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5 
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ۡȻʴģǰʵǹй̫̫̫ŷġͬԺеۺ̫̫˥䣬ۡһֱάԭ
ͷԴͬǻյģ׷磬ʺΪٵ֮ˣȱʺϸο޴ڡ
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ǹڣԪһ˵ıͬɹ
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Ԫͷ̡ܽ
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Ԫһɻ󣬻û
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ʮΪү㡱Ƿģպʱ࣬Լ϶ٿˣԱߡġ
ǣԼ˷𾭣۳һŽúһСˮ˹
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ʱʦţд񰮴ԷĵСѾͷСʦȻһģ鷳Ҳòץһһĵؽ̡
ʵʱдˣǿСֺÿӲġ
СѾͷѧҪоԺɱޡ
ʱСͬ˵ϳģУС̹Ƶϲ˲䣬Ц
СѧôأԺдһƯ֣Цأ
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дʮΪ򵥣˭֪ҹֽ֣һȫ˶ҪֵֽΣǿѡһšдá
㻹ţʣһʱˣɲ˵Ļżѧˡ
䵭̵ı顣
Сﵱˣ߿ޱ߰ʵīϺϣ̶СèŲòüͬٿԣʱ䡣
һΣСгЧСдɽͯ˱һ޴ǼʱСʫ˼ֻŵ͵ȥС翴ʱɫ㳺ˡ
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ҳд𾭵ּһԱȾ֪ǲһģǻҪ֤𣿡
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գӪ£｣ѵÿǰظԭŽղЪϢܹ˯ţϣʮ߸ǰԺС˻С˱һʪ͸ַֽͬ顣
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6 
｣ԽüͷԽ壬信ݵݱRи㡣
ݲֻ֨õͷ
ݣ
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ȥһˣסһԺ
˶ӻסü죬ĸԺ֪Ҳȷܷһĳ񡢲ϳµӡ
ֻòźشүԺĴ֡
Զȵͷ𣬾Ϳʼһһͨү
ͨŵòվȽŲ
ӽפ¸ۡʼڣһҲûԺģһֱǸæˣƽʱֻڶԺǰͥҪô鷿¸
ͨ˷ټլͻȻѨԺһѴӹ͸òǶһ档
ʱ򣬹ΪǵļŮѾʮӾˡ
ǼŮһͨԲŭתϲЩšྡĹ⣬ֳȥ££٣ɬصʹͷ
Ǵͨǿüһͷͷø͡
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΢΢ͷԵСһ񣬾͸תԱ߿ԺƲ
СᣬӵչʿŪ˾ʿļԺѾͷࡢ棬ôҩ׶ʮ𵽳ׯϡ
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С˽ԺŮĴðź󣬽Ǹǰ
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֪ǣһȺ͸С˶ǻ㵺۵鿴Ӱġ
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ʱԺ｣˪ΪһšĽüԵøĮǧ
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ʵóǼŮܵ˿ɱضˣⲻֱͦպ󼴱㸴ԭҲͦǺġ
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ǣʫڸǲ׼д˵ŮĲ֪գգۣͷøӵ͡
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˵ѻſھȫȥǷٳ
Ϊ֪ǰǹˣڹУȥһУϤ֪Ȼ֪͸¶Լϴʫ˼Ļƭ˵ġ
Ȼˣ³ȫ㡣
˵ţ｣һ˦ӣż뿪ʫõıʴᡣ
ԸԼдʫڰĿҧһСϣǺܺáܴǡ
˵ģʫǸԺС˵ģλʵһԵԴ˱ֻҪǵ㹻֪ǰŻԼǲܵģʲôҲԡ
ߺǲŸҰ̧
ڿԴڴڵغܾãйڣԱߵĿѹեòˡ
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ߣտʼôƣΪҪѵţ˭֪լʵ۸ǰɣ
｣ࣺϻԼĹ̲ỵ̈˵𣿣


7 
ĴгסԾжԼľˣǶĿǰΪֹ㹻ƽˣҲ쳣󷽵ģķ
ɫ͵ĺۣҲõϼõνź˿֯ɵ˿ʲʮϺ÷źпšһ˿ټƵ˿֯ɲ´ļر죬ֵȴҲơ
ݣŵȹ˵Ķ黹òˣȥ
ϾԼլֻһŮ͹ģݰݣάֶãòʼһᣬԲ峥顣
Щ¥̴ܵȻջ٣ЩͭǮţǮ㹻ȥСˡ

죬ͬǰʹǰظ
ûֱȥ¸鷿ͣ񣬶ǷԺȥС
һƽƽԺʹСˣͻȻ䱻֪ӵҪټֱӱųһ亹
꣬Ժ붫ԺܽҲδлһ棬ͻȻӲʹģ뵽Ժλʿйصġ
ԩǷνдʫֽҲûֱӱԺӰ˴Ҳθʿ`
ǰʱϥǶģһӦˡ
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ΪԼµǴˣΪѰСѹžӣиɵͻȻ£ȴˡ
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10 
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11 
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еģͲٶзǷ֮룬͸ʶȤ˺󣬰ӰΪѡ
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12 
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㣬ʿôˣʱϸżѣͷѶƵ...һ͵͵ԡͰˡ
ССŮ£ԼʿϷõˡ
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ΪʲôѽҪǾʿˣûźүġ
ֵġЦŶˣźʿԡϿˣ
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13 
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14 
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15 
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ʾǸ⣬ͬʱҲ⣬Сǻϲ֮ˣô˼ֱſأ
ǵСʱһΣΪץһֻƯĺƭС˵ʦȥһζҩ
ҩҵˣȴΪûҵֻˣߣ׼С粻ŵߡ
Сû˵ߣΪʲôȥʦʱ˵ǣȥûҪ£ҿ«ʲôҩ
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16 
｣븮ʱ֣ضϽͬǵǸˡ
ȷʵãǰīñгɼĿָʷˡ
ԼոգΪմȾ¥ŮӲŵľֹΪΪŴҲˡ
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ݸղ˵ķͻڸµļūУԽ࣬Խ࣬λҲۿɼӡһ߼ųΪݡֱ˶ԣе㼵ʵˡ
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20 
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21 
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23 
⼸ͬʮߵЩÿƽֺҲǰˣʮߵ졣
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24 
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ŲǰԺźĴѾͷ纸٣ʽ;ºÿЦҲٲ˵ӹزյĻˡ
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ţ｣üŨţӽԺǰͥȥԺŹˡ
ԺҲȥһ䡣
׻
ô᲻ףǶġ
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죬žĴһХ¸ԱߵСƹݹХЩܳ
䣬ХýԼǰ¸ߵĹ˵ˡ
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t˵ѿĹ˫ͨһ꣬
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, ڿ, ûƵ˳ȥ
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ˣ˽
Ȼһ˲ðҲûΪԼǰı֣еȲˡ
ˣôʥһˣԷӵ۹ȥأ
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｣ջָЩʵĦոĴУϰ㲻ԡ
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֮ʮʱǵԺţһʿūԺרһȥԺٵģūߡ
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һ̣ͷôԭڸضȥѽ


26 
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˵ʲô˭˸ҲҪǴӹ߳ȥĹµѧʶۿɼ׵ʱ򣬹¾ʹб徭Խϰ֣Ѳ֪ͬʶƬÿҹ˯ǰ´㣬ЩʧȥϵǶٹŮԲ㣡
ǵԼʹ˷｣࣬ʱ˵ͽƽǸ侲ֵҪһЩ
Ī˵ʿ״ԪҲõġ
......Ƿ｣༤ҵ̬ȡ򴽣سЦ
ҰһҰСҲˮ֪ԵĴˡ

ű֮ǵԷ｣ȥпһء
УŲ޶ǶӦ˵ͷβŶûͬײ
ֻᰵأܣЩҲǰΪΪܵܣǴûôá
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ǶһԣΪľ
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µʱǼ̾ʹ棬ʮߵ˳
һ̣ˮܽصɱǰµٰˡ
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ҲǲǱҲʲôƸԵıʣһƸԵıʲıȽ٣ʵҲˣȴֲݱϹأ͸ĸѾͷ벻ˡ
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Ǵһⲻƽ˵Ƹ
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｣൭˵꣬һ۲Զڷȵҹ©תʱЩæ¸ˡ
պⵢ˲ʱ䣬ϳʱˡ
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дҪͣЪᣬݾͽĥīˣʿץʱ䣬Ժûȥء
ҭ
˵ʲôûãһеľʿֲҪ״ԪʲôôֽңˣҲȥӹΣǸһСʿɣ
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ǾˣüĿƲס
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ٱŶ֮λ, ٰܵعڳһɽׯÿգͻ﷢, óָ׿ǽٵѪ졣
ٰÿһʱնȥһϾͬŵķΨһĺ, β
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ٰȥס, Ȼ, һ˽ȥ
ӿ, ŵùģʱٰ, ҲӾѵ𽥹رա
ڴһѹһĺ, ²˺, ײһĆ統
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ģмǰϽˣǼӦԾ͹ˡ
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｣൱ȻףҲȷе׼Ȼʱƴµģûȥɵʸ
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ѵ˵ȢޡŮɫҲҪ½״Ԫѧ```ɫ
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｣ü۽ת`ʲôõģӱԪǿǣ١
ЦҪΪ¿ģ
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Ц
òƵˣ½Ԫһͷ｣ࡣ
｣ͷһۣͻȻ֮
½ԪҲǿƳƵˣʱǲɵػССš
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...òҪȢ޻ҪȢġ｣వʾһ䡣
һ䣬½״ԪǽȢ࿴Ĵ㣬Ҳòͣȴһʾˡ

֪ĵһСƣõݣҪ͸
æƾܣ㣬˲ܺȾơ
Ѿεݡ
ǳݵĹأߵģ㲻ȣˣ֪Ū಻𣿡
ӡ
ϻֳˣúأ͵ˣ򿴹ȴﲻ⣬ֻ˼ǹȡ
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ǵݣȻܵģԾûͷⲻò׵õĳݹ𣬷ǵӦš
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дõأ｣Ӻƹϳһƺɽüġ
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Ȼ, Ϳ｣òܺõ, Ŀע, һƶɵˡ
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üͷ౻Ū۵ĸ첲ʱ̧һƤ۲
ģҲû仯һ˵ٶȱ仺࣬ô͸оղŴһأ
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ҲԵʱⳡĲκģֻ⣬ֹسŵһߡ
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, ˲𰡣ϳȼ˶ŷ｣ĮıӰ߸ߵĴָ
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Ȼʵ֤С֮ȷӣֻǣǱͷ֪ȡЦһ٣ͷˡ
߹ԼˣͲôƣЩƵġ

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ݣϲңֱ˵Цʡ
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ū...ūϲ...ūŲ䡣ͷ
糺ӣǴʲô뷨ˡ
̾һӲģӦûȢΪޣǼͣʲôϵ
ݣ㲻ˣЦ֮УּܹͣӸУȥٸȴĲˡ
ʿǵģ...㲻Ҫ...ǵͨ죬׾˵仰
ǲ˵㲻ңЦ
ݵͷҡҡͷԼͣޣʿô˶ֵõԼ˵
СӣͻȻãҪǼˣʺģܾģ䣬̤ʵŬҲ൱
СһʼİʵͦʵģΪҪݣѡݸߵ״Ԫɣ
ЦҡҡͷȻ˵һЩ⡣
ͬݵУ֪ҲʶֵģӵͬʱҲһֱ֡
֮ǰūдó󣬾һֱū...ū......Ҫֺÿ...ԺϾʿ...СԼͷ
ǿú⡣
ԼһҪи޵ĻϣСʱ𣬾ڻԺͬСźӵ֣ҰС𣬼Ȯ
СλûɵݣƺҲʡ
ݾͦõģ״Ԫɵ¾ͲͷСæˡЦͬݵ
ͷһͻźЦŮ......ʿֱöˣ
ĵ㣬ڰȹգ˺ݻַʽѡ
״Ԫɴǰ̣ôȢһŮӣȻС꣬ŻʹЩ취¸ͷ棬ĵǲĨģ׼Ļֱμ
״ԪҪضҪӦ״ԪǸ͵ˣҲͬݻպԼȥϹҲóȫСֲģ޹ǣ
ѡݾͲһˣ͵һģԸȢҲȢˣδȥϹȴܵõȵġ˼̻
ݣͺܲ
źԺǽԶȵɽӰǸдĵطЦˡ


30 
³, Ϲʹսһ
ڴ֮ǰ｣౾Ҫս;ȴµ۰һ
µͻȻͷƲ, ǿ´ԼѵµĴǲǰָӡ
¼ֱдֹͷ, ǹغ𢰲Σ, ȨƵʱ򣿲أ
ںԺ伮ĸ, ͬ｣ࡢ½Ԫ
, , ²ָġ｣һ裬ѵ
£ϳͬµĹϵ, ...Ѿʼ𽥷Ȩ, Ȩ, һӶŵ, ѵһӽӵסбҪô, ѡʱȥĲȻǼԦһսģ˵, ־ľ, ͷ߹һڡ
｣üһ, Լմľ
˱𼱣һս, ²٣йεĽ, Ҳûϵ｣һ, 
ǣ˾ٺָ, ֺֺЦϳֵֻôȫѣ
Щ𣿻СˣСӱﻳ̵ʱ֪ϷƽϢٳֻˣǵļǵľͷŻһζ
½״ԪæһȰܣֻǷ｣˶˵ֻ࣬һ񣬱յһ飬ָһָǽ󰣬ܺɳӰˣҪ˵硣
ʵ｣Сʵۿʼڵۡ˿ʼѾһ飬һĻһĻֻǲ˵ҲԲʲô£ǲǴ£ЩʹС־磬ŵġ
ֺ֮Ժɿˣ
｣˰Ѿȥ˾ཻ½Ԫ
½Ԫö仹죬ôһʣæص£ˡ
Ļ飬ķȡƷĹǣȡҺҩҲǸ֮ݵĹй֮޲
｣ͻȻ
ǾƣǸ£ҪȾƣֺα˴ۣ󷽷ѣֻйżмأû˻½Ԫ
｣࿴½ԪһۣȻһ½״ԪɱæŸժĻꡣ
ԭҪ𻨰꣬ɼģвɼˣζᱻƻܼˣֻɼʶĹż½״Ԫ
òײ껨꣬½Ԫϣ£żص󷽷΢δ͸
£ǰɣ󷨹¶｣ڶѻɽİǰջ
｣˶ѵСɽƵ飬ü룬ûȥսߣеģЩ´򷢶ѡ

ÿյʱȥѩͤ٣͵⣬հһ֣ݴͷûȻʮͽլ
Ȼһ죬ʮ߸ͽĳ˵ݵ֣һӣһչޡ
ЩʲôǺʡ
ʮЦС˵ӿױдʫС˵ʫҲ֪ʿϲͽ軨׷
ǽӹʫһִչһ׸ųţſţŵ·һ
ˣԭĸܡЦ貵޷ƿĿ⣬˵˿˾;ҸĽߡ
ʿ...ʲ...ʲôĸܣʮ߿ˡ
ĳݹ𣬵ƷȥζٵĸܣдʫƶŶˣҲ...
Цһ׹ȥ
ʮҽܣʱѾˣȻû˵Ǹϳģһޣʮֵ΢㶼֪Ǹ˭ġ
Ǹ...ʿū澾Ͳˣ......ۣԲʳ
̫ϧ...̾
һֱڸʿ͵ݴָ壬ԽԽš
ȻӸ˵ʿһеҪ㣬ȥ
...ʿҪͬӺã...
һֱһͬ˵˵ʿ͵ݵÿֻҪһ˸ͷ｣ͻ᲻õضһֻۣñȻʿ²øҪʲô㾡С
ֻõͷ絷
̾Ϣһʿ羹ȻȥݵӣøϽȥ׼ˡ
ݵ䷻λھĴ֣Ƕﲻܿٹ˴ǰǳغ
Ϊͬʹ಻֣｣³ʱҪȥѲӵĻҲᾭ֡
ǳŵпеʱԹȥָһô˱ʣʱҪôձʣȻͻȥˡ
ȥʱϳ֮ʱǡ｣ɫѪ󻹸һλĹģͬĿӡ
һֵͱøӵ޷Ǽһ뿴״Ԫһӡ
ǻԣڸ˿·ôϵ˾ǡ
ƽʱ｣ԼһĻЩ˼뿴ķɣҲǲôġ
Ϊ߶һλŵ״ԪɣһûѵãΪº͵״Ԫһ˿ζ
ɺǴˣҪ״Ԫɷֱֱһ۷ɨȥ˶ɵغһ
Ȼعͷͬ½Ԫ֮Щ飬øԼ鷳
ǵģ΢ǡ½ԪЦջĿ⣬һʧˡ
ͬ״Ԫɣ
ϳǰѾֵԵۡ
ѽ״ԪòҪ곤ģϴˣҲûȢ𣿡
״ԪҲŶʮ壬ܳ״Ԫ֮ţѾѵˡ
˵ѧʶҲǳģĲӣ̫ȲҪҲҪμӿƾ٣˵ʮͶռͷˡ
ɵͬ״ԪɱȣҪˡС
Ǳ̽ͷȥģ۵ң̲סƿһ㳵һۡ
λͷͬٷжһ纮ȪƱˣһ湫ӣиĺãಮ١
ǵĿͷβֻŷ｣һ˿ãСȺУ˴ӵӣһ
΢Цһ£ջĿӵʱ򣬲Сͬ｣½Ԫһ£Цˡ
Ҳʧأ÷｣ϤĽ̵ǣ󷽷ͬʩһ
½Ԫͣ｣ע⣬
ʲôʵ
ص£ûʲô΢񿴼ϵĳˡ½ԪЦ
гɹ...
｣ԣͷһۣݳ黹ôģӿٶʻӡ
ʱ｣ֻܿԶٵĳӰ΢ѹһüë˿Ա䷻ĵһۡ

ǻظʱ򣬻ڻζղڴӰż｣龰
ƽʱڸ￴Ѿоˣڽһ̣ͻȻãԼͷ｣࣬ˡ
Ҫƽմ𣬱źӣͷţ򣬽˵أͷǼáȻߵİСһ͸˽һ£ȻãҲûйϵ
أעҪ֮ϣӵâҫ߸ϵġ
ͻȻǡһȻӲˡ
С磬ūǰмõģҲ֪...
⣬ͬݽš
˵ЩûãҺǰˣȥʿ£ȥϵһȰɡ
ȻݾǰͬЦͷСһˣ·ҲԶƶ߹ȥˡ
Ӳ˵ߣһҪɳ
Ǳֻõϵһȡ
ȥɳݴ㵽һԵĸӣϲŸתǾͱڹսǴק
ŵҪ֮ʣϡꡱһꡱ
ʿۼǷ֮æġ
Źüģֱⲻһ¡
ʲô£ûʵ۵ڻܹܣҪڽæأ


31 
ͬܿ˵, ³ԭλʱѾҷˡ
ʿҵˣūˣ
Һ龪һ, ոҲΪĸɫå°ˡ
ʿʿû°ɣɫףʡ
Ŷ, û, ˶ѡǻع, ǿһ˿Ц
ͬ˵, Ȱʮ, ҹ｣ڹв
ʱ͵͵Ժ¹ߵİǽ, нӦ˴ȥ
˵, и, æ, ȥһ, ֻҪǹ˺ˣͲõǰ߲ս
Ҫϰæ, ǵʱ͢û, ֻǰˡ
˵, ͬǹ²֪ܽ, Ȼӣضѱ, Ըǰߵġ
׹ѵʱ, СȷʵԸġ
ֹ, ֻǵİͻȻô˵ȻЩ²òģȰȴ...
ҲڻɣĹϵɣ
֪»᲻СӰ졣
Ҹҷ｣ǣһü죬ȥ¸ûȵҲ֪ʲôʱ
ʿʲôҪҪū˰㴫
ôӣʡ
룬»õԼͬ˵Ǳܾݵлл㣬С磬ǲˣҪ㿴»ȥ˸ƶ𣿡
ţȻʿİɡݺˬشӦ
⼸죬｣ҪæյǰϢĵһʱ䣬ǷӦÿӹæֱ꣬ӵҹҲֱǡ
ۿŰʮտ쵽ˣԽԽżǣǰһ컹̲סݰæȥҷ｣ࡣ
ȥХ絽ġ
˭֪߾漱ؿ೼Ӷ˾޹صϢһɲܴذϢǡ
ʮ죬һȥ˶Ժǰͥ
Ȼʱ½Ԫˡ
½״ԪֻùĵģŮһؾɮۣȵη紵۰ڵӣĿͣ˼˲Ȼ߹ȥ
λСʦʣ㣬ǲ½Ԫţ˵ĶȣҲǡ֣˸е崺硣
ͨһۿǵòʵǴɮֱۣӳΪĻͻԵˡ
½״Ԫ룬ǸոպõģȲ˸еڣҲܴﵽ̸Ŀġ
ϵ½Ԫͬ｣һ߹״ԪɣҲСѡġˡ
һ񣬵λɾؾǵߵ½๫ƶʥͽҵľʿ
ԭʿ½ԪЦˡ
½๫ǷҪ£ܲ...ܲܰƶ£Ǽʡ
½ԪǸһЦɣֻöģһնڱȺһҪ飬Ҳûʸġ
ȥ
ʿҪæĵطҲԾȨµ֪֮½Ԫ
ԥһᣬڻһ˵

ҹǰհ˵ģǰǽߵš
һᣬȻмڸֹӦ˳ȥӶˡ
ʿģۼҵ˻㣬µġʱֻæһ£
֪ǲǰԼҲţ˵ⷬ͸⻭㣬
ӵִǱ˫˲ŽȥģһƵլԺбõķֽ̳ڤ
ʿ뿪ʼɡ
⿪۾ʼ˾˳Ժӡ
¾ףǻܣʲôҲûֻһ̳ڤĹ⣬
ʿ...һҪȮ...
һӰӺڰ첽һʮӡ
ţڰУЩһĺӰͻȻӰǰһѾͽֽžסѴס
ǵɴ۾
ٰȼһյƹϸϸضǵݡ
£𣿳û...Ҫ֪üпź룬...ٰĿִ
λ˵ʮʮգѡʱ̳ͬӽ`ϣô¾ܻ
ٰɨӡ
ʱ˰λý˳
ǱŴ˵ȾţִʣֻܸɵۣǷһĻЦų߽
ǲǺ֣Ѿȥˣͬ㽻`ϣٰЦؽֻѶٹ򣬲ָܽĶǻûйϵֻٶܶһ𡣡
Լ˿еٰ֪ԪΨһµѪ
ʱѵˣǿȥɡٰһơ
һ̣Ժ֮︡ǰͬ˵Ļ
˵ʱȫ`·ѪòϯŴӺ̧ġ
˸졣
ҹռţƱ£ڵ˾
һ̣ܵںҹҫȻһȺԽǽ˽ٰͬ˶һ
½Ԫû߿˻٣ԽԺǽ
˺Զĵطͣɿ֡
ʿŵˡ½ԪеĽʱղԺլ𶯾ĴҲ½׷ˡ
࣬»ǡ½ԪЦŸÿһӡ
...ʱڴӾлعʵ
ƸĽˡ½ԪЦŽ͵¼ûУʱҲԼˡ
ЩĽʿʿĺˡ
...½๫ҪҵĶҵ𣿡ѹͷţʵ
ҵˣ֤ݶʱ˶ǸΪǣ̫ˡ
½๫...ٰ˵...аʮ죬...Źҵ...²õ֪ˣΪ...ΪжԵ²Ķǵͷ
ٰв£֪ĬĬسܣֱ...ӻãȻٰ˰٣ҲҪԸ｣ࡣ
ҿ...ˣ...鷳ġͷ
ԭСİţͬһ𣬹Щͨ˵İ
ǣоԸģ
Ůӵλ΢ȴòһѡ
ѾˣҪͬһǻẦ˵ݡ
ǣֻܰĿͶ½״Ԫ
½๫ܲܣ̸ͬһף

Ϊǲܻ½ԪһСլ
ҹɫŵػعȥͬʵ۸
ʱʵԱߣǰɫװʵߣСͬ˵˼䡣
ʵ꣬ɫɷףҵǺ˼£û
һԵķ｣飬ĵؽĿͶʣ¿ɺã
ʵ꣬ѹֲסȵøˣæ
£ǱСˣһʱѹ...ЦŽ͡
｣üСʵһܵİá
һ֮ӲܷԼκܱлץס㣬һֺķ񣬶ֻԼ־飬ǲͬġ
˲ˣ˭ץˣôأùô彻
ʵ߳ã㵽һ𰲹
ūҲ֪ȻūŸողŵٰ֪ҪŮԭҪа֮ٻƵģʿ˵⣡µ
ٰ󵨣...ô죿ʵһ۵ڸǵ
±𼱣취ڹУūŶЩˣ֮һҪ˸ҵ


32 
ҹ֮, ǾͶ½״ԪźõլԺûع
ҹŻˣʲô, ֻ²СǣֻСġк
ع뵽ϵ˻ᵣԼ½Ԫ˵ʱ, ½ԪЦ˵
żȥҡ
ͼ, СᵣԼҪǲ˵, ...
㲻ǲ۵Ǿ͸˵ֻʲôû˵, ҹ, ٰͻϺı°ȥֻ;˽˺ٰһݺȨô, Ҫĸҹ͵ûôס, ôӦôʵȥӦ
, ⼸챻ϲס, 벽û뿪ſ, ܲ³Եʣ½ԪЦġ
Զ˶٣ͷָ, ...ˡҺ͵...ֹϵ, ֻҺ, Ȼµ֪ΪλҪٰıң
Ȩ֮´۸, º˵ֻºǣ㵽׸ǺιϵȻ˵, 㷽ȴֵĵ֪˻, Ǿ˵͵¾һϵ
ǻΪֹϵ, ôǺιϵ
״Ԫɵ˫Ŀпԡ
ŶҲֻǺ棬Ҫ˽һЩϾ°Щû֪µŵģĳ벻ЩЦ֪Ҳġ΢΢Ц
˵ʵ˵ЩȨǷһȫΪҪһȷȷ̸ͬ׵ˣԽǰЩԽܰġ
˵ͷ｣Щ½״ԪƬ̣滮һѵ·
Ϲսͨı߹ȻգǣϹԴ磬ȽʢеͲ֮µ˽ΪŷǰȺʵһߣɮǰ߾һر԰ãһǣϹ˶Ժɮʿ֮ǡ
պѾͳ¿ԣԸɮµݣȫϹΣ
...ĿȥϹٴλɵ
Ȼⲻ¡½ԪЦ
û뵽һתȥϹˣǰѣ...ôɾ˵ȥأ
СȨƺͶ״Ԫ֮ϣʱ...Ҳ˵ûȥİ...

｣Ϊﻮɮսܹƣڹͬʵۡ󳼽мҵֶ·Ԥưʮһɮ¡
ЩûлعÿΣХϢȥŵ˵˻ȥ
öһо󣬷｣Щƣһ´ɫֿ˿ͬһ˼죬֧ŲµµۣͻȻ£⼸ˡʣµ飬ҲҪżϢȥ׼һ¡
ʵһŵÿԸˣæ壡...ȿȿ...ȿȿ......޻һǰߵԱ......
£ֻҪͺãֻҪôķͺá
｣˵ţҪߡ
壡...ʵѾӵݵ...
ʵǿŷ｣࣬Ҫ¡
｣Щ춼æûʱظһæСʵ۳ˣҪһƻŰĶˣ˽ϹսǡǸ̵µ۵ĺûᣬҪ̻ʵۣͻԼЩķѸ˼
ڶǣЩƺƿصķΧʶҪȥӱܡ
ð...̾Ϣһͣ䷻ŵӣԼҹΪݳＯƶٸ½
ʵĵգȻŵ⣬òУСӵʲôʱһ...

ٰȻǱߵڶ죬ɰ̽ˡ
ֻǣֻܲ̽ԺԺԺҪӵطҪԺԺҪɭϣһ̽Ժͻᾪˡ
ֻǲԸ˷ѲҪԴԺԺֻĵطϣѸԴͶ뵽ʵλá
½Ԫ˵ģû״Ԫ˵ʲôǾͼ｣⡣
½ԪֻǶЦ
ʿҪţ²һ࣬µˡ
˵ʮһĻô죬ٰӴԼᶯһе֣ұ飬ʱ˵Ӧóǡ½Ԫ
ǣ㲻˵һɮ³Ļ...Ǽ
ţҪٰҵðһ£Ǿʹˮ·һȦɮ¼ϵ㡣
šǸмصͷ...һԺ֣ʦĽҪ͵Ϲȥ½๫ܲ...æң

½Ԫȥ;䷻ſھˣһľʱͬѡ
ͬѸƿĴ䣬˵ҵ̵ĸƹ񼴽Ϊǧ򳤵Ůȴ½顣
ҵĸƹ񣬾˵ǰԺĴʹСˣ֪ؾͱүʶУᵽҵ굱ƹ˵Ҫǧ򳤵Ůء
ǧ򳤵Ů˵...ôΪò⣬ʮʼռ޲ȥƹǧ򳤣Ҳˡ
½Ԫһ۵ɫ꣬Լǵͬ֡
λƹ񣬿ǽеݣ½״Ԫʡ
ѵͷǡ

ͬ½ԪԼõʱҪˣԼʱ䵽ָĶͷȥ档üؤģĽˣİԺլУҰεִǶͷ·ͼɮ¶뺺һװؽ档
ǰһʵģҰڵ±ѣӽųȥ
ֵ߳Բ£ҹһͬСͬһƬ¹Բˡ
ʱʱڵ±ʦûӸǿСɽ轣׬ȡ±Сģþ֮ǿʱǴߵ·ֱӰˡ
ɽµ·ʶʱֻСԣŵʦһƢΪ｣ƽղƽϣܻ᲻֪ߵغŷ｣޶ëġ
ǻһ˵żòУ˺þʼû˻أϴˣҲûȻŤˡ
Ťһ̣ķ｣༰ʱ֣һѡ
͵أ˼ͷ
ɽ˵ɺϷˣȥˡ
Ȼ죬͹Ǯ׬±ǮʹӺ֣ΪЦС磬˹ˣȥ±...
｣һֻ±ӣЦһǰ±ˡ
±ȥһָʦһ򶼸˷｣ࡣ
۽ǻе죬üȴȫչЦϻش峤СַҳһǣɺóˣҲСʦ
｣Կǲģʹڰ±һԵֻ˷ܵ׷ʣΣΣǲǸ˵һֹζ...
ͷǿǰۼˣмץסͷϵ˾ϻڱȶԡ
֪ЩٰˣǸϽŰĴʯϡ
֪˶ãۿԲ´գʱʱ콫Щɮ´ʱ֮ͻҹˡ
ʼżһǱߣǼƺץˣ½ԪҲûпһʱ䣬֪Ǻá
ڣ𽥻䣬ٰ˵ļʱѾȥǼҲȥˣڴ۲һᣬȷЩ˲ٻͷ󣬻æǰȥ
ʱͷûˣѾȥЪϢˡ
źҹгĽ棬һӿ
...ˣȥϹ
Ϊ̫żţߵߵʱ򣬱һʯӹյŤ˽ţȻʱһλŶҵӼʱǰһѡ
ǿ˵ʱϲңԭ㻹ڣܲܰͷأ
λΰĴñѹ͸òеʡ
ǼڶԼеһ±Ǻܴ󷽵ذ±ݸڵģڣңԣտ֡


33 
Ļ, Ϣˣһ仰Ҳ˵±Ҳû, תͽ˴ա
Ǽ״һȳһյظţϴ
ϴصʱ, ֲˤ, Ǵſ, ִһ, ˫ֱס, һЦлл㡣
ʱҹϵǱ⽭棬м㱻紵ȵñ齭涼ǡ
, һ, ȥڰ, ѽ, ȥͬһ¡
ڴ, ±鵽ԱߵСϣͬͷŴĴ˽顣
ǹȥ, ʱǰܵͷɣʡ
, Ӫͦõİɣ
ϴ, һ仰Ҳͬ˵ǰҲ, ͨЩΪӪϵ̸ͨܽ, ͷһôĬԡĴ
̸, ǿʼԼ״Ť, İûҩ
ţͷʡ䡱ĴͻȻý߹һУŵøϽֽס
һͷҩ࣬ɴʲôȫ
мسͷһлл㡣
ǰԼҩоʹкЩѾûôʹˡ
ʱִѴһ齸ʯȥ·ƫոյġ
......ǲ...ʻˣԽԽš
Ǵͷʼһ仰Ҳ˵
¼ˣŻİʼĥҪ
òʻЩԶˣҪʱ...
ŲβڴϿǷ̵Щܵʱ򣬴һµϽʯһײһģѴβһ¨߷ˣͷһԲ״Ķ˳˱ǡ
ͷһյܿ¨װԭ±ЩѾˣȫ˳
...Բ۾
ͷݣһӰͶӰ
...Ǽͷȴݣһ̣ͿԼ뺵˳æȥ档
˭֪һʰ
...ʵʵǸ˳ǵС٣ΪʱˣԲŴҹˮ·ȥ⣬Ĺٲµ֣ҪǸϲȥб˳£ҪǴǣϾͲˣԴ㻹ǸϽͷɡ
װѧ½Ԫƽ˵Żһˡ
˭֪һ㲻ΪҲûа뺻߹ȥֱӰ½ˮ
Ҫ...ſس˹ȥȴתʱ򣬿ݡ
.........ô⣿
ǵɴ۾
ûüЩһ̣｣ְѵϵ±һ¨Ȼɾȫˮ
ǣ......
Щ±ˣ
ڿĿɿڴʱ򣬷｣߹ּСһ󲽵ϰ

