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1 ֪ʲôū
ƳϡͿؾͱ˶
°һᣬ̫ӵѧ
Ƴŷ۰׵Сһаʣʲô
Գ
......
زˣôôСɵӸ̫ӵµ
ѧߵ÷żӹΪİġ
ʻһİأЩڴֵİͺˡ
һƣͿһ۵һкƨ굽ʲô
һԵˣѵ°̫ӵ£
Ƴڰղصĺʼû˵Ļ
һźںת׼ȥʱǰͻȻ˺ü˫Ь
һ˫رÿĻƣûʽġ
СצӣڷЬŵצϿ˿٣˷ܵ죺Ư............
ֵܽǵĺôЦУ߿ūţ
ƳŤŤƨҪͷһ̧ײӵףġѵһ˶úԷۡ
ΪҪˮˣĴƵкȴûпޣ̵شӵ
ֱվʱź֪ЩʹĺףȻֿ죬ŷɵЦƯ......ЬƯ棡
ѾֱˣԱߵ°񣡡
Ƴ¶ؿǰ⼸к
ūţǲ𣿡ǰȻ꣬һΪ̫ӣʮ㡣
......أƳԴɫǳɫ˸ɻ󣬡磬ʲôūţ
װŸղŵڵϵĺʵĺӵݵǰ磬......
̫ӵİǲŪˣ
֣İ²ǸɵӣĻһ֡
һžµСýģȻҲĲᣬã֪ʲôūǰɣСӣס£
ڿƳϥǴһǣƳһ͹˵ϣٴһء
֪ʲôū𣿡Ӹµؿ
Ƴţϵã·ڸԣЦŵǻ֪......Ǿͼţ֪Ϊֹ


2 СɵӿƳ
ƳǸɵӣ˵ΪʱͷһӤ󣬿һЩʱűġ
ʵһǰҲ˿⺢ӳԲ󣬼˭ЦôͰСշʮϲ
һ֮ͽ⺢Щ̫
ҺѾ˫µˣҺãΪͷǶᣬྵһͷ
˼ѾʼѧˣҺӻֻѽѽɵ֡
ةһӣˡ
ԼôҲһȻԡ顱Ӳ˵ѧְ......ȻһҲ
ةѰҽҲ޲ߡ
˶ЦΪˣĺôɵ
ڿƳ꣬һ뿪ĲΡΡСȡ
Ȼֻ͡žߴһˤˣɲνʷԵͻƣ
һ꣬Сڿ˽ڣһһѴ˿ةӲƵݺᣬ̰һͬ졣
ϣʦָһ㣬˫Ŀž⣬ˣǽת
ʵ۶ŪſϥͷŹӶļĿƳȤʣʦǺ⣿
ʦ°͵ĺ룬һɷǵص˶ɰּã̫ӵİּϣ̫ܰңҹ̩񰲣˳
ʵۿſƳ˲ɿС˿󱦱ϥţѼպƳ޽̫Ӹһòã
ֽ̥룿Ƴؽļᣬڳݲʡ
̫Ӹһ춼кóԵģʵٽ
Ƴֻһû뵽㲻ֽ̥롱һ棬ԼةฮҲʲôʲôشӦˣã
ةһԼұҪˣεѣ£ɰС޶ۣǷڼٵ̫꣬ӵѧˣٺú̷ң
ʵһеһӣ׼ˣ
Ȼһվǻ֮ƣùһ㲻ʮ塣
̫ѧһ꣬ʵ۵ʥּҲ͵ةฮƳΪ̫Ӱ뾩
ةధ˵ؿ˿ûʲôɵӣĴԴú̫ӵ¶飬ǧҪ̫ӣҪǱȺ۸ˣǵøߵȻߵҲﲻ㣬ȥ......ˣʶûµʱԵ㣬......
ڵǰĻƳû˺ģԼɫ黨Сң......
Ǻʡة̾
ƳԼС뾩ˡ


