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1 ߵĴԽ
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尡Էˣ
ڽԼӦ˹Ťͷ󺰵
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屾ûĻϣ󺵶ѾȥˣĻ˼һͳ˭֪ɽʱˣɽ棬ȴˤһӣԽ˵壬ڴԽʱʱճ˴һӾʮ꣬һʮëͷСӣ忴ʱ廹ţϰ֮ǰ˵ĻдϲͰӡ̧˼ҡ
ʱͷԼڴĲԾˣôŴôסԼǰλŹװԼôңˤһӾʹԽ˰ɣǣʧ䣬ʧȥ˼䣬ǸˣЦȰͰ⵱ԼļңǵԺҶһˣ嵱ȻԣŴûԼֻصôСʱ򣬶Լסбˣȡ֣˵ǺԼǰĴӽ󹷣ӽûһģӿɲٽǾʹȥҴѧʵǡ
ż峤㣬Ƥۣ˿żΪһҲɽҰĺӣȡ壬塱ҲΪš
嵱Ȼʮȡ֣ͲԼ˽ʮһģԼߡ
ֺͻˣʽĳΪҵһӣһҲһʱˡ
壬յȥɽϴԣȥ𣿡ЦеĿ塣
ɽ忴壬˽⣬ǰԼɽǲϣ˵̫ΣˣֶŴĴɽȤôһ˵˷ܡ
......忴һΪʢ
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2 ɽй
磬ʹɽ˼壬λãԸȥˡ
ȴḺ́ǿģ岼壬Źȥȥˣ岻壬ҲԸȥˡ
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뵽СŵʱҪˮȥͷ˵ˮСͷ̧ʱоСЩգӵɽóһŸðҩĹССĴˣһŵģ
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СһˣĶ塣
屻СţоܲС񣬾ͺҪʲôƵģ˸е顣
ܳʲôĬĬԼǸСôᱻһ͸оأԼûʲôԲ𵳣Բ°ɣԼȡԼƷ˵һʮһ͵ʿ
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Сü˵𣿡
TMDģСʲôüôôңѹĵĿ꣬ƽ͵ļ
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4 ԺҾְˣ
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.......С㶵ĵ˵ͷ˵ĵӿʵ۵¶Ҳ£ңҲδ̫˰ɣ
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Ҿ֪ȻĻȵͣԺͺһؼҰɡСĿɰҲˣ꣬ǰ䣬ؼҵҲǸոպõġ
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ӣСüͷһҲʮӣԼ˵ôһƽϰգһԼ˵Ķӣ
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5 䡪ʱҫ
ʱ籾ʱҫǴԽʵ۵ĵӣǰֲ֪ΪʲôûȪˣԼĸܳ裬ǴԽùĸԼһԽ̫ӣʱҫΪԼҸˣҸȫʧˡ
ʱҫ꣬Լĸ׹Ƶ˵ǴԽĹĸ׹֮ܳĺԽɻı׹֮ʵ֮ŭּѻʺûа飬̫Ƿ߽
ʱҫȥ˱߽Ӧ߽սֶ࣬Ǳ߽кܹ˵ʱҫ
ʵۺģȴڹؼʱ̣ͦΪʱҫ飬ʵۻž飬ںһ£ʵ۲ʱҫȥ߽ȫʱҫ̫֮λʱҫԺĴмѺĸһԴԴʱҫҲӣʵۼᣬԺϲ
ʱҫ꣬ʵ򲡼ݱʱҫλʱҲϻʵ۵֣һ󣬺һӣʱҫܡ
ʺĸȻˣʱҫǷǳңһԼͬӵĺһɰСܵܣʱҫãԼǲġ
ʮ꣬ʱҫ˸ʵʵڵĺûʵۣٹ£ûһԼǴԽ
þʱҫʮȴԼĶҹԼδʺɱȵʱҫȥһۺʱŷı
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6 ɽ
Ѿˣͷ껹Ǻܴʱҫһȥ
µģʲôʱǸͷ忴ͷǲͷٲؼң϶żġ

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ġ
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Цſʱҫҵİɣ
ʱҫĻˢһ¾ͺˣΪ˱ʱҫֻúһĿŵ򶨵ҵġ
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屾Сһŵ˭֪ʱҫԭһҲֻСϵüͷĸˡ
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ǣתѻˣʱҫ˻ԡ
Ϊʲôð𣿡
СѴݸʱҫð𣡡
ʱҫŪ˰죬ôһСôܻðѵԼõķʽԣ......Ҫʲôھ
ţʱҫͻȻŴԶ󺰵𣡡
ⶫȴһӶû
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7 𣬳Է
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ˣֻڴСťһһСð˳
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ʱҫû̳ԣֻǰѹµĻ壬ڻʹô꣬ںƭ£ʱҫһϰߣİ˸Ķ׳ԡ
ʱҫѱɻʱг˻ɣȴôġ
ۺŸжˮӹѹɣ̫ô죿
ҧһڣָʱҫְֲԣ
ʱҫѹɣ巢š⡱ע£ֻóȥ
ʱҫóһۣһɵϣ


8 
ڶִһϣϵɽ䣬ڵķ粻ͣĴԼµϣΪȡůֻúʱҫһ忴ԼʱҫеģʱҫԼϵĶӣ˯һûһ⣬ʱҫȴġ
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ʱҫ壬͵ʱҫǺˣʱҫͷ˯ɣ
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ţʱҫۣ֪Ϊʲôһҹ˯رİȡ
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9 ʱҫ
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10 飬ᣬȡ֣
ʱҫǻҵˣôҵףҺʱҫԼ֣дֻ磬ʱҫҲһٵģӴ˿ʼʱҫӵݳΪҴˡ
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˵дʲôʱҫ󺹡
ſ
ţ
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ţ......
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......һᵽ飬пᣬȡ֣
......ʱҫһҲ㲻ȡ𣿡
С磬㲻ô˵
ŶҸ˵
Ӧ˵ѵ㲻飬пᣬȡ
ѵ㲻飬пᣬȡ֣ʱҫظһ飬ʵȤ˭֪֮ڵУɣ˵㲻飬пᣬȡ֡ȫչ顢пᡢȡֵһ˰ɣ
......
ʱҫ廹ĵҿһ˵أô޻˵˰ɣ
ɣ
......ˣңʽҪʱҫʱҫһ֡



11 
С磡ǰһѱסԼıӣְֲ֪ʲôô죿Ҫô
Ŷʱҫüô......ҪҪҽ̽㣿
ңѲСҪԼԼСڵϴӣ˲ҪȻˣҪҪ
˵ģ֪ΪʲôʱҫͻȻĴ󷢣ǰȥ˵ϣ˳֮˴ϣʱҫһЦס壬ڴϹһȦգѹ£۵ʱҫЦ֪ʲô˼˰ɣ
ţͷ絷⣬......
ʲô
һڴϹһȦ֡
ʲô֣
һһֵ˵
ֻ˵˵ëûСһ֪ʲô˼˭֪ʱҫͻȻͺȥ
ϡȥʱҫһԲ
С磿С磿
ôУʱҫǲãˣοС㲻Ҫˣǹѣѵ֪ʲô˼
ʱҫĻӦ˹Լڲ꣬ôܻ֪˼ǿɶԼԺܺõĿƺԼƫƫ壬ǰǿƲԼո˵ʱʱҫͻȻԼôͯ񱣿
ʱҫԼ˭֪ʲô˼һǸö
˵ĸڻСȻ֪......ǸĶ
Թ֪Ϊʲôô˵ʱҫ֮
ңҿûԹƦ˵ġ
ߣʱҫ˫ֽŷǰõĲѧѧģ
С磿˲ίˣң
˵أ
Сôְأ԰ɣ峯ʱҫһۡ
ߣʱҫٸȥˣһ⣬ʵ
㲻ȥͷ𣿡
Ŷ·ʲôСңҶ£
˵ţóһŵĶ
ʲô
㿴Ѳ˿ͷһſɫĶ
ʱҫüǲܳԵģᣡ
ʱҫӳģǰǾһϻ᳤ʵʵ󣬱ʱ򣬹ŮͻժеԣԼСʱ͵Թĺܣֻле˲ܵˡ
ⲻ𣿡


12 ܲ
ⲻ𣿡
ҴΪѣҼǵôԽ󲿷ֵǽġ
Ŷ......εЦЦԭˣҾýѱ㲻⣬ȡ֡
𣿡ʱҫɻĿʱҫһۣȷʵȡָЩ
𣿡
Ȼ˵ǻһ˿ɳܵ£ԻСͣһжǸơ
ʱҫôͻʲô£
ʱҫѾסˣȷһİţڼʱҪȥڼϴϴ·ιι磬ź緹Ҫȥһأʱһʱһֱ壬ʱҲһ춼ڼУҲ֪ڵʲôʱҫҲмȥʣ֪Լ˲һܾãϾֻƽ,Լǵչǲͬġ
С²ѽ
......ʱҫȥ
ֵȣʱҫǲ˵䣬Сôô
ʱҫ£ת뿪
......ѵˣʱҫıӰǲ˵ʲôǾҫתһ룬ѽԼʲôҲû˵
þòʱҫЩģ˻˳ȥȴ̧һС̵̳Լ
ʲô
Цſʱҫ̳ӵĸӴ˿ˣƮһ㣬ÿгһƬ

ʱҫҪʲô
ԣ
ЦŰѴܲݵʱҫߣڵʱҫ尫һͷӣιʱҫĸоιһԷϲָо
ʱҫüûȥĶ֪СһԼûȫ½䱸ҲûգԼһڣʱҫߵһƬ
Σʱҫſ죬ܲƬڣۿɿڣᡢ㡢̡ζȫһζһƬθڴ󿪡
ó𣿡
ڴĿʱҫ
̳ܲԼʮǰƤڲ٣ˣƤſϸԼܲģͷĴףҺôԽдף۸ҲˣҲԸԼּǰԼ͵͵ɽʱϡõڣѾаˣһȻóԣˬھͿʱҫˡ
ţ
ʱҫֻ˵һ֣Ҳˣæֵһ顣
óԾͶԵ㣬кôġ
ʱҫſιԼźԼΪʲôأ


13 һ
С磬ǰԵʳ𣿡
ʱҫԵ𾢣ʱֹͣˡιʳʱҫЩˣüͷ嵽һ
忴ʱҫĲˣּһƬι˹ȥ
ԣʱҫľٶʮֵãȽеʳŻûС
ǴԽĳط𣿻һ˵˵ʳ𣿡зŹâЩزסС˸ʱҫͶʳˡ
ʱҫûٸԼιˣüͷˣʱҫʱľٶʱһˣһ󾪵ģԼҵλС˾ȻΪ˲ԼιʳԣԼ˽塰ιʳһ̣ʱһͻᾪǰֻԼΣҿʱһȥ˻ʹȻһῴʱĳġ
ʱҫüͷţͽţΪĲǶЩջ𣬿廹һڴĿԼ
ҪҪ
һڣʱҫ嶼˾ʱҫԼȻС˵ˣֻкֱŤ˵Ļ循ǣԼӡϣԼģԼֱŤˡ
ΪԴײֵıŤɣ
ˣʱҫһңƽʳڴԽԼ֪κһطû˵꣬ʱҫ˳ϣٺ˵úõԼ飬ոԼʵ̫嶯ˣ˵Ǿ仰ǺӲŻ˵ĻԣʱҫЩջԼǺ侲ˣˣԼ϶˷ֿģԼȴϣԼڵһλԼʵ̫̰ˣˣԺҪʲôԼһᲹġ
ʱҫԼ˼Уȴ
ȻСҪǰ뱧סʱҫʱҫվ㿪ѾסΪʱҫڲǾӵԵʣĸӲŵؿڣʱҫ屧Ĳ㴭
С磬֪Ϊʲôô˷𣿡ſʱҫ
ΪʲôʱҫҲ⡣
Խûһ˳ԹܲôҾͿ԰ܲķϵ̼ңôǾͿԵõܶǮˣ
ϲǮ
С磬˭˲أЩߵˣǮֿԻΣЦſʱҫʱҫͷ֪ЩʲôʱҫҲʱҫͷ㻹СҲգ
岻֪ʱҫʱ룬尮ƣôԺýǮɣ뵽⣬ʱҫЩ˵ģ˭ƣ˭Լõ㣬Ҳ߳Сׯȥٻɣ
......
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ЦˣʱҫסˣþòŷӦ
һ......ʱҫظһ飬Цû뵽......ȻΪһ............עǲܵ......


14 Ͻ
Ϊɹ˴ܲʹҲһΪ֤Լû˷Ĳϣ뿴ܲĴڿζ
ǣϳʱóһ̴ܲ
......
óĶ⡣
ֵܲġ
ЦһƬ
ҧһڣθڴ󿪡
Ǻã
Ŀ佱ҲˣԥҲһƬҲʱҫһƬʱҫ֪ûչԼ̲סһ̡
ǸθĺöһƬܲƬ󣬽ֳһڷ壬ôģ׷ǱȰ׷ζ
ٺ......ӺףЦʱĥģôó𣿡
ȻԼͬ˵
̫ˣ岻ϲ
˷ܣֻ⺢ǵ˳Ľͣ˵ģЦֿ˿壬ͷ
سǡ
سǣʣȥسʲô
ȥسǿ˳ƣļҾƹԸܲķӣҲǼҿɿɡ
ǼҰǶˣ˴ϲھͶ׬Ǯˣ˶ʱ򣬰Ϳ԰˵ˣ
ģû˵岻ܳ׵£ôһᣬ嶼ˡ
˵ʲôأӦûû֪£ֻһЦ.....һСأ
Ӵֻ度ߣЦĸǻˣǼҵİǺˣ
Ҳȥ
͵岻֪λشʱʱҫĻ˲ת˻⡣
СҲҪȥһ壬ôС磬үţȥɣ˵س޶Ķ࣬ҪС硣
İɣ
ЩһǮӣСҲȥЩʳ
õġ
ԽǰЩ֣鵽ڲֻǸոջͣÿҲֻһӺִҲͰ˰ٿ飬ȴԼһǮӣʮԪ廹ЩжģԺԼǷ˲ƣһҪúõĶԴλ˼ңˣС磬ţͷҲתʱҫЦȥְָǳԣ
......ʱҫ˵ûֻҧһڴܲ˭Ҫԣ


15 
С磬һҪңɱ˷Ӹˣץʱҫ֡
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˰䣬ŵһˣŶʮӣӳĵǾĺܡ
û뵽¥Ķôᡣвһ㶣Ϊһ󸹱ͷء
Сⷽģ
ǵġ
......һᣬڵⷽӣ
ǵġ˵ſ˿һԵʱҫţʾڵϡ
Ǹø硣˿ľٶЦЦ
Ŷ~ֵܣѲ......˿ЦĽѲˣ
˵Ļ˲˵մԽķɣʮѾԶˣҲϷδ˵ġ
Ҳ......Ҳˣĵ......
ۣ......Ļ˲Ц磬Сżѽ
ʮ
Ļش˸ӲˣθŶӣһ㶼ûЦ
ʱҫü岻ͷĵȻôǾ߰ɣ
ʱҫĻֹԼѾЦСѣ۰ɣ
ҽ塣Ȼܲϲ˽Сѣʮˣ˽СѣǺܱŤ
ҽ⡣ͷ۰ɣ
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ֻмСԣû´ⷽӵϾܲдףһֿζʵǲ²ţΣ
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ԡ
ôѷӸҰɣ֣ѷӸ⣬Ҳ֮˵ݸ
......Ǻ
еĲϺ͹̣ⶼһ飬ȴԼδţδġ
ǸöܲķڶңɶҪ֪ΪôͿ֪һζҿ֪µζֵǮ
ЦС㻹Ǿĺܣ
ҪĻǾˡתͷҪߡ
ѽ
µһζ⻹ǺȤģҲ֪еļֵοԼķӣʧһϣζ»ʧü֡


16 գ
µһζ⻹ǺȤģҲ֪еļֵοԼķӣʧһϣζ»ʧü֡
ٸʮΣ
ʮۺϳʮԪƽУʮ׬ģһҪųԺƷţвԼҪɸ̵Ľ
ʮ𣬵ζҲãһ˵Ŀͬ⣬ʮ𡣡
ǡЦСû뵽ССôԺ󳤴˻˵ã
˵򣿡ЩͷĻҾȥұҡ
򣬵Ȼ򣡡æףҪǴԽָսСôʮԼԼǲġ
ǩ˺ͬƷҲѾˣ֪˲ժĵط⼸ӣʱҫϽȥˣ̸˰⣬һҪʱҫúõĹ䡣
ʲô׵ĵطȥҴңҴ壬ֻҪ˵Уи㲻ĵطصһ¡
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Щһһˣһ㿴ǲɼԲԡһ䣬ˣҵǿɵõغඣһ˶ܳ
İɣˣǵҪӲغã𱻱ȥ˵꣬۷Ź⣬ųĸԡȰ壬һθ̾⺢ǿɰ
ʱҫתˣûп񣬶ʱʱҫͷպöǳĸԡȰʱҫ˲üƤһ̰ͷת˻ȥ֣ոǸ......
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ǸǸ̬
ʱҫ˵仰ʱСĽģµٶһ˵ʱһģʾĺЦ⺢̫ɰˣ
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ʱҫ񣬼ˣȥԺóԵİɣզǮˣڿԸСóԵˣ˵꣬ʱҫ֣ʱҫƽţ۾Ʈȥ֪ΪʲôĻʱҫΪľٶŭһӾȫˡ


17 2
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ߣסʱҫͷЦ̫ˣתһ˹ʱҫͷˡ
ȵǺ«ȴǲʱҫӰ


18 3
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ողãиСӱˣתͷ̷ģǵĻȴһע⡣
Σһ̷Ȼأ
ȻǿСඣ
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Ǹޡ
ǵãżģ
......ͻС˾ӰɣӣǸĪĵܵܣ
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ӣҲ̫ģ֪ͨȥٸͿҵܵˡ
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ϣСѻôô󣿿ѣĪ
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19 Ҫҵͽ
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˵꣬ʴȻص̸˿תȥʱҫһӲɽ̵ģ
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ʱҫĴȻˣҾˡ
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ΪʲôѽҾΪͽҸСӣʴȶȣNɪĵкܶŶͽܵģȴȺп㣬˱ĸ֣ɸϧ㣡
ΪʲôҪң
㲻˵ͽ𣿡ʴȷ˸۵ȻҸ㣿ʱôˣǶǹ˵ˣ
𣿡ʱҫߵѺͯδߣǹ˵ܸɳ£˭˳
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ţʱҫбۿʴȡ
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20 
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С类գ㡣óһǹİǰ
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Կǰɡ˿ǣУ̾һϣǹܼһеʹ
ǹԼУȴãǹζȿϻࡣ
һϢӣЦЦС磬Ҳ......Ǳ˷Ӹˡ
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......𼤶˵尴ȥ
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Сʲôϵ?
ż˵
ǸҽΪү͢׷Ӵ뽭Ҳû˼˭֪ǰЩӳְͨ͢˵ţóһͨͨϻŵһЦŵͷ
һͨ۵Сʲôϵ?
ͷĹϵɴءЦ˵ͷ֮ðűֵ͢ĿܣҪСسУԭֻһҪͽܣС类յϢҲ˵ˣҰȷʵ˼СǸ׺ͷ
˵СǱͷӹߵ?
˶ˣ뵽˺ܶݣ硰ͯͷSM̬ϲСϹԼɣ޵СŽԼˡ
Ǹ......С......⺹ԡˡ
ô?ɴ۾ǼС糤ôÿͷô̰ҼСɫ?
ɫ......ǳ鴤......ôһСкĺ?
ҼС?
û......û............ʴȿû˵ʲô......ͯ񱣬үûǣǳҽҵСǸõġ
ȷͷ?
ϸ룬ҽѧҽȷʵǱȸԼöˡ
ڵ顣ңûС磬ӻǵùȥİ?ΪСô?ô?С尡ҪţûʲôǮ첻ģֻҪŬ׬ǮСԶ㶼ҵõ
......۾аģ֪......