ϼŻգھ｣һĵطؿ㡣
ࣣһ˵ȴ֪Ҫ˵ʲô
ǵȵʱ䳤ˣ｣̲סû𣿡
˵ĵһ仰
ص...ƶ...ѽСͷ
｣üٴۿɼ
ǲ֪ԼʲôҲ֪֪٣ôģ̫̫⣬޷ʡ
ֻѧǰĺ«Ƶš
ʱæų£ˣԲ...｣࿴ͷǼ޷Ͽֿ
...ûжԲңæڳ±ӦõġҲĵ
ûһֱ¸鷳
õ֪󣬷｣಻õսһȭͷ
鷳½֮ҲԸҰæûˣǰһ˵Եˡ
ǲ֪ôģ˵ҲҴΪ...Ǽڣ½๫...ˣ...
һĬ
Ǽ˵Ҳ˵ؿԴ˿ϱˮʪ°ڡ
｣࿴ȼյĻ棬˼
ҹھæµҹΪͻȻʱ䷻ͣץסҹֵصǧ򳤣Խ˵λʮĹӪеҷ
ǧ򳤵ʱһΪȻԸ߽׹ְȢŮ´ŭæ
ʲô취Ůʵ̫ҲڿźҲûжԸȢ
˭֪һ仰ֱǧԴҽӡ
ﵹиöɣֻҪǧ򳤲ݡ
ǧסˣΪԼ
£ʥ˵⣬Լ¶ᣬΪиʱ丨µۣȢ鶼
Լ¶ûʱܣȴҪǸŮܶ󣿣
˵ʵһ̣ݵػλ߸ϵ᲻ʵͬЩֻƤƤǳĲںӲһرƷζģϲŮˣ
æ£мص£²⣡⣡ֻҪǸеģľУ
ȻҹҲԲݺǧǸεŮɾһԵһϡ
֮ȣϲԵİñھвֶߣѼм޲Ů佫ǰ¶棬ڴ
⽥｣üͷСѲ𣬽㷭һ
Ͼ˵ûõɫѣԼõӣȻͰ͵˰ѳȫɫ
ӲմƵԼΪˣСӣ˵ؽӹ͸ˣµڶϳʱûѣ˱϶ȡЦӡ
Լڷæĳ֮࣬дʫݵȴҪΪΰЩգ˿üչֻΪŰˡ
һԴԼܵ¼ԼƤʵֶСҪʣ...
գҪѾйϵãͬСʵ۽ףһҪѲֱȨϽˡ
½Ԫ⣬ĵͷţ£кլʧˣ
լȷʧˣǰѻ½״ԪŵģĿֻҪѡ
Ȼլʧ𡱣ǺլôȻҲһʱ룬᲻ǴʧĻ
ȻΪȷʣͰ͵˦µǰ֣һ˳
ȥ󣬵һδĳ񣬸˹
ʹа취ٰΪǴֻشˣ˽ǡ
ֻз｣֪µĳ룬ԿһٰȨչµ۶Щɧﲻ׵ģ
ӦȵۣӦȵҪѽɽȵµ
ȻҪȵǾмɲ֮罫Ȩµֻ֣ẦѡҪǲضԼɵ
ԣٰ˹ʰ
ٰ;ôҲõȨµˣ̵һ
ǣҹȴϴˣң԰ҹգ½Ԫݱؽһء


34 
｣಻ɫ, ͽ㿾ɽ̿ݹǱߣŷ㱻Լòܳˡ
ǣ......
｣వ, һѽ˹°ѡ̿׽ȥȻּһڿ
û, 㱻һǽ̿, һ߻ġ
ٴޱԵǵͷԼꤵĶӡ
һ㱻ȥ
Сĵع۲ı, ȥû, ͿʼǴԻʧ, ࣻӳſ𣬷ÿбĺмڰշ, ͦıǸˡ
ž߸ϵȴ·, մȾ̻Ƶġ
......÷ˡС
Ծ, Ļᡣ
Ǳ㿴βִӽִɫ, ڡ
̾Ϣһ
º·ǣֹһ䡣
仰һ, ջԼ￾㡣
ֿ𣿡
ȥ, ٸЩ, ûҰ, ֻܳ㡣˵ţ｣վ
, ˣҲҿԳ..., , ҵ±أ
ŷ, Ǹ±ڴˡ
Ϲ۰ڣҴľͣķܣûܳͱ｣ס
ȥģ
ȥҵ±ѽǸڵģҰմɣζȴҲصģġգգ
｣ͻȻǰǸСҲЦ˵Ժѧ±ʡǮɽˡ
˵ѧĵһ±Ҫȸԡ
㲻˵һ±Ǹ£｣ü
ԭغþãСʱ˵Ļ벻š
ѽ˵Ҫһֻ...ʱ֪Ϊүʲô±Թ...Ƕ˶ԼøĶƤôˣҪ±
һ䣬ϱ˷磬ͣСľ淭ӿͷ˹
...Ǹϧغͼ｣жͶңҹԾˮһβĺ㣬˻ͷС˽ˮС
С磡
ܵһֻЬӣһȳһյ׷ߡ
ʵס˵ˮͲҪˣ̻Ҳ͸ˣóԵˡ
㶵ڰߵ˺þãֱԲ¿ʼ»䣬֪Լϲȥɮ¼ϵ㣬ȥϹˡ
һˮ죬һλͨˮʪ޷¶һžӢ˵֡
ǿˡ
ˮڵεδͣ·ϵ䣬ÿһһɫˮۡϵˮΣ⣬Ӣ໥ӳš
±̻ˡƵֻͷȻЩõس
ǻعȺһ³ޣĿƶ˶ǿ飬Ѿֻʣϵġˮ±žͲôʳ
ɵ˼½ģܲ飬ȥӣ˵һлл˭֪ˮ±㱻һڳԽ˿С
ִˡ
Ьأţõǵͷ˿Լ¶һֻѾӣȵֺ
｣ߣߵЬӵĵطҪ񣬿ϵˮ飬ջ֣أѸղԼµ¼ǰߵߵĹﴦ
Ǽ״ǰߣ˭֪ͣ˲һ̣ѾѷʴϣƵģʵʵȻ߸߿˼ϡ
ŵáһ˳ٵӻʱѾúõطڴʯϡ
ɫƫ䣬ѵǰô˵ģмëꡣ
ǵͷԼţȳȻߣЬٽһܽһͷȥ
һȥϹҹʶĴҴ򽻵±ѵ⡣
ôŸо±͸ˣ
Բ𣬵ǵ...
｣֪ǰʧ̬㲻ˣӣ⿪״쳣ªɴҩ
һкŴγβȥʱŻȻԭȥ±ʱ˳˼β
һΣûٰ㿾βýִ㽻͵ʯѵʪ͸ѡ
Ƕˣֻɵ˷｣ߵķһۣԼģǱǲƽġ
ţ£һҧס㸹ò⣬ζüˡ
һȻû±ȴпͽСˡ
һѽڣ¥ĺԺڿҿҵϴأ֪ˡ
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ָǣա
вڸｹѰ｣࣬½״Ԫȥٰٵ½״ԪȳͲһԳɹǰϹȻĪСһ...
⼸췢飬¥ļ껹ˣӦ˵ЩӣξûѹĴһڹµϣһǰСʱİĸС
...ӵмʲôϸˣʲô...
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ٰٰƭȥʱ˵ӺһˣԲҪѡʲôа֮
ǵ˵ʲô...¡
һԵ޹ʳúһˣܾĳյ׵ʾ
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һ뵽ԣٰԼ̣Ͳ
£ƶ...мʣܲ...
ȫʯߣʯķ｣д̽һЩ顣
һһо²ȵһ𷢳Ĺ⣬ͷһ
£һֻ۾ͻĳªɡһһȱǲסˡ
ʪ`ıƤڲ塣
Ǿһ˲ýʹʯˣ˱˷｣ϣ
С...С磬С
ѾͷС󶼼亦¡ÿɽﳱʪϣͻ˵ϣ
벻ôȥӶĥƽһԾû䡣
｣żһʯͷֻȥѡˡ
û£ˡ
......ȷ𣿡﷢˵ġ
ȷɡ
...Ҫ.........ǰͷᶼ˳
｣оƤʪ󣬲ͬѰǰ¡µȫؿ޳ġ
һ߿һ֫塣
Լһˣһ·ɵʱ籩۸ˣһ˱ʦİϰʪ`ڰߣʱѾûˡ
ˮ죬ڰߣȺӴͷеĻŻϣ¹ŹֵɢȳζҺ塣
ʱŻˣţſڰһֻûС
ʱһ˹ԮһȺѹϵļ仹£ŻĵĻУȳ¼䣬պһֶͻҵҪѰȫС
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ʮְעе
ȦĲӣС嶼û
｣šüģһͷˡ
ʪ͸ﶼ˷ڻϿڣϰ˹˿Ϸ졣
ĹѲǵССˡϸҲʮ壬ˣ󣬻ñͬ次
ⲻǰҿŵʹһ˲䵽˼㣬ǣҲС


35 
｣޴, 첲קϵװ۹󣬲һ¶˰硣
Ʋͷ, ǣָͷ£޹ǵϸɲ, ̵Ƶ, Ͻ
ʵ޷, ֻܸվ, Լ޹
Һ, Ҳû޶ãͷԼ˴ܣĵ˿ˡ
ߵͨ죺...Բ, ...ƶ...ǹ...
εʱ, ô˵, һ
｣Ŀ⿴Ҳ, ֻϿһ, ߵߣĽˮһ, ˮεδ, 漴, ϵ´
ˣڲÿˡ

Ϊ｣, һҹҲȥ, ˮ, Լ˸俾Ż˯
, ˵ڶԼϼӸһ£ϵϨ𣬶｣࣬Ҳϴȥˡ
֪ԼҪʲôôʲôʱûʡ
ֻԼãȷʵȥͬ½״Ԫ棬ҹ뾩ǣûͬ˵һû°֡
֪ǰϤĽ̵Ҫʵн±лĻι˹ˡ
ǣͷȥǸ˳ʣ⵺ϣҪʲôʱ
͹´һôί㣿｣һ࣬һ߷ͬ˵
ǿ䣬ͷʳĵӣһ̫̺ͻȻ˿ϢǰĳСˡ
ǵ...ֻǣƽչæռæýŲմأ......øϻȥϳ𣿡
λ챻ѹԼҹڿҿҵֻã˷ѵÿһ̣ڵ
ⲻòĵġ
ǵ˵ͷҲ...ʲôݣ׳Ҫ¡
蹷Ͼ˼Ϊ¹û취ҳùǰæµϾ˼󷽵ʱ򣬵ص߹°ϧ֮
ǹ¾ͣʱרŸ蹷档
｣ޱ˵ֱ꣬ߵļβ㶼ѾɾؿŶǣڳࡣ
ǲ֪˵ķ蹷˭Ҳ֪˵İϧ֮ʲôžǳϵ£а...Ȩָ֮ķ롣
ǵ£㰮ϧ֮ʱǾܳȥµˣֻϽȥͬ½״Ԫ˰ʮһ죬ܲбĻᣬȥϹˡ
｣ɨһۣ˵ɡ

｣ÿľڻĵһ٣ڵ£ͻָ٣ڵ֡
ˣҲᳯ£Ҳǰһûָһ󣬴Ҵȥд㹻ʱ䡣
ȴоԼֻصСʱǿѹѧϰʱ龰С̬ȣֻҧ`ͦţ㲻и
дΣһд֣ţͺˣüĽʮֳӣָµһ¼롣
｣ͻȻ½֮ʱ...ָ֣
ô֪ǼҲ֣Ŷ...½๫İ...̧ͷֵͷ
½๫...｣üͷššȻʱڱտڵƺʲô
ѵջûǸ£ٰ¡
£ٰ֪֪Ԫˣʲô֣
˺þûػԱ߹һ磬Աߵɰʯҷɣס̧֦ͷ˿λá
ִ֦ڿյ֦ôǰһɨ`ӲĴʯͷ߽⣬ıСʱҪϲء
｣˸ڰԴǰգҪæ
˭ֵ֪˻ר֣㲹ԡ
ǳЦЦôãǰ岻ЦС磬ԽԽˡ
ͻϸ
ֻĵһ䣬ָͷ۵ʱȫ˸ľˡ
ʱҹ׹䣬ʯһֻΪһûλ｣һֱûأһ߲ˮһڵϳ֡
...ָͷ۰...
һỨʴķ϶
ǲУһʲġ｣Ҳڱϣָ±ʡ
ҪȲˣȥϢɡ｣̾Ϣһ
µǷԸЪϢˣҧҪС磬ǰҪȥ˯ڷɣǶʧ𣿡
｣ü˵ǵģ˵½֮˵谮ϧǻһζϸֻʹ˵ôʲô½֮˵ˣ½֮ôֵ...
ǣֻܿŹҧϰֱԤڵģֱõͷſڴʯͷϳ˯ȥŸǰָֻĨⷦҩ...

ٰɳѰǵİҹûϢ˼Ƶġ
ҲûκϢһа籩ǰϦ
ʼˡ
ȻûãԺʧʧ䲻Ϣ㴫˳
ʧǰΪս·æţƷȨԼҹЧţ㶼֤ûԸλϵģѸߣ򺡹ǵϳ⣬ʣٰˡ
λϳվǷģֲͬڸڵģֻٰ
ֻҪһ룬װٰͬϵϡ
û֤ݣǣİһҹ֮䶼ʧˣٰİӲH£ʧٲֱʣλ߻¼ѡʱסİض뽫ݺͷˡ
ٰײײصһ°Ļԥ
ҹһͷվڽߣиϳ鶻ҡҡλε߹Сײ˴һ£ԵӼʱס첲ŲڵС
ˣСĵ㡣
ƹվ½Ԫ̾ϢһְѾϢȥˣǱ̸ͬˣ
磬Ǳ˾ʹ¶жˣǱ˵ˡ
ͬϹսǱ
ϢѹˣߵŲ߾
ǾƹЦЦС½ôУ𣿡
½ԪҲЦˣְֻ˸ͷ巽ûڿأ˭֪һٰլ֮£巽Լ𣬴սôС¶һ·ߣְҲֻ谴յ¶µģ°ˡ
УϢ÷зʵΪ¿ղѡ
̫Ҳ棬̫ҪûȨӹ
ɾ˼죬ڻǵȿ׼ƣ˿徲ΪʵΪթ˵һ֣֮ǰٰȾŻٶ
̫ͷӦˡ
̫Ϊ·ţҿ侲طͲһˡ
ڣÿһն³飬Ǳ˾ǰץ˵ĿץĶͬϵ׽ˡ
ץһץһץץţҲ˸վٰ˸ˡ
ٰһ߽ȥһʧٵʼڲϵĵȻɵģ˲ô¼˵š
Ҳһ죬ٰĥҲݷȥѡƸ˱췴ңֽ׶Χȵĳ̶ȿһҲˡ


36 
һ˯, Լſڴʯͷ˯˹ȥ
˶ָҹʱ򣬹ؽڴʹѾһĸоڸǹȥ, ˡ
ǵСʱֵڶָҲָоֻǺþûˡ
ֱӣŵԶ, Сڸˡ
ЦЦ, һĳҾʿ, ʱôĿŵس, ĺ
վҪߵʱ, űͻȻߵһһ
ɵգգ۾
һ˰͹ƽּľ
ˡ
｣˸ﴫŨζ
ľ֦ľ±ʿ, Ƿ֡
ǻʮַѽ, ľ֦, ľ񰼲۱ʴġʱ, ǲ۵ǳ, ȷʾŸ±ʵȡ
ģȥ裬о, һ, ̫, ̫ۡ
һ֪Ǿϲ
ϲصͷȻַյС, ô֣ҹһҹû˯
˯, ˯, ϰˡ｣ޱظʢ
ǵͷľ, ֿԼ֣ٸ
ԼΪίؿˣ˼С磬һҹû˯ľ˼˵ʲôˣ
һݵǰԥš
Լյģвģ̡｣൭
Ǹˡô...ʲô
΢һʲôˣҪôܣСʱʱ㵽ɽҰ·ôɰչ˵úúõģ
ǵģҲ̣...κ죬ʱȺϳ޿ˮģ......治...᲻𣿡
ȷ｣໹ššüɻ󣬲ûüɫĵϣʲôѵҪԹµⲻɣ
...͵һ̧ͷսӴ͵һͷȥ糺죺...ǡ
｣̾Ϣһڸʱ򣬹ԭΪ㲻⣬Ϊȥǵôԭǵǹ...
ǹǰ̫ˣ£΢Ź¹Ҫ𣿡
...ǵ...ǵͷҵذ֣ͨ졣
˵ʵǵ...𷣣ǣΪ֪ΪˣĸķоزĺȻ
£ĿеģͲһˡ
ʵСʱѧϰʼڣһֱ뷨֮ԿҲҪ꣬Ϊˣ֮ÿһ⣬һΣΪˣ֮Ա½ᣬ;䣬ҲΪˡ
ףԭԼС󣬶հʥ⣬ΪϲСѭ浸أԾõԼ
ôЩȥȻѾͷЩͱɿ̽ϰˡ
²һֳԺ󣬲ôˡ｣ҨЩ⣬üǿ
СôҲдһְֺ˭˵Ǻֳˡǲ
ݲ˵֮£ͷܽб°ջأ㲻Ҫ̫и⣬öԡ｣̬ǿӲ
ոָʱҹָЩָǣֻʣͷûƵģصشʹ

ҹʱٰ֣ˡ
ϱؿʼΧˣһҹ򣬾ͱͳ֮µһΧٰͶ
ץϽǵʱ˫ָϹŵһͷȻǱڳӣٵͷ
ٰˣ˫۳죬̧ͷɨվĴ󳼣һӿǰͷڿЦľ
ٿһָн½״ԪˣԼЩվˣһ̲ƺһЩ¡
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｣üҶܣôֶˡ
󲽳׼ǰ
С磬Һѧô˱ˣø֦д㿴
Цۣȳȳ
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ѽ֪ҿ԰дЩľ֣һģһдˣС...
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ΪйŮڻĵǰ˿۹⣬ẦСġ
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֪˵ĸβͣϢøˡ
｣ֱӺ϶ĻĿҲһǹѵ½ԪҪϾ齭ˣɵ𣿣
϶......УֱɳӰ赽ˡ
½ԪЦϴ½ѵǣ»ˡ
½״Ԫ֪ˣѵʲôƽƽԵʱȻλ䷻ƹһ³ǲŽвء

ٰͻȻƵ췴ʹ֮мʱõץɴµģλͨ⣬˭
µȻѾµˣͻȻ췴ٰҲֻǺסôףأ
񣬴ٰսȨ£ڽУ൱ӵеȨƱǰ˲١
ǰٰ;濰ƽ⣬һһʧˡ
ӵķ｣࣬һѹ˾µۿʼˡ
壬ϻݳﱸķ»Щط...
ʵƽҲûиʱֱַͬһ⡣
ʵʵЩ£·｣һƴ󣬲ˡ
Ȼ｣ûУڻĵʱÿҹ˼ලѧϰպٰսɵȨҪΰţŲСʵ۵ǡ
ԣʵʲôŬᰲĵˡ

ϤĽ̵£ΪñճΪһ¼˼ڱĵطνĵģǳԵĶȴѧȥܹȨɱȥܣ
ʵµȭͷһ£ȴǫ̬֮...˵Ķ...ֶˡ
｣̾Ϣһ£챧вʣлظϢṉ̃£Ժ󶨰볼ʵȥɡ
˵䣬ıƽһʱ˹
ʵۿȥӰµȫѪۡ
ȻǱˣôϤ̵ְֽˡ
˼ǲǣԺ󣬲ˣҪǻŪЩķҲֽ̣վȨֻҪ˵ľԣֻ죬һֱѳֳ
ڻʵߵ⣬｣µˣͼȥͣЩǻԽԽڣ粻˵
ٰ֪Ҫǲǰʼ͸óеһк׼ġ
˱ۣǵŴõֽɿس򼲱ȥ
ˣȻˣǾȲˣ̫ۣúϢӦþָܻ糣·˰ɣ


37 
½״ԪլԺڻĵһСʱ, ٻص󣬾ͻ˺üôá
СССΧƽҲ˵ӭ, ڵ۵ԪӸǱŻɹã˺üˮ
ʿЩ춼ȥˣ㶼Ҳ, ˸ԲƵĵط, Ž
ƽ, Թɹ
ǰԺǱɳ˳ȥѰ, ҵõϢŻ, ҸϽֳæЩӵȥǰ˵ʧ٣ôֻͬһأ
ǵ
ǲɫؿƽһ, ЦЦ½״Ԫƶշ, ǸԵ, ŵʱԽӵòð, ǰԺ˲Ŷ֪
ٰ֮ڱ, Ѹٴˣ˵֮, еĻ벻ΪҲѹû, ٰú, 󷽷ͳˡ
ЩվӾһʾ
򵥴ȻҲ뵽ǰжҵһ, Ҳˡ
ձճȥϲǵǸ, һʱ黹򲻻ˡƽֹ
, ˵ĿǼҺϲ˵Ǽӵϰ, ٹ˶ҵǹˣҲøƽͷϰһŶӲ򵽣ʡ
ǼҲʶ̧ӣҪҲñζõĵĳӣҪӲˣƽݺݵҧһص㣬йһ㡣
ҵǵúãԾٹҲԸˣھʮˣ㽲Ҳţôʢǵϰ壬Ǹȫޱ˰ɣЦ
ҵǺ͵ģôóԣǵȤ
ƽٲ׽һʦҲĴ󶯵ʱ򣬲ЦʿӦܳԣֻǺܿϧҵǴ򵽣ΪӣʱҲùЩƽͷϰգ磬ֲ³Կ࣬վϼʱۣƫһǸҲͼģҲۡ
ǰǼҵǵΨһϳԵļʳƷˡƽԵСҲӣҲһ߸ϵӡ
ЦЦƶǾãǸأȨҲǼҵȽϲһ㣬ˣܺˣȷΣԼҪĶ
ȷʵЦŸ͵
ƽһῴǣһֿߵĸݵλ˻ƽͷϰռһ飿ҲԵݣ
ûãŮһѸȴϲǵ㡣
ϲǵأƽգȸ죬Ȼϲġ
ص£ŵˣƹūǸģū澴˵ǹĹˣƹ˵ҵĵĲǮģҵĵҪˡ˻˴ﰮģǮʹģ˵ԼܿóǰĵǲǶ͵ĵ˳⣬ˡ
ί
дҪȥƣ
G...ȵȣô˵Աûʵඣ˼ҶԸ㣿ƽͻȻֻ㣬
մĥռǵ£ç˵ĻҪţŸ˰ˡ
ͶսŵʱʮߴǰԺǱ߹һûֽãӡϲǵ̻ռǵֽݵǻЦ
ʿϲĹɸ⡣
㶣ƽŮǾͣĿ
ⲻϲǵ𣿡ۼ
ʱ˵ĿⶼͶֽϡ
ʮ߽...ȥģе㲻˼ܡ
ʮ߻ݶĻæͷѽ֪ʿϲ
ƽŭصԼСһۣС澸Ͻͷ£ҿ
ʱͰ˴ǰԺ׷˹ܵʮ...ʮ߹̫ˣ׷㣬ȥ...ҪȻһӾҪ
ͰǱʮߵȽҪߵǰԺѾͷԴʮ߱רſ˴ֺλѾͷҲֻܸʮߺͷȣʮ߹ˡ
ⲻߵӺ˿Ųĺ֪ͨʮߡ
ãҸʿӹ𻨸õģһҪȸܣƽ¡
ţղŲ˵ʿȥϲǵʱһӣƽͱ˵
ʮǺ֧...Ϊ...Ϊ...ţʵǵСġ
ʮ߻䣬һԵѽū澸ղǰԺС磬˵æһ磬緹ûüء
...ǵ㵽˭ģƽһ㣬ղݡ
ʮɫԽԽū...ūҪȥˣʿ£ū澸ˣ
˵꣬ҲƵˡ
Ա̿Цǻ˭ֻ...
ƽĿ⳯ü˭
Ц
ǽ⿪ֽڳģǱ˵ˣԵİɡ
Ȼζǵɹôתעƽ²üͷɣһɸ⡣

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£ʿظˣ
֮ǰٰլ°ȥʧٵʿôЩʱնûţȴƽҲظˣ
ɺϣʵҲЩ棬Ƕʱյȥˣ
ūŻûƽ˵ֲֻٰᣬֻ˵ԼǱ½״Ԫȥշūȥ̽ǱиׯĴ˵деŮʿǰ̹𷨡
ҲпǺ£֮ǰúõģǴͻȻ½Ԫ˳ȥûþʧ٣Ȼ...ٰͻȻ췴...һϵ鴮ʵ˿ɡ
ѵ...ʵͻȻ顣
ǻɣͻȻʧ٣ٰԭ...ʿҲܲš
е˵ȥٰ£ȻΪҪȨˣôΪһŮأ...
֮ǰȫûԤףԸϹսôʱʰٰأȫûбҪȫԵսֶ༸֣ȰѾٰ޲Ŷ԰λʱ޶أ
ʵûͨ
ܾã¸ŮӣӦһϵ
ΪȻ£ūž˵ҰģضΪһŮˣȥסжʱˣҲ˵Ӳլʿϵһ㡣һҪô룬ù̽һ̽

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͸߱˵ֻǸ˸ʿϲǵ㣬Ǹ˭ʿ𣿡ƽʵ
·ϲ㣬£ʿǳˣ徻Ǻ쳾ǵȻСѾͷѽ
ԣϻ˵ƽ
ϻū˵ǵֻǡģָǸľʿСѾͷգգۣ޹
ƽ޷ޣʱоʿ¶׽Ū֮⣬ƫô˵Ҳ˵Լˣˡ
֪ϲǵǷ｣ŶȥģֻƽĹ˵֪ԭҪϲǵżʱĶӡ
ǣڶԺݣЩĿɺóʱǱΪѵ...Ҳôûúá
ɻôأϲǵGҵĵĳóԣԽţǮŶ򵽵ġ
˵ǼҪƳ¿ģǹҬصģɺóˣʿ𣿡
ոӽˣҪ˵ϲŶȥ˼СʱĶ򵽵ʱǵͬܣþʿ϶ϲ
...ƶ...ԣңỹȥһˣͷС硣Ҭԥһ£ĭһ뵽СҪʱŶ㣬̿֡
ķ｣ڹдʱԱ٣Ȼп˷ŶϣԼе
ףǸθصСһԸؾãٰ£۵ԲŻ뷽跨Ҫֲ
ĲҪ


38 
ʿĲԣʡ
šǵͷ
Сžš
ð, ӽһҪȥģȻʿԼ˵Ҫ...ȥŶܳû͵ĺò, ׼ΪβҪ˻ֵܷϲǵء
磬ΪݻͷŶǵ, ȥǰųĳ
ǳʱ, ƽҲ˳̽
ȥ, ˭ʿŶǵ㡣
ƽǿҵĸо, Ǿ˵ĸǵ, ضָֻû֤ݡ
Ǿ;ʿ֮в֪СܣҲþʿͻ֮Ҳ, û֤, ûץ
ô, ȥ·, Ͳץţ
˹Աɢֵʱ, Ϻ«֣½Ԫĸۡ, ɢֵؼҡ
½๫, ƶ˵, Բıɮ¶, ƶ...Ūˣƶ, ½๫¡ϿҵصǸ
ʱ, ｣ϤĽ̵Ľ, ̵˵ĵˮ֮ӿȪ౨˱˵ĺ⣬ҲҪС
ǣصظ½Ԫ׼һŤŤһԼд鷨Ʒصرϲǵ㣬һЩĸ㡣
½ԪڵЦŰڰֵһС£طϣ뺶˾ͶˣҲûʲôˡ
ֲϽܣǼô...ȥϹ֮...½๫𣿾...
ûбİ취ȥϹ𣿡Ǿɥ
½ԪָǣЩΪѡ
ô˵...ʵ·ϿݺͺˣȻҲкģϴʿ°յĵϵˡ
ֻ˵̫ˡ
ԲƶЩ̫ˣ½๫˸ոյĻЦЦЩ񶼲ʲôֵǮ⣬Լģ½๫
ô˵ˣҪǲܣԵ̫顣
½Ԫֻð£ʿЩ
˵ţְ鷨Ʒ򿪣ǿּʱƬ˲
ʵƶдģϻؿ½๫ľˣСæģƶ죬Ҳƶġ
ЦŽ͵

ŴĶӣۿֵˡ
ĭ˰첻ʱƮݶ㣬ĲͲˡ
ǰһŹŮũŮЩȻĺ죬ˡ
θˣǮʡŸЬЬЬˣ·ʿȽ~СŮܶ¡
ũЦЬ˫ܴ£ջ⣬㲡ͺˡ
˵žֵĸŮ
ǰüˣһһеũＸͭ壬Ĳ˼Ҫһ۸˵ľջ⡣
ϰ忴˿ĸŮһ仰ҲûʣֱӰһоջ⣬³ƷĹҬ֡
ũûȥӣƹ......ֻҪһջ⣬...ֻ⼸ͭ...
ϰһۣ͵ЩǮôģߣϽģҺ⡣
ũм򿪸һͷһͭǮæתȥƹģ...
ջƷôⰡϰۡ
ȥҴƣһܺ...ũЩƷӣϲ
ֵˣ룬˵ϰ壬һйҬأһ...ջ⣡
ţջԣԻȥָСѾͷѽ
˭֪ϰԼҪ԰ɣ
ûܳɹϲǵݣЩʧߡ
ǡʱ
ǵû򣿡｣ජһۿ棬ݵ
...ūȥŶӵģǵ̵ϰܾūšί
｣ජһֿۣ˿ŵβĶĩβ
յĸ⣬ʿɳˣʡ
ţˣʿ˵...ζġݵʹ
š｣൭ӦһȻԼĩβķߡ
ʱպͬվȥ
ȥίͬƽ£ǵ㣬ƹ⣬ūû
أ
²£Ȼûӣūصضǵȣǵ㣬ǽȻҲûǵ㣬ū澱ˡ
ƽ˵ȥǵľȻݣЩʧ˵Ҳûǵ㣬漴ҧҧ
ϲǵ𣿡

ᡣ
ٻֵ߳ĶУվڶмӸۡ
ͨеʣϳʱĳѾˣʱһɫխ侢ֻ״վ̬ܿģӢȴϵʺ塣
ֻһۣܴȺϳ
ǰˣʱĿȥڣҵע³ǵ㣬תƵмλͨϡ
Щ˲ϳˣֻǲȷϣҲţ߸ϵôŶǣΪֻǳˡ
ԱߵȵЩĻţǣǰȥƹ
ϰ壬ո⣬ôûˣҵҪôشŰǸң
һش˵ӹæôǽԼʱ䣬ôʹأ
ǰ̷ôãΪǵûɵ£ӾðС
о˵Ļش׷𰸵ķҲȷԼĻشѾǫѷҲǹ̹ϣ㹻ˡ
˭֪ƹ䵭һۣҿĲǲµյĵ꣬ϲ˭˭ôˣ
ԡ
ŵ磬ϻȻô̫վȺУһԹҲûС
ˣΪҫ۵Ĺڱ˫Ŀʼûϳ
򣿡ϰʡ
ҼĸģʹȽŲ򡣡˵
ˣҲǸģϰƳһۡ
ʮඣԸԵģݶඣԲ⡣Ц
հõĺשϰ塰žһ˻ȥ
ϰüۡ
ΪΪʲôˣΪܰ˼׬Ǯ˵ǰĸģôҲУ
ƳЩӲʵĺש̾˿һˣҪҪھ͸̹˵ʿʵ˵˲ԣ
ֵ｣ʱϰȴһҲûʣ۾һֱۣ
Ҫϻصģ
ƷҪһС｣൭
ϡϰЦЦˬͰһйҬ֣ϻصĹɸ⡣
ݾŴͣ......
ˡ｣ǵ߽ɵֽ̬
ɰ˴Ⱥг˶ޱźʧس뿪ķȥ
ݾϰרſһʱ֪νͣԼղΪû򵽡
ɷ｣Ȼû׷ǵԼȥ
ѾʱˣȻԺЩʱԼô黹ǵȴꡣ
ֵĽйȥǡ⸽£һ¾ͿڽͷͬЩŶǵΡ
˳ǣЦôЩǳˣ


39 
Ϧ, һͣھԶڡ
³ͬ½״Ԫ
½๫ƶ...ܲ˼ǵͷ
ް, ±Ҫȥã˳·ĳһء½ԪЦ˵ˣϹ, һŪ, ȥµ·Ū, һ㱻֪Ļ, ҲѴ̡
Ц
պ, һĻϦϼĻ棬ûظķ｣࿴
ͣ, Ҳֹ, ͣڵϡ
ǵĳʻ, ½ԪᲽҪ, û, ɫأʦ֮е
μ¡½ԪԻ, ֪޿ɶ, ֻװƽ, ŴЦ
｣һ仰Ҳ˵۾˶ŵĲ
ʲô
½Ԫ˫ӥ, һʱѹܴ
ԺٵѰƵ˵Ц֦ӳ⻪, ʿ͵, ֮ǰ¸Ū, ŪˣԴ˵⡣
｣Ŀû뿪Ǹͷĵ͸ŵּϳˣһŤŤҲ¶˳
뺣ӵġޱ顣
½Ԫ
ǹûʵس½״Ԫ֣¸㣬Ǹ
½Ԫһûʥ˰ȿ͵ῪڳҪ
£ûϵģʲôõ...½ԪʶȤؽ
һ׷ӵĹ±
½Ԫ......
½Ԫ߸˵ظ｣ȥԺù±
｣Ǹ˿ǵָ⣬һ۾ͿŶӸĹɸ⣬ƽԵζص㣡
｣ʱһȪ
Ƶպָ壬ָḧ˸ЩŤѼӣεһ
ƺĴ幦ˡ

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һҲ̾ūžҲǣǱ·ǵô룬Ҫʹš
ƽһæָĿʵ˵Ȼʵ۸ô˵϶еģʱû֣ûС
ЦӦǣȻڴСһŶǳԵ£ľȤ˳ͬһ졣
ƽ꣬㶵ʲôʱ£Ǽҵ꣬ϲĵꣿ

ϣʵֺÿһһ㣬ȳöͷ｣ࡣ
µǱնԼ䵭̬ŪûʧˣŻʧ̬ġ
ȻҲˣֻǶµ۸Ӳ
ǰΪС͵͵ٰͬӴеڣΪʵۺ޵ȫûһۻʵؽҪʱȨֻӸ
˺ʵһ׷ʣǰӦ֮ƵȨʲôʱܸ
｣౻׷ʵ÷ˣתҪߡ
壡ʵ۰Ͱ͵غ㲻ֶˣ
｣ͷȱʶԼĴģȨ֮顣
µȭ
֪ʲô֪Ȩô꣬ۿҪͣôĺޱ
ҲҪԹҪôȨƣҪôɫһҪ

