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ǵһʱһ񺮡
ϽŹ̲סӼ˵Ů˹ȻǸ񾭲

ڣ촺Ƽڱϡ߻һ档ˣŵ
ݶͻȻһϸС죬дǽƤڱϣȴ
ԭ˯ĺҲǽƤҵſ죬Ȼ۵һ
ǽƤһһµ󣬺Ѿ޵ȫǰ׻ҡ
ӺȻһ𣬲Ұ׵Ĺ磬һһεسڵĿ
촺Ƽһֱվԭز񱻵Ѩһ㡣ͻȻͷݶǴ׵꣬¶һֻ޴ĺɫצӡ
޵צӣε֡צָϸֳ·ذݶϣ
촺Ƽͷƣ۾צӡ촽סأһһٵ˵ˡˡˡ
ں˺ѷεĿϸظһһΡ

ڶһӴԼˡ
ŵĻаǺСá
Ȼһ˯ʮСʱ......ʮСʱʮӡǵ̻ʵˣʵڲ֪ô²۲źá
˯ôʱ䣬ͷ𣿡Сýһճӷǰ
ץ̵ֻ߿С
ԣ̡û˺Сָ˱ˮ
ͷۣ˯رáˬͷˮɾǶòУǰˡ
Ե㡣СЦЦͷСֱȥá˵ȥӲ͡
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šͷһ˯а......һûô˯
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ǣ˵ģҪǻѣָСָҽԺȥ
ͷ˼Ҳˡ
б۳޶ֽ֣ŴӶ......Ǳ±ˣĹεĶ
......ⶵͦרװӲ衯İɣ
±СŻкţһųˣǸȹġӲ衱
¡˵ţȻʰһ¡
ʰʲôʡ
ǣС̨ɽٲȥ

Ӳ衱治Ǹǵģһ¶ǣȺþ棬Ƚ죬·ܶ궼û
Ȼ˻Ҫ˯ȣԱӣо
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۾ɨһȦɨں˨˨ֶֻƨ档һֻü˨ϸһš
˨ҪǸӣλǸһ۵öᡣ
һֻĵȳƣϧܱܼ־֢Ҫθڡ
Ƕŵɽ·һ飬ʱʱ߶¡ǸͷҲڡ
촺ƼûڡŸޣҲܴ֡
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ǣǰ˵֣û뵽ȻôᣬôҲͶʮͷʮ......ȥ
ǻû˵꣬Ȼֱͷ˹ȥ
ʲôǵͷϵ̣һͷˮָƲͰ
쿴òܾԼûϴ
߽˵ĶԻý¶ЦС򵼵ļͷ
ãæ
䶯˶Ҳ
ˣžָԾ¿ߡתۡ
ЦһλεİȻ㡣


12 ĲǿСˣ
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žժѼñվֽܰϸ
һĺɫ£αֱ޳Ƥѩɫ촽üǸͦüһԾµСش޽ǡ
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㡣žȻ𣬵ͷЦҼǵá
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žֿ룬òûмȥȻüԣݳһֻ֣󷽷ҽܣ𡣡
žֻ̧֣۾ӣãž
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ǻ簡Ҳϼҡžеࡣ
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ն̣Ϊ˰ȫٺҲÿߣǰɽ
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ʪеˮƣһɽ羰
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̲裬ǰСøҵġ˵ŴӰͳԼķݶǺ˿ڣ̹̾
ٲȻĶȻ˵û룬ţҪԼһʱ̣̹̹
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žߵӸǰͷ۱˵䣬ŤֺһСʱɻʱ䣬ҲҪԶ
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ղţ֮ǰһһΣžͷˡѾˡ
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žûӦֻǽ䡣
ȱ......֪žҪʲôæֹ
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ˣֻôžڴžѪơѪȥ
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ƣƷж߾ҩ״̬ȷ֤ṩ֤ԣΪ֤ʹá
ҹ֤һʼ˵Ĳֻ֣һ˻ؼҡֳ״ϣӣҲδӰ콭İӣžĳֲܱڡ
Ȼܺ˵˵Ҫһ١


32 ʲôࣿ
С˿/ãԲ군裬컹ϷһЩעۼŮĲ򡱣϶Ҳ
һһֱǲ壬ʱֻ޶ԼͷҽУƨҲŪ
ˣȻһážĳֱĨεģģһжɵġ
Ȼ˺ܶ鷳Ļȴǡͷһɱǧȱ¡ʾ֭߰˳˳߼Ū......
ֻקסžǻһ١
ھĵ࣬ҲˣѾкܴչˣڻǲܸ˵
֪ǹأ㲻ùҡû˵
ɣҵ绰㻹Ҫһˡļ硣
֪ˡࡣͷתһ֣Ӷһ̵ϡ
ٲŶѹѹƢ̧߷·ߵͰ
һóһֱĸ̣ų³
ţе·
߹žҪžھָûκΰգžġ
ʵĽԼҲžظ͡ңžľˣǺ
һ˵ĻžҲв۵롪Ⱳǳ鲻žˡ
ȲûеƾžջӣӤԹϵ޶ָǳ鲻
𷳵Ѿ϶žԲ
תֽǣһ̧ۣȻžվ·ߡ
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žߵǰվסȥƺЩִ٣⣬Ÿʲô
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һţ⴮Űߣ⣬žʵĲ٣˵ʵҺšǵôͷβһһ
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ĿϬش̹žž޿ɱܡ
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33 ҪЩ
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žòɫԽԽѲңֱӦ
ִ̾˴ݸžһ顣̫壬ĿǰΪֹѾȥǾȹңû壬ŪģұŪ
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·ŤžѪ֮Ĵ꣬ðչһġ
ûı飬Ż⣬塣
žüۣؿڱʲôּĶײײ˵á