21 
Сϲʲô?
?
ʱҫǰ˷˴ԭԼӣȥˣԼѾʮˣɸͷȴǱǰ߳һͷ
ʲô?
СĪ?СְֵȻҪСﰡ
?
ǰ˶ǰһԼһ磬ʱҫЦˡ
²°ְҪʲô?
ʲô?ʱҫ߽壬Ϊ߳һͷԭʱҫ̲סȥͷһ̣ʱҫ֪֮ǰΪʲôôϲԼͷˡ

ָָԼʱҫʲôʱһ;ʱҫĺͯŤŤ̽ͷȻǺ£̲סȥ̽ʱҫӣʵɰ
......СĵȷϲʱҫȴԽԽ˳ۡ
ҸСҵĵܵѽӣǲرɰ?
?......ʱҫЦһתȥ壬ԼϲСɵʱҫתȥʱȴǾþõĲԼʱҫòԾعͷȥֻӵ֣УЦӵͷĩˣӵĶͷһڣʱҫˣֲգ˵⣬ʱҫ̣ΪȴʱҫҲ̲סˡ
Ȼʱ粻ϲ㣬ôְ־ʹ뿪⣬ô?
Ҫ?ȥ?
С粻ǲϲ?ôְ־ʹСԶԶģ꣬СһҲĺܺã?
һҲĺܺãԭ......ʱҫͷԼ꣬ԼģԼͷģԭ......ЩЩֻԼ......
......ô?
ʱҫ̧ͷԼҲ֪Լ۾ˮֱˮʱҫʶԼ......Ȼˡ
ʱҫ壬֪᲻ԼĵˣԼû޹һζˣôôһοԼİ?
С綼ôˣ?߰ӿɲҪʱѧŶ
......
˵꣬ǣԶȥӰʧˡ
......ʱҫһһֵģҧ֣޲ðԽȥʱҫû뵽ֻ꣬徹Ȼ˵ĶԴԼȻԼģԼиûôҪʱһСʱҫֱԼ
......
ʱҫصĽһ壬ǰľһΣԼǰһǺ«ʱҫ˹·صǰһ죬һ˱Ǻ«ԼҲûͷӴߡ
ʱҫȥӣֺõЦЦЦݣʱҫ̧̧Ƥˣһذɣֱ˹ȥ˭ֲ֪Ÿո쵽һ룬ӱ㲻֪Ĵ˳סǺ«ţֺ뿪ˣʱҫ㶣һƬհףͻȻ뵽ʲôĳȥԽԽ죬ԽԽ죬ܵĿûˣôҲ׷壬ͻȻʧˣʱҫһ
.............


22 
ģʱҫоѣԼ̫Ѩ⼸죬ԼѾֹһεˣεݻ˸ӣʱҫüë壬Ҫǳ͢ĽʴֲԼȥǰԼҪȥˣۼѾ꣬ԼʮˣҲʮˣմԽĹأʮѾԳɻˣ˵Լҵ壬˵ټһˣҲĶӶһˡ
ɶ񣡡
ʱҫݺݵô壬һ뵽һŮһСƨŬֺãʱҫ޲ðǶɱˣȭͷĺܽʱҫͻȻԼһʵۣһɱİɡ
ҫˣ
šһͱʴȸ߿ˣʴŵϰ߱ʱҫ˵˶ûĺãּʱҫΣһ뵽ʴȾǸףʱҫһӺ
ѽѽѽҫĪʲô?ɫôô?Ҫʦץҩ?

ʱҫѾڵĲٺˡ
ҫȻѽʦͲķˡʴͷдҪš˵꣬ʴˡ
?ʱҫʴӦҪԼɽ˰ɣˣǰʱһ˵˳͢ȫ˶ʴȵѲ飬ͷҪԼɽˡ
...........................................................................................................................
ҫʱҫǰʴʱҫʢࡣ
ҫҽűȹʦ?
ҽǲ֪ܱȵ㡣ʱҫƤû̧غ˿ࡣ
ǲףõһҽ̵ҽ֮СΪƫƫֻѧ֮?ʴεֱҡͷ
˵ҽ֮ǽĺãҿͲʱҫ̧۵ţ
Сӣ......ңôܺѧҽ?ҲϰϰȽóˣҲ⡣ʴȵƲҽĵɱȵù?
Դƽ֡
~ʴźۣЦôȻˣ㶼˰ɣôɽɡ
š
?ʴŵסˣҫ?ллʦ?
......ʱҫЦɽǷġ
ʴʱҫĻеСѾĬĬҧͽ̫ɰô?ߵģ
ţʱҫɽɽ֮ʱʱҫʴȿһͷ֪ʴȻǲҲ̻ܶණʱҫжǸмġ
ʦˡ˵꣬ʱҫתȥ
þãʴȲŷӦӣˣСҫ......ʦ?
˵ͷ
ҫʴȵõ𰸵ʱ򣬲׷ȥס
?
ʲôȻǰҫ׷ٽиٰʮʦ
......ʴô˵ʴ˻ȥ𷢷ˡ


23 Ҳ?
뿪ʴӵĵطʱҫͻصҴ壬Ҵñ仯ܴ󣬺ܶ˼ҵķӶ˺ܶ࣬ȥˣʱҫԼȻǵȥҵ·
ߵſڣŽţʱҫţȴþδŶ
?
š
ѭԴͷһŸͷϴү
ӲˣһǰͰᵽȥˡ
ᵽȥ?ʱҫ⡣
ѽҲǺõġүЦ˵ҵǸ¥λһ𿪾¥Ǵ¥Щ׬ѽ
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Ǹ̬......
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λɶѽ?ϴүʱҫȻСһ磬ɫ࣬ãӲļҸӣ˱İ?æ˿ɶǸõѽ
?
ʱҫϴүһżӣ֪λϴүǰԼ鷳ˣæүˣǰңġ
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ôһϴүǷġ
ҾͷˣҾ˵˶Ǹõģ
⼸............ĺ?
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ʱҫȥȴͷСסˡ
λ͹ۿԤԼ?
ԤԼ?
ѽ˰?
š
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ʱҫüͷһ̣ԼȻ˾¥?˵ʲô˴
ʲô?ϵ?㣡ӲҪԤԼ?˭?㻹ҵ?


24 ͺ
ʲô?ҵ?㣡ӲҪԤԼ?˭?㻹ҵ?
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ѽⲻûԤԼСЦŵڸڣԲ
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......ҵĹؿɶѽ
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˵ʲô?
ô˵壬ɫеģʱҫһӻˣſƨϾһߡ
˵һ飡
ô?߱ӣ˵ľʵֻҪһǮŮҷģҲ⣬Ҳãӻû˵ζأ
ҹ
ʱҫһٴ򣬵СһԲ֪Ǻá
ס֣
ڵСҪҪٵʱһʱҫͣ֡
Դͷȥ壬ȻѾ˺ܶ࣬Ҳ˺ܶ࣬ʱҫ϶һ塣
߽ʱҫ㶣ֿ˵С
ô?
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Ƕ˵˽Ӷ԰?ü
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......ʱҫȭͷսʱҫ֣ҡͷҪ嶯
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ʱҫʱ㶣ʱԼĶ磬ʱ?
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С?
ˣŴʱҫ
ţ
ʱҫ˵ͷ
ץʱҫָˣۿкˮ֪Сûʱҫ˵ЩʲôȴͻȻ֣ʮʮʱҫĸӲߣʱҫļϣͺ......


25 ?
ʱҫˣĽҲڴˣص¥óʦһӵĲˣֱϵĲ˰ڲˣſϰݡ
ȥ?
ұһԳҽ˹ȥͽˡ
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㣬꣬ѧ˺ܶණ
˵⣬ͻȻˣ겻ʱҫѾ˺ܶ࣬Ȼʮ꣬ȴǱ廹죬СѲ?
ΪԼС˵ܶĻȴһ仰Ҳ˵ˣֻݣ
Σ
......
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ʱҫ˵Щʲôȴһ˵ˣϤʱҫһ֣ĸо
ˣ׷?
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Сˣ
ŶǸǰڵСô?СʮͳϵĿѽ
ſȣʱؼٿһʵ˻
С磬Ҹһ¡վ⣬¥Ĵ󶫼ңǰǳʤٷĶӡ
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ӿҪһͬò?
......
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ããҪȥԸóԵģ
⻰ճڣͨʱػ˷䡣
СɿĳǺιϵ?
?ʱҫ֣ͻȻ㶡
Ŷ⣬ӣҽеǴ󶫼ҵ֡
......ʱҫ뵽֮ǰǸΣȭͷսˣɫҲͻȻࡣ
ϲˡ֪ʱС˵ЩˣʱأҲ̽̽ʱҫͬĿ
......ʱҫûȥһֱ֮ǰǸΣԽԽڵѾںˡ
С............Сĵʵ
ġʱҫԼİС壬ʱҫֻ⣬ϧʱҫ֪Լʲô壬ոʲô?
?εҡҡͷʱҫĻشʱ΢𣬼ȻС粻ϲָ飬ԼҲ뱻СᣬˣôһӲ̸Сһ˲ŰɣţɵЦԺԼҵĶӳ˴Խ׸Ȣ˹ԼһԴУҶӣҶӣ󣬱˶һĽ۹⿴Լˡ
붼ˬ
~
ɵЦŵ壬ʱҫҡҡͷɵ壬Ǻǰһģһ


26 ֻ
ɫѾˣʱҫ˵ԼѾʦˣԲµɽ;ʱҫԼסҵĶסߣһҴ׷ҶסȥԼһסҲܼįţСԼһסҲ岻ûʱҫȥһ
룬ʱҫȥ˵ԼҵС͸Լ˺üʮӣɾ͵Լ뷨ʱҫһ˵ʱҫͺ˵ʲôȥԼѧǾ˵ҽǴ뷨ֻգֻ룬ӽ쿪ʼԼһҪúõ׬ǮԼҵСһϵĸ
С磬ɫѾС÷Ϊ׼˷䣬͸ȥɡ
Ϊ˷ԺӾ¥ĺ棬ʮֵķ㡣
ߣʱҫһס
С绹ʲô?
Һ˯
?ŵĴģʱҫãת룬ʱҫҲʮ꣬ңӺԼĶ˯ô?Цѽ
.....................................................................................................................
ϣڴϣǺúõģ˭֪ʱҫͻȻ?Ҫ֪ʱҫǴԼ׽ģڣʱҫͻȻ岻һңһʮĺ˵ʱҫʵ̫ˡ
塣
?һôҰ?
ô?ʱҫֵʡ
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˯?§壬Žıڵʱҫһߣ§ʱֻܸոպõ§סʱҫϣЩֱ԰˶§Уĸо⣬ѵֻΪɵɵˣԼգԼ꣬Լ뱣?
ԣһģʱҫôӽԺԼҪúõıһҪģΪһԼΨһ뱣һӵˡ


27 һֵǧ
ҹĺҲʼþȡ
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ΣμԼҵСָ֣ԼץǸСҡ
ԼҰϣһӣϳ飬һ䣬˫ȹأԼĴȣߺ
ٺٺ......
̲סЦ
֣ʱҫɫһ䣬÷
......˭?
С......
ʱҫּԼ֣ʧˣҲԼҪͷ߳⡣
ʱʱǺһߵģʱӦĸϢգṦĸȥ
ʱҫȥ̽̽Σ˭֪վһ䷿䣬˵Ľ
............ͣ£..................쵰
~˭쵰?ԣɡ
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ݶʱҫ⿪һСƬߣȴͷӵ˲ǱˣʱأңԼĶ磬ԽͱĶӣȻ˵·
ʲôʱʼ?
ʱҫüͻȻ뵽Լ˵¡
СɿĳǺιϵ?
ϲ......
С............
Լʱ˵ʲô?......
ġ
ɶ񣡡
ʱҫȭͷ˽ʱԼӡͷôԼѵ......
......Ҳϲ?Լ˵˶ģ᲻Լ˵?᲻Լ?
ǿɶ񣡡
ʱҫصһשߡ
˭?ոջһʱأͻȻӦ˹һʱҫתߡ
ⱻʱôһţȥ뿪ʱص壬ʡ
ô?
ո
˭?Ѳǹ?
Ӧò......ҵֱԣϪңɱҵģң......
ģ粻治ƫƫʱЩ˶֪һֵǧ?Ҷˣ
Ŷ~ʱرӵĿ˿⣬ʱصһֱ̼ˣʱأֽȥˡ
............
~ҵֱңǿԾս
......쵰


28 
壡
лعͷ
Сʲô𣿡
壬ϲ𣿡
ǣǰСúܶ𣿡
ʱҫ㶡
......Ҳ֪Ҳ֪ϲʲôо
......ĻСо𣿡
սʱҫ˶ʱҫϣʱҫ촽ӡһǡ
............ȵĸоڴϣʪĴʱҫסˣֻʣһ뷨
Ҫ
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......
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ʱҫȴñʪʪġ
Ѳ......
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ôˣ
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......
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ε㣡
ЦôûûΣʱҫһ仰߷ȥֻһ˴ԭء
ɶЩţ˵ʲôСεԼܣܣСǴֱУһСˣԼţһģ岻ͣҴߡ
ңң
û忪ʼȵ˼ʱҫղŵĻʵʱС㼱ĳ˽
ʲô£
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ʲô
˲ÿհף¥輧ʮ꣬ôܻɱ
죡ȥ
...................................................................................................................
ʲôʱģ
۾ɴɫףϷģ⣬ⲻȥЩϷسļԺʱӿͣӣײǽɱ忴⺢ӿ΢֢赸츳ȴܴ¥赸һʼʳϷڳʤѹ£˸ңҲԽԽʣ˭֪......
񾹻ɱ......


29 ϵɱ
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ңҪ?ƹʡ
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ǡƹСȥ˹١
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30 һΪҪҡ

ԶһˣĴ˸Ƿ̧ƲƲ⡣
ӴģСôҸ˯?
?
ΰţһƬʣһɵɵĶ⡣
ҡִ˴ţֱˡ
ʲô?ë?صİָĿˡ
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ôӣ֪?ӵĿһۡ
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ˡ
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糿ϵɱ
?
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ģǽйٸȥġ
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......
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ô?ʣ?
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31 Ҫ޸
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Ϊʲô?ЩѹȻûܶ꣬Ҳڵѽ˵ʱ˭?ʱ˭Ψһѹɸ?˭?˭?ѽڳˣȻҪְˣúġ
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32 ǿǺ
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ܵϣ쳤Хһ£Сôô?֪ʱҫݵ壬ϣʱҫԺȢүģ
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֪ʱش˴ǰȥٸǰݷ̫үȥҲá
....................................................................................................................
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㣬̫үЦЦ̫үʱأͼһʲôҲû˵ֺõЦЦȻȻ鷳ô鷳?
Ǿͺáһֻʱصһֻļ򣬡߰ɣţ̫үܿͿ԰ǲ鵽ġ
ǣǣǣ̫үЦ˳š
ô?ȥ?˸ã߳ԼϱĶ壬ΪͷԵʣʱ͵˦ġ֡вԵĵһۡ
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33 
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𱻹ûüгǹ֣˵Ļ˶סˣ˵һ룬ûϵ죬뿪š
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34 ʱ
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ãֻ֪һʸҵİ˵˸šʱҫװһɻӣðȥ֪ôģҾ͹ɽ
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뵱꣬Լۿģ÷ݵ߲ԼĴ磬Ĵ磬Ǹʱ꣬ҪԼڼɽԼҲ⣬ɶǣʾȻû飬ɱ˼Ů̫࣬ǲݲ£˵ľԼܣҲװװӣɱеĻӣԼĶӵϻλ


35 ֬
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ʱҫ忴һֽıס
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šʱҫƵһûȥĵط?
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ҽմȥٸһˣСҪȥ𣿡
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36 ͯ
ţʱҫȥĸϡ
ȥ̫磬һȣֻǽ磬ʱػڴɺڣһˬćNɪʱҫ֪ԼҵĶ֣ҹһһڡˣǣģӿĵһۣʱҫûɫ
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Сôô?ԼβС壬һˣ㲻»һͷ?
?
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38 Ժһˣ?
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40 
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42 
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죬յһţ⣬ְѵһ¶ӸԼȥ׷ȥˡ
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ʱҫű˺Ƭֽʵ˭?
û˭
ʱҫһĿ֪ͷϡ
壬ˡʱҫѵϵֽƬӽֽ¨
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ʱҫʡ
ʲô?
ӷԸ£Ҫٲˡ
Ϊʲô?
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漰ʼҵĻλҲò֡ʱҫ㲻Ҫ£ҲǲϣѰǣʼҵĶȥ
š˵ͷҲǣʼҵĻλǺܼҵģһģǣоͲˡ
˵ҲǣҲ......Լ°͵ôһȻԵ......
Ĳɲ⡣ʱҫԺɲԳĿòȡˡ
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šʱҫӦһͻȻ˼
ô?ʱҫӣʮֵĲ⡣
ûʲôֻ......
ʱҫ˵һ룬
Ҹʲô?屻ʱҫűŤֻʲô?
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壬ȱ𼤶ʱҫЦǸҲʶ
˭?
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ô?ʱҫüġ
С磬㵽֪֪Լ˵ʲô?
֪ʱҫϲ㣬壬仰Ҳֹһ˵ˣϲ㡣
С簡üͷվ£վҲǣҲǣ̧ͷһʱҫֵͷָͷͣûӣãúúõĺʱҫˣʱҫ鵱˰顣
С磬㲻ܰ鵱ɰ顣һε̧ͷ㻹СʲôҲҲֻഺڶ԰ĺѣӴ˺٣㱻ҽߺʹˣӴֻô󣬽Ӵ˶ˣҲͻᷢǸ㰮ˣҾ㣬ҵĸ飬˵ǶԾ֮ϲˡ
˵꣬ȴûʱҫΪʱҫǡǡ෴ʱҫֻǳĬ
ΪԼֻ֪֪ͯ?ΪԼֻΪԼԼϲ?֪һʮ꣬˿ɻỹ?֪ԼֻΪŻᰮʲô֪ԼҲ˵УԼϲǲϲԼǸëͷСѡ
С磬֪һʲôо?ʱҫٳٲشʡ
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......
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С硣˵ʮꡣ
ǸʱʮĺӶڸʲô?ųУ̸ֻΪ棬ھͿԽУվֻǺӣִҲãŴҲãǻδ죬ϻкܶջ˵Ķ
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Լֱϵ⡣
ܺãʹԼΣСȷʵ˵ˣǸߣѾʮˣ


