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18 
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϶Էзϥһľϣá
Ϊ˺ȥαװףûǱӡ֪ˣʵͬһظ㸸׾ͰȻ
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ΪѱӶģ֪ίߣĸˣ׻ȴңиĸ֮
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ȥ
籿ţȻǼݳϲһվ⣬Ҳϵǰ㡣
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20 歡Ӹ£
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ױѲ˾׽ȥ˵Ӫ֮·⡣
ֱȥ½ǱǾвͨģÿÿ뵽½Ǳ˵ֽʱĮ飬бƲѡ
Ϊ֮ƣֻȥ½̫̫
½̫̫ԸԸò׼Ը⣬ܾҲδ֪Ͼ½ҼǰҲ޺á
.......Ӧ½ǱС檣
½̫̫븮Ϊ檵˼ȷõķˡһ˽̫̫ᾡæΪᱨ½ɽΪʮҲ
Ѿ̫ˣҲɢҲûˣǷŽԪǮ֪ҪʱΪʵҲûãֻϣӵһʱбһ졣
ڣֻҪԸ½檣һжӭж⡣ľƣͶ·˵ʵ̫ջˡ
½ǱģΪȴǲ֪˶١롣ֻЩ½ǱɶΪǱܵطġ
ǡǵԼʱܡ߲ѡ־糱ˮӿѹϢ
ʵ²ġ
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϶񣬳źܣ˸šΪճ˴˵׼Ѱ鷳
ֱߵŴҲδʲô쳣ԷЩ
С㣿С㣡ͻȻһλ
歾ʶȴһʱ벻
תͷȥ·ֻһñŮڽԼ
ͣ½Ų
Ů첽߽Ȼ⿪סݵ޲ӡ
歾һŵ˺󼸲
Ȼƣ
С㲻Ҫ£лģƼ
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粲֪Ƶ£Сɫţǰ˫۵֮䡣
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ģż˾ҲмλԼǰɹ̫
һƵͷɬ
Ŵֲվɪɪ㲿ݡ
歲ʱ»޹ģ
ҪؼˣԺ󶼲ǡֻзϵ˻ȥεǰ˹ֵ飬ǰл
........һʱ㲻״
ֲãͳнΣݵʹԵŤ
ҲҼ°ɣҲܰЩ
歼ǵв½ǱҪĳˡ֪ǷΪҲԵʣ歴˿᲻ʲô⡣
̾˿ƹһȴҲ飬δֶֻˣǴҵֻµʱͱذ״͸ˡֻҪպ£޹á
۽ᣬԽ߲ѣһСĻе¡
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ʵе㲻ζ½ǱԴ̿Ͷһô޹ͲԸϧأھҪֽˡ
۲˲ᣬҲд̽˲磬ƭ˵򽫾ݺȱ˳ȢҡǸҰѾͷʲôֻΪ½Ӧ̽Ϣ
ʵȻһЦ
ʵϲһλС㣬λСһ籵ˡҪλС㱨δҷϣһֱҡƭңʵҲûϵĸԸġû뵽Ȼҵ¶......
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С㣬Ǹˡ漴ЦЦȻЦʱǶö๴ֽ֣˼ʣһкñġԺ󣬻ʱʱΪ̫̫
кñ......ظһЦƹء
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歴˺һᣬȷϵʵ½
Ƶͷ
ͬл歰ƵָָԼ
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һʱɫӣɻأе˵ڼ
Ϊ׷ң
Ƶͷ룬صǰҲɻ󣬽ΪҪҪǸոͬ·ϣ......ôһΪǲһġ
һʶؾҪϣƵ͵̧ȴ־ŷӦЩԵ££
̫̫꣬Ҽãȴ......Ķ顣ϲ½룬ûʲôܽģ֪ĶܴٳһԵǾٺòˡ˵˵ţַ⡣
歵ģԵֲһ£ܿȥ
лƹ˵ֻ룬÷޼żСԵһ˵
Ϊ檱ūţܳΪԵ
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歵ͷˣѣ½ƫŴȥ
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֪дţ̫̫ҲϢôæЩûڡ
տҲȱ𴦴󡣡粽մ磬ûñӣСεۣͷҲģͱԹ
¹ֶӣû
С㿴½ô˷ܵ
ԱҪȥɲɣƶȻʢۣͷ϶ñ䡣
ЩܵƺһƫͷȥֱԺ硣
½ǱӰзӶ
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½Ǳ񼫺ãһһġڷʱѾԶԶƼˡҪûʲô˵ֻ
ʱ̲סһƳ
ƼĶñ䣬˿衣
ڱɱһоѩƼ껨֦ϸȴֱ֦С׻ѩмżſţһ۾Ͳߣá
ʱˣûʿʲô
ѩĨɫѯʱȴ֪˶˵ۻˣຮ֮⣬²۹ȣ迴ˡ
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歡Ӹ£֡
歽Ӳתӣͷϵˡ
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21 ͻȻ

½Ǳһû˻Ӧ°ǧ񿥣ҲֻùԹԷɺȣ˦β͵ȴš
Ȳ˵ҲߣʵΡֻ̧ͷ½󽫾ͶȥηɻĿ⡣
ߣֻ˳ʱԵø½Ǳȴʵʵ˸󣬼㲻ϣҲҪͷͬӡ
½ǱӸ£歸ûеֻ̧ͷƬִ̣ԴЩԼЬ⡣
½Ǳ룬Ƶǰ
Щ̫ˡ
.......歳Ծ߬ס㣬֪ôˡ
½ǱƼµȦ޶ˣȴ˷ְ⣬ְֽ
˻ûãʡ
ˣֻƤˡ歾Ըū˻ãһ򵥵ѯʣĪЩġ
½Ǳˣȴ΢΢üΪˣѵСӶã
ʲôϵûʲôԡ
½Ǳͷ˦˦Ư­棬ֻһ£ͷɳ۶
Ŀرˣ͸нԶ
ɺ׵أðһ뷨Ȼ²˾ģǾ½Ǳɡ
ͻȻ
½Ǳͷַ¡
һô歶һ統ְ֣ء
½ǱüȻǰŮӵֻ֮棬ÿ¶
ʲôأ½Ǳ˷񶨵Ļشֻ̫̫æΪ֮£½Ǳûܾ͸̫̫Ը½Ϊ檡
ѾʮˣƢ֣û빲֮ˣ½ǱҲûʲôˡߣ½Ǳʢ⹫ȴɽһ̸̫̫ͬպѰ
ûա½Ǳûôԥ
歱һ£ЩεЦЦЩʧɤ۵һҲ
ٶԣֻվţȴ½Ǳȥ
ȥ̫̫ɡƽķӦ½ǱĪЩá
˳ͷ˸˵񣬾Ҫ뿪
̫̫ﲻϡ½Ǳ͵һ˵
ԵƵķɱȥԭء
*
½ڣ̫̫˿Ȳ裬漸ŮΣš
Ƕȥɣš̫̫ԲѣңҲû
ѾǴ֦ůһһ˳ҲϺ̫̫ٿڣ
ҹʺ磬Ƕȥˣʲô뷨
ȴ
̫ϹļңʮݹʱʮҵĶӣҲ½ǱĴ½½š
С½ᣬ½Ǳĸף̫µġ
˿̴ϱϱλţٻףֻ̫̫˾ꡣɷ½һֱ׾ӣǰŴǷ̫̫̫̫ʻɫɰ;
½ĴϱϽţıЩϻ̳Ͽˡϵɷ½ϵĵ½ʦš½ʦʮͷ˺ͨ½Ǳةӡ
ҹŮ׷װķУƺ󣬲¶˽⣬סĸ˷ʣ¸ǲ
̫̫λǶϱϴףʮаˣĶˣϪСʮꡣϧĵķ½ѧھǣûְ˭æ졣
ϧҹҲٳ裬֪Լ˲մŽֵĹ⣬Եԡ
½½ѧһĸͬɩӰ̫ŭϢϷ㣬ĸδɩϵ硣
ʺƣζɻðϱǶͷĬȻ̫̫תϱʵ
̫̫ϻֵ̿ĸϥ£ϱͷۼҶˡϱ֪ˣ
......̫̫۵ؽ˷˴룬ѽȥš
£ܼ洫½ݲмƲ´ǡ
ǶТ˳ĺúӣ̫ҲԸ̫̫̾һ
ֻǶ飡Ǽڿ˵ɽֻܽˣвأǻټ壬֮ܲ! үǶ£ǰﲻҲûҪԺһѱˡ
һ¼λŮʱȻľ½ݶ
˺ˣұ㲻ٶˡһ¡̫̫þˣЩƣ΢΢˲ӡ
ǰЩӣѰ˸ӣԨСѵԨûӣֻϧ......㣬ܹûɡұ¶ˣԨæȷʵû˼Щ
ҹҼѾͷ̫̫˵ţ̬תž¶ϲã˼Ҳ͸ȴӲ˹˵ۡ
½˼һ£ڵ빫ʶҲѹֶ˲ֻͬ£粻ֶ֪ΣĴ.......
̫̫˵˼صͷҹܺ˵ߵľƣף
̫̫Ҳ˵ģϲʾæ˵ʢ⹫ѼΪ˸δؾͶǿҸĵ......
û̫̫Ȳ˵ͿˣЩãӦõɴ۾ԨѰʮˣůĶûУ˷ţ
Ȼ̫˵ˣŵļλȴҿӦУֻǸλʵ۹̫ˡǰʲôĹСûŹûһ۵ġ
⣬һҪ̫̫Ƶ¶һ£ʣµģֻҪģƯУǰ־ҲҲ߰˷ɫ㹻水ѾͷӴ.̾ǡ
˵正̫̫һϧѵһ⣬ҲƵϵѾͷ
СѾߵͨһ̫̫̾
̫̫ۿš
ȥĶѰľɫˣ䲻ߵˡ
ɡ̫̫˵
½ݱ份㣬̫̫˵
ûһ첽߽λСɿ˸񣬱յ̫̫һֹͨ
̫̫ɻ󣬺ȴԽ۾Խļ֣죬ȥ
½ݺɩϽ˸
ݣ歹ҪãҲȥȥ̫̫ӲָŮȥӭյġ͡
½ݾ֮ЩΣһģЦӦȥ
û粸ֻŷţû뵽̫̫ȴһӵˡ˵֮£̫̫æȾ˼ڡ
ο½Ҳڣ뵽½Сһֵò죬ȴ歾Դμˡ
½ȴû˰㣬߽ĸϽ歡
歰̫̫Ȱؽ˻¡
򷽲Ѿֵ̫̫ͨʲô£ܺ˵ǡ
歶̣һʱЩ֧ᡣ
½ݼˣ̫̫˵̫ˣ鷳歹
̫̫˵˵ɡ
̫̫ҲӦͷԶԣǼȻȥЪЪͬ歹ﵥ˵˵


22 Ҳ½ҷС
½̫̫ǰŵ正΢˼˵ȻǱԩģ¶Ҳѡ
ϽȥḮСӽйǲڼңȥѲ˾ң˵мæ̫̫Ը
ȥһʱֻʣ歺̫̫ˡ
л̫̫歸м
½̫̫ڰ֣ţŵ歰Ѿͷ˵ҲʮˣΪγٳٲɻ鰡
̫̫ϻʱ˵֮ˡ歲֪γԣʱֻʹδ⡣
أҪһˡ
̫̫֪Ϊ˵޸ĸ֮ҲټУûʲô֮ˡ歳Ͽҵ
½̫̫һתƶӹ˵ƭԼа䣬ϵЦȴֹסˣáã
ĸţûֵܣֻԼٳ⣬̫ˡűĿģ̫̫ĸ̾Ҳ.
ΪСӿ㣬ͬҽ³Ժаӡܰһʱȴܰһ
᲻֪̫̫Ǹɫ֮ͽСŮǿռˣԸ
̫̫ţ˼ҪҪ̾˵歽½ڹ˵ȷЩ֮Σ.....
תҹǧĵģ̫̫һӲ˾
ǰΪѾԲԸԨСȻȻһ޻ԼΪβǿҼҵϱأ檣Ԩڣ˵ʲôӣӣҲ۸㡣
ĬȻãźģڵܷ̽СŮϱĸ֡
̫̫ڿ˼˵正û뵽ֱӴӦˣһʱ֪˵Щʲô
.......̫òˣԽԽˣϲ歵֣Ըš
һԼȳ歷侲
̫̫ͷϣֻҪܾȵ˵檣ΪūΪҲԸ⡣ֻǣСŮһ󡣡
˵˵̫̫Ц
СŮƶȴҲǶˣмȻԸСŮ檡СŮи֮룬СŮҷ̽ɷ̫̫СŮݣСŮһһʱҲ֪ν
Ȼ㱾Ҳūнĵ̫̫һߵͷһ߹ֵ
СŮ˼ǣ֪ԸЩӲͷƤ
һСŮߣܷСŮһ棬СŮȥ
......̫̫һȻ¶Ϊѵɫ
æȻҪȽĵˣСŮŸߡ
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ޥȹϵһ㣬½ȥ½Ǽ٣ȥΪ档
ƽ
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ջϲޥѾô׼ˣ½Һûʲô飬ҲûǮǣ̫̫Ըô
ţȵȿɡ歲˵δõȸ׻Ҫ½ǱСˡ
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ҽñˣ˻æ·½ӶǶЩӰˡ
С㣬С㣡үˣԺſھͼغ
歺öһۣ̳ܡ
Ժյľվţסؾļ簲οһҲֱޡ
Ůе
ľһʱסˣ䡣
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û°ɣޥŸףϸһϵ˺ۣҪȥûˡ
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û£ֻҡûֻ̡ǵģԳԲ·ЩľٰοϵˣǱӥȮߵ˲ģ¡
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Ǻۣû󰭡ľ˵
챻ѺѲ˾ˡһȺɲҺýͰҷųˣ
ƽʯͷأƣˣֻŸ˵˿ȴ̲סŽȴһֱѺ㣻Ѳ˾һȺˡ
ϣĵʱҭסˣſڽ⡢.......
ǶȻȥϢһɣл˵ޥԲ
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ϣƽȻϲ£ȻӹˣǷһծҲҪúףһ
һ籱޳ȥˣͬؾæһ磬ɫζѵİ˲һһơ
仹ෳ£ֻҪһƽƽѴٶ࣬һ롢һʹܶȹ
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ǣңǰοãڱ߹أͣظҲҪһ¹򣬸οҪȥɩݵ
ޥͷ
Ե˿̣˶Ǿ㷹ľٻ߶߶ͣ˵Ѳ˾ˣһΪʥӢ֪ýٱİǣ޹......
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طüʣµӣʰЩɽܵ÷պ
һʱޥǡɻط歱
ޥ˵ţԽԽţץŽ˵㣬ҡ㵽Ҫʲô
ҲԼҪȥ½½ǱС檵¶һһʮ˵ˡ
ޥ鶯˲䱻ȥɣһƨڵϡ
Ҿ֪Ҿ֪ôõأ½Ϸƾʲô.......
歶οҵ˼Ϸ˱ȡ룬Ϊ裬ôưոݣ٣ܻ鷳ֻ½ôŻ˼ɡ
ޥԽԽʹ¡
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ޥɴ۾Ӳͣסޣ˸á
½......½㡢㰮Ľѵȷš
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ͷòţֵǰǴǣ·һͽҪףϹٱʱ˳ְ°ȥˡ
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歵ͷ½ǱԶԶ㲻ϰĽΪ˰οò˵½Ǳȹ棬½Ǳв㽵ĸмҲ档
ޥӣֹסڵϣ֪ʲô
死ΪСѾͷסˣҪޥֱǰ㣬ȥ檰ӲСլԺô찡......
ôܷСô꣬װһװʲôѵġ歸òᣬǿЦա
˵ô֪һҪСأҲ½ҷСء
ޥЩֵؿŽ㡣ЩŽ㲻ǱѻοԼϲ½ˡ
½С........
ǱͷԵŮ˲˵Ļɡ
СС㣡һɫŻų˽˰ˣ˵½ģ


23 뺬ᣬ١
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վסţҾûŮϣϲ߱ˤ÷顣
歶½Ųǿᡣ
Ҫȥ檣˵˵ϣֶһԲСŮ
ޥҧŴһݣҪ˵ʲôµ㣬ѺεҲ㡣ίԼγģΪ˾㣡
ޥԽ˵Խģֿ
ϣ׻ɫҰףʲô.......ʲô......
ޥֻᣬˣͽ㡣գұǣǮ²Ҫ......
ǮʲôǮϣŭȵϣľҲŮȥ檣Ҷˣ
òָ正㣬ҪȥˣҾһͷײ⣡
歼ֱҪˡ
ޥ˲ᣬʵײˣۼǷ½ͻˣΪǸͷŹˣ
㣬˱ʹɫְף˫ţҲܿȥ½Ǳʲôˣ۾ʦкΪūΪ澣ܻ......
Ҳȫҽձ˽ǿͷᣬƽ
ޥᣬס֣㣬˵ٴѹ ֻҪڣͦһ졣²ҪģһҡֻԼɽˮƿһ졣
歵ͷһȥ
Ůˣǣ˵ٿף첽ȥ
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˽Σ̱СѾͷӭ
ããȻ֪ԴѱѾһ̵ѷۣѹ
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歸ѾǼǰߣδ̵ͥԺǰ
ţǸ׼ƫԺˡϷձ˺úʰһ֣æһҹѾ߼Ȼûʲô飬º̲ס˵ϼ䡣
歵ͷˡ
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޺ģҪԨ緿ﻻϣðᵽӻ̫ȽţϲʲôʽٸǲżǾɵģ£ľҲϺãұû˻ɽ¯ǾǱɩǵģ֪ϲʲô㣬ûѾߵϣȻǵһ̫ŨͺãԨϲѬ......
̫̫߶߶˵ţ歾Լʲôˣȴʲôǲ¡ֻлϷ˼ߡ
㿴鸧áָ̫̫ûָ˵
滹ŷٵİһԼϹŰѺ١
СʱǷԲģûǮѧЩʲô
˯ĵطˡ̫̫Խ˵Խˣָŵ³³ҳʱҸģǧ͵ݣǰһصǡ½㣬Ȩˡ
死ԷܣȻ£ﻪ֪١ϧȴôҲ˲ǿ̫̫л
̫̫һֱɫ˿΢΢̾ʵ歰ôõĺӣԸԨСǱñųġֻЩ㲻֪̫ͽб֮˵Ϣ뷨ʹҲδ֪ġأº¶ĥżֹܿ˶ĿǧҪᡣ
ûûУֻǽ֮ģЩ᲻񡣡æ͵
̫̫һ̵ǿúЪϢһ£㾫ҹɲù
歱ζ˸ǣǡ
̫̫ȤЦߵ¶ǰһʱѣȹǽ˴ӽ϶ġҪ͸ʢ⹫ҹѾͷ£ˡ
歿ƽչһ֯ȹЩܣеǸµĺô.......
ûʲôã̫̫ʽ㴩ʡʹָӲŶÿ
歲˵ʲôĵǽ½Ǳ֪ռ˲ռ·᲻Ҫֽˡ
Ϸˡ˵䣬һλϺӵ긾˽
֥ӣǸϵĹܼҡ̫̫˵ϼҵĴ¡
ˣ̹ʺ
֥ææѽŮ·ǰѾ˽˵һءϲ̫̫
⻰˵½̫̫ļˣû£ôԨˣûУģ
үæ......ЩΪѵ˵̫̫ЦԵ£̲Ǳүøػ˵֪ˡӦæͻˣ̫̫Եȵȡ
첻æõӣֱ̫̫ҡͷתָ歵ıԸȥЪЪѾźϴѻϡ
ǡ歵ͷӦ
*
ȼңȴֻһˣڴߡ
ҹˣ½Ǳһֱû
歲֪÷ģǸѹ˶۵ƤֱܣԼ˯ţɴ߶һ¡
ڴ˼ױǰ¡
е˵ķ٣б塣ϲδۣȴü컨䣬ӣҲͿ޺Ĵ֬һɫȹ˶òԼˡ
ҡҡͷøŲ⸻磬Ե
̾˿ֻص¡
һֱ½Ǳһ仰˵ʲôҪָô죬ܾǲҾܾģ취յ......
½Ǳٳٲ˼Ʈؼԡʵñױŭ䱯ˣȴôΪԼģڣſʼе......
ĸ˵СˣȻǰҲûʲôɾɪڣ֪ԸûмżԵĿˣлѹ
ֻ½ǱȹԼƶ˵ĻǼٵģǲ̫ˣģҲ½Ǳľôĺ......
ˣֱӰϳ½Ҫô
ԽԽ£ԽԽ˼ˣǰŵᣬ˿̲ܿƵӿ
½ǱůƼڴߣᡣ
*
ĨᣬͻȻǰһ̧ͷȥ½Ǳ֪ʱѾվǰü
㡭歱ŵóȥֳֻϡ
·ôһҲûУˡ
*
ԧб뺬ᣬ١ڷѩ컵ĺŹ㣬Ƶ½ǱŲĿ⡣
תڣŴصʵʵĽͭ̿Ⱥ˺
Ӵ򿪡ָ歡˵սۣһţСԲǰ¡
ʹˣб̾ԹƲǰ΢΢Щ죬ֱꡣ
˸ŤͷʾֻһвУ̫ˡ
½Ǳ˱裬泩ˣ㲻ƽϣ㡣


24 
½Ǳ˱, 泩ˣ㲻ƽϣ㡣
ңҾͲ, 歸̡
ô̿ϼܹ½Ǳ˵, 㡣
һչȣݿαϡ
ΪΣ歲⡣
û̵̿, Ѱ˼ղ𡣱ңֻܹı, ǲǶ˯ţܹء
Ϊȥˡ½Ǳ
һ̿ụ̂Ҳжô
ЩڣƶѾͷûչ̿, ô˼ɸյү
С½Ǳ̻ص
Ŀϣٴˡ
࿴
⹴ճӢĲüӵɽ֮ͦ塣, ȴ顣
Լźϼ, ֲ֪δ, Ųֻ֪ý΢, ܿԷѹʮĿ⡣
½Ǳ
Ӳ񷢺ʩ㡣
ֲ߬һ, ͷ߹ȥ½ǱվʱϺȥɫƽ糣
½Ǳһ̧, űԲʱ߳ƫУûǰͣ¡
Լࡣ
͵͵һۣС¡
Ϊʲô⣿½Ǳʡ
ͷһƼ歽˿𣬸Զͷ崿ж˼ֳ˵ζ
歽ë˲Ҹ׵ҪСš
ƽֱһ仰½Ǳͷð
歴̫Сˡ
Ϊʡ
̵֣ͷίˡ
Ļˣ½ǱǶ˶
½ǱһʣʧаС檣˵仰ôװװҲùûа
Сأ½Ǳžĵʡ
.......СɣƼˣ½ʲôãܰ˰˽ͷˣ˭ʲôС㣬ððɡ
½Ǳһɻ󣬱͵̫¥£ձġ
̫¥ձ......ϸ䡣
˵Ĳɰɣûȥ̫¥Ժܿ뵽ˡǰȥ̫¥֡
½Ǳü
Ǽҵܡû˵
ûֵܡ½Ǳ˶ӣŵҲһ¡
˵ǳʵĪ˵ģֹ
ҵյӣ׵ܵһ㡣͵
ô
½Ǳʵòӣеˡ
ǡĵʾͲˡ
û뵽½ǱЦһ£վ
ܺá
˵ţһһȥ
ֱ䡱һҲվ
½ǱǰһͺһӾô޿ˣϡ
.....ԣôҸ衣ǿЦĶ΢΢
ȹˡ½Ǳֳࡣ
ҷϴˡ
½Ǳ̫ᴭˡ
˯ϴ˵꣬һֻѾס歵°͡
Ϣ˴歵ϣһ
µͷֻǺºίܼˣ߬㣬ֱ䡣
½Ǳɨˣչüʲô
̵ۣĽëй׹δ׹飬Թ
½ǱԼǸϧ֮ˣĪһɺɿ֣վڴߣ滨ˡ
СޣҪŮšĮ
ޣ˭ҪŮռ˱ˣҪ歸ˡ
ȲԸңؼҰɡ½Ǳ˵꣬ԼŮ̫ЩȻѡ
歲˲᣺ûвԸ⣬ֻ......
½ǱһۣԷţż˵ǰҴǣ·ϱ°ȥҵһλӴ.....
Ҫ㣬أ
˵ļء
½Ǳֻô롣мһˣϾ֮ʢ⹫ֻߣ᲻һԨԴ⣬Щ......
ϲˣ½ǱֱҪЦˣΪȸףòίҡҳ֮Ҫ㣿
ʧؿɷס
ʲôСϡ
ΪʲôҪôΪֻǸ檣Ҫ˿ô
ңһҲǵõ......ȻʱȷʵǸСְݣǵʱڻͷ˵£ȥ
ǸῡӢۣôɶģˣ
½Ǳƣü
һ̫ˣС
ԺﲻˣȥԼ½Ǳ˵㳯ߣҪ뿪
һ£歼ס
ôˣŮĺ鷳
ҹ⣬Ҫ£Ҳ......Ҳ֪Լ֣ȲԸ½Ǳзȥ˱𴦣û취̫̫
˯ʱϰڡ½Ǳ˵
ҿ˯ϡ歰ͰûԼ
½Ǳͷ룬üǾɡ
*
±ɣҲҽѾٶҼֻܹһ˯ڵϡľ壬ȻӲѵ˯š
û˯þʱ½Ǳů೤ѹ
ԹĿͶ˯½Ǳ
ôߣϰߺͱ˯һбԼ˯һӡСֹ
½Ǳۣתͷ谵УΣյĹ⣬Ҫʳް㡣
ŵøϽѣͷҲס˯ˣ˯ˣ
*
歲֪Լô˯ŵģҲ̫ûа˯ˣһ˯ø
ʱѴϽԧ⡣
ӻƬ̣͵: ô˯ˣ
½ǱѲӰ歵ͷ˿봩ϣ˿
ˣ֮ǰΪ·ѾīЦֳ߽亰ˮźϴ
Դʵأ
һ磬첻ͳȥˡ£˻ī˵
ʲô
īɤӣѧүĿ˵Ȧˣʵ˯ɡ
......˶Ӳˡ
ʮһòϱ
ôʡ
ī̫ס
гôָָԼǡ
ôᣡīʧЦͬﶺȤء
ȴţЬ´վȥˡ


25 
½Ĺ, Ҫȥ̫̫ϸ밲ױһ£ȴͷױݻǸĻģ
̫̫, üĿһһݹλˡٷ, ̫̫ﱲСǡ
˺ˣ°ɣ̫̫˰, һ񣬾ͽ¡
, λССүССС㣬֪λСܳ裬͸ﲻ̫һүƫүС檣ƽʱûʸ̫̫ǰƵġ
̫̫, ҪҪȥͬ˵һ䲻ϾǾǱĸ......һ£ǿѵ
̫̫ɨ˰㣬Ǻ˵ʲôñ֨, ֻԨ, Ҳ䵱
Ȼ, ԭ½Ǳĸ׼û, ҲûݣǾھǡ֪Ϊǰû......
˵ͷ, ҶԣȻҲҶʡ̫̫Ľһ䣺˵ǾǱǸµ, շ񲣬㲻ع
ǡ歹Ӧ
̫̫ϸϸҳ˿ҿֻ˫Ƥ֣ҹ޹㣬ɫոЩ
̫̫ҹǷºг˼Ƥϱ˵æȥɣǳԷˡ
˶ߺ̫̫歵֣ھʮֽţ歰ԨԨɻУ
Ҳ½̫̫ǣӣ·ˣ˫ȫ˭뵽һֱʮ꣬ȻһûŮɫ
ʹԷ׷ˣ˵һ½䰮ɫ˾Ͷ谮ͷ͵Ľԭ³衣½̫̫ȷϹ˵ӶӣֻȶŮӸ䡣οСӣųģûá
ڶ˵ͽ̫̫ˡеİ²⣬½Ƿ治Уӣһֱʢ⹫ɫģ²˾ܾˣ
½͹˾Ӳûɡ½ȻҲй£֪ԼУܸҸͶүĻ......
̫̫ʼ˵ʱ÷Բ£ʱˣԼҲе㵣ģʶڼŻѯ歡
歱ʵò˼ˣ˭֪½Ǳв......ûԹ
Ƕ̫̫ǲô˵ġ
.....ɬһٸӣҲ˵½ǱС̫̫Ϊε۾ܿ½Ǳа
ʱ......歷
У̫̫ȷϵ
УСæĵ½ǱҶӣ˯ذ壬ҺȦҶ
Ӵ̫̫ģؿֱЦ
歼ˣҲ¶Ц
ʱһѾ߼Ҵ߽
歱⣬ֻе졣Ѿ߽̫̫ʱױʱѾһˣܿˡ٣밲ûʡ
Ѿߴ̫̫ߣʼֹ˵š
ͻȻ뵽Լһ£
Ԫ
ҹӵſģ˯ڵʱŵڶ½Ǳˣ͸ָŪһ¡
˭֪ûӣҲû¡
̫̫ߵѾһȥȻѰӵģ
ôô죡歶ͷаûڡ
˵ѣӦþͶ̫̫˵½ǱԸģѾϺ½ǱйѾ˸覵ӣⲻ˵Լ֮ô
˵дӶ죬ⷨûúܡǣ˵½ҵ˴ʲŰ
ҪԼ˵˻ѣʵû½Ǳзת÷ɿ졣䲻̫̫һȣŵһ¡
С˶׵¶̫̫ȴЦһ㲻ӡ
ǿװ侲̫̫̽˵˭أ
˭̫̫Ц˵ϴȥȡӣ˰ûţһʲ֪ԭǱǻСӣҹԪˡ˵Լţҷġ
龪һ̲ס˿
Цһ£ͷٶ˵ȴǲ
Ҳ½ǱֻǿӲʵҲһ......
*
ź̫̫緹мλϰݺһǲϹأȸ˻طˡ
븮Ϊ檵ĵһ죬Ҳû˼̫̫ͬ˵ؼҡţ̣ٹ죬Ѱһ̫̫˵ʱԼȥһˡ
ǰֽ̯һ߸Լĥīһ˼ʲôҪ£ô졣
īĥˣպʣֽдˣͨ
һУдԪ
ٽţΣǰꡣ
ˣ̾˿Ԫɻ̵ĶǰʱϢģԽ绹Խáûˣ̵õϢ󣬶Ȼߵø
ȥĶȴأü˼
ûǮ棬һʱῪȻЩڼ϶ٶˡһ£½ÿܸʮӡӦĿծ
̫̫......ҡҡͷԽǷԽ࣬Ҳ߲ˡڸսͽǮ˵ЦԼҲòס
歷ͷм
ֻһˣѾǶ֧ȥˣû˾ڼΪάϣԼأ¶ӣʧ̬Ҳͦ۵ġ
ĵĹ١歵뵽ǴˮƯİ˰ҲۡǸӣְȨΪݺףҵǮ
ɷˡ
ܲ......ṵٰ̀Ǯ³һ֧ãһֽ֮ϡ
һ뷨˦ˡ˼ȥҪɴ£ֻܿ½Ǳæ
½ǱԸԸǸ⡣˰ƨ£ֵ÷ʱɡȻ˵Ӫϵ......
еģſϷ
*
ǧɽ˷羢ܳ߾ͻķУһ֧Լ˵ĺɽֵӳӪЪϢ
Ӫ룬ɱڸ߸Բľϣӳã¶İѪ⡣
ÿÿ˪Ϯ˴类һ㡣
̵ͣ.΢š֪ĵʹܿͻΪᱻľܸ֪ʹࡣ
ͷ亹˪һԡ
žһͰˮͷ¡ˣʹС
ٳһᡭһᡭһ˵Լ
ҮƽѪڴҹŰ⡣
һܾ˵ĽӮˡ
ݺԭߣӥﺹҮƽܣˡ
ɺܿԡ
ڴʱ־Щ壬ϤİӰʱ૽ֳ
Ӱһ٣ĮҺ߸ס
ô꣬סֲɷŭֻеһݵʹָܿƽԼߡ
Զ;ӡҮƽܵŪ
ûԶǵӡ˵


26 
¯ϸ, 翣ɽ
һ߸첲š嵭ķζ, ůޱû˯
ԼǲˡԺ, Ҳǣøα⡣, һҪ˯ϡ
ԭţҪҪ½Ǳǰ˰ԩǮϣҪ, ²طˣ
½ǱˡҹǣҹҲǣ½Ǳûٹ
췢Ǯһ̫̫ͬ˵˵ؼһ, ȰǮͻȥӦҵĽΣ˰ɣϾ﷿Ҳ콻ˣϼ׬Ǯ, ֪Ҫòܾ׬İӡ
Ժ, 硣
*
峿, ױ, ֥ӱ㽫µǮˡæ£ī衣
ͷ, ȥȡˣһˡ˵ʱƽƽټЦ, ºǫ˳˾ģǰġ
֥Ц͵ãȵ˿ٹרźĲ衣ǮúãĶʮӡ
ʮ歲
ǰʹѾߵģϼλүү϶ÿʮӡ
̫̫㲹ʮѹ̫̫Сأ˶࣬δ࣬СﻹƣҪš
־ϲæͷӦ¡
ֻһȥˡ
ʰ׵Ҫȥ̫̫ʰл
ȳԼԺӣִ½Ǳδ˵Ժӡ·С԰ʱϴ¶߳½ݡ
歽һ٣װûѾˣֻù½Сʺ
½ɫ·û˯һ㣬ֻͷ㲻正Ըǰߡ
ֵˣŻŲ档
һǰһŸѾߡ쵽̫̫Ժʱ½ݲŻع㣬ͣ½Ų߹
˿正ֹһ£ſڵ˵˵¡
š歵Ӧһ
⼸̫̫ûټȻϷǰһѰģ˽࿴ᣬԸ˵һ仰
½ݿ⸱䵭ӣû¾ȥ磬Ҫӻ
Ҳ߸ϵŪﲻ죬ֻ̲˵ͶСġ
½ݱͷֻˣȽ̫̫뻻ϴı顣
*
ڣ歱ûô֨ŵȺһȥˣٵлл̫̫̫̫ܷջؼҰ졣
̫̫ϱ˵˵ЦЦֻţ廰ֻ̫̫ʱŴػ
ѽ正ۼҺüˣҲûȥˡ̫̫ͶϱؼȢϰףͻȻ¡
ȸԾȥˣæ̫̫л
ֽ̫̫дϱ˴ӿⷿȡƿ֧ӽ歴ȥ
˿жȻࡣ̫̫Ȥϥ³лŮǲèʱҲ̲סЦ
½Ǳڴ˿̴֦ů߽ײ¶εЦ̡
ӯӯ˫ǳͫƺĵ΢΢𶯡
ܿ죬˻ЦݽܽؽϣƬ̺㼱ȥ
ò˵С檣Ը
½Ǳ˸ֵľ֣תе㲻ˡȻǲԣֻһ䵭
ٿ正ֱ̫̫ǰȥ
⼸úϢˣ۴Ӧȥ˰ɣôôɣЦʱͱƼ½ǱýӰ顣
½Ǳˣ̫̫һӵŮλү׷
ֽ½ǱĴĸضġ½Ǳ½ҵĹǣ۾лϼң¶ϸ½⽫峤һλֻ½ǱԼᣬΪɣѰˡԵ½Լ½У岮½ǱҲʮ񾴡
歼½Ǳ̫̫ʰֹ˴ĸɩӵĵȴ֪ᡣ
°ɣ̫̫Щ˵˵Ǽ꣬˶û٣ڵһһꡣٹأѧþʱˣһɩɩСӶҪţ˵ˡ
⼸ģ̸˵Цʱ䲻죬ȫԸϸϸĥ
̫̫λǼǰ˶Ȼ첻⣬ֻϸ˼Ҳܴ˼
½ҼӪ˷ȵأ뺷䣬ԭĵ²ʢľʦϴͬ
½֮ã½Ǳ½ᱻⶨʱ½Ѿ൱ʵˣҷȻӰ졣
½Ѿ޵ĴС㣬ʱŮ֮ջ켣Ӫ½һһı˸νְλʱһΪЦ
ٱ»δ˼ҵ½С½ݣÿйȢϳ⣬׵˼ҽ½½С㵱ʴһǣ½ݼʮˣȻֹС
ǰҳֱ£ʧءҰ֮ʣ½Ǳֻ꣬ƵоҸϻع⣬ո˹سǡɽҪ
ڴ֮½Ǳûл½ҷأʾֱ뾩ʦѪϴãԼš
ո˵˵ۺ½Ǳв֮ģʶ½Ǳ뾩߱ǰһӡ
£˽ǣʥϽʢ⹫ͻǰݵүүӦ춫϶ʮ򾫱͵ۺ龩
½ǱһʱܶȨλ˺һֱͱʦŻ
žȹΣĲ֮½ǱڳҰдӵֶΣѪ飬ܿھӥȮ鲼֦
ǰ½̫̫½Ҳ׷ƾӾʦ
ʵҡ˾壬ȻףѬսȾ½ȢϱǾǡϵŹ㣬ȫԽ񡰹šˡ
ʵ½̫̫ԼǾʿ˥䣬ԲʧΪԹû뵽½Ҽʮ񷴵һסǽ
Ȼ̫̫һ˵ϡ϶Щڡ
̫̫Ѿ£ʵֻдĸվţֻ½Ǳǲݱ΢ң正Ҫһֱվš
ɣһЩ£ʹߡ½Ǳ
æûظ˵ʲôҲڼЪЪ̫̫˵ζس歿ȥ
ԭ½Ǳ춼ڼңﵹһЩ
½ǱܵصͷԤ˵仰¡̫ȴתͷϵ˵ǻȥæɣҺԨ˵仰
歱Ҫһͬ£ȴ̫̫סˣ£һȥ
......
ܵ˾š
*
̫̫ϣǰǷӣֿ˵歡
ӢˣúܡԽԽ⣬ü۽ǽЦ
˰죬̫̫˵½Ǳ΢΢üҪ˵ʲô£ء
̫̫֪ͷˣصһۣϴСˣԶûС
û˯½ǱЩ룬̫̫ӣɴ첻ٶԡ
歸㣬ۼҵˡ̫̫ĳ֮ǰΪСӣ֪֪
֪½Ǳ˵


27 
̫̫¯, ұȥ֪һԺҪñ˴˲졣, ¶Ұ첻졣
ͷһ͵͵бǰ½Ǳ
ֻԷ΢΢ü, ˵
ΪӵС檣Խȥ˵һЩ׵, Ϊϱɩ, ҲɩģԺ歲ù̫̫͵
Ǵϵã
歾֮࣬
ѽҲ̫۸ˣúͬ˵, ûǼӵģǲʡĵҲýһø硣մ״ʵģպˣҲΡ̵ֽ̫̫
£½Ǳտ, һѾͷе
үʮ𼱵¶, 鷿أ
Ϸɫһ, ˵ƷѾͷ, զզһҲûУô
š½Ǳ򵥽͵, ʲôº˵
Ϸ˻˵½ǱѾ뿪ˡ
歵ͷȻ˳ƽ, ȴֹϷԷ½ǱһԸԼǻͷæֻӡ
*
峿˸磬ϴױ󣬱㽫ҪؼҵĶһһװáһ£סԺҲýˣ½Ǯǡøϼá
½̫̫йܼҸ˽ӣͣŴ
īæǰӹҪһȥġ
أҪŵˣ߸ϵѾѿĻ
ǴĽī歶ߣСѵ
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ﰺͷͦأߡ
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ԱߵĹ󸾣Ȱ಻סߴٵ㣡
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ټʱˤҲַˣֻǱ㿪
ϷŪ˼ȴһһϡڰ˵ԼʱҲû
ٺҪЮɱ˵ֽڻ񣬵ʵǾ
ɲӰ᲻˵ûգʧʱ˵̫̫ﲻæԵ
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һԲһµôص֡ʵֻҪΪѰ鷳ͺ......
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֮⣬ĵ׻һССͬ˵ģ룬ǲһġ
֪Լֻһ½ӻС檣ܺʲô±ȣǣҲ½ǱĶôһ㲻ͬȻֻһ.......
һ㣬ܱһ㣬һЩٱɺܶܶô歾ԼԽԽˡһԣô֪أ
㻹񣡣ϼǹ˵˰죬һֱ⣬һʱʧ̬͵ؽϣ졣


28 棬лС
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, ɫһЩСҲ¾, ֮ɫ
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Ͻûһۡ
, Ͽڣмֻ飬⼸ռ˽С̽̽ڷ硣ҪнҪ˵ҹ㡣
ĵ׷˸ۣͷū֪ˡ
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⼸հ۲죬歶īӡܺáլԺУûеѾߣûб۰һ㣬Ѱ졣
շīѿˡ
˿̣ǸȻī˵Сȸϡã̫
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Ժûأš
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С㣡ȻСͤͤվԺУ粻ΪԼۻˡ
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ĸ̶̫歿Ʋסطŭ
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歾ţ⻰дź⣬ʵЩȥˣ
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ĬȻ˵ȥġ̫̫ԼֻҪ½Ǳɻ飬ˣұ뿪
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룬ڵҪͬһӰɡҵǮǼҳ׬ǮƽֱǡޥȻ̫ˣѾãȴŲס档һӣҲܷġ


30 棬лм̡
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½Ǳ΢΢ĵ㲻Ҫлңжµȣʬɡ
ң಻!歵ԴҡĺͲ˹Ƶġ
಻š½Ǳһ
ҧŴȻӣͦϲ......
ˡһѣ𲼴歵š


31 
¸, İߴľڰеľޡ
紵֦Ҷҡ, ˡв֪УëȻ
¼, ½Ǳһ䵥
㣬ȵѽԹ
ڸ, ʲô½Ǳߵ÷ɿ졣ҹӼãΪ۸, ר֮ߡ
ûã歾һŲȿգ˵ϡ
歾긦شӺ汧ס½Ǳŵˡ
ҪȥĶûô......
ǰ, ½ǱЩڣȴܳʵţûŲ
ˡ½Ǳ˵
ʶԸƲףæɿ½Ǳ, ҹɫŨ, ԷƲպ
㲻Ҫʬ, Ż......ֹ
Ŷ
ӳͷû, ʲôʬôǴ, ҲŲһ˰ľŹѾ侲
½ǱǴЩ⣬ҹܵԺ, Ҫιʲôɣǹ֮ġ
½ǱЦһ£ûз
ָٵߣ֪ôؾʹ
˶춯歲س½Ǳ߶㡣
ڰͻȻӫ̵ӡ
......Сʱǵģ̾µýг
½Ǳţü
£ǹο
䣬ءһһǺʹҹɫ
½Ǳ........
Ȼ谵ɴӹľͨףӳŹ⣬һһֿٵسһƥҲСǣѲŲҿ
ŵֱ½Ǳ㡣
½Ǳϵ㣬ͷֻס歲ӯһյ֫£㡣
ͳɤ·йƻĵãľ̤ʵࡣ
½Ǳ׳ţ԰׳ŵȥƥǡ
գ̱ʯ۾͵һ֫£˸ǰſ£Ƶҡβ͡
е......૵
еʲô
е......ÿͷ˵ʶö
һ£½Ǳֻýɿ
ιô死Щ£½Ǳ̫Զ
ӡ½Ǳ˵ִڣӼ̴٣ǲͷĴߴٰ㡣
ڹľԺСίͰ͵ؽҲˣԼĸſ£ӫ۾䱸ؿ歡
......ңŵָָԼ
侹˵С֮ǣ
֪½Ǳ˵ĩЦĸϻɡ
ĸĸϻȭͷҪӲˡ
ιǰɣˡ½Ǳɫ˵
歰Թ̾ƿˡ
ҹɫữ½ǱӲЩ......ںÿˡ
*
歶մ򿪲ͱѪͷ̲͡סŻһ£ֹܿסˡ
½Ǳȴֲֻ֣
!úܡ
½Ǳ˶٣ȥˡ
ֻѪܵȹǣֱš
ҧҰɣе㺦¡
½Ǳû𻰣ֻӣҲ˿⣬ݵǵߡ
ţûʲôθƵرͷ
ôԣʡ
ͣԲȥˡ½ǱϧذԴ
еѹǺܺǵģǰͷʵ̫Ư̫ˡ
ڲôûУʡ
½Ǳͳذ׸
гʱĺεһĿѣ
½Ǳ׾Ķҡͷҡ
½Ǳͷϵ޳ϸϸιĸǡ
ôĸůƤëʵ
ѩ½Ǳ˵һ߰޵ĹͷӸԶСǡ
ĸǳ˼Ƭ⣬Ƶģ˸Ѱ޵ĶƤ¶˳
ĺƯֱͷһʱĸĵĸо
½Ǳš
ʱѩۻ歵ȣԾľԣʧ
歿˿ֵѪȺ壬еκģ쾹Ȼĸˣˣ
߰ɡ½Ǳ˵
歵ͷ
ѩǱ͸ô歱ط֣½ǱҲһ⡣
ǣѩӵؼС̣һֱšҰŻɽܻˣֻðߡ
½Ǳ䲻˵ʱش
Сأʡ
½Ǳһ죬ߣܿһӡ
ѩܻʱϴˣоҽκûãȥɽٻؾӪѾˡ
歺Сǵĸأ
ֻھӪǻΡҴѩ뿪Ӫݣں˺ܾáѩǽġ
Ǵһѽһʱļѿڶ
½ǱüνҽѩҲ³һ𣬵ǺǲԸ⡣Ư亱ֻͷǣԸҲ
ѩһģȻʧҲΪˣųԲ¶
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޹ؽҪĹ£½ǱûҲûͬ˵߾һˣಽʱչգʱü
У飬оҲ
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ߵ½ǱԺſʱΪҪôȥˡ
˭֪½Ǳ˵ȥ
歴һ£ͷסЦ⡣
½Ǳڵض¼
ǰ˵ȥϴ߰ɡ
½Ǳϴֲɣק˵
ûյû¯ӣúܡ
أ½ǱӨɰ۰׶ҪҪֱӰˡ
˯һô歶̣ԼƤʵںĿԡ
Լϯ½Ǳס°ͣû°⽿ˡ
˯ϣæ͵
½Ǳһɿ
±˵лΪ̫̫ｻʡ
歱£߲ѵС
½Ǳ˼ʱûȤúܣתҪߡ
歸ܵĲ죬һʱЩţûüѾץס½ĸ첲
½Ǳü
......˵ϰ߱˯Աߵġеί
ͬ½Ǳ֪Ըȴʡ
Ӳ˭Ը˯ֹ
˯һҪµġ
½Ǳ˵¶ֱף歱˶ˡ
ޣֲԸзġ½ǱùǺһָϡ
۵ƺһ
ңС.....½Ǳ£׻˼ƤûĻ˵
˭֪ݺȴû졣
һ˯ɡС˵ͷŶӿ߳ܡ
½Ǳɫת֪Լ˵ʲô
歵Ȼ֪ΪˣѾ˼ա
Ϊ½Ǳ֮檣˾֪˵Ŀܣֺαִʲô֮ߣСˣǵ½Ǳ죬ˣ񲻿ûߡʵʵ֮𣬲½ǱģҲּۻۡ
֪ͷ顣
½Ǳ°̧ͣͷ
£ҺӵĿԡ΢΢࿪Ŀⶤڵϡ
½ǱȴŹָ۵òУֻܽ״ɰļӡĺۡ
½ǱȻĿƺŻĸζֱ
......½ǱǸӲģʾе⾽ȵĴ
½ǱȴֲڵָĴǣĦţնȻ
............ﾭ̣ʱ޹ģҡ
½ǱӢ𽥷Ŵ󣬾Ҫ
歲֪Լôġ½ǱȵϢΧţĿ䵭ıϡ
½ǱĴģ˵ģʲôоֻܡ
Դðǿҵĺ档룬Ըġ
֮ǰ̲ס½ǱĿ⡣
䵭Գ֣żڽӣ޼顣
ƯеĵӲıƵس
Ȼ½Ǳǯơ
ݿȴޱشˡ
½Ǳһ£˷ſˡ
ôһ˲䣬жɵʶݽŰŭںˡԼΪλʧأȻֻƬ̣ȷȷʵʵڵġ
Ϊʣѻأǿġ
ڣΪôһŮˣġ
Ӧ
½Ǳתߣӷϡ
Ϊ½ǱĲʶ̧ٶŭԷȥ´ٹ֪Ǻˡ
½Ǳߵ⣬Ѿ߷ԸȥŹ𣬽