ݵϲ
ҦˣȢǧ򳤼ҵĹŮҲūʮһ߳ϲһͬݵﺮ׵
ϲŮɵ𣿡
Ҿδϱϲģ׼˺ãзߵ˶ԼˣϲҾһˡЦ̳ɻ
ǸˣȢ˸Żϱ㱻׸ģԹɱҲֺǺǣȫԹԡ
ʮ߿Ľ
ðȢϱȫҾһūԼĸۡҪңҲԸ⣬Ҫ׸ҲԸʮڴҷűͬСѾͷྶ
ҳȥ򣬿˶ˣоÿ˵󡣡
꣡Ϲ˵
˵ҪˣеЩͻȻҪˣʲôʱ£֮ǰû˵...
Щпڴ֮ǰڿŸݹƽ̻ϢתҪȢˡ
Ҳ֪ԼûпܣԲеѹ
ٰӵѵ׵΢ȴһòѰ˼ͥֻǼ˴Ѱˡ
ǿСԼСͶԵʱȤǰֻ򵥷첹Ϲģܽ巨ô𣿿ţ档
СǰڼʱŽѧòÿϲϻظ½״ԪǸӣҲǳ֡
ʿСӯӯЦϻ½๫ӣϲ
ȻЦһݺ»һԧ֪ܲѧ
СһԼ䣬飺ѧѧʿҽ
ǣÿΣϾ֮࣬Сһһѧ塣
ѧòֺ
ڶԺ٣｣¥Ͽͤͤͬ˵
ʿʲô
ָӱŤŤĶʡ
ԼӣЦѽԧ찡Сġ
ǲǿѼӣͷе㲻˼
Сǲ߳ģʱ뵽ģ˵Žԧ죬ʵţ½ԪˮѼӲ
｣²յ߬ӣպã
ţƶʶһͶԵҪףƶҲûʲôףصģֻѧһԧ...
ͤﲻ˵｣һֲȫȥ
ǻڸţ｣ŵͷϷ𣺡ݳף˻
ͻȻ˵һæת˼
......
ҲƶʶһףƶӦ...
｣һһúϸרץסۡӦ
ƶոֻڸ̾õ̫ˣܹϵ£еūԵ׼ˡ
ǳ׵ʱӻᴩִɫļ°ɣ˵Լģ죬ӻϼɴƴߣʮشĿϲĺ죬ɻǣһһͷϡ
Ц˵ţй¶СʱԻ޵һЩû롣
СʱʱС磬˵ЩӴ峤Сּ͵Ļ÷ƴߣʮױϼ˼
Ͱѻ޺÷ۺˡ
ó͸Ÿп͵ʧ䡣
｣ﲻζͬʱ˵仰οֻˡ
һ˵ģʮױϼ񻰱һҸ
Ҳã½ԪҲãҪѰĺ򲹷ѡŭʲô˼
½Ԫ͵ҪᣬԼϲĳʳҪܣԧӣҲҪڻ죬ʲôأȻȢʲôʸҪ˷˵Ȩ

Դٰһ·ںʱڶԻʵ΢һЩ
ʵɿҪĵļƻʱá
£󡣡
岻ô¾ܿڣֶһæʵ۵
ջʿнᣬס
ʵİϲ֪ӡ֤ĳЩһ
Ȼ󣬴ݣ½״ԪΪޡ
ʵһ


40 
Ȼ, ͻ֮²ڡ｣ʹ½״Ԫ˼´ͻ顣
ʵ۶ʱеʧȥ˳ĳ룬, λʿʲôˣΪҪΪˣ
˻ػз｣ġ
...Ҳ֪ΪԼֻǱԼֲ, ѵ̶, ѾԶ
...ľˡ
ԭˡ
ʵ̾Ϣһ
鲻, С, ּˡ, ̸̸ߵĲɡ
µȻѾʿʧȥȤתȥ̸ЩȨ֮£е÷｣֮ǰȨӵĳŵ
˭̸̸֪, ʼָһ, ٴβɢ
ʵۺǷģ, ȵԽ, ҩ, ɨɨ
, ŮӲ㲻, Ҫǿĵĳ̶Ȱ, ˾Ͳ𣿡
...ȿȿȿȿ...㲻...ʵһǺţ......, ؼʱ...ȿȿȿȿȿ...Ȩ......ʲô...
СʱڰгĻʵۣ̫, ֮, һ˵, ̫ˣţֱҲǸѪˡ
ԹȨģɫƺޱˡ
Ļ
㲻֮ˣҲǾˣһҪ˳ıһ㣬˵ܰȨȫҪ...һȨĳ룬øɣ

ݳ죬լ˶ȥϲˡ
Ůڳޣǧ򳤸˻ˣˬڳŮðĴԺӵ¾ӣСڵأͬ˵ϻˣǴʱҲԺд㡣
ûʼҽĳˣӦȥμӴ˵ȳ£͢ոҪ䷢Ҫɮ˵ʩ࣬˳㽲𷨣ġ
ĵһִҪ֪Ժ󣬱˳ǰһȥ˳㵽ݵԺЪţ˳»ա
ǿڴˡ
СʱһԶġ롱ǾǼ޸С磬һƯӡ
ڼ޲ˣҲϣܲμ±˵Ļ񣬸ܸҲС
ʩھӻڴǧҲڰæǱںԺţЩ㣬ŵȻš
ݳԲʱ򣬿ϲ¹˷幤µĴˮĵǻǶſľӨ͸ˮ飬֮Щס
ʿǳϱģ˵ʲôˮ壬պܸӵġ
һᵽǧҶϱ۶䣬Цֻʣݡ
ţÿԵس޵
һԼ˽Ķϱ˿ޣӸˣĭɵؿǰ˵ټŮڹжҪѧЩģЩŮѧˣպ޵ңԼƷһڣˣҺ˶ӡ
ͬĵੲ˺þá
ǶӦţмĽ
Ľˣ⣬ӦòˣѧЩ죬ҲԸˡ
̾Ϣһ
ʿȢޣǲ...˻ˣʮ߹Сʡ
ЦôҶô
С˵ˣЦʡ
ʮߵͷַɿҡҡͷ룬ǵͷʿ...Ҫ...
밲ο˵үϸһ룬ֻް̬ȣ˲ˬҲͲֱ˵ˡ
ûʲôÿΣ˽ʲôģҲܺãζص㣬ܺóԣƶϰˡĵЦЦ
һʿô˵ʮֲƽˡ
һôƯõĹӲǱνİ⣬һͱǿйϡʿͷţʥּҲˣ治㽫뷿УҲô˼Ұɣ
ĸòĹϣ˸ɺţƹŷ³իһӣ

ܴãʩིʱ½Ԫˡ
ģһЩµĹԱͼŻģ͸Ͻ㰫СЩˡ
½๫ˡǽ𾭣һ࣬Ц
½ԪӹЦЦˣʿ¸ո˵ʿķ𷨼ͨҾ鶼ϴӸɾˡ
һ죬ͷǫһЦΪǰĶͨϰգǰƶʦڴڷʱʦԼһ׼ͨ׵ĵҽСǿܲҪǸ˵͵ھӼҵļھӼСڿΪܣһպţˣһͷţûţ˰ղȫҶǾͶˡ
ʿ˵¸ʰ·硣½Ԫȭ
Զ´ļҲǽڵһ𷨣ҲΪ壬Ŀ¶ȵصͷ

ƽǳǽڷ𷨵ʱͻعˣ˵Ǳʵٻȥ֮µġ
˵֮±үѹ𣿡ʡ
ѹˣβһϹʵĳҪ׵ģԸ⿪ƵƸ񣬿ϹںĲסˡ
Ҳֳ˵ģϹޥȫˮ󷢣ˣϹʿޥһʿҪ˱ģϹʵȴģǰ´͡أϹļǳأһλһպܽͷٶԴЩʲôɣ̴ÿ졣
ڹĵЩʲôӸղŵھһֱŪһֱͷԽ
ǿС߬ŸܣһһߵŶĵ
ӡأϻ½״Ԫ£ûסһĺӣӡŪˡ
һҿ㻹Ǳ𵱾ʿˣȥү˵˵㻹װɡ
˵ʲô̧ͷϻСԺ͵ĵӣûյѧأֲֻ½״Ԫһ壬Ҹʮߡݡ֡˰ѽ
ǰԺλʦ˵ǰĳµݣס˵ˣÿд֣˳ȥ̣ѧǳ壬СƷÿһλѶˡ
ûյѽǲ̫ˣС᲻ãԸˣȤ
ôܣͷ
ǰ˺üӡ׽СƶҪȥˣȰȥС磬æȥ½״Ԫɡ
СӦºӡ׳ˡ
ǶŵıӰͬС۽á
Сʱ״һ䣺Сȥ𣿡
С㶣Цţˣȥջصġ
ǾͺáЦƶЩɰһȥ͸½״Ԫɡ
ϵʱ򣬸Լȥٻظġ
С֮ǰݶյþʿƷͶŵǰԺһľϻûоݵ֣Сѹ֪ݲڸ
Сڳĸף𣿡С߿ǱľСۡ
ǰɣһֱġСӦ
ĺӡ̾ϢһնʮʮɰҲ廨ˣúһЩЩǮġ

｣СľϻͷˣȫЩû廨ϵȶĺɰ
Ǹ˭ģ｣ѹѹü
ӣС˵ӡ׺ͺɰǸ½״Ԫġ
｣һþû˵ŵݵͷҲҶ
󣬷｣ƷһڳЩ֮ͬǰõЩһۿһֽµõӡдһƪƷ飬īѹ÷ɣֳһֽӡϵݸݣ
ȥøһһģһģȥ½֮
Щûĺɰ...ӡ׵һ𶪸ݴȥ½Ԫתһ룬ֵ
Щһĺɰһȥ


41 
ݰĵӽС, ȥԺʱСС磬ôôãǰҾʿ, Ҷ»ᴩﰡ...
Բ𣡶Բ´ξЩΪƷʽǸӡ
ͷ
ǰǸ˼, ͷǰ߲˺Щ, ҪϹһģһ, Ҳûҹʱ䡣
ʵҲǺ, ˵ǡС, ߾ʿƷϸϸصõġҪνĵط, Щ, úý̵, Ʒ, Ϳ԰ԭ·黹·ѽ
ԸҪ

ʵҲҴ, ｣һɰ
ʱһƬհ, ֻСƷͺá
ȴ, , һɰʽͳˣմĽȥ, ൱ϸƷʱ, һó弸, , ʱķѵ˼ࡣ
ȻƷʽ֪Ļľͱ֦״һСİ֦Ҷһˡ
Ȼ룬Լʲô£ͰѺɰһӣӵˡ
½Ԫյӡ׺ʮ˸ûĺɰʱǡھŵСԺ｣һһЩＯ
ʱ｣ڱϡ
...С磬ǾʿΪҪôɰ½ԪЩѵ̧｣ķ򣬵
ūҲ֪еĻ⣬ݾҲ˶˵ΪʱӦýӪˣŸ½״Ԫġ
ô...ū...ˡݵͷæҪߡ
ԼҲͲסйѹѽ
ߺ½״ԪһƷһɽŲǣҲǡ
...й±Ҫ»𣿡½ԪĵЦţСʵ
ɰ｣ڳǰƤûֻ̧ᷭһҳ
ǿ֮úŰɡ
ʱ£ŮӸһԼĺɰɰ֮ȴκһ;ʮ˸֮......
½ԪܾãĻԼзͷϸһζ־õȷƽ޶¡
ˣֻðѺɰӡ
｣෭ҳʱ򣬵Ƴһۣջء

Ϲʹϵʥʱȫһ̸еġ
ʹ˼ϲ⣬ѹ̬ͣʵÿһԼ｣൱Ȼóѡ
̸ɢ
ƽں󷽵õϢ˿
ʵճȭЩԥ
õѽѶʧ͡أϹļǳ...
ЩĻսĳǳأԼˣǾ͵һӶ˲ˣټϷ｣భϽǲֱȨ...
ʵ۲
ϹʹһƺҲѴЩ˸ţҲ֪Ŀϵòʲôùӳԡ
ǣ˶Ŀⶢ׼˻ʵۡ
˵볯Ϲʹ߱ĴӺ󷽽Ӵʵۡ

һͤݱš
μͤĶЩ̳˵ϺŵʿЩʿһȾͤѡȡһЩŮΪŮͼ
ЩʿϿɣ¼ŮͼŮӣ۱ᶸȻߣΪʿƸ޵ѡ
һѡŮУһλ׶ҵŮλ׶ʵҲ˲ٵ߹ٵģֻǺڹֱƵƵٳˣűˢ˰׶
˵λ׶ƾĲŻŮӱΪ˱ʿѡϣ¼Ůͼѡ
λںԺֵĹԱˣֱӸƸΪޣΪһʱѻ
ɼ¾һֱԾŻ֮壬Ǿͤᡣ
ٹ˼ҵūظСϽƷʫʱƽմӲ;԰ǵأվȻ𽵹;ˡ
Щʿͯϱʱ򣬾һ
½룡ͤһԽϵĴӣʱ˿ڡȥ⡷ǳ֡
룬ֵ¸߷ڡ褣ҵȻһǰȥӵ°ɡ
Щ߰ʿڴصУһӰмȨӲȨٻλȨ˴ֻȨٻ̧ӰǣмǶʲôڣ
｣һԺӣȥμ¡ŵµĻ¡һĺõĻ죬¡Ӳʱµһ״ʫ¡Ĺ㣬Ϸ´ֻһֱûл
뺲֣ڸ󣬴ɱķâɵʱ򣬹»ûء
｣Ҿһ赭дһ仰޾ĳת
ָһᣬʳ...
һϧԴ֮ӭݣʼʵδ֪´˷к£
˵֪֮󣬴Ҷסڴ
ĻʫȻָǽǼԲڣҶһΪһѡŮ뻭ġ
ȴűѡŮûֹݽƷġ
˾Ǵ㵲ѡ
ҿɴδ˵ŮģѲҪΪƽ
Ů죬һ㲢Ҫͨͤȥ̧ۣ˵Ƚ£û˾ܾ
Ҫİɣǵ£Ϸ˵ˣⳡͤ磬һȨ˭ҵĹ˵ġ
ǹѡͺá｣
ǿЩָƷʱ㶼ס˺
Ҫڶָ塣
Щ֣ʺīһһԾ۽ѣ̣磬
Ҷھ̾ıʴһŮӡ
......һλ㲽;ʵֱṫ̲סʡ
｣һۣһλڹжĹ֮Ů´ѡ¼Ůͼµĳӡ
ṫһɫ죬΢źૣѵáȷʵѵ...ŮҾ˳ԣػдһ˱ɺӴıʴ...
ʵ£Ůָ⣬Ʒʫʲô...ò״ջʵ
｣ְռƷƷȥ
һ򵥵ĵ壬óߴַȽɬϸ¶ˣʤʤڣĵĹͼϡ
ͼʮּ죬һ֪ŵģĵһ£ɫʵȾȴʮֳɫһҳƷ飬һӾͰ˴һ˪ҹһĵ۰꣬ǰʱ̣ʢŵ⾳
Ʒ飬ٿЩƷľþòƽ
ûԶʫʣġʮ峯ʷ𷨡˼ɷͨһܼϹʮһҡ
｣̾Ϣƽ˵꣬ҾĿ¶֮ɫӶ
ĻûŮ˼ĹŮγ̾ѧӣ


42 
Դ³ĳ, ѩͤסĵ黳ͬ｣˵ԼǸ龰󣬾Ҳûˡ
ΪԼôһ˵, ΪԼؽɣˡ
Ҳûͣ, , ѹûô
СǸ֮, ͸ԼĲ, ı, ˷ʱ䶢
Ҳ֮ˣûٿˣҲ˿ܷÿյϰ
ͨϹصɽ, ޸Ұ, Ҳ֪Լδںδ, СоƵĻ, һֱġ
˵, ѧϰΨһԼ¸ģÿһ;
ϹϹ, ʱʵ, ɾ͸õԼ
ʿ, ӻˣԺһˡ
ʮǰʱ, Ƕ׼˯ˡ
𣿡ȵʡ
ԣʮߵͷ, ӻλ, ˵ҪΪ
ɻ, ͬʱЩ
ҹˣΪҪѡʱȥУ
Ժ¸֮ǰʵм̵ָģԺ˺ü飬｣ӱ˿ۣͬعأҹϻҪĳλ۵ĴȥϷ
ɵһһԼǲϻȥʩིʱ򣬲Сͬλ˿Щˣݣ
һ룬£Ѿùʵĺۣ־ϱҹ紵쬣ڸţֲȫСߵǽǻԴʱһϣŪһк󣬲ŵͷĥĥԺȥ
һδ｣ϸӯĽŲʱĿⲻƳȵ
յӯӯ𣬹ʱ򣬿۴ûһ
｣Ŀ⡣
ƶμү¡һͷа˿˼ڷ٣ͷִ飬
°ɡ｣ͬ˵һ
̸λͦģǽס̧۴ҴһƳִ¡
Ȼλ׷Բԣдˡ
֪ΪΣ֪Էλĳ֮ƺûôţ˿
ϣλǹ¸޹
｣ʱĿҲͶǶ̧ͷһ
ԼûҶ
˴ȰЦȡ֣
｣ͣƬ̣²żǣ´ȡ֣
......
ͷ˼ǲʱǿС米ŽϪˮУһߣһıҡͷԱʫβˣ֮Ů֮...
......׷Ůĵϣµݣ
ȡòպϷͽˡ
Լп˼еûע⵽ͬԼ˵һʱŲֱ｣Կʧ
Ƕ
СС˵ǣֹԼ䣬̧Ѹٲ̧ͷˣƶʧˡ
պøĿںɵˣӹԡЦ
ţԲ͵̧ͷ
Ƕʲô｣
...ƶ......ÿÿ｣¶ֲĿʱͻҳ˵
Ǳ¹ڣˣ｣˵ţһվʮϰشӻӣ߳Ȼֹͣ
һ»ѼȻ侲ط˻ȥٴȴߵǰˡ
Ͻȥɾ
ǵģ¡
ѧĺͯһЦžؽ껰͵ͷݣͷѾͷȥϴ
һءҶǺڵͶӰڸס｣ȴϳɵĿ
Źġ뿪Ĳӣûж
Сʱ򣬺ͷĴ֪ʶ֣׷ֺǵʦ÷｣һǼҵĺӶϰ֡
｣൱ʱȻʧ䣬жرӣ㲻ôԸҲֻôӦ
ָܼѧģ޼
˵ʮ죬ʮżҺӣ̲סϸ̵ֿĽʽѡ뿪
Ǻ԰߻ݺݵص۸Ƶģ㲻Ը̿ԲӦʲô
ʱһںܲס൹ˣԺ󣬶Ǳ̵ˣͷϡ
˭ܵ㣡Ǻһܵ
Ȼ󣬷·Ҫӡ֤ȷʵôƵģǸʱޣһʼϹ龫֣ȵСҧһֱѧ
ӽɽʱʹȻô࣬ôۣͺˡ
С޵ñֱһСһѽͲ...
СŴˣŪÿ޳ˣ˵Ļ
Ժ󣬷｣С࿴Ժ󼴱㻹ǻŪҲҪҪĻһظ༦Уޣ¿๦ˣԶ·ܵ...
ʱСĸǽģʦЮͼϻѺʱС˻ˡ
ֻףͷβĸ鲻Ľ;η
...
˵ĺѷ｣໽
£Ц۵ﲻµҪΪúϷΪŮ𣿡

µƽ˵˵˺üء
ƽң١ٽĻŻչµ۷־º󹬣ѵȻȻĹȫϢ⴫
ƽһϢڴϣﻹűջһĻƾôȰϺҩ
µ̾οأ١Ȣޣ޵Ϲ޻ͬϹʹ߽ãǱߣϹĻʺ󣬵λ磬ȼʲô𣿡
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㣡µģȵ۷ڣһѲס
µߺ˹ס֣޵£α...̵ܹģֻб°...
ǲ...ƽҡҡͷڴƬܵϹȥ...Ժ󱾹òı......
...ʵܲˡʹ
Ϲʹںͬµļ档
µʵ޷ֻͬʹ߳ƣƽزܻܲѡ
ʹ룬һ¾뵽⣬ڷ𷨵Ůɮ
Ϲ̣ȫ¶Է֮͡
Ϲޥˮ󷢣ٵʿڴ̵ԵʣЩʧİվȼòܶѾ淴߽⡣
óǳؽĹȥҪƺܶһ˱ȥ·ؼ顣
ϹʹϻؿǣʹãŮɮԸߣܰϹҲܸذ顣
Ȼ½ףͬԵŮҲûбҪҪϹǰҪΪƸļͣͻ쳼ʹĦ𷨵λСʦϹȥ
λСʦ
µüȻ´ʹǲι۳⽲ڷ죬ҵλСʿҲǰˡ


43 
쵽ԺӼ, ҪԼǵΪŮǾ
һԳ԰뺯͵
һ, Ӳϡ
ʿʿ˵ʲôʲôõ𣿡ССۼʿһ˱飬ǵ׷ʵ
Ƿ麯תȥ, ϷȻдռ֡
ϻط｣߹, ȡС֡
ǲ...ʹˣ...Ȼ˵ƶѡͤŮ֮...Ҫ...Բ
ǰ¥ἰġ
÷񡢾ĲŮͼ, Ŀᡣ
˵÷ר¼ҷϽ߰ǵĹŮ, ŮӵļԼһ, ǡ
᲻ŮӳֻŮӵĲšò飬˼ۺˮƽ;ղǲò, ֻںŮĳһĲ顣
, ÷񡢾Ĳ, ҪŮӼòһ, Ҳ͹Ŀˡ
Щ¥ŮӸܳΪŮ, ɽӴٹ˶ˣ, żҲᰵĽ
ֻǡ
ƶǳ, ôԳΪŮͼѡأ
µ֪𣿸ϽͬǱ˵, ɲõ֪Ȼ...ƶˡǽŵԺ, ͬݵ
ȴЦʿʵ...Ƿ뺯, øū, ūתġ
һ
һ, Ϊͬ｣˵仰صһʱԺȥ
Ϊ̫ˣǻ¸ոϨ˵ƣ߳Ժȵغһ䣺ʿ
ƶ......ݵġЩԼ̫ˣⲻǴŵ˯
Ȼһʱ֮Ӵʿǵ˶Ƿ｣ĸʿҲ֪ģֻһҪźֻݵֵ
ʿҲ̫˰ɣѴɼ𣿡ݶֵ
ƽذƤȤСͯŸеɢһЩֵţе㣬˯Ϳˡ
ˡһЦһš
ʱ¸ĵƱµݺĿͬʱͶ˹ȥ
֣²ŸոϨ£غȻˡͷֻСŹȥź
ǼˣԼһԵ£ӵȡ
Ͼ·ϣͬ˵ϼ仰ģˣʹϸʱ𣬲ϣݸûã｣һҹȵˡ
...Ǹ...˯ûʱ˯ѽ...Ǽ｣೯ԼæͬʱԸоȵص
û뵽ƽôû˯ģҪ֪ĻͲ˸ˡ
ƶǲ...ŵ˯ˣոͬ˵Ц龰
ֻ޷룬Ȼǻûüմ齣ںڰУֻüһ˫°¶⣬͵ؿ
ǲҹ£ڡ
һӣⶼµ
ƶ˵...ţ˵¸Ͻȥ˯Ȼûʱ˯ˡ
˵úż԰ʲôŮ뻭룬ƶȫ֪飬ҲʶʲôʿīͣλʲôҲСʱ˵ģ˽ûҲûʲôīϽġ֪˵ģƶûμʲôͤᣡ
һ˵һ󴮻ͷصȴԷӦĩֲһ䣺²Ҫƶ֪ԼݣЩԽ...
˰ΣŴԷҹ˵ˣ
ţ˵...ˡǵͷ...¿ȥЪϢƶˡ
˵Ҫȥתͱסš
ǹ˳ֹͣŲ
˵ԲҪЩأ
ôԣǾȵػعƶǴ֮ˣԽ磿
˵ⷬ·ôĲɣţ··Ҫ÷壬Ҳǰʱ˵ġ
ǰ˵ģԹأܳɷԲ˵ƶʱģǡ
ˮҹɢԵĹ⣬ǹ̫ۣ÷｣̲סü
ˣݺ˵ͻȻķһ䣬ͻ׼ϴþߣ׼ϴϴȥϳ
׷ţǵ£аʱʱЪЪ𣿡
Ǹ...ԼǰֱߣŻں£ĺˣƶѾСæһˣܾǸģ
ǰԣɵҹͻȻͣһ£޳ָ䣬ٴȥ
...౼ߵΪʲô
δͽ˹
ʱ⵱ֵ̫ոţһںڰжԵȴѾõӣһͷݷޣŵûæ򵹣
ū澸ˡ...
｣һѹüûʱûɡ
С̫ɻŤͷһµҹ©îʱһ̣ƺƽŵʱ仹һء
ƽȻҲǵһҲȳԺͻȻ磬Ҳû²Ҫ糯ʱ˰ɣ
С̫ͻȻԼಡıһѺ
糯ɢ󣬷｣ںʵ۴£ͻȻڵ£ͻ֮¿Щջˡ
ʵһһ⡣
ǰЩʱգͬϹʹ͵͵档
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ûãҪƺ
Ѿ˽ԽǢϹʹߣһԼˣҪɮһ»ˣպһϹָԪ㲻һǹҵˡ
ǣʿǰ...ƽǱ߿ôңˣȻҲ...
ʵѣֻ÷ܵ...壬֪ˣ̸ºðɣ

ݰһˣһūŲͬʿ˵뺯ǵ¸ūŵģ
֮ǣǵĬϿɵġ
Ȼһ˼
ԣƶȥˡ񵭵
ҵˣ̫ˣݸ˵ͷģʿӣӸúܸ˰ɣ
ǵû˵ʲôʡ
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ֻзţûȡ֣Ҳ֪ʵΥŽɣҲûзԡ
С֣ү⣬ֻλ֪ˣҲ֪˭ɵġ
ʼΪλ±֪ߵжӰ죬±ΪɵģǾͷ˽䣬Լ￪´鷳ġ
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ô˵ˣݻΣӦʵģȥһ...
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｣룬ţ»ȥͬ˵£Ըȥܾ
ֻǣܾ˵Ļò뵽ġܹݵλϵϰܺͺ޵״Ԫɵİ취Ƿˡ
ˡ


44 
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ϹǱսʹߺ̸߼ڴ, ҪϵԶڱ
｣æתǳʱ䣬ûھͻص, ʮȥ֪ͨʿ, κȥ¸
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һ, û˵, ｣ۣҪ£һͻء
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ºͬ, ʿԵȻ, ūһ̡ݲ, ſӣĦȭƵ
ϲصƤģ, ЦԴ, Ǿһ̡
ȷ｣ʱ, ͿһŮǺЦ鶯, ḻͬһͯ塣
ͣʱ, еС⸱Ƥɰģ, Ǹʱ, ʧɼǵѭ浸أ鲻¶ֻķˡ
ˡݰյԴȻһӣͿˣæ
μӡ
Ҳ飬شϥ񣬡μ¡
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˳ţμֻʣͬ｣ˡ
Ǹոξʮ˵үŵҲûԾ͸ˡ
ù𣿡˳Ĭ䳡һᣬ｣ȳɵ
...δͷ
һʣû뵽ûţոͬȺ̸ŶԵãɫ
ݡݣš
뵽ոͬ˵ʱеæЩӣͷ鵽ҹ
ռʱ䣬æֵ£õģոЩص㣬ƶ˼飬ȥٳԾͺ...
｣Ƴһۣ̾ϢҲûԡ
Ű
ŴȫǸǵĿζЩƫڵزˡ
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ޱϤĻ
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죬±ع׵һȺӻضԺԷдʱͳһĬϣүضҲǸȥˣɲ˭֪ϹᣬһֻΪµǰӲԼ嵱£Լ
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Ϊ벻Ϲʹߵİ취ʵ۱΢Ѳ½״ԪңλҪͻʿ״Ԫ̸һס
ʱѾڻã̲סķң˲ǻ𣿻ôã
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45 
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һɬ糱ϮµǻܣԲʡ

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46 
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ǱԼдʳԺݸ֡
Ҳ֪ŶǾʿðȥǸмллʿŷʱ䣬ǲϺúţūء
ӹǵʳպãЦʿģԺūðˡ
죬｣ز˴һ֭
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47 
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⻰һӴлʵѣŻͬ, Լ˽ȥƽ³ը˹
ŭ...ȿȿ...Ѿͬⲻӣؾ, ޾ͺ, ô, 㻹뿹ּ޶ӦЩˣ
Ƕʱʵ۸ù, ÿһ׮¶С΢, ȡòĳЧӮ÷｣ŰѻĲȨָԲö, СʵһȨ, ¾
ˣ......
ʵæŲʱ, Ǳ߰ʧǵ£²ˣ
ķ֮, Ϣ, ʵۿһѪ
ԭǰʵץס½״Ԫĸɽկ, ԴҪЮ½״Ԫ, ͬʿɻ, תϹ
Ϊ֪ʿԸ㲻ô½״Ԫˡ
Ǳ߷ɽ, Ϣˣɽկ˱Χ֮ʱͬ͢Կ, ӳ˱߾, ǵյϢͻ, ɽկѾս˻䵽˳ûܵشˣûдĻӻƵ»ᱻɱֵ
ɽկֻͨСɽկʵ۵ôš
ڣɽկ׷ȥϾ壬Գ͢й͵ġ
ѾŵҪɽկߵλаŵפˣΪϹʹҪʿûʵ۷գ;סɽկˣԴҪЮ½״ԪôһΣ˭֪龹ݱ
£ǲҪ˶Գ͢ĺҪˡ

｣æӾӪϻأʱԭ򣬲ϸʵ۲ʵѾԼ˽вӴ˴¡
｣ƽһζԻʵ۶ŭ
ʧ䵭ҪΪ˳еĺܵˣ
ʵָ߸ϣ·κ¶֮ϵıӸУ·κ¶СԶǸһ
Բӣ޲͵ԼЩ޵޸Ҳûи͢˵ÿûлҲҪ
ʵյòӶˣͬԿɲϰɽկ̯˵
Ȼͨ½״Ԫġ
ʵ۵֪˻£һʱ䲻취ֲ뷽跨˦˵˾ۼأӶҳɽկˣȫɱ⣬һڡ
ֻҪɹЩжĥɱ¿֮½֪
ɻʵû뵽ǣ½ԪλɽկկŮﵱղûɽկһͬǰ
½ĸΪͬ½ìܣԸì뿪ͬԼϵʱ޺ͺãٸϡ
ϴӴ˱ûյκϢˡ
½ĸֱ£ӡ
½ԪЩռϵʵԼϹʹߵ£³˱´Ÿɽկʲô֣ȻȥǱߵ常һ飬Ͳ鵽ǡ͢˴֣һ֧Ƶӳ⡣
֤Ѿ
½ԪʼɿԺʿǱд¶ԿʵۣһǱ߸Ϣ©ٵͬɽկͬһ·Ľ˷׷Σʼҡ
｣ҵ½ԪʱѾ׼ժٷˡ
£Ȼʶòֱ£Ȱˡ
½Ԫۿ΢죬ټ״Ԫɻʧ̬Ͳݵʱ
｣ǰһִ
Ȼһ̣һİġ㹻ŷԴԴĴ
֮ʱϢһʱɣ»ȥһ
½Ԫ̧ͷ

ΪϹǱƵңʹ߲òǰ뿪ʵðǰʿʹȥ
ôż²˵ͬү˵˵ûʡ
ƿڡ
·ͻȻֹϹ⣬͢Ҳ鷳һЩʿҲæţæ꣬»ͬ˵ˡЦ
̾Ϣһ֪ʵ۲ף׼ˡ
ˣƶԼȥ˵ɡ
̫ˣʿԼȥҪģȱȥ˵Ҫ̫ˣ˵
˵ҪԸ｣˵ҪʹǰϹһ£ǾͦΪѵġ
ݺҩǴΣʵ˵ԼȥϹ뷨
ǻСȻͬȥϹ
Ϲϵã飬Ҳĸ
֪ͬ⡣
ǣȥǲķʽȥ˵һţСγ֮ø¡
ʿҪȥԶҪȥðССΧ
...ͦõİɣҪȥĵطȽԶǳˡǵ
ʿҪܶܶ˽𣿡
ϹˮޥһͷţҪɵͦģҪ໨ʱ䡣
ʿʦ
֪˭ðһ䡰ʦȻСһЦʼǺʦﶼǳվ֮ɫ
Ҳ΢ЦӦˡ
һĻԺԪӿԪӺĽʱ˵ʿնɷ𷨵£ɵҲԾʿ羴֮飬֮ޥɹõԽԽᣬҲޣš
ԪˮȥɹÿûԼ飬ϸȥ£һ䡰⡱
ȻԪӾ̲ס̣˼ҾʿҪȥշˣĲ츣£ʦŵɲһʦǵĵɽ䣬ֻʦǱں䣬һЯԼ
ͽܵ泰ܵסͷΪжôΪԸȥƶڵôһᣬƶҲԸȥ
󣬻ܵǰԺȥֵ֣ݵ˶֪ʿԶе¡
ʿǰͬ˵ֻ˵͢ˣø˵һͻ...
ͻȻʶԣȥдš
ӵݾعϢѾװϣһʹһ֧ƺƵ׼
...СӵŵݣŵݸͷϺ׵ӣһ˲
ѾּǰݱߵƽϢңճ
Ǿʿ...ͻȻеʿеᣬʱӻΪ˱µ²...
һȥϹ｣ƽС֮ǰҲҵͬ˵ǣ²ܿ뿪
˵䣬｣Ͳǧӳųˡ

⣬ǴŻʵŵһġ
սûרо̵ĻǿװûнãںϼƽϢطССõġ
һ֧ӣѾ⣬˵ʵǱߣһ֧ܻϹ׵ļǳأҲ൱ֵá
ڴӳ֮ǲ;˵ңּǰƽҡ
˴ǻݣԼǰϹؾ֮·
ЩԼ;Ϣͣǰ
ʹ˶ʮָм
·ʮ죬ۼԽϺҲ쵽ˡ
ǵãС³ʹȥˣͬ˵죬ļ
ЦʮֲΪ£ƶһˣʲô񡣡
Ȼô˵Сڻ￴Щ˼ҹļʢںͷ˼ңҲиĸԼҹŮǵģ֮󣬾ͻɷӡ
ʦʱҲͷ˵һƽƽĹɾʱõĺӣ峤˸ǡ
ֻһһȺݻɱ˵ĺ¾һӺҲˡ
ǰƹԼҪȥƴȫڣдʵմ͵Ľᣬһнɮͷ飬ԻϹʦԸܲԼʦͺͷЩҪ