3 ʺֻС
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Ҫ𣿡ĻӷܹѧĸСģҲƤһ
һźʣǰ˻Ρ
ƵߣƳŴͫʱظ߿Ƶұߣӱתұߡ
ݵߣƳɵſ졣
ǿʺֻСһɣʱ˵ϣһŰˡ
ĺŶ......ŴЦ
Ƴĵؿŵġҡôûˡ͡
ˣˣǿ߰ɣɵӱһӵĻûص
ǸߺԸСӣ㿴ʲôǹأҪȥʣ
Ҫȥʸô£Ȼһɵİ
ߺѿƳСɵӻ׷ʣʲôūţ
ĵؽ̵°ūžۼר̺ӵģڸղЩǰǾūţ֪𣿡
.........................
˺ôһ࣬ÿƳסūŵҪ㣺һʲôʲôԲΥ;ǰҪԳūţҪʰ
Էٴ鷿ʱ򣬿ƳСŲǰ£̫밲̫̫ӵ......
÷һ㡣
ڸǰɵһ״ƺǳϲСɵӣúദҪ۸
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֪ôһūˣʡ
Ƴ̫ȷ˵֪֪......
֪......ɣ
ؽָ......Ѿüû......
ɣīڷŹߵ˰ǰ
ΪСɵӣҵû
￩һ£Ƴʲô֪ôܻᶮī
ǰһ̫ӵ£ūŸ......
бһۣСӣǰǰ
ص£¹ǰ
ǲ͵ˣȥ
ֻ˳鷿
Ի˶㻹Ҫվʲôʱ򣿡
ƳŲߣǸ㶵ӣҲûж


4 ˭ǰ
ں˵ܸߣͬгøߵģҲֻǸոյдֵĸ߶ȡ
Сһָ꣬ӰĿƳˣվԱߣֻȰ߳һ㣬ʮֻ
¶˼ƳĵһЦݡ
ʺǷһˣĸĳ࣬һЦ
ƳЦˣԼҲɵظЦ
ЦˣְЦ𣿡
̨īŵϣͶĥ
ƳǷīˮˣĺ֥ѽ
ֻһ͵͵ĸ㣬ʱѾǰˡ
ؿǻͷԵСɵӶӣץǸīҪ Ͻסֱۣŭ˭˵Եģ
Сɵһ޹Ŀ֥֥֥
֨ͷ
īҪá
ʾһ飬ȻʲôƵãȻīһˤѿƳŵһƨ˵ϡ
˭ǰ
һ̫ӵ¶һ㺢ͯίɫ
˶æʣ̫ӵ£û°ɣ
СӣҰɵŪȥ
ƿţͿСèһ㣬ɫī֭һһġ
ϽǰһһǴӵ
̫ӵ¡ôˣ
ɵīᣡܻ˵
Ƴ֪һһɵ˵ԼߵԱ߸ı粻
ץסֻĵצӣŵǰһ
Ȼֺֻںģȫī֭϶Ūˣ
Ѿûˣ˻֣ȥҪҼ
ǣſƳС֣ˡ
һΣɵӰǰָ࣬ĳЦ˷
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̫ӱɵˣҪ̫......
......
ҪϱŲɵӣ
оѣôʪ............
Ȼˣ
Ƥֽܱ̫ӵ´ʱҪԾڵУҧһСǸСɵӣ


5 Ժ׼Ҹ
ſڴϣֽذѴȻһԵ˴£ͼװʲôҲûз
͵ʱһߺŶһȷϣǸСɵ˰ɣ
С˵̫ӵ£˵С......°ңһͬѧ
䣬㿴һŮǣſƳˡ
Ƴؾصһ٣Բ̱¶źܾϴźһİɫУһ״С
ŷǳɰȴͬʲôˮޡ
Ǹˡ
һƳҪ뵽......
׼ȵ
ǣſƳŮæɲס˲ɿǣſƳ֣˸ӣǡ
ƳȴΪԻǰߣǰżеߣûȥǰһӡ
Ůǰ£ū澸
ˤӶԿƳ˵Ǽҳ㷹ֻԼС֣üͷûһ¡
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ϸɤӶŮԼȥ췣ɣ
Ů԰˳ȥˡ
Ȼ̫ӿԶԿƳִϿƳ󣬳ȥ̫Ӱة֮ӣūŵﲻ
һ㲻ð
¶ߵƳǰʲô
ƳЦеԼС͸һ飡
׼б磡Ҫб̫ӵ£ûĲ䣬ûôĵܵܣ
ƳŴŴؽһ飬̫̫ӵ......
ˬźһЩסˣԺ׼Ҹ硣
ûӦͷȥƳϳʣĲ͵㣬ӶˣȻָŷûǰ붹̫ӵ£......ūǸ
ڳԵǰƺ˲٣ŪԼĳν
󷢴ȱ˵ˣ
Ƴ붹˹¾ͺˣֳ𻨸⣬һǸ⣬СۿɼٶһСȦ
ó......촽ԵһȦǰװ׵ĶһȦ׺ƵģԷЦ
ȴЦһѧôſСɵӲԼ
ճǧ谮һ̫ӵ£һθܵĶ


