷˣ¸ȥԺˮȪ߹ʱĽŲ˻
ǳ߸ĸ˵㣬⵽˵ķ˿ϽϼССˮ顣
ǳߴǴûпȪ⣬Ϊʼľһ˲Ǳֳ޴롣
䭽˱龡۵ף޵Ĺǣֱ̻Ի͵Ĵ
ǳ߲ӦȻ۵Ļ́ڵ
ֻۣܿƽĴ
ͷͿŵˮƣǵŻɫƵĴשͨ¥¥ݿڰڷ˶һ˶ߵĴƿٱϣλͻأĴˮǽƵǡ
ĸ˼ƯĹ㲻̫һˮ䶯ĳɫĳߡ
㳦˵һԣɳϣżͷһβվȶʼ磬ָǳߺڷԸһԵСܣλСֵȥԵ㶫
㳦ŴЩ͹ˣԼҲͷû̧
ǳûϵҪԼ֧ҧվδ
ӽ߳׳ƽһȻס´ŵ֡
һػǳʶҪѣûŪưǳָϵЩˮ塣
......Ըջֺ󣬰ǳ㶡
ûµģ䭿ڰ֤һᣬһġ
ǳ߻ûжֻܿ𽥷۾ҪޣĬĬʲôڽϾ
ЩΪˣҪôȰǳȴȻͷ
Ǻһ£ûпַȺܴĵ¡
㳦ɳԵλߣҲϲ٣Թ۲ţµ˸ˣȴλСֵȥɡ
ǡ㳦ŸֱӣƲ£˫ȡ
ǳûԥԥһۺתˣĿϰûһԵĳٴʼ磬β𣬡ǣ˰ɣ
䭻عͷ˫Ŀףһۡ
ӶϢתе⣬ζһۣüͷûǰһӵɣҲɣү¥Ϸ䡣
䭸¥ݣ˶¥˴ͣķǰ
̧£źܿ촫Űת
ݺʵķűڴ򿪣һɵ˳ź˵ļͷżףﻹŸѹûϻ̡
ֻƳһۣ˾ʧȥȤתߡ
Ҳ⣬ֱԽԼǸ˽ȥ
䲻涼񣬾λðڷżźɫɳһһݵͬʱ̧ۿ
䭱䵭ɳȥҼ......ϳҪǴŵλ
Էβ뺷෴ģһĻɫ֯ϴ
мĵ̣һʱӦֱӻ촽Ҳû˵
Ƿӽ绰ᵽλѣ
䭾ֱ˶£ûڣ°˵ŵǸ˷ŭǳ󵨣
䭳˳ǣЦȻޱ͸ĵĳ°˵̧̧֡
ϴƣվ˾㲻Ҳֻܱ죬ĬĬߵ°˵վš
ű¹ϣҲ˻֮ǰλϣǰȥǿŵߣǵĶ滹λĬˡ
ҺܸлܰҴ绰˵⣬ĸм֮顣
ˣΪĺΣüͷĺ棬ʲôʱĮһλĺأ
С䴦ڻɫشĿֻͨǸͨˣĮŽİٶˣʶÿһ֡
䭾ͨȲ˵ĵϻ˱֣˵ͻȻӵͨ绰ʲôˣĮǾӶӳΪطĸ߲㣬ȨƵλһˣܼܾ绰......ûǣʵ
񲻵òССģ䭵·ûв鵽˵⣬ǻŵ⣬ǻܼ֡
Ҹе֣ʵʵ˵ϾҲŵĮ߰졣
Ϊ̫羪Ǳй¶˳УеĲǵʼ䭽ĮǲδȥǳߣǽʱӵţӸ˼ʱ䡣
ôʣͿһƣΪ䭱ֱֳӣҲʼֱ˵
񡣡
񣿡ˣֳսĵطһݣҪȡǷǳѵġ
طˣΪҪǧĮѰ̼
˼ûϿڣ䭷Ͼķʵû˵
ֻ˵ѣӺ˲õĵطһĸ˲õĵطݣ֮һ㲢ӵһϯ֮λˣϵǾ޴ġ
ֻһͨˡ˵仰ʱ϶ˡ
ûţֱӵܲʣĮĿģ
Ȼ䭿Ҳҽԭ򡣡
ŵĸ޶һۣǴͷβû˵ͻȻ廰֮ǰǻһʡ
䭿Է
֪ʲôϵ
ûйϵ䭻شĹϡ
˲ɫôΪʲôҪǰأ
Ҫȵֻһˡ䭵պһǸˣҵһλˣڻǸѣҲѹ
ӦҲ˵ǵĹء˲ֱ䭼Įطǹܲţǵĵϣκ˻֯͵ˮ
ǹˣǰҲ˽һЩֻǲȫ档
ֻˣץǾҲĻԴжϻԴͻв֪ļһյǵĵ͵ɵﻹṆ̀ӻƽĵطӦò֪ˮж຦˰ɣ
Һܺ棬ȷʵ棬Ϊɫ֯ǵк̫ǿ˵㣬˵ĮǻܹǶԿ֯ǲ⡣
𣿡ͻȻվ
Ҳȣ΢̧ͷ
˵⿪·¶ͷƤ
뿴һ˵壬ü°˵Ŷʮ£ƤȴʮеһƴͰ͵ıƤȫͻ߹ǣȫû⡣
亦ûϸ˵ԼôմȾϵˮֻɫ֯˵Ҳ˰ˣֻǺЩĹ˾̫һǵдɱɱ˵㡣
ҿԺǱ֤㣬ûиһǣˮΪ˴ǮԼá
ƻؾƻءصģĿǰûܹȥġ
ԱĻɫ֯°˵ȷʵԭˣΪʲôˮǺõġ
ƽ͵ĿǰûвҲûУ˵ĶԣҲģȻģǾûʲô̸
÷ѹǰɣЩŴģµľǸӴ򽻵䭽̧˷ڡ
ǸˣĻǺơ
ô·˻ȥͬζèèϷɵ˵ϣǾ͵ýϵĹأ˵أ


6 Ŀ   еѸ㡣
ʵεǴĮǿҹ˾ġֻû˵вƽ͵
ܵĮ˾ӰĲš
׵ʲô𣿡
ʲô˾𳤷ӣŵ˳ȶˡ
˻ȥɳϣ鿴ȥͦС
䭿Ƶǹꡣ
ʲôûס̵˲
ֻ䭵ĻһأǱΪȵ˶üͷ
ڸǿЦ
˵ϡ䭻ǵĿǣܶһӶûгζ
ģӹ۲ᣬоڿЦΣ˵ܻžѾݳˣĮʲôʶȱ˭ǮȥǹҪԲӵǹ
һ㣬䭸ƣҲ󿿣һطûеĶǾһ
Ҹ㣬ӷۣĮǵ˻ỨʮǮȥΣԲȥһǹ
СҲ𣿡ҡҡͷĵʥˣҿı˵㡣
ǿأһȭɳӵɴ۾
ŵĳǿ뷨һļ䭡
ǻƽɣҵʱǳ󣬲˷ڿϡ
˵ƣʱһֹǵıʵ֪ƴ
Լӣİ㣬֪ĮʲôǱˮߵģ
ʣ޷Ƶۣ......ҩƷ
ĻЩ鷳һԼ°ͣĥǾҩƷɡ
ʲô˼һԵˣͷզĳӶ
һ˲ĸ˰ֻ۾ô䭵
䭵ûоɵ׬Ǯô......
ͣ£ɹ˲ͬɫ仯ҩƷߣǾҩƷ⡣
ʲô˼¡
΢Ц˼
ҪǺæĮҩƷ⣿񿪿ʣдɱ֪֪ΪʲôȱҽҩƷ
䭲
ԴΪսңԴ˳̨˷κҽҩ˾ǩЭ飬ҽʶͨµĻɫ׽
ֻõҩͨĸðŮӱҪõҩƷϡȱ
Ϊս󣬿ÿж˻ΪòҽƷװɥ
ĮҽҩƷ⣬ҩ
Ҫǵ⡣䭲˶Լʡ
ãĵǺǿ԰ɣҪʲô˵Ҳ¾Ѱӵġ
˵ɱڵģ䭻Ǵ۾˺ε˼
ԼѰӵģǲǻзˣ񶼸ɵóʲô
˹ǣ䭱˵ˣŶûа㣬֪û˵Űţ
......£̧ͷԼ¡
˴ɳ˵˼仰ԼܹʲôǺܴҩ˾
Ǹλͬ˼򵥿գǳӵıˣһʼ䭳Բѷ󱻡վ˶Ŀ⡣
ٴ䭣еζŨˡ
а취Ǹ㵽Ӵŵ㲻Σû취ŰҩĽܣǾǼţȥ˰˸ӶŵĹ˾
䭾˵˵Ǻ̸
һôֹ䣬졣
ŰôĹ˾ƾʲôҪðΥ˵ķ˽ѵǻȱг𣿡
ٴξòΥ
Ҫô㣿̵˿ˣЦ޸˷㵱ԼǴͳ
֮ԽֹҽƷΪҪֹսӺͳ
ûҩƷ㻹ô򣿿......
ƽȴûзֹ۸߼˵ǲġ
˶Σóҽǡӡ͡塱ó˲ֲŵ档
ԣ뿪żµڣ˶ܹļţܹҩƷصľ˵᰸ܹͨġ
˵ףȴ˳ɵۡ
ڻɫشߵľˣûΥҲԭ첻ɵ顣
ֻǣҲ֪һ仰ʵжѣȲ˵ŰΪʲôҪ˵߲ͨĹؽҪĴ......Ǿ˵ġ
ԣǹֻϣҪʵҩƷ⣿ȷ
ֻ棬Ҫôһҵ꣬ڵȻҩƷ׬Ǯá
ܰ飿
Ҳ˵ûյ¡䭸϶ظ
ʲô̽
Į⣬ֻǽǲġ
зλѣʲô鶼˳ġƤЦⲻЦ
䭵ͷҡͷװΪѣ̯̾үļˡ
ŶװͿ
䭼ǫӳǱȻû⣬ǵһİĵطµ˲ֻݵϵɣðݵɽͷҲðˡ
ɲʲôɽͷҡҡ֡
ֱˣЦȻҽֻǵҪѡ
ôЦݲãйâȴް塣
үڳѶ࣬ڳ￪һǹ꣬ϣƽƽͣ£ҳˣһЩ󡣡
ֲˣֱӵֶ٣
һֻơ
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ջ֣˵Ļ˲̻أҲܰǹ˰ǳߵ·м飬ֻܲ鲻Ը
áǳߵ䵭Щ
ңǿװĵٵ°˵黹ûнҴӦǣðæӷʳõġ
......ô˵ǳ¿һȰ˵ġ
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šǳûپܾ
С̽Ȼ......˵Ȼɣǳһ˲¶Ĳͷùġ
ˣ
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ҽԺһ䭵࣬ߵϣš
ͷֱӱĿϢ󣬸ϵѯʵ̸ˣ
ҩƷࡣ
ϣǰǰƻģָһ𣿡
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ȫۣİɨ۳ھ
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æ̫ˣвҲȻ
䭡šŤͷ⣬ĮһҪͷˣΪ˭ͷҵĺ£һ벱ϳԷļһﻹܲ


7    ̧ͷʱƳְۣǳ
ڶ첻䭾ڴۣΪ£һϷȥҲû˯
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ҽԺǱô
аšԳȵûʲô⣬΢𵴣˵ҪϢ졣
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䭴ŹǷ
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ˮ˲ÿֵġֺЦЦ˵˻ŬԼ
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ǳͬѵ磬䭵ſڻûȥ˶ԷĴɤš
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һϴһ̧֣á
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ӭ峿⣬ǳ߳źʹżɫë£ҽԺЬ
......հ˻ᣬǳ죬ųˡ
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Ϊʲôأڴ֮ǰδı档
˼Ŀ䵽˰ǳϣŵԼϣѧУϿεѧư
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ץסɣε鿴ѵķһʹץˣ㻹......ָ°ǳߣãȫܵͷ
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ǳˡޱ˼벻ܳһ𣿡
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ңΪ֮ǰܹǮģ......˵ˣΪû塣
ĶȲ̸۽עŰǳߵϸ΢飬˵ˮ֪Ầ˶𣿡
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ܲܶ費Ҫǻԣ
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šǳӦ
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һЩŶӵŮùĿǣ̧ͷʱƳְۣǳקŵǸƵţΧ۵ԽԽ࣬߰
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ǳŹ˵ȥܣΧȺЩ²һֱ꣬䭻εעԼ
ɿȴСĴָʼһ㣬Ǵ˰㡣
ע⵽ĶſĴָ͵ǰǳ⧲ײУ뱧ţЮŴ˿뿪Ƿǵء
......˼һֺû
ûס̧ڰǳԴϰ£ܳ𣿡
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ҽݺĹţתŵ߿鷳ȫ¡
ǳ߲ŷӦʲôŰ״ӵ߾Ѿվ
Ҳ顣һһ٣תȥ䭡
ҲûڳĬƶš
......͵ҽЩԥ
ǳ߻䭣ĿеĶˣִڣظҲ顣
һղ죬ͷҽǳײҶˡ
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ǳͷĿ䵽ϡ
ûҽǰ˵˼䣬˿õӣȥš
ǳߴӸղžڹ۲ţ˳Ĭ߳ȥ
䭴ǰסŰǳߵıӣƾƽҲ㡣
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תǰͣ£ǳԭվ˻ᣬע⵽ߺԥ£鲻Ըϡ
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䭾ĥԷĥ͸ģֱ˵ڵ
ټǳзӦˣ³ֺתߡ
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˳ջ֣άϵЦݡ
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Ժܸƴʲôһû¶򿪸ݵĳš
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ջֺŵйɵıζҩζԴ۽ɨ۰ǳߵָ
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û˵ҽԺλãҲٿʣǳĮĿĵתȦż복Уǳ߳ӵ
ҲżʲôǳС۲ֻܿĲ
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Ϊʲô......
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ⳡͻӵεưֻӣֵԵſڵ·Ƿ׷ڵסԴЩгҲ忪ʼķɿ졣
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......
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......
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ǳߺŤȥ￹ܡ
¼磬дǳЦ⣬ô˵һ仰Ǿǽչٹ·ڳͣʱԼֻƵ˸绰
......ᵽֺ͵طĸ䭱˵ԸȥϿңֲų뵽ʲôĬĬĻ˵Ұæңԣ죬ţлл
ûܵ绰һͷ¶ʲô飬˵ллϹҵ绰
ǳѾе
ģ϶ҵġ
ҲҪæǳȭ
䭵˵ͷ·ûٿһ⣬ǳżΪָ·˵ҽԺⳡͻͣˣ̶ʱƲɢȥ̫
䭸Űǳ¥ݵ¥߰ƽĲֻСŮһˡ
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䭸߽ȥǳѵСӵϵСѯʵСԲ԰
ҿɼǿˡСŮԴߺűｾ
Ŷɫëñ¶۾ǼС꺢ӣ䭿ĻþҪΪû
ǳԴ˵ʲôȴע⵽䭵Ĵڡ
Ӱǳ߸첲̽ͷתţͻȻ˵ϵ㡣


9 ϲ   ֻҪţ͸
СǸѡǳͻȻӦܴĽ
䭸Ȥˣûܰǳ߿赲ϿСŮЦŶǽҵһμء
ǳ߸羭......գۣǳ߽ס͡
Ǹ𣿡䭹ȡ
ǳ߰ŷļ򣬴˵СϢˣǲûкú˯ѽ˯ɡ
ǿƷƽϣתĸˣƺ׹ʲô
վһǳæװģĸϱӣͻȻ£´òã
......ƽˣԴȴŬţʰǳߣҸأ
ȥ׬ǮˣͻҪúóԷ𣿡
áԹӦ
˫ֱأĿһֱڰǳϣоֻըëè
ǳܹоȴûκνͣԴȲǸˡ
𡣡˯ѣѹͲӱֻץסǳߵ½ǣȱߣһû˵
֮ǰأޣǳ̧ͷڲȦû֡
͸ڲˡС㲻ҵɣ
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䭵·ڴѵ𣿡
ʲô......ǳüֵ·ڴɫǹ
ۣǹ𣿡ȵ
ǳ˲ǲˣǹ
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лл磡ǳģǳ߽ǹŵĺЦֿ䭣лл硣
֪䭵ֻ֣ǸȻҲи硣
䭾СĻ飬΢Цŵͷ
СһţһֽǹǰɫĻŹ㣬ܿۡ
ŵġܡģǳ쳣ᣬԲվ
ҵǰó𣿡
óԣйâСʱڵϿСѳԣ⻹ҵһγǹԭζ
·ϴ˽Įǣʵʵܵ𺳡
Ǳ󣬳°˵˵ݳƷš
ǿǣʣµȫ
䭺ٳԼ𣿡
һžͺˣҡҡͷҪʡųԣܾá
䭲˵ˣĺû˻ȥϧһССǹͯӵеʳḻǲԸúóԶ͡
ǳ߸磬ﻹǿûǹ˵ҿˡ
ûˮ𣿡ǳߴˮ̽̽ƿڵתȥ򡣡
ܣһֱԼͷΪ÷ȥѽ߾ܣõ鶼Լ˺üμ٣ϴϰѾܲˡ
ֵܹĹʣ̾˿סŰͻȻ뵽ʲô־ع
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ǳеԥϷı飬ٿƽĿ......룬ҲԼ̫أǺðɣϻ
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ˣͣ£Ҳǰɡ
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ЦҴСһ𳤴󡣡
Сʱ𣿡
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ǳ߸С𣿡
ǰҴһꡣ
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£Цˣڲ࣬ס
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......ľˣҲŲţ
ġ
һԭģеӢܵɣСˣţǲΪ۸
СʱҲ󣬡ϱøӣֻǻûôû˸۸ġ
ΪʲôҪˣŭȥҪصǰȥŰǳ߸ɼơ
Ϊ۸ҡ˵ûסѧǳߵӾԴ
£ȻЩˣСʱ򾭳۸𣿡
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ûáĹ˶ۣ۾һװŵǹֲ˼ĳĬ£뵽Լ̫òϾ̣ڵǸԲҲ˵㡣
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Ϊʲô˵......
Ͱǳ𣿡䭲µҪʲô
˵ǲʤˣ˵ŴסˣҲ˼𣿡
䭡š
СչˣûзǼ飬ûЩķ......ǳ߸ԼĹϵЩӵѪԵϵ
ȻˣֲѪԵˡ
ˣͻȻ֣ĵǸϲˡ
ϲ䭿۷ţϣǳ߻һЩ
ԣһǸϲˣǳ϶羭㣬кܶ㡣
ǳ߸Լֿʱʮ꣬ԼòҲ˺ܴı仯ĻԼܸһ
ô֪ң
С۾գգָڵĹ˹
кЦϵ̽ȥ
ϸݸ첲ָǡ
¡
п롣
䭷·ǿʼ嶼סˣɳƵ˵ʲô
Щϵˣﶼп룬ҲУǸ续ˡ
˺ܾòŻָüͷӻȴ
Ϊı鰲ȥųʵôˣ
ô֪ϲƽŵ
ʹǳ߸ΪʲôҪһֱһˣȻʲôû˵֪Ǿϲ
㻹С
˭˵СӾͲˣҾ֪ͦš
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ǳ߿ŽȥʱܾŷЩ죬˱ˮʵʲô𣿡
ʲôû˵óλá
ǳ˻ᣬ䭺ͷͰǣȵǳ뿪ҲСк
Ͷ˵ĸ֡
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䭴װͿû
Ѿͷִĺܣ󻹳ԼӿӦǡҾ֪
˵ǻϲǸӣתƻΪѾͷӦǳüģû뵽......
Сܼǿǳǰţ䭿ı飬ֻͻȻѹ͵ǳ߷·ЦĻҪЦֻҪ......
׷ȥǳ߲ĬĬŤͷ
ǳǰû⵽עӣȴּᶨ͸


10    ĥʲô
أ䭻
ʲô
䭷İ㣬ǰʵЩִʲô
......ǳվˡ
ǰ˼ȥ
СҲˡǳ߻л˼ˡ
䭲ٴֲۣ嶵ȥסĵطɡ
......ǳ߲˵ˣһĶ
ûаĲڣ֪ڲߵġ
ǳۣ߱䭿ֱӴ뿪æ׷ȥ
֮ǰǴεƴѹûŽֻ׷ߵҶˣҲھߣҷҲû......
ȥ
׷ļûϰǳ߻ͻȻͣЩײȥסΣᶨ
ǳ£̾Ǻá
ӦˣЦϼҵǳߵָ뿪·ӿݵģ䭿ĸСġ
ѳͣɡǳ˴յء
Ҳ໰ͣͣǰȷʵǲÿˣ޴ӳߵĵطŵ߰˲¥ĸ߶ȡ
ǣǵʱ򿴵ãûطţ˵Щ˵֮ǰ·Щû˶ķӣຢӴﻹŽˣ
Įûкƽ꣬ǳǰ·ģɶڻ
Ƭסլһ·ϹܹٱըٵĽĮǵľǲδ޽ȫ㵹
Ǻģʥͷɶｻս̣ɱ˺ܶɣˣǵĸĸ㵽죬ɣɹá
䭸ŰǳСɽմŲ֪ҺθʣأΪʲôӿҸݵǷûᵽǳߵĸףǸŴһֱ˵ȥ
䭲ʣֻҸŰǳߴг·˳ŹĨһ⣬㲻ȥϰʲô
ϰ......ǳϰѿɫҡͷҪ˰ɡ
䭡šƽʹؼң
ⷭɽԽŪһۡ
ҲǣǳƵģ......
ֻ䭴ϻ˫غûǰˤſ
ǳ߾վǰޱ㲻𣿡
ƽҲʲô䭻ۡ
ֵӦʮռʱİȴ𽥡ѡְǳߵ֮⣬Լǣ㲻סĵطȽС
еܰɣҪԼ֪Ѷ......ֻ֪ϥϵĳ̧ͷ߰ɡ
ǳ´ķӦô⣬䭴ùġ
䭹ߵǰͷȥĥʲô
·϶û˵Щ·ƽ̹ǻأط㹻
ǰ׺ĬĬֹȥǰȫ񣬸˳
ˡǳߵ͵ͳ
䭻ʣҴţ񰤵Ķǳɢŵĸζڵɹ̫żͷ˸ϴ·
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šչֵЦݡ
ҲǶ죬Ҫ죬ȫӬĿ񻶣µһȱҽʣܿһСëҪ
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䭲ϲôţڵȥɡ
ǳһŲģȻıҪҴȥұסɡ
̧̧ҽѵҺҪϴһ¡
ðɡǳûˣó˵ǰΪƿӡ
䭸Լ൱裬ɵʶ˳ȥ
˵С谵˵ǹɳʪùζ˲õĻ䡣һۿȥûдֻӼ򵥰ڷڽ䣬ͬǻֻ࣬мλĤ
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յˮǳ߷ӣɡ
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ǳ˵ͳȥˣ䭸ͷƿ̽Դ
ǳͷһСĻ¯ˮһڵˮҨˮ
Ǻȵˮأ
ҲиˮܵģǳߴӶſǺˮˮõˮȥԱߵĺҶȺˮģƯʵ̫ˣ
䭰ڣΪǳҲԸ⿪˵Щˡ
ǰＸﻧȾһֲֹȾ˺ܶˣҲǣǿаɣǸÿﻧ˸ˮܣˮҲ󡣡
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ԼЬ࣬ǳߵ˵ˮȥָhonshaoduijiaˮ£ȻȻ̧ͷˡ
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촽˶Ǿ仰·˳ڣŷŽɳƿڵ......
ϴɣǳǺҪ˵Ļһվֱӱų
䭸Žˮ´ůͣȴһȥ
Ҳǰ......Цţ̧ͷľôס