48 
ִݵʱ, һƬǦɫտʼ˶ëѩ
ѩñ޷ǰʹǰǰͬ˵ٸ·ˡֻ, ½ѩɽгɳߺѩô, αܺǸ⡣
ǵͷ, ʼʿѹѩשݡ
ʹߴв, ʿ, ѩ, 
ЦЦһ֪
СʱС署Ȥ־ʱ˵һж״, ѩש, סġ
ʱ, ѩεø, ҺһѩԲʽıݽ, Щݰ˵ȥ죬, ֻ¶һխСĳ, ͷů
ϹʹǶλӴʿ, һ˼ֳ羴
ǵԴ裬ڸղȫԱͣ, ЩʱڻѩУ䲻, ûгԵġ
Ͼûʵʾ, Щͻ״һ¾ɵˡ
һ
ʱ, ѩ׷У̤̤󷽲ԶһƬֽĴⷽ
Ǵɣƽңûͦæİ...ϹʹƵƵڷ｣ǰԱ͸ŶĲϲ

£ǰдбݣǵط飬ǷҪǵı
｣ǰط֪ĽԲľǸ߲ԶվЪϢˡ
Ҳ뵽Ϲʹ߲֪нȻҲ֪
һ˵Щıʱ뵽׼
ʺǰͬ齻档
Ƕռһʱͷݺһ
ô׷أ
ĶܿͬǼһЩģͷʼµıݡ
֧б̵ľ飬ĸӲòܳԣڴѩĵ֮ǰʹԣʱҰһ֣ڻϿԣǽȼü֮
£ĻҪҪͬʹһ䣿ǼλϹʹȻӹҪġ
á｣վǵı⣬嶥ŷѩ·һͲĵܣ۾ǰıݡ
ڱſڵͷѥӺܾˣ˵Ҳܷ硣
ҲûԵıˣôҲŮӣղǼλʹȥԼȥġ
ôһ룬ж¸ͷˡˡ
ʱսʿǰݸտõѹϣѹϿһ͵ζڴ˽ڶӶǰ޷Ŵڱ̲סʡ
｣໹ûĵĻһȥսʿѹϵݸˡ
ʦԵ㿾Ӱɡ
ʿڶڰѹϵݽȥǴʱҲˣӹ
ʱ֣ѹϻһ龧ӨĹש
ѹϣĬĬשθﱻ͵ѹůůģſǻҸУǾó;һ·ƣɢˡ
ֳѩݶڿһۣ˫ʵսѥѾһѩûСˡ
ڻûס...ҪҪȽܱܡ
վ˱ֱûлӦ
£ĻˣС...
֪ԼĴ𣿡
ڵ
ǵͷµСһԲ
Ըͬ˵𣿡ֵ
ǵ...¼˵̵Сʱӵ±˵̣¿ԼĽĶԼʧ
ڵȴ...
С磬ҳˣ粻ǵҪչ˵СҶľ֮ڴǸҾʱ͵ˣ㲻ضҵպǻԼͲ񷨣ЧģҲھΣպԼ£ԼԼš
ڹͬ˵
˾þûлӦվǣıݡ
ãڷһЦ󣿿㻹ǵýԼԼԼţ...㶼ѹΪһУǱǻΣ·İѡͤŮԸѹţ㵱ŮʦԸΪﱸջؽݼ...ǹһԸǹ¶ˡ
˵ţ˫վñֱĳڴ˪ѩаγת뿪
һżӱ߳ȥѥӸһݽѩ࣬ӽŵֱβǣ̧ʱȴȫ̧һ²泯ѩء
｣༰ʱֳһ¡
ָӴָǿ̣͸оָѾԵѸУɸղһȫȻ̬ܲ
һ˲ԼֶƵģϽջأ漴С֧ͻرݴš
֪䣿ܡ˵ʱðɴޱ
ԲС磬ҲɡϥǣŲһ㣬ڳλá
²ãšü̾ϢһǰڣÿᱻϣȻ
һġǶС˵ͷ֣Ļ̫ܿãˣ˲ֿʼˡ
ȻתˣٻʱһѸľ񣬷ѩϿѩ˿שڱſڿ
İɡġ
ſڿǾȸղŸů˼֡
ʱͷܿ⣬ڻºĿѩΧһ±ǽ磬Ȧӵĵط
ûоСǶ¡Ŀڵ
ӳ⣬｣ȴ˼֡
ȻЩԵִֺܹʱΪԼĶԣǴԳּ˵Ļʱ...
ϱۿɼظˡ
ʵϣ£ȷʵǶԣֵȷûȫû·㶼ѡˣ˻ҪҪѧԼˣ
¶ˣǲ뵱ˣˣԲԲЩͨ...ԣһӡǲ˼ؿ
֪ʵҲϣţ󲿷Ҳϣ˰šС磬ѵκ͵ȫûԼ𣿡
ʱǸÿհʵ۴´
˵֪ΪΪΪΪ͢ϣܶమϧԼһЩӵһЩ...˸е˽`
ľˡӳŷ׷ҴķӳŻ⣬һСС
̾һεðɣ֪ľȥƽңɨϰ൨ҾżҲϧԼһºðɡ
´ûвȥϹͻȻôһ䡣
Ҫȥȥ
ǲ㱻߯ԲΡҶʮ뾭ѵĻŵס
ӶڰǳҪʵʱ򣬶źȻӹ֧Ƕ±ǽֱֱ˽ȥ
ͷ｣ͺһѾǰ棬Լ۷˰ͳ
һʱ䣬ͷѩƮѩ⻹й⡣
ѩĵϣʼ˽ʺѪӳѩҹɫۡ
£ɮϹľǣҪλϹʹ߱һ·ڻ뿪һ߳ŷ｣ķ󺰡
ʱѩأѾܱܵÿ죬һܾͻʵڲǷĺʱ
｣һλʿüƥһű飬״ƴһߣѵȥǸȻǣͽʿǷ෴롣


49 
ֻҪٿѩ, ߲Զִܵվ
ǱƤһ·, ѹ˲ñּ϶ˡ
ڸոʱ˼Ÿ첲λãʱֻۿԷѩԺǰ, ƤǰӼ`Ӳš
Һ˺, Ȼˡ
ǲԼͷĵط, ΢졣
ͻȻ, ƥ͵ؼɲ, ǰͣ߸оԼ岻ɿص׹嵲, ʱı˿Ϸ, ؿڼΡ
, ͳɤڶ߶Ƕ, ץЩֻ̧ͷ, ڳһְνǰͻϮܻȥ
Ƕ߳ѩ, д̽Ƥⷢġڡ
ѪζںѩζС
ʶȦη｣, ѹ, ҡ
ɻǵֲԤıľĲ֡
｣ὣһɨһȺ, ԾһߵһȺˣɹܹüѩصļ, ͻΧ֧СѾԽԽˡ
һγɹܿĴ, һͻƿԾʱ, ˸գһͷԽھĴС
｣౧ǹһӶУͷʯѵ˺ۣԼס˴󲿷֣ױ˺ѡ
ڶ⣬ͻΧܿҪѩл
ǣ｣Լ÷ǶͷסȻűȥͶһء
˵꣬һŲͷԾӶ
̧ͷֻܲ׽һŵ½ǣͶͷƬҷɵǦɫա
׻ѩԽԽ񣬿Сûʱٲʵ̤档Ҳܿ춳ʧȥ֪
Ѿ÷ףҲʼֹסڲͼֱסȡů÷ԼƥӶ˵ĺѪ
Ѫë϶˪ɪɪ֮ʣͻȻͷȥĶӣȻһѽϡ
ȥһЩϺǸоů˲١
лл㡣ǸмͷҰף÷ϳ˳
֪˶ãĦֽҲû֪ˣµ֪ʲôʱۣûϢˡ
Ѱ...ɫ÷ϣʹȫҲֻһ˿
µӲˡ
ʱôҪһů¯ĶȵĿϣ߻Ż¯ؿ
ʶԺУ츮ҲǺ䣬˵ӣ˹𻨺ͷϽ£˵ûµòƫִⲻ⣬ֻЩǸˡ
ʱüůģЦôҺϴŽˣִⲻ⣬ǽ˵
ϥŮİɹŮԴԺ˸ҲˣĴ˺þãǵ˵˺þûߡ
ڼ䣬Ů壬˵ҪƯѣܾЦ˵ҪƯƯģ˵иŮþãǰ;ԺйŮҪθ
磬ŪǶ˼˵
ʵĬĬŵġ
ףԴƯƯиܻԼĵһ˫ķ
ѾӲϣ¶һ˿Ц
СǶԵģȷҪˣƽʵûôȱҪɣҲסƹŷļįСʱʦʦҲôϿɣǷȥˣ
...Ҳ˽ֻҪԼѽ

ʱããһƬߵУֻʣ·｣һˡ
ԷҲ˲أУֻʣʮˡ
Ϊװס˷｣һѳ֣¶ͷɭĿն˿Ѫ͵Сӣүôô࣬ץסˡ
ʱʮ꣬ʮӣɣ
೯ݵЦ
｣ɫ糣ѪմȾŨ߳Ľëһһ¡
̹Ȼͦż米ĮؿһȦһȦؼӹ̡
̩壬ôû｣ƷƵػһ䡣
ϣոջһԵõĸ̩壬˵һ䣬ɫ䣬۰״Ѫˡ
Ƥޣ־｣ϳһ¡
һþˡƤⱻǰѿһȻ˿˳߹ǣβλãұһС˺ۡ
һ¶һŵûɢöԹޣܳһް
｣࣡㿴ϷʵǲǺֻȵΪ˱㣬һϼԣĶѺ𣿡
Ѫ۽ħ壬õܣ㣬ɱ㣬ǸϾͺûκѪԵϵϷ׾˾˰֪֪ΪһҪһᣡ
ǸϣлڶԼ˽⣬ҲǶԳ͢԰׵İˮֺ֣ǸϳǮģȨϷͲűļû˽ģ
̰ڳλʿûгǮģոߵ󣬾͸׳С̰｣Ц
ȵͬ˵𣿡̩
֤֤ڣ㻹𣿡
...̩ͻȻЦȵ۾ݣһԽҪǸ϶Ӽ...
ϷĵͲĿ...̩ͻȻ촽飬ɫ԰׵
｣üͻȻֱδ˵ѡ
֪֪Ϊ£ΪϲŮµģҪǻһ˿ѪͷỤˣ
öȵ񣡡｣
̩塰ؼΪ̵ЦûֻɭĶҲʼγѪ
ɱĸˣЩ̧ϸλ˷ԣһ㣬ڼΪһ֪ͷȴĵȷȷǽɵۺͻʺ׹⣬ЦϷ˵ͬµ۷ìܣȨ󲿷ְɣȻ...Ϸϵ...Ϸϵ...
˸ǣݵۻðð
Ц쳹أ˪ѩ
｣Ժ뵽ģȵʱĸֺá
ְֽѻӡжأִȨ߼縺صжأȵԽ̵ģǶʱ䣬ֻֻԼ£κ˺
ǵдΣٰһıӵȵһҲֻڶй볼ӶճȵȨֱȷֵһЩƽϢ¡
ƺ׹±Ŀ߹ŮΪ̫³ӣҳŴףʱֳȨѾ޷ջˡ
ȵ۶ݶ...ʮҲˡ
｣սȭͷرսۡ
ϺϷһүүȥѷķظϷˣϷǸ...
̩Ļû˵꣬｣۲͵һϣץһˣķһ飡
Ը̩¿ܱϣŵòˡ
̩Ҳһ飬ðǻģԵȥ
̸ܣ޳һѪ鵶｣ͷϿͬʱЩ˵ǰһͬѹ
¿һ̣｣̧ûסУ̧£ѹԵѩϮ
ʱЩ˳ֺöӵĵڶڸϵѹѹһƬ˪׵ذΧ


50 
ϸһ˪, ѾӲϣϺƵģ״̬ˡ
, ˻þŴ`ϢͻȻʼºȡ
...Ȱ...˫`, ȥϹʵ˵
ܿ, ±, ¶ϺɫƤ, һƬ¶˳
þ, ֻǰĻ¯ԼЩܣأԼ񱻼ڻһ
ܿ, ѵֻʣ¹`صĴӡ
ü, ӵĶͷ, һ
Ƕôˣ
κ, С罹ҵ, ص·°˹
......Եأȥ
˸, ŴӶгȥ
ҳ...｣ߵͺž棺ٳǶҪ...
...ʲôѽ, ...ҿ...
, ¶ҳҶֱסǿ̵̣ụ̈ˣọ̈̄
ҽأиϵ｣üʵ
, ҽض󣬵ղŷѩܴ, ɢˡ
ͨվű̩ն, Ĺﶳ, ˹ڵᶯȻŪͷøϿҸůĵطټ·ˡ
｣·ضӣҹңһЩԶ·ȥվĸȥҴׯ
˱ľͲֱʿڰشڳһѩϺƤͬʱ
ڲֱӿԴȡůֻðںƤϣ߳ѩȡЩڻѩˮ
մˮš˷ֽš
ǻǾȣһ־;̵صؿ
ǶҳܿͲˡ
һʼΪ˱˶ۼ｣ֻԴѩȥѩˮ޽Ƕѩ˪ǷȥӷůѩմȾġ
С...С...
־䣬ͷڷ｣ϣ۾΢¶ͷڳû˹⡣
С...ǲǿҪ...ԽԽ
｣ҧߵ⣬ס
ģȥҴˣõġһŷĪİ
һ˿ЦͷӲˣֻȺϼ۾ʾͷ
...Ժ......ڵ...
á｣ָģȻɿůõʪֽš
ڻѩˮֱ̫ӰѶʪڷŽȥʪãŵȥ滯ů
һ...뽨߷...ԺǰѼ...Ժ...Ժֹϲ...Ժǽ...ֲһǽ...¼......ƺ.........
Сʱڻϣָֻ˵µĻ
ʱ䣬ƾ΢΢͸¶΢ĲͣɶԼǩ»ԼСӦΪȹԼ
ţ...｣һ̲ؿк¶ס򣬰£ԼУ
......ǹѾ۾ϵ˪ѩΪˮʪ»
｣౧̺ӹüͷĿǰһֱ˵
ʿõˮӹȾ¶ȲʱСߵһΣע۲飬ˣͷѺ¶ȵĲιС
ˮθǵ£󴦽
｣һиǾһ˿Ѫζֲ̧ιůˮ
˴ޣʿѩǽڱηѩﶴⶼʿæŸˮůΪϺֻСĻŲȴ
£ҽˡ
һ˪ѩҲҽȥֻ汨
ҽǰϵĺŸҽ붴ڣʱѩѱ｣øƤ̵û˵ġ
£ָϷ򡣡
ҽǸʮĿ⾼Ϻסֵݸ
｣һ˲ȻȾҽڶοڣʶæסϸСݸ
ҽƳһֻջȥʱ΢΢Ĵ֣οһ䣺
²Ҫ̫ˣϷŹѾлɫȫڵһʱ䴦úãů
｣ͷ֪ʲôѩɣġ
£ùƽϷ롣
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ҽ̾Ϣһǰƿ̺ӣڹļͲӴ룬Ƴ˷｣ǵ亹ֱֱڣڡ
ǴԼ¶һСƬ˵ĺۼ
£Ϸ￪Щ¾ɢҩ˳ҲЩٸЩͿĨĸҩһεͿĨ͸ȥ˾Ĩ
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ҽЦͿĨҩǸ¿ģλʱûˣȫüʱ͵õǵƬλõĶеأˡ
²ǽţƤȥٶȽһӦȣɵİɣٺطȥˣٲữŧڽصġ
｣û˵ײǿʶʲô漮һ춳ҪٶȾȻصĹŷȻҲġ

һҹѩüն졣
Сʱǧڴڴʮգô˪ѩ˹ȥʱѾǵҹˡ
˫ۣһЩƾɴĳгɨõǸɾֻƲľ˾úס
ˣ̫ˣԱһС澼ۣ˵غܳȥˡ
Ǽ｣ʱԲӾҽһɨջĿ⡣
޾ҽסľ㵱飬ʧЦºǹĹ㣬Щһֱţ澳ˮŵʲôƵġ
޾ҽôһ˵̧ͷ´ˣ鲻Խ...˺öడ...
｣೤΢ڸסЩΪ۶Ѫ˿ѵѾȥֻһſݵƤţŲˡ
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΢䣬˵䣬ʹŴתҪȥ
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｣һۣɴ޾ҽȥ
ٺЩ࣬ȻҩͺúЪˡվŮѴִιࡣ
ЦŴӹ룬λ㣬˼ҹչƶˣƶԼͺãǸϽȥ˯ɡ
ŮԼĳνЩ棺ΪʲôԳǡƶѽѲ㻹޹ʲô𣿡
Ǿȷ｣ûͬ˵ʶ뿴ԼϵɮۣȴѱѰﴩȹˡ
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ŮеġˡȻָ｣ˡ
ЦЦͷҡҡͷҲ...֪ô˵
Ϊ｣Ҫݣûɮ˵ݽҲ֪øŮ˵Ǹ÷ϡ
ǾǣǶඣֲūǴ˵λ˺ҪҪʲôʧǶҪˣ
Ůһη｣ǰʱԴѹһΪڲϵĹһλɶۡ
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עһҲܻ׵ˣŮĻ顣


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｣ʱѺ˷ĵ, ʿΪȼͨĵƣһֹ̧
ڰУӲɵ߹һһ͸, ڰѪȵĵϡ
ڣվһȳ谵ǰ
˱Ȧ֫һܶ, ϵûʲô, ȻΪ˹, Ĳͬ˼ܽ, ׶̡
, Щǰ˿ĵصѳģһЩĿ¶Ѿ, ¿Щˡ
｣ӹϵĲĿ, ǽһ谵ө
ϸϸһСһ, ȫɼ
Ц
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Цò, Цáѫ졣
ǧ˰ʮ, ȫϷΧκȻ, Ϸա
ɱǸɾԵС``ӣʬָѩǳԵҲȨɱϷ򡣡̩ͻȻѹֻü
˵꣬ĳЦζëȻЦ
밲Ƕȥ
｣վǰ
밲һǡȻתοصʿ
űžһ򿪣Ųɫӣһ̣ݵüĿһƼǿɷ
̩廹ڲЦţײ
ôɱϷ򰡣Ͳ´ˣ֪Ŀʼˣ㲻ͿϷƭƭô...
ñڻӾ绷κ֥ۣǰɣ
̩廰û˵꣬ͱ｣ӻͳһǿӶѼѾˮҺ壬ôһ䡣
...ⲻϻô˭岻ҪöԷأϷѵڵ¸ůѣЦ
䣬｣һʢŶŵҹͰҨһףסʺǿͷţһβ©شӺȥ
̩屻֫ãֱסѨһܶƫĶŲæɣֳֳһ˿ϢûմȾϡ
ֻȡḶ́һЩ
ȹһף̩ҪŻ£｣ǿһƲĿȫס
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һһܿϧû뵽㶳һ޹ŮɮңŮɮɱȶµĺضˡ
Ϊ㶳»ᣬɱڳӣˤ顣仰ҧһһ٣ѹŹɴû˼ĺ˵ġ
ܿ죬ƿκ֥ڸ̩˱仯Щӿ˵ĳˮθ𽥶ᡣ
ۣĿѵصǰ޿
ĺλӲºֵһ̿飬ǣʮ˲µĶҪ˵
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ʱĸ̩Щȥ˰ǿ֧ڰջε
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｣仰һ䣬һ·¹
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Ů˯ˣǹűľǰŴߣӳͷ¹⣬ָڴƤӰϷ
СʱĺͯѧСĴĺҹʱϷ
һֲֻһֻ棬ȶָֻȻһַֻġƤӰԾȻǽˡ
ԼԼţһ磬ʦͷ塢СҹԼο塣
ԼݵġƤӰϷǾʱںͷһҹġ桱ʹѣ˯ŹȥСĴҹ桰ƤӰϷ龰
СҪǿƼɣ˵ܿ죬ǰһƬ¼...
ڴߣһ߶һ˵԰ףСʱʦԼĹ¡
СҲǻоįѽһֻʲôʱܳأ
䣬ɴǰͶȻһֻĸͻȻһ˿Уȶ׷ֻС
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һƤӰһ߿ӣͻȻƿľһķӣĹһážһ䣬˯Ů
㣡㣡
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ǷվӺūͶʮڼԼҲʮƶӣһöȶǳãޱµġ
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ǣǸľԶһЩַԼζƵġ

｣Ȼŵ޾ҽ
ǿʱλ˺˺ЩЩơ
Դкܶ໰˵ƫƫζ˵ôԶܺú˵ˡ
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ͻأЦҩ޾ҽͷ｣ͷ
｣ü˼ͻȻͿԼָͷ»ɴѣͻȻ׹ЦʲôɫȻࡣ


52 
, ˵ոռǣҼҴ˺ͷ˸͵ļ񣬴Ͷ͵ĺӰ, ɱˡ
Ůһǰ
ŶˣūҲ׼һ, ūԼľ, , ϣϲ
ûоܾҵĺ, һһ¡
ֶЩôֵǮ, ة͵Ƿ΢ЩһײϺõƤаȹӺ磬ŷ͵ǱȽĵŮƷ, ԼС`¡ġ, һĲ, Ҳ·֮ġ
ةŷͷʱ, Ҳ̽, һԷǳеķ򸾡
߼ҪԼǸ, Ƿ³ȥ, һū澸
Ů˵߰ͷ, ˸б٣ڸǵʱ, һԵױͳһūԼľ, Ͳ, Ƿ˸׼, ū澸ϡ
Ǿܾǵ⣬ж
СûʲôԻرģ˵Ŵϲռīɣдһ͸˺ͷ˰ɡ

ʱվʱ䣬ة൱ذռ鱨ƽϢݶңץ˲ٶߡ
ץ˱ɱҲ̣ҪԵɡ｣ڰдŹģһͬة
ةڻվʮ꣬ʮ꣬ƽʱһƷٶϣ˭룬صһӭˣֱӾɸ˻ˣһҪú£ȡҪõۣȻٷơ
ǵģ£ܵشɽկϢ¹ҲڴźܿϢġةص
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˻ةڶŷ｣ϵּͣ±ʶˣʣʲô𣿡
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ةصԼǼСԺ󣬿Ű߲Ļǽ̾Ϣ
룬㲻ְҪܶЩͽܸվˢˢҲǺõġ
ʱŮͰǵĻ˽
ʲôةü
λī˵ϲռָ壬͸д˼ʫŮ
ةָһǰһ
ּ...۾ͱʷ棬ĸү￴ĺ񣬶һ˼滺ζҲϺõī׬ˣ

֪վ˴£ҺվĻʳûΪĶزˡ
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˰µަɫЩˡ
Ŵ˷ƽһУͲ٣δŴ˿ͣ｣һԺӣλõպϱ͢
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վԲʮûլԺҪլԺֻվ󷽴
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һ̤ԺӾͱԺӵϢôԭء
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ѩ򣬶żȦļѼͻȻԺ˷·гֹĻ档
УÿҪˣС֣һڵ˵뽨߷ԺǰѼԺֹϲˣԺǽֲһǽ¼ƺơ󣬻˵ԼСԸ
˰ŴһҪԺ￪д｣ͬЩԺӵʿǣȻҲһֱϳٻվ
｣ڻҵǣʱͬСѩˡ
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һƤ͵ĻУϼӢüĿ
ǰͳӰĶѩԼϳ⣬ޱģüջأĿƵѩСϡ
Сڿֹͣѩǽ´һӾ뵽ԴӾǵеĹˣǸϽ
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һšشӦæӣظǰ˵ϡ
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｣ɫƤϣͬ߰ɣҪ۵ƺˡ
Сڵ¿ӢӣԽ£ߣԲ۾ȦԲæס졣


53 
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İɣһӽȥǡ｣ǰֺ߳, ɿ֣Լߡ
...ˣ¹ٶ׼ˣҲ, ˺͹ݶŰɡةҵ˷｣, ĵЦ
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Сã귽ʮ壬ѡգͣɪԴˣ˼ҡ
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54 
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ʱС¿ˣQŶҲܹǵһһ, ʾǽҪµŮ, ɲܵŮˣ
Сһһһֳ
｣ü, ͻȻĲ롰顱һڷ, ء˴, תͷȵؿ˹ȥ
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ţ｣ϯ, ߹ǣǵ, ݺԾ˳ȥ
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ªݺ, ǺľԺˡ
｣Ӳйĳ, ֻҹΣԸֱʵ, ýˣԱ, һȦʵ֡
Ƕ, Ϲʹ֮ǰ, ´ô
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á
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̾ϢһֻԴȥٴء
ǰյ׹䣬ץļ򣬱Уô죿ͬᱻȥɣ
šʹأƻʱ̵˵ͷ

ȻةǨ󣬾伣ˣɰةˡ
ɷ۷｣Щ͵õʲôָʾƵģ̬ȲŲæҲѰֻ֪ʹȥҡ
ĪǣǹԱߵСйŹ֣һ˽˰ɣŷ˻ɵ
ةͷҷˣһǹּ֪ǹСְֽ̳ģĪǲֹ`ˣѪԵϵ֣
ʲô˼ŷͷоӲˡ
ᣬ｣ѾϹ߾Сˡ
｣໻һĴϣ·ԲŮӵĿ⡣
̾ϢһϣȻСĶñͷͷϡ
ССòϣʮֳڣͬɽʱϰЩĽĿ⣬㴩һ鲼Ҳڸ⻪
ʵֺΪ۷أ
ŵĹͷ｣ͻȻֽԼͷϵĶñͷϡ
ʱʶС⣬ҲѾ˴·ϵŮŮУģҲвٴĿ⡣
ǣñֻһѽڸǲסˡ
Ƿ롣
ǡʱһλĹ⺬`ɬɬرһ߹｣
ӣյĹϹ𡣡ǹһͲǸϵģǸոڸмϲ˻ؼҵĹŮ
｣ݳһۣһסǵ֣ʮָۡ
ǹ㶣ʧ֮ɫ
ȻǾӳ｣˵ӻͳһöӣͶǹУץŹǣȥ
úһλʾõĹǽͷϹСǹ˲ߺ죬޵ݡ
ƹһ˵ڣ｣ɿǵ֡
ʱѾԸӡ
С磬...˼ҹȻǰĽ㣬ʾõģĮļúõܴϹ
ڴСĶˣڴͷ¶棬˼ҵĹʮԺͲϺˡԣڴܳͷ¶潼ɮλŻ˵¡
ӣԺôֵϱǵ죬ΪǰС̬Ȳ
ãҲҪϱ
һ֣˵һ仰ͱ䳡
ǻȻⱲӺǲ׵ġ
ȵۼݱʱŹµ˵Ĳ׵ۡ´δ޹ǣʱΪģֻܾԼЩʲôŵȢãȫ׵ۡ
֪ʱԣûмɵ¡
｣ͬЯСУͬ˵Щ
ȵۼɵ㣬ΪʲôҪΪȢ޶Ȣ˵ˣ⻰˵ԵΪоĶȵƵġ
Һ÷｣ֻһۣͼҵȵ۾ġ
ĸ̣һ䣬Ҳȹ...
｣òܿ̽ƵģͻȻͣ½ŲתҲͣ²ӣȵصͷ
Һ˱ˣӦȵ۳ŵȴҳŵ𣿡
...ʲôҲû˵Ǻͷ
ҪȢ㣬һԼж׸ûʱ๫𣿡｣
ȻǵãСʱСѾͷ֨֨˵ԺףҪٶٺӣҪȥɽĵطҪɽǿ򱧲ƽ¡
ʱŮͼΪ常㵱ãȻ󻻸ݷ޸״Ԫɣ;йţôܹдѵʱ㣬ܲܳɽˮھ΢аԵҲǹģҪǲǻй...
｣ؿ
ͻȻЩжЩ...ڲˣҲϲˣϲ...ˡ
𣿡ɵ
......Щ顣
ãһȥ£ȵ㻹ҪңǾͳǰߡ
ͻȻĻԭͬʵ˵õģɮǲ귢ģСڣ㲻˵ҪңͷҪסˡ
ʦﭴ˹ͷԼѵڷ
Ѿû·ˣС߲ԶϽɽɽǽ¡
ɺòɽȴֽѲаܲնʱˡ
ʦʲô񣿽µɽţ㲻ˣ｣
ϵСУУðѶֽɡ
｣̾ϢһʱƵһӰǰߣһߣһ߰Ѱ˸ߵӲѹԡ
Һ棬Сı𱻲ݸˡһǰݣһ߳֡
ΪҪǣԼߣȻذַŽġ
｣һ»ͷĿõ䵶ջأһԲǣߡ
һᣬŻһԴŶղɽ¼˰䵶ն...
⻰һ䣬ͻȻʶոֹƺʲô糺죬æִ
˭֪ǰץ֣䵶ץñ߶
ûôΣֱСĺǻĸо


55 
ڲԫϱ, ɭĸо
һʼڷ｣СǣǰУ̤ׯϵĴ۱, ¶ͷشܡ
Ѿһʷеıˣ, ֲսһЩ
֮ǰ, ҪҲС, ͵, ʦǰ뱲ĵط
̤, һ֡ߵĸоʱʦʱĸо

｣Ťͷ, ڲһ, 㡣
ǲ, Ҫͷ, һЦ
һ, ｣㣬ͽ
һλֺͷӺ߳, Ǳ߶ĬʮŮ, ʧЦ, ż°̽
ǲǺϰֳˣȻôһôȻһֻӦġ
һ, ｣ԶЩǰϴȷС統ʹ
ɷ｣ȴսһЩ, Զ, ü彥Ӱͷ, һ
Ԭկ
£ܾûͷЦ
Ԭկһ£һֲ̺ç׳½½ӱȶŴ｣Χ
Ԭϣʲô˼｣ü
£֪ǷץǻȥġԬկЦڰв̽ϢʱҾͲµһϹץǻȥģǣʵ޵ҵȻص£ȴٻش׸ˣ
｣ཫǻøü˭˵Ҫץǻȥ׸ǣӵˣ㲻ڴˣ½˺أǵ绪״Ԫɡ
ԬկһŮǳСӶǳ½翴ɽկܾˡǰӹܵĻʵǾǰɣϷҲǡ
У£Ϸ˵ǲһתĻʵЧҪ˵ҪˣϷ˵һϹŰֵܻȥǵĻͼ˵Ϸˣ
Ԭկֻʮִ治ģڵķ｣࣬һ뵽ȵ֮ĻȻûֱѵ⣬Ҳʮֲ
ǲȥѵ⣬Ϲ｣಻õ
£ֻһçһ֣Ϊǵֵܰʵ۰ؼǣŪùͷˣЩɵͷôǵģ
Ԭկ˵ۺȣӸˣдγһЩѪɶΪľѪϹʵɽկ裬Ⱥۻ֮ʳǲΣݶû
¿㱣ֻ֤ҪԸȥ¿ɱֻع｣
Уʿɱ裬ѹ֮£ɽկӣԬկ
һ䣬ȫկ⣬߸»ȥֻظõõģʮ͡ԸǲԸ
｣ֻǣѾĳǶˡ
һһŮȺۻţ˺ðΣ˫
Ϸ򣡡ԬկĵܵɽկֵһҲʶջؼ̬
۰ͰͿгһվٵҴ򣬹»ھɥڴˣ
｣̬ǿӲӹɵ
ð...Ԭկݺᣬ޵ԣϷʵҲ뵱ʵǱƵǿ²ȥ...
ɣŷ｣ִֻӣͬȵŵȢΪĹʵ۾ҪȢӣϷźǲˬҪΥԣϷӦȥ
ô𣿡Ԭկ΢
｣֡
｣ͷһۣС£뻳УԬկѵ֪𣿹ʵԣλǶ˽кѾˡ
Ǿ㵵̧ͷ
｣೯ɫϸ磬Ƶұš
...棿Ԭկϸ
Ԭկɽկﶮҽĵǰ˿｣״˷ŷԼе»Ƶģԣߣĵָ·ٿء
ǲçҽһͷȷС
ԬկһϲЦã̫ˣʵһͲô˳͢ϵ˶˵ʵˡֻҪãǹʵӹҪ黹ģ...ã̫ã
£ԸȥԬկ˳ν｣ษ׳ƳߵɽկֵҲ
｣ǣü۾´ðϹҪǻȥ⣬ðҵµķɣ˵ʦ˵񣬹µɡ
üĿƽն˿繣ǿ񣬲ݽϷҿʱԼԼѾλ̽µĳˣմȾ쳾СݷޣֻΪƣ治֡
лл㣬С磬áҲһλС˵Сӣڷ｣۰ϣö˲°͡
｣`ͷ·Ĺ˼֡
ԬկǣѰᵽޥˣǰϹʵý²֣ʱķɺʦֵܴŶæš
ǶԷ｣˵С磬ȥޥҵʦǰ뱲ӾǽµˣˣйĹȥμӣʦֵȥ˾շҪʦ֪ˣҲȥģȥ
ޥȫΪ飬յԽȥǶҵ񣬷µ˹ȥҪðŲлķȥշġ
ףֵطӦȥʲôǷɣɽկĵȥѷҳ߾ͺáԬկ
һ䡰Ƶġ
ȥޥշǰϹȡٺãսʱ䣬ޥİձϾ޹ģ˵｣໹ǴӦˡ
㲻ԼһߣҸߣóȻ¡ǰ
֪｣ǶҪһޥԬկҪǹȥ｣ϣǾش½Ԫһ̫֮ϹϾף㲻Ǹȥ
Ԭկ鲻ԸӦ¡
Ϊɫ̫Ԭկһҹߡ
ҹԬկ״˼Ƶģ׼һ䡣
ǰӴ͵ģµѾɨɾ׼Ķ׼ˣºޡԬկЦ
Ǹ...ҪǺ
õģˡ
Ԭկ˵꣬ƽȥȻѷŹϣ͸Ŷ
С磬...
ǸҪ˵ͱ｣һֻʳָֹ˻ɡ
˵ŵλãǱ㿴ֽиԼԼĺӰ
һæѻȥȻȻŶô죿
｣ߵԣСָմȾˮдԬϷȫס
㶣Ϸȫףȫ׵Ϸǲ...
ס飬｣Ѿߵ㰸ǰȥȼյ㣬³һ飬ѳƬУòˮϡ͵
ͷǵʱ䣬ֹβ죬١
ô£С...ͻȻ...ЩԾ...
｣ƬеĩĹɢʹϡ١صа̥ɷֵĲҩ
˺壬...΢Щѿزסˡ
ʱ⴫
£ˣǷģЩй̥õģǷҹֻҪỺЩ̥Ӱġ
֮⣬ɾз`֮¡
˹з֮ʵĻ龰£ڣӦΌܱ˴˽Ӵġ
ԬͷҪˡ
｣üҪ߳ȥںץסıۡ
ͬʱҲ˵¸ˡ˵ҲʧӰˡ
С...㲻Ϣ𣿷......ֻҪڷｫһҹͻţǾͻش...Ϻ򣬼ѵ
˵⻰оԼĵطҲæ֡
ʵ｣ҲúùʱһҲҿֻܽȭͷԼ
ΪûԬϴͻɣʱضڴ̽｣˵ñҪ䣬Դδʱ
ܽڼһȻڴ齸⻨ߴϸ΢ĸO@
ҪȡңϡӦµȫǱܻͼ
｣һۿűʲôæ߹ȥϵĴֽ۾ס
ԣ̾ϢһȷҪ𣿡


