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ұīͻŪɫ糺죬ȵСٵˣź˼ͷȥī:ιǲǳԴҩˣôŪЩ
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š
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ǡ
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á
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šȻ˵仰ǻͣԭصģҸī衡
̲סתī衱Ͼܾûйܹ˾ˣ¿ɴСģڿҷˡ
ιҿ˵ôߣ
ī衲𷴵Ƚһҵ֡

Ҷվϴ¥֮£ܶ·Ͷ۹øɫ۹ⶢǣұЩ˼Ǵߴī衣ʲôҪǽȥ˵ɣ......˹ֶġ
û¡ī˵ҲԲ˼Ρ
Щţ
û׼ʱīͻȻҵǰȥ
ΧͻȻһ壬Ҳŵˡ
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ī衺Ȼſҵ֣ӿóһɫ˿޺ӳ
ʶסͣһĻڷҲʱ򣬱Ȼ̻죬һһҹУţת˲ţиС
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ҲףȻôңΪʲôҪӦҽ飿
ī衽סң۵õһպһͱݺס죬ҿﵭĮ룬ų޵Ŀ⣬һʹؿһۣرۡ
ͻȻݣǴӵ͵һ㣬űϵ˫һǱҸոյĴ˺ҧѾʼѪѪζܿҵĿǻɢ
ܿ죬
ǿǵѪīôܲˣģһᣬݵ......
Ǹ֣ҧüء
ҽر۾üĿɺһš
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ҲǸ˫ؿǰĵذϣط
ޣҲܿޣֻҪҡ
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ιõҩ
쳣ƽȴȻÿ£Ųͣضţ޲ýԼǶĽݽǽȥԼ
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ҳȥΪһ㻳ҵĺӣҸ㣬ܣ붼Ҫ룡
ǿҳҩҵʲôûˣŽһ˦תȥ

003:լ

ķؿһۣû˵ʲôʰõذϵĶҲȥˡ
һǱī˦ײǽϵĶûжĿնɢؿǰĴǡ
ֱ¥´顱һ죬ǳӼ۶ȥ
ҵᣬһ̣˳˫ֽקȭͷƾָǶҲﴫȳճС

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绰ڰ칫ҵشǰЩضֻһŽѵõĺ벦˳ȥ
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004:Ҳ

ϻŵ·籩꣬ϵҸоԼһֱ»˫ԽԽûһˮ
䣬ĵ䡣
ҵ۾ģҶڵϣסԼӣͼԼһůʶȴһ......
ɽˮԽԽҼѵƿ˼һҾͻᱻߡ
ֱī衵ɡҵǰֻ̧ģ
ī˳ȥˡ
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ī˵·ͻԷˡ
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ô˵ţѾ˲ߣѰ˷ˣīѾ¿ʼˣ̻һΪǸովһ˶˵½½вˡ

005:˯úܺ

ʼչǳǳЦ˼˵̣̫ˣһҳԲˡ
̸һˣӴӲܿЦİಹǺõģˣʵڳԲ£СӰ
һ٣ʶ̧ۿī衣Ҳڿҡ
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ֻǲҿͻˡ
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ī衺ɳ죬Ȼҡ
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ҽ۾ûκζվұ˵ҵĳ¡
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ĵѾȫˣֻʣһƬڣҲ̲ססǣ
ô˯ȥģѾˡ

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һ£ǿһ˿ЦӦ
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Һܿȥ˳׼ͣʱͳؽһ̡
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Ҷһ£˯úܺá

006

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̾վǱϣľ
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ӸʻլĴſڣǰһ뻹ī衣һϾͻ˽լ֮ǰıϢҾó¶ȶΪ˽˺üȡ
Ҳҿֻֻװֻӣʵһֱڸһһ
ͻȻţӼ۶ȥʱѾɽϵ·رֶ࣬ӱúֱײģұŵֱֻͨҲٵһ˲˳ȥڳǰֱֱ֮ڳȥˣҲȥ񣬾ܸոհȫᡱΪϵˣһǻæץס˳ϵİԾƽȡ
ڳӽӽĵطʱشɲĦĴ̶͵ҵĶĤһûзӦʱī衿ûһۣһӻ֣˵һ
һз̫죬һʱûзӦ
ȴٴڣ㻹³ѵΪһɷҪؼң
ҴؿӲ˵Ļʵ㣬Ҫҵ̫̫壬ҶûǺϷҶöģ³
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ڴתҲҶỻܵ裬ӱܵƫתֺֻҵڳţҾһҲŰ
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ڣһֱǿӵĲʸУͶͷǱڻ˿һ㣬̵ܣոīõҲСұƵҲű˺üֱֱײ·ߵϣ󱳺ֱɺݺĦۡ
Ҳ̲ס˳վ˺һʹвŻһ롣
һֱϵ˿ûˣҵһεڴڳڵίһһȫòУż֦縡ôеľֻãһжֲҵĳЦ

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ܹɫл磬ڵʱظҼвˣĸҰϺָҰϲԵ˿ޣµԡۣӣһʮʮҵĺɷ򣬿תۣ̲ߣа޲ð
լʼҪװúܸˣû֪Һͬһӵʱﵽж尾
֪ϷҲòϷ
Ҳ֪վ˺þãò׽е⳵˾ҪǰߴԼһ·ҡ
һվֱӣųصĲӣָڹ̵ĶͷϣŸ߸Ьಽǰϵֻǰߡ
Ȼ˲ãҿǰԶĵϣ紵ŤĴӣ滹װʪī衵һкЩѾ¶˳
Ǹոո³֮ʱҵ·棬һ·˿ˣֶ
ȫܹ뵽·ʱı飬ŵҵ·ҿЦһ߹ȥ˵ڵϣ··Żش֧ųصӣվ
ôңôܷŹҵ·

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ī衻û֪ͨǲ׼̫̫ǻûиĿڡ
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΢Ϣ˼ӣҲ鸡ӣ绰бķ˵ðҩºҩûüϴڴ˯ˡ
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Ǳߺܿι
衣ҽ
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008˺

ҪǱȴͻȻˣ㣬֧ԮǮ׷һ±¡
СӣѾίˣ㻹Ҫô
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ҪҲԣڼ޸ī衣ôǮõңұ֤Թ
壬ٴõǮҧ
ȴΪ˵а㲻ԣȥī衣ҲûǮ
ˣӰ
а˵ҿǼˣܼǵĹ˾Ҿ׵㣬ȺҾͲţЩôڡ
㡣
ҧȭͷţ֮ǰָǶµˣ۵һ顣
һЦʣô㵽׸ң
......ҡѾ˵ȴ˵壬ҹҪٸв㣬㿴
ȻǱִ߱ʲôˤ裬ҰǮת
áǱûκԥ
绰Ҷϣ룬㿪֧ϽеһǮȫת˹ȥ
֪ҵĴվ˺þãҵԺֳָǰСʱǽһֵ龰ǰɣȴһģ
磬ȥһ̳Ѱī衳ϵӢ̱꣬ҵĵ档
ȥʱۻԱܿǼϴΪƽ·ǵЦ˲併˺ܶ࣬ζ´һۡ
Һ⣬ӲͷƤֻƬ΢һЩȣһܿ˻ٴγʱһҴǼһģһĳ¡
ֱÿ˿Ҳ֪ȵԭ--ŴƽƽңȻһӽĳ¡
ҵÿѾ͸֧ˣڿʼұҪӰӵĹˡ
̳ƽһ飬ǴǸҴĵ绰
ڵε绰Ǳ߻˵ͨеʱֻī衵绰
Ҳæת䡣
ʲôԵ̬ȣҲõһſٴβī衵ĵ绰
Ȼ绰ܿͨˣҵǸ룬˺

009:ӵ

绰ܿͨ˵ιʱţǶģ
һİ˶Ȳϡ
룬ҲҸ˵ĻֱӹҶϵ绰ֱܣҰѳ¸͹
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˵꣬绰ѱĮعҶϡ
ų̳ſڣһﲻܶ࣬ʱ㶴㵵ңʶԼһСһ㡣
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뷨䶨̧׼Ҫߣīĵ绰ˡ
С㡣
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Ŷá
Ϊ˲ʱ䣬Ҵ˳ȥ˵ʱ򣬷ϵǮѾʣ޼ˡ
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ọ̈̄Ҿī֣ļͽȻһ̣ק˱ϵİ
ī衣ţذңòã
ҳ׶ԭأһʱ䲻֪߻Ǹˣֲ֪Ҫʱܼˣɴһ˵е飬·øҾߣôš
һ˺þãҸоˣתȥ
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010:˵˭أ

ī衵ȿңһ......С㡣
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018

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죬һٶֿʽʹ֮ǰÿһҶƺˣǹȻС
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æʱʱر죬һͬͻȻһߺȵ:ȣ˰ȥԷɡ
˸˵:߰߰ɣҲͶˡ
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ʵҲ̫ڴҶڰҵæҲȥһǿ϶ҲҪҴߵ⣬ڴҹæӦҳԷ
ҴλվҳʳõԱ󷽵˵:߰ɣǽ˭ôˣʳóԣη粨ˣȥһٺõġ
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Ϊ˲̵ģҵһԡΪ׼ĻƷͻױƷ
ҶظԼһױȻ¥
ͥҽѾڿˣں̸̽ʲô̹Ц
ī衲ûҵͬʱﾹЩʧ
Ų߹ȥЦ:̣

021ҸҲ

תͷĵ:
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û£̵ˡ
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Ҵ͵ʱ̻ͻת:Ȼ֣ҽøúÿ
֣ҽЦЦ˵:̫̫鷳ָҡ
һ:ޡ
Ȼ̵ע£ȥ֣ҽҰʱǱ۾ģܿǺ۽ǵϸƣȥҽԺЩСҽרҵ̫ࡣ
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á
ûʲôˡ
ҸѾù緹ˣұ֧ȥԷȻ֣ҽɳġ
Ȼɳָһξ룬һǵĶԻ
֣ҽôſǿ㻳ϺӰ
̫̫ǼõģȻӵӲǻҪ˳Ȼġ
ô......
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̺һ裬һķ磬ҹĻĺʱԺȻ˳ӿ
Ϊ̷ԸȥҩĻˣһʱҲû⣬ȴû뵽ģȻī衡
żҩ߹ȥӹҩش߻Ь߳ߺ̣ţһˡ
š
һ㶣һ˲ͣͣͺĶϣֻǰܿЦ⣬¶Ž׵۾ǡ
ҳױԻסˣɲǻ㱣һֻصʮǰͬ·̯ʱʱҲЦġ
Сӣ°û
ī߹ϺװϣԵ޳·Դһپζʮ㡣
ȥһ˫ſ̼ϣ£˵Ըҵ£ҸҲ𣿡

022

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úúã֪ˡ
ī˵ȻǱƵʼǳǳЦţĿҡ
ʶҪˣȴīһ§סʹҺ߶ϡ
ͨͨͣ
ţԲˣûоòҪҪŸ٣ڼúϢţ
Ǹ֣βĿǰһ࣬Ҳûмôī衣һ˲䣬ľһҰɷ
ҽסˡ
Һܾûī衺һ
ţ
ŶһйˣҺܺá
ЦţԸ̣̣ҩûУ
˺ˣ̧
Ȼ̧һҩֱݸߵī衡
һ㶡
ң
īһֻ֣ʳָָԼŵؿڡ
ǵģ̫̫Ϊ׼ġ
ͬʱ̡
ȴΪ˵ƽʱǹˣ´ο¾ˣպý֣ҽˣҾ˳㿪һЩҩ֪ûȥŪԶͽ͵ģҿǳԡ
......
ī衳á
ʲôϽˣҪϲһֱҲԣÿ춼ʱȡ
ī衼æܾҺҺȣ㲻˾ôԶĥ𡣡
ܣٵҲӰʲô
ī衶˵Ѿ̧ҩƳһò˵ȷʵīкܴոˣεʱ򣬻ͦɰġ
һֱעī衣ż˵׵룬Ц
극Һīʰö׼ؼҡ
ΪһΣī衻֮ǰڰ·³ȴû뵽һΣǰ濪ո̵˱ī衱㵹ںһԲ
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һ·ֱӻʻſڡ
ҿ³ī衾ȻλϣûаҪӣѵǣ˯

023Ҫ뿪

Ҳ˳Ǳߵţī衻ûʲôҹķ촵ͷϵ鷢ҲˣȻ
ͷȥļ򣺡ܣܡ
īһѴ֣Ǳ˯ߵĺһ㣬
ôˣ
Щ룬ۿ
ˣܡ
ԣī衵߸ų
ֻü΢΢ţΣŵ𣺡ţãȻȥɡ
ǡ
֪Ҳʹ죬û³ʱѾȥˣݣķкұ¥
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첻ô죬ǣ
ˣЩʲôأǺ˲Żңѵúܣ϶ôϾôҡ
Ȼû뵽īѾԡˡ
ոҽԡҽļʱƽʱֻһڼңҲɢˣȻˡ
ǣϴ裬ˮͿһӾңҵߣī衵ġ
Ҳһɫ֮УŨƵضҵϡ
֮䣬ҡһУæùһԵԡΧϣֻǣԡ̫̫Сڵ棬ڲ棬ǣһԡǣš
............
Ȼһ룬Ҳ˵
ī衹̵ĴֱֱӡҵĴϡ
ϵԡһѳԵˮϣĳʪȫ
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ˣֱıȥʼҵĻӦ
Ұʮˣû뵽ôضҡ
ĽʵıоǰδеҸ
ȻһѰӵøʶ䣬ҵĶߣͳˣΣҪ뿪......Ҫ뿪ҡ
ɲǼ䣬ͬһͰˮļ䡣
ˡ
ԭոһˮۼ֮ʱ󵱳˽漣Ȼϴ
ΣС
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024ī衵Ĵǰ

Сÿϵ֣Ȼŵ·Ƶƹ⣬һ۳˯еī衡
ȻͷҲصس˷ţһң۵òУڴϣȴ˯ˡ
ͷѣ̲סʼôҹ·һֻʣҶ϶Ŀ
һֱججţֱ¶ǰףҲۡ
ٴʱѾϵʮˡ
һŻԼ¥£Ь׼ߣȴķʱס
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һīɫ¶ʵϳˣֻ룬̫׼......
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𣿡
ǰɫ̫̫ϣ϶ˣѡ
ٺ١
ҵһЦȷʵȹıǰκһҪÿǣͬҲҿ϶ȹӾԲīѡġ
ֿһұȹ¥Ȼīҽ첻ȥϰ࣬Ҳֵɣ鷿һֱȵʱ壬Ҵī衸һȹӡ
վھǰʱһûϳ
װ˿װ
ī׼ʱؽͣſڡ
˳Ҷǰ˵ллҡ
лģ̫......뵽ʲôָĿڣС㡣
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ЩȣС̣
̣Ҵ֪ī衾Ȼˡ
ǰܵС̣ЩһֱסڰޣܵĹϵɺˡ
ŶӦһһʣжˡ
Ҹоö֪飬Ҷ֪
ˡ
ꡣҰһָ˵ʮʱ򣬾͸ˡ
ţǵġһ£̾һ˵ʱܱһҪСһ꣬ܵİְͬһ̫̫Ҳãһҹ֮䣬˾ɶڲ޲ߵλʱܳҪʹ࣬Ҫ͹˾Ĵ

