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2 
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⻰һ˲ңǳԾǺЦĸΪξͣԸܲȥ˵ء
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17 
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Ҳû⻰̫ϣֲ̰֮νȻ֣һ⣬᲻ɨˡ
ѵǰֻһǣЩĿ˯ӽû㶯
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أȥ׼ϣˮϿһѧʣҲ̵־УнһһкãԼһʱطϣͷӵϺҲϴɾˣ¹ˣֻ˴Ϻ¹ըһ˰ÿһʱڵʱ䶼Ǽнģʧ֮֮ǧ̷Ը˪ȥǰԺţһʱ¹
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24 
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һʱЩŲʵǸͻݵӣͬԹӺЩëûУദʶã¾õĸо
⶯ǰԲԺĻҶϡǲسŵ֮ˣֻǶ߳峯õ˵ӵһٷСĲС£ת͸ˡ
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֣صڴŸʰ᷿ЪϢ̽ӽ˪һ˼ˣһ˳ɣˣ©
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ԼʱԺЪˣ޼ɹү
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ƶһֱϡ
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õ޼ɵҽȥѰҩܽ޼ɵҽãԴϲܣҲ˴š
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ٷˣˣոү̵ĹϵƤ˸ûȥãȴڴԺСˣ˵ʲôЩƤ͵ɽãѡҲˣɹµĵԸԺӣڴԺִٷˣѽ
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hδܹȳ,һӳ¥ڱޣǨŭҲҺȰ,̽ùүľƣ,Իû,ıɽó,ֻĸϡ
没ǵĶȥæ,Ѷ,ȴ뷴̽һնһ۰ŻһѪƫչүһֱɽãϲȥѰ,СζԸ,ƤһҲ,ʲôۼģ껹,Ϲһͷȣ˵СӿŻ¥֪¶û,յòһ㡣
̣ǿɶ
һ޽,ؼûóˡ
˵˵Ȱһ,h˯ȥ,ĵȥɽá
үȥһڵ˻ᣬˣϸǰңǸݽɫʱҵĸó»ᵱ˷Ĺ£ӵĸһʱ벻ѰĴܾܲô۸˰ɣӻô
ױ޻ˣĨҲˣװǻơ
ڸүӣ㲻ɣȴ˹ģĿ֮СƽŸµϣֻ
ͬ۹÷ǳ֮ҪһʲôΪԼѳһӣ۸ϣܱƵǷּңȥסϻһĮȻһϣʹү˼𣿡
ϲʵر죬ĸֹˮҧŴ֨
ϼڽޣ̾һ֪ǸθҵһһЩĿճ
ϻ˸飬ûˣ̲֣֮æվлѣϱȥ뷨...ϣҴ˳ȥ
ϿıӰҡҡͷ
hڱﲻ𴲣ĸѾߴ٣Ϸȥɽá
h˸ݵԽƤĸװ...ûпȸᣬȱȱ
Цٷ˲δɽͶϷһȥɥ
hɫһ䣬һµӴ˵ʲôûƤĸף
ҡͷŵûأٷһȥū澴Ҳһ߷˼λȥãǴٷƤ...
hɫһһЩһ
ˣôöѽ궼Ҫأһ˴Ĺ
ôôġ
ۿݺݴת֯Ǿ壬Ҳû
˿ŭֻڣ²ȸᣬĸҲѽ
봩ȥľɰӣϵϦԪƻᣬҲ봩ȥμӵƻ....hίֱᡣ
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Ҹĸ׻˵Ҳˣ...
ε˳ȥ
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³ʮһգҲжȥһƣԸ˪ˮúԡͰ˸ˮ裬һɫɴϷ˴ȥɽš
̸ϵʱҲմ޶ڳˣᳵ·ס֣ǣɽ䣬˶ˣh
ү⼸Ӳͷ۷ֻչɷ򣬷Ҳûh֮£hʱ¶ڲ˳ԺӣȥţȴӰ
ү׮£ɫЩ⼸ô£
ϻû𻰣ٷɫҰ͵ף⼸Ӳˬʶ¶...ΪŮӼҵСӣƵһ
Ͽһɫкϲˡ
⼸˿Ƥ£ϲܿȥʣϵҪŹүҲ֨һٷԵ졣
ϣүźȲ裬ûڣ˭Ҳ뿪
⼸ղٳͷһأúùһϴϱˣúҺ⣬ᣬͷһزٳ֣ɼǷ˴󹦷򡣡
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....үҪ˵ʲôƳhſڷ޷޲ƽһŲ˽üһ壬ôˣ
hԹ̵ˮһк£֧֧ǰŮ֮....ӵؿţһһģ·ί
еؿһۣԶĿͳľӣʼԺĿ
أһŵӣŲ豭Ȳ衣
ү⻰ûжŭҲûԵϧ۵ı飬ֻƽʣ
ѻ˵
hίͰ̷ŬŬ죬ȻʼӵĿߡ
νƤӴߣټ߷øѣٵڶʩͭǮǵóͶūͶ޲ǰϼۣö֮ϹµҲ˳˵ˡ
ү꣬Ŀࡣ
̲ס̣ʱһվü˳ۣһģ
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߳彮۹⣬ϴϱǸк֡
ΪǸţ쵱һرΪۣ˼·Ҽسֵ£ΪʣƫŲȨ׾ġ
˵Ǹ˼ò绨޺
սĶ֣ϲһʲô
ս磬֪Է򸾰úܡ
һ˲䣬ȻңӲ岻һף˵γһ¡
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hỴ̈ȴ񵭶޲Ųϣʵ
˵ô࣬޷ǾǾɩӵƤø㣬𣿡
h˼ͷ£СֹҲǶңҲôҷһ...һڵĲ..ƶԼץ˸׵ߡ
үףûǸڣǵõĸʱױϻ׵ͷ㣬ˣ㽫ͷóɩɩΣ
hסˣ۾Ÿףŵ...ʲô˼
ү̲Ҫ˼ҵĶҲýԼĶ˼ңӦô
ǣҵҵѽ..ƤӲһ...h״ΣҪޡ
үޱ鿴ƤôһˣƤ̵ĶɩɩģɩɩҲȻƾʲôΪ˶Ҫ㣿ǸӣǸϱӣ
˼Ҹ֣Ǳ֣ңôڵҲΪΣв¸㣬ԭǶԵģԺز㣬㳤˽ѵԺ㲻ð...