56 
...Ҫô죿, Ҫ...ôϷȫף
｣óŽĴ۾Եֻè
｣оĳȹ, ļ伤ջء
۵ʱ򣬵ɢıܻͼѾװ, ӵĽ䡣

｣ཫϨ, , £, Լ˴µ̤, 
˯ɡţ˵ͱĿˡ
ڴϣշתôҲ˯š
Ǵ, ǻЩ, ˶Ӱ, ˼, СϨơϷȫס, ܽɽկկŷ
ڼⷽ棬ԼСоö, СȻճЩ, ϾΪ˹, ⷽ汻ȫˡ
Ͳһˡǰ¥ʲô״ûû
, ţͻȻ`
Щ, 뵽ҪΪСЩ, һҧ, ѧʱ¥ԺĹѧŻֵؽ
｣͵ذѴһƣڻг˼ɫּԹԵءݡ
~~~~~~~һתǧصؽг˼ᰵԽͷƤ顣
｣öͻһѸǰס͡
У죡
ƺˣɤЩƣֱۺǴֵǽǣһֽ죬ֹ
˿Ǿúίڰ
¾Ͳ˵Щģҧгݣ͵͵͸øɴؽǴһ٣ϻشȥ˵ԼڷصĻ
۾ɵϴ󣬴ҳȺ³ޡ
ߴϸ۵
｣ִӴһסǵ죬־һ̨ͭӴҳȥ
顱һڰ
ٸҿҹǰشȥ
ڶ᷿ɽկʰӰ
˿ͬʱڷ｣Щӭ۾
С磬Ƕ֪ˡ
˸٣ͷ｣ɷ·ϡ
֪ԼĴ𣿡
｣һͬͬɹ飬ǹһں󷽡
ţЩ£òׯؾء
｣üͷһ壬ͣ²ӣ󷽵Ĺ··Сײ
֣Ȼǣ
ǲӭˣǽǣ͹⺰˼ǰҲôһ
...Ҫ㣬ϷԬկشѽ
ǱǣֹľţϪļûЬ｣ͷһɴษӣſߡ

Ҫҳˡ
ѧˣҰϣ
ǡߡһвʵſ
｣౳ƽذڶľϡ
ɵϣ˳ֻһ취㱻ʶҲûʲôȻбİ취ĸԸȥ̾Ϣ
ǵȻţСǰڣôܣ־Ⱥ϶а취
ֻǣ취ʡʡĵİ취ˡ
ľŵһ·ϣʼղ˵ÿҲܲ뵽һϸߡ
｣һ뵽ʧЦһ£ǻڶӯһõĸо
ǼЦ͸ӲˣЦʲô
ڸˡ
ʲôЦұС㶼ұڱϷ޷ޡ
ǰһֻըëСȸĴ϶Ҽ϶ëŰ裬ڣ͸۸ĲҰޡһ죬ҰŪˣͷ۸˰ģҲСսģֻһζ˳ٲˡ
ʲôʱΪʲôҲ֪뿪ͷֻ֮Ȥ񣬻۸Ұޣ˭۸ˣǺ
ǰ｣ѵù϶һ˿Ц⣬֪˭۸ܹܶίɣõСһ˺ܶ๦򣬺ˣͶιϲʳأֿһڣӰˡ
̫ˡҲЦ
｣תͷһۣζǰҸҽɸˡ
Сģ¸ϴȥʱûпҲû...ɵ
ˣȻ͵ȥˣͬҺúøԺǼȫָǱ߹ôأſʡ
ڿɲΪ㲻⡣｣
ǻΪ...ر׶죬תΨһϲġ
֮ǰǻᣬҲ...ôߣڣǲǷ𣿡
⻰һ䣬｣ŲŻЩ
Ȼֻݵġ̽ͷƤسЦ
ݵĸö...е걻ʦǿȵĻԼö...
｣һ˲
...Ǹ̩ĻǸڶߡ
˵ݵۻðһֻǣϸһᳯȨñɵ۵ǹʹô࣬ĸ嶼˵ˣͷֻǸ˼ҵɨƽϰλЦ
｣ļУʱʵӡѾʣ޼ˣֳβƽϴ۱Լ龰
...Ϊ˸˵˽ûݵһܱԼռΣ

ԭµλãޥһ;ӣҲ졣
ִޥأʻխɽ³һ̣ǾͱһȻȱʧ궢ſ
Ϊͬһò̲ס࿴｣һ˩ʱҲ׸ϡ
ͻȻλ꿴ſţͻȻ˿Ƶ˺ҧ֡
ŮŮΪˣӵ˶ɥҵﱾֻδĴûȾΪ㣡Ϊ㣡
ƵȥӣҺ÷｣൱ʱԱ߲Զὣʵסʺ˳ȥ
ˤڵأҺ÷｣ֹüʱϵĺӡֱֻǳӡ
µĴʦϢ͸Ϲˡ
֣жɴʦüĿȻóʱλӢСɮһۣƵӷߣˡ
｣һüбô£
ǰȥʺСԣԽѹԽ͡
װȣô£Ϊʲôߣ˵｣
ӷλʩǻϹĴʹ߰ɣжɵƶɮѾյߵķšСѾ̽շˡ
°̽ᵱɮ
һҲ̧ͷ
ԣãȽŮɮȥ｣š͡һЦ˳㣬˵Ի...õúܰ...ȻǳˣСˡ

｣౻һͬŽɽϵķ
ڷ᷿ɫĮһ챦ʯմд֣սڿϳصʱжȡ
žžž
С磬ҽඣ
｣Ĩջӣ¶յ
С磬㻹...𣿡
ѾһŮɮ磬ȹ´ϻ˵ɮۣͷԲٰڶֻ֧ɫʯ
｣ɫЩ̧Ȳ裬ȴ䵭ʿǺʩɡʲôʿնʲôϵ
һָںȲĲ룬ɥ˵ûò붼ǷŲˡ


57 
｣², ﵹ衣
Ұ㵹...ǰӺ
˭֪｣ಢû뵽ͻȻִǰ̵Ĳˮһ̵ָ
ѽ̵æ֡
｣Ѳ, ָͷߵ㰸߹Ļƿǰε, ץָͷݽˮС
õ𣿡üץָ, һһҨˮȥϴ
ǿü, ˿, ֧...Բ......
»زô, ֪𣿡
ûüǸ˭֪Ѿ֪ˡ
С...֪ҹ......Բʵ㲻...ͷ
ȷҪɮ, ˣ
｣໹ڰˮ, ˮЩ, ְεһԵ, һƿˮ
ǶĶ, ΢Ⱥһ۾ΪҪϹʦ˵...˶, ɻ......ʦԸ, ŪԼ, Լ...Щɱֻպͷԭ...
ûûģ, ڷµķʽ˽ų䶨, ʽΪɮ, ڻǡ
｣Ĭõ, ǻæֲһ
ͣ˶ûΪġҳɷ...
ʵ...ʵǲġ
Ǿ鲻Խѿڶ
̧һۣӴ񣬼ӡ
ʦ˵ӻ磬ǸסģҪܷŽɾġ˵ҪպҵԸӵˣǾͼˡ
｣ʧЦҵ괦Ҫأ㣬ȻҶ»Լ
Ϊʦʱ֪Լʱ޶ˣһֱңմʱʵѾúܼˡ
ǴޣµΡ
｣Ӹãȴ˵ҵӸոյŪˡ
ȻѾһۻɫȥץҽá
鵽һ룬һֻۻѼͷһ룬оôЩ죬Ѿ｣ָ䳶£¶պá
ҵҲŪˣ
˵ţԼ䣬һһá
ھ͡
｣ʶԼ£Щգ붨ȻԼСŻˡ
С...Ҫ...ʦԸ...㻹ҪҪһȥԬկǰϷ
֧
㲻𣿡｣ü
...㻹ܰͬ˵...˵Щѣ᲻鷳
ȷʵ鷳｣䵭֮ǰ˱£ջĽᣬΪ̺·һ׾ȫµݣݿϵŻ޾״ԪءڣһԲȥұ£ʲôˡ
Ҳ״ԪҲУɨӾͺãܴڳ⣬ûٸ۸Сǵ
Ļȫȡ
Լ˵ʱմȾһ˿ϲɫҲ֪Ĳ״Ԫɣ
롣
˭
ǿ˷｣һۣջأ޸һ㣬㣬вУ
｣ЦԿǣװ˵Сʱһĵġ
ǱͷС磬Ц˾Ͳ׼ඣ
ͷûһҷɣȥ

｣ҷɵʱѾǰ
ЩУеֻΪÿ»ÿˮľȼãеΪˮֻʣȻһˣǰоİ
ޥһ֮ݣＯϹٱݣȴһˮһҹ֮ٵһС
ĴԺӳˣǮƳߣɢҹ˯˯һ룬Ӿٵߴﱻûӱ¾ͳ˹¶еץס˾ľȴλޣòͬڷϣͬƴȥеӱľʱһСģӱ˼ȥ...
ˮͷ׻һֻˮ޵ĿڣһоʣˣעĪĳأ֪ȥδӡ
˵κһ̤ȥ͸оһĪѹ֣ʹ˺
ͻȻ˿õķΧȾʦǰÿЦͬ˵Կ࣬Щ֪ԼϱʲôڤڤעЩΪ˶ɱ˿Ѷš
ߣλˣǾõˡ
֪˶ãжɴʦ˾䣬˸ǰǳȥ
ǽǸܵúܺõĽ˿ľнɴʦ
ɴʦӹ˿ľУָظãڴڶͳһԿ׹š赣۷ǡһ
һö֬ůͷССһ¡֡
ƶɮ꽻ߵģû뵽ٴι...ǲˣ
ǵһʦĹǰᣬйʦǰ飬Щš
ʦ...Ϊ˱ƶѾ...ע⵽ɵһˮ޲ȾϵǱˣıˣҹ˾ʱʦż¶
жЦǻطȣйڻͬ˵ҪǸˡȡǸˡͬˣʱֱӰ쵽ǰȥԺúȥʡ
ǿųжʦȥӰס߳ȥ׷ɴʦܲ...ܸܲƶ...ƶף...Ϲʲô
жվԶعͷ΢Цҡҡͷˡ
｣ߣӻͳһǿο֪ģ֪ġ
Ǵģһש
һЦؽǿ麬УģЩ
С磬ôСʱһϱЩô̰𣿡
｣ҲЦǸϰˡ

ݶҵƽϢϹʹ߷;ͬһֺӲ
ȺڳϹصʱһ¾ó֦Ƶ뺡
ʹǶܾȣΪֲ֦ʹ߲űµĳ뺣ֲִڵĺôã
֮£ǸЩӣ;㿴ɽկ¶˳
Ϲʹ߼ǵãڴʱǴʵΪɽկԿ֮͢¶գôϹأ
Ͳʹڻ¡
ԭô£ºˣǿڧˡһ˵
ô£
һͬЩɽկ˺ıģҲ֪ЩҰôõǵ뺣ô͵͵ϹģֻҪдһȥĻʵۣ͸¶ЩϹô룿
һ޵˼գ
յʹߵĻţ֪ʹߺʿ;ʧɢʿѾʹһִϹޥ
ȻҲ֪ɽկϹʱڻݡ
ڻƽң
ŵ
С...ʵۻ徹ְأ...Ҫ...
һģһģ밲ģʹֻ˵ݵʱʧɢˣȻҵƽҵıʱûпһڻݡջʵ۵֣ο
...ȥƽֻǻӣ˵ɽկԭ򣬲ŵϹȥģЩʹ߲֪̫Ļ£޾֪ʱһϹһȥͬϹʵ͵͵ˡ
ʵ۲Ұɫ
죡С׼£ҪŻǻû棬ϽϵϹʵۣ

ڷһЩ죬ͬЩɮһ𣬸ޥİմ𣬹ĺʿ
ÿնг͢ץҵͽŴ
ϹȻһŷѧĴЩӵСץסһ̧ۿ񣬶ڣԭ¡
ʱǾͻͬɮһǰҨһˮЩ˾֣Ȼǣͷǰ
ÿն̨Ͻķͨף׶նϲǰȥ
һ죬ŷǳҧȱʧˡ
Ⱥ£Դе۾Ƕ̨˵Թ
һۿޱľٶֻȺԹһŻĶߣܶô
ļ֮ʣ｣һ彣Ⱥ۵λ¡
һǿԶͬ˷ָĪİ


58 
Ҳһۿ｣, 죬궯ͬʱϻرһµסʺļʹжǲǸǵˡ
ʼȺеķ｣ԶЩ
｣״, أ彣ȻȺƶλá
ÿƽ̨ǰһ, ｣Ҳƽһ, , Ʒ, ӻͳһƵ, ȼȺҡ
顱һŵھɢ
мȿǷӵӰ, Ҳ｣Ӱ, ҿ, ɽ
С...С...
һ, гһӰ, ֳֶذ, ֱָ̨ϡ
ǡһŵþ, ̫, һ͸õһɸ̨
ۼ˽һᡱһ, ֱַǰ
ӵĶͣ£һִǼ, һֳֽͷ, Ƿü۴, ɱ
ٽ磬ĵ죬ҵĽ졣
｣ü
û죬Ϣ
ڷ｣תתǼƽʱжǰֹˡ
ˣ顣
｣սǼԲǣԼĽʼղš
Цˣ˵ܲɱ
ӷʩˣﲢ˵ĵк֮£޶Ǵ²Ҫʱ...޶Ҳʹʧĸ⸱ģ
̾Ϣ
ɣƶɮܣƶɮὫٲˡ
ߣΣ
ƺǿ｣಻Ǹжʦֱӹ｣࣬ǡ
Ϊ£ǵͷʦ...úÿ......̫Ϊ...
｣תһۣͷܿ
ˣ˴ʦ߰ɡ｣𽣣סĺ죬ǰ
ж｣һ񣬾ӽްߡ
ۼᲽҪߣסʦƶ...ǲϹʲô...ƶйϵ𣿡
ʱжѾԶˣ޻ͷ
｣߹̨ߵ˴ɿת
ţ⻰豻ɨ۾һ˿س֡
ôֻа飿õõǣЩ
ʮղܳһ飬Ƕġ˵ԭأǰ
СʱǳԶۣûǣÿʮոһ飬鲻ʱ飬ƺѾ˼еϰˡ
ǸоԼصСʱСӻţӡ
.
｣ὣжңƿš
ߵĸףϹǰ͹𣿡
жɺƱĿӦ
ԣϹϹʵ۵ڵϵ۳λãܰ𣿡
жǲ˵
ˣǺˣʵôҪϵϲҲûϵȱˣȱһλԣ˵ɱʦֳһᾡȥʦҪǿͬʦõķϣ뵱ûǡ
｣˵ߡ
šжڿ...Ǹɱյ֡
ʱϹʵ־פڱߵϡ
ϵʮòᣬԵףһӢӡ
µķлûʹʵ۵麯һ
һץֻҰã۾
ã...ҲȥŸۣ˵Ӧĺˡ
˵꣬ϵ۰ʣ͸˴ˡ
ֻսսؽӹͷһһ˫ڳѪθ䷭ţл

Ϲʹǰһеܺǡ
ǿź󣬴򿪴ˣûյܺ
ʲôһɽζ
ŵؽûСƬܺӻ̼гԵ
｣ż㿴Сǰץű̵ؿС
ʲôϵıԵһĨڡ｣һӣ
ǸæѴߵĺڻĨһм֥ڣأҪҪԣ
ѾͷЦ
ʲôʡ
һЩˣոŮɮңҿյ
ţԺǲ㿴ˣԺҲøһشġ
ţãС磬Ҫúðͬ˵
ǽĵָ⽥иЦſ
˵ʲô
ջؽᰡ㲻˵һףҾͲܽɣԴڳ𣿡գգ۾
һüȴһ˿ɫҲ˵Ǻ鷳֮ǰ˵¶ӦһˣԼŪңԼȥ˵
С㣡սȭͷװߣȥ˵
...˵...벻ָ......Ը𣿡͸
Ǳû
ãǳ̧ͷ
ֻǷϣһ谲ȻƷţ׷ʣ̧Ƶػ
˵
˿ͬʱҲеСʧ䣬ҲСʧ䣬ͬ｣˵Цˡ
ⲻϣתȥʱ£ڲǸղէȻǻʱ򷭹̵ĲˮʪĺۼָͷҲ̺ˣɫأЩӲ
һҹ｣೹ҹû˯š
£ɴߵˮ
侲
ָսʱֻ˵Ƿ׵Ļ
üͷָ
Уͷúúý
...ôӺνҪ...˾Ȣ
ԽԽ֪Ѿ߳䣬ż淿ﻹȼ
ôһ̣Źȥ˵һЩ£˳...
˵Ц۾һ·ǺӣС硱
鲻Խ̤һ߹ͥķǰͱˡ
ֻķţôˣϽ˯
ţϡ
ͷ˲Ϩ
Ҳ⣬ֱڼЪ£Ҳþòȥ

죬ʵ۵֪｣಻ڻƽң֮£ֻһȥϵϹʵۡ
ֻϧ｣ߣҪǹȻ׳ְһȥץźܱܿƽϢϵӱ佩³
֮Ȼ϶Ҫ϶ٴ㣬
˼֮ʣϵǱҲ˻š
ϵ۴ӦĺȫϣҪİڽɽ
ʵֶۺڣθȳ֮ʣͬˡ
ΪӰõһЩϢЩϢ¶ҪƸһѡ
£ЩʰڳȥˮֳЩʺʳ˾ñºòн߽⣬У̫;뾩ǰ˽нӴ£ǻЩʲô
ʵɫࡣ
£ٲʲô¿ܾҪֽλøˣ
££Ҫ̫ģūŸ˵ǰĶǶԵģɴʿ֡
Ȼ󣬰ͰϲǵӴץϰʵĻײҪһŮΪŮԼͤλδŮ֮ף˵ʵ
ʿʵԺﲻ̶ֳֻ̼Ůӣڳ⣬˶ֻԸȥš
˵ʵĹҲĶô޶ԣ
ǣҹдһвȵܺ

ǰýڷʵ·ϣϴӶ淿ִķ｣ࡣ
ҹû˯ĶӦԴʵܺеҪ
ܺУ۾ȻѾְ֪أͬһ£ָ֤֣п֤ܰ
ܺس߲Ҫ£ϸʵء
ǣͬ｣һǰһľʱСػܡ
ڿԱ߿Ժиʹɨɨ֮
æŤߵ｣ԣͬȼ簤ߡ
ͻճ壬｣ͣ½ŲҲͣ½Ų
šüΣôˣ


59 
һ, ȻȻǰСʱÿÿ˻Ҳǻ, رɰ
С磡ҳ󣬲СˣСʱһԵġ

｣Ƴۣ͵߿, ߿ŵ, 㲻õġ
ֳɾ, ｣ÿ춼ȥ, ֪˲ٳ, ڣر̤ʵ
С磬...Ҳû˯ô¶ˣǾȵ׷ʡ
｣ȶ, Ǵǰ, ٶȰҲû
ƳſԺ͸, ׷, ȥմһƬ½, ȹչ䣬Ǹ͸Ӱ, и, ɶ˾
...Ϊ, һ徻صɮôǰͬӹ`أ
ý˷, ｣վվ󣬵ǳ
ǰ, Ҫһ涼ֻܵʱ, ÿնдѵʱ, Ǿݳۡ
ֻǱһδ֪Σ
ʵҪ£¼Ӱ죬˽ʵۻԷ｣಻ܺ˵һй¶ȥ｣֪ôѾϹˣϹǴɱ֣ܰѷ｣ɱ
ȻǽĴ㣬һĴ󲿷˺Ȩ޷ɻʵ۽գʵ۵ͼӦвС
һ｣֪ʵ۴λöȣֻдɱһˡ
С...ȥؾ㾭𣿡
ǻϣͨķʽѻʵпܻʾ֪ӦԵĲԡ
｣ؾ
һ·϶ûˣ¶˾ڸؾʱָ˷｣һ£סǡ
ӸղŵڶԾôˣ׺ڳ
ڻ
ΪЧͬʱֵȷս۵Ҫ£ǹڽŴǰȥѧǰ¥ĿȾӹǰͥӿʱӣ｣ﴵ
｣⧲˶䣬ϸϸܰϢһ˿ʪ`Ŵաһɣͱǡ
ΪһӾܲ³ԭû뵽ԼֱͣӰ˸ɵˡ
С磬...
޲ֽŲãķԭġ
ʱĿӹ｣ӰͻȻһֻ۾Ѫ߱ѻվϡ
ǰʦ߹ϹЩɱ˶Լ֣һֺۺ߱ѻѻаСߣо綾öָʾһĵء
˲Ķ
ԣܺ˵ֻŻĻϹͬƷ｣ˣ
ǼҲùΪ`｣ֶ࣬ˡ
Ǹ......Ҹոͬ㿪Цģ...ͻȻòҪ...
ҲƵ뿪˷｣ࡣ
뿪ʱĿֻ۾˸߱ѻҲˡ

Ƕ˷ٳԷ｣ࡣ
취׽｣ְ࣬ص¾ͻᱻ׽ҪǾٶʧɣֻᱻϹȻɱΪѡ
Ƕǳġ
ʱ｣Ѿ쳣ľٶعվˡ
ŵðϵӴ뻴ķ϶⿴ȻⲻԶһһֻͣѻŵøϽŴ򿪡
ðѸոŪҵ飬ԲȥС
｣Ŵ򿪣ȥ̸
ǸϽܾͷ˵ʲôûģֱϣɴɱʡ¡
˵ҲûʲôòģһûЩҲ˵֪һôõαСˣ
Ƕµ
｣üͷ
ܲˣʵܲˣС磬Ҫ㲻ҪȢҵĻܲܲҪôңϣͬʱ־͸أ
۾ＷһЩ˼ʵ⣬װɷ¡
С磬Ҫñ֮жҰ֮ˣֻҸܶѡ̧ͷ۾ֱֱصʵһֱֻĶ
֪޳˹סңǴֳΣͷҲͻȻ־ң֮ǰҲǣǶ΢ػܱǣӦֲǰΪܵİ£ҺΪ֪𣿡
һԽԽϲ㣬ϲ޷԰ˣװ׸ңֻǰҵǶˣⱲҲȢޡ
｣Щ֮ɫ侲ġ
ԣոڲؾ...
ԣûҿƲסİˣ֪ǲңʲôû㶯𣿡
ǳɹһиġԸոǷΪ͵λɣ｣Ҳƭȥˡ
ֻ߱ѻߣ˿
ȻǰͬԲ𡣡
֮ڵװʧ䣬
㣬̵㣬ܱǣӦ...Щϰˣһʱûˡ
⻰һ˵úӿͻȻĳú
ĬĬţԼƭ
...ʵ...ҲûҪ...ȥ
Ȣ޵£롣
｣˵䣬ת뿪ˡ
һ¡
ʲ...ʲôȢ޾ͲȢ£ϰѽ...

ǻΪ｣Ǿ䡰롱Щ͵ԭϲ
ɵٴЩΪѣҪٿǿǣȻһݣȫǵȫġΪʱ˿
֪СʥһĴڣǵµƸߵ㣬һУͻվԼ·ϣ뾡취ȥȣȴΪԱ˴˽顣
Ļܱ֤ʵ۵̲졣
Ϊô׽Ҳ˱˵⣬е˽顣
ǲãʵǸɵȱô｣ΪˣΪεҪͰ͵ˣӲҪҵľ̫ɵˣ
С磬ҪǾΪѵĻȲˣȥɽ¿ϷɡϹ֧ϷӣæЩܴݡ
¶ŮЦݣ䡣
ҪӦҪº𣿡｣ʧЦ
ԼĻΪϸºǻӦʹ...
ǿӲ֪ϲһ˾ġ֪Լˣ᲻òҪǲºܣ;¡
ͬʱҲźЪȥϷġ
｣һᣬǵҴӦ㡣ΪҲȥ
ԾȣʶôãĴ֪ԭЩɫ֮£ҲǸȤģ֮ǰϷ볼ʱֱӾܾġ
ͬʱһ㣬ָеɥԭСΪȥϷºʧˣȻǶƭĻ
㲻ˣϰˡǰͷŤͷ䣬ͼǰ·ˡ
ԼĽУһʱû뵽ⷬ˫غ̡
ԺǺˣỻȥҪҪӦһ䡣



60 
ǣ֡ӵǡ, ֮...
ǿϷòרģָͷĬĬš
ܺУʵʱ, Щ
ǣ򵥵ģѵģյܺ, һӦ, ôܹһ, ʮġʥˡ, ͬŵ£
Իʧ, ̧ͷһֱӿˡ
벻ָ......Ը𣿡
ܿϧشȻ
ĻǺ, һ侲ƷŲѵ
...
̾˿
ôˣϷÿ𣿡
Ե
̨ûô, ֻ̨峪, û｣ĳ, ǿԽܡ
תͷȥ
ǣѾǣ, ڲؾʱȥָ, ʱǹ⡰ǣ֡˿ġ
ڱ, ҲܻǵԲԼµĴֱֻӵǶѡ
Ϸ̨ݵɴ򻢵Ϸ, ̨ϳ꣬ͻȻ, һֻƺëƤġ桱ֱӴ˳
ûϷ, ϻͻȻһ
ֻһС, , һ뵽ӵȻЩİ취
Ϸ̨ϵġ桱ٶֱӰϷ˹Ϸءѽһײ｣໳С
žۣϷӵǰͷɷԲ
һ߶ڵԲϷܿӯȡ
棡溦ˣ棡򵹽
д˷Ľк
ԭϹ˿Ƶ˼ӣЩţ˴ˮ֮ԷȫΪ߹ҡ桱Υ⣬캦֮£ԲŻۡھӡϹƵƵˮ֡
｣ֱ
Ҳӡӵ˰
Ȧ壬µأһһ¸󱳣סǣֹڵ˵ĵطΪ
｣ĵǹŭ⣬ѹ
߰ɡ
Ȧ̧ͷͷ絷
뿪Ⱥߵ｣ͻȻת
Ϊһ̲ס޹˶֣
ҡҡͷС侲Գ֣ϲŭɫô̲ס
οֻǱλ߿˼ĿܣҪ̲ס֣Ҳ޹˶ֵġն
｣ۡ
Ϲ̫ȵۻѹȣȺҴüǳأ˻Ҫ˹ϽķڣʵʲҲϹʾţȷʵڲռһ԰Ѵõɮʾ
｣ѵһһ
βѣԲ𣬵û뵽ֻһ뿿ԼȥϹ֪...
˽Щµˣ뵽һ㣬ǹ㣬ֻǸ㣬ζߡϹʵ̫
ǵͷͬʱ뵽˽ۺϵȻı飬̧ͷҹĺͻȻսᱧס
｣۲ļ΢΢һ
ǰ̻˼ҵѾߵʱһ˵ǿ֮飬ԺһֵģǵʦӺ㣬ôصˣƤⶼˣΪʱ㾹Ȼһ۶ҪңͿˡ
ֹһΣҺҲûޣЦĻ߿աû㶼һģǰΪĿû˵
֪ǵġ
Ǵ˾ƣӲҪ֣ЩԣȻ㻹໰ңȻҲ֪ԭҲйţй־壬йСʱҲйŭҲϣл˵ãȻ˻ﻵġ
ЩӲأЩݣ̲סȥرƵȴͻȻƣ
ɵϣ˵ЩСʱ˳ˣǿԺ󣬾ͲЩõˡ
...ҺİȻҪ̵ȥĻﻵ
𣿱ǿľûôЩ𣿡̧ͷ
ǵġǰ鷢󣬴ǹ
Цʣɡ
ǻȻʱСͬһҲǻЦġ

Ȼӵ͸ֵˡ
ǰǣ֡ӵףҲûôǣ
ҹΪǲģڷ｣طʱصһ顣
С磬ǲϲ˭......ܵ£Ҳκθо
｣һ˲תǸ̰尮ѵ˵ĳ
СҼҵģпղ֣޷ҲУЩġ
֪ˣȥȸң᲻ио᲻᣿
｣౻÷üһۣס漴΢΢ᡣ
˭иоĵһ䣬Ϊ˸Ů......ǵ£
ᡣ
Ǿͺá
ûˣˣС硣ظЦŹϘš
õ˷｣ĻػðĲ٣ΪСԳУ˵ģǾӦģ˵ӦҲֻȢһ£ȢҲ׿˵ҲδӦһֱʦǿӵġ

ѩ｣жţϢݵʱѾʧȥȻ
ʵϹϵ˿֪˶ߣ֮ʱɱ
½Ԫ֤ٲ״͵塣
Щԭӵڣڼ䴫׷ΪǸḳ˰ӵѾ˴ѴøϹ
Ϣһһ
｣ʼնǰĿЩƣȴԼȥ
ȥիö˲˵ʱһСײŪիˣȻիõԽ۵ĵڶܺ
˴չһڱϽǰ񣬲ȻֱϹȺѻֱ֣ٸ｣ˡ
һҧһСĵؽܺȥ
ͻȻЩԼԲӦ䣬˳Ž۵Ļȥ⣬벻ģܹСˡ
ֲܸС磬Ǽˣ

֮Ͼˣ³ķɵڣҪзᣬ˵ÿտޣ޸ĸļգԷɱ˼ɽ
ɽ´ʱмһУͷɥؽжɡ
´򿪿𣿡
ҡҡͷͷɥӷʦǽ½ѾãȻǽ°ᵽ°񣬵һ˵ʦĶһ仰˵õǹ
Ǹ˵ûйе...ʡ
ҡҡͷûܼ£ʯ׾ºˣȻ̫ǣһ仰Ҳô
...ж̾Ϣ鷳ˡ
׵鲻𣿡｣ʱӵȻϵ۲ҪˣҲ뿪ˡ
жֹˣ...ֻЩᣬ...ݲô...
Ǵ˽죬ķϣװŪһΣС磬ٸΪзԵˣԷ
ȻôһϹ࣬С϶ţܱԵ޹ʴȥʱֹҪǿ
¾ˣȥǰ̳׼Ρ
ߣ׼òˣʣһЩɹģû
ƶȥɽϲЩҰţһ롣
˵ţǱ㲽¡
｣ǰҷ｣࣬зӸ˵ɽʹ뿪
ţжɫصʣǷмߺλʹߣӸ֪󣬳жŵϽ׷


61 
｣Щ, ֻϽҵǣش
жɱõƵãò
ԭ, 㵹ٲſĽٴ󽫾ŮϹȵ۵ĳ͹, ӻشԭ, ͬϵйء
ϵ۾ͬȵһ, ԼʵŮˡ
ͬ, ȵֻǰͬͻʺжξ, һֱǿƵģϵǹȻȥԼʵŮˡ
͹Ҳǵĸͬϵβ, Ϲȵ۲Ȼŭ, ˸͹̥ҩ, û, ѵʱ̫Ҳڵϵȥս, Ͱиߴ塣
ðȥߴ͹, ӻشġ
̫սŷ, Ϲȵ۹һ͵Ŀȫǵʬƭ, ˵ǽ¡
̫ӷˣҹߴ, ǶȾµˣһҲӲ
޵ĵ, Ǽӱǵĸ, ȷ塢ɱ
Ҳ˵, һͱǣŮ
ֻϹȵ۵ŮһϹʵۣδػ
ϵŮͲһˡ
иĸףϹ
ԣ｣ǰش˲»ҵʱˣڲߣԺʹˡ
һ·ɽ·ȥʱԺ뷨
˵ˣ˵ϲô...ҪӦȥȵ֮ǰĳŵˣȥ̩ĻôһаԼ...
Ȼû߼ˡ
ܴȥǣҪȢĻ...
֣
˼ĵͷͻȻǵĺæս˽ȥ
Ǻͼһϣ˾ƺִһѻ
Ҫɮ߶ˣҪ㹴`ͬԼ£ᶯŭ飿ܼҴĴ壬ᱻΪһˣҪôˣ
Ǻܰ`ͬЩһѻյ
˵ţ޾ɥĲϽˮ
ޣҪԸڴˡ
｣ִʣѽһͷޡ
...֣ͣǰһ
αΪŮӣմڴˣ㾡ҹ±ˡ
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62 
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ҶƬֻ֣ҶϵϸСӡǣֻܿļǺš
ҶƬ
жɴ˽, ΪһѾͻͬ뿪, û뵽߲, ֻڡ
, ȥˡ｣ųжЦ
˵ʲô, ҪСĽ۵ĻɵΪ֪...Ҫȥʲô
ҶЦ˵С磬, 㡣
Ц, ܱôЩ, ѵ鷳Ĳ, ѵԼû֪֮

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֪칬ǻʹӵĹ, ʺ֮, ıǹ, ʵδ飬ŮҲ, Ҳûвһ
ǵĵǱ´µ, פ칬ġ
פĵ, ⵽ڴ󳼵ķԡ
ֻ½Ԫ켸Ȩվ, ʾ޳ɡ
½ԪѾӺԺ˵λãֱӳΪ˴˾һְĻѧʿڸ
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ҪʲôҲȡġǻͷܾ
ӲãʽأвĹлʺõӺܶ࣬кϳġ
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ʵߵĵӣԱߣᷢ
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ǲͬΣ޲һ֮
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Ǳô죿߶û׵Ź֮ĻôԿأװǵ
ʵһ;ķͬʱһˣڵģǣ㰲ο
İɣǸ̶ֶ̼ڶٰ״ԪҲʶģӦҲ֪˴˾գĻѧʿˡޣôܶԿأ
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63 
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Ȼ, ûһᣬСѩ
ڲװ磬ͻȻ߽, һԵĹ˶û
黨ʯһ, ϸһزֶס, ǵ, ҪϢˡ
, ޲˻߳ǹرʿǰɣôĵӣ޽ʬ
ʵ۱ϷŪ˸飬˴, ŭˡ
ѹÿ׽, ˵岻, ٵȵ, ޿, ʵĻڻǣûиͨţй¶ʲôܣ˵
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, ӦûͬͨţҪʲôĻҲܵȥұºҪȥϹѽοҪ֪ЩʲôĻôؾοʵ۵
һõսľô˵˴ι磬صΪ𣿻ʵǵ׻ʲô
...ɱ㣬Ͳؽյǰɣôߵ޾ͶҪ
ʵ۴Ц
ƻֻһϷʵԼҲԤϲⳡϷԼݽȥڹΪǵĿܲҶʹļףǣĸ顣
ⳡ潫ԽȼԽҡ
ִӵϽ𣬶סʺһһֵȥúָȻ...Ȳʽ֮Ҳûɾܾˡ
ɣ޷̫ҽƵҩڣɺˡĦλã
ǵɴ۾

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˽ú｣һġ
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64 
ʵǣ߹ȥ
ϵѩ׷, йǰϯн
ʱҹλĹ˾½Ԫֳ, ͱѸٳֶһ˻λˡ
ҳԲ˺Ⱦƣѩ쿾輧, ֻĳ, һŶûм, ȻͿʼŸ, ͷһҾƽһҾƵغ, ѾƱˤˣ۵ɳֻǶһ˿
ʵ˰͵Լϴ, Լǰȥ
ǶȥıӰ, ʲô
Ź˲, ױѡһ֧, ؽڡ
Щ, һŮ֮Сȴ
Ŀ, СϾ׵, ʥ͵˼׻׻̵, ԣϧ, ȴ
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С, Ϲɵִˣһаž𣿡
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ҩɢķΣǡôش߻˵־½Ԫ㹻˽ˣķҲ࣬дǣֻǷûи
ӦҹӳԱȫģոձôһΪʵۣΪ˵ϲҪһҹҪͬʱҲĻ֤ΰŪŮˣѹڵصġ
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͵һӶǽģҲҶӹţһͷ޿ţҷҶ
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ҹʬסѪҹѩУɢڲУҲ鴦ĻϢ