44 Խ
ܺãʹԼΣСȷʵ˵ˣǸߣѾʮˣ
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......Ǻ......
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𣬰?ʱҫһ顣
?ԼǴԽģĻӦҲ֣ôͨͨԼ?ҪˣԼɽԽˣԽҲˣúõӣڱӱ׺üβ˵ӻǸģҲųǰǸgayĿܣôԼǰЩ£?
壬ô?塰ǺǺǵġɵЦʱҫЩġ
û¡ڰֵһ˺úõĻ......Щͷʹ
ͷʹ?ʱҫĶͷҪд?
......áƿʱҫֻ֣Ϊ˵Ǽ£ҪԼһ˺úõ
šʱҫ
ţ֪ش⣬ʱҫ񰵵֪ģʱҫڹԼԼҲô䵭ûҪΪСϲԼ£ıԼ̬ȣԼgaygay׷ôԼֲ飬ֻ......һʮߣԼһֱŵġӡ׷ҪúõԴʱҫӺþûôҹˡ
......Ϊʲô?ȥɽ?Խ廹ǺܺģʱҫǺԼһΪɽԭԽˣ......ԼҪȥúоо
ݺˡʱҫ
ݺ?ԳһСһйµ˰ԾԾ֪Щ£ԼǲҪʵĺã˼˼ҵ˽΢΢˵ͷ㲻ٶʣתȥ˭֪ʱҫס֡
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......
̧ͷʱҫû˵
壬һʱ䣬ֻҪٹꡣٹ꣬ͿȢˡ
һʱ䣬ϣҵˡ
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45 ?
ʱҫ̹һУͻطˣʱҫ˵ԼҪú룬úõʵӱܣֱڶ磬廹Լ
壬ˡʱҫ˺üţǲǡ
壬?......
ʱҫĴţͻȻû˶
ôͷ?üСôᶨߣתһ룬Ҳãʡķ˶˯
壡......ˡ
˭յƿ˱ӣ۾ȴû
濪ۣͼʱҫվԼĴǰԼ
......ô?塰һ¾Լأ˳˳С磬ͽôݹƬһһվҵĴߣ۾ңˣ
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?
ӹţ˿ддģϵݴžǣҴһˣĶ磬ˡ
ô?ʱҫʣ˵ʲô?
Ҷˡ
?ʱҫüΪֻһӣû뵽һӣ磬ô......廹һ?
壬ֳ?
ҡҡͷͰﱾӣһ󺵴һһȥۣȥ˾ûٻﶼΪѾˣҡ
?ʱҫû뵽徹ȻҶġ
ˣﶼܿģһȥһˣ磬ȫҾһ𣬺úõףףЦС磬ҲȥɣȥĶ
ҵĲʱҫŲأҪǣҲֻԼĶ硣
ãǡһȥ֪ˣҲñƽǰġ
......ãȥզʱҫóѰЦЦ
š˵ͷͻȻòԾĳε˼
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զ
ǣ
զ.......
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46 ƺ
С......
ϣһֱüͷʱҫ˴·ˣһ仰˵ڣ˵ˡ
?
С磬Һ˵һ¡ոһֱ룬СԼİ׵ǰ˵ô?˵ҪСڱ˵ǰ̫˵ǣҽ?˵ԼаС粻үү̣ƫƫҲŽа?ԼǸʱС粻ви?ϾСģ϶ģô......ҵĿԼʱСͼЩˣһʣһҴģ˵ϲԼô?ĻðôС?岻εĳ֣ԣһҪС˵·̶һˣã˵ոպã
˵ʱҫܺ棬ôԼ˰죬ҪԼ˵Щʲô
Ǹ......Сʵ......Ǹ˼ͷôƺ......Ҷ?
?ʱҫЦԼ죬ԭҪԼ⣬ʱҫͻȻ붺壬
硣
УͻȻը˵УУУУ
Ϊʲô?
Ҷӣ
ǣ
............Ҳ......˵ɴֱӵУ
ҿԲС
ʱҫĻо˲ˡ
?
ġʱҫЦ......һ¡
......ΪˣСôôԣôˣԭ......ԭԼĶ
?ʱҫüôˣҪϿ쵽ţǣһܸ˵ģʱҫİѣ˵ĺء
ף׻?ʱҫϡġһڣС?׾ף
ˡ
?
š
?ʱҫԷģһоҲûС
ϣǣָָʱҫҰ
?
ţͷûио˵Ƥ̫ˣˣô㶼ܸҽаˣ
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ǡĪˣʱҫôһ仰
............߳ŭ˭ҵ?
˭ð岻?ʱҫŭתƻ⣬壬쵽ˣ
쵽?ãȷʵ쵽ˣʱҫһ۵ˣĹ㣬һ飬ʲô?
壬
?Ҳˣ˼ʲô?ɡ
......ʱҫش
û?вԵĿʱҫ
šʱҫӦӦ


47 ?
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......ʱҫ⼸ұ仯ʵ̫ˡ
С簡ЦСˡ
Ҷˣǰ㻹˵СѾˡοĿʱҫã˵ѧҽأǱ¡

ΪվһԺþˣԼҵԼ̲סһ
ŶŶң˸ĶˣЦߣǻؼңһ߳Էһġ
š
............................................................................................................
С?
Ϊʵҵ?
硣Ӧһ
⼸ҲڼңˡΪܻǺ͵ģԼ۵ʱ䣬߽ңԼǰߣûкͼţͷֻԼĵ񣬱߽սڽˣصң˵һԼܻѼľģõ˺ӣôҲͬʱø
ûУңⶼӦġЦǶ磬˵սЩô?
ұȥ˱߽ս½ţ궼ûидšΪ˿ӣԲ𡣡
ô˵Բ?ΪΪզǹѽЦٶ
Ϊ?Ϊ?ʱҫͻȻ㶡
ôˣС?
Ϊ?ΪǣΪ?
Ϊ㶡
԰Ҳף粻ǽ?
սսʥϣʥɽصشΪΪ͵ﻹǿԽҶҶҲǿԵġ
ʥش͵ĵ֣жʲô?Ϊðͷӣ԰ɣΪΪΪ˹ңٺõ֣ʥش͵֣֤զǼҵΪб°
˵⼸һƽգʵۻشΪ֣?ʱҫʡ
ǡûϣûǫ飬ְλԼñ´ģˣʱҫϲ


48 ?
ǡûϣûǫ飬ְλԼñ´ģˣʱҫϲ
......ոȥӭԼܵʱ˱һԣ̬Ȼ쳣ȡ
......ʱҫûڣͱˡ
磬ҵӣ仰弸һ˵ģԼ˵ʱҫͻ˵һЩ߰Ļһ˵꣬ˣԼ˵ʲô?СȫԷϰ
գ忴ʱҫû˵ʲôĻһ
С......?
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......忴һΪͷ
СȢŮˣΪ˱˿࣬ԲС硣
ȢŮ?Ϊ?Ϊס
ͺʹԽĽйأǲҪ˵ĺá
Լİﶼô˵ˣΪ㲻ٶʡ
ﶼô˵ˣҲˣⷸǽɣȢϱ......Ϊ˼һȢϱô?
С壬һ£ûչ㣬ҲУǰھ˵ţһЩ˼ҲȢ˵ģ㲻飬ǿָƯһ˻Ҳ㣬ֻ......Ϊ壬㶡
ԼҵĴ˵ĲأΪôͻȻͣˣͬʱʵʲô?
ֻС峤ô......Ϊһۣԥһ£¶һ˵ţı飬Ϊ......С峤ģҪһܺСƥˣӦúܲס
ǾͲҪˡʱҫͻȻһ䡣
ǲСΪҲ̧ͷ˭˵ģϷˣΪԼĴѾûˣòиܣܵĴԼĵֺãҲϲԼϲôõһˣôԲȢϱ?ΪˣôҪԼܣһʵİ£еҲգ
ôΪҶҪҸģС壬ϲʲô͵?
Ϊһڣƺˣˣ壬εЦЦЩ˼ܴӾУٺ......
ܴ?ΪҡͷôҪ?УС壬Ҫߣʵ뷨˵˵˵ϲʲôģ
壬˵һΣʱҫˣҲ֪ϲʲô͵ġ
......ʵҲûʲôҪ˵Ļ......Щ⣬һ㣬Ǯˣ
ϱϲУԼߣһ巢ģҪҾұߣǮģ
?
̾ĸ˵죬岻ü


49 ҾУ
̾ĸ˵죬岻ü
ô?
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˭˵?ΪʲôȢ?
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......˼һ˵ҲЩ......
С
ʱҫͻȻһﾪˡ
˭?
ҾͿԡ
?˷˸̾
С磡ü˵
ûк˵ҪҶ㡣ʱҫٹ꣬һȰߣϲмģҲңǮ
С壬......Ϊʱҫǳ鴤......ǺȻ......ȻȢԼ??
磬С˵弱ˣԼĵ飬վǷˡ
û˵ʱҫһд档
......һӱúΣ꣬վ
ҳԱˣþûشˣ......ȥתת
˵գ忴ʱҫһۣתȥ
ȥ㰢塣뿪ʱҫ֪ΪԼĻˣϵһ仰æ׷˳ȥ
Ϊ......
ϣһ뷹ûŪ״......ʲô?
......ΪſڣҾãǸðСĻǣˡ
?ףǣ?ǣȥ?
ǨǵĻϰɡ
Ϊɶ?
Ҿ......Ϊ˼꣬ǾͿԺȵСϲ......
................................................................................................................
壡
ߵĲ죬֪ʱҫҲΪ˸壬ʱҫ԰ܵٶȳܿܵߡ
ʲô?ʣԱû?
û......ʱҫ
ûԱ㻹ҳ?
°......ʱҫס֣˦ʱҫ۾ͼһҺίҪ㲻ܾܾңӣˣˣžţٿ⡣
壬?
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ΪʲôͻȻԷ?
ߡ
Ĳ?
ģ
ҿȢ?
......
뷢ŤͷʱҫڴĿԼӣһֻϲҡβ͵ĴȮεİַʱҫͷϣࡣ
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֪ʺģңһ......


50 ̫ӵ
Ϊ?
ҹΪո˯£ȴͻȻһˡ
˭?Ϊ͵վ¹⣬Ϊ˵ò
?Ϊ˾裬ôҵķʲô?Ѳô׷Լҵ?СôͻȻԼĴ?
ʶ?
ʱҫ˵ţͳһơ
̫?Ϊü......
²¿ʱҫδ˵
ǰ̫ӵȴʧϢ֮͢ϣܶĴ󳼶Ϊ̫Ѿˣ̫ҫ磬Ҳ磬û´Ļ.......Ϊ̧ͷֱֱĿʱҫڻʼңϵƣôҲβȥģΪϥأ˫ȭĩݼ̫ӵ£
......˵ҲδĴӡʱҫΪĵʶҲǹˣϴˣҲ̫ӣǸǺ?
......ΪԼͷɵЦĩҲ֪Ǻˡ
ʱҫЦȻǳսˣûһ͢ϵ컬࣬ˣʱҫԽԽ£ˣ......˻ԼδĴӡ
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ǰҸԶʹͱ֮׷ɱҿңΪݣ磬ڻʹ˶ѾˣҲһ񵽣ݣҲǶҵһֱɣû......زۡ
ʱҫ˵ţΪսȭͷôһԣɱ˴ӣԤӺӣ̫ôһ˵ģԼСʧȥ˴磬ֵܸϧʼҵЩ......Լǲм
Էĵ......ʱҫѵõ¶Цݣϲ£ǧȷ
......ΪЦţţ˻ʵۣǱضǼǧλ£Ը̫֮λԸλȨصϾڻʼңȨ......һС
°ݸĩǺ?ҹ?
ҺͶ綼Ϊس֮Ȼ......󹬽ðʱҫҰ֮ģʵҩҲ¶ҩ
ʲô?Ϊɴۣڻϵҩ¶?


51 ܶʧı
ʲô?Ϊɴۣڻϵҩ¶?
иŮҩߵļеҩŮߺĹè˼ڣұèĹ͹ȥ˭֪͵Ĺǣèһ㡣ʱҫĹ˰è͵ҽǣ˵˶˵ԶԶ˵ҩȴǺ׼ġ
˵.......Ϊʣ.......ʥ¶?
ҰѾʻҩʱҫҵҩֻøǿ壬ŸԽԽõɫ뿴֪ɫʱҫЦ
ϵԶҩӵæ̫ӵµʧ٣ЩϵǺģ˽ͣѻʼвһԼĶӵϻλɡ
ҸԣϪЩӦ֪ҵ˼ʱҫڣֻҪҴ𰸱ɡ
¸֪ЩѾȷˣһ˳ɣڣֻʵһ⡣Ϊλ˵ζʲô?
λ?ʱҫЦһȻ̣ܶԼȴһӵۣۣһӣʱ룬λҪ?ⱲӣˣԼˣĵһҪģʹǸλ˵Ⱳӣʱҫӿ
λ?Ǹп޵Ķ
п?Ϊüλ̫ӵУ?
Ҿȸˡ
һ£
£شһ⡣
˵
С˵......ζʲô?
?ʱҫ㶣ɫºⱲӲܶʧı壬һʼԼΪԼΪ˱ЩԼˣڣ֪ˣԼΪ壬ⱲӣȻԼôӿԶᡣ
ܶʧı?Ϊظһ飬ȭߡ
š
ʱҫʧˣΪԶⱲӲܶʧı?ıȥˣô......СڵµежҪ?......ҲֻʵԼ˰ɣΪ̸һڣֻĬĬϣԼܲҪ̫ӵ£ʼҵˮϾ̫ϣȵʱô......ܸöôİ?


52 ţƤ
ȥ?
ڶ磬Ҫȥˣⲻڣ¥ɶҪԼŵġ
ţпյĻȥ¥ҡȻֻǼҾ¥˵ζҸұ֤һң
СƼʱпգһǰȥȥʱעⰲȫΪͷͻȻԱߵʱҫһ
ſȣʱҫΪüΪʱһǳԴˣ
......ʱ......С......Ϊ˰죬˵ĻڿǣԼóƺʱҫʲôһŵ......Ҳһ·Сġ
Ȼʱҫ˵ͷ
ô߰ɡ
š
......ʱҫ
?Ϊʱҫתͷ
ϣܱߵˡ
Ȼ
ʱҫ΢Цתǣ֣
˵ʲô?˭?
ͬΪ壬һͷˮ?˭?ΪʲôҪ?
֪?ʱҫĿ壬㶵ĵ˵ͷ
......
ʱҫҧĶ䣬˵............
ʲô?ˣ㶺?
ţʱҫ˵ͷ
㻹?˫סʱҫƤİ
ţҲôõģһӡʱҫ֣
......˲죬ʱҫ˫ֱۣתȥ壬ʱҫ֪İǺˣӣʱҫ˶Ū֮⡣
Ǻ?
˭......˭˵?
ϣ˵꣬;Լ˴ӱסˣǸ˰ͷԼľԣԼĲġ
Ǹ˻˭ֻʱҫˡ
С磬......
度ߵӺܿɰ......ʱҫľֱߣһҧסĶʣ˺ҧ
......
岻ϣȴòϣԼȻһСӸŪӦˣѣʱҫȴסˡ
壬......ôôӲ?
?
ڻع񣬼ʱҫһԼؿڣԼȴһоûУı飬һʼɻ˲ڵćNɪ
嶶˶üëһ߼Цţһó˷ؿڵĶ


53 С˵Ķƭ˵
嶶˶üëһ߼Цţһó˷ؿڵĶ
look岻쭳һӢ
......Сשͷ?
ʱҫδ
ƺΪֻллֻ˻㿴
һԢ
?ⷿӵǹ죬˵ĸߡʱҫ⣬ΪλЩ?
ԭ......Ҳ֪Ǹö
ҵǲáʱҫνĺöƻ˸ոõա
ãΪ㲻֪ôã˲ʱҫһְ֣Ҿͽôã
ҽ......
ڴĿʱҫ
ʱҫɣҶҲȤǼ֮ǰ°ɡ
ʱҫĴս壬͵ص˫ֻס壬ģǻǼоⲿֻɣ
......
ʱҫ˵ЩʲôûʱҫᣬĹܣǡһĺһƬ
Ƭϵ壬΢ЦſǰһԵʱҫǲ壬ȻֻĵһŲȴҲɱ壬֪ģԼʮ߰ģ˵ĺЩЩЩŮ˶ʮ꣬ŶЩӵĸ㣬ʱҫȻֻʮӣΪȽϺõԭ򣬲˵ߺ࣬඼㣬ٶͦ䣬Ȼۣȴ׵Ǹ˧簡ھͳδɲҪһˡ?
......ʱҫֻ˵ֻ΢üͷ
......ô?岻ĿʱҫЩС˵дĶѲƭ˵?ŴĿִ˴ֻʮֵľ?ٸƬöһߣֵʮֺ£Ҫ˵Ǻ?ĪҪҵĻսͷ?ЩӵԼֻԼֻǺ?ϵļ?һҲûз
ΪҪ?ʱҫü
㲻......Ļսȥ?ɭɭʣͻȥ......
塣ʱҫͻȻú࣬һ
ͻȻ¶ֱ?
ڴԽҪʱ˵ʲôꡱ֮ĻȻһЩ˻㵱ʦġʱҫǣ֣Ҳʧȥ㡣˵գʱҫһֱ۾
屻ʱҫЩŤһ֪Ҿ붺㣬ֲǰ˵ôʲô?
Ʋͷʱҫ֪϶ֱŤˣ壬˲ͷƵĵ˵ĶԣΪǰˣô˵ĶԲ?
ʲô˵?Щƫһʼ⡣
һǺúõĽɣ
ƿʱҫʼʱҫֻʱҫܺãȵ˵ˣʱҫѾȫֻǺʱҫͿֻı飬ʾһɾ͸жûУ


54 
ˡ
ʱҫûкһ¥;˳
˻ɱ?ʱҫǰģǼٰʱ
ǡ
ʱػǣصļֵѾʧȥˣһҲûãҲԺ˻˵ġ
ˣ°ڼ䣬˻Ҫ๴ʤʱ죬ɱʤ
Ȼ.......Ѿ?ʱҫЦЦʱȥһΪǣѾˣʤѣǣʤǲ
ǡ
ʱ˱ȭʧڰ
ʱһ
ʱߺʱҫгʱһ
ڳ͢Ǳһ?
ʤͺҿνɺ󹬱ϾźڱµĶߴ߷磬ƶԳʤʮֵĲ
?ʱҫȭͷ뵽ЩʲôȭͷɿһЦʱһ̸ǣ߳ʤºұؾ£ҪڻʹϢ˵̫ӵĪʧٺͺйأӵҲͺѲ˸ϵ
ǡ
ʱ£ʱҫЦϱӺôԴģⱲӣضӱϣһϷԿˡ
................................................................................................................
.......ԩ......ԩ
Ķ
£ô?
ϻʵͻȻѣϻʵ˳
μĶˡ
Ľ?
Ķ˭?ĶĶǰĸϻʵļϵˡ
Ķ˵ԩ......
ʵҲĽẦң.......
˵ţճˮ......Ľ㻹.......
ź³ӣϻʵҲֻðο֪һΣҲĪˡ
.......
˯ɡ
ϻʵ§ź˯£ɾþã˶ûߡ
ϻʵ۵ΣúͻȻһֲԤУ͹ôˣôͻȻεһѾȥ?
ϻʵۣΪΣȴںڣ˵Ķʲô飬Լô³ç˭˵ľǿƾϻʵôʣǲ˵Լ͵޻˵Ĭˡ
˶˯ȥϻʵһΣĶĶڱ׹֮ʱԼ˵һ仰ֱ󣬵ȼһ̣ϣԼһ䣺
£㲻ңҺ㣡Һ㣡
Уϻʵˮˣںʲô?
Ī.......