34 һŵġ
ƲžӲصܣãϿϲ
С᳤Ưò˵˳ȥҪͷžƽʱ˵ĸоһŸɸɾ꣬һ˫ǳ۾͸
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𣺡ӤҲܱң
ӤвΪȡܵʱ仹ǿԵġž˵
סɷһǣָϸ˴ꡣ
һŻֽֽʲôʣȻܱȴ쳣ͣϸ˳һܽʵ
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žһ٣ƽ˵ɰѡ
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ǻžžشе⣬־ȹôأôɣҲڲʶôһŷȥ
ҲֽƬӣһռţĽԸո̶ѡ
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ҡҡͷòףˣ㻹Ǳȥˡ
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35 ߹·ǰ
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գ۵ĹѾԼ״áеûŰСۡ
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žһ˿ǽһ˿¥ݷ֣......
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ʵ¥ȻԼܳȥɡߡǲУҪô˵϶Ūɳ׾
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ž𣬿ˮϣ򡣡
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ƽҹɳͣ
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һӰҹڰݵ
žŵǽ棬һԾ⡣
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37 ɱץˣ
Щʲôɥ⡣׵ֲУôԺܡԶ˲𣿹굽һ绰ûû˶֪
һԱ˿ڲ衣ʲҶ̫ڣһҶӣڸɰͰ͵ĵŤͷͰȥһ
Ҫô˵ŮծءһԱ˵˵˸Ƿ
ͨӰˡڰͨ죬ƣͷŭ񾭣俺ܡ
СǸˣһ䡣
ҸҵģɸҳڣûȻ;죬Ƚŵˡ
ӲŹϵϹҳڣͲʳʲôڡ⵱Ա²ۣʻҲǸŷִ磺¶ܸ˵˵𣿡
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ӣԱһ˸ɳ׿ȷۣ˵˵˵
һҹĵ˽⣬ǰ˼ʹϵѱǰΪһͨ¹û˫ȺһֱŮһС͵˽Ժ
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ĸգн÷
÷Ȼ£ʹũ˲һƯȴŬ
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𸸶˶٣˵ͱȥ飨飩ˣڼҰţչ磩ɡۼ......ҲȷʵûôǮˡ
÷Žª˰̣۾ĳȡ׼ȷ߰˹֡
ûޣû󳳴У˻Ժͷûжƽģģᶯһ
÷˵á
ֱ󣬽÷Ĵ粡ȥ÷ͻȻ˼Ӽʧˡ

˾ûʡŸңұߣǰߡ
÷Ȼйأˣ˵ʽ¡
Ϊ𣬸ͬˣҪȥ
÷Ķѧҵҹȥصľʹʼûн÷Ϣ
˵÷ںϣʱʮ꣬˭뵽ԼһС޷ģܴԶء
Ҳǡִ
ֻ˺ü꣬ͲӲžͨʱ䳤ˣѾڶ΢΢ȡ
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ͱ㿴ĵ¡ҵǴǻ̾ģҲ֪ûУҿʱǲ壬˵׻״̬ܲ԰˯šҲʲˡ
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38 ˣúûžС
÷ãΪȫСĺӣһֱТ˳ТֶԸĸ˳ֳֶ
ʱ֣ҪԼѧҵΪû˵ʹӦˣתͷԼе鱾ӡǾȻô࣬϶ũСƽߡ÷ӵúԹԡ
վǲԼòǰТӣź˴һ򵥵顣类ʹĥҲڴĲбܼ尾
ۣۡһ죬ĥˡ
Ŵ类ƽ̫ƽ䣬Ȼûж㱯ˣһֽѵĸоǵһΣԼܿ¡
󲻾ãһ죬÷͵˸ĸĶԻ
ĸŸҸ˼Ҽˡ
С÷û飨飩ǲʲô֣ϢˡˣΣģáô˵
÷ʱ룺ҵΪʲôû飿
ҲǡС÷Ѱ˼ҡҲ˵
÷ĬĬժϵΧȹȥžӿԼ
ľӲķҲյļ򡣾Ӻܸɾ÷ʰʱղ
еŮǹЩƫˣϸüۣĺƯ˵ģ
ôһԲܹڲһķСȥ
ǽ÷ڶξԼܿ¡
ҹȫ˶˯ˣ÷͵˸׵ǮŻƱˡ
Ƥ𳵣ҹտĳ˸ˡ˴Ŵ綼ܽ棬̸÷ܸˣԼѡˡȻиõľӣʺӳ
˵ݸϡ
֮ʲô÷ȫȻǵá첻ʱ÷ԼڳСĲ
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÷ˡ֪ԼȻôᡣҿ޳ұ
˾ôǸ˻ᱻʬܻ𣿻ز׻زᱻͻؼңͻũ壬һ˳Ц
ҪĬĬ䣬ֻҪ˵ز죬û˻֪ѾǸɾŮûˡ
÷óǼ´ϣסеĺۼˣĺܿ¡
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һŶӣڳվ㱵죬֪ô졣ͻȻļ˰һϣ𣿡
÷˲ˡ֪ԼЪ˹ӼܳҪĲ֪ԣƤ𳵣ǼխѬĲԼѩ״ɫ......
һǧ塣÷֪Լ˵ʲô
ϸ˿÷У߰ɡ
÷ſ壬˻ûߣúܳԳơ
˴Ӷһǧ壬˽÷ˡ
һǧٿ飬÷ԼۣԼˡڶ죬˱
÷йܶˣι״廨ţ֪ǵֻ֣ǵŤ϶ĵĳζмԼ/Ǯ
÷˽
֪нʱ򣬽÷һһҹȴûס˭ĺӣ˭
ȥҽԺ̥죬÷·һҵ绰ͤͻȻħϡʹ绰ȥһͨ
ǵöֻ롣ڴϴѧҲġ
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һ˲䣬÷ǹ˵һоԼͷƤڷ飬ŵڶǰۡܺܶ
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÷˵绰һκͼϵ
͡ҡûϵˡûмˡ÷ʶԼС
ûϵˡʣԼһˡһһ
÷һͷĿѣŤͷûҽԺ