ϹûгΧ˷｣ֻ࣬ǰѽǰͬϹţͳͳ˳
ڳѹһʼΪ췴߱žϤʵ۾ȻУԼĽɽһȥ
ˣɵͬʱΪԼȡһ£ֻί
޵ֻȵ۴ףˣһ齫ѹʾĵΪ...
ѹʾǻԶˣͳĻѪɵ۴½ɽֻϥӣŻὫݵ۹ͻʺʱӦλŶԡѪѪͳȵֻļ̳ˣǿףסʱĳżȵۼλġ
ʵɵаּҪݵλҳ֤ˡ
һȺ½Ԫµĳӷ׷վ
̫󱻷ƿԡ
֮µķ｣һ仰Ҳû˵̧̧֣һ֮ǰɼģ̫̰ī֤ͳͳ̧˳
оȻǣһٶ̰ī
ǰŲ־ֻΪ˵Ȼʵ˳ѳȳִѾٵȡ
̫ȥѺ
Ȩֵľ棬ڵһͳ


65 
｣ǻ, ϵһݴ
Ϲ߸ذ˸ݵͼʮ鱦װɼױϻʽ̧
, ｣һ˴ŴӳжõķУϵ۵ĵطҵ
֮ǰǴ½Ҳոͨ, , ˵޲Ҫʹ, û뵽, Ҳ, Ѿ֣ڣ, , ֻҪӦһ...
Ǹɱ˲۵ϵöС¡ֵů, 
Ȼϵۿ, վ, ʼѪˡ
޵һֻһŮӣֻһŮ, Ϊ֮ǰ, ڴͷ˷Ż...û뵽...û뵽ȴ, ԰ߣ򻢿ڵģ
ϵ۳ɹ, תͬ｣
ҪϹĹ, ϴʺ
ǱѾǽ۵Ĺ, һ, ֱ｣˹
´ůʱ¼ҲˣǺӣѡʺ顣
｣ոմӳǱ߹һצۣ
ڰǰд֣ԵĹֻȻд֣Բ
｣ӻ֣һӹ¡
ű±ʣתҪܣȴ｣û׷ڰ䡣
£Ѿɹϻλˣǰ黹Ǽ⣬Ź檰ɣѳȥȵѳᣬ꣬Ҳ...
䣬｣ǰѹ
Դӹ޵ÿҹÿҹرţʳϵÿ缡ȴͬ˵ѾܲˣȴҪȢʺˡ
ȷƭȻܻشͬȵۺãҲûа취ѽ
｣ѹϵףֱ׵ϢȣȻݣҧͷ
㲻ǴӦ𣿼ȻӦΪܣ֪֪뿪ж𣿣
ֿһ㣬΢΢ŭŰͷɢ
ͻȻޥвȣ｣Ϊ˾һǰͬ˵Ļ
ʱرӦ𣿡
ʱ£ӦӦʲô
Ȼ˵Ӧˣûף״Ӧʲô...
˵ҴӦ˴Ӧˣ״Ӧʲô
յ
㲻֪ʱӦ｣Ħգһ·£ӲӴȥ
ǶͣǰѲϤСˡ
㺦...｣Ȼãûа취صǰˣ𣿡
νһ̿ʼײŵǿ̿ʼѪ۵£뻳ҧһ̿ʼ...
˵ϲޣϲ޷԰ˣ˵ԺǺˣỻȥҪҪӦӦˡ
ŻȻ
ǣ֪޵ʱѾݽȥˣȴת뿪뿪ôףټʱѾű˵֣ԱЦɱһڱ³л
｣ʹسͺ
ԭĲ֪...
зСĵȷϹ...ȷȷһôöʯ֮Ÿô...
֪һô˵ֶΡ
Ϊʲô...һ߸ͷһߺ۵Ϊʲô죬һ߱ޣ˵֪ʵû飬֪ҲǻܣǣһĮ޶ĸ飡
......ʮϣ֪Լ˺ˮΪʵҲûô˽㣬Բ...
ɾ仰÷｣麮ߣ
...˵˽...˽ˣˣ
ͷ۾Ʋ˵ҪȢʺˡ
룡
｣ͷٴȥ

񶼴ˣ³ˣҪӭȢϹλʮǳصױĹ
ȵףȻֻողģȵ۾ͱˣչأǵסƫԶٹ
ֻǣÿ˳ʣʱ䶼ٹŲߣҹﻹֱӰӴԼ޹´浽ŻִҴһСӰ̧ٹ
ϵòˡ
Ҫģū澾ãϲλϹֻϵҲġ
澵
˵ʲôٹһֹ
ڿڡ
Ǻεؿһۣ֡
Ȼô죿ϳ⣬ʱǴ󷽷ٹҹֲЩСźϹ˶µóλǰͬʵʲôɸ˵ܡ
죬｣³ˣٹλϡ͡
ƽ󳤹ˡ
Դӷ｣ǻƽ㱻ͳ⿪Щڸϣÿɱǰˡ
˵Ϲ£̽ǵġ
ʿ...Ŷɩ֪㱻סˣںְϹϵͣҪŪ뺣԰...
ˡ̾Ϣҡҡͷִ֣ϹѾȥˣûҪȥңߣҲñͬ⡣
Ǳȥ󣬱ڱǣ˵һ仰ң֪ģҲѾҪȢˣ˵뿪ĻȻܾġ
ƽ
...Ц޵ӦҪӦӦˡ
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סʱ򣬾ͿˡƽһȻ˵ı顣
ʲô
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ƽ˵Ļǵģͣסʶˣר
˵飬˽ö࣬ҪôҪһʼҪĻ...ͻȻأ᲻㴦еŮģ˱...
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ǰȷʵ˵ôŪģȻ¥ϾûʵʽӴֻܶĿȾһЩ嵽ôϸһղǰͥȥźһҲͬ˵ġ
룬¥ǰȷʵΪ±ġ
ǣֲͬƽһЩ
ãȻЩƣѲǰʶоٶС磬ǲڲġ
ͱھٹ˵³ٹλ⣬֪˲࣬ⲻƽͷ̽Ϣ̽ڲȴǲ֪ٹҪ֪ĻͿ϶ʱˡ
ңٹ⼸λദһʱ䣬Ǽ¶Ǻܿ׵ģº£ƺֻ⼸֪˶һֻ֪֪ٹǹǰĵطˡ
｣൹ר̺Ƶģƽǰһߣžٹˡ
ʮʶȤسۻһ󣬾ת뿪ݣ˳ѵŹϡ
ǿǰҲδۻʣƽĻ¡
޿֡
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д⾲ֵʱһʹյʱе飬䲻ʵ
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66 
ˤ˽, ｣೤üǵһʱǰᱧ, ֱӰ˰ϣ°Ьѵ¶̺Ľס
ǲǵһαܵľֹ, ̲ס, ͬʱĵֶİȻ
ǰСĿ˼, зִ, ֵġصΪ, ǰͬһƥⱣһľ룬ʱҲú̺Ǻ¸š
һЬ, ôȵĽơ
Ҫ֪, ǹҺ˽`ܵĵطˡ
｣ذѻƿˮڸ, һ, һҨˮϸؽͨĽ״, ʸкƳսıĦ۷ϣ, ֵġ
ʧֳٵĿ־С
｣ƿСȴ, ¶Сڲǵҹµĺۼʱ, Ǿ۾ҪϹˣʶ, ת˹ȥ
ϻţҲˮ, ϻؾֹôؾ, ȴ...
ֻҪһ뵽, ԺȢĻʺҲпܱ˶Դðݣίˡ
Լ飬｣Ŀ䣬һͷҰĹ
ϲ㣿˭Լأ˭
ôһ˵оίˣù澽æѽ...
˵Χø䡣
̲ס̧ȥվüĿȴڵȴ̧ͷȶĿһӣͷͷȥ
һΣ˽øòɿѾȹʪˡ
ÿһβ`Ƕû£ܸоһϮǿƶƺƴĺˮҪʧϮһжƵġ
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...ŹҰ......
ֱӱſˡ
ɱٰٰۡץסʱûô¡
｣ڻĹĵ˳ȥҹҲͷû˰̧ȥԼ޵

ѺѽеﷸЩȫǲǴжеﷸ
Уֻһһλ´ӰȻš
｣ὣ˽ȥ
ѩĽкԼǰʱ½ԪʧЦ˳
£⽣˽˽۵ǰѽ
｣಻ģ
ܱͬһѽɱﳼ޺ˡֵЦ
޲ɱ㡣
｣໺˽
ûе£޶ϲɱΪ޵ˡ
Ҳǰֶ
½ԪԣִЦ
Ǳ֪ˡЦ
ɵ۵꣬Ҫ̵ˣ㸸ֻǺѡ˻ݵۡݵ۵ȻŹ㸸㡣
｣൭ҶΪڵǳƽˣֻǲ֪ιʣֱۣһλŮһλƷԱĶӣ״ԪΪ½Ԫ۱֣Ҳ޵ֶ
ԣΪġ
һȸռ𯳲λǱµġ½Ԫ
ԣΪ˱޷˰ۣŻᲿЩӭϰۣҥԴޣռݵ۵Ӻ޵֤ݣһݻ޵˵ϵ֣
ԣϵˣ½ԪЦбºȵǱϵˮƣӦþǱ½ﳼԭɣ
£ҲˣʵΪŮˣŻɱİɣЩƲ֮ðˡ½Ԫ鿪Ц
˵ʵڻЦݣﳼΪЩûһ²Ϊ˱£˲ɱģҲãҲãֻһ¡
˿˵ֻ˸ҩ£ﳼԸ⡣
֪˲ɱģǾµ֣Ѿˡ
｣Ǳˮ֮...
Բ...½Ԫ̾Ϣ˫ָͷݣֶгģҩ֮ȻûΣȴԤ˵־ʹһ־`ѷֻѭԼ`£
ûнҩһԽԽԼ
｣һ֡ᡱһγ̲ס˽С
½ԪǸԲ𣬱£ﳼҪʵûа취ҲôֶΣһڣƾﳼԼѹԿˡ
ﳼģõˣﳼţ¶ܿҩԵģҩﳼᵣĻֻǷĵġ
˵Щڷ｣࿴Ƿˣ֪ÿߵĹųʲôģ
µʲôҩ岻ʲôûܲµģǾȥԼѡܹ˭أ
ûнҩҧŬɱ˵ĳ嶯
нҩĻﳼϧ´һġ½Ԫ侲
ʵ뵣ǣҩֻ˱ԭα¶ػţٲЩеûԼֻҪԴѭĶҲδǼ¡
...｣ЦȻˣ޽վ㿳ֽװУéζΣ

½Ԫ빬֮ǰ｣ٹ⣬ͬ˵仰
˵½Ԫ£Ծɲԭ¡
֪ԹһУǰĺͬ˵һ䡣
½ԪûǷ｣֮ͬǣúùȰ̫ƽĻ̫ͬģ˳
½ԪԼҲ˽ģҲȷʵ˽һأû｣ȰЩûԼһ
ʵµһο㣬ڶμ㣬ͳױ²֮ļ棬ÿһ棬һЩ...
̹ʵرԼȫȻ˼ٹǹȵۺĵط
Ϊ֪¿϶ֹϰٴˣˣһʵ
˵ˣҲʱҪˣµֻҪ·ŵ߾ȥط٣Ϊ߾İıҲܻؾˡ
ոյıֱִ󵨣ͷŮ`յúǷޣҲ׵رﰮ⣬Լڼڶȡ
ܽװɨܼš
ǲ֪ţš
Լķˣعӵסܱ»ÿչ٣Ҫҹҹ͵»޵ȥЩˣƫƫ»Ҫ׼Ȣˣ˶...
һǶǶϲµĻҪȥıкܶ£Ϊ˱㣬ò㣬Ṽˡ
Уһİˣǰ̻¶ıԣҲҪ£˺㣬ȥɣȥһַʽҪӱܣΪĺºӱܣܻ˺ˡ
½ԪĻ˵һҲû
ֻˣ¿ˡһˣһĵط١
Ȼ½ԪŰ۶Ը£ܱԭ£Ժĸ飬ߴ̽飬ҲھԼôͲԭ£ҪȢҲϷߡ
ѵͰ͵ؿͬ˳ɻ飬˵ȴҪŻʺ͵͵ٹ


67 
ǴԺ, ｣Ѿûٹˡ
淢ģùڹǽ˼ǧЩǽ߳鷢Ȼ¼ٽˮ, һǧµ
ǡ湬ǽ¾һСŵĹ˴湬ǽ˵Ļ״
, ǱǽС˵
˵ϹǱ, Ϲͼױġ
Ϲ氡, ضϹʵۼ۰һλˡ
ǰ, Һ˵, ϵ۰λ۵òˣ˵δ, ϵ۾ʹӦ, λϹװʹ߹, һ, ⼸¶æ㹫ء
ļٵģ²æڳ, æýŲմôһŮ...
ǰ˵λϹ¼, Ѿ޹Ļܶ, һ¼, һ˵ԭ¼۹, Ϊλ̫ҽҩκù֢
, ǽ֮ڵǧͣ»ᵴ, ǧϵĹ, 
ڹĺºͿܣ｣౾ٹȥٹ
˳ںʱͻȻһֻſžħͻȻ˺ۣ˫Ųߡ
ͣͷԼ֪ٹˡ
Ÿ߸ߵĹǽ̾ϢһѹסԼѣ첻ʹٲҪˡ
뿴úòá
û뵽߽ȥһͬҶøˡ
ͻȻǰǰͬģ½Ԫٹ֮¡
µʱܵյȥԼţԼڵһϢסȥ
òװѼɻƽϢˣЦ貣ƺûֿؼļʡ
š
ǼˣȻ˳⡣
Ǹոջ꣬òױЩ澺ˣںö˶ѾûϹȥ¡
ģ˵ĻҲʲôҿɲ㡣
｣һԲأǰҶơ
ɥ־顣
ʱˣȻʺµۣСѵ
ʲôֲǸͬ׵ˣȥұĹѵȥȵ...
û˵꣬ͱҧס˴ࡣ
ίýȥӡ
УƺһˣƵĺȻͿѪƺǱԼҧԼͷѪ
סĽףС߾סԼ
˵ƣƺ¥һЩ`ͼϼ
ܾ޶׼Ŀ⣬ҪȢ˵¡
һᣬɴ౧ͷ壬°ͣıҪҪǰ¥Ľ˵ЩԼģһõˣҲ룬...
˵ֲţϸϸȥĴÿһ¶СĶҰϾ̽
｣ûܵסãȭͷָݽ⣬˿Ƶģܲѣһѽӡ
｣Ӱ˺ҹҹҲû޹ʹٹ
źǼǵĹѾҺ÷｣ߵҲʮֻǣ˸ٰ｣࣬ڵŵƣѳƱ½ҹҪͨ񣬲ЪϢ
ٹǵﱻ｣֮£ǲɱر˺һЩʱڵϡ
еδɢܶŲϢ
ͷſϿ죬òðЩıһЩµĺۼ
ǵǱϿгģ˴Ŀľ
ǱſˣϻأͱţͱʱҪ˵ľٶſˡ
̾ϢһסԼûаôֻǻͬһһСºۼŵҪ
Ҫ޺｣ҧҧȭͷӲ֧࣬Լ岻Ƶ
ǲ˲ᣬϤԼʲô󣬺ڲѡ
ˡǲԵģ£Ұ...ᣬҪߡ
ܣ׼...
סӣ
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｣һһܶ
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Ǿſ˯ˡ
｣һҹߣһֱڣƿűЩϸϸĺۼڲѡ
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˺󣬷｣첻ٹˡ
͵͵ùȥ̽˵Ϲʹ߻ûȥ»æڽӴ
һϢԼ׵龰ɬ̣ϴ
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֣Ҳ̲סһһ׹
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ƽŽ̫̽ı㣬ٹǡ
һס
ƽӶһȦ֫ϸһƵģͬŮˣβʹࡣ
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ҪҪ취ӳסһʱ䣬˳Ҳһ£ڹÿплƵӣ
ƽô˵Ǿץһᣬһҡͷ
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ϹʹĹϵ򻺺ͣͨҲǰ׶ˡ
ûãǾͬϹµĳжϵˡ
ÿƽ󳤹ǶڷСãֻˡ
｣֪鲻ãҲˣǣͬƽ̸ʱ򣬱㿪ʼСơ
ȵƽԼĹƣȲߣȵüԭҲˡ
һᣬͺȵͨ죬ƽ˵ˡ
£...֪ڶ......źͰڸ첲Ϸؿ
ƽָ󱳣ͬģ١ҪȢʱһָоܣڣһǻˣ⻹ȫ㵱ʱڱǰ汾˵Ȼܳңӿɹ
񱾹ãҿʱ١Ȣ˱ˣҪȻǾҪһϵĻڵĶ㣿
󳤹ͷ˼Ƭ̣ǣ뵽һܿο˵ķӡ
ƽߺ󣬷｣̲סٹ
ϣ澸бôҲȣʱˣףߵùǺ޹Ц
......ҪֱȻѲ˰...
һȺæòɿԭŵĹ澣òæ˶ûͨ
...糺죬˾ͱĽ`ƫ٣ȴȣǶɬ̧ͷ
ʦֱֱúòãɣֱ̧ȣ˿ĿܱϸСȻȥ¶¶İ߰ߺۼùǰľ
Ƕȥ
｣༰ʱǰˣȣ׷½롣
......ʦôѽ...
ʱ鶯ʱ˿ɢƮڣѰʦӰƵģ˫ȴ˿˺޲ȥȦ衣
ɵڸߵĲϣһƮڣһӲʵϤľĻʱɢһ㣬֮ƵҪѿ
｣࿴һķͽӲ͸ղڹ澼ʱȻͬʱϲ˼㡣


68 
｣ķƺﶼ¶ƲƵü, յ͸˿˿˵İ׹⣬ӳ߳ü޺͹ѵĴɫϣȾһ㱡˪
, ޸㻻
һ˿ӶŤĵĺͯ
ҲҪ㡣˫ֻԼǰ棬ˮɵһȦ˷۵ĺ죬͸˵Ĺ, ߢժ, ö
ƽ, ո˵ʲô｣ʡ
͵𣿡ǵ۾ʡ
ûСü, , ޲¡
｣౾Ҫͬͺã뾡ֳǸ, ǾΪ¡
ȴ, ط˼¡
ǲ͵...ž, һ泯˵ԶЩ, ʲôҲ......
ͻȻ, ̲סθĶģһԼϡ
｣࿴üëֱ
ոչǸ, Ƶ, Ϸ˼, ˻£, Լµûǣһðѻøɾˡ
Լѻѣ
, һֳͷղ, ֲòѹԼĸθ, ֻһװŴȻһƲס뷨
ΪʲôҪŮ·ΪʲôҪȢޣΪʲôҪȢޣϵۣȥЩ
𣿡｣ܲ˳ʱ˶ȥܲ˺ˣƹһѵӣֻϲǵģԼھѾʼˡ
ǰ˵Ա߹˱ϴԡˮϴȥ
ߵƯŻԡͰǰǰŵĹ׺ݵץֻüЬӣͨ͡һһͬûԡͰ
˳ԡˮͰӿǱȳһůˮǺÿԲѣֱ絽˵ĸоֻ˫סӣŬµ
˶ʪ͸ˣһʵؿޣһ߱øˮӲ죬ڵСƵġ
｣Ӻűӳ˺۵ʹһͰϸĵذû
ǿſţ񿴼ʲôϤͼʱͣסȥק
｣״ֹӣ
ǲȫˣ֮ǰüΣҴӣ
ˣѹ˵졣
СˮѼ˽СĶ
ǻСóֻˮѼˣԭˮѼӵҲûʲôҪǣԷ｣ΪˣһͨΪҪ㲻˿
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ЩЩš
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ǳ, ｣һ͵Сٹ
˵ڳϱ, ȳ˹¡ڳ
ǵͷ˫־סǡ
ػŵʱ򣬹³ȥͬ, Ƕڳ, ͻȻ, һ紵һ㳵, ͷǽһ濪ʻ¼ע, ѳƿ
ѳţպм·Ǽϵٹ, ٿⶥ͵, ͳͻȻһֵ, ʱҲ³ݡ
һ, εɫ, ּصͷȥĪ
Ƕʱûͻ, æѳ, ȴ
һɫ²ȵ, ϹŮˣڸղҹ, ѵ췴߱ȡ, Ƿ｣ǻ֮ʱ, ͸ȵ۰ͨ, Σ
Ϊ̸ʣֵģҲֻǸеĺջˮ
ǰÿ챻ͳٹͨ޹·ˣĹ˾˲ܾɣѹûΣؾ·ʹʮʮ˾ÿ춼ͨ϶ǲܷġ
ǺͻȻЩˣ｣಻óԭ
˹⣬ƽϾ˹ˡ
ͬ｣˵ˣסС²Żع
ٹֻһڹźͬ｣ǰ̸õġ
һզզӣȴܸɣþˣһ˾Ϳĸ߻һЩǵģɹ˰
ôһأ㲻߲𣿡ƽǶߵ
û취ЦԶСþͲǱȽϺûŪģҲģϻҲǰæܰġ
ƽһɵˣ˭Ǹδ֪
ƽΪ׼Ժӣֻֿɺͬʱʵʲôˣ㻹ʲô
һ涼ЩӹдƷ༫ҩģЩԡõĶһЩŮõ¾
ôЩǺ͸ԼܹȥŹϡ
ЩҩҪúòõģ̫ҽʹΪʱûãûԺã飬ŻġƽشһС¯ѾʼС̲ҩĸˡ
ūЩ̫̲岹ģ£ܼһЩѪҩѭ򽥽
ǿ·𿴼һ信ݵָٹĹϤź龰
̾ʵСƺЩû䣬Щȴˡ
һʱһ䵭ͣȴҪ̫ҽһЩݵ⣬ľͻ˿˿ҡ
뵽߱ɱʱľӲ׵תͷȴҪȢˣȭǾ뿪
Ϊ˹ԺϹ·ɵͨž͸ˡ
վǱ߿ӱޣһһأڹڼ䣬ǻ̸ͬһء
ǣҪȥϹ𣿡
ƽ򷢵Ժɨ滨ʱֵ滨ʢʱڣ˴Ƭ滨ɨ䣬òʱ䣬ͬǺúˡ
ǲǳûãǲ̫Լģɴʦ˵ǱҪҰæ...ȹȥæһʱ䣬ΰɡ
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ʶܾ˰ɣƽϿ
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ˣǱۡûôأǸûиľͷʲôõģ籾Ķģ
ƽ˵ûиʱǲ˫ʱɬӣÿֱȫ`һ`顣
ĵʱֻǼҩģǼǵϱǿ飬ǵϲʲôϲʲôһϸϸٹˣǲŻô˽ϲãƽ˵¡
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һӣԼϲ˺ðɣҲ϶Եض˷񣬿Ʋصġ
Ϊʲô᣿ʡ
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Ǵء

Ϲʹϵҹ޵ŵĻ˶˼֡
жϵ۵⣬ڿԽʥˡ
һҪͬϵڽŮ͵͵ͬͨŵġ
˵޵ӳʹ¹ҵ
ŭ顱һƵ˰ᣬ
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УҪȥӻ
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ЦϵģͬĹԲ֪Լݣ״ʲô⣿㲻ҲҪ˹ȥί


70 
жûȰϵ, ¾Ͳͬᣬᣬ, Ҫ˼ŽµҲóȻ¡
ߣ｣ͻȻյϵҪûϹױ֮, µ·
ҲϹǼǳ, ӻ־Ӧˡ
Ǿ͸ϵͻȥ
³ӷ׷׵, ...ͬϵ۹ͨһ, ǲʲô᣿ǳͰԼĹ, ҴαȢǹ
ΪͶ޵ĹҲضҪȢױ޹ؽҪ, ûмױ, Ҳܸճױ
｣൭
Ⱥˡ
Ȣʺ, ʺļױҲģ

µ۵С, ԭǳ̫, ڷ佨һ̮ά
׶ҡʱ, ֶЩ̫󵳺һЩǾɹڷɿ, , Щҡ
ÿնҪץһȥס
Щǳƽ̤, ͼƵλʱ򣬾ͲοѪ¼
ͣǼ̵ΧЩƵ, ͣһԵ
ץʲôˣΪδ̴˼
ⲻ, ȻĴɱ, ΥҪǴġ
Ƕ
ʶǣϵóд󳤹ĳݣǰһʣЩֻûص£ְҲֻץˣһЩҪΪ˶ӵģͱˡ
ͷصֻ÷óӼУڷ;Ǵ̵ͻȻѪȣһͷ­˳Ƽˡ
ǿͷ­ˣȻʱּ⽲ʩʱǰͨѡ
һѣγΪҪأ
Ѿ亹
ǣôˣƽɫ䣬ʵ
ҡҡͷɤЩƣûʲô...Щ˶ѡ
ƽЦķȥϲ
н˹³ʱ򣬱㿴｣ߵХ밲
ողſѪ¼ʶһƽ㡣
｣һ磬ŷӰڴϴɢŭϸС
תƽǡ
ǰһ˿С
ǶûعˡѹЩҪӵķ뷨ҵ˰취Լȶǿָǰ״̬
壬ûعʱء
ƽشңɩҲعڻŵķϣֻôһ谮ӣѵͲܸ⿪׼԰ԼԸסڹ𣿡
｣ƽС谮ӡʱڲڵָ⼸ٳѪǿסԼΪάֱǸ˷ģ
Ƕⲻ̫ƽ޻ȥ𣿡
̧ͷһֻۣ㱱ǰС硣
ʹشƽȥ
֣СʱƻʱֵɽƵؼһ
ƽõض˿䲻Ҳ˵ʲô
ʱƽһźǵķ
ⷽƽѺô󹦷ϷģСϷܹ˲ȵߵĴӣʱ󳤹˵װģȥ̷һˣӦˡ
ո԰˺þöû˹û뵽ͿºȻִһλʵ׻ģʻθ˺üΣҿѾͬ˿ˡ
ץ߹ȥǹ˳｣ֵʱһץסֻ֡
̧ͷ˷һۡ
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˵ţͰѻů͵Ĺ
ƽݵģϸ衣
ƽһĶţͶӣֻϧֻϷ裬ȫȻûע⵽ѡ
｣һѷġԺӵʱâԱڣʲôҲɣ͹վҲܽĺ
Ҳܵ˶Էľ޴ļʸ֦ϾģҲܿλǲͬһˡ
½ݣѾΪ׼ԡˮҲˡ
ʼάű䣬˵Ҳϲ͵ûʲô黰˵žҪԺ
ףԡ֮£Ҫٳ𣿡
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ƽһҪˡģæ
ҲͷһԲ
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Х밲ץˡ
ʶԼƺǵ˲õĹˡ
أôûź򣿡｣ֿʼҪ
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ʱǰӳ΢סӿķȴոշɵΪǰ
һԲأֿǾԺߣӵһ·
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ˮ˾ֱ֣һ֣ѹš
㣬ӡҧŴŵ亹
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ȥץ֣ƱٵѪģʱڿš
...ʲô֣ŵأͼȥָ
ûɹ｣һͷһһ˹ٴΰͷſҧһ飬ſֹסеħ񫡣
ƽԺ⣬Ѿ˶ǲɢ˹ؽԺţ˿һĻɫ
úΣո޵ʱ˫ˣò׹ʱŲŸ߿ī٣ɫ޺죬ϬسͶ˱Ŀʱ˹ȥ
ʱĻѾװ룬ͷһ˿ţԣڰ纷ü
ǳ۾죬Ȼп޹ۼ⣬ɫޣ룬ƺҲûʲô
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ߺƽŵײײߡ
ǣ£ˣ
߱ɱֵƽѶԷ｣ֻƹƥУŻӵġ
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ƽȻţһδȭ`޲簡

｣ײŻص޹
һصǲɢ˹ˣԼҿأӵص߽ȥ
ԭһŴǴٹͻᱧߣ̲סʱŻᱧǡ
ڣˣһŴ̵ĺ
ѹƽ棬ǿ׶Ĵ̹ǵʹͶľĺ⣬ǿͷ`


71 
ж˿ӱǰ, иΪƽϽ˻Ϲ
еĲס
ΪȥϹ, ͬƽйأ
ɴʦΪλáءϹϹȥϹأ
ǰȷʵ, ܿ｣, ȥϹʩ, ʦ顣
, Ȼ̽µĲԡ
ƺʲô֮, ·ʲôԼΪ
ȥŪס
ǣҪع㲻ȥϹˣƽҪߣæס
, ֻعһ, ˵ȥ...ʰ, Լͬƽ
Ҫ߾ͱع, һ˹, ˡƽ
ԼҲ֪｣Ǹִֵ, Ҫ, ź, ǣǸ, ȷʵģ˵ʲôҲȻعһۡ
糯, ڳսսصű¼Ǹ̷, îʱȵʱ, ʼûӰ
ۻ޵С̫඼ˡ
ǿ˵µȥˣҹ˭ֵҹģ
˾̫ѵǰźĹŮ̫
Ů̫ųɼŵͷǶҲ޹Ҳŷֱ²ڰҹڵЪµİ...
ֵ˰ʱʵʼҲΪָʹХˡ
Ƕȥ밲ҽȥ
Хֻ˼¸ǰĸˣؽţشڵ󷽵ĹŽȥ
ȥǶˡ
ԭ｣Ϊҹ궯ʱ䳤ҹӵ֥۷ŶһЩʱϸһ㱡˪˷ɫףһ񱻱סһ
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˵СʱͬҽˮŶĹ£ԣҵ֪ʱûΪҵĻԼѹȻΪҵСʥͶеΪλǶ㶼𣿡
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㲻ϲޣԵޱ룬Ϳʼޱ֮ǣΪ¼ʥʵҲǸѪķӰˣҲ󣬾Ͳֵñ

죬һޥһްο˵֪޲û˵Ȼʱ֪Ϊֲ֪ˣ
סˣһ˵ԼҲġ
ԼǰУԮ֮ʱдãһרŴ˵Ĵڡ
ûϵҲӣʱ


72 
｣Щץ˫, ʹ߰
֪λشⷬΪԼҲȷԼǷҲͬһĿ, ֵ
ǱҪ곤üꡢЩͨ˶ѡ
ΧŵǸͷѾͻΧ
ǻع
｣ɱɫͻȻվִ, ǷӦʱ, ѾѸײڶٶ, ֽͷס, ѽָ
ҳ, ޾͸ҶϹ
˵ˣ˫ʵ˿սһսֻͿ̿ѡ
С, Ҹǻȥ
ǲԸ۰ͰͿΪԼ, Ϊǧ, Ȼ߱۴λ, ٲ˳, ǧʷٱ»д
ֻЩ, ȥú˯һ, ˯ͨ, һܻصȥġ
˵Уһһߵ｣, ȥסԽָź˵֡
Ǳʱ׼ԵĺˣʵҲʮż
Ͼʵ¾, ֻ밲ȫϹ, 鵽һòͱȥʱ, Ҳϵһʰ
ô˫۾۰ͰͿϸ嵲λĵǰס֣ͬ˵
󣬴ӾĻɿָԵĽ
˿ſڣִǡ

｣ڣȻ۰ͰͿϹǰǴߣһһ뵽ʧĺѹĵ԰ǿѹסԼ
֮ʼϢع
Х밲ڵЩΪʱֻǻ޹˯
ʹϣΪձڳľ߶ǱȽϼģХû뵽ܳסʵϲ
｣˯һһҹڶϳʱߵС̫ȥ²ˣϢһ죬š
ҹʱ֣˯ۣԴƳѾ˯һ˳ˡ
һΣ˯ƺЩãҲ˯ó
һԼովһӣеһӣʧˣ˴ҲϹ
սͿ̿УʧȥµΡ
Ҳ֪ʱǸлǷѲϲֵС߽ԼҲȥˣִԳɿ
ҹƿǰӵֵҹˣٹſյĹңѾϹӦˣϹȥˡ
һ˻ǵǣʲôʱ򲻹ǰֵص˵Ȱ裬ԼԼµĹ棬ҹ˾ʱĶ֪
ֻǵÿһŻ̿ΪѵַǰĻ档
｣ҹԺĴ֣˶Ѽ˶÷ˡ
СССҹѴó¾ˣЩ㵡
｣ǵݣС᲻ҸȥֻűߵȺʱǲ