55 壬ҡ
ʱҫϲŻȥģȵ˸ſڶ˵ʱҫȥ壬ȴ岢δڷУСˣСֻ˵æž¥⣬δʱҫû룬ȻԼӡ
ʱҫտţеͻȻͱˣʱҫһ壬ɡ
?
壬ʱҫЩɻ󣬡ôҷ?
û˵жŵ⣬ʱҫһ߳Ÿ裬һ߹ȥף֣ף֣ף֣С磡֣
?ҵ.......?ʱҫЩ㶡
ǰӣͰˣٺ......ٺٵɵЦС磬ȻⲻҲҵ⣬ף֣ЦŰѵݸʱҫҺòײõģʧ˺üΣôɵһ⣡Ҫúõĳ԰
......ʱҫûȥӵ⣬ǰ§˻Уʵ岻֪ԼӣԼ֮գ......лл......
лȱңҿòסˣʱҫ壬һֻӣвסˡ
Բ𡣡ʱҫſ壬á
С磬Ը?ҪģϾǲСӡ
壬ǽ찡ʱҫ˵⣬±ס壬壬֪?ϲ㡣
ʱҫͷľߣһ
屻ʱҫŪġ
С磬Ū
壬ϲ?Щ飬ʱҫһҪ˵ҲһҪŪϾ˶ãʱҫҪ뿪ˣңҲ֪ʲôʱԻ
㻹......屾˵㻹С룬ʱҫʵжʮˡ
С............Ҳ֪......
壬ٹ£ҾҪ뿪......
ʱҫľ߲˲䡣
?Ϊʲô?
Щ飬һû
ûȥʱҫ˵Ȼ˵ĵ
ţĵȥ
壬Һò?
?
֪ʱҫȻѾʮˣ㻹ǻǸӣңĳ󣬲Ҫҡ
šҲġ
壬һжˣһ㣬һҪҡʱҫ۾ս֡
ʱҫȵ岻㶣þòŵ
......ҵ㡣


56 
ºʱҫ뿪ʱҫˣʹû˲Լ徹ȻЩϰߣһĹˣʱˣʱҫҲˣֻʣһˣææģǾģڣÿģλʲôʱ
ʱҫȥӦǴʲôҪ飬ҪЩʱյģҲ̵ˣһ̴Ҫһʱ䣬ȻΣյĵطҲĸطɣǣ㶯̵˼
´ʲôʱ?ȥ?ʡ
ضң¸¾ǣȥǴԽ߾
Խ߾סһȺ壬¥ʱҪǰȥЩƷһЩزֻǱ߾ʱսңʱҲһȥһΡ
¸Һһͬǰȥ
ʹã
廰ճڣͷ
߾·;ңԶսƾʹȥ?
ʹ?̣кܶطûȥȥ
Ѿ͸ˣզһдԽкܶطûȥ֮ܶԶ֮ǧһ仰ôȥ
˵˵Ҳǲġͷ¸̵ӣҶ¡
ӣѡӰɣ
ǡ
̵Ҳˡ
..................................................................................................................
ϻʵΪԽԽ׳ɫԽ?
ϻʵԽԽԼ޹ڣ˳
Ͽкҩ?ʡ
͵ģ᲻?Сֻǲ֪ΪʲôϿԽĽ׳ˡ
;ҩ............뵽˷ǳõһֿܣüͷš
ģԲᱻϷֵģˣܻܿ˳谮?С......ڳһ֣ҩ˵ҩ
ֿ......
ۡ
ϻʵˣµľæϻʵ۾ȥѰЩϡеĲƷҩʲôģǳЩӲˡ
......
ҩȥ˰ɣֻ......Ӧûַ......յЦЦ
ϼݵ
ԶԶģ̫ϻʵˡ

С䡣±Լߵȥøˣ˵壬ЩɵϣСĵ㡣
ǡ
СӦһȥ


57 
ĸµ̣徭˴ССĳֻ·̽ϸϣĲʹ죬Ҳǿ˲ٵĸɫĵĴغöˡ
ڽԽˡͷ
˵Խǣʢģĵŵɫ㣬ȥ㣬ھ¥ͷҲȥǵľ¥ˣզǵʲôͬ
˵иҿǴˡͷЦզǸǵĻƽڣЩȥƣʱֵС̣Ҷѡġ
?һãվɡ
................................................................................................................
硣
ʤʱҫͻȻʱصǰ
󹬵ҥԶ͢ȥˣû´Ļҫİɡ
ǡʱҫɲҥԣֻǰʵ˳
⼸գæˡ
ǸտʼʱҫۣûģⱲӣϱӣӵծʱҫҪһ
ܺãЩԣһģиƽڣȥɡʱصҲɢɢġ
ƽڣʱҫȤֻǣΪԼǸˡЩӶסڳʤʱסһԼ磬ΪԼڵԵʣַ˯Ȼʱز˵ʱҫλ˼һ£Լһܲ˵ģŽճȥҲʱ
šʱҫ˵ͷ
ȥСĵ㣬ʲô˷ˡʱض
ʱҫһֵҾͲˡ
ʱʱҫΪʲôǲԼŤ΢΢˺죬Լɡ
˵꣬ת뿪ˡ
ʱȥӣʱҫ̾˿Ҳ֪ԼʲôʱԼ塣
ʱȥӣʱҫŶڸãԾ뿪ˣʱҫɲʱغȣ⣬֪岻ԼߣԼߺʱȣǹĶԼ˵ѽԲ𰡣С岻ߣҶչˣ
ʱҫģȵԼصߣһҪ⣬һͷ֮ޣ


58 ƽ
ۣ
ǰڵӾ￴ƵĻƽڣҹĻ٣ֵǸƵĻƣŮŮæò֣һһ㡣
ڸʲô?
һȺΧһС̯̣ļ˽ȥ
µأ
ӵϰ岻ף͡
ϺõĲģǻƽڣƽʱһҾҪ϶ֻҪ¶գ͹
һۺϳңٿ飬һٿ?ټӵ֮ǰȣҲ̫ˣ
ô룬ܱΧŵİҲ˵롣
Ҳμӣ
һԵͬʱڡ
ãϰЦеԼС룬ɻҪμӵ?
ϲ?
ȻôֵǮĶ˭ϲ?˵꣬һ㶣Լոں˭˵?ͷһߵˡ
˭?
û˵ֻǸҲμӣ
üͷ˵......еϤ......
ãΪ˹ƽλѴдֽϣĵգ׼
ϰ˵գˣҲú˸Եıīֽ⡣
һ⣡ϰߺһҧţβͣһ֣
һҧţβ......üͷ˼ţһԴߵ˺ܿдˣһֱ壬üͷӣЦһˣˬĿһۣЦʲô˼?ǱҲ²?һһҪ³ܱ˱ȥ
һҧţβ......ţβûˣ±װ......棡Ǹ氡
д˴𰸡
д˴𰸣Ҳܿдˣϰ忪ʼڶ⡣
ˮѹһɽһ֣
ˮѹһɽ?ε̧ͷʲô??
͵͵һۣԱߴߵˣѾдˣ΢ЦĿԼ죬аһҪдץץͷ롣
ˮѹһɽ......ˮˮ......һɽɽ..................ǵǵͻȻЦԼʵ̫ˣôԼô?
գд˴𰸣˿ԼߵˣѾһˡ
һ⣡ϰԲţһ
Բ......Բ?һڳ˶ˣԲܴʲô?
......ˣ²ѧǳҷ
˳һʣ壬Ǹߵˡ
Ȼܲʣʵǲ²
̾˿ÿǸɫĴһۣҷ
ֻʣһˣλӣ֪?ϰʡ
ԴС
ԴУѽһЩ˷ֵַҡͷԼôû뵽?𰸾Դѽ
ϲλӣˣ
˽ӹ̾һ뿪ȴסˡ
ʲô?
ձˣһЩҲ뿪ˣ岻ףΪʲôסԼ


59 Ϊϲ
ձˣһЩҲ뿪ˣ岻ףΪʲôסԼ
˰ѵݸ壬͸㡣
Ϊʲô?岻ףһμ˱ϲ?òӮģôԼ?
Ϊϲ
?
ͻȻסˣ?һԼ?һ£ʵ̫Ϥˡ
......
ĿӣС......С?
.......
廰ճڣʱҫϵߣ˶Ͽȥ
......Һ......
廹ûӦʱҫѾԼϣ̧֣ʱҫıϣҲ......
˺þãʱҫŰɿ
ô?
ʤˣҲˣһ˴Ҳģźܶطûȥȥơɸ̣һȥҲ·ԽĴúɽѾĸˣԽǣҲһط
ǰҪȥ?ʱҫʡ
ǵ߾ġ㿴Ҫüء
߾?ʱҫüͷ߾ս£廹ǲȥΪá
ʱСıá߾ķ羰Ҳúõȥ˵Ƕܵͣ־Ƶġ
һʱҫ֪嶨ѾֻҲûʲôս£廹ҪСΪá
š˵ͷʱҫ
С绹??
ģһжҵ֮СʱҫҪң鶼ˣұͰһ𣬿ԽĴúɽ˵գʱҫ۾顣
......
忴ʱҫ㶣֪ķ֣ԼһֱڶʱҫһӾͺˡ
Ʋ......Сɽ............
壬֪ѾСˡ
ԣСˣҪΪԼƱ硣
ĲС......廹С......㳤˵
......
ʱҫͻȻЦ
Цʲô?
úΣԼ˵ĻܺЦ?бҪЦ?
ɰ
ɰ?ǺǵЦſɰȫҶɰ˧˧֪?
˧ʱҫЦЦֵݳûӵĵ壬һȥɣ
ߣӹˣķϣͲʱҫƽˣüëһ
Ե㣬ְִǺ«ԣ
û뵽ǣʱҫûзֻǵͷϲͺá˵꣬֡
һ.......
忴˿Լ֣ʮֵů


60 ū
һҹʱҫûлȥ˸ɣһؿջ˯ˣϣʱҫı壬屳ʱҫţʱҫ֣ϡ
壬Ҫ?
š
úϢ
š
......
ֲԾĽˡ
......ʱҫľ䣬ңһҪҡ
㶣ʹģתһֻʱҫͷԣһģ˯ɡ
š
һ磬Ѿˣֻһֻֽдһ仰
һ㡣
ʱҫЦֻҪôһ仰͹ˡ
...................................................................................................................
һƿһϺõūŶ
һ£嵽Խ߾ܽһСǣ˴ūΪͨ˵һȺӵѡ
ˣūôһ?
ʡ
Ŷ˶ǿūΪģͷȤҲȥơ
ȥ
廹ûôūġ
һƣһǴ󾳵Ĺ壡
˵󾳣ֻҪǴԽİգûһʶǴԽ߽һңҲǴԽĵˣ󾳺Ͷʮһ͵ɹŲ࣬ǲԭңֻǴԽежŶ̷ʹԽİһȣбʶȡ
˵󾳵ж̷̾
ͷҪ󾳹ǸҰ˵Ĺң巢֮ĸ治֪󾳵ôġ
һԵİգǸסˣָָġ
忴Ǹˣڰյĸ裬ͷֻüͷգ岻֪Щʲô
˵˵Ǵ󾳵Ĺ壬ܸʲô?óһԵİʵ
㲻󾳲ܹ廹ǰգŵĶҪһϵļǰ׳?ңѵ֪󾳾Ĺҡ˷˵ţţ˾һߡ
ôţ߶ûһ׳ʵ
忴ţüͷ˶Դ簡ŴϷūƶȣʮһ͵˻ܲ˿
?ͷЩ档
һ𣡡
˷һۣ˶
ôˣһ?Ǯ?
۾Ϳ⣬Ҫ򣬲ˣ
ˣǵǮˣ
ģ˶ɢˣֻš
ֻٲࡣ
۾
ĻڣǸ˳忴һֿۣա
УһӶУ
ǣϰһˣҿ벻ң˭ؼңð𣡡˵תߣˣ͵ҺԵˣףϰ¡
廹û߳˷æס壬?͵ǿˣ
ԲҲ򣡡˵żǰߡ
𣬲ˣ٣
˷Ӹæ׷ȥ
˷ӵҪ·ѽ
ɽЦͷǮͷ߸Ǯ߸̾ǶҰһֱӽ


61 
ʲô?
һǸˡ
˲岻ü㲻ưͰ?
⻰˷Ӧ壬ֻǲ˵
ѽȻǸưͣңǲ˰?ͷʡ
ʲôÿ?ֳĶ׳ʵã̶ֶһ׳ң˴ǰȥյվǱ߾ʲôΣգһһݱգ
˿Ǵ󾳵ġͷ˶Щ......
ûʲôµġЦЦ˵Ȼ㲻˵ô......Ҿͽ԰ɣ......
忼˰죬룬ҪԼյˣʱͻȻһίʱҫҡҡͷܺգȻС֪ˣһеˣˣͽԺˣ
ԣһ·Ұ£ˣ˱߾ҷش󾳣?
ô˵͵Ŀ壬д˻ɡ
ұ֤
ָ
Ӧ˻͵ͷ
Ե˵ͷ
ãǾôˣͷȴԻջȥϴһһ·
ǡ
ͷͷԻ˿ջ
ڴԽı߾ȻǸӾۼСǣҲǸƼĵطͷȥ˿ջһ˹Щϡ⣬ȵ˿ջͷҪȥ
Ҫȥ??
жҲɺ̶ӽЩϡʡ
Ŷͷ?
Ǹжĺ֡
ͷĻشЦ
֪......
ͷʣ˱߾ҵҪưͻȥ?
ͷЩ˵?
ͷҡͷ
ͷҪ?˵ĻȻǴˣȥԽᱻԽų⣬Ҳϰߣ⼸úõ£˴󾳣ȥ
˵ĶԡͷɻͷôСľȸˡ
š
岻֪ڿջһԣһֱ˵ĶԻͷ뿪ԴӰ˳
ԣǰһ䣬ٷ֮ǰΪòϴɾˣЩѪò
лл㡣
ͻȻ˵һ
˵?
Եͷ
ǾͲܽˣʲô?ʡ
˵ҽԡ
һ㶣ָЦ⣬ˣǸ֪ģá


62 
߾սң֪飬ǣĵ˱߾û뵽ģ
ֹ£Ѿ˴Խı߾ս̣ʬҵţæϢ
շսߵߡ
󾳵һЩС䣬ǻʹԽսԽʵǿСҲ׵ķսǰҲֻǺþòŻһΣ˵յսƵͷ
󾳡ԿԶǴ󾳹ķ򣬡һ죬ʹԽһս
ʹԽͣ¡ͷֻҪǣЩСϰվͺá
һμĳ棬˻ԭأþã̾һתͷ߰ɣ뿪⡣
ǡ
СʹԽս£ն֪ˣһЩų̶Ҳȡг̣ҲֻһЩѾʻ߾̶ӣðǰ
һ·Ҳֻż̶ӣģѵ
ҡͷߵߣʣ£ǰе̶ӲˣƷҲȫˣ֪ҾãڷشԽ?
شԽ?
Ͼսңعĺá
һᣬͷһۣһֱԼߵԡ
ԷڿԼ̧ͷ壬عͷ
ư?ͷʡ
ԴӺ˵仰ʼûڽˣưͣһ·Ҳ͡ưͣư͡ĳƺ
ͷ
ҴӦ˷ش󾳣Ǵ󾳣ȥЩӺ̲?
սң;ʲô......Ҫİȫ𡣡
ңһȰͷԵķ˿Щ룬ưֻͣǸĹ壬Ҵ󾳣Ƕʴˣزˡ
󾳺ֻܽҪ˴󾳸Ǿ뿪
ͷ̾һǡ
ǰͷǸ䣬ǶϢһɡ
ǡ
ΪϷսңҲûٸˣиջջһ˶ûУƹſʮ飬εÿ˶ֵһ䡣
ҹ嶼˯ˣȴš
?
Ҿ뿪Ե
Ϊʲô?ܾȣһˣܲȫ
ǴˣǸȫԵ⼸գҺܸл㡣
.......
Ķ飬һᱨġ
ʵ......á
ҼֵһԽˡԵҲΨһһĴԽˣܽ?
?Ŷ԰ͷֻǸƺѣҪʸʲô?
ˣϣǻټЦЦҽп꣬סҵ֡
ͷתȥ


63 󾳶
ˣ⣡
ȷǴԽ?
ȷǴԽ̶ӣĶЩԽˣ
ã......
Ѿ˰ҹͷԽԽ
ôô?
ѵʾܲˬüͷţǰһ󺺣廹ΰأ˴ۣϸƣ˭֪徱һã赹ڵء
һʱԼһŴϣΧĻͿջĺܲһǸջǴ˿ģװηȴʹԽĲ࣬ʱӵװΣȴʹԽĲһǴͷŵһͷһ
һܣԼ񱻴ˣȻ......Ȼô˯?
ϻʹŲӣĽ
?
ӵͻȻ򿪣һ󾳹Ѿߡ
......
ӣϿﲻ?Ѿ˹лһƿҩƣǶص׼ҩƣԹӵĲкô
лùҩƣԼ?Ϊ?˵Ķӣ˭?
Ǵ̵һۡΪ⣬Ҳ֪ǶӰģֻչ˹ӡ
Ҵ.......Ǵ󾳶?
ǡ
󾪣Լʲôʱ˴󾳵Ķ?ܲǵ?......ԼôһԽСϰգôܻϴ󾳵?˵ˣ
ӣ
ѾʣɻҪʲôԸ?
Ǹ.......˼˰죬ſڣǵĶ.......?
´⣬.......ѾߵӷԸ˵ˣ͸߹ӣʮգһͷսδ˻дӣúסš
󾳶ӣԼųԵĵطԼסĵطΪʲô?
һ?
Ҳסˡ
......֪ͷûаȫΣգԵķģǺԼһǴԽˣϵãʲôΣա
ˣͻȻ뵽һˣ⵱УһҲǴ󾳵ģҲ?廹ǵãԣӦýпˣ˵Ҫˣ岻֪û
?ѾߵӺͬסޣҰŵģҲδˣ˽ʲô?ҿȥͷ
Ŷпꡣ
?ʲô˵֣Ѿߴ󾪣.......?