32 
歹ű, ǽţֻ¶һ˫ǽ䱸Ǻ͵͵ȥ
½Ǳ˫, Ӣͦü£ӰšֱܶĽëͶǳӰ
˯, ġۣȴʲô֪Ƶġ
屻ƲƲ죬Ҳ, ӡ
½Ǳ˯ʱϰԣƭ, ȷʵˡ
֪˶ã歵ĺ೤ͻ½Ǳ΢΢Щ⡣ۣʡǿ㣬ûȥ, Ƭ̣ͱۣ硣
......
ϼû˯, ҹ˯, ȴһߡ
½Ǳſ, , ˬ
һ̣ŵİо, ˲侯ܿ죬ѹ屾ܵĽ䱸ˡ
ڳ, ѩ޷ĺӣıѣë޵СԴ˳ؿš
µøʲôƵģűڽ䣬һճˡ
~歵͵߽һƺҪˡèһ˲½Ǳļ۴׳ϣһ㣬˱סȡů
ǣ½Ǳĳľ㣬
½Ǳ΢飬ŲӣԼƽȥ˭֪һ磬歾ͽһ֣˵ƽȥֱҪ
ڣ½Ǳֱӽƿ˱´
Ҳû˯ϰߣڼʱҲδ𴲣ʰһȥæڵ½Щ뵡żóЩ
½Ǳôһƣ룬ҲˡֻδȫããȻӣ˯űµ½Ǳ
Ҫôһڣųʱ档
⽿һʣ½ǱʯСĴָһ£ʱˡ
ǻͷˡ
ԧϣ歼ѩڷ١
δ죬ˮܽذľɫա
ңҪ˵æ׵£΢΢šƯ£СƬѩ׵ظε½ǱƲ۾
Ϊ˺˵ǰӡǰڵҲ֮˶ķۺ˿ڣѩеĺ÷ڰڣ
˵ɡ½ǱѾۡ˿ˣܹˣ
֮ǰΪ˾ҵҲ˰˰Ӹ׸ӡҵӣûˣΪһݺҵ歼˵½Ǳ£ûꡣ
Ŷ½ǱӦһ
......ڰ
ף½Ǳϵ´
סˡ
¸͢٣Ϊﲻᡣ½Ǳü
ңҵ޹ģǱݺģ歲ͱˣܿ㷴
½᲻֪붺
йصͷﻹҪӵ£½Ǳ׷¸㡰ˡ
½Ǳ첻˵ѵʡ
歱׽Ūˣ̧ͷÿ½Ǳڡ
½Ǳɫرʣ
Ȼǣ̵ôĵӣ룬˵ԣַĻܲܰҰҪ......
½Ǳһ죬Ƴѥ˧
ܡûش正˵ô䲻ɵĻ
Ի󣬵Ҳûʲô飬˳ӵصͷš
½Ǳ⡣
ȱǮôʡ
歷۷촽˶ҡҡͷȱ
Ҫǰ˰ҪĲȱˡ
ȱǮҪҡ½Ǳ࣬һЦ˼ûС
죬͵ġ
½ǱԴ㷢űġ
˯ɡ½Ǳ󲽳ȥ
歴ߴ󾫽ıӰ
С½ǱŲδͣԺҪڴˡ
һ£ֱԷѾʧ÷ů֮󣬲ŽǺԹ˵ƨ.......
*
쵽ʱ歲֪Ϊ½ǱҪܡ
ɵɵԼƷƢظһ飺Ʒ˵ô
ƷŻعͰ͵ǸǸʵ̫ÿ.......
һԵī̲ס͵Ц
ҲǷˣҡº͵
ԲסԲסƷǸŮɣһװж磬Ӣˬ˿εͷ˼ٶ歿
ģʡ
ǰϷƷ
Ʒ½Ǳס½½ʿŹ£ݹ⣬ǰӡƫС㣬ܰھӪ̫̫ðʧôϲ½Ḹȴãʱǵ½ݳζ
ԶԣƷǣͷ÷.....ȥһˡ
歵ͷǱ߰ɣ
Ʒǰ·歴īں档
ҪʱƷСŹȥǰӴ𣬸߸ߵβһ˦һ˦ġ
΢΢ݣƷŸŽȥ
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.......տڣ½ǱΪ¡һȦŵޡᡱһվ
ŷﻹбˡ
԰磡޴正һϲ㻹˸С檣
½Ǳӷ£ľϡûޣֻϡ
λС檣ջ˼ɫѣɫǳ֮䣬òˡ
ת˼Ȧ͵ɰǿɡ
歱ͷ㣬Ȼִ֪磬һС檿ûʸ˦ӣֻͷվţ鵭
СɩǾʿӥȮϰѸģ¾̲ʵ
漮ݣʱ歴
䣬ɫ½ǱﷴЦ⡣
Ｘˣֿйְ
Ǵӣֻһãֵܡ
ŶƺЩ⡣
ôʶҸģ̫̫˵ϵģʡ
歵ͷ
°ͣͻȻüҺ㣿
̧ͷ޾޾ضĿ⡣СŮм̣ᶽ˳Ǵɡ
ĵ㳤Ҳ᲻ǵð˼һ£뵽֡ͻȻ뵽ʱżСưͣʣ㿪ʲộ
̡˵
һˣǳ£
ֵͷ
ЦɿţɵˣСưͣ
......һʱᣬüȫư͡
ôܣ޺ɵǲиޥ
֪Ҳǡ
ǾСư͡һ׼ûӡ
Щˣ죬
ôŭһ˲䣬͵ֽе֪ΪξˣʢⰡ㳤ʢ⣡
磬СҵôʢѾͷ˳½Ǳ
½Ǳüû˵歸˪Բ
޿˿磬ֿ˿
ĬεĳĬ
Ǻǣ޸ЦôҾú.......
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33 
޷ֽס
㻰̫ˡ½ǱͲû˵족ˡ
ǿЦ֮, ɰ֮ʣᲢۣ
ûаɣ̫ǫ, Ư޻ӻ֣Сȱš
û뵽޻˵, ĵһӦǳ½Ǳȥ½󽫾᲻޵Ļá
½Ǳû˵ʲôֻ΢̡
ЦôЦĻ, ǺأЦң歾
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㿴ˣأ½Ǳʡ
ʲô񣿡ɻʵ
񡣡½Ǳ˵һ顣
ˣھзѾˣ¶Ҫ񣡣
Ԩ˷С, ֲ˾ȢޣôֵܵĻС檼ôһ⡣
˭½Ǳء룬һˣѵиС檣ȷʵǼֵףĴ¡
, ˬǰû뵽׼ҲСɩҪʲôɺϽʯ, Ƥ, Ľ, ͳͳС
Ķ, Լûĵҡͷܡ
½Ǳȴ˵Щ, źԸŰɡм£ȥ죬Ǽ񡣡
ʲô, ˵¡ϣȱߺȲߵ
֮ǰ̫̫æˡ½Ǳ
޾һ£ˮ
ҲСưСưǲǼģ˿ɰôиӵĵ
㲻׵ģͽ˷ˡݺģΪӡ
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ָ正ϣ·ڱΪѵŮӣɣ
Ŷʵ뵽ˣֻǲ̫Ըᣬ˿װӡ
½Ǳ뵽վ֮˵ѣڳû¶ЩǸ⡣
Ҫҽѵô޶Ȼ˷ܣ޲½Ǳ̷
½Ǳҡҡͷã㲻ҪƼˡȰѰ˰Ҫ
˰ӣǲ⣬̰֮˾֪ܿͲ³š
˰̫ˣѹ¡Ц
ֻʣ첻¡½Ǳ
ժ䳤ˣ˧תһȦ˫ָָ죬׶
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º޳½ǱüŪۣЦúа
½Ǳü˵
˵ʲôΪ˰ˡֱЦĩ̲סȢɵñ尡
˵չЦ
½ǱɵƵسһۣһͯӼϹʲôģ
......޵ʱ˪ӣˡ
Ҫʦ˵......Ϊٵգĸ̫ࡣȻ
˵ˣʦƭġͯƾƣƾͲƣûֻܺһŮƵ˵ȢȢޣ檡½Ǳֱҡͷ
ô˵.......ɵ
źԭʶʶ½Ǳ˵꣬־ĽܵѰ̫ãĿڵǸϽȢްɡҿݶˣˮ˴ջ£̫̫ĸˡ
𣬡ͷ綷֣ҿźá磬ܵܺ÷ֻѡһ÷򣬺㶨Ȼֵˣ
ԸˣϢ½Ǳӵ
ո˵Сưô£ʶã½Ǳٺתʵ
жԨԴһ߰ųӣһߵǰҼǲ̫ˡﲻмѩôҵʱĶ֮
ŶȷǼϡ½ǱӹĳȰꡣ
ްôֲ½ǱеϾǾӪˣҰݶԹûʲôԥӽˡ
ǰҵÿ궬춼ҪȥҵĹȻĳһֶѹ͵ȥˡʱҾͻ˰ˮϴͲѩ......ôȥ޻Ƕӣζôϴ·Ϣ
ϵѾӶ֪ô죬֪ģȥɷ֡ǰڹﵱ˴뱲˾£϶֪ô㡣ȥʱ򣬼Ҷ˵ڻͣҸһʱ鼱ʹ˽ȥͼֻĿ͡Сưͺס
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ҵʱ棬һСѾͷʲô¡ҵĽڵд֡да취ҡţҽڶԼڳŴ˺һƿһĶȻĽɫȥˣûƤ
ҪӣաҾŴһˣȻҾʹСһȥʱ·ڴңҸóԵģҲʱ˵ţ̲סЦ
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½ǱӣλС檣ˣǰ͸ľ١ޥһסڳӷǰѾ˲ˣⶼû⣬ǡ
½Ǳ˶١
һ˼ʵף
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ͺͱѩö亱ıƽռСưֻ֪ô죬ʱֻʮͷȻǴĸ״֪ģֳ꣬ȷʵֵһ顣˵ţȴЩ̫ܡ
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ͬˣСư͵ĽСţҹҹ˯ߡԷһ˿һĲԾ
Ѹ½ˣˮʯ
½Ǳа˰ӣˡ
͸Сɩתߣ½Ǳ˻ĳ


34 һ     棬
ʹ, ʢǰ
Ž첽̨סӭѲߵ͢Ϊ֮Ŀһ, Ų
ǡһỽ
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޵ͷЩҪ˵һ
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ӶȻдģֻҪھ, һҵƶ
ͷǱܷЩҲù֡
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ˡԶ֮꣬еȣɫ𪣬üĿǸ͵Ľˣ佫Ĵ֮Ǿ
һЦǷ˫סԷ֣ôڵң
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һٳɪЦ
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Ȼ㻹û˵Ԩ˷С檣ɣ缸Ľˡ
̬ʧڵʣãõЩˣᶼû˵
ɫڹǽͷңңš
Ѿʮˣң߿˥ôƮƮһ仰ͽѹһ㡣
Զ¸֣Žλ
˼ؿԼάɫǡϲһ׮һδüء
˵ϲʱһΡ
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һȥ㡣ɿ֡
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ԶıӰ̾˿
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Ъ˹ʹ⡣
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ĸ󣡡۵ܵĸ״ǰڵϡ
ᣬҶʺŮˣҧţٰŮġ
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СѾͷæҩϣˡ
ҩĨϴ棬ĥĵʹʹԻʺ˵ȴĿС
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ҶʺĴƫƫֻϣ֫Լ¶Ĳͷȴһʹ֮зŮˣæĸαôôˣޣﶼϰˣۣ
ĸ......ѾԼû޹ˡһΣڽɣ¼Զʱ
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ᣬޣ......Ҷʺĺ飬Ψһĺӣ޲ڿġ
᲻ĸ׵ģᣬ߬סĸ׵˵иĺϢĲһκõġ
ʲôҶʺæʡ
£ǴʧʮĹʦ޵Ҷü̫оһһٵػؾˡ
ҶʺЩš
ûѾ˶ˣܿͻѺǰ¶صЦ⣬Ҷʺһޡ
Ҷʺ󲻹ĵʹЦҧгݵաϡ£ܵҪٱ
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δкβס
ֻǽԭ֪ˣڶð칫ʱȻҪͬҪõ˾ġЩԱصңⲻֺྡ
̫̫һôϢôܵһ֪ȻҪýǰ
ֻ죬½󽫾檵ϢѾһʮʮ٣Ϊʱ¾еһҪš
*
½ݿϰŵĳɶѵԼӣֱ顣
˵ԼôͻȻܻӭأЦԭ檵´˳ȥһҹȥ͸Ϣأ
СȥǲȥѾөЦʡ
ǣһһˡ½ݽʽʼһߣ̫̫˵أǽУȥ֡
ǣөصĩʣС㣬ʢ⹫ԼǰѾӦˣҲҪƵô
½ͷҪȥġˣ±ݺ̫أԵʧá
*
½߽»ʱǵ˽Цʱͣ
ֻ·ЦŶҺˣ÷
ֻǹ÷ûȷʱٵһ˵°ɡŽã«ӺһЦ޹Ŀ
ݽ㣬СɡڶһŮЦ顣
½ͬҶ㲻ҲΣ±Ӧллá
ʦٴ֣¹Ů룬һһɫ˰ǰ
½ݾ˿÷⡣ϸϸƷζ÷ĵ˿ڰѩһеģ
ߵĹ󸾹ǣʳ𣬸½Ժ֮¡
ֻĹ»λȻţ˵أϾ˭֪½͹¹ϵ......
½ôͻȻˣ˵õİ֮ԼǹȢأ
ȻҪ˵檲߶̵ū澣˿Ӱ޵ĵλɼȢףǺѰ顣½ϾͬǳĲŮɫ̵ĶСˡͻȻ˸С檣ĪҪӽն˿빫µγԵ
в²š
*
±Сѣ֮¡
ݣڿˣ˼ҵȤ°㣬ЦȻֹУﶼڴԨλǰͬ˵һأڿģ
ˣһڹϸ´˿ϸڡ
㣬ġ½ݰڰ֣ʵ̫̫ű˸˳۵Ѿͷ硣û뵽ԽԽףʲôǰԵˡ


35      棬
˼, ޽黳֮ɫתΪ½󽫾ϧ
ɻ꣬Ѿжˡ, ½檱ɰɣշ¹, ȢҲ֡ɽֶȻµʱĵģ, ҲŰ
½ķ¹, ᲻......в֮İˣίԼ½Աɽɣ
*
½ɵⷿС, Ǻηʿʲô٣ƽ빫ϵãȿʵ
ǾʿСطġ, ʲôְ½ݹòôϵ˵
⻰һ˵, кüλҧ˵Ļ
˵, ͬҽ㳤м, ֪Ǽ٣Ҷȿ˿ɫԷûв, ż˵ȥ
......½ݳţװ˼һᣬŵ, ֻü۴йַ°ɣЩ͹վһ飬Ȼө£μ穡˵ģССʾͲܱȡ
˵øһڳ˶ˡʵ½ô£ȫ½ݵһμʱ;ʢ⾪˵񣬹̫̫
ݽ㣬ҶͻȻ뵽һˣʣǱС檣ʲôģ
ĺĺ½аǻصѵġ
Ҷɫ̾ѿɣϿ÷Ǹ
û֪½ʡ
һΰˡҶǲӡ
ѣôŮ
ҶƲƲ죺ͥһΣûаɣͦṴ˵ġ
һŮԾ
ҶҶҵƣƽ֮佾ҲͰˣôҵ½ݵ˵Ļ½ҽʱյȨƣǸС檣Ҳָܵժ....
ǡ½ݾúЦ
Щ˾ǸҪ˵ʹǵñѵһ²
˭ˣˣ½ݽյ£תҶȥü۱䣬ûһ˿Ц⡣
Ҷͻġŵˣ˵
㣬ôͻȻ......
ڹ˸ϣ湴ˣڸʲô˽У½ڵʵ
źͺ˵ЦĹǣʱϢ˭ҲԸ鷳ǵԼϡ
ֻƽͼԲѽСӲ£һʱ˵˻ݿ......
½ѹƽһҶǰİڱľƶ˳
㻰أû°һˡ
ҶŵöҪˣ½ôŮ۸ŮӵĶƵġ
......ųȡ
üû˵Ҷ޴ᣬ鷳½ݽѵѵҲá
һ飬˭ˣ˵̴ͬʡ½ݲӣԽ
Ҷܣ
ɫƽûа˼˱η½Ȩƣڼ¶˵鷳
Ҷ£ȲԸԼֲ½ݡ
㲻Ը˵ҲûϵֻȥǼһˣ˵½תֻ˷Цеı顣
ҶЦŵúëңͥǼһ棬ûڡŴԣһʱʧ......
½ݡŶһʣԣʲôԣ˭˵ġһһ ½ŷ磬ĴԣһҪúò֤֤ġ
Ҷ˵ʲôԣΪ˸Լһ̨£̫õ½ݻ浽ĵز
ңҲǵ......֧֧
ǵã½ЦȥѲ˾һˣʲôǵá
һڳĹ޲ɫ䡣
ҶôǻʺֶŮǵة࣬½ݾʢ.......
ǣǵĸ½Ǳǰ̧ͷҲΪҶͷ
Ѳ˾ˣҶڱϹ˵Ϲ˵ģûʲôԣϹ˵ģһذɣأٲ......
Сûܹίˣ޵øġ
Ůһʱ죬һ¶Σһȴǰ⡣
½磬ƵҼֵܽãĸĽ̵ɼԴˣܶ²ƽϡ¾ΪҼˣʲôˮã
ûУҲ......ҶŻص
ΪһƶС檣ҶǸˣ½ݻӣƽʵڿȥ뿪ֹ
ȴҡʳָֹŮռʶ½֮裬ȥȻҪͼӴͬ˵⡣
ͷ´˵ǰҪ½Ըⷭƪ
ݺ衢Ц÷类׮Ūޱȡ
ǵлҪŸҿڣֱӳ˰ķУ˵ʲôˡ
½ݣ··ûǰϯԵýζͬʢ⹫˵Ц˵̸
˶λ֪̾ݼ׿ȻسȺ
*
ǵĽӶͣڹ⻪⣬½ͬһ߹ȥʱϽԭ°
ǽ......
˻ûȢװɣ
أǰ;Ϊλ.....
˵Ǽޣ˫׾ѹȥһƯǣϵ״Ԫ......
......
½˽ƲƲ졣
ԭӭķǣһģЦڣż
ĩ˻Ů˸Ҿ޳ʱ⿡Ų
΢΢һЦһˮ㡣
ʱмôĴŮߺ
½ɫʱ˼֣Ὥԭ˼˽ӡ
½ǱԵʣԭͬλ½СΣֻǲ֪ΪΣԷƺܴӡ
½ݵĽӴӽԭ߾ʱԭ׿һ¡
ͣһ¡½ݷԸ
ͣº½ÿӡ
ιԭһ
ι......ԭָָԼ
ûء½ûʲôɫ
Скָ̣ԭʡ
˵еð˵ôܣŸ߰˶˫ҲвŮ˴ʱ
Ҹüûˣ֪ȥô½ʡ
ԼĪѾˡԭ
֪ˡ½˵žҪ³
Եȡԭҡҡӣʵ½С㣬¹һѾã֪½СɷָԽ򡣡
½Ƴһۣ˵
½СƺЩɼʵ벻½С㡢ԭЦ
½ü˵̫࣬Ҫӹšһ̧ͷͿԭǰѱ϶˸۾׹ñ֯ϵţӡ
벻Ϊ޶ۣ½ڣ㵲űСĹˣϽ
˵գҲὭԭԽηѾǵߡ
ԭһεؿԶȥĽӣ˦ӣҡͷСƢԺ֪ĸùȢȥ


36   棬
ʱǰ, ī棬ظˡ
ʱڹϿ飬˯Щ, ӡ
ֻԼԺˣʡ
ءüûظ, СȥɡīЦŴߴٵ
鷿º歾û½ǱЩƣֻһͲԸˣ
ȥ̫̫밲, ֳ֪ȥˣҺȥʲôӪ, ÿ첻
½ǱȥȻǲ֪ġȻˣЩԸؿչԹƵ.....
Сﲻȥν˺üôī˻ȥʵ
УҲûʲôҪ, ˣЪһٹȥ
ãū澴ٹźСϴīЦЦˡ
ʱ, Сʱ, ˼, ֶԾױһ, ͬīȥ½Ǳ
·ϣֹÿζ, ½ǽĺܡҲգ˭ءʲôʱ򣬲ܽһؼȳ......
歸ߵ½ǱԺǰ, ½ݴѾߴ
½Ƽе㾪ȣҸ磿
šص
ϴλؼʱޥ˵½ݰ⣬ǰʮӵĶ歲ǲм뻺һλСĹϵ
ֻϧ⣬Էȴ顣
꺮ůĻûü˵½Ѿüͷ̫̫˵Ҫң
½ݿƣĪ
ؼθɣ½Ǳû˵ʲôء
ʲô£ǵܣ㣬ܳԷ˲ɣ̫̫ƺ˵ԼҲеܣǳҪл½ݾ
ڹһԸù֣Ϊ龭ﴫ£һ½Ǳһˡ
歲֪Ҷ֮£ֻ½ĪҲûͬ½ݻ͹ϵ˼
ͶСѣū֪ˡ
......ˡ½Щ˦˦뿪ˣĵҺѣ㻹ʶ̧٣Ժ鷳Թñˡ
*
Ȼǰǽ£ͨ󣬲ŷ歽ȥ
о¥Ļ᲻½ǱϢ̧ͷȴ½Ǳ̴ľǰһľᡣ
£½Ǳû̧ͷַһҳͳͻ
£ʲô£ô......
ÿζ⼸仰
һԼƽ͡
ûػ½Ǳ̧ͷ߿
ŭ䵭вúܣķҪɫɡлл½Ǳ׷ذ˰ӣ£ȴ˵
üĿ΢򴽣½Ǳ߽üûѽ......
½Ǳһ٣ǼҲ˵ͷӿϵʲôоӦʱԼѾˡ
δѵ£ݴżƣ룬°ðŵɫĺ硣
歾ţĪ½ǱӢ
컹ûء½Ǳ߳Ȥ
歵Ҳգߵ޺¡
ллģ˵˰ӡ
ллްɣһͰǮ۳ңδذõ½Ǳ˵ţ֡
歱ߵǰͣ¡
棬ôҡ⻹ġ
½ǱüҪôлأ
ڿɲϵˣ˵л
ҵɡ˺һᣬ歶еͲסˣȴ˵ôһ䡣
Ϊǻûã롣תȥϵ˱½ǱԱߵСϡ
½߹歰Ѳ豭ʱ½ǱҡҡͷĲźˡ
һ£Ե
½ǱֱۣȥǱ裬ǲ豭ǣһƾ룬㹻
֪˼ˣ߹ȥ豭ơ
ڿˡ˵
......½Ǳ
ֻý豭˹ȥ
½ǱŽӹƿָ޳Ų豭΢ͷȵĲˮһ
ȵúܿ죬ȴû˿³֮У䣬ɣŲۡ
˰һĲ衣½Ǳ死˻μ׵Ĳ豭
һ
лˣ
......Ҳ̫ô˰ɡ
½ǱЪôһС߻鰸ǰ¡˷ҪĶҪϲС
ûʲôˣվһߣǡ
ȥɡ˵δʲôס
ôڶһ仰歶ȴǲ۲۵
歷۰׵ЩǺ죬ֲܿ԰
½ǱЩԥҪҪͬ˵Ҳȥȴ歴Ҵ˸תˡ
½Ǳգܿͳɽͼ֮У֮Ժ
*
ҧŴߵ÷ɿ졣
Сīһֱ¥ºţСŸ歺档
߻ӣ歾ֱߵױ̨ǰ£˫֮С
īŻˣΪˣæСôˣް......ͬүˣ
歺Щң֪ǽ½ǱģǽԼġƽһַ¡
īƼɫƽ˵ˣȦû졣
û¡ƽ
ү䣬ŴүүЩֵܣҲġСɱȥү......īЩ²⣬ο
ң歾÷̼ˡһǻͷž½Ǳãˡ
½ǱǸȤˣ˱㶺һ˱˪һᡣ
ǸС檣½ǱӵˣôһҲûУ
ţ歷һЩˡ
ˣġ
ҪԼһˣϻسԵ⻹йӣЩǮȥ裬ÿգմϡƺֺˣͬīԸ
īΪСͨˣӦȥ
歽չȥҲ½ǱһҪؼҡֻվһᣬˡ
ҲãûʲôҪ̫̫Ӧʣ㲻˽Գαͬ½Ǳ˵
̧ͷױ᲻صԼ˸ơ
*
䡣
歲˷٣һƴľš
СҪЪϢˣīӹѾ߶裬Сʵ
ţҪ𣬽Щ˯死ص
īϵľܣһѾŵˮšɣ̽ȥ.....
á歴
īĭ˵
С˪Ӷÿôòţֹ
*
歽ѾȥЪϢٹźȻԼʣС
û룬˯ñ졣
ǣȼ˹룬½ǱЪϢʱⲻְСѾԹ˯ˡռм䣬߿ն֪
½Ǳƣüģ뽫Ūѣϴ¡
ָոȥ歾ͷ˸˯з΢۵¶˳
һԺÿüëȫȻչţ̵ĽëˢӰ㣬µתᶶš̵ͦıӣϾǼⷺһ㾧ӨĹ۴΢΢ţ˵Ϣ
ˣ½Ǳ롣
ֻƯı£ûĽ˺ѡ
ѾŴˮ
½Ǳ򵥲˲ϰ׳¡
ϵһˣ˯ǳԺرŪѡ
½Ǳһۣβŵıӡ
......ʵԼָߴӰ
ӰͻȻսŵۣһȦ
˯.....½Ǳû˵꣬ϱڳա
⡣
ʲô歿½Ǳ˿ӻǺѣֻӣԹƵ˵ôһ䡣
˯ˣ½Ǳ̶Ƶá
һûᣬ˯ˡ
.......
½Ǳüšǲ̫ˣ
ͽСѧѧ½Ĺء


37 
ֻǵȵڶʱ, ˯˽ţ½Ǳ־ţˣˣС, Ҳûʲôϵ
һֵΡ
캮ضʧããѩԭס, û˻ش𡣵ڼϥѩΪԼҪˡ
ǰѩȴһƬӰס
̧ͷͫӳһֻѩǵӰ
ءһ, Ǻ˵ˡ
ˣ, ȴûҧĲӣȺĶȥ
ů͡ӶͷȻſֱۣסƥ, ꡣ
֪ʱҲһֻǣѩ׵צӴںǹƯëƤϣѹѩ......
߷, Сһ, оѹ
½Ǳü, Ŀӵζ
½Ǳ´뿪¶׳., һ£æͷȥ, ԼҲ
һҪˣס, ֱ
㻹ޣ½ǱָָԼ·ǵġ
歽ַ£޷޶
½ǱȶȾ˵ָ޳ϸ׵Ĳ
ļ̶ˣȴһ
ˣ½Ǳ̽ȥ޵زĶ
̫죬Щۡ
ûû......߳ܵޣԼҲԼĵΡ
½Ǳ̵ϢĶ˵ĻȴҪǸҽ˵֣ҾšĲӡ
*
źӴ£ô½Ǳվڴʡ
ͷЩܾӡ
ҪӲŵģһӣ¶ϧ䱦ɡ
½Ǳȴƫƫ۸
Ÿʲô˵½ˡ½Ǳ
ѾúˣѾˣ歲Ϊδ˿־ѹ
*
½Ǳʹ佫Ҳߴˣܺãխγȣ׳дȻ
正ֻűһ£¶űĽţ½Ǳǰ̡
ӣܵǰ´Ҫӡ
½Ǳɽף̿Ҳ޵ġۣ֮ƫ歱´µߣֻ֪ߴ歿Щõȥࡣ
´֮£½Ǳϲ˰æԸʡʱʡڿæǰæʰã泩
ٳʱһ˦ƴ멣ߴͦεɽһ㡣
̫歹Ķͷϵһ£ЩЦ⣬
üĿ䣬ͷ
½Ǳֻ򱻻˺ζŭҲƽʧ߳ȥˡ
*
ɪɪһһ졣
ڽ˫УŻͭС¯ů⡣
⽥֪ҪߵӷǰļдˡǽÿЩȥ
û̫ģȴҲ࣬Ҫѩһ㡣
ʱ˵ѩǰͻôһȥ࣬ϢҲޡ
ⲻһġ
ӹ¥ת˸䣬ȺУһƼϤˡ
......¶ɣ
ɲ˱ҵţ׵òǲˣǲԶҴŵľʵ̫Щ
һµѻޱۣ߳ϵŰƽ˿׺ºѥͷȻǾʰġ
ľȻŮɫҴңнҸµİܿʧ·ڴ
һעشȥ˵ޱ߷ȫȻüĿĵӲŲԵݡ㽲Ĵ磬ĪļŮӣкɣֻȴᵽҾϸá
*
ǰԼ˻ӣޥ͵ˡһ̾ӭ˳
䣬ôޥһů֣һӭߡ
īѱҵļѾţһͬλС档
Ϸ½ǱʱȷʵЩϢ˳ԼھֻЦЦ֪ģһη䡣
ûôʡ
ޥС˷ܵϾͻᵽģһʱ㣬̫ˣٳֱ֣°빦ǵʱܿѽһ֮ǰ𣡡
һҲȻ۹ⲻ
ڲ¥ͬϻ￪ӣЩԥҲѰЩҵһԼû鷴ۺѡ
һҲ˾ͷ̾ʹӦˡ
ã歲òؽŽϸ֮Ҹá
ٱʱʲô¾ͬޥ½Ȼ벻㣬߱ޥͷ
ӵ£˵㣬۵ոʲôȥˣڷͷ֣£Ҳ㲻ϡõ¡
Ҫͬ˵أ㣬ЦеģһοԽڷܣ֪ȥͬӦˡɲǰֺȾʫӦ꣬ȥݷһλˡ
Ŷ歺⡣
Ǵ˵֮ǰǸ٣ġޥ˵ϣ괺нʿıְǳԶ֮ư
ǰͬصͷ
ޥûв˵˼ż˵ҪǵҲ˴٣û˸۸ۼˡʱ򰢽ҲԻҲҲиõĹ......
ʲôǸõĹأһ˼С檵ģѲɻңٷˣ
ԣҲ롣Ժ½ǱԸȹãģαȥһҷ̹ˣίԼ
ſڣȴͷεģЩƣٶ˵ȥ
ˡޥŴĶЦ
䣬ūӭСǡԺȥˡ
ݣժºصĶñ¶һ泯İ׾
Ǹ̸λõȣɡЦӯӯһվӭĽ˵
ϴμ棬лЩΣ˷üҲˡһ¡
籵Ҳ£粻ץ˰ѹӷָī
ûˣûʲô˼ڰ֣뵽ʲôֲͷޥޥӣҲͿüǲǳࣿ
ޥͷҲǳ󣬾Щϲ......
˿װҪ֪ױŨŮҲҪ·ױݳ̾
ҽ......
ޥδ˵꣬Цˣģм˵Ǵ˰ˡϰҵ裬˵ֻüĿ㣬Ҫ죬֪֪ˣȡ̡أŨױͶ㶼Ҫϰ£ҪԼԭģˡ
ʲôģÿѽޥСˡ
СֳԶˣ˵°ɡ
ȴҡҡͷƵ㷽˵ûе⼸һֱ룬ǵ¡ӹǧ޸ģǻʲôر֮ܽЩ޵Сǿϵġ
վߵޥ֮䣬˵ӡʱڱʽǶȲŸֻͥǽ¡Ȼǵĵ꿪óãֶˣʱڱȻҲȥˡ£ڼи֮ͬźá
ôһ˵Ů춼˼
˵һһ¡ȥգȥС㸮ѣСմ˼ǳɫԽȹ°˿ߵġ
ˮţԶԶɣ񻴿߽ˣȴվС㣬ױŨʽЩͷؽᡣѬ㣬ŨɢʱѶ䡣
ޥ˼صͷ˼.......
ʲôɫѬʲô㣬ѡʲôױ棬շϱůЩ㶼мѽЦſ
ҲЦˣŵĵԿ䣬ױδ磬ϵڶû˸˵һ
ֻ......˶٣Ҫ·أ


38 
һûϸ˼, ǿΡ˼һ£ǰǣ, £ܿ˵ĸĶ
, ǲѶãÿѶöӦķʽΡױݣۡȻЩֻǽ, Ϊ˺£ѺÿСǰ, ա
ޥ:ԣǰʱ಼ϣһЩɷ·䡣һö໨Ǯĺÿ
歽˵Ѱĵ, ¥°ѣ¥һĸӡˣȥ¥ñ裬ƾļڲ, ܽȿֺظǮ
˵Ķ, ֱԾԾˣý, ˵ûʲô, ҲûʲôãͬЩױݴ, ҰҹҲ˵
Ҳϵü, Щǽ̷ġЩƼˮ꣬ҵͼȻཻˮǹһӴȻûġ
Ǳ̫ˣޥǰҲЩϵõˣС㡢С㡢С㣬ӿˣɸӣǴϺѣ￴ȺȲ衣
ţޥֱͷ
˵ӣҺͻѾѡ˼ʵġƣĸ塣
˵꣬ޥȡ˲ŵͼһ歿ƣҺһļҡҲ֣һͷδ......
ޥһһ˵꣬ϸţһ߿ͼϻ滧ͣһ߿ܱСд⻷
ֵá¥Ű¥λҲáҲġ˵Ҫ£æӻͳ˰Ʊݸޥ֮ǰİ˰ӣ׷ˡİȻǮ̺Ԫ磬ʣµõϡ
ۣޥϲ۾չƱƱµıţӡֵ......ǵǼѽ
š΢Цŵͷ
Ŷ~üû뵽½󽫾Ҳλ˰......
ɫһǼ˵¡һҪ٣ôõλãǳҪ⣿
⵹õġӵ˽һλ졣ڽ̷˾ãСңʦ֮ꡣ
ּһλС檡ǴǰˣҪ®ϼҡ֪滹زؾǣ뽫ȥг̼ҪҲߣʮһꡣ渵ƽƽһλ˵öٴˣöǳ
ҺҲǿ⴦ֻӰϣûǰ˵ޥЦ
ô棬֣ʮֹߣֱǼűˡˣҲҪСĽЩҶɣʵǱǮŪ.......ѵ˵ղ̾˿
ȻҲǵģ̫ģǱߣҶȻǰֺֽдס
˵䣬˺Ȳһһǻϡ
˵ÿڸɣͣ£Ȳ衣
С㣬˵Ǯ˵ô粰һѹʣŴֽϣ˹ǡ
Ǯôˡʡ
ǰ޼̰øǿڴϱʱ¾ĵȰѹغ󣬶ҪǮˣʮ
ڣҲͶ̶̰°ɣĺ͵벻ˡ
ѽж񱨣ͷôۣŽ˵ǸԺǸ쵰ҵȥǲ֪ѾǮջȥˣԵĻ˴ǮȥǮﻶϲǮˡȻѽûþ˸Եģ˵ˡ
ΪǮ˰ɣʡ
ǰΪǿӺΪҪЮǡǮҲ̰̰ˣΪ˵ݺһʣ۸ߵסΪ֪󣬱ҪڣǮǮ˻ޥ˵
ǹҧֱҡͷ
ǮӲǲӦֲ񣬾Ͷ֡Ǯﱻð̱......Źֿġޥ˵ţЩ̡
ǮȻɶҪ˵ԵĸûЩ˴̱ˡǮҪ˲˵ӾҲǿռšؾ̲ס
üô֪ģޥֿǮˣ
С㣬ǷҪˣ֪Ĳһ裬һ˵
Ǯֻϵù̱˾̱ˣƽͷܺ
Ǻ֪أǮǸĶĹӣ˸ƵģȻеȥѲ˾״Ϊ
˼ǣûΪķˡӻǮңǮӡ˲棬˵ǰ棬ط̱ǮǸǾȥΧ.......
ˣþû˵
жĥС㲻ýôɻ
˴ֻ̱ЩǮǸˣ̾˿˵¡
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ǰƱҡ뾩½Ǳѡ¡ƽشҪ빬ÿֻȥԼĴ󽫾ô
Ҫ²࣬과౨󣬼򵥷˷裬ظˡ
ѵУȥ¥Ǽٺ鷿С
˱ϴοһµ飬һ߸첲ϡһ黢ͷβԽԽȤ㽫£˻ƣŶ注Ĵӡ
仨ѾҶ衣
ǰӼ歡
󵨵СŪʱһӣóʱЦ̵ӣ𴽽ǡ
ܶ£龫ǣҹıȴȻ仯
ˣսˣԺҲˡʱ벻֣Ҿ鷳ڣ̶һ£ѾŮ֮ຨ˯ˡ
ߵŹСʡ
ʱҪ¡С̣˵¶Ҳʮ𼱣Źò׼ǲʮ𼱡
ɡ½Ǳ
Ź첽߹˫һţү̫̫Ƕġ
½ǱӢʵüëš޷ŵʡ
½Ǳ֣ŹҪݹȥʾүСɡ
֮ǰйͶ¶ŹЩ¡˵̫̫޵ˮģһ·ңԶСΪ
½Ǳͷذ֣ɴɡ
ǡŹŷ⣬һҳż㡣
ſһɨȴŲ̫ˡ
½Ǳϸ룬֪ĸ״飬Ź𲻸Ҷ
Ұɡ½Ǳ
űֽܿ㿴ˡ
Ź͵͵ɫƽֻЩΪҽ벻ƽֻôһӣĮľͰˣ֮Сţڵ˵Ȣޱ檣֪ĸףΪӣТý˽๶֮澡ȥˮֿͷ
½Ǳţûʲô飬ֻ࣬ӵһߡ
ȥɡ˻ȥŹ˵
ŹҪ£˭֪ߵſڣ½Ǳֿڣȥ㣬ӹһˡ
ŹˣүСջңӦûûء
½ǱЩãҲû˵ʲôֻˣϽ
ǡŹӦ
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½Ǳϳܱˡ
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ҲҲ·;ңԶ......Ź͵һӵɫ亹ҪˡϾСѾߣСһͬȥġ


39 
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ȥ÷, ÿ̳ؾһһϡ
½й, ûһŲƣīǸˡ
֪Сһϲ, ؾʱƹ歡
ǳɫڰ״СУ歲ЩĶ, Ҳһɡ
ѵýǴһһޥ¶Сѡ
÷ƹζŨζһڣˬ𣬿ڳ㡣
ؿ֮˳ǳ˶пΪ, һ־ٱոҡҲܵȾԼϵڶ
С......ī֪歾ЩǵСѵ
, 䲻, ȴ, ˵
īɫ, Ц̣㲻ٶɨ, ȥˡ
ǣδ꣬ȺѾơû, ˫շ죬Ŷͷ죺֪ģɫ磬ȥЪϢһ£ٻȥ
īͷū澷Сȥɡ
歿еġЪϢһ¡ȴǺá
˯īҴţֻȥȵĻȥ̫иֲ֣Ľдߴ
ۿͷ䣬īò˻ѡ
˵֣˯˸þȴͷͣʹ
ɫҲżû˵ʲôϽͬޥ˵Ͻӻ½
*
ߵԼԺʱ䣬Ǽ㡣
˸磬־ŴǣԼһ졣½ŲϸʱȴʲôҲˡ
ԴΪԼˡ
ѿӣȥˣȻѾӡīüѿ곤꣬ࡣ
ֻƤܣī˵ҴЩˮɡúܣ򵥲ϴһ±˯
īȥԸڼߡ
߽ʱɽסˡ
½ǱǸС鷿Уǽڷָͣҹϡ
歵ʱû˯⡣뵽ԼؼҲδ֪½Ǳ˲Żз顣
ɵŵس½Ǳȥʱȴ½Ǳ뵽ƨɣߡְŶ¡
³ɺޣҲ
½Ǳϥ˸񣬼½Ǳǲ̧Ⱦߡ
ôôɣźھͰҸϻؼҡ歲֪ģ˶Ű㣬ۿȷ͡
½Ǳȴûŭס·ϵʧ֮
歱ֻϲһ¡
Ԩ
......ˡ
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½Ǳһһ߽
*
½Ǳ˵൱֮þöûôջˡ
˸ô
ǣרŸ¡˦ӵĴ
Ů˶ô鷳ϲŭ޳ʶ̧١֪ôô
ҡͷֻǰŮˣݡᡢƷɩֶŮǣûһġ
½Ǳ˿Ѿʶͬ歸±ö˶˵Ϊ
Ϊ£ĺΣ⵹ǺܺϾ˽
½Ǳ뵽ҹЪϢʱ歾ûɫְųȥˡ
*
½ǱߴӰסЩ£ҵͷ
ôСӣ½ǱüаҲûС
ζʮĳ歶ίַơ
СӶˣСӶЩҲ......ˣô˵ӣ˰ˡ
歾ؿڷƣԴͶ˶һ仰Ҳ˵ȲϴҲ͡
½Ǳ˼Ϊʲô
˶ñ᲻ǵ˲ƵĵΪӣǽ֮ˡ
ôʲôûеõʲô
½Ǳһؿ歵¶ȻԼҵ˴𰸡
ΪûӵûΪлʵоųɾŵİա
歴㵵̧ͷ˵ʲô
ѵǣ½ǱҪ˵ʲôͻȻɫһ䣬üš𣬡㻹Ⱦˣ
Ҫӡ
歺µس˼Ͱ͵ԼԼĹƣ......
찡СƣǰŨ˿ڣԺﴵɢôųĲɣ
Ʋƣ½ǱЦס
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歵۾ǼƯģ£ɽѩ
ᶨ
½ǱĿһײʱסˡ
ڣǰ֮β컹˵ķۣŴ鷺ĵˮǣר˵㡣
½Ǳŭգ°ʣ˭ˣ˭ȵľƣǸô
ûûУ死ǺܻԹɫģʱٺ½Ǳа壬СѱֻûмѾߣīһֱң
½Ǳˣ侲һ㡣һȴûɡ
ⱻʹһӨ
ءҪˡȻˮˣȻǱ½Ǳã̫ˡ
½Ǳڵһпֻ̫࣬ų嶯ԼĴӡǵɫˮϡ
ȵˣ̲סϣ⽫Ϥ¡
׳𣬴һƬհס
ϿĽ࣬ŨŨƣ߱ģ.......
ˣұ½Ǳˡǰڣʧȥʶǰĵװš
正正½Ǳ𾪵ؿεˣػ
歵òǰֻ˾ֺߣڽָĶͷϣžյˡ
ˡ𣬿첽ߡ
īѿæܽ
Źȥùá½ǱѵԳ㽹
īڴϣ٣ֲҶ ֻܼŻȥеܵ
*
½Ǳü壬վڴǰùʩ롣
ùϡ޽԰ףȴ˥ϡȥͷŲʮӡ
ֻ룬½ǱĿתĹģţΪ۰ҹ˯þü룬СЩա
΢΢ڽ⿪Ѱʣ¶ļ򣬺֡
½Ǳ࿪ӣڱ𴦡
ùø֣
½СԨΪ̫̫Ǳʲô£ǸС檿......ЩСᰮŨ罺۵سСţҲпԭ
ϵ˯ˣ׾ͿǴ֮
˿Сӱʩ룬½ǱӰƿߡ
²һԩҡֻǧĸǰ㣬ճԹż
ùţ룬һԵСѾæ
û°ɣ½ǱҲȥ
û£˶Ƴ˷ҹգѾߺչš飬ӣƽų԰ɡùò
ҽ߳Ѵ̫ҽԺˣʢ׿ҽ߲ʤǻסԹҲһŵϡ½̫̫½ǱʱھΪʱϲشС½Ǳ½̫̫룬Ըġ
½Ǳл˽Ρ
ȥɣ˽Ҫúϧǡùý̵
½ǱҲûͷ֪ˡ


40 棬лм̡
īšɾ, 歶ǿ顣½Ǳ˽æһߡ
½Ǳڴ£歵Ķͷ
ȥ, Щȡ
ü˯正
īΪүȻҪطЪϢ, ʵ½ǱҲôġ
ûչ˹ˣҲչˡ
ֻվδü, 歱جƵصһʹҡͷ, 併µľ㻬ߡ
½ǱüʰҪ¸ϡȴѪɫǳĴ΢΢˶۽ǻһӨˮ
е͵߽ţ˵ĺ, ģˡ
գ½Ǳ̾һīȥɣҹѿҹ
īһ, Щŵӣ
үҪҹ
½Ǳû, һۡ
īֵ̻̿ȥ
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͵½ǱΪڿ԰˯ʱ, ֿʼص
½Ǳۣ޿ضʶоŮ˱Ʒ衣
ôˣȻ֪死ڻ˯, ̲ס
......Һ.......
歵Ŀܿˮʪ½Ǳš
½ǱţͣЩ
ѧżŮСӣ歵ĺ󱳣ʾο
˵½С檶ۣŮˣ......˵˵ţִ
½Ǳüͷֱ壬ﰵľٴ
ǡǶ۸ң歼ҭ˵
½Ǳɿͷȷûյø˿
Ƕ˭ô۸ˣʵе正ƭĺӡ
歾ȻҲ㡣
ȻţëϹžӨΣָѪɫӣ΢΢ţߺߵԵׯϰ壬ĲңùζˣͷĽ˿ߣֻҪע⣬ȱ
½Ǳһ£ΪҪ˵Ϊ֮οĻˣģӻ꣬Ϊ˹ְλɱܡ
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ɺ޵ľ½ǱͻȻˣҧгݵ
½Ǳ......ôˣ
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½ǱԿǷۣûС檣ֲףֲݣ㻹أ
ѹ˵ʲôֻԹԵίţˣÿζǡ£ȥ'
½Ǳ......
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ϸһŷȷʵǴ鷿ȥ󣬾Ϳʼͬ˦ӵġ
½ǱؿһϣЩջ־Цֻ̾һͷƵ歵ķ
ûԼȴ۵üͷš.Ҫӡ
½ǱջһҪ죬ˣҹֵͬ˯ɾǸϽɿָ֣˸ĺ󱳣˯ˡ
ˣģˣպѵ֪ʲôȣ˳ǫ
½Ǳš
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ҹ˯̫࣬ˡ
Լ½Ǳȵϣӱ§ýʵʵģһʱҶ
ô......
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СŲӣ뿴½Ǳ˭֪һ½ǱҲˡ
ֲͣ
½Ǳ΢ۣЩ˯ʵӣѾ̽Ҫ歶ͷ
歵͵ӽһ½Ǳ֪ˡ
½Ǳջȥͬʱɿס歵ı۰
ڱŲŲӣͷȥ½Ǳ
뵽εǰ½Ǳŭ֪ûС
½ǱҲ
谵׵ԧУ˭Ҳû˵ŶԷ
Ƭ̺죬Щִٵؾűӡ
......Ҫڡ
½ǱȸĴѾӡĶͷϡ
סˣԼҪ˵ʲô
һܶݵǣһ롣
歾ã½Ǳʱᡣ
ˣˡ½Ǳ
Ƭʧ歵ͷһٿ½Ǳ̵ȴôֹס
ʱ½Ǳ͸ˡԼԺϰʱ䣬ȻȥѩСӣֻ߶ƽ뿴ȴûʱ俴顣ճʱҴȥ
ɽȴЩ붯š
½Ǳһֻ첲һֻŪ歵ĳ˿ֳƣָ仮һȥ歵С
歹˳ˣ῿࣬Լ֡
ô½ǱͻȻʡ
ҡҡͷᡣ
½Ǳ¶֮еı飬㡣
歲ΪʲôҪѧҲϲ
ϲˡ½ǱһƶŵĿ˵
ʱЩ
Ҫ㣬Զˮ֣Ҫȥ½Ǳֵ
Ҫң歾ֱӴӴﻹ˵ʲô
½Ǳ¶ûˡҲһ歵Ķͷõģء
ô˵ﻹŨŨĲõԤС
ӣĹ½Ǳĸ׵ʵ٣ǲõġţʱ־壬ɷ......
½ǱϣԼ¡
歼ˣҲҪ
½ǱһۣƺΪʲôҪ
.....ź㴩ϴѽС
½Ǳ˯İɣٶҪҡ
ƲƲ죬еί
һû㺦أ㵹Թ㡣
ůˣܲġ½Ǳ˵䣬Ѿ£ʡʱˡ
УԺȥģҪȺ˵ףת歾
ɭȻ䲻׺£̵ֻ......֪ˡ
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ȻеĴҽõҩֻʱ䣬ıҲܾȬֻǿ裬ܹµ߶ѣ
ŻܹĹǧ֮ᣬҲʹӵȰ󣬿ʼ׼ͨƾ֤뿪
ǰһҹУɽкХĲ֮硣
ۣɷԼЩɵĲԭĮ
ܳɹıƣǳԼΪɡɵͥаɳǣĵطĺֽСɡǳĸףû˻֡
Ϊӵ²ú˵գɣҮ
ҪˣһߴӰ롣
̧ͷ˶ʮͷͣïܣϰ
ô壬ӵ£֪ʣڿ
ҮŨüһ壬ǿŭǣԸ֣
ҲǡҡͷҪߣֻϲ㿴־ͽܳѪ˵ѪעҪ
ʱ⣬ȴ̫ޡٴμҮƽʱѾٺʼ˼
;ܹɡ
Ϊڰߡ
ҮЦһŰɣǵܿͻ̤ʱǵĸ㡣
ɫһ䣬ȰҪôСЩܳĹ۲죬߷ѾܳĴ󽫾һֶѵãǰȫͬն
Үѹֱ˦ųȥˡ