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үϵָô
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hҲһ̲ʶԼͳ˧˧һѹ˹ҳhŵһգһ˵ϡ
ͬʱҪ˵Ҳµؽ˻ȥ
սսԲԣΨٷ²ؼرۡ
үʱῴһۣɽá
ųǰԺ鷿ߣүŤͷϾŶӣ
ϱֻСꡣ
һЦüĿ򳤿գ±Ʋ㸲סֻ΢¶һȦӰƲУСֻ꣬Сڹ...
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ҹãƻ̻̣뻮һλ¡
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Ѷһ˲ȰһЩhӲҡͷ˫סôһ
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곯ȥֻһΡӰ̬Ĳ뽥ָõá
ȥ
үhߣһλ泯ͷ
hŷüһίһ
ô....
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Ůдҽ̵޷ʶ췣
hֻһǿûڣۿ
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үҡҡͷɫҲ㲻٣
hΪĪҪøԶĪҪĿ³Ʋɩɩⲻ֪ҵҲأղǷ࣬ʥӭȢ˵ĪҪ....
hŴᣬ鲻Ըͷ
ү˼Զٿɩɩǽʮ꣬ʮ꣬㻹Сһأ˼һڶٳóū׷ʲôʶôãɼڵ׸ǰ˵˭Ĳǣ˼ҷ²ɫզզˡ
㶢żƤӣ˼Ҳ
е׸޷죬޺üɩ˵ʱƾɩɩϵ𣿡
hһ㶣ҡͷ...
үķ٣ĳhվǻϵ....¸Լһ·ѱ˱ߣǽԼ𣿡
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ʶͻСҪЩ˽±ĥŸЩʲôͬʳʱպͭһᣬ̳ȥ棬ʡڼƻˡ
鷿æãڵֱز֪ͼЩʲô˽ڶϴµĿ
̶һЩȥϿ....
ҧűͷһֻɢɢһȪת¥һһȵʳʢ磬ʱȫǵĴٹ˷ҾʣѾ˾ŵˣһˣ˸⣬Լ˵Щ̲˼ףð
Ь˿ʰԱһûμǣĲɵطţĥҶϲЩʲôţյѰֽһ


35 
̶һѹȺ,˲ӣ̧ײֱȵٿ,ʲô𣿡ź˵˫,ոչרע,¶ֽ
⸱ģһμ,˼ۣ
ʱ,ЪϢɡ
ȥԡҡ
,ҹﶼؾصģÿ˯˸˯ı죬ֵúܣϴ,ԼĪǸ˼ˡ
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ʱ,δЪϻů,̴°׵£һݣɽ,һ죬гǱĻ,֪ʲô,Բ,Щ»裬ֱģм˳è
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յˣЩѳֲסһҹҪˮ
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ỻ˯ߺ˯̤߱ʵˣʲôʱߵһҹhãĸɫ˻˽ճ趨ʡɴڴһ
ʱ̣˪㽫ӱϳ
һƸõĶɺÿ
ҲãЩഩɵƤòµѣȲҪһԣϴ˪һź棬һ˵
ǼƤǼȸȥǶ˼ѰѰ˾õ˵պģڸϹţԼĪҲˣЩƤţͷ򲻵˵˼øϵ֯ţ֯úÿٷɣУȥͷѰû˷ôõĶ...
˪ੲ˵һԡҳСѽ߷õļѶ˶μĻƻ泤ϣĿɫޣӶ˼֡
ĵĺë죬νĵƵ֯ë....ϸˣ⣬Ը˰ǲ׵ŮԽõļƤӶ˻ԭ̾øǹտˣı²İо
ÿһУ᲻÷¡
ŮЦţʮλϹɣū˹ĺûԶţһ̲뿪
̺Цˡ˪ȥ᷿Ȳ衣
һɫĺɫ޺ϣŸʽƤһëĺ멣¹Ƥĵӣһףͷ·һ㱻죬ůͣѩɴ...