025

㲻֪ǰ꣬˶ʮ
Ҳ֣ȥҲ͵ģȻݶʮʲôҼֱ롣
ЩۣȻҴδǸʱī衣ǣҼʮǰüĿЦī衣ԲŻʹǰ
ǸʱôȹأҲҺܶҹһһίˡˣڱʹ
ôǿһˣӦǲ޵İɣ
أһһƽЩµˣϣ
ǵġ
Ҹо֣˵һֵʱī衴ɽʱš
ʱӦúܿɣ
һϢƽСʱ......
ȻͣҾЩ֣ҲЩ棬ǹϵ飬Ӧûʲôûرܵģѵϵģ
Ǹ˲Ҫߣ˼ȻֿˣĪǣǸʱֿģ
µؽӻʲô
Ӧܿ죬ͰҴˣңʱʲôһé®ͷ࣬߶Ը˾Щϼ޻ĹɶʱҪѧϰҵ֪ʶ
Ŷҵش𣺡پʲô
Ī
Īپ˳ЦʣԺͽĪ𣿡
С㿪ľͺá
һ·ϣû⣬ȻĪپܹˣҲûȤ
ӺܿʻլԺ
լƯʵưΧţȥҲŷֻ֣ҡī衡ˣ˵ǸС̽ӷ磬ʵһ硣
Щˣǽǰܸ̽ʶġ
˿̣Ҹ̤Ժ룬ｻ䣬һźɫŮһװ˹ˡ
ֻǼſҪһѿ
ī衵Ĵ󲮸ʹĸҫͳ
ϴμʱȻһֱЦŴԲȻܹм䰵ŵļ⵶
Ǿֱ̧ݸһ
ллĸЦŵлֽ§ŵˣϸУ󲮸
ҫոտҵһһĽкŵøˣϵıҾַߵĳ׽ɫ첲ϺݺһѼצЦݱ
ôһ
˼ǣī衻ûе
ҸīԼ飬ûж⹫ϣҲ֪īǰһο̹ǵԣһֱҺīġ

026

ǿʵҲǿʵ
ī......
һû˵꣬ҲʱǰŮ۹Ȼһһ˿Ϸζλÿȥ
ǲӦöҵĴ𰸸ڴڿʲô
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ҵϹһŮˣֳڼϡ
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ҲҪõ˳ƫƫһֳܱʲôȻӲЦš
ȣɩӣǸŮ˻Թø·һģһġ
˵ģǰŮŮī꣬ī衵á
ᳶ˳죬һ˲ˣø绹ûôȤζǽʱû磬Ҳʽ֪ͨһ
īһһϷӣͼѼӲɡ
ͼӴ׵ŮԺѡˣɲѡø֣Źġ
......
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䣬ͻȻ֪ðЦЩӲûκֻվī衺ͽ漵ǰ˵ī衣Ҫ̸һ¡
˵תҲһ¡
漼Ҳңʹקī衲ţʵص̣һûüúðݷҪҸһɡ

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Ȼ󣬶üĿīһ𣺡ҹ
ֻˡ
̰ɫīֱʣʲôʱģ
ī衻̵ģɫЩ㣬ֱ̣𣺡ϸڡ
ҵ˫յýģ˼ǣǾ鸴ȼһˣڼ䣬Ϲδ
ǣӦҲ˵İɣ뵽ͻȻЩܲˣͲһ仰īһ仰һЩǿٿҸû˵ĵطй

027ε

ʱͻȻң֪𣿡
֪ҵȻ֪˼㵽˾ȥˡ
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ĿתûΪңī衣£Ҫһ˵Ҳ֪ûˣҾʲô˵ʲôˡ
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ǱŽ˱ˣģҲ̫ˡ
̺ī˺þãīɫԽԽָоǱİߵС
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ϣ㲻ҪʧʧˣϣһصжѼϵγеǷҡ
š
һܵͺأҿ
أ˺ī衣Сεˡ
һ˲䣬īüĿһɵؿűȥҲŵˣʶ͸һܳȥڵϣѾˡ
ҿī衶ڵϣҡӣܴ󣺡漣漣ѣѡ
ϵˣ㷴ӦûС
߹˵绰оȻ
پپپ
˱ܵܿĪپīǰ
죬ѳ
á
īѾſڱȥպãī衵С̴¥ܹȥʣī衣ô£
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......˵ţͿī衻Ľ漣·㡣
ʱĪپѾѳȵͣī衱ϣһã㱧Žϳˡ
ҴǰҲ֪ȫ˵ע£ȻһѾץסī衡
Ҿôץ˵Ŀӡ
Լ˰ӣ˦ҵ֣ǰ:
ɲǣǱͿһ˿ͷõ͵͵ģ˻ġмĿҶνˡ

028

Һ̼ʱҲ˫ֽסҵģοҵ:̫࣬εˣģڣǾԲܵġ
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ŵֻ֣ģ˫Ŀؿ̣ûп˵ְҵյýһЩ˵ôҿЦţ
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Ϊī衣ؾͽˡ
֮ǰīͳֻعҸ
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ִīϣЦøˣ˵Ѿȼˡ
Ҷǣûа˵Ƿģ
۲Ÿ߸ЬŤƨˡ
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һæɣЦŻǵС̡
ҽ챾ͻױּͽһģһ·װƯᡣ
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ҲҵĲģǰοң࣬ϾεˣŮ˴һЩҲǻ¡
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īС̸ջ춼סլÿ̡
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֮ǰ̳ңһһϵҪ˵ʲôȴһ䣺ǾӪģζܵģҲͬ⣬ī衿ҲһʱŲ£һ£ʲô£ʱ˵̸š
ı飬һס֣ģǿҡҡͷ˵Ị̇û¡ңҲܣֻݷһ°ɡ
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ţûµģȥɣҹ
ãȥúϢ


Ӻܿ쵽Ųϵ˵Ľ־ͻڽֵǣйС£ʱһ
Ҳ֪ǲĺá
ҵԺȻһͷ--ī顣

029ǿ

Ҳ֪ͽ漺֮ǰʲôֿǣīôضһУҺȻеȫ
̫ԼʹʹҶȫ
ʻţĪ˱ݡ
ԭֻһյСƣɾһЬʱĴƺȻҲˡ
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ȴֵܳĵط
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ȴȻãǰĵƹذһЩһӰͷϵĵƹһ롣
˳ҲŪԵġ

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Ŷ
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ͷϷһҩһˮһּֽվī衵֡
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ܲܣ͵˦˦ͷôΪҷôĵӣңʵ˻Ҳԡ
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ȻԵģīƽʱ϶
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ƿЩּҸѣҲ㰡ɫôˣҪٲȥΣˣԹԵĻȥ㣬
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û뵽һڳϽ漣Ȼûиīһ
һۣǣŹҪߡ
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˵ʲôҼʱˡ
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Ĭ˺һŻƮһ֡
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в
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С̵߿ȥһ۾ͼ˴ĳ߳ī衣ϵװѾµģͷȻǶ̶ģ¶Ķͷ߾ˣǻעŵϣĿȴʼĿǰʲô
Ī˽ݣվȥ˵ʲô֮ī̧ӽ
ǵĳӣͣǰż׵ľ룬վڳűߺȻһ۵ʱȫѪҺֹͣˣ֪϶ǿҵģһʶһ¡
ˣѾϳˡС˵
......Ŷ
Щεشţ̧ͷǵĳī衵ĳ棬мֻ
һ·ī衵֣Ȼ˴⣬ȫסˡ
ϲż--档
Сģպī衵Сô󣬱ī衴ﶪ˳ڵ·Ϲһء
ȻǵĳȻ٣뿪......
Сͣ˳ңҪҪ
ֻһ룬ؿ˳ȥǸżѾˮʪĵ·ŪˣȴȫȻˣżڻ
ҸС̻˼ҡ
İɣī衿϶֪ǣɲܳ㡣С̰ҰɳϣִҼ˵
һﱧż˵ţһᾡߵġ
Сһ㶣ʲôأǸϽҺͺãؼȥ㻹أףһڸոûнסī衣Ҫڸ绰ˡ
˵꣬ƾҪȥ绰æס˵Ҫ......ҲˣС㲻Ҫī衴绰ҷģһᾡú֮¡
СأһЦ:ˣˣϿȥϴˮ裬һøðˡ
ī𣿡һǲĵʡ
İɣҲǵ£ҪϽҽãȻ˼Ҿڡ
ô˵Ҳˣͷ
С̴ҽңȥڼ䣬ҲŴµش̽һĻϴС̹ҲûиŽڲ֪һһСԢ
С̵һ˿˯¸ң˵ţȥϴɡ
á
ʲôУ㾡ãСﲻþн
ҶǳǳһЦ......á
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ĺ֡
ˣΪСѾ˷䣬ң
ȡ
ϴ˿ԷҼˡ
Ŷá
ҺܿȥС̼һҶ룬ȴЩˡ
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š
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Ǹ磬ȴʼնī衵ӰġǳЦʱġ......
ҷ·ܹī˵
С̣ҲԷ
С̣ҲԷ
ȵȣС̡
ҲΣīС⣬һ͵ۣӴ
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£ī衵ҳɤ˽
˵Ҫɣͺˡ
СС̶û߳һ㡣
һʹܿ죬˶ī衵ĽŲԽԽ
ӱýģȭͷڱĵذϣĲԽÿ졣
ŲȻͣסˡ
С̣ˡ
ȣҪȥﰡС̰㻹ûԹأι......
ŲԶˣӦȥشС̣Լ԰ɣҲ˾Ҫæ
ҿɫѾܺˡ
ȻСһ仰˵㣬㻹ȥʲô˾˼Ҷ˯ˡ
īû
С̽Ų⣬ǰһЩ˵ī衣......ûǲǺʲôˣ
û뵽С̻ʣһ
û¡ī衳С̣ˣ㡣
......·ע㣬Ҫȥ˾ˣôˣȥϢ
á
űˣһ㱡֪С̺ܻܿῪŽǺֲܿȥﻹδˮ飬վžͱƿˡ
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ոյ£ˣ
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ҺöˣллС̡
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......á
ϴ꣬ðպ֮ػ㣬˿еԼϵ鷢õȥȻ߳ȥ
ѾҲʢˣСһߣЦʾڶԱߡ
ҰӹС̵ݹĿӡ

088:ôģ

ˣ԰ɣ⼸춼κģˡ
鷳Сˡ
˵鲻鷳ġС˵ī衰Դϴҵ֮󻹴ûͻȻˣҲ϶͸ˣǵô£ҪΪǸսŮӣҵǾûҪīǺܷģûпոǸӣˡ
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һš
Ҳ˵ˣԼԼֻīÿ컹ôһ˾ҪܣʵˣҪ̫
ţ֪
˯֮ǰС̽Ǹż
΢ǸС̻һ죬ī衴ӳⶪġ
㣬Ѿϴɾˡ
ҽӹͷţţллС̡
С̶ЦЦҵĶͷ˵ˣú˯һס˯ǰٳһҩⲻá
ãллС̡
ˣ

˵ֿ꣬һżҲŴӴųȥˮҩ
ɻشϣҲͷﱧżŴŨīҹɫ
òƽϢ˸ոīΪﴥż
ʲôʱżңīôᣬΪһŮӣȥż
ôţ˯⽥Ϯ˯ˡ
......
ٴμī衣ֻŰ
һ磬ҾͱֻϢˣۣõֻ鿴꣬Ҽˡ
ܲðȮݺݿˣѾĿǰϵʦڴ......
Ȯݺ
ѹȥܿ췭𴲣ʰһ£·塣
С̳ңʣôŻŵģҪȥʲô
С̣Ȳܸˣˡ
......ι......
һЬһ̾ͳȥˣС̵Ľк
ͣ㵽¥£æҵվڵ·
ܿгͣ
ȥϡ˳Ҽ
á
ĵλãϰ߷ڣӸһ·Ͷˡ
żòУʦҪòſԵ
ʦεش𣺡㿴ǰ·˵ҪСʱͨ
Сʱ˵ʦ㿴㻹ûбİ취м¡
С㣬Ҳм䣬ǰ治ͨҲҲض......Ϊ
һǶʧȥˡ
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·ȥĻܶʮӰɡ˾
ܰ˵һ´µ·𣿡
³󣬹ǰǸ̵ƣתߵ·ľͷȻתһֱߣֻҪߵ¥֪ˡ
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˾˵·ߣҺܿ쵽˺̵·ڣ·֮תߵͷ֮ҾͿߵһ¥
ǰҾȻûע⣬ϾȻBߵĽ˾취ǺãѰϸ߸ϵĶˣҿʼС
ٶȾͱԽԽˣ;·һεĵ棬ҺȻϴι˾װᣬīҲҴ·ܹ
һ·ܵϴſڣѾ۵üˡ
վ⣬˫ַϣ棬̧֮ż˽ȥ
ȣû°ɣˣ
ұݷߣߴ𣺡ûˣȲ˵ˡ
......
ȵݵʱҾǸߵú޲¥һ¥

ڵˣȲȥߵ¥㡣
ճ˵ݣ붼ûī衰칫ߡ
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Īֻһۣȴͣ½Ųһţƿī衰칫ҵš
̫......̫Īҡ
ûд۾칫濴ȥ֮ȴӰûС
īأתĪ
Īһ㶣˵......ܸǹȥˡ

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ҵͷ
Īҳī衵˽˵ݣֱ˸һ¥˳
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Īʵһܿ𣺡ҲǺҪ֪ܲ
Ҿ֣Īô
Ҫȴ绰ȷһ£Һܿһϣɵ绰ʮ𼱵ʱ򣬸ûϡ
ûʱˣֱӸĪ˵绰ذ¼֣绰˺üû˽ӡ
ǰһĪȻϻǺƽӡ
ѲɣѾץˡ
뵽Ϳʼͻͻͣ
ι
ҿҪʱ򣬵绰ͻȻˣҾ
ĪƤһ£ܿޱ飬ֻǣѳøһЩ
ҺȻջһİ취
ǻҴҴææ͹˵绰ѵ绰Ī
ǸĪܲܰҷͻȻ뵽ҪҪ졣
̫̫ʲôµҵͷȥɡ
û£ȥԼ򳵻ȥС
Ī㲻˵ˣűԶĵҷ·Ѿī衸ߴͦεӰ
Ҫߣﻹü
ī衵ıӰߴҹ¶һڿĵĿǰһ־µĸо
￴һȴעץסĪڿֱۣһĪͻ̼ˣ̺Ȼʧȥ˿ƣ͵һڣĪܿ췴Ӧʱס̣ҲȡƶҼʱסĪֱۺͼʻΣӻǱ˦һЩ롣
Ӻͣ
ٷӦ֮īѾͷˣ֪̫ϤˣǸ룬üߴ˹
ܿ쵽˳ǰҵֹͣˡ
ôģ
仰ԭǶĪ˵ģ˵;ʱȴȻɨ˹ȻĿഥһ£ʶҪӡ
ǣĪп²ȥ
īһֱҵϣһʱ֪²ȥɴһס
ôţī衲ڣҵȻǲȿڵģϾҲ֪£īҪңĲ֪ģ塣
ڿǲ²͸ġ