41 

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¶࣬Զ˵, Ҫڹд࣬ǰЩȴִҴҸϻ
ձǶ, Сꡱ˵ҲǸӣÿ궼Ҫڳֵ, 󳼼
ȻǰƷȺ͹磬λھ, һЩƾжŮӣҪɹͶ뻨ġ
˿鷿ŮϵĻӡ
ݣָһţԸ, ϼ䣬½С½Ľһ֡ٸһţдС, 歡
һԺŵŮ
ĸִҴ˽
ĸˣʡ
, ȥӭɡ˵
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, ӻγ÷ʹԺ, üϤݡ
·ʱ⵹صʮǰǸ˲䡣
ǳé®Сʿɽ, еĽ
ҶҶС......ڻš
ƺҶʺǺĺݾȾϳŪ֮ɫ
˶°̱ͣһߵǰžž˦⣬ǿĳѪ
ѣϵˮҲ˦ߵԻָ
Żζӣȴ֫Ա˨ϣá
Ҷ򣡡ţ׽Ҷ御Ǿˮˮ
御Ҷʺ˲ʧأȻǰ̫ϵıӣݺݳ¡
²ҽвѡ
ĸ󣡡᱾޶ԣĸ׷йŭ⣬ӱѪһϢһʱĻûʳȰ˳ˣ߹ȥȰס˽Ҷʺ
............ͣ϶Աڿڸ֮ݹѾ˸Ƶˡ
Ҷʺʮӳȥ˵
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·Цȿ޻ѿСṫ......
бһ£ȻΪҶҡΪ͵ķϣֻҪ㽫ʩĸϵаȥˣҿԱ֤㲻
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͹һŻˮӣ飬ɲǰͿϵİɫҩѾڻ˴ò
µĿѣŵ죺ô......
鲻αǡǡӡĵ׵ĵǣĸĹֲǹʦʩǸôأ
ṦҶʺⳤָհĽߵ˿֮С
ʹЦ񰧣ǱӦӦ๬ԩڿأҶڿأ
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ޥ˼и㡣
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½Ǳʱ磬һظˣûȥԼԺӡ
ɢ˷٣ھǰѿͨæӭ˹ȥ
˳ֽӹ½Ǳµ硣
ϱ˪¶ðʪֳ䣬歱ָ֪˲·
Ҳ֪ÿôôæºܶôĵ룬ԼһССӣ˰æҲҪο½Ǳأ
һʱЩǰˡ
½Ǳӵ˳֣ϸĽչڻţνƵĺ󱳡
......歱ĵһģ֪ô
½Ǳ˫ʵĶѥ正ոʲôˣ
룬صùңһСһˣ̫̫ǳ˷ûʲôˣĵ......
˵͵͵ȥ½ǱӦͨض˵ľͳػҡ
ȻûС
½Ǳ֣ߵߡ
½Ǳ֣歲뿪Ҫ½Ǳݰҡŵ
㡢ﰡ......߾վ
ǵ½Ǳ˵ܻӭ
òҪҲ䡣½Ǳ˵ǰһ¡
ŵֻͣյ÷ȭ¡
½Ǳ׽ס֣СƵģ
۰ֱüͷԹδ˰¡
ģ歶ߣ̵Ϣ˴歵Ķࡣ
歽żˣһűĹ
սսû¸ɣġ½Ǳ˼
黭ĥʱ䣿½Ǳʡ
ᵯ٣û壬û뻭˵ֱ׳
½ǱͷƵҧҧСٲѧɩ飬뻭ʱ򡣡
歱ȦڻȱţԼӰĸоҲָоֻǴ˿ȴʮĹ
Щܶ˵˼ԭ
½Ǳ½ϵƣңңҪģͲˡ
ǰ̫ԶǼǰ˸Ҷ½ǱҪ󣬲ܶԷŮȻֱӰѶԷͷ
ɴ˿̵ֻüð˵Ҳòãѧӣһ̡ٺǼ鷿ڼʱ׼԰в¥ʱȥ......
½ǱЦ£ҪΣӡ
Ļش𣬶½Ǳ˵ĵˡ
ҲչһЦ
һЦȻͬȫȻģʮĵ⣬Օiǡ
Ц½ǱҪ롣
˵úܣúܣ½Ǳ΢Ż˻ֻ㣬˫½Ǳļ磬ͬ˵
˵㻰ҪѧӣҰɣͼζ½Ǳļ磬ֶԷ˿̸Ϊ硣
ҲԸǲǹڹˣΪĺѧ֣˿ҽԿɡ
СʱھҲÿֻųԱӴůã˾ǣЩǮˣĽḧٴŮɡ
̫̫һѹٲһѺ٣ʱҲѧһѧû˽ֲ̣˼ԼϹ
½Ǳ˵Խӣֱ̫ˡ
ֻ̫õӿӦѧÿ죬ֺʵòˡ
ǲҪѵӣҪʲôģĶ̵ģֵϸ......ߴߴ˵ûꡣ
½ǱͷһξãС檣һҲ١
鷿Ǹ㣬ȥá½Ǳ˵
ģ歾ϲ½Ǳôôã
½Ǳͷϵ£ģûΡ
Ǳˣھȥɣ˵žҪվ
½Ǳ正ڻһQŵĻ㡣
Ϊ㣬᲻ֻ̫÷歴뿪
̫ˣɡ½Ǳ
һ̰ԹĹĵģҾ֪......
ţ֪ʲô½Ǳʡ
ҵľֻôһ㡣˵ţĴָʳָȻһ£Ҳɡ
ʲô½Ǳü
ֻЩ΢¶ЩͷɫƼˣǱ˺αװ¶ԭΡ
ū澲ִ֪磬ῴɫū......
死˵½Ǳһ̧ס
歺شסˣͬʱҲŤͷ㲻
½ǱԿǷʹѾߵŹѵϻ


42 
ҹ, ½ǱžҴϴ꣬һڴ˷, Ű׺ϸϸš
˯½Ǳֱӽӳ, ϡ
ƲƲ죬ϱ˽ȥ
ֽű䣬ѱֽŸ, е˼ÿ½Ǳ¯ȡůˡ
Ӻ, ŮõģԼô½Ǳ£Сʡ
ֻ˯Ҳû룬Ƥ͵ġ
׷ʣ͵ģ
š½ǱӦ
歰û˵, ½ǱҪ˯ˣĵĶúúŲǡҲҪԼ
½Ǳû
ǹôʡ
......½Ǳ, ͷ
ͻȻʶԼЩ, ̵Ҿ, ЪϢ, ٲˡ
㻹֪Լ룬½ǱĪЩЦ
Ұ͵, žš
һΪŵĺҲ²е߾
Ժʲôʱ, Ҳ𡣡½ǱͻȻôһ䡣
歵ʱˣһΪʲô
Ϊϲ½Ǳޱ
䣬ѣٲ˵
*
峿½ǱʱҲˡ½ǱҹĻÿ춼𣬱װ˯ӡ
½Ǳ桢¡Ȼ򴲱.....
ϤϢߡ
死Ӳﻢ¡
װ˯Ҿȥˡ½Ǳ˲ıǼ⣬Ż
ֻۣﰡ
磬ȥô½Ǳʡ
ԭ¶ء
Ȼȥ֪½ǱôģȥͿȥȥͲȥô
ģҪȥ½Ǳֱ˵
㻹ңᡣ
Լ˵ȥ½ǱԼе
ȥȥԼȥɣðѱһɣȥ
½ǱӲǰק˭˵Ҫȥ
......㲻ȥ歵û뵽
ѵ壬Ȼ㡣½Ǳ
歵ʱգ¹ײ½ʵôôͻȻ......
㡢ңͰͣЩš
ԣ㡣½ǱһЦ
......歵Ľߵʱɢ
һȥиɡϿҵؽ
ģⶳ˵ҪƮѩӡ
õԼϲԼˣΪʲôҪϱˣ
ѧúн½ǱСջ
ҲҪʲôҲϲ......޾ɡ
׼ÿ»ؼһΡ
Ҫʲô׼ǲǵñ·нôȿĦȭơ
½Ǳͷ
*
Ҫʱ½Ǳһ¡
ȥ԰ɡָָϵķСУǰ歸ġ
һ򲻰Щ㣬ֱ˵Ҫʱ뵽ϻһ仰歾㽫ܾĻʻضӡ
ʲô˵Ŵ򿪺ӡ
þµĵġģģţͻȻû
½Ǳûü˵Ʒզզ
٣Ѿ......
ɡ½Ǳеľᡣ
үƷһ˺죬Ҳ
޳ͷӦˡ
ƷۻŲŵĽ ޺ʵⶼЩɶ
Сư͵ģûжȥԼɡ½Ǳشֱ
Сư͵ģʵ⣬źϿ¿Ҳûҵʲô־Լİɣ
ġ½ǱȻ޵Ļ˼ѾƷŵǶѶˡ
ҵģʡ
ԣģȥɡ½Ǳ˸ĺһ˵꣬ͼŸߡ
˼ǣ㣬͸ˡ
ȴǣСư;Ȼˣ˽ĸ͸ֳζˣԵġ
ˣ½ǱƷ
ţˡװװװȹͷΡҪôƷʡ
ˣȥǡ½Ǳ˵
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ͬ߱߷ϣܾȥʣǡ
Ϊףһ·УƿҪǰڴһ̵ͨĹ˾
գԶ
ʱֵ£ɪǣ·ǡһС¥ǹЪס޵ĵ̡
ɱδҹ̣¶ޣ˿ƣǳúЪϢһټ·
иʮͷСǰǣ
ιЩõġ˵һССͯ
Сͯæţл
ɽǿջӭ͵Ĵֻխխһ࣬Ű嶼ʵʵŵסš
ǼҺڵꡣĵнս˼֡
˿ջãʮӣȴֻλˡһλŶñݵŮӣұλüĿӣʮͣɫװȲ
ҲѰ£˻Զ
СɳԷס꣬ȽϷֵһ档
ǵСʵ֣յӣԷġ
ô壿Сȥǰʵֹҵ꣬һĵ̽ˡ
͹֪˹ˣǲҽǣɽרŴ̶п͡ϸ»ܵһ°ߺüŮӡС̾ࡣ
ôҿŵꣿʡ
С˵䣬ٴŵŮҲ
ʲô취أҶˡͷȥģͷ˰𣡺ڹٸżҲɱѲӣǻ˲ðչ̶ǲԸˣҲҪԭȰôӣС˵Ž߰볤Ĩ˦ϣȥʳˡ
ɰ۲죬ͬС˵ʱŮҲãǾװӣ⣬֪ǲ֪ˡ
Сһռһ档
Щ۵˿ڣһ鼦⡣
⻹ûü£ƾԶŮͻȻʧɫˣˣ
ǣСԻҲ˳Ůķ⿴ȴֻտգԶɽࡣŮ͹˵ʲôأǣ
ܡŮ˵ժ˶ñɫЩ̼ȴȻƽ
ȫλԼĪʮСɫףǳ
Ŀһͣúÿλͬһͫɫƺˡ
Ƕ۾ǼĻϸҲʡ
٣ȴһζҲûСԶɽüС¹ۣƤǳǳһޣԼ
ɽҰ룬ŮУŻˣĪʲôֻɵģɲ롣
ԶԶŵĴҲվƣᡣ
͹ٱŻСˡС˵תعæˡ
Ůûּգһץϵİ˦ϣҪߡ
͹ôҪߣеûأСæ
ƨҪû˻ءŮǺ
һŤͷȥ漴Ȼ
Ⱥѻﾪ𣬿֦콻ʵһߣɳ
ˡȴȿڣأҪŶܵŮȥĿ˼̽Ѱ
ܲĵطôŮǣΣɺǺӻһ£Ͻǡ
䣬һѾϮǣ⧲ɫӶȻ󡣺һ𣬽Ƿڻ䡣
ǣξ긦طؿڡ
С椣ܰȷѾŸ죬첲϶̽
۵Сŵֽŷ˲ס̡
һЦŵС¶Ż
Сһƨڵϡ
Һԩ޳ҲûǮΪηҪ׷Ҳţǣοյ
Сˣ㲻ǻôԼһԲ֪ඣ˵ŹЦϰ̺
ԽԽҴӲԼ㡣ǣ棬ҿ㣬棬ӡ
СѾͷƬӻ˵ţȴЩ}ûţȥϴ˵ɡ
ǣλҪ˵ʲôȴʵζüѰŷǵСŵ˿ӡ
......ˡǣ̾˿ҺߣŹǰɡ
Ӵǣе˼ͷϵġЦǼǮƻﶼóȥѸͿԹˡ
ǶԶˣǮƸˣô·ǣüʡ
ͽһЦˣүүĵ·
ҺǻȥҲһȻˣҾ˶ϰɣɾǣ˵ţͳ
Ѿͷ㵽ô¶࣬ŭ
Һߣ˺ͶǱǣĿת
룬Щջӽˣպû̶Ӹҹǣųߵ㡣˵ã㣬ߣ 
ʱ󷢵ɽҲˣſջХš
ϸŶжʮüͷ𣬽סо᣺
ϻˣúܣڳ־Ůʮ֮˾ҪûǽһŮӽɽ°ȥȻѰŮӻһֱǵİΣ˵嵨ҲΪ
ѹǣγţ˽סϡ
һҧСܣжԶܶԶ
˵꺮гʣԾȥ
ȾƵ¶֮ɫŲߵǰԹۡ
ǣαţһϡΪԼδ£֪ĺȻͷһңĪ
ðڱָ㣬Ȼɫ䣬ŵصɴۣûУٵǽˣ
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ɽȴеĺöԸЩ
һɱŮϵӣ˻󣬶ɽֻʣվŵġ
һǿ˵ֻǰڣȫ˿˺Ѱ۵ܡ
ǣбһ˵òأ˿̼ģתʱȴ¶׹⣬и֮ʣѷɵ
⧲ýסҲڴˣεȥ
ӣڰǰŷİŮؽȴǣټô
ǧ֮正֮ʱһ٣ʼīֽ֭ϵȾһƬ
Сô
ƴգǣǵܵܳٳٲ飬شҪȥδѰأ
Ѱ˼֮ʣѿЦܹͨ
СƷСء
死عǽİɡ
ѿûüشīѾƷˡ
Щ......һƷǰĺӶѵа˸ߡ
īҪȥæ£Ʒɵطϡ
ǽ͸ġƷĵ½Ǳζöõأ
һͷˮ˵ȷʵЩģҲе㲻ƽ޹ʵأôණ
԰ɣǲϲٸǽȻԼڼһ·ܴü꣬Ƕﲻһ......ƷһӴߴߴ˵ţǵһīѿֱЦ
歽һһ˿üô˵·Ҳǽĳߴ簡
ǽġʵƷҲףΪʲôҪװر˵Ҫһɫֱ׺
ü˿Щ죬ƺҲһǸĵø״ʣµġƽʱżΪΪͼ㣬Żϡ
ոµѣɱǼϺ̫ˡ
꣬ͻȻ˲룬̲סЦɺ졣
ôС·ﲻôƷŵʡ½Ǳɻòô£Ҫǰ˹Ҫϻϼˡ
ûУҺϲɫᣬ紺棬˵ҺϲúллæЩ


43 
ʱ, ԼһѸɲϣϸ磬һȼ
ˣǣξϲ
šüͷӦһ, ЩΣ㲻״
ôص, ־......ǣЩ԰׵Ŀףӿδйĸо
СֵܡԻһˣɱ˸, ȻľŻ֦
ǰջλɫװӡ
ǡǣμɫæ͵
磿ǣ
͵Ҫ˵ʱ, òԶһүǣҰɣҪ......
ü߹ȥһ, Žһİӵѱߡ
˽Žвѡ
ɲ£ɵ, һ, ȫĳ, ֪Сֵγƺ
ɱ˵Լ, ɻʼᡣ
˵꣬ǣæ˵, ǣΡ
չò
ǣɬ־ͺá
ɶ˶٣ͷȴҲû˵
ֵĶȥʵ
ǡʵ
ǣ۾һ, ̫ˣҲҪȥʦǿһѽ
Ƕ·ϽУиӦҲá˵ĳȥǰ治ԶҪλֵСϳȲͬҪɽ̽飬ЩǣιȰȥˣѱµĽɽ׽סʻλ·϶ҪЩĪǸˡ
˵ǣɶ˶ӣͻȻԼϵ˿ڱǰܶˣȻ̽
ҰЩҩû벻Ҫ......ǣμæ͵
һ죬æл......лչ
ҵ˼ǣҩҵģȴæϵġǣεɻ졣
ɼƼˮСŮͶԵӣʶȤزȥšתǱŵʵİʵ֮ǰ·µģ
㡢ô֪......һʱ˺£Ȼԭȶ֮ɽΪܵġ
ٷϻһؿڡ
۵æػٰ򣺡ԭˮ󽫾µġ
Ŵ󣿡üʣǲתսôôܵ
Ǹյ½үĵ̣󲿶Ӿͱɢˣ󽫾Ҳ׽ȥʣЩ󷽲ӣ뱻׽ȥ͸ɢˡû뵽Ǳ߾ǵ񣬲Ϸջӭǣǲʳָ·йٱ׽ǣʵûа취ֻӣһ·ӵ......
ϵϸأƺ˼ʲô
½ұеøֵú
һߣǣʮһҪҪˮһ˿ڻ۲ۣһҪǸ
ɲ֪ǣθõʲôҩǴҽҩҪãѾˣʮָм
ǣһͬ˵Żһ֣ͨŻ⿾һ
ɼϺϰߵ㶼ˣ⿪ңóޥƤס
ȽϰɡһƤ֪ʱһӣǿԽԽ󣬱㽫׷һ档ѿڵһ淭ȥ޲һ¶档
ǣθмؽӹȥϡ
׷ÿãﻹ˶仨ءǣο޵ĩˣͻȻ뵽ʲô㣬Це㽩Ӳ˭ѽ
ʻʱҲתͷˣĿƳ봦ĺ컨ʱȻɫ䡣
һѽǣŵ˹ȥһֻŵؽ߬ţһֻϤȴİ廨ߴ
ǣαŵˣһ㵽
˲𳤽ڳơ
ȴ˶˵Ĵڰ㣬㡢㣬һ㣡
磬û°ɣǣ׳ŵӴ̽ͷСʡ
ֵܣɼҪȥץɵļ
ǣμˣϽңƺиһĶɿ
ʶԼŵˣæ͵һʱʧ̬ԲסǷģû衣ֻǼѰѾõĹ˵뷨̫ˡ
ˣ뷨ɻޥòŶ󰡣ôɵĹˡϲµҲ˵ĹԼĸ
ԣɻڼֵܣ˭ġ
áصһɵ顣
ãһ£侲ϸ˿Ƕ廨ȻʮȴҲܿ뷨е㲻ͬ
磬Ĺˣ......ɽŵÿڳݷɣе㺦£ǰ֮˱ǰ歵.....
̾˿͵۾λˣҵĽ㡣
һ£ԣ
磬ǲʲôᡣޥģʮꡣĸܶԵϣ......
һһĺӣȻץɵ֣ɶЩˡ
ǽˣҴģĵգĽᣬһϦƼ⿪⣬ɾؽϸ˵˳
һҲż漴һ
绹֪ĸѾȥ.......öʧ
ĸģҲھôô꣬һֱɲᣬæʵɻˣ
ɵͷأţ޸常ˡ常λˣƴֱŮ
̫ˣ̫......һ˵ţ޲̾ȥۡмҪ£غ˵ܷ.Ű취βܲҪֲٴطꡣ
磬òڸ֪ĸ......ǰ......
ʧãöʧ
󱯴ϲȻ֮䡣
һڿҶϣ˫ĿȻڵҹա
ƺһһΣЦ
ǣκɶһۣ˶Сĵ£չ𣬲˵
ãɲɤӿڣЩ꣬úô常ô
ţǺܶҼķޡǻŮõĹ
ңɿԾĻ棬뵽˶еů
ǱãǱ......૵ҲãǽöžˡЊǻţʮ˰.......
૵š
ȼңľʱʱɲûĻ
*
ȻƷ˻½ǱЩȥվͿʼ壬½Ǳòڽѹ֮һһꡣ
歵СԺʱʱѾˡ
Сþˣī½ǱˣϲɫŵӴߴһ䡣
һѿҲֱЦʲôϲһ㡣
½ǱüЩڴˡ
Ų߽ݣɨһȦȴӰ
ϴ壿ʣϴСȥ
歽Լ¹ǽڵļнǴһЦȻϽ̽Ӳ쿴½ǱȻǱԼóȣ׼󱳣һ¡
䣬ӻû½Ǳѽֽʵʵ׽סˡ
½Ǳת歵ĸ첲ͷתѹڱϣмӥסҲҶ
......ĵ
ôĵӰ½Ǳ˵ţȴûһ㲻õ˼
Ҫˣͬ㿪Ц歱Թ
½Ǳת˹ȴûɿֱ֡׺ľ正Ŀơ
ûʲôãȴ֪ΪΣ歴װʱӣִģ˶֪̫¥ңңһһҹΡ
ڣѾ˸ڻС
Ͳˡ
歲ҿСôװѽ
ÿ½Ǳ˵˶еơ
歲Ūң·ɿģʲôÿ.......
δ䣬½Ǳ͵ؽš
歱°ͣò̧ͷ˫ڻҡ
Ū½Ǳ§ӯһյøЩ׳Ӳӽġ
歱ʲôһ£üΪ½ǱǲʲôǶ˶ʱʱˡ
............ܵѪƵģͰ˵ʲô˵ʲô
ˣ½ǱЦˣƺķӦ
޴룬ӱܰƿĿ⡣
һ½Ǳ𣬺ܿ㱻ѹڽ֮ϡ
½Ǳʼȵأе.......ˮȫͬ
ȫֻ֪ߣȣıֱ̧ܽ𣬻½Ǳĺ󱳡
½ǱĶͷ۾Ǽ.......
ΨûĴ
½Ǳ̧ͷһʱƼ½ǱĿĴϣΪ½ǱҪˡ
½ǱҪ׵ȴ뵽ʲô㣬ԥͣ¡ƫƫֻ°ϡ
歵ıһ̣ۣܣܵ
½Ǳȴûһͬ˵ɢľһȥ´
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ӽû˵
ȥˡ½Ǳ˵䣬Ѿ´⿪
Ϊ死յشǰˮĹ
歲ûУҲûзûвԸôš
㴩⹴ңǲǣ½Ǳҧ°ʡ
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½Ǳüӣл
Ժ棬Ź׳ŵӺһ߶Žīҧгݵš
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44 
½Ǳüš, ƫûʲô취ֻýɿ
ѣ˵, 歱ۣ, ˯˰㡣
½ǱȻ֪û˯ֱ֪Ťʹˡ
ϵ¶ټ鷳Ҳ, ӦԣһĻĸıߡǰŮ, û˿ɽһؿڣŭǳ
֮˼ɣȫǱߵġһһ, ֣ƽΪ
úú֪˭ӡ
, ϲֻ
Ȼ, Ҳŭ֮롣
뷣, һЩĻͬ˵
*
½Ǳŭ, ȥ
ۣʶ
, 壬˿Լ
ңб, ײ࣬ʮһЦ
´ûʲô飬ֻӶһ·£ױ̨Լ½ʱѡ
*
ҹ룬Ҫȼ½Ǳûл
ߵǰҹոҲ䣬Ҫѩ㡣˸ϴӣ˫ۻȥˡӹýģȱۡ
һжܺãƽҲûкѹ
......
ǹãû˯ķۡ
½Ǳڸʲôںʢҹ̸£Ƿ绨ѩ£Ҳô
ҡҡͷԹֻᡢᣬǶʱһֻèһֻᡣ
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½ǱŻѩԺߡһ·ĺɫ裬ͻȻЩźý§ڻѩǡ
ƫҪͬĪƢ
½ǱʾѾǲҪҲط̣Լ첽߽ݣ£һزѩ
죬谵úܣԴ
δѣһҾףѩĴڴֽϣϸ΢졣
½Ǳǰ
ббţƺ˯òȣŨƯüëš
½ǱԽ֣üĳչƽֻڿҪ歼ʱ뵽Լմָ⻹⣬±ջ֡
½Ǳڴ£ʲôҲֻ˯е歡
㣬Ҫȡ֣սҵģҾͿԼ㣬㡣
š
ҲǱ˶ţ֪ûãӲһ£üø۾
½ǱĿͬϣΪ死ߺߵŲ˵Щ䳰ȷĻֻɴ˪
ǣ歶ûС
ųʱ˿ŵ½ǱĬһˡ
˵ʱܵͣˮûգû֣ȻҲûϲãֻһԼİˡ
½ǱĪͷһǰֲܵòӰ
šƵӦһ
ѩˡԶԶ͸Ĵ룬ӡ
½Ǳһʱ֪
ѩˡÿ϶Ŀ˵
ڴߣϵĴӣ˵
Ĭ͸״ķ½Ǳֿʼ
ĺľҪ歴קʸʱֿ:ѩˣҪô
Ҫ½Ǳشն޻ػء
ЦЦһɬá
˵
ģ˳ӡ
½ǱĻؿڣûɷйɢȥ
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ڣ̫̫ͷСҪȥи磬ټ±Ͼ̫̫밲
ȫݵļλүүС㣬˽Եˡ
½ҵĴү½ʦͬĸϡϹˣļΧ̫̫֣̫̫ϲЦտһײβĶү½ѧҲûȥ죬ͬԼ½ʦ̸Ź¡˵ļС檽ҲˣڽԶԶվţʱ̺
ԼСŮճǽѣһ½ݿӣʱʱس̽ӡ
ôӣһһ飿ϧ
ôء½Щɻһʱġ䲻˵ڼйأʵġ
ϧһЦСŮȥ棬Ȼѹյ˵СҲи׾ء
½ҡҡͷȴᡣ
ϧĲͬҡҡͷ䣬Ҳ˰ǰģôܰѳֵס˵ǶһܵñһڣֻҪڼңҹҹȥޡ㿴̫̫ڻЦֺֺǵģȻҲǲµˣȥˡ
䣬Ѿߴӣ½Ǳ˽
һˣ̫̫ӭ
½ǱȰֻ̫̫˵
أûһ̫̫俴˿ȷûں棬½Ǳ
......һ͹½ǱɫӲջ
ǰЩ̫̫밲鷿ȡ˶¶ˣ歾Ȼٳδ
ӿǴúܣ˦ɫˡ
ｿ󣬽ǴڵĺӣȵҲûʲôϹݰ˵
½Ǳɫѿ˼֡
½ݡСһΨ
½Ǳſʼ̫̫ɫأ˿̴ŲµֱŤˡ
ڰֵ˺ˣôѩסԶˣǲվ˵Ц֣ǵˣ
ˣͼӴףֻĲƽ꾫ҹҹ̫̫Ҳ˵Ƶƫ......
½ʦæ濪⣬½Ǳôһȥ︰硣
˵䣬ĴӺ˽
֪ΪΣû޷΢ңմŰ뻯ѩͦԲıǼⶳͨ죬΢΢Щ
½ǱüĿģ֡
歵ıһƵġ
歰Źأ̫̫
̫̫æ˷
⺢ӣô죬ô϶񣬴Ϸñⶳ......̫̫ۡ
·ϲСģп֦λˣ½Ѿˡ歵ͷЩ˼ؽ͵
绵ˣҲô½ǱʵȻ١
歺һϣȫӲЩԼĶ䡣
Ҳô......
ǰȴĻˡǰдʱ½ǱôһˤϥǴ˺ʱʱطʹʱ۵վЩû˵ˡ˵ˣ½ǱֻΪΪҽڡ
·ϣһʱˤһӣ类֦˲˵Ҳʯӿˡīŵطžϥ۵Ǿɼַȫûһģù͸
ϻϥǣȲ˿ѹ
˵̱˵Ļһ㡣
һʱ歡
ǿЦЦŬάſϣ½Ǳ̫̫ϴǼʧ񡣡
ֵ̫̫ؿһۣο歵úӣЪϢЪϢɣȱȲ衣
½ݿ˿磬ֿ˿正ȷǶǳˡƽ࣬ǼŮ죬㷸˴Ҳǲô˵ػġô正ûأ
л̫̫ĶҪȥͬƫһ
⡣½Ǳסָָߵλӡ
歽ŲסٿֻԶԶģԽԶԽã벻á
ûô½ǱٿʱƽϤȴ֪Ķŭˡ
һʱ䣬ڰ¶
½ݾִٵض˶ӣһسʹɫ
촽˲̫̫ʾ
̫̫ü˿½Ǳ֪һ緢ʲô裬СӶŵò֨
ȥɣһˣҲʲôҪϣؽ̫̫.歡
歵ͷӦߵ½ǱԱ£ͷĬȻ
˺һ˲ż˵˵ЦЦ
ů紺һɻ֮ȴѣۿᡣ
ˣˡ˵öԣ½ֻū澣
½Ǳתͷ̴δŭΪʲôѡ
歵ͷƣմޥӡ
ʱ۵ôƻѪɪͲ
ֻ֪û봩Ŵ硣
̫ˣ䲻ϡ死ص


45 
ޥվ, ϸķѩƮ䡣
歺ɶڣи塣ľҲһͳ, ˵Ҫͳ๫һȥݼĳλǰ̽
½ҹúô, ûк̳ӣɸµأ˵ѩǰͻ......
ޥ̾˿Щ
С㡣粴Ӷ᷿ų, ԺЦųʰһµޡ
ޥæЦҹ˯úôЩһΪۻ, úЪϢһ¡Ҳûʲô£ʲôԵģȥǡ
˵䣬籱˲ֽ˹Ȥ:
С˵ԽԽСˡ
ޥͷ, Цô
籵ͷС¿пգмʼǵôæöһ¡
ԭ歾ú籴ܸɣ, ֻڼвٳ, š޲Ը˴򽻵, Ҳûʲôͷ, ö˻˻ȥæ, ÿʮ컹ȥ½歱š
ĿŶСͺ籽ݣЦܵԺֱֽѩȴҪҪȥҽԪ
ҴҪŹ, Ҫһôޡ
һۣҿû顣
粲ԣôˣ
޳Цһ£»֪ΣǸƽĽãȴˡ
һ㶣Ƭ֮¶ŭɫ⻰ʲô˼˭أ
˭ٻѶˣұ˵˭ЦһƵƳһūǵ粣Ťͷˡ
վԭأ־ŭؿ
ԭЩϲޣӸ߹󣬵ū澻СӣﰵƲѾߡദĶⳤģвƽҲǨ͡
û룬˵ĻС㶼ˡ
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ôˣǧιʡ
ǧͷѩˡ
˵꣬Ҳܵϸ΢Ƥϡ
£·ͬ
ɶɵֵܣڴ˴ֱɡ£ұȥǡ
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Ҳǣѩ¶̫ˣЩ·ǰЪŵĵطɶ
磬Ұһ԰ɡǧͻȻ˵
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Ƭ֮ǧۣŵվ
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ȻʧɫЩŵǧΣŵлݵǧιնδⷬܣպĪ¶
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死ݺ󣬻װƵҲûֻͿ˵ҩ
½ǱվĽŲȥ
歸ܵ½ǱעӵĿ⣬뿴
ū澻ˣԳôӣûʲô顣
½Ǳû˵ȴϷŵϣ۵ýġĩˣӲƵض˵ǰҲϡ
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˱һͲ㣬εߡ
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һλὫ٣ǣ½Ǳĺԣ˳һ֡ƷںˣæһƥСǣ˳
Լˣ̼˻һ˦˦ףȴ˰
һ̬ûƵģһİߵƥֺߵСĸߡ
ͷ
˳Ư˵ġ½ǱСԴ˵
СȻЩܣѾ񷽲ôˡ
ھôЩΪѣԸ½Ǳʾģʵ
Ʒǣţ˵طٽ㡣½ǱƺЩɫǰࡣ
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ҵƽʱñġ½Ǳ˵СҫԼİ֮㡣歵֣ԹͿ֬Ƥë
歶ƥ˽⣬Ȼ½Ǳλʿ顣
ƺԣǰؿ۽֫޳ܵӡֻƥͨںڵĴɫë֮ϸ΢ġĻҰɫƬɫɲ飬һǳ˲һ㡣
ԽԽ׺ˡ
ǵ½Ǳø⿪˵һΣһ𡣡ʱԥһ£ָָƷǣС绹ƥСװɡ
½Ǳͺһһһ㶡
ͨ԰㣬Ƶģ˦Դֱǰ㡣ȴ½Ǳһò
С̫Сˣܸѹſ½Ǳ˵
歶ȻҪһһ仰½Ǳ˵죬Ĭ½Ǳ
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½Ǳڳнֵδܵù졣˳źû˹˼ɣޣɳ硣ֻԶԶţҴŽСˡ֡
˿̱ȡ֡正ߵҪ³
磬̹̾ǣѩ棬òʹ½Ǳꡣ
½Ǳһֻһǣڻѩв¶δĳЦݡ
һׯ԰½Ǳ֣
ڴһ˵Ⱥ򣬼½ǱˣæĴľդǡ½Ǳ룬Ҳܼģڡ
歴ڴֻ֫۷Ρ
½ǱӺ濴ͨС䣬ЩۡĴȣ歵Ķ䣬ůůرܿˡ
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ƽĿΧרΪ׼ƵġԻֲϺɫΩѩף庮ˡ
½Ǳٲɱת正֦Ҷ
أ歺ƽҲɵرѩɫɽ
ֻǣɫȻƵģ˲
½ǱȥȻ֡
ɡ˵
歲ָӲͷƤԼ
˭֪ȶһҲûµһʱҪˤ½Ǳһѽ˽סڻ
лū澿Լˡ
½ǱԿǷʹ֪Լ϶ŭ˽ʵʵˡһʱ֪˵ʲôãǸȻǲܵǸģңдҲȡֲ֮
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ҲǣҲǣֲ½Ǳ˵ԭأޡ
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ȴһƴˡ
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У˵ұ㡣
歾ŭԲ۾½Ǳʲôʱ޳ֺƤˡ
㣬û֮ǰ½ǱŻͰιǡ
쵰úݺݴĺ󱳣Ӿ.....
û˵꣬ѱ½Ǳְס䱳
歽մȱ½Ǳ׾ٵط̵ֿͦβĵĹ۾ͤȥ
󱳽歵ǰţȼţ½ǱЩԳƫ死ںֶ̧һƴƨϡ
ʵ㡣
歷·ܴ裬û˵Сﶼû
˻½Ǳƺһ
ԭͷһںݺҧϡ
㣬½ǱЩգûʲô취Ҫҧô
δ޳ˣֻܰ޺ɿݹء
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½Ǳˮ֮ϵĳȣĴܷɽСͤ
˷£ɫͷ
½ǱЩԽȻʦƻ
˫ְס歵ļ򣬽Ų˸Զĺɽɫ
ÿôվţͷ
歺ɿĵÿǺÿڶ㵲סˡ
ÿҲѿܻ࣬ص
½Ǳе˵ӣȻ歶÷׵Сһ£ڿ˵正Ҫˡ
ѩ֪ʱƮ紵÷ңһҵ顣
вɣˣҪƿ֪½ǱǹŪë


46 
½Ǳ᲻Ը, ȴû뵽죬˵в
½ǱֱҪЦˣֻû, 歵ȿˡ
أͷ, ۾䣬°ͣźεļЦ⡣
, ǽְֺޣ½ǱЩΡ
û˵, ɴֱӸͶס
⧲ഥȻ۾δ˵ĳ֮Ϥɺ첻ʡ
ɵɵ۾½Ǳֽϡ
ͷһױ, ֻ˰˲ͿʼѭƷФѾõСڡ
ֻôĦһֿ¡û, ͷߵض, Եء歵ʱ, м֮
½Ǳϵһ˲, 歱֪Լˡϲ½Ǳˡ
ﻹǻί, ɽһףȫƶˡⲻϲ, ʲôأûӲƭԼ
ɿʵ֭ң½Ǳú󲻽ᷳԽԽȤҪ正ִ˲ƣ.ŪıݣСࡣ
ܲ˵شؿڣδɿ֡
*
歷죬ںʿһ˿֪ģ½ǱġȻ˽ڻ϶ɵġ
㲻ỻô½ǱƤÿԣȻ˼Ц
˿歲ƽЩͣ˫Ŀ죬ʵΪʲôҪң
½ǱЦ⣬Ϊ롣
ʲôƨɣ
ҧҧʣ첻Ը⣬ˣȻǸˣֻƾ𡣡
˵գиѹ
½Ǳһ㶡
ġľԴѾЩϣҪ׿ڸ֪ͲµΪʲôͬˡ
Σ۱⻹С᲻ùҲᷳ
һأѧˡ歵ļ򣬶췢İϿҵҲ㣬롣
ʲô......歱֣صءؿţһʱҪʲô
Ҿ㲻Ըһֱû㡣½Ǳѵ̹һأǰãаʱ㣬һӣǿסˡ
歾ȵ۾á
вգſǻڣ޺޴
½Ǳץס֣Ըſ
ӯڽ޵正һΡλ顣
տ޳
쵰ԴԹԼŰƵĺ˼룬ʱ顣
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䣬ִһޣʱŪϴᣬˮ鶼Ҫˡ
æȥӣһԼڵû
ӣûдоҪˣЩֻ½Ǳ
½ǱҡҡͷûС
½Ǳ۾գգĵǿҳأǸӻֹסص
ˣ½ǱԼԽޣԽס
.......ǷӰɣҲҪˣƵؿ޵
½ǱôʱɰˣдӨı鶼ɰû˵
ԼһǣɾӣʣҪߩߩô
ֻ˶ңȵǰˤĽų컹Ҫˡҭҡͷһ仰˵޲ȥ
½ǱǿޣͻȻЩסʲôоˡȥ飬ЩЩܵر֤ҪޣԺ㲻Ը⣬ˡ
ûɵӸ֪Ϊʲôޡ
һѾ½Ǳڣ½ǱЩ⣬ΪҪʩйߣֻüʲôҲû˵׼ӭС檵ġȭ
ȴû뵽歳ӽͷѹͣȥ
½Ǳ˲ʧֻǵԼǻǿҵز£սɱʱûҪҡ
ۣŽĸζ˫ۻ歵ĺ󱳰.ţҪ§ڻΪ
ȴû뵽һʹ歺ݺҧһڣֱҧ˶Ѫζɿݡ
ǽڶαҧ½ǱüһȻҧѪ١
㡭½Ǳ˵Щʲôȴ˵ʲôֻ԰㽫Ѫֲȥ
һΣ̧Ĩȥᣬڿ޹ˡ
½Ǳʱŷ֣ԭϾĲ֪ʱһ˿ڣ˿ڲ̶ֻһȴú
ôˣһ׽ס歵֣ŭ
ȴûʣֻһһһңҷҾҲˡ
Ҳ֪˵½ǱھԼ
½Ǳ˿ڣʣˤˣ
ǰ㣡û˵¹ȥˣҪԲߵ㣡
ô½Ǳһ뵽˿ڼ̣иΡ
Ӳۣʯͷ⣬˺öѪ´ڵļѪ⣬Ǽɻ䣬ֲ˵ֻѩˮ˲ͼҴҸϹȥ㻹ң˵Ҳˣ
......½Ǳ˵
䵭¶ûڵɫЩǳȴߣҲҲ㻹ƫҪҵϥ۵̧ϴαˤģ²ѩôһˣԺˡ̱......
˵ɵ½ǱͻȻ
һŭ㻹ң
㣬㲻µġ½Ǳأȴϧᴥ歵ϥǣһôǰ
ⲻ鲻ԸӦһıǽŷһʣ½ǱٵÿģͷϴǸȴ½ǱˣЩˡ
½Ǳ̾˿վС
ʻûأҪƿ
ȴ½Ǳõͳģ˵Ҵˡ
歵ֹסˣȴûԼԤĵ泩͵Щѹ
Ҵˡ½Ǳ˵һ顣Ǹ׷ҪǸҲҪһףȽ歵ëպʵǣı歵ˣһĻԸ˵
»ء歷÷綼ûôˡ죬̧ͷװͰ͵ؾ
½Ǳǻ﷢Ц˵԰Сʱסģ߰ɡ
һҪѧôʵ
Źˡ½Ǳ˵ʵ᲻ǽڣˡ
¶Ц⡣
Ȼô˵ġ½Ǳ˵˵ţ
ڲôˡ˵
½ǱҪ
ãˣһ߰ɡæܾˣʲôˣ̫ˡ
½Ǳ֪뵽ʲô΢Ҳǿ߰ɡ
*
԰ӲסӣּСźĻѩӡ
˵Ҫģ½Ǳֲ˵ˣ°㣬̨ͤ
ֻڣʶ
ۿҪӣԶ¥Ѿңңˣ½ǱͻȻͣ½Ų歡
ʵ¶ǣ歵ʱգִٲ࿪
½Ǳ˵һ˫˺ϱôֵϣ歱޿ˣֻȳǡ
Ϊ½ǱǸɿһЩʱĸоϴθǿҡ
Ծۣ½ǱĲӡ²֪ؼֻʣ½Ǳ˰㡣
½Ǳʳ֪ζ֪Ҳ츳ǰûŮˣӾʦ֪ͨʱʱأ˱ҧֱŪܲסģŴδɿ
*
Ȼǵ̶һ½Ǳ˶ٴˣ԰ʱбײˡԭ԰½̫̫ҵģ½ǱСʱڴסѡ޲ڸӰԼˣ½Ǳͬ˼Ҵк˾һᡣ
ֱ˹һظ½ǱȻɫ죬ڼ۵תͷͬǡֻҲʹҲʹ޿̣ܻҪͬƴ½ǱЦŷŹֻûʱֿʼĶ󡢲ϸ׵Ƥһۡ
Ҫϻȥ̫̫ţ˻ص½ʱɫлš
½Ǳϱ֪黹أ歾һӺ½ӡܼң͵͵½Ǳ
歽ͷ͵òٵˣ˫ʹûվӣҲ֪˿̶ȻģªЦ
½ǱҲûõȥ´ǰҧˣֻССһ˿ڣһ죬˿ڸձպֱ俪˿Ҳţſɡ
ȻƤ񣬺⣬ɰŸ߸ϵưף˿°歴ͬ
˦˦βƵ˻һ˸ǣȥˡ̶һ죬̫ࡣ
߰ɡ½Ǳ׽ס歵֣ߡ
û뵽ϴճޡ
磬ϲ
Ͷ½Ǳ̧죬ʵ
ڣ½ҶҪͺģ½Ǳǰ͹ˣޡ
ǰҲûʲô⣬Ҷ鷳ƫ˵񲻿ɷϣ.......ͻȻסˣض歡
歲ܣ˵Ĺ˶ѣû뵽ͽ޿ˡǻæְͷ£λûŵᶽܷŹ
ô£ָָ־ȣйˣ
ôﻹںţ˿ûע⵽½ǱȻµ


47 
ͣѩ, չá
޿˿ܱѿյĵĺӣԼòȥǳһˡ
ҽֵѹ, ؿ¶, Ȼ֪
ʱѴ껭ߣȺСҲû, ֻһһŹ˵עĿָ㡣
ԼôǾǧŮ, װһ£ððȻСưͣϢ֪ٹҪ顣סûժߣĬĬ۹⡣
߹һ·, ԶԶ㿴̵ӡ
ԽԽеǰֲ㿴СưͶԼİĽǰЩӣԨ͵ġô, ԼԵĿζ, ֡
, ʵҲܹСưֿ͡, ڲֺã, ٸλˣмŮֵܵסأ
ֻϧ֮δ, ֻ£ĶŮ鳤οֻСư͵СŮ֮鶼ûС仨⣬ˮ飬Ҳֻ취Сư֪Ѷˡ
ڴ֮ǰǿһŮ˼̽Щ·
޴⣬һģֱߡû˿ݣû彣⻻˰ȡ
ͻȻͣסǳǰͣʮ졣
˼ĹһˣȻװһ۾ϳ½ݡ
½̿˼ۣƺЩԥӣջǺС˴Ѿһ˽̵Ϸ¥
üһѾͷڻҶܳϷءֱҡͷԽᶨǱҲȢ½ݡ
½ݽϷ¥޲żǰߣû߼ƵʲôӰ
ԭԶӭһˣһۣЦѣɧ˵ûӵǽԭ˭
ۼŽԭҲϷ¥°ͣԼʲô˲ܡҪ֪ԭǺ˵岻ʣݲġ
ЦŽһλСͳţü˿ǰߣֹӣŤͷȥˡ
С㣬ȥ¥ϰæһȥޥ˵иˣ̬ģСĵ㡣ҪǸҽͽ˺ȥ
ޥӶϵļ̽ͷЦ֪ˡ
*
֪̲ѣȴ֪пŶýиӺһ߽ȥʱûʲôԾ
ţ˽»ӣһ¥ûʲôˣֻޥһڼǰдʲôͷһɣһ뻽ޥע⡣
ޥȻͷбʲᣬϲس
е⣬е᣺Сưжϲѽ߻һ۳
ޥֱض˵壡ôпչ
˵գȻŮק˵ӷҪ
ʱޥָָſڵӣǸӲӴпͣӿȥɡ
޵߻ҪӲ
Ӵпͣô˸߲ߣ
תһŶ˭أԭԪסԪǾ׸õĶ֣ǼѲ˾ͷͷ⼸ûٴ򽻵Ĵ̵ܶһӡ
ɥݼôôܵСˣ
ԭСưͶϲ˾סջԽԽһժߣŭضޥ˵ң
Ԫױ;˴ߣμɣһԭޣüͷøˡ
ޥͷΪѵˣʲôô
޺ߺһԱ˵ѣñ飬Ҫ׽ʣ
ûаޥʱˡ
㻹ҵһȣǲưͣǲǵͷˣ׵
ޥɵˡ
*
ʼƿӿ˿ȻѾߵɽ·ߣܼʼŮ֮ءˮˡ
̽̽ӣǰ½ǱԷߴýıӰ԰һЩ
ֻǵӣֿʼĴ½ˣ᲻ᱻ......
֮ǰ̫̫޵ظ½檣ҽ֢أܲɫ̫̫ǶȥһҲλšΡ
ûͣڲţ½ǱͻȻһԾײӣŵùǺ
ôˣЩµΪʲô¡
½Ǳ¡
ûʲô˵ǲſˡ
ò
½Ǳ׽ס֣
ʲôѽ.......ֻѹԹһ㡣
½ǱɲЩ歲òϣʵʵ§ס
歴һ£徻أɱ......
ûء½ǱΪ⣬˵գѹĺȥ
......歱Ū˸ɫߵˮ
֮ǰǸ˾ӣ䵭Գ֣Ůɫͬô죬һֱû֪Դ׹ͺ¶βͣûаǰ䵭ӡ
ǰǱı۰§ţ˻ȡůܰȴЩֵֹƣҲŵԽԽ֡ƫֲ˵ʲôֻҪ¶㲻ֻɬ˼ᱻţȸ״˵˯ʵӲҪϲ䡣
歳Լη˯źǲԾǣǰôʱƶڣͱϰɣѹǽˣȱֿţֻƨ.......ǣһԡʱͻȻԼؿһǺ.......
Ȼȥ֪ʲôɫ½ǱѣǵЦ֪ͨ˵
歱˵ǰ;ã½Ǳˣõʱ˳⣬õʱأͷԡڲŷ֣Ů֮Ҳ
½Ǳȴӵؽ㲻Ըô
ͻȻЩ꣬õʲôŵһ歾Щ֣ѵҲΪҪ½˶еô
......ԥԥ
ǲԸ⣬ֻǺ£ս½ʱҪ¡սʱżѾ檣ҪҲӦõģûҪܾǻòʧڣ֪Լб˼ˣѾϲˡԸģǣ˵Ľֱ˵ԤСǹܹҪȢ޵ģʱָôأ
ӽǽˡޣ뿪ָжѹ
歳½ǱЩʧɿ֡
ͷ꣬뽫˷£Ըȥ͸ȴקסˡ
ֱϸ۵ָĦӢüۣͷϵһ£˵Ըġ
½ǱȵţüؿڣЩİĸо
ôˣ死Ϊæʵ
½ǱûЦ۾ȴܸܵĸˡ
ľ䣺Ӱɡ
СʱӣòкŮһɰˣȴûע⵽ЩӲӡ
ԣһѺӰɡָĿھ