һɫĴɳĶ涷رۣ޵ɫʶĿϷ·кɴкʡ
ϲǼƵĴãҲÿȸë֯˵ĹգǶĶУǵ͵ݻ
ԭңԶųɽ亣ζȴڴ¹Сʱ򣬵кõζ׹ǱȥģǸʱ޿Ҳ˸һ˶ڽޣˣñԼͬʱҲˣò׾
Ҳ£ͷһظԼôѣСɸ˻ˣԣ᲻÷ţְǼóţƵĸɴԸԸ˶Цˣ޺Ϲһ⣬ΣԼѼΪ˸ߴش޺Ƥ֣
ЩǼȸóչԼҴ͸ʱ˸ѶȥǿȸڼǸ£͸Ҳðġ
ѵüˣ̲סͮͮգҵĺùϺ...ߵö㿪ˡ
ʱ̣ƽӻظŵĵڣûȥ鷿Ǿֱ˺Ժеӻ԰ӣЦԽԺǽеΣüĿҲȾ˼ɫ
Ҳ֪㿪ġ
ſڵҪͨ˰־ܾˡ
Ųſڣƿü䣬ЦӶμ䴫߹¶μ䣬ƼһޱȻ֯ʰ쵵ĲתʱƕiƲܻƣ˵ܳŵסֻĿȸ£̸Ӹݹ毺ޣ֮
ѰղϲĶȴɷǺÿ
䣬ҲûЪϢ
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žͰ䣬̽һзݵǰǽһзˣ¥ģһڳԵ˳ٵзʧЦ
Ҫᵣ˵ܾˣԸԵʱСЩзƣ׷ȻЩ㶣ĬƬ̣һлŷСڳˡزˣճ˼ˣ޶˱ƽճԵľһЩ
źճ鷿һѷ˪˪æ׼մľƤѥ֮ࡣ˻Ŀֿ˰ʱ飬ϴ˴
Щߣһۣ̹˯ţСƵģһԲĻȥСڹĿǡ
˹Ǻã˯ˡ
ϻضһһûӵ˯̸꣬ѡ˸ʵķʽ
ѰҪһãռȻҪǰ뿪Ƚæ꣬ǸӵӣҲΪ˽µ鳯峿󼸺ûһ£ÿҪǩѺ̫̫࣬©俴ꡣ
ŶǼ룬ʱ̣ˬش̧һһӺϵݸѭȥڸ󡣡ʹٷ
רЪϢҵģֻΪ˷칫ӿЧʣ⽫ü䣬ĹԱתǱ㲻Ъţۼ뿪ƣһűһ٣ʣ
´ˣҪ𣿡ǳľҵҵûǰŵңһ´ʱסڻʹǰ뿪ţʲôҲ֪һԷңһ֪
Ҳܻ䣬ݺ¶һ˿΢ЦԼ˷ȥᣬƽæ˲ձ㡣
ԣϾ¶ζЦüҲ֮һɡ
йѹΪ֪ʵڲҲбһ죬ƹƣܵʲô¶ûҲûκ߳ŭĺۼõ𣬷ŵ£ɼˣˣΪ˼Ҳǲܡ
ӣ᲻ûѰ˼ԼΪβϲĽˣͷģڼﷴĵġ
˺壬Ӿȥǿţ¡
Ҳг׵ĹԱ֧УŮ˼ҶҪģ·ϵǹ̯λϵĴޣ̣޳˼ЩֺǺǵġ
һλԱЦؽӹˣⲻŮɣ
λŲյָָķ򣬡ӼСͲ󣬿ɲõŮ𣿡ЦϲٶǲµС
мڨЦȴݵɫĹۣӹ׿ɫ멸ϣ󲽳ţ̧̫бĶiüפͣ緢س˻ʹ


36 
һԼ̳,ʵЩεģձѰЩעĶ棬Ķȥ,Ѽ,ҲԸǰȥͭռض
ſ,멹˲Ͻ,ֱż¹ܼҵ˷,һλĹӭ,»ûῪڣֻᲽȥ˺ԺǸʵˣһʱ׼ӵ⣬ɴˡ
,ſڴ,üͷһ壬ϲ,ȴҲûᣬǾֱ̤,ӭƼһ³ʵأ
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....Ҫ¹ȴͶȥ,һ,׼ûУ
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ʱӷˣȥԷȥˡ
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ּɫŵùڵϣʣ
үĪǳʲô£ǽūȥ...ɫ̫ˣֵĳ˴¡
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ܲŭģ˾ĵ׼ŴȥˣֻƬﶼ
һ·ãصǰԺڿյ£ĵĳգһʱ
ȥţ
Է򳡣
Լѹŭ𣬳ʱ䣬ʱҲˣȥ𣿰ˣҲ֪˫ڲڣŵȥ˵
Щƣɺ멵ϵ˹ģƫСѾͷƬһĺŴɷ򣬲ɱٴĻ
˵ں....
⻰ѾΪجˡ
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ܼҿҴһͣߣЩĪŲԶȥɵһ
¿붼ݣȡӸ׿һδ󣬴ùٷ˶飬һǳɡ
뿪ڱڣЦһƬ˾һߣһĬؿС˴ЩСƣƻûһڣԤ׻ˣ˻һæҽԳһϰᡣ
Ƴ˵Сϲ
۳緢뿪ɫãƬ̺󣬽عζ
ǱˣĪ˼С޲ϸ᣿
˽ʾ֭ҲȻֻԼ
ѹֶƣ˵⣬ٲһ˽п಻ڷѰոնǵ˲ʧӰ١
̽ùţſڵȺ򴾰ʱ̣ùȥ˶Է򳡡
·ϣ̱㽫Ǽȸ׸
񡣡
һ±ȸϹۣ
ֵưҸҲһ˭Ҳû͸ĸ˵ĸʱ꣬Ūⱦ
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ſȸã£Цû֦òĿȸᣬˣ㲻𣿡
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ѱôȴ̷һ⣬ԣԺûӻˣҡ
˵ıһš
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˫ڸˣԷӵıǻӳ㣬񻪸һ򽻺ã˸ɴ඼˳һӡʹӦһԷʮ㣬ӹӱһţʵʵѥȥˡԺ˶ӡ
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˫޼ҲûкøУֻ޼óģǿ벻̣ҧҧĸ̣
ڸȥѰᣬϱҪ۸ˣȼݡ
ͷߡ
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Цʹͷ絷⣬ҲƵ뿪ˡ
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үūүȥæƳ¹ԱսڶԷٷòңүġ
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ҲŲæ˵һߣƳλԱ²һӣгץһѣһƿġ
ŵüʱ
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룬۳̱޼ɿƵģҡҡͷֽ̧ӹ׿ˣһʻս
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һɫЯ߹ȴῴûˣֱ޼ͷȥˡ
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޼ɲϧ粵۵һõܵ....