ۡǽ÷һξԼܿ¡
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ҲǸʱʶ
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Ҫжãһ죬÷͸ˡ
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Ǵһֱ磬ͻȻſˣ˸С
һžͱſˣѾꡣ⺢ϰߣһ¾Ȼÿζ衣
÷ֻϲֵط
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ſڵĽŵĿɿڴſǽ裬˵ӣǳִУˮҴ˽ؿڡ
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ֻʬ׽˺롣
÷Ǯܸ......ˣˣô죿СԣС
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Źϣ÷ļҲϡ
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𱻻ε飺ǿǿʵҪô˭ǿ˭ء
ֲŶֻԽԽȣѾЩˣˣúûžС
Ƕǧٿסǹ˼һ֮䣬塣ȫǿյģеġǼٵġúûš̬ţţѪ죬ݹ棬ªֻҪסĸ֣Ǿˣͻ˼䡣
𣺡úûţͿд·
Ҳǡˣҽˡ갸ӰˣƸС
ң˵ҽְҵɾĻӲҲвô˵ʵϣǷ
ˣ㻹Ǻһֱ̫á¾ͳܸϤЩҪȥ
һϽӲ磺ȻҴӦɿɿھʹڶء
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ҵѾˣСϹ......
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УҴ㡣˵
䣬ûͳֻܽĴĸ䣬ȷûˡ
վȥߡţҪһʱӦ
ڽֻӶͳ绰ѾҶˡһţžģҸᣬΧûٻϢл˵
ԭžжַͨ˶ţֻողŻ𶯡
ɨ˱žһһ۵Ķţһ绰˻ȥ
žôãֻڶ㹻˵ӡʱ绰Ŷϵģԣӡ϶⡣
ͨһžͽˡʱ䶼û˷ѣʣӵʲô


39 Խۣ̺۾ͻԽ
ֺžǽվһֱֻڶߡ
绰˵ģ˵úûţͿд·
žͷһ̲ͣסƬ̵
ǰһμ˻ûȵҪΪ⣬ΪʱҲž˵ƵĻ
ڰȥˣصһʹ࣬ҹĥıȴֺûб˻һžĶʱģ˼򵥵˵ֻ
𡣡ž֡
ӣķʽž˼
ӣžһϡ
ͻε»Ǻʥйءǰڤ......ѵ飿
ഫҲʥ֮һˮѾӨ͸ǺεΪ鶼ؿٵλ֮
žæжͨٸȥһϢ飬Ҫ
ž˼ߵȴĻظû뵽Źһĵ绰Ȼ˻
ӵʲôͷ
ž˰롣˼͸ſòСġÿ仰ڵϣž飬һҪӣʵڲס
ûž˵Сǲףɵӡ
𣺡ˣʵһһ˵Ϲ رµʱ
ңŽ档
𣺡ӡǱߵĶɡǰɽͷһɱӤõĽӣ
žֻķڷ̾Ӧǡþʵ롣
Ĭˡ
һȫȷҪҡž˵
סȥ绰ͨŰɡ˵
žƤ˳Ũܵĺڽ޸ס۾СЩʲôԾһҪҡ
ģҪȥˣȲ˵ˡ˵꣬Ǳ߾ʹϸ죬ֻֽ˶

ڣרˮرϴ֣մһֵˮ飬ȥ
ǰ˵õģڴҵ˸ҡ
ֻʪ֣˳ִԼһֽһŵݸ𣺡
ӹ֣ҵ˵ͷõˡ
ܸ磬ҳ߰ɣȥ˵ţȥ
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⻰ʱ˲ͻι˽
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˵ͷûٶ˵ʲôڣмˡֻǣΣ˿ˡ۵ƤˣԽۣ̺۾ͻԽ
ҲǾ仰˼˵һͯҵһͯꡣ
һҵˡ

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Ҳ֪˲ġǿߣžӦҲ
Ҹͬ˵Ҫȥ߽ˡͦġҴ̣ӹ˸䡣
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ҲԲȥ̾ССʵˡ˵ʵ°С֪ô졣
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˵ͷŤһۣˡ˵̧ߡ
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˵ĶԲԣ˳˰ѽŶ
塣ͻȻʣ𣿡
һúõġ㲻ҪЩ
ĬһӣҪӴһѡ
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ǲǿˡš
ʲôǷڽһͷ£ǴͷԵúܻܿɰ
ǸӡС˵˵Ŵ顣
⻰ô˵ģʡ
ܸоǱŻлҪ˵Խģʻļ˿̫ˣס紵Ҫһһ㣬ؿźÿϸ
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̧ͷʪ۾ĳС𣺡˵һر𾴵ġܸ硯ƨرۡ
ƿԣһʱͷɬ
͵͵ҿ㣬ԶԶָҿ͵ƬҲʶ㡣Խ˵ԽС˴Сųһ
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Щ㲻һܹȥɵС˳ҵĻȥҵġ
֪ģ֪˭֪Լխˮ/......֪ϲĽԼҳ
ûٿ޻֣ߣӣָŽ첲ϱĺۼǽ÷ģģ
Сӡ......
СΪɿԲϡүһ֩˿ڱܵأ޶ס֩˿ڵԵƴȫȡ
ɿԣҾ֪ûƭҡĿһ˵ܾҡ
ûĻҺ裬ǻӡ
ܾҡ


40 ģ
㲻ǻӣĲǡļ򣬽§
϶ҡؿڿޡ
˰ѽ׵ͷǰͦһ鱻ſȥ
𣺡Ϊˡ˲Żô㡣ĲκˣһãҲ㡣
ģսսʡ
ġ˱ۣ̾

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Ž˻޵̫ˣ԰׵ƤΪɫһȴҵĺ죬Ƥ׵ģ˳žѹ
ôܿޣͷ۲ۣʡ
ۡӣСַ˼
˵лл㣬塣
𳯽Цÿ
ҵܵܣǽĵܵܣ......ֶӣⱲˡ
˵ɫͷ룺ҽܴ磿
𡣡ӣŰ꣬ҶʮˣǽɡҿûôƤ
ҾҰɣû¡ĽСͻȻ¡
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ղŽ˵ϲ硱ء
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Щȡ
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С˵㶼ûϢˣȥС
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˵ģ룬ϡѵžϣŰ״ɶƤúžûĹƷǡ
һֻߵԸĺ󲱾ҡꡱת²ӣվȥϴ
Ҫʱϻ𳵣Զûžôϸˮͷû졣
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ž˹һӣ¿ǽһͷ䣬ǰ
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žӲص𡪡Ȼûѡ۽ëûһ
ץסžֲţ˵ҴԼպá
žڷɻҲʣˡ
Ժ˵............
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ԭɺֻƤĺèˡ
ɻֱһǳλ˵ճž
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ɣʲô˲繷ɽһֻвܻ͵èء
žӲ˺ܾãһûִܰģûá
ߣֶǰ˿С˵ҵġ
Ҳɥɡ
žĵؿһ˲ֻһɲǣ͸ͫƺһڡ
ĺڣһīˮһɢɢοһƬɳһĿնԨĶƺܶɱһ顣Ψ׸һˡ
žգۣȥ̾˿
û취Թһ䣺ôء