48 
歸½Ǳ, ͷ߽ʱɲʧɫ
дɱ䣬ˮĥשˤ÷顣ʲô֮, Ӳɳˣֱαϡ
歱̶֮һ, ̧ͷȥ
ʱȫĳࡣһ˱۾, ʱ֮ɫ
£½Ǳʮ, ȴᣬһò
ȻλݵĶ͢İƽ
ʱȻƯ, 롣͵͵ۣŹͷ£½Ǳ档
½Ǳų׶Щ歲²⡣ĸߴ, , Ӳ, 뽿Сĸ׽ȻͬüĿǹһɰ, һޡ
½Ǳһ仰û˵ݹ¡
صƬ, ԥҲҪŹ¡
½ǱԵĵ棬һ, Ӧͷһ𣬾֮˫ϥ
ЩСȻ۵ףüø
ǡЦһ֮ⲻԶ
ʵʵţ̧ͷ
ֻûˣΨԼӷѣԼҪС̫̫Ƶã
ǶԼϵġ½Ǳ˵ƽȻȴһη
˵歶һ¡
ѽãЦԭݱŤĺöӣҾͲ㣡
𾪵̧ͷŵô˵Ļ½Ǳöİ.......
歲ȥ½Ǳֹסۡ
½ǱۣɫЩʹ࣬ȴǲԹޣΨΡ
㣬պȢޣô죿ʵ
⻰ʵú޵СкɣѰС֮ң檱ǳ£ο½ҡ
ʵģȴǡ
歾ԼͻȻϽ̼ܣ½ǱĻشǶо£һ˿ڼ
Ӳ˼½Ǳü
ϲɣ˵ȻЩ裬½Ǳı֪ĵģȢޣߣķԴѧ㸸׳檣ô
һҶݲµŮˣҲȢ½ǱĸԽˣҲ˳ء
歵ûб飬ֱֱˤҲЩۡ
ƺ½ǱĻش̼ˣֱۡϸؿھҵţͻȻ˯جС
歿ź£קק½Ǳ䡣
ߣ͵ۣ
ָָ正
½ǱɫЩʹ࣬ƣϢˡ
žһֺֿ˦½Ǳϡ
歾г
ΪҷأѵúܡջӣŸ߹Ҳһ㣬ߣҪΪһĸô
֮ǰܵĳ֪½˲ʲôɫȴû뵽һ仰û˵ԷҪϳ½......
ҲߵģҲǼ澣½ǱԳָӡȴƺС
ҵŮˡ־䣬
˵ʲôû֪ܣ
˵ҵŮˣûܸߣ˭ס̫̫С½Ǳ˵վƣ룬ûб£ӱȸˣ̽
˵⻰ʱվڽ£İҪ
½Ǳ㲻۾ûգһ¡һЩúֵá
ǰƵû
ΪˣֻˣΪ׽סˡ
һʱ嶯˼Ӧ󣬵ʱͷƤ飬ĸ׽ѵӣ쾭壬ȻĸдҲûʸֵģοֻһͷ̧С檡
½Ǳ޶˵İƣҲ½Ǳ˵Ʋۣǡʵ̫ˣ
ˣʹ˵˷Ҳ롣
ˣûжʲô飬Ҳ֪ʥ֮ԣ̶ɱν֮Űӳν֮Ƿӣ˺ιʼʩŰʩԼƽȴԿƲס
£á
ˣ㲻Ҫ˵......½ǱԼﱻö£ķң歱죬Ҫͳִ
죡ŭͷ޷ޣ½Ǳͷֺãҧ
½Ǳ......
Уǽĸף̫̫ĸסªҲӦ̫̫븮ֽ檣Լȴ̫̫˼ϼߣĵ
㡢˵裬ͻȻǰһѾס歵Ķ䣬ʼͷ
еͬ˵ȴ򲻸ͬεģֻһ߽һ
½Ǳ歽еңҲ˲࣬һȥקӵм䡣
㣡ΪҶ!ŵĿͨ졣ԼΪˣ˿ȴԹӣŪ歾Щ̡
ƯҲ᲻ŷʹͷƤ롣
½Ǳû˵ֻҪСط
񾹵һðҵū澶ôʲôҵʲô
½ǱޣǺ˼ҵŮǼū澣ʱҲδǼһǮơʹӰɡ
̧ͷ涵һۣ½ǱΪȥˡ
ȻֱɫʮƿƭңúݵģΪǸĸ......
.......½Ǳһͷʹ֪־壬˸׺
Сģ歾һ
в֪ʱ˸˫ֱֱ½Ǳȥ
½ǱȫԶ㿪ֱֻһǽϻһѪۡ
Ѫει䣬ߣѶ¡
ۼˣ־ȥѹѪͣ˿ڡ
ҲǽˤҲµĴĿѪָǣɫҰף쿴˿ӣֿ˿Լ֡
Ԩﲻ......ôˣʹ־ҡͷǰ½Ǳ˿ڣȴûС
û£Сѡ½Ǳο
ֻǽһС½Ǳ·Сҵһ㣬ʲôίûˣֻﻹϵӡ
ҡ......ǿȥȥҪˣԺң˵꣬ӽ˳ȥ
*
歸½Ǳ˿ҩðײϸ²ãһСµĽᣬģᡣ½ǱǶ˶̲סЦˡ
歲ؿ˿ֵ㻹Ц
½Ǳ׽ס֣ʮָۡ
Щȣʶ϶ŲҲˣҲЦ
ֺô𣿡½Ǳ˵Ż⿪
öˣлҩ歽ֳ˻ڡ
½Ǳҡҡͷû˵
ദվãԷƢԣҲϰʱĬԣЪԻ½ǱĬṦҲʰ
½ǱǰĴ㣬ҪСסһյģ歴Щϴ½Ǳ˵½⼸նȻԸټվֱɽظ
歽óʲҪʰ
յŰϵ½Ǳӱס
......歽ŵʣʱֵ磬žأ½ǱڼǰȻ
½Ǳأֻû̽
ˡ˵
歾ЩЦԭôô
ôίұΪᷢƢġ
㶣̾һתḧ˸ڷǰʧȴһ𷣶ûܣûʲôίġ
½Ǳī
һ˵ֻǣΪǣΪۡ
ûѣ⻰ֱ˵ȴǳĻơԭӣ˵İԳ½Ǳ˵ҲԸϵġ
½ǱĻһֱͷ
Ȣޣô죿
ǰ½ǱȢޣָô졣
ԴףС
˵öԣҪ棬Ҫ½ǱϲҪ½ǱֻϲһˣҲֻһˣ廹
ԸҪ
ڽ뿪½ǱȴҲãģԸ⡣Ѿᣬıӻİı׾
ԣзԼȡһ°ɣþֶܽܵΣ½Ǳϲһ㣬½ǱĳһͰ벻أ
аתǧأ½ǱȴһԲƺļľٶ޶ԡ
歵ȲĻظĵʱ˰أֺ߳ڣͷ½Ǳг
½Ǳסļķ
ҪΪѹ˵ԭġܿ㲻Ҫƽϡ
šӦһﻹе㲻½ǱƽӦܲ⡣
ģҲ۸ġ½Ǳŵ
֪ˡ˵
½Ǳͷ˵߰ɣҴȥط


49 
ӻͣ¡
ˡ½Ǳ, Գ˵
ÿƷ
½Ǳ׽ֵת, 
歲֪ںδ, ֱֻܷˮֳһµ·ӦȺ͵ĳɽ롣
Ҳ, ֻ½ǱŲ
ûʱ˱ߵһµĻ¡
½Ǳ̧ȱҪȥ, ȴе㺦¡䲻ȴǼͷ֮ɽĹȡ
Ҫұ㣿½Ǳʡ
áȹСĸȥˡ
½Ǳͣ½ŲͻȻ˷
˳ָķȥ, ԭɽ´Ȼһݣ⿪Ӱ㡣
֮ǰ歺ʡ
СʱΣ½Ǳ˵ǰݵĿѨߣºȷֵ, ǼѰŻ˴˷򡣡
......º, ô, С, һ䡣ҲĳλССɣ, ԼѾǰЩǰζˡ
õֵܡ½Ǳǻ£ɫ
һ£漴ʧЦ˵, ˣ֪Ƿġ
Ҳᡣ½ǱҲЦˣºһĸͬ׸硣
ôһ˵̸УȷʵλֳġЩģǵ֡
һɣ̫Ϳɽˡ½Ǳ£.¶ϡ
Ϊлᣬ¡˲ţ㽫Ƚţȹ£ϡ
ôԶ½Ǳһȣһչţģ
üһΪβԼ㣿
½Ǳһϣ.......
£ô
ȹӳ붯ˡֱ׳úܣͷ½Ǳü
Ƭ֮½ǱһԸŲˡ
ס죬סǵĻȡ
ȻӲ½Ǳķۣеڣ־Ը̫Ůˡ
ûҲ
ˣеۣܿŽô½ǱӲı۰ϣСʡ
½Ǳ˲̹ˡ
ߣý벻ңֺαС¡
׼㿿һᡣֵ
סЦ⣬Դϣ½Ǳֱۣ
ʱĺɫջԲʾͷϼ
Ⱥɽһ棬ѹĻҶδ㣬ɫϦȾɽĳӣɽ͵......
½ǱĬȻʳ
歲ã½ǱҲʱỶɫȡ
ЩĻţ
ʲôأ
歲ϲ½Ǳ޴֪Ҳ޷
˵ĸΪôã˸ͷ뻽½Ǳ
½Ǳ񱻾Ѱ㣬ع
֫Ѫȥɱҽʧ.....
ǰֻ歵ľɫգͷüǵǡ
½Ǳ˿üĽ¡
ֻǹҺޡȷѪ......һһУԶԶûϢ
ǰ͵ϮҪ½Ǳֻ﷢࣬ºʮգѳ
歺޲ðԼͷҧ
......ˣһλΪĽһ֪
㡣½ǱƽǼ꣬ʿ֪ҪϡʧְºӳԹ󣬴ЩҲû͢Դ׷ĳ̶ȡ
ھ˸У˵ˡ
½Ǳͷ˵ɽǰǺꪹأҾǴǳرϵġײԸΪֻ͢ˡϵû̫档ɱƺӣ͢ûŵݸҡ
ͷأԸ֪ǳһ仰Ҳ岻ϡ
ǰ߿սŸʵۣȻıٳٲ֧ԮǾغö·С½Ǳ˶٣¶Цݣպˡ
˵븸ľԽȻͬ
ʱ룬˷սȥҲκˣֻǶԲסҸףдҶĵ֡²ҶҪն¹ʵۺҶͷ­֮š
û˵Ľ˽֪᲻öӣս֮Ԯսֻʳ½Ǳ˳ù֮ΣͼıλȨ顣
ŵˡ½Ǳ˸Щյ
ҡҡͷ֣ᶨģԵġ
½ǱͻȻסˣȻʹȴûг
˺һ½ǱŻɿ֣תС׹ʣϲĸ
歺֪ôͻȻôֵ⣬شõԥ
˵գɶԵôһǸ⡣ȻһǸǲԶҡд𰸵ġ
Ϊʲôôʣ歺ĩͻȻ뵽ʲô㣬ֱ塣
½Ǳһֻۣ֪ǷֻһСƫġ
ƫģ룬ҵǾãûвƫĵˣĸСҲ
㶨ϲүһЩ漴Ц˵
š½ǱɽзӶĲӥ
ҲϾ.......æֹס˵ȥ
½ǱһʱͬԶʧ仰̫û˼ˣ˵ȫȻӣܿ£ҲΣա
δ½Ǳҡҡͷǵģû֮ǰұôƫġСʱҺھǣսһΡݺͳ͢ٹǡһϲס
üͷֱ塣
һ죬׿Źҡ˵ǣ˱Ůˣ˺ӡдŸףǡ
.......ǲûӦСʵ
ǰʱʮˣΧ˽ԿۣȴԼĸĵʱŭ򡣡
үãô˵ˣ ɻ½Ǳ˵˱Ů˿ʼ㲻Ծƫ½ˡ
ô򵥡½Ǳ˵ţĸ֮ŮϻʵΪҸףǿиǴͻ顣Գʮ֮ǰû뿪ǣһһ˼ӡ
һ̾ˡ
ʡ½Ǳ븸׶ȻΪ˱ҺĸףŹ檣ʢλﲢţʱԼΪȣ˵ػ
˵ֻѡһҪôգҵҪô͵ûӡ½Ǳ˵ţ¶εɫҲǴ¿֪˵Ҫײ
˵ʲôѽʡ
ž½ԣİɡ½Ǳ̾˿
Ƿȷʵпۡ
ţһƣˡһδҡ½Ǳ¡
ϴ㡣Ƶ
룬ӵ侲ȥˡȴû뵽ʹʧ׺־빬ټʱѾʧ޶ˡ
*
֣ʧ޼
ɫδȫ£ߴ½ǱϽɽ·ҹɽ̫Σˡ
תͷŵ½ǱԷ֪ʲôʱ˸ݲݣ˫ԺһӶûС
.......ϲ˸оåô歷
ˣ˻½Ǳĸ첲
ղÿô½ǱŤ
ÿܺÿʵڿˣˣǿЩɽɡ
ʲô......½Ǳ˵ţǱţ
ŻͻȻʣţ޹ţԼİɡ
½ǱЩȣֺܸ˵ģŶհ˴ˣд⣬ֻѰɡ
ûţǴıʷסЦˡ
½Ǳ˱׽סҪŪ
æģ֡
ϲ˷ѧͯţ......˵ǷԸѰ˼ңϦԣֻȢһλ......歵ͷʡ
½Ǳ룬صԸ⡣
Ŷ
Ѱ֮ƬϾǣһͿ΢˻ʮʵۣŸ......
˵ţѾ˦ˡ
*
ţûС˿Щ˸Ƿ
˯ʱͣһƬž
£ڳﲻҪ½Ǳ
歶Ȼѣ
ܰˣֻзҡɽ֣
ﬡһɽ
ţɱ֮
ͷһ״ľҪ߬ˡ
Ŭֱ֮սΣ½ǱûΣաֻϧһƬң½ǱҲ˵
ಡһ̻ڸ߿գ֪һѶš
ҽнֹ֮
ûˡ½Ǳٴ
˿֫ڳڣȻľѡ
ÿӿȴ½Ǳ浲סˡ
𿴡½ǱܵѪʬ壬ü歿Щණ
ãû°ɣ棬歲ɤʣȻ˾š
û£ԣڳš½Ǳ
ŷһЩ˳ӵá
һƷأ½Ǳ档
лûУ½ǱѹŭǹЦ
歲ϸ
ˣ²ҩҧ鶾һص
ѻʿĹϣҲڽ.....½ǱĵĳֹסȻɫ䡣
ҺȻһڣֱֱ֮ĺС
ʹ˻һ˰񱼳ȥݳСͯ˦
ʧǣݺײھʯϡ
δüӦѴӳ˦ɽ׹ȡ
.......غһۣŷǵʹ


50 棬лм̡
死ɢ, ΪԼ֮ʣͻȻһʹҪճΰ㡣
ŵ, ½Ǳ֪ʱѷ£һֱֻʯס, һֻذףʯϻ𻨡
ذ׵Ļ壬׹佥
½Ǳ̧ͷ, üһ壬ذײƫвҼ϶С
˱ڿ, ҡҡ׹
.......ᡣ
¡½Ǳҧ˵˫ȵұڣ˴һɽϸխɽ
ѹϣʹýг
½Ǳƺһ§ŹһȦ, ײ
ѣƬ̣Ŵۣȴܶûʲô󰭡
, û°ɣ̹, ½Ǳʹ, ŵò֪Ǻá
û, ½Ǳüűۣ, ûˤɣ
歱ʵҪʱ򻹼ǵϵء
ޣһͷۡ½Ǳվ, ¶˶ӣȷԼͷûϣ˿
㻹ôҪƷǰɡӲţæ
ʱѺ£ɽҶ¹ãյ
Ҹط˵
áˣȦ
½ǱұЩˣһʱֻ̧źذףԲӻ歡
һαذ׻Щţ歲֪ǰʲôߵģҲʡ
ֱ½Ǳɽ·һӣŲڣú.....ΪʲôƷǣ
̫ܲסġ½Ǳ˵ţֳ˼
ſмéݣڴģһƹҲûС
½ǱҪߣ歽ҹȥ־֮˵
ҡҺ£ǾŰɡſǻ˵
ʲô½Ǳɻ
¡¹歽˵ĸ첲ŪЩˡ
½ǱЦЦйҲûɱ˶ࡣ
㲻Ҫ˵ֱּҪˡ
ˣˡ½Ǳҡҡͷҷſ࿳µĿ֦𻵵޼УԻЪŵĵط
死ǲҽȥ½ǱŭԼ棬ǵ˿ɱޱӡ
˵գԹǰߣƿդ
ֻվһСŵСɷףС׷
½Ǳ˼֮УӦ
ֱƿšյһСݣмһջӣܾľ񣬻аѲ񵶴ľϡ
ɡժǶģװΣǸСɾĻ
ʯײϸСĻ𻨵Ⱦ˸ϸ޲ݣûʱµĲ
Ҳů⣬ɭ˲ɢ歾ϲضӣЩݵؿôʲôУ
½ǱӢӳŹؿ
歿Ŷ÷֣ǣδ䣬˿̲ŷ  ӶڴŲѹ½ǱҪҸܷĵط
ȡů½ǱͻȻɭɭڵй
歼һŵ˽
½ǱЦ
歶ܾӣ˵
ģֻС㡣½ǱŵЩۣ㽫ԭҪŪ˼ˡ
һ£͵ضţΣ½Ǳ˵һ֣ҾҲˣ
½Ǳˣֻú˵˲˵ˡ
˦֣ߵڻǰ¡
ʱһ׹⣬޴İɫҹա
½ǱȥŤͷţ
½Ǳܿ˻ªСľʲ˲ţԸԱ߰ţľŲ𣬲ûȼ̫졣
Ʒô死̲סŤʵ
½Ǳͷƺ˼ʲô
歱㰲Ż𣬲ȥ
˺һ歱֦ճĳѬ۾ʹƤܡŤͷ½ǱƷҵҪҲǲҪԼɽʶʶ·......
вš
½ǱûػͻȻֱͦͦһʹ.š
Żˣ˹ڵҪ
ôˣôᶼҪҲ鿴
½ǱƤײ̫ݣڲžʲôҲ.....ҺҪιȥˡ
˵ţذ
㡢úã.......һ£ƷһʱɲģһδѣԼɽ Ҫ.......
У歿޽е
½Ǳãⰵй۲죬˵ЩҲ㡱Ҫһߡ֮Ļ
˭歿ֲַ·Ҫˣ˭߳ȥأҰô죡Ҳܣ㲻.......
½Ǳúһ壬Ŀ
æԼϣ˳
ú..............½ǱһνذպáذʯйȴһȱҲû£ɺ⣬ѵһ
½Ǳ˵꣬һᣬ死װΡ
死ɢ̽Ϣֻǻʹȥҭš
½Ǳ⽫ͷţ¶ȴľ˫Ŀգ֫ɴţֻҪԸ⣬ذױ״̴ĺһ
½Ǳʮգ歲˺ɵ̽ʱ
ǵԼǵ廨ûܽסµǣ歾סⷬ̽
ˣָô졣
歲˲ᣬԼڵϣֽ½ǱСķŵš
½Ǳ¼ذ׵ȴٳû߹۾һ죬ԭذȥˡСѹŷ촦ֻҪһСʾͻᱻײ
غź歴Ҵܹ˲𣬱ֱŵزŪţǺֱԡ
Ūò󽫽ĴҲߡ
½ǱԼŵĲʵЦ
Ǵʲôʱɲ¼ء
ֱۣ§ڻ
歽۵Сգ¡һȣҪƷҲǣҾͱɽ
캮ضƾéݣ½Ǳֻһǵġ
ûֲ֪·......Ҳû취߳ȥһҲôˣҾ᲻õޥ˵˵ֹᣬ˼ˡ
½Ǳۣϵǳ
ˣûô־ϲ
½Ǳû˵ֻһѹ¡
ãȻֽ㻹ﲻ......
½ǱסصĽС졣
ǸᣬҲ
Ϣػɣڴظš
.......۾ŵؿϵ½Ǳ
ô.......Ų
½ǱȵϢߣ£Ⱨġ
һ½Ǳǿѹģû̽µĴ׽ȥ


51 
ڹнӵܱ, Ȼɫ䣬ҹظ
أ첽̨ףȹƮ, ŭݡ
Ͷү¡͹
һв, Цãܺá
Զѵçײ, һ룬㱻Ŷˡ
ɵú£ʵ, Ŀ纮УֱҶ
ŶСָָף ôɩɩˣ, ½һҲû......
˶Զ
ߡȻ
ƽϢŭ𣬲ſڵ۽½ǱƤûϣ, ҲǼŲҡ
㣡һŭ, Ҫͬһ㡣
췴ôԶ
ȭͷ, ҡ
½Ǳ߱鲼, çײ֣ز֪˭ָʹ˵ûɹ, ֣ǰܷŹǣʱ½ʦ£, ҲҪ군Խ˵ԽԼû֣︮ǰ²ġ
ô죡ҲУҲУôЩǽͷݣﰵﶼڳٹһ꣬öˣֻܹϱˣ
Զüġϱߣɵܵܣȫء½ǱҰģ˵ϣϣҲ̤Ƶġ
ǵгֲ֪Ƕ٣ܻţ䡣ǻʼҶΪɽ˻ôΪƴ
δأ½ȴҲûߡ£½ǱɵҸǣֻҪһ첻ǲͬȶġ
ɥһƴһգڳԸǵġ
Ǿڴ֮ǰͬҶȻ
У˵ˣҪиΪãǵã˵ֽס
һȺӣиƨá
ȰֻÿԶԶصͷصġ
˿
ȴЦſڣľһӻ˵˼Ȥ¡
Զˣ뿴
½󽫾ƺӢѹ˹أòСˤ£Ҳȥˡ
*
½ǱѾǳǳ˯ȥŽ˷ϡߵС⣬ǱСܵǷѶš
ûʱ㽫歺ᱧڻ׼
һѣ̾ˣ۾ܡ
û£ؼˡ½Ǳס
һɣԣֿܽĻһʱЩޡ
ɰŻˣΪҪɽҰء
С......ƷͷɫĿеǡ ô
˳ĿͷȥֻԼǰ϶մȾѪ䲻࣬ҲЩˡ
死ҹ֮£Ϻְףдࡣ
û£̰ɡ½ǱһƷҪ졣
ƷֻñסеĻʶȤߣͬ˵ľ롣
ҵѪ死ЩߺߵأǸɫ쵰ƭӵıѪ
½Ǳεӣ˱ȼмԻ
*
ס歴֮һĥӲݣ½Ǳ˿ڣͬպ£һȥӣԲӡ
ȻҲأ
һǣȥ֮ǰҪͬΪʲôȥȥĶʲôʱ
ǣֻҪţ˴īҪƷš
ǣûҪ²ȥڼʱȥ
鲻ԸĿ﷢Цһڣ֪ˣ㣬˰ɣ
½Ǳз޷ޣǶңҶ㡣
ȥֵӣɲ׼أˣϣɢ¶
½Ǳ޲ý븹
ȥ䵭ŪСĶȴС
ɫ죬٣̺С΢ţ˵þûȥˣޥҽղڼңһҲġ
׼˰ɣǰһظ歱֤
ô½Ǳҧ˰׵Ĳʡ
ţ......歱ҧЩˣƿܰӡҧŪüնﶼҪø߸ߵġ
Ҵó˳½Ǳɿ죬Ъ
ȻЩŵӣôͻȻ.......
ôԸ⣿½Ǳ°͡
ֱҡͷԸ⣬Ը⣡
һЦüβ̣½Ǳ
̲ס½ǱΣ¼ˣôûߣ
һʱˣ......ңֻ⵵£
˵ߺߴһȭ
½ǱֺЦֻ£ֳԲɿż
ҿ½Ǳ˵ţ֣̽Ҫɿ
歸첲һչǰҪѪŪһ
½Ǳ£˼
˭֪½ǱƤȳǽдʵСǲÿźѪ.......


52 
ؾ粴רע·ٵޥ, ͶŴˡ
ޥһͼһ±ʡ
, 粿ڵС㣬̫̫̫.......
ƽڳϡڼ, ʮʢװʻ棬һʱҲ˵Ļ
̫, ޥǫ, ſáе㼱£Ȼؼȥˣٹ
˵ţѴҴǸȻȻ˹, տ
ԼĪʱƷͣǳǰ
ī³ַ, ƷȥԶפ
ȹ̨, ӭ߳İ, ݸ߸
ﲻ, Ҳû¶ʲô顣ҲûˣԸֱߡ
ǰ, סȥ·
üһ壬Щ
ˣû뵽ٶ÷˷ݡ˹, ʱһ˫۾ȴƬ̲뿪歵
Ƴһ:ȧֻ۾¶ǿƫִ
΢һ˼˭ǰЩӣ½ǱȥҽԺ§§ʱͻȻ߳ˣǰӾ֮һ
歶ûʲôøУŵʱ½Ǳͬ˵ʱܿصģ㳯΢΢ʾ⡣
⣬ʾͷҪߡ
ˡ˲ӵظӿǷ˵ģ
ᷳ˿ʮͬ½ǱҸ桪Ҫñ֪ġ
һλѵӡ䵭
˻ţѱƷ̧۵סˡ
Ʒ˻δʵıصһۡ
Ṧ歿첽߽С
ֻգЦŶƷ˸Ҿתʱ˫Ŀȴ
*
˶¥ֻ粺ͺЦӯӯͬλŮ˵ɨһۣûޥҲû
룬ƵһߣһССĸ䣬Űš
ţϥǽǣ˫Ŀ񣬰˵ݶ
ôˣ歼æ߹ȥʵ
ηѣæȥĨԼʶûʱһ
û£뵽ǰһʱ......ǿջЦ
ͫһ׽֣֡ôˣ
ԭϾָ֪ʱһ
βָӸضϣֻһɫڡ
ҡͷԼ۾ô......֣Ҫٵİ˭ôģôµȥ......
ʱнԳΪˡ޹ھǵòȺּ
ԸģΪĸ֤ҾļǿЦ˵ѾüˣҶϰˡ
死˵ȴЦס죺ýãĿңͱ˰ɡҶҪˣѣҪ......
ҡͷ̾ϢȴҲ˵ʲô뵽ӽָ
ôпչ½վľ˵
źþûˣ޸ձţܹ黹Щ䡣
ЦӺõúܣڣıˡѽԣ⻰˵̫дˣ빦ͻޥӵģ
歼ЦģźЩҶˣΨ˦ƹ׬Ǯˣޥأ
˵ʲô£һȥˡ˵
Ҳû룬ͷ
Ҫؼҿ˲ءȤ
оȡɲָԼ˲ãֻҪллˡ
˵֣ºܵ¬ʶ¬䲻ˣ£ٱѧ
ҵǴޥ˵ˡ
˶٣ЩȻţǰЩλةִˣӿ˿˵ĺء
Ԫִô¶Щϲ֮ɫҵִܶ˽ѧѧҲͷˡִľӣǰҼѣ֣һδܺúøл.......
ѶԪ˲߿ޣһʱ鸴ӣǹȻ۹ⲻԪǸˣǣȴ䲻ˣֻԶԶŸɳԴס
ؼгԣԣǼ¥С˶öãҪȥ¶ߣ̸Ԫס
ѽȻҽվͲؼˣٻء
Ŷе㲻⣬Ƿ½̫ܵϣ
歵ͷе㲻˼˵һȥ۷˿աСۣҪ.......
΢죬۶֪ģһΪˣһֲɬѹ
С㡣˵䣬޽˽
˶Ťͷ
ɫҲûʲôϲ֮ɫ
ϰԹѵҲûȥ
æޡ
޵ͷǰүȥˣûˣɴ֡
ûˣüʣޥڼ
ֵؿһۣū˵ˣûˡĩˣԼƣֲòȵСһСûô
ˣҲû˼ƽûأޥѾͷȥ......ʱ£


53 
ޥͷԼ, С˵ú˵ģһһߡ
յ·ڣԶԶƼǰͣ, ǰһλᵥˣλߴɾ
ޥ, ֿе㻳Լ۾......Աѵ½
ޥ˶һǰδеĽϮ, ԭؾִٶ˶߲
찡, ûأ᲻׶񣬺ᣡ
ҪǶɣһ˵ǵýˣ۽Ͳ......ޥ˼ţǹȥк͵͵ٻȥ
һ̧ͷȴֳ߽ࡣ
, ſ½Ǳ࣬Щȣ
㲻˵ͨͨòôͨͨˣ⻹ô, رر, ĵ·ӶԵηС
û, Ϳ½Ǳͷ, һ£ְԵ
ޥͷ, Ǹɬ˳Ůô
ԭҲСŮߵ飬ԭҲЦ.......
֮, ޥЩᡣʵҲʮŮӣΪ˳ңŹЦ.......
*
ޥƼɵվ·ߣæһ
½Ǳֶʱһɡ
½Ǳ׽סҪܹȥ歡
歲
ãͲˣ½Ǳɫá
еһڳʲôף
½Ǳ˶첲ζԶ
һʱЩ˼ޥǰͬûΣо̫......
ޥʮʶȤ㺰¾Сܹ
ڶǰͣ£ŵòӶֱˡ
򸣣֣˸
½Ǳ˿ֹ正ֿ˿ٴеޥЩЦ
ãûһģǳࡣ
š½ǱӦõ롣
Ȼͱ歺ݺһѡ
½ǱһֻýݣúСӵض񡣡
ޥվֱ壬ȸԾ
Ȼƽ׽ˣһǺϲ㣬Զᡣ
û˶ãüʵȥˣ
ޥԭǸ˵ʵẦĺúӣ̶С£Ļѱǰʮ궼ࡣ
......Щ飬Ž㣬粵˰򶨡
ڼת䡣
ޥľսת÷ɿ죬ǿ򶨵ȥҹСˡ
С㣿ɻ
ǰޥͷСף㻹֪ɡС˳ز¶ûǰЩӣѾ̴˵СȥѶˣҪ
ұͬ˵ۼڲˡŹС󲡳ţ֮ǰǺƣ͵ǶԽ׹˲ãҾʹӦ̴ȥ˸һˡ
ޥ˵ĲǼٻȷ£ֻ»ûȥ˸ء
ƻľӦһ½ɡ
歡Ŷһͷ
ޥ˿ͷҪðˡ
½Ǳ˵ŤͷЩ޷޵صһۣʱЩɶͷԡ
Ҫȥ𣿡ޥ΢΢ӣôߴٵ˼
ЦЦڹСǴһ죿Ҫһô
ûаôᣬޥ㱻ʵұȥˡǰͬ˵λ˿Ŀ̣ͬǺϻ￪
ǰ칫ô......死Ҫϸ˵½ǱѾЩͷˣʼ֣˵䡣
޷ֻöޥȱӦ
ţáޥֱͷߴٵˣͽȥɣ
*
ҹǺȥ
δȼڻ谵
ԧУ½Ǳ˫Ŀᣬ˯ó
ҹã۸ֱ˿̱ʮ볳ߡ
ֻҪ歱쵽ˡ
ʧȥȵĻֱ꣬Ūһ鲻죬δѱԹô磬ܶ˯һô
ֽᣬβ繡˵䣬ֱڽ棬¶ѩ׵ĸ첲
½Ǳһʱ侹ЩԸţ§˯һ졣
־룬Ҳƣ㲻½ǱԸ˯½Ǳַס죬ͷš
ǵ߻أͣȻҲͲܰȻ˯ȥ
쵰Ҫ½Ǳ䣬Լ˯˯
½Ǳֻ˼ˣģͷ֣̲סҪѹ۸һ
ѽȥŰ.......歺
δҲ糿ˡƤܾô˿¶ڰ
ǰЩͬ½ǱȥˮʱӦ½ǱԲ

½Ǳˣ𼱻ǽ˵歼Ȼ˵Ը⣬ȻҲᷴڣڲ˳ȴδϣ˾鶯֮ʱ΢һϤĸоӿϡſȥǲ֪ΪΣǰͻȻ
½Ǳʱ飬ǺЦۡ
ûһȴҲĶ......½ǱĻΣӲʩߵ޲ý´ȥգֻԼһһԸˡ
һҹĻƷˣ½Ǳ˳˶ϣÿ˯ǰҪݺòС⽿֮Ūϣ۱鲼
Ϻ˰ɡ½Ǳڽҵĳ̽
ŵֱ̧Ҫк㡢㣡Ҫ
½Ǳֽסһֻڱӵ¾Ƶఴ
歾гСһ飬ٶֻǺˮɫ߿
㲻شҿҪԼˡ½Ǳ˵žƿӣ׽˳۰׵ĽףҪȷֿҪĿӡ
死æס䣬˫һͨҵţ㴥½ǱţŪһ
ˡˣ߰ɣֻţķ衣
˵ġ½ǱõҪĴ𰸣֣ԹڼҵңЩ


54 
½Ǳ˵Щ, ȴҲûϵô硣ͷûأˣҲûԼԺ, ֱ
歲̫У¹һ붼ռ, װװ
½ǱƽհõĲ豭ӡ̵ȵȸСҲţ㡣
ôô磿ƽ, װ°Цӯӯʵ
½ǱʱƲ֣ſ, ˿Ҳ׷ʣɫûʲôҪ¡
̫̫ȥǶԷء歽ҺãֽѿȥЩˮ
ãһȥ½Ǳֱȥ任ѣһͬ˵Ż
ѽ, һЩҽȥ̫̫˵һɣȥȻҪЩö
, ½Ǳ, ´, ԲЩö, ų԰ɡ
歹سӣôƽѾͷô򷢣һһ㡣
˭˵ģЩ㲻ҡ½Ǳ
Ȼں歶Ȥ, ȴ˵һֹͣˣû˵ȥ
ţ΢΢ӣʾ˵ȥ, źء
½Ǳȴͷм·ԸŹһᡣ
½ǱӽӣԲŹʹӣһŶԺͨ
ʱѿˮݹʸɺݸ歡
šţϸµŵȥɡ
*
½ǱߵԺȴûȥ˺Ź𣬶ǻī
īսսи롣һԼүˣһǲŹʲô¶
ôˣˣ½Ǳʡ
īȻȣ˿ֻԥԥ֪ò˵
˵½Ǳơ
īͨ£ֵ̿Ǵ̡
ɩ½Ǳôһ⡣
ǣСȥ԰ҶС㣬ʱ·󣬾ȥơū澵ʱһţСҵһ飬ܸ˵ӣǡԱ߾бõֽī⣬Сͱ߿߳һ
ȻҲˣСڳ飬͡īƺ֪
½Ǳȴûôĵ˵
˵С͵˵СŻͼƤǳŻϲ̨£īһҧԶ˵ˡ
½Ǳһ£ɫЩѿ
*
̫̫½Ǳһ־ϲæѾȥȡصĺþƣҪȥӲˡ
СӣҲ˵һ̫̫Ц
鷳ˣӹҲΪ˳Ǽڲˣ˵˵½Ǳ˵ţǰ¡
̫̫һǻϲˣȴ̲סȣСӣʲôʱô˵ˣǰɴû˵ʲôĻҿġ
½Ĺأ̫̫ʱϱҪվһźվڽֲ̫̫뻵Щأÿν歹ԷʱֻѾϲˣϡϵ˲ʱŽվһźʱ̫̫ѾЩ˳͵ԱСϽ歳ȳԡ
˿̣δϣ歱վһ̺̫̫½Ǳʲôʱѧˣ̧סЦ⡣
½Ǳĸôһʣ΢΢ЩΡԸҲûʱ
ѽܽ쾹Ҳˡ
½ǱδػѾŴϴӺ˽½ݸ
Ƕ̫̫õúܣ̬Ц
λҲˣ˰̫̫˵ﲻǷ̣ȥš
ϵԭȲ˺̫̫һ׼Ҳһͬˡ½ǱˣЩн밴Źص̫̫¡
δЩ¶½Ǳһ̬ڵԼˣһ³԰ɡ
ô˵ˣ̫̫Ҳ˼ҲͲƴǣЦӦˣ¡
Ҳ½Ǳ˵
Щĵվţɫһּ͵͵һ£Ҫ֡
½Ǳֱֱۣߡ
ȫȻ˾ʸɫ
̫̫΢΢ü
.......Ȼ˵ģ¾ҪԹȰûϵһ򲻶ɫὫִĸ첲ϡ
ϲϲδɫȻ顣
֪Ҫ죬ֻȥסڿߵ
ɡ̫̫歵㲻ǲԸٷġ
½Ǳֱӽ˰ˡ
ձվŻܡԸվһΪʡȥպܶ鷳ڿ̫̫ѾЩ......
ɶ½ǱʲôãȥҪúúˡ歰
ȴûϵ½Ǳûûꡣ
ùţѾѾʼʰڱյʱ½ǱͻȻ˵ɩм㡣
ã˵𾴣ҲƲʧ
뽲ĪЩţɽֱĻ
԰ɣɩӿŵģǮ㣿½Ǳʡ
˶һͷˮɻˡ
Ȼġæı˱ʲСĲƣǸ׬ùưԽ˲٣ڸ
ôͻȻֵ̫̫
ûɩӼǮͺá½Ǳ
ɫһܾûл½Ǳֲ½ݣ
üͷýģв롣
飬ǳ̫ʦʱõġ½Ǳþ˲֣˰ᵽԺҪ歰á
Ȼ.......
̾˿
*
ȥϴɣˮˡױǰժ׹Ӿ￴½ǱαϲŤͷߴ١
͹˿ƫĵӰ£ɫ
ļ˾ɫڽ½Ǳվȴԡ⵽ױǰס
Ұ㡣½ǱȻ𣬾Ҫȥη
棬Ҫִֽŵģ׼ҪŪҡ
½Ǳ˴Ȼ歷ϵİͷҪ顣
Ū......æס֡
㲻ˣ½Ǳʣÿ϶Ŀǵ㻹̫̫......
ûСԼժӣ˿ɢ¡Ȼתӣ̹ϵӡ
ΪҳͷҲ̫ˡ˵½ǱĴ֣¶Цݡ
½Ǳ˲Ķͷ̾һ֪ɩȻ㣬ֳڸУ໤ֻװ֪㱻۸ѱ䱾Բôһ¡
̫ӣպ
ҵĵĲС˶ţ̫̫Ҵ߷磬ǵǲϡ
֮⣬иĵġ
̫̫ƫȫȻзִĻϣ̫̫֪ĵС檣ʱ̫̫ô
һ͵ġ ½Ǳο
û˵ֻ޳ָ˿д嶺Ūš
ú׼ǰɡ½ǱĬһ˵
̧ͷ˿ŲĿʵ㲻ϲҵɣǲЩ
ƽҲδѹȴɬɬ֪вõĵطɼʹҲκ½ǱҲС
½Ǳ룬̹ʵϲ棬ȴûУ෴ĳЩͦ
ôˣ۾ʡ
ġ½ǱӣʼŪʮ꣬ʱȷʵˣɻЩ˴к塣
أ
ڣ½Ǳ˿ϵ㣬Ҿã˵ĳͬһ˱Ҳв֮
庮ûֹû٣ûл顣ҿѧʣƷܺãûͬӸλ˿һ塣
˼صͷ
ֱСᣬ½Ǳѵ˵Щʱͬһ鳤󣬾ﶼáݻټ־ݺݶͬޡ
Сᡭһ£ŷӦ½Ǳ˵ʢ⹫½ǱͷһᣬرܣǰҲδ̽ʡ
Сᡣ
ԭƺѽ
Щ꣬ǾҲȫȻ½Ǳ˵ȥ歴ƺԸӡ
ҿĴ̻˸⡣
歹ȻҲᡰСᡱ͡歡ν֮䵽ײˡ
Ȼ½Ǳɵ㲻˽׵İɡҲҵʲôλֻҪװףƽƽͺˡ
½ǱԴһ£Щ˵ӣ٣ʱ԰ıְλڿƾŪ٣ܡ
ЦŽͷһˣŪ٣ҼҲϡ
½ǱƵһ¡ٿҪôֽ;壬Ҫô̫ƽ᲻ֽϿ̸߾񡣻ʵ۲ҿϡ
˵ò棬֪Ϊ˵ãЩҲסŤˡ
ң½ǱɫУ뱾Ͳѡ


55 
½Ǳб, Ĳɵطűᡣ
˺һ歲Я뵵ˮϴСղδ媷Ƴ΢ʪ㷢߸, ˮ۵Сƴ¶ңջЩҧȥ, ƷԵ𻬽ۡ
歼ɫֱԼȻ١Щߵ, ǿ򶨵óϡˮ顣
½ǱǱŽ˳׳ԸĨĴģֹ˼歰ί, ߵӣЩԥ
˿ĵ¶ˣҲںһ졣Ͳ۸, ú˯һɡ
ߵľ죬ѽ
Ϊÿ糿ĪͬһűӣԾһ˯ˡ
歸ԡ, ϴˮ, ø졣һ, ½ǱȳƵֱ, ؽ
½ǱϵЩѳֲס, Ļȴװģؾš
㻹ôСʡ
½Ǳɤӣ˯ɡ
˵սһԣ, §ˡ
޹ģãȴŪЩ֡
ôֳָ½Ǳʡ
ۡ½Ǳۣӹ
ԥһ£ߣˡĩˣû˵һ㣬˾䡰ˡ
½Ǳӡˡһû歷ӦѾѹס
½ǱӺܳŪЩʹҲ׳ǿ̤ʵĵĸо
ȷˣͷٲܷڡ½ǱҲ֪Լԣһȷϵ
û˵ֻ¡
½Ǳһ£Ǻ죬ҧ֪ô뱻ұһ̸ƨ
˵ô¶ǣ歲ĶȤζֻԸ裬쵰ǰ´ӳˣҲû......
δ˵꣬ѱ½Ǳֱס־ԻʴϢ......
*
ĥã鶯ǳ
ӣϱӣ歴ؿ
һǣޱ߷Ҫס룬½ǱȻԸ⡣ֻûܵʲôӡ
䣡歼ˡǰܸʲôڱģ½Ǳȴ˵ʲôҲܲӡ
˵䣬½ǱֻƵؽϡ
歱ۣӵס⣬ůúܣˣ˵
½Ǳˣ˼ӽԹˬ̵ͷǺƫֺݲ
аļֱȹǻѡ
死ͷ￴ָֻܿĴġܣŪƲѡ
.....
*
ɡãͷһƶųֹסˣҭ˵
½ǱҲʱ죬ǿƹضˡ
ԡ正Ӷͷǣһһ飬ο
歱ʱӶȻֱ΢֪̾µý㿪ʼ˵ɢע
Сôʡ
ûר死歶˶ôҡ歱ŨŨֺµطǿĺ󼹡
ҲҪͱһĳƺ½Ǳ˵һû˽еģ正ã
̧ͶʹĿõ޽Ǵϸܵĺˮͦıı......
һϲҵģͷһƶҪˣֻ½ǱҪԡ
ǿԼѹס屾ܵη壬繣½Ǳ
ʵиС֫ò񻰣һҲûУȴǿ΢̧ӣ½ǱĴ˵Сֻܸδķ
½ǱȷʵٺȫǴ֮䣬иǵĳƺһҪǱ˶ܽеġһ˵Ȼ˼ˣ޲̾ͽȥŪֻ߽֪С
ʲôļʵ
死򷽲֮ʱ³ġֶɬԲŻع
˵
޿ĸ޿½Ǳһʱ²ĸ֡
ӷԽʪǳǳһЦָ½Ǳ.ıд
д˵
½ǱܸԸ˼ȴڱ£ֻ˵ֵټģ
ţ歵ͷͬ˼һûбء
Ҳû½Ǳ˵ţ歷֮ͦȴͻȻӲֹסˡ
ôˣ歼ɫͻ䣬Ȼʵ
½Ǳ룬ŵþò
ǲòã㲻......ЩŵǰδüЩ顣ԸҲ̫ȫʱĻӲ²⡣оǽ˯ǰ½Ǳͬ˵Щ绰żҲЩõġ
......½Ǳҡͷϵ
һμ正ʶĸоȷԼûڣǰǵˣ벼ľԶǸСŮصһ
乬ǸСŮλûзŵĹ
˻˵ȴһ鱿׾ض˵лл硢硱
๬λȴӣĸס
½ǱŶͷѹ׳μʱᾪʧ.......
......ЩţҪסĸ첲
½Ǳȴܿˡ
û˿ļ󣬿ȴƺ⣬æ
ô˰......Ҫˡ
½ǱﷳƵúܣֻ侲һȦ죬ȴϧһʱֻܳѵͻȻм£㲻ҪϹ룬Ϣ
˵գҿĴȥ


56 
֪, ȥɡƽ
īǵС......
û£ġ歰ο
ǡīֻõͷ, ΢ŵ̾һȻ¡
֮ʣһ, 歲ƣ֫ɫȻīȥŹ𣬽⼸նʲô, ظʱظ
īĻػ, ٴȷ½Ǳڹ
Ϊʲôأ
Ũʱ£Ȼĵģ֮໹ߺί⼸侲ԽòԾ
Ĳɵ۽Ҳûζ
Ϊ, Լòãǵ죬԰˶顣ܿͷ뷨½Ǳɫı, ﲻ, Ҳ, ֱ˵, ĵΪֹ
뿪ʱԻš˵Ҳδŭ, Ρ
.......Σ
ֹסͻȻ뵽ĳֿܡ
ѵʲô.......֮
歡һվšԽԽÿ, Ȼһжͨˡ
֣ӣԴҴҶӣԶǸ⣬ЩֶŲ
һ룬ʱôˣЩ½ǱϾ¶˵ǼӵġȻʧ䡢ѹɣ
ҲûԭǺ
ӦøҵģҲġίһ仰˵ңʲôû뵽һ㣬Ҫٲˡ
֮ǰڴĥӲݣƵ½ǱûŮˡ뵽㣬֮࣬־ö̫ˣԲŻġ
ôأᣬǿ׳ӦÿԺúõҽεİɣֻ˼ͬ˽ŲԽԽԶ
ʹβãҲûϵҲģϾԭûˣҲ¡½ǱָŪͽҪˣ......
歺˼룬ĳͷ½ǱһֱҲͦãȻŮˡ
뷨һ歶ʱԼˣԼûϢ
ССīҴ˽
ôˣ
̫̫ڹȥһˡ
߽ڼ䣬޺̫̫ţɫЩƣվһ̺򣬼߽عЦЦͲдšÿġ
һֲԤС
˹
ţ̫̫Ӧһʾ
歱վ
һ̫̫ſڣ歰֪Ϊʲôô
檲֪歱м²⣬һһųˡ
̫̫üʵǼǰʹģˣ˼ҡ˵ûУҲ˵ԸԨ磬ûɣ
ȻûСæԸģ̫̫Ըңҵĸ컯ҾȳǴ¡
˵óϿУ̫̫ɫͻ࣬̾˿ˣǣ洫÷ԷһûôԨҲû˵
Ȼ̧ͷŷ̫̫ĻŲ³ЩĲ֪½ǱҲûͬ
涼˵ԨˣǿռŮ檣̫̫˵
һ
˵ǽԨݺ׽Ѱ˾εġ˵ǰ˼ңһջǳյСңд£̫̫ʡ
޴¡歼æ
̫̫˵ͷҲģ˼ңȽ˴̽ʱҲһϢҲûСֻ......
ͷҺģܾ⴫Դͷ
ʲôģĺѣʷ̨꣬ǸԹٵԨ磬˵ɷ£ҽУ
ͷһݣʲôʲô¶Ȼ͵Ѳ˸ϵһʱ½Ǳˡ
歺޲̾ͻؼңеɵ¡
ҲԴޣԨƷõǿռȣеĶšɻͻ㸸ףվ˵ͰˣЩĹԹٸһƲԭŵҲҪˣ̫̫˵֪ˣȴŶҲЩԹԡ
ͻؼңúúҵ˵̫̫ģ𱨵¶ǶģҵҲģֻһʱԻ󡣡æ
̫̫ЩƣǵͷΪˣȥͬú˵˵Ǽʲôֱ˵ǣαͬ˴˲¶
Ȼǰ½ǱԼǳһҪ
֮ܣԴ̫̫󣬱ֱӴīؼˣƷҲûС
£歼ҴԺߡ
˶ţֻѾ᷿ǰ̨˵
С㣬ôƼ־ϲ
м£Ҳϻҵأڼô
ءصСү飬ԸǲҪȥţǼġ
á歵ͷеɻʲôҪ£ޥԸѾ߲Ҫȥ
ȥ˵
ѾȻͷĿС㴩ͥߡ
ʰϣߵǰδüţޥּ
ôн½Դƺˡ
ʲôԴðϳǾүľٵҲŭ塣
㲻ףϲǱϻؼңῪĵġޥˣ㲻ҪôִòãΪɣ
ˣľñӶҪˣ˵ʲô㻹ǸδĹô͸úúùܹ㣬ýͷ¶棬Щ߰ˣҲǣ̫ǣý棬ܻ鹣
ˣǰ˽ġޥҡͷᡣΪ˿Ц㲻ϧҸԵô
˽˽ľ۾ɵϴ񱻴һ㡣
ûޥһ㲻˽㻹ɶ񶾣𱨣½ˮ㻹˵ͳлԼܻ
㷴ˣľǰڣ̧־Ҫޥ
ޥļˣǰĵǴ᲻ôġ˹ȥҿԣҵûʸðΪҸ
ҲŮ޸ˣŮľٳ
ǣޥͻȻŸףҲŮ
㣬......ľɫһ 
Ҷˣޥҹ˵Ļˣ......
վ⣬һľ񣬶Ҳ͵Ĳֹ壬ʶֻۿ飬䡣
죬죡ľټˡ
ִԲһ߽㡣ޥ˲ᣬǿŸף֮ô꣬Ҳˡ