뿪ʱⷿûʱԵʣɳϢ
ЩСʱζŮеܰ㡣
ɢɢЩͷƷЩûɵֵġ
ر£ЩǾʿ廵˵İƷСص
｣ˣʹأʼЩɵƷʰۺսУСῴˣɻػһۣҳ
ŷţһСģһؽϲ֦ɰ͵˳
һƷ
ңɰϵЩĵҪϸһ˽˿óʱķһ˼ǲ֪ΪλڷУҪأ
ɺܿ죬ͿɰڳһСѲ֡
һ֡
շ｣ࡢﶨշ
ǣСĻƶϣʱɰʱӦδۣ½ԪĻŵڶΪƷ֮ӣô֪շ
ֻһܣġ
｣ɰָ΢ḧ澫ɵ֦ƣͻȻӿһůĹ⣬ɢЩĵ׵
պ˺ɰʱͻȻо࣬ҲָһЩˡ
죬ٻϻҳģûжٿӣֵ·Ҳûжˣϲǵ̻ڿţֻŶǰˣʥϵĶʮֵ͵С
Х˵£ԣͺáȥɡ
｣ᳯ֣ԼĬĬ˹ȥ
Уֻ͵磬ҲȻҫĿǸ
Ϊû˸ҳţûþ͵ˣϰϲʱЦекһˣþûˣʱҲôҲҪϲԵĸ𣿡
ƹҴû˵˭ô֪Ǹأ｣ʵ
ƽ׽˵ϰ壬ξȻֱӳ｣Цһ֪϶ǸģȲؼҾȴԸŶأǼΪ䰮֮ˡ
ҿһȽ׼ϲ˼Һþ˰ɣڣӦҲΪ˰ɣڸʱϰЦһ䡣
δ｣òػһ䡣
ϰЦͣ٣ȻôϲͲҪȥЩڵģѭȥ׷˼ҹѽǲǲ׷ǧҪѧңʱֻνҵŻ֮ԭ򣬽ڻں
ûô򵥣񲻻Ӧġ｣ӹ㣬׼Ҫߡ
ȴѪϰס㲻ô֪ǧҪΪԭͷˣ㲻ϲģҪԼƵ̫Լ˽бȥȫְ˵ҪԼܳȫԼȥɾͱĴ£
ҵĿǹ￴Զϲˡ｣൭
ϰȴЦʲôĿ޷ǾЩˣȨѳֳ˵󣬾ҲţΪˣôܰ˽ûУȻ߱λˡ
װĽǵϰ˰Ѻɷ｣ֻĬĬ˵ţûж
˵ģûѪ¼Һ񶼿ݵ۵һôͬ£ҶʼûںµġҸ㣬¿ɴδץһ޹ˣǳʳϹؤʵ治޹Ҷۿоɿӡ෴ҾڵĻʵ۱ǰöˣȻֶξپ߶ǵġ
Ҹ㣬ŮֻҪ㹻ϲԭҪҲϲݵһݽȥûǿԣǶԴĶİ
｣һԲŸˡ
ڽ˿
｣صУͿʼ½ǰ᰸޸ģЩϵľٴ뺰ͣҹ޸ġ
ͬʱҲϿҵһ⣬ȥ˸ϵۡ
ǽϹʹÿʳʣ
ϵÿĹ⣬Ըܼ档
ʶǲǹЩûһ˲ٿࣿɸʵʱΪﱻ߲ɱͶЩ˰۾˳͵ǰΪ㲻ڹ
Ҫ֪ĻʾĹ⣬Ҳ˱һѽ
ϵڵʹߵ
ǱŲֻù澴˵ӳ;棬ʵڷý뿪
һ䡰ʡƺ
ֻǾã뷨͹ͬˣûҪǿȥ˵ͨԷ
ϵ۾Լޣ`ףΪֻҪԼϲԲ˿ҲΪԼ᲻ںԼ`ӵԼе
ϵУֻҪԼˣκ¶ԭ£Ҳǡ
ҪΪûס³
ľˣȥ߱£Ұ˯ᡣǷתԹǵ
ʶ治Ḹ𣿶ˣʵд˵Ҫ֤ʲô˵ʲôȵĳӦ޸
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һ, ʱ䣬ǶһУе˽, ʲôҲ˵Ŷˡ
һʱ䣬·ץ, , ֿʼָ
ѹĿݰľ֦, ֲ˹, ǻÿնһ, ǲʱҪˮϤĺǻϹ, ͼҼһطַ
Ųȱĵط޲, ⴦̵صѪϴɾ, ¼, ·ҲͷսսǰС
Ϲʼͨó, ϹҪҩġʳɰʯ͸ũϹǡľġʯȡ
ΪԴǱ˴Ҫ, ݻ, ܿͳ˹ϵܵİѹ
ֻֽ׶, Ϲг̶ȽϴȾͽϴҪ, ֻǴҲӲҪЮϹʲôֻʱͻᱻ, ҲֻһЩʱ, վָ͡
ϵʱʮж, ϥӣֻʮŮҲأʼϵ۴һЩˡ
죬Ǵһװ磬ٴæĿ
Ǳߵľȱʧʳû͵𣿹컹Ҫˡһߺ㣬һüʡ
ӣ߾ľȱ϶ܴӰмȡɣǱߵľóʼֲ߲ĺо֮ˣҪ⣬Ҳѧڶӻлȥǵȴ͢ȼã˶ӵľսôǾʤĹؼ
һñʼ£һߵͷ
ϵЦ
ʶôһʱ䣬ѽĸ˵۲ɵˡ
ڲݹһʱ䣬һʹ£õ˶֪ǹˡ
ŵñʸ˶ˣҲû뵽λµĴˣΪѧʶԨֶ࣬ȻŮǹЩܸӡǽĹ
ϵûɫѿԹ˵ţʹǰæģ֮ǰ㲻ǳ˵ǱЩ֣ܻ嵢Щʱ𣿡
ʰˣԭǽۣʱᷢ財һʱ䷢ʱ䶼ã·Ҳ֪ԼһͿƲԼƵģʹһּģԣʮּʱ¡һǰֹ
ÿϹĹܻᱻһŽͣȻȥͣͳţҲ棬˷ʱŵдʲôǣȥŻ˹⡣
ϵеţûģʶ벻һ
۾̧
ȻַӦϵЦ㺰
ṵ̈ģϵǰδλǰλЩζ
ʡƿ۾Ťغ
GùŮϵ۶ʱĻŭŵӦɡ
ǼǹԼϹǰ｣ֳĲףŷ
һ͵ϵš
еıʼȻЩձʲȣܿдһдŵʱ򣬻һԲŻдּƫơ
ʱƺֹֽԼдţ汻ʲô
ǿţðŵ䡣
ϵֵشչʰţôˣдʲôˣ
ϵſ꣬ɫҲˣһİ䲻顣
ֱдⲻڳϹ𣡣Ȼвް
ǻ񣬸ϽסߵϵۣʣȥŽͣӦǲܵģȻܵ͵ڲҪв
ң²Ǹͷһ𣿵ÿʳҲδбĸ...ĵ
ϵۻǺȥ֪Сӷʱ˼޲ܰ޸ģ
ȰϵۺǰסƽԼ侲
·𿴼һʱʱˣһᷢ˿ҪϹӻشһþȫԼٶ
｣֮ԸΪºȥвͣսŶأԲǳΪôѵʲô֮
財ôö˶˻˷財أ

ϹĻڽڣϵ۳ﱸһ£λ»عӳ硣
죬ʹʮŵٹȫ˺̺˺Ͱ˸ʽԢ⼪õʯڼ
죬Ϲͷҹ嶼ˡ
֪µģǰһֱڻǮųס
֮ǰλУֻùܳġ
Ϊǻսϵ۶Ҳ󹬵ˣΪϹ󽫲ܰ飬ϵ۲ʱȥùˣҲʱϵۿ
ԴعùѾûϵ۵ˡ
϶ǿȡʯĸֱԹĸ֮ǰ˸ʺþã˸СˣһƬûӦЩʯÿһóȰƬأȴǲ֪Ӻð˽Ů
ʶԣĻʽ㡣ָ
ǵҪ˵Щʡ㸸ʣȿߵٹʱ⾯һ
ƹź󹬵һҲְæйֳﱸһλڽڣȻҲпϵ۶λ½빬Ůжӡ
εĹλϧ֪ڣһͷңרΪĻڽϯܸ¶棬ܺúÿλʲôˡ
ϵƺҲ֪ŮЩִ֣͵͵ﱸϯҲΪһϲ
ǣǽձٴʱ򣬱㲢ޱ֪Եɡ
˻ź󣬹Ů̫һϳĳݣư壬漴أ׹ӭݡ
³ʱǰѹѹͷһ
...ʲô
ߵĹҲˣЦǱΪĽӳ磬ϹڽڵԢ⣬ӭعء
һ·ϣԽЩݻװ裬ǾԽӽšüͷ
һֱţЩʯУ·ΪӭĽ𲭣Ҫۻʳ㹻պʿԶá
˼ЩǰĽڼöȡ
ʱСҲδһöȶõģǣ֧ǸʡʡЩ𲭡ȳ㽾ݵΪ
λԣȴϵ谮ʮǳױĹһֱΪ档
ɵʱһЩʹЩ̷ȵ۵ĳסˡ
λü˿ź⣬ͬȵ۵谮͹ơ
ùǰڻʹλУòʿ룬һԱòʱȴʧɫ˲١
ͻȻ֪ΪʱҲЩϾ۲ǳ磬ڶβμӹ硣
Һǰ｣ѹѧϰ̬ûĿĵϣȻѹסòӳɣ˿ѷɫ
ֳȤԵȱȱġ
ŮλǡйΪ·
ùλðڽмЩ磬мһֱ
ʽ㣬֮ǰҪϷϷӮ˵ˣѡԼϲλãΣ
óԵĽûԼڽеĵλΪⳡ磬ͷȥô취
һϵݵϣֶֹû£Ҳûʲô˼Ӧλ֪ðĹ
ʽ㺰Ҳǹ
õòȫ˽֪⻹ǵһ˲ʶЩŵʽ㣬ãá
Ŷáǻǳͬƽ΢Ц쿪ˣξȲͬ棬Ժ󣬽㶨ʱͬ档
û뵽ܾܾ˵ùЩʧ⡣
֮ǰϵûر谮λñĸݣܳĹܹ﹬ųţһһӰзͷȥȻк޵ġ
λӹһЩŮѧ黭һϲͨŻڿ֮ǰóͬϷһöԼĿ⡣
ȴգû˹ǻʲô˼
ʽǲңôţñ㲻˼֣ʽһãλñסӣ
ȴЦˣʲôǡ
һָָǱߵλ
ȴʱϵˣһǣֵʶôȥˣһ顣
Եһ㶡
Ϲûֻ̫λãһֱϵۣߵġ
ϵ۵һȥͬһֱٳֺ󹬵λóˣ
˶ڿţ汻ôȥݼڳ߶ϣͲܼˣڹһ衣


74 
ϯ˶ע
ùҲ񱻴Ƶ, ʮѿ
ʣˣ޹زɷԲ, ʹлʹĹأ͸һУˡ
ʮֹ
ϯ, ҲĿ, λʸ߽, ̬ׯ, һͬҴһ, ˵ĻҲʮֵġ
ϵȴǸôľ
Ĺģ, , 
, ǰ, ϵ۵߰ϯ
һ
ʵûбϴ, ۻߵλһұߵλֻ, ֻұߵλ, һ̫߻ʺġ
ѾǺ, ολĹ, ССһĹλ磬Ǹĸս乫ˡ
һ, ͳװĵλѹȥˡ
ɱֵЦ, еȻ۰Ů, ˡ
Ϊϵۼֻ֣˳⣬ԡ
ϵ۳ϯе`飬Ÿ˴һ
ճŸĽӳ磬һҪ
޴㣬λ̳ڹͷ
ϵ۴һ⵽ڳķԡ
£ûŮӵλ̳˵£ᣬŬŬлӳˣ
һϳԸģޱͲϲ벻ŮŮװױЩ˱˼ҲˣǻޱƵʱǲ޵δ»ӣǾһֱȥ
ϵһһͷ۾ڳѪܵ۾̵Ѫǻʵۣǵ
ڳŵòֱԡ
һӵĻɹ˵
£ĹûйӦúúñǻţӦʳһţķ£Ӧж
ϵһƬ̣˸еİ취
ôʹӹǵķܸɵķ̳޵ĴΣǹˣҪĻһιļξȨҲڹ
ϵѣȰһҲûб˵
ǵµĹǿʼԴ
ù̾ʽ㣬ĸߣǽĵճŮֲ£ɫķѡӦҲѡʽǣպ󣬻ʽ㶨Ҫѽ
ñôǹҲǣøʳ谮Σӵĳ谮˵ͱģ
ƾļѡʵķѡʱ˻ʺʲô
ţ˭֪Ǳϵ۾ļ磺۹⣬ȻǴʵۣǾͰйɣϹҲлλ̳С
һ漴׵ԭϵ۾򵽴λӢµϡ
ϸһ룬治
λµۺԭλʵۺܲͬλʮĻʵۣǻ̶£һ䲼˶٣Щһ֪ϸÿһڣǾġ
ңϹҲĻĶ࣬ϹһЩط˲ΰݡ
Ϲλ۵¼ʮĤݣʮֳݵˣһֱһ棬ϵΨãϹۣͳҲ׷вŸɵľ
ù벻ͨˣҲ޾ܼ޵һθӲʮǳˣλۻǰͻˣ
ϯ̫䣬̲סϯʱ򣬱Ź˸׼٣ڳϵǰ
ʣͬǶ٣ΨʽײڹУûл̣˻ʽͽ̣˵ʽŵ¼沢ſʮǳΪױõĺԻʽΪʽͽһ𣿡
ùôһ˵̹Բᵯ٣ڳ֮˱²λԿӵʮǳصļױӲͷƤϵĻһܣô˫۾ţ൱ǰ˱Ƶһˡ
֪ʽ黭һöȲҪʶˡ
ùĽǣĳڴŵӡ
˴ϵ죬ǵ֣ʲôӣôҼʶʶ
Цô֪ᵯ٣ʵƤëѣѵǴ֮ã㵯ǡ
ùЦٻԼĹˣµһܼ٣ʽõٰɡ
ϯеĹǶ٣ٵʱ򣬲ɫس˹
ٱ˳Ŀ⵭ɨһۣҴЩζع˹ٿϯеù
ֻùڳЦһĻӡ
Ҳ񣬹ָʼңˮչϯ˷·һ
ùһȻڵ٣һָˮĿϾҲ۾Բˣ͵͵һǰȥһ̽
ٵһʱұֽţͻȻߵ
˶͵ؿ˹
̧֮ͷһЦɿذתţӵ͵صߣ˳ϵЧ
˶İо`ġ
һ¾˳ѵʧϹҹ
һ˵Ҳ׷׻عҹʧǵĹȻᵯࣿǹ֮Ұ
ϵһˣǵȻ޵
һˣǿ
СʱʱСõڴʲôģģֱÿ첻͵ǰԺ֣Ҳӡ
ùɫҰֽ͵شϯվǰſ
ոʧߵΪε̫ãӲøӾ˱Ϊӱˡ
ʼյȲΪԼĹ˰²
ǶЦãڿʲô
۾δ뿪ңŶûʲôʽǷӦ٣ϰϰߡ
ЦǵȷϰߣǰҶߵ٣Ĵ͸ָʲôģȷʵȼٺЩ
һֱˡ
٣˵粹٣һǧǰ˾٣
ͷǻӦ
ܣôùֹ٣þȵҲЩʧ̬ˡ
򴽲ֱ˸롱ƣҲٵһɡ
ϵһҲЦãҲһɡ
ùﻢ£ֻӲͷƤϡ
ʱ۲룬һ㶼ް
뺰ȥָЦ˵ã֪׵Ŷ
ùʱĶˡ
ʼڲΪ䲻ᵯˣʲô
ָףһңָͱ⻻ϸ˿߹γһѪۡ
˻һͣ¡
ôˣ
ǿڣϵѾ죬õص̨ϡ
Լ³ŮղŶݳʲôšüĲȴϵٴη
ظʣû...£ֻǾýϰЩˡԼŪɲֻ֪ˣҧࡣ
й˻ǵǰΧڣþͿŹɵȹţҧʹһӵꡣ
ȵʮָ϶Ѿ˺ۣҲѪ
ʱǲسԼֱߵĸ㣬ᵯ˵ֱߵĸм
ЦЦҪǵСϸҪԼָᣬǧָȥ٣ޣô˵ĿܾԼˡ


75 
һյᡣ
ù³󲻸, ԸǯҪַϳ
ݴӦˡ
鷨滭ʫ̸µ壬֪ʶԨ, żд̲סǰͽ̣ĵǾʷ, ֻߵ, 䴫˵, ȫ٩˵һ, Ŀɿڴ
...ã޵˳ɫ, ķҲضҪ޵Ľɽˡ
ϵϯϵЦݾһֱû
˭˭޵˳ɫһҪúôл, 𣿡
ϯ, ϵ˽ʵ
ٴϹʦʱһ, ۾, ˺һŻ, ǵģʦЩ, Сҵġ
С˭ϵüʡ
ǵĴʵѽǰˮȥ, Цʱ, ɱҺʦȥȣѺʧ, ʦҵͯˡ
ͯ򣿡ϵ۲
Щ, Цŵͷƶ˼, ԼҶӽҲϱ, СʱҺϱţֻҪڷԾУʡˣʦˣҲҽҲǰ˸š
ô˵ʵлԼͯ򣿡ϵü
ܾǰˣСʱ򲻶£ӲѺӡ֪Լ䲻ϣҾ͸˵ûԼˡ
޵Ĺ˭˵䲻ϣ
ЦЦʵֻķ｣壬ʲô財ܲΡ
˵˵ͯ򣬸׸һ𣿡ϵ

£Ϲ磬磬˳̸̸Ժϵ⡣
ԭϹʹǴֹһҲʹ̸ľײ뿪
ϵȴִҪ۹
£ϹǴʵݣţĿˣдùǱǴģ
гӼߵҷŻ˵ҴͬϹһֽԼûУ²ϹͽҴԶ֮£ôôɳܣǲΪǴҵĿľĲˣ˭˭Щ
｣λϣɫЩѵ
Ϊһֱû˵µĳӶں¡
񣬾һЩʱ׷֪ĳӣȷľߡ
ǳ߱һӹ֮һоߺ±ǰӹ󵨣ǰ˼沽Сѭ򽥽񣬾һƥĺѪַС
...ɴ˰Ѻ²Ӧ...
ǰֺЩڵĲȷ...
｣ָһá
ȥؾˡ
ڳһ
һʹɴ˵£ϵ˵Ϲ...Լ֮ʲôԼ
¡｣൭
...ԼһģҲãйʲôԼ˵ҵҵȸ³ı𣿡
ǹڵŵԼ
ڳ......

ϹǱߵõ˴ĻӦ˵ʹǰá
ϵǰ͸¶һ죺СӹȻ塢سŵ֮ˣ
ǻæ׷ʣô˵ˣڿһ֮οľ֮ͻˡ
û˵úףǰʾģŮ˲ϵ۲յ۸㣬ôϰŵǳŵ˵˸㵱ͯģôñ鳥أ
ǰ˵ΪŵʮҲûȢãʲôҾЧģ󻹲ɱۣȻǸ֮ˣ
˵Щһʱ벻Ļ
ͬȥЩĶСγɵӡܲһ
УλԵ꣬ʼŷ׷ĹһһУֵȥЧµġ
ֻ...֮ǸŵҾʥһ̮ǰ¶δ̽`ò֪
˵֪Ҫԣ˵ܾϹﻹһ˿˵ʧ䡣
ʣ˵Ϲһ澭ܰ˼߻ħ֮ʰǣȥǱѧϰһʱ䡣

׼ڼȴҪʱ֪ܷâǹ֮ⷴעġ
ʣıʯȫ˳ã֣ݵҶĸЩ֮ﶼ㣬...ʱĸ˾˻ᾡ뿪...
ùһ̲ŷ·һƴƵģĸ᲻ˣ㸸ʳ谮Ҳ...
ǵϻ㸸ר̸ĽӳϣҲˣĸ֮ǰ⹫ǲܰ󽫾ŵݴͳ󹬵ģ⹫󣬽꣬㸸ʶͨ...
˾˱ĲϢԽⱣϹֵ֮ʧأձԽ˵ķף׼ȥŮضǴϹ׹ͷ㸸ʲ㣬רˣ˭֪ߵĻ˭
ĸĨᣬ󺧣......ҽѡϼ̳ˣǵ...
ԽҪѡĹŮ̽Ϲһù𣿡մᡣ
֮ǰϹĹȷãԣϹһ˵ʹ￪ˡ
һ麮...ֻȡλµ۵Ĺעˣ˵...λ߱ɱֶŵϻʵ۵ģ쳣ײа...
ʶĸ֪񣬲ԸʴףֻԸ...ûа취ˣݼңھֻĸ㣬ǲܱ鸡ľɾͶҪ³ѽ
ץļ޵
˼ȥǴⳡ磬ĸԸȥץס۵ע⡣
ֻϻؼʶĺҹʶԼӶζˡ
÷زŪ˼ңλǰ
ʽ𣿡԰ĺأã˵ǲǣ
⻰Ṵ
ʽ㣬ҪˣϯõѶµЩأʽ㣬ܲܰæ˵˵...
ĿĵĴһ˲׹ȥЦҪ𣿿ѽ...
ǳ죬ųﱸĸˣ๬͢ӺˣֵصĶһЩĺӪ
Щûмݵģĳס
ǵҪͬЩ򲹵ָۣʹˣƵɡ
ǹ...
֪ϵ۸ģ߶ɽΪرЩϤڣȻ֪ˣʵҲǺԸ̫ߵԵĵ
Ƶûãйǰڳǹߵͬծӡ
ڵ͹ǵҪȥ𣿣ʧְҿҪ...
ô죿ҪȥˣڵȣԽԽѿҲ·˷׷Χۡ
ָʹ죬ȥɣ㡣
мسݴһݣȻ󼱴Ҵǹ뿪
Ǽƣ³Աߵˮŵȡ
ǡʱλˮ鿷ȥ
ãȷߵŪ𣿡
漸λùߣں
ùĵӪƷ٣Щ˵ϻˣ˵ͬûһء
İɣռƻ£дġ
ԼʵҲЩ£˵λڱùܳ裬ùԼԸ£Ǽ档
ǣ˭ĸƹܺ󹬵ˣҪڹϴϵõѺΣͱõͬ⡣
ͬҪýĹôùͷֻƴһƴˣֵøˣ˵ͬġ
ʽ㡣
ʽ㣬㳵ߣ׼Ҫ𣿡
ǱͿʳͻȻλñȽ۵ĻãȻضЦˣǺá
ǿչЦ`컶ˣ඼©һģĪӵֹ˲ǰ


76 
ˮ鿱΢ЦŵǺܾ, ǲŸһſ
ͷͬλôͬԼԭĹȻܲһ
λĹ...̬Ҳ̫˰ɣ
ˣͷ­ĽǶ, ˵Ļȣŵ÷·óӶһһֻһֶ󲻳ζ, ƫЦݺʻġ
ʽ...ϻڻڽڵϵһǾ̾, ֪ʽ, ȥĦһ
ϻ, Ѿʶ֮ʿϳʧѾõϹҹ, һĹײ˿ģԵ˵н, Ҳ֪Ķ, ˼ҿóһ, ͸øлˡ
λȻ, ڽһ
Բ, λãû, Ҷʱ˯, , ûҲܵġ
΢Ц
˵Ŀ滰ȷʵҲûס
ʽ...ǲƲǰʱ˯...ñ, ô˵óڣ
ǣʽ...
ƽùȵú, õĹ˺, Ϊֺ, ʲô˵Ļ˵óȴһҲ˵
ǿС໰ȴڵӣ÷ɰ̲סЦˣ޹Ҷʱȷʵѽ
ǱˣǴȥף޷ùǣСÿʼ˺ԼѣץɢͷԼϡץ˺ۡ
ץίظУʽ...ֱ̫趫ֱ˵...ʲôˣ˺...
ΪǿʼЧ£׷˺¡
л˲ٹˡ
ǿǣֱɽĸоһʱЦ
ˣ
ʱȥͿλΧ龰
Ҳμӹ磬Ҫʲôأпܵõ۵
λ̲ס˺е
ǻӻ֣ȥȻԼĹ澣ȥ
ÿλƽ̽幬ȹϼǶϺ֣Ȼÿ챦̱ͷɣһ԰̽һ֬
ЩŵĹǶʱ
Ϊʵ£
˵գЦſÿλݲȵǽ֪ȥμӹ磬֮˽֮Ҫܰﵽֻ̫ܸ࣬ÿЩϱй֣ÿ˹֮ʱܴЩȥ硣
һһ۾ѹסϲĹ⣬...ʽ㣬ô֮͸ĺ𣿡
ЦЩˣҴӲЩ
ȣǸ...ʽԲ...ʧˡùۺϵѣͷ
Ҫ·ùʲôҪʱͣڳԵĹ˾ͽг
ˣӵĳꤻˣܲˣ
ǸոչǳŹ˲ʱ͵͵µֽţҲùǵ
룬ӲˣùҲФĵݻȡ֮ˣʽ㲻ˣ...
ʽ㣬Ҫ...ҵĳӰɡ

ùºȥЩǣЩ֧֧˵ûס
ôûأû
ÿСãù٣˼ǳں͵Цʱһɣŵôͷ
ʲôù䣬һʮӱİ̽
ÿ૵
˵⻰ùǰϲƫðӣ̸޷޵ذȥ
ñһٶˣ͵ǿÿѣʲô˼ʲôûФ𣿡
һʾãʾΪ
ֻðԼʽ㿴ӿɱõĺÿʽЩһǶ÷ģҾʽ䣬Ҵſ϶ûʽÿҪ͸ʽɡ
ù߰ؽ˹Ŷƺãĳ˵Ĳ֪ÿˣȷʵ⼦צϲÿǱ˰ɡ
ùתӱ¶Цݣò˿
ˣûҪɣӸûùʡ
ˣѻʽ㰲ŵˡ

ùĳӳһ·ϣŴǱߵĻӦϵŭ˵Ļ
ϵ˵｣Ǳ֮ˣݵۣۡͬԼ
˵ǰĻԼΪ˼ҹ𢣬ôʵ֤ôЩģǰҲΪݵλԸԼ
֪Ϊʲôһһ̵ģ˵Լ֮飬ԼȥһƤؤԼҲҽƾܵġ
˾Ǻгֿ
һƾˣǿ̣һΪ˽ȴʵʵˡ
̾Ϣһ˼ϳ
ɵϳһ̣ͻȻزʲôϽͣ
ȹռӳĹӭǰ
Ͻعȥһӣ֮ǰĳӰɣѳ޺ãҲȡüԸ
ոڹУùı֣ոڳϲζԣڲԵĳˡ
ǳɿһ仰ҲʣͰ׵ģŪĳҲܿ컻£ӹݳ
Լ공ӣԼĳڰˡ
ôڻʹȻѰط÷Ѿԣ˴һȥ£ޱҪҲعˡ
ޥһúüʱ䣬£Ҫˣһ·ҲϤĴε۴
ƿʱʱЩͷϵĴ󽫾ɵ󽫾߽¶εֻʧ䲻ѣһĳ׹ȥ
ЦҡҡͷЦԼҡ
ͬʱʹУʵѾ˺ö첻ϳˡ
ȺǷ׷ʵ޵̽ǰʵÿʮ췢һη裬ʱлͲϳһ죬Ĺͻָˡ
һΣѾöˡ
£Ĳȥ²ףǸϽҽ̫ҽǰҽΰɣ̫ҽͺܲ
｣Լĸ̫ҽƽʱҲֻټһλ̫ҽйϵ۸ӣ˳ò̽һ뾡Լȣʱǧܱ¶жһ£˽˶¡
ڴɴαװС̫౻ŵɪɪϽ̤Ŵ׼õȥ
ֻ顱һ죬⳼ŵò
ûδð㶯ֻˡ
ұܹС̫һ¸Ͻع

ĳߵ·ͻȻԣǰ棺Ǻ˸ˡ
ʱٵģͿʼ𣿡
ǵһϱٵ£Щţǿ򾲡
Լ󹬶УȻԼѾܷâǳӳ绹޿ɱ鷳ɡ
շֵģǺȷҪҪı·ߣУڻӿ
룬ָʹ࣬˵İɡ
Ϊģǣıԭȶ·ߣзߡ
ִһ۵ؿΪ˱ٹĵĳӣϵȻޱشֺ߳ʩʩȻϡ


77 
Ϊ˶ǡߡ, һ·ߵúܼһ͵ִеС
ڳڱߵóӶ³ˣųס塣
Ϊ֮ǰùĳ, ֮£ͻȻ֪ӱ˸٣һʱֵøϽ, ѹûʱ侲˼
, ͻȻ뵽, оô㲻Եġ
, θǸй, ǰ·βкֵĵطôʱ֣һ·ڣ
Ǵӹһ·ٵĻ, ǸĿʲô, Ǳ˲
ֵһͣס, ⴫, ǳӱײ, Ǵһ£ܿߵġ
Ӧ, Ȼ͵ոṩʱ, һȺɻһı顣
ã
Դһ˿ͷ, ȻϽŽֵңҶעʱ, ŲߵĳǰǸ˵ӡ
ҧҧ, ò, óϵѰԼϥ, ͷҴæɢȺûע⣬³ѸǱĦȺУɿشڽС
ȻһʱѾ˴˷Ϯոͱ˸Դ
ǳϣʱ϶ͱɸˡ
ȺӴܣƤɿһĨ罦ѪɫѹԼ˱ɱ٣ֻܱܵӷӡ
һӣһԴɿţԼ뵽ÿһ˵Ľɫ
ϵΪĸףΪݵļ`Ů˹ͷô˷ǰ£˵ϵ֮²ҲȻеİȫȫ֮ߡ
Ӿޥһ·ÿһС·Ͱеطֵصͤϱ档
ǰ£һ·߹滮ϳȥڹ滮õ·γ⣬ϵ۵磬˼ʱˣȻӪȡ
ǰȶ·ߵĻƩڣǾͲ˵ˡ
ϾԽԽң̤㵹һƬ
һӵ£ץסǵȣ
.........
Ǳס߲ˣۿǺ˾Ҫ
һѪϣӱ˰壬ϽŰʬǰʱһ˵
ЬӶܵˣϵԽԽƣҲԽԽѪۡ
ڣŻҶ壬һѪɪɪһЩʬ鵲סԼ
ϵѪεδһ·ӿڣٶӵҲɱˡ
ס壬Լǣ˺µ˼㣬ĳֲʱѹƲԼģľҲЧ
һɨǰȥһѺɵʬУǽǴжʬף΢΢
ɱֹһЦŵǰȥ
СѾͷˣҿŶ
Ǵʬ׵ķ϶пһӰԽԽẉ̂ӰͷӹϿ۾
ڡһѪɽûԤּҵʹУܵǳ
֪˶ãŲӣһʬһ˿
ոʹѾѵһֱֻ۶ˡ
ͻȻ涯һ£ŵúϽסȻ˾͵ץһֱֻۣǳɵأѰʬ״˦˳ȥ
ϵѹжȥǽͷ߲žɵĹ⣬ǿһɷˣɽԽ룬Ӵߡ
С...ǲȫźһ
ȻǸմѪȣŨصһѽӵһԲֱͻȻӽǺ޲ýƵġ
С...С...Ƿϣˮӿһʱ䣬ί־塢ȫӿ˳ƵģҲס
...С......ޱίץ½Сʱһ˵ѲҲںˡ
.........ǲ

ӵŶԷϬţܿ죬ǱߵɱҲҹˡ
｣һҲ§ˣһ߲ٽɱ
һˣһˣ䣬к
һѾʣˣɱȻʻԶ˵ֱۣѪǰ
һе...
｣һϻҲû˵ֱִ꣬ӺסѹļһǺͲĴͱ˺ѷΣҽ
֮ǰͷǳ·ߵòˣǸϸɣ˵ı㲻սȵ
С...һֱ𣿡Ǿȵʲôʱʼ...
ոջΪУ⼸񲻶ʱƭ˵˸ٵģû뵽˸š
｣һֱ࣬۴͹˵Ŵʱһ۾͹˳ӷ෢ϣǷǳˡ
˵𣬲˵а취ܡ
｣ᵭһ仰·ŵУ˶ʾ⣬ġ
ͻȻ𲻾ǰ֣Ĺ
ͻȻȻһЦѪ֪Σû֤...ץ...
......¶һ...ȵ۵...͹Ҳ...
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޵ġ
һȻͷҧˡ
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ǿԼʱһӵˣһҲʣˣ૵...ڸô죿
｣ʬãڴʬһͬŮʬȻԽǵѸϡ
ԣѪĽһ·ϵȫˣߡ
ɵţոҧ޵ʬױʱͻȻޱʹرͷ顱һд׹䡣
һ̣ӿ޾裬ԺƵģӿɱֿɱ˵龰һնһˣЩѪĽȺʱĻңʮͬʱԴ̴...
һһʪƵķЮŨȳϯۿŽҪƷޱȾˡ
¡¡һױ̶¡
ǺòװǵŮʬϵѴͱûʪ͸۾

ڸ˽пɱ磬｣˸ƵģİݣһһأйƵģʬ׿Ρ
סˣʶԼʲôͷȥѾָ侲ı飬ֻϢɺ䣬˿˳ˮǷ򦡣
ǸҹðŴ·òҵһС˼ҿջͶޡ
ƹȴˣͶջ˶ֻ࣬ʣһˡ
｣Ŷң¶ſһԴͷͬ˾Ĺһ׼̵ӣתͷһӣƹ
λ
ƹյϲæЦ͹٣ĻҺӵķø㡣
｣һ仰û˵תƹǰ档
ҲѾߴʣǼ᷿
Ѿ߸ɾϴϴˢ꣬һɾѾֹҪµȥϴ
մȾѪ֣ˮѾˢ٣Ǿܾˡ
Ѿߺһ˴ţڷԴһƬհף˫ͫҲſգбСϡ
ɺܿ죬ʶԼ֮ǰо٣Ѿ˺Сˡ
˵ݵضһʬ׷йģȷˣǣпԣ˵˷財ԼҲġ
뵽Ǿ;ûôˣСѽƷ»о٣˽˲
ǣţȥķǸ
һƿţλϱɴֱ͸εŮӣǺű߷ǽߴһ·
ɱ...Ҫɱ...ŮмɫʱȴǱѣٷɢң۾ͨ죬ŲӵλãȻܿһչĺۡ
ϵãŮӾҵɦŪ˵ƹӡ
...һ......ɱҰƹץ֡
˲ƹӣ֣Ͻ｣ķܡ


78 
Ƿ, ֘ŴţѲˡ
ļߵķһ顣
ҹִϰɤ, зŶսսˡ
С...С...
...ֶ˰ɣ
ǻҵ˵ǼˣøϽ뿪ȥʧ䡣
Ҳһҹ, ű, , ʦʱ, Ȼǿǰ, ҪߵĻһϡ
ʦҲС, Ϊ߬ˣ޻, þ˵в, ͻ֮ǰһ, Ӧ
ˡ
˵ٺ, ʦɲ, ͷ, Ҳû
С, Ҳ...ˣð, ԺӵĲ⣬Ĩ
㲻ңʲô
һͳӲﴫ
ǲˮ, Ž˽ȥ
Ȼ, С绹, ڲء
｣࿴һˮʪЬҲûõѵЬأ
ӣܳʱ̫˲ϴ
Լѥˣӹȥϡ
ˮʪĿȣ׵СûůĴѥУߵЩأȴܱȱʯҪá
ͷؿţСʱҲʱ͵Ьӡ
Ϊʲô񷿣

Լ䲻ܴ
ǼҺڵ꣬ƹҷɫ`ա
Ҫɱ˼ң
𣿡
Ƕ˶١
｣۴ʱĿһۺֳرϡ
Ҳ£ֻ֪˶ѣȲãͲˡ
ǹǰǰ
｣оӭϢۿ
Ƭ̺ǰѾתǿд̽ͷ䣬̧ͷ㿴ѹһͷޣѲ
һַɽѹסĻް㺣ƱǿҵýҪظǸסһССġֵ̿
Ѿͷȣ˶ʱĿǣҸ㣬ǲʵңΣ
ûü˼ͷӦѾҧôָĦ`ˡ
ս۾ֲ̿ѵİ㺣һ˫ȭͷյһҲҿԡ
...Щ...ۡ
ᣬ˫ֽס첲ʶƾš
｣ЦԳһѹסԼǣ콫ɿʱͻȻһ˫Сֹס˼Ρ
Ҳ......Щۣ㻻ĵطҧɡ
｣һޣƿʪǰ¶Բɰͷһ·³첲ҧȥ
ɰĹ⾹ȻҧǣȻ˵ĻԸɡ
һȥǿƣݼⴥʱʶȥ̳ˡ
Ĳ𣿡һһΣգһ̧߳ͷ
ź£ҧҡͷ
ͷŽ죬ȴɲһ𣬲һȼ
ؼʱ̣｣࿴űۣüͷȭͷ߬Ǽ͵ĹվüëԼϵʪϣ£
˫ļԼɤЩɳƣʪ˲ãȥȥɡ
ۣѣҲŤͷȥˣֱԼһͷղסˡ
...㲻˵ǼҺڵ𣿡ġ
£Ҿ㴰̨ţһҾʹߡ
ǰĳʵ
ͷҲһأֱƿһ·Լܡ
ƹӴŹȥﹴ`±ƹ֪ʱڴŹš
ƹԼǰȥթЩǮƣû뵽ԼӿŷͳӢ˼ֻһ㱡ɴȥɫ`ա
ŮҹĹǰѷϡ
һҴҴ̨ߣѴӴ򿪡
ͷ꣬¥᷿Ĵ£Ȼ¥µĲ񷿣ԼĲŶڣԳһŲӰ
һֱվţĴ̨Ͽ
оԼԽԽȣеɬضڴȺ󲻸ҿ
ȻûƭԼһֱء
ֻҹߣȴһֻͣ뿪ˡ

컹û｣ţæ뿪С
һ·ʱ򣬻·̸ۣӷĵֲɱ
˵˵ֿˣɱһ֡
ΪɱһλӹĹˣǹӶˡ
˭ɱİ
˵ҹ类ջƹӴɱˣ˵᲻Ǳˣ
·һ̸ţһĿ⳯｣ϴ
...ܰӷӣӦӵӣ˵...ǵЩˣǲӦøעһ°
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｣ͷѹúֻܵͣʣǷ򦡣
Щǵ񣬵Ŵʱѧŷ｣ӣ·ֱֻһ뵽Щɱȥˣ˫ֻǻֹס
｣ͻȻŲһѰסͣ֡
Щ죬ůĴְ·ԴԴעһʱֳ
߰ɡֿ
ǣ·˱㿴һĻ档
ԭ˽С°
Цҡҡͷˡ
ϹŮϴǱɣͶϵδŮ˽棬Ǵ
Ǳ｣һķȣͻȻԼ·ߣֻܱܵظˡ
С磬...Ҫμӹ𣿡˺þãΪ˴ƳĬ˭֪ѿڶ⡣