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ݹӣһҩʦɹҽιƵĲһԡ
޼ɺޱֱ̣£ÿʾҩʦ
˶һԣ˼廰޼ɶûᣬбֻա
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˾֮⣬̺Ųû˴˼˵ڶӣġ
ǡʱƿ˫˽紦һۣĿͱ̣ǼκҸ磬ݼҾϣ
һֱΪhѾˣû뵽˫޴Щ
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Цһ˫ûĵ㣬˼ͲԶãԴᣬýһֱݸİ𣿡
˫ǵ˼ƣ͵ͨ죬˵
...洫޼ɱɤӳȥԺҲǰ
˫ͬʱһ
ӰⷿһԾ룬˵˫קͬʲôס죬˸šȥˣһǳɣ쵽ֻգۣ˫Ϣʧˡ
һᵽɤۣ¶ҪϳȥǶǰֶҶ˵
ڣֻҩʦҽͳһɫƿӣŤƿǣһɼ̱ǵζй޼ҲüźܿһֱԱ߿ţֻҩˮϥ·ͿһȦͳһţǣ޼ɵ˴ξ
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ҩʦҲʪ˾֣Ц޼ɵķӦ
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ҩʦ޼ɻصЩŲסպӦ󣬱һΣ꣬һ꣬ùӸѰһߡ
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պһڲ裬ɽˣ˵ǹүȥ̻ҳ廨泤ɫĶȥɽãǰĴãӭײᡣ
ϻۣҲǹүŹˣϬƵĸһʨӲӣ͸żƣǼأôվڴõżڣŹ⣬ϲ塣
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үɨһܣָ˭ǳɩĸ¸Ҳٷ˵ĻҾġ
׵ǣµĸǴһ㳾䶨Ϳٷνס̯ӡ
ү鲻ãţҸԻطҲûȥǰԺ̵ֱã˶μڶǽµȦֳŶδҹһû˯Ӧմһգ˿ʮƣ
ϵĹٷţȴ޴֣ƽն鷿ٷҲûźۣԲˡ
үЪȥСˡ԰תҪߡ
һֻקסǰһ̧һ㣬ӭɻµģˣվҪƼңЪŰɡ
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ᲹһģģӨ񹬵һˣֱһ˿һһдʲô档
ЩĲӰ
һ٣һԼܽڵâԣרעɣûһ㵭˸УûĨתĵĮ˳һֻʱ׽è
۶˵İʮһеǵǹ֣𢡣СܸĸĽ̵һθУ߹ƽյİΣΪΡ
ʱս׼ʬҲǡ
ûʶҪȥһˣֻ˵ô㰮һˡ
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Ӻ§סɤѹ࣬ͳ룬
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47 
⻰˵ʱ,̱ΪǸʱ䰮Ǿ仰ˡ
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̾쵽ɫ˼,
Ҫˮɵģ£Եÿ⣬ѾǷޣѵӲ,Һ𣿡
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ÿһֶ,ȴز
º,ԽԽ̵ĻԾ,ƫƫѰ,Լ˯ȥ
컹û뿪ˣҪȴȥ㣬ʹ۾չҪһҪӣһµ⡣
ǰ뿪̺ű˴ҵһգܳʱЩһ࣬һСܲ⣬ȥ㻪ãȥĶʮͣﲻ࣬ȴãʱգ˪֣ѧˣһһְۣ棬˺Ū̺ϲ
峿̴ųӣ˪鵽Ѻ˹£ܼҶڣ۴ܼҵϱ֣༸ϱҲˡ˸˲裬˸̿裬Ƕ顣
ܼң۷Ǵܹܣϱ£ιܼϱŸڵׯ룬¹ܼҹ˷ܼĹ£ϱڸţܼҷ븮ϸ顣
ڸڵѲʮ꣬ʵʵϹ̳ϵĸ£༸˲㶯β£ȴҪƩܼ⣬ƫϱ޶˹˾һְ˲໥ڻӵץϹûǰ޾ϸţٲѧų͢һƺİϷ
̼ǡΣôһ֮̿ʱøĵĹضҪˡүѷŻ˲ͷһ˵ʲôµ˶Ӧš
֮ǰһ˼λܼҵְ𲻶ϱĲȴҪֻ̽µ󣬹ɩǹȻסˡ
ٷˣǸ˾ְˣȻҪ䣬ūһӾͻˣٹձҪ꣬Ҫȹ˳Ϧٵܷ쿪˿ڡ
Ų¼ֲۣķǾģõĺôǲ٣᲻֡
µҲԼϤȻˣ븽ſڣȴԵɷ˳ʾ죬ʿˮ鲻ԸЪɤ
˵мǹͷֻ̣Ļأ̼㲻ˣҲڰôϣԼĲյЦ
ӵ˼ǻ£
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ף޲ˣΡ
һסˣмֱϲеĸо
༸ɩֵģһۣ֮࣬ȨҪҪڣӵɷһۣɷסܼȴȻҡͷʾסǰס˳嶯
ܼͷһվ̹ܼҵģʱյλٷˣҲ׼ʲôãʲôѴ˵붥ײϱհѺӴ꣬ԳɻˣܼҲ̡
ӻһˣ۹۱ǱǹԣΨԸվǰȻλٷ˿ǳĪ˿ӸɣԽԽԾĶͷһ㱡
̱ƵǧˣԼＸǲҪͷ
ٷˣҪ...Ҫūǰİȥܳ....㷲ʹֺޣֳ
סյᲦŲ΢̣
ӣÿɲٸ....ɲ˳Ϧġ
ֱš촽䶯ţѣֱɷͶʾҧҧٷ˰š
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λһۣĿ۷ϣ۷һû⣬֮ǰٷ
̽ϱ뿪˷֪Σѧ͢һˣΪලץСǰ̰ڣ޾ϸʣ۶
ȻóԵ㲹ӵ˲ҩٴȥɽøϷ밲յ˪ˣū澻Ūˣү¹ܼҲôԭϻϽϷ˽˽Ŀһ飬©ȱǿǿŪɾˣȱô죿ϷǧƱ˷Щ˽¶౨˿۵ȫϣ
ٷǶҲóһǧ˵ǰӷŹǮׯһǧЩϢ֮ǰ빫ˣȫϣϷ˽ȥ¶µĶ޻˵ҲĴм¹ܼȻûٲ顣