089û£ڡ

ҵַŰϣֽק棬ָֹѾ˰ס
Σīڿ˵
ҲҽӣΪҲ֪Ƕ˭˵ģӻǽסһ¡
Īܿ˺ãɨ⿪˰ȫȻ˳
֪һжôҪץסĪţؼǣ˳Ҳû˵ߵһ¡
޵ҪԺʲô£ҿ϶Īˣš
Ȼһ룬īˡ
ûпһֱۣӣߡ
ӵͷұŸոקŰֵûб䣬ܹī衽ȥĪһվڳ棬ȴûбµįǣš
һݽ
̫ˣžͲܹܲûܻҲ֪ԭ
Ӻܿٻһ·գЩ·߾ˣôҲ֪ǿ̹԰·
ʹǰī衺ͽڵ绰ĶԻ֪ұʱﻹһӰģĪĺ¸УǸ˵ˡ
ûжģֻī衵֣ī......
īתͷʱǵĳѾ˱̹԰ŲԶλã......ұǸĵطһЩ
ܿعͷȥ·ѳͣ·ߡ
ī³ߵš
һȸոսĪʱ˺ܶ࣬һǲսʤĿ־塣
ʶΪī衵Ըô죬һ·϶ûи˵ǺҲûУ϶˵ģ׼˱³׼ˣûС
һ룬ī衽ž̤˽Ȼߴ˳ֹ˳š
һ˾ͷ޲ðӡȥ......
Ȼī衴һ죬Ҽ΢΢ʹѾڻȥˡ
ֻ֣һֻұңһַֻҵĺϣûа취ѡ
ӵЩǱϾī衵Ĵ֣ܹԵܿҲңҲ²͸˼Ҷ
ǣĴ죬һжԵЩ䣬ī衻ṳ̊ʵֽסۿת
תô죬ȴǣתˡ
ҺСӵ죬ī衺ܿſЩҵĶҵĶͷԵţֻͦıһۣȻĴͺݺѹ
ұͻȻĶſ죬ȴøī衾õĻᣬֱӰࡢҵĿǻֱײ
һʼǵüԵֱ˶ЩˣͣȴȻͣҵĴǣֻһ룬ٴסҵϴСӳԹһɨһ˲ĴУ̵ҵĵס
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׼ӦʱīȴͻȻﳷ˳ˣͷȻҵĶͷڰɫĳ˾͸ôľ룬˴˾ؿű˴ˡ
ī衵ַҵϣһ˵ôˣ
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ΪԼˣͷţΪԼĴīĹֱҵļ䣬ңոշ鶼ʵġ
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ϣܳ˵ĵĻҲûԹˡ
ҿֵγīһֻҵļ磬һָֻظҲȥˮʼտңˣְұ˵ˣͺá
ҵʵҿļϣûд𻰣ϵů˫ֲ֪ʱҲ
رһȶ˺ī衲ŷſң֪ŪһʪһųҲɾϵἣ
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......á
ǳȥ
á
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ī衿ңüĿţҪ˵ʲôȴסʲôû˵ҲǲҪٴһҹȥһûзӦʲôܶʱѾĴˡ
ۣûбīԴҲûбĸԴҰְ֣Ҳûҡ
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ͷҷӦҪʱѹҵļϣҵһ
һֻֿҵӣһַֻһͷεذ߶ڵǰļƵϡ
ûа취Ҫ۶ʱƵˡ
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ʱ֪һ㣬ǰˡ
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·ж˵ףվֹұī衱ߵĻϡ

090:Ǻúһ

ҲǻˣûʱЩϸڣټھҲȫûзϣߵϣһڷȻ뵽Щ棬ЩΣ뵽мң͹鿴һ¡
ī˵ϢҵĶߣת˹
ԡ
ԣǺúõһ𡣡
ī˵꣬ͷҵĲϣͣһ¡
ˣڻؼҡ
š
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ī衰ϸʻϣҹһ죬Ű˻Ȼī衵Ŀġ
ǣīȴ¡
ˣͲں̸ˣīһϽˣ̸ںģΨһܹߵĹ
ϵðȫţջ૿:ī衡
ôˣߴ𣬱߷档
Ǹš㣿
īע⵽һԥššüܿ׹
ʹڹģܵܵģ
ҡҿ治֪ôش
ˣܵѾͻؼȥˣרŵ˿ţȻûʲô£ҾͲƽˣǣԺҲٽӴɣ
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ǣī衴ͷβһҲûᵽ漣ǲ֪漸йأ
ˣ֪ðɣϾԼϵôõŮˣӶԴ֪Ҳܣ֪﷢£ԸԼԶ˵
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ҵͷһЩҲһЩϣī衺Ȼۣ˫ҵͷӣ˿
һīһңһ߰ķڵ˷ſڣѹǽϣûͣǣڳһִֻ򿪷š
ǽȥˡ
ұѹڷϣһ룬ڿīļ밵Ϊʲô
˿ͷٴ׼ȷסҵĴ
һΣô򵥣ĴתҵĲϣӺȻһī衸оִҵϴһҵĲءǰλãһ߰Ҫַܵ󣬺Ĵһҵĺϡ
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û˵ī衰ԵǷס졣
ұߣ˫˫ڴϣֱ˼£ⷺ׵Ĺ˵ϣս۾ʶ۶۵Ĺ⡣
ڻǰ죬ǡ
Ҹоī衶˼£ۿʱ򣬷ĴԼϣĹһ㱻ڱΣ˰ɫ
ЩԺˣؿ·¶ʵȳƵļ⣬խȻǿӡ
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촽ȫÿһطؾӡǡ
ֱĴһ

ҸܵʱīѾˡ
йǼΣɵ׻ûо̫࣬˼֮ɿԾ--֮ǰһ뷽跨ֵܳǰڣȴˡ
ϹȽţʹȥ˲ǿϮݵȫÿһϸ
ɣ
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ī衵ӣī衵ŮˣԶǡ
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ī衳Ĭ˺һͷͷ˵:ҲҪıֻҪؼңܿԼӣͺá
ֻҪؼܹҵӣͺá
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֣˵ˡ
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չ˹ʱڱ濴ģһ죿ʲô
⣬ī衵üͷøգȫתһ򵥵Ҳ֪
⻰˵꣬ĵ绰ˣŵ绰˴ߵ̨ȥӣӺ󣬻صҶͷӡһǣ˵:Ҫȥ˾һˣú˯һ
ҿÿŵ˯ͷ
ܿ쵽¹䣬վǰ»һոµװ
ˣŻȻ:īʲôʱ򣬾ȻѾԼ·ᵽסķˣ
Ҫٵ˰ûǸȥң´οɲһϢôˣ
ī衳֮ǰôвңһ˺µϢûС
ָܿ˼žҰϵıᣬϤļҾߡذ塢컨塭
Ļˣصī衵ˡ
ôţһϾͽŵڵԻ⣬˯ϮſīϵϢ˫ۡ

091ϲ

ٴʱɫ֦ͷСԺҹƹ͸žš
ҷ𴲣ߵת¥ȣŵ¥ʳƮ㣬ǰһЩͳ˱ķæµӰ
һڼʱī衸ķżٵʱ䣬ҲѾгʮûмķˣôãһֱദòλī֮ĸ˽չֿΪıķûиж֮⡣
ȥķöһ˳Ƽ߽֮ұ߰Ӱڵϡ
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ţˡ
ķڰ֣Ц:ʲôѽӦõġ
ȻԽңһ۴:ࡣ㣬ӦÿҪ˰ɣ
˵꣬Ժ˳ӿ죬һ룬ܿתܹȥţӸպͣ¡
ǰĿī衴ӳһۣĪӼʻš
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093뿴Ҵ

һ죬ʵ߷ߵòУߵǰȥסĺ󱳣Ƴҡ
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095̫̫

ǰֻڴϣһȥҵ֮ǰ˺ü·С̸ϴ˷ڷ¹ó۵÷Ž
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⣬ҪҪȥҽԺЬˣҸ㿴ҽҩҸϵҩ
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103ǵһִ

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ī衷ֿұŮų˹˾СʱǸ壬һʼʵһȫ¶ǰЩ̫˼ǵԼöණǵַȷʵҲҺ
ֱվھǰԼЩ̫ʶˡ
ӦǾ仰˿װװ
žԼһ˫ֺȻŵҵӱ󴩹ҡ
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æˣ
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ҪǽǸŪɣϾʱĲˡ
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ô᣿
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šʵո˹ע⼼ȥˣûīڰŪȥȻ
ǰ̺ҲȥμᣬһΣױʦʱ²̺輱òУǴһοʼԺÿһᣬҶѧһЩӦԵļܣû뵽㵹ˡ
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ǣǵһģ
ī˺ࣺܶš
ôˣѵҵһˬˣ
ī衡
ī衺˼Һ񣺡š
ôˣ
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ʶôã⻹ҵһǰ裬ңī˵裬ǡ衱
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أҶ֪Bǰʱأһֱ´꣬ЩƫԶĵطɽ廬£ũҲˣũճϺѣأһᣬһƻȫȡԸ½ĳ˻ϣӻԾԼİġ
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ǰ˵һˣͻܹЩʹͻᶪʧһȵģȻڣҼ˵ҪֵƫԶװģҲȫ¶зڵģ·һһֱؿڴӡ
Ǯ𣿡
ī衡
ҷġ
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104

͸¶˼ǣҷģҾûС
УҲ׵㰮ģȻѾˣǾˡ
Ůˡī˵һ䣬װī衿҇Nɪӣ̲סְҵֱ
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ǣҳһܴЦݣͷī衼ϣ˵һһ˼˼һ¾͹ˡ
īһ¶һܸӵЦݡ
ˣǿʼǽɡ½Z巵ǵīܺһΪǿ衣
һ仰óī衺½Z֮ˣȫԭء
ȫ˺һſʼ
ʲôī衺ӣ
ûɣī衽ˣ
ȣǲǸ
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īȴΪȻһж֮еһ㣬Ҵû뵽ī衽ϻڴǰңϾȾ糺죬ʶץסī衵ֱۡ
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ī˵仰ոյûˣҸī衵ĶǽӲġ
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ǰ˴Ҵææ˻飬Ƕ汣ܵģȻϲˣ˵ίǲܵģŮ˭ҪĻ
ī衺Ȼˣһе㲻̫ܸ㶮ԼľˣЩ˼......ţЩ
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ôʱ䣬ܿΧҲӦС
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һǱߺī衵ˣװͦīʹϺܶ࣬ȴֵúܺãЦš
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á
ī衺Ǹ߿ˣҲת̽һΧöѾӾˣЩ֣ЩӾ
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ߵǰлݵƮ˲䣬һ͸Ƣĸоɢȫÿһϸ
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µĶůʯΪ챻̫ɹԭ򣬻¶ûɢȥܳܵķΧڡ
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֪ҿһҲ찡Ҳƽʱʶˡ
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ѵǣīλģĸƾӹ󣿡
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˫ֻڿ㶵һӢ˵ģոϵ̸Цʱâɵһģһ
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𱸵ĻȴЦˣʲô
īҲεЦˣ˼ǣҪҲڣԤˤˣ
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̫ࡣ
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ȻǴϻ˼ңҲ֪ԼʱЦжô֪
ݣī˵Ҫظһʼ
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һϾʹһĨζЦϵǿҿԭأ۾գؿ
֪⻹⣬ĵƹȻñҪһЩʶԼΣաʱīѾ˴ϡ
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ͻȻҴ棬ҵ۾ܿ΢Ŀա
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ȴʧЦôӣ㻹𣿡
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105ȥˣ

ȻѹȻǵڻĻң˵Ǿ仰ķʽҡ
ޱ޾ĥ
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Ҷ϶ûڼҵġ
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һֱڣŽӵĵ绰
ϡ
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Сô˵ҴΪˡ
ãһ

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ī΢㣬Ŀ鱾תԺ
ȥ
ȥЩĺӡ
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ī衾ؿң룬ȻͷӦ:á
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á
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ҳüʱķͻȻ:ˣ̫̫Ҽǵһμ˿ˣѪҲݵĲȣЩ˵ķӦݵǺܺõġ
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ī衺ȵʱüĿ¶ʱģҾúüˡ
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ӦûܺúȣȻҲʶȼڡ
˼ǣ
ѧĻԸ㡣
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106:ҵ

ιʹץͷ
㻹֪ʹôǵóŴ绰ī˵:ʹ㳤˼ԡ
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ҴȥҽԺ˵ţī衾ͰҴӳ˳߳Զٴ˦
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119Ժ󶼲úҩ

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ңֽҲ᣺˺ˣҲãҲá
һһűǣҵʱ򣬾ίڹˣȴίˡ
ˣٿ۾ҪˣҲΪˣ룬Ҫ˺ӣӸô죿ʱҪٺڣôüǲǣ
֪ЩҶī衻ĵظҽš
ұ˵Щ˼ΪԼոյԣҲΪˣոԼļ֮£˵һ䡰ôĻǵҪҳҩǲǻʲôԭ򡣡
֪Ұī衻ġ
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ʵţԲī衣Բ֪ҲӦ˵㣬ոҲʹǲǣ
˵϶Ҳǲܵġ
ûϵһĻÿңôйԣֻҪ㲻ΪԼ
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ͷ߶תұߵʱҷ·𿴼ī衳Ҳ˸
ҹԺѹʱûˡ
īȥˣ
ҵĿܿɨһȦտ̨Ĩɺ졣
īϣһ̣۾Ժ⣬Ҳ֪ڿȻô
һο̨ϳ̣ǴҶΪұǸᱡʱˡ
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۽
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ôһϺһҴ˼갡ұԹ
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ʵڲˣڴ˯һ
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߽ȥϡ
ʲôʱŪһţлҲ̲סֹ
ǰеģֻǰʱһֱڳҽԺ

120

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šҲ˵ֱת˻⣺Ͻôûгȥ䡣
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֮ǰᵽ˵ѧǺܸߣûϴѧ𣿡
šҵȻͷ
ʲô𣿱˵ʲôģ

˸߿֮󣬱ѹ׺ü֪ͨ飬ʱ򣬼ÿҹ˾ʱҾͻᱳżˣóһֱУ԰ƬЩߴĽһͼݣʱҾ룬īǲҲĳһѧѧ߿ڶ˶ʿʿ
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һ裬ᳬʮӵģ΢ģʲôӡ
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121նݳ

īԡ·ȴϣȫˮʪˣͷϻˮϵ䡣
ΪԡҸӾ۹һЩůɫĵƹīϣһӰ
ͷԭʹţΪͻȻĴ룬Ż̧ͷ
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122

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ʿڴ϶һСŴҸոյĻзӦɫЩ̫Ȼش𣺡ţá
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130֮ͨһ

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ðɣȥ˯ˣҪǾùⲻȥأÿҲġ
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ţáǾ

顣
Ŵ汻ϣʣһˡ
ȻİΪ滹סŸҲů
Щˣߺ󲻾ãұ˯˹ȥ
һҺܳûī衡
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֪Ѿϰȥˣû𴲣ڴţ컨忴˺һֱҶôЩˣŷ𴲣ԡҳ˸衣
ڼ䣬ͷЩκģסڸҲ鷳ǹԹԵسҩ
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7ʮţԡ
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ֳŲ輸һǣĳһ˼Ҳɢˡ
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ֺȻ»һ£ɲǻ㱣ҴӸոյ뷨

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лְԼǰĲ軻һλãȴû̧ȡ
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ΪԣҺͰֻ˷ģʽǿԼ˯
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131ôͻȻҴ绰

Ŷһһʱ֪ҪôźãһҲת˵صصģҵ֤ڲҵ鷳ǿͨһ𣿡
Ҳ֪żûаѽͻȻϣİҷȥ
˵Ļشȴˣ˵Ҫ֤޷ԡ
żؿʱ䣬ۿ·ѾڴתֽŶڲԾ
ʱīҪ֤ùٸϹҲˡ
С㣬Ǵ֤𣿡ոհҷǸңȱţҪڼˣѻǼ˸Ͻ͹ҿܲ취ʱ䡣
Ҫ֤ǲܵģīҪ֪ǲμԣӦøҡ
鼱֮£ֻеǰˣ㣬ɲ԰ͨһ£ȿԣٰ֤ùҵ֤Ĳϡ
С㣬ⲻҹΪ㣬ҲȱޣһʵܹʱѾܲˣҪû֤룬Ӧ˭Ҳܰ㣬㻹ץʱ֤ɡ
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лϿһеȦǸ߹ҼģȥɣúÿԣҪκӰ죬ȥԼҪ¡
һ˲䣬һɢˣֻǵһضлϵлллүү
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·һ
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Сʱ֮ҴӿϴһĨǳǳЦűվһС̧ͷǰһΣлҲԭλãֻѾһ칫ң칫ҵŴ͸ģһ۾Ƽţһ
ˡ
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˵̸ϵܻһ˵֤ͻڱǺʧȥʲôأ
⣬ҲҹʱʹԼģԴϴһصī衵ʱӦ˵ǴϴΪұᱡǼ֮ī衶ңȷʵ޿ޡ
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ι
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ôͻȻҴ绰ˣ