11    䭸ͷܹԣԺá
䭽ŷϴֱˮ±ǳͷ˺ܾãٲԵÿˣſõķ
䭸ԭصĺһ˫Ŀ¶Ŀȥ
ǳߴһȵôţ
š䭺Ӧ
ǳԴ......̾ȥһҲŵëŴӻǳķŵ䭸ǰ
䡣䭿żæţ˵˾䡣
ǳ߱ûҲ˦һ˦
˵ֻ󡱵Ľţ䭵˼ȴѹ⣬ûзֺֽ䡣
ǳɾëȥ䭵ĽţָˮͻȻӦëӸ䭣Լɡ
ŶʵʵŲɾһԵЬʵǲ봩ȥ
ǳҲţҸֻЬ
ȥС䷭Щӷ׵鲼䭵Ŷŵ󣬡ô鷳
Ҫôǳ߿Ǿ鷳˾䣬һֻȥ𣿡
ǲ˵ˣ˷ҳ˫ЬҪȴ
á䭽ϵЬҲ´Ьǲϰߣԭ̤̤
ǳߵͷ̧𣬡𣿡
˵㡣תȦ»ص¡
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ЬأͻȻͲ뿴ˣӰǳнӹΪЩ̣ףİʵĶ㶼ţ
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ڲҲ......䭺Ȼ죬۽Сϣǳ߹ȻԼ
ʲôˮ𣿡
ǰ˲ȥԱ߸ˮеΣһʱûסﻰ˵˳......ôȣҲûʲôͬžһĹѡ
ȰɡˮŵϣǳԼ̺ӱϥǲ˵ˡ
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أ
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ǳ̧ͷۣûشĬĬԼ̺ô
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˵ǳҲ͸ӱԼЩĸλŶԼǿ׳ҲǳµĸɣĴ
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ǳûг䭿Դ˶֪û˯ţĵ˵֣ҩͿĨڿ㡣
ٵ˻ᣬǳ߻ûӦֻƽ䵽񶥡
յСƱǳ߷ŵǰŵĹϣͷɫΧˣСɢĹڵһбģԼԼֻʣ
ΪԼ˯ţʱʮ꣬Ͱǳһһ˯̫˵ĻٵͷȴΪԷķӦʧȥ
ǰǳѹԸٻ𣬹ڻĻֻԼ
߰飬һͷĺ֪˻硣
ǱͷŲģ䭷·Ů˵ĺֺһǰ
ôˣʲôˣһͿǳߵĴ̣˲֪ʱģѾ롣
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Ҫȥģ䭼ˣӱֱ
ǳŸͰŸֵҪ׼ȥ
䭼ææЬ˳̧۱ϵʱ䣬賿ʮʱ춼û
Ҫȥ񣬰ǳ˽Ų
䭵ײײϣΧȫǼҴܶӰͣṦ򻹱·ײ˼סκѹеľ޷˵㡣


12    Ϊ
һȻģǳûסЦ
һЦ̴ܶ٣ϿȥҲΪԼˡ
߰ɡ½½ĻǰܣǳкҲӿŲ
䭾ԣֵǰĹǰȫˣΪԼڰɣǳʱʱͣһµ
Ҳ䭣ﻧϤһƤݣߴ
Ҳûʱ˵ֵ绹յε۾ñϡ
⾿ۿԽǰԽ࣬䭻ˣʲôȥ
ģǳܵĺɣ˲ֻˣǳһͰһ£ȥ١
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ˡ
ǰ˼䭿վŵȺЩ˶Ƕ̶ʱڴﻧظġ
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ΪǳҪԼ˵ʲô
ǳȷʵҪ˵߼վŰɣһȽҡ
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˾⣬³㵹ļλˮһ𽫺װʳк档
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ۼеǶˮ﷭ţջܺڣȴȻ족ĸ
ǳʧǰŵȫǻ˵ĶζûԼܿĻ棬Щ˰Χšʳת롣
סģǰ˼
˶æµûע⵽ġ¡ͼЩˮҳǳߵӰ
һǰջûܹϸջЬЬӲȵϡȵʣŵģûע⵽һֻţҲ֪ȵʲôͷϣʣ˵ûˤ
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ͷһҵͷ滹û⣬ֵſˣ˷ܴС
ͣ˲ǰȫǾƨɵˣ߲ȥһźͰǳƵͰҵⶼ˽ȥ
Ⱥܿģʱʱ˷ܵĺУ䭲֪ΪξͷΣ˿ŻǱơ
оƣһŮ˽ΧȺҲ˲ϿĽüԥǿʼˡ
Ů˴ʣ˶ƿƣСĵķŵŵ
䭽ϵЬǷˣ˵ۣ߳ʱűϻƬҶõҲã̧˦˦Ǳҧ³Ҷ̵Ĳ뿪Ьӡ
ôǰ岽ԶȺܿ죬СɽߵˮѾͱƽˡ
ɫ˵㣬䭸ܿˣԼȥ룬Ȼһ˫˫ˮ﷭ţԼǰԹķ
˼ʱҪӦ꣬żҲȥƵòͣʱǶǳ˾ߣû˼ʣµķôġȴԭеˮϲһֻҪһǰѲж˵ĿˮԷ˻ͷֽȣĭǲ......
Щˮȫһ𣬱ǰ˵ʯ䱦㣬ϸķš
Żûסɫһ󣬷θ˳
ûע⵽˻ǶʣѰš
䭲ϣԼŻｦǶѻ˵ˮУͼҵʲô
뻹......һѹסһ·Żһ·ߡ
ȺԶһЩܴ˲ǣûʲôû꣬Ҳˡ
䭾Լ˼Ӱ޷ܰǳҲм䡣
˸䣬ţ⳹״Ⱥɢȥ˶šջ뿪䭵ͷҲʲô˴ԼǰûǳǷܹҵԼ
ˡһ˴ǰһûֱ߿ͣ¡
䭻̧ͷǳڳĳƶɢŹԣŸͰԼ
......ֻɨͰһתĿ⣬Ƶˣ
ǳߵʹ۽ޣɤƽؼˡ
䭶˶׵ľ˫Щ飬ΪǸҡ֣ܿվֱˡ
ǳںǰ˲磬ǲȥԷŵͰѵǼʲôã
ǳߵֽͰȵ˳ĬúɰͰ³һ֣ԡ
......ȭɿ嵽㶵˸׳⣬ôԣ
Ķǹͷ⣬еĹͷûп꣬ǻὫⶼ˺ϴɾǳϸ˵ôԣõ⣬Լһ¾ͳԣЩôõǻˣﻧר⣬ЩҲϴɾˣɱóֻҪǮһӣͷĻҲգǣũϡ
......䭺ԵĶ⣿
ҲĶģǳƽֱﻧ˵ǺܺõʳԴûǣÿܶˡ
ʳ𣿡¹ˣᵹǲˣֻɫʵѿһʲôȾأûҲ׳Ի......
ͻȻֹֻǳͣ˽Ų
վǰ벽ԶλãͷԼ
ǳ߿ȥЦȻĿ¶İ˲䭡
һ·ӦԼĵЩȫ֪Ƚڻȥ......ֶôҪ
үǳſ죬˺֮ǰͲٽеĳƺ
עһ塣
һֱҲ......ǳͣ˺ܾãõ䭲վסΪ


13    лл
Χʱʱ·ǣ䭸ǳ߸ֿľĬĬţûϻش𣬰ǳҲδڴߴ١
ǳ˵ԼҲʣûס˿ڡ
룬ϣԼĻشطԼһֱϣ˿ʣȶԷˣԼܸʲôĻشأ
˵ʲôԵòôֿ䭻λ˼Լû취˵
ΪʲôΪʲô
ǳĴ𣿻ѹҪԼĻش𣬶̶ʱ˼࣬ĿⲻԾ䵽ϡ
ǸͰװŰǳߵͶɹոԼΪЩˮµͷǡ
......ſ죬䭺ò׼һͣ٣Ӳ֪˵ѵս
ǳվδδзֺ仯ǽ˵˼
˵ɺ𣿰ǳ߲ɵӣЩԼֳ֪̫࣬˵ר̶ǿ½⡣
ûãγǶµľһ·ڲϵǻ㵽Ĺʵ㯡
ǰ......Űǳߣ̽ǰ
ǳ߿ֻ߸ƫת
䭵˸ǰסһֻ֡
ǳ߷ˮŲ˲֣ץֻܸоָģֻġ
......һԵģǰߡ
ǳͰںһֱֻǣҲûܡ
˼ƤݵǣΧû·ˣŴã賿ͳˮǣС
û˵Ĵţ䭻ץŰǳֻ֣ǰҸݼĹһš
ǳ΢΢ͷҪ̫ãҸ²дġ
Ҳǰǳ߿еĳ²䭵ĹܼңСʱƫԶĿҸʱ͸չ
ڰǳߣĸúܸ轲ˣǳߵĸ׶һ룬Ϊƶʵˣҵóʱ䭸ոճͱ͵ϣǿаǳߵĸʵһӤɣˡ˼ҡΨ֮һ
ԴС䭾ǸŰǳһ鳤ģ˱һ꣬ӱãҲ
ֻ˹ûмҳС˶ڴ˵ĳ˽ӣΪ˲ݲűӵͬĺЩŷż棬ڼҾһܺӴþֶ۸
䭣˵ǿͲĻʿޣݺݴƨɣҲֻèֹ͵Ҳˣ޵ĺȫһֻҪԱ˾˯ܹ
˵㣬ײײ·ˣİǳˤʱ֪ޣȴˤҪôԼĬĬҪôˤһֱ
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ѧΪԶ˳ల˽ͳʱ䭵Ӳ̹һЩѧУһѧǳ߾϶ʮ๫·
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ǳ߰˻ᣬ䭿ͷ
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ˣǳ̧ͷ̫תȥ߰ɡ
վûжüͷŰǳԶıӰ֪ǲǴȻ䵭
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14 Ը   ԽԽϲˡ
ΪڣǳûѡԼͰġˮǽһ긾Ů
Էסﻧ䣬ƤͦһƬյأһЩСڰ׼ǽЩͷʣһ˺·࣬ͰˮһͷŮϴ飬Զһĵط˸Ǹ긾ŮɷɣͷϴŶɫñӣڷӹЩ顣
ʮԶۼĲһŻô㡣
䭷˴֪ǳǺʱصͷ˿ɵɵŴȻ˾䣬ԣ
ȷʵеԶ·ͳû͸ڣǰͷֽθǵ㶫ȫ˸ɾֻǳˮǴǾл

......ǳ߻Լ䭲֪ǲǲԼĻأϾûԡ
߰ɡŲŵֵǮǳ
䭸ȥЩ˼ЬӻǸŪˡ
ǳƳۡ
ϵһϴɾٻ㣬ҪȻٸһ˫ɡ
ˣǳǰţ㻹Ҽ𣿡
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ûϵһ˫ЬӶѣ˾ˡ
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15 ˯   䭿񶨵
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λʹʮλߣ򰵻ĮС
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䭽ͣ·ߣŵ绰ɴཫӷƽˣųȥȷʵĮҪ͵ҪԽݣҲһɫ֯Լȥ׼ЩǮҲ˵Ժ󶼰ƤѪ
ͷϵıˣʲôСܡ硱İռռɣûˡ
......Ȼˣϸ绹ܲʵ𣿡Ĭټ˰ӣ绰һͷĳ°˵
̨£ָͬеЦ⣬͵Ǯɡ
Ȼˣ°˵ЦͻȻʣûʱԷ𣿡
ȷʵеæ䭿ų⣬Įеıؾ񶼿ʼΪƳֱЩҵ绰
°˵ˣ̫̾źˣĮǣеŻûʶɣұȥúһֵġ󼸸ּŹЦ˵֮⡣
ϲ͸ͬź̫̾ϧˡ
ϧϧ°˵һҲҵ绰еԺ㶼ĮţۻҲ𣿡
ǣ֪׽˼ĹϵԸĽӻϸİš
ֱáʶʱ°˵ϴСܵĵҲǣȻڳôõôϸ˵أҪ˵ˣϸҲŵ㡣
ץֻĴָһµԼĴȣ°˵仰һʱֹ˶
˵ˣ°˵ͷԹЦ˵ɲɣҵֵ쿴ǺһˣôסڳǱǱ߿ɶﻧΰúܡ
䭻ץֻ
°˵ͷ˵ҪҪҸѰŸùֵ˵ڼʲôϴϴˮﲻ𣿡
үֻһѹֱ治
˵òЦ°˵ֻͷ˵㳦СӾȻ˵ĮǺܾܿΪסﻧǸ......Ŷ֪㳦𣿾첻СѵǸСӣѾѵˡ
㳦˭䭲ģ°˵߶߶˵ЩȻΪ˻죬ΪڹԼ֮ԺȻ˵Ϊ˾棬Լ֪ǳߵĴڣ֪ǳ߶ԼжҪѾ̽йذǳߵһУȫԼڳĻ
°˵ʹԼΪĮǣʱش˵Ϊ׬Ǯɽһȴ񣬳°˵ԼѾ֪һʵ
䭵Įȸ㶨ǹٷзصĴڶԳ°˵ԼԼġߡԼʲôͲòȹ˼ɵǳߡ
Ҿ˵Сɵ˵ҪΪܵĮⲻ˺ǧֻΪһЦԣֹǧţ𶼲°˵٩ֻǸǼİԡ
䭸ЦƤЦⲻЦү˵ĶԣֲĵӾ......
Ҿô......
үת˲ǿƴϵҹʲôĻǲˣҵˣҲ̫ϲ˶ҵ˽Ʒ˵أ
ڣȳ°˵ĮǵȷʵӴҲԼɶ໨ǮҲҪԭ
Ҫģ룬ԼڳеÿһǶˣǽٲǳ߽Ӵ˾ͲŰǳߺԼֻͨϵӲ½ͻֹ̽̽ƱػðǳΣС
ΪԼϵĴ󷽣°˵ȻĶȴɷ֪Ҳ˷ĵķ䭴󷽳ˣ˳ĸ߶Էʲô˾á
Ŷ~΢п󣬳°˵û뵽ϵ㻹Ǹš
з˵ǣ֮ǰ°˵˵ʲôǧһЦѾ
ûʲôµĻȹˣи顣ƽƽϲŭȴԲ˲ͷ
úá°˵ȴȺĵ˱ȹ˵绰ֻ͵Ľֻҵϡ
ۣͷѹϷ̣еıȻɱ⡣
°˵̫ȴ󣬽̫䭺ܶûнӴ˶ֳࡢ̽ӣʹԼƽӺƿˮֱӺ˴룬ˮӸΪޱĻ½ӿ


18    ܿˣֻҪһ˿
䭻صݵĵһ黹ϴ裬Ȼ󰲰˶ٷ
׼̫ʶȤվȥ
ﻨʹܻԾձQģΪǰȹʼձ˶˷ֿݣڣû˸Ҳ֪ǰۻ롣
أӷ£䭺˿衣
ϵѾȥﻧˡ
䭡šſڵǶƹ˼ңȷʵ޵ĽǮȨƲҲøۣԼʱ٣˳˵ǡݼ١ͷʵԴԴҪ
ȥǳǴŰȴûæµ½ǣԼĸվδ
ţһ֣㹻˼
ְѯʵǲʲôˣӻʼɫͲ̫ԡ
ˣ䭱ھ˵ȻɴǶ˽⻹̫ˡ
Ե޹˵֮ǰԷ˵Ҫͨ绰²ǹзʲô
һᰲȥڼ߶꣬䭵˽
ʱ򡣡ȥ칫£ǲΪȻǿѹͷô
Į㲻ʲôͷߣͷӬˡ
䭹ǣЦȻϲޱ飬ӬҲˣڲǹǵʱ򡣡
ǡȻζŴĮ뿪ǾͻᷭԸƦåƺ°˵ΪӬƻңǾޱȨܹҲޣԴ̿ʼͷҪ׼Ͷˡ
̼Իתȥš
䭴ӱͲֱ֧ʣͷ׼дֵʱͻȻǳŷԼϰ࣬ߵʱ⺰ôһ䣬½ǳ߷ζϰáȤĶࡣ
ȥˣϴſڼʦĥŵȵĳ䭱ڳţˣ˳ǳھʮಽԶʱͣ˲䭿˵ɫ......ţһ㡣
ЦŶ԰ǳ˵ͷǴкת˸ݵš
ǳٶȺܿУ䭻ڳͣ£͸˲æȦؼʻ
Ǽʦҡҡ֣ڳǵͷڷʻ롣
......ϳʮӣǳ߰ǲڣȵͣʮ·ڵȺƣڿڡ
ʲôҵյƳֱ쵽˵㣬ǳ°
ԺýңǳƽƽҲҡ
̣䭻ţǶǵġ
ǳ߶ǰظ֣á
Բ......䭺ܶû˵֣˵ҲûȰǳߵķӦЭԺҲſڡ
......
Ϊûش䭲Դǳ˫ֽһƺԥҪô˵
æﻧҲϤøһж֮⣬ý͵Ļý͡
ǳӦˣ򴽺⣬㲻æ𣿡
ĬĬŤͷΪҪòջעĵæ
ĵʲôʱ򿪣
Ҫˣ뵽Լʰ⼸һֱ׼ǻûѡλá
ʲôλãǳʼûп
ת̹䣬ǵλã϶ҪѡͬĽֵܴҲĮʲô֪ЩܣҲֻͷӬ
......ǳ£ὨҸ˴תתء
šӦﻧϨ˳ʵʱ𣿡
......⿪ȫǳ߲˳
䭺ȵҡȥ佫ְǳ߹ȻڲԶֹ˲
Сܹȥ˵ͷŵĴӡ
ҵļϴ·֮ǰһֱڳš͡
ǳ򴽣Ȼ̫˵ܺܺй¶Լ뷨
䭿ţԼﻧгסɣװ־ִٲֻš
˶ǳĬĬתȥǰ
͵ǣȥƤһΣʱ𣿡
ˡû·ƣǰ䭿ǳ˵⻰ʱı顣
̾˿ûŵùĵˣ֮ǰн㱻ƭˡ
ǳ߳ĬˣڰֻһǰһĽŲ
֮󣬾õΪûϣҪ취ʱԴӦһ١
ʲôʱ򣿡ʧ䵽˷ֻ룬Ťͷѯʡ
ǳеĸˣɤˣ롣
áȷʵˣֳߺŲ֪˻ͻȻٿ㹤ʵĻҲ㡣
š
Ǿô˵ˡ˷ڣȷϡ
ǳ֡šһ
˶·صﻧǳߺֵ磬䭽ǸӴ򿪣Ҫ¿ŵϣССû¹Ҳòʰȷʵϸģóëˢࡣ
ǳϴԼϴˣ䭶ţ˸ոԼյˮ΢¸˯һŲԡ
ǳۣܸ߱оĶϷš
Σ΢ҩ࣬ôͿһҲû
ﻧûʲôֻһȫ˯Ȼʱ仹Χȴ쳣ļž
䭿۰ǳߵĺ󱳣˻һ
Ѿˣ㻹ҪðѧŰǳ֮ǰģһԵĻǯ˲衣
յСС̨Ʒڹϣ¶ȫеĻά֡
䭲֪ԼлǱʣѾ˼ҪЩġ
Ҫϴɱţǳش
̧ͷǾá
š
ˣҲûҩࡣ
䭽°͸鵽Լϥϣ㣬ǰҩĶô죿
ܲ
ʲô
ǳ߻ţᵹԸ⿪ˣ˵ܲгƬûһȥ
üϣ
š
......䭾ûƣʹ𣿡
ʹ
һһ𣬰ǳ߷˸
䭿ɣҲ֪û۾
˭İ취
ҶôǳƽҲеõġ
ʲôã䭲ģʲôѧ𣿡
Ҫ
ʲôʲôҪأ
뿪ʲôꣿǲԸ϶ִǳת⡣
ûӣǹꡣ
ǹꣿǳߺȻ𣬿۾Ǻ档
˷ӦЦǣǹꡣ
һûǹꡣ
Ҫ䭽ŲСԿ
ǳ߻Ȼ֮ǰôǹ
š
Į֮ǰȥУǳѵûûмǹݡ
Ӧеζ˵˾Ļõޱ
ǳ߿֪ΪγĬ¡
ôΣΪǳƺ
ĮûٺǹġǮҲȥͣǳ߿ʼѪ޹顣
ǹֻкܳԣĬĬҸоߵﶼࡣ
......֪Ϊΰǳظ֣ȥЩ
עŵԼ֪ᣬţ࣬Ҫܶܶǡ
~ǳ߻䭿Ӹס£ƵܿˣֻҪһ˿ˡ


19    ΪԼĲ֪룬ٴν
ֻܿҪһ˿ˡ
ǳ˵仰ٲڻԼ˻Ҳϴˣ֪ԼЩʲô֮˼ﻹſ
泯ǳߵķţ֮ǰһ賿ĵٴδܶ
䭱ѣһӦ·Եɵɵֱʼ׿ӣֶĴϻˡ
......
첻ȥˡǳҲˣ
䭾ȵǲ岻ˣ
ǣǳߴŻЩԺߺ岻㽻˻ʳѡ
......Լ˵ʮǮ
Բȥˡǳ˵ɴñӸסԴ
Ŷ~ľĻӦ˿Ӻʹɻȥʵ˵ǳһίʵû뵽Ϊ˾˶ܹȥɻأû뵽Ҳ͵......ͦɰġ
˯˸ͷѴķ϶͸
ǳëƿӿɵɵţߴٵˡ
š䭴Լëȥͷǳûˮˮ΢˲һ¾ͳˡ
߰ɣǳ߻˼ף䭴ҵɫΧȹҵԼϣ˵ϴ꣬ڰǳ³ǰΧƵ˲ϡ
ǳζ£Χû˵
װҿ䣬ðɡ
š˻ǳߵӦ
ڳ￴˴кҲ֪ôǰʦ˵ģǲû֡
ڰǳ˵һҲģǱ߸ĽӴˣȥˣǳ߹ȻѾվԼõĽֿڡ
簡䭵֪飬ǵû𣿡
ǣǳߴ֣ע⵽ϵҩζٿֱȻͿĨҩ࣬ϰˡ
̫ˡ䭷ӣ˵ȥԷɡ
ԣǳü
ҼСݰɣ֪ʵ𣿡
......ǳ£׼ھܾ
䭿˼ȿ롢ٳͷĻҿܻ

ȣͷгǣԲ˽ɲͷܣ۵ġ
ǳǲ˵ˣע⵽ĳĬЦЦģ͡
Ҳ˼ǳºŤͷ
˵ǻգȴûǳļˣ۾е㷺죬ҲŵҲǸ˼ҾǶ......
ȥнְɣҲ֪ǳûĽͣͷǱмҵͦóԵҲʵݡ
áĲУ˲......û뻹˸ˣȥ·һ仰û˵˳ĬĬ󣬵ȵȺӵĵطǳ߱ײ£Ͻȥ
......ע⵽˫֣ǳ̧ۡ
䭸еΣһ㴹֣ôأһײѹûðǳʧȥƽ⡣
˼٣䭵ʲôûƽѯʡ
졣ǳ߷Ų
ôã䭽װɵеס
ţϰ飬ɴ˼ţǳǰԾе㵣ǣȻվɷǹʣǰû......
Ǻȥչˣ
СһڵƷѻûдǳֻ˵һ䣬ϻָˡ
䭡šҲ˵⣬ȥ˳ԷһֱŰǳߵɫ֮ǳߴܣǸתöҵ档
һЩλƫƧ˵㣬һСλڽֵġ
ͬļλȽϺʡǳߴӰ﷭ӣܵÿһطϸϸȱ㡣
ѹģֻ⼸ʱദܵţá
ľأǳ߶ķӦе档
ͶУֻ˿ܳشģֱǳ߲Ŀ⣬æԼ̬ȵĽأ
⴦ɣǳͱˣ˵ԼĿǹӦòúܴͷװ޻£ֻҪ¸Ϳˣܾ翪ҲǽԼɱ
šôǳ߲ϵΧô˳ۣҪܾˣǳ⼸첻ϰһֱš
......Ϊűӣǳûע⵽񣬼˵⴦¥ϻ˸С¥ʰһҲסĵط
......˲ǰһĺ鳹ɢ
ǳûţҿˣ¥ȻǺܴ󣬵һס㹻......
üͷ
......ǳʶͻȻСôˣ
......ۣԼʲôӦʱǷ죬β˿Լһ棬ûʲô
ǳûٿڣоĶӡ
ûʲôƽ̧ͷˡ
ʲô飿ǳеˣʳȴֲ䭵Ļش𣬴ǾԼʵĲ׵ȵ¥ҿ԰ɨġ
ạ́תߵһҪȥ飬Ͳȥסˣһȥ
......šǳӦһ۲ı飬ڵ컹磬һԼȥġ
ԣзھ³һ֣ӣǲԾԵ㡣
......ǳ߲˵ˣץŰȫصĲ䭵Ĳȴ֪ʲô
Ͼٹ˼ͻﻧûǳߵֻ¾䡰㡱ҴҹϳγԱܳܿʧڽֵͷ
䭼Ҵһȥһʲô£λʹ˷䣬ȫš
ôˣ⼸첻һֱﻧסе֣вõ£ͬﻧķӦûᴫŻڼǰǱ߲δʲô
ȸԼ˱ˮһ±Ӻ˼ɨȦĸǡ˵ѡЩʹȫǸиҵľӢЩӴҲֵεֻ......Ŀͣүϣ䭵ɫѿ
㵭Ļʹľ޵ȴĻţǲ֪ʲôֻŰļԽŹ졣
......䭵Ļʹеλߵģнڷȫһͷֻóѯʵǲʲôˣ
ȥ³˳롣
Ϊľ޵ȻʹȥԥҲź뿪
䭵ȵŹϣֻⲦ˸绰
ཡֻһ¾ͱ𣬵绰һͷŮЦ~
üץֻԶ˵㡣
𣿡Ůӵǽģβ
ޱ³֣۹ʡ
ҴˣŮ˲ıʲôԸ
ĿͷĮǺǳߵһϵ˵£ʲô˼
......õͷ亹£ʾ֭Ӧô˵嶯սʤǣŵԼ֪ıԣ𣿡
ܣ
ѵ𣿡õ彫һᣬҪɣΪʹΨһ֪ȫͯܵģҲǻᱻڵģ֮ǰδǳߵȴޱ۶ԷľΪԼĲ֪룬ٴνˡ
һָֻ棬Ĭ˻Ʊ˵ͻȥ
ⲻܸı᲻õһ̫ĪˣȻ³ǰͺĪ
......
õûвĲˬ̾˵ЩӦǳ߿Ǹš
ץŵĸֱʡ
õҷŷɣ˵ĺ˰