64 ʼж
?ʲô˵֣Ѿߴ󾪣.......?
?ʲô?ʣ˵......Ƕ?󾳵Ķ?
Ǵ󾳣ֻӲտң꣬Ǵ󾳶ӵ֡
꣬ǲˣǺǣԼʲô?һūǴ󾳵Ķ?......Լ׬ˣ
֪......ʲôϵ?ѾСʡ
ŶҰǶӣӴԽͻ˴󾳡
ԭˣӿӵĶ˰ԶӲŷԸҼˣúõдӣϢȥ﹫š
š˵ͷѾߺ˵ϣ꣬󾳶ӣԼ......ҲãҲʮӣʮ죬ԼԺͷҪĶزȵˣͿ뿪ˣص;УԽǣ˵С磬ԼһЩ͸С磡Ҳ֪Сô......
.................................................................................................................
Խʤ......
Ѿһû糯ˡʱü
ҲǱ£ȻøʳԵˡɵⱻõʣ޼ɵ˲٣úӷԽԽ......ʱҫ񣬴󾳸СʹԽսȻֻСţ꣬󾳱ػԽһսֻµʱ......ʱҫû˵ȥʱʱҫ˼ֻµʱ򣬹飬ǳ͢һ˰գӰѹΣԽĲĹңδʤ?
ʵ......ԽԽ.......
ʱرĿʱҫһۡ
µĶҲԽԽ.......ʱҫ磬ʱҲжˡ
......
.......ʱҫЦ˳ҡ
˻ӵŴԽһֵıȨΪҲв٣˻Ѿ£˲ˣϣģĪ£ΪˣΪ˳˻......
ʱҫ̣ĺۣ


65 ٴ
˵ʮպͻ˭֪һȾһ£һº󣬿ڻˡ
ǵĶӻû?
?ˣںǼ˵أѾߵȥ﹫֪ͨɣ
ǾͶлˡ
ѾЦŵ˵ͷתˣҲᣬطʰȥˡ
֪˶ã껹ûųȥһţ˿ꡣ
ڵĿ꣬ĲǴԽĴֲǴķΣ˿װϻ˵˵ģǸ٣ʱĿ꣬ŴеģҰԵ
.........................
ץץͷεЦЦ
һˡ
껹Ǻǰһ˵֣˵֡
һλã˽ȥϣСüҪȥ?
ţߵ˿ߣһˣ鷳ˣۿŶԤˣҲûشԽˡ
ꡣЩߣҲС
һǽɡ
šһڲ裬סɡ
?üͷЩΪѣԼأص¥ҵĶûУڻȥض˿һʱˣԼЩľ¥µġ
㲻?ʣûд?
ʹҡͷֻ......ڴԽ¥һҵĶڣЩġ
......˼һһ춼ܴ?һס?
?һס.......סһ죬ǿԵ.......
Ǿסɡ˵꣬뿪ˣ嶼ûӦǵãԼ˵.......һ찡.......
˯ǰյʱҫķɸ봫飬Ҳ֪ʱҫô֪λõģֻ׸ӣͣ崰ǰʱ廹ΪֻϢİ׸ӣЩιӣȴֻ֣ӵĽϰһ˲뵽һɸ봫顱
?Լǲǿˣ˭Լɸ봫?ң˭֪Լĵַ?
ӽӣûӣϸһӵϹȻиСͰ澹Ȼзš


66 һ?
ӽӣûӣϸһӵϹȻиСͰ澹Ȼзš
壬֪ʱأڴ󾳻ΣգþشԽԽǣȥʤѰңҺ㡣

ϡ
ẓ́ܶܿͿˣպãӳó˱īֽ⣬ʱҫظš
ظҲܼ򵥣Ǹʱҫ뿪󾳣ٹ£ӦþͿԻصԽǡ
д꣬忴еţüͷĿ岻̫дë֣ԽڣҲûһԼ֣岻֪ʱʱҫĶŶҪҪдһ飬ջǷˣֽ˰׸ϵСͰУָ׸ιˣŷŷ
죬ףԼյʲô죬һͣԷʱ򣬿Կ꣬ǿһԷʱ䣬Ӱ
գʰöȴֱǿţа׳ԵͣҲûоܾţԱ˲·
塣
ͻȻڣ.......л?
?ҡͷûأأأ
һֱãϣкͬϢ
?
ɻĿ֣꣬һֱԼϣʱĿ꣬еǣ......˭?Լ?͵ҡҡͷʲô?Լô?
ͬϢ?ǸоˣǴԽˣٺ........
һҥԣʵҥ......껹ֱֱĶ壬ЩΣ֪?
ʲ.......ʲô?ʵ岻֪ҵ˵ƣ֣ãһвõҪˡ
󾳵ĶӣϲŮ......
......
ˣĴסˡ
ǰִʱĳϿС˵Щڨͬ־˵һ仰ҾãкͬϢû뵽һûһԵ壬ڹŴһ߽˧ڨˣ
......Ǻ......
ǳ鴤һ£Ƥҵǵã˺Լ˵һֻ˵ԣһ......Լʲôʲôʱǵһ?
......?Сʡ


67 ڴ󾳣?
......?Сʡ
ڴ󾳣?
......ڴ?ʿˮ˭ֵ֪ùıԼĿˮǺˡ
ԣڴ󾳣ҡ
.......Уæҡͷ.......һҪȥչҵľ¥
ȥ¥⣬ҿ˴⣬ҪʲôҶ㣡ȨǽǮ
......ãɿڴԽм......
ڼˣ԰ǶӹԺļˣҵļˡ
......岻֪ܷˣңڴ󾳰˼һǴ󾳵ӣԼ˵һСģŪĿ겻ˣ£Լڴˡ
壬ȵҳΪ˴󾳵ΨһˣĿⲻ䣬˵ʲôԡ
סˣһ˵ϼ֣ǸԼˣ꣬ҲôԼ˵ġ
С尡һΨһˣ
԰ԼǳΪһΨһˣ......ֻǺŮ˽˻.......
л
ЦЦִǹŴ֮ͬİ飬жٿάһӵ?
㲻Ӧ?Ϊʲô?ϲ?˭?ǴԽ?ʲô?......
һ⣬ûֹͣ˿ꡣ
ͣͣ......һô⣬ôش?
һһ𣡡
̾һԼڶִŵˣһʱҫΪԼûʱҫɱҡԲʱҫһ֣Լġ뷨ԼɲÿҲ뷨ˣǰԼӦʱҫֻҪһֱϲԼԼͻῼǿǣԼһֱΪʱҫֻǶԼˡڡ˭֪һﲻǸСǸߣʱҫҲˣɿ꣬һҪɱҡ˭֪󾳶ӣ᲻ʲôʲôġ
ӣҲ˵ϲˣʣϲ?......Ҳףôϲҵ?͵ʡ
ұԽ˵һ㷷裬......ܲһңԴÿһˣ·ƽȵģԴūҲһģҶȤңҲ֪ϾȻһɵӣؽūȴҪŻȥİȫΪһū룬˶
Ȼ?ʡ
һؼĵطҸоͬϢ......ĳ......Ҳܶҵθ.......


68 
һؼĵطҸоͬϢ......ĳ......Ҳܶҵθ.......
......һЦɣȡڡЦֻΪԼθ?
ӣֻǶȤ?
š˵ͷȻ㶣ֵꡣ
..............ϣȤȥˣӴˣʵ֣ᷢҺģ......꣬ȥģȤ£Ȥˡ
ᡣĵ˵ͷ㲻ģҲҪҸġ
ʲô?һεıˡ
ԣ壬ʲôҪģֻҪ߾Ϳˡ
̾һӣҸ㽲һ£ô?
?ɣ˵գֲһ䣬ˣҲˣ꣬ҪҶӣȻ......ҾҪѧͷˣ
ð......
ɡĵ˵ͷ
ǰһˣһͬΪ˵మˣȻݰ˶ܵģ˻޷˵మˣǸ˴Ӧˣ˵һΨһˣ˺ɵΪȻԼǸ˵İ飬ֹ˲ܽܵģΪ٣ǸԼ٣ԼӵҸǸ˸һŵ˵Ҿ꣬Ǳס˾ɵɵ꣬Ǹ˳ˣ......ȴˣ˵ıã֪ˣǸܲ˵ԶͶ۹⣬ԼĳΪǸһΨһˣΪ.......Ů˳.......
˵գ̧ͷķ֣ۿУˮ
.......?
ûСͷ㿴ˡ
壬ҲǸˡ
ԣ㲻ǸˡЦЦϵıȻ
Ǵ󾳵Ķӡã󾳵󾳵İգԽܶӰһ?.......ӻǴԽ?꣬վҪȢӵģֻǸ·ˣһҵĴԽԺÿ̾󾳣Ҿ㣬ѣǺܺ?
˭˵Խ?ü˵ԾͿԣ
ѽȷʵԽܡĵЦЦһԽг裬԰?
.......
꼱æͣ.......ǵģ㲻г裬Ҫô˵ôгأ


69 شԽ
꼱æͣ.......ǵģ㲻г裬Ҫô˵ôгأ
Ŷ?úȤô......ô?ڴ󾳣ĺ?ҳԵģҺȵģõĶ?
ԡһõģ
ԣõģĽ˿ȸԶĹˣٰǴ󾳵ӡ
ġ
?ʣô?᲻Ȣ?λļ̳Ȩ?
......
㲻ᡣûи˵Ļᣬ.......뿪ЩŲ£ǣõһЩͬҲҪѡһЩ꣬Ͼͻ뿪
һ£
ͷȴֹ
?
ǻѣ԰?ʡ
?㶣ͷԡ
ǺáϣԺ󾳡
ȻЦټ
˵գת뿪
ټ
Ŀ뿪
ûԼת˲䣬΢΢
ȵٴ󾳣󾳣һԼͳ֮£ôԼеǰ취벻󾳣壬һԼģӲ
.............................................................................................................ӿ뿪ʰһشԽ
뿪ʱ򣬿ˣܶеƷҲûѣ˶̴Լл뿪ˡ
º˻صԽǣݻг̣ţ뿪Ѿһˣţʱҫʮ˰......
ʮ......
뵽ʮ֣ۣʮˣ......Ȣ......
иֳˣʱҫ˵ҪԼʮ£ͻȻЩʱ......ԼӦôӦ?˵ϲʱҫǼٵģڣԼŪ壬Լʲôо?ǰ?˵ʵ䶼Ѿǳˣһ......ԼѾûа취ӱˡ

̾һˣͷȻֱ˵գԼǰʤ


70 
ʣʤڸ?
ڣ˭?ǵк?Сʡ
鷳ͨһ˵
......Сһ鷳ԵƬ̣Сȥͨ
á
û̫ãС˺ܿˣСһģʱغ⡣
û뵽С徹Ȼˣұ?
һͿʼЦ塣
ʤ?岻ȥ⣬ֻЩ⣬֪Լˣ粻Ӧõһʱ?Ѳǲ?С粻?
ģıŵأⲻһ䣬......Ҳпܻױ磬ϾҪˣҪġ
ױ?Բһ£ʱҫͭǰͷվһѾߣظʱҫͷʱҫԾƣ˼Լһߣŷۺɫס촽ŤŤĵ๫.......ūҵ๫þˣ.......
˻......嵹һ
ʲô?Դȥɣ벻ҵı?
ŶŶݺݵҡҡͷԼЩֵĻ˦߰ɡ
廹û߼أʤĴŹغãͼʱҫ˹֮ǰЩֵĻ滹ûü֣һӱʱҫסˣûӦʱҫͻȻһ
......Һ......
ȵ....................
屻ʱҫյģ촭ˡ
壬û°?
ſ壬ʱҫŵѯʣﲻˡ
û......û¡
˵̧꣬ͷʱҫʱҫˣԼ߳˰ͷҲˣէһľȻԼ졣
ˡ
.......
ʱҫЦͷ᳤ĸߵġ
ô......֪?ôʵģһ룬ʱҫǸˣȻ֪ԼԺߣҲͲˣ.......
̧ͷ˿ʱҫĿǰߣֻϣԼ㣬ŬıǰߣҪıʱҫߡ
ôʲô?
ûʲôö......з?
Ŷ׼ˣ⼸Ҷû飬סϼ죬ң?
?ҲãͷǴҲŻȥЦ߰ɡ
š


71 ׷·
Źֲʱҫ˯ʱҫķ䡣
Ѿˣ˯ڴͷʱҫ˶û˵
˺ܾã͵ΪʱҫѾ˯ˣȴе˱סԼ룬֪ʱҫˡ
??ʱҫ̽Ľһ
?û˯?ʣЩ˯Ҫߵġ
˯š
ʱҫӣıϡ
壬ȥ󾳣ʲôΣյ?
?ûУô?
ʡ
ںʹԽϷƽ˾ȴǷ粨ӿʱҫǴԽˣʱȥ˴󾳣ǲ̫ȫ˵ǣ尲ȫˡ
š
ӦһҪԼ˸󾳵ĶӣҲҪ󾳿Ѻˣܺʱҫ˵Ȼʱҫһᵣĵġ
˵ˣҶȫˡתƻ⣬ô?´?
ҪЩʱա
ʱҫ壬壬ٹգҾҪʮˡ
ţô?֪ʡ
˵Ҫҵʮϲ㣬ͻӦ......
?Ǻ.......ɵЦһǲ.......ǲΪΪҲ֪Ǹ?һֱΪǸСƨ.............ҵʱ˵ǿǣû˵ӦǸ......磬һῼǵģῼǵģ
ˣ
ʱҫҪҳ׵Ĵ£϶Ҫһʱ䣬壬Ŀǡ
...............ʿˮ˯.......˯ɣ
š
ʱҫ˲ĺ󱳣ҹѾˣܿ죬˶˯˹ȥ
ڶգûмŻأӦʱҫҪյģһģʱҫͲ֪ȥ
ŵʱҲֻڸС
ӣСͳʤ?
Ŷ˵ǰ?⻺ĺһ࣬飬ȥˣˣСҪҺ˵Щ֡
šͷԼҪЩȥʱҫר¡
ӣʲôʱ?뵽ص⣬嵹Ҫúõ̸̸ˣһص⣬ܵԼһˣææģҲ֪˭Ǵ󶫼ҡ
?Ҹȥ?
üͷһ̣صŲ?
⣬㵹У
С尡Ҫҵѽ֪ģϱұһ㲻⣬ұæ˾ͻȥ㣬Ҽ?Ҳ㣬ָˣⳤ̾һ׷·Ŭ˵ˣ˵ˣ˵˶ᰡ
Ǻ.......
徹Զԡ


72 
ʱҫźģ֮ʹϽȥˡ
ʱҫݻû±ϤϳҲΪʡȥһЩҪ鷳
ʱҫʱϴһߣԴˣ岢û˵֪ʱҫ϶ԭġ
ԽǺ̷֣ˣˣϻʱûˣ
ϲ?
ĿתĿˣ¶˷ܵ΢ЦʱҫҲſġ
ţҴû
˵䣬ͻһӣ˻棬Ȼ֪еԭҲĽкá
ˣˣԼĪʱˣʱҲԼҲû뵽ȻȫˣݣǱûеӻĹŴƻˣ
ȫֻ̿һˣˣƷʱָǵЩӣЩЦˣʱ廹ˣһߡ
С磡㣡
Ѻʱҫ
ϵ̫ѿˣĹߺÿˣ
ԭˣߣΪ͸ҡ
ʱҫЦлл壬Һϲ
ϲʹϣЦʲô......Ʋ۾Ȼʱҫʱߣ廹ǲ̫ȥֱʱҫ۾֪ΪʲôԼķ̣ǵģԼΪʲôҪĪĸʱҫ?治֪Լʱôģһһʱ˽
ãʹ
ʱҫ˵ţ͵ĺߣһ£Ȼʱҫһ㲻һظУںһ·Сʱҫ⿴ĲһЩ
ô?ʱҫʣôһ·˵?ﲻ?
ûСҡҡͷгľ¥˵ҪԷ?СҪúõƼƼ
Ȼ
ʱҫ˵գīȥ˴ԽһҾ¥
ţֹһص˸УΪ֮ǰھ¥һֱھԼûúõĳϼڣصԼӵʱ򣬶Ӿͽ
......
ԼĶӣԼ̫Ѩ
вΪЩȥίԼĶ?ºˣˣ
屧Թ֮ʱͻȻˣţʱҫңлһȵļѩ̿岻۷Ź⡣


73 ҩ
壬Եɡ
ʱҫѼŵϣûԶ٣һ˰ɡ
ļ?Ӹȣ.......ߵߣ̿ˮ
ҼհûԶٶ°ӶȥŪЩȥ·˶żĶӣ˵һ輧ģ⣬ԴӱѼң˵ԵģãҺҲŶأ˹
ŶԭˣһأСʲôʱˣ
壬԰ɡ
Ҳʱҫ䣬Ƕˡ
ôйɹζ?
˼ڼе㲻Ծ˶١
ô?
ܸо......üܸой......йҩζ
ҩ?ʱҫҲüҪ?
......
ҡͷ
ϵģŪʲôȼζĶ?
ҿúĳʦһ롣
ˡ˼ҲҪ˯ģѾģôһȾ˯?
˵ţֺһڼ
ӦǷʲôҩİɣ̫⡣
......ð......ġ
ԣ
壬һѧ˵ģԺԲί˰壡
?㶣Ӧ󣬲ЦЦһðҿɵųĲˣ
ȵˣʱҫȥ룬ȵ»صʱѾ˯ˡ
......
ʱҫĶͷһǣϢ˯ߣ£ۡ
ۣʱҫ˻ղʱص£˵һ輧ʱ˼輧Ǻ˻͸ʱصģĿĺʱأжԽԽˣҲԽԽ󣬿ɲôȥˣҪǳЩͷġ
һ˯Ϯո磬ȴͻȻ˹
............
ͻȻʱҫ˲ѡ
?
ʱҫ̽ĽһûлĻشȴѹ¡
壬ʲô?
......Һ......
ʱҫһĶͷ̵̹ģǷ˰?
æĵȼֻɫ죬һӡ
ʱҫ㶣漴ü֢״ǱҩǸû뵽Ϊ˹ʱأ˻ʹôֶΣ
....................С.......
צƵģʱҫϣͣĲԽԽܣͣĽܣɫ죬ͣԼ壬СʱҫӦ֪ԼӦÿƺԼ֪ǷԼ£ɵ嶯ĺԼֵʱʱҫΨһңġһ¶ˡ


74 º
ڶգԺ𴲣ֻûʹǴȲֱԵʱҫ˲䲻ˡ
С?ô?
ɴ۾ĵļ϶ģֻǵãԼ˼˯ˣ......ˣƿ˱ӣٺ......ٺ¾ȫˣֻӣԼʹǾջһ˺ѰʹУٿʱҫ
ĵƿʱҫӵһǡ
û·
˶ȫ㣬ٿԼֻһˣϣ֪ô£ԼСͷˣ
棬ĪģԼĵһξûˣòģ
һ£
ҡҡͷԼӦ?ôܾòأ
У
ͻȻŤͷʱҫһаͷ
Ҫ......˯......ҷϻȥ?
˵ɾ͸ɣɾ͵ĽӽʱҫʱʱҫͻȻۡ
壬硫
ë?
ƻûóѣ˻ȥ
磡֪ʲô?
?
ʱҫ㶣Ͼһ£Լȡְ
壬֪ʵʲô?Ҹʲô?
ʱҫ޹Ŀ壬Ķͷ
˵ʲô?ô޹ң㿴͸ˣôװɰҲܺӣģǸɫУ
ɫ?
ʱҫüֻ԰һ˺ɫ......첻Ҳ?
?......ЦһоûУĪľͱˣTMDһ㶼ã̫ˣ
?ʱҫЦٺͰһβͺ?ģһΣһð̵ģ
Ӷˣ££תƻ⣡ϵô?......ô?ⲻܵİ
꣬ʱҫͻȻͲСˣϴ࣬üͷ
찢ȵ⡣
ʲô?Ҳüѵ......͵͵ͷ˴ҩ?
ô?
ʱҫֲͷ˲塣
ˣ......˻ʵ?
ǡʱҫҲ˵?һ輧˸ӵģֻ;⣬ˣ룬ҹû⣬Ҳûо·ô......˭?
˵......Ǹ輧´ҩ?빴ԣϪ?
ʱҫͷ̶˵.......Ŀ......