132:嶯

ܣԼõʱ䵽ˣ......
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ؿǰҽԺһۣһ˼߽ȥ
˵¥ͿңҺܿҵǸҽ
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ī衵ܿ:ܣ
Ҵˣȴãһͷһ㣬·ֻҪץסңҾͻʬ޴档
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ұ˵ȾͷҲûҵݣǸߴǽתǽϡ
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ī衡𡭡
īֳڰУҡ:嶯

˵㲻Ҫ̫鲻㿴īæŽ͡
ī衣˺Ҳʲôȥɡ
ͼǰַҲϣв:˺󣡡
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˵ҪʲôҶӦ㣬㲻Ҫ̫ұҪȥģұҪϹҡ
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һ仰˵꣬īȻһ죬ܿ죬·ŻûйҴܡ
Ȼǰ󲽣Ҿ֮ʣѾվҵǰһѰҷڲϵִҿӡ
ΪҵϴһײײԴһҵķΡ
ұۣʼ:ī衣Ҫʲôſҡſң

133飬룡

飿īҲ:Ϊʱ俼ǣӦҶĸ飬Ķһ͸˵飬룡
ī衣֣ҶѾԸоЩˡ
Ҫҷ֣붼Ҫ룡˵ţīҵӣʧصҶǿҵҡ˺ü£ͷεЩܲˡ
ҪסͷҪԼ״̬ҪҪī衵ǰȥ
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ողűܵ׹ôܿ
һ:ҡ
ѣ
һûסԼεī衵Ļ

֪˶ãʱϤģī衴ôõļ
ۣһ֮ǰģɫûʲô仯֮ǰģķúܸɾ
Դûͷϣȴŵģī衵ζ
ЩңǸողѹԴЩ̫ε֮ǰ飬Ҷǵ
ţ洫ī衺ͱķ
׼Ӧûþͻѡ
ģΪ̫̫׼ˣ̫̫˾ܳˡ
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ʵˣҪĴ𰸣ȴֺĴ𰸡
ˣ뿴ҡ
Ҳ֪ī˵仰ʱʲô飬ȴƵòУ֮С
Ҳݺݵǣҵġ
ˣúչʲôֱ¥ң¥µС鷿û£Ҫ̫̫֪ڼ

ˣȥæɡ
á
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Ҫ˵ʲôãҸոյһ𣿡
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ˣˡ
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ī˵ʲô˵Ƿޣʲô˵ġ
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142:Ҳǹ

īһԭĵֻҲֹͣ˶
ﾲĬ˺һī衺ȻͷһǣȦͳɤ˵:㲻ҪЩ
ѵ˵ģﲻ
ʲô˼
ҵ˼ǣ㲻ҪӭңԼͺáī衴
ǿӭ㡣ҽ͵:Ҳ㣬㵣ңҲˡ
šī:ã֪ˣȺú˯ţ
š
գī衺ȻҵӷƽͻȻҵ°˽ȥһ˫ۡ
᲻ʹīҿֱҡ
ԭǵҶʹһΪͻȻаˡ
ţʹ
еĲ⣬ûкʹ֢״
Ǿͺãţ˯̫̫
ĺͷȣȴȻƽҵĸů
ش:

գҴī˳õ֤Ȼǲһڱ
ֲֻ˵:Ұһա
ī:Ҫոʲô
Һұһ:š׵ʱ򣬸ǻΣʱҪԼңûлô졣
ҶѾ˵ǣ˭֪ī衾ȻӦˬ죬˵:ţǸðһˣǸһȥΡ
ţҲؿ
ʱѡطˣҴȥ͵Ƕ¡
ҾŴͣôе飬ճơ
ī˵ѡطһȥ¡
ˣĺҪī֪Ұ커յʵԭ򣬻ô
Ҳ롣

ī衰͵¥£ܲҵ·
طеѣ϶û⡣
Ҷ߳þˣܲôɡ
ҵŵϣડһī衿ҳȥˡ
īͻȻҡ
һͷ
ҪȥϺһһؼȥȻҶġ
š
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ãҲעⰲȫҪ̫ࡣ
ãȥɡ
ݰݡ˵
ݰݡ˵
ī衿ҽסСſˡ
һͷѾûӰˡ
Ȼӭ洵һɷ磬ƬҶϣ̧ͷһۣв֪ͷϷɹǰнţʱһƬ
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ҵͷ
û뵽Եܲ׷޶׷ĸȥˣûи
費֪¡˵:ң軹ƫ̻ĸŮõˡ
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ȥ
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˿ֻ̣ļ¼Ȼ˿Ҫʮͨˡ
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ոԼһˮֻ
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С𣿡Ǳ˵
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ǣī衱׵Ժ
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īһ仰˵꣬Ǳ߾˽ᣬī衿ٸ˵һ䣺ˣʱٸ绰ݰݡ
ȻʹҴææ˵绰
ŵ绰ûдӸոոī˵ĳ߹ǰɨһ£˵ι˰绰ˣݵж
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š
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ãллңˣݰݡ
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ûа취ʱͻȻԼиոǸ˵ϵʽ
æ绰ȥõлϲķš

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Ҳû룬Ѹһߵ¥ͨ
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үүҳ۵Ĺʱ޵òУƴš
֪棬Ǽɻ޵ġ

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лϻ˵ʲôʿֹס:лϣڻǾ˵
лϿңͷ
Ҳ˵˵ˣлֻش𣬶岻á
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ҧһţסۿ飬лһ棬ȻŻʿٳ˲
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θڡ
ǻʿһ仰˵꣬лϵĲʹ졣
ҽӲԭأǱʩ˶һ㣬ۿŻʿܣԼȴҪȥ
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144ҵ

һֲõԤдԺлȻҾʲôҪߡ
뿪ʱлϻҲҪ
Ȼ󣬼ҽѾеҽелȴûۡ
Ͱֻһľ룬ȴãǸúԶ
ҽ߳һеת⿪֣ƽ:׼°ɣѾˡ
￩һ£Уֻ뿪ıӰԽԽԶ
ͷҿлʿлϴ˰ײѾл˳
ͣԭأԶһЩźȻʶ׷ȥ
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ͣѾ˴ߡ
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лߵʱô
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л֮ǰ˾ӵ˱Ϊ˾Ĺɶ˼ҵ˼еʲɹ˾ΪȫBеĸԺͽҵϣ߶԰䣬ڹ˾ĹɷݣСգ֮ӯϣܹͨ㣬Ҫõˣ⣬л˵BеΨһһС㣬˼˵ûʲô˼ֻһˣ޵ļͥȥδ϶кܶѵ·ҪߣֻϣܹڱҪʱһסĵطϣ㲻Ҫܾ͵ǣЩıꡣ
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ҽԺ̽綼ʶˣҪʱȥǣǿ϶߾ȫ㡣
һ𻯹󣬴ȥһAУһĵطҵĹǻˣﶼԣܹ֮꣬ҵʹǻҵĵطķ˵һúõĻţҾˡ
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145ô뿪

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Ҷڸ̾ôáôһˣΪʲôԼһǰѲƲƿȨɵ
ҶЩ۲κλظΪֻ֪˼뱲ӵܣֻ֪ϣ϶һˣлϵѪҺŸлͬ顣
ҪлҵҪøлһâɡ
ī衾лϻģǸʱ򣬸лϺµǼˣȻؼϢһ£ҵͷΪҪлԸ--ĹǻAеϡ
ƱǶõģֻҪȥ˯һʱֱӰѶȫ׼ãȥAС
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Χܾʱ䣬Һ·ҷˣֻԭĬĬվţʱɨϣ±ī衷ַ֣ɢطī衽Ķԡ

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147

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ЩԾԾԣȴŲǰܾҪԼī·
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ֻõī֮ǰһźڿ
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Ұѵ绰ݵոǸԱԱһ£ѵصضǱ˵һá
ԱͦߵģֻҸһЩ룬֪ī衵׸˵ʲôǺܿ죬Ա۾ͽȻ󣬶ңھ֮ɫ
ܿ죬òذֻңרҵЦݣ˸ơ
̫̫ո۲ʶ̩ɽ롣
һֱǽ棬Աֱӽһ䣬ȷԱȥ֮󣬸ž:Ľˣ
ҵͷЦ:ţˡ
ֺ´һۣո̾:סbossðһ绰͸㶨ˡ
Ȼתң:ȣҪԺǰһī衵ƬɣдϹȥԻ񵽺ܶˡ
ʲôѽһ£ǲ:ӹף
㲻ӹףص:㲻ӹոջǸ˼Ҵ绰ˡ
ѽҹ˵:Ϊ뿴ĳ˿һҪΪһٷ벻ͨˣ´οûеطͶˡ


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ä:ʲô
ҲЩò׼⣬룬һǸǮֱӸȯ
ҿڣԱѾҽ⡣
̫̫С㣬˵ˣʲô͵ʲôþн
ޡ
ԭī衴кġ
ø˼ϲĶ
ƺҲֱīϹˣҲûж㡣
˭֪ԱȥʱȴҪȯ
ţ
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ҡҡͷֱ˰䡣
ǽǸָʾǱߡ
һ·϶徲˸Ա⣬һ˿ҲûУҰ֮䣬֮䣬κ
ˣ䷹֮꣬۹󣬵ǴһԸԭΪߵĺܺãǶϲЩ˵
ֻû뵽һϽ龰
Ҹս˲ĳ洫ľ޴죬֪˹Ϊ֮Ϊʲô⣬ҽŲȻˣûмߡ
Ҿվ棬Сع۲Ǳߵ
ܿ죬洫Ů˽
............
ͬҶ߻죬ʱ䣬ҾһƬհס
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˵һ㣬ôԵ
............
˵Цһ£˵˵öԲԣţض......
ض
ô֣ҾúϤסˡ
ʱ˴صͺһŮ˵fumei͡
ܲ˵ؼгҺɫ£Ů˵Ǳ˵ġ
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ңŮ˾һ£ʣΪҸĻŷԸ⣿
㶼˵ǻţΪʲôֵáЦ˵ˣôˡ
ң......
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ңҲ֪ǲͬһˡ
Ҿʱˡ
ΪҪȥϴּ䣬ס
ʲô
ͣ𣺡ҿôʱ䲻ȥΪ·ˡ
֪ôõĻشҷһߡ
·ˣСطô·˵Դ
㣬Сһ飬תô꣬ת͸𣿡

150:ΪʲôŹԼأ

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ǹĲġ˵˵˼ĺӶҵؼҵ·ĺӶ硣
ҲԸǡ
ԸǵģСҸҲ
ʱ£ĵģҪȥģ뷽跨ҪﵽĿġ
мУǼǲá
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ǰ˵
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һι֣Ҿڸˡ
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ȵ˵绰Ҽʶؾ˳
˭ĵ绰˵
īҴһẠ̇ȵؽСī衵С̡
С̣
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˦˦ͷţС̣С̣......
ʱīðѳͣԺҲԾû˵Ϩ𣬾ңôˣ߶ʲôأ
һȻתͷ
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ãȻС̻㹤ϵ£
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ĬȻͷǿȥīóӡ
Сǰѧùģǰ͵ѧٶī衺Ȼǣߡ
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ݻЬķӭҪҪԷ
Ҹī衶˶ȻǲٳʲôˣǾܾ֮󣬾ֱ¥
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ٳʱ򣬵绰Ȼˡ
ѧУǱߴģʲôʱѧ
˵ڻȷҪһ¡
ȵ˵绰ԭضһСžֱ߳䣬ȥ鷿
ī衺ڿƵ顣
ָָĵԣ沿ǲǺæ
ī衵ͷȻʾָָɳϣȥʾԼɳϵ
īĬȻͷæ¡
Ȼע⵽īȫ̶õӢģȻҸӢĵӲҪ˵õУЩѣңôҵϵרҵʻ㣬ЩôĶ֪
īеӣ͸ƽʱһģĵֶ˺һЩ֮⡣
һҲܹܸɣ
ţīѾ£˵ԣվŲ
ҵļʾһЩȻԼ
£
š˵ǸѧУ˸ոոҴ绰ˣʲôʱܹȥѧ
īҼȻסûϵһ˵¡
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Ƕź˺üΣȴʲôû˵īȿڡ
־һī衲ڿ˿ڡ
:ʲôʱȥ
üī֪ϢҵĻ
ܻң˵ܲܲҪȥ
п˵пˣȥ

ҾȻһûв¶ԣīһ仰ƺһ⡣
--
ʲôʱߣʵҲ֪
ȺӼᶨʱ򣿵ǲǣʱ
Ҫңô
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īȻңĬһ𣺡á
˵˾͸ңȥǱ߲Ǻ׵飬Ҫ׼ܶණǰңȥ׼ţ
á
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ϣҽԺôãɫǺܲҰ׵ģ
ҿǸӣҲûʲô
ʲôǾһϵˣܶʲôв
ˣʿЦЦû£Ȼرһ°ɡ
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ʿȴᶨ̫̫˵ˣҪ粽ظڽСߡ
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ҳΧû£Ǿվڱϰɡ
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㿴ңҿ㣬üͷ
վһЩ
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Ƴһۣ˵:վôԶѵң
꣬أǰֱվȥͷ˵:˵ʲôͿɣһ£ûʱġ
ҹҩҿһ㶼ҽԺﶺ
ī衰Ƣŵúܴ󡣡˵:㲻ҪΪӮˣڶ˭˭Ӯ磬ţҳԺī衡
֪Ϊʲô˵Ҫī衵ʱȻһ£΢΢Щۣÿ˺öࡣ
֪ʹΪ˵Ҫī衣Լ䡣
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һˣ鶼Ҫôһӣʲô˼ֻǿջЦֻǵһ˵ĹִôʲôȥӪҸ
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漡ҽһĳ˵:ī衰㣬ô벻ҰҶֹһģʵˣҲࡣΪʲôŹīأ
ΪʲôŹԼأ
ޣ漵:Ϊжߣ˵ΪʲôŹī衣ôһˣΪʲôŹīأ
˵:Ұīô꣬ûһֿһô꣬㲻ҪԼλ̧úܸߣ޸ī衣˿֪ܲΪʲôһ
漡Ҵ:㲻Ҫһ˵Ի
˵Ի˵:ʲôͥ㲻֪ļͥ˸ī衲Ӹ⣬ʲô
漣ҸīôҪУ˵ЩҲϣ٣ЩīĸԸģЩ޹أ