57 
ʱ, ʶյսҪƮѩ
½ǱվڴߣԶԶۡûʲô, ƳȴҲûĵӡ
磿ͨ, š
ɡ½ǱջĿ⣬ת߻ذǰ¡
鵽ˣżɽֱʴҴҶޡ
, Щ߲ѣû̫չ
½ǱüɵͷСư, æʲôأ
......һ٣е㲻Ҳ׻ܱܲɣޥҲ֪
½ǱᳰһôСưˣ
˼ұҲƣưưȥ, ಻áߵȦ¡
˵ʵֻҪȥ¾ִĲͳͳһеز飬ȻҳüĿ
Ȼ֪, ½Ǳü, ɷ, ֪ȴѡ
֪, ǲɣһ
½ǱȻ£Ҳûʺ֪Ů
ڹ, Ҫݾߡ½Ǳ˵
*
ޥвĻ˵ľ𾪵·ʶԼСŮƵġ
һʱš
歲˲, ûŵޥ
......㣡ޥһŵҿš
ľɫ԰ף֪롣
ޥôô˩ˣʡ
ޥˣɣЩȣңڡ
˵ߵǰȥ˨ϷŪβ
㣬㣬ôˣޥʵڼЦͰ͵ʡ
ôˣɫɻؿ˵üʵǲﲻ
ܣ죬ﰵɡûвޥŵЦ
歵ͷûвáأڼô
*
飬ǾŹδһΣľٲδ歵ĵ䳰ȷ
֮ǰһǻŭҲײܶɢǿͬľ˵˴˷⡣
ΣҲŮһɡЩ½жţ̫̫ԹԣƲ½ǱҲˣ˭֪ʱأ
ĳһ죬ܻȴǽòϯӻġ֪ۣͬضᱻŭͬԶ֮飬ΪȻսҲδɹ׶Լġ
ľ֮ɫû
̾һҪʱžſڣģû뵽ǻ......
歽ͷһ¶Ȼı飬عͷŸЦЦţҲµõģһֱŵ
̶һ仰ľۿȣӿ
正......ǿѹסĸڴ˿̣̾ľٲΡΡڣǸŮʿڣһ취......
ǺʲôסƵģԽԽ£˵Ļ
æͷȥסҪµᡣһղסøƳԾǴҴҵҲܴ̫ãȻȥˣǡ
*
ϽΣ£ССĿռΨһˡȴδԼԤǰ㣬ؿһޡ
ֻңҲң˼ᣬŰӷ
δɹԼġм׾ûһɵ¡
װȰԼһŮӣŸСŮĴѣܾ࣬Ҳû
ʵҵ䣬ݵǴ壬׿˽Ӽûʳ֮ǡֻǺ˳ԣҪȢŸŮĹѸ峤ϵ¡
ΪʲôΪʲôҲ߱ˣӲأ
벻ͨ
ġұĺӿôأ׼񵽵ģǺиҵĸأˣѾȥչ......
ǰ߰ɣɬԡиײܲĸ¡
歱ۣ۽ЩʪҵģǸŮ.......
ʱʱһΡиӤһڻǸŮˣϡ
歿ģÿȥǸŮʱͻʧͻꡣűǻ𣬷ξĻ.......
ͽεĴԽԽ١
ѾûټˡϴŻ˸ոȥʱ
ǰ˴ʱΣȴûû˫۾ֻĻ𺣡
*
½ǱиѺǣȥͼһǰһ󣬻Ƴ½ǰ
£ȴСأһ֪̫̫Ůģ½ݺǳж
½Ǳüĵɡ
ţͼ׵Ľη˵˾ʲôˣӡ
˭
½ǱʱЩãôԼ͵͵ţ
歱ˣҲûֻԽη˵վɴƫŽ
η򹧽Ŵ󽫾歵Ļ
½Ǳһ̧֣ĸη̷½ӣվš
üЩᷳɴڽǲȥ
īæӺܹڽ⼱еСվءѽū澷
գֱܡҲףֻģΪμ½ǱȴίҲζ
½ǱվŰ죬ǲҲе𣬵⼸ԼΪƮĻ̾Ϩˡ
ɿһʾīͽηÿ
*
ƿ歳̧䵭
½ǱͷһһĸоػͷСʱøʧʱеĸо
ôɣѩˡɫ䣬δʲôԸͦϲģȴЩá
˵ʱ򲻹á
歲Ǻ岻á
歽ͷŤȥҲ˵
½Ǳͷ۲ѣ
ҪŸһŲ
ôˣ½Ǳʡ֪歰ǰֻˣرⳡϣ¶ӡȴСһԲ
һʣ歶ָ㣬ȦʱЩ죺ҲԸ˭֪Ҫϲһֵϲˣﲻڸôأ
Żڸп׵缺ĸİԹ԰飬ûе
۸ˣ½Ǳǿŵӣɫʱˡ
ǴӼģʵƣŭ䡣
ŲǣҵңŲ˺ң߳
ֻŻƭҡҡҵģ
½ǱҵķӦһ£ЩǸȻðɡ̫̫˵ʲôˣǴɩ鷳ˣ
ԽʣԽܡ
ΪʲôܹˣΪʲôԼﲻԣ޵
½Ǳסˡ
歲ҿ̧סۡҲ㲻ԼʲôˣΪôе֤һжûб䣬̼Լȥ½ǱԲŶ
ֱɡ
Ҹʲô㲻ǶôҭֻҪû㣬ҾͲ߿Ժ.....
Աš
½Ǳ˵һ顣
......歾ԴҪûĿ⣬ȴŵҪ˵ʲôˡ
ſңű½Ǳӣ˱סڼͷ
ôſң½ǱȵŵøӤҪƵġ
Ŀֻ߷޲ͬھ
½Ǳȴţߡ


58 
½ǱûȥǶ, ǽֱӿԼ
һõʵЩˣ۵ƺһ
½Ǳȴδʹһ㣬ֱߵ, Ž˷¡
ôЩ֣ڴĦš
ɫ, üĿ繡
ȴûɵغ£ˡ
ȥģ½ǱǴűЦ, ߣٲ
.......ôˣеš첻Ծ½ǱҲֵúܡ
ǰ½Ǳǳ, ߸ϣҲֻɫ߰»˦ˡЦҪͬһ㡣
ҸᣬܶΡ½Ǳ, ԼԸӡڣѾ߲ˡ
歶Σյֻ󼹷
һɫֻʱźŸɡ˿Ʋ, ʶʱΪ, ߵͷ, 㲻Ҫ۸, òã
á½Ǳ˵þȻᣬ̫, ߾ߡ
ûߣװģز, ̫ѹˣһʱ˵Ϊʲô׽Ųš.......
ﻹݣһоӨ黬䣬ⲻȥ
½Ǳһ£ɫӣշؿ첽Ȧ
歳ҭţǲҴ㲻ˣԲסҲã̫̫Ƕ˵ˣҲͬҵ˵.....
̫̫ˣ½Ǳתá˵¶Ҫκ˲֡
歵ͷʲôңѵ̫̫˵ͬҽ֪......
¡̴
Ϊ˲ھηģӲɫҲá
ͷһЩ˵ӡ
ҵ˼ǣ㲻ùЩһȺӬҽаˡֻòȵ֪Ҳ
歵ͷ˵ҵô
......ǡǲӬǸõɵӰˡ䣬½ǱȻ˵
ⲻҵ˼Ȼϲ㣬ҥȻģһҲģ
֪֪½Ǳļ磬侲һ㡣
ôһ½Ǳ˴롣һ뵽Ȼ˵ԺģԿƵطŭ
̫̫㣬ȥͬԲŻ˵ôḧʡ
歲̫ͬ˵Լ˳ˮۣͷ
½ǱһЩɭȻҲУԺ˵
ƲƲ죬šһ
*
մ䣬ֳ֣Щƣƿ½Ǳ᲻뿪֡
»ӣͷһ½Ǳ˯ĵط
Ȼ򵥣࣬ʵǶˡ
һȥˣЪϢɡ
ȴ½Ǳ׽ס֣Ѳá
......ЩƵͬӣԷﲻ֪ʱȼƵ.
ɿңˡʲôҪʱҪҪʱһ仰˵£
ðɣ˵ڵĿԣҲӦù˼һĸܡ
ˣ˯½ǱĺɵúܣڿʱЩơ
歾۾ˣҪҪȥ
......½ǱʩС歱ŵס
ľ࣬ӢͦıϣѵЩۡ
ˡƿ
½ǱȴƻسﴵŪĶÿŪ歱շ̣Ӷ¡
֪......
ĳط
Ҫ׵ռ
쵰㲻ǲԸôί㻹ңҪʲô
½ǱѨλһѣ歵ʱȫ
ûвԸ⡣ ½Ǳ۾˵
ֹԸ⣬ֱ÷衣
ƭң歱ϡ
ȫİĴ齣ӲһҲͷӲġ
ֻӲһӾĪΪζ̫Ϥ˰ɣ½Ǳζ
ѩľζ
ڡ½Ǳ̾Ϣһ͵
ôߡ
ڣ歲رΪ롣ѵ֪˼֪ռҴռɾ·
ţҵŮˣû·½ǱƵ歲ò¡ҲᶪҲ......ҡҲܷڡ
һӣԶԶߡ䵭ѲӰ˫ڵΣַ
úµģӦġ
۾ֻӳһˣ歱᲻á
Ŷ˵ڣͷһȥôҪ֪ҲǷɡ
˻ °ͻȻסʹһ
½Ǳȴδʹͷ
ȻһһˣҵĴ²ˡ


59 
һزͬ, ½Ǳθĵӡ
˹ѵ£¶ǿ
˫ϥס, ڴ϶ãɺ, ֻŤȥ
Ƕƹˣ½ǱߴģӸȣȴĲ⡣
ôô׺ߣ
ΪЦ, ߺߵƤô񣬵Ȼ
½Ǳµһ, Цŷӣò
ƳĿԵһ̣Ȼͷḧϡ֪˸......
֪ΪʲôҪô½ǱһɿС, Ʋ۵
˭֪.......歹šЩǣ½ǱֲУȥĶ㰡ѵҪҹع칫
ΪﱧΣÿζ㣬Ū
歱޳ܷӷ, ܵѪ, .....˵
ûУ½ǱһǷ!
, Ц, ɿ´˵ҲԸ㣬֪⼸ôߵģ
Ҳ֪歲ò¶֪Ҫ˵ʲô
ҪʲôֱӸɱ, ҲûоܾΪʲôƫҪ˵Щֹ֡˽ѿûôķ軰أ
½Ǳƫƫ˳⣺㣬һһ, ۵÷˯ţ㡣
˵ˣ歴ؿڡ
½Ǳס֣һ¡
²¿ҵһ㣬ʲôʱ򣿡
һ£ԥƬ̣̲סСʣʲôʱ򣿡
½ǱЦˣ۵ұ˵ǿķǣϲ˵.......
һˣ죬˵˵ԺҲٲ㣡ҾС
½ǱͳЦɰҪ
ǵһμʱ
˵һΡʱԶסȴҲûĿڡ
Сʱɣʱǰ歡
ǵһΣûë
Ųǵһءֹڲ½Ǳľˡ
֪ˣ⣬Ӿ벻
歾ã½Ǳ֪ϲ
ֱɫеɫһμ£Ҷû˵ʲô
½ǱǴ˺̧ۣͷֲܿƵģﶼûŵ˴֬ζ֪㡣
֬歲⡣
һμͰѴ֬ؿڡ˵ǲ빴ңţⶺ
ôֻˡ
治Ҫ
̫¥ٴһƳƼ㴩װȺ½ǱϵΣһӡ
ȻˣƵ治
½Ǳüǣѹһҹһֱ·㴩װӺ汧㡣
ŻȻΪ֮ǰҪɫֱ׺
......һʱ֪˵ʲôá
ʱ͵·Һܸˡ½Ǳ˵ú㣬˭֪Сӡ
㣡һֱңᣬء
ֲ˼˵ֻתָ𣺡£һ϶ûڶ컹ɫ
½ǱŷԼԼ鷳εãҲãȥ¾Ͳˡ
*
½Ǳĵ˼£Լû飬Ū歡
ˣٳٲ⣬²
׳ŵڱһ׽
븧οһµģ˲䣬յŰ֡
Ҫհ......Ҫǿ......ŻˣͰ͵
½ǱǿҲǿ......
ʵ̫ˣܲסġ
½Ǳ͹ˣЦգǿ
ģھգݺݵ
......
歱ڻˣ˯ȥ
ʵܼǵ
Ȼģ½ǱҪ˰㣬Ʒɻ洺裬Ų֪Ʈδ輱۵ҡҡ׹Ҫѿ㣬½ǱŪ
ּ½ǱҲʹӣ㲻ģûϢͬ˵ããûµ......
ٺֶݵһֻϧΣԴ岻Ҳ֪ľ仰̼½Ǳ
ҭ˵˯ȴ½ǱŶͷ˵ԡ
ͣɢ˯ȥ.......
ξǰ࣬ʵʶδȫ룬歸Լٲ˵½ǱУ̫ˣСҪûˡ
*
˯ѹһΣɤ۵һ첲ǿӡ
½ǱҲˣôˣﲻ
úܣ۾Ҳۣˮҿ.....
½Ǳȥ˸ֱι¡
歽˿ʣ㲻ֱ¼˯ƺ½Ǳߵһ̫ˣû塣
*
ҹεǸŮˡ
ɺŰ˵ˮղͬǣ϶һЦ⡣
е㵣ǵСȴӣţƺں˵ʲô
Ϊʲôһûأ
ô˵ʲô歲ʧֻվԭشš
ǶԷĻشȫȻ
͵ͷòã歽
Է˵ͷ
ûңԲԣ֪ΪͻȻͿˡ
ûУһֱһֱ㡣ҪҸܷ뿪
һΣˡ
һоѡ
½Ǳɫء


60 棬лм̡
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½ǱȥۣجΣ
ûУجΡҡҡͷ, Ȼʧ
ĸףһأʶô, ʲôϵ......
ô˯һᡣ½Ǳǰˮʪ鷢
Żعҹ, һʱӿϡ
ˡ̣Щ˼
ͷȴԼ֪ʱµ, 㵭ʹȴûҹ岻֮УģӦǱϴˡ
ҪˮôҰ㵹½Ǳ, §
κģԻͷԡ
Ҫˣګګôô磿
ˡ½ǱЦ, , ѩˡ
歼ںڵ, ݽ̨ϻȼ, Ϊ컹ûء
ʱѩҲѩ졣½Ǳ, ܺãЩӡ
ƲƲ죬½ǱʱС, ֵֹġ
ôȥ𣿡ͻȻʱ
ղȥˡ½Ǳ˵
Щȣ½£˶Ǽգ½Ǳ״򲻶뿪ġ
ôȥѽ.....ģ֪ʡ
½Ǳȴ˵Ϊѩˡ
歽ߵЦе㽩һ¡
ѩͲȥˣôô䣡
˯ѺһҲû˵仰ȴɤӲ̫һʱЩģҹ֮£ǲ̫ˣֽֿУǲ̫ѽ.....ôܵġ
찡ЩʲôҲ̫.....
һЩʵϸԼԼ歾ԼҪðˡ
½Ǳֽ˽Ц䣿ж䡣ΪѩҪ§һˡ
ˣһЦȴӲţеë.......
˾һ½ǱԥſڣҹŪ˰......
ţۡҲƭֻǰţû˵ʱһֹۡǴȫû۵ġ
½ǱЩܵӣټǵֱЦ
´βˣԣͲˡ֤ҲЩ̡
ͷģСûϵܺãҲ
½Ǳһ£ֱ歶
ǣһ£ʮֿеؽ飬ҪһЩϧ壬ϸˮ
ֻһΣͣ£ůůһ˯̫ˡ
½ǱСԴͬظ
*
ڴһ歼½Ǳ˿ûҪ˼ߴٵ㻹һ죿
Ȼʲôʱƭ㣿Բѵ
ЦŴһ£ƭҲֹһΡɣһֱʲô
𣬲Ҳ𡣡½Ǳ˵Žȥ
뷭ѹסռһˡ
ңأǼܶҪŪɢˣ死æֹ
½Ǳˣֻա
Ǿʵʵһ˵
ҶˣӶˡ歱Թ
ҽ˰ѷ½Ǳص
㣡ˣԼŰɣˡ㡣
˵űҪ´
½Ǳסֻøһͬ
·ºӣӻãѺ¶Ͱ͵ãܼˡ
еƣýī׸ɾѹ
ҷԸˣء½Ǳ䴩ţ㲻ҪҰù
˵գѳȥûʱ㽫ѵľ˽
㣬ﰡ......歼һչѣͰʡ
㴩µ˵
ˡæϲ̫ˬҲ·ˡ
˵þá½ǱüһᣬƵôô⼸ֲܵ磬Ǹ
歺ֺЦùɣڡ
½Ǳȴᣬ˼һ£һס
......ֲֻʩΪ
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ˡ½ǱŴõСϱӳˮɫ⼫ˡ
һ̫ͣվµ˼
ãҲôһӡ
ҽѾߴˮϴ½Ǳ˵
⻰歡
ҵ׹.....մζ½Ǳժ£֪ˡ
أˡ½Ǳ
˵ձ㽫ϽƿڴβŽͷҲÿ
һһˣ歵Ķ׹Ӷ棬ǽλá
½ǱȡͷʱȻǳɫĨ죬ѩк÷㡣
һԴˡ
ʲô歺ʵĿȥʱˡ
Ѫ̫ۣװûС
Щ漴üͷ˵ǷˣΪ㣬ⷨӿҡ
½ǱЩֵؿ֪ʲôֵģҲɵô
歱ôһҲеָ
ҴȥϴɡҪѾ߿ˣ̫̫Ҫ¶ˡ
ϴʲô½Ǳ֪ͬذףֱӽմѪǿ鲼ϸ£Ҫš
ֱգջ̲סҪûǲǾͲˣ


61 
½Ǳü, ɻΪʲôʣ
һʱЩȡְ㣺Ҿ֪
Ҳ裬Ҫĵ⡣½Ǳɫá
ֻԼһб, ̾Ͷʻɡ
ʧصͷҲ֪Լռ, 㲻ٶ˵ƹҳ
½ǱԽԽ, ץļ򣬳۸, ʶ֮ǰ
ʲô歱Թץˡ
˭ҡ½ǱȴԽץԽ
ЩˣŭأǲǾҲɾҪɨسˣǲǣ
ֱ۾, ʵ
½Ǳסˣɿ֣˼һԲҲ歡
, Щ, ͻȻʶԼ̫ˡ
½Ǳô죿
ֻ֪½ǱŲ......
Բ, ǿЦ......ͷ, Щ޴롣
ᡣ½Ǳܳ, ȴûʲôԥ
̧ͷͷֱ
ߣ뿪½Ǳ½§ס, ڻЩ
ҴŻܲˬҲ֪ҪˬáһҪټǸˡ
۾΢΢ƺо½Ǳί......
ֱۻıҲֹס̡
ḧıûбˣֻ㡣ԲţǼ⣬ˡ
֪½Ǳֱɿ׸춼ҪεԼҲ......
˵!ŵס죬¼Ŀ
֪װģң˵ţЩˡ
ȸ״ҪҲڣҼ衣ֻһ¾ͷۣҪڴϣҲȥ
½Ǳ˵⻰ʱģһҲڿЦŪЩˡ
һ£Թ˵軰......
㡣½Ǳһۡ
ŵʿˮ
ԣ㵽ʲôţǼ⣬ʲôʡ
歾·ϵƣиڼҽ㣬ҴСʶܸ......֮ǺܺúܺãҺޥϹ
½Ǳšһ˵š
ʮ꣬޸ڴһ˶˵á»ûãܻؼ......ʱֻ꣬Ҫ£ܵúܡ
½ǱŲµˣķ
ţΪ»ҹû죬ҾͲҹҹĥŰ
ǺܹǲǣҲˣҲãƫƫҪ˵ȥˡ
׵ʬ帡ڳ......
Ⱥ½Ǳ۵
*
½Ǳ˵˺þõĻ
Ѿ÷ٺְ˷Σ϶׹
źЩ
շޣЦϵս̺뷿Ժǲǿ԰һü
üʲôѵģ½Ǳż ƾҵ֣ҲܻܸŮŲۡ
˵ֻãһᣬ歵ʱ뵽ͯͼЦٲü֮¡
Ҫ½ǱŸµǷ񲼣תҪߵӡ
غáҲ
歶ȣû˵ʲôȥˡ
½Ǳߵԣֳ̽βİﶯ˶һרŲضĵط
˼һתô˯ĵطضأܿô
ǲҿǶй˵׼ͷʲôа²⡣
ţǱ½Ǳ׼ʶʶ

ƮһŹ챦Ҳæܹȥ»û½Ǳͽƽȥϡ
Ķࣺ
塢ҡذףиСĲ˹ġ
۵Ҫǽϵϻӣͨ崿ףʡ
½Ǳʵ۵ġԪãһϻŪ歶Щ˼ˡ
ЩǲǶֵǮѽ歿Ǽöʡ
ʵǸң.......̫ˣ½ǱĻеһƴһ֪ǲŮĹġ½ǱУȻǷ
ֲ˼ֱʣ½ǱԴף
˵Щ񣿡½Ǳ˵һöӦֵʲôǮɫãĥ̫ˡ
е㡣歱˼˵ԼˣҲͲΥĳˡĶҲϻӺذ׿񱦱
ΪҵԼĥģҲûʲôߡоϾʱĥЩʱҡ½ǱȾЦ⡣
ȴЩԼˡ
ذ㡣½ǱͻȻ
歾һ£㶿ذС
ҿû˼......Ǻ죬æ͡½ǱһŪΪҪܹƵġ
ðɣȻذ׾ƯرСɣֻƳֵ̣ǮȷʵеĶ
˼½ǱٺõĶñá
ҵƸ񣬲Ҫⶺ
΢һʱ֪˵Щʲộֻ
֪½ǱͬЦȴЩܲЦ
áС˰ذ߬ýġ
һذ׾ʹӦˣ½Ǳе㾪ˣȾЦ⣬٣Ҳ̫ú˰ɡ
١ǳǳЦһ£ͷסȻ
Ȣ֮⣬һݣҲ١
üԶɽŨ泤üβҪ޽֮С£ס£΢
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½Ǳ⣬ĵǹ㺵ζʲôҲȥ歶˼кβͬ
Ȼǣַġ˳歵Ļش𣬱˵߽ǽС
αѰգ׷û֤ݵĴ𰸣ھͺܺãô
жء歺
½Ǳˣ㽫ϵ⿪⵹
ö壬ġƣ歵
½Ǳеİ˰÷һʱҪ˵ʲô
ôˣ½Ǳ첻˵Ҳʲôˣһ.
ﲻȥùһˡ歵ļʡ
û¡æҡͷ
Ϊʲô½Ǳһһģһ......


62 
ת, Ŀ⡣
˵ﲻӭ㡣ʹĻе䣬ȴǴδйļᶨη塣
⻰, Ũزüë綾߰ԳЦ⡣
Ҳ, Ҿ㣬歵⡣ٶίߣƽͬӡ
Ŷ, ңƾʲôδ˵꣬ǯһѾסϸĲӡ
˱ס, ˫ţú
㲻Ϊ᲻ŪɡЦоǱģбԼèҧŭ
ԽԽ
ɼһֻҪŹأ, ϧؽˤڵϡ
ڴδع꣬ѽһŲס
Ӳѥ׶ָ˿ڣ۵ǰ, ȴŲг, 
һָ뻹壿, Լˡ
̴Ц, ĵ¡
ҲǷ㣬壿۵ôＷ⼸֡
һ, ɻǲɣɵЦȥ
ɣؿ, һ½˲֮
*
˽ӣī˵˵ЦЦŴߡ
鼫ѣ޲ɷʱЦŲۣճɵɵ͵
ֱɽסĺŴۡ
ôᷳɻϴʱӭײˣֻɺϣȴòˡ
׷
䵭ɨһۣк£
˿ɻǵ£̲סĿѲȫ̰Ƭ̵
Ȼ֪Σգڣ½ǱǵġˣФʱ͸оӴ̼ղܡ
ǵá歲Ŀ⣬ʱ纮
˵գ㿴Ҳֱǰߡ
ɵЦһҪȥס
δ½ǣһ
зѪƤϡ
һΣ촦Ʒվ󣬾
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Ӧһ歲Žȥ
正Ц£Щôòˣ
ôе飬Цŷʡ
һֱЩ˼գ޷ôˣﲻԾô
ҡҡͷЩɻ󣺡ûвԾֻǾǰ̫һƯˣȴ˵Ǻδ
ִȤңûܳɣ歲
˼һ£°͵Ҳ²¿ǽЩӽúãԲԣ
࡭
歲֪뵽ʲô˸æϹ˵ʲôû
ֱЦûʲô˼㴺¶ģ͸ʶʱһˣ
ɣӵɻܵסҪҪҽ̽......üŪۡ
־ȴ˵ЩĶ
½Ǳô̫ˣʳ֪ζ䲻Ĳ⣬ܣʵԲ ǸղһΡˣҲҪŪÿ޿޽нУʹá
зô......歺ԥʵ
ţʲôӣۣһӡ
յŮˣ˵Ҫңʲô!
ֱЦӵзӣֻղܵķӣûýķӡ
˵ʲôֱ¡
ãڸв֪ˣúϧɡҲǽֻһˣҹҹ顣ԺȢޣˣʱҪ뷨ӡȡ˸ӣ߰Ȱ
Զ׼ȥЩڣæȵ죬Ϲ˵ءһ롣
ҡҡͷ˵öԡ
Ȳ˵ܴã粸Ͻ˱.......뽫濪
ˣǰ͸ҿˣҪҲһһ˵ˣҽΪӵ¡歽͵
רҿ˵ų˸üۣ۲תʮ㡣
歱ŪЦˣҪڣüһ壺㲱ôˣ
ǻҵһ£ӦŵͷȻѽôˡ
շʱĴͨһʱµĺۡģûʲôŻѣ˿
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.......֪ġôһ˲䣬סˡ
̾˿Ҫףͬһ±ǵ¡ⲻΪԼҲΪӣΪǴҡ
ԥһ£ֻͷ
歼ǲԸ˵ҲǿҪ˵⣬ͻȻ뵽ǰˡ
ϴʱǴ¥......
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һ˲㵣ʵ֪鷳ˣ
ĵ׷û뵽ɾҴˣΪ޵Ҫǣߡ
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ָҲĶָߡ
šһĬˡûи正ʵֶָ̣Լ֡
ۣݸʹ֮ɫЩյʹ־¹ɣҲЩػ̵
Ϊʲô㣿üǮӦòȱǮ
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ˣΪ½ǱģðСĹɵͷִܿˣЦԼҡ
½ǱֲʲôƲ磬ô᲻֪ɲǺˣȻԼĿǣŶԹת̬ȡ
ֺѡ
ͷ磬չ˵ĲǱҪġ
һСĵģ㲻صǡҸͬޣȻƾѡοԼʱҲġ
歵ͷѾýջȥͬ½ǱԹˡ
ˣյΪʲô£ܲרΪҰɣʡ
歱ˣԼЩҪ¡
ԥһٴ¶ģҩôǰ˵ġ
ʲôҩ׳.ҩ.ҩɴ۾ΪԼ֪ʲô˲õ¡
סŤͷߵĳ嶯˳˳ſڡ
ҩҧ˵
ŵŵҪʲô
Щüģռˣ֪ģ˺ӣԺû·ˡҲҪ
㡭ۣþò̾ôô󣡽㻹ô
ãܺá˵ţȴʹ࣬ҵĴ㡣
ҰɣҼǵ˵ҩġֻŮһʱУͣˣ˴˺ǿкӵġ
侲һ£λӣץ歵֣˵û㣬һ̻Ůӣжټ֮ӵġҲ˵ҩйϵġ
正ɵˡе鰮סĶðն簲ĸŽŮһǡ
䲻˽⽫ȴ˽ˡǸɿˣҲպȢޣˣ㰮֣һֱӻġ
֪Ҳú˵
ӷᣬȴֱͦͦãŲ£Ҳ֪Ժ᲻ڣڣҲ뱻˨ס
ãŵͷãҰ㡣


63 
Ӧ, ҩԸҲûԹΣ߸ûֳɵģ歵ЩҾȥҩù, ºЩҩ䣬´ιʱȥ
ؽ, ´γҪºˡм仹½Ǳüڼң歱Щ˾ֱޥ͵Ƕ, .......
ĻȻ˼׽
, Цҡҡͷ㰡֪Ӳ˵ɣҹҹӲĳⶫ˵Ӳɣֶ½ղġ
̾˿, һʱ֪˵ʲô
˺ˣ±ôˡãһԸ緹Ҫȥˣʡ
һ԰ɣȥϴȥľ¥¶Ц, ҵĴͼʹ˺üˡ
Сˬ, ֻϧѵһ, ȻÿԸʮ, Ҳд𡣡
ҵֳʲô˰歱Цˡ
ǼᵥûĹ֡ɽ½Ǳ϶úóԷ, УȡÿջҪѾʲô, ˶١
½ѾߣȻƭӣǱ歡ǰθڱԣûθھͿӶҲһ٣ֻǳԵˣѾǾͿ󣺡СٳԵɣԵ.......
ڰԾԼЩ
οԼǴôôҹ½Ǳ§˼ѣЦˡ
......
˼ˣ̸ĿڣȳԶˣζģնЩ嵭ʱ߰ɡ
ԳЩҲͦã·ֵͷŵ.......
аʲôʲô¡ЦޥȥСѣӦÿˣǵһ
歵ͷðݾڽ֣˵¹һظҪƺ󣬵õԷ
˵Ż¥ˣûʱСžͽƿˡ
㣬ޥС紵ú˵ģ˷ܵ
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·͹ȥˣСӿɺˣ˱²裬Цʡ
ޥˣȴЦһЩƵصͷ
ôˣС㲻Ǻô֪ԼúϲС㡣
СĲǺˣ......̾˿Ƚˡ
֪ô£ֻǻûüߴÿ˵ޥĶӾ͡
͸޹ģޥЩ˼ˡ
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޲Զ, źվţ촽΢΢ţǧȴһҲ˵ֻۿգҲգɡ
ȿ, СӿˡľߵʱԶԶƼͣڼǰҲڼ첽ܡ
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ҵܵΣʲôʱֵ졣ЦЦޣҼҴôã֪ҵƢ
һƬ̺˶ί㣬ǣֻǸū澣ûʸ㡣ɺ޲ð͸㣬Щʲô
Ҷ㲻࣬㲻١һҲΪ㣬ȥʰʰıȥɡͷѻ𣬴Ҫ˺Ѿ߿ס鷳ˡ
............޷ߺҡͷûϵ顣
ȥɸ˸ôߡ歶ѿ
ϣѿȱۣ̾Ҫ޺ȥöԣ͸
С㣡޼ˣع°
ʱŷ֣ҿʱҪܸɵģҲܸɣɵûãȴ벻ң߬ϣȥû취棬ҪǣԸ뿪ɡ
Ҵˣֻ̫ˣһͷԡΪ±ϳȥĿС㣬ΰɣҲˣ
ȥɣԼú롣Ҳܣȴѵ´ΣǰϥǹˣҲ㡣
ǡ޲
˵ĻҪ뿪ʱ˽ס
ؼһˣȿסɡ˼ǰ󣬻Ǿվͻȥ
ߺ歷̾˿
ֻܵ½ǱҸڣղˡ
Ҳ֪᲻.......ˣɣϻúúˡ
歸յǣؼҺ˵ɣĸԸ½ġɸһִǾͺѰ졣С³嶯ƺ½ǱĪɴףٱһͣǻˣ
ͷһꡣ
ǣЩѹǰһֱά侲ǿĳ硣ǽ̵ѵҪڣȴ𣬻ϲϲ½ǱС.......ô
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ˣ½Ǳû歽û½Ǳ׿ϣһʱܻؼң˸ա
Ϊѿܽүˣ
ˣæߡ
½Ǳ֪Ӻδ֦÷۰ذ£üá
ȹܵԺӭǲȾЦ⡣
ü֦ݸ歡
΢Žӹ ˿˿Ķˡ
ҵģʣü۽Ƿ֮ȥӯ΢Ц⡣
½Ǳšһ͵֫ߣʰ£ͳ
歽Ųһ٣ҲЩӲ
Ҽ˵£ûȥһˡͱȥ˰ɣڣһҲûУҿ½Ǳ۾
½Ǳȥ֮ɫת䣺Сʲô£ȼܻ˵
Ҫ¶歱ˡԸ⣬Ҳʲô°ɣѵֻǵ󲻵õģ
Ҫ¶С½ǱҲˡ
ֱͷ֦÷ϣȻ¶Ҫ㣬ӡ
Ȧף½ǱˣʧԼȣͬƢ
۽ǣҵļ£ҲȥҪ԰ɣ
˵ǲͨѡ½ǱΪʲôҪͬŸɡ
ԼȥΪʲôҪҷż˲ȥѣʵӻ𻹼ҹ˯ǰµΡ
ʲô£½Ǳֻ˲ʡ
ԥһ£ƫͷޥӲҪȥ
½Ǳ֪ãԲԸգ˸еķӣҺһȥѸϴҲš޴󰭣ȥ
ܴӦæУ㣬ҵҲڼءޥֻǸȾ纮Բˣҹȥ˵˵ͻԼȥɣ
½Ǳ֪뵽ʲôӱûһ¶ȡ
û˵
в˵Ѻ飬ڳŲסˡǽ֮Ͳƴǵģʰһ£㡭
ã㡣½Ǳٿڣ䵭롣
ͷһ޴
񲻽ˣʧ
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ߴһ½Ǳûֱˡ
׷׷ϡ
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66 
½Ǳһ·, ӱԶԶ˦ں档
ХȴûŰ㳩졣
˳һɳۣδʱ, 䳯֣§ļЦ
½Ǳ, ϵ׮ϡ
ôԼ˵ҪѴ˴Ľһµôͷ̽ԣ·ơ
»ҡ½Ǳ
䳰Цҿ㴵ţ, ʶԲ˴ҾͲбƯһٱˣ
ֻߣϳ, ˸һ......
ȿȿȣܼ½ǱɫԽԽڣɿһ£, ´ټãǻҪһʱ䡣
ͷҲĿڵҸ˵öԣǿȥ, Ʋ˶Ҫˡ
¶̨, Ұѡ
δ, Զƽ, ɽɫ졣
Ǽżءǲʶ, ƹͷˡЦ־³çСѾͷ˴ˡ
ǰ, ʮˡܸпǧ¥ȻţֻƹѾɵ̵Ķˡ
ºҲһȥ
½Ǳû˵ɫȴ֪ͣǷڻ̳롣
һȵݸ䡣
ҡҡͷҾͲˣǸȰɡ
㻹вԸȾƵʱ򣿡½Ǳˡ
⻰꣬㿴ס˵ܻ磬˼ھǲܺȡ
ûޣЦŽ§ס
ǱˣȰɡ˵⻰ʱ̵קקǺܵ⣬½ǱҫֵȻ
½ǱŶҵˣԼλһʱŭ𣬱
һ
˵ʲôؼҿáԲգջȥԼ޹ء½ǱԽԽһ룬ԹԺˡ
......
ܶһۣ½ǱԾ
½󽫾ȾƣԵ˰ֿɲ......仰û˵꣬ͽͷֹֻס
ǱֶڵҵȥϢˡҲȴס»پ֪ۡãһһȵܹͣ
˵СǮ
½Ǳһ˺ҲȻζ˳˼վʱȸ̳ҲЩ겻Ըմƣ̳Դ
ЩȥҲã½Ǳ롣
Ҫѣ¡ڻظҲΪţװȥһ
ֻҪͷϸʵΪʲô˵ѣյȥʲôˣͲͬƽϡ
½Ǳͬ˱лظ
߽Ժʱɫ硣һӿ½ǱЩ͡
ʱ;ԾζʱԶˡСӣŪļپƺӡ½Ǳ
Ǿյãһ˵ŭЩЩ
߽ݣѿ㼱ææӭү
أ
СﻹûѿСص
½ǱȻã֪ˣȥŰɣﲻ̡
ǡѿСˡ
½ǱԼߣһȥ֦÷ײ
ǰʱ÷֦Ҳջ֮ǰֱӽ֦ڵϡ
ڣ֦ббڱˮϸƿŮ¡
½ǱüչЩ⡣
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иѾüʡ
ǵģСѾߣޡѿԲа
½Ǳţʣɿ
ѿ£С˶ǼõġʱϸͶţӦǿصġ
½Ǳ˵һأ
ѿ˵ū澾޶С.......ܲá
ţ½ǱƤ
ȻССеģС˺ôСﱾߣĹˡѿȻôһȱۣҲ֪޽˵ĻСﲻǾûүǰᡣ
Ѿ߽͵ʲôҩ½ǱʵΪӹǵҪʲô̲ķӡΪ򲻸淴𣬱һ䡣
ҩѿ΢΢̧һͷɻ󣬡ûҩѽү˵ϡ
½Ǳüһšأںδ
ū澲֪ʱūҪգС˵ԼͺáӾô󣬲ѿ˵
½Ǳ˻֣ѿʶȤˡ
½ǱֽĹӷˣûϻӡ
۵ĵطҲˡ
ûС
ǻɸ
ⲽߵ̫̫͵̴ľ³ǰǾϸεţֱ˿ϧ
ûãڽҵľϻֱץ˺иǣмһϺõ˪֦׵ӡ
½Ǳָֻһ̽¶Цֱ˼в㡣һſҩֽţγĿ׶
Ѿˣǽ歳˰ɡ
ǽĿ࿴
½Ǳ߬ס
һľϻӱˤڵأϸ֦мһء
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ãʡȥ֤ˡ
˭֪īȴ˵ūǶ·ϻˣСūȻˡ
īսսÿҪ޳
͸øСܵģһʱ͵˷ԸȻ
үᷣģ
úõĽӣôɾͻˡ½Ǳƽӣ
īȴŵ亹
½Ǳ뿪֪Ҫȥ
īֽŷһƨڷصСϡ
½ǱùõĸۡǰΪûдкӽȥͨδֱ
ܿиܼҳϻ̳Ͽֳӭӣ֪ԭ
أмֱӴϹܼҷϻ
ܼһ첽·
СԨôˣ£ùͨҲææ½ǱӭϡʹˣʱԼС½̫̫ʲôá
ˡ½Ǳ˻Լ侲ҩ裬֪;ζأܲųʲô
˵ţ䶵óҩ
ùýӹչֻֽһ¾üͷŮ˼ҳԵҩ Ūģôʦڡ
Ů˼ҵҩʲôҩ½Ǳ⣬Ҫʸ
ҩֻҩĸġٳΪùֱӵ
½ǱɫԼɺ˼ʱȴù˵ԣҪΪŵ˲ݵζ
˵գҩһΪ롣ںм侹ŸĵСҩ衣
ùýСţ¶ЦӱЩҲġ
Ǳҩ㣬Ϊ˻ҩԣҩ˸ùûûü˵ҩ½ǱȻת
ˡʧ񣬹ٸ½Ǳյ˫Ŀ죬ֻһ¡
Ҫ正Բס


67 
߽Ժ, ιԲݣһԻվλͬ˵
һ£֪ʱλˡ
ǧι·Ͼȹɸ, Ѱʦһ˲ȫ, ۼҽסӡޥ̽͵
δ˵꣬ɺģ̌ͷ歡ǻ㱳, һʱӭ
Ҳ⣬΢΢Цų߹ȥŶ, ǧ˿𣬶ѵơ֧÷ббţ󷽣˫
üۺĕiգɬԭ, Ĺúܺá
ө£ǧȻͷ˵ͷ
ˡһ
˵, ǧ, ǳЦЦǧι, һᡣ
, ôţޥ̲ס죬ǧιʦ, ǵ߻ӵĶˣ̫ˣǲǣ
ȻãһʱҪȰˡ
, ҼѰһΣޥȵõ֭Ҫ³ˣȴòǮľλرҽǮû赽裬ʱŵʹޡλεʿҪ̸ͬ˵ῴľԴؼԡ
δλʿûȸŮ˵Ů󲻿ԣСŮ컯Ƿľ˰أΪǸƭӣ˵ЩûǮ˭֪ʿûҪҰǮѹţһֽҩ
ô֪ģҲˣʵ벻ͨôõ£ǵʿδйôͽϵأƾ֣
Ǹ̰ޥʱŸɴֵˣǧιóһ۾ϳǶǸ
߰˷ּ֡ޥ˿黳ǧεӣٿʱǧһЩȷԵȼǧιʦǼҶҪúøлǡ
ǧξȵͷֻˣ֮ӡ
歡ɱﲻסڴҪ˵ޥ
ǰ㡣歲Ӿ
ϤĶԻֻòнʹ
......ǧںɾ֪˵ʲô
䣬˵ɡļõֶ֣ǧ˸롱ơ
ڣľٱ͵Ҫݣæܻ¡һŮңʹŮĿģ
Ҳڰ߽
ľٴӺＷһġš
кЦȴҲûֳ
ƽҲͷˡ㲻ڵӣ£Ȼ֪ЩԽܡŸ½Ǳ㿪żɽЩ˵ͻظ
ǣ˶٣Ȼⶼ㷢Ƣɡ
.......ɱܵҪ⡣
ȴûᣬ˵㻹ŽҪ½Ҫˣͬˣ
ҲʮˣҪ㲻ΪԼƽϣҲҪΪ롣˵˵ţ̾˿ֱҡͷ
Ⱦ΢ǳͫâнˡ
ǵģԴ̤ԺţнԵǧͻȻ
˽Ծһ£
Ǿ㱻½۸ҪȴӲŲûпǱˡ
ɿЩĪ
įû
½û۸ңҲûоί˵ף˵м٣Լ˵һ飺½ҴδΪ檣Լĸ½ǱС
˵ţĿתĸס
ΪҰĽѾãűĻԸˡ
£ӻĺһ
ϲԸίԼҡͷš
߰Ϊϵ΢ǣֻܲݵ⣬ĬĬ顣
ҾϲԲί歵
ֱײص˵ķʵ
ôҪˡ
ˣľŭһ½ҸʲôԺҡҡ
ּһʱ֪Ҫѵʲô˦䣬ˤŶȥ
歱ۣ˿󣬸̧
ɳĬְ˵ؿ
ĪӷᣬǿЦ⣺ǻСסֻǷ˰ա
ס߬ȭǽڷס
ǳͷų֮ˣСսʧ
һΣΣҪ֪
סظһ飬歡 Ҳϲ㣬δίҲί
ȻԼˡĿഥһ˲ƿۡ
ϲŮ֮ϲôء
ʱǰޥʱŻ¶Ц⣬˵䡣
һֱģҪ÷ͺˡ
˽ɵӣΪ˵Ц
ǧãȻݶǻȴܵҪһ㡣
ޥľŵɣȥ㡣
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ɴʱ飬ʵڲʺ׷ʴ£ֻԺϸϸʰɡ
һ£Ȼӡǵõģʱ˵ҪδӵģΪܡ
˼ֱȻװͿ
վЩ̣Ȱɣ㻹С
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㡣Эˡ
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Ӷϵ½Ǳæصүء
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ޱ˷˸ӣأֱ߹̲䵹һءҲܣۣᵶߡ
С˸Ͻ˱
޸յţͼ½ǱϺѹǣ˫Ŀˡ
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⵹á½Ǳ÷裬Ҫ歵㣬ռޥǴԴգ
ɶͷԡ
˵ʲôظ硣úõģң˵Ҫҵĸӡ
½ǱԶԺ仰Ц正Ȼ˵ѡ
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½ǱûᣬһԷɳ۶޲״ֻܻӱ޸ϡ
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Ȼ޵磬ҷʲôˣ
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죬ģ̫ˡľȻˣܹޥ׵ŪԺ󲻺
Сɩӵ죬͵͵Ҫ׽ȥ½Ǳסŭ𣬼Ҫ˵
歲ԸޣԱҩһ£Ѿ˵ģǲԸġ
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˭ŮҸñӣҪǺͶ̥
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ľٱƢڴǰ̨ϰ̾Ȼ½Ǳްŵ˵
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㣬㡭ľٿᣬѹѹױʿĻȴ˵
Ҫ̫һ䡣
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ȥѡһ֡
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ͬ˸Ժźײӵִǹıʿգۼ㽫Χס
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½ǱУ١
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䣬½Ǳ͸˽
Ŀɲվţŭ
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½Ǳַʲô裿߷ŭί
½Ǳ˵ĹľٱסѺƿڴ
ޱ飬һֱӳȥľ۵ð

ү
˾Ҫ˹ȥһһźĵǹָźס
ޣޥһס֣Ҹƴˣ
ٸҶһ䣬תޥҾͰͷ
ѪɫʧôǸħ
ʲô߬סԼ÷֣ѹ½ǱǼʲô˵ԵʣҲˡ׵ش׽ˡ
ǸΪʲô
½ǱŪؿһۣȷҪ˵ԵʣΪ棬ǲ˰ɡ
ѪǰڣЦɲҼһû档Σȫ˵£ȹ˼ԼɣΪ֪磡
㣡½Ǳúݺס°͡
死һͬЦݣոմʹ㡣
ڲԣ½ǱȻЦˣһ˿¶ҲûУô ˣ
½Ǳֱ쭳
ֺֿݵһֱֱ˦ϡ
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68 
ܳ, Ůˣûۡ
£½Ǳ, Щûס歡
ĵӵж󣿡ҧгݣ歰ϾĲ
ɱң絶, ʡ
½Ǳͷͻͻۣըѡǿ歵ģ浽װʲôΪʲôԶ޼ɵ, ˴ȴίһҪҿԼԴ, ʲôŮ˶ϷŪǺݲѵ
Ȼս歱ۣỬ䡣
½Ǳļһ, Ҳˣɿ
һס
½Ǳϧͻµɫʱѿ
һȥѹס֮歳
ƿ, ޴ŭȷǡ
ּۻ۽ĵô½ǱüҪ, ׻סˡ
Ƕ¡, ƽͷһҡ
ȿ, ̴ٲԸҲҪ̼, ͥԺڣֻʣҼˣ½Ǳ
ޱҲҪߵ, ģ½ǱҲû¡ǰ½Ǳ˼ľɿ
ľǱܻؼм䣬ޥŲ쿴ıˡ
ޡСһвм
½Ǳһۡ
歲ᣬߣǹɾ󾢣һӶԭ㣬û½Ǳ
正ľֲе
һץס
Ҫߣֺ¡½Ǳӣ½ôܰȻ£
½ǱΪ歲ǿŰɴж˿ĳ嶯˿̼ѩ׵׽ţʱַصʨ޿̡
歾һ½Ǳ
عʱ½ǱѾȭ
Ҫˣö󺰡
Ȼɻ½Ǳһŭʻ𣬸ͣ
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ҽ̽޿һЦ˵꣬⳯һӣϮɣȭŹ
ż½Ǳ֪ɲ޶֣㲻ˣֱ歡
歼޴룬һ˫ֻڲϡ½Ǳһ죬뽫ֱӿߴظʰ
û뵽Сľپıӵ͵͵޵ĵлĿһԳҪ
½Ǳɫ
ͳһ棬ͬʱһŷߣľٱ׳ɳˤ⣬Ѫ
һз̫죬ֻô̶˲䣬ͷʱֻԼױ½Ǳһ߷ɳȥ
޽űľ١
ɱͲռϷ磬˺ѷεһУʱ񣬽һȷɨʧƽ⡣ͳк㽫ڵأж˸첲ס
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ôһʣץľٵ֣
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正һλᡣ½Ǳָڽշףһȥ
ôûģҵҲۡ
ģֻãһѪԵûеĹƨܵܶҪ
Ұɣ½ǡ歿޵һ......
ǡ½ǱͻȻЦ
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޶Щ
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ѵڲϣɱϡŮɪΧһǧϵ򾲡
ֻľٺޥΪ正һʱǰߡ
ҪҪ......ҡͷ૵Իһ˿ϣ½Ǳ֡
Ÿ½Ǳüһ塣
ٲɣǰֱסľ١ûб˶֣Լȷֿסޥ
ޥϵðЩ
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½Ǳ޶ԣ
ҵ׷ʲôˡҪˣ歱鼤ŭˡ
½Ǳͷ֡
ͷһɣΪȥˣҪͬú˵
δ½Ǳûиǻſƣ¶ҩ衣
歶Ȼźһ
½ǱЦЦóô
޴˵......
Ҳûģûӡ½ǱЦ
ãǲ֪Ǽ˵ܣȻסڣҩʱûͬôãҲĶѾкأô
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Ҫ死ɢ˫ϥһֱֱʯϡ
½ˣ¿ҴˣҵĴˣŹǡ
正˫Ŀѣ޲ú½Ǳͬھ
歶վûͷľŭģһѪ³
死δţĶͷؿڵϡ
ģ½Ǳŭһ𣬡
Ϊʲô޵Ҫȴ
ǣ歰е޲½Ǳھ͸ʹ죬һģѡǸЦѹЦЦ
ÿƣҪЮ㣬½ǱԼ˵
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69 
īȾ, ֽϻ˳һ
ĵھ졣
ʱֵ䡣ƴϼ
ԺлȾͷ, īѿʲôѿöҧ, Ȧ졣
üȴ˵ʲôȻѹ, ΢΢̾˿Խ, ߻ǰ¡
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īЩʲôأ
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С, Ե......īȰ
歲ס, Ȼ뵽½ǱѾþûʹûкúóԷˡ
šǿЦЦ, Щࡣ
ʲôôһӸ, ̽ѯʵ
ī־մͷûʲô¶
޵ʹ΢΢ʧ, ī
Ҽ˵Ϣôû°ɣʡ
ī俴˿ѹСİɣǰޥС򽫾ûý֦͵͵ū澣ޥС˵һаãҪġ
á¶Щο
Ȼþû˵ֻü
īѹ̲סڣС......
歾
ū澼ү⼸Ҳˣܲȥ̫̫׳ŵ˵
һ£вõԤУ֪׷ȥֻīΪѣͷ
ţáīͶȥмһЦ
īصͷ
Ѿ߽ȸ£ȥԺһᡣ
վڻ£ңӰ涡纮¶أһƬãȻ
Ժ󣬻Ӧ
˼ʱԺ⿴ص
΢΢̾˿
ԺŴ򿪣½ǱߴӰҹɫ