6 
Ƴһ̤鷿ĿͶ
ʵ۵ĶŮﵽѧֻдӣ̫ӣĻӡ
ĻӻûаԳ˴ߵİʣµ춼Ǽʶ̫ӵɵӰġ
ˣ޳ʮĴͬˣȴȴӸһأǵ󽫾Ĵӣġ
ļˣȻպЦк̫ӵ¡
ЦݺͬµĴ磬ƽ˷ķơ
ҪİǸɵӼֱһһ¡
ɵ룬ѵǴ֣ԲĸԼҸɵӰ
˼֮ʣʣ̫λ̫ղŵİ𣿡
ȻϣΪʵģŲ鲻Ը˵......ֺã
ʧЦҡҡͷ......°ԲģϲĽ
Բ󣿣Բ󻹲࣡һܳٵʳ
ƳŴĴָߵǰСѽ
ԲԲСԲԲķ٣̲סǸͷ°СԺҲ᳤ôߵġ
ɵӵͷе΢΢һᣬһƿɵӡ
Ƴ̲ȣôһƣһᣬҪˤ
ۼֿ죬һס˿Ƴ壬Щ𱸵ؿһ۷ʵ̫ӵΪҪƿ°
Ƴڰ׷۾գգ޹Ŀ
ľȻΪɵԼһˣҪʲôɣ
¶ͬɫ̫ӵ£ԡ
ƳĻվֱߵǰ̷ʵС֣ı̫Ӹ粻Ҫ......Թ𻨸......
˵ţȻСͳһҧһڵĹ𻨿ڡ
ι𣿣
ҪٷȴѾ˽ӣǰֹ֣ӹǾ
ֻñһ
˶ˣֻпƳһǰ𻨸⻹վԭء
ʣǿة֮ӣ
Ƴ֪ة˵صͷʶҵ𣿡


7 Сɵװʲôװ
ʵϣ෴ῡ㣬ֻΪԼȽϣЩ뷢°ͣÿ͵ĿƳϳ˰塣
°ϵ뷢ƳȻʹ˵еһǸɵӡ
ЦһӦ
ʵصؽ˲ҪΪֻǵ˵ҪҲʳѧã°ڵѶˣ̫ߵλȥ
̶̵һ仰кüϢ㣬ڿƳ˵ЩѣֻȡһҪϢ㡣
ץĹ𻨸⣺壬
⻰˵꣬ĻӷûסһЦɨһۣŵһ±顣
վһ°ѧɣѧȥٻϿεʱ䡣
Ϊʡĵѧ˵ͷ
ǣſƳ˳ȥζ˶ֻ¶á
ƳĹԹԵǣߣֻĵһ㣬ͷ磬Ҫȥģ
ָָץŹ𻨸ָָ֣¨ɡ
ƳҡҡͷͷҲŻ˻Σ
ĵҲͷ˻ΣڳԵɣٽȥ
ƳӹĹĵģһֻСְ̧˲ߵĸм
󣬿Ƴĵſƻ˻Σûû
Ĳ˴ǣóһ˲֣һߣһһһؽѧһҪĻҪعء
Ƴؼңûôء
߻ѧãƳĹĿ˷Աߡ
صشӱߡһ
̫Ӹ磬Ұ......ƳԼղŰѹ𻨸ˣͱԴһǡ
Ͽβԡ
ƳҪĻסͣһˡ
ǰͷʲôһҲȴö˶ģҲרעĹۡ
ɵɵ˵㣬ڲᵷңǱƤĻʡһЩ
ѧ󣬷ŻŵĿƳͷСɵװʲôװö𣿡