75 
ʱҫͷ̶˵.......Ŀ.......
Ŀ?ʲôĿ?岻⡣
ãʱҫҡҡͷ巢˴
Ǹ輧˵ǺʱصģһȻûʲô£ȫԼ......Ҳ˵һ⣬Ҫˣٴ⣬ܵǣ.......
ιʲô?
峯ʱҫһģʱҫع
壬㲻ٴˡ
ʲô?Щ㶡
壬һҩӣҵİȫʱҫͷؿڣ˲䣬Ҳ밢ˣʼҵĶǣģֻǲеˣģߵˡ
......ʱҫͷ
?Ҳǣô?㲻ˣͬҲϣС˰
һҪ⣬ȵһжҾͻȥҰ塣
ʱҫĿ壬Ҫ˵ʲôԡ
......ô?......
......Ҳ㣬һӣֻа壬ҪģҲֻǰ塣ʱҫǣ֡
......ҲҪңò?
......ôʲô?֣ȴʱҫס
壬Ӧҡ
ãҴӦ㣡
Щͣˣʱ̫Եˡ
һֻ֣ʱҫͷ
ҴӦ㣡Ҳ㣡
ҳʲô⣬ҲҪң
죡ʲôⲻģҪǳʲô⣬һģݺݵ˵ԣҲ׼Ҳ⣡
üС磬ô˵ֻ?Ҫʲô......ҡͷԼҲ뷨Сôأ
ãʱҫָˣҲԼµġ
ǾͺãʱҫвҪǳʲô⣬ҾҸˣֿɰĵϱ......Ҫҵĵ㣡
㶼ˣȢϱ.......ʱҫôһϱ?Уʲôõ?˭ܱȵù?
Ϊǣδ˴ʱҫĶͷһߺҪúõչԼСģʲô¶Ҫۣһжˣͻҡ
š
ʱҫԹԵĵͷһġ
Ҫҵ̫á
Ȼ
ʱҫס壬°͵ļϣã壬лл......


76 
Ϊʱҫһϣ岢ûмŻȥִ죬ʱҫĿע£ݳ뿪
ѣ?˶ѾԶˣ
ۼһԶˣӰʣʱҫôţ̲סǰ٩
С簡˵ôȥԺһǸ޹ϣ
ʱҫҲ⡣
٣͹ȥǼҵСضȣװģȣĳЩˣôҲԼķˣѽѽ
˵һ룬ͻȻ㶣ˣֶûһƲأô˵?
ͷһ̣ưյѽѽ˼ôô˵?ĳ˵ĳ˰?
......ǿˡʱҫǺһЦˣѾƲˡ
?
ˡ
.......ʱҫԺʤ˻ʵ.......󶫼.......˵......ΪԽĹĸ?ʱҫ˵գ߽ڡ
˺ܾãȵʱҫ߽鷿ˣͻȻĺ
ȥ磡ҼҵıŲҪǸλãϹ˵
......
鷿ͻȻˣʱ˳ʮֲ⡣
ô?Ƿʲô?⺰ʲô?
£........ʱҫͻȻ£⼸ȫȫ壬Ǽˡ
һº˵
?ʱؿʱҫһۣ鷿
š
鷿Žغãʱزʣʲô?
Ǹ輧?
輧?һ?ʱûԣ˺ܶ࣬ǿµģҲ
Ǹġ
ô?뼦?
뼦ҩӦģ⼸Ǽ˿ɰ?
ն֣ˣ붫Ȼҩ岻Ҫ?
ʱЩģȻԼʱҫദʱ䲻ãԼĵܵܣ⼸ദʱҫԼµĺøҲԽԽԼѾʧȥ˴磬ʧȥˣڶԼ˵⣬Ψһˡ
Ҫ........Ҳǿ뱻ҩļҺͰܸһʱҫ˵ţͻȻ¶ҸЦݡ
һ........
ʱͻȻˣǸ輧µʲôҩˣǣĻԼܶϲˣôһʱҫ᲻λ?
ʱһҡҡͷˣЩԼÿǵģǴܺˣЩʱ˵ɡ
ʱôţͷִ
磬ҳҼұ鷿ȥʲô?ȥ˵һ?
ȳȥˡʱЦЦ˳ȥ
һʱأʱҫ˵ıӰĽϧ岻ԼһҪЩһУȥ塣


77 
صأֻһҴ壬ΪѾˣҴס죬Żص¥
ԼϤ˴ȥǣ룬ӳʱҫʼԼûкúõĺһСʱʱҫڵʱҫ
룬ǰԼǸ˳ɾЩˬ㣬ԼǱʱҫƾʲôѹԼԼѹ?УԺټʱҫԼһҪѹ
뵽⣬͵ҡҡͷЩ㶡
Լô?֪ʱҫԡԼԺûգڣԼȻȻô?ѵ.......ԼϲǸС?
ҡҡͷˣ鶼Ѿˣô˵ʱҫҪԼ.......ԼҪʱҫھЩⶼҪԼҪģŬ׬Ǯȵʱҫǵ»ˣԼͼδʱ仹ܳʱҫǸˣԼǸԽˣ˶磬ôͦģֻ.......ʱôҶϽ?ǾԼʱҫСʱͿ̽ˣԼͳ?
вУҶϽͣԼʱҫһ⣬ҪúõĿǿǣ
Ǿգ뵽һ취Ǿȥʱҫûȵ˵Ҳ٣ôţҲͷſģֻǲ֪ʱҫҪʲôʱܻô?ͻȻе........
.......
ǵô?
ʱ䣬ͷһ꣬ʱҫһЩżɹżıˣֱڣʱҫȫʧˣ嶼Ҫɣʱҫǲǲٻˡ
ǰЩӣͷոմǻǡ
ǰЩӻϼݱˣϢûǣǵİոĻ̵̻ġͷ˵ǰʧ̫ӵ»ˡ
Ŷ?ȥǿС?
û.......ͷʲôڴԽһ󾳵˵󾳺ʹԽսˣȰһ䣬Ҫ̫ƽˣܱܷͷɡ
˵󾳻˻Խ?
ԡ
֪ˡͷлѣ?ֻԽĵطˡ



78 췴?
ǰԽǣʹ..........
ϼݱˣ
̫ո£ʵ޹㴫˴ԽۼݱϢһʱ䣬͢سӹȫۼһ
ȥ̫ͻȻˣϿ˵˭λ?
һλϳͻȻվʵ
ʥּ˵̫Ӽλֻ̫.......
Ӧ̫Ӽλ̫ٲʤսǲӦ֮£ĻѾʮۣ꣬ʲģֻʣĻˡ
˻ʱվ˵֧ԼΪʣѾʤȯˡ
˵öԣʱһϳ֧֣ʺλõģֻĻˡ
֧֣
Ҳ֧֣
.......
ҷԣ
һֳ֧ʤϳͻȻվ˳Ļףʺϼ̳лλҾãóʤλʤþɳʤλҲ󾳡
Ҳԣ
һϳֻ̫ʧ٣ֻҪӴȥѰңҵ
ҷԣ
ҷԣ
......
ˣ
˻䣬˶
⣬󲿷ֵĶǳ͢ϳֵܴ֧˭Ӧ̫ӣһʧʮˣǲ˵һˣʤþɳ˵Դĺս£һĺ£Ļӣ˵ףԼɴ˻Լɴˣ֧ĻӣˣзԵ?
ҷԣ
Ŷ?˻֣֮͢һȺ
˻.......췴
ֻǰæȷѡΪ˴ԽãţҲ֧ҵģ췴֮˵?......˻Ǹ󳼣ѡ񣬽ԽȥѣȪ֪ĿգұҪϣȥһЩ֮ˣû˷԰?ˣѹȥ
˻췴췴
ƾλνȴҲù
.......˷?
˻Цһ˵
......ʤںδ?
ʤ?˲˵˻ûע⣬ʱظոջڣʱȴ֪ȥ......ں˻˵á
Ҫʱ̣ʤʧɼȻǶٲģһˣε?
.......
ãû˷........
˻ѲҪ췴˲?
˻û˵꣬ʱص


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?.......ʱأ˻㶣ŵЦ
췴?˻˭췴ΨǺˣǾԲ췴ģֻ.......ΪԽѡһѡ
ΪԽѡ?ʱüͷЦô֪Խһѡ?˻Ҹںε?
Ȼ̫Ϊ»ʣ̫䲻ΪӣҵȻҪΪȻʷǣǵ.......˻˵ֹĪҲλ?
İɣҶλûȤֻ......˵̫ʧ?ʱص˭̫ʧٵ?
ʲô?˻󾪡
ܡ
󽫾ʱҫЦ
ô?˻⣬ⲻģ㲻.............
?ʮǰ˴ɱˤ?
......ģô.......˻Ѿ״ˡ
ϧѽ.......˻ҾˣʱҫɫͻȻ
......Ϊû׼?˻Цˣ
һ.......
մϢ
һϵģ¥ոտţʳǵ£岻˶䡱
֪?ұˣ
ʲô?ұ?˭?
Ǹʧ˺ܾõ̫ӣаսʤĳʤ
Ҳ֪˵̫ӵʧ٣Ǻ˻ɵģҿ̫ӣ
˵.......˭ʵ?һʵ˵.......ʤ̫Ӷλ?
ιʼҵ¿ɱҲ£
ϣô˵˵....................
⣬뿪ֻ֪ǵʱҫȻʤΣգôʹţʱҫҲûΣˣ˳ʤıӻţûĸܹ۸ʱҫͷϡ
ˣ˵û?
ʲô?ʲô?
йҴԽĴˣ
?
⣬һεĻͷ
?
š
ܰɣǴЩçô.......
˭֪?ֵĶɲСȻȥкܶ鷳£ԽҪ̫ƽˣ
........תڹ̨ߣԽİӣҪͷ........


80 
º»ʵǻ»̫ʱҫŸҫҫ
С......С......
У崩һ£վԼǰЦĺܿġ
......
С......Ȣң?
?
ʱҫһ
Ȣң?ʣʱҫþòش˰Щʧ֮ɫ
ãȢ㣡壬Ȣ㣡ʱҫǰ뱧ס壬Ǳ˸ա
?
ʱҫ̧ͷȴһ󾳹װˣﱧŵģ塣
Ѱ廹ңʱҫŭ
............ҵģ˵գˡ
壡壡......
壡
ʱҫоѣͷ϶亹
......
ʱҫŷã϶Ҫˣȥ壬ٵˡ
ϣ糯ʱ䵽ˡ
ͷ̫
¡
ǡ
糯ʱҫסʱء
磬յż?
ʱҫʣ⼸£ʱҫûյżЩģ屻֪ߡ
ޡ
?ʱҫʡ
ޡ
ʱҫõģͬĴ𰸡
ô......һŸҵ.......
Լֵܳüչģʱֻðο
մƵƵֵַ˺֣ǼĳȥŸ뱻˽Ҳ˵
.............
ʱز˵ãһ˵ʱҫǰǸΣǸߵˣǴ󾳴Ĺ塣
Ĵ󾳣
ʱҫݺݵһӣȥŲãԼҲյλһδһѣʱѩϼ˪
............ҳ׳˺ң......Ҳʱһѵ......
ʱҫȭͷ
£ʵ뵣ģհҪˣҪԸ⣬Ҳǲɡ
Ѱ......
ʱҫͻȻѰһҪһľϲ
......ʵܵʱҪúõĽͽͰ
ǵȻ
ʱҫԹԵɵЦԼĶ֪ˣԼڼΣһԭԼģ
ʱҫ˵ɵЦʱεҡҡͷҿûˣȻԼʵܵĳɵȫȥǸ壬ǰԼһʵܳԵˣ


81 Ψһ
һߣŴ󾳱ӣѵҫ߾ʱҫǻԽҫ
ϣΪβҫƽʳ?ǿΪ˵ģ
꿴ˣ֮ǰϽ
֮ս£޹أҲ˼޹ˡң֪ˣһ᲻ĵģⲻ뿴ģԼҲ֪ԼӣҫյʳѾǿ޲ˡ
.......ǲģ˵ȴˡ
ҲôģҵĸҲҵѲɣ󽫾ϣң̣븸޲?˵......ң밴Լķ?
û˼ַǰ΢΢İš
ǾͺãԸȥһ·ϲҫƽһһ󾳵ʳǹҵģȥҰζ
ǡ
ˣмտԵ?
ҪûǴľ¥ǿصģ⼸ˣԼǸˣش󾳣ԶԼߣǰԼĻϺӣӿʼ͸оһɣжˣţԽشˣԸһݣ֮λǲܾġ
˴ιҫҪģǴҫ壬ˣ꣬Ȣޣӣ?ţû˸ҺˣʱΨһ........
У
ҫʹ糯ʱҫͻȻʹ˸磬ǱͻȻԼĶҪ˵ϵĸо
ĸо.......ʱ䣬˭ҵԼĶ?
ϣ?
ôţʱҫ˼ѾɵȥˣǴ󳼽˺ü飬ʱҫŷӦ
?
֪.......ңδ?
ҵ£ԻᴦˣµĻ˳ɣ
ǻϣǳ͢ϳˣ⴦ķúúõ?һЩ󳼶ʱҫĴ⡣
Ŷ?ô˵ǲ޵ľ?ʱҫ˰
ǣֻ.......
˻ǳ͢ϳȴı֮£Ѿŵģпۺҵ£úõνҫĴ󺵣ν֮£ε
ʱҫ˵գһƬĬ
ˣȻҶôգպ˶Ͻһݽ֮
ʱҫİ뿪Ĵȫҳ


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˵Ѿҫ߾ˣ
ڳʤѾǰȥֿˣЩ󾳵ľӣһ۴ҫ
ϣ˰.......
.......
Щʳ͵ۣʵͷۣû뵽ʱȥ߾ˣⲻҪ?
ң
ͷһС⣬մӲԶ̻żǰü......Ҫʲôõˡ
ͷżк?
ҵģɷȥҵ鷿ϸ˵?

ͷȥ鷿غţʡ
Ǻ£ͷ˵Ľ?
ңʵǲˣͷŵǰЩȥ˴ҫı߾ǶѾд󾳵ıˣң˵ͷ֮ˣƾǴ󾳵ӣʿʿһǣ˵ʤѾȥˣҲһЩ󾳱ǡ
Ŷ......ͻȻ뵽˿꣬ǿ?
ǡͷֵ˵󾳱ؾ֮·أңҪ׼
ǰǴҶڵģʳͶˡ......ҲӦ׼ˡ
º󣬳ʤס߾ռı߾أ
Ȼǳʤ
ʤصϢҫ˽֪壬˯ʱ򣬶˲١
ҹ˾ʱ˴֪Ϊʲô˯ţܾãҪʲô·ˡ
.......
ڽԼ͵һͷǿꡣ
......ô?
ô?岻ӭ?ϴаȵЦݣĿ塣
.......Щţս½ȣôʱԼ?
ֻ.......ֻǲףΪʲôʱ?
ʱʲôõ?ЦŮ˵Ļ
͵ƲԼŮȽˡ
ˣˣҲգҲ忪Цˣ尡ˣ㲻˵Ҫ󾳿ҵ?岻ֻԼѰˣ
Ǹ........ұǴȥģ󾳺ʹҫ.......ٺ٣֪......ò֪ԼڵЦʮֵǣǿʱܸȥ?
ԭˣΪ.......ЦᣬΪǲңҺһġ
ǺǺ......ܻ......
Ǿͺã壬һش󾳣?
ȥ?סΪʲô?ڴҫͦõģ
һ𰡣ͷͨˣϲ㣬壬ϲ㣡һ𣬴Ӧңһش󾳺?ֻҪһش󾳣ұֹͣ󾳺ʹҫսҿԸݣΪ󣡡
......
ЩѵһΪԼΪԼҪݲŲӦ?ԼɲŮˣ
壬㲻õ˵ķԣѾкˣû˸ҷǣ


83 һش
壬㲻õ˵ҷԣѾкˣû˸ҷǣ
Ѿк?㶣꣬ͦ
ԣаףܽ׳Сӡ˵ף¶˽ɫóϲӡ
һϲĺӰɡЦ
Ȼ........ֵŰҲһϲģ
.......һ.......ͦϲС.......εץץͷ
̫ˣͻȻץ֣ϲͺãһϲģ壬˵ϲ׽ʲô?ɣ˵ҫ߶ôеģ
?ʲô?ʲô?˵ʲô?ЩסֲԤУ꣬.......Լİ?
壬Ǹ˻?˵ǰ׵ĸ͵׵ĵ
У
Ϊʲô?üܿ죬ͨʲôѵ岻ϲ׽?ǸҲУҪȻҲУ
ǳƺԭ꣬Ҳ׵һףˣקԼ֡
Ϊʲô?ɫٱ㣬㲻Ҫһ?ǲΪ?˿ԱȨ˲Ȣ޵ĺӣ㻹Ҫ?
꣬ȥˣǺӵĸô?嵹Ǻ侲
ͻȻЦˣԭǲ壬ģǸŮʧһַ
ô?üúĸ׷룬Ҫɱĸף꣬㲻úܹ?
壬ⶼΪ㣡ץס󣬡壬кˣ壬ֻˣ壬һش󾳣ҪʲôҶ㣡һش󾳣?
꣬Ҳش󾳵ģ˦֣ҵ⣬ҵļҲ⣡
壬......ϲң?ͻȻˣЩ¡
.......þãŵ
Ϊʲô?ϲ?˫ȭ
ϲ?һģʱҫȻһЦǰɡ
Уһס΢üãҪԼϰ
֣꣬
Ҳţ壬һش󾳣
ҲҪ庰ĺܴɫڵĺܣֱӴ塣
壬Բ......Ȼ㲻ߣô......Ҿʹ.......
С壡
ͻȻ߿űĿ꣬סˣ꿴һۣŻԵ壬Ӵ뿪
ã


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Ÿո߿ͼһ󾳹ӣﱧŵ壬̱ӣȷǱˣʱǸѾˡ
󶫼ң.......һԵСҲǼˣĿԼӱˣңǸ˻Ǵ󾳵ˣԼҵӿҪˣ
죡ȥٸ
ǣ
Сתȥֱסˣٸ׼īֽ⣡
ǣ
С˷Ը˰׼īֽ⣬Լæȥٸ
¥ĺ̨ǳʤٸ˵ҹȥˣдһŸʤҲҹȥǡ
ʮպ󣬴ҫ..................
ʲô?
ʮյĹ򣬴󾳵ľӾȻȫ룬һֻʧȥһСڴҫ˵˲Ҳʱҫ벻ĽΪ󾳻ŴҫʱǣǴʱ˱
Ȼʱس߾أصǣջظյļţ˭֪.......屻°Ϣ
ʲô?屻²?ô?
鷿۵ʱҫİ
Ϊʲô?󾳵Ϊʲô߰?ʱҫȭͷУھҪȥҰ壡
ʵܣ侲ʱذסʱҫڲǳ嶯ʱҪ֪Ǳ˭ˣȥʲô
ǣʱҫ˵ʲôͱʱظˣֻҪǹ£ʱҫ̾񱻹һ
ʲô?ʱصΪʲôߣĸ˰߶֪ȥңȥʲô?
.......ʱҫйһ
ʱҫ΢侲ˣʱزż
˵ģһҫĹ壬Ѳ.......ʱһȥ?ô?ܰ?⼸ˣôܻ֪ʵĹϵ?ѵ......ڲǵ˴󾳵ĸ?
󾳹.......ʱҫ뵽֮ǰǸΣŵȭͷֽ˽