70 һץͦ㶼û
žҪȥ־죬ɽϻ棬Լ߹诵......Σָצ
Ȩžһ
Ȼķӡг౪ţ뿪̫ԶϹ诣£һжյġ
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룬Ҫǻɷ......
žһţ룺ȻһŻɷ
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žͷͷۣЩˡסǰأƸѹĿڣŻ˻ǡ
𣿡ˡ
ʱžԤƵ˺ܶ࣬ͻȻž⣬ھȵѿڶôˣ
£̤̤ʵʵ˯һžǲ԰׵СƵֱ˵ͦġ
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βһⲻһ¡ΣͷһϸȫLˡ
ϸظо
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.......ʶָȻɿ
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Σץġ˼±Ǽ⣬Ťž
ֺֻһ𣬲Ծشģֻ۶ԽԽԾ
ϰˣƤڣʺбۿžǸͻȻͲˡ
һץͦ㶼û˵˻Ҳѹ֣ΨһľݣҲץˡ
⻰˵ɣʵһЩ̽ʵû͡ž޹أž̫ˡ
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ܶʣžҲ˵֡ΪʲôǺձĳһžδΪ
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ʱڹҲ֪ž֮νٺøСʵͬһޣȫǲ˼
žһۣúۡ𡪡ƭӣǰҵɺҡ
ˣ⻰߻бζ
žĳ˳ѿȻҳ룬ֻǵġܼҵ£Ҳ̫ˡ
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С˵ͷҾȡ
ȥȫġ۾۽Ǵǳϸ·
žʲô顣۵Ҫ
ˣһѪԣεǡ¡سƢԣʲô߰ĻˮҽͣΨС֡
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ʹֻƬ̣˻Ƥƿˡ
ۣһʼЩ顣һۿľž
žüͷǵüۣ԰׵Ƥģ
û¡˰֣۾ǰܹˣǽ̫ˡ
žϸ˿۾ȷûʲô⣬ȥ۵׵ĺѪ˿ͫڰ׷ȥ䡣
žŷԼ̫ˣЩִٵˣٰͣʣ۾ܹˣ
š򵥽ͣǰֱʱ򣬳ܵˣһ˫۾ˡ
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ô֪˻νӲĲӣȷǱը
ž۽ޣ۾ᶯ£˵ô᲻֪......
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žһѹЩͳģðгļģȫȥС
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žڹվ˻ſڣȻô˵̫ʣڲĵʱ򡣡
žʵʬε־ҲɽǴɢһֱҲ䡣ܿҪǰ
诱žͷ΢΢˶Ȼվе
תͷѹһ˵ľƲƳͫãҲ뿴ʲôôӣ


71 Ƿ
ãҹʱ뿪ɽ
౪󡣡žԳ౪
žһۣ̾žƣǺ޲ŪӸˡ
ʵžѾܿˡ֪ƢǿӲȻȻ......˰ϴš
ˡЦЦ³౪Դ
౪ӣ͵͡ءһ
ֲɽҪ㣬⵨ӻ治Ѱ࣬˵౪ޣ䲻ЩϹµ󣬵˵Ҳмǧˣ㵹һҲ¡
ֹ£ǰó౪ȥžʱǽǧԴƤġ
Ҫ˵뺷û롣
⻰ؿб˹һۣˣǵģӵȻҪ󡣡
£Ҳǡ
һμҵ......⻰ڣ Ũڵ˭ʲô顣
ǧأǼʮ⾰֮ԶЩܻСһչ;ٻ̸̫СķʯתҲʣµǧ껪ǿն¿࣬ͽ尾
˭֪֡
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չȥʣôˣ
ţûʲôžݵЦ£Щ......诺׶סֺܿϧ
üԣû
һһˡЩžĸĸһɽһˡУžһкܶ뷨
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žǱƵģŲĵװڣǻɬѳǵȣ룺ڰοң
Ϣ֮󣬻౪βͼǿ
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ѵЩ»йأɻ
žϸˣ£ǻҪҵ־죬ʰ档
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طߣ㡣žץĸ첲ûš
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ŷ·Ȫһ㣬ӵһȺɫҺ壡

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ӣǲҲˡ˵˵ǰһԾֱȥ
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һʵؿžǰأˡ
౪ž漴һ
౪µĻٿȻʢβͺݺݳ棬顱һžӭͷȥ


72 ֪۵
ͷɺôӵסء
ȥغûмŶǰУǵžһ
౪أһͺžʱԾ£Ҳ
ͷһƬʲôڰ𻺻˿ŵһɵζ
Ǹմζζָ嵭Щϸȥţױ˺ԡ
ʲôζʡ
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ܵġžһֻ֣һػ
žŻȥͷߵͬʱԽΧ
ſǵľһ̳
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ȹȥž˵۾౪ʹ˸ɫ౪ϵյ߰š
Сĵ㡣ž˵
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žǰ·ͳ౪
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ȻѾ֪ǲͨļ̳ԽԽϸؿ»ⲻ˾ȡ
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žһҧֱ̧Ҫٴλӳ̢ͻȻ䣬оһӲܶˡ
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诵ֱ룬ָֻ׵žϣ·ƬĵС
侲Ҿ̨˵ǿӲһ΢Ĵž֪Ǵ
˵Ļ棬ڡ
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źںɫѪϵƤ顣
һ쬵˵ǵжĳ𣬷Ҫٿһ顣