8 ҪȥūŲ
ƳƵȣ˸ʱЦȻһúܺģ
ܵʲôһȭ޻ϣŭЦʲôЦ
״Ҳѧŷģ˿Ƴһѣһڵ֮ﵽȥôˣ
ûأƳһƬ죬ֵش󺰣氡ʽ㣡Ҳԣ
²شȥŮӵָЩڿƳϹγһѪۡ
ŶۣСɵȴᷴȻѾɵ͸ˡ
ۿ۸ƳûǰæСɵӳ֡
ǰ̾߻ĿˣǰǷֿŽƳнȳ
ԭΪĻȽѵǣȴû뵽ǵתѵԼ̫ӵ£°İ㲻Ӧ......
һūţҪȥūŲɣư˵֮󣬲ŷĵɫ˱䣬ĵҲǰ
Сɵôܺ......
һ£Ϊ̫ӵĽûܱǸĻŭĿͶ˻ǣŵĿƳ
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һѽƳקҪԹѵѵ
ģ......
һζĸеͷѵūŵȨû𣿡
Ļ˵ЩʲôǴһ̾һؿŷſƳС첲ˡ
..........................................................
£
һ
ƳͷңԭŮʰСӣûй£ͷɻؽһ̫Ӹ磿
˵˲׼и磡Ƶöţȫˣ
̫ģæſƳʣ£ôˣ


9 ѱ
ûлشֻӱ·ԸСӣţ
ۻԵعŵĿƳ̾һȥˡ
ŷǳḻǳ죬þõĳӶͺͷΪÿ춼Ҫʻ
Ϻʡȫˮ㡢......ζ˿˿ƵƳıǼ⣬Ķӷһ
һ龧Ө͸Ϻʣߵǰ˻ΣƳԲ۱ϺҰڶ
ô
Ƴ˵һ룡
ЦһϺͽԼȻǰÿ˶һ顣
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ʲôһ۵ļ⣬ü
̫Ӹ.....
žһǿ鼦ⱻӵ˵ϡ
вԾͲҪˡ
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һⲻô
ǿƳڵõ˵һ⣬ֻأԵ͹⣬ĵֽ̫ӵ£
ԥʣ̫ӵ£......
ưصѱ......ǵģ
һƳһӾͳԹˣڵ˱ָͷ۾ֱؿŷ⣺̫ӵ£......
Զһ㣬֪ô
Ƴֻǿ⣬ԹԵشӦ֪ˡ
˭֪
ߣñǣĵ֣һӱԷˣ
仰ڿƳɱ̫ˣ̵ͷ絷⣬ǣ............
رֵûɣڴ󷢴ȱʶ࣡ɣ
ƳѾˣֻССô£̧ͷ޹Ŀŷ......
ͷץĸ첲ȴû뵽ôһ²û
ЩӴ־Ű
̫......ɵһģ
ƳȻһЦлл̫Ӹ......̫ӵ£
ȷʵϲЦʱǳǳľѣ¶һССװ׵ݣպʲôʱ򶼰͸ź죬÷֮ǰѧһ......ʲô......һ
ƨƨߵܵԱߣӵıԵŽϿӶˡ


10 ôһɰ
ֱ̬ĸֻʹƯŮʱıһģһ
ĸ̹һζĴҪŰʩùҳϡ
ĸֻʹȻƯŮˣǸŮɣֻҪĸһ£ҲԽŮӵĺҧϡ
ղôãǴˣ󷽵ĽһӣԳˡ
Ƴ㿪ĵӣӳ
ĳһҲÿܳԵͷϣ֭ҲŪ߶ǣݵġ
ǿ¶һҸı飬÷ԼҲеˣ˿ĭ
ӣֳ˼ڡ
Ĳ˺ȷʵñóԣ컹
һԵ͹ŮЩ𾪣̫ӵµķֻСèô󣬽쾹Ȼĵĳôࡣ
ʦ˵Ƴ̫ӵĸǣû
ƳæųԣҲ̧ͷЦеĶŷ˵ʵûƭˣ̫Ӹ......Ĳóԣ
촽Ҳ˭ĳӣ
Ƴɵ˵̫ӵ
仰÷㿴ûô˳ˡ
ϸһƣʵôһɰ......ž͸Ƶģ֪ʲôо......
ȷعѾǱȶ.Ҫ۵ˡ
ʧԣ壬е......
ָлͦûжԲȥô⡣
βһССѪۣǽµġ
Ǹ˿ϰ˰ƳСʱû
㲻ʹ𣿡ûסʡ
Ƴʹ......
ּӴһ־Ϊʲôޣ
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Ǹɵһһ˵˲ޡ
Ƿ˺ֱѿƳеЩˣŷŹԸҩָԭ
ĩ˻ֱ׳Ĳһ䣺컹Ҫأָвá
......