20 һ   ôУĬĬȭܡ
ҿȵĽҪ˰ɡ
绰һͷпشĽŮֶ£ŷɵӲקأȻҾжȷȷʵʺϼһ顣ԲҪϵİܲõڷתĺΥ͡
ָŪŸֱʣаλʹŮԻʹռʵ٣֮õΪǰԷ֪Լġܡ䭽䵱߶󣬱ͷүǣŮԵ˼άΪϸ壬ڸϣҪ......кӰԸٱһ֪̽
Ҳ֣õ岻˼طʹδǰ𣿡
˵ڿҸģǴûдʱķֿκòͷܿͱǳ߲
......õǻģġ
أ䭲ͷˣǳֺ߲Ϊʲô᣿ǺԼһԸԣҲ뷨
صõ
üң
ǰŮӿشĽֵ侲뷨Դ⣬뷨ȴԼ
ţ
Ϊʲôȥõʵʵ˵ʵӵ绰Ҹеǳ⡣
ͷ......ûϨǰ䭻Ե뷨ȴ˶
һֱ֪õ󵨵ҲһֱΪĸж
ǳ嶯ɣ䭱ۣʵ·һԥ......
뷨һʱ嶯õȷϰظ
ץֱַ£ĮǼҴδ
ǰĽû̸ôʱˣõڲʲôڰס¥......ܷŭֻǷŭв֪ģڷҵӡ
䭻·Ͼ⣬̹ϻشҺʧ䣬񲢲ǰǰҡ
ǰôǿ𣿡õûӣҼڶ棬һò˵......˵ǳǸˡ
Ҳڱֳ......ӵң˵ס¥ȥʱȫ......еЩչ˾Ϸ
Ϊеŭ𣿡
Ϊ⣡ֱۣ档

ҵԸұֳ⡣ôôô䭾ԼǳˮˣʵôҲ״̬˵ޱȵ롣
ָоڰǳżԼʱܡ
ģõҡͷᶨԼ̸뷨롣
ʲô˼صտʼ
ʲôأȥȥˣʲô
......ûԥ̫ã򵥵
Ը𣿡
Ը鲻ͼô񿴲顰ƭ˳źദԽԽȷŰǳ߲һͬ⡣
šѸ㡣
Ǯأõ̽
Ӧޱ顣
ҴˣٴλٵǸõ˼ºŵ¾İµ˼·׼û
ʲô˼·ѹŷ꣬ôûй˼·
ǣȱܰôģǶҪҪǸôġ
ô룿Խ뽫֪Ů˵ĮͷһﻧȥҸû˵𣿡
ҪȻĺˣõӿ࣬黢ΪʲôأֻΪֲΪֲǮҲ԰ǮԼҲ뿪Ҹطú
......ׯصԺչ
Ϊֲ𣿡õһѪֲӦðԼҪķʽѡȨ
......
ԸɣĮǼͲԸѡΪʲô
Ϊʲôðͯõѣȹҡ
ֻĻ......õΪԼĬ˵ЩСѱȥˣοôЩء
ǰû......
ϸ롣õ忪ڴϣüǸҵΨԸֳٶʻ
˵ʲô䭲ϵĸֱˣ˺̯ļֽóʲôˣ˵ϲ
һɣ
......ȷʵ룬䭾İǳǸǡôˣԷһĶ
һһ𣿡
Թ೬ͻܣõ˵ʼǸǰǳߵĻԷһһ......ȻǰʮһֱΪš
ָҲһǰ飬ʶԣ顣
ǰܺжϰõѭѭյԾ֪ˡ
ûдӻǹɲ⣬濼ǵôԣ
һڡ
ʲô
ĸоƭˣõ忪ʼ˷ܣѹûüڣԼˡ
ôУĬĬȭѺеĴ
ҲҪҽ̣
һڵľȻãֻ룬Լôȥǳǰһ......ԶԷǿû׼Լɰ˿顣
Ҳ˺侲֪иж಻Ͼ......
˵ˣ绰һ˵õҲûǰһɷ
......ԥǳҾģû׼Ҳϲ
ôܡʶ
һֻ¶һͷͰõʱ⣬ˣΪ¶ͷˣŲžԾ޷ܡ
վͷڷ̤Ų
õ˵ⷬһкܶˣԲһʱ˼˵ġ
һӸոշѿͱϣӶ쳤ˣֻ......
һʮ꣬ͬһ
ĿͶ⡣
Ϊ¶ͷԲпŸ
ԼӱôãΪҪȴΪϲ
ϲʲôأ÷ѿ......ȥԡ
ʮǸСʮִ˼ޱȨȴǸҶҵ˰
䭺˽ԽǵֹʱԽֵ쾡£ѽǳߴиժ˳ȥõ˵ʮԼδʹΪʱʹʹɽ
ӱܵ⻹ǣݵĿӶĵײûϣѺۻ
εҪѣǰǳߵĽѣԼġ
֪ƽ
õĵȴţֱͲд䣬ȥĿиЦҵļ
䭹Ҷϵ绰˫ֱٰ˻ᣬǾʲô飬ֻŻسſȥ
ţʹȸȥ
򿪷ţ
׼ƿþơɤԵɵɳơ
ƻǣʾ
׾ƣҶߵģҪԷ
𣿡ˣŬԼϱ飬ҪԤƵ𣿡
á䭳ᣬ⽻׼ʵЩ
ıվǿˣ......ǡ


21    ΣԹ˵
˵ϻȥˣվĥ䵽磬ƿ׾Ʒŵһ·ųĸꡣ
Լ˺ܶﻧţԼȻëͷС㰴಻סһῴǳҪôأ˵ʲôȻһ㡣
Ϊõ˵Ĳ²⣬Ī뵽Ѿͷ˵Ļǳ߾һѲԼЩأҪҪһᷭ......ﻧҲס˶ʱ䣬ļǹ·Ϊҵֲߴˣƾת˼Ȧ󣬻ûϤǰȴ˰ǳߵ
Цƺšһ㣬СĻ
䭽Ų˶٣ʵ˵Ϊǳߵ᲻ãϾԼûҰõ˵ߵĻĪһ᲻......ǲ
ƤݺƳǰյϣǳ߱ΧŴﺢӡ
ЩȫΧֹǳмżԴʱʱǵƺŸӡ
ʲôûԼҲûк˻ǰ
ˣûˣ籣֤Ժ˻ǷȥɡǳϹŲЦݣһﺢӻܿ
䵽ϣŷְǳڸﺢӷʲô
ô......ɢȥǳվԭû鿴ȥȻЩį䭲仯˼룬ǲ׼òȿڣô......
ˣֱǳ߲ŷĴڣ˺һת
䭲˵ˣΪǳвĹâ룬õ˵ǶԵģֻЩìܣ˵Լȥʱ棬ڿԼеϲҲ档
šӦ
ǳ߽մǰͣ£ɵ㻻·ˣҪȥ𡣡
ȷʵװš
......żԶǳ¶޴롣
ʣô˺ˣ
ǳ߿ΧҸǷˡ
Ҹǹ
š۲ı飬ǳԥӦ
Լûԣ
ˡ֪ΪΣ˻ش
£ڴĦԼپƣǹ˻ܳΪô
ֻǣǰƤɹˣȻǮǳԣǵ𣿡
......ǳ߶ԥӦǲ֪Ҫôڡ
䭰˻ỹûܵشװĸı仰⣬ѯʵп𣿡
һֱڵ㡣ǳ̧ͷ죬ָ˵ϾͻԼ
ǸûʲôǸĽ͵鵢ˡ
ߵĴæǲǷ......
߰ɣû˵ֱת˵վԻôṦΧڿˡ
ǳҲע⵽䭽촩ĺܲﻧûˣȷʵҪСЩ
طԺһֱ䭸Űǳߣһȴǰǳںǰ·ȻصԣϰԵĴ򿪸ţûеȰǳȥԼƵһߡ
ǳϵĳ䭵ϵðȫ󷢶ĳӣ֮ǰǾѯʵĻϣǳһʱ֪Ҫôٿڡ
лܷңһϵʱֻ¾˼δȫãڣǳ߾Լ԰ţ뵽Ƕãһ˽ˡ
ʲôǳߺܹ㣬Ťͷ
䭻עǰƽƽ°˵鷳ֻҪԺϴֱЩ
𣿡ǳʶ׷˾䣬˿̶𣬡ǲǴӦʲô
Ӧʲô֪ʡ
ǳ߲ǲʲôˣǮǱʲô......ǰﵶѪĻӻ˺˵
롣䭵˵پֲ˵ˡ
ΪķӦǳĸˣôأ䭲Ҫܷˣֻǹܣ˵лл᲻̫......ڸѰ
ֻû֣ϳ˵һ۶ûпȥ
ǳзı仯췢ÿһĻԼָԾǲ......
Ťˣ䭲Դ
ǲ˵ʲôˣȥ㣬ǳһʵʲôˣǲǲˣǲҵ
ת̣ɺܵȿ̣һ㣿ô𣿡
ûĻΪʲôǳвΪգ˵......
ţȫǹģûʲôȴ룬óС۵̲סðǳҲζ
ǳߵʲô£о䭾лԼ뵽ƽģмΪԼܹö˼ദƽĵȥ䭣......ѡ
䭶ʿɶֹǳ߲ͷȥһˣ
ǳ߻û䭲òʼ壬鲻á
ŤͷǳĿ
ͣ³ӣˡ
ǳ߲ˣǸ档
ţǮ³ţ׶Կףȥɡ
áָЩǳɫҲ˵㡣
䭴ţҳɴŤȥԣȵȡ
ǳվڵſӺóˮͰĨϰѣסˣǣ
ɨݳϰѣȻ˵Ҫæ𣿡
......ǳĬĬӹϰѣľ¥ϸ¥
һװ¥ߵĵطҲһȥʱʱҪͷ
ǳ߱һĸӵվЩֻСռˣ˴ת߶Щѡ
Ҫȥɨ±߰ɣǳߣӾ͸ɻûʮײ塰ǽΣ޿̡
˵ʮ꣬Сʱ۸ʱҲûôɹŰǳ߳ǲ⣬ɨǼϺȾƲͷϷ۵ķ½䱸
һʼĨе㷳ǳײĴ࣬־档
ֻûеĴΣ˷ˡ
䭶ί
ǳǣԾϵԹҪɨǰ˵Һ׼֡ҳܳȥ
ûʲô......䭽Ʊ˾䡣
ǳߺΣҪôɻͷ
䭺ܿ챻ȥֱһ˴վţлǿЦĨ
......ǽǶſȫתͷȥԼͷĻŴؤãһʰǷˣڵȦɨѡ
ǳڸ¥æʱʱ̧ͷľЧǳߵĽŲ΢ص
ɨ˻أҳǺÿԺֿʼͷϰѣֵˮͷš˺ˮһֱµΡ
ĥ˻Ӧôޣ¥ϰǳƺæˣͿڽĥ󹤡
͵¥ϣǳ߾ֹ˲
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ֶûУǳ߲мôޣ
ţҲˡĳˣ䭺ܿ
ڴɨ𣿡ǳ̧̧°͡
ǰ˳Ŀת仰ʱ˵ˣԭֻǻҳ࣬ΪԼŵʪ˰ɣȵһһĸѴɨˡ
......дܡ
ǳ߳̾ˣ춼ˣɡ
Է䭵⣬ҲŴ˹
ˣ......
߰ɡ䭶ˣָǳֱΪЩջأллΪҴɨˡ
ҲҪлл㣬......
ߡץסɡ
ǳԥ뱻קŴӵȥȰȰϾȥԷ͵ûǮ뵽䭵ƺôͬˡ
ûǳȥϴƼĵ꣬Ǳյĵǿԣ̫֡
˼ҷҪ˼С䡣
ǳº󿴿ң䭽˵ݸ
ҲٵɣⷹݻǲӦĲ˵ϵļ۸Ҳߣǳüͷɨ䭵ˡ
š䭸ԼжԷ˱ˮ
ǳ˰͵ˣܿ콫˵Ա
䭳˵ͷСȥָڲ˵ϵ˼˼ˡ
Բġǳֹ߳
ҡҡͷȷԱȥŵǾʹȥ
ôˣǳע⵽лиӣʲô
䭽ƿ׾óڷŵϡ
㻹רˣǳ߸ˡ
Լ˾ƣҲشֱһ
ˣǳ߻ӰĽЩĵ㾿ôˣ
һǷʲô䭲ˣϾͺֵˣһʵǳ߶û̫˯áʮǰҲһ֮Ϣʮû䭵Ҳˣû뵽³ֲż죬һϲ
ǲǳ°˵Ǳ......ǳܹӵޣΪ飿
˵˸ûϵ䭴Ӵóֵֽݸ㿴
ʲôǳ߷˼ţȵװ𣿡
ͼ˵Żͣ£Աǿʼϲˣȵ˶˳ȥżģ˵治Ҫô㣬ЩľӣСŶ͸ģͬǹŽȥܿ塣
šǳ߼·
Ťͷͷͼֽ쳣רע㿴ĸȽϺÿ
ǲοԼ𣿰ǳߴóһţ
ʺ磿ɫʺĹţȷʵע⡣
ǰʺ磬ɫǹһǳԾʺ羭ͯǹҲǡ
ʺϡȷʵʺϣȻЩʱá
š̸ǳЩڴ̧ͷĸ𣿡
ɣװҲ򵥣һݾС
ǳ£⡣
ô˿ھƣӦʱҲȾƵǺƣ׾ƶ߾ڣҪô𣿡
˵𣿱Ͼ겻С°......˵ˣǳ߻˵һ⵽䭵ı飬עԼרע
ǳ߾Լˣʲôо˵ѡأû׼Լһʼϵľ
֪ǲԼ......ŵͷв˵Ļᣬͼֽȫŵһԡ
䭸Ҳ˱ƣ͵ֱߡ
Ҳ......˼ҵʱСûȣ뿪ڸǮҲʳﲻƣϸ˵δˮ
͵Ұɡ¶˸С
ǳҧҧƱûҴڣҲѧ䭵ģ˵㣬ɾҲǺ
ᵹˣ˷ӦЦ
ǳŭȴĬĬ˿
Եˡĸ˼вˡ
ǳȷʵе˲ֻҪǵĲš
ڶھͻһЩˡԼ͹һڣİǳЩɵԣ
ǳԥһֿ϶ԼϲȾƣֻ䭺ѹʱƺܲӦãԷողŸԼˡ
ȿȣźһСڣǳϷ¾Ʊƴˡ
䭿̧ͷʱ۾е㷢ˣ˲̣Լ۸ˣٳԵˡ⡣
ǳ߾ôȰţ˳˲٣ҲС뱭
е˺ȾƲеֻҪմĶ̵ܵƣǳȻǺߡ
ЩˣȴţΪ˵СģΪʲô......Ҫѵ꿪𣿡
ţ䭹۲ϸ΢仯
ĶУΪʲôҪǳѵģеܲס죬֪Լ˵ʲôǸõط......
˭֪Ǻõطʥͷɶߴ˼ʮˣΪ˸ɷʧսһֱգָ컹ҪȼĮ
ﰡ䭾žƱ͸ӿǳߵٵ˵
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䭿ʼЦЦֵͷҿӡ
ٺһٱǳߵıأ䭽˼еźɴŵǰ
Ҫˡǳ߻λԴѵܺˡ
áӦͬʱ˱ϡ
ǳûסЩǿ˵Ҳˡ
áٵͷ
ǳһֳԼĶͷֻϿʼ̣ϵĺӶӵӡ
ֹڣ׵ȴûʲôо֮ǰĻ⣬ʲô
ǲǷʲô......ϸ˵ǳ˺öΡ
ֻΣشˣǡ
Ȼ......Ǵα°˵µ˴򣬰ǳߵ˵©ŷ磬ͷͷǼ﷢ˣ
......üȥ⡣
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ǳ߶˼ҵ˽ʵҲǽ˼ҵĵϸһҰطĹ֪Ҳޡ
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еǮѰѿأ䭻ص˼˽Լ׳ʲôļͥ⿿˵ͬײĺ⡣
......Űǳ۾˫εĵģƲˡ
ǳӻѣֻǷӦƽٶ۵Ķ࣬ã䭱ǿšƲ⼸˵ʧǡ
ʲôأͻȻһ仰ظš
ûеõµõʧȥ⻰Сʱ׾˵ԼĸףǸԼܵŮˡ
ǳ仰ĵȴ䭡
Ӱ䵽ĮҵĳС꣬ܿס
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¿ʼģǳҧԼͷ£Ŭѻ˵ͷ
š
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˶ͷ£ûϣֻǰǳ߱ôˡ
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кƵĿڷ߸衣
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ҷݱϾбݣ䭱Űǳֱӿ˷˷ŵϺһԴ˻ڰǳȻ󵫽أ¥ݵ¥ҪԲ
ӷŲϣ۾һ£ٿᣬȷ˻˯źתԡҡ
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Ҳ·ϺڣݸýӦû˿
ҡҡͷֻԼڹڰǳߵܺ׷һЩʧ
ڴط˼˻Ϊ˯ȥɳ״ҳֻⲦ˸绰
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ϰΪ䭻ֻֻͷŴ󴲣ֶĽ׿ٶҲϰΪġ
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ˡٴǷ´֫ʵ𣿡
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ʵĺң䭺ȻЦ
Цʲôǳ˲̧ͷ
ͨԼ˵ĸ飬ϵ٩֪ʲô𣿡
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ȥɡǳ߸ͷ
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˳緹аǳһֱȥͷǿƾܾ˵ĵ֤ȻƲˣЩǮòͷ׷
Լʲôãǳü֮ǰסĵطûС
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ǳ⼸춼䭴һ飬治Щˡ
кûҽԺڶ˰ֵһ֣ͨҽԺȫƷѡ
Ҳ......ǳü֪˵ɶ
춼գ˵СɣճҽԺŲһֱӳײ˹һƮݵӹһ١ݣ˵ȴֲNɪֻǺֽܿҿаˣߣ֪ƽȥҸһɡ
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˯̫ˣҴΪǳ߾԰ɣ˺ü߰Ρ
װ޺֮ǰ㻹סǰɣ۵ӣǳߴԹʱ⼸ز
š䭳°͸ɴۡ
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ʲôʱˣҵʱæǳҡҡͷӰЩƷ׼ʲôʱȥأ
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ÿֻСʱӦˮ䭿ֱжʮӡ
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ע⵽Ŀյ뵽Ϊ֮ȥˢëɣЩֽ
šǳ߿۾Լüۼ·оϲǻЦݡ
ɣ㿴䡣
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áǳ߽ȥأ
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䭿¹񣬾ƽаģϾװ޶µĻôļҾߡ
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䭹ǣʲôǮѾˡ
ˣǳü㸶˶õģ
ꡣ
ôã
һʼ磬˼ҷԸġ
̫ˣԼһҲ׬٣ⷿӾ͵ûٶ࣬ǳ߾ۣܲ˵˵˻Ҹط﹫Ԣô࣬ƬܱһЩ
Ѿˡ䭲ڡ
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ˣ˵ǳǰ˫ְ˵ļ΢΢̾ûǮǩ˺ͬģǲסǮҲòģ治Ǯ
֮ǰ˵ǳɫÿ
ջ֣˲٣Сı̧ۿǳɫҳ˵Сѡ
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𣿶Բǿ̫ˣҸյĮȷʵҪҸϤ˴һ𡣡
㣡ǳ뵽ʾԼЩ㵽ʲô
ǻеСǮ⡣˵ţԽᣬȻҸ㿴ҵĴ
ҿʲôǳ߲˵ˣȥ˲ˣ㻹еǮҲȲǰˣôִŵˡ
á䭾ٸַĵԺ֤ú׬Ǯ
˵Щʲô......ǳ߾Щ죬˵ȥԼʰɡ
áתȥԼĵƣ˻ȥǳߵķ䣬㲻ϴ𣿡
Ȳϴˡǳ߸հ·ͷû̧Ĵ𣿡
ƽͺ˰
ȹãҰǵı׶ϴ
ŶŲˣ㡣
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ǳ߽סŽ뿪ֻýոµǮϸ
䭻صܲŸ裬õ˸绰
˵öҲû
ϲֻϵıҲüôˣõüˣǧֲ˼񡣡
ôüĿǰò᲻˰ɡ
ͦȤģѹſԼķţ¶ȡ
Ϊ˼ǮǳÿôԼֻǻ˶ƾɵķӾסǳоųǰҫ۵ĹâܾûиܹЩˣ΢Сһ㶫ܹϲãƿŲţÿξϵĳɹǹڵ棬䭺ܾûйҸС
ûõ˵ʲôֱӹҶ˵绰һ˯˸þڶѾ͸
ۺڴϷ˻ĻԼδֻһǳ߾˴
ǳߣŽе䣬ȥЬӴϣûףȥǳߵķſڣſ˲ڡ
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ǳ߻ǲ£첽ȥ沢ûˡ
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ϵģǳ߲ȥģ
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ӿսԼĶͷ΢ЦӦá
ǳ߽緹ѵˮűߵˮ㵹ˮ
䭸ҪպˮԢʮСʱˮˮֻϵСʱӦ
áںϴȥѾںϡĸͷ
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ôСһһùǳŬŬ죬ӣӡ
ⲻֻһʣµһǳߣɱͷŰҡ
ﻧкܶ˳Բϡǳƽ緹
ϡͷӦСˡ
ǳĬĬģСû졣
ֲǲ֪ҴСһ˶һţ䭽ͷ˺ӵϡͣһԷϡûĺóԡ
ҽȥס
ҿȥ𣿡
ã㲻ǻȥ
ҲǺæ䭾Ͳ˵Ŀǰص仰ˡ
㻹õİɣǳߴûע⵽ԼȫȫĲĽѵ˵̬ƣȥû⡣
׬Ǯⷽģٺܿ죬ûǳ߲塢Ļᣬһȥɣȥ·
áǳûܾԿóϵģҸճȥˣ㡣
ŰǸġ


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䭷Ӧһûţ˵ﻹкüء
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ҼԲ׶ⷿӺȥġ
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ǳֱǽԼӱȥϴˡ
šѾϴˣëǰǳ߲ġ
֧°ͣǳ߻ŻܷȥԼĻϴִҴææܽԡҹš
עʱصϣĵķŵӽĿ
ǳԡϴ裬ˮһֱץ䭵ģʱʱǱƳһۣһβԾŤͷԡаǳߺȻ֣䭣
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......ðɡ䭲ԸŲʱ룬ӹ̫Ҳãһ㶼ϴ롣
ϴɾ㣡ǳԡﲻĵĺһ
֪......˵룬ǳߵǱˣСʱɴָʹԼɻġ