½ǱӦһɨüĿݣĬߡ
߳Զ歲Űϡ
ΪΪ滻ıЬӣһжϸƺյĲûзκʱ򶼹˳һְůС檡
ĻҲˣٶҲûȡֹֻôǳЦĳĬӦһУȡǸ衣
·ˡ
½ǱģѾôòȻͬŷΪ۸ǸͬûûС歸Ƴ
ƺûгЧ
أ½ǱҲˣˡţʲôʱ
˾нϾ㣬ڹŹֵĳĬͬϦԡ
ϣǰһ㣬ԡ꣬ű㷢½Ǳɿ飬ھףš
һѣƽֱţ˫ֵԼǰΪ½ǱҪٿһ飬ǶԷȴȻ
歱ۣ½ǱűĴָ塣
Ѿܽûȹˡ
һ½ǱĬĪѹ֡
ʲôƢûô½Ǳѹס°ʡŭֵͳЩί
ܰȴֺܷġ信ա
ɬɬģЩᣬ̧봥ü۵ջǷˡ
Բ𡣡
ǰֻ֪ԼίֺҲƢҲҪء
ǽūûƢϿҵ˵ն˶ӣͬ½Ǳƽ̸һ̸
½Ǳü΢˳˼ɿ
Щ죬ū侲ࡣ歵ͷסȻū£лġӦȴʧԼǵһΪ˻ؼҳƭ㣬ǵڶұҩǵҵˣ˵ɵǵġ
½ǱǶ˶û̹ʵϴ˶١
ûˡ½ǱƵľٻӵȣں󣬿ȴֻ֪ĻǷһ뵽¶ںʲֲԸԼȥΪƫġ
ţ歵ͷǸȻʱعͷֻ߳ȥ鼱֮ʧǡº룬ʱѾӦŹǣģӦȷѵİɡ
½Ǳһôһ㣬ɻǺܲ⣺歶⣬޵úܡֻҲҪڵһλŶԡ
£Ҫôƽʵ
½Ǳû˵ͬˡ
Ӧ㽫ȴڣΪҾɱ˸ҪֱԲ䣬̹ʳϣƭ˵ޥңΪʵʵ˵Ӳ׼һؼҡ
ôЦЦЩˡ
½ǱĬţûлش
Ǳҩ¡˵ˣ歰ȻݲЩ仯
Ҳ½Ǳͻ֮¡
Щûᣬˡ
ū澣ӡ歹ӭ½Ǳŭ˵
½ǱסΣռˣӣ㻹֦붼룡
һס󣬽֣˵ôֻûˡ
½Ǳջ֣ŭʢ
歳Ĭһ£ͻȻʣýȢķˣһλݵС㣬ô겻ң֦
˵ʲôΪʲôܰЩûĶ½Ǳ
һǸȻҺģûӾ˵ˣ͵ûɡ
ū澲ԸУΪū澲֪ڽߴãū˺Ժ󣬳ѡԽ˵ˣзɣη塣
½Ǳ˿ѹסҪʧصƽΪ룿Ҵ㲻ô
ǰյ£ԥƬ̣ͷϣֺȶƣùЩ㲻Ҫ£Ժ󲻻
ȴҡҡͷҺܺáȹҵ......ֹһΡЩ죬һֱ룬Ϊʲôǲ⣬Ըⰲ¡
£Գ˵½̶̼£޵õʮ궼࣬ɵ¡
½Ǳü
Ϊūңûаλá歵ͷЦЩѿԼ½檣Աȸ֮ġǰԼСӣһòĵطŷӸ¡
.....½Ǳ
˵ɡ歲ԣūĲЩӣūֻڳС檡......
һĨȥ۽ΣūѹҲԣ
ǲҪˣǰһòã½Ǳ۵ؽ§סһ˲䣬ʲôƽˡ
ʹرۣǿԼƿǲܵġ
½Ǳڵ¡
Ϊʲôʡ
ΪʹǰûзʱҲûĹȻҽҾͻûʧұϲŭ޳ԼʶԼǶٺãһǲ⣬ǻͬն
Ҫ½ǱȻŭҪƷˡ
ӣū澲ǸĵˡĶ飬λ౨ҲΪο檷̣ʵǿȥͽ죬Ҳꡣ
ء½ǱȻҪ˵ʲôƽɲ
ūϣū뿪ڴ֮ǰū澻ᾡ檵ı֣ٸҡ
Ƕ侲˼Ľۣ歲½Ǳ̴Ӧ֪һʱ⣬ţʱգõĽ
ð½Ǳڣ;С檵ıְɡ
ûüӦѱƵѹ¡
һҹ֪½ǱԴǶôơ
ʹ֮־ܵ壬Ϊ֮Ĵ̼£ǣĿƣá
ֻС½ǱľκУ沨ҡҡ׹
½Ǳһӣ¾ͱ⸱ģ㻹ȥģ
ң½ǱߣջȰǰ㣬Ҿ㡣
˵ģһѹ
֪һһУӦԼ½ǱҲӦš
ǣֻҧסһԲسš
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½Ǳڴߣ˫Ŀףڻ˯е歡ոϹҩ֪ӵµĽ.ʲôģ
̾üġ
ߣȥʲô˼
Сƿ£ߡ
üǡڴʱʹƤģģ½ǱѾãվڴ߿
Ҫ𣿡ʣɤҲۡ
š½Ǳ͵Ӧһ£
˯һᣬ˾ͽѾǰѶ˹㡣
ۿһȣܿĿ⡣
½Ǳɫ΢ĬĬҲû˵ʲô
һ£ȥ̫̫ô
歱Ϊ½Ǳܿʵģû뵽ȴٳδӦ
һѾǸŵģֻٴα֤Խã涨ȻǷʲô£½Ǳ֪
á½Ǳ֪뵽ʲôͨʲôӦ
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ޥǧߵеǰǾƫš
ޥɡǧǣСë¿ǵޥС֡
ǧΣĲɸһȥô˳žǽ⣬һŮӣҸоò......ޥ
С£ʮ䲻ϦദһԷһ˯Ѿܺѡ
ûգҿlaoġˮʢһ·϶Ȼˣµġǧΰο
ޥֻ֣õͷðɣˮֳɽǰĴã඼ǻʼҽأҪСһЩѽ
֪Ȼʦɽǰ˵Ҫҵˮ֣ҲȷĶҹȥȴ̽̽ģҸ壬Ӧ׵ġǧε
ţޥװǱЩǰɣ󲻰ȫڼѽǧν㡣
ޥĿǧκСë¿ʧڳĹٵϣԴ޾ɵߡ
㱻½Ҳ֪ôˡǺܵİİΣ½ΪŮ˵ġǣݲӺù
ɸ⼸ٳգͷǡ
һߵݣȴģδ˼อڼԴÿֲ;ƿ߶ŶҪΪ٣ͬ½Ǳһ......
ޥԽԽ̾˿սĽֵ
ֵߴЩʳС̣ޥͷţرһֻСס
ޥһæ㡣
Ư㣬͸ͭɣÿҪ......ס½ǵСкԼĪӣڡ֫ݵƤǣȴô˺ۣ۾Ϊ͹
ޥͷһִ䶵ͳССһӣִͭǮ
ȥɡӺͭǮһҲ࣬ļ
лл㣡Скع£ͿļͷҲƵͷ̡
걾꾰ã˳ƽһ¼ӣС˼ࡣ״ּӿǣַ
ޥ֪ǮֻȵһʱûʲôôЦԽ䡣
û뵽Скûãսӣ̱һȺΧסˡ
ЩݿĸСҲͰˣв˺ӡޥЩ£ͷߣȴͷҲӿһ˽鷳֮Ҵӿ
ʩʩɣ
СӣЩǮɣ
㣬ҲþûԶ......
ԽԽޥ˱ǵζѬˡδǮæҵطȫҲʣͭǮ
ûǮˣֻʣôࡣǮһӣ̾мһš
ǳûܣЩ˼ŻֻмǮɲϿֳ·
ޥޣһСŮѾץ
Ҫ󺰾ʱһʷʱļӲҽס¡
޻˻гü
ȺԥɢԸȥ
Ҳܣסޥͳߣ˰ӡ
ޥ˦
־øݣ÷ˣӲͷƤ˵лл
ޱ˫ۣôÿɫЦһô㻹ͦˣĵ


70 úޡcpɡ
⻰, ޥǵͨ죬žţȻùǺ
ʱ, 䣬Ҳ, ƽմ˲¶ӡ˿̶ޣһʱ˵ػ
ҲûֻҧŴ, ͷ첽߿а, ͷʴ׻ƨߵֺ
޼Լʱ
ʱܹίһβӵͬ˵Ϊ콣ӣóԵģ
ô˵װưͣȶ׷ޥСȼֱ׾١
ޥֱҪĵѪ
Ϲ, Ǳģʮͷƨ;Ͷôŵû
ιأˣأòźݻԲ۶ɵôģŭޡ
޺һ, ̧̧߰°ͣô޹, ˵, 㲻ҵ
ҵı, ҪͷҲˣޥҪˡ
޵üƯò, ޥûʻζġĺÿ
ڣ˵ķüۣӭ޺޵Ŀ, ֻΪһ£ޱǸ֮⡣
ܡػظ
װͰ͵ġ
ޥöţӣ
㣬ƽ޹ʳӵģų죬ҸٴΣþˣûͷ£ǿӣ˵Ҳסޥĸ첲Ҫͬۡ
ޥ˦֣ŭ磬ͳ֣ǲҪ
ޱ߳࣬䴹ƳȻأ蹷ҧ㣬򲻵ãûҧУ
Ƿ蹷ޥһ¾ͳˣԼ׵ˡ
......ֻǴȷŲšеˣӲͷƤʾ󣬴򲻵ãһٶҲûʮüˣֻٽŮƨɣߴߣܲôҸͻñ
ڳԣôԼҲĲ˼һٵû磬ޥҲҪľŪѵѵ
ޥҲ֪Լ׵ԣ˵ʵڹֱ֣
Ϊ磬Ϊҵںݺݲ˲ᣬ㲻˵ңҲ˵㣬ûʲô˵ġ
˵գ󲽳ǰߡ
һ㵲ǰ
ޥ⧲һͷԽǰƲۡ
ΪʲôҪңּ˺ü
Ҫ㽲ֱ׳˵ǲĴȣȲùӵ££ǲǺǻûС˺ϻҸ磬Ҹ׷ô¬ϣô˵棬ʴҸӣҸƽôôﶼӴˣҳôˣ
˵ˣޥһ
.......﷢飬ޣվҽʲôӺ......ԣʲô......
ҲûѰŸʵĴʡ
˵Ҷ֪ޥҵô죬Ҿǿܿ࣡
˲࣬˶ֵʵż·˶פΧָָۣ㡣
һԴ군ȫǶҪ۸Сˡ
һСư͡
ޥЮƫƧܡ
ſңޥ˦˿ѵɽķϾľģƫƧԺӣһҲûС
е¡
㲻Ҫôûˣ޸
ޥίһƲҪ𶹶
ˣæסʱ䱦㻹ǻؼٿްɡ
ޥͷҪߡ
޳סӣ˵Ҳߡ
ޥӳһΣͳȥһΡ
أޥֱ̬ˡ
㵽ôй㣬ľһǽܹģҲ۵ùǺ
һ仰㲻ҵضޥ˵
ޥҡҡͷͳҷ˵ˣ
ǽڣƽͻȻӣ̵ͦıǼޥСɵıӡ
ޥó½ŵĳˤȥּۿ죬סס
ʮСϢϸϸģӲȫͬ޲ڵջ֣е졣
ޥҲҵͷ飬
Щʱһ棬һԣɶúܣСֶûޥ͸˵ˣżðߵ˼Ƕ˵£񼫰㰴ѹȥ
ݵβû£ޥԼ
ôҶûеίҲҵ
޳Ư̵ָļϣޥκģһʱûĻֻ΢ãӣССطֿһС죬
޴ˮƬ꣬޹ġ
ӣȥһֻǲ֪ǹ֭𣬻۽ûϵҶϲ.......
˿ħƵԽԽ
Ȼͱޥһƿˡ
˵òԣޥĹĵû磬Ҳû㵱ȻҵҵȴǱʵʵӵģ֮ǰ߹......
Ǵٲˣޱƿʱ˾ܾһ㣬ӣŭúܡ
ޥ죬ȴʲôҲ˵֮ǰģȷʵġɽսһףͶҡ......
֪ԼҲܲԣȰǲûáһ棬ˣҲܿ˺
˿̣żͬ͵͵棬ﶼһָС
ԲһĬϵģʧˣˣ߻ǰˣ˵ӹ¥µңҳǺ«һԵˬԼ
ǵģʱΪ......ޥæ
޶һ׽˹ؼϢŵģ㵱ʱôһСƨͰڼﲻˣ
ֲڣװ۵ģ˿һڣȷʵӦܡ
ޥε
ֹǰóţ׷͵͵֭û״С᲻ô˭֪ʱôôƨƣû......
޻̽Щ˵Ϣޥ֪ʲô㣬ʮ־̾ͽܿ
˳Ĭߵ֡
ҵˣ˻ȥɡޥµ֣߬ţͷ
޺㲻øˣȥͲˣԺҲȥˡ
ʻȴƶӣŪޥЩмܲסҲôеѹ......
ޥ˵޸ˡ
УҲУһ£
ǰλΣ´ʱͻ뵽㣬ҲͲˡѽڼ档
ޥηһۣҲ֪˵Ǽ٣㲻
һúȰҵģִ֣ۺܺáޥʱԲΪԼ⣬ˣ.....
ǾͿˡ޿һˣﻹû......
ޥ˿Լ֣Ҹ࣬½Ҽˡ
һѽ˭ˣأأ
ˣûб£Ȼȥˣǡޥ΢΢ʩ񣬾Ҫˡ
޼ɫҲͲƽʲôˣб£ǸóˮС˵㲻
ɣޥüЩɻӣ漴ŷӦ˵鱦λ˹ӣ
¿רǮƭСģҪԺ󹥴ϵҪչ˵촬øӡ
ûޥƵ
ǰЩȥŲɹʽӣһλչ˵Ĺײһأλӱ˵Ĺɡޥ粰Ӽ¶ˡɹɷҪҪҪ̶ޥоֵֹģһһؾˡ
ǻӣӲÿ֪ȫʺ޳
ޥȻôôͻȻ˵ô³........
޿һ£εұġƽʱ֪ġ
šޥͬӦһ
֮ܶԶһ㣬˵ʲôҪšٴθĶһաҪʲôҰ򣡡
ûաޥ̲סǿʲôûա


71 
û̫̫, ӱݣһʱЩ
¶Ȼ˾֪, Ͼ½ǱǹִꪵıʿԺءԭȴһ֪
ǰ̫̫Ѿ֮΢, ֪ԱҩȻʧ
ϣ½Ǳû̫̫ĵ̾һ
, ȹ¸̫̫˰һһϵ֮㹧վ, ̫̫ʻװûп˸ɫ
ȻһϷĵģϺ½¶ͬ飬Щ֮УΨһ̫̫̬ȡȲǳ谮, ȴм
㱻ųˣȿˣЦһ£ٲ, ϲӭ, ҪΪܺԺء
ˣʲôˣ½Ǳˣһ֪, ãȻǡ
½ݵͷ, ̫̫ЩƵ̾˿
뵽ռѿīԺ, īְʾ̫̫.......
ĳȵףЩվȡ
¶߯, ǰ˵ˣҪ̧׼ټһʱֻ˵š
ʲôɸ糾Ůʲôʿϲ¶死û˵̫̫̲סۼʱͺ񣿡
ȣϱ£.......ײӣڨڨ
½ǱҪɷ糾ŮΪ檣
ǲţҹҹǶʱȥ̻֮أһҪŮ̧ظ
̫̫Ҫô.......ڿڣԼ¶Ȼᣬ½ǱȴƵط
ԭ֪˶Щ⡣
ǰ̫̫ЩԸӦСӷҪ檣Ūǽ֪ȰҲȰס!㣬ˣǸ˵С檣ɡ
Ǻ͸ǵռˣƾ˫һƵãһӽС
֮ǰ֪½ǱҲ²࣬ȴû뵽.......ôбˡ
߻̫𾪣֪˵ЩʲôϿʵ̫̫ǶԺλأҪҪһˣһֱǶܣЩ.......
ԺĹһ.......
歼½ǱжٸŮˡ
ǰ˵ˣԸ⣬ҲҪܡ̫̫ƵûŮޣ˵ǶʱԨӹģôҲ̻Ůǿ
ӻ˻Ρ
գӻʹģ
Цһ£ԭ빬ûỨǰ£м㰡
ֶ϶˵ʲôҲû壬ֻʧǵվһߣ޲̾ȥ½Ǳ
ˡ̫̫ϵ𣬴½ݼǹҲ死ع
¶ϱ檵¾ٰɣһдӼ˵ùȥСԨҪݣûһ»زҪӵţЩͬ˵ա
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һҹȼ˴룬½Ǳû
歹ǰԸ˯ȥ
̫໰ʣ½ǱѾڱŮߣ§˵......
½Ǳظʱҹƣ³ϢûѾͨԼ߽ݡ
δ歾û˯ӿС
ôϢ½Ǳüͷһ壬첽ȥ
歡һվ𣬻׺ݡ
ҪСˣʲôܣֻȷһ¡
ôϣ½Ǳҡҡͷס˵鲻ᡣ
½Ǳֻ΢һ£漴üģͷǡ
񱻳ѵһȻϡ
½Ǳմҵ£һӣߵߡ
ôˣԸ⣿ʣоһ˿ڴ
歽Լ䣬ᡣ
½ǱĬȻţһ̾Խ𣬳ȥ
׵סۿӷ۰ϻȴҲڲס
㲻˵ҪС檣ôأùϲң˽òǡ½ǱļȴԼӲ
絶ʣſҭŶ϶ʣʲôʱ£ʲôʱϵģ
½Ǳ֣ȴǿҲԼһʱ̫ǰ׼ĻϤʻȥ
ûкϡ½Ǳ˲ᣬиֵܣսǰչھǵã
ûĽͺܶ٣Ϊʲôʱչˣ
Щ֪Ҷ½
½Ǳüͷ壬ʵЩΪողҵѳüڲңҼǰӴŮΪ˷߽Ҳ֪١
ڻ£õģ½ǱǶβԵĶԻ
ԭ½ǱҵҪҵˡ
أôὥˣȪɺһ㡣
½ǱĬͷ⼸̫æ˿Ҳŵõ㹦ϸ¡
ǰûأ֪ʲôģѰãҪˡתǰ޵ڻҵӣƾƲǺдġȻھǡ
½ǱĴ̽飬û뵽ǰպؾȻðܵ½Ǳһλڹɽ԰Ǹ˵ȱƵĸˡ
թãϸڴ뺫ѳᵽһһϣȷǺء
½Ǳ⣬ΪǰʱԸ˵ݡһʲ֪ﱾ÷ɶ˵ģֶŵԸھ±׷һֱڲ֮¡ң֪Լֳ½Ǳн飬ʱǨ˭֪㽻黹ж٣Ҳ֪ѳ֮УȻ½ǱΡ
ͻȻ½Ǳݡԭжһ޵Ѿ˳ϣҵЩʱգ˵ҲܲݡǣͶ·ֻ½Ǳܾ׵ܵܣȨҶˣ׼͵檡ˣǵ½Ǳٱңλ档
½Ǳ˵󣬽ģͬԷ޲أҪȥһ檣ð졣
δˣã¶µĲǹɡ
ˣħƹ֮Źҵġң㽫ܻסңָأ¿ͷ޵
ɣ½ǱǰΪǸĸߴЩŮӣû뵽ж
˵ô࣬ԼĴ㣬ҡ½ǱǸɵˣֻҪ뺫ѳΪסһѪģԺΡ
ԨܷС檣һһʵ֣Ԩ鷳һع˵ȾЯԶ߸߷ɡ֪Լڴ󵨣½ǱӦѧʱֳ½Ǳĳƺ
½ǱûʲôΪѣЩС£Ψһԥ歡
ôԴףûӰҲҪ˼죬к̧˽²Ҫַ졣
ͬսʼʱ½Ǳ㣬תһ룺ֲҪ檣Ȩ֮ƣôҪɫ㴦ʲôãֻܵܡ
½ǱͷԺصԡ
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½Ǳع΢£ͷûи正ӣܿͻλȥ𴦡
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ûʲô̫¶
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½Ǳһۡ
ضزסҧгݵζ½Ǳ¶Ц⣺ʲôҪ˵أ
̧½Ǳû飬
ˣӶġһһ
⻰ֱ治½Ǳʱŭ
˵ҪСأĺ
歷һ̫ľ½ǱûҷֻûУֶû
歹ûǻҪ͵ʱŹļֹס˵ҵ˺ص漴
ҵ˺صãҲԸἰġޱޱ뺫ɢ̫һֱҴͥ๤֪ںδ
䲻ǺأҲǺѳɵã½Ǳ㽫СŮظڶͽ˰͵ǶԺˡ
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½Ǳɫסŭϴȥˡ
ΪҪûû˵ȥû뵽£ʱ歾ת۱ס
½Ǳ˶ͷһ֪ܳʲôܡ
ִľ£̽Ű۵Ķࡢȵļ羱......
ҹҲӵﶼҵҹӵлʱ򣬵ʱǻĥ
Դ˿ʾãһξģ˲½Ǳӣƣһɨ⡣
Դֱ歵ߵֱܲסֱδؽɿ
۲תɫޱߡ
Ϣһû½Ǳȥ
Ϣƽ歲ʣ̫̫˵Ҫȥˣô
ͷԴ½Ǳǿţסо⡣
½ǱüЩΣţҪ£ȥþá
ںڵ㷢˵ŪԳ˻û뿪ǣ᲻ˡ
Ҵһȥɡͻ룬歵
һֻظ糣ЦϹ˵ʲôءԶǧ⣬ǶȻҹ̡Ъҿܲˡ
½ǱҲ֪ͻȻ鲻ף㲻ǿ
һȵĶͷϡıڰ˼ȴЩƮ֪˼ʲô
歱ֻۣ֮ϸָֿḧӲ˿
´棬ǰ繣ȴƿ
ۣ첲ˣҧгݺ޺޵
½Ǳҵֻæͣ£΢ĹһӨ׽۵ļϣҹµӡǣϣ۽ˡ
ޡһ޲ܻҹݺԼȭ
ؽ½ϣ½Ǳɻȥ§ڻ歶ͷǼһᳱʪǡ
Բ.....̵Ϣߡ
ʹȴݺҧŴƻˮ
ʱȥݣղ½Ǳʡ
գغɣ½ǱŬƽ궯壬Ӱţ㡣
ǹЦǵźɡ
᲻ˣߣ½Ǳֶļ۽סϸյˡ
ţū᲻ý
ˮ½ǱԸҪˡ
ڼҹԹԵҡ½Ǳֺݺݿһڣѩ׵ӡһȦݺۡ
ĩˣΪİ㣬ȷϵ......ˣ
΢ūҪǻɲʽôࡣ
½Ǳˣˡǹ˼ӻţ޲̽˰£Ӻ
Ժˡѵ
ãˡ死ǳǳЦ¡
½Ǳ̹ˣĵԭС˵öԣŮˣȻһζݡ񲻹ҪɸС檣ͻŵòˡ
ֻҪԹԵĴߣʲô룬§歳ŵǶȲ㡣
ϣ½ǱѾ˯ãۣʶ
ҲĽˡ
歲֪ԼǺʱ˯ŵģ˯ʱ½Ǳ뿪ˡ
ûīѿŽ˴
ֱߵżԣаڷŵİӣҩ裬ҵıҩ
գãû¡
ǰҹ½ǱǰóԵģҩߣȴɬѰվסŵĽڣֽҩ˻ȥ
Ȼ£ȴԥҲޣһˮ£ҩ֮ǡ
õüˮﲻס±
īܿҴֻ߽ű£Žţ𱸵СټҲ·......
޷歵
СүˣԺˡīæϢӡ
歲⣬ֻͷá
Щˮɣʰһ£ȥ̫̫һеҩƺˣСһƬ


72 
̫̫, в豭Ҫء
˵գ, Ȱ̬ϴ˿̰ЦҲûС
歴վţдŲµЩ
Ȼ, Ѿȫ£ֻǶʱ̫̫ڵùһ, ˵ǰЩԨűҩȥǶ
˵ͣס, ȥ歷Ӧ
û뵽ûʲôֻŴĬվš
̫̫ͷ䣬ִ࣬正ҩô
ǡû˵ѷϡ
̫̫סؿ, 歼ˣҪȥ
ãһʱỹʲ̫̫ƿԨ·ģ
ֻٴεͷ
㲻ԩ̫̫
歱ӷ, ۿȡ¶Ҫ, µ, ֻ̫̫
˽, ûа취ԸҲˡ
ֻΪԼˡ
ǼԲסˣ̫̫ԽԽζ, ЩίˣҲǲµĺ, ôɵأǼСȱʲôˣԨ䲻ˣºίˣ
̫̫һͽҡңֻǷ󸮵ģûй󸮶ԲסǵģūԼС
ǣӣ˻ȥū½ǰҲǺԼġ
̫̫üͷ˼
ӦֻҪˣȢ޻檣ū澶Իָ뿪½ƽ⻰Ӧɣ
̫̫ò
֪£̫̫Ҳֻǵ½Ǳýˡ
ūҩԵࡣҹҹūǶū澶ҲûжҲ......Щ˵ȥˡ
̫̫Թء
ū澽ЩӣҲˣ֪ͬ˶ٴΣŪôҶūߣϲؼҺū澻Ϊͽġ歽˵
Ȼģ̫̫ڿˣ˵ֻ˵ԨԸô죿
ֻ̫̫Ҫдŷū澻ؼҵݣģȻūͬ˵æдū븮ǰӣ̫̫ҲصĽͬƢ
ǴԨݣǼң̫̫ʡ
Ҳǡ
̫̫ǹˣ歵˼ŲµˡǱӣѾֲ֪Ѿͷ檿ԣޣ˵ȱ㲻С
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߬ŵֽ˽Ц£ǣūˣūҪߡ
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½Ǳ뾩˳Ļ³
ĻԶڶ³һǶ¶ʮ......
δӣڶ³һ븮ԷŰ½Ǳ֮ǰȥݱܷͷڱӣˣͷģһߣǵԴһȥ
ȥ֮Ҳֻнϼأ½Ǳⲻáǡȥպݵȵһ뷨......
½Ǳ뿪ǰƷ˸ޣ㲻û˺ͷĴȽסˡ
С£һһ뷨ӦԲǡ
˼ʱѿı߽϶Ц⡣
ССӺģ歼ǻ뵽Լãƽܿ񣬲Щðʧӡ
£һֻعͷһʱδӦ
СôѿʡС￴Цܽһʲôô˵ġ
ûСЦ£ôˣ
ū澸ոȥԺơѿЦ˵
ɫ˳Ŷȥ
Ϊ϶ʰޣĵġū̲ס뿴ƫ̫......С˵ţ͵͵ɫżȻū澾ϴ̵Ѿ߽ò񰡣˵ģū澶ҪˣūֱԱ......
ȻءѴҪߣЩ£в  
Ȼү·͹ˣѿͳһӻСǵ顣
ŶЩ⣬ˣô
үҪʱԺСɼ˵ˡүֻԺˡѿص
歵ͷţ֮ǰ㻹н˵ʲôˣ
үôüͷöܼɳˣѿѧү˵˭ģ
Ȼܹ̾˵̫̫ŵģҪʰԺӣӭ
Цһ£ȴǳ½Ǳ
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ѿ߸˵꣬ʮֽͷһԼȴûʲôӡ
Сū˵ôеţǲǸ鷳.......
ûУҡҡͷЦЦѿǸúӡ
ѿС̣е㲻ҿ
ôСôÿˣᡢơ
ϧŮһ˶ˣүҪɱ......
ѿǰ̹Сô⻹мû......½òȴԼＸѾ߸ãīѿ֮ǰʲôܰ˵ġ
Ҳʶһ
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ȻҲࡣ
һհľٸʹļ򣬷۾
⼸ܲӰֻľٺͼŮ졣
θںܺãһһ꣬ԱŵޥͼѾߣȴƲҵ
ôˣ֪ʣƤû̧һ¡
ޥһ
ľƫӣ˵ˣ½Ǳɫ⣬Ū㣬Ƕšһ˵ʲôģڿ˰ѣ
ޥáվȴ벻
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С۽δ¥½ƫŽֱ̧԰һСԺ
½Ǳ鷿˼λԱֽļչ飬зơŹ˵ѾˣҪǴ¡
뵽ѳɵã½Ǳӣȥ԰һ⡣
ϸﰲŵԺӵǲȻһֱûסȴܳ
½Ǳ߽ŸɫʲѾ߳ϥϣϲϲ
½Ǳüͷһ壬Щģô£歵ʱôûЩ
ŮӴ磬վţЩŵ½Ǳ
ֱ٣ɣ½ǱֻöԹ˵˿ٱƵλҲһҪˡ
ɹЦһж
½Ǳװ֪ӣζжҲûʲôһá
˹Цҵ֪ǣʹ콫
ǰѶţȥɡ½ǱԼϵѾ
ֻʣʱ½ǱǰƵٵС壺Ѿ߶ŵùģŪ
˵գ㽫ϲĸӷŵ
ٴģǵͨ죬½Ǳȥ
㻹Ÿʲôϲµգŵ


73 
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·½Ĵߴ٣Ϊγٳٲظϼһ¡
һ룬ɫ, üšȻͷ۵úܡ
½ʶɽ, ȡϡȡϣϲ߱ռ񣬼ȵý֮, ֮
񣬹ʮþȡһ, פƽͻ·ؽӦϣֱȡ񶼡ؼƽ͵бǳ¡
Ҫͷ۵ģǳ͢Ѿ, ҪԳһŷʿ̸ڡǿǿ֮ôס
ϼصһ, ޿֮ȼߡ½ǱүүعϼԨԴ, ϼҲ⽫ճŮ½Ϊ, ǽ, ǽˡ
½Ǳиܵܣһ, ϼᶼûᣬλСү̥Ų, ½Ҳ˼Ƴ
ȥϹһճӱֻ½ǱûȢޡϼҵ˼Ҳǳ֮ⲻѡ
ǰ½Уᵽ¡½Ǳֻû֮δ̸ŴߵԽ⣬ֱ½ǱǿļҹˣǽǰɵСԻͷ
ϼλС㣬򣬽ʮꡣ½ǱԼܵˡϾʮǰԷһΣСƨһԲԲ֣Զɾ
½ǱԿǷʹһٸԸ⡣Ůʮ˱䣬ϼСˣûȤ
ƯƯôֻֻ֣Цֻֻô
ܣûС
еԤУ死ǿܣȢޣܾͲô򵥡
û취ؾͬ״˵ΪԼϲֻС檲ˣҪܾ顢Ļ£......
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֮ʱߵ
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⣬ȥǶ˵ŵ㳰
½Ǳü΢壬歺̫һ
⼸գɲν⡢˳ôҪƵġ
ϼŴߵüߣȻ⡣½Ǳ֮ǣˣϽۡ
Цһ£½Ǳưڱصá
ǣ½Ǳɤӷɡ
ƣ⵽ǰмƵָ˹½üޣ̧۴ƣһ¡
һ̣½ǱѾذϡ
󣬲úýѵѵ˵ȥ½ǱɤӵЦ
δһưǰȵò¡
½Ǳʱ򣬱ƽӰԵ档
ϲãȻ޴񣬳ڽĵռ
ֻܷӡҪ裬ܡ
ԭ
ɽҹڼҲðճ
Ǳ正ϵذƽţЦЦ
ۣСƤֱɲʲôĿ࿴¶
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Ӹλ½Ǳ̾˷ˡ
歷ı仯ҲԿصպԱýģᡣҪͬ½Ǳȣ֧
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½Ǳ⻰üȻܲˡ
Ҫ׽歵ĸ첲סȴ˦
Ҫ˵
½Ǳһʱס֪Դʲôҩˡ
δü˵ʲôѽһ˲¡
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ǰԸйоأɹвҪͬҹȴתӣֵ
һ̰
½ǱƮƮȻˣЩǷһΡ
ΣǾϣⳡóЩЩһֱ죬ֱҹͷ
֪ǣΪ̤ʵã͵á
歵ڴ˿̣½Ǳոˡ
ʱͷ۵Ƥ̧϶ϸĺ½Ǳ֣ͽƿ
˯ɡſǻȰ
½Ǳδ㣬ѣ
歰صӺ͸ĺĻ
Уҡͷ˵
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˺һŵͷ½Ǳ
ҡҷ.ѷŹǰ
һҹ½ǱԼİסˣԭӲ飬ǰԵӱܲá
գ컹δġ
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½Ǳ۵գҪȥ
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½Ǳ˵ͻȻ̲סʣúչԼ
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᲻á
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½Ǳ˵˵ţɾԼЦүǣǲĺӵӣ¡
˿նϡ
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˵һֻĨ᲻ػԼˡǿһҪߡ
ȴҡͷ૵㲻Ҫá
Ҳ䣬ҲҪ
Ըһֱģңĥңߵðġ
ֺ˵ʲô½Ǳü
歺˶ֻһ˺ãҾͲҪ
˵⻰ʱͷƫǲҿ
½ǱƬ̣ʯһ˲ڲ׽ǲͷʱʱƣ˵˿
歵ںʲô
룬֪ˡ
֮ڿڣ歵õȴǽѣܲס߳ڡһֱݶռĵף½˿Ц½Ǳֱ֪ᷳӽƿ
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뿪ǿֻӱܰˡ
ӣѹ£½ǱЦһЦ
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ǰŻģˣһᾡߣޱҲһ𡣡͵
歵ȴøˣ˶ס㡣
½ǱΪǲţֻܼͣûˣֻһ
˵ֻ꣬ԼǧƵĵЩ̣Ǿ䡰ֻáҲ˵ڵġ
δ歷ǵû޵غס˾Ű㣬㶵ͷ֪࣬롣
ôѵ˵Щ死ӣЩá漴뵽ʲôɫ˳
̫̫˵ʲôˣ룬ֱʣ˵ҪȢޣ
ϼҺϹԨԴҲǴ̫̫ģô̫̫꣬Ǽһֱߵý仹ѯ˼½Ǳ϶̫̫ǶȻ֪ġ歡
ʲʲôȢ......ޡ歼Ѽô֡ô̶̵ʱڣǱӹȵ׵ɽҪҪһ³ʱӭͷһ𶥴ֱֱˤԨ
½Ǳչüͷԥ֪òøһŵ
룬۸òãȻǲõģһӦ£δףûа˵
Ȼãʧǵģı˾Ű㣬һƲɵĳ嶯ӿؿڡ
ġֻ˵֡
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Կܾһ׮ԼԸĻ¡
Ϊ正ҲΪԼ
û˿˭ʵۡĸ̫̫С
ӦأҪеһпܵĺ


74 
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ǧɽ˼տ͵ס, ʱĴ̽ڵõЩ
·һ԰, ǹ԰դ߸һֻڹԶһɫ, ġųǹ԰һϿ԰һ
Ϸ򸾼, ͬ𻰡ǧһʣڹȻǰָŲõġ
С¥ϻ˸СͭҲλɽ̵ġ˵ˣȻϡŹֵ, ǻɰ˵̾
ǰ̽ӹû뵽, ʢ, ȴǵʿ˵ķӹá
ʲôģأǧæʡ
λ˼һ, ʦˡ
˼, ȥˣ֪ôǧμվ
⵹治֪, ŮǸȻɱЪ, ˺üյķǮǮϲãֻñʹӺͷ˵ˡϳȥˣû
ǧһ١
֪ʦмûк뿪ǳʲô⡣
Ůʶôүү¨ʡ
ǧεͷҪ
ӴˣһĴȣ¶ñأиͭ
ǧһ֪ˣʦǳˡ
λ˼ң֪ʲôܽɽˮôܴ̽̽ϢҲáʡ
*
½Ǳߺÿնȥ⣬ûлعҡ
˵Ц½ǱʱѹŻǰҪظŲ½ǱԶߣƷīѣԾʱƼͷƫˣʰظ
ղѰܺãޥͬ뽫Ҳһ⣬ӯĶ࣬˱ǮǡտºɿͬǺϻ......
ÿЩССУԴ㲻˼룬һգۣձȥ
ߵϡһϣֱ۴࣬յģûůı§סֻµĵζշתࡣ½Ǳζ
ڵأ·Ͽɻãûѩ......ǣңѧ˼ҹ·̣ȴ־ǵôߡоһ߶·Щվ......Щ֪ͨͨ
֪úܣõúܡ
ûУֻ鷳ȢŮ˼콾Ů˳˫һС檣·С檣ʲôʸ˵ÿÿʱһС
ôˣ½Ǳ˵ҷģȻȢģиС
ߣ㲻ȢŮԺҲȢĴҹ㣬㶼Ҫ뿪½ˣС檶ǣС˲ڡ
½Ǳ˵ˣֻһˣҲһҵġСЩ顣
㻹ҪôСȲ˵᲻㣬㣬㻹㲻Ҫ½ûƢôôأ´½Ǳףߣ
Сͨһ°ĭز
ǱȻҪߵģҲǲٻˣ
ֻû뵽뿪ʱ͵͵ܣ̫̫ǲߡ
Ƕ¶ʮԷŰ
ǰЩ֪Ѿ˻ԣ¼Ϊʿ԰ǲ䣬ֻŶεġҲ˵۵ΣֻҪɻ䣬ǵʥϲãܹ鶼ǽʿǰͷˡ
ǡƮű꣬歱δֻϢЩ¯һ飬Ƶţˡ
ҶʱǺϢ
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Щ飬˵δãҪ
֪ˡ˵ؼһˣǽȺúףף
⻰˵ûã̫̫ȥһˡ
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歽ӹؿҲ֪ʲôˡ
水ӡ̫̫̾˿Ԩ粻ӦߣҲܲҵ棬ǿҪ
歴ǲ˲Цݣֻܵͷл̫̫
ߺǼһŻ˵һֱδУǴߵġ̫̫įվڽ£Щù
һҲѰ˼ҡ˽ʿǶǰͷܿڹ١ģúãֻ⣬պҲسޡ˵ţο歡
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Ѿ˱ˣȥʰʰɡͷĶҪģԴߡ̫̫̾˿̫ˣؼҰա
ǡһΣ˸
ʲô˵ô̫̫־ԺҲЩۣǿ歡
ҡҡͷһֵлл̫̫СŮĸ
̫̫̾һӣǰ滺߶ǡ
ԨҪȢ޵ģҪ֣ȰȰ
һ£ȴûͷֻ̫̫أ򸣣СŮˡ


75 
СԺ·, ī歳ɡʱڵ꣬仹ЩȴѲʱˡ
·½ǱԺǰʱ, 歲Ӳͣ¡īؽɡ̧Щ
С......ī֪̫̫˵ʲô, вõԤС˿̼歴үԺӣüĿ繣˸, ݲõԤоԽǿ
ûʲôЦ, ǻȥ˵
գ谵ĻеͥԺ¥ųĬ뿪
ûѿѾܳӭһΪ歳ɡ, һ߽С¯ݸ䲻䣬˵ﱸů
歽ݺ󣬽˺ߡ
Ҫ, ƽ, ˸֮ȴβס, ޲ɢϯʶһ, лǾҡҡҡ
ѿɴ۾˵īԤ, ĬĬȦ
½Ȼʲôȱģϣ¡˵ţСľϻ, ǰЩ͹ġ
ЩӴΣֵǮþϸҲʧպмãҲһ֡°ɣ͵Ǳ˴롣ȰзţʱתȴԸ£Ҳ˽ߺǷ̴ֵ
......ѿ̲ס޳ϥߡ
ī˲ᣬҲŹ
ˣǿЦˣңٶ˵һˣҪ鷳ǰһ
ණʰáȴԸģ½Ǳĵӡذףĵûá
̫̫ŷ֤½޹ϸԼݣƱ歳½Ǳ
*
¡¡ţ껨Ľ
ԼԺǰ˳˳ö
С㣡ؾţ正ǳԾ
Ҳδʱޥ粵˶˳
㣬˵ջôؼȻˣݳСͯؾæҵشӳϰᶫޥЩˡ
ˡ歹ɣЦЦԺˡ
ľվĿǡͬŮϡ
ͺáͺãɡĨĨ۽ǡ
ϣײûикĿϲ˷ܣҲûм⡣
*
̫̫̫̫һġһ͵ֻ˿յģ᲻
һƬĬ
ãľ̲סڣԺˮˮǷ
ǷֽԴۣһҪ˵ôƾʲô˼˵ǷǷ̫࣬Ůû½ˣ㶮ô
˵ãظأţίӿͷɱĨȥ
ľٹŲӣŭǷʲôˣ½ôԸǽ壬ʷģľٲϡԸͷժȥҲҪװˣ
歵ͷð仰ŮҲˡԺһһŮȥҲûס
...........ľɫ࣬õӣһֱҿң
ҲңҵТӣģ㾡ܼ½Ǳ鷳ʲô£Ůһȥᡣ
㣡˵ˣ˵.....ޥűס
˿ѹסӿĲƬ̺ſڣҲˣ½Ǳ鷳ûȥˡ
ںһϵûУľּôõģԺκιϸҵļҷٲܻˣ
ˣ͵ûŮɡôһ䣬תߡ
ľȻϡյ֪㣵֣ټϴ˿Ůһ䳰ȷƶŵǶҼƶ֮ǽѿ졣
쵽ǰʱ歺ضף޽е˵Ӳ̱ˣҲҼŹ
ؾ˱еĺŵˣæͷӦ
ޥҲ死˻˵
߽ʱϻǴԹġ
ֱЩ˸еĿ⣬ʶæ£ϵؿ˸ͷ
С......
ʹݣʱ⣬һĻĻǰӶ
û˵ٿȴѾ˺ġ
֪Ϊ㡣ƽ½Ǳŭóҩ֪̾Ըй
ôĶصúúõģͽ½Ǳˣ
Ǳ̽죬ʵò飬ֻ·ļ֦ʣʲô֪ˡ
ū澴ˣū֪ˣ棬ߵ
Һ޵ý̾Ϣҩںӵ¡ޥޥ֪顣㵹ã͸Ѻϸϸһ顣Ҳ͵Һ˵ֻͱ˵Ļǲǣ
˵ţֻޣ˵ãҲˡ֪ĸԽҲֻһֻ۱һֻۣû뵽ߡ
ū澲͵ģǲС޻ű⡣
ã㲻С㲻Сķϻӵܣ½Ǳǰˤ˵ҩģҲǲСģѷ
ңū.......޻Ȼ˼ŽڣȴĿ䣬һ 粵˶־ֺ޵ؿԼ
ǼԲˣ޽㡣ޥʵһڣޡԼǿ޿䣬ʹɴۣǿ˻ȥ
޺һʹޡˣô嶯ģһӾͽץסѱҽߣôأ
ǣҶСûУҲаֲ˵ֻ̫½ǱˣǸ֣Ҽҡ渶ңǽġСҶɽūôẦС㣿ūֻС½ǱֿСħԶһЩ......
һ˵ＸѾ߶¶ͬ飬ޥҲԳЩΪѵɫ
Ǹ̫ʦ俪һ䣬ɫȴûʲô仯
ǣǡ޼ͷ
ͨɸģʥϺ½ֻնжͷ㻹ʲôú޵ģ̲ס