73 ڰΪڣβ
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žĺףͻȻԼյĵЩѵûš
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ۣ߱ӿЮɱһе㣬ͷһ澹ҲһƬ𺣡
ޱ߼ʣ಻ϡ޴ӣΧ롣
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ͷϵѪָΣѪָΡ
ǿʹ̧࣬ͷĴֻԼֻһƬ𺣣ǰ׷ˡ
ʲôΣѵҪ
ȻԾ
ѪָȻ棬ÿһζܱ棬ʹС쳣ʵ
ҲǣֻһۡôĻ𣬰˵ӦûŨҵḷ́ûбǺ
⶯˶ӣżﾹȻһζէһźžϵζһϸЩϸ΢Ĳ𡪡ζҪŨ
ʲôΣϵѪָ
ͷһ
ֻһǳĻһϸĺߣűʼƹĽףСȡϡ
ܶϲûдյʹС......̹֮ǵɢˡ
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ͷӻȫѹԼϣʵöҪ§ˣž͹һССıǡ
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ƿԼȿղﱻء
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ĴָϵѪָ΢΢ȡ˴Ҳû֮ǰôˣЩɤҲٸۡ
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Ϊ˯ͷխȥֻܴžϿȥ
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һԵžû˵ôס˽
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ſڣ־ֺһˣʦû𣿡
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ž֮佣ŵձϣһ뿴ȥ˸ͷŮؤ
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ŮؤﰥţǶڵţڵ߯࣬ģƤšţкʹı顣
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𣬻ɷûУžͻȻʡ
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ֻҪû֤ݣҾ͸˱ۣԼ롪ԼˣԼܲţ
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˵ǣǾ綾
˵˲׼Ū......㻹............£ͷ󵹡
ž˽ס˯ȥϷ£Ǻñӡ
ԲֻҪܻŻҪɱҪζ㡣
ž̰ض࿴ۣһǸ˫׵Ƕڶ¡
֪˴Ǻ̬ɹʱӯ飬
ž𣬷·ͷաһƬ죬ܻȥ˫ٳ죬ܲ¡
ž±ۣأأ˫üġüԡ۽ǡһ´
žֱ壬վ˺þһŶ˶
ȥߣѴϡչⱻڵ̼䰵
žó壬ҧԼָ⣬ι˼Ѫ壺ѡ
΢⣬һ......
Ϣ㣬˵˵ž˵ţһѳ诣չ㡣
žһһزҰѳȥڤԨ
ɽ޵Ľ黹ڣĸ׵ϣûɽѪҲһ취ĻǣͶ̥ת
֮ǰı⣬......ž۴ϵ𣬡ǹ读㡣
ʲô˼ŵʣѾˡžι˳弸Ѫ֧š
Ҫȥģʲôһزǰ׶ɽҾû˻ʶҲ֪ʲôҺ˵......ˡ
ҲٸιѪúϢסҵĻžָ壬ض£󰲾ˡ
žջضУٿһ۴ϵ߳š
Źϡڣž⡣աһžľ
ʣµʱ䣬žֻһŰšһһһ¥ˮשߣ·Ƶů⣬ĳ۵תǡŵ˼䣬һ

һֱžûӡʱ䣬־ǳԷ
ˣôվţ־žſڣе㷢£óԷˡ
ѵžŶǽˣ
ǲˡž˵԰˵Ǹ̫˯ˣҲˡ
ôУ־쾾üͷܴû°ɣӾ˯ˣ˰ɣ
û£ˡž˵
......ðɡ־ֻûȥȥ԰˵һ
Ϊ͸־ˣûʮ־ֻˣػǶŷ˹ġ
־˽žϣ԰˵ҪǲԾԣҪԵġ
žŷˣȵζֱˣͷãлл԰̡
ˡ־ܾòԾû£ôеء......Īġ
ʲôž־쵭ЦܵЦǳȴܰģʲôõģչ˺ùСͮҺ͹ȥǼԺһˡ
áž˵꣬־ϰµ鰲١
ʣ˴ˣܴ֮ǰ˵ӣû˰ɣ
ž۾˶
Ҿ֪־ٺٴ֣չ˺ܴ磬ǺúϢ
ǵóԶ־֮ǰһ顣
žš־ԶˣǳЦһ䣬һ

ҹѻȸ
ںڰۡûȲȥõĺһȷѾ˯ˣĴӴ
ûеƣ۾һɫĹ⣬ܽҹһ
ŵ뿪ңխССĵûκζҲû
ԺӣĴһܣߵԺſڣԺƿ
Ȼžվ档
读Ժϸعغãź͸ǰž˵õˣ԰̸˯졣
诣ôˣעԶϣʵǼԺӻΰɣ
л˵
520֣ôô