151ȥҧ

ǺǺǡͻȻЦųζ
ҵ£漳Ե:ǲҵ£㲻ҪΪǾԼ͸ī衣ǺǺǡĸԸģ˭˵ĸԸģţ
ҿؿ˵:Ҫ˭ԼǸ
ûǴĻ˵:Ѫй裬Ҳİɣ
Ȼ飬ĵԭľһͿ
ǣһʱûзӦҪôȥ
Ż˵ֻһѪ⣬ǰģһ£ͶѪ͹衣
ؿʶ......ǵģī衲ô
ī˵ˣǵ򲻵ѣǲҵġ
ϾϴΣҲֳģȻʱҲīˣҲܲˣɵ·ͻȻʱܲˡ
ܣʵˣ㻹ҪҲûа취ٴơ
ī衰ĻѪ⣡ٴǿ
仰˵úأͬһ绮ҵԺ
Һˡ
ֱ̧˵Ҳ£
תʿ˵鷳Ȼȥҧˣ
㣡......
ͷûлأֱˣʿ˦ںԶԶġ
һ·ϣЩ£һ£ѡī衡
õҩ֮ûֱӻǰ·Ȼ˾·ߣȥС̼ҡ
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ҹûȸС̴绰
СķС棬³Ǯȥ
û뵽С̾ȻСĳͤ棬һʮĸŮڴ齫
Сʲôʱ򣬾Ȼһ︾Ů˽Ӵˣ
Сǲʳ˼̻һడоģǶңҲǺϤ֮׺͵ġ
ʱСúƣƫͷԱߵ˴Ȥȴÿҡ
С𴽽ңʵ:ˣ
ʵˣôˡ
ûо֮⡣
Ҿһ룬Ҫҵһ˿˿Ĳɺûзʲô
ǣȥ˵ǹġ
ҶЦ˵СһõֶϱТ˳
С˽λãЦ:ǰһС̣Т˳ôУ˵꣬ң˵:ǰ
ȻҴ
ҶЦˡ
ȣС̣ʲôʱѧ齫ˣָϵ齫С̡
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úúáС˵ʵǸõңÿͦõģǷôۡ
һС̣ܲ𣿡ҰոյĻԭⲻػ
ǣһ˵˵ЦЦС̸һ˴кʹһؼˡ
һ·ҶĲɵģȵС̽ţһں棬ңôˣƽʱǶͦô߲ˡ
ȥұһɣ......̫˰ɡ
ôɣС̵ǵ
ûСЦЦôֻǾЩȣһͺˡ
УǸϽɡ
ϡ߽ȥЬݡ
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ҵҪǰӳ԰ɡ
ðС̺һˮ˵һī衴绰ֱӹԾͿˡ
Ӧá
ˮҾ͸ī衴˵绰ǱߺЩæǸ˿϶𰸡
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һȥС̵ҡ
С̣ϴҿĴͦÿģҲһףٿһ𣿡
СΧΧȹ˳ҪϲﻹһףҵĹȥþǡ
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С̵ķ˵һ˿ûУͷֻһ
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ǵġСҲǫ顣
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ѵҶˣ
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Щɬ֮ǰҽԺ˵Ļ͸ˡ
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ʲôҺʡ
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Ҳ֪īô˵ġ
С̼ҾþòΪΪˣ̾ʵҲģҲǲҪӣһͨ˼룬ѹѹЩǲɱء
Сͣһ£ΪŮˣӦصΪī衵һ룬Ҿīôһ磬Ҫȥ֮ǰûܿԼ϶Ҫźġǻȵ˼ҵȲˡ
С̸ұ㿪ʼ
һʼ޸ī衣ʹӦҪʱһӣڶȥôˣȻһϢûС
֪˵ǻᾡģź뿪
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Сһ˵꣬Ҷûüشš
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ҡ
Ĳī衻˭
صǣС̸տţīֱ֮ӾǸոսеĻ⡣
ˡС˵ҺʲôʱҪأ˵ǲ㲻Ҫģ

152Ѫ

ī꣬ЬĶȻһ١
ֺܿ췴ӦԳңС̲ûпʲô
īûȻشС̣߿һۣҲ֪ô£罯˵ǸѪ⡱һֱԺﷴصֱƫͷ㿪ī衵Ŀ⡣
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ôƽһ仰ţȴ쳣̶
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......šī衵
СŽӽ˳Һī衶
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īҲ˹
ô֪ƣƶ֮ī̲ססҡ
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ͱ𶯡ī˵
īȻûѹסҵļ򣬵֪ҪҪȻ񲻹ī衡
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šգī衰øһЩ
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īȴԽԽ֡
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Ҳȡīе˵ѿĵӶˡ
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
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153:һƽ

ī衵̶ͬޱȡ
˺ܴһ㣬ص˵:𣿡
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ţͺá
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ֻû뵽һУ԰īꡣ
һ˴߹ҡ
üһ˫ֱأΪʲô
ҲۣҪ߹Ȼȴƿӣֱӵסҵȥ·
վһҪæûг
ҪæīһѧûпϵˣѧУʲôҪæҿ㲻ǱҸĸʦ˰ɣ
ɫ˲ࡣ
ࡣô⸱ģǱ˵˰ɣ
ҼֱƢҲˣҪ˵Ҳϲ£Ҷϲ鶼Ȥ
˵꣬Ҿֱתߡ
īιιι......ιҵǰʲôأ𣿡
Ҫǿƿָմī·ȴͻȻƵ
īӣֱһģӿ̳ģҿīϵĶȥī衵һ¡
ô졣
ī꿴ҴŰ첻˵ߵøһЩҪ˵ʲôȴҴõʱ
ͷϳ¼ͷѸܿˡ
ι......ǲǷˣȻҳҵͷ
ұܣ֣߱á
Ȼסҵīķһҽ
ʲô
......ī衺īͷԼһ¡ҴŴ˵
ҽǰһȻӦãš
Сʱ󣬹ҽͷɥضҡҡͷ
ƾʵݰǰҪī衺֪ˣ
Լһ½漣ʱϾīǱģ֪֪ʲôϢҲģ϶֪ʲôҪ
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ķˣȻ϶˵κιµģĳ룬˵
Ǿòܱɿܣҽ
ʲô˼Ҳʡ
㸺Լа취˵
ģʣа𣿡
û⡣ҽ......ԼʳװҪ˵ʲôоڴƵλãȰȼơ
ЩǣĿ𣿡
ҡīô꣬һЩ˽ġ
á
Ҿڹҽİ칫漴˵绰˵Ҫ̸Ƶϵº󣬹ϴӦԼ
绰Ҷϡ
ҽ˵ȵס˾͹ȥ㡣
ã׼һ£һ绰ϵ


169صı

ʳĳڣҺͽ漸Ų輸
㲻ôӲôôˣʡ
ֺӣʵҪǰȥȻֱ뿪ģҵ׻ˡ
ҽ˵ˣԼƣںƽ漡
ƤЦⲻЦ˵һжΪ˵õī衣ҸһĵһҲΪ
Цأ
ԣҾ
¶ϲɫܿڲһЩŰɵ̬ȣ......ˣ
Ҿ˼룬ͷǵģˣһ
ʲô˵Ȳʡ
ȴӦңҾ˵ҴӦ뿪ī衡
漰ۣңΣɳϣ𣺡С
ҽһ¡
˵ֲ֪ʲôһҵòʧأҪг⣬˵
......
Ȼǲôƭ
ʵҲʲôŬס񣬾Լ˵Ļܹš
ҹĵӣĴӦĻ֪˶ľĵģҲܣԭ򡣡
˵꣬Ҿ̧ϵһƣݸһſңȴȻûж
͵̧ͷһ
ŵùңȸⱭ
һ£ʵһֱڴģΪҲȷǲǻ
һڵĵʱ򣬽Ҳһˡ
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Ҽ:Ӧ֪ҴӦȫΪī衣ϣ飬ΪֹǶҪᣬҪġ
ڶҲܣԽǷǰĶԹҲ飬԰ɣ
һ£Щԥ
ûϵҪǲӦҲνҡ
У
һ£˶٣ܿӽ漵Ĺ滺͹һϲһ:ɡ
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ҽһ绰˵ܿҾվ
ٴŽȥʱѾˡ
ҽʹ˸ɫȥҡҡ漡
ιιιι㻹ðɣ
˵һ
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ˡҽһ£:ֻҪ˵ոպá
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ҵġҽһŵı顣
û뵽ҽȻõһյ˵ġ
ī衵ӣҲˣҿ϶Ҳϵ
ǵ֪ǸƵ˿ݸ漵ģҽ˲һ£ĵַϸģ޷֡
Һ͹ҽĬ˺þãźüӺ󣬹ҽŻ:ⲻīйذɣڵϢī衺ͽ漵Ĺϵɣ벻֪ѣӽ֡
Ҳûпܡ
֪˵:֪֪֪ī衵ʵ
ˣ¶ҲǼóģ̫ˣȥɡ
Ҳá
߰ɡ
á
ʳ漿һ䷿Ȼҽһȥ
·ϣͽ˵Ļ:ҪѹǵǸո˵Ļô죿
ʱպú̵ƣҽѳͣʧЦ:İɣȫˣǵõġ
𣿡˵:ʲô𣿡
ͽȥʱ˳˲ʱϹҽǰʲôʱ򱳶ţҿ
Ӧҵҽ
ðɡ

һȥڼī衻һΣÿֻҪҴͬһطҾͻ̲סһֱҪϿһһ㡣
鷿һΣīæ¶һֱ̧ͷ:ǲ¶
æͷһ߽һ㿪:ûû£Ǿ㳤ͦ˧ģ࿴ۡ
һ仰ûгʱ򣬴æ뿪鷿

磬ҽӵ˹ҽĵ绰
ɩӣ˽⵽һ
:Ҫҹ𣿡
Ҫҽ:Ҳһī衳ϣīȷʵ֮ǰввɺҽκˣī衳һ죬滹һиҲк
˼ǣ
пܾǸʱĲҽ
ԷأǱ֪𣿡
иǳû˵֣ƶиʱӦδӡ
δӡ
˵īпǸδӵŮ˵ĺӡ

а취ҵŮ𣿡
Ѿ˰æˣһ£ֻҪģ뷽跨ܰ˲һ......
ҽֹ
ҵĵʣô鲻𣿡
ҽͣһ£˵Ӧ˹ϢҲŲ鲻

ʲô˹ϢΪʲôҪϢ
һɲõԤȻĲ֪Ϊʲôе飬Ҫīϣݺһʹ
̫ˡ
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ҾӦûô򵥣漵Ŀģ˾Ҫýī衵Ĺϵīʱģ˿϶֪漸ī衵ĹϵҲ֪īʱִ񣬶һǺܵˣһҪСߵˣ߻ȥġ
µҪҪī˵ʲô֪ʱ۸
áҽī衲μ񣬱ǷϢģһﶼ֪ΣֻǸɣҪģǱԼǱ߲ȫҿԽøʶȥסңī衲ڵʱ򣬴Ҳ໥иӦ
ˡ붼룬ֱӾܾˣʶˣס˼ҼҲڣĪҲߡ
˵ţ˴绰ˡ
Ҿһۣҽ˵ǸҽҪȽһ绰һٸع𣿡
ˣæɣҪ˵ҲѾ˵ˣԼעⰲȫͺá
ãллġ
ҽټС̵ĵ绰
ôòŽӵ绰ȥˣ
С̣Ҹո......ϴ衣
Ŷ
Сʲô𣿡
ҲûʲôС̵ҽȥ˺һЩƷһĵַҸݹ
С......
ҲҪ˵ѾڹˣȴͻȻҽ˵Ļ֪ҵ٣ҲҪ־롣
ôˣСʵ
û......ûʲôС̣߳ԵúأҪԼų԰ɣ˵ˣʲôģ㻹Ҫȥʼģ鷳
ѽʲô鷳鷳ģСÿ춼Ų鷳Ͱĵַңնͺˡ

170ǲǾ֪

ʵڰС̵ִ⣬ֻаԼĵַ
ͷһƭС̣ڵҲ̫֪һˡ
ĩī衹˵󣬾Ҫʵץ
ô죿Ұͷļϣ̧ͷ:ôˣڲǹؼʱ𣿡
ж沼˺þõģ죿ҪʱҪģѾһ̰ɫˣǷҵľ衣
ʵأ
ʵʲôīһ䣬һ׼ͣī֮ǰѾ붮ˡ
ʵ̰̰ɫ㲻Ӧ𣿡ͷͷҵĶͷ:ǲǣҵ̫̫
......Ҳ֪
֪ţ˵ţҿɫת䣬żթ
æһЦظ֪һܿˡ
ī衺ܿ׷׷ڿܣ̫ůůܶϣӰóģɵ׷ϷҲִ˲ƣ
ڱץشǰī衴Ӻ汧סң°͵ҵļѴ
ͻȻһ:Ҹأ
ú磬һϴ趼ϰ԰ԡ۵ĵطϴԺִϡ
ǡˡ
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û£ھˣһȥá
ϢҵĲ䣬ֵͳдԣõġ
̲סתͷȴīرۣĽëڰƤϡ
Ƕû˵źһ
һīʣԣ
㻹𣿡ЩȵΪҴСʱҪˡ
û£㣬ҽߡ
𣿡˷ܵ˵
ī衵ͷ
ھߣԼڼתаЦþûгԵķˡ
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ܿˣ
ī衣׷Ұ׷Ұ......
ī衰ۿܿüģ̧׷شЬī衿ҪʱѾٶȻˣųȥȴײʲôϡ
ī衴ҷʹ
̫̫
Ī
û°ɣʡ
īǰǰǳëëģ
......ֲǹˡ˵ˣ˭ûסҵġ
īֱӸһ㻹ˣ
ʲôۡ
ۡī˵꣬Ҫ˭֪һȴҵͷؾҸոձײĵطһЩʣû°ɣ
......ĹģƢûˣû¡
Ǿͺá⻰˵꣬һߵĪڲűע⵽
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Īֻһۣͱ˴ʲôȻ½ݡ
ҸոհЩĪ˵
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á
ãȥɡ
ǡ
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֮ī衴ҳȥ¥ͨӰڰīװû˵ݡ
˳ϣī衲ŵһ˵ʱһҿţ֪𣿡
š
ǵһһܵӵġ
İɣ֪
뻹ͦëȻģҪī衵ԭҿⱲӺö鶼ϣҲһӾְģǼͥжȹҲ˵һ
һԸðա
·Ƕû˵ӻǰнţ;϶³ֻһ£ī͸ıн
˴ʮӵʱǵĳ·СסС档
ī衺Ȼ˵Ҫ˲ȥС̼ҳԣ
......ֻû˵һС˵Ҫȥ˻治˵
ǸĿڣ......˰ɣСæŹԼ˽ÿѹʲôģǻǲҪȥ˰ɡ
Ҳá
ô˵ţҲСǱ߿ȥһֱߣСԶһЩҪͷȴɨһĨϤӰ
Ѹٰ³ſڴȥīôˡ
Ҽֱۡ
ֱͨѾѹס򶨵ظī˵û£Һ񿴵Ҹеͬѧ
ī衻ͷһۣʵҪȥк𣿡
ãѾԶˡ
á
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ȻСסСһ˵ĸоϴθɭ˵ǹ˵ģȻСסСǶڸɭ˵......
ôסĵطⰡҲ·ѵݣ
Щڳͣ˶ûз
ʲôأ³ī衺Ȼ˵
񣬷īѾȥˡ
......֪ˡ
Һܿ⿪ȫӳڳǰһȦ˷ܵī衸첲һߡ
·īϰԸнڵһ֣ҿŽƳ׼
ûҪôģͨһľͿˡ
ʵôģ̣һ۶ۡ
īְҷŻȥõƳģһ㡣
˵ţѾִƳˣߴıӰεҡҡͷС鲽ȥ
īԼˣȥҡ
ѡ
ī衴𣺡š
һ㲻أ
īٴ𣺡ѧϰǿ
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ҹ˼״һ£𣺡......Ǻðɡ
ȵżССĴӳеʱī衣㿴ҹɣ֪ۣѡ˼ˡ
ǰˣī衰һЩ𣺡šǹģҲֻ࣬Ǻ˼ϵѡ
ԭҵıѾʶˣ.......
ҳ˼Ц...˵ôˣ
Ϸԣ
˰ɣֲǾ
ǲǾ֪
һһݡ
֮ҾīҲңˣû˸鷳
ҿʼҷ䵹ҵɭҵһ
ϴ˵ʲôҪʱ绰ĵ绰Ϳ
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Σֻһ¡
ð
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ͦʿġ
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á
տţīңһ¡
Ҿһ£ֻܿæųȥѾз˵Ʈ㡣
ôˣ
ܽīڵ㡣
ҪɣǲҪȽϺã㿴ô