76 
歿, ̫ʦͨİӣ˾ʥ֤, ж۵¶Ϊ½ǱΪ̫ʦڿɣ
ҲͰ, Ͼȥס歸㲻Ǻˣһ֤ݶûУĵָ½Ǳ, ݺʦԸŸ̫ʦνĵҲԸʵʵ֤ݡ
ûУ޴һ, 쳣ôͨǵʦʿ䣬˾ôͨУͼʲô
Ķͨ, ŮסˡΪڣö׮ӵ֮䶯ޥʱǸ޶֪˿Сѣ׺ݵĿ, ԵЩ
, ҡͷ, ˭֪, Ҿ˾˱ʥϸû, ޹ġ˭֪½Ǳһ棬ж½Ǳžͳļң壡, ΪҰ֧λ棬ĹǾûͷٲͬ......
ɱѸģķңֱӴ½ǱɵģҲ޹ء
Ҳ½Ǳʲô𡣵ӣж޿ȴ𱨣ңվҲ㡣ֱֱŵĿ⡣
ҪС㣬ҪҪ.......޿Źǰϥǰ
粵˶¶̣ȴֲҿ顣
Ѿ㲻󡣡ӲԼҪܸе޶ûԹԣǡǡ෴ԹŹޣտ޵ҲԼ
ޥ˼أתãʵ
ޥֱȻû뵽㾹ֻС߬ɣ¶ҡ֪⿼ҲĲĸߡ
С㣬С㣡ū澰ɣһŮӣûмˣȥô찡תȥޥ
ң.............ޥ޴ؿ˿歡
歿̼Сײ̣㲻Ը޴ߡ
ȥӣԼˣԸҵū澣ȥӵ﹤ԼôͻɣһֱĬ˵ˡ
㣡޺޵ҧгݡ
˵öԡޥ׽ĿģСȭͷ߬ﺬᣬȴǾȻޣǼҲ㡣
㣬ЩǮٽ߰ɡޥת正
歵ͷľ϶еο
ԣȻ뻤һӣһֱȥȻܡߣޥҲˣзһ졣ڣѾǰˡ
歵ľ֪ٸʲôͬ鲻̵Ϸ룬ߣűܿԼޡ£ȻҲ쵶ն飬Щ뿪ֳ󶯾
סޥȣƾؾ޺ûʱܰľˡ
ͷһŭɫٽߣڿһҲܶ˭֪ҹʹʲô󣬵ʱҲϲˡ
ؾÿԼӣҿɲ
һ㶣־ŭ
㻹ԼߣȥҲΪ㡣歼ϣֻҸָˣβѰ......
正úݣ޺
ЦЦ䣺ٸҶ˵һ䣬ҿҪˡ
˵䣬˰
һӣ˵
ߺ޵Ŀ⽫һһɨתĻ֮С
ܳҴţԽԽ죬ԽԽݣܵӷ¥ʱ̲סعʯ·ϡʹ຿Уŵ棬ûʱѪֱ
Һ㣬үҺ㣡޺䣬Զһн
Ϥ......
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һһȡźãҹˡ
歴Ҵϴһɡ£ߴٻڰӵޥȥϢ
ջҪȥأЩȥ˯ɡޥ
ͺˡޥ˵
Цҡҡͷﻹѹţ£½Ǳ......
ˣɾҹôá
ޥҡҡͷϹţټһģ첻֪ôأ°ɡ
˵ţһ¡
ǰЩӣҪؼʱ·û뵽쵽ӷʱɸİ˵ˣеģһ԰ǽûǰ
˵껰ͬһؼҵġȴɸһŭݣѵǼ󺺣ޥûӣЩ¡͵Ǽ׳Ƕ˴ˣĬͷƺҪɸŭֹסˡ
֪ҪҪͽ˵ܾúҲûʲôһ֡˵ɸƵġ
λأҵʦˣޥ߻ԥţ뵽ǧΣһ䡣
ǧνȥˮˡΪʦҲǶ˵ҪΪһλҽޥ̾ɸǵС£Խ˵
ˮ֣ʣ̸ֳǷֿ
Ű˵ǶôһֱҽεķӣüĿϽˡޥߵߣ˵
Ŷ歵ͷ˵һ䣬ˮסģѰգ֪λ˭
ûǧνҲ֪֪ðˡޥش˵λķˡ
𣿡歲ʡ
ޥͷҲǧν˵ˣž˼ΪشԷ˻ܼ֡Ѱ꣬аյķӡ
һͷ£ĪǶҪҽĹ˾½Ǳ֮ô.....ģǾ̫ˡָܻһ˼ˡ
㣬㣿ޥ˺üǰ˻Σôˣ
死عûʲô
㣬ҽܺһ˯ޥҡŽĸ첲
СʱһŴ˯һ˯ûֿ½С꣬ɲϰˣտʼº¹ڱ͵͵ĨᡣȻӴôһ㣬ɻǺ㡣
ǧסʮ죬ޥʵɿˣ˯
歵ȻܾõСԴͷһůѽ˵˵Ļء
ޥЩ⣬۾ԲһȦͽ㻹Ļһ˵ôƽܼɣ˵ʲô˵ʲôѽ
Ȼ󣬵ȽһڱʱޥףΪ˵Ļ
㣬㡢ôͻȻˣС˵أһСأ
Сͼˣ㣬Щɫѽ⣬һﵣǣôã·һޥģҪȻѾͷҹǹ޵¶
ûҲ֪ԸϲʲôġޥʹԺĳӰߡ
ðɣ㣬Ҳǿϲô
㣬˵ʲôأޥһĹĵأҰɸ統׸磡ң.....
ʲôʡ
֪ɸϲ㣬ôôʣޥ죬ֻ½.......
ޥʶ˵æ죬Ŀڵûɸ磬ҲҵԧףƸˡɸĵģ
Ѿͷʲô˵õͷͷǵֱҡͷҿɲҵԧףһֱ֮ϡֹңҲġ
ޥŵôģеЦ
Ҳǰµ˼Ǻ̸̸ͬû뵽˵ɣÿλ飬޼ҿɹ飬պ׸
򲻿ɣޥͷҡúͲ˹Ƶģֱӹվ
ţæرѣ㲻Ըˣưɵ˼Ҳǰ㵱ãǿ
ǰǿˮƯۣ㣬Ҿ֪ǿԲŲȰ㡣Ҫ˵ɸҪܳɣζҪЦ......
üʶҪֻλһ룬ȻЦˣţ˵öԣǿ
ң˶٣Ц㲻ãǧιǰЩһô
ûаɣޥȻⷽٶ۵úܣҲɶʱ𾪵˵
ǰ˽ģɸˣԲۼҶ̫áȻǷɻˮ⣬Դ˰ɡЦ
ҾأԵ˲ôҲߵһޥһʱϹΡ
Ѿͷͦ˵歴˴ͷ㣬ִΪܳܣ
ôʲô֪!ޥʡ
ǰʲô֪ʵ˵գûޥش̲סִ䴦ãʵڱ̫ࡣ˵ʹˣӣָûãҾò......
˵ʲôأҪˣޥһ֪ˣҺִһ˽鶼ûУֻҵִӿǸӣʵǵ㡣ÿζҪĨǵңûѰ鷳¡
⵹ϣü˼ԭ˾ִˣˣС椿סһûֳ
ȷá֪ȻԸߣȻҲޥ˵ġ
ȷޥѹɲܸ߱ˣ˭û˵ֻ㡣һΣײִ......
˵˵ŷ淢գ˼ڡ
歺Цô㵹˵ѽͰ㻹ʲô˼ġ
ǣ.....ޥߵõԴװ۵ָָ˶ԡ
̲סЦ֮ǰͬỰ˵˺δĹʲôʱֻḡЦ񵹾мֵ½ǱûʲôʱװǰҲҪ߾ģԼ˵ˡѽúߴӵ˵סֻ桪ĵİСͲ˵ˣ
Цܿͣˣ¶ǣִ˵ӲŹȥð......ɱǸ֮ˡ
ʵ׵ѽޥ뵽ԼôãбҪ£ִͻȻˣһأˣӶˣƿ......ˡ
һ̲סЦֹסˣ˾˺ˣ֪ˡԸ˵ĵǲˡ
ޥ˸ǷЩˣԹԵͷ
ҴҴӣ״˵֮ǰʶޡ
ޥһ˯ȥ˴롣
.......š޴Ӧ
Ҳʱ㱻״²˴ҪܳȥǼô
......ǡޥͷһֻţǽԺҲҪô죿ȻѾþûȥˣ......档
ʱǺأתģúãְ磬ָǿСŮϲ
ɰã軵ĺӣԸţôܵ˵ĸֹȥ磬¶Ļ£Ǹ......ĸ
ޥţûг֪ҹ˵࣬ɣִˣΪδ˿̲ŵޡ
ãԵҲȱЩݡ⻰歺һʱ˵
ʵʲôʸȰޥأһݡ
Ϊǽϲ˶ѰɣŵԣһϣǸöáȨ콾ǣûеݣԲ˰ɡȻҲвçƶӢ۶ɣֻϧûš
֪ģҶġޥۣ档
ȴܵޣֻҧŴס


77 
ؼҺ, ӼżȥӣҲһܿ˻½һϢҲû¶, ½󽫾С檱򷢻ؼһ£޼֪
մҴҶ, ƽˮ
죬￴˲߹, øľš
һͷżλŮЦû֦Ҳ, ˵Цʱ
С㣬ڵÿô......ѹ½֪ﻹλ¶ƹ
ţôˣ歷²ᡣѵںϼԥΪѵɫɺ档
΢쵤Ϫ, ¥ͬС˵ݻһ.......Ҫǲ㣬ūͰߣ
쵤Ϫǰޥ̣˿, ÿء
֮ǰʱҲͬ, , ζǼҪ½, ֻҴ˵仰δ̸
úλ칫, 歱ӡļѡ
λûã粱ĸܣ칫ӶԺ˼ţ, ǵС첼Ҫȶ
˼ˣ歲ɴ΢ѽɡҪ̸֯Ⱦ¶ɣҲ粶һ¡
*
ĸ쵤ϪһȺŮҶţ΢΢Щ죬Ҳ߾ԽӲ
ϵر̣ҲȣܿӦһһػ
˿˿ζۣˮ½˸кγ......渵˵һķ֯գŮο֯Żһʱޥ۾ɴˡ
Ҳͷǰ˵λ칫Ӵ⣬̫Ը⣬ܾò֪֪ףմ󡣽һģҲ⡣
βʹ˻ᣬȥһˣʶһأЩ˵ԥ
ĵͶޥѾͷԼû˾֯겼쵤Ϫ̽ʱʱ׳⣬쵤Ϫ΢΢Ⱦ
µδһ㣬С֪ľ޵֯ģҪ֯ʦС쵤ϪЦ
ޥ˼ͷţϣȥݿء
ʱƫ쵤Ϫ΢΢Ҫӡȷϣַ¡
歿Ϊ飬ŸǣЦʱˣл칫Ӱæ֮Ϊǽ֯Ⱦǽ⡣ںʱ졢ΰ죬ֳֹΣЩǺɡ
ãá쵤ϪæǻҾ
Ҫú¥ȴ쵤ϪЩִٵС㣬ʵŽһ󡣡
ԣҪʺ£籸ɿһݺݵ쵤Ϫһۡ
쵤Ϫһʱɥˣ´ͬɡ
˵գҪǡȻ䣬Ը
⻹ܲ²
Цأ칫Ҫ˵ʲôҴ֪ˡռҸǡпգ칫ʲô£ɵ̸̸ͬú籸衣
*
ʱţúȻؼҡ
£˵˺þõĻ
л㡣ܣܾýõġһᣬδطδȥģΪ񡣡֣м
Цҡͷɵǹˡ
˵ôɡ
ĩˣʣǲȥݣ
Ȼü΢ô֪ҽձֵԣ
Цһðһ֯һʷ飬칫Ӷʵˣ
ЦЦȴǲԾһ̾
ﾡۣͬŷڿԼһ㡣
ã歲ſڣ͵͵
ʱ룬Ҳðȡ
û˸طͲô
ҡҡͷǣǡǡ෴ߣΪԼȥϿʵЩ꣬ұţԺ١óɼˣҾһ˵ͣͣٻϼңլӣȥ
ڣЩߡؾʱһݣһ......ҲҲҡ歱ۣЩ£Ҳֻǰ˵˵ˡ
ѽ̲סҡͷ̾Ϣ½úúõģߡˣ½ٲ......
歲δϸ˵࣬ȻҲ֪ۡ
룬óʹʹԵ正正㲻ҪŽˣȽԸɡҪôҪ֣ͬĹ°뱲ӡҪôͳҸܺһһһ˫˵ɾ֮⣬
½ϲ㣬ǸΪëͷСӣҪ˼Ķ̫ˡ˵ţѹպõǴ.......Ժ뿴ɡ
һв豭Щûȡ
˵䣬¥´Ϥ
ܵˡϻӣļ򣬡ؼҰɣҲȥЪϢˡ
死վ
ܵܣͦõġʱ̲ס˵ôһ䡣
֪֮⣬ֻЦЦҡҡͷ
ҹˮɫ£Զ峺ᡣ
㣬常㣬ҹ͵
㡱ӿЩ֮⡣ʵ˵ʲôҲ˵ʲôֻ¾õӰ㣬΢΢ͷں籵Ĳ£
Щҹ紵˼ƮԶ
С......˺һᣬԥſڡ
死ع񣬲ЩǺҪ¡
ң쵤Ϫʡ
籵ͷ
ЦЦϲô
ҡ......ûϵԼСʵֱӣһʱ֧˵
歿߾ɫ֪ˡ
ź籵֣ĵ籣Ѿͷܸɡҷĵġһֱʲôӣܲ㣬ۼҡڣһ׮Եǰ᲻ãҲĽ
С......ζӣϲǡ
ǰϸʹˣ칫ӸĸţͬѾŻҲķᡣ̼֣ȴºɿûʿЩƲ˵ĳëܼǸǧ򲻿ɴ
С㣬ˣ粺ͽ⹫Ҳ½......˵ҡҡͷ
Ԫ£Ƕ֪ˣ֣ʾصǡ
ԪǰһˣͬҸŮ̸á
ԭͨǮҪݿֺţýԪȥ֡ǸõĻᣬ֮ԪλֳҪȥݸع٣ԪȥվȽŸӵɡ
粲Ըͬһȥֻľ٣׼ȥǰȢ粹ţҰھǣȥͷܡ
ľˣͬ⣿ԼֶӱѾ߸ҪҲô˵¾ýԪ粴ߣĴĴ
ԪǸбµˣᴳҵ 歸п粼޸һٸġкùˣֻؾ
С㣬籼ˣǶˣô죿
ģӿԹˡޥѾĶ˵ˣ¸±ǵ﹤ڼصġϾڹˣӣҲѾߣ
类˵ʾȱ𼱣˵ꡣ
׼ȥһˣһǱ֯£Ļ£ҵ쵤ϪýȢŲŷġҲɢɢģ˵ŮˮƯ˳򼸸СѾͷ
£ܾþ̫СѾ߲֪ʲôǰԹԶߣЩƶ˼Ů޻


78 
歸ջؼ, ͱ
ôˣʲôˣ歲ʡ
㣬ճ̵, ôţޥĹĵӡ
ճ̵ģ歶£뵽ôˡԼǺ, ˴˰ۣǷ⣬̼Һ޲ڴϡ
ôҲ۵, ôôʧ񣬽˼ճ̵ġ
ޥһ, Ȼճ̵Ļ̧أˣʱȻ͵˵ðȥ檣
, ־˵
ô˵ҧгݵа˼, ٲܴˡ
Ѳ豭ˤ, , ɨȥˣޥ߷ߵ, һʱϣΪ衣, ֪Եʣֻûڿˮ
һ£漴ȴҡͷЦ, лȻɣαͬƽϡһϳС檣֣Ҳûʲôġ
˵ʲôأޥֵ
Ҫοſڴľٿš
ǻû˯أͦͦӣŬŮǰάģ
ûأʲô£ޥʡ
˵仰ľٴ𵽡˵һӣ˵ͬûʲôĵġ
歵ͷ˵ա
ľ߽ޥվһԣ㳯ŬŬ죺ȥȥȥȥ
ޥһֻû׽Žֵͷ档
ޥȥɣһٹ
ޥֻò鲻ԸȥˣĬţɱٳ......
歶ľỺޥոǲǺ˵ʲôˣ
歵ͷ
ľһ٣⻰ð֪ܵСˣҿ͵ƨԺٲʶˣ
歲ЦЦҲţҲȥ
ľڼЦˣʱģеĨᡣ
ģԶļң˽Ƿƨһú٣ǽϺӣɫʲôʷӵģͳͳǻʵӣҲӦŮҪ˾һýȢ⣡ľԽ˵Խ
ýȢ.......ͷһʹвعճ½ǱӭȢϼϼŮ......
ֻܵͷӦ׵Ļ
ľٳһ£ڵм£ͬһ......
ţ歿ס
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ңؼҡޥڣֹסԼֻ֪̬ܵ£ֱռˡ
޴֪ôźá밲οֲҿڣ´̼
ޥ´ʱŷԼЬ·ˡԽԽֻƴҧŴ
üɡ
ޥҡҡͷ춼ˣʱҲҪˡ
ֻС飬൹޲ʡ
ؾأͻȻԼκûؾ
û£һȥ޼Ҫ
ޥЦһ£̾ӨڽޣˣɡʱңҵƼˣƺҲϴ塣
޳Ĭòſڣ㺦ˣ
ޥĨᣬ
ֹ¡
Բ𡣡ķҡ
¶ȷʵдԽдԼ......
ñ˿ٵ鶯ģҲݲƿԭΪ⣬Բڿ飬֮Σˡ
Ϊ˾ң֪ġޥӲ˲ᣬҪֻܹԼ
ˣʲôסƵģ
һ᳹Ǵж˿飬䣬üĿ䶼ɱ⡣
ޥҵͷһʱҲ벻ıù
ˣҼؾɣǵûȥˡһ
βסļȥ⣬·һ̾Ƕһ۵㣬һֺڡ
ˡ
̲סο뿴Ľ黳һҲûУǸҩˣңҲᱡ㡣
.......ޥԼĶ䡣
˾ȻϴңͲĴ
ޥֻҪһ뵽Լסޣߣ.....ͺ޲һͷײ
㲻Ҫ£......ûȥҲ˵ȥ
̵֪öѣʮɮȻò󻶣ȴָֻһ滺
ðɣȻʵ̲ס͵͵ڣȲˣҵ˾ӡ
ȷʵûӡ
ޥԴˡһ˶ˡ
㲻õ𣬲üˡ⻰һ˵ƻˣɱˡ
ޥѪɫʣ԰׵Ĵ˲ûл


82 
ںҹС
ؾ, ĶС㣬η͵ˡбųᣬɫ, ֪Щʲô
Ӳ˵ǳĺ, ؾȻɻҲҿʡ
ڵŶ
˺һ, ؼգ, ޥӲȣͺһҪᵹ
ûڿӣȴ˲֣ȷס
......лˡСл̧ͷ
ջط, ƿһۣ쵽ˡ
ޥګګͷпŻؼҺκ͵͡
ΪηңںδͻȻʡ
ޥһ㶣ҵʲʲô
Сģ, һʱıʣ˵, Լ顣
ҽû, ΪʲôҪޥ׳ŵʡ
֪, һӵĻ
հޥ, ͽӵļǰ͵ţΪʲôʮ𼱵¡𼱻չһ, ȥ½ȷǲСɩǲʵʵš
棬ôһ˲䣬޲˴δйĻɡһС檶βˣ۶ӣ绹ܲˣ
ޥڻ˯ţȻԸ뿪óóȻȥ½ʣܾ֡
½ǱǰԸڳ̺Ҹšޱûȥ½ȰѰŵ߽ʡ
ޱΪƨ¶ûУϹ롣Ϊ£²᲻
û뵽ҸǸ˵С㼸ÿնڼУżճʱñ......
ÿջؼң˵ûʵʵ½ҽŴ˿·˰
޼ֱҪˣ㲻棿
ǶҵСͷһã˲˵Ѱ鷳ôûѰ鷳......
޶ֱһѹסŭ
ޥˣΪһҵķӣʱŵձ
½Ǳſ̫µ歿ܲ½һҪҵȫҽһһʮر
΢΢ü˼һ£Ǿȴޥʡ
ԼҲܲʵѾ鵽ļҵĴһȥܹҪЩʱ䡣
С˽ӿɷҲΪŻ
ޥСˢס
ûУҡͷ̼ҽû˽ӣ̫̫׼ģҽҲû½ңǲ۸ˡ
Ȼް˽ӣ㲻ﰲסôãղ뾩
Ҫģǡ̫̫׼ġ仰
Ǳ̫̫ϳģü
ޥԥһ£ͷҽ½ҵ檣ȥľȥģ㲻Ϊ
Һԩ޳ΪʲôҪΪ̫ô˵ˡޥǰˮһۿס
ֻҸ뾩ǰտһҰˡоųɾŵİգ˶㡣磬ǿЩ֪ĶҰɡ
*
ϵĴ죬ԶȾ硣
δβͣѴ︴ա
ƿңӻϸꡢɫõҲ֧еȾǳЦ⡣
ˡһỺߵ
С㣿
籺ֱӣЩ뿪ǰȥ˿š
С㣬ҪǵͣӼһűЦʵ
ݰ࣬ѾͷĻ׼òˣٹõļա˵ãҪһȥϲ̹䣬ϲϲ⡢ЩСʽ
ھȥɣ궼´澢һͦء死
ϣҲд⡣
ūȥҼɡٽɣижܰЩЦ
΢΢̾Ϣ籣Ҫĸˣôһһū澣ţסǣԼ⣬ҲҪѽĿڣ
ðɣС㡣ºСֹˣֲӣε֪ˣū澾ȲūˡԺؾǣūź
ȥɵʱ䣬歱ŵ
ˣС㣬լʡ
歵ͷţźʣûԥǩ
̫ˣֽеС㡢СԺ˹סū澴һ͵ˡ
أЦ˵û뵽ͷһᣬȲݣҲھǣȫȻİݡ粻ɣլƯƯ£Ǽų֣ǮҲеϪѹأü
С㣬ǽȥ򼸸СūտլԺɣٿûҪõģѽѽ......粵֪С㲻þҪؾЩһ֮°ˡ
*
Ʈ˿ϸ꣬ȴ١
ݵĽֵ񾩳ǰֱо֯ѷɫ
ǽҪȥϲ̣ݳֺšԵ۽ֶ֣Ǹʽ̣УЩװ棬ʱʱƴڻ粶ֱЦ
ɣϺЩôҪ޸ҩͿͿƼĵ̣㽫ɡٸЩתɡ
˵ˮˣŮˮ۵ļȴذֲϣһϾСѢ˴򿴣ֻ˵ʲôͿձá
歼š洫ҩרѢӣһԡ
һǵﶼ޺Ůң֬Զʵʱ죬ֵҶˡ
ţƵקֿ
ɱŤӶ
粹ֱЦ붼룬Ͻ֧ԮС㡣
籿֣뵽𽫽оᣬĵزͽȥ
֣ϲǰֽɡЯ롣
*
ϲǳ
粺ͺȥС˼ȴȻתĴòŻ߻Ȼʧ
Сôˣ籷ϲ򣬵ʵ
ǿЦЦβס䣺û˯ãЩĻš
ǸϽ꣬СЩȥϢ粼
û£æϸҲһæ
Ѿͷ˼ݲ£ߵʽͷļǰΪѡ
ţ뵽ԼҲûⶫԺҲлЩź
ϲʲôģСðܽܣϲ˵СѾͷܹվڵ
死ع
СѾͷ鶹ƵС˺Ȼס㣬Ƭ̲ŽͰ͵С......úƯ.......
ǿɲǣҼС㣬ǵһˣ粴չƼСﾪ޵񣬺Ժ
˵ʲô
С粵˳ƺΪС㣬ΪҪɻ歡
ɣһÿڽҪȡǶϲǱ˿֯ģ߷͸һˣ
ɾվߣӸߣһ죬㽫Ƕϲȡ¡
ΪҪø粻ߺ籣ȴû뵽ָɿʼѺƮ׹£ͷϡ
ԶΪһ㡣
ϸɴ˿£දǵƬԻ̧
ֻһۣɱãǵġ
̧ȥϲʱڷ
ؼ䣬ֻʣ񶯵ϲӵ
ǱˣһѳԼͷϵϲŭЩɡ
޳ƯֽڿУȻ¡
*
ϲ̶棬½ǱŭⷭڡϲѾ˽ȥСӵָ¡
ƽ¶棬ֻڼ
Ȼ㿴ѡСūðҾߣЦӯӯͬҰѡҡ
Ŷ̵ϰ˵Ҫ֡
½Ǳͣ½Ųȥ
ǧＲۣˮ½תϧ
Σؾûκ˿Ըߡ
Ȼʲô
正ĵúܣڵúܣһ·Ρ
ѾʼﱸðլԺ
½ǱףΪҪݡΪ϶׷Էĵ˫˫ɡ
үǲôҶʾ
߰ɡ½Ǳɿսȭƽ
ġ
ĽΣһҪ


83 
ź类һͶؾ, ҶǮǼӼٺվͰѶ
Ҷ, ˱ȥУҵ, ūСˡĸʮңȸɵǺ, ʱճ
ūһϽЩСʱһһ̽ʿ, ղǮɺһŸСѾͷɴСкһ·츮ߡ
Ƥأţвֽ, û߼ƵƵ»
ô
Ĭ֣һʱˡ
ҲûƼҹǣӰ
Сôˣǲ𣿡粵ǵʡ
ûСҡͷ, ɫį, βס
ôܻ, ʲôΡԳһЦ, ɬԡ
˿ֱͦ, ǿǰߡ
δסͣ
ڽʪʯֵϣĿһİϵ, ˵ΰڼȼɻġ
ջߣĬȻţرӭײ¼ۡ
歲ü̧ʱĮ˫ǨŭĹ
ȴ˵ʹ񽻻ʱȻΨ
Ҿɵñص͵ѹţֱ˫üƣҡ
½ǱӲݴҰ
֪
ñסüװ磬˵۾ȴ˵˻ѡ
ǶԺ̶ƵϡƤӣֺܷ
Ӳֹܵغ£ȴֲ֪ظˡ
촽ȴ˵ҽ֣¶ݶ˵̫Σˡ
ʼδǣ½Ǳɨûа飬ת˲š
ȥ
ֻȴһ硣
*
歲֪Լ߻츮ġ
ƺǳϣ˱ֳ롣껹½ǱĮӶʹȴĬĬһ¡
ĸСޣǣȥЪϢͬãլ뿪οͬһ𻶻ЦЦţֺջΪҪЩʲô
ڽһеͬʱʼյŴʹģ²½ǱΪʲôװʶ
ţ½Ǳ᲻˰Σݡۼˣȴ޷Ӧ
Ը
Ҳ˲ʡ
ͲΪԲŻӶưƭŪһͬİ·ʴȡ
*
ѺãòˣʵڳŲסǸȻ·̫ˣȻȥЪϢ
Ҳһ𡣡
ĬĬһ·ԡ
歺粡סͬһԺӣסݣɺ粷סᡣ
ԺʱҹɫƮϸꡣ
ȲӳƵҲɡֱֱͥʯ·ߡ
歡ɽסҪŵ
ţûʲô񣬵Կ
ɱ˶սѯʵĻ£¾ͽһ
ЦЦ׵ţҲϢɣ⼸еæء
ţ歱Ҳ̲ססȵۿȻ¡
ãŽѹסվߡ
ʧ£ȴԭյ棬֪ʱ˷š
ֽһ֣â¶
*
ҹ续Ŀʹêڰߣͣš
⴦ɿڣ֮ҹӼž塣ʹһȦĲʻܽصƣ͸ֽķ罫ʱʱζ
½Ǳվ£θߴӢͦɽƺκҲ֮ܽҡ
ȴ
үˡڷãһܵݡͷ߳λ꣬ѡ
½Ǳ̧̧ƤƺڵĻҹգϸ˿˿²֪δ
ϸ˿ʯϿһˡ
츮˴·
ˡ
*
ż㣬дĲѹ£ٶڶ顣
ŷ࿴һۣͻܲȥʲôҲ룬ʲôȴ
侲һЩ嶯ۣü壬ϸܵĺ
Ŭ˵ԼҪ£ǰʹʹȻ½Ǳ˵ˣһεβӽն˿˽ٽĽ
ԣ˵ԼֻҪһʱԺǺգǣ޹ҡ
˵ŹңҲ
ڱ˴˵õĽ
歵ͷȴӿȪ㲻֪ͣЪ
½ǱǸ쵰һʹ޹ϸ𡱣˵ƮƮ
½Ǳ쵰һжȡôеͷĵŲµҲ
ɸŶã歵ĳȻûͣµ˼
㡣ߵߵš
ڿȻֹס
ʲô£歲ʣ
ڣҪţ㡣жǿ⡣
Ƭ̺ƿţ֮۵
㿴ţ
ɱܿĿ⣺⣬Ŵ򿪵ģ͵
ӣĨȥ۽ӵ᣺û¶
üɿ˸ᡣ
......ʲô歿޵Ƥ죬Ȼ̧
֣Ὣʪҵ鷢̿סǻ⣬ָⶼð
ݣΪȥɣ㡣ЦЦҲȦ
*
·ϺܺڣƮ꣬ǿݵĻˮ
ܵüɡˡ
Ьȹʪ͸Ҳˮģҹӭ棬ֺХŴӶɹ
һҲ£ΪںĬĬ
֮һ֣ɶҲ¡¸ҵ˸¸ңů˸ůɡ
ųɡʹ࣬顱Ҳ½ǱֻԼԼţ½Ǳʲô취
ܹûʧԶĥԼ歡û˵ڣŲˡ
Ҫվ½Ǳǰƽһһ
ϲɵģͬĸӦᰮϧʹ޷֣ҲԸ⣬ֻҪΨһˡ
Ǿʹ·죬һߡ
ô򵥡
*
ɵϵʱͷ£µƻ谵ƻ㣬յһҶʹԶԶ밶ңңϡ
˼ⶼ糱ˮȻȥ
̫ܵԽԽԶĿʹȻ룬˫¡

ŲһɡΪסꡣ
û£ϲϾˡ̧ͷֻҹǿŶ˵
ǳɫˮʪ䲻͸ȴڼǣճıţ֪Ϊ䣬Ϊ
ʲô˵ʣֻۣ߶Щ
死̧ͷˮʪ㷢Ŷǣ̹֮Ρ
㲻ҪôٲңӴİ·ôӦò԰׵ŭպ죬̵һſ¡
½Ǳ뵽Ҹ˵ͬ˵ˣԺٲô
˿ѹŭ⣬ü㵽Щʲôܵ㣬޿Ҳ㡣Լҹ
ҡһʱԶԣǵø졣
ҰյС檣Ȣţĵ£ԹԵô
½Ǳɡһӣ死æš
½Ǳʼӡ
ɲǾǣ㲻Ҫ歼ˣž档
šɡӸ歡
歿˿дµ£ɫ½Ǳް
ֽɡȳͷϣļȴʪ˴롣
˻һҲ˵ǣøˡ
ôܿޣôˣ½ǱֻҪƼᣬķңް취
歲ᣬͷҵģǲǣ
˵ǣұ㣬úÿ㣬歵š
½ǱȴĿ⣬ưΪǣ
һ£˺󼸲ʪЩˤ
Ҷ½ǱһץסקԼߣŭơ
㲻ҵô歲ӵʡ
½Ǳͷʪ۾ıǼ⣬һʱ˵ػֺŭϡ
ΣΣʲô𡣡м
!歲֪һƿ
½......˶٣ܿ֡
ãһһΪݣǸҲòǶ𣬽㵣ģա
أ½Ǳתһƽ
ǣذɡʲôҲˣ˵úѾٲ䡣
ţ½Ǳʣûš
£ɵ......ỹûؾǰɣ
½Ǳ񱻽ҿ°㣬յҪ׽ػ
׽歺Ȼǰ˵ű۽ס
ǲǴݸģʣҸ뵽ģ㶼......
½ǱôͶͱһʱ˴룬ɵط졣
ܵɣ﷢գ歵СԴӻﾾ°ʣдʲô
Դͺܵ⣺ûʲôֻǹϲȢ檣ҲҪԶ磬ˡ
ĵӣ½ǱЦ
Ϊ֪ĸмǿѵô˵ҽǲԺ͵ûأ⻰ǰ棬ȴա
½ǱʧǰĻȥһô
......ҷġصͷòŻʱѾ̫ˣҶ¾Ҫˡ
ʲôƨ½ǱЦһ˵ѹѾõĲʲôҪ
һ޴ǵģΪѾ̫̫ͬ˵ˣûа취......
кܶڡ½Ǳƣذڰ֣Ҫ˵ˣһȥûһˡ歡
ԭأҡͷһߣվӭȢ......
ỹãһ˵ӭȢ־ȼĻţ˲½Ǳŭ
㻹᣿֮۵ֱġ
ˣôôףҼʹޣҲ¸ãزݡ
ɸϼҶȴװ׸츮ļǾģ
ⲻ£ԼʧأŵһؾǡҪȽǣȥٽ֪жô޴ľ
ſ..........ۣ歱СΣ۵ÿ˵廰
һ½Ǳ˫Ŀ֪ˣƫƫţ͵Ļ˵
ޣЦˣߵ붼룬˶롣
*
ֽɡ类׵һߣת
ײ׳ϣѵۡ½ǱűĴ
Ҫ.....ڽֵϣ¼ˡ
ĵĻϤסס󾱣ӳֱŭǡ
½Ǳ̫Ϥ壬ܿˮһ㣬ֱޡ
ҵֳ޳ָմӨ歵ǰ־
Ҳܽôӵʣʻʢ
ҧŴˮۿתǿزԸ¡
ΪҪһ߶ã׹һҪ˺
ʲôãļʡ
歺˶Ŀ죬ѾЩʹ
½Ǳŭ歵°ͣȲ
ԸȢҡ歶
½Ǳһǯסֲ¡
Цñȿ޻ѿô˵ˣ


84 
㷢, ֻԩڿ࣬һʱίͷȢ
лŮ, ˵¡½ǱҷŭΪޣʱ½ҿɲԸһݡ
˵½, ҲԸ½ǱŮġ
ûиĸ֮ļȢǹϡ
꾩׮һλպ֣˫׷, լλŮΪޡʳܡ, Ϊ˲ݡҲ˶˹٣ʵ˺Ӷ˼ʵۻȰֻؼϴ, ſִߵлʶûдӦ
󣬺Ⱦ˽ߺӡǿŮ, ޿, ܿաʱҲ, Ҳ, Ǯڹ·ء
˵½Ǳֻ, 㹻ˡ
űʹտ½Ǳ½߯СЩôͱŵأ, ҿûȢҡ
½ǱɫԽѿȴڿࡣǣԸȢܴӾŵƻȥôƫƫʹӦ޸۵ˣǲĶԱ˶ģ
½ǱȻ䷢͵һǣǲ
ʲôģ......ôַ裿歱ɽӿŭŵˡ
ɲͬˡ
˵.......߬⣬ȥˮΣ֪껹Ǻ
ǵίƭˣ½Ǳ侲
ץס֣ʣǵˣ֮ˣô
ʵ벻Ը˵ɡ˴ͷŶдŲ䣬歵һ˿䲻ϡ
꣬ȴ֣Ĭ
ϲǸɵӡ
½Ǳˣ˽ڻ
һı۰ûնϡ
正ǰңҪ˾ȡһһš
......ɿŪ......歼ѵ
½˵֮ˣǲ½Ǳɿȴӽꡣ
ػɣҧá
½Ǳһ٣ʵս˫ȭ
ôܲأһ꣬ﺨ˯ʱš磬ллңǻټ.....
歲֪λ˶õʵͷ衣
ȰοԼûܸıȥҪֻܹ̫ʱô࣬ȫȻ֪ʲôʸָűˣѾˣԺкܳܳʱһ죬ֻװһˡ
歾ֺֺЦ̧Ƶ˵첻
......ֻһΣҾȹٴΣ½Ǳ˫Ŀ
歾ʻе......ί
ɤӣţһĶҾϲ.......
死û˵꣬ר½ǱŭСжסˣѽѽ˵
һѹŴֱռǣɣᰮ
Һȣ歶ףò񻰣ȫȻ½Ǳ׳ϡ
㣬......һû˵ꡣҲܿƣȾ⣬ߡ
˵ƨȥĶҵġ½ǱŴףȴ̲סֵͷСࡣ
鶯Ĳӣֱ߶ͷûûͬ
ʵ̫ۣ඼ŪۣŽͣͣ
ǽҲҵôĲӣӢ信ݣʵ
½ǱȵĴϣͳǻд֮ǰ˵ˡ
Ҫһ飡歲ŵ
½Ǳ歶˵鰡ĻֵԼʱȴ˵򶨡
Ǽޱ˻Ǹߣɶ㣡㻹ԥˣݺһѡ
˻Ҷ½Ǳ¸Ӳ
˵ҡֱߴ١
Ӳʩ½Ǳвͷ֮
ֻһ˺á½ǱС
歱ЦˣЦԽԽŨЩ˼ס졣
½Ǳ֪ûĵЦһʱĶҪˡ
һˣû˼ٻ
ǵ¤񣬵ôߣŻ½ǱľͷЩǣԺٳʱȡЩ㲻̫࣬԰þúþá
½ǱһֻԴ棬һֻġi˫ա
һüۣؿҲƵؼüĿص
̵ͦǣڴܰèһؼ͡ӾӪʱסȥϴ塣
̺˵С죬ڿֵ࣬뽫סҲĳȣ˵
ܶˮҲͬԡҽùѪͷҲķգ˼׳־
Ը˵ĻңǸģ歼þò챧Թ
½Ǳ˹ıӣǲȾЦ⣺ҵĶԲԣ
Ȼޱ˻õȵڣúԼ׵ϸŸС檣ûشһȭݣΪ粺米ޡԴ㵽ˣûлؾǣ᲻......㵹ãûͳҷʹˣ
½ǱƲסؿϲһɨ⣺Ҳã˵·Ӿ......
歺һƿǰʲô֪ڿǸľԴϣ精ͲôǲӾô
½Ǳ̰Ȩƣ̱Ѷϲɱ......ϡͷһأƫһҲеЦ¶ЦǾ̫ûˣֻñסŵ¡
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½ǱȷǱͷԣȴԸϣмͻôìܣ
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һʱ죬Щ˳Ļ˵ȥӦæĿڣ˵Ǵϡ
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......㣬˵ڵģˣôôѱ
½ǱסŤͷҪߵСεһСϣǴϣУ
ּۻ......歷߷ֹ̽Ըڣ׹ƵĶ½Ǳ
½Ǳü΢Сɵ«Ҽȥ˿ӭɬֽŵĿ⣬ʵʲô
歷潩Ӳ޺޵Լ
½Ǳ֪ôˣò׽˺ãɲ֦ڣӭͷƤ
أԼⶫƵء«һһС鴮ɵģͷһֿЩϸϸһС¿ŸԨ֡
......ҵġ־ȣƶ
歺ܴغһ£ڿü԰
˵һģһĻ½ǱûƷζڿˡ
Ӣü纣ϲĹâȴԾţĪ......ң
ʵģôûдڸУ䶼ûУʾˣԥԥ
ְ£ңȥӵģ׵˼ֿɰ
ôһ˵½ǱüģɳѾõƬֳ......ɽ
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˵˵ţھʱ½Ǳԩɣһʱίۿʹ
ҲãҲá½ǱסΣȴĿϲԭ̫ˣ̫ˡ
Լĸɴ.......
ңһʼϲңԸ½дǶЦķֻͷһ㿪ĳ졣
ȭȭ⣬ǰ֣Ҳָˡ
歴ӲӺ쵽ߵò̧ͷֻУǿ
ãǺãȻҹбϸʱͣµĶ֪
һֱǹݲȫأǰߵֻô
½ǱҡͷҽƵ𴦺ˡ
ȥɣȻؾǡһ˼أֻҹζʲô⣬һҲ½Ǳðգ̴
½ǱȻӦ
񡣡歼ˣǻ°꣬̾ͻؾ㣬ұ֤
һߡ½ǱתۼֱزİԵģ
ôĽһ
ĲܺߡμˣҲݣҶĵòУһҹѺüΡ͵ΪңЩؾǰɣǽбĵ֪......Һ......
ҹôأ½ǱԸҪˡ
Ҽȸ׼ҵ㣬һߡ㣬µϢ
......死ǲģ룬Ծû˵ֻ޿κεһҪСģټ棬Ѻӵ̶.......
˵ټ½Ǳͷͬ
㲻ôͳɤ΢ơ
㣬˲˴ӡ
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˼ȥὫƿ
⼸ղ㣬°ɡ˵, ʾ
½ǱƣǾͲ䣬ȥ
ɫ歷޷޴һ, ⼸ձȲãشϰɣҲ츮
½Ǳ֪ʲôֻãȥټ
Ҫæһգܵÿ......½ǱɫԽԽ, 歡ꡱЦ
Ҫɣ콫ҲһϽΡһĩֲϾ䣺߷, Ůֻз˱, ػ͡
á½Ǳûôԥ
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˽ԶΪƷ̼Ϊĩе歵ĽѾͷΪޡǮʩչЭ⣬ﻹûǶ鷳أӱˡ
С檲֪Ҫʲôʱһ뵽ĳԼƣղ٣Щѹ
˰ڣϸϸڡȹڡ
ŶŮϼദϤòϤ死ǲɾ̾
ȻŮӴʱ
֣˵˻뷿һλҲûɹȴڽ»ҹΣٳЩ࣬ԼЦ
ЦУִЩѹ
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粺ͺ类æҪλ嶣졣
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λɴʱŷԶλİӣӢֻվţη뿴ֲҿ
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½Ǳյ׽ס֣Ҫڣȴһڣֻܴס˵
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ҪҲӱܣֱ׳ûҪǶҺãΥŵĺҾͲܡ㿴㣬ֶҰڳǲƭҵģǲǴҺؾǣԭα¶Ȣ檡ң
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ʲôһ歲ſʣĵ׷΢ŬõĲϳԺ
Ȣ㡣½Ǳ۾
歲Ըˣֻã.......ʲô
Ȣ㡣½Ǳ˵˱飬һһ֡
۾ǣ֫ѰϷŪĶߣǲûС
ġ
Ȣ歲û͵͵ɼڻУҲòܡ
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ʵĿͲ, ۣ½Ǳǿı۰л䡣
½Ǳȥȵˮ
һ, ŵ˿յЬ˴
װ˫ͭĹ̲ˮѾ£歺С, ˯ǰľ⡣Ťͷȥ½Ǳ̱Ŀ˯, Ըߵ͸
亮½ǱСʱֲǱӣ歱ûҽӿ̫֮̽⿴
˯ǰͬ½Ǳ˵, ʱɫͷҲȴƮˡ
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һ̫˳Ǽ½Ǳ, ˳˴뿪Ҳûһղǣܾ̤ʵ
֧ڴ߷
ǰҹ, ½Ǳ˵ҪȢΪ̫𾪣ǲ̫Ըʱ˵Щʲô
ֻǵֺܶᣬŶ˵˷˶ô̫̫Ҳҡҵ͸˵.......ôȢѽöݲɡ
䲻Ҳ֪㲻ףЩԹʿ㲻ԸٸɳΪ޵£ǵýǴ......
½ǱĻشǵ
Ŀôż޳ָȥ᣺Ȣ㣬ʾκˡֻһֽگ飬̧νӳǬ͵ߡЩҷ͵ɥ֮Ȯֻأӭĳݡ
½ǱѾ˵ףֱֻ˵Ҫ췴ˡ
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֪Ը뷨ģϾ֮ıТ壬ҡֻڡТ֮ǰء
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ǴһΪ˵ϿȴҲǶܱҡɱ߱߾òԶһӿݵѱ񲻿ʤԼǵñϲ˿ͷ......дݺܿҲҪסˣһ¾ı磬ȥ·
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̫̫ĵġҲ歶˶٣Ҳ
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Ҫ˵ԺȮͣߵš
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ɼҪŮܿ·ԽԽԶ歶Ҫʲôû, ˾޸ɾ˳ȹӡΪҪҳСأ
Ҫͬ˽ôȹ, ǸŮúģ侲ҲٰľϸֱŮһ㡣
µҲ֪Ӳͬ½Ǳһϲʵ, Բ˿ڣֻ˵Ҫúͬġ
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û뵽, 歾ҡҡͷ
ŮѾ˺ܾ, Ҳҷ˵϶ˣһҪߡ
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һ뵽½ǱΪ룬æƣȴôģһ˻ȥأ
Ҵ˿½Ǳվǰϴ֮ʱ
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歼ˣҪܹȥ
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ǳζˬǰʲôͣȳ歷ͨ˵
ѧ񰲸֤Լ˺ļˡ
Ȼյȷʵʵľһ
歹Ȼܳһף̸ɫץֵԲ......
½ǱָסĴ歱˵
ʰһؼҡ½Ǳ˵
һÿʱỵ̈Ӧ˷ϡ
˵ָ꣬ÿ
ȵңҶࡣոͬͻĵƵģŬ׿½ǱЦЦ
ҿ½ǱüĹ뷿
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⵹Ƿ·ת
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ªҿãЦˡҿЩʰҪȥױ̨ţЦ
ʵС½Ǳ߸ߴһվռխơ΢΢Щ֪½ǱЩ
½Ǳͷ歵˷ϧ
ЦЦôңѾܺˡƶ˼ңУһӼһʪɹ
Ǹǻᡣ
½Ǳ˵ƶ˼ҡ֬ӵ΢΢һ٣֪Щʲô
ûע⵽·ƽĳϡ
ĽЩСô۳ʱ½ǱͻȻʡ
ЩȻܾⲻ½ǱʵĻЩĪ
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ֻĽǽʳõûǮñԼ̰
歶˶٣ô
½Ǳѵ̹ϵһ
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½Ǳ΢΢ü룬ٹ࣬ͷһͬߡ
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˵ʵǲģһҲ롣
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ҶԵĸ֣һ͡
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ԥҪҪֱӶ½Ǳ˵ΪǨˡ
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СһԷܳλŮ
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ƷЦÿ˵ԺǴ󽫾ϯԺˣ
½ǱûȤģס死˵С죬Ʒܵúøɡ
˵գ˯Էߡ
Ϸâ¶ġ˯ġ֣һӱϳ½Ǳֱʡ
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½Ǳ, īѿں档
һãͨţѾͷֵҹʱ˯СͰڱ, ɽˮס
ǽĸ廭°, ͱڴ˴
мң黨¡Ҷѩʱ񣬱֪߼ո߳, ɹ顣
ģתͷ½Ǳ
ϱĽ񡣡½Ǳ˳磬̴ľһӡ
̾ŵ˵ͷ, ƣö࿴
Сõַָμ٣Լ鷿һƣ뿪½ʱļҲùˡ
Ҫ˵, ȴ½ǱһӵЮڱߡ
̨ϣߵʹ䣬ȼҡ
ڳⰴǰ, Ѭ㶼½ʱ޶¡ֻǰ, ϻûס, ʲ, Щտ
żӣҪŸϸƿ, Щ......ҿѾôװСˡ
½Ǳ˳ӣӹЦ⡣
ү, ˮѾˡѿ
½Ǳӻ֣ʾ֪ˣīȥ
ΣòãԿָŴǰһյ
ʲôС½Ǳòײųɹж£ʾˮˡ
֪ļЦȥѽ
½Ǳ˼һ£飺һɣЩ
ʲôأУ歶䶼ˣղѣȥԼȥ
͵ôߣз߷ߡ
ϷˣʲôС½Ǳüβһĩ˻˾䣬ôˣһûŪء
ߣһ壺˭ϷޣҿûͬݹáܣöູҲŲϴ
ԭ
û취ˣ½Ǳʼ磬ʧȥ
½ǱϴṦҲûѾ߹Ը佫·ʰУһ飬ĥôٵ£סø
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½Ǳ㱻ЦˣҲشֳֻ¡
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϶࣬ƺҪµ˼밮ϤݸԷ
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ζӰӳϣһԶԧ졣
Ǹ֮ˣٸ߹ԼĳЩȴʧߡ
ոգ½ǱԸԼ̵ö䶼ǺҲȴ֪š
ˣ......˶½Ǳ˵
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½Ǳƣʹѭ򽥽ģҪƻҲ嶯֮£çײ͡
⾽Ҳܼ֡
㲨ۣڵóԸ֮ʱΪ;е׺
֮󣬾Ļڣһʱֻ˽೤ĺ֮
񱻴ˮ̳㣬Ӻڶа㷢ȵļ羱Ǻġ
ƣذָۣͷ붯һ¡
½Ǳı۰ֽ
ǺġԹš
½ǱûᣬݾܾؽԼС
歷Żһȥȴ᲻ɿ֣˳ˡ
½Ǳ̾ʪĶͷߵ˼䡣
˫Ŀ룬һŷӦ½Ǳָʲô
鶯ʱ½Ǳ˵ЩֻԺطһ顣
.......ߵᶼҪˣԽ۾һգԱص̫
ʵԼҲ̫ǰѾͬΣΪθж飬Ҳʧꡣ
һ룬Ҫˮˡ
ҲǷ̫ã˼ʢֻǣڸţ½Ǳϲġ
½Ǳ⻰޲ٱһΡ
歺֪ȻƮģʲôҲ˼뾲
⵽ԼЩ֮ʱüһѡ
һ֪ʲôˣһʱͷ˼֪οʡ
½ǱˣΪӲӣϸΪɾ
꣬һӣḧ歴ٵСݵٳ߰ҩ
歿ίίӡ
֮ǰҾŪ档̾˿ŵ
˵꣬歵ŴŹ䡣
ֻ̧סۣȴ޵ֱˡ
½Ǳ֪úõôֿˣϧֻý˱׾š
ͦ˳ţֻܽ΢ţܿ歲ӯһյ֫Ҫĵؿߣ˵ֻ֪£
ޣûãҲã㡣ʼƼ歿ޣ½Ǳֻ÷ͷۣޣأͷۣۡ
歳ҭţɿ֣סˡ
ˡ
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Һ˺ӣȢˣұ߲ˣԱҩ
ǵްҩֲҳˣҾöԲ㣬Ͱҩڻƿʱ룬ˣˣҾˡԺҶúð......
㵽ӷ׽ʱû㡢۸ңˣڶҺģͬһϣҩ裬ǲԡ
½ǱưüȫȻü۽ǣǰΪԼʯɵģ˿̷֪ǡֽİɡһϣһһ࣬һš
ƭң˵Ҫ檣Ҫչһӣˡ死峿ʼҾͳҩ......Ƕ˵ҩҩԲңֻҪ̫࣬ġҡҳӺۺۣӴһĺҺõģ᲻ԺҲ......
½Ǳɫһ䣬סᡣ
ᡣһظᶨ侲歰
ǻкܶຢӣҪ¡ıһһ飬οܾӤ
˺һֹס˿ɽסԸ֡
ã½Ǳͷ࣬ԺһΣϣҲУ֪ô
.....!歱ŪãҲǣЦҲǣֻܺ޺һҧϣڼʵƤµɫݺۡ
ⲻŵĻĺܶˡ
һнƯС޵ģжŮкӵĻ½Ǳͺã߸ߴ󣬼ᶨ᣻ŮÿԸ½ǱȽϺãҪһжġ
½Ǳ뵽һȥˣҲޡ½ежɣŮ˭ҪҪǡ
ҪŬ֡
Щ˰ǲۣŻ˼롣