101 ů˼ĸ
Ҵˡž˵
һô˵
......ԡ请Ӧ־֪......
诵һʲô֪ģԼȥ
Ҫҡž泯Ժţγĵӣһ
ž£ưڵ档ĵѪϽ
ѾҪʲô诼žѪȥ̫࣬²õԤиǿҡ
Ƭ̣˽Ѫɫ磬΢΢Ѫ⣬չ·Ѫһ㡣
......Ѫ!Ŀأˣ㲻Ҫˣ
žûı飬͵ȥ棬ͺһ𣡡
һƬѪεضֱҹҹջιһ޺졣Ѫɫ⾲
žվһͷĿѣģˤ
诸æһѣžֱȺ䣬һĽֱϵ۱˳
ǿˣ㲻ϧϴѪΪڣ𡣡Ŭѹۡ
ҪԼȥצ㲻׼ȥŽ硣ȷžվȲŷſ
žǺһֱ֣ϵ۲ȫˡ
壬צӦò㡣ҪһŻѹŽ磬ǡž˻۾ۣԾЩε
ûбİ취𣿡诲ͬһȥðա
õİ취žӲݾܾһҪСģԷܹܿʼʩŽҹȥﻹˣΪǡ
ž԰̣Ҫʲô£ŵ㲻˵һġ
С룬ǲԸӦȥ־һİ취
Ҫ˽ᡣצ˼ҪңĿǰӦòɱҡǱŪʲôĿġž죬
ɫѿ˵ʲôžȴٰ֣ʾ˵ˡ
ţٻңһزͰȥڤԨ֪ôžڹзһС
ҲҪĶԼáž⡰й¡Ļ뻰ͷۡƾԭشһܣžҲҪһУβ
ԭѶӻžͷһǳ壬ʱ˻ûӡ
һֿܣצɱң׷ǰһѳ౪౪Ҫ̴һȥ塣סһҪȥ壬Ȼϵæž˵
ʲô......ҧгݣҶͻᵽĲٵȵȣ
֪Լ˾ϻžһ½Сģοڣиõķʽù
诣ˡž䵽ĳϣһ̾诵Ķ䣬·̩ɽѹ
һ𡣡诶ĵĳ壬Сĵţ˭Ļǣ
žĬС˵á
͵ס壬ָšžһ˲ֻͷ֪ģĻ裡
˵һˣܲס
ţҴˡֻɽһѪážǣȴЦһֱҶԲ
Զԡ
žʶգû̵Ľ飬ûȥʲôöž֮ˡʵϣֻǺ飬һͬѰ౨ѩޣžҹİţѾ
žͷҲصˡıӰݽҹʧˡ
诶һս壬һִֻء
غů
ž˵ֻɽһѪá
ƯˣһqڣĺһѪȴḶ́Ⱥأů˼ĸ

ˡɽɽվһߴͦεˡ
һڵĶ񣬷ñסžֻܿͦεıǼһɫ촽
Ҿ֪㲻ҲЦ
žûݺ˦е̢ɽͷشһƬ⣬ɫǳףӲзգڿֳˡ
㻹ôЦˣǼüˣҺһֱûҽܣʧˡ
ҽTҺĸʶ˵ҲȱöҿЩ
˵⣬TȻת㣬ָʱһźɷֱžžֱϡ
žֱϵƤʱãƳһᴩѪ
ž̢˿TǷŭͷ
......TƺЩԾ㻹һδ⣬û뵽ǰǸųվȣò̢СкھȻܳǬBҪǿĶôϢʯͷҲЦ˰ɣ
Ӧžĺŭ̢ĻէȻʢŨңƺҹ
TЦøˣȻʹˡߣһֱΰɣϾˡ
ž˷Ӧֱۿʼ΢΢žƴƣѹͷӿ緢ʹࡣ
Tǹڼž˻û𣿹ȻǴֵɽԶûĸ׺á
TǬBˣӾͻȬҪãӣСʱ죿
ҲѰҪõö࣬Ҫˣʮ¶òɣһ̡
˵ûСžɤͳɳƣƺÿһֶ˺˵н׺̸㵽Ҫʲô
ܲˣЦˣȻתᣬƮƮ˵ҲԣǸҪϲˣһܡ
žһͻȻ̢ȼյһһ磬ֱ̢Tȥ
Tæ㣬ܿϬһžױ̢ĻǹεĶñ
ɫ̼ٳɻҽžȵؿTڵƬ
Tɷɢһ̧ͷ¶һ˫Ѫɫۣͷаֻ۶ϣѾڸõǣ
һħ
Ȼ壡žŵԾ׷Tֳȥһӣ
TӦҲܿ죬һŨصɷðֻֻצצž˦̢ײڰзһըľ죡
һʱɽҡĽ
ұĸˣѪ޵ҵյĿȫǣ϶ָϡҪ㵱ʱܻӳӣһ......
Ǻ¡էTǰôžϣ
ҡžؿͻʹʱһѪ˳ȥ
ġTüͷһϧӣһɷףҵԼһ׵
TĵѪˣͱˡ
ҵġžĨϵѪݺݵ˵
ǣҲ˰̡TͷҲǷҪӣֻЩԼǸʲôʡñ˶΢һ㣬˱
⻰ѹžģ·ͷصı飬ظ
žǰһˤȥϣŵ滺һ󣬲ſ̢˷Ļ⡣
T߽žžǰվ¡Ӹ£ͷžȻƢˣ̸̸ס
ҪʲôžʺеѪζѵվվֱ壬Сһе̢һȼһ
ǿӲͷT£˫֣΢΢һʾԼûٶֵĴ㡣
Ľ׶ֻкôT˵ܼޣҴӦ㲻ֻҪѳҡ