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䭷ְǳ߾һֻһ㽫Ķᡣ
ֱ仯Ǻϸ΢ģſڷŵëЬԡſڵķ棬ǿĵ̺ͬӰº䭷ֿ̨϶˼ɫСֲ
ǳںĵĴңԽԽһ˵ǳǸǡôˣһڸദϣ켸ţ
ǹڼǰװ޺ãÿ춼ȥţôˣ
ǳڳϴ룬̽ͷҪ㣬ȥˣ
ˣ£㲻ýĲ𣿡
ǲʣǳϵΧȹʼˢҶȥϵĲбȽϹ󡣡
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ûϵֲɣǳߴӿڴóֽ
䭴򿪿ɵסʲô
кõĲ˵Ϲصȥ˳ɡ
......䭾ԽԽ̻ζˣòƸ˲ء
ûʲôǵģɣϰȥˡ緹Ҳˣǳ߿ʱѾˡ
ðɡ䭽ֽ̾˿ȥ
ǳûܾȥǹ걾Ҫϴ긽
ϸʻӺİмûȥС˰ɣ
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СôǱ߻㱨ΪĻ
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ǳߡʲôǹ𣿡
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ǣǳڿǿϷ𣿡
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ࣿص㣬Ťͷ
ǳЩԼ죬һɰͰ͵ûʲô
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ĲǿҽεģֻҪܲ
Сܼǿ䭺Ҳȥ˼ΣÿһζԷֹۣܻȥĻŬġ鷳ǷͰǳǷͬ뿪ҪǰǳǷԸԼ뿪
˵绰磬ѯĹڣ˵ȥˡ
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ֳȥķϵӰƱ
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Ϊٱǳߴ˲ǹݵʱ򲻺ýͣ칫صʱŲ˹
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ˮУһۿ߰׻ӣżûϣȥֱץǳߵĸ첲
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ѵĻŵߣΪ׼Լȫסˣ......
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㣿֪̽˭𣿡
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óԡǳ˦Դҡվ
䭱ţԷһվ......ˮȻԡңڶصĲλǰ
뷨Ļ䣬קǳߵ֣ɤɳƵҳȥ
ҪǳѺԼͷɥƨɺ۰
һˤȷʵʵȻ䭸Ҹ飬ǳԼ˻᲻⣬ע⵽ԴϿԼ䭡
......ðһ֣䭵ͻȻ˹ȥ
ʲô......ʸճڣ´飬䭵˲ıȰǳ߸
ôడǳ߻ڲˤˡ
ã䭱ˣһѳϵԡϰǳߵӽʵҳȥ
ǿӲҲˡ
ǳߺͿԡһصԼķ䣬䭿ʵ񵥴ĺӣһʱ֪﷢
ڴѹűӱزðǳҺúš
ǳ߱ڱΪƽίĺү......
ǳߡգ䭻̾ĲܺȾơ
һȫȥãһǷ˾Ʒ衣
ȣ嶯ˣǳŬָӱץס䭷ڴϵֳճյóԡ
㻹ң䭺ЦָָԼͷϵӡ
룬ǳˮϴ裬ȻĲҲŤŤģүÿ
ǳ......䭶Ŷڱյ֣Ȼֲң
֣ǳ˼άʶѣصͯ¶˼˻ҡͷ֣ү
㱻ȥݵʱ......䭱ۣɤɵʵ......ƲͷۣˮۿлŬάԼޱᶶҾ͸ں棬Ŀţ˺㣬֪𣿡
үǳָ˵Ťͷ󿴵ͫеԻ
ˣûʱװп죬û˲ٳʱļǿôԼĿһ統ʮǰԼ֣ÿһΪԼܣӮ˵жأǳܻ㴿׷Լ
ִ˼ҺȨԼǵǸԱղųԼ˿ĥǸ䭡
֪𣿡̽ȥϰǳߵҾţҲҳȥҺǽҴҲİǰһ˴绰ˣ˵Ҫҡ
ǳˣ˵ЩʲôԼǸ˵ֿ졣
עҲųǣǿ԰׵ҲģҲܻ
үȻףǳ߿Ũľͱˣɿץ䭵ֻ̧䭵
֮˵......Щ̫꣬룬ʵԼųڹѪòǳ߹һ˵ʵԼҽǾʱԽһ⣬ûʲô˵ģҴˣǳ......
Ϊʼᣬǳ֮ǰ˻ᣬľ˼Ƿͷ䭵۾һϡ
ԽԽãʵϹȥʩңеѺۣΪʱվ˾ϣЩӳ𣿺һֵԶǸجˣҲԩ......ʼգ޹Ǹ
ǳ˯ˣһùͷСĽԴȥ
Ϊǳ߳±ӣŶԷ˯գ˺ܾãһʣܵĳȵҺԼ촽ͷζ
û˵޷ע֪Եʺ𽥱ѣˣڴͷվ˻ᣬģҲЩˣϰǳߵĺƽǻЦݡ
ָǳߵ촽ָӵѵϲңɵӡ
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ǳһֱ˯˵ڶ磬ۣһӽζ
ڴϴӣʲô͵
ȿȿȣ䭷ˣΧȹйްҵϣŹһ̧۾Ϳǳվԡǰ
ǣǳ߸ˮѶˣڷŻշ𣿡
Ҿÿһõ˵ղû򣬸......ӵϣߵǳ߸ǰ̯ί̵ˡ
ȷʵ̵ˣͱ˰ɣֱк졣
ǳüͷֱԽߡ
ɥĬĬ
̣˶ټ̨ʧƷװŵ΢ɹһЩȫ˵ļϻơ
Ķûˡ㲻˵ô𣿡
Ҷˡǳ˵궯ֿʼʰĵĸоԼʲô顣
䭲ˣųſ򾲾Űǳʰֱ˺Ȼתɴ۾ˣ
ȵȣתͷŵӱƽʮ롣
ʮ룿ǳըˣˣ
𼱣ǰס򣬡Ҹˡ
ôģǳ߻ż
ʵشȥġ
õʲôɣǳв
ʵش𣬡˵гˤˣŵͦݵģϰ廹˵
......ǳŭ˵ҲܺȾơ
ϵ飬ǣԴ㻹ǵ𣿡
ǵ......ǳ߻ش˲ſʼ䣬Һȶˣ㿪ǻ......
Ȼأ
Ȼ󣬡ֵǳͷˣˣҺȥϴˣϴ̫۾ϴ˯ˡ
۵ڿ㣿䭲ˡ
ǳ߱ѿˣô֪......
Ϊ㲻ԼϴġһĻĪ
ǳĨòˣ㣡
ͲԼʹǿˣǳֻҪһڶͶƬ
ǳߵɫһ;ԼƨʹʲôŻƨʹ
......
˵˳ˣ䭲ˣԡˤȥˣҷ㵽ϵġ
ң㣬ǳ߽͵㣬ңʲô......
ûжʲô䭸ʲôˣҪҪúһأ
ôܶʲôǳ߹۲ı飬ɵҴ𣿡
̾˿Щʧ治ǵˣ
ǳҡͷԺ˵ʲôȾˣ
аɡ䭺ʧ䣬תߡ
ǳڳ˻ᣬ׷ҵ׶ʲôˣ
Ḻ𣿡ɳŶȣ˵ӣһһŮӵǡ
ǳߺ޴룬ʲôˡ
Ŷ~䭸ζ
ǳ߷ӦȵҲǸ˼˵֮ûи𲻸˵˵̫ˡ
벻ˣˣƢȥַܣ׵ġ


28    ֲ˵Ǿ仰𣿡
ûˣǳ˻س¿˻緹䭻ɳ˻ᣬڵֻƵſڿš
𣿡ǳָƽ
䭡šſ˵ʲôָ˻ȥ
ǳϲԵİײҶΪûˣǳ˵ĭȥ
䭰æ˵ϣȰǳ߳ߴԷɫ
ˣϰķ˾䡣
Ҳϲ㿪Цǳߵͷ۶û̧һ£Ϊࡣ
䭳ǣԹðɡ
......ʵԶȥʱǳ߾Ŭˣֻʼռǲû˵ʲô
ûжܴ󵨣򴽣ùһԵֽ죬ûС
ûУǳ߷ˣ˵ҲԼʲô
ûУ䭿ӱһʲô𣿷˼ˡ
ǳҲԺˣʰꡣ
Ѿܸɾˡ
ʲôأǳȥϴ
䭸ͷ֮ǰҵﲻһЩǹװ˵ʵԳԣ֮ǰҲﻧĺǷҿǶܸˡ
Ҹ㷢ǹȥ𣿡ǳϴ룬ֺʡ
䭵ͷ
Ǻ°ǳͦˣϵȥɡ
䭴˻صǲǹʰŵǳϸݣ˳Ӳ˵첻ȥﻧˡ
ȥģ
Ժǳ߽һЩĺӶûиĸӦôûгԹǹ
áȥ﷢ǲǺҪ䭰հǳߵ뷨ӿĮΨһһ¶Ļ
ԺڳǱΪƫƧߵĵطԭĽӦãưܣϸߵǽƺǺ޲ģԺǰдƬյܹһЩݵĵػԭӦû㷱٣Ǳս𲨼ըɡ
һֱԼǿ·ˣǰж·ϳҰݣȫ˸ߣӴй·̫ܿ塣
ǳ˳ҲЩ㶡
һǹԣ¶ˡ
ǵĵ˰ˣеĺǣ׷ǰͣ£ǳ߻ع˵ǰʱúܶࡣ
ǿӣҲҪΪԼ·ˡ
û£ļ򣬡Ƕڡ
ǳ߳ǰЦЦΪǿųģܿԺĸ˾ӭ˳
лǵĵ˵ʮŮЦ۾һܸˡ
ô죬տٺӽϻõЬ·ҲܵƼݵĲܵչ˵ӣ䭵Ժм˰
мӵɣŮάŵЦݣº͵ͻаһڰˡ
һҲѹӲݴˣﺢҪסķԱ߻СӣҪչһٶźӣȷʵҲûľȥ
ˣѯʵǹĻһҵȥ𣿡
ȻˡŮ˵ͷ
ǳһʼû˵䭸Ů˼˽һʮȳȽˡ
ǰ͡Ů˽ܡ
£Ľ豭£Ȳ衣
û̲ˣֻвˮŮԻ˵ĳ̧ͷ԰ǳߺ䭱ǸЦЦ
ùӣȳһһյ˳ȥ
⣿һȳ˼һŮˣôתĹأ
ǿɣŮĺӣһЩĶҪԼ飬һҪչСģϴ·ЩǶԼ
˵˾ĻŮԺʷ֪ʵĸȥŮͽ֡
û취ǣŮ˿⣬Ⱥĺ׷һƤ򣬡ҵҲޣҶǸܲ϶ûΪβڵĲҩûãҲֻ......
ǳվȥˣĮ̫ˣܹסԺĺӻиʱĺֻܱȻĪʧϣﻧҲкܶĺӣиĸûУһز˵ĴھͲˣֻǸƷ
ȥǷǹ
䭵ͷȰǳ߳ȥŮ˵˵Ϲŵıڻʲô
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ǳóǹȻкӵע⣬Ǻܹɣڰ͵ָųɶӣǳϸǹһЩĺţԲмĺӣǱȱ˶һš
˻ᣬȥҲûȥǳߵԣ˫ֱؿϡ
ԺĸҲ˳Ըż߰СŮΧ˰ǳߣһͷϡ
ǳòƺ󣬸һ룬䭿Ը˵˼仰ԷҲʲô
ǳߺ̧ͷĿһϡ
ֳ̧ЦЦǳߺܿ콫ʣµǹͣԼ˹
ÿƨ
ǳ޴룬̧ġ
š䭼Цÿġ
Ǯˣҵ壿ȥǽд֡
ȥɣǻ£Ǻ¡
Ǯȥɣǳ뽫ժҲ㡣
ȥɡ䭲ɣֱӣҵ㡣
˵ֱԽǳſڣǳԭ£һﺢΧߡ
ڳţʮӰɣǳߴ򿪸ݳš
𣿡ͳǰһ仰ͬ䭴
Ϊʲôȥд֣Ǯ
ڻε˲Ҫֵô
䣬ǳ˫ֽһԽǾ˺ܾãΪʲô
Ϊʲô˵ֻʲô⣿нǸЦ......
ʲôΪʲô䭽ǰӺ󿪵Ĳ죬ǩ˭ֲҪҪһ˺£Ҿ......˵Ц⣬뻺գʺϴֻ
⻨ԺԾ˱лģкõףǳ߸ոȥǩԼֵʱԺĸ˶˵ͺնΪǽϵЩף
ǳ߾Լ䣬ʲôҲû
Ҫʵڲô룬䭻ڰοûҲȥͻ㡣
˶٣ǳ߲پ˭㣬ܸоʾ²СĿΪ˲Ӻ͸мĿⲢƽ˵ʵƭҡ
......šԥ£İǳš͵Ըпܻȥʣ򵥵鲻Ҫ̫ӣ˵Ҳûʲô˵ģԼƽ򡣡
ʲôǳ߹Ȼɤţ˲ֱˣ˵٣Ǯ
𼤶
ôܲǳԣˣ֪֪Ǯζʲô
ζʲôɣ䭰Ǯﺢܰȹϼ꣬Ůͦ׵ģȥʱҺ£ѹûиǮȫǵά֡
û˵ԣǳüͷ壬ǹ걾û׬Ǯ⣬һǮԺô죿......
Ȼ
䭺Ťͷʲô
ЩΪƷѣǮǳߵͷԼֱΪͿ˶࣬ϵĿѺ˺ܶ࣬ʵΪʲôΪ......ֲ˵Ǿ仰𣿡
ûϵͻȻ⣬͵һŲסɲ


29    ʳˡ
طǳһֱԸἰȥϸ˵ǲԸἰֿ֮ǰǶʱ⡣
û뵽һϣȴȻ˵
䭾ԼûϢĮôãԷͬ˶ʱ䣬ȴԭû׼ȫԹȥ飬Ǹ˽Լ
ǳ仰ÿجεĿס
Ǹܵ˺Ѫкʲôʸң㶼вŮˡ
֮......ǳδڣ֮ӦƭԼϵǸ˲Ҫÿһһǳ߾ԼӵְȻӦʧÿڲͬʱͬˣȥ˾ͻ˳ûʲôϧġ
Сͣ𳾻ң䭵ָŷףҧǾ̡
......ǸЩԤݹ棬ظ֣ɵҪʱŤͷȥҪǸĶ
ʱ򶼻С˵Ļʵûмǵ̫Ҳûеǳ쳣ƽ
ΪƽŤͷȥ
ĵģҲʱ鲻ãǳ߻Լֱ㲻Ҫڻô꣬ҪʲôֲҴûԹ޹㡣
ûҪΪҽڡǳԽǿݣԽܣŷ̵ָ㶼˻ڹңȴڳԡ
㻹СƵ֣ǳ˵ʱܲ⡣
ȴѵҺܺڣ˵񶾵Ļ
š
˿û³Լɫҵ˿˿㣬ת߲Ÿҳû......
ùˣͣ
ǳ߰ڸݣһԼֱ
뿪̺䵽ԼϣһһֵĽӲģû죬......
ǳָ˶Դš
䭲
ǳ߻Դתͷһۣδܿı顣
......Ҷˣûгȥ㣬ΪҺܿ־塣˵һ䣬ҧݲˡ
ǳ߾ĬãƮأòƵȻĻشҿˡ
أΪȲŤ
ǳ߻ά֮ǰĶԴֻܿ°ͺͲǳѾ۾
˵һ侪䭵ĻȻЦ
һЦ̴ܶ٣ŲȻ֮⣬ǳһһظҿˡ
㣬˵......˵ʲô䭲ͣ¶ָŸ첲ϰ׵׽ˡ
ǳִĴָĦԼֱƽȣ죬ҿˡ
......ȫɵˣӳ׿հס
ǳ΢΢̧˵ͷ飬ǶСʩĴʲôΧụ̂ҲȲңûйֹ㡣
˵ݵĻ֣ۿŲҲ⣬ֻԼŲ˿ڣǳ̫ˣ޷Ե˽Ҳ벻Լж౰ɡ
ʲôԱֻİǳߣٲŪʲôֶνʲôԣڽе˵ȻöԷͱԼҲʹ졣
㣬רעŰǳ߲ҵġ
ʼգһûлɹ
ǳûз仰
󲻵һ˵ޣֻǲҾ㣬һ......ʹô꣬ڲټѣƽȣֻӿżҵУûΪʲôƫƫҪʲôɫݵϷΪʲôҪ㴩ҵ·ñӣΪʲôȻؼҡ
ǳߵִֻĴָһλ˵ȴûܵκγ
䭵䵽ӲݴУһǷзһһʮ˵Ϊ֪Ѿǰ֪ˡ
֪ʲôǳʱƽ
̫ƽˣеƽƽӦע⵽ֻ𵴲ע
ǹǰڵˣרעĽϸһ¶뿪Ҹǰ˼ң˵һлܹص˼ҵģҲҪ̫磬úһδ
ǳߺܰ
ҵϵǵģڻص˼ҺܳһʱҲ֪ϻ˭˼ҵˣ̳ǸҷϣĲȣЩѹˣѡң䭻˵ϻʱδ¶ʲô飬ҴһϢڲϵ˴㽫Լ˽Ӷӻȥ
ǳûлӦҲҪʲôӦ
ûǶü֮⻹˽ӣǸ˸ңһ˽Ӧͬõ˼ĳ˵֧֣֪˳Լ֮⻹ҲҪӻȥ֮⣬ǮˣҪһȥ߷ϵ
ǳߵɫڱˡ
ûз֣ӲݴԣѡҵǸֻ˼Ҫһȥұ̫ţ˳²ͨ绰ҲȷϢ֪жѾδõǸҪҵϢֱ磬ֱ֮ǰ֪ͨң֪Ϊʲô𣿡
ǳ߻̧ͷһ㿴䭡
ûзŤͷų⣬뿴ҵӦ֪һʲôѡ˵һضȥôҾͲ֧֣ὫԼҵĴϡ
䭸ܵߣһͷ
֪ˣѾǰ֪......ѧУǰһҲȣǲ˵üʲô֪ҵʲôģһϵ˱ңһ֪Ǹ˽ӱվŵĶ˭Ϊʲô֪ʲô̶ûвȫģСС䣬䭵ȷʵ˼࣬ұһ˳ȥҵһ֣ҵʱǸ˽ӣҵýпѡҵлǸʱվң㲻£ǣ˼Ҳˣҵȡǵע⡣
Ҫʱ䣬ҸҪ֤ѡҵǸ˿ŤͷȥĿͰǳߴϣǳӽǸ˽Ҳŵ֪ܻرҵϢ֧벻˵Ϊǰ˾ͺѡҵǸһ뵫δȫ֣ǺŵϷŵϷԼĹ򡣡
ǳ߶˼ޱܿߡ
ǮҵˣܹõѶϢޣҶǲһϳң䭿ŰǳߣûΪԼƱ˼ֻҽӵĻ˵׼ңΪǶ......ûʲô˵飬˵ȴֻòпᣬʱûʲôΪҪܵĲԼΪǶһֻ첲ֻһȣ˼Ҳһзϵû뵽......
ʱ뷨ٶҲֻʮͷʮĺֵ鲻첲ȣֱװں󿴵ǰ˶԰ǳģʱȫȷˣʲôŶǱʲôֻǷ˲ɱһȫЩ˾Ǹһһˡ
ûдǸġ䭡̧˽£ǲ̵Ļȥˡ䭡Ϊ˵
ԶǵһҽУԶȴҽԺȾѪ죬ǳٲԼĺˣ˴ҽԺʵĵһ仰ȴǣү𣿡
䭵վڴβðǳѾʲôΪʲôҪ˵Ǿ仰үˡ
䭾Լ߳ŭŰǳߵĹĴδԼǰ㲻˵ʲôأοԼǳ߻Ϊֻͣǳɹ·ͨӣʾԼǳùĳŪԼǾ佫κڵĻ
ʲôʸң㶼вŮˡ
ֱ֮˷ֿûйһĶԻͣļ԰ǳֳֻ߱Į
һʱŵһܹ뿪СҪŰǳȥĵطóԵĶʳˡ
ڰеǶԨǳЩܵĻ仭˵ȺţΪԼѰһѣǳߺСӵǸһᡣ
ǵģΪᡣ


30 ֪   ţҲ㡣
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䭽е˵û˸ոֽŵϢĸо̹Ȼĵȴһֽѣǳһʱ䣬գһлɶԷַ룬ԭʮԼûʲôųӡ
ʵҲнѾ£Ȼи
û......ǳһ
֮ǰһĻߵῴƽǳظԼ֮ǰʻ
ʲô˵ɳƳ
֪˵Ļǳߺһ̧ͷ䵽ϣĪظҶ֪
......¿ڣûԼôˡ
Щڰȥɽ֮ǰңΪϴŵУŶĺӼһǮңûܴѵһǮǳߵ߶ڳ⣬ǾԼæһŭԶִҡ
˵ֵطֻǸ⣬ǰǳ˽ҽԺȺ²˵ġ
Ǵҵʱʵͦ˵ġǳڲץԼһֻ֣ȥȻеɣ룬ҺүϷҺүȻؼңү飬ֻʹϰٱǧ
ǳ......䭻ֻ뻽һʱûʲô˵Ļ
ǣҿ㣬ǳƶߣͨ۾ϣִ֮ôһۣұԴôһۣ͸ƾɵĴڿҡ
ԣ֪ͣ......
Ҳ²ǳ߻֪ˣΪԼ˻¹Уǳô֪أԼͱϵ˵ϦദС͸ܲ£Ϊ˵жı飬׽Ҳ˵ж˽
ֱ죬ǳ߸Լʲô˵ˣ˵֪
֪ʲô֪Լеı֪ԼƳȥһ֪֪......һ֪ôİǳ߾ʲôҽԺԼģ
Ǻ³ôԼ˻ʲôװֶԼٰչˣ
ɵ
ʰǳǲǸɵӣԼǱһã룬һὫǸǧУô......ôܻϲ
ϲ......ǳ߻ϲԼ˭ȥϲĳأ
ûкڹǳȴᶨ
˫ֽգһλԼֱ󵽷ףſ죬֪ʵǿˮҵĿȵǱҪӶȳٲſϰݡ
ǳֵͷȥɫγͣӲݴС·һΧĻƧ֮ԵüΪš
䭰Ƶ϶ʵ......ʱ򣬾ͣ³𣿡
ʱͲ³ˣǳôȥĶģ̨ϵʱʲôѺԼǰٲһʱʲô
ھĥͬʱ޳ܵԼжôܰ
Ҳ......֪
Ϊʲôʣ䭵һζЩΪʲôңΪʲôûΪʲôǣ
......
䭲ҽԼŵǳߵλȥ룬ֻ֪Լ²϶࣬ʱ򿴵ǳ߶һгǳߵʱг......
㵱ʱҡ䭵ĺ
ûǳҡҡͷƽּᶨҲģΪʲô뱣㡣

Ҳеһɣǳʰ飬Ҳ㵱ΪʲôҪô֪ˡ
֪ˣȻأԭڽⳡ̸֮ǰй룬ĳЩ˲䡣
ȻڣȻԼʮķŲ£ʮľʹȫ˲ֵһᡣ
ûкңûȻش𣬡ûк޹ҡ
ûСǳߵᣬ档
䭱ۣ......
ţǳһοûתĿ⣬͸䭵ڿһҲˣҲ㡣
Ϊ......ʲô......
ңܻ
شļ̣Ȼһ¾ˣǳߵ˼䭵ϣûбºҲǻȥġ
ȻƾʲôҪΪԼԣǳҲ˰ҲͽҲۣҲ
䭱ͷ£ۿˮ̲ס۾Դ㴹£̡ܴ
ûϨ
̧ͷͣºһ߲ǳֻܿļڿޣҲƲסĴ
Ӱ㣬ڻĽҰⱯʹķޡ
һ˺ܶҲ˺ܶ꣬䭿޵󷢲޵ֲ嵽ΪԼΪ˰ǳߡ
ȵᣬӲ˲ǳŤͷŴգӣ˳߿ȥֻ衣
......ͣ£ֱӵʱƳֱͣѾȥһСʱ˵֮ǰĶԻһСʱĻοҲаСʱ룬ⱲӴӳڣʮûнĶ࣬ؼҰɣ
šǳӦ
ӣûˣ޵̫ݵ±黹Ӻͷüȥ
ȥ·ϰǳδڣ䭿͵Ԣ¥£ǳ߿˳ųȥȴڳš
ţǳ߾Ĭվ˻ᣬûΪʲô³
......Ҳһֱſڸշһŵİǳͬʱǰһ
ֹǳ߶Խ˹Ԣ¥
ȵˣ䭰³¥ǼҵĴۣǺ°ǳһҴӴ¿ҴҲȶ뿪ԭء
ûҪǸеĵǸʲôʽ̫ˣڸǳ߿Ц
кܻңٺͶԷͬһܱյĿռųĿĮתȦֱͻȻȥ
ȥ˷ڵҽԺСճڲŷ顣
⧲Щͷ²ʲô
ʲôװģ
Цۣתƻǳ߸أ
......£ϹΨһһŵ£ˡ
գ۾üΪʲôˣŶ~֪ˣǳˡ
ûгܡ´ͷ¶һǡ
ûв䭵۾ƭңˣ۾׵
˵ǳ£̲סԴ˭ģ
ԣ~ӴվӸ䭵Դ
ľٶͷΪʹĥ͵ĲӺ
ѧǳ߰οԼһٵ½һٵ£һٵ鷢ͻ֪һٵͲֵޣԱģ
䭣......ͷµ齻ҽǰġ