85 ƻ
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˲Щģ۾ȫʱ֣ԼȫһֲǣĴͷһĴͷ
룡ˣôͷͷ?Ҳ......ͻȻ뵽һֿܣҲִԽ˰??˫ֱͷԼʲôôȥ?
͵忪ʼ˼ʱŵ󣬱һŮ
ӣ
......
ŮĴ粻ƴҫеˣѲ......
üͷһ壬뵽飬ԼӣԼ˵һѵĻҪԼش󾳣Ϊô?ԼȻӦ......ͰԼˣ......ԼǱδ˴?ʲô?ѵҪԼ?
ūչŮԽūաЦҪź廻·
......Ҫʲô?
Ȼǰ﹫ӻ·ӲҪ?Щɻ
ԼͿˣ......忴һվԼǰŮˣȥ׼Щʳɣ......Ҷˡ
ã
˵գתȥ
ȰȥĻ·򿪴һ޼ʵĴԭȻ.......Լǵ˴󾳡
廹ڴʱһŴʿͻȻ˹һغ˴
غôӣٶƽףµɹŰѲ......Լһ˴?
˺
ͻȻһͷۣҲ֪Լ˶ʱֻǵԼģѹΣһθֱۣˣڶǸ͵ıʲôһˡ
ӣūˡ
ִ岻ȥ룬֪ǰմԵˡ
սݣŵһ㣬忴ζķ򣬰վȻһ̿ȫ
ȫ?
Թӿģ˵ӻʮˣ;ֻ׺ǿùӸӪһһܶū׼ȫǸն̲õ򿾵ģۼˣ˵ţѿȫŵ˵ϣҲ飬ԼͶˣԼѾιʮ׺ˣһֻȫô?ңֻгԱˣԼܴӳȥ˵ȫ......Ҫ˵ⱲˣϱԼûԹ
գ......֪?߳Աʡ
ոѾȥ֪ͨˣܿͻˡЦŻش
......ȥɡߺӿ˳Կȫٶȣߵļƻü


86 
꿾ȫ͵Ĺһˮһһ鲼ϵˮֵǮһ˸ᣬϣߵڣ򿪣һ̽ûʲôˣߡ
ȸո̤һ뿨ڴڣִһ
壬ʲô?
?
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....................Աˣ˶˶.......ЦΣϰأ棡.......
?׼?ߵǰæȷ
Ҳ׼ܣֲҪʲô......Ҹʲô?԰ɣ˲һӡ
......ð......
Ա?ʡ
ԱˣͦóԵġ仰˵ĵģллĿȫ򡣡
ǰίˣʲô?ȥð׼
......ˣԵͦģ......̽Եʵʲôʱһشҫ?
ҫ?źЦʣ㻹شҫ?ɱˣգҪΪҵˡ
꣬......
?ô?ŻشҫҲܣúϢԼĺͲԭϵһʣգΪҶһ޶󡣡
......
ˣһ飬Ϣˡ˵գץסס壬ݺݵȥ
......
һǽöģθ﷭ģ͵
ü
úϢˡ
뿪廹ʿǿ˿ء

ϣһˮһžú˲͵һ죬ԭأԼô?ԼGay?ôǻö?Ѳɵô꣬Լֱ?ܰСǿǵʱ򻹻иоģѵ.......
ͻȻ뵽һֿܣԼϲǼһ.......

ã̾һⱲӣԼķǼһﲻˣҲ֪СôˣãԼڣĺʱҫ.......ʱҫԼǰĻ.......
ô?
Լ뷨Цҡҡͷ
ڣԼ֪ܲӳ󾳣˵ʱҫˡ


87 
ǴرأҪӳȥʮѣڴ󾳺ʹҫս¸սӳȥ˵ģһӳȥǿǾͲˣڵǣŶȥԸӳȥǿҲԸ⣬ѲҪȥ?
......
ߵߣһ϶һ۴⣬ˣߵʿҲʼǷͻȻ뵽һ취βȵҹȥ?
ôţ߻˴ϣǺñӣװ˯ȥˡ
............
쵽ҹʱ򣬿һˣ˯ˣĴһ뿪
壬֪ڻϲңҪǵʱ仹ܳЩϼһﾹȻͬҵǲҪеǰ취ֻҪǸŮ........Ĵô........ͻΪΨһ......
뿪
˭?صĴһ´ˣʵ̫ˣߣǸŮ˾һ.......ԼˣǸŮ˻һ·
ֵһʱͷѾʮֵİһҲûʲôֵǮֻðЩ֮ǰˮߵ˴ߣϵһ죬ֻһ˯ŵĴ󾳱ŵӿ˳ȥ
أûһһС෴ĸˡ
Ҫӳ⿿Լ·ǲеģȥ͵ƥʱеԼ֮ǰȥˣȻ˸Լѧ
Խӣ
òֻðӲҪ̫ҰһԼһȥͱÿǲ?
ҵСԹԣҪԹԵģҪ֪ҿǿ¥ģҰȫ뿪󾳣óԺúٲ㡣
ߵһƥӿ˳ߣһ߸һߺ˵ŻԼǷˣԼô˵ʲôóԺúȹ㡱֮Ļ?һˡ
Ҫҳ󾳣õĲٲ㣡
˵գ⿪һԾХһɱȥ
һХҲʿע⡣
˭ȥ?
ͣ£ͣ£
죡ȥ׷........
ϣקΨһģǿ˴Ĳݳ
ģ
滹н׷ŵĴʿ壬ͻȻϿʼһʼ廹⣬ڣѾ޿ˡ
һֻקһֻߣӣϾȻð㣬ޱȣ֪Լǹˡ
ôʱ?


88 ׳ͷ
ôʱ?
.......ͻȻ뵽ԼԵĿȫ⼸ԼûԹʲôԼѲ...Ŀ...?
.......
ᣬ֪ڣɶҲģ
һԼԼˣóôģӷ׵ĸо
ԶһΧǽ뿪ֻţĵطդסˣûʿӦ˳ȥȵʿӦȥˣеʿסˡ
ʲô?죡
һ£ʿ˹

ļͲã˳Լڣֻұ۱һ
ͣ£ֹͣ
Լ˿
壡
ͷһǿ꣬Ȼ׷?
?壬ͣ£
ЩżЩŭô嶼ͣģʱֻһͷӣӣ
Ҳ֪˶ãֻ֪ԼһƬɭ죬ĺЩѣϵҪһޱȵĸоҲȥɲǸ
ô?
ȥûˣҿƥȻſǲͣǰ񱼡

׷ʱˣ겻òľ
ǣ
׼ˣˣã
˲ֻ࣬Ҫ˸䣬˶ˣ塣
ʶԽԽģˣֻǵãԼǰԼϵȥ֮һУ嶼ˣֻģģĸоԼǰ
ô?ôܻص?.......ôôڽҵ?ȻΣҪץȥ........
С........С.......
屻żĳȥ֪ͨٸѰҵʱ컹ûϢסˣأԼصʿѰˡ
ӱޣ죬е󾳣󾳺ʹҫս¸ս˲ƽĿ־壬ѡɭͨ˭֪ԼȻҵ壬ֻ׵ĺһϲͷȻڷգʮֵңԼһôΡ


89 شҫ
......
ܹ?Щ纮ȳȥɣٿ
á
ڱϻشҫָʱҫǼһһ嶯ʲô¡
׼شҫ
һȣ
ͷֻһ󾳹ӣɢŵģһߵϢ
˵ݣһ㡣
˵ĵһۣüͷ
֪......к?
ûʲô£ֻϣ¿԰Ѹոռ񵽵Ǹ˹黹
?һɻ󣬡֪ΪҪ?˵Ĵ磬Ǵҫ֮˰
ȷǴҫ֮ˣǣ˶˵ʮֵҪ꾡ı΢Ц˿ǳƣ⻹ǸܵĵɢģϢ
?......һЦ˵?

һ󾳱̲ס˳֪ǰ˭?Ǵ󾳵
֮??ⲻ⣬⼸겻Сô˿?
ǣո֮ˣҽ󣬲֪£ǷԸ黹?
?..............
ͻȻЦ
Ҿ͸ܰ˸ˡ
Ϊ?üϾǲˬ
֪.......ⲻЦˣϬ֪Ҫȥˣ˵ҪΪˣǽҪΪǴҫʺ֮?
ʲô?⻰꣬ϣ浱
ܿ?
ô?
ЦǴҫʱҫδĻʺ󣡡
˵СδҸʣСɴӦ?ҿɼǵãСǴҫˣôҫ󣬲һǸˣ󾳳ӿɴӦ?
ɲǣѾڵĲٺˣ죬廹ңȻ......
껰䣬еĴʿ
꣬ϲС?
ڴʿʱʿҲ¡
ǡ
һǰɹڣʮֵȷԼϲ壬ϣԼߣΪԼˡ
Сô?ΪʲôС?
?
סˡ
شҫأС岻ʺϴڴ󾳣űȥգ˷纮
У
꣬ҪߣֹˣҲֹ
ͷر߽ı⣬Ѵ󾳵ʿذΧš
꣬㻹Ҫֹ?
γ겢ûдŶٱҫӰԼذΧȭͷ
ߣߣ
ǾͶлˡߣȴסˡ
ڴҫս飬ʮպ󣬽ҫ
áЦҫӲη󾳡


90 
ٴѾһˣΪڸ·ԭ򣬴ҲֻǸ룬ЩҰҩϵĺ㻹δȫȥҲѾ˲ˡ
.......?
һΧĻеϣټһһߵĸоȷˣԼϡ
Լô?˭?ģЩʲô?һҲá
ʱͻȻһˣһҩ䣬ԣϪţӦǸ
?죡ƣ
ˣǸˣѰȴ뵽ʲôҩóһ˿˿ʼһƣԼֲʲôδǧС㣬Ǵ˿?
岻֪һ·ϣǾ䣬Ǵҫδ仰ѾˣΪδ󿴲һССĴҪԼãʱһᷢ
·ҲûʲôҩԼĵĲҩͿĵطɡ
˵ţһɫĲݸ塣
лӹ˲ҩˣô?
ϵġ
?˭?ңʵ۽Լ?岻ǵãԼʲôʱʹҫĻʵйӴ
Сô?
꣬Ӿͱƿˡ
?
С壬Ц˽ô?Ϻõ?ɲ֪ռʱҲϲأͷһ˭?ԭҼҵС尡
ͷ巴ʳ
ʳ?ԭԴͷʳﰡ.......ʣǶʲôʳ?
⡣
̾˿˺ü죬ԺǿǣһͷȫԼǰһСľȫˣ֪Ҷ֪Ϊʲôǰ˶ûֹˣ
......Ϳ.......ʣʲôϵ?֪˵δ?
......庹ԣô?
С尡.......С.......ҡͷ겻ôô?Ҫʱ......Сô?
......㲻Ҫ......ˣʣСô?
?㵽ʱͻˡ
ȥҫ?
ԡһҪ׼
Ϊʲô?岻⣬Сʲô?
ûϢɡ
......
뿪üͷӵĻʲô˼?Сûг£Ϊʲôô˵?


91 ֻһ
ʮ֮صҫǡ
.......ôȥ.......
˴ҫûͣЩ⣬ӣոպͣ£ɴ۾ô......ôͣ˴ҫʹĴſ?Ҫȥʹ?
ûóƸʿһۣԡ
Ҫȥʹڡ
Ϊʲô?
ȥС簡ô??
Сôڻʹ?ʣڳʤ?ڳʤҲڻʹ.......
ˣˡ
á
ǰͷ·ӣȴͣţʱҫڻʹĸԭѲɱʤȥʹ?
С壬³ɡ
廹Ϲأͱ
С?ȥ?Ͽʼʱҫλã⿴˿ʱʱʱҫӦû糯һ̫ȥͨϢ
żȴȥ԰ɣʱ򣬺԰ĵӦöˣҴȥ
.......
ʲô?ˣ
ûеشֱˡ
ʹʹĵıͷĶãС壬㿴.......С?С?
ȷʵ......
Ūĵ˵Щ֣ͷһͻȻ£ǰס
С壬û°?
û......û.......վ˻ԴոֻǰһڣҪֻͷЩ裬ˣո˵ʲô?
⻹Ҫ?ȴȥϢҸ̫ҽôô?ʮıô᲻?Ҫǳʲô£ôʱҫ?˵ţҪȥϢ
˵ʲô?ʱҫ?ΪʲôҪʱҫ?ڿûͷ裬˵ʱҫԼ£ʱҫʲô?ûǴĻʱҫǴҫ»ʰ
ͱˣȥϢɣ
ɲʱҫݣ飬˵˵ȽϺá
ҪȥϢ?ܿ˵˰ɣ
ЩΣ⣬ܾʲôԼ
ȥ
?
ԡߵͷǰȥ
?
󹬡
?ȥ?ɴ۾ôȥ?
ģϲģ
º󹬵.......
ЩȻԼⶼϲˣ˶˰Ǹʵ۲.......
ĵȥļģĺֻһˣ


92 Һ
ĵȥļģĺֻһˣ
˵ʲô?ãԼûĻȷʵ˵ˣĺֻһˡֻΪʲôҪԼֻ?
һ㶣תһ룬ʱҫոյǻæĲɿںӦûһӣôԼȥϢǺȷʵֻԼһˣôһ룬Ҳͨˡ
ĻӦô˵ϻûӣֲֹȥ󹬣㲻Ҳȥ......Ӧֻˣһ˵
Сڣɱô˵ȷʵĻŵˣô˵ʱҫʱˣҶ᲻ܣ
˵?ԼһҲû˵
ˣˣһȥϢɣҲˣֶֻԽĨԽڡ
ȥͱϴϢֱϴǺñˣ˳ȥ
ߵ⣬뵽ʲô˶٣һԵ̫˵
ȥ֪ͨϣ˵ˣھ
ǡ
̫ߺҲ뿪ˡ
֪Сжྪϲ......
糯ոϵһ룬ѾϢʱҫ¡˳֣Ҵҵ뿪ˣ֪ʱҫǶô塣
££˵......ŵ
֪ˣ°ɣ
Ϣʱҫֻ𼱻ǵĸȥ
壡壡壡.......
һ·ϣʱҫоֻʣ˵֣֪ڴ󾳾ʲô֪ںòã֪벻кöģһ壬ͰӵԼĻ˵ֻҵģҲøκһˣ
ɵʱҫŵһ̣˯Ӱʱҫĳȥߵߣ徫µӣֲȥϻһ˿顣
ʱҫ֪ˣúúõϢ
磬濪ۣʱҫԼĴߣţԼ˶ӣĸȥոʱҫˣۡ
ûջ֣ЦЦ
С磬?
šʱҫˣ˵ͷס壬ӵԼĻͷǰһֺõǰ˲䡣
ô?ʱҫĶмֺЦ
ûʲôֻ.......ʱҫۣþòŵҺ㣬......
ɵ.......巴סʱҫҲ.......


93 鳡?
ɵ.......巴סʱҫҲ........
ˣͻȻ뵽ʲô͵ƿʱҫһٶʱҫˣʮֵίôƿԼ?
........
ʱҫһ壬ſֱۣ°ӵ뻳С
֡
һεİʱҫƿ
Ǻ󹬣ô?ʣУôڴҫĹ?
ʵĻǻʣĻǻʱҫ̾˿վҪȫġ
壬Һ˵ʵҳǸߣһݣһֱûи㣬......᲻?ʱҫСš
ҵȻ
ʱҫСӣ⡣
ǻˣһǲ߰ˡ
?
忴ʱҫֻʱҫʮĵ˵ͷ
Сӣ˵ңңǲ?ҲãұҲ˵ģôҲ˵ˣ峯ʱҫһ˹ȥʱҫۼֿ죬סĽ
磡
ѽųߣȴʱҫţ֮£ֻúݺݵĵʱҫһۡ
.......ʱҫͻȻЦ
Цʲô?һߣϧù
ôЦ?
ȻǡʱҫſĽţ廹ûüӦʱ壬ѹ¡
壬ҴˣҸ㣬ҲҺ?ʱҫҲϣҺͰ֮ܡ
ʱҫ˵꣬˵Եɵģһס壬屻ʱҫͻһ뷴ͱʱҫĶסˣ۾һ
ͻȻ֣ԼС磬ڲ֪䣬ѾôˣʱҫͻȻЦԼӣĻȴһԼĴˣ񻹿ôɵľٶ......ǿɰ.......
ʲô?ǵʱɲܷŶ.......
ʱҫĶһҧһʱҫƺľٶʼĶ
.......
ʱҫû壬ͷĶ桱ţĶǳǳĽ·ģĳ˶֣Ҳȥ.......
һ͵ƿʱҫ
壬ұúܣ
ʱҫЩ飬ôˣ㡣
ѵ֪ҵ?ʱҫĻһ죬תƻ⣬л߶ôŪˣǰǸ鳡ְ?ôţ;һ


94 ʵ
ЩǴģ?ʱҫ˲Եһ˿ζ
㣬壬Һ㡣
֪һεİʱҫƿˡ
ȸңʲôҵģȻ......Ͼͻأ
......ں......ʱҫͰ͵Ŀ塣
.............ְɡ̾һԼĵˡ
ˣ
ʱҫǰס壬ס֣֣סͦءġСҫ......
˵˰.......
̱ʱҫĻУĿлδȥ
?
ʱҫĶͷ֣ĺһ˵Լʱҫģ˭֪ʱҫӲҲҪԼ⣬˵Щġ
˵㻹ʲôҵġȫʱҫŪԼ֡
壬һֱû㣬ʵҾ.......
ʱҫû˵꣬ͷͻȻŵ
ϣʹˡ
ʹ?ʱҫü֪ˣдţһȥ
ǡ
.......
ʱҫͷȴԼĻ뿪üͷԼ
?üô֪ҼСǴҫµ?
壬ģ֮ǰǲ밢볯֮͢УŰġʱҫֺõǡ
ԭҵģ?
Ҳԭ?üû뵽ǰԼɽ񵽵ĶӣԼôҲ첻ߵİˣȻôţݣô˵ĻСǰҲӦǸʵۣ󹬼ǧˣı춼?
ǰ岻ԭ......ʱҫһͰҾͲںԭԭˡ
˵?
Ȼ............ʱҫЦЦΪţһԭҵġ
ʱҫͣãĻдв
㻹ûҵ?ת˻⡣
ûˡʱҫǰ?岻ҲҪ˵?
.......˵ͷҲ֪ô綼ǸˣŲŴԽ?
Խ?
Ǵһ磬Խ硣͡
岻?ʱҫüȥ?
Ҳ֪ҡͷôˣ......Ӧûزȥˡ
ǲȥʱҫͻȻ壬ͺϾҪʧһ
ɵӣȥ;ˡʱҫıԽļʶôСүҴԽţôٻȥģ.....ҪȥҲһ㡣
......ˡʱҫ뵽ʲô˭?