102 Ȱ֮ǰܲĿ
Ҫ壿žת˲ˡ
̨ϣTķǧ׼ƣһǻǲƬ
ʱTķӦžԲһϲ˷ܵغҪˣ
£ҪĻǡ
ǸģûɢڳúõģѪιϢٹʮ꣬û׼Ͷ̥ת˰ɣ
롣žߣ㲻ֻһǲƬ˳壬Ҳ......
žͻȻɫʥ
ûTǡ
Ѱľںӱߡ֦ǧϸ졣ļ¸ԨעѰľϼϹ
ľˮԴУ巽ʥɵߵǬػأһҵ˵İ취
ɥĲ˵زҪ˭˭
žȻһ飡źĴɷǣ
㻹Ҫ򿪾ţǣҪž󾪣ûжѪɫ
Ȼ㶼µˣҲûʲôɽƱġTͷϡ
ӡžҧҾԲóѡ
Ҫ֪źӡǧаħһƣӿ롣
ƾ㣿TЦͻȻĸ׷⣬ԼһʯͷҲûֹң
žýӲ۾תTͷǰֻϽǡͼײƾţǣôϵġ
˭ֹңҲܣT
ͣƬ̣ҵ£T¶Цݣ˵ǷӡСɽ㲻𣿡
һֻ˲Ĺôʮ˲棬ҪܵͷŲȴأʲô£TЦһˣꡣ˭˶Ầ°ɣ
ʲô𣿡TžҿһͨƺȤһпϵۣ⸱ԲĵαģҶġ
÷ϻˡžǰһ֮䲻̸ʲôףҲ⿪ŵķӡҾҪɱ㡣
T˵û͡
ңɱͲ֪ܼҵ£ֻΪѪҵαĻǶҪ飿㲻ܼҵ׺ʲô𣿡
ѳҡҴӦ㲻ĻǡҪһѪңȻ岻ͬʱꡣ
һȫֻҪ㲻ҽļƻҲ˺׷ʵ࣬˵ܼżȻõѪΪѪɱһңͻɢˡ
ⱾҲȫģûйϵ
TҲǰһžյСɽ̫αˡܾǿǺϣ²ǻ˵ôģ
TѪһĿ⣬žӣεǰһƬɷףʱͷѡ
ž͵ʹߣסԼͷﲻϻطһЩĻ档
ˣСʱʲôӣ׶ϰ㣬ôģTž࣬˵·ȵôģţ
ž亹ۣͨǿȻһȥTؿڣ
T㣬ӲžһơƳȥԼԶ
ʣˣTؿڣƵģмߣҲɱ㡣ѳҡ
ΰɡžһӣ̢ڰ´Ƭ֣±ɢձɽͷ
ңָ⿪ʼžƤͻȻɫĻơ·֣˵ǻƣƣչžֱ˳Сۼϡ
Tһ϶ˣžƺ࣬ģȴȻɫҪѧĸףͬھ
ɿ죬Ѿžұ߰ɽȣԴͬھȻã㲻ܣҲڡ
㲻ɱңҲ˵ҡֻҪˣ课лܡTĿ⿴žû뵽Ǹ
İɡžһѪۣҸ㲻һ
֣ǳ׼ŭTTǱ÷׺ݡɷ֮죬γһڵУŰΧ
ɷһɽͷӿϯ
Ȱ֮ǰԼܲĿTŭ𣬡㲼Ѫ磬ΪĶȥҾͲôԼأ
ʲôžͷĶʱֹͣ
æ֣ԼһѪĹߣž߬ȭѪ綯ˣ
ͷէȻһƬڰž̧ͷָצͷϣҪѹ
žԾŤӣȫ˦̢ɷ׷ױ䣬ýҰ顣
žֱצġ

ɰСԺڡ
һͦʬһӴϵ
žǰûƣһƬڣŴգ˿Ϸ졣
ʹعƤ²ת﷢ĺ
ֳͷͷܳƺܴӲ׹
ƤǿŲԵ˫ȣһȻԵڵϣ
ַشӵʹζ֢һ첲Ҫ󴭼
òײ߹һˮëͷ㳯Լȥ
ˮһһ˻ڵϻ˻۾֫Ҳա
ÿһˮҪˮⲻܲ˵һָͷð̶Ƥ㡣
žҵšֻ˻źôվߵűߣһȭͷǽϵĿ
һȭᣬֶˡ
۾һȦûžӰӣƼϷһ̷ˡģһû
𼸲絽ߣһק......
Ժôˣ
𾪵һûܴȡԺһƬѪ֮У׵İҲ͸Ű߲Ѫ˿
Ѵ򿪡ͷĿʱżһϤζž
Ѫɫ............񾭶ˣ
׼ѿڴһžһͷײһ˫ɫ......
һûܺȥ
ʹµĹ诶ӣӲ˵Ҫ֮ǰҲôŹһΣѪѹ϶ȥˡ
رϴλˣڵһƬҹѪҪǣۻɫĹ⣬죬ޱȡ
Ժôˣžʲô£ɤ۶ʡ
ˣ͵վûӦΪ𲻸ôˣ
ɥųž˵һһε£
ĬĬ......硣˵Żѡ
诣ԺѪ......
ˣҴ֪ʲôý͡Ϲ诡˵žԲСѪ衣
˰촽ͻȻľһʱ丹ǻյҪȫڳڸ߿գΡΡˤ顣
Ŭ촽ʣžأֱȥˣ
......ͣ٣֪ô˵
ˡһȭͷȫڴ̨ϣָؽڵƤˣѪˡ
𣺡
л˵
Ѱľںӱߡ֦ǧϸ졣ļ¸ԨɽͼޡⱱѰľ