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ị̂Ծ⴩͸, ƽбڻѲ˾Ӫߴʯǽϡ
ϰ䳡Уʮಲӻȭ, ȺݼǸɫ۷һԡʹ, һ׳ļ¡
ϸһ, Ⱥʮľ׳Ӻ棬׺ŸСƨ֫ݵ˰㣬ҧѧǻСȭͷȻмӡ
Żƿ, ޳ſ˽ɫ̽⡣
˼ˣԵϥذݵμᶽˣ
СǼǳ˫ϥڵ, ݶԴ۾ǳݡ
һҹδ˯, ϾѪζ, չһ, Ưüëø
ˣĸ̨ףյС, Ϲˡ
ԷüһЦ⡣
úáתۼͻ飬Ϸ, г߿޵
ɸƤ½ޥ̫ͷ϶úûؾġᡱֵд
ʾ˼䣬˸Ƿæֹס˿ҪظЪϢѾó
޴ûعңһΪæȷʵƣͷԥ˯ѺҪҪȥ̿
˼ޥ뵽һ¡
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ޥͷҲЦЦ
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չͥޥǺܸ˵ģֻû뵽¡ޥ뵽СҪ޵λǽСүΪǡ
ȢǸĸ֮ǿ棬ֻͥǰƳޥ룬ⰲοһ㡣
Ҳ仰ޥļ㣬ͷһ
ͥĽѲӰվڽǰȻ
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˭֪Խ˵Խ𾢣ָĶ㡣˵鷳һƨ֪Ϻȡ
ޥ̣˫ĿԲ
âáһ˵Է㲻ʶ̧٣һԷô
ޥݺһѣŽź߿Ҳټ㣡
ǴүƢ½һ˦߾ߣڣ
ţȻûҹ
Ըûƹصޥ޾߳ӣؾ
һֶŵԶˡ
չչֽǣһȡ
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͵ңСˡңѧ㹦պǿһԺá
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ſʱ䲻ַޥżˣʹҪֱ۳ء
аɴཫֶֻ׽סΪʲôҪſ
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ޥʱѪɫʧ
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˽ҡֵ˵̧žҪˣȥԼ鷿š
GæסȤ㲻ߣǿרġ
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䲻࣬ԳУǧιȿĵš
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ǧԺһЩٴγ歵л
æ, ˵ˣӦġ
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, ǧεͷ绹˵, Ҫǿǡ
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歽ŲȻͣ£׵ĵܵܣ
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歳Ĭһĳ:׵ĵܵܣ᲻֪ҵأҵĸ˭ΪҪңڲ᣿
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δȻԸŮⲻ⡣
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ġʦûаʵȨڻʹгͨж, ҲҪҶƤ£׿ϡ
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Ӧ˵֡˾˾ĵ£˾ֵĵ, ˼ڹº֪
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ܿʹǡ
ʶǸͨˣ侲ز¶, ôҶ򶼱ƭʼû
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ʱûǡ⡱֮ˡֻ࣬Ӻ棺ֻһƶ࣬ΪԼ빬Сô
а.ųɵİգְλ֮㣬Ҷֽţˮݹϡ
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ⷬ˵꣬Ը歴ݵȻıѺۡ
˵Ϊ㣬ͼءߵԣ歸࣬
˿Щû˵
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......ɫ½Ǳ˵ƶ死ѻƪ
Ц֪Լǲ£ҲһáԷôߣݡˣҲ˿˭Ц
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ͥҲƼᣬ΢΢һҪʰȴȥ


92 
·ȹշ, һŮԿЩӰ͸Ÿ߰š
歿˼ۣȴ˫΢, ȥ֮ᷳ⡣ͥ߹ת˲üչ, ʺ򣺡С㣬ò
ͥЦһ£ǰûɡ˵, ˳¥¿˿ȥᣬ˼
ޥ˵, СǰЩӱұȥ̽ģֻһбʣһʱûѿʧˡ˵ţдǡôĿ
ͥҡҡͷҸллޥǣҲǡ
˵Ż, һżߡ
歱ͥĻ£ġⷬǿǰļΣһԲᣬ̫Կˡ
, ʵСǶʮ
šͥ΢΢ЦЦ, ɫ񾲡
歼, ͷһɡ
ͥӣ˶, Щɵӣͣ½Ų, ƺлҪ
פ㣬Ŀд̽Ѱ
ǰ˸£ƽҶðΪ, ˵ҪģһֱûѰʱֱϵգǶԲסͥǸȻ˵ճϥ˸
罫µˣҪҲǹҶͥʲôϵءλС㣬ʵ̫ºЩ
æͥ𣺡Сˣûʲô񣬷ˡ
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΢΢һû뵽Ͽˡ
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ޥңϲС㣬ûвͷһȡ
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Ҷ˵ѣֱͥ˵˵漴ѹֻǹ˵ѡ
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歾š
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Ϊϲҡͥۿȣҿȥ۽Ρ
һ
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ûƭҵıҪͥ歿ƵϲãĽȴҲ歰㽫ѹסԣǹ˵ʲôҲš
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ͥ............룬òףѯʴס
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㴿Ůӣ歱ӷᡣ׸Źֽͥ䱸ʼҲֻϧ
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ϽõʱȻ
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ȫȻѹ˵ĻҲͰˣƫƫ歵߰˷֡ǣͥܵڣ²ǰͽ正½Ǳء
ޥʱæʹɫҪ嶯
Ҿվúιʴյ߻ңѵûйأɱ˳̣û歿ڣͥת㣬ʵ
˽һ㶣Щŵؿͥ
ɪӱ﷢һߣƵһͥôԽ˵ˣջӲɡ֪ڼͬ˵ƤĽλǿ׳Ժõļżôͽн
ͥȣܾôЦȴ֪ڹϲСүЦ
ԭǹϲҴˣλⲻˡͥȴ˿ûⲻǵԴǻ
΢΢ü⼸Ů˿ߡ
ȴͥЦһǵĺϲҶһֲתСү彡ȫԺáʵ֮ʡүظˣȻúôлλġ
лҧһЩ
ɪ⼸ʱɫ䡣


93 
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歴˸Ƿ, ףҡҷ
½Ǳæúܡǰҹδ飬ȴк, ǽ歺һġǻˣֻ̫, ҹ˯ˡ
ûú˵
̾һ, ֪Ҫô, Щζ
С˯ôī߽䣬ǫ̃һյҪȼġ
歱½Ǳͬ˵˵Ȼ˿Ƥܣú, ֲ֪½Ǳزظֻơһ̴ľ˿׼ЪϢ, ٵˡ
ټ, һ˿, , ΢춯ѹ͵˵
½Ǳˣ
歵ʱ˯һɨ, һƣ´ȥ
½Ǳ߽δü˵, ѽȸԾŻס
㻹֪أ۵ģŵ˻úøοһ紷ɲ֪أһ̲סίˡ
½Ǳֻ۱һ£Ͳ롣
ô˯úϢͱ̫š歷һѣߴٵ˯ɣȥϴ
ϸ緢ʱͲԾͽһˣôܽƿ
µǣûѣ
ôˣˣ½ǱЦһɴݵӡ
֪ˡ
һ˵ҪȢһֻأŶãͿʼܣ·ˣ϶죡ΪǣҶǣ̫࣬ۻ......
ŰʢĴ׾յؽƿŤͷȥ
½Ǳû׷ҲͣѾߴˮϴȥˡ
У÷ȥ
ûʱʱһֻƿ½Ǳ¡
㼷ˡ歲رԹȻǹҲꡣ
½ǱֺЦС
.......歱죬ίġеСۣûڵ͡
ˣ˯ɡ歺䷢ɬһ۾ϡ
£½ǱȵĦۣйճȵ塣
ٿۣˡ......ڣͱԷͻȻʩŪõһݺת䡣
½Ǳ̾һѹסδ׵糱嶯֪๫̫ˣιԡ
ƨֻѪҺͷӿŭ˶յҪð
Ӳ½Ǳǻ𶯣ûסͳЦֳ޳ָ˿΢ŵĴݡ
歱ܵҪƬ̺ŷӦŭҧһڣ½Ǳʹȭйͷ֮߷ߡ
½Ǳƺһ
Ҳû⵵£ֻΪңҲ......ҪΪԼ粵أ˵˵ţԽԽڣԵԼ̰㣬һʱίɺۿ
֪æֻͬ˵˵ѡһƽ޿Է¡
ҡ½ǱŪ˼ӵ뻳а˵ʲôš
ʵΪʲô.......歵δ˵꣬Ȼɫһ䣬ͷüᡣ
Сô½ǱڵƿСԴ
ѪζԴͷԽԽ
......ɫףʡ
ƤˣѾˡ½Ǳ˵Ƶᣬס歵֣´
ҿ歺۲ӿᡣ
½Ǳһ㶣еŭֻȴ歵۾⿪´
½Ǳž׳źľɰ£һײˡ
ϺҩͲ˰ɡͬ歴
歵ʹԴͷΡΡûҴϣŪ
ޡ
ôأ㲻Ǻö໤ôǲ˺öѪ.......
ԲҪѡ
ʣ˱־ס
½Ǳ̫ˣûʶںΣҪĹͷϹԴףԹ
᲻źײǡ½Ǳûϸ˵ֻḧķŵҪ£ܿͻ
ΡȻûнͣҲûиʲô歾Ǳסˣ¹λ
ţ㡣ܿ˿ڣסı۰
½Ǳ˰ȥ£§ڻ˵˵
ڲˣֻúϢ
Ҳˣ˵½Ǳֱ۴´ָ㷢Ū
ԥ˺һᣬҧҧڵҽȥʢ⹫ˡ
½ǱĵءŶһ
歽ŵ˰죬һ䣬һ°ʹ⣬ûġ
һ¡
ء½Ǳ͵
正.......ʲô˵أ
½Ǳüֲȥ龭ô˵
ѽ㣡ùǺ㲻̾ʣû۸ңûίô
½Ǳһ£ɵڰɣ
ʲôڣ󷽣мΪңǲǣ歡䡱ðҪͬ
½Ǳһ±ӣΥĵȻǡ
ʲô˼С֮ĶȾ֮£ûôúŪ½Ǳ飬֪ڷܡ
ڹۣ˼鷳.......ôɡ½ǱֻĽͣа̾死Ǳʡ¶˼˽ֻһ£סģؾơ
歿ĿϷʣô˽˵˵Ϊʲôܲĵ㲦ң
ȥǽҹɣ·ɡ½ǱΪ⡣
死
֪˵ǲǶδˣƽնҰٰãһᣬֻỤǿʯͷ񣬼ٵԶģǲǣʡ
½ǱȻ˵ʲô
Ǻ˵ô歷ʡ
˵ƨҶΣûô½Ǳе㱻ˡɵôɵӣ
ŶصͷЩƨġСᡱ˵ģңҲʣĹΪƫҪȥ˼ҷƨ
½Ǳһʱɫӣô˵
歵˦ӣЦ㻳ҰŪǷǣֱ˵
˵գ׾ҪߣҪȥ϶˯
֡½Ǳ˱סһ壬歲Իɫ
ô......ίίؿߣ˵κ۸ңǲƭҵģ
½ǱǳӲְļȻġ;ٽӽ㡣
ĻСṫҪ
ʲôҵģ½ǱסСɱǼ⣬ûֻһСһģһʹʮ˱Сԡ
歡ꡱЦշɺ죺ҲŲʲôأҵҵ
½Ǳһȴû˵ʲô
......㵽û˵᲻ȢѽֱˡɹͥĻֻ׶½Ǳ˵
½Ǳ˸Ƿӿû˵ȢֻǴӦ˺ȢޡȥԽԽûߡ
歴סʣΪŹֵҪ󣿼ȻҪޱˣﻹҪʲôʱȢޡУΪʲôҪӦ
ʵּͻ飬Ϊʥּ֮ǰȥͻʵ˵Ҳδ²̨лʵ۳֡ʵʲôû䣬½Ǳüš𣬡ӦˣҪҷĲ֮ǰɻ顣
ߣƲƲ죬Ҷ˵áȢ
ʢ⣬͸߰ÿԣֻˣ˸ֻ⻹Ǹ֮ƣֻҪ½Ǳһղɻ飬л᣿
㲻ǺӲôʹʥּҲǸﻹҪӦһǲˣǵĹˣϲĹô죿Ĺĵء
ΪԼƽ½ǱȤζʡ
ûУ歼
ģֻǿ߶ѣûҴ롣
½Ǳ̾˿ǰ⻼Ѿ̤ѩӵسֱ룬ҰҳһţйЩֻó͢Щұϡ
ң½Ǳ˶٣Բ˵ȴ正ȷʵˣҵһμޡ......ǺܺõģСʱǡ
歰ˣòſڣϲΪŲԸȢڶ......
歺شסԼĴ𰸣ڶ㻻ʷѾϲˣԲԣ
½ǱЦһϲͻȢ˵ǹǻʺҲ⡣
ҺǣҾôң֮ܿޣƵͷƵԴϵһ¡
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ˣʲôʵģûо͸Ͻ˯ɡ½Ǳ£ٲȻǲг
ȴš
½Ǳõſ۰ߴٵ
Ϊʲôϲأ歷ɵʮģ
÷֮ϣ½ǱҲֱԹϧΪϲأ
½ǱЦˣ԰正ŵȳ磬Ϊƫƫ
ţ۾һԴСףԶԶԣ˵ϲʲô
֪˯
½Ǳ
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˯Ŀ͸ܵ½Ǳɽһϡ
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˿ڲÿ任ҩС½Ǳ;ֹܵúܣɫȻãҲӲġ
򴽣͵͵顣
½ǱԽһƣȡ
歵ʱ쵽Ӹ
ҡ㳶˿ڣ𲻸ˡţҰ㻹ôڰ
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˺һᣬСֱۣ߬Ķĥˣ½Ǳӣȴ˽࣬ûʲôʾ
㰡ûô歼ˡһֱţ˿ڲá
½ǱīԨӣ**
УҲУ......歱ŵ㣬Ͱ͵أһƾܡ
̱ץţ½Ǳ̵㣬δڴ
еģ뾩ǰ.......
½Ǳû˵꣬ҡͷûУãŪˡ
ֹŪ˶ɵġ
Ҳۣ½Ǳֽ°ǣȣڽ死ججͷ
歸շͷ½ǱѣԺŹеүîʱˣ˼
ŵһ£æ
㡢ɣ ռˣ·˽ײƣҲ½ǱԼ´ѡ
½Ǳһ࣬һڡ
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֪ˣҪһܹȻ¡ˣ½Ǳĵ˺üСӡ
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ѾŪˣھͼôȦӡ
½Ǳüһôô죿
ûа취ˣֻ֡ûҶ¾ȱˡ
Ȼ֣ȴһ
½Ǳµ˾ŷ֣أ
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½Ǳͷļ磺ȥ°ɡ
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ĸΪסԶǰӹаظϡСҲǨԶ¶⡣ҹ㱻ڵúݣ˿̼羱ǰضźۼ
˵ΪԼͷһڻ֮ʧԶΪϾվ쳤Ҳ⡣飬ܵȤ
Ůӡ
黳ҹΡε๬ǸĶѾͷˣѾͷͼ
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ͻȻĶŵϢ߶ȽŵѾߡѾ߸첲һʧ׼ͷ㷢
ȥʹ
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£˫ȭսظš
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뵽˷ŵļ裺Ͼ½Ǳ֪
١߳һ
һԺĸŮǰ
Դȥ԰Ĺײڳ浽װʲôԸ
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½ǱΪȻ, һתҾ͸СɩӣҪǲ
ǣ½ǱʲôЦ㣬
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ĸûиҹûиҹ𡣴ɷ죬죬ɴ߲СڡС......
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ѾСˣ׷׵ͷ
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ȿһڳľߵ˼¡
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뵽ȥĸ֣뵽ֲףӿͷ
......˵ϴĻ˿ҲԸȢޥʲôᱡ˼ҹ͸õΡ
ױʾʱƢ˦ȥ
úúͬ˵ġ
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ﲻʲôû˽⣬óóȻ˵ﲻСЦе
ͬôеţ˶٣ü˵Ųô......
Ҳôġ𼱣˵æסҪ۵ޣʵ˼ңҲؽŮȨƣ˵ŵԣֻϰ̫󣬻Եϡ
֣Ѷҹһ飬պѣҲܻǨ͡뷽跨ǡ
ۺˣ޴ϲرס׸첲Сʱ㡣
һ׿ǺͷһؼӸ˳вζ
ЦЦѭѭգ׿Խȥ˵ףи
ʲô˿ʵ
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ܲãֱ̫ˡ޾Լ۶ӵĺףֱֵ̡
үôȥأԺ̺Ѿվͨ
ްţˣԨ˸ĸβǴ½ţܲĸȥ½Сס......
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յ׼һ죬üǶЦڹĶѵ鰸ǰ칫ʱԺϷС
ˮֻ죬̾ȥޥúͬһٱɻֱǣס֮ĸƨߵȥ˼ңеûӣֵüա
ʱ֣񣬽ӡӻϻУ㳯ߣҪȥޥ
ȴϣŻû㱻½סˡ
ˣְҪ£ǰ......һ޻ûߣܲѣ¾Ҫ
һֹ̧סҪ£ҲҪ£˵
˵ӣҪߡ
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޽Ų£üͷһšôˣ
ǰǰϸˣҹأ˳......
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޳һ£ЩȲҪݾߡ
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ǡȻ
޳ͷ˼ʲôϸ˵
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ɰЦְǰȥǿջ̽飬û뵽ˡпǴɣְòģһ顣ֻҪأôȵͷС
Ƥһĸˡ
СѾߣʲô޵ġС֮ǰȥӣΡֱԵ
㿴ˣ
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Ȼ˼ʲôɲٿڡ
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Ϊ޸ŹȡĴޥޣø˶Уٽйӡ
ϡΪӦһСȲ·ǿ죬һգ۾ܵԺˡ
Ը磬ޥǳԷ......ΪȻֹסȻɺһİľ׳ȭһǧҲܾϲӡ
磬ˣϴޥأ˵λ˾ˡǿôǧЦӯӯ
ЩµˡЦɵļ
˵ɡɴߡ
ôн򡣡ɱ߱ʵмֻ֣̿Щ
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ޥ಻ס棬͵͵λİġ˾ˡ໰ʣ״˲ڣҲԽ
ľ̾һ²յɰɣһ·డЩÿɻã
νͣܽнֶŮ½䱸Լû뵽ľپȻ֪
ǣСɣĪң˵ţһ󼤶Щ
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ˣ֪ﷴͷģأη嵱Щԡ
˵ŽĿޥСĴ۾ݵ歰ɣ......
ޥæҡͷޥѾˣ²ڼҡ
һ㶣ֵŶŶޥޥˣ
ʮޥСԴɰˣʮš
ֹŨüɻ΢΢𡣰Ϣʮǰز֮빬֪٣ôиʮŮأ
ѵ......!͵ֱ𱳼־ϲ
δѯʣľȿһڵ֮ǰȷ
ͷһʧ֮࣬Խˡ
ȷʮǰڹأôȷ
ľٶ̽ѰĿ⣬˸һ£ָسޥ˶°͡
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歶Ȼǰ......Ĭţӿ޴ľϲο޲
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״ۣ֪һﳾɳҪΪܷܷУ
ˡ֣ľٲڵض˶ӣû˵
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½󽫾......½ǱɵһȻɫ䡣
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֪ΪݣܹĿ԰ɡȻɲԸᣬҲûҪʣǱû¡
ţôˣ歴ʱ򶨡
ʹˣ׵ġһĿ飬ǰ˰÷״ֱĸŮ½ǱĦʯϵ·
֪ģǽⷬĹؼ֮㾲š
ĸŮһλһλδޱţһλ޸þݡһλ½Ǳһ£ʮǰּɡ
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û, ͬҽϾ, ٵϢݰڱҵ˽ϱ
أڱôСã歼ʡ
½Ǳһ, ŵǰҴҮƽΧʱ, ϱͻȻС֮ȥ
һ......
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歵ͷ
½ǱϱУҮƽܲòʦس, ܳһ¾
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ߵú, ½Ǳ, ٹ, Ҳ߲ˡ
, Үƽܾһ·, ƹǣֱƵ۾½Ǳʱ
ĸʲôϵ
ƽ꣬Ҳǰ, ʥҽǸƣм۶ϣš
дô歼
½Ǳһϼдζϱ󷢽گңԴ˱Үƽܳȥʮ꣬δһ֮ɥϧΨԸΪһƣл꣬ΪŮ
Ų½Ǳÿǵ
˵۽ʪ
ƽԪ꣬Űٰۣƽ͵۾½Ǳ̾һţ˭֪һȺ׵Ůӣ಻ģһ֮֮
......Үƽɱ˫Ŀ졣
½ǱҡҡͷǱҵĹˣõϢĪһǡ˵ɱ˵ǱҮƽ¶һ˵Ĺȣ׷ϱȥ
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ѵ˼£ֽű䡣
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歾úúѣ־峱ˮϮ
......һɣһ½ʮ񾲵Ц
½Ǳ̾Ϣһӵ绳У
ջȥһˣƷݻŷһ㣬ȴҲʴȵļˣңһͰĴڸҪ鷳
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˭ѽƽ˨ֻſķ죬̽СԴȥߺˡ
˭ͷһؼƷſһԵ歡
С㣡ƽæŴ򿪣˽һ߸С
أ㲣űƽոˡ
ڻ𷿰æ𡣡ƽ
ˣ㾶ֱߡ
正ľȻ߽ϲѡ
歶峺ϲõаζӣл˵
ˮտɣȥţζ󡣡ɲ˲ͷĺ
ҡͷҪˣھͳ
̧ͷǲ⡣
正ʲôôɸ
Ʒһôл뵥˵ûлֻŤͷĿǶƷ˵
ǽҴ粽......ƷЩΪѡ
ˡ˵žۿ
ƷһΪԼˣӻûӦ˲ú......
лǿЦЦ
ҾţһͳȥѳڣܷڣƷֻòһ¡
üͷֱ壬˵歲ɣĪ
ֻסδؽ
תɣһʱᣬɤɬ֪οڡ
ôˣ̽ѰĿ𽥱÷ŭ½۸ˣ
ҡҡͷͳ壬ٵǰ
.......Իҵĺ񡣡
½Ǳġ
Ȼȡ
˵ 歴ӣ̯У÷壬ҵĸŮһ顣ǿ飬ԭԶɺ׵̹ɡ
һ𣺡......
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ˣǸ߳ˡĸ̣ǱǲǣȻǰһʵ
˵ǣѾԲ˵ɵȻĿ⣬ֻֿһǡ
˺һҵġ
Ϊ뵽ĵεΣֺޡ
˵ɻŵҪͣȻ뵽ʲôɫ䣬
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Ѿд׻ڹ飬Ѿͻø½Ǳ֪ݣҲ߲ˡ
Ϊʲô˵ҵļңǾҵˡ Ҳ۾
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ûһԲǵ£ҲδܹҵҲ˵ѪɵС
ã㣬歶һʱֵΣ
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ΪĴɣܵľʿӵǲǡ
ҿԲսȾϻ̼
㲻òأǱϹˣôǲŵġ
ɹȻĬ
㲻ûشˣӣʹ˵ԣ˵Ҳû塣һˮƽ˵ΪԡѪս
ΪʲôΪʲôҪôģΪ½ǱôΪǴɺ֮ǣ
һڱСɱ°ӡǵӰ£֪Ϊʲôôˡ
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ô磿ޥ֣Ҵ޽˲
, ݺү˵ءص
ãȥ˵գǰʪ鷢, ߡ
һţǡͥǰɡ
紵۹, ɻӰȻӰԵõ
ɸ磡ޥһȹСܹȥ㻹ô
ɲ࿪˶
ޥС, һʱֻƼͦεıŲ
ɸôˣޥСʡ
ɱһᣬת˱ޥ
ޥˮӯӯɸһֹ, ȴзִ, ֻԴιıӡ
ôˣ
һʱ֪Ǻ, , Щ˼
úó󡣡ЩʣҪɸ硣
ޥֻּô, ʲôˣҪŻѽ
ɿ۰ķ£Ȼת
ɸ磡ޥӿĪֻ, ߬סɵ䲻ߡ
ޥȴһסˡ
ޥãȻתͷ歲֪ʱˣվݵ£ɫأüĿдų˼
ɻ£ſҽ歽ƽ˵
ǣ......ޥ˿˫Ŀͨɣֿ˿㡣ԥСֲԸſ
Ļˣʲôʱ򣬽еģΪãԤУɸʲô£ɿ֣Ҫ뿪ˡ
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ޥֻһ
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תݣ΢΢ޥ
㣬ʲôǵýҽ㲻֪ɸ˵رֵĻʲô鷳......ޥ߶߶˵š
ޥĿƮȻŵ档
㣬ôˣֲ˵ޥ÷
Żع̾һſڣȴƣӶʧ˵
أʵޥ飬Сԣ歴Ȳ˵֮¡ˡˣ˵ɡ
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Ĳɵͷ˼θľɵݡ
ɵӿģ˵Ժһȥˣɰˤ衣......ۿһȣæװԵӣ͵͵ȥ
㣬㻹ûԷɣǳ緹˵ѽޥûвԼǹŷɵķ֮٣
ҳԹˣסźۼ˵㲻˵˾ôҲһ
ѽޥʱ˷Ƶü˾˵ס㣬ͻԸŵĿջˡ֪ջؼңӦһ
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Űģ˵Ҳôġޥһһ˵ʲô正ΪԶ磬Ϊš
㻹ǲôɫƽޥЩй
ǲţ歳һ£ֻ˵ͨĵطǶǡȥˣҲûӡ֤˵Ǽ١Ϊ˵Щǲ֪£еĻ
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üˡ
˭ϡأǡ
˵ؾ첽߽
С㡢С㣬ӿô
ȳԣлޥ˵Ҫǡһ˵
ޥίӡ
ؾ֪СӣҲѣ˵һ֮Ļֻͷ
ɳô״һ䡣
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ޥͷˡ
正ô½Ǳ......ޥ뿪󣬵̲סȿڣԴǼʹļס
вãЦҲ˼֣˵Ҫ˵Ļ˰ˡ
һİ˺ò˶ٵġ˾ˡδ̫ܵЩɣ
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˼Ƭֱ̣ʵ˾ˣֶŮм˾˲߸֪
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ң歶˶٣ҲǵģҶģһֱ£ֶŮ֪ġҲ˵ģԲĸ֮¡ȥǰ֪Ҳࡣ˾˿֪ĸ˭ںδΪ׽Ҹ󣿡
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Ҳ֪Ϊ㣬ܹ.......Ũüһʱ֪˵˵
εһŮˣԶῴң˵ʲôһҵĸףҲ֪Լ˭ȻվĿſ
ɸߴܷܷһܷܷθˣ̫ˣԩ
ϵ״ӿ̧˫Ⱥصﾹˮ
歱סˡ
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һô歽ʡ
һɲŻұģҲӦø㡣ֻǹ˼......ɼȻܷܷ˼Ҳ֪ĵ
正㱾ǻʵԼţĸǵܷܷ
歺һϣ羪ըʯ
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֫һȻϡŷ׹ˮǧɺ鲨Ϯѹʹʹ
δȫȻȷɵĻֻҪ˫۾ѹʹ
正ɼɫҰףæվ
˵ȥҧ߬ľʷϣǽڷס
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Ȼ˰ҵĴ̰ҲߣЩ꣬ҰﶼΪǱ𣡡
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ǱԩģǱҶʺ󺦵ģǲǣһȷϵһһ䡣
ͷģҺܷܷװףûԽ֮Ѫ˿
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ӣݱóȻ֪ˣһ˾˵ıҶ󣿡
Ҷף֪ôиܵܣֻ......ֻûлɲϸ˵ʱҺ͸Ҷ֣ʱ͸ûȥͬƴˣֻû뵽ԼžˣһãҶҲҶɱá
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ֹͻȻһߵ歸ǰ񣡡
һ𣬺
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״˵ʱǱӪܷܷ˽ᡣ׮ԩҲĹʣŻͽ᰸ĸף
ܡҡͷˣ½Ǳô᲻˿
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γ֪Ҫ侲, ֻҪĸͺ޲, ĵǶС
뵽½Ǳؿһ, ֳʹ
֪ǰһΪʾ, ΪԣԣԷйĵĻᡣⲻˣĶ
ͣ½Ųˮֳʱ龰
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˼ת, δӦ
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歵ķ·룬Ѫģؾһ𣬻༷ѹ˺
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һ룬ȴƲסʧ뻳ɣ֪֪֪٣񣬻ΪԼֻعᡭôء
ӣҧס
ڽ֮ǰ½Ǳ˵֮ӣԸͬҲΪϵߣȥ
֪ԼĳǻػţʱܼӺ
ʣʵۻʺѰ½Ǳиܰô
밮ѪǰȻˡ
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ü˼ţջ߽ڡѿӭʱָ̧ü϶䣬һᣬҪ赹ˡ
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ѹüͣǰϢŵ˯歡
ǣһʱ鼱Ʒûѹס˴һʱúõģ˭֪ʢ⹫߰˵һѣŰѷˣ
½ǱŲһ٣Ҳֻôһ٣ܿͽݡ
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Ǵ
㣬˭ҶŹӣҲٱڲ½ǱƴСֱ׾ȥᡣ
ӣȴӿøˡ
.......ôޡ
½ǱְյüֵĻں䣬᲻˵
ɷһԼȳ׷˽УץסĸľסĻҲԭ㡣
½ǱЦһ£Ҫ˵ǱҡؾԾ
סϸ׵ĺ󾱣˴Լ𣬶ǯ°̧ͣͷӡ
ǿӲĿƺŭ
Щңۡ
ʢôһֻΪû֮ġ
⡱һ£ɵɡ
㣬ֻ˵Щ½Ǳ΢΢歳ʹ.һòֱûĻᡣ
֪ʲôֱʡüӲ
֪֪Ϊβң½Ǳ塣
ˣûպգҪȥ֣ſ......
歱ϣ½Ǳݺҧסǰ
......쵰쵰̴ʹһʱͣþòŻعȷߣκ½Ǳɽһ޷
˿ڱ.ȵĴ.̼ţ死ս֪û۵á
½Ǳ޻Ƽۡ
正Լﱨ붼롣½Ǳ
İ׳£˲Ҷ˿˿ƣ¡
Ө׵ļڻ谵ҲڲסĹ
½ǱһУ歵Ŀܡ
Ƶģ׾پͱƷ
Ϊ˸ﱨ𣬻Ҫװʲô֪Ŷӭңǲǣ½Ǳһ
歳ʹһ
оȫͬ½ǱüѼ֡
Ƽ歲ҰСŵʧ⡣
½Ǳ⣬ǯƵŲ塣
ץסݵļ϶͵ϥݺݶ.ɴ
½ǱȻǴ߰ŭţôһ۵ǰڣǣСû˰
死ž¡û½Ǳʹǰˤ£ֱۣҲƺһ糤˿ڣüͷû塣
......
歿½Ǳײˡ½Ǳ߻ˣ½Ǳһ֮Ū
½Ǳҧƽã۵ľͷȥת齡
Ȼǰľٴ۷ڣЩΡ
歲֪ذףǰѡ
ֱϸźһ˼£
⣬½ǱõûȰԸˡ
֣ߡѵûͣƺõĲУǸܲ
ּ֣쵰˵ʲôҲ۸ңίƭӡޣ
½Ǳίŭɫͼ֣ת˲֮䣬Ѿƽ歡
ۼҲ壬死̼һ֣ԼͿ
ңָҪϵ½Ǳذ׵Լ䡣
½ǱȻס
ߣȥ歹⽫ѹøھʹʹѰ̬Ŀ⣬ƿ½ǱĿ⣬֤ԼҪĿ⡣
½ǱĬ
áտڣ˶ӿʼ󳷡
˿һڴࡣ
ûɶã½ǱȻüԷѽذ׶ߣס
ƭң歴ŭ۾Բ
˵ǣ歡½ǱһԼû꣬ˡ
死Ҫ֣½ǱȴذУؿڡ
һƽ歸ܵ
֣ӵذףȴ½ǱĴƽס
ڳ
ôɿɿɿ......ֵձʵİ
½Ǳ㹻׺ݵⲢܳΪǣý˺ҧɸС
˴ݷʱ˿մѪ֪˭ġ
ˣ½Ǳſ޳˵Сʡ
ֱȥûˡ
õԼô½ǱٲȻشͲ֡
歿γѪ޵ãˡ
½Ǳŷſ
㣬һš뱨Ұ㣬£һ˵㲻ԼҪЮҡ½Ǳѹסŭվ
ɵ¡һ仰תˡ
ȥıӰٻ˿......۲.......дѽ.....


98 
䵹С, ųֻһС
ޥٴŴ󵽰, ֱϦĺ
ŨزõбС, ڴ̨ϣƵӴʱӭһеĹůʱ̡
ߵôæණûдߡ
һֻɹ, 봰⻨ľСޥηѣĿӹˮҡǽŲ
ؾ߽, ޥݣɬ
С㣬ȥ߰ɣþ.......Ȱ
ޥͷ߬ſ޲պˮϴӵ, ʱѾˡ
ˣ૵ɸ粻ˡ
˵߳ʱ, ֻͷһۡ
֪ǰᵽס, , ޥԸ, ҲСˣܺͺ춹һҲá
ؾ, ūЩͰš
˵䣬ľٻˡ
ޥŬЦݣɵӭȥ, ջô磬æ
ϦľٵӰϳԵøˡɵƺܴԳƣǵ̬
ţˡӦһСŮĺ̲סۿæȥڡ
ޥ׵
û°ɣʣʲôõϢ
û£û¡ľ˵ţȴץ۲ڡ
ޥ죬ĬƬ̡
ǵȻطЪϢɣˣŮٽޥЦЦÿ·
ľٵͷǰ߹ܿ죬ͣͷ
ޥɣл˵
*
ޥǰ游׵衣
࣬ǰס¼ȵ׷ʱ˵ʲô¡
΢Сסɲˮ뱭Сƺľ㹻ǿ侲κβõϢ
һӣ˵ңҲܡֻΪۣܿԹԡľŮɰС뵽ŵӣԡ
ޥһΣҴҷ²ױ¶ĵ׵
㲻Ҫ......õĲãտڣͱľʾס
󣬵ֻǽöˡ»ǹƣûʲôġǽкùޣҲȥˡϧ㣬ľٶ˶٣̾һҵ
Ҫ˵ôޥŲ³˵ʲôиӻˡ
ľٳĬ죬ſڣЩӣһֱ˼Լ㿴½Ǳͬǣ壬Ĺôľûдô
ҡûк.....ޥʶΪԼ⣬ϧ޵š
ľûһԹ˵š԰׵ϡԣ
ǵûãˡҡǽϲɱĵĽⲻǣǵǳ̫࣬ûǡ
˵ࡣ
ֱޥãȻԶ˰»ָ䵽СŮϣ
ޥһҲͨˣʲôǹúáǣʵڲ˰
ޥ⻹ʲô׵ģʱ£һصͷ
֪Ů֪޵ǵŮװ±ˡŮ߰ɣҪŮˣ  
ľܲʹȴֲò˵ȥնԵ
֪⣬¶ǰҲǿ㡣ֻŵΪ٣ߣȻˡû뵽һδѾסˣ˸͵ҵ
ޥҲ˲ϿˣΪˣ
ľٰڰ֣üʮˣʵᣬʲôûĲԼ㣡СͰޣܲί˭˵ػ㶼Ҫް졣
ʲôطʲôֶΣۼңֱ˵Ҳû˵ɸˣ˵зˣҲؽ黳䣬Ů
ޥסˣŬ˸˵ĻСС΢
ԼҲ±˵лľ˵ţЩʧأµίޣ½Ǳ硣½Ǳôڼ˵зܻס㣬Сأֲ㣬۶ࡢºġûûίΣʱδ֪
......
ޥ߳ӣҹ紵δɵϣһʹ
ҹĻУ繳̧ͷȥ׵Ҳ
˲ᣬ֪뵽ʲôɬЦһ£첽߿ˡ
*
ճ䣬ϴ꣬δ£żж̹ǰ
źҶףᶯ嵭
ĲɵؽţҲһڡ
СڣīҴ߽
¶飺ô
Ź˵ҹû֪ȥˡīʵص
Գǣһӣۡһ죬ײڴڡ
ǽأ
ūˣŹ˵֪û˵ī¶ΣԲȵС⣬Ź˵ˣʵ̫æԲ......
ǽæôЦˣһ䡣֪½Ǳǹģء
īⷴŪƿԣʵʵ졣
死û¶֪ˣȥɡ
īͷӦ£ʱ߶ǵúѽҹֿˣ֪õˡ
ֻʣһˣ歲һͷסõ
½Ǳһûˣ㵹ȷˣ޷ϴ£ܶǰɣãбҲҡ
ߺߵط˸ϸ׵С۴۾ϣסζӰ볿⡣
ʮֱ׳ҲЩ顣
Ͼ½ǱԵ޹
ƣһͣ졣ʱȷʵҶͬھ˼װ赹ϵ½Ǳǻӹ֪˶ٷӣ¶޻.....
½Ǳ˵ҪŵΪ𣬾ԼװƴҶɿңܶᣬͬʧȥƾ
Ǹ
뵽ôã֪ޣȴֲֻᣬݣ벻
ƾʲô
歷꼫ˣ´Ļϣô⡣
⼸գ侲ͬҶ಩²е²ߣ˵ʤ㲻࣬㲻ûҪ۸á
½Ǳ˵£˵Ҳ
Ҹô.....ߵ鰸ǰ£૵½Ǳģֻ.......
ˣѿı߽
½Ǳ˳ƺ歡ˡǽԼСＸѾ¶ĳƺЩҡ
Ҳ⣬ʵôˣ
Ѿˣ˵ӻ
Сôɡ˵ţȥ򵥴££㷢ʧ
ѿֻСݡ
С΢ż򣬹󣬾нվţͬ˵
ôǳʲô£󣬲ʵɫ
СЩ֧ᣬһֱͷūҲ̫û˵ֻһȥһˡ
Ŷ......üӷתš
ûȷ𸴣СƺЩǺֵܼ¶ֲϵģū澸֪ġС㣬ȥɣҼ......
ãȻȥ˵Ժ͵ȻӦ
歴ʰãīߡ
ƷŽ첽ӭˣ......
δ˵꣬ѽӹ粽룬ǲǣ
Ʒ˼ЦЦǡ
֪ˡεϾˡ
ʱءƷֱ֪ŤϽû½Ǳ˵ûʱʱ̹̿ļϡ
һȴ̲ס
īͬƷһԣ˺ܿ㵽֣ǰͣ¡
ֻӶдˡ
歳ʾֱȥ¥ϡ
ףޥղôƣ¥һˡ
СҴҴӽ߳С£ûй
Ŷ歵ͷָָԼС䣬棿
Сҧҧ......ӭСȥɡ˵ĨĨ΢۾
һʱð಻õز롣
ĪǹѰ鷳ִ......
ϸ˼첽ȥ
Ʒæϡ
ƷС.......Сɫ
死ͷһۣȻƷҺ˵ỰͺīȰɡ
Ʒ룬ҲûʲôͷӦˡ
š
ûã桰顱һ졣
ƷȻü塣
ƷСƫʱ
ţƷתͷԥҪҪʡ
ʧһ£ȥλЩС˵˵ҲƷ˵ʲô첽¥ȥˡ
ƷȻһ첽嵽ǰ
ˣˣߵŴʡ
īԣһ
ûлش
Ʒ㣬ȥһյĸȲԼҷˣҲ
ֻжŰĴӴţһС軵ʷڵء
*
˺ͷһӵ
Զľ޴̴緫ǺߴȻЩ̣˺ʻ뽭Ľʻޡ
Уһžƣɫ
̨£ýʵʵҲסѪ߲
ӣǿ̰ɣ½²߲ˣ ɵСܽ׳ŵӴߴ١
λϲŭ޳ӣ½ȥΡ
̶£˼ء˷ˮȻ𣬴̡լū˽ѵʿûвµġ
ٵȵȡŨҷüëȧǸʵĳˡ
С˲ٶ죬ֻηֽվһߣ񣺿ץ̡
Žˡ
ų̆ףŻԵݺȥ
壬ƺһ˿ѪɺƤ£ۡ
˦ߵ⣬ңзļӰߺ޲ʵ
ˣҵˣû½Ǳ֣һͿء
˶Թޣ¶Էֶεĺһеĸġ
û½Ǳ֧֣޸޼ɵͬ˼˺Ƥ
ıݷ꣬ûü֣Ƚߴ磬ܲޣ
ʹ̫ţΪ½ûˮʦȻҪĵ½Ǳ֮䣬Ϊ̨˭½ҾʱϼӦϣռ˰
˰񣬱нֺ꣬γ¥
½Ǳٲ
Ž棬֪ȥϻҵ㸲ҲڵϦ䣬½Ǳûɣȳޣɽ
ֻǣ߿ߣ½Ǳʲ
......"
ɤ˻ƣֲǺ޻ǰ
......ˣС˴Ӳպϲеӣ˴ˣ̰ɣ
˫Ŀ˲ų˹â͵תȥֻһӰȣǳȹװŮӴӰ߷Ծϡ
ǧɱ֣ûа첻ɵ¡
ƺ֪Ϊϧ񣬽Եװһˤ
ǮԼ࣬һҲ뵢顣ܲĲ뾫˸۾룬ƺװ
Ϣңɱڡ
̧֣
ӥצƵ֣˦ڼͷȻϥ̾Ҫߡ
üͷһ壺˸ţ
־úЦ°½Ǳˣôܱܿ޿ײߡ
ӦĲ²⣬غǺһĵͳ߿¥Ϻ
ˣ......СһڵأǷӵĺ߲......
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*
ӷһֽǡ
ޥתҪߣȴץס
ˣ˵úˡһͷСǿ⣬ԵÿֺЦ
𾪹ʶû˵Цʱ塣
ģ
ġޥͼ
޷һŤʵʵѹڴǽϡ
ޥ۵ýгձƺôһˮȴǿŴת¡
Ҳʶ̫ðڶԴ
ŭʢֻ֣Ǹͱ˵ʣΪǱ֡ͯұԲҪһϲǲǣ
ޥڱﲻסᣬҡͷҲ֪Һޣɸ¶ôܹ㣿
ǵΪʲôץԼ޽ǡ
Ϊ˺ұͲޥ֪ƿ ޵ҵΪѰһλŵԵĺɾҲףٵüż
Ϊңô ˡ
ЦˣһЦһߵͷޱͬģ
ޥ֪Цʧǳ
ûʲôϵģֻǲˡޥ˲ᣬƽںڵͫûаâŵ档
ס̧𣺡ǿôôΪô
ޥͫĿ⻺Ƶϡ
ܷΪʲô㲻ܣԽ˵Խջ뵽ԼΪޥϧַÿն˼ľٲͬô졣
Ը˵취ܱѶ࣬ĲӲġţֻҪģûʲô赲һ
ΪޥҲġ
ΪҲҽ㣬ޥһ£ųС˳ܵޥҲ˵֣ʲô......
ÿĳһ֣һ磬ޥԼʹЩϢˣƵĵ¡
֣סȴɫסˡ
㲻ǵСֻǲԸΪҵˡȻµ֣ΪЦţʲôҲûץ
֪ˣʼ磬ָģԺ󲻻ٷˡ
ޥվססǣŲںޡ
ಡ
һı죬쳹
յİգ֪Ǻԭ򣬾ɫ̻
ŨƮɣԲﶼܿ
Ȼɫ䡣
˾ޥʶתޣȴ̧۵Ĺ򣬶ԷͲӰŷƾʧˡ


99 
歽ݺû, پԾûüƷѱס, Ĵ׳ֱҪԴšһ㡣
ֻܷߵ軵, Ʒ
ҩһڱͷ֪ͣǻȥ׶༪, סߵӺǹγ, ¡
ʱϮ֮ѾЮ´ӣٷɱȥ
歵˺, ˭֪ûڣޱϯ......
ҩ٣ϼװɹϳູ, ûʱۡ
ģ, δȫ, ĵѾھࡣ
......ɣӳ, ͷƤ顣
ѵ죬Ц, ⽫°𣬡Ҳãһ˳û˼, ½ǱôŮ˵ġ
ԣĳøˡ
Ʒһ׷½Ǳ˾ҵģĬܿ
ǲɫãȻܡ
ڴôҪȥأʹɣȲҲ֡
۾Щ⣬˿ûзŵ;衣
˻üָ˸ҽš
ҵôˤˣʣȹڰ˰ϲࡣΪ˳з㣬ƤСѥ
ӲĴУ΢˿
չ覴ۻΣε룬εġ
ɴ˿λεĹֱϣȴҲһ˿覴á
ˣԶޡ
˰磬ͻȻ᲻ûˣ֮ǰ᲻á
Ȼע⵽ˣǸüƽˡ
Ҫôʣû¶ڴɫͷ¡ȻҲûֳܣֻüЩǵӡ
ɵ·Ҫ½ǱͬһѹȸС˫·ۣ֮һʶƻѻ㽫ࡣ
ȥ歵ָ䡣
װѵӣɪͷ
ʱУ½Ǳһҵġ
߲˿ָֻĦ֬գһ.ӵ㡣
ɫѹ½Ǳء
󲻳ܵ½ǱŪ正ļʹ졣
Ϊʲô߲ˣ歴Ųµˣȴ⣬½Ǳ׷ˣ
ɫ˵ԷĽɨӣһһɧ.ĳǱ½Ǳ.H.ˡ
歶ĵ£޲ð˺á
ıԽԽ
һϲǾˣ
½Ǳսǰľױ׾
ôæϻٳ
࣬һŻӥſڿ׵ʱʸչ⣬ˢˢԿͷĴ󴬡
ֱװսؼ׵ǹ......
̴ܣҲݷš
ֻҪһ£ʮֻҲӲɴ⬡Ϻӵѱ޹ֺɻ˵߲ˡ
װܸߣ歵Ĳӣ߽ϣӸ£ԶԶ½Ǳ
۵正½Ǳü˶
½ˣΪԶɴ¶ô
ˮУ޴ӴβεУڻһͽóȻϴΪΧһȦʿǸ֣ڹ䵶һ˲ˣǾȲ歵ġ
Ȼܡ
ǾȲ.....
磬뵽ޥЩ
½Ǳûбŭֻ΢΢üŹɣҲûƺǺܽ歡
ɹ֪ⲻǹĵս½Ǳܴ׾Թ
ǰܳ˾ɫֵˡЦһס歵ͷ¡
һذף歲ϣһֻۣʼ
ʶʲô󣬼ֱ˫Ŀһʱ¿·ʢ⡢Ҷ񶾵Цغһ
˵ηӶ࣬½Ǳ˿ŷߺ޵Ļ𣬵һˡ
ƾʲôƾʲôûˣΪʲôҪ꣡
½ǱڣûɤӺԶԶأװˣһ㹦Ҳ歶ˡ
һ½Ǳڹո߳ѷޣҲġ
歱Űߣ½Ǳֻŭ֫ʹˡ
ɫӣ񷽲һҽ״ˡ
Ȼͷѹ·°ϵҪŭբߡ
һ㶣ݺݾ棺ˣС
֪ҡˡ汧ű֮ģԸȫʬҲҪ½Ǳ
歹ЦЦ
һʱ񵴣еĵȴûɡ
ҿɲѵ̧ǿһȥޡ
ɺ˶ѹŪ˴벻½Ǳɱǣߵɡ
˵歷µĲǹҪЮ½ǱԸԼײӣҲҪ½Ǳ衣
ڿɲΪ½Ǳͷķֻ½Ǳѿ
вɱҵɣЦţǹڱصõЦ⣬˵ҲΪΪ֪ܡ
ʲôɳʣ½Ǳ
½Ǳڵϵָ֣÷ס
ָˣڹϣ˳˼ֱıڴϡ
Ⱥ½Ǳ̸Ϸˡڹǰ˵
ɴ正ͷһزǳڡͼ
Ůûеļ򵥡
üչʾ㣺ұΪ½ǱĻᣬΣҶҪһѡ
ʵ㣬ԼŵŮҵס
ϢͨɣȻֱ֪ܻ½Ǳߣ᲻ǰȥ꿪ʬҲ˲С粨
һʱ䣬˴롣
һȼ㲻ʰ
ŵȴɢ׷ʵԣʲôܣ
ִƣѯǷҪ֡
½Ǳ¥Ĵָ΢ʾ²Ҫ
歵ܴӱĶͬ˵
һܺ£ȴҪǿ
½ǱԼܡ
ûл
ʳԡ
ܾǣʵ޲Ƕ½Ǳأĸºսǰ......歿ʼߣƫ˵ɷ¡
ɸȥûȥַ׵Ķֻˤ˽ţȥࡣ
˵......üһšǺ
ŷԾºսɳôܸʲôܣ
ֻϧΪʱҽһ
歾Ǵѥгذףһɲ
һͱýʵ䡢ѪȾװࡣɿ֣ذȲڹɿ䡣
ɺ죬Ҫ歵׼һţֻûҲٻопĵлơ
ȻҲֻǻơΪѾ۵ȥذ׷ɱ
Χʿǹ˼һģͻ˲ɱȴûץס׹½ǡ
ͨˤˮС
歵Ԥ룬ˮεߡûʣ½ǱŪǾ͸Ƶġ
Ȼ̫ߣ͵ֻˮˣβֱֱˮ׳
Լ½Ǳ̼ĺ
˵ǸγҲΪ
ҲʼǺˮˣôûá
˵֣ʱÿĶǱ𡢶½ǱĲãһ˲ʧȥʶǰȴֻһͷ
½ǱûȢأС檣ɷ޿ô........
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ֱգԺУˮ䡣ʶſڣǺÿ
㣬㣡ޥϲؽæ£歺󱳣
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ī̻ѿ죬˵ˣ
歱˱ۣŬһ£Իֻ֫ǵˮ......ûʲô°ɣ
û£û£ޥæʦ˵ֻǺˮЩգúϢͺˣ
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򣿡֪˵½ǱէһǾñŤ
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ɵɵֿɰġ
ŲҽءޥС
˵䣬īѾ½Ǳ˽
ˣޥ˵
ޥҽ......һֿǵͨ죬֪ߵûǿȵá
ޥæıҴˣҲ˵ˡ
½Ǳߵߣס歵֡
歶еʹˡ
ޥ·ôˣޥȴƬҲδŲ
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