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ô˵ٷڹүǶû
飬ϵ²ģֻпϷˣء
ɽãˣ̣Цⲻ£ΣΪ֮һһֽò׼Цŵ
Ը⣬г㣬û˽ģʲôҶֵ֧ġ
Ҫߣ£ԵŮӹӣǣȦα߶תƣĿʱʱϣ̵ſֽȥҪ£һҵš
޻˵Ͼһܲ͸ǽ͸ȫ֪мģȴ޷ı£Ҳѹֹүġ
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ӶңˣҲǾ̵ϽƽĿ
̱¯û˿飬ãϻǧӣֵֵ
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ѩ׵ʱ͵÷෢ϣȵİβƽüҲʵ
ǰ꼳Ӫջǧӣʧȥ˹ŵϲǰҲ̧ͷǸһֱƲСȴǲˣҲ๣ԽĵС
һ仰˸ɸɾͷȻӿ޵ûڣ۵׵Ʋס
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΢㶣ӹʳд򿪣ͷһɽҩһ׷ڶһź⣬һ̶ӣ»һˮ£ῴڵĲȣҲůˣҹŻŵĲҲɢ
ǼҳĲˣҲû룬Ȱںã׷׼ӡ
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ֻˣ¶ҲǼãר־Ķʳڸ׸ضû
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겻һˣˡ
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ĻƼĻҳɣµĻסҴǰͷȥˡ
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޶һڶߵİϿһ顣
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48 
鷿ҶǴͨ,ݽ칫֮鷿ƽﳣᣬǳѼ䱾,ǽһֱͨ,ĿǺ̵麣,ī˱Ƕ
ҲŸ߸ߵ,ϱһ̫ʦΣԱһǶͼĻƻľ,,ͷЪһЪҲǼʵġ
ĵƹӳ˽ѩɼͷڴ£ֻѩҪͷ鷿Ҫ,ŲƿʼѰ鼮,ÿһͷбǩ
ǵһ鷿ǰټּ,ɨһۣǩϵּÿ,ͦзǣʷϸ,ȴǳϬȼֿɸܵɱ֮,д
ѭűʶ,ҵ˵ط־,ŵƻһСȪ־һ飬ʱȤֻǼӼߣƾŽҲţĴҲûС
鷿ã̻ЩģǺ໨ɵıϴϣʪ˾֣£鷿ߣжѻɽᣬƽմ˴ֻһòСʹãâЩ谵ԽܱŽڹһŵ鼮
Ķ鷿˿ϾʹǼҺĶ泤޵İٺȹ˰׵¶һأʮֳص˶˿ģߵСŮƵģյԴίĺߺƽҲǰ׽Ū˵ģձ㱳վ󣬾ͿƽԸ
ûӣͳµڵϣһЩ鼮ϣȥ廨ЬվȥڲҪʱȻһ͵ЦһẬЦۡ
δЦôڣƽ˿ʻģüЪ˴ͣÿ
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̲ˣֱվϣ
ӣңȴЦңǺιʣ
ʪģСèƵеװͰ͵Ŀɰ
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ƽϲŭɫ뿴żջӣۼ봾һʱЦǰȴûй˶˼
̿ǰͦεɷƳһǸ߸ߵܣ룬ȻˣͲȥϾʲôŵƣһȴȻںͷһЩɵۡ
ӣѽüմ˷ϼһ㣬ѾЩĹĵģ
᲻ֽ̧ǾȪ־ȡˡ
ƤлңҲụ̂Ǹмǲܡ
ˣҪúģ߽ʱһʶȥץᣬקס羱ѡ
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49 
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ϢʱĽɳƣѭۼ׷ȥ
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̰ϻصã޺һӰһֱ֣ڣ̬ģŰʫ飬һɾϸСֻˢϴ
֪Ūµˮݻ棬һ̵ɫĵĵƻҲҫ˼֡
鼫ºͣҲϸ£·һҪĻƣһպչӰ٣˿޷âع֮ᾹǸУǴԼûȺУҲܱһѰ
ʱŸо˲˾Ǿ˥죬̤̤ʵʵɷ
̷ڹģÿջҪϼ䣬ιĸˮϴˢѵΪǻʵͣôµġ
ƳտͶŲĿ⣬Ӷң˪æ˽ȥһƵƣһˮ档ϴϴжλжλҲҸƽǰ㻶Цؾشҳ
ͷ˴ԼӶ̳̲סƿ飬ȴСͭǰ˹Լױ
Ѿ˳ȥ
ƽղЩǲȥᡣ
һ泯˶˿ޱ߱һױβϸϸıմҺ׺·һ뵽ģ......Ṵ˹ȥվ
ѾӾ￴ȴûƼƵģױãֿʼͿ֬ѾˣƫҪͿһ㣬ͮͮģСƵġ
ǱûƢˣ̲ס˫ִϣ޴µķң࣬
ôһվ㿴𣿡
˸ͭһۣ
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δֱ׿̶Щ졣
رϲ֣ҪԸš
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Ҫȥԡ....
δ䣬˱ֱεϸ˵ȥ˰βϡ
ˣǽڣһ˫СƵĵʲô
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Ųһ磬ֱ˻ϣտƽͬǹ⵹ӳ֮ǰź....
һ£⻰ˣĿһ뵣ƽ˶ԺƵģɵţ...Ҳ....
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Ҫģᣬһģָƣȥôֵ࣬ź....