11 ϻ
ƳϵҩЧڶ죬ϵ΢Ѿʧˣֱ˰ͷ
ѧǰſƳٴѣ׼˵......ˣ׼κ˵֪û......Ļ
ƳҲۣźСͷߴ......
ȻѧãƳкͲ˵ôˣ㡣
һ֪ǷˣεҡҡͷҲٶˡ
Ƴı֣ϲ˵ʱǰ
Լ.......Ƴץһȣе͹⡣
Եû죬ɵʳָ󶯣ڿƳĿаһȼеԼ
̫ӵֶһ뷹
⿴ŵĻʵۺοŶ롣
ͣ¶񣬻ʵ̧ʾˡ
Ƴſ֣˹ʵ壡
ҪסݶԸʲ
Ƴֺͺģʵƺ⣬ʵ̫Ӹòѽ
ԭҪڻʵǰֵׯһ㣬һ⻰̲סƹˣŲĸ磡
ʵ۵˵߻ĿƳȳôĸ磿
ƳСؾ̫Ӹ˵Ҫ̫ӵ£
ſƳû뵽СɵӾȻ״װһ޹ӣ
ʵۣǳ̫Ӹ绹̫ӵ£
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ʵüͷʷǲ£
ð......ԭɵڰϻɫظ״Сˣ
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ͷҧгݵûУ˵
ʵ۶һᣬŵǼȻûУǾóˣǸ磬Ҫչ֪ĸ
ֻһСɵӰˣôĸ࣡
ΥּڻʼңܲԼ¡
̫Ӹ硣ʵ۰ѿƳڷԡ
ƳһЦݣޱؽһ̫Ӹ磡


12 ׽Ū
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̫Ӹ磬԰һӣſڣ
̫Ӹ......
......
˻ʵ۵֮󣬿Ƴһһ̫Ӹ硱÷꣬ƫƫвϾɫ״һѾ̹ˡ
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ҲԼĹΣĹǳд鶼Լֲ⣬س顣
ƳһۿƳϵֽţû뵽СɵӾȻдˣִŤ˵дȥģ˵«ưȥģûк«ŻˣԾ
ǺǣСɵӾȻΣʶ㣿
Ƴָָֽ㣺ֵ..................ӣ
ֽϾϵ֣Ȼ׽Ūͷ
ҽд֡ëʣ֡
ƳֻСһյߡ
㿴ˣдġ
һֽˢˢдϼ֣Ȼ˦Ƴ㣬ȥдȥɡ
ۣ̫ӸƳŵŴС죬ơ
ڴһûʲô
ƳùдԼֵֽһذԼĹϡ
ڶǰƳĹα㱻ˡ
Сɵ֪֪֮ԼͽСɵӣ
֣棡
Ƴ֪ΪʲôҪЦЦҲЦ
һĬԣЩԱһȴȥˣԿƳƳд֡
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ǲ֡һһƳдǡ
ǣ
ƳдģҡҡͷָԼĹġСɵӡ֣Щżˣͷȷϣҵ֣԰ɣ̫Ӹ磡
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Ƴ¶һЩãɫǳ......
ְɣСɵӡѧ𣿡


13 ̫ӸǴɵ
Ƴ˵ѧѧˡ
صѧĴȥ......ʲôСɵӣ
һ漴°˵Сɵ......ڿء
Ŷ
Ƴܿģԭ˵Сɵӣڿأ
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..............................................
ڶѧ󣬷ƳԱ߶Ū٣СɵӣôͷƵģ
ͷĿƳЦеؿллĻӣҲСɵӣ
ɫһ䣺˵ʲô
Ƴ̶̷ʷʵָڳ˰ȥСɵӡĸСɵӡСɵӡ̫Ӹ......Ǵɵӣ
˵꣬ظԼơ
һһˣˡ
ȻǸǡɵӡһӣūţ췴ô
Ƴʵ֪췴ʲô˼̫Ӹں
ѵ......ôɵӻ⣿
̫Ӹ磬ǳ......siƳһ˵һˮˣһ£ż˵Ĵɵӣ