31 ͨ   ǳ䭼˵
Ϊȥʵ̫ģֻû飬ڱǱ͵û֡
ſں˻ʿ齻ȥίлʿæˣĵĽϣ˽󶼲Ҫٽ
˵Щͼڴ޿ҵĿ֡
ҲĿ֣ߣһܶ͸......ͣ£ȻˣӦÿ֡
߶˾ʲôû塣
˵ʲô
ʲôû˵ɻȥԹ ҿ˵һ˲ӦΪԼû˿ֶȥ˵Ŀ֡
ﻹأЦЦģΪֻ˵ղŵЩа
ǶƫЩᡣ
룬ԼȻûط龫ֵѾͷܲ١
ڴͷţע⵽ֱϵףһҪܶ𣿡
Ϊ˼飬СﲻΪȻʼ磬ϰˡ
𣿡
ۡ
в̡
飬񷴵οûµģҶѾϰˣһʿŸһϢ
֪Լ鲻õ𱯹뷨氲οԼģ֮˵ĲʰڴŵЦѯʣŶʲôϢ
ʿ˵Ϊʲôʲô֯ύʲôļ......İǷӻ֣䭱Цδ·ſҽеĳڣҽԺӦúܿĻˣԺͲô鷳ôʹˡ
£ֻ֪Ĳ֮ԻſҽƷĳΪǾޱڱǾޱ֮Ҫô˵ЦΪĲǵļ߻˳һЩ
ʱ˽ûп̫࣬ûܻﵽܲʹˡ
˵иܣ֮ǰ˲뷨֪Ӱ쵽һЩˣΪӲʶ޷Ӵʵûдġ
ֱ˵Сڴ۾йâ
̫ˡԵΪˣ£̽㿪ʵлȥݣܹҽκĲԸȥ𣿡
ʵ⣬Ȼ˼˲ҡͷҲԸ⡣
Ϊʲô൱⣬㲻𣿡
Ҳ뿪ǵģᶨΪʲôҪ͸Ƿֿ
䭡šڳ˼ʲôòʵһȥأ
һطû˼شĺܿ٣ȥҾȥġ
֡šһ˻ͻȻ̾
ôˣʼġ
û¡
飬۲ı飬СĵúõǸͿˡ
Ǹ𣿡
԰ǳ߸˵˴һҪǸֻҪǸͻԭҵġhonshaoduijia
ӵܼ򵥣Цߵڰʾʲô𣿡
ù޵㰥Ҳǣôܴùǳ߸أǸǳ߸Ǹ𣿡
أ䭶档
һú˵ġĵ
˻ᣬʿ߽ߴ٣˯ʱܳúϢ
뿪¥תȦȲȥ԰ǳֲԸرݿԼǰ
ֻڳôҽԺ¥һȦһȦȵʵˣ±˵ɾ񲡣뿪ҽԺ˳·ǰߡ
һֱͣͣȵ΢ѵ㣬ֱָ㣬ôСʱΧѾƫˣ
䭺ú˻·߻ȥ춼Ѿˡ
ߵ˫ʵڳۣɴ·£ѾܶˣȻûȥʳ
ôŴ·ϻ˺ͳ𽥶һʱ򣬺ܶ˶͵͵ھǽǱȥࡣ
Դȼ䣬䭱۾ȻԺ˯ˣֱ˽š
ؤҿꡣֵĵɷ
䭸ѣͷ˾һ̵˹ֱµؿڡ
סˡ
ϵ浹ù
ʶһЩ䭷ԼȷʵڵſڣҪ˵ʵ㲻ϡ
ǣøתʱǵޡ˿̵ʲô㣬ֱ·ߡ
̧ۣϾŵ㣬ǳӦȥϰˣôλڻ˹Ԣ
ǰԿ׶óˣɺʲô㣬ΪɵСĶȷ˻ûſš
һϴͳյûˣǳҪȥϰġ
˵һ˲便ʧ仹ǷɣŷһŲǰ
ϸ¾ȻŲˣǳϳ......䭱ӶȥȻҵϡ¶ȸոպá
Է
뵽ǳ֪ʲôȹһҹ緹Լ......
䭺ܶԼʢϡ̻ʣص˼Һѧϰ˺ܶණǣһʲôˣںӼŲˣԵǿĵʱڴķſ
£ΪǺһڲȫ˳
ͰǳߵķűţǳͻȻ
ȿȿȣ㣬ȿȣ
һԣǳߵߣͬʦĺӣվ
֪Լվжֱϱж̿֡
ô......䭵ͷ
ǳڲһˡ
䭽͵ûûȥϰడ
ˡһҹδǳߵ䵭ġ
䭡ע⵽ϡͲˣεҪԵ......Ҹˣȥɣ˵ҪתǳϺȻ̾˿
վס
֣䭽ӡ
Ǹġ
......תȥԼӸ¿ǳ߲̫ãˣôûȥϰడ
Ϊʵں¶˼İŬѰһ⡣
ˡǳƽûʲô
죬û
ǳ̧ۿƽƽȥˣ
......䭻˼룬ѡʵʵ˵ûȥģߡ
Ŷ
......ձӦİǳߣǴطһºͺ͵ĵȫɢĶԶϢƫƫֳĲһȥҽԺ
Ϊʲôǳ߼ʱӦɵûб顣
ȥ......˫ֲԾգ´̽СĲҽĻȶ壬ҪƺõĻȥҸõҽԺҽ˵ЩõƣСҲܺܶ˵Ƽʵͦߵġ
ǳ䭼˵
䭿еĸӣԥ»ǵȻˣﻹѵģͷû뿪Įǣ͵ΪСȥŬһ¡
䭣ǳ߱۾˵Ĳ˵һΣ㲻ΪҵζЩʲôѾȥˣϣú
ͣ£ǳ߱ȥǶͨˣкܶκܶĲѣûа취ʱֻкúȥһ·ʱ̫ûбôϣ㣬ҲϣܾӦͨ˵


32    вܽ׵С
ʱ̫ûбô
䭿Űǳ߽ߵȥϴǰֵһƺС·ϵǳ̸ûиıκΣǰĲ⻹Ϊ......Ҳûôء
䭲ǳߵԭ£ʵ˵кû԰ǳߵԼά˵ԷǷԸֻңȥġ
ܺ˵ıܣŰǳߣԼԡ
ֻ......Ժ̸𣬱ǳ߶ԼԹ֣Էһ䡰ҺҲ㡣״Ԩ޽ѿܡúĺ⣬ǳⲻԭµԭ䭸޵ݣεһĺһĳ޵ҲԸԷ״̬
Լʲôˣİǳʲôûáǳûк⣬ԼִӺ̸ֲǳǰ̹Ȼ˵Լңɼȱƶ࣬ȴһֱԼ
ԼأٻΪкڶϱļʮһعһգΪҵΪ԰ǳߣֺܽûиѣǰǳԽΰԽԼų˽
ΪҺҡǳ߳ˣûȥģڷﰲãղ˵绰ԭҸҡ
õڵ绰һͷĬš
䭽ֻŵߣĿ¥£С߳ڱܡ
ΪĽԸԭң͸ңôԸһֲĹҪұ......ҶҿԣֻҪʹ졣
䭸ûĳĬǽϣԼ߱
Թ޻ڣ˵......ңڵ֪֮ȻңңۣͷûһҾԼ˳ª֪ûˣһҶҪⳡֹ
ҹڻĥЩ̹꣬ȻͬԵݵЦһֱκ飬ˣƷ⣬Ƕм۸еǮԽףееȨƣʲô𣿡
Цˣһʼޣ˵ֱüΪ
ЦſǻʲôǮЦ˿ޣȨƣȨưܸıʧȥõҸкγûоŸԶأԶһģʮǮķΧﱻһ......һڣڣʮڣԼһأ
Ϊ˼Ҽ䭵һֱģеĻԶֻԼȻһ̵ִɵģģܵģͨͨ˵˳
㻹ǵļֶɵǸϰ𣿡ǽ޶ˣٷҪʮڣӦˣٷְֻҪһ첲ѣȻͲԸˣǸʱ޶ǿԱºģ㿴......
˵¼䶯һʱʱпµĲ˶ڳϰ壬ΪԸȫҡȫû뵽ܵѹΪǮƣԷˣйڵ棬Ǹϰ޺Ź˵ֻҪԼܻ޶
Ľϰʧ٣޶ȴƽͻء
ˣֻǱ۲һÿԸ⸶Ĵ۲һ侲вܽ׵鰡еĲЩȨƵˡ
ԲϧһдҪıˣҪΪϵ񣬶ִ˼Һһ֤룬Ψǳߣûиһ۸񣬵дһĺ⣬Ҳܸǵŵļֵ
ǳûУѡյΪ䭵˼άͣڣò޷۵ˣǵĴڱ޼ۣǿɵ׵ãԶԶ޷ȥڮ١
ҴСȱʧ˺ܶ࣬˽ӵݾ㵽˽죬ԱӰΣȨ಻ܸıѪʵĲȫУԭõģǰֻ֪ҸԼǲ֪ģֻܼİõĻšǰܹôĲ֪
ˡûյƤЦõһͷ³֣޷Щп̽䭵ı仯֪һ㣬ļʲôطһˡ
ϣúõġ
ȥ֮ʱҲ˵õ廹Ǵ仰һЩͬԥ˻㽫𣿡
ϣáҶ˵绰
ǳ˵Լ˼٣ֱڲŻڵȴȥڻշˡ±ʲô˴ͨ磬˷㳢ԴɨɨתȦֱͷ֮󣬷ڱ򿪡
䭺˷ܣһڷʱ̫ǳǷҲȴԼ
šǳ߽ӺȻЬŸĲˣȻ
ĬĬ˿Ҳװƽˣʧˡ
𡣡ǳ߻ЬӺֱȥ
䭸һȥȥˣȥ𣿡
ȥ˷𣬡ǳ߿ˮͷϴˣϸ˵һȥС񡣡
𣬡䭿ŰǳڳæµֻĲʵУʣСѾͷ˵ʲô𣿡
ȻǺܶǳϴ˲˿ͣ˵Ŀ֡
ʲôʶ㶡
ǳ߻ͷҲС˵ϣ㽫Ŀֻȥ
......䭻飬顣
Ϊʲôǳ߷ˣʵĺģŲ֪
䭻شѧˣһȥµģʲôʱȥɡ
ȥɡʢǳ֣ϲ㣬ȥ˵ġ
ϰԽӹǳߵתŵϣ̽һȥɣ
áǳֳһ̲ˣܿ뿪
䭸æȥ꣬Ѿϰ˴֣ȵһŲϳԷһʱֹŹ
ʲôʱпգŶײ䭵ȳԵĲ˿ѯʡ
죬ǳߵͷСбݣϣҺͷܵ
ݣ䭷꣬ҽԺʲôݰ
˵Ǳ߹ĴˣҽԺʲô׻ЩľΪ˸лǣҽԺ֯ЩסԺСѳ轲£ʱ䲻Сʱҡ
Ŷ䭾Ǹദᣬˣ
ȥˣǳҲԺˣʰ꣬ٲȥСʧ䡣
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䭲ֻ飬ȥʻȵҽԺſڣԸ׼³İǳߵǹϡ
С̫ܳǣǳȻȥ˺ȴ߶Ϊ㿪ǹ
˭˵ˣһĻͣ䭷ְǳòصǰҲŵʲôų̂ݵĲǻС𣿡
ô꣬ǳൽ֪²۵Ź֡
Ĳȥҵϰ𣿡䭴Ȥڣҿ϶ܽʡܶࡣ
ǳҡҡͷ䭸ͷȥҽԺĴԺǽݷ
䭵˻᳡ҽԺȻĲ£ſк̨̺ϰڷЩ޺ݳʼǰСѵļҳֳ¡
ѹ˵Ѿͷʧ䡣̨ݵĺӶ˼ҳǳ߽첻͹ģ룬ЩסԺĺӼҲʲôСȦӣҲụҳԼĳ谮
ܻУǳ̨ӣݿʼǰмλźɫװ߽Ǳӭͳһ˵һţСҲһġ
䭡šĳλߣмַ̣Ҳ
ʲôеĲͬǳƫߡ
䭵仯У䭻δ㡣
ǰǿƵˣסԺ˵νﻹСȥġ
ص˼֮......䭲᲻Ը᲻֪ôᣬǳȴȻ֮ǰ˵½ǳϾʮ꣬ǳ̸䭵ķӦЩҲ͸ҿˣܺõ𣿡
......ĬĬϰǳĿ⣬Ķͬǳߺ̹ȻǲڲصĹġ
̨ϴżٷСŮڸ質ıݻں档
һûж㿪ߣŰǳеԼ΢΢Ц£ںЩˡ
ûʲôһ𣿡
һĳ̶ȱ˴˲ͬʼ硣
ǳ̾˿عͷȥ
̨ϣ赸СӳԱѾվλą̃£䭻ŰǳߵĲûס˾䣬أ
ţǳӦרעŷıݡ
Скĺͻʿѧϰ赸ݺܸߡ
ûϹʲôرˣ
С
ҲתͷȥһﴩŷɫȹӵСҵ·ģʲôˣ
һǳ߸ƶߣһŷˡ
£˫ֲڿڴսܿƳ۰ǳߡ
ǳ˵ʱйâ䭴δĳԴ£нǣȥ
Ůˣδй¶ƺֻǵĺ档
Ůˡ
㰮ˣҧס
Һܶá
......䭻˵ʲǫ̂˿ʼƣǳߣòϣ̨ϷŰСò¡
ҽԺĸԺ̨˵˼䣬˹᳤̨̻Ϊ˵仰
ѹûȥ̨ϵķԣͷŰǳ߿з²Űǳ߿еŮ˭ʲôʱʶģ֮䷢ʲôǳ˵ԷʱͱһҲǲɢġ
ΪԼ˺Ͱǳ֮Ĺϵ˲ϲȥԷǳ߿бĳһˣһܱԼҪˣ䭳Լˡ
ȺʱʱĹƣҲûȥ̨ǹûʵķϻֱ̨µҽʿ䭵߻ͣڰǳϣµ𶼲Ӱ쵽עͼʵʲôָ˻ȥ
̨ϵĽ϶Ǹƺʲô״
ȺֱֳͲ䵽ط̶
޿̵ĻͷѾ̨˿һ
˺ûˤڼʱԵıڷ˰ѡ
ʤ̻Ļ᳤û뵽Լһӹ̵ϷȻ˼Ҽ̨;е죬иŵǼ˲ҪЩ˵ͱס
ʱЩȷֻǼδŲ޷˵Լǣῴ䭵Ҳ˲Լˣƿ˺ֱܵλǰ
̫̫ˣµͷ͵ϥµλã綼ȥĳСȼ٣û뵽￴ˣҽµ£ʤĸˡ
ѹǲǰͷ˭ۿɼ鷳ѾɣŵҽͬμݳЩӼҳǣ˵ע⡰־硱ȫһĿеĹ˶һͨ˱ǫ
ϴˡüͷע⵽ǳߵķӦ
ΧЩֻв𾪲ͬǳߵɫЩѿ
䭴Ҳʶ㡣
ʶС˺Сʶǻ֮ԺĮǵҽԺΪӦĺٰΪļ֯ζҽƷԮͳڣҲидЩõˣҶӦøѧϰЩѵ˰µ˵ĺǸˡ
ı·䭾ϵĻΪ䭵ָǲſʼ¡
䭺붯ִˣʲôʤȷʵܻʹ棬ǿζҽƳ˼ں䲻ʲô״ȴϣԼע⣬ڴ֮ǰܲܳɹ˵ڸҷģǳ׼סŴˡ
......ǳߵڶطδй
ΪĿڣΪֱӺ䭵֣µע⵽ޱȺ˺ͨ
Ҳ̧ͷ䭵ı顣
......µһ֪ŪãΧƹһɫԼĬĬ˼
˲ǳߺһվͷŬҪ˵ʲô............
ǳһһֵģ˵ֱת뿪
䭻λϽ˻ᣬµʿĭСĳ......
ɨԷһԲ׷


33 Ϊ   𣿡
˵......׷ſڣǳߺȻͣ£һŲǰſȴ֯ԡ
ǳˮ䭶еζ......Ҫ˵ʲô˵ֻԼʵûʲô˵ģǻԣһʼΪ˽ӽҸʵʱ˵ûͻȻ
......վŲ˵̫ѹҽԺſȺ͵͵ϴ̽ǳһ
ǻطòã̬ܵͣȲٶ
ǳһԣȴǰ벽䭴ƫƧֽǣҪôˣعǳȴƭң
ִŹɺ⣬ǳѿ֮ǰ𾪣侲
䭳װɣҽƱ......ۣճڼ֣Ͼ͵İһȭ䭵ײǽϣֻԹ˵ģðŻָһܹԶĳ
ԼĬ𣿡ǳ߶֣ɫȴȰ˴䭸
˦ͷһֲԾǳһµֱѣͷ³ڴѪĭվֱʱΪԼҪټû³
Բ𡣡ʵʵվֱˣ䭻ΪԼȡֻϣܺһ㡣
䭣ǳ߾䭸ĳһģëҵòˡ
˼һЩû˵ôءô˵ƭǰһЩۣ綼ˡ
ûƲǳߵ˼ά
ҡҡͷ
ǳȵͷ̧֣һ˲
ʶķӦǳȴΪĶüͷ
ҪҲУʶԷ˼쳣Σ𡣡
ҲԣǳȵǸƽ壬ϷŪƭȣֻһ¡
ʲô˼ѹû˵ʲôֻŰǳǰݳԿס
ȻûƲǳ߿ӣֱӽԿӹȥתҲûҪסһ𡣡
ǣ䭼ˣ׷ǰסǳߵĸ첲Ҫϸһޣ
ûޣǳ߱ĮֻǷֿסˡ
ҵĴҲƭ㣬ֻҲ˵𣿡
ʲôҪҴأǳţûסعͷ㾿ΪʲôĮǣ
ȻûƲȻҽԺǸ˶˹֮ǰ˵һҲͲˣû˱Ӷˣԣ䭺ȷʵ˵ԼƲҲûǷϣԼģɵɵһθȥ
䭣ˡǳίͲ⣬ͼظ첲ֻǺ֮ǰβһץĽûаҪɿ˼ҪƭңⱲӶԭˡ
......ڻԭ𣿡䭺ץص㡣
ǳۿ
ԥ£Ϊ
ڽ仰˵֮ǰĽΪѲһжٸɡ
ǳ˺ֿܶܣֱ³һòƽĻشסˣΪң
ǡ㶣ץǳһֻֽסЩҾûз¹
......ǳǰٻ䭶еĸȴûЩ³Ĳź˿˿Ƶİˣǳſ죬𡣡˵ǲǴŵ㳰˵껰ƫЩ
䭻һʱֱ治˵ֵ˼Բһʼ͸Ϊģܲˡ
Ҫ𣿡ǶǵǳЦȻûЦ⡣
䭺ܽţŰǳߵ˫֣ŴӶԷ崫¶ȣҲԼ˵ҾһҾͺ˵Щֻܹ֣֡Եúܻơ
ôô͸˵أ
ǳߺԵļ񣬺֮ǰ䶤Ӳ̫һɸеܣЩԶԣ......
ԣҲңǲСĳɣǳ䣬ȼŭ
֪βҪҰǳ߸ҲԼˣѣ̽ԷĵҲ׼ٱʲôԡ
֮ǰ˵ӳǵõģ°ǳҪߣٵ˵ѰϢ˴깦ҵ㣬Ҳ׵Щʲô׼
ʲô׼أ뻹׼˵䭻¡
أǳų֡
䭻ץţҡҡͷΪһֱ˹ע㣬ʵ֪......۲°ǳߵɫ
ǳߵѾȫ侲Ŀ䭡
ֻʵʵ֪һסһҲ֪ǸĮʲô⣬ǣΣա
ˣǳ߲෴˼ٶȺܿ졣
ǡ
ǹأ
ΪСʱ򾭳ǹԣ䭲ԾʼƣҼкõʱ⣬һֱпǹ뷨ΪϢҲ˽֪ߺкӳԹǹ
㵱棿꿪ǰ㲻ģż˺üء
Ҳ......´ûӪΪĿġ
㵽ôģ
̫ˣģʵҪ͵ҵĹϵ黹ôߵĻɫ֯
°˵ʲô
ǣ䭺ԴӰǳߵ
ӦϲǾӪĳŸǻձѡ
ҲϲǡƲϵֻϣĮǶһ²һ£̸......ûȰǳʣϲЩҩƷ⣬ⷽ涼ġ
ԣǳղţǸ˲Ż˵ʲôҽƷԮͳڣ
ţָ΢С˰ǳֱһ£ֺõ㻹Ҫ֪ʲôʣҶش𡣡
㲻......ǳ򴽣˵㲻ĵģֻĸеŭġ
ֻҪң䭽̬ŵͣ⼸һֱҸ˵ʵ̫ͻȻˣҲû뵽ϸղǸɵ......
ʱһջأǳ߱ץҲ߲Ϳ
вǸʲô糤ģǳߣкӰĹɣӦõģҪ̫úòãֵ
Ϊʲô......Ϊʲô˵ֻΪƲ޴ȥǡǳܹܣأʹˣ˵ΪԼԭأ
˵ģͷȥҪֲʲôеһҶ֣Ҳҵѡ񡣡
֪䭵Ҳɳˣǳޱۣ֮ǰȷʵģжԹޣҶᾡΪЩʲôֲǼ֮Ҿˣʲôǲġ
......ǳг˷ŭͱ⻹в⣬Щ֮⣬ЩͿ־塣
ţ䭺ǳߵơ
ƲǼٵİɣǳȷ̧ͷ
䭿Цֻ۵Ͱˡ
ʹ£ǰһŬԷ֪Ϊοڰοٵģġ
ԣǳͣ˺ܾãȻѯʵ𣿡