յĻٶӰ죬Ż´׵۹ʵԵȣôΪѹѹӡ
üģһȥһǣ
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Ҳû뵽гһգһЩʼϲ£溬һǻţų̬֮¡
һһΪԷͻԼĵߡ
¶ʮһգǸָ̨֣ͭɽ˺
һһϱʫͻ硣
ǨǶ꣬ԭȵĹʶϾȻţٽϹ̾ᵱأȻʮԺյӰǡǡϵϱٻ¼һ
εʫԻʳ˾ٰ죬ٻ¹Ůүһá
һسĿʢᣬȴһ׮Цš
ϯϿڳԣﻰ˼ֻ檣⻰¥ϳԵĿֵĴ´ҡãĿ֮£溵ϯǰץһ̽Ѽϣ
֪ΪʲôԪʶ𣿾Ϊվӡ
̲صżӻַԸ̼䣬ЩС湫Ϊ˵ֶǡą̇̄ľ񣬼װһѡ
ʱǱ߷ͬϯĻλҲ̽ѼȹڣһӿƫƧż䣬п಻ʰţô˻֮ʣװ˳Ŵһӣؽ뻣˩˨ͷϷ
һ˾ҧһżڿ޵ȥ
ξүò׽˿һңĿȫǣһϢ
˵һǴĽ
ͷˣһ̲ĵŮһϵҴС㣬һǻ񻪡
Ǹҵı񣬾ôݣԺôˡ
λһѱһȥ鷿
޼Ѷ𼱻ǸϸѰڱѲᣬק
ߣȥ鷿ˣ


74 
һ·ԭί,ɫøīˮšƵģ˲֪ϸһף溶ΪԪʾܻ,ʼ,Զ,һԼׯ,ΪеңŸһŻڴܡ
׵޼ɱľһֻ۵,Ը溵ͷɡ
̵ʲôҵȨơ
ŭ˼,Ϸһ˿ܹЦϤ޼ɶ}ûţڳֹ˲ǰͳһӵݸ޼,ȥ鷿,͵
⻰ӭȵķԺ򼲳ۡ
޼,糺ıӰͷ·𿴼һͷǱԵ,Цһɫ𣬳󲽳鷿ȥ
ӳŵֱ,һ·̲飬޼ûʸ鷿,޼ھһξ֮,ټ֮ձı߹ؼ,ֻ÷С
˷޼ȸŵһӣȥ̵ͨ޼ָʾſڳ£˱߹ؼݣ
û޼ɵ֡
ʵ۱ͱλϳ޵ʷ֪ͣ˰֣ļݣֻᣬɫ֣
Ƭһ֥Ӱƹֻ޼һϮƷӻڣ˫ּüһרüϻǰУ޼ߵ򰲡
ʵ۵һûϳ޼ɣոսһ˲ǰһֻȲףȴֲᣬ˭޼Աţɫתֱ£˫۸ƵĶľ˰Σƽ
޼ɲԽλǰü͵ǡڱԽ»ͼһ£ǡˣڼ볼˵ݳǰ
޼ʲôʵŶ壬ʲôڼȫǽڡ
ƻʱһƻ
ʵ۰һۣӹݷʵۣ޼ɵһ࣬뿪˼ûС
Ѿˣ봾йأʵҲͷô׮£޼ڣЩӣǿѹͷһֻ۱һֻۣû޼ߡ
ʵ۷ӿһۣʲô£װɫʮֳأòͷλ֮⣬ףȥ飬ʵһһȥ޻нҪ...
λڵµĽ軣໥ɫڹٳϻ֪ʵ⻰Ǵ򷢴ǶѣҶĿעŵˣ϶䣬ڽһָŮ£ŮСϥԽϰޱߣǵ壬ĸһƤӴˡ
£ʲô߹ؼģͱŪϳˣϳȵүٽ£ʲôûŵùϳϳҲܸıı...
һڰȵóѹʵۣʵЦˡ
һԵִ̲ҲʱӻŮ裬Ǻ޼
£ﻹҪȥ飬³Ұ֪֮ǴΪ...
δ˵ֻ꣬޼ЦһƼԿҧŮˣ
ִס޼һۣ޼ɳڴ˴ʮĪûƼ̨˶֪
޼ٵ֪ʲôץ𣿾ƾµڿŮһ֭أԴҲǹΪû֤ݣ̲ǿŽָͷϰ𣿡
û֤ݣָҿ̲Ҳͷˣ޼ɺܲ
ʵۿ޼ɣȻСҲûôۡ
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˵úܺá޼нӹȻ黹û˭㵨ָҪ췴𣿡
޼ɣٸҿñӣִô̲飬ܿѰ޼ɵ©ðոҲϴڿ۽֭Ůϣ˾ѵ𣿡
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ҲѰԼֱ֮Ƕ֮ԣ˿ڸۡѰٻи̣Ҷң
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ӹȱִ̬֮ڻϿ
ִɫһ࣬ҧҲһǽ۹һ¡
ףŮ˵˴ˣҲʵִͷۡ
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ǸִֵϷӣŮԲͲȢһŲԵӡ
ŭòغŮһغŮԩ޳𣬺ι˺
ӹ᲻ͬѰŭɫæɤӵ£߷ǳ֮ŮѷԸŮ˺ãӷ˵Ǹ
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ִ˫һһȥϵѪɫһ˲ʵɾսս....ԩģûиɹ.....