171:㣬ҡ

һûԹī㣬֪ζô
ͦԵģǰûԥáţҪҪҰ֣
ˣֻԽԽæȥӰɡ
Уҡ
īЦЦ¶ˡ
ӱҿţҶĻȴ¡
һҵɳϣī衴Ȥī衣㵽жٲƲ
һһ׷ӣһ¥ģȻҲ˽ǱϾ̫ʵ
ī衴ӳһ˳ڲϣʣôҵĽǮȤˣ
ǣҪ첻Ҫˣһһ¿ԴõٲƲ
ˡ
Ҳף߹ȥȴϵζˣ͵һ飬㻬
Ϊʲôұ߳Աʡ
㲻塣ī衱ҵ
......
ŲתЦˣֻҪҪȫġ
һжīַˣˣԷˡ
ôã
ûض
.......
극īڿԲо磬ʮӺе̧ͷī衻ڶŵӣһֱͷϰҵͷ

Ҫ㿴ɡ˵
ī衴ͷһְۣĿŻصϡ
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ģ
ʵ......е㡣̫ףҶܲµҪʲôˡ
ī衺ȻҴң㲻ĵ£
............
ΪʲôҪ⣿
ī衽ᣬְοסȵ׼ˣſʼ
ǵĴϢһʱҿīĳĹ⣬Ҫҿһ㡣
ҿʱȻһͦ
ãǽס
һֱ˺ҹͣ£ҵī衽ʵϡ
ʹ˵Ҫ˯ˣīȴȻϣ䡢һǣУҾ˯Щ̫תȫȥԹ˯
īͣǵĶ˫ְ§һЩȻ͵͵˵һһĻ񡣡
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̧ۣͷī̶ӡ
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һҰ͡
......
ڶ죬Ҵī衵˳糵ȥɭ
Ҹī顣
һҸһ𡣡ݾܾ
һͷī衣Ƽī衽ü
ǴȤԴˣ
ī衺ܵش𣺡ûС
ƫͷȥ˺ࣺܶûУ
ûУã
......
Ҹұ֤īǳԴˣĿϲ̲סЦ
īƳһۣʲôû˵üͷšһţˡ
׵˲ɭûе
ҵī£ȰҪ߰ɣҵĵ¡
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ðɣ޻˵ˡ
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ңãôòԼʵ̫࣬˼
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ɭ:֮ͣΪᡣ
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ڼʾˣȻ˼ҸңֻǸɭ˺ܶҵĶ
ɭԺҲཱུߵ·ߡ
īס:ȵȣҪȥһپ㡣
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ôī˵:ҴԼˣ
ҵһۣ:֪ǣΪʲôҪ
ī衿Ҷһ£Ȼ:һͨˣԶһ㡣
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ֹ㽻ѣҲẦ㡣
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ˣȥɣҪǳ˾Ͳˡ
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֪˰ɡ˵:ͰȥɣĵŵĻﻹ˼ȥܱˣֻҪлл˼Ұˡ
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īѾԶˣҵ:һʰ㡣
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ҵ̫̫ԭ˵һ仰ʱû㡣
ǵһʰ㣬ǵһػ㡣

죬ĪﶼȥѧУҲˣҹߡ
ÿձûī衵κϢߡ
Īתˣҵ:̫̫㻹ͣϢһ°ɣܻûµģһûµġ
һѾûͷֻнأһһ:ī衻ûµģ
ܻûµġ
һûµġ
ܾԲ£
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̫̫㡭
͵˯һɣĵȲˡ
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ҳҲֻǾظţīӦû¡
ֻҸߵСſڣȻƼ塣
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һҶԭأոΪ˶ҶߵСǣ滹Ǳߵˡ
ҪϿܵȥܱ֤Լİȫ
ι㡭㡭
廹ڽкţ˸ң׷֮ǰܵ˱ҡ
ţñҳȥ
ӦҲܵī衵ķԸӣҲһ׼ˡ
һæס:вУܱ
ʱ򱨾ڴݾߡ
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Ƿſ
С㣬ſԣҾͷſ
ȷſ˵:ſҾͳ
͵ϴһȭ
巢һĲҽС
С㣬ûκ̸
һ¡
ٲһ
룬׼ųȥһ:̫̫̫Σˡ
֪ұȥ

172:κιϸ

ҿųȥܿ챻ǵѹס
Ƿſ
ͷһǰ˵ͷҪȥɣء
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һʹԺٽҽ㣬Ҳ㡣
СıˮöΣһΣôԭǲġ
Щ˴ȥʳ
ѵī衾
Ǵҵ˸һ¥ȣİ
ֽԡ
ī棬ȿҽ
ȣʲôأѾվīüĿһšҲվˡ
ôܵŮô񣬻ſ
ͷ˵ܡ
Ҫ˵ʲôī衹ˣĳܶ߶
ʲô
ġ
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͵ؿȳīҲŭˣʣʲôô£
͵طſңƣֱ̫Ӱ˦˵ϡ
ܣ㲻˵Ů˺ܸɾһ¶ôڳһݣ
īɫ࣬һ䣺ݣ
Ȼ߹̧ҵ°ͣʣô£ݣ˵
ܣ㲻ʲô֪ɣʡ
ī衶һ£ûлشֻһңΪʲôҪƭң֪ƭġ
ī˵仰ʱʹ˾ҵ°͵ģҲʹ˳
û˵ѣҿī衣಻ţҸûݹϵֻǰͬһѧУʶˣûݹϵͲܽнˣ
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ɫͻ䣬īʵøɿε......ⲻǵ˲磬㶢һ𡣱ְ֣
òڷת
æеԽ˰ɣīòУҪ˵һ֪²Ƕô򵥰ɣ
ܱᣬ㿴˵ĶﻰⲻҲǹ㲻ǣ˵ˣڵĺҲ֪̫ǿұҪȷ˶ŵùġ
ܵ˼סҿס
ܱī˵ЩҲסˣɴҲֱӵܣ⻰ô˵Ҳˣλ˼һҲǿҵģҪǲ裬˭ߵ죿
ܵ˼ĳǿ⣬һŮӣʲôأ
ǡ
ȻҲ˵ûǾȥɣ㿴𣿡ī衳ûҳȥڰקĿȣԼ뿪
īûиоһƿһЩҴ
ŻʾҲҪ
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ɭҽ
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˵ţѾϨ˻ٴת
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ɭҹһѡ
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̫̫ĪȻˡ
Ūˣ
šĪע⵽ɭʣǣ
Ŷҵѣɭ
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֪ûµģոմʱҵæֻԶٷȻͻȥ
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ҸȻһokƣȻͿ˳
߰ɣϴûܹúд㣬ض͡رˬظɭ˵
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ֻЩҿ϶ǲ˵ģֻӲͷƤī衸ҵһźڿݸԱ
һرӲ˵ԼҪſϵǮģڣҶ֪˶ˡ
ī衺ûǮ飬Ͳ֪ˣǸͲעһ˶٣
Щʱҡ
ȵ֮󣬸ɭ飺СҪǲżȥĻȥҴɡ
򣿡ҳԾ
šɭͷԼ˼һҪǲĻȥɣҲֹһŮȻյľȨ
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ʱҲϲ˼Ҵ򣿡
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ʵúܺÿ䣬СɫķɫҪһֱĸҽҿ϶һˡ
ţߵݣѾкüڵˣҲŮӡ
˴ڣЦúܰԣʸɭࡣɭ㶼ŮˣǲʲôϢ
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ֻӲͷƤӭŴҺĿ⣬ǵģҺ͸ɭֻѣ˵һҸպöȤ͹һ£ҲҪᡣ

177:Ϲ㣿

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˵꣬ҶЦ˸ɭֳһţŮкңϯߡ
Ǽȥ·ȥˡ
ȵٴγʱѾֳԣ֮ĸɭȥʮ㡣
ī衴£ӦҲӢ˲ɡ
һҪʵִҿĳŵ
ôţߵŮһ
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˴һȭŭ:ȥ
Ц˳볡ɭһ֡
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ȻǣҾ˶ĳɱ̫ߣڻһش򡣡
ĳأɭһû뵽һȻ⡣:Ժúܶࡣ
֪
Ǹī衽ᵽϲӡ
ҾûûбҪЩʱңС۹ﳤģͲļ࣬ƽʱ˷ѵǮҪǸƶĵطͶһõ֪ʶ
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ǽͷݣ
ҡֻʵʵ˵ѡ

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ĪʱɭͻȻһ:Ϲ㣿

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ƽʱ֪˭ߵý𣿡
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Ҷ˶Ϣһڵ:ҵ˼ǣҫǲС
ĪһẠ̇:Ӧúɡ
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治˵Ľ־ҺȻ뵽һ취
ĪԲһ绰𣿡
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ǵȵˣҲһ԰ɣ
á
˼ԺҰѺ붪Ī·ԡˣҳʱĪѾˡ
ģ鲻˭롣ĪĽۡ

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Ȼһ£:ܲ鵽ſڵ𣿡
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178:ҳȫ

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Ǹʱĺ磬ͷһξ·վȻ˵顣
벻ī衾ȻҲʱĿ˪ܲãȻҲв֪ʱ
ţŵ
ҿųȥĪشһǽϵʱ䣬Ѿ賿ˡ
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Ī߽ҡͷ
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Īҡͷ:ܣÿһؿڶˣֻҪڹϣǾܴ
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ˣС
ҵͷ޳Ʋ⣬ֻˣ˭Ĳ̫ܣȻǼҲر˽⣬ǳī衣˭Ȩ
Ҫī衣óԹ˾Ӧû˻Ҫ
ˣ̫̫ȥϢɣҫǱ߲ţôӣڶǶûж˺
ţá˵Ҳһϵģ˵ȴҲ
ҲϢ
̫̫

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ʵڲˣҰ֮ǰī衸Ǹżóڻ΢һЩ˺һŻجج˯ˡ
ڶϴˣʶȥ˵ӡ
һܵץжжоֲ𣬸־ЭͬɣĿǰΪֹץŻ13ˣǱӣϣҽռٶУмǱİȫ
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á
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179:Ҫ췴

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180:һ

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185:ı

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īԲţģԼԲƷ
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186:ı

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187:ı

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ҵĺӣȻǺúõģ϶ܺúõģī衣㲻ҪǵвУ͵㣬ʲôʱˣǸǵԵ֣òã
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ˣôôԼĺӶˣˡ

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ֻǺͶʵĶҲйעȴûп˵԰йصͶʣ뵽Цˡ
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˵㲻ǣҪȥ԰ɣ
Ҳ϶ǺǵĶȤ𣺡ǰȥһ£ôȤ𣿡
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197ı

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198ı

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ߣҶ͹ī衣ԭҷŵĸ٣ϧֻҲǵһεף˵ģԼĺ˭ãֻھǰѡĸѡĲһ
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ī衴νĸ˽ĸ
ҷ񶨵
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ҪǸӣҪ˭ĺӣĻУҴ˽ǵ֮ҪִҪǸӣкܴһ֣ΪǸĺӣ㣬ϧһУ֪ҪԸΪӡ

199:ı

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200:ı

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ʵҪʲôĵ£Ը˵ұ֤һ˵ȥ
ī衴һұ˻סңҵļϡ
ҿһ¾ͺá
û𣿡
û¡
......
ĺԽԽȣҿҪΪҪ˯ŵʱīȴȻ˵ԣϣһΣͺѰһʲô˶ʶǵĵطʲôҲÿ赭ͺԺϷˣ㹻
͵һһһسʹ
˭룿
ϵ̫أ㲻Ե£ôˣ۷硣
ī衣Եġ
˰죬ֻðһ仰
Թ𣿡ī˵
Թǣ˵Һ㡣
˵ţҾī衻˸ͷָīӢ۽ڣǳĺĿۡ
Ըеıȥ
īһ£۾ͽȻ󣬶Ϊǲ⣬ȴȫȻˣѧ֮ǰʱеʽԵķʽֱ롣
ī衺ܿ췴Ϊ˫ֽסңǣǵ
Ȼұһ£ȴֱܿīŤͷȥǣһһ硣
ҽԺĲʱʱĹ
С꣬īС롣
......
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֪Ϊʲô⻰Ҫǻ˽ҿܻúˣīһһ˵ȴúܺЦ
ʵҲЦˡ
㾹ȻЦó
......˵ֻǾܾȻ˽Щⷽоġ
ǿ϶ҪԼĸҲܷ°
ԭ......
ī衿Ҳ˵üҶ˵ջеʱҾͿʼעЩˣֻһкܶܶ࣬ʵУˡ
ȥҹ㣬ǿʲô֪ӣ֪϶ûлȥʲôҸ˵ܲ˴ȥ˼𣿡
С
һЩ˵ҲԶԶһۣҲҹȥʱû뵽ģΪһŸɭġ
īЦˣ˵Һãʱס㡣
š
̻֮īʶһ֧̳ҿۣī衸յȼֻȻʶңĿ˳ߵϣ°һڻ
ϰˡ
֪ڽܸոҪ̵¡
֮ǰǿҪ˵𣿡
ˣ̲סī˵ֳˡ
ǰʱһ֧º̣Ҷ£һЩ
ֻôã......