103 ºž
̢ǻӻ󣬻
ʶ˿ֲԼΪʲôҪһˣۣǱеĳɾˡ
ȻԼǼԺҴش쬵˵֪ǸƭӣιĻ쵰
־͹Сͮأ԰˯ţָ⣬ô󶯾ǲ֪ܲɣ
־͹Сͮ˯죬ҲһܸӦɽ
ȥ԰ˡ̾԰ϼ˻˯ǰѹ
ҲһҲǸô⻰鸴ӡ
ֳס̨Ծطϧصʱ˵һ˽ţһˤϵɸ
Ȼ֪Ϊʲô죬ǿԼѹġȥɽķϻɣ
Уȷʵеǽվá
说ӶͳһֽݹȥȰϵѪɡ
һȭ˴ָ̨ؽڻðѪ
޶诵ֽһԼϵˡ
һΪᷢ˷һȥ诶𿴣ѪɽһΧġԵֵɷ
ͷѪɫ¡
ºž
ȱģģҹôסô⡣ˡѪɫ
֮ǰʲôˣʹ诡
诲˵ֻ˵˵ǵ
زһȥ塣ҪĲǹǾϻźʲô
ֻ֪ʵ౪౪ˣ˵......
ţˡ
ѹ֣ѹ......;òԾžһΨΨŵŵƨұһ𻹶ԼôͿô˰
˰ô͸ǿָѶȵĻ
Ϊž֪Լһȥ׶༪٣֮أҪˡ
ǻزǸЪ˹ǾžߵġΨһһˡ
µģǵ诵Կ죬Ӧͷ
οҡǳ˭ܱ֤ս......ǳǰҲô˵ɻ
ˡֳҪΪǵ˵
......ĬĬžĳ壬̲סһ죬ʲôΪ㡣
֪תͷ请Ȧˡ
ҵˣҵȻ˭նҧ嶤
žûӦŵʲôžһھҪҲ֪
һϲҺܾˡôţûԼ޳ܡ
֪̫ˣž̫ˡ
˵ΪΪʲôôС˵˼ģԭͺܶѣܶƫƫħ֣ɷȫ򲻹㲻ƾʡ
ûд𰸣Ҳûд𰸡˭ûд𰸡
ǰĻֻ˵һ롣ȥָؽϵ˿ڣҵȷǷ˷衣
ҪȥžƣرƤߣ˰ͷûͷӬһȥʬҪҰﲻҷẦ
ǰ鷢شüǣȻɱ˵ĶˣģҲϹڡ
ĸ߰ĳʹ򣬻ͦŲ̮ϣֻΪ̧ͷ۲£Ǹ߰ͷˡHҷһˮ
请ãȴټοۣ˵ʲôã......ǿִˣֻžһӵܾ
ݵĴͻȻ죬æȥ־̽ͷ¶һŽ诽㣡
߹ȥôˣ԰ôˣ
԰û¡־켱˵ǹСͮСͮȥˣҲвѡ
诿־컳ﱧӣСñս˫ۣһ
Դоë޵ȣ˿û¡
ɽѪܱаɷСͮȻ޵ǳأɽѪ᲻չ˺Ѫɢûˡ
ͺá־ġ
͸ͷ˯áϷɿ춯ӡӡڴ̨
һɫӡâת˲ȥ
ּһ٤һǰȫģͷʲô㶼Ҫغ԰̺Сͮ
á־ͷһ󵽼ŷֽ诽Сġ
־Ҫشһת۾Ȼվڶ档صɴۣܴôˣ˲......
һᱣһϴ־ؽʡͷ¡
ǰѪܺӾŵùǺ
诶ŴͷƤ飬˵žǷ飬ǧҪƽ
ҽݣߵ诸ǰʣǴƤ±ȽϺã
ȵȣͻȻɫקһѣ˵
жˡ诽˵
סϸš΢ķ磬ϸĦڿ
˻˻˻
ţƳŵ
ڷ
ͷһ󵶽ʰϸ࣬Ѫţһʹ飡
㿪Ҫˣ说󺰡
Ϸش˸㿪Ӱͬʱ顱һ죡
æͷһԼ׳ĳߣ
Ϊɫߴضϣϳأͣ鴤˴ðѪ
......ֱצ룬ָ
ѪأѪɫУͷӿʲôϷ
ͷʲô⣿ʡ
ϸƼѪаڹһββͺͨβͬβ˾ֲӣ
עڴ󽭣жߣɣβ᪣עһŲõϻŤͷϹޣߣ
诵ɴ˫ۣһգգȻˣбģβϻŸˣ
л˵
ɽɽ:עڴ󽭣жߡעйߣɣβ᪣ˮйȡţ֮


104 Ǹܣ
ʲôãҹģ⣬ټһƬѪʣֻܿЩӰ
ȷǸˣĵ״ģ¹˵ͷŵž
ӦǸ꣬ž֪ʲôϽġ
ꣿü
ʱߵβʹҹջõ͹ǰ
һɫɥϱТƣѪٿһ̧ͷô
ţ𺰵Զ
Զ˫Ŀ񣬱ľګĿӹ诺ɨȥ
ߵһֻβסԶģһֻβƹǰ̹ȦΧסβ˵ļ⹳ֱĿڣ
ߣȻɱҡԶ˵ն˫۾Ѫᡣ
ߣȻɱҡԶظĻеһ㡣
ÿظһ飬ߵβ΢΢궯һ㣬ԶѾУɫɥһ޺Ѫ
ѪԽԽԽԽʢ޵Ѫɫֹ⽿󱳰
Ȧףȥ诺һںüƣȫȫ
аվ𣿡ںͷʹ诡
ܡ请񶨣߲ôöԸģΪѪ磬߽ǻ㰲ȫ......ҳȥ̱ɱ
ҧгݣҾȲ
𶯻ӣһţǻžζͷһΣɽûģķң˺ѷΡ
ۣۣԶͻȻʹؿ޺¹ҵѪµҰ촽䶯ڿధ󣬡ȾңȾңȾҡ
˾֣һ絽ǰҸߡ
Ӣۣ诲ԭر
ʲôӢۣǸܣתͷɹ诡
ۿһֱǺģͨģġԴ֪žһȥˣһֱҪѪ
˵ô죡һ޹ĺǰ𣿡ŭ𣬡𣿡
һǹֵﴩءĴˣʱܹ衣
ǳǺ󻰣ʡڸǰҪһ
ۣԶî˳̵ľСµ֫ϵߣż鶯¡
˺Ҹߡǰһ
У㲻ȥȥžô죿ѾҪˡ
ǷϵԷֶαɣʲô¶
㣬㲻Ҫ׷Ȼ㣬Ҳ......ɱҵ......Զ˵ѾҪŲסˡ
ˣ诺޵ۡ
ߵβڴԶǰ룬һ˲Զһͷ˹ȥ
β쳤ǰβͼһѣԾȥ
ߴȥҾ˵ţóһ۵СҪСġ
Ƶʲôã诲𳤵ʲô񾭣
Թ诵˵ѵǸԼ׼ġ
诵ʱԭأסˡ˼Բвž룬ͻ......
ݸһظһΣһҪСЩ
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Զ̫䣬ңԶƺ룺޵ĺɫһֽű
ԶͻȻ˱飬ڸһصıˣ̲ˣҵϦҲûˡ
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˭˭ɱ̣Զ۾ŬתԶߣͬʱŲԼȣôģ
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Ƭһϸ˺ԶԶʱСһЩģڣСԶſ֣סµüۿЦúܿġ
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ԶģʱüT֮ǰһˣȵȡ
ԶҪȴץסĸ첲ק˻
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诼״һѽžȥһԣ˵̫أȥԸߣ
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135 žǾ֮
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žҡͷ
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136 ǿǸͷ
һϽСô绰
ʵòźۼȺ˵ԼʱæһֱûϵСòҪ֡
ʺĵ˳㲻Сõµַ˳
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