һʱˣⲻԵԼе޳ô
Ȼ｣࿪ڵãվҵ׿Ϲô
...Ҳ𣿡ɫǺ죬С
｣ͻȻͣ£ͻȻַϡ
Ҵ˴ΣԹġ
ĻƽȴĪѡ
Ҳǣͯ𣿡
...ԼѽǴСңǰڣͯ...ķӡϿĳϸֳ
｣ͷƬ̣ϣͯ򣬸ʲôӣ
΢һ٣...Ӧ
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...ϲĶұšţ
ձϣͻȻΧҰ߬ϡ
һȵ...ҷѽ...
Ȼһֱ̣¹ϥѣСƵ§ڻ
ҴûбģȫңЩ㺦µҡ
Ϸĵ
ҲǰӣҲȱݵһ棬ܽңһȫس㣬㣬ߡ㲻ܽ...
Ǳţ

㲻ܽܣҲܷ֣㣬㣬ѳΪҿϰˡ
ңֻ...

յжɱȫԱͬҲɥϢ˿ͬʱֿʼ
һʲô©ǽ𶥵ֻ
˵ǰ쿴ʱ򣬷ÿʬ׵涼ˣƾźαϵģòôġ
ǡֳݸҪӱ߾ֳǰʰƺ
ݸһģУ˸ǵϵӡ
û⣬ֳȥȷϾУʲôл񣿡
˰Ļøݸʱݸһۣʹѡ
...Ǳµĺ𣿣
ֳɫ̲סĬˣ˽Ů
˽Ůô򵥣ݸն
㻹ᣬŲ֪ȵǻ£ûȵ۵͹ѹ͹һģӡģ˭˵ĸŮ

˵Ƿ´֮Ǳͬ｣ౣ־룬ֲǣ
Ҫȥϡ
ȷɽܿˣ˽£Ҿȥ澭ܶ㣬ʱͺˡ
ִֵص
ǣӰŲصͣһ£ܵ㲻ܽң𣿡
˵ʲôǰĹð۵ֲһºŤͷ˵ˣֻѣҿ϶ܷ㣬һκõġ
｣ԳһӣȻǰٵͬĻԼʲôƨʵʱ˸õνʥˡ±Ӧˡ
ǲš
֪гĵĶֻǻѭԼ`£ʵԼ֪Σ


79 
ƺǸоŲ, ʵǵĶ
ֻ...̫ƫˣûйϵģô, ҵС磬Ҳġ
ĵ
Ұֻһƫǰɣǰ㲻ܲ, Ϊ˱ɻٵԼ, ǾͲƫ𣿡

㲢ûвѽתͷһЦ
㲻һһεذҾ𣿡
̳Ͷ·ʱ򡢱ٰʱ͵͵ȥϹʱ׷ɱʱ...
ǰ, һûй
...｣߬߬ȭͷ, еڰɽ, ϲ㣬ǿҸϲģ𣿡
ϲʱЩ֪, ŵһ, ˾׹
Ǹһ̻Ű²ܵķ｣, һ̾ͽֽס, Ϊȥڳһ, ԼҲΣգҺ˫ȼʱס͹ұ, ȴϥǱѪ, Ѫ졣
ҧؿŹϵĹ, պ᲻֣Ҫң
û, ...˫ֽסӣЩ֪, Щ˻顣
ֻ...ͷ, 糺һƬ
ֻǺ˵ʲôϲ...ûʡ
, ｣Ҳˣʽ첲ɽ
ɽԼɽٶȣȻģֻعţȻǰ󿴻ŻҪֽýûһͿɽˡ
ڿ쵽ɽʱͻȻһţ󱳻ţһ٣Ὣɽ±ߣԼѹ
ܽɫⱻһһѹ㵲ѣϢں
...
ͷƫһߣֵסţɬز
ЩҲˤȥóͷ𣿡
㶣ܵرֱ˫ȲҶҲжԹԵѧֹ
ϰ԰ɣǰ˻Ҫͷʱʹҷ
ս˫ۣüͷ·ӣ｣ษȥֻüӡһ£ͱ
ûеĿҧƬ̺ۡ
ȴ｣ɫأ
꣡˵
Ȼһ̣ɽ͵ӰдһѺѹѹչɱ֡
Ϊ׵ɱԺڽ棬üۣǾмϤƺǰʲôط
ݸȻǳȥµģȻҲȥµġ
ǣɱΧڿͨµ·غ򣬸ɵţû뵽ܱš
С磬Բ...ǲ...üȥأһļҪ澭벻ȥĵطһ·ˣ˭֪˾ʶƣ׷ᡣ
û¡｣ļ磬˵ҪȥģҶȥġ
һ˿ɱܿ§ʮɱֻƶţҲ˿š
ɱˣ»ʬ𼣣
Ǵͷ
̣֧뷢｣ӵվ±ߣͻȻһǷܹʮ֧󽣸һ콣ֵʮ֧ڿշ˫ѹ£ʱ¼̤֧Ҽ
ͷѹ¶ͷͬʱعո˵ʲôʱ
С磡˻պͷ壬ʦģ
ק｣½󣬼ߵ
｣ԣȾ˼˿裬̧ȷֱµŻɱС
һаٱЩѣοһɱ˰ʮ˺󣬶ԷԴԴӺѹͷ
ɽһҹ｣ѾԽԽֲסˡ
Źǿţһնɱӭʮˣʬ󷽣ֲǰ
벻о˳ɫĻǿϧ...˻һԿţû
ǿΣľʱ֮ʱ
ԽԽĺɱִӺ󷽲
｣һȥѾûˣսֶ΢΢Ľбۡ
սѪԽԽࡣ
ڣһһ䳾ҵĹɽҰ
쳷ЩµͺҪˣ
ˡ
ʬױأ｣ԡѪֻԽʬ׵ĵУſסԼ
ǾѪҲûմϡ
жɴŵǳϵʱǡÿ˵龰
...С磡ס｣ΣϷѪڻǵĶͷ
죡ˣ
жɰǴã｣౻˾ΰȺ
ոշ｣໤ԼҪƵͬЩɱӲƴ̲סᡣ
жˡ
ӷ𡣡
ɴʦСˣ
İɣްֻЩƤˡ
ƭңǲ˵úأôѪѪˣôֻƤˣ
ǿ޵
ģʱһͨҽʦֽӻλɾ˵ãһа٣ܵˣֻ֮Ǵȴĵˣսڵ˰ˣѪġ
ƺû˯ӣƣ͵ＫޣոհѪ˿ڣѾ˯ˡ
ǿͻͣס
С...۵˯ˣ
жɽҪȥ˯ǰȥһۣȷ϶Ƥˣ˯øʵ󣬾͸ųжȥõ
õڷǰжһľ㣬һλɾƺеһСġĶʹ޷Լ`ƽ¡
ʧȻΪˣ...ЩΪԸֻж˾ͺ˰ɣ
Ҳжۣȥǳ͡
˶ǻ֮ҩãֻ˻ָ䱾ġϹʱǻû̵֮ʱձĶʱˣҰԵģҲġ
ڵ̵£һ̶϶Աа֮оѹƵãԵ㿴һ˵ȻǱΪҲһֿǣа֮˱̵½̻ˡ
˼...šüͷСԾǶ֮ôܣ
жٴκƣӷƶɮֻǰѴҩҩʵ֪ˣҩһЩԱԵ죬ʹ˻ָԣڣɾʲôˣҲǵƾԶۣѭѭġ
ǳĬһᣬ...ΰأ˵в澭ܰ˼߻ħ֮ʰǣ֪ûã
澭ǰɣƶɮɡжЦ
｣ج󣬼³ֿȭΧľĺȫſĿ⼱ȵѰʲô
Ǵʱոڲؾҵˡ澭׼ҪųжѧϰͻȻ˱顱һײƣСбͷѪ
ɣλɾ...һ۾׳ݵĺбĵ˹
ȻǾͿλһ·һӡ
ɵӿʱݱǰ䣬аҲʧ
¡
֮ذ߹һѽúܽܽ
ӷ...жڷǰﰵʾ
˶ڿǾͨ죬һѽƿƲ
С......Ƿʥء
ϰߵľ⸱ӹؽΪӡ
СѧĹ㣡
ԼҪعµģôԼأ


80 
ֳ֪ʧܵϢ, ǣѾֱӱݡ
£ֳа취ֳٳ֮ǰ, ѾޥͨĸأֻҪϢû취´ǻȡʱ֤ݡ
ʲôãֳ˵, Ϊ, ùĸ޷͹ɱ, ӻشҾծˣ
ް, ֳѾ뵽һ, Ƶñ²òȥķˡ

ϹϣǴϢΪʵۻμ, һĦȭ׼ô, ȴʧء
֮, ½ҥ, ɽͻȻĳҹǹ, ׹˿ʯǰȥʯ, 㿴ʯԭйġ
ѧоһͨ, ʯԤˮ֡֡, һĵضضú󻹽ᷢһ֮
ԤϹᱻ, һ⣬ȫڷѡ
Ȼҹ, ڷǿʯͷĸ, һ, 
ԽԽţƱҪҵʯͷġǡ
ֲ֪ﴫۣ˵ʯͷֺ͵ʥӭһʱڻ½
յһϢȺӿһҪȥɱǡ
ϵ۵֪ϢȻŭѹԴǹְٰҪЮ
ϵҪĸңǶϵΪһ֪ϵĹҪɱգǾԲԵġ
ˮۣҲܸۡ
ϵ޷ֻɳǰ»
ʱʹ׶ϵĽ£жɿɽÿɳٵҲѹסڣŷӲӵ߱ĵİմ˲ٿ̾Ϣͬʧȥͷһࡣ
ʧأǱߵϢҲղȥȥᱻץȥġ
жǺǰ״
ȥУ۽ڶӵģǻ£άϵĵĵطΪҶ...Ҫҳȥ˵⿪⣬Ϲİնǲ˵ġ
ǵ
ǧУڲǣǳɵĺ̫أǲ˵ģڣֻ취͵͵תƳȥһ˹б»㣬Ͱȫˡ
˵֣ǾԼĳӰһϻĴ񣬵´ҲϲͲϻĲҰ
ͷеʱ򣬷｣߹ְϣģͷ·עƵġ
ʲôҲ룬ÿһˣ壬ȥÿ˲бĿܣع
˵꣬תˡ
֪񾭶˺ܾãѾͿˣҪվԺ￴Щʯͷˣ˵̲סȥ˸ɱˡ
ҹʱ֣һһ꣬ſ׵硣
ⳡ񵱳ޥˮ֮ǰµǳһ
жɿ׼ʱ˵ߵʱˣֻ߱裬ɽΣ...
ǾڰɣȥᱻٵġǼתȥˣС磬ҪӦ...
˵ˣȥģҶ㡣｣߳һͷңɽˤȥˣȫȫβȥ
ššüɲСң

ϵɳӦعİ֪ΪΣ·϶ױʶݡ
ÿͶջһס£ͱӿŻǰΧЩֵڣָǣϹ֮˶ѣʥϰѶǽӵߣǻȥǶǣ
Ϊǰǧ񣬲ԹԼ㱻ΧˣҲʹɱ֣Ǵľǻ̬ȡ
ǣûܳɹִ£ͱڱ۷ˡ
дϵŭ˾֮ҪӻԼĹþȺͬⲻɣ
£ǧ򲻿гӲϹȰϵԴ롣
ʱһ۷İǰ£֤һеĳ;˳ֽ٣⡣
ϹĴޥһĽ£ϢѹݲȥʶյϢɢңʧʱЧԵġ
ϵһϢ˶ס۾ɵѪ죬ˡ
ֵԽԽףó͢ѶǹϹصŶѾ⵽Ϯ
ÿ춼ڱηÿ춼ƶȥţѹѹס
鷢չЩң˶Ԥ벻
Ϲܱ߹ҷ׷ڿ׼ʱ֡
֪ºǰοϵ۵ͬʱ£˳Ӧ⣬Ϊһ¹ڣԶϹʼĹףƽԹɣ
ϵ裬ۣһھƵòӣ...¹ڣҲز˼...
ͷأڸס켵ޡ
Ϲҡҡ׹ˣȴպ
ǣݸֳǰѻյûн
ݸ㶣ãôȥҲʳģȻǷˣڳ¹ڣҲϣټЩлɳ˵ġ
ڵأۣǰϹˣе֪͹ϲ¼ȵΪĹ¼£ʱȵ۳谮Ҳֻ͹Ĺ֣ɹڵϵۣϹʮСˣ
ֻΪǱԼϲɵ˵ԭ͹ϲʱһӾͱˡ
Լʱ͵龰
ʱϵۻ̫ӣովһսܣңɲ֪ôǱįˣһһҪߣο
ô꣬ϲվǱˣ׵ϲԼʵӣһҪһȥˣ
̣θģ

｣û뵽Ĺ泤ˡ
ЩСʱ˯ǰ½ĵ֪ʶܹ磬֣ƻһ·ߡ
ǣҲֻҪ󷽣ָǰˡ
ڣǴΧȴڼִﾩվɿڴ˳
ڵǶͷʱ򣬷｣౧紵ƿ飬иŻȶ˰죬¶ߵı顣
ӣԵָǣ...걻ȵӽϻŮˣ...ͬŮ˳һģһ
˻ҸҲ᲻ϵá
꣬ϻһߣ޹˱ڴﲻ뿪
ǻβǶпڿݾͨ棬ȴֻСͨ˰ԼҺӷݾ롣
λ˵׵ҲͳȥھײʱﻹЦŸŮϿȥ㰢Ӧ㣬ȰĲˣǾͻῪˡ
ʱСĸףȰˣܼ
ᶨĶͷˡ
ھ˾˼ҼÿɽҰ˶عٱһԼĴӡ
һ죬һ֧رѺһһŮ˹ӽӡ
ǲúϻͱһ֧ǿûգҹһˡ
ϻ壬ӴҲûпһա
Ůˣ`ȵֹۣ`̫ӣ̥ᣬŻẦϻȫͬһգ


81 
ŭָ, ·һһƴճȫ
ܴʹÿһоһſĴ, ͷ棬Ѳá
ֽű䣬׹ߡ
｣, һ滤ӭϮʯͷ
ǻ, ˮ, ɷ｣Լ, Ҷʯͷ, ȫǰǿ׳ı۰סѪ
С...ҾǸǣһͺϻ˵, һʦ, ҪһǷ, 㶪ҸϽ߰...
·ΡǡŮĻ, ʱ˵ָ, ۾޵Ļ, һˡ
˭֪⻰˷｣ࡣ
ð, ҪĻ, ҲںЩ˵ҰǶɱ, ʳ࣬, ҪҲҧ
㣡ң, ̧ͷŵؿ
ʲôҵģ۶ɱ, 췴Ҳˣ𣿡
ˣֻץܡ

ϵ¹ڣԽԽϵ۶һѹ¡
⣬һҲ档
ϵͷɢץǹӴ߳Ǳˣӵĳӡ
ϵǰǹֱ򦣬ǹֽ
ֻΪ룬檵ᶨƣϵǰ˳ͷһ˾ѡ
ҪΪ޲֪ϱΪ...ϵһɣҲЩ⡣
һ㶡
޲ã䲻£ɱȵۣȴòݼвȣǣҪǵҶ޵֣ޣһ㣡ϵĲһѽߵ
ᣬЩ...ִû֪ô˵ǰ֮Գֺ󹬣Ϊϲ...
ϵһɣ£ڵء
ڳʩѹ֮£ϵͬ⣬ٵ죬һδһֻܶ¹ڣ
һĻƻ裬ϵŸگվڽǵʯ֮ϣȺ쾰ϼһƬ
ʱˣǾ...ϵۿɳľ޹ֻЭ
£ʱ...ʱڹ⣬ˣ
쾰⽹С̫࣬ܵûʪ͸Ϣ
ڣӹӰϵڿһߴӻţǰ
ˣˣˣˣߵĴ̫Ҳ̲סܵ
μ...ʡ;ӣϵﶼƵģȴûʲôˣȻǱúܺá
ʶ...ͺãͺáϵ۸мؿһվŵӣ˭ʱǾȣ漴ֹζЦ
λ޵úúüʹƽᵽߵɡ
｣һ
λԭǱɳȥѰ𣿳λɾ...ΪλϵĹءг̧ͷŷ｣࣬źӵ
˵ǹȨҵĹӶǱˣոշ｣ôһվ󲻷ȣһҲڸǲסġ
ȻֻһԵο²¹أǳֳ
｣ɲᣬʸ䣬Ϭֱϵۡ
ϵЦЦ޷Ҽľˣ򡣡

｣Ե޹ʵ˹ȻפĹ
عǾҪԼĦˡ
ϵͬȺǱݵλõİ취һеİ취
Ħߣ£ի䡢һ飬ñꡣڣԼϴˢԸϴˢϴ˼Ķˡ
ֻҪڲ޷˻ָܻĹݣܱȱݣⱻŪá
ей˶
ϵĻԹУַΪɣǿаѷ｣С
ڵе̨ϣŵⱻȴķ｣ࡣ
·һ֣ܴѣܴ۵ĸо
С...ػˡ
Ҫô㻹ǸϽشɣѾˣǱ...Ŀ𣿡
»ҶԽϣ㲻òģʱգһ͵͵ȥһˣٻ

֪ίˣֲŸ˵λʵǴµۣǵ˰...
޻ʱյģһӰûС
﷢𣬿ʼһ˵С磬ˣɽϮǵˣ˵ͬһ𣿻͹й𣿡
ѡ𣿡｣൭
ǲ϶Ǹ...죬ʵҿߵˣͬùĹһܾ...
֪ˡ｣˵꣬ˡ
ߣĻ֮ˣ֤ݱҲûйϵ

｣ͻȻһ佻Ļû˵뿪ĹǶڿյĹ˼죬ԺֶĶָߺ޵Ůˡ
ҹ˯ŵʱμгǧĹѺһ亹
ʣͷŻҹ©ʱ仹ûɻ˴ϡ
ʱҲ˯ˡ
СʱʵСʱϴһ̥дĶֶʱҹʹ˯ţڴϴ
ͷһλٶĴ򣬸ʦһֽⶾʦһЦеȻԼʦĶӶ˸ѪףӴ֮Ҳûаҹʹѵľˡ
ʦĳȥɽвҰȴ˵Լҧȥˣȴв඾δʱʱ
ʵ÷ֵģʦǰĶתƵԼ...
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ʦʱǱ˵ⱲӻͷֻһûɣǾǳΪɮն
ɮˣȴδն񣬷˴ڶѵǡ
˲ᡣ
ʱôõȹˡ
˵ʽ񱻸ؽ乬뿴ʽʲôҪû
ûܣӴʻǵģһźҲ乬Ҳʹѽ
ùĹǣʱ׷׵ͷھΡ
Ǽ˸٣Ĺի˺󣬳ҷۣһһ̨
泯һ·Ҳ׵˰㡣
ûʲô£뿪ɣĦ̫˴˲ӰԶǸԼϹõġ
ؿ̨϶ˣþʧƲĿ⡣
Ǿãô˲ʩ죬ֻ纸٣̶£ܺÿ
ùԼסǣֲױǰۣͭӳⱦԼ
ʱλȰʽ㣬ʽ˵öԣǵ𣬻ǸϽ߰ɡ
ŵøϽסĿ⣬ȴСùɲ׽ˡ
ùһЦ
ԼԲλ౻ʶƵĸоŭɶϣ̨һ̵
ʽҪأڲףˣܵ㵽Ǹʱ򰡣
ǱĿʼ䣬û˼˵
ù˵ΪԼ̼ԽҲõģ˵˻Һͽ۵Ļ£ǸʿеѡԺҼ޸ۺϹԼǵˣʱ϶۸ġ
Ǿ...ڳԺ㰲סʳǣܽȥ۸ġ
ԺԹλڳ⼫ΪƫƧ֮أǻʵ˴ܳӣ֢ʱȾ֮˹ǣֱǼΪɭ֮ء
˵Ļλ˶շޣȴҲֻܶ˵
ʱ｣һᣬһ䣬ӵײεδѪӵһֱڡ
ڹݼҵˣոմйѺŹͷЩɢ㲣۵׶ǺһƬڵȰѹڵʱׯ̬ѲԹŷ｣ࡣ
Ȼܾ˾ĥڵõѣظЦЦ˴Ц
...£ڼͨݼ˰𣿼Ȼˣڼ֪ҹĸǺİŮ˵ףôɱأ
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82 
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｣ĿýûϢʢ˵վڵ£ϵָʹ
Ⱥ׷׳Ǵ𣺡Ǻˣһ, վڴ¶Ա񣿡
ϵڵϳĬ, Խˡ
ϹسľδõƽϢ, , ܱ߹һſ׼ʱ, ʱݼôˣϹ˭
˵ܰ󽫾ϣݼϵ֧ϵڳ̸, ǣһȫ
｣ѵ֮ȫ˺, Ϊѩ, ˼Ӱ޴
, ô
ϻʵ۵ֶڷ, ôˣʱֻһҪ
㲻, 𣿡｣Բ͵˼, ִγذ, ĺ¾һ顣
ʹŤ˻С
־, 뽫ǹ׼｣ࡣ
｣ûл˵ı飬ȥ鲻Խ, һϸµƤ, Ѫֱߵεδ, гʶµغˣһƬ
ҪʲôҪ𣡣ϵ۴ʱյվһɨϵӡӡһס
ûã⵱ֳģȿȻ̲ԼȥĸܣҶҪġ
嵭˵˲Ļһ±ι
һ־ĵǹΡΡض׼ȴǿȥ
㲻ɱǰɣ˿ʹߣĺ֮㳩ͨްǰС
Щ־ĵǹֻҵǰƣѹûڡ
...ǰȻݹֵǹۣ־ָʹѾվ˳档
｣ббһۣջأ
һ̲ɱҾ͸һ⡪
ϣһһƤⱻˣʹȫΣ亹죬Ťš
۽ʲôϷ쬵Щɱֹᴩĳʱ̵ʹ
ϵ۵ɴ۾
ʱ˻һۼֱ˺£Ƥ롣
Ųʹȥ
｣һ˫۶ˡ
һ˷｣Ŀ⣬ȥȡ
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֣һѽקϣǿѪּ䡣
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ҪʹˣҲŲסˣԽȥ...Ҳ֪...ݼծ......һŲ֪
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־ĵǹ뷢ȴ｣൥סһУ˰ȦѪ죬ŵöԷֱֺӴǰһɨ
ʿӦ˴ӡ̽שϡ
̫༱Ҵҽ뱨£Ȼ˷ҿΪƹŵò۳ȥư塣
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ǰ·ɿ죬ٵſͻȻͣ£ŵС̫ҲϽڼԶֹ
｣عͷС̫۷µɫ¡
С̫սսֻð£صݽȥ
ġ｣üָָʱɫ
｣໻С̫Ӷ̵¶ͷմѪ˺սᣬšˮҪ죡
С̫ΨΨŵŵӦ£ɿˮ｣żȥֻܲݲݽϵѪϴȴѪŨء

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ڶùۺ첻ѣȴϵֻ͸͸ڼ
ΪǶЩҲ޶ùڵڷ
ϣԲ̧ͷЩգ֧⡣
ӵеһУڱģͷϺ飬Ǿҡ
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ӦùЩˣŷ־ֱӳϸСѪۣĹǻϽǰץס𶯣һҪͷϵǡ
ǲģҲǸʹ͵ġһѷס̧֣־͸һͣȻ侲ȵؿڵҵġ
δ˴ùʱ׵ûģλˣԥŲǰ
...Ҵ򱾹ɴ۾
ǲǴСûж飬֪֪ȡν֮ǿȡ֮ν֮ʲô˼ûиƸϰʦ𣿡
⻰˺ԲԼߣùոֵһϵΪͶֱӱΪûĻĴ帾Ϊˡ
㣡ùᣬЦѵĹǱǲǲԼĸùˣٲץס֤ǽƹεģ
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ģҵġǼֵ
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컹ȻĻұ֤᲻ϧһдѵġǳصѾ׼̨ȼŵ
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ֻһλ䣬һö߽֮
ĿᵽһɼؼŨѪ֮ˣֻϧɱأÿһ˵Ī
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ùûжλйĶԵ뷨ɸոһѹشӵʱֻ֣̿ͬʱЩƲ۾
ۿ֡｣ڿսȭͷͣ䵭
ֱԽùӵʰѶϿĺ
æɿ֣۾̨ߣͷž
Ϊġʳ
ùֱ꣬һ֪̫裬ʱͷϣ״Цԭ...ԭǹͨĦ仹ûأǾ͸Ҫȥ߸ʣӳȥա
˵žҪܣȴ｣һץסֱۡ
ùû˽Ӵߵͨ죬㣡
｣һ䣬һɰʶ°ɰ
΢һѪȵ
ɿùıۣͻȻһݣסӡ
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｣һתͻȻɿ۾ֱùһҳҶƮڵء
һ㣬һ...
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ô...Ҫ˵ͱ｣һ󣬱ţùĺۡ
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ʶʲôʽ, Щ˼ˡ
һ죬ӻһ̽ճϺõĺʯ
ʽ֧ͬ˵һֻǺͨ巢ϼĹ, ƯƲۡ
...Ǿȵ
ԭҲ, ޺, š˵, ظϡ
̶ͷ, ǺѺɰĺɰ...
ֽӹɰǿ, ڿ˺ɰʽ, Ͻ, ͷһ, ȻͷеĲ, һССġ֡
ȵ̧ۣϸˣô, ôõĺɰ...
׶ɰȷԼĺ, ｣϶˼ʵĹ⡣
λǺ, ǵλʽƽչʾĶ塢Գֵһ棬ҲƵƵ, СŮ̬ģ
ʱָץ̨ĵյ, ε, ¶, ׼ȥ
ֻϧ˾аʱ򣬵ƼѾӴͬҲ˵һԣ˴
Ҳݼҵ˰ɣѹֺģݹ㻹ݼѾǰˡ
｣͵
һֱͬذùŵôڵʱһʧ
˵...ʲô...
ĸˡƽ˵̵ʵ
...ƭ...

ǰ⣬Ѿ½˲ϼˣϳÿһ붼ڳһ󶴣޳棬˽ǡ
ڳΣ
ùܳû߶Ź
רڵ̨ʱƳһ۲Զվŵķ｣ࡣ
С...ݼ...Ϯң...͵ͷմһ...ûйأ
｣ֽⱻɫڵɽɫ˹ǽһߣϼպİ죬һƬγ
òðһ䣺㲻òģר£һء
ǿʼձԼıӰҪͬȵеΪһ壬ɵءšһš
֪أͷһĲ

ϵÿ춼òּͬϼ˽Сס
ڵĳѾнڹڣЩ첻ˡ
ΪάϹʱİȣֻɽķӣøľľγ
ˣޣʱҫ
ֻǣƺδǳ
£һλٰƷͨݸķ˲
θ͸ҲӦ빬ͬĵӡ
˲ضԷˣ˵ϽǲǷʲô
ʱձǨյԹ׸ӡĺ־ʱԸ˵ǵȻ
֮Ϲġ
˱㲻Ҷˡ
˹ͬ˱˴ػ·ϣСӻĲߣæң߶ˡ
С·κ˸պûֵֵص
ޱ;ϣգ˱ջСһʡ
Сӿʵù˹˺裬һ¾ͺ߰˱껹λƯ졣
ЦеӦรԺҪһүѽ
Сй⣬صͷţ
⸮СӺĹһȥǰЦͬǻ˵»ػС죬ЦӦá
｣ѾһЩûˣⶼʱɵţдǵԺĽ¶ˮʱפڹˡ
һִۣŽӵ¶ˮߣü𣬲֪ôģһֲĸо
ûľʱľıö˶ˡžһöϣнŲǰիõĹŮ
ţͨ߶Ź䣬ڵһҾߣǱ߱˵Ż
ػֿնˡ
ػǶҪ׿ѪɺӵģϣԹء
ͻȻ𣬼ǰǸС˵ԼҪȥػġ
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꣬ǸһˣдҿѪ߽ػ...
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ϵۣ㻹𣿡
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Щˣ｣ֱ˽֤˦˿ʱҪɵұ˵ָӡǩͬ飬ʱ޻˵ˡ
·ƽ˲٣Ҷһ档
ǣһ޿С˴ˡ
ץС֣ذ£ӻһķŽС·ڣúȻߵ
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꣡С˵
...ΪʲôҪԩҵǺ...С޵óҭ
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ǣ㺦Ұ
СͷײȥǱײһģſײԼϵľˮȵС
СʱԹߣͷɢ˺ͷ۵øϽץסС֡
...ʲô
Ұˣ㣡ǺģСץ֣ȥҧǱӲҧѪ˻һʹ
ͬʱ｣ѾǰνָС衣


84 
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｣Ե
ܣС, ɷߺ޵ҵү, ﲻƭҵģǣҪݼ, ǣ
ǻŨصѪ, ̨ϸİײȾ˺첼, Ǳϻ¶һױߣȫʶԭȵɫ
Զ, һԷ򸾵Ĳкڵ, ״, ˸Ĳʡ
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ͻȻоôİ...
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ڣԼ촽ֻ...ˣ...ͺ...
ԼĵĽŲ
｣վ󣬿Ӱб
ɫ䣬һԲһӣ˹Ǻӵʬ̧ߡ
̧ߵʱСյĶذ˳
ոգĸ׽Աذף࣬ССץȴ죬ȻСͿʼ䣬һܾ...

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ص̨϶Ĺۺƣ񲢲ȣüĽ
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쬵
̨ϵĹһԲüȴԽԽ۾ս
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գٽصڶȻˡ
ûãϹر˳ǡıΪĦѾƽġ
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һһжĲԤףʹðտ͢ԽԽҡ
ţдԱʵϵͬȵۺ`ġ
һ̨Уλǰ̫͵˵һۣȻִڷ｣˵ЩʲôϾͱˣȻǼ˳ȥ
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Ҫô
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겻Ǿ꣬꣬ٲȻҲЭ㸸ƶߣǶɹǰѹأӱãĳɼҲˡ
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ʱ򣬻
, ̨, Ĭġ
Ľë˲, ۡ
ʱˣ
ʱչһ, ˯ɡϷӴЩɳƵ
, ֱܿ˫ۣ硣
һֱﲻ｣Ҳһֱ䡣
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Щϵǲ֪Ļ
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һ취ġ｣
......ЦЦЧֱӵİ취ǰƳȥܣʹⱻŰΧסǶȥ˲𣿡
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ҲҪ룡Ҳ㽻ȥ
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ٽʱһС̫Ҵææ｣໳ﱧҲ˿Ȳ˱ܣֱѾ˫ۣС̫Űͷȥ׼˱ܡ
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