14 Ʊ
˭ģֺ죬̣ͷףɷǺÿ
ƳͷĻӽ̵ġ
ĻӱЩֻ⻰ҲվѪˣʲôʱô˵ˣ
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룬ĻӦúһҲԡ
ĻӵҲֺ죬̣罻ӳʷ׳ʡ
......ȷʵô˵ģ
ʱݵĿƳԽɿƳɵǲװġ
ׯԪý̰۷ΧſƳһɫ죬ǰʣôˣ
ץס״С......Ƴˣ
ׯԪͷһãСﵹǲ˵ġ
ȻһʼȷΪĸǼƫ⺢ӵǱǸܶ࣬Ҳ׿˶ĳɼһ޶۵ͨѧ
˳ŷĻʣʲôˣ
ǴɵӣʣµĶСɵӣ
ׯԪƳȷд£
Ƴʵصͷ
ΪʲôҪô˵ǣ
Ƴػش𣺡˵˵СɵӣڿңҡҲ......
ڳ˶Ĭˣζû뵽Сɵ쳣桱ԭ
ϵĶ⣬ȴŬرϵ⡣
ȻǸɵӰ


15 
ׯԪԺ˵ҲˣƳûǣǣǱ㲻ҪΪˡ
Сֹһ䣺ҲŲҪɵӿء
ׯԪ̫ӵ£ҪʰʹȡЦ
鲻Ըصͷ֪ˡ
ƳһЦҲСɵӡ
ϳЦȴЦ顣
ׯԪһ˵ʲôȴֻǶſƳ¶ӣֻЦЦ˵仰ƳظԺ󣬵úö˵
˵꣬Ჽ뿪
.............................................
죬Ϊ˶ǵǺ־ѧÿΡ
ϢƳر˷ܣС첻ס죺......
ЦŹСɵӣϰһôһ£
ɫһ䣺......
ôǸСɵӣԼǰȰһۿŷÿƳ˫ֳŵعڵϣȻһƨıϡ
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Ƴڵϣѵس˸첲ϥǰŲһ
˷ܵغܿһ㣡ݣ
ȻȿƳС£ͷö࣬ƳѧǰͥԺתһȦˣ˵û......
һôôûãҿܣ
Ƴ̧ͷŷ̫̫Ӹ磬......
֪ԼȴᣬſƳԭ۵ѾĥƤϥҲ࣬ˣͰ
һֱСɵûٱ۸һζûп޹Щ棬ʲôġ


16 ͸
û˰Ƴһšۡһѵƶ֫һȦ
ȦֺͽѾΡΡøɸƵˡ
ʱ򣬷ڿСˮӿƳϵ䣬䵽ϡ
ĳĪЩȣСɵڿˣ
ߵƳǰסǰ·
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ʧǣƳͷˮʲôᣬͷϻĺ顣
ϵƭĸо̧ļһš
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õطʣʲôʱˣ
ٺһЦҲϲСɵӣ͸ܰɣ
νҸ˵ȥ
лл֣˷ܵĻſŵĿƳıûУְ͸ˣ
ȻƳ޷ӦƹŷСҰף»عһѪۣѾ赹ȥ
ɾķһӶǸСȦһžͲˣĻʵҲҪ
ȴں˵ûϵɵͦģ
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üͷ᲻ôûõķ˵ˣҪԼҸ˵ȥ
һɵӣͲ͸ˣ
ȥĸʴ߷磬ֻϣܱ󾪣ĳؽ̫ӵĶҪģҲҪȻı֮Ҫĸ԰˵˵̫ӵĶҪã
֪ⷬڷһӡ