34    ʧƲ԰ɣ

䭲Ըƭǳߣͷע⵽ǳߵͷԼĶֿڡš
һšǳ߸紥Ӷ¡
䭺ܽţ֪Լڵȴʲôֻ֪ŰǳߵͿ
ǱЩѪɫĴҲǳߵһȥǳ߲֪Щʲô̧ͷ˳ĿӦá
......
ʲôأϣԼ˵öԷôܵĻŬ֯˰ǿ˿ڣֻŰǳӦһáֻܿ¼ٴתȥ뿪
ҪȥģǰҵؿڵԿ׵䵽أ׷ȥǰ׷ǳҲԷжֻȻԢԻȥסģҲȥ
ǳ߾û˵ʲôٶּӿ졣
һֱҪȥģûסˣȻؼҺòã
ǳɲ˵ֻǰᶨ
䭵ݸԿױӿֻܷۿ߹ԼĳӰǳҲͣ£䭳̾Ϊ
ǳ΢١
Ҳܱ߹ˣѹֵ˵ΪֲҲûôУΪȷʵ뿪ΪĿǴߡ
......
վˣǳҲǰ䭡
߰ɣ𣿡
ȥ......أΪǳ߲ῪڣȻ˻ᣬ˰Ƶǰ
䭸Ͻǰǻ񡣡
ݣİǳ֪
ǡ䭿òܹԻˣץʱҪǲϲҲȥݣֻҪȻ񡣡
˼ΪӪӪ꣬ȥ̸ףֻҪǰǳϲԸеʧѾ
õҽԺСĲкôֻҪԸϾһȥ
𣿡ǳŤͷ
䭿Ŀеĺ⣬н£ãȻǣֻԸ˵¡
ǹأǳĪʵǹô죿
ĳ£û뵽ǳ߻ͻȻǹ꣬£......ʵžˣǳ͸¶䭲ô˵ʱĻ⣬˼ţҲΪӯ͵ĮǵĺһСڴ
Сڴǳ
䭵᲻̫ܷӣ˶Եľګֻ˵£ʥͷɶӽţʱʱĻĦСģսսܴܿȼĮں󷽵ҲԶƽܵ뿪
ǳޱǵɡ
ǵҲˣɶҳϦģ֮ìֻܴɫ֯аԵʱʱľװɱƽҡ
˵ֻϣܹȥõĵطΪʲôأ䭼еҪ˵
ľݺѵõǳõĴǺѣʵЩﻧ˵ֹأѹǲܣҪǮǲеġ
㵣ģСз𶼿һȥȻԸȥҿԸ±ǮԼѡ񡣡ϣԼֳܱʮģϣǳһ˿һܵѹȵĸоҲǣҾ
ҲҪǳϿеĮظ˵Ҫֲ
üͷг⻹Щ꣬߰ǳֻ߲һжȱ˵
ǳǿ¾䣬һ˰𣿡
õòʾ䣬ȴΪֳų⽩˽Ų
ͣԭĿŰǳ߶ԶȥľͷƼ˻óֻ
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ǳ뿪ҽԺһʱҲ֪ȥģλɵɵϤĽͷβתȦֱɫҰȥ˷
ϴεʵ٣˼ݹһݾǰĦУæµ꣬һ̧ͷͿſŸˣٴһԽԽ졣
ǳߣ̽źֱŵ˻عͷ
аֵ䵽أſڻɫĵƹ⿴ǳߵɫ΢ǰôˣ
ܼ٣һʼľȶ嵭ˡ
ǳҡҡͷղͬŸĴ͡
˰ѺȲܻصʦ£ٳʱԼס
ǳ߻ǣѾתͷȥ¿·
üͷֱӽӵߡ
ȥģ
˵ȥģΣһֻڰǳǰλΣûؼң
ؼ......ǳ־񱻰˿أڻع¶Ц⣬Ӧá
ЦƨѹвŰǳǰߣǲʮӣðǳ˵ڿʵȥСı˰ɣôðɣ
á
˻ƣŲһ٣ʲôѵǸѳʲô⣿
......ǳͻȻͣ£קվԭز
㵽ôĺޣʲôˣһ˵ı飿ʲôǲţɶ۸ͦȥ
......
ǻĵҿܲˣº˰ǳһ££㡣
......ǳߵͷǰߣ˿ߣѾ뿪ǰ·Զûƺģֻż˼ҴӴ͸ƹ⣬ǳкܻңظСҽεĿܣȥ𣿡
ǳ˵һǰѷˣ仰źûͷûһţһ·۲ǳߵɫ׵СƺãǵŬǮ
˵......ǳ߱۾ͷ˽·ѾߵﻧУ뿪ĿܣȥõԸԸ⣿
ȥ˭Ը⣿ʵʵ˵ܿҲҪøʲôˣӴϻڱ
ǳֻҡͷ
˵ʲôȻֹǰûӵ񳹵ɵۣܳզˣ
ҴǰǳҲ£Ȼ˽ȥֻûˣͷ߰ɢŲܶ඼ǵ·ֵһŴ嶼˳
豻͵ˣɤŴ˵ͰǳʱûסԭΪû˸ҶԼ֡
ˡǳ߿ڽ˳ЩѾָָʵûԸˣĸ첲
ǽȥûٳΧ˸Լֲֵɢȥ
ǳ̧߽ͷͺһңֵĵ汻ڵһһ
ֱԼ۾ﻧģ˭Լ㳹ף涼ŹѲΪԼڼͷ˽
ģֵʰǳҲ˵ơ
ʵϸûʲôֵǮյƶһԡ
ʲô˼費˭ڱӰɣδƽ΢ʰиµĿռ䡣
ˣҲǸշġǳߴԴһˣղЩΧ۵˾Ͳǰ㾪ȡ
ģ϶Ϲۣһ侲ҪĲ͵ˣǰǳϷģǲǸйأ
......
ѲƲʲô鰡˵ʲôˣ
ǳû˿Ҫ䭽Ĵͷȥ仰ζʲôأζŴӴ˺ǵдסõҽԺ
Ϊ˵ЩǳȻĶԼʲôŲͷ˵ֱѡ
˵......һ£һ£ǳ߳Ĭ˺ܾãܴȥܸݵľݣСصҽԺ
ǳһԽŵδ˵ûԤеļ˷ܣϯ·ϣüͷ
Ʋ𣿡
û......
ûУսȭͷƭ㣿
......
һֱʣʵ֮ǰʹֻǰǳ߲˵ǳ߲˵׷ʶнΪǳ߱濴ͨͨ൱šͣôλѣ
ǳ߻ڣһģ......
¼̶ֿʼĥб˵ɣǳһ˵ԭرͺ˵˭
......
۾ɴˣΪɤɵ㣬˵˵˭
ǳͷԼĹȥֻǺ˵ĲǵĵʹǶλ˵ΪϣһܹԼ䭵ĴڣվˣΪһֻǳΡ
󿴰ǳ߻ţžͷŭĹţ￪ʼתȦջεȥǸү䭾ǣ
ǳ˵ġ¡һλ˹ʼû֣ΨһԳƺֻаǳүүɱˣûһ˻ˡ
һ
ûƲʲôǳ߽˵Уŭ˵ģȥ񣿡
šǳŻﱬĻǡ
ү㲻˵ҧгݵȻ㻹ȥչûӰɣ
ǳ˫ֽűסԼļ
ʲô̲סվŰǳߵԴߵģʲôʩ㱻ٷ˴վº˵ֻ㣬Υŵ뿪ʲôʵĶ˵Щ𣿣
ǡǳ߻Щʧ
ĹĵĶǣҳǣҲĹⲻȥأث֣˵Ļ档
С뿪Ļǳ̧ͷڿûУǿСȥͿӵеЩŮǵĲܹκãܲʹĥ
أɫѿֱԵΪʲôһֱС˵£أôģثֵĻ𣿡
ôǳ߻˸ƣ˫ֽһ
ثʲôƽ㵱ôãֵ𣿶˻ʲôǿƭ˵ԼƲ......ô֪ģ
ǳ߿ƺƣԼϥǽҲȥҽԺ﷢ÿһϸڶ˵
ԷԼүĹȥ˵ЩϦദ˲䣬Ҳ˵ôүֿģֿ֮ǰַʲôΨû˵ԼضǸɣطѾ֪ࡣ
û˵ˣǳ߲
......췢⣬侲һЩмǾĹⲻȥģ
Ӧ......ǳ˵ܼѣš
еġüת˲˲̫аģһȦƭҿԾ⡣
Ϊ˵......ǳָģû÷𿴵ԼᣬҲƽȣܴСȥҽΣ......
˰ɣֱϣĬ˻ᣬǳȴװ൱ⲻںСģģ㲻߲ǣϵҺС㿼ԼУǣȥ𣿡
......
㲻룬԰ɣİǳߵļ򣬡ͶˣֲĹ붪ͶͼȥΪǸͷҪǶҡβģҲ䣡
ǳҧ
̾û˸ղŵĻį٣Ȼģ˵ʵеʧ˶ʧƲ԰ɣ
......
ƲͿԶĮˣΪദ꣬˵ǰǳ뷨ڵүҪչˡ
ǳߺĽŷǵ......ûУûС
ƭ......治ԸҴ㣬ܣҸоȰǳ߻ܣƭù
ĻԾһգֻǷְǳ߶żʿŵܳúܶһ໰ݺݲȥˮǲˡ
Բ......ǳͷޣһǸ֪˵˭ġ
㲻ҪΣԼѡ񣬱ͲСĻᣬ֪СҲ룬һ£Ȱĺû߼Ŭ˵ţСģţܿ㣬ǳģ㲻ԸͲҪǵҺС費ÿǵ飬Ȼһˣÿ˵ԼģöԼ𣬿費ϲǸСӣžͲˡ
ΪֵǳòƱˣֹͣĸѹ֡
СǧʲôʥˣҺС񶼲ԸΪѡ񱳸ʲôеľΪԼԼˡ˵ЩԼ̫ˣ油СҶͨ͸ԸΪԼʲô˵ġ
֮ǰɵǳ߲ˣͷȫˮȴӲЦݣ˵Ǯȴ֪ܣ㺦
ǳ˵ǡˮ¼Ӧ˷ȴѡûһ𽻴ǣ˵þȣ߶ü졣
ᣬֿЦֱֱŶԷأھͲɵΪ˾СԼԲҪӦȰҺúȥ̸ֻаٷ֮һĿҲҪӦе̫ɵˣôܷȰοҼء
ǣ˫־סԼʣͷЦΪǶɵ-ư
ԼԼǳ߲ȥˮͻȻ֪ΥԼȥԸþȵģҵ̫˽ˡ
˵ö......ǳ߸еˣΪͯʧȥһʽûм˵ߣзͷΪǣԼûʲôԵģȷʵеʧ˱ƭķŭ⣬......ҾȻڴ䵽ĮǸߵ֮ˣ߱׾û飬ֿɴ
ô......˺ܶ꣬ʱͱƴֽˣܸɵ-ƣ㾿ϲʲô𣿡
ǳ¡
εòΪԼصĺܺðɣûҹӰûпԼ˵үʱı鰡
ŵ٩еĲ⣬νү⣬ûʲôֵһȥϲĵ㡣
˵ܲ˸ܵе˵ɣ
ʵܺãǳ˫ֳŶͷµʱᣬȻүһֱչңȻʱҲ۸ңϸģǵҵգҹա
͹˵һЩǳߵĸж
Ϊǳ˵ԼһͱĸΪƱû˻סղף
䭡
ԾСϸڶѻҲֻǺͯ¶㺰ɣôء
ۡ
йĸ𣿡ǳߺȻʵ
ҡҡͷ⿪ʼη磬е䣬·ʱӰ˵ӡ
ǳ߱ţй˾ʱһβ㱻
°ǳû˵Ūæ£ǳ棬ƺĳֻС
ʱȥץ㣬õ˦ûվȵȥҲˮˮźܿ˵ף֪ӵԭǿ۾ģʱȻе£ҾͿǰȫǻƵ磬ĲϢУȵ......
𣿡
˰ɣʵȹҵǳƽ飬Ҳ֪ͱ˱ĸܣֻҵһ¿磬ҾͿֻ
֪˵ʲôΪǳߵı쳣ϣֻǵİ⡣
һ˲䣬ҷ·ԼӰɣ֮ʱһжˣҿ˦ȥͷϵˮ飬ҴˮǲΪ⡣ǳû˵ڵǣʱÿˣӭͷչ·ѵ顣
Ϊ⣬ôꣿ
ǳûٿڣһ˷ŵȥҪģһ˸ѿ׳ɳȫܿƵ˵ġ
ٴվţʱʱĵͷһʯƵİǳߡ
......ôģ˵оǳǲԸߵģǳ߶飬һֱڣǲߣֺܡ
˵ôѡУҶվߣԣǵȥλүĵףǶ˽⵽ͷ˿ˣǻʲô֪أԭ̤һƾ;ʲô
ûѡ......ǳߺȻЦʱЦ̫Źˣͣ
ǳͷĿڳףĵûйѡҲ......н


35 Ȩ   Ȩ𣿡
ǳߵʱܻ㱣䭲ģȥԢ¥ţȵϵ֪ǳûȥҪ绰ʱﻧǱϢ˵ǰǳߺͷһ˼ҡ
ʱȻ𣬿ҲЩ
̾Ŷɳ¡
ͷͶѻĶˣλʹվڷУΪ׵˵ʶˣϢѾ©ˡ
ʱ䲻¶棬Ǳ߸ֲ²ѾӰܶķչھȥʲô糤·ϢҲܼס
һ֪ĮУԤķ̫ˡʲô˻֮أ˵Щߵ죬ΪĸԵΡ
ĮûʲôͳҲǺϵ˵һʲô飬ܹȷһʧ
п֪ʵݺ󣬳񶼻ᰴ಻סЩʲô
˵ľҲ˿ڣ뾡뿪
ܲЩֻǱԽԽĵ绰Ҳ֪Լ˼ˣĥĥ󲻸¾ϣҲû취ԼͰǳ֮Ҫľʱ䡣
ߣ¡̽
䭱ûлӦǵĽ飬˵һڻʹżҲֻܰ
أ
ӦϾͻˡľһۺǰһ
䭡šƸɴȥ
ǰʱ佫ӵﻧȥŰǳסĹԢҲû˻ȻǰŸԷѾˡ
䭼ŵȴԺĻЩ˯ˣվ߰˸ˣû˸ҳ
ʮӺ󣬽յķű죬ľɳһ۷ּѾۣš
⣬һõ·밧ֻǷ̫ˣܿ͵̬ȣǰ񣬡
䭴ɳͷʹиӶͷԺһֱ
أ
ѾҵˡӴӻнһƾɵֽóСݹȥ
ЩֽĴûпɳ̨ƣֻǻƵƹ⿴üͷ
һֱעţ״ƹ
䭲ӣ̨һŷЩƴСֽţͳһģȫǦʻ˸ˣֻм򵥵ֽܹ˲ôóġ
ֻÿһŻֽеͺܶƣ......䭴ĴָĦţͷ˵һЩ˵ȫ˿롣
䭲֪Ϊ̧̾Լǣ˻뵽ʲôֿʼ·
ΪǦʻģֽŵҲôãԽĻֽԽģļۼˡ
䭺ܸӣиˣȴŲ岻İˡ
Ӧúܾ˰ɡֻˣϧûбעʱ䡣
ǰϧûбעʱ䣬䭸ղʮţ......ǳʲôʱʲô»أʱЩʲô
ӡٿһκ̧ͷ
ʹѾ˵˽䣬Ӽڱ֣Ͻһϵľ
䭺ϧĽֽȫƽŽȥϺӺ󻹱ŷ˻
ӳʾ
ٵ졣䭿ЩѾ˾ȥɡ
ˣľ޵ֻ˳ȥ䭵ȷֻʣԼźֵȥ
øǳߵʱ仺壬˵ϾͼԷ
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ǳǾ仰˼ʲôûѡ񲻻н......˼̫ӣ֮ǰǳ˵ܳʲôĿģǶö˽һЩ䭵ʵ
￪ʼ˽أΪ˷ȥһû˯
ڶ첻뿪ԼǰѣǵİҵסԺԺִҽԺǱߵ֪λ˵ס
Կ̬þƵ깤Աȥ˼仰˵Լ䭴һˣԷûλ糤ƽ׽˵ӭӡ
ûָߵƵ꣬ϵݵʱΪϰӻ¡
µЦֺͰַ̧˰ѡ
лдģ컻Լõһ·վڶԷʱ֪Ϊξ;Լ·ͿӶ˵㣬һ·¥̲ס°ڡ
ɡ뷿µɳϡ
ٴ۾Ƶ׷£뿪ڣνͺ˵Ļ
µһֱЦݣûκεĲͷӡ
ģʹˣȻҺǳߣ䭱ϵģǶ䭵ĸǣЩ㣬ϾǷֿ̫ˡ
úƺ䭣ûдڹԼ䭼Ĺϵ
˵ͷͷǵĴ̽䭵
µ¾֪һһϣڷ˰Сʱң뿪
µ±ȥͣ£İСվڷпŷŹϣЦݻڣܿתš
ʹԷ̬Ȳһµ൱˵ģܹ˵ЩϢҶ߶Էˡ
ľ޴߳ȿ۷֮ǰλãԷѾ뿪ˡ
΢ͷ
µЦԽã......ͬ飿
ġľ䵭ҲԷֱӲ
ӾƵ³һСæȥʶϴϴôˣ
ϴа첻ɵ𣿡ţ̲ס۸¥뿪ɡ
ܸе飬µµƲΪԼղŴŵǸ̻Ի͵ҲԼϻȥ
һСܺĦȻﻧתȦҲǳߣһﳵȥ˰ǳϰĵط
ŵ㣬˲ãֱӾ͵˵ſڡ
ǳ߿Ҵɫһȥϰ١
񲻾ǰʼ;٣ڵʱѾ˰׼۹Ҳû취ֻϰԤϵĺ˵û̫ϸ
ǳ£ٿϰܾﲻ̫Ծ
ߣ֡
üˣ
ǳߡšŤͷȥϰ壬ԼĤϴǳ߽˵㣬ȥЩʲô
üͷɶϽߣл˵
ǳԥ»ȸȥ˸ֽվ
ȲҴˣ
ʲô
㻹治İҡҡͷҲ˵߲ߵĶ˽Щүɲٱˡ
˭ģǳߺܲġ
ܣĵϢ׼ȷο
šǳʶ
࣬˼Һ˲ãһǮ˼ңӦǾޱŵִ
ִǳ߲ɻǱע
Ծŵϯִй٣ϴϴ˼
š
˵Ǿޱ𣿡
ûСǳûǽڶȥ
ţܲʵϵҵܳΪţžкܶܶļš
ǳ̧Ƥ......ʲô
ˣ˵ҽҩزŬˣûȫӦûС
Уǳߺܲ죬׼Ǹе졣
̫ˣܹ࣬ȴ࣬˵Ż˽֯ܶʩӰ֮ܶ......Դݴʡ
ǳߵͷȻ³֣Ȩ𣿡


36 ϲ   ڻһ𣿡
˵Ҫǳʱ䣬ǵڶǳԼ
ҵסıݣûȥǹҲûȥԢ˵¥ºλʹȥӭӡ
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ˡƽʺ䭺顣
šǳӦ̧ͷ Ųͣ¡
䭿󣬲Űѽ£ԣԹ𣿡
š
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šǳӦȴû
ƿţע⵽վüȥɡ
ǡΪ׵ļλʹǺˣ˰һͬ¡
ֿǳߵ۾......
ǳǰ
䭵˲Լ뷿䣬ϡ
ǳ߽˷Ĭİ裬ɳԵϰڷˮͬע⵽ϴļ
æ𣿡
......ҪôڣҲͦȻģԾ˿û¡
ǳߵͷںɫɳ϶¡
̣治֪Լڻʲôеһжڼƻжʱϳ˵⣬̯ɵˣš
......Եˮ䭵˻᲻ǳ߿ڣֻĽкõˮǰơ
ǳߵʹ۾Ȼϯִй٣𣿡
ûͷ£
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ɵɵӣ˵еǮ
Ŷǳ߲ͻȻΪʲô˭ҵģ
򴽣뿪Щԥ
ǳ߻㲻Ҫƭˡ
䭿͹â
䭵ͷɣ
Ϣǳ˿ֱӵɣҪҵİɣ
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ΪʲôиЩ
˫ֽһһߣʵ̫ĹǣҲ֪Ҫôϸ˵𡣡
ͨ𣿡
ֻϣţ뿪
ǳҡͷû˵
䭳߰ɣһúչġ
ҽ......ǳ߰˻ᣬ¶İ㿪ڵΪûܺúøش𡣡
ǳߣԤеҪ˵ʲôһϰҪڽúñ㡣
˼Һô
£ƲסüͷŰǳƽ֪ôش
ĺ𣿡ǳʡ
ǰѣ赭дʵ˵Ķˡ
û˿Գеһ˵ˣǳͣ룬нԼȡģúùӰɡ
......ǿЦʧ롣
ǳȻؼҰɡ
ʲô˼䭿Ʋסܵĵѹǲ߻......ϸߣ
ԼǳŤͷȥӱܣɤƵҲԼġ
......
͵һϷɣǳֱӴϣûҿ䭵۾ߵҲԡ
˵ʲô䭼겻
ѵд𣿡ǳЦΪŤͷ䭿еľǹϷװҼϷסڹԢﾫϸÿһʻҲϷ
ƿԣǳ˵ʵʵûж⣬ûϷֻϰߵݺʽ㡣
ƭңΪңǳ̲ģֻð𻨣˼𣿡
......䭳ֻ̾ҪԼˣҵǸеһҶǸҵ⣬ܸܲҸ͵Ļᡣ
Ҫ𣿡
Ҫ䭺ץ˰ܲ˵ҾǺ㣬ûá
£ǳ߲ò졣
̾ǣ£Ҳ֪ʲôҾǾȽϺ......
ûǸˣ׼ʲôʱࣿ
Ҳ⼸죬ûƱ磬ûǸʲô糤ԼҲ˼ˣ绹Ҫ̯Ƶģڵ
š
ǳʲôֻٴο߰ɣԺʲôģǻһòã
ǳû˵Ц¡
վ
ʵҲ֪ԼЩʲôǳ߶ԼֱãȻû塣
䭷Լܣǳ˲䲻ȵ̬ȱȱŭһˡ
ҲҪֲʲô......ǳ˵һԳ⻰ظܶˡ
ûֲʲôվŰǳţŰǳߵķĳʱҳֲ֮뷨ʣҷԼȷʵûġ
ǳע
һҲ㣬ʵǲԼһô꣬һһֱڵһһֻԼһԹȥңʵ......
ǳ߻̧ͷȫгŵЩ˿־ĸ顣
ҾòԵ......䭵һ˵˼Լ֮⣬Ҷϲ
ֺᣬᵽǳ߲ΪԼˡ
ɴ۾һҶ
£ᴥĶͷ˺ʱҲŷ......ҶвһĸģԶϲϲ
һ˱ɲȱˣ䭵ĻܵʣһϲΪԼЩ˺......ԶԼԤܵ尾
㣬ҲΪû뵽ǻ˺㵽̶ֳȣʵ......һǰþõڴ֮ǰѵ֪֪ΪоԼ飬ԲŲԣͷڹ㣬Ϊ......Ҷвһĸ顣
ǳɵˣ֮ǰ˺ܶ࣬Ψûϵ䭵ĿЩ
˵䭵°ס΢ŵ촽˵㣬ʵͦ޳ܵģ׿еĶ˵һҲúúö㣬ֲ㣬ǲǵģӴЩҵ˼벢һֱ̽Լ̽Լǲϲ㡣
𰸺ˡкڳΪ⣬ϴЦݣޱᣬһˣΪʶϲ겻ŲʣͬΪʶϲ㲢ҷŲ£Ż㡣
ǳ˵ܸоԼָֻĶ
䭻εĿ൱лѹҳΪô꣬ͬģֻΪŻ㣬Ҳ𣿡
̫ˣʱ뵽Լףǳ......䭻һڵأϥڰǳߵǰֻ˵ͣҲԲҳϵһֱǸûб
ǳ̫ˣ䭵ֻȥһʱҲûŵ졣
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㣬ΪԼϲðǳ߸һж̫ˡ
ү......ǳ߿ȥЩ㱣˺֮ǰĳƺ䭵ϲ𣿡
ϲкˮŰǳߺĻشϲ粻ϲԼϲûУˣһжá
ǳҧǿԼջȥҵĺܣʶϵĿ⡣
ִ˼Щ꣬ʵҵĴûƽֻдߣ䭵ͷٵ䵽ϣֻ̧з۾͸¶֮⣬ҲܹܵĮߵЩ˺ܶ࣬һȷţٲһҺԭ͵Ǩ͵ˡ
˵ʵǳߴ˿Լɢ˼......Ҳó
֮ǰԼⲽֻ̽ԵıסǳߵԼǰδеĸе㡣
......ǳ߱۾Ӷţûֹ䭱ԼĶŵҪϢǻθУҲ......
䭸սԴڰǳ߻УΪĻ̧
ǳ߶ţ۾޹ãȻǰҲ......ݵĸ߸˲ң׽㣬㣬Ϊ˴٣үôϲأ
ǳ߻˵Ľͣû˸սʱġݡ
עĬĬء
ǳΪĳĬ޴룬˵ʲôıգͼͷȻѯʵҪòã
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ǳ߻ûӦվһǡ
~ǳһӦ飬ֹֻǸ䭵ͷͽˡ
ܵܶһӵĳɣֻ˻ȥû׼ᰤƣ˵ˣǿֵĸɴཫǳƵȥ˫ҲӰǳߵŲϡ
䭱Ͷǰһվ𣬰ǳȫѹƵɳϡ
ǵĺͶ룬Եãֱǳϴһſ
㣡ǳ죬һֳǰߴϴǱʵʵˡ
ô......ǳ˺ܾòŽƽǰίڻһ𣿡