ʵ俴һֶƳһֻǵ׵Ŀ̶һʵ۰һ̧ʾӵ
һ淭һ氵ֹƢ
鷿һӱ΢ֽš
ִڵأп಻ʵϣŹõĴڣֲֻһˣ͢ҲһֻһۣԶ϶
ŮҲǵģԵ޹ʵԼǶԪʲģִЦһĿἸأȴӶִִ֪ˣ亹졣
ʵһĿʮнӿ꣬ŭݼҪѹסִ˽Ÿһб˽һִһң
ִôĵӣΪִ̲ޱ˳Ц˰
ȻҪԸִ㲻أҪִҪһЩֻ֤ǿʼִǿ޶޲ˡ
ǰʰ𣬡ּ
ִڸȥ
ӹ鲻һ亹乣һҪԵľһ
£𶼶ҪҪã޷Ըˡ
ʵһ䲻ø溻ͬȴҲԵ˽ѵ׵øһ棬һҲ˵ǻû˴Ż񻪵Ÿ
ˡ
Щûаֱ飬ѿ֮ӣŵǸҹȥŶûУϡʲôŵǸ˭
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һ˹䣬£˵溣ЯŮּ뾩ְȴ֣֮ϸӴŮΪӣŮò٣εиʧȥԹҲã£һ


75 
ϦѪ,޵ϼ̺Źİʯ̨һһΰķ
鷿һƬš
ʵۺһû
ȵ۳ңʦʵЩûޡ
޼ϵѶԸ,,,ǹ롣
ĬƬ,ʵһҾ,,ҲƵһɶǵ壬ʣһ飬ǷǶҲ,ı,ȴҲǴӷ
ڳ,ǸǷǷŮӣԵԶ,ôȥż任أɼ˲һ֮ѣҧ,ҲӦá
Ϊ,֪Ůӹ,ﺦ˵ĵ,ٷеĶӳԼ޸ᣬϺ񷨣͵ԾͲΪޣŮɱƵ˼ûл·ɱкô鷿ֹ
⣬Ц
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ʣŮίŮղȥ̨֣Ҳ֪ĸûۣһŮգŮʹգݣŮ޲ȥˣ....
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ţ˼޼Ϊ˿ִԣֱǾӵ䷶ҿ̼ȼá
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76 
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,δฮ,ȥ˳,һҹ򸾶˴ҹ
˿̹ǰ֪˶,һҲ롣
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ЩĵԽ,üͷϾע,һܷ飬ദԽԽȻ,ǰ̶ĶܸҪһ䣬Ҳ,涯˲ö,һ,ԺעűǣҲΪС֡
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ģŲԽ,ʱ,칬ĵűƿɵĹ˴ε,һµĴ
˫ֺڸǰüĿеʯ,һ£
ʣԸأ,Ի
ʵԸߴ͵һ𣬡.....
ֱͦ,κʱ򶼹ؾص,һҹ֮·˸,һλϸĴ̧ĿȻǰģ
ǣ۶ںδǴˣǴ
̫ƽˣ÷·ǰҹ磬·Ǿˮµţ̽ȴ絶ڻʵĿ˿ʹʵĿڣĺ˪ᡣ
գе͹зӯ졣
׵ĵ֮
Ӱҵǻ֮ԣ˱飬ܴв¼ģ
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Ťͷܸƨâ˭˭˵ǰӴأأ˱ܰҲУܴ
ҡͷ̾񣬵ĳͳ˧˵˭ʣ˧֮»˧ټ˭
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ʵûڣһ˫Ѫ˿ԭ̫վķ
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ֵұƹأҹߣ˼ж֮ȱս֮սĪҪԶ磬ͷմ̤ǽ벽
ݺŶӣԶȺһ֪ӳطսΪףΪı߹˧Ϊֵ
£󶼶ټ޼ܱ衣
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˵᳤Ҿ££޼֮ͬãֻսһֱиͷҴףɹƳ
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ڳҪ˵ʲôȴݺͷ˳ȥֻ½½˳
꣬žֻʵ޼ɶˣ޼վһɰأڵһ
üĿʹɫ䣬ʵ۵ķһۣʵȴǰȴʵƿʵۻŲŲһһ̨ף޼̨ǰɥ֮ʹֵзߣѵվλٵĵϿ˷˪
޼ɣΪҲһλףһʵۣҼ縺ǧǧ֮ҵŮŮյĶҲǶӣһλϸĵǳһʱ֮ҪȨף²Ҵսʱֻӭսʤ㲻󣬹飬̷ҲܰװýʿȥıԴʱסմմ֮ã乥ΪҴȡʱ䣬
˫ƣ֮ʱҾپսһٽȥĮ˼Ϊס
޼һ۷ɨȥЦȻأʱô죿˺ӣʬ޴棬ΪףİΣ𣿡
ʵ۵׵ʹҪȴǿţ޼....ǰ޸ûʮֻϣⲢӯЧУȴԣΣû޵λã㲻޵Ѵ....
ҲףҲ...޼ޱҪôɱңҪôսҲὫѪ͡
ͭǽڰ޼ɣʵεһЦγϣӮκ˶ϣӮĵŮôù...Ϊ˽ɽ𢣬˵һȥΪǵûѡ
ĸңа𣿡
޼ɫںÿЩǰһ
մûս׼󺹽һս˫˲٣ĸսͻȹǣһأ̸УʱóԸļʸڴû͹飬϶ǲսвˡ»
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ӭսӮȥ꿪ʼӪ齨һֻڻӪƳһشʮĻڣսմһڷ棬һ룬ԿĲ潩֣ڻ湥մֲúá
ʵмģҪȥ𣿡
޼ʱ¶Ҳմύ֣նᣬͼ͸Գ·һֻ֪򾫱ֲ
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ʵۼɫ֣أڲˣЩÿÿ޼ĻξӹΰǲŵģҲ˽⣬ſڿ֮ˡ
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ҪÿģжͤĶү⣬ƽҲ棬⣬Ψһ鷳ĸ꣬ҪסģҲһ׮....
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֪Լ˵ʲôҲʲôˣΪҵľ....