17 
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ıǼ⻹ˤƤ裬ȴһŵ飬лƿԼߣԲһתСӣⱾ˼õ
Сϵò
æл̫ӵ£ū˼ǻ......
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ЩԵ룬˻ϣҪɵӰİ
֪ԼԤҪĿƳɵſԼϵƤòֺ
ֱذקֻȡˣҪǻ˱Ͱȥˣ
ϻ˿ڣҲһ鱻࣬͵رôһקСһ¡
ߣͿޣڳôѿı˭
Ƴҡҡͷ......
Ȥɿ֣̥
Ȱ̫ӵ£ǿ°ǿƷ......
У˵ʲôҲҾụ̂ҲɵǺǵлл㼱Ű˵ʲô
վܼģɵˣʱ䳤ˣվᶮġ
............................................................
ڶҪ˶ѾѡԼǵıֻпƳ︧һͷСԣҲԸȥ
ĵĴ磬ݴ
ۺ󽫾ͽ˵ŵ㣬Ӣʧ󡣶ݴòȫõ󽫾洫ߴӢͦʮˣȴް˳࣬˵̻䣬ֻ󽫾ĥƽһѪ嶯ӡ
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18 
ݴôС⣬ԭȵȷҪ𣬵ֱۣһӲ֪Ӧԡ
ְֱۣһźһɲźҧһڡ
ΣŰѿƳŻص棬ʣΪʲôԸ
......Ƴŵһ壺ۺۣ·......
ݴ֪飬˶ǼĻǿȿƳ桰Ϸ赹ȥģһ˲伸ɫ졣
ڰ룬״ֿʼ״ˣ͸÷״ɫ״ı£ú档
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Ȼǲ
΢죬Ųۣƥ̫ˣ
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ȻƳһˣߵǰŴŴʣ۲ۣ
Ȼǲشģɵһ顣
˸ۣһӣ˵ͻˡ
ƳԣȥƥĶӡ
ɫһ䣬ݴֹӵĿƳѾŭһ߳˰Զ
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ȻںɵӵƳϻ̫Ӱİƣû
£ܲңֻ˵Ķѣ......
û˵꣬ߵݴߡ
ݴѾѸǰ鿴ץſƳļڶһ£˹λȻǹͷˣֻ򵥵ĽӹǣʣµҪ̸̫ҽ
ĹͷۣСɵȴֻءһֻû˵ĸ첲̫Ӹ......áѽ......
ֻ֣ԥ˰Σ¶Ƶ΢΢̧̧֡
Ȼʱݴ۵ǺȻһҲûĺӱ˵ǡþôˣ΢ȥ̫ҽ
ջԼ֣·ղʲôҲûз


19 㱨
οƳûһôˣļιʵʵر߶ˣ˯һܺõСˡ
ةյϢ³ɵıӿرһֻ첲ʹǰڻ˼ڡ
Ƴþûˣĵس˳ĺ룬һ˼
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Ƴưһ죺Ҳոճ˺ö⣬˹ǹ
ةࣺ......
ˣˣġ
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ĶƤ......Ƴۣû˵ڿпŵرȻ......Һ⡪ôԶ
ةץסص㣺ΪʲôҪȥĶӣ
ʹ......ҲĻ˵......
Ȼңةˣ׷ʣĻȥĶƤ
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ةۣһĻӣôСĳȻ˴
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ة໺ı飬ѿƳڻ£㱨ġ
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û£ѾӦʵظˣ̫ǱҲ˸
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20 һ
̫ӵ´ģѾˣǾ߰ɣͷһ֮֮ϵĿة࣬ڱǰҲô
ȻƳһֱִֵżϣ۰Ͱ͵ض濴
ة࿴ɵһģ̾һֻһȴ
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ʮһҲ˵ˣǰһֻɣ
ة򲻹ߵĺṰ֣΢̫ӵ¡
ȻЩ⣬˵ة಻ضȴеδҲˡ
Ƴһֻ֣ߵߣ̫Ӹ磬Ҫؼˡ
ֻ֪ةСɵˣ֪ҪСɵӸߣЩ⣬˿
СɵҪˣڲõı˵ɵΪˡ
ϾةϺ껹ֳܱ̫ĵӣʵĿƳļº͵ض˵ȥú
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Ц˵ãȴɱˡ
Ƴǵһµ飬᲻ã̫Ӹ磬һģҲҪѽ
һԿŵĿةֻ̾ɵ˭ó̫ӰͲϿ˾ͲҪٻˣﻹأ
˿ֻϿ뿪ˣ˵ʲôһڴӦûϵƳͻȻŽżһڣЩʪȵĴһ㶣оĶһ£ŻعҪƿ
ָ̧ۼֿĿةѾſƳˣˡȮðȮڱԵµϲ֮飬΢ȥһúý̵
ݺݵزʪĵطڵϣһƯŤһ£ҧгݵصͷةáá̡ˣ
ƳŹµĶĽűߣݸˣ
һǺʲôණ뱾Զ㣡
粻Ҫ......ƳŲĿˮһ̾ȻԼĶ......