37    ǲˣ
ô............ǳɳϣǰѹĸ첲ڷſˣάǸ
䭺վ˻ᣬૺǰȥ
ǳ˫Ŀдŵˮ⣬ĴǱǵĳʪãȻֺ̧ܻĲ¡
һֱעÿСԾۡ
ôأүô......ǳ𴽻Щţߵûƿ
ǳ......ỽǰһ
ǳߵ߸ƶ
߰ɡǰһ䭵ϥǳߵĴȣԭضҲϲҲ𣿡
ϲǳ൱޴룬ֻظ䭵ۡ
ǰû򣬰ǳߵķӦ䭸ţ߰ɣ㲻Ҳϲ𣿡
ϲ......ǳһҲ翡
ϲ䭼֣֣̽Ḳڰǳߵֱϡ
ǳ֮ǰΪϴֶùҩ˵㣬Ǳ˸Ϊס
䭶ޱᣬŰǳߵֱһ㽫ԼУͷԺ֮ǰһƣϵעŶԷ
ǳʱУһʼ̬ȶܳȣĵ׿ƲסԼֱͻĸ׺ǻ
˶㶵ģֻ֪ɵɵ䭶ӡ
ֽ֣һϵù庢ƣƣƻ˵㿴ү
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΢΢Цһվ
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ǵģ䭾ðǳߺܿܺȻŭʲôҵķӦϡ棬λ˼ԼԼǰǳߣԷȻԼԼ˵ЩԼҲϲԷ֮ǰô಻飬йЩԷƪ£⼸Ÿձ𴩵ĻԣƲסЩƫľٶ
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䭱סǳߺһֲԾḧŶԷĺ󱳡
ǳ߸տʼڶƽ
䭽°͸鵽ͷάһƣĬĬ˿
ǳ......ٹ˼ӻ˻ǲ䭻
ǳߺܵ͵Ӧ
һɿȲյҲϲҵģ𣿡
ǳѾعˣûٲ֪Եظϲֱ֣䭵۾ǲ˵
ɿһҲʵϰǳߵָṴŰǳߵ°͡
ĵ˻ᣬǳ߻Ŵתȥ
ǳߺľګתԴиЩɻ
䭵ȴӰǳɨע⵽ЩСæҸ㿴
ǳûڡ
䭴򿪳óǸľӣܿ߻ذǳԣһû˸ǰ£ľӷŵɳϣҲһ
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Σһڰǳߴϣָʾת
ǳ߾͸һָܵ塣
䭵򿪺ӣֵ֣ĴóЩֽ
......ǳ߲˼̧ͷ𾪡
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......ǳſڡ
ҲҪƭ㣬䭴ϵͿƭ𣿡
ǳ߲˵ˣͷȥ
ٷ˼Ż㶼ʲôʱ򻭵ģ
С𣿡ǳߴʡ
䭽һһٵ֤ɽˡ
ܲأǳ̧ͷһԵҲܲأƾʲô˵ϲ......
䭰עţһûŴϣðǳ뿪ˮڰQ㣬ĻᶼԷԵùǿƲˡ
ǳԼͲ˵ˣΪղŵı......ӵΪҲΪе̰ûƿûоܾڶЩٷϺ˵
ǣҲ֪ΪΣִҡͷͲǣܲأ
ΪʲôҪϲǳԼû㣬ֻ֪ϣܳϡ
䭽ӷŵȥǳֿʼаǳߵĸ첲һַֻŵԷϥ£ֱӽ˱
ǳʶץסؿ·˻ڻ㱡
´ǣŰǳ߷ŵϣɤɳƵҪҪԿ
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䭸עĿȥް壬ŴһһΣܹƽ
ָԼոǸǣǰǳ߲ϳԼϲǾ͵һԣ˵Ǻ޵Űǳǳ嵽ں
дϴ룬䭵ϵң£Ϩֻյڵƣл谵Ϧ͸ӣǳƽڴϣԼ󸡶ķɳúһдʵ
䭵ĺ𽥼٣˵Ǿ󵨵ĻûиһĶ
ǳ۾롣
ԼĴǣǳ̬ȥֻ֣ܺ......Լ۵Ļе׸ϵеĴڡ
ϲϲԼ̬Ҳ˴󵨣κ˶ԣֻаǳߣֻ԰ǳʱԼûʸġ
䭸Ϸۣ֮ѹҪһİǳߺȻ˫ȦסĲӡ
䭺òײ¶ģֹ˶£......
ǳ߲ͷȥ⣬......Ҫ𣿡
......䭵ɴ۾𾪵㣬֪ʲô˼֪ҽҪʲô𣿡
ǳߡšȦס䭲ӵ΢˶
ȴԥ......𣿡
ǳתͷûٳȦ䭵ֱѹ
ըˣԭֻеͷͣ᳹׵˼άͣڣһŰǳߣ˱۾е㲻ͣ϶=ϢҪǺºٴңұ֤֡
䭣ǳˣս۾ҧǲˣ
ܳ䭺۾һԱӸǵϡ
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38    ~ǳ߱ٽһЩ񡭡
һŲţ䭲ǰ˰ѶԷǳǿ
䭵ˣŤһߵĴͷƣһЩܹǳż´ܻһƶԡҡ
˻۾Ӧ⣬٩𣿡
ǳ߽£⡢ıֱͦˣûԡźֱ˽ȥ
Ҳ⣬ŹǷƳǽϹŵӱ
һսʱϢ񣬴ճ׺ԡаǳߴ˻
䭷˻һԼ°ȫɣϹţĿ䵽ԡϡ
ĥɰţȻӰܿͷ͸ĵƹ⣬ǳ߹˻Ứִ򿪣֮ǰԼµģĸˡ
ǳӦûԼǲ仰ˣ֮ǰЩƬӹû׷......Լı֣¶ӿ϶ûеģ־öܹ
׼Ȱǳ߳䣬淢ְǳʵһƽȫģϲ档
ԡˮûͣ£ǳߴ衣
䭲̫ͷת˻ȥԺǹ¼ҹˣеİŵǰȥԼһ罻Ȧ
ǳߵƢԸһʱӦæµʱҪյ»Լöűһ¡зͷҲðźˣСѾͷϲԺԶӼŰǳߣڷ䭾ԼУýˡӡԶһ㡣
ˣͷһӶ˰﹤ͱڣǳһϲȻͷס......ĶˣԡҴˮĿʼ
챾æ֪ǳ߹ˣſ˶ҷɣȵǳһԻֺľոǳдսҲĵĲˡ
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䭿ڴͷ˿δֱܲĸ첲̧ʪϢů䵽ǳ߲ס
䭵ĸ첲˷£Щ΢ͷ
ǳ߸УַûƵԼı
ٴǷ΢Цϴˣ
˯ˣǳɳƣֹŲ
΢ҡͷ㡣
ˣǳй⡣
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԰ǳҲй˵ģаϹˡ
䭳Ŭ
ǳûпļţ
ԼĴѾȥˡ
䭣ǳȴģ֪
üں֪Ҳû壬ûʲôرġ
˽㣬ǳߴ۽ޣȥûҲ㡣
ü̾ûʲô֪ġ
㲻𣿡ǳ򴽾Ĭ˻ᣬȻҪתȥ
䭼ˣεץס䰴ԼУԭҸ㣬ȫ㣬
šǳӦر죬ϵۡ
ĥ£֯ԣʵڿǵܲ˵......Ͼûһ˻ɵģ׷ʣܻرܾͻرܣǰֲʲôʳȫֵȥζһ¡
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𡣡ǳζ
䭺ܺڣҪǿ϶ԼҰǳߵĻû׼ġ
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䭺ϣȻǳߵǶιʵ֪̫ϸ
ǳǲ֪飬˵һ˫Ư֣װ۵ģһҲǸɿˣܰ裬ǰҲסԼĺܲȴرֹۣ϶ᳪ裬ĺӺǶϲ
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˵һѣ䭵ͷŻˣӵأ
ҲģסԺǳȻüۼеҲֻףһȥʱǸڲ顣
ˣ
ʵ......ǳЦ£ȻҲϲˡ
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ǳҡͷȻ䭡
вãΪǳǸŮ˵л
ҲߵĻǲȥӭԼҸġ
ʲôΪ룬ֻʲôò
Ųǳ߷˾䣬䭣˵ףҺֻįʱ˶·̣ΪԵյ㣬Ϊѡ
ǣԼĹע㣬ֱʵϹ𣿡
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šеĲΪǳߵ״ȥʵһβãڵҽˮƽʮǰȫһˣȫõҽŶӡ
šǳգۣײ˲䣬ˣҪ˯
......ƽˣǳߵԴ°ͣҲ
вʣŰʵ㰮𣿰𣿻𣿡
ǳûлش𣬼žУֻĺ
ղŹ˵ƣһƬ䭵òشֻҲҵŷ
ÿ˶ô˵ģãõΪǳѾ˯ˣкȻش𣬡ֻҸʵ˶ȹһ......㶼


39    Ҫˡ
ǳ˵Ǿ仰䭾þõĳĬά˺ܾõļžֱ䭵ĺ
˯ˣǳȴ۾˻ᣬؿ䭵ƣţ䭴ڻС
ڰǳ̧ͷͼȥǽϵӱֻϧûҹ⹦ܣʱ䡣
۾ٵ˻ᣬ˷˸䭵ڴؿÿ
ǳǻ˸ţģŤͷȥ䭡
Ҳţ˯൱
ǳƺԥ£һԼ°ͺڰоһᣬȥᴥ䭵°͡
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˵˾ʲô˯еûлش
ǳ΢΢Цţ̾һ
䭵ĺƽ˿ûļ
ǳٶһᣬΪûпƣʵĲⲻĳָٵ˼ӣӴȥǰУȵűȿ˱ڵơ
ܹ䭵ſڴĵƹⲢ䵽䭵ԴڰǳվŷṦٴηš
ǳ߱۾յŰת
š֨һ򿪣ţȥǰڵƹϡ
ͬһƬΨŵĽָʾͷ־ţ߰ǳǰߡ
ССıݼ¥䭸ˣߵķûסˣǳһ·ȥʲôûֻԼĺ֪Ϊαô̴ֶ١
ֲԾԼؿڣͣ붨˶񣬵ȻָЩٶȼӿ졣
ҹԵʰɣһֵʲô춯
ǳмȻִŷֳţת䣬¥ǰиͦĿռ䣬ÿһϢڷϼɳͲ輸żϱ߻ŵˮ͸㡣
ǳ¥ǰӴ䭵ķһ·ûܿʲôˣ֮Ȼ谵ûƣͻȻͻȻ߰λվˣһʱסˡ
֣ļλһͬȥǱɫͬ
ڰǳĹһһӦǰ񲢴к
ǳҹ䭵ķ͵û뵽ʶԼˡ
ʶ......ԼˣӦʶİɣ
ǣʶԼֵ
ҪȥΪ׵˴Ÿڿ۾һɫװȥоӢơ
ǳ߻üͷ䱸ĴȺˡ
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˵õľŵ׼ʱ¥ºȴϴӵһɳϣԼȥ⡣
һڻʹģվڽıĬĬȥλ
ҡͷֹõҲųȥ
ôõ廻ȹӣ˿ȥл
û࣬õȴ̾˿
ڵȰǳߣȻһֶû˵
Įǵ»ܵͣõ岻ںȹ˶ް䭸𴲲Ҳû緹˶Щ㱡
վڱſŽֵǰ
һֱ˺ͳ½½䭵ıӰеȴڶ໨ʹлܡ
Ϣվǣƻֻƽͱ
Ҳ......ǰűݴſԶ̫ˡ
Ʊ۾ҲǵһοʧǣһֻҹµСĵȴš
ʲôȷأǿʲô𣿡
ǼͰ飬ʲôˡ
Ǽ뻨ʹŵʱǶԣֻҪһھͲüܵ˺ûյѣͳҲѡǴġ
ȷĲŽд𰸣ĬҲǼѡ񡣡
ӦߵģõͻȻӦܼжĺãպˣҶپЩ䡣
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䭲֪Լվ˶ãһֱһ۾ɬģòȱ۾Ϊܵ۽ǵʪͷ
岽Զͣˣŵˡ
šӦͷ
ûߣվ䭵󣬱ʹС߿
䭼Ĭ˻ᣬȸܲϵˣ̧֡
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ǳûзӦ
̾ĸۣҲѧŰǳߵӱԼϥǡ
ﰲͷͱøΪ
ŮӱϷĽŲ......ﶼĶᴫңԶս
֪Լ˵ʲôˣĿڲűͲôȰĶҲδǼ¡
ץץͷһ۶棬ǳ߻ڴţΪԴѹ顣
ŵˡ¼¿Ѿ׼˰ǳһٳ
......˰ɡ

ǳڿ̧ͷ顣
ŵˣԼһѾ뱲ӵ̾ˣӦ˰ɡ
šǳ߲Ӧĸ
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㺦±Ҳʧȥµ飬һ
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һα£鲻һᷢٲı⣬㺦µĵڶڷ
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......ˡ
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ͻȻ촽Ʋסı˵ȥˣ
Ҳ......ǳſڣͬʱ᲻ܿƵĵ
ȻȰһϣûĸıʲôֻΪоǳܼ尾ΪˣϣԼܹԷԼġ
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......
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üҧҧע⵽ɫæаüġ
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ˣ۾ȴţͷ۵һŶͷɫѿ
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ٲߣ·ϻܸϡ
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Ĭ˻ᣬһֳɳվ
æߵǰվŵıҲһſ
䭻һȦ˶̧ڣתš
ſڳ룬еĽγѾ򿪣һһ߹ȥϳǰȻΡ
ѾһںϷ״ȴš
ûԴתȥĮǺסŵݣɵһοֵͷ
һˣȻ·˶ûˡ
......¿еθǣ˱ۣͫ׺ڳû
Уֹϳš
ѧżӣҲ̧ͷ۱ݽûʲô֮⣬ֻ̧£


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˲ϾкԴǰͷﳵķѾһ˦ͷĦϿ¡
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֪ΪΣҲײˣҲĵĿ־͸ӣǳȿ۱ݴš
ץԼһ£㣿
һ·ĦпѾˣӭ˲˾·˵ŭ⡣
ǳڻع񣬲ҪĲĦ
гɣԭض½ţԼ˦ͷܡ
ǳɵɵӰȻȫ£ԼҲ첽ܡ
Ƚȥǳڴ￴
ݴԼϴʱһû֮ǰЩ±ڣҲûЩɳæµĻʹǡ
ǳվڿտڣֻܹˮͰϰػ߶æµıݹԱ
ǰסһ󺺣еѯ˼䡣
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ⶼѾȥһСʱˡ
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ǳӺһֻ֪ǽϵӱԼ˼ܻ磬һʱֲ᾿ʵξ
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ʲôأʼĥʱ߹ŵ㣬ȵ֪ˣּҴҸӭһ֪Ľ......ڸӵʱ·ϻںڣͬʱڴš
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ʮ㣿̨ǰյĴһȭͷ
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š֪Ǻ飬ǼһӦ
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ŭǵģǸߣʹˣݵǰ̨˵Щ˰Сʱǰߡ
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ע⵽ĲԾûСںš
ǳߵɳǰִϡ
û¶ȣûϵ£ȴͨ㴥иоǰСʱ⡣
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ңңѡ·ߣŴС·ʡʱ䣬뵽˳µһͿҪǷѡ·ߵʱ䣬Ҫ֮ǰӦðĦؼҵģ
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ԴӼȥ˷һЩʱ䡣
ʡȥЩʱ䣬ϵġ
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......üͷһʲôֵøˣǰѾ뿪ˡ
ϴ󣿣ϴʲô
ſкͣ£ܿܽĸͷȾɫƬװεˡ
ǵĵñݵĹԱ䱸Ҳûȥˡ
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ʨǣСʣȵıˣһԴ̫ŵǰЩܹȥʨǣ֪·ߣŵͼٿ
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ǳ߻ţûвǵĶԻ
ȥʵļˣ
ŵʱѹ
ǳ̧߱ͷ˿ȥܻ㱳Ƭ̲Żش𣬡ڳϣˡ
ĦкиԼװĽɫӣǳô˵飬Ͼܡ
ղļĦо棬˵һ֤ļ˵ͷֽ𣬸˵ǳĴ𣿲ȫ˲֣ǳߵ֪Ѿȥ˾͸ƣֻ廹
ȥĦԣӺȡļܿ򿪼£˲Ͽģֽгţܻرǰ̨
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𼸸Сܶﻧģʶῴ𼱵תǳ˶Ծʲôˣֻܶڵɵš
ǼǮݸǰ̨ǰ̨ЦĻط䣬ܿŵͼ
ץŵͼֻصɳǰͼ̯ڵϣȵĿԼСܡ
ϵͷȥ·ߣɵĻƵҪСʱ
ʮߵģǳӣܸ𣿡
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šʾ˵
СһαϴΣܸжǵ·ߣҲȷǻʮôʮͻͣԷϢһСʱˣһٳܵʨǵĶɿˡ
أĦ׷Ļܸܲϣ
......ϴ󣬡СѹһͻͣŷĿ⣬ŵң......
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ǣʣҪкõĦأ
ϲĦУȻ֪õĦУǰ𣬲......𱧽ļĹ涨ǲģĦлеġ
ҪкõĦУСϴܸĦԼۣˣǿһι·ȻС·ӹ߽·
ֹҲֹߵŵ㣬ͨеĵ·ûôơ
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......û˵ɳŵİǳȴͼȻɳϵôֱĿŷ
Цˣ֣ߣȥ
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ûȫ˯ţȴҲûţԺĲ֪˶ڻ

ᣬ䭻ۣǰܻ磬𽥷ӦԼںδ
ţ͸·Եķݣ䭵
еͼʮˣ𣿡
бµĳʳˮϳһû
˵ۿķӣʾҪôͣԷϢ𣿡
䭰³˻ӭĮȻش
£ɵǣ
˼ĴƱ֮ǰƻõ·̺ܸϣȻԼĮеһСʱ
ĵ㡣
˵ԭļƻͣԷϢĻʱǸϲϵġ
Ļңһ̶ԸôûθҲ·۵ûǻ˿
ԥ£Ӧ......ǡ


44 ؼ   һס֣䭷̡
ѡõĦУˬ°ǮûܵϰЦǰԷȫǰģȴǳš
СúܽȻûʱˣ磬֣һһǳڷ
˳˳ֱϵĹ·Ħеٶȥһ·ڳԽЩγСϲ̼ż
ǳͷϴͷԭǺ˶ģֻŷ·Եľɫ壬ɴͱ۾
ǰΪ´磬һ·Ҳû˵ҪͣϢֻ;ͣһͣǳߴĦʱ˫Ȼڶ°ˣûôù⿪ͷǽԸŻ˺ü¡
ȥһߵ˵ˮͳԵĴվ˵ݹȥԵ㣬·ϲͣˡ
šǳûθڣˮС̱ڵϣԥ£ǵлл㡣
лʲôͷΪȻ㲻þ°͵СǼһζһºĦУԸˣۣ˷ء
......ǳЩԥ

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ʲôûʣһ꣬ĴȵϽڣȻһûСĻֻҪºĦ͸ܸҹˡ
šǳǿԼҧ˿ڣˮǿС
û͵͵ǵߣٵӣ
Ħоȥǳͷöûٱϡ
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ͷûϴһһվ
䭷Ŵȿ½ԼϴˣͶעߵˮϣ֮Ҫʱ䭺Ȼתȥƿɿķ
ΪʱεĴҪˣŴСܹʼ٣Ĵٴ
ڿڣ
šӦûŲ
Ӷ˵ȵ˲ˣҪڱݵʱ͹ˣʱװ׵һСʱҪ𣿷ӲǺܶԼ˷Ų£˵ʲôҲð˰˴ߡ
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һġţûκԼ˵š
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ĮǵĻ䣬ڰǳߵһУеĶůЩůû׼Ϊ㣬ƶȨҪٷգлڰǳߵ
Ҫȥ......ֽ۵ȥλ·źá
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и߹Ĵ𣿡Űǳߵ֣ǸյɿڵûдƱֻվ⡣
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ѹż꣬ʱͻȻĳÿ͵ļϸȥԷ˺üΣ϶Ҫ˸̣ᱻҲ⣬ʼ硣
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honshaoduijia
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ŷľͷûʧǳ̧ͷŷŬӻûȥ
ȻˣŰǳߵ۾ʶ˭˵ˣңҿ϶ҡ
ϴ󣬡Сʶˮȥ˰ݰ
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üͷĮǵЩʱϰûƵһӻصǰϻܺܺõӦ
ݳֻ󣬸ŵգգ۾Ƥʵտ죿
һֱڰݴţڼ֪֮Ĳࡣ
ķϿֻȵһۣһͷˮ˻ȥ
䭸սֻ򿪣˼»ĵ绰ûϢӣͷĵ绰Ҳ׷˹
Ƕ»Ա˼ҵĳ˵⼸ܹԤԽԽ٣϶³ϣҲҪһǺʱȥĽѵ㲻Ϊ֮ĻԶһյ˵β
ʲôлǸСŮҲǼģ̳ҵлƻȥһ¡
䭵ɫϳʼͺ䣬ᵹǿ仯ֻͷǳ̵лҾûʲôСү𣿡
......£ʲô
ҶС²ȤĴָֻӭһǰȹҶ˵绰
Ӷɿһ·ȥǵĻֻϢ˶ʮӣһ˵רͨ˷ɻͬڵȣҪǩҪļ
˷ɻ䭾ͿʼæµȵŲԱ뿪ǻҪȥ죬ķɻ
ȼСʱķأͬȺдˣǰų˲٣һ·Ǻȥ˳˼ڵӣһӻʧٵԾɢˣϢͨ˴ڣܿģݷ¿ʼЩҪȥصңлһ޹˵ȳԼǰרע˰ػʹͻϢ
ҪƿټġǾޱ۹ȫΪʵǰεļԼ˲̫һЩһֱͼ˼ˡǾޱŵĹаȥĻʹžİ첲Щʹ򰵴ڸŹ˾УѿҪλá
ס˺ͰǳһСԢ»صԼķ䣬æµԼ˱ȣվǵʱȻе˿˿Ӧ
ʱǳڼңô˾ͻڳæµóԵģԼʱҲŴɨһȻֻ򵥵ɨعĻǴӿͰǳ߾ıϲǳΧΧȹӣһ֪ԼϵΧȹΪսβԵ΢̣ŸԸУϴķζǷɫɲ͵ĳ
͸شſȱԺ߶ʹǡ
ŲζģúԶҪ......ԴҲûаǳߣֻиˮİڼ
Ӷ£Լ̾
˵˲ģɾǲһ˰˼ѱƣҲ֪ǳ߻û̧ͷɻ
䭲֪ԼһηſԼ׷
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Ӷɿ뿪ĵûҵκΰ취ڶһŰǳȥҰפʨǵزţԷظ˵ص飬߳Ҳ¼ݡ
Ȳ𣬰ǳ߸Ȳ𣬶һѯû취ڶԷٿ˿ǵ飬Ϊǩǳٵĳ٣һֺ˵뷨ǸԱ˷㣬ǰʱ֤ͨ
ֽ֤Ͱǳһæݡ
ɵǵ˻˵ϰ˵ˣѾ˵ڶ硣
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һóӲԶ󣬷Լĺˡ
ǳߣԼ˴ʾǻǽȥʰɡ
ǲУϾѾɻʱ䡣
šǳȻļվ̻Ի͵ĺվ¥ǰЩû޴롣
ͷһ·ѯҵڣԱȻòδй¶κγ˿͵Ϣ
Ŭ˼ΣԷòҡͷپȥᱻעıӳȥŰǳߵִȳȥ
˴ͷɥڻһäĿѰȻκν
żûס԰ǳߵλүѾȥˡ
ǳߵԴ˵
ĥ£ǵҸطԷϢ˰ɡ
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𿴴飬ҡͷҲûãǵϢ취
취ǳ߿Χֻܵи룬֪ǲУܾһЩ·˸ؤƳԼͷ
ǰ취񡣡
ûôװ......
ף㲻ȥˣվ
ǳߺܿᶨȥ
Ǿͺáʿ˼ұݴǳסȥֱԹڴţͰǳ˼취
Сû䭸飬ݶˣڶɿھȻȥˣ˳Űǳȷʵִܲ٣ȫûԼҪݡ
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ǳ߿
Һô߰˼꣬Ĳᣬֵ·ӻϤġ
ʲô˼ǳ߱ü㲻ȥɻ¡
Ҹʲô°̾˵ȥһ£ߵͷ֯
ǳ߲δģɻʲô
֤
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ѽˣڰ֣ˣҪ˯֮ڱţҳȥһˡ
ǳֹ˷𣬵ڶ˳ǰ÷䭸Žɫпϡ
־ܾ⿨̫Σˡֻ˼ֽӿڴ˳ǳ·ſؽȥ
ȥһֱϲŻ˳Ÿ˰ǳ׼ȷϢ
˵ǰԼʮ꣬ǰɵǮǣ깤ǮŹԼ
ǵģ˸ɵľͷԸģƾʲôǮͽȥ
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ǰ˸ɵľΥûб֤·ϵİȫͽᰲʲô
ܹǵȽ񰡣οȥ취
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û˵Ŀ
ǳҡͷûҪȥðգ㻹зҪչˡ
֪ҺͷĹˣȻЦ£̾˵ҽúñ㣬ˣ;ʳҩˡ
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𴲺˼ĹǸɣ˼ļæ͵нԼصɹ̫
ˮأǰѪĴڱܣԶһЩλãʹŹںͷ׷š
䭿ſţϥϵ鼮䵽أ¼򣬻ſڣͷ׷һ˿ŵĹܼ֡
Сˡ
һס֣䭷£ֱӼϵ顣
˵ΣҲü
䭺ܲͷʮ߰ˣΪ״ԵԼʲô
ߡɽУ£о͸绰
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ķζ
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ȫûгȥ¼װżζһֱ·ƶš
Ϊʱִ٣ֻ˸ͷ֯һ˳ͬһװжʮˣŮٶУ֪ʲôֻװĿô̲ͨסŻ³ȵ˽죬ܶ˿Ʋס
ոգǳԲԶǸ¿˴㣬Ϊƣǳ߾ͺͷΣζţŷǿ̶ġ
װʱɷ֯ԱǣΪ˭£Ǳ֤öԷڶ졣
ǳ߲֪ʲôʱܴȥǸʺܱ˲ֻһֵĬĬȡԶԷֻǼװôܶ㵽ȥ
䣬˲Ȼϵϵʺ
ǳߺڰУֳŵȻȵҺע⵽˲塣
ôˣѹյϡ
û......ǳջ֣·ϲţûʲô
˿밲ο䣬İǳߺȻԴ£ûзӦҪܲ˵վȥİǳһѹ
ûµ......ǳߵ֣ٴοһ𣬡ͷΡ
ģЩ˲úˮġͿټʺҪѬڰ·ϡ
û......ǳߵ
ǳ߿ĬĬţƺʲôᣬ΢
ǳЩԺˣһܾúȻֽͬᣬηˡ
ǳߺλү֡
䭡
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УԺƺ˯ˣ͵һ£ͻȻӳ
һŶǣüͷ壬ղƺǳ߻Լһʹࡣ
ôһͽˣɫ൱ÿ⣬Ӹ߹׼棬̧ͷĿ⣬ŵĽסˡ