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޼޹ģ˹̵ؿڣŤͷȻӵս£Ъüǣ۵׵ɫҪ͸Ǻ˪̤ƽǴĮĿ
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һ⣬Ȫݺͺóйصᣬ⡣
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üһƽץˣ
⻰æֱԱһ飬˶ʵǣ𣿴֪֪Ǯׯĵϸ
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ףԭˣһ٣ˣӸո˵ǻҲٿģô£
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ͷЩ˵ôûҵóѣʵǱˡ
ףһұ㰲ȥѼ֤ݣֻǻΣת˼֣Ϊݾߣҵվ׷̫ڲһˣ̫ұſֽţֻҪƽ˳ȡûҵΣǾа취סǵıӡ
ӴȲۣǺа
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дῴ˺⣬ԼԭдǷ˺٣дһƤƵͲãİ
ûϵôԼţ˷ûϵ𣿡
ްġὫѩаʣ㻹ʲôҲ֪ģ
죬û....
Ǳҷ㻹бң»رҪ....
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̫Ӱһ£ͭһﵩ𲽻ָյ֡
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˵и֮ˣƫţƽڳôãȻֵմĹ⣬жԺ˰ǽ㡣
⻰Ŀڱŵǹ˳ˣ°ǰţմҵĹûţҷŹ͸ûš
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Ŀ˶㲻ô㲻ü޸....
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һԲ´ӡ
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Ѷգ֣Ҳõִв˾һտǸǰܳһӾͺùˣҲգ꣬ұ֤󣬰ضˡ
ڹٷ׷ŤͷүЩǽձѿӶ׮°ãҲԺúùꡣ
԰ϣڼϲ....
һֱףˣ㵽ڵʲô
˳󣬸˺ҲͶһɻߣ⻹һв˾£ûϵڱƳͬʱҲԽԽɡ
ڵʲô
վ̨ϣſڿϺϣɫȣӣᡣ
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Եϸɴ󺣣ԵŰ񻺻ðȲ𣬴ĵȲ޼ɺʹȲ
ٴʲô
Ҫݣǧ
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86 
ӦЩ,Ժ뻹δͣýŽյĻֵ֣,һ㱻֪ټ,һǰϸȥˡ
գȥ,½ڵ
һ,ҲЪһЪǮׯӵ,øӻׯΪѺ,ϢӴȥӵȱǮׯĿ
峿¸һԲ,ų,յֵ˶УָӺһݡ
̼׿Ÿʳվſ̽ͷ̽,Ӻʱܻ
׿æ˸,ʳз£Լܻء
Ǿͺã,Ǳ߿Ϣ
ÿվǻۡв˾᲻,̱׿,
׿Ӷͳһ,ֳģζͷ
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뾩ӱĵ⣬ֻ̻ΪԷһǰЩʳôһ괺ǲɱ⡣⣬ӵӡ
뾩ʱɥڼ䣬Тһ꣬ζһ겻ŮͬڵӿɲǰӣйԱأԲĺӱΪҪĻʮָˣ̧Ϊ
ﻹ޵ᵽӷ·Ÿ̫ӷɥ涼ϼ⵹ˣϻؿ䣬Чôԣ
뵱ȢֵǺ䶯һʱգţھҲ˺һת˵䣬ɼģλȨص...ȻҲλȨصĸϣæֹסͷ
ֵвδᵽ߹أ֮Ϳŷƣ滬һֽббּǴд
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ǼǼɺʹˣѩɻ͵òɻɽ͵㡣
ѩлɣɽͷⲻƽô
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̿󴾰ڰߣָ޼̱ӡ
ɼǶദʮǢǰеģɣ۵롣
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̣޼ӲϲǣǱôˣûŪӣǱ߹ؽʿĶ²ǰռžƴӼǿţ͢ţ궬㹻괺أԼ˵дģĴڶôһᣬɲýʿǰܶ
մǸ뷽跨ƻ£߹ؽʿиǰûսˣ괺ⲻһս޼ɽڲҲ̫....
ʼд˴īˮ·οᣬҲû˵ʲôҴ˱ʣǵĺϢ....
̶ۿ죬ҲŽ˼Ը׿
죬ȥ֣˺δ...
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˴ţôסȥǮׯϢһ¼ңһϢ㱨뾩ʱԸ񣬽λҩʦҩʦִȪݺ̱¼Ѱ·ӣͻ
游ȥϤ˵ĵϸԭЩ꣬ԭвƾЩ˶ָԭ⣬ȥǰڵˣڣѾѴصϢɢ˳ȥ
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ЦһԬҺôӣҸӶŸɣ
ԬҲ·ԬͷһŮȥұˣԬǻףƽͷȪ֪
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֣Դ뷢ףͲϣҲʮ꣬˾ӡӡ
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ǰȪݼ֣ԴֻʱС֣Դǵ˭޸ᣬ빬Σλ֣Ҳ˸졣
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˵꣬ڴ֣Դô
շת⣬֣Դʹֻͷܸ̻ˣ֣Դ͢ϢȥǴҪ˰һȥҪ˰ˣôһ⿪յ˰ǲÿ˫Խܣܳʵķӡ
в˾ʮǰļ¼ߵһ˰һʱﻻʱ̶࣬ӽȫն˰ʱˮв˾ÿ궨Ȫݻخó磬ǰͺ̣óԽ٣˰ԴԴӿ⣬ҲóûӴ̣Ҳ׽⣬ϣʵָտɴ
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֣ԴعζһʣףûҲ޳ɣ²˳٣дӵȥ˾࣬¾ϡ
УҼüɫ裬ϢһһȥͷеĻȸԾһЩпȫû˳
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ڱЩɵۣŬŬ죬ӣһ...ȴãʲô˼
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87 
ڱһûŲ,죬һڣ·ʪȻСƣһ,ûϵ,Ǹ߸ϵү,ƼȨĸ,Ȼȡ
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....
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¶ʮһգһߣŽǳ֣Դ͵ķŶʮԱٺ̲ʮҴ󷫣ƺƵǲһɽһǧ͡
йв˾յģ̻صԺľЪϢһʰ׼¼ҹ꣬׿ȥһϰҹϹ֯ͣﲻæũ̹ܴһ
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ȴǲţʮ˾ͣɫ¶ģһûϣôȢף
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88 
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