208ı

͵ˣǿʱ⼸£ôģ
Ҳڵʱ㶼ôģ
ī:ʲô
Ǹոʲô
īȻŶһ
֪Ϊʲô飬Ϊʲô̾һ˼ң
㵽ס
֪
š
īȴȻ£ֱյ
ô
ī衱۴:һ£Ҿ͸㡣
㰮˵ţҾͰƿ˵:ҡ
ǾͲ
㡭㡣
ٸһλᡣī:ײף
ðɣͶ˭Ҷĺܺ棬֪ء
ұۿī衲ϰһڡ
ˣ˵ɡ
īȴûۣҲǰεǸ......ո̫ˣûиоһ
ī衣ŭˣûˣģ
㲻ףīתͷң˵ˡ
һᣬŷһҲףҲףҪһΣʲôûдǺܿ
Ȼʵ֤ˣ뷨Ǵġ
Ҵϴȥû뵽ī衻ͻȻƫͷҵĴıϡ
ۡ
Ҫ뿪īȴˡ
ֱЩˣī衲ڷſҴڴڴŴī衺ܿͻָˡ
ѾҪʲôﾲһīȴȻ˵ûС
һ㶣ؿڣţʲôûУ
ī衴𣺡ûиŮ˵㣬ûий
Ҵһְۣ§ȥ
Ҳõô᣿
īȴ˵ˣŴҹɫ§ýһЩ
һ˵ġ
ĳ㲻ģԸġ
Ȼе
㣿
ʱ򡣡ī衵˵鷿Ƭ
ĿźȻ׹˼˵ҵƬʲô......
......˵ôôۣ
ǰҲûи۹ⷽ⣬ǸеʱЩӣѧԭ򣬶ЩһЩ˽ġ
ֻû뵽ī衾ȻҲ¡
Ҳۣī˵ҪǿЩҹ淢£˵ʲô
Ŷ˵㵹ˣǰҲҹ꣬ҲֵܵסЩջ󡣡
˵ŮˣļõģûǿסģֹܺõҲӡ
㿴һ𣿡
Һؿһۣ𣺡......񡣡
ҪȻôһξ͹ˣ
Ҫǲڵ²˴ǲܰݵġ
ʲô𣿡ī衱ƽҵĶ䣬Ǳһȫ̲סˡ
Ϊոû𣿡īҶߵ˵ţ
ѽ~~ҰƿһЩЩȣ֪Ҳ˼㻹......
īȴЦˣ˵ҪңҲҪҡ˵ϣֻһҲֻһŮ²
ҷ·ʶʲô
īѾҧҵĴϡ
˵ˣֻ㡣
ҿ﷢ض
һ˸ҡһһ£˵˵ڴ˵ĻţΪȫΪ顢µġ
ڶ˵ĻпܽҲŮ˵
û˸˵
ţ
ۺʱε˵ĻϿҵĵģ
ɽī˵Ծ˵ĻҲɽһ......
Ȼ˵֣ҵؿһ£æס죬˵......˵㡣Ҵġ
ǸҪҲ㡣
һ
˵Զᡣ
......
ٴμС̵ʱҽԺ棬죬Ҹպô̵ĲպߵſڣͿӭһĨϤӰΪԶûпңҿˣҫ
֮󣬻ûīҫ飬ȻҽԺ棬Ӧþǳİɡ
˾ģˡ
ĪϣҸոտҫǶһ¥
ţ......߸ǿɡ
е˶ȥҫˣ˸ʱңȹȥֱ׷ȥϴּ䣬ģȻһ๤ˣңҲ֪Ǽ·ôʹϡ
Ǹأ
Ҳ֪......
ͷɥ֮ʱҲﲻԾĪ˵ˣĪȥ̵Ĳ
ȻյſڣͿҪõ̵֡
ס֣Ī˵꣬Ѿס˵ֱۣȵתʱҲſ˵Ŀ
ī衵С̡
Ȼһֱ֪ʲôˣû뵽Ȼ֡
......СǾһ£һеЦˣʲô
Ĭһ£ʣʲô
Ҿǹ׼ĸѣҪʲô
ҽҪû˵ѣĿ̫αװúˣжոյҪʲô
û£С̵ˣҪ￴һˡ
һ¥ǵˣ˸ܿôģ
˵ţīͻȻŽ
űĪѹŵЦ⣬ʣǸʲô
ī衡С˵ãҾǹ׼ĸǵ˴ˣʲôʱҶʶˣ
һ仰ƽȴҩζѵ˵һ֮ǰī衺С֮䣬Ѿͱʲô
ī衶һ£Ī˷ſ֮ǰѾȥ
С̣ûмǴĻӦڼúԣô뵽Ҫˣ㲻˵岻̫ãʺϵ𣿡
⺢˵ʲô׼ĸˣҪǻԵȥİ𣿡
Ŷ𣿡ī˵֪СǰҪ̣֪̽ʲô֪ܣ̸Ұǰ۵Ŀģ
˵ʲôСЦһ£˵ī衣ô˵С̶ˣʲôСΨһףô˵ִ治Ļ
ܰɡī˵ǼȻС̶ôģѾˣҽȥ˹СҲҪߣһǳԸҲˣǺúþһۡ
......ˡ
ôī衵ʡ
ȻѾˣھҪȥˣһЩûд꣬Ժٳԡ
˵꣬Ϳң˵˵ˣͦŴӣ屾ͲãҪǲôأ

209:ı

Сô֪岻ãī衱ʡ
......һиӶһЩģҪҾˣˡ
𣿡ī˵ǵǶлС̵Ĺˣ֮ǰڹ˵ЩˣͲҪƳˣǺúþһۡ
˵꣬С˵ʲôī衾ͶĪ˵پϺþƺòˣҪúдС̡
ǣܡ
Īܿȥī衰ŵķԸȥ
Сû˰취ֻȴӦ
ǴСȹȥһ
ǡ
롣
СϵЦݶǽӲģҾڱػҪѿ
ǲòӦ˵á
һ֮ī衸˵ʲôʱһҪˣ棬ڶӵֹ
ܷġ
ţˡ
ˣӦõġ
˵˵䣬ī衴һ˲
ģҫҸī˵
֪
ͣһĶ·Ѿҽһ룬һīȴûƿߡ
ͺ˵ȥԡһ
īվסң˵ԡôﻻﰲȫ
û¡
ûмī˵˵ˣڴûʲô㡣
ī衣
ôˣ
ûʲôͦһӣȷʵҲûʲôÿģǵܲ۾ܱܲȥ
С
㣡
һ㱿ֱŵˤô죿ī˵ҵĺӣⲻá
ǰôӡ
ΪҸ㣬ܲ
......
һֲī衵ðȵ۹⣬ϵ·»һκĵı仯ҵֺ쵽ȥôֶʱһ˫ֺȻŵһᣬҰûõˡ
лл
īȴ˵һͼȹӹ
ˣѾˡһЩ꣬ЩֱӻûвǩѾˡ
ʡǮī˵ȻǺܺãźӣǴ´ࡣ
ǣͽձ𣿡
˼𣿡ī衲ʡ
ȥġ
Թ
ʣҲڵʱС֮䷢ʲôôڹϵô
šī衳һӲ̸ܿ죬˵ˣЩۣ̫˵£ЩԺٸ˵
ðɡ
ֻ̫࣬ǾǶൣĵԼȽϺá
֪˵һչ˺Լġ
ˣ߰ɡ
á
Է䣬ҺīһߣСǵĶ档
ī衰һŶСתȥ
С̣Ҽǵ֮ǰϲԵĶЩһֱڹ⣬Ҳ֪Ŀζûб䣬Ҿһ𳤴ӦöԳԵĶǲİðɣԵ㡣
֪ǲҵĴƹ֮£ҷ·𿴵С̵ֶǲģС˵:šǶǲģϲĶҲ඼ϲġ
ޣī:С̵˼ǣϲĶ϶ϲģҲҰְֿ
š
ұݺһ¡
С̺ܿʶԼ˵ʲô͵:ģС̵˼ǡϲԵĶĶ϶Ҳ࣬Ͼͬһ³Щͬصǿ϶ġ
šīһְҶСġ
ī衸ҼһЩ⣬ĵ˴̲ŸҼе˵:ҪԵ㡣
š
ʵЩ̫˼ģϾڳǰ
ʱͻȻ汻򿪣ͬʱתȥ
ɭҾۣʵ:ôˣ
˵꣬Ҿī衣һֱŸɭķ򣬳:ûмǴĻҺûɣܣ
ɭЦһ£·ˣī衺ܿܵſڣ˵:ԲܣǸոյĶʵ̫ˣ
һȺŹϡ
ܣһ°ɡ
áī˵:˳ȥ
ܡ
ȥţ
ɭҲ˳ȥ
ŻشҸոʵĻ˵:磬ôܲ
߹СǱ£˵:˵ˣڹô࣬ͲӦúøллң
˵ǲǣŮʿ
㡭ۣ:ô֪С̵ϣ
ѵˣʲôϵ층ɭͻȻΪʲô

һһī衷ڿϵֺȻȭͷȴޱ򾲡
Ҫ֪㶼޷شѵߵˣݶ鲻
Ҳ֪Ƿɾôܰ㣬ǲǣ
һɡ
ҴͷĬϡ
īȴʱ˿ڣܵȴ˻ҩζ
ܵ˼ǣ԰ӺͺӴˣ˲ˣ޷죿
ܡɭЦһ£еıӣһڲ裬˵:Լûб£ѵ㻹Ҫֱ̫
ֻû뵽ľɭŵĶ³Ȼֹ컯֮£ѱӴߵ¡
𣿡ɭ˵:ôѾ߹ˣԤҪôأ
ҲԤôī˵:³嶯ĳ˵ϰߣǣһ仰Ҫ㣬Щн޵ģУЩˣʹˣģ⣬ԸûҪǰҫҵҪл㣬æʱ򣬰չ޶
Ȼ˵ϣǾͺȰɡ
ȡ
ʱʵڸ㲻ˣϿ̸Цȴȭͷ籩꣬·ֻҪһͿ˴ǸˣȴԼ
Ҳ֪ǵ׺˶٣ֻǵõϣȫǿյľƿȴȻڼ
ɭС̡
ҲŻ㱹Ҫī衹С̺͸ɭ飬īѾòˡ
ҷ˷䣬æȥԡˮīȴȻץסҵ֣һֻ֣ڽϵŦۡ
ȡңһֱ˵ȡ

˺ˣ֪ˡһ߸ϣһߵο˵:ţҸһ¡
ԭȵӣڶˣðҪȥϴһ£նһ£īȴסҡ
ߡߡ
ҵֱۣͶ棬߽
û˰취ֻаϣʹͼ˯úһЩ
ȴ׽סҵֲҶ
˺ˣҲţ
ĲһͨģˣҲ֪ڽʲôһûпȹôƣЩ·Ҹɴϵĳȫ⿪ֶĵϣѱӴ򿪸ϡ

210ı

ī衻ģҲƷõģѱӸֿ֮˿յҲʵʵ˯š
֪ʲôʱҾҲ˯˹ȥʱī衻ġ
ʱ֪ģֻ˯ĺܴ˯ȥˣʲôʱߵģҲ֪
......
չ̳˶֮󣬻طϢʱҾģ򿪴ǰĵӡ
ܣ˵ڲѱЩأ̫̫ҽԺڹƱɶҪѡ³Щǲʵأֶʲôأ
ܣ˵̫̫Ĳûкתˣкܶණ̫̫ҹģɷݣ̫̫ǲǰѾеĹɷȫתأ
......
......
ÿһ£ܲκβɷã˺˺󣡡
ܣһĿ......
ǲҪˣȻǾ߷ɳ򡣡ĪλڰīһЩߡ
Ƶնīһ˫ͫ״ɫȴЩʲô
ֻʹ
ī衽ñһЩװʲô֪ӣʲôѹ
֮󣬱ҽȥˣһ˷
ʱƽڿϵţſƽ壬ڴϡ
Ų̫ãñӰסջͷīȴѾߵˡ
......̸ˣ
šīȰһļڴϣ·˵ЩӲƷ岻á
......šǱץˡ
īףְ¶׳Сۣ죬ƺһЩ
ǣ飺ī衣ҪȥԳǱһһɣ
һһ֮꣬ǰīҲȥҵ׻ǲôסÿζֱī衾ͺٴȥˡ
......
֪Ҫ˵ʲôҪ˵ʺǲǣҾԣǵԧòã
ҳģģ
īһ£׻ûоܾңͷӦˡ
մ·׼ţīȴͻȻסҡ
ȵȡ
һͷţ
īͷӴոýļݸңڻ㣬úñܣҪˡ
Ҷһۣʣʲô
˵Ѿˡ
лϵĹɷݣлģҪúñܣҾͱˣ㱣ܱȽϺá
⣿
һ䡰лġ˵ڣҺī衿ҵʱӦˡ
һ䣬˵......ҲᱣܰҪʲô⣬ҲԶð϶ܱȫġ
ˡīȴܵ˵ƽˣҪڲŽᣬҪҲûʲôã컯ɡ
ô˵ҴŲµʲôʲôõԤС
ϣСĵѵûа취𣿡Ͼôһ˾Bзز̳
ңҲϣ
ˣ˵¡ī˵պãʱлϽڴȥԷ
Ҷһ£Ȼ˵ھͲҪˡ
ãһ¡
š
ҷźī衸ҵĶ֮󣬸ī衳ȥˡ
Լ˳һ·꣬һ˵ʹβϹţ·ϵĳҲ
ī衣ҪҪһһĵطһͿˣ
ȥ𣿡
뵽īÿǱ߶ԶһЩˣҲͷ
Ǿߣѵʱ㣬η꣬Ҷȥ
˵η꣬Ҷȥ
һůļ䣬껹ܸоһЩ䣬ȴůůġ
ǵǸ֮ǰͣˣī˵õģΪûбɡ
ΪǸǰ˵
ѵ˵īҲһ£ҡ
˵ţҵĸǡ
ҾȻ𣺡ѽˣӺöǿȥɡ
á
Ȼͣˣȴŷ磬ֻһиװСȴǹŵģһֻ
īţæϣʣô𣿡
ãҲǸϽȥɣȥͲˡ
ã߰ɡ
īߡ
˺ܿ찴֮ǰİˣϰҲʶī衡
ڳԷϰī衡û뵽ī衾ȻֱīеŹŽ
ܡīֹȥա
˵Ա˵ˣţŹû뵽ڡ˵ôô뵽ҪԷ
īЦһ£һۣҲ۹Щ̫˼ˣСһܡ
ī衽ҵĻ˵Ĳˣպýûʲô£Ե㡣
ԭ˵˵СӶԼſǺõúܣҾһʲôŮĸԸһȻŮ֮еļƷ
ҵˡ
̫̫ãμ棬㿴Ҳ֪Ҳû׼
ûû¡ֹæգˣ仰͹ˣʲô˵ˣڳԵ˼ζܹȵϵġ
ߣǸߡ˵̫̫ڲţǸߡ
ſҵֿ֣һī衣˵Ȼ̫̫ôϲĳʳԺ󾭳ǣҷԸȥʱѳԣԶٳԶ١
īû˵ֻЦ
ܣô˼أԷ϶ҪǮģҪǳܶǾͿˡ
㿴ϱܿīЦ˵̫̫㲻ý⣬뵱꣬ܰҵʱ򣬴ûʹʲôر֮ĸ飬Ǽٷߵġ
˵̫̫ϲĶҳĳ˵ҡ
ȿȿ......һֱûзīͻȻ¡
......Ǹ̫̫ܣһеҪȥæˣǾܳ԰򵥣ھˣλԷˡ
ͣī˵
ϡܲܿȥˡ
......Ƣܽѣǲס
ī衱ƽңʣʲôƢ
˺һЩ˵......ԵһЩҪ......
˵úܺī衲ûʣʲô֣˵һ飬û
û......ûʲôǻǿ˻ȥɣɫˡ
ҺīҲû׷ùˣī衰һЩ˷ŽȥҪϺֹסȣҪ......
ôˣ
Ҫ˵Ҳ̫ϲ
ҼǵǰͦϲϺ֮ǰǱصġ
ڲܳԣǺӲϲ԰ɡ