95 Խ
......ˡʱҫ뵽ʲô˭?
......?һôֵ֪?
Ǹ˺ͰʲôĹϵ?ʱҫ˵ʱ۾һΰһֱ֣ǿޣЦġ
......ʲôʱ?ôǵ?װɵ㶡
װɵң壬֪ǰһС
ʱҫ
ãҺ˵
ڻûǰֻǸ磬ͨһϰգΨһرģҲϲһɣҲһʼϲ˵ģٴѧǰҶԼϲŮˣ˭֪ᱻһ䣬ҲˣǸ˦ˣŮ˽ˣĶ󣬻......ҵı......ԳЦЦ
Ǹ˾?ʱҫü
ԡ˵ͷҲûʲôĵģǶ˵ͬԵİǲ᳤õġ
......Գӣʱҫס֡
壬ģֻһͬҲͷϣ
㡣ʱҫͷٶһΰɣ硣
ô?ʱҫʡ
ˣȥɽǵɽȥ棬ˤһӣ㵽磬ҿҶ˭֪һˤԽˣ꼶ˤСˣҪҶ⺢ͯģᱻȥһ˵ġ
ǸĶǸϵļǰ?
˵ֻ?
ʣߴӻͳֻóֻϸļһ飬ŷĵĺһҿҿһΪϵʱĻ飡û뵽Ȼ𣡹ֻǺã
ϵ?ʱҫͻȻս֣Ҷˣô󾳵²ȥ?˵ʲô?ΪʲôҪ²?
ȵȣôҲ𲻹ȿ
ֻᣬʱҫԼĺգ㿴⻹ǰĵģһԱȣС綼ôˣٽСˣԺǽɡ
šʱҫ˵ͷʶԼѾ£Ǻܸ˵ģǰڿԻشҵ?
Ҫ.......Ƭɣ
˵գ£סʱҫĲӣ°ťһ̣ʱҫͻȻ壬һԭΪƬû뵽Ȼĵһ
Ƭϣһأһɬ
ˣڿԸ˰ɣˣ˭?


96 ջ
ˣڿԸ˰ɣˣ˭?
.............ꡣ
?󾳵?ʱҫһû뵽Ȼ
ʲôʱ?
Ҳ㲻ǰ......岻֪ôͣ......
˵һ룬ͻȻˡ
ϣʤ
֪ˣʱҫ̫Ѩоر࣬дԼ顣
壬Ϣ
šͷȥæɡ
ʱҫĶͷӡһǣתȥ
ʤ?
ػϣ鷿Ⱥ򡣡
ߡ
鷿ʱҫû뵽ǣҲڡ
ߵϡʱҫ˸
šʱҫ˵ͷô?
󾳾ڱ߾Ⱥʱս⻰һʱҫüͷǵĿʲô?һͻȻͽս£һͻȻս
С壬ǵĿģǿĿġЦЦ壬ˡ
......
£֪?ڴ󾳣ҵСʱ򣬿˵С.............˵һ룬ͻȻ˵ˣʱص֣ʱһ죬˦ˡ
ʲô?
ʱذ˦ˣŵ
Ǵδ󡣡
ʲô?
ʱҫսȭͷ꣬......
սҲףΪʹ?
󾳺ʹҫ֮䣬Ҫһġʱҫתʹǰ鷿޵֪ʱһʹҪʲô......
ʹǰ鷿¡
²μʵ۱¡
ʹ΢ʱҫֱ⡣
˵ɣս𣬴ʲô?
ʻʵ۱ҪһˣֻҪʵ۱¿ϣ󾳻˻ر߾ҹ黹ռ򣬴󾳣Ҳͬҫ׳Ƴʹ΢΢ЦЦ˵......ʵ۱£᲻Ӧİ?
Ŷ......ʱҫüһֳԴԵЩȷʵʹĽʮֵ......
......ǻʵ۱......
ʹû˵꣬ͱʱҫˡ
......ʱҫüҪ֪Ҫˣ˭?
塣
?ʱҫظһ飬𽥵ıأ֪˭?
壬Ϊҫһӣ¥ĶҡʹΪǰԽʵ׷Ļ󽫾
.....Ļͦȫģ......ʱҫͻȻİ𣬡֪ǴҫδĹδ?


97 һ
.......
ʹһʱ֪ôش
.......ʹã޻ӦʹҪ?ʱҫһЦʹֻûһ̧ͷʱҫʱҫɢıϢʹֱӡ
ȥ߿꣬պ󣬿սʱҫ˦䣬뿪鷿
ôҾʹ뿪ˣ롣ʱ΢΢һЦ
뿪鷿ʱҫȥ˯ˣ壬ʱҫĲƽࡣ
ʱҫߵߣס塣
尡.......Ҷñ˰ȥ.......
ڶգǰ̫ˣһʱҫ糯
壬?
?ǲ˯̫?
ûС
ʱҫס壬֣һģô?
壬ұҪ뿪ˡ
ʲô?һ㶣ףôҪ뿪?ǴҫĻʵ۰
ɵϣҲ뿪ʱҫͷҪ
ʲô?Ҫʹҫս?һסʱҫ
š
...................սæ£ʱҫˣ뿪Լ
壬֪֪ʲôҪңһұȥҫʹ󾳵ìѾܾˣ֮һһΣұȥ.......꣬.......ÿ̽ҵĶ
ʱҫУ
ţ֪ͷ磬ǴҫĻʵ۰ԼҪ磬㣬һҪȫĻ
Ȼʱҫ壬ȵ֮գȢ֮ʱ壬ҪңһΣұ㲻ðٵȣҪ......ҵĻʺ󡣡
ʺ?û뵽ʱҫôģȻҪΪ˵ԼĻʺ?ԼΪѾûôţʱҫ?»ʣҪ˵ûããҫҲƴ󾳵Ŀţ͢ĴǣҲԲͬһҫĻʺ󣬶ҫİգҲΪԼһջˮ
......ɿǹеı?ʣõ?
壬ģеıףҲ⣬ϲǱһ
ǻλ̳.......
ģʱҫѾʮˣٹ꣬ʱҫƷԺãλʱҫʱλˣͿԺͰ嵽ɽˮ
磬ģԸΪңȨ??Щţʵ۵ıǶõ?ûãǶ˲ܽܵ?
Ȼҡ
忴ʱҫ۾ϡ
ţ㡣


98 㲻
ʮ󣬴ҫʹ󾳵սѾ˰Ȼ׶Σҫʹ󾳵ʵ£ҫʱҫԴʿǣֹһ£ʿˮʼòʳҲ𽥱٣ǵĿյսԴǰ߾
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ʱؽüͷҪȥش󾳵ӣ²ǰȥ
󾳲ս޴һǰʱʧ޾̡
£
ˣѾˣ
ǣ룬һͬǰʱع֡
á
ʱҫһҹǰ
ڶգʱҫͿ꣬ǰ߾һؿ
ͷģǴ󾳵?
Ϊǰ
Ǻˣֱ?һǰ
˴ҫĻ󽫾Ϊ
Ϊ?üǰЦԭŽһ
ǿ?
Ϊ˵ʱҫǰ
ǡ곯ʱҫͶȥ˴Ŀ⡣
Ȣ?
ǡͷҲµûǴҫĻʵۣʱҫ?ǵĻһһϯҪ˵
ҾʱҫʲôҪ˵?ʱҫһЦҵ
»ʵǻȴ޼ҺҲãţͬһãʲôһӣֿΪ󹬵ŮˣӴֻһҫ׳Ƴţû˿ԱҸ壬ҲûˣҸʺչ壬?ҫʱ£
?˵һѻʱҫ治ɫĻ˿֡
.......ҧϣ԰廹ңҵġ
?.......ʱҫмƾʲô˵?˭֪Щ
꣬Ȱ㻹Щ壬Ѿҵģ磬ֻϰ塣ʱҫУ˵ʲôã꣬ѾкˣǺӵĸ?ô?
ɱˡ˵䣬һ˿顣
ɱ?.......ʱҫЦˣĿдŷ̡
꣬㻹ǺüıʱҫҿΪ˰岻κһŮ˳ףΪ˰⽭ɽ?
㲻ԡ
ûȿشʱҫֵ㲻䰮壡
㣡
ȭͷѾɫĿ¡
꣬ҫʹ󾳣ʱ˶ˣ


99 
õϢС壡õϢһģס
ʲôϢ?һϲãб˲²⣬ʤ?
˱ҫͶˣӴԺ󣬴󾳻ҫƳ˷ܵ˵ϺͰغѾˣŵڣӦþͿ쵽ˣ
?ס󣬡ж?
ˣû뵽ⳡ̴£˵˵̲̣˵ǣϾʱҫȥֳս£جΣ£Ȼ֪ʱҫѾʤˣѾڸ·ˣǣڻǺϾͼ
죡
⻰꣬ͻȻ͵ƿˣ⻹ûӦͱƿˣڷӦѾһ׵˱סˣ׵ɫ֪ˣʱҫ
ˣ˳˷䣬ʱҫˣôʱҲˣҲҪȥıˡ
壬......
ʱҫͻȻ֣һʱҫֽıԼӲףѵۡ
.......ȷſ.......屻Щ˵ҲԵùԹԵģʱҫſ塣
Բ̫........
ûϵҡҡͷţЦʱҫԴ
ҿû?´ʱҫüͷʱҫˡ
壬׳ˡ
ʱҫ°ӵ˻УֻһΣʱҫû
ӵ壬ʱҫĶͷӡһǡ
壬һΣҲˡ
š
ҲӦ͡
ǳװɣ
?һҿˣʺ?
ʲôϵ?ʱҫǵһлʺ󡣡
һлʺ?ʿˮкǺһЦǰǾ벻Լʺġ
壬ӦҺ?ʱҫڷ
üĵʱҫ֣Сӣ
壬Ӧҡ
......üһÿǿǣϾ......ܲ˺ͼٸŮ˷һˡָоܲ˵ģǹŴķ⽨Ů
......ʱҫͻȻЦ壬Ҳ˵?ֻһˣǰ˭ȥ?
......Ը?Ը⣬ǳ͢Щ.......
ɵϡʱҫұǸܴܵĻʵۣʱҫʮˣұѻλ
?ò˼飬ʱҫȻԸ⣬ԸѺò׵Ȩλˡ
壬Ⱳӣ㣬ôҵһ......
ʱҫӣ岻һ
......
һůʱҫĴһǹ
壬Ұ.......
˿Ѷ........


100 
գʱʱҫȥ糯ˣۣڴϣ컨壬巢˴һӣԼСӵˣֻҪСӲԼʵҲá
һ糯ʱҫ͸˹Ժɹ̫Ȳ衣
壬ѾѸˣպұף
ʲô?
һڲˮ˳Ǻòͣԣʱҫæ˳
壬ô?ѵ㲻ҳ?
ʱҫ˵Щί
.......ǵģֻô죬......ұŵˡ˲죬˳һŻָ
ôͬ?ʱҫߵǰһ֡
ţͬ޸ңСӣԺҵˡһֻʱҫ
šʱҫЦŵ˵ͷ
պ󣬴ҫʵʱҫ飬£ͬ죬εĻʷ¡أĻ°һⳡɻ󣬲⣬ԭֻһҫʵҪȢˣҪɴҫʺˣһˣ¼ˣҫлʺһջˮк꾫ҫʵǱۣɽҫʵְ䲼һʰ񣬻ʺ˰ռҪ󣬻ʵۿӦҪһʰʹðնʺ˵øУʱҫҪһΪʺ£ǽܲˣʱҫֻһʱ𣬿ʱҫôģʱ֤һС
֮գƻͨ˻ʼҷʽȻΪӣҲⲻͬŮһ㣬ڷڵȴʱҫңǲܳԶģʱҫţͷԸŮڷڱ˳ʳʱҫʱ;㷹˯ˣҿ廹ԼĴ֮գֻǳǳ˯ʱҫţߵԼʱѾ۾
?
š
ʱҫûкȶپƣȴһʱҫ֪͵͵Ⱦˡ
壬͵Ⱦ?ʱҫʡ
ģҿû͵ǱơٺһЦƵӣԵʮˡ
ʱҫ̿ˮ
壬ǺȽưɡ
š
ߵߣ˽ƣ忪ʼʱҫɵɵЦʱҫãǳ׵ˡ
ٺ٣磬֪?ʱҫҴûһ⣬һ㣬ôƽһˣô?.......
壬Ҳûһ㡣ʱҫץסڲͣԼҵ֣ѹԼӣҺܸмҸмҵߣ鵽˰һ˵ĸолл㣬塣
ɵ........
㶣һָֻʱҫһĽӽʱҫʱҫĴ
ҲҪлл㰡......ллİ.......
.......Ұ.......
ʱҫᱧ壬ž⣬ֹһǻᷴģڣ۶ʱҫ
Ϩһҹעߡ


101 һ֮
ҫ꣬ҫλҫλ꣬ͼΣΣעũɣʹҫľûָոԣǿʢѵһֻǿϧǣҫãҫʺԽԱİҲΪһμѻҫλ꣬ȵܳ󣬱㼱æλλʱҫܣӴ˸ĹŴܡ
µ۵ǻСӰǰʱһμ꣬һ˰̣ĸо꣬˿ĸӺˡ
ʱ˽һ㶣㶵ǣˣ廹Ϊ֮ĶȻʱ䣬Լôȥ壬Ҳ޷ԼĨȥ㶵ǣǰı仯ʵ̫ˣһ
.......
껰ڣʱҫԼ󣬸ߴӰסߡ
ǰȥ
.......긴ӵĿʱҫһۣתȥ
ʲô?
뿪Ŵʱҫı˳ߵǰЩĿʱҫһôôԴ?
Ǹ겻⣬ǰģûȫģҲܸᣡʱҫĵĵֻһ˵ģ
̳ӣţ˴ʱҫĶͷһ?
ȻᣡʱҫЦű壬ʱ䵽ˣ߰ɣ
ιʱҫͻȻ˻СӣԼߣ˿ô?
˿?ʱҫЦȫ˶֪ҵġ
ЧֻðʱҫĻһ˱ûˣϣûϵóԼ
ôţˣʱҫΨһĻʺ󣬱ʱҫڻģǸк󣬻˭?
µ۵ǻ˲ٵĺ˲ٵʹµȴٳٲҿʱҫջˣٲʱҫ嶼ҪɣǵСܣδĴܻʵۣǲǱ˭ˡ
ʱҫʱлǣһĺ֪ͯӣǿĳӣײ
ǻ󣬸ʹַȥߵģǿꡣ
յĶߣ
壬ҷ֣һ㡣
ллֻϧҴûмǵù㣬úչ˰ײɣĺӺܿɰ
˰
壬ֻܳΪԼеһ룬ֻϣģԼ
壬˵ʲô?˵ĺᣬֻһʱҫԴʮֵİա
ûʲôЦˣڶλˣȥô?
ɹת˻⣬ʱҫɫˡ
Ȼ㰢úõĿʱҫȥģȥģ
áȥȥ֪ͨһ¶ϺͶ硣
ʱҫƻһЦȥ𣬽
?ҫ.......
ģҼȻλȻǷҫܵġʱҫǣ֣ΪĹңͿˣڣֻϣܺͰһֱһ𣬿úɽ
.......ͷЦ磬㣬һ֮ҡ
.......壬㣬ҵһ֮.......
˳Ĭӣԣ˵ж顣
л죬.......


102 .ײ
ײǴ󾳵ĴӣɴӰײ¿ʼײʮֵľԼĸȻδԼǸȴδۿԼ
ײ˵ԼĸȴҲϲȥĸҲԼʱͶԼĿ⣬Ȼ.......񣬰ײףΪʲôԼԼĶӡ
ֱһ죬ڿʱ򣬰ײ͵͵˿ݣһϲȴ֪һܡ
һ죬ײԼֻϵһ죬ţһΣһۿԼһϲԼˡ
ײյʱոպãûеȶãˣߵ¹ߣһԵĹ̨óһһŴҫεˣײףԼĸΪʲôһŴҫ˵ĻֱԼĸ˽
ĸһһѶ˸еĻ
Ϊʲô?ΪʲôǸ?Ǹ˲㣡ǴҫĻʺˣûᣡûˣ
Ǹ?ײһ㶣ԭ......һ?
ңİŮѹ£ɢö¹İײɪɪ
꣬кӣŮˣΪʲôҪ?
ôߣ
һŮ˵ϣÿһ
.......
ΪΪʲô?ҾͲȢ㣬Ը......Ը.......˵һͻȻסˡ
ԸȢ?ԸҪײ?ԸҪ󾳵?Ҫڵһ?.......Ů˱һЦ
ǰ..............һĿŮһۣ߳⡣
ߺŮйһ̱ڴϡ
һ쿪ʼײԵĴҫˣãҫˣĻˣҪǴҫǸˣԼĸһĶԴԼĸײףΪʲôԼĸϲϴҫˣңǸ˻Ǹеġ
һ󣬴ҫλײòſǰȥףء
˴ҫʹײ͵͵Ĵӿߣ뿴Ǹ˵׳ôңǸһ١
ҫĻʹԹһײţ·ҫĻʹ˺ܶ壬Ȼ󾳳ҫЩĺӻʹŴ󾳣һŴ󾳷εİײͿʼʯӡ
ΪʲôҪʯ?ҿǴҫĿˣ
?һսܹѣʲôʸ?
......ײһʱ˵ȴǣ󾳣ֻһսܵĹҡ
ǰʱԼڴҫ£ײҲ鷳ôվţʯԼҰ.......Ұ......һӦþ˰?ҿɲܸ鷳Ȼ.......ҫ˶ǻˣͯҲ㡣
̫ȤˣҪ.......Ҫǵɣ
ʲô?
ײ͵̧ͷ
ҾԲᱻǵģײҧгݵԸң
٣뱻ʯ?Ը
ͯ˵ţһȭͷСʯͷײȥ
ײıۡ
ס֣
ײ͵һۣһӰסԼߣϧǸʯͷѾ˹Ҳ֪ҵĸطֻһƺߡ
һʹײ


103 .ʱҫ
һʹײ
...................ˣֺкȫ
......ǲǹģ
ǹ?ô?Ǹ˵ʱһֱ΢ЦǣЦôᣬ˿ţȴһ
......Բǣֻ......ֻΪ˽ѵӣ
кվʮ㣬ֱֱָ˰ײ
?ΪҪ?
ʹйصˣʲô?
?һЦ˿ʮֵĺƣҫƳôҫĳ̶ֳ˵ʹҲһĹϵôҫҲ?
ǣкˡһڵء
Ҳȥĸ󳼵ãⲢһŹǡײͷ񳼷ҫҿɲָʲôսգƽദҫ֮ҲƶԴ󾳰գǹ壬Ҫͷãǧڼ۸󾳵񣬲Ȼ......ҿɲһ׵ķŹǣ
һƲȺ¡
ǣǣ
ЩӻСҲ뷣ǣֻף˵ҫ䣬ҫ޵еģֻƽദİղŻս֮ࡣ
߰ɡ
л£
ӿͷæˡ
㻹ð?
......˭?
ײĿ
ǴԽӣ˽գұǴܵĻʵۡ
?ײһ㶣ҫʵλӵǻǹűǽܣʱҫ?
ԡʱҫºһЦͬµů
ô.......ҲԸң˭?
......ײʱҫܷ˴ǰΪҫкˣʱҫܣԼˣˣһ˾ůĺˡ
ô?ʲô?ôҷ?
?
ʱҫܵײŻع
......ǵ......ײֺͷһҡţû
Ǹ......ҽаײϣ......ϣܼסҵ֣
ײ?ǴĴ?
ʱҫһԾ
š
ãһסģô......ʱҫǣ˰ײ֣ڴȥ㸸ǰɣҪʼˡ
.......ײͷ.......ůǣ.......
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