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죬װò״ʱͷ͵͵ŵļʮѾȥС룬ǳȻûȥ˿Ŷܴ͡
ʿӿ룬ѵǷĻǳ߱żװڱڣ۾ȫܲͻĹߣָĿ죬һĻŰǳߵĸ첲˵
ȲĴӼװܳȥֻǻûǰ߼ӭǵͷ֯ԱɷĽǴڵء
ձܱտռ䲻ôˮҲûôԶͻȻ˿ŸߴҲûл
ͻһĻüװŮǷǳ߸ջعãŤͷ棬ͼȥʹ൹¡
......װ׼ȥͣ½Ų־岻Ҫʲô
Լļ뿪ԸǱ͵ǵ˾ͬƼ˫뿪һС
ǳӦߣٶ۵Ҳ𽥻ָ˼ά
յϵţȿ
Ѿ˼Ľ͵͵˽ܲҪϸǡ
ǳûĳ棬ֻҵķӦĬĬͷ
ЩɷŰΪ׵˿ŵǻҪĻ
װлȥˣΪոһʣ»ŵĶſڽЩλá
Ǹ˰ɨǣ߽ű˿ȥвͷģˣ
շյӺȻ򿪣ŵĶѾɢȥˡ
ˣ¼Ǽ޵СͷĿվһȥѼ㣬ɣ
ָʣµ˿ʼ̽ߡ
СͷĿɵµ棬ģŶӻ᲻᣿
ЩȺһΰʵʵŶȻ󰤸߳ȥŰǳߣŶڵ档
ռװʱֻܹſһλã󣬰ǳ߷ԼĳߵĹ·ԡ
ӵԶĹ·ȫΧ˼ҡ
ǰڣŵ˹˲ϲúңеС˼򣬵ͷһ۶ҿ
ɫ̫ãΪԼͰǳ߻ᱻ͵ĳֵϣҲӻ䣬û뵽ġ
ȥ½½ģװ˶߳ˣСͷĿԼ˸̣ٵ˻ỹûˣӿڴͳСӶ£ָСܵȥϳ
ѾϰһУԼƶĻȥȫӵһ
һ¡ͬСͷĿܲΪȻ
ǳ߰ŷ𣬼װˣķӦܳٶۡ
ͷĿ£Щ߳ˣǳΨһûģȴԼڴִϣǰߵʱִӿ㶵ҳס
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......ǳ£һνӲǸоס֡
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㣬㣬ǣСͷĿٵ˸ָ̣˼ȥͷһģȥæ
ǰ˵վ......Ǿǰ֮û˸ҷ
Ų⹫·ԣʮӣڳ
СͷĿ𣬴ߴٵϽģ
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ˣϲǻţСͷĿ¶αЦݣͬ˰˱ָСӵƤϣ֣սսעԵӽ쿪ʼӭǵľͽˡ
ԶٿСͷָ֯£ʣµ˱ֳɼ˲ͬĻ
ǳߺͷһģҲм˽ģԷδǿƽǷֿ
˻󣬰ǳһҲûʲô˵
ǲһڼװڶڻУǺ˲٣һļŮŮʼ˵ǳûϸȥﻹǸղŵĻͣȥЩȥ˱򵥼£Ȼǰıж
ûҪȻٵȵȿͱ......ĸˡ
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ЩˣǱ۵Ļ˾Ĵǳ޷ֲпᣬֻѱ
̫ˡ𿿹
šװ䣬ͨˣǳּܹѣֻܶθðۡ
ŻͬļŮӰųǵ϶ƴ⿴ǳߴԴųͣ
һȫ͵ĳϣƫׯһҹģС³
˵Ҫһܣǽ³ǱܵļΪϸÿ춼Ҫʮ˸СʱĻû죬ȥǳߣΪ·ϱڵȽ³ÿæµϳԲãһ˫ͳֶֺܿ˲ٿӡ
ܰ࣬ͰǳһĬĬ۲³ͼѰǹϵ©
ÿҹǻᱻסʮһС䣬³ʮʱûϴһ衣
ƽɻΧҲ˼أô˵ĻҲҲʱ˵ԲߣʱͰǳֻܿ
......ΪиݾܵˣӲ³һºɣŻᰲǳߣ㷢ûУǻῴܵЩʱˣܹõĻͶˡ
һ£ͽˣΪǰ𽥵ӵһɡ
ڳԷʱ򣬷ŷڰǳ߶棬С𿨣źõİɣ
ǳߵͷ³Էٶȱٴμӿ졣
Ҳͷԣһֱˣģдŵļƻˡ
һƻỹǵȵºų֡
ǽºͰǳ˳
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䭲֪Լ˾ſ࣬ؼҺԸȥǱߵϢµǰﻨʹҲüҪʱȥܣȫĬĲ
Ϊ˱ǳߣҲΪ䭳׽ԼͶ뵽УǿԼ飬ӦߴСС鷳
С㽫ˡϹܼҽзŵϣˡ
ŶǣΪΣʲô
ۡӴΪ𿪣ܿü......һݼƻ顣
ǾޱһֱȡĿƻе˼
ΪС籯ˡӷҳƶ˾䡣
ͶĿԺӣ˻̾
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ٶסʮżŸԵ˥滻׼Һ˼ȾӲļ塣
ǵȨ˵ãֻС꣬䭵ص˼Һ󣬶йνӴȵഺڣԷϲһʰ
һʼʾõ׷󣬶ȥˣ䭺ԴϵȤҹŮˣ򲻻ȥ硣
˵ԷԸϲ˵ܾȻ󲨣ٲȢؼ......
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ҿص칫ǰ̧Ƥûš
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˵ʲôˣ̯ļġ
СĲ𿪡ġֻУ칫䭾üͷ
缸һյıﰮ⣬Ҳ֪Щʫ䶼Ǵﳭġ
һ䡣
ŬάԼϵı飬ʵֽϵЩ̫ˣֱһ䣬˿
á
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Ϊͷۣ£Իòǵĺ롣
ӵĺܿ죬Ů͸ͲŨŨζˣϹ~
䭣졣


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ƻ㿴𣿡ֺõҿðűҸķ͵ġ
šӦ˵ҪһͷȱĵΪ㶼ֵá
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šӦһ̧Ҫҵ绰æ
һ£оŮ˵ʵ˳ȥòǺʲô͵͵ȥ˰ɣ
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ûйҵ绰ֻֻĻ
Ҳûйң£Ӧš
......ظ֣һµͳˣûǰӵĻ죬ɳƵϲˣ
Уǳߣ׼ȷ˵ǵǺϲˡ
Ϻ۾лޣǲܣˣʣ˭
㲻ʶ䭼ˡ
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ͬݣֶסڰ׽СϲĽȦӲ
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ûشһ˹Լ˽⣬ֻǰ粻̫һֻݣΪԷĵĻϲ
ǰԼһзǵҸȢˣҲǸ뷨......䭶δĹ滮ʮڶӣҲпⱲӣеĻ͵ó˵ΪԼҲΪ硣
˵Ҳɣǳߡ磬հףȴǲһġ
ɢ˼ά˻ᣬֱһͷѹû֣ƽʶܾˡ
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ǲǵҪ𣿡ûסʣϲ˾ϲˣʲôʱϲģ̺Ҫ𣿶ڰ˵Ҫ
ҪᣬǲϲģһǳǳգһԼʮļ־ʧ⼸졣
ǲŷϲģָ˵ǲųϲġ
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ʶ̨ӹĻججģ˵ˣԼնˡ
š
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......üͷ
ֻУЦƺԼѵΪ磬һ֧費ְɣ
Ǹ粻ǺġϹƺԥ¡
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绽
ĪԤеʲô
ЩҲ㣬ʱ򻹲ֶΣǶΪ㻹ûϲˣͣ£绺ϲˣҵϲֻܵΪֹˡ
䭲֪˵Щʲô
ҲΪ׷һʲôٺãķ±ˣҲǲҪġ
£Ȼ˵ܰƣŹɾ
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ǽȴϾܼ䭣Ψһ֪Ϣ˼ҺǾޱţǰͨˣͨ˸˽⣬ͨˣֻܵӻ
ǣżţЩΪ˴շҽƷѣ̾ÿÿһطܺܿҵ·ϢܴĶһЩСϢҪҹϵʲôˣѡ
ˣڸǮûãǮѹӴ߲ˡ
ֻñ취ŰǳȥǾޱãɻûأŵڵĽֿھͱˡ
ǾޱΨһܸǾޱմߵģֻ˲ƴֵֵˣ뾡취ɰǳô˵Լʶûá
Ǳ׺ı˵ķˣǵָһָֽǣͷȥ
ֻܴŰǳȥһԶţͶǵˣʲô˶Уȫ˵Լʶĸ˵һĵŻȥżһʲôġ
һʣŰǳߣ
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ˣǹű˴ĥĥԱŤˣ
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......ǳһԻʹأ
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εˣҲ˵֪
ȥ˵ӡһ˼ͻԷ񲡵Ŀ⡣
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Ͻźáܾ裬ǰץǳߵĿȷŵԼڴ뿪ֻһпǿûãŲ©ơ
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˼ңģˣǶ˼ңʵһңֺһǮСЦ
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˵лʹǰ´ͿǰδеĽźͰ˼ҵ˽ҽٷְ
߰ɡʱ𣬱Űǳ߾ǰ
û˵ʲôĬĬȥ
䭱ŰǳֱȥԼң˯ڴϷºʱϿˮ
ôˣ֪Ƕ˾䡣
û¡ڴأڱץŰǳߵƣº͵Ϲҩˡ
ﻹվżˣеķ𲢲ʶ²Ӧ䭵ĸ˵õġ
Ŀڰǳϣŵ˵˵ɣ񾿾ôһ£УǽΪʲôھƵ
ûʲôģһһʮоӰǳ߸ı¶׷ڶɿڴȻͰǳȰ˰ݵľݣ뾡취񲻳ɺҵͷ֯һ·϶ڼװ㱻ò׵ݣֱͷ֯˿ص³ûǳ߾۵࣬ĶѪ
һֱûгȻ̧ͷĮʵ³֣
˵ǵ¹ֻдŵλá
ʣͷ֯أ
ֻ֪ڰǱһС˵Ĵºţֲ֪١
֪Ķ˵ˣ䭱
ûκȻͷ֯ԱϢűվŵһ˺ܿӷ˳ȥ
׽˿ĮȻµɱ֮Ծֱˡ
䭻ŰǳߣĿеһû٣˵
ʿĭһûüϿˮ֯ԣԼͰǳμƻӳ³ľ˵ˣȻ˵ôǣǺôǮϢͨĳСҵǸϢͨˣԷһ˽ⳡϢ˳ŻͰǳܹ߰ƵĹ
˵ȻθĴ󣬴ӽô˹ģ䭶ʲô˾䣬ҲҪǮҪûǽ㡣
֪ǲ֮⣬䭲ͷƳһֵۣܿͷȥŰǳߣ˭ģ
սӹӵĲˮźڣͻȻһ⣬Ǻȥ
Ҳżһ𰲰ȴš
ץ˰ͷе߳ܵģѹⲻǱƵû취ֲ򣬲ܴӶ¥ɵȥôԶҲ취עô죿
˵ĵð𣬱Թ˵Ҳǣôһ֮ˣͲܸϵʽìܲôֵģ
ìأ뿪ʱǳ̸˫˴ټԤУֻԼΪǳǲģȴǣǳҲš
Լ......ΪضԷ̫硣
ǳ߱ЩģռʱѹűԼǾ仰
ƾʳһ仰ģǧ׷ˣûһȴҪȴ
ǿʲôˣ
䭲ʻã˲ٴ̼ˡ
㻹ʣΪȨƵλĲͬвǵ־һ˲ɢˣվŭʵ㻹ϲϲǺò㵽ͿıŸŮ˲أ
......䭰
˴ֿڣгͷ⣬λʹ˲ߡ
޲ǰҪӵұʲôģҸ㣬ŶûУǮҲʹҪǸͱ㣡
еĶǮ˵ԴڵӰ͵Ӿ磬ʲôѪʲôʲôССĶ̫ˣȻ·ڵһץһѡ
ûͼȨƺ͵λ̣ǳ߻˯ţȴû֣ǳ߾ǸԽ϶˵ײʮǽͷ......
䭴ӱｫǳߵóϸģ˵Щ˿ڶڣ̲סָửÿһλá
˵ǳЩ࣬˫־͸ǿĶҲˣԼǶʱò㣬ͽ³ͻֶ
̾˿䭳Ĭá
žţɤɳƵҪǲУ˵һϴߣŵ㡣
ԼòŶԷʲôֻ˶԰ǳߵĸ棬ȥǳߺԼҲ棬㣬䭻Ϊ˵֮û鰮ҲڣһҶḺˣȥϢɡ
ЩɣȴԹȥϴ
һֱվŵļλʹǰǵƿȥòȻϢݿܣܲˬüͷ
ٿһ۴󴲷ȥ壬ֽǳ߰ȦԼ
ԭվ˻ᣬۿ䭵ĸҪ̲ס֣ҧ¶İתȥ
ˣ˵װǳߺ䭲һԣᱻүţǳҲǸ˵ģֵֵðɣ˾УԼʲôأһ·ܹԼˣʣµİǳ߻ѡԡ
ԼȻЩϸ̬Գʼ磬ڼλʹȥ߹Ƶһ㳤ȣȵ¥ݿڣĽŲ
ѹѹһȺжʮ˰ɣŮٶУԶӶǵעȫ¥ݿڣĬĬ
Ӻǰ˰Ƭ̣и۾˿ںܿѹѯʵôˣ
û¡˲ó
ҲˣһΧ
е˿𣬸˻ڵڡ
ǲ̶ֶʱô໨ʹЩ˶ڼģҲмʱڱлԼʲôҴҸ
ֻ......һޱվŵķָ˸ӶˣԸȴŷȥϢ
ù䭵ĸڸʲôǳ䭵ķţ䭵ıӦúܰȫԼӦȥϢˣ֮ǰƵıùͱûѪ໹еġ
ңԼǡ˶̫ңȻˣǳ
˸ǷӶ¥
Զˣڰ֣һڻʹæȥǴ¥ݿ뿪˼Сҡ
ģûȣȲĿڡ
ǰ֮þЩϢˣĲŸ߲㲻һЩʹ˵Զǰڵһλġ
˰ˣǾޱ˵Ӱ󣬵˵¹Ҫ
ġˡͬɼԴŽ˼ҵģǻʵģδҪЧҵһ
ӲŹ֡
طÿһӦͬӹˣûŪʲôӣûбҲֵЦ⣬˼Ҽеڶλˡ
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δһ̣е㡣
Ĭŵʱɵȥ°ǳ߱µĺջֺܾŲᣬٴǰƶǳա
ǳ˯ͦջֺ¶ϸŵıӣţǳ߿˵㡣
дѾϣֻдͷŵһյڵơ
谵У䭶Űǳߵ沿Ӷͷ촽Ī˿ĭʲô
ǳȴȻ۾ֵĴŴ
£û뵽ͻȻѹ
......Ϣδƽǳ߲δʶԼδӻ絽Ѳ룬ϳҪ
ȥᰴסļ򣬹ĵôˣجˣ
ǳ߽£תͷȥ
ɲţʹ£鿴ȥ͡
ȴţȴǳ߷Ӧ
ĶֹǳʵûˣûԴȴתȦ
ҷ䡣ջ֣ǵ÷ʲô𣿡
......ǳ߲˵ˣɴ۾򴽡
Ҳˣ˺ȻĬֻɵɵš
úڵһ·Ϲ𣿡
¡ǳ߻ۡ
˵һ·϶ܺ¡
ʲô
䭵̫ˣǳ߶ͷʲôůů䭵ģ
ܶࡣۣǳֱֱ䭵ּᶨڲˡ
جˣ
šһ¾ѣĻܿ졣
ǸŮˣа磬ĸǰ׼μ׼ڵزҵͷ׽СҲǵĲҵ֮һǳûʣȴϸϲң˵ϲܶˣҶһֱûио֮ԴӦ裬Ϊ֪а˺ˡ
šǳӦ
䭵ָ۽ޣЦͲңҰ˭𣿡
ٴϮǳǿƤΪ䭵ЦݣԾϳǣƣʵ˭
ǳߣûֱӻشĪ˵þûķˣĽӣţкͷŻͦóԵġ
ĮʱͬӵǶʱ緹ôԸʱʹû뵽ҲóʦͷŻףȴôԲǸζ
šȻǳ߻ǴӦˡ
Ųţ˸½ǳ֪𣬾סСиܴĺʱҿԴȥδǾȥɢϦ㻹֮ǰ˵ɫĴɣӾȻˮץ㡣
......
ҪץǾͷԷЦ㣬ǲǵãСʱҾȥϪץзġ
ǳ߳ŲסۣΪ
ǲ˯䭻Ÿ̾ʱɰʲôŴðգ¹ϪˮǵʱȥϪͦΣյģ󡣡
......
˵ǲǣ
ǳߺġš
ˣֵֻˣҵ......ҲŸȥ䵱
......ǳ
䭵ͷ촽˶ͷֵ֣ı֤ǳߣ£ֻҪߵҵںǿٲǰǸˣҿԱ㣬ʲôҪĵġ
һͨ˵ǳ߲òѡ
䭵°ͣȴ
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ǳģۿٺˡ
ڱס֣һһٵĸ׵ٲҪ㡣
ǳ߻û˵䭻С
䭱ĺ󱳣ں庢ӣᣬ˯ɣ˯ɣ~
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䭵ûͣһһֱһֱģ˯ɣҲ뿪ˡ
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ᣬ䭼ţҪ˯ţҾͶ˵Ժÿÿ춼˵òã
ǳ˯ˡ
ûܵĻӦЦŽսϣŽǰ
ҵϣ
һҪΰ~


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šӦ䭽е绰Ҷϣش⣬֪̫ĸˣͷЩ
ʢĻ׸еƣͣǣûʲôθڣֻϡ࣬ղų˵ģ־ú壬绰ĺ񣬸һϺǶܻҪ棬棬ǲǳĶҪһڳӣ䭾÷ˣһԼ۽ǣһֻ̯ϲŪŸֱʹȥ
Ժ֪Ƿ·ʼ˸質һһеΪ˵ֹİ۹۱Ǳǹģվǽǵλŵļ͡
䭲ת˻ֱʣĿ䵽⣬Ժֻ߶֦ҶïɫԶȪˮϤĳзſգһ۴˸Ƿ
ʱҪϢ𣿡
žŵ㣬䭿һʱ䣬ٴǷȥ̫˰ɣ
˭ò£ͷ̫ˡ
˵з𣿡
䭱ֵ벻˵ĺӣֲֵ˵ȣˡ
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˻ȥǲҪõ׼ˮžͱ졣
飡
ΪͻĶЩãֻ̧̧ۡ
ߵźź޽ִ࣬󣬲լסŵˡ
Ὺŷ죬ע⵽ֵһƿͬʱкأôòſ
վűڣȻûֹ
Ҳ˵ͷϷź˻Լ֮ǰվŵλá
䭡ߵǰ
˵˼ҵˣòŸźԼӵҲûǾޱŹȻҲòźʲôִ¡
ΪǳߵĹϵƽཻǰǳߵˣǹϵȽѡ
ôͲɻ˴ţ䭸ɴļ
תͷ£ܿҵŲӣ䭶棬ʵǳأ
ѧУ
أҡҡͷǳ߸һ𲻾úȥĳѧУ飬ⶼˣʲô˴ѧҵ
Ҫֻ֮꣬ҪǰǳɵԼһ֧֣˫ֱأСҲҪ˰ɣʱȥסߡ
Сûһǰɹ֮Ϊ˸õĵ壬һֱס˼ңѾͷڸ׵ĲˣӻȥԼҲûʱչǶҪ̫ˣܴǿԳɼһͿ
ò䭿˾䡣
ҡͷܸʲôѵԺȥ
䭲ˣеĻûͨ
Ҫٸſ񣬿ôʰȭͷ𿴵ǰļ󣬺ȻԴĬ
ѯʣʲô£
ݵδΪԼĹϵס˼һ˼Ҹʲô£˷⣬һֱŬڹԼ
Ȼ˺󣬽ҲûģѧУʦ棬ǳ߶ӹ֡
иӻ̸֣֮ͦߣҲϲѾͷ
Իϣ˼ңһԵʡ
֮ǰʹ飬̧ͷ֮ǰᵽʱı鲻ͬúǵ䣬Ҵϸ𣿡
ˮֻСΧûκصķġ
֮ǰô......һֳŶͷͳΪǮСȲѣҿİˡ
ĶԻ֮ǰйһ䭡šͷÿ˶ΪԼĴеΣΪɿհӹͷӲԼġ
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......ظţһҪ˵ʲô
һϵҪǲˣҲ˵ߵطǿհס
ǾͰҩ......ûԥ
䭿ȻЦôεģӦҼĵһ
......
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ҪǮ𣿡
......ʱ䭵òġ
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㿴ıֽ𣿡Ϊǳߣ䭶Ǳߺܹע
ɫˣʲô
䭴Գ룬óŰǰձĳñȦƪ
վ𣬴ϽֽùȥȥǶ֣֮ǰ죬˵ˡ
Įеľ׼ˮڵһϵоҩϷֻΪ˴гȡ˰
ԣرǳҲˣʱ˾ͺܱˣ䭻ο˺ð죬ĮǱҲ̫ʵ
ôܺϷأűֱֽףǳս֮أİѾˣôȫɥ
һ꣬ʥͷɶӴ˼ңСսΣսսľǮƣûǮˣǾֻȥֶΰǾֻòֶˡ侲ķ
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̾Щ
˿ţ˿ֻù飬صѧͳƣû࣬мʮУ䴫˵ȴнǧλ
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˵û壬Ͼܶ౯ӵиԭ
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Įвҵ̣ҪĹϵҸһһжЦ
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ʵȥЩʲôͣ£ֱ̧䭣ʵһ뷨ˣֻξҪϷˮ¶ġ
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Ҫ׸Ȼصȥü
ͷᶨʮ꣬һܻţʱٻ˵
׸֮֯һǵĳԱֻҳ͵ȥҩƷǵ˺ҲΪṩ鱨һЩ֯ɱ֯ˣȫ֮˶⡣
Ȼΰ......
ǳ߲ͬġãðһ仰
ȴҡͷס
бѡ꣬ǾޱƿµҽҩȫзصĽҩȥЩ﹤æ
ҩĳɹˣܾȺܶܶˣ......ûκ֮⣬ǳߵĹͣ飬ʲôϵأҳǮǣҿԳֻһ˭ȥ顣
֪жҡأѵڲٳ׼Ϸҩһ뵽صУʱ»
ҲҸõġЦЦѵҲͬΪȥĴеΰɣô˾ͿֲĴ......׼ˡ
䭿ǰ˵棬־
СҲˣǳչҺܷģվʱȥ飬ٹһҾͻʧȥȻк;УҲ
䭳Ĭˣһʱ֪˵ʲôô˵أȵԼ¸࣬ͬĵʮԼֻͨȷ念Ͼ¶˾ġ
㲻ڣ
ΪԼظЦԼѡģΪʲôҪڣ
岻ġš
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û˵
ֽǳߣԸҼ˰׸룬Ҫ˵ȥǱߣᵣĵġ
Ҳұ֤áЩ°ǳߵģΪںСģʲôģһλУʱ¶ڡ
......£̾Խоڵ򣬵䭵ݺ͵λ׸˻ȥ
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ȻҲ˽ǳߵΪˣĬţ¶Ц⡣
䭵ͷ֧ƱǩĴָţǰȥ
ע⵽ü̫ˣҲҪǮ
ǸġɨһֱĬĻʹǰù֧ƱݵС
ˣ䭲żҺǳһ׸Ŀ
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׸ʽԣЩ˵ǮֻǴ֣ǰֻľ׬ǮڣܹһЩҲͦãЩԱҲܰȫһ㡣
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ҲҪСϼᶨ
䭵ͷ׼ʲôʱߣ
죬˾䣬ʵһ͸׸ǱйӴˡ
䭵֣Ͼ˲ƾð뷨˼ᶨֻ......
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Ȼȥһ飬Ŵ֧Ʊպãѵû̫Ĳ𡣡
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áҡͷЦЦֲȥģòŸô¡أҵһܺãС˼
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𱳶Ҳͷ˻ֺ뿪
֪Īˣ¹ϷţͻȻеˮ˼ˡ
䭲֪ʲôӱ۾
˱ȷŵֱߣѵ绹гɷã費ҪƳЩʱأ
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ߡǸˣǰճݵĸ๫ϣΪִӲ¶沩ȡһ׮׮úܶ˶е档
һǰݱ뾡취ȡϵϣԷܹܲɷãòǰʱ䣬ߡǱ߲֪Ϊ˿ڣ˽ⳡ˽̸ܵɷá
׼˺ü⣬ǰĸλ쵼ǧҪһܵλˡ˵ͿԷľ޿Ҳ֪С
ݱıĵ˴ĻӻҪùġ
ȵ磬ɻǣλߡ͵Ⱥڻڴ֮ǰҲǣѧУʱϹ࣬ųĺ㵭ŵ·Եķ羰ģĳʻı𽥽š
ǱǸǸȫ˶ĵزҲǡ
׽С......ϢֻͨЩײ񣬴ֻ֪ͷסŵķǸֻЩֱܸϢĲ֮䲻ͬ
֮ǰ߲жڡߡλҲиֲ²⣬Է˹ϸҪҲ࣬˵Ĳɷãݱֻɳһˡ
֮ǰлй䱧ԹϾɷùһЩǸ߹٣Ƕء
ֱĽ׽СԾֱˡ
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򰲾˰Сʱڼֻȹһˮ˺լиӴòͨ˲ɷʱĸģԴûһ
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⣬θߴ˽ûеϲɽӽԷϴżɫ߲˫Ь
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䭵ͷĬĿŮ㵹ǿԵǳȥˣȻʲôܡ
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˿Ӿλܺദ
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䭻ûڡ
ٲһ䣬ǲܻشģԲش......
⺬壬䭿ڴǴЦ⣬򵥵Ϊҵİˣ֡
ۡܿ״̬գ۵ôΪİ𣿡
ǣЦⲻǸˡ
һֱ֧Щ𣿡
䭵شȻĶ͹衣
Ҳ֪ľУעĿǶľ̶ʱʮԺսʧȥĸĹ¶עʽ𵽵صԾ֯ŴǱߵ˿ڷ˵ҪʮҽԺҽеݣΪʲôǱ˶Ĺעأ
Ϊҵİˣ˵ǳߣ൱ԭס˽⵱˵Ŀѣ˵ǳ֪Щʲô
ͻȻãͣ£İ˺ΰ󡣡
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ǰλĲڣеĺ¶ΪԼİ˲ǱΪʲôкܶ˻ðǺõġ
ʲôڴƷļƻ𣿡
°꣬Ҳûʲôñܵģһǧˮ
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