211ı

˵ԣԷŵǱߣͿȫˡ
īȴϺ˵㿴һһЩ㲻ܳԵģ߲Եģҽ˳ȥ
ðɣ㲻Ҫ𣿡
Ȼ㡣ī˵ȻҪɫһģȻҺ㿴ҳ
......ðɡ˵ûҪ˶˳ȥͷžͺãʡ˼һһ˵ܣ˵ġ
㻹ͦ˼ҵġ
ī衱˵ң߲ûʲôɣ
š
˵ǵȻ֮ͬܰǰҲڷɹСʱ֪жˡ
㻹Щ飿ī衲ŵʡ
԰뵽֮ǰЩ飬ڶۣΪˣѾûʲôˡ
뵽ģ뵽飬һ϶ɹ˵
뵽ģ뵽ģɹˣ˵:һûʹЩ顣
ȻʹĵĿ⣬˵:Ҫ˵˵֪ǰôġ
ſӵĶһ£һһ£˵:ʵҲûʲôҪ˵ģȥˣңˡ
ˣ֮ǰģʹģĵģνˡ
ī衾ؿң˵
ˣǿ԰ɡô˵ţīһЩˣ:ˣȥְɡ
á
һٷҲԵ˳ܲī衸ǮīҲøףǮָ˵˼ʲôסң˵:߰ɡ
š
ճţī衺Ȼʶʲôæҵ˳ţ˵:һ
˵ţԶˡ
ι
ҿܽһ̳ѵȥȵȥˣ
һˣݸһ˫΢΢Щ࣬˵:ϰɣҪǹ֣һ䡣
ոաȥˣ
š
ݹ࣬ûʲô¶ȣȴþ¶ȵԴ
ôжûˣī衴ս˵:ҪҪҲҪΪ㰡ţ
Ӧȥ˵:ȥԽԽ
𣿡
ҲŲƶ
֪ĳĤģ濴棬ҲֻҪȥˣҾòΪѡ
ȵ֮ī衲Ŵҳȥ
߰ɡ
˭֪óһ˿˵:Χϡ
:䲻䣿
㻹
ţ˵:𣿡
ˡ
ȹӱҲī衸ո࣬͸Բˡ
ã߰ɡ
š
һ·;о˺ܶ棬·ģҲӤꡣ
ī衽ȥһ£ЩСӴõģܾĿ֮Ҹģ
ôϲ𣿡ī衿ſһɫӤǰסңʡ
ͶĽĿ⡣
ιվЩ˼˵:עˣ⻹أ
ʲôī˵ţſңҲվӤǰ˵:ͦɰģҪҪ򣿡
һ£ҡҡͷ:Ȳ򣬻֪ԱأʱҪǸŮɫʡ
áī衺һ˵:ġ
ʲôûǾͳˡ
Ҹұ֤Ҫûīڣҿ϶ҪԱݺݱӣΪͣôãȻʲôû
εţǾȻߵһӱߣBбȽķ羰ԼʹѾϰ˵ˣкܶ˴߹඼οͣЩǸεģΪǽܵBҲЩˡ
վϣͷī衣ĿŵúԶǰԶЩȥˡ
żֻɹװůɫĵƣʱߺ·Ȼĸо
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壡ͻȻһ͵ػͷī֮󣬲ӿˣī衺ܿ׷·ϣ
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һƺݺϣ⻹ôҵһο˾ģƶԸһһ㡣
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תͷҡ
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ǡ
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ҪôܸܵõͥůĸΰôȴȻûзҡ
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ꡭСһݸãҲ
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ԭոҵģⷿôܸã
ðī衣㾹Ȼˣҡ
Ҫôͷңī衺Ȼսң˵:棿
ī衣ҵţ

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īһ£ľǲõĻϣ˵粻õĻ𣿡
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ԣī衽˵࣬ǵķԺ󳤴ˣҲҪ׸˼ҵϱòãԺҵԼİˣԴ翴ѹأòã
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šֻҪĹϣϵظϵ۵棬һӶˣúѧϰһͣİӾͻֵģ籣һ㣬úõİ㣬𣿡
ŶСһͷƴСѾЦ⣬磬һҪúðޡ
á
īָȻ󷼷Ժȥ˱֮ǻص˳ϣ³ǰⶰ
Ժ⼸ιļ⣬ʲôǲˣҪʵǰĲţСʱȻ
ī衵Ȼڱ𣺡ڿʱ⣬ֻҪ룬ϾͿԽȥԺСʱ£ȻһãֻҪ......
ˡתͷǰĪĪؼҰɡ
Ȼī衵ҪˣֻǻеСʱ£˵治֣ī衣ҾȻһ䶼ûУһ㶼ûС
īۿң˫üţҷ·üϿ˿һ㣬ؽұڻҵĺ󱳣ǾͲҪˣʲôҪˣԺļ棬ֻҪװҺͺӾͺˡ

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û£һЩȷ
š
ðɡһ仰˵꣬ī衰һƵݸңǶ¡
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īһ˿ӵ⣬һҪ˵꣬ΪԺҶ˵ˡ
ī衣ԺϣܰлøǿлĽɽȥҲ˼һӡ
ǲʲôˣ
ţʲôˣ
ȻְֲˣԺǻǻָƺɣϣϣǱ߲ٹ¶úõġ
ҷӦ:ãףְǱ߲ٹ¶úõġ


Ե;īͻȻ˵:´γʱ䣬һȥ
Ȼ֪˵ʲôӦ:á
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ճ겻ãī衺Ȼӵһ绰Ҳ֪ΪʲôɳߵôЬϱ
ī衣ҪʲôϵģҼȻĪͱķǶˣ϶ܿҵİ
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ī衴ЬѾţ:ģֻеҪҹȥȷһ£Źغãϴ绰ĪסһҪߡ
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ãȥɣҺܿͻˡ
š
Źϣص
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ֻܿĪ͸ˣҸţһӭ˫ֽǰĦţҲһš
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Ī죬
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תĪְƹȥ:ȥúŰɣȥֲʲô£ֻҲǣټҲӦһװ
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֪Ժ󶼲ˡ
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Īú꣬Ҫȥűӣ뵽ҪʱѾһ
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֪ǲĪģʮˣķֻˡ
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ڿ˴ŰСʱʱָʮ룬ī衻ûлŶûлظ
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š
ҲοԼ
̫̫ҪȥϢɣӦϢȵ֮Ҹ㣬òã
һ£ʵھڹ˾棬Ӧûʲô£ǵҲáһҲȥ˯ɣīæԼͻˡ
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֪ôģȻͽ˯ȥˡ
һſ滹ûī衵Ӱ
ǻæ𴲣û˵ϴЬͳȥˡ
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ī衣һûлǸϽȥϱƽɡ
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һɲõԤȻһûѵǸŮһģ
ģģǣһ
ˡ˭īƺȻòܹоóһɰŵ˷ܡ
ôʱѾǰˡ

īҪ¥ȿңһŮҲ˳Ŀԣʲôôļһ㣬̫ͬѨҲͻͻš
Ů......ҺĪڹ䳬еʱ򣬴ҵǸŮ
ôҼī衴ϳȥǺһ⵽ôһ¡
һ˵ʲôīѾˣվߣҹŽѾӣҶߵôֲЬˣ
΢΢Щŭ⣬ǰпˣͼС˷ֱ
̧ۿһû
֮⣬Ϊ㣬ʱҪЬˡ
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˭֪ȴȵȣ
һתһ仰ýԭء
ī衲ţ

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һֲ̫õԤ̳
תǰŮȵߣ֪ôҸоһִŰӴϱĸо
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ָңī衡
ī衱ʵöһ£Ǿﲻ̫ԾҶһۣδе˼
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ǵԣҵ̫̫......ĸס
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˵Щʲô
ĸףī衵裬еģлϵĳī֮˽Ůˣ
찡
ĲԼ۾ī衽֮ҿٿī衵ǰؽص
Բ˫ۣĽë续üһģӿ̳ģǲdna飬֤ǰŮˣī衵ĸ
Ϊʲô
һ׼ûУҪ......ʲôҿҵ񣬱֮ǰڳ滹Ҫʲôﷸһ㲻ˡӡ
һûзӦһϵеʱīѾ˺ܾˣҺþò˵īֻҵļѵôˣ˰
Ŷ......̡
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ˣȥЬɣⶼ˺ˣһһŽܡ
......á
ī˵߰ɣȥ
Ҫ˵ã˭֪īĸһ۹ɨæܾ˲ˣֲʲô£Լȥ
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ī衸Ƿż٣ҽû
æˣǸף㲻Ҫġ
ôʾīȻҪҹȥҺ޲ð·治Ҫ¶ǰܻõöࡣ
Ȼ
Щ黹ǱҪԡ
ǰɣŮ˷ʡ
šҹԹԵشĿȴ̫ҿ
ҽ½˵ī衵ĸףҸոҰ̣ȻǻǺ죬īҲżҾƺҪһ£Ͼ㻹Ǹһɡ
......á
ī衿һģΪһûзӦа

ī衣˵ġ
ôҰֳһĨȻЦҾЦ϶ƽʱƽʱѿ
......衣ӭ˵
š
־ΧͺܿȴúЩѣȱһ㡣
ī衻һ⣬бķ
̡
ȣʲôԸ
ɣһǾͿˡ˵ţ뵽ʲô裺裬ʲôˣԸ̽ķܺóԵġһĲϵҲࡣ
һ˿Ц⣬űķ˵ʲôģ֮ǰAˣBиôϲԵĶȻҲǲģֻҪǴ⣬ҳҶϲҲ˺ܾã鷳㣬ҳ˾ͺá
ķͷãȥ׼Եȡ
ţȥɡī˵
뿪
˵˼䣬ī˵Ҫط滻·īк֮Ҳ˽ڸī衻˷䡣
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˭뵽һˣȻķʽǵȻͻȻݣǲûɵģǹīһأǳ࣬Ȼһǵ֮ǰлϵҲᵽлһ֮󣬽еŮ˵֣ʲô½
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л֮һûУŮˣīôҵģ
ī衣ôҵģ
īѾϵĳˣ¹һŽԡңûеõ𰸣ȻǸһˡ
ôҪһϴ裿ī衰ԡ⣬˼ʱ䲻ˣҵϣһԧԡ˼ҹˣǻá

ҿһۣ˭һϴ衣
˵꣬Ҿ˳ȥīЦŹϡ
أôҵģǲʲôû𣿡
ҵġ͸ˮī衵
ʲô˼
ҵģѵ˼Լģ
ţҵģͻȻ˴绰ңȻҲǹȥ˲֪ġ
˵ţī衻شһģѾˮͣˣϰʪţͳˣӸɾ
ôһ£ľúͻȻ֡
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ţ㻹û˵ôҵأ
˵ţ˴ϡ
ī衱ߴ·˵֮ǰлϢ̽ҲǴ˺һģö˶֪ȻҲϣ˵ʵô꣬עлѾһϰˣֻû뵽Ȼϵ֪лкӵϢȻͻˡֻջʽΪлִˣҵ˾˸Ҵ˵绰Ҳ¶
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ţô˵
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ǿǲġһ֮ǰӣҲãţܱȳ˻ҪһЩϾ˶ЩںģˣϾÿһ˶ġ
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ҪѧʱŹţ˺ӣʱӹһ˺úõĹһԲ꣬ô
Ȼð˵Ҫһȵĵˡ
ͻȻģī衵ļˣһҺˣҲԼ
īȻʲôԾˡ
ȡī衿§סҵļ˵ôˣҪ......
Ļû˵꣬ˣ𣬲ˡڼžҲãûңܻã......ǲҪȥˡ
ī衳˳𣺡ã˵ʲôʲôҲȫˣڸ껹л£룬ܲľʲôҶ֧㣬㡣
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á
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һȥﱣķ̧˭֪ͱīסˡ
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šī޳ɵúӣҪ֪ڸ˾ڲ֪жˣ涼̲סЦ졣
˵仰ʱǴźܶģġжοź......һ֣Ѳİ塣
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˾ϧ
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˵ʱĻҳʱȥߣҲܹɢɢģôûлˣúÿһ¼ı仯
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ī˵ţ￴һۣᵽǵĺӣҸ鶼ͬõġ
ãǾôˡī˵ţǺȻ뵽ʲôͷһøҵײһ𣬵𣿡
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ǡйĸ֣īҧЩأȻ費һܸоһ۾ܿīĶ
ңһʲôĸû˱Ҹ˽ˡ
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Һ裬ҪȻͱȥˡ
ţҲá˵ԼҪעһЩʱɵĶܶģҪǲ绰ҡ
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īϵıɫ
һٷ꣬ī衵裬Ѿ׼˷䣬㶼ûô˯ȥϢһɡ
𣺡ţá
ī衴˷䣬б棬ȵطˣҲһҡ
ôǲǻǾЩ̫ϰߣī衱ߴ߱ʡ
ҵͷţʵҲˣֻ˵һûӦ
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Ȼˣ㲻Ҫ˯ҲһûϢɣʱѾڴˣ§ҵķʽ
ţҪ˯ﶼҪߣ˯֪𣿡
á
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ĿҵĶϣѵһЦݣ֪뵽ʲôȴȻʣڳм㣬ȥʲô
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......˵ǡ
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˵ʲô
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ұҪ˵ãī̫ҶûôԷڻе
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ðʲô
ī˵ɣʲôǾͳʲôҺġ
á
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ҵĺӣҪԺҵĻЩСåһֱӸȥţúһļҳϴҲؼҡ
ȻڣôСһˣģŪˡ
ҪǸţԼôãףЩԺӴ򲻵ãõ顣
ԼһҪúýӣһҪְһˣģԼİѡ
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ȡҪĲУܿ԰ɣ
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272::ϱϵ

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ܰܰ豧źӱҡα˵š
ī§Цۺ˼ղžģ
ȡīһ
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˵Ҫ㻹ǻȥɣҪ벻ͨԶںòӳˣҪźˣǾˡ
ī衷뻹ȥڿж˼ӣĩˣʵûϵ
ңָԼ֣ȵ̾һ˵Ҳˣôأܲ㲻ǰɣǱϾ裬˵ˣһİˣҲܰôȡ
īһϯ˵꣬Ǳһ㣬оп͸ȥˡ
ʵȥһˣһǹ˼ߣҲӣҲ˼ҡ
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½˶٣ڣ࣬һһ:л׶ӣⱲӴûм㣬һӣѾˣúǲе㣿̫á

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ī衿Щ̫ʶȥȴǿտҲ
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ī衺͸ɭʱڱźӺ塣
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Ϊڼ֮󣬵ǵĵڶӳʱ֪ī衶ԶʲôãһŮū
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ǽһᰡԼѾԼ˺̾ǿޣīǽȻͬ˼Ҷ˵СˣСˣϱǸг
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˼ĵطѾճȭ߽ȥ˫Ҳɿ
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īҲͬʱ̧ͷ
ɭҡ
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ͷǸȥˡ
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ī衰ѡ˵úأɭȻöе˼ͷ˵ģ֪
˵ЩҳҲ˵һЩϵ¶ɭ˵:ιЩɣٹһˣպø㶫
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á
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ī衺ǺЦȴΪ仰˵ʱˣҲ֪ǲСˡ
Сˡֱҧüأһı飬ֹסһ·ѾԶԺĳ档
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˵ȱڡһ۲棬˵ڳʱһˣѼƵĴһһһܣһһ¡
Īپæͷȴַǿ𣺡á
ʵһˣ뵽ڸո˺ӣī衿϶ҪҽԺģֻ룬ա
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绰ܿ챻ҶϣҲȥī衷Ը顣
ī衾ʿվʱ򣬽˸ĻʿעǱߵŴҴ뿪ˡ
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ҽԺţī衽˳紵ѡ
һʱī衺Ȼ̣ڳϣ𳵴ǰ濪Īپ˵
پҶˣ
ĪپĬһ£붼û룬˵:꣬ǰˡ
ī衵ͷ
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ʱĪپô˵ģ˵ҪҵϵᣬѧԲȱ˲Ҫϣҵȵģ˵ˣֻʣһˣʲô
֮󣬾Ǵ֮һֱԼߡ
Īپڿȴī衺Ȼ˵پͣҲСˣҲóɼҵˣȹʱ䣬飬ڳʱ䣬ԼĻ½ˣȽҪ

276ϱϵ

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ʵЩһ˹ûͦģôôûԼҲûôǣҡ
Īپ˵:ţɣһ˹Ҳǲá
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Ĭһ˵:㿴ңʲô鲻ܷأҸӣӣԼи鴦
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ҲûãҼﻹ̣Ҳоˣ½裬Щоˡ
ԼҲҽԺ˾ͷܣǾĿǰӿ֪ȥԼദʲôӣǰûЩ飬ڡ
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ڹĽô˵
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ܿ죬˴īȥˡҹۡ³īۿǰĽʵ¥Ҳһ浱ڣڱ߽ǵλãֲԼƽʱûʲôӡ
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