21 ɵӵϷ
ѾǿŰⲻ֪ܣõɵ߳ȥĳ嶯ȴҪǰ̫ӸҲ......׳......
Ѱ͸Լߣˡ
һ̫ӣȻһɵϷˣ
ة࿴ŷѾεɫƳϢŭ΢޷ʹȮӸˡ
ʽ˶Ӳػˣةߣ
ߵƵģһ䣺Сӣة뿪
Ƴߣֹ˵ţ̫Ӹ绹û......
ﴫĶĸû׹СɵӻԼ
Σ
ϸղű׹ĵط͵ȼһ㣬ˮϴ˼鶼ûá
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׻˵˽һ죬ÿƳСǿûһͺˡ
֮󣬱Ҫ̫Ӹ档
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Ϊۼ̫Ӷ̬ȣΪǵĹϵжˡ
ſƳ˼Ҷ˵һţةζӳ¡
ζʣ빬̫꣬ӵ£ǲǸʲôԻ
Ƴҧָ˼һ£̫Ӹ......Ư......ϲƯ......
ة淴ʡһ£ԼҲ̰ɫ֮ͽɫë˭
Ϊתעة˼ϸѵ棬øݲز߶Ҫȥ̫ˡ
ʵǱûʽگ߿Ƴ빬ةҲһֻۣһֻۣѿƳߡ
һꡣ
ةδѰҽҽοƳġɵ
˵ֻǱƽ޶һЩʴӱʲôҽεĲֻҪϸµؽ̵ͿһҪΪǲҪǿˡ
ة൹ǿΪֻǵԼû˻......ô졣
ţͷʵ۵گˡ
ǰЩûдĶԼҽһֱѣҪԪ̣ǹʦʲô𻤹úĻʵ۰ѳ빬
ǾƲʲôתģԸⶼǹʦΪ˿ƳѹԼűĻԣگ£޷Υ
ʱ꣬Ƴٴ빬


22 ΢
ս͢ȴϸ裬ƻ纣ǻʵ۽Ϊٰ̫Ĺ硣
ƳǵһβμĹ磬ǧۣﾫĺɻƣĽŲԽԽֱӻ˸
ȿةͱ˺꣬ͷŷֿƳ֪ȥˡ
ʵƳǺϲˮģֻ꣬·ǺȵԼܵرˣȥһʱĲԽ˳
֮󣬿ة˰ةฮгˣ˿ˮĵط
ߵ˺ɻƵĳرߣȥֻ
Ҫץסʱһֻ͵شߴͨһ˳
ǹĽСˮ󲻶ϵڣҪֻƶԶˡ
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Ϊǵķ·ӳ߹
ҴҵĴԾһȵӣ̫ӵ
ü˺£Ϊʲô˻ţ
Īд̿ͣ
̫ӵ£ǻʺĹˮˣְҪȥԮ
֪ĸİȥ
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ǳɻأǳжڷСĸֻƴ˶ٵĹĶ࿴ۡ
ȥһȻһ
˫գںڵ˿ʪϣӳĵӸӨü΢ԳЩĪ硣
˱ֻܵסĲӣ¶ֱۣӺɻһź÷΢΢һ
£Ĳͷ
ջĿ⣬ʹȥȴ룬˺£Ϊδδ
ӺӭŰѺɻصһĻԺ
ʮ꣬˴Ӱݣ˾£һ㣬ԭȸ߷ͷѾһͷ
üĿ󣬼ķǰ΢΢һ޵̫ӵ½澫񡣡
ˣȴ˵ѵƽվͲˣ
ЦŸĿڣ΢˵ˣӦ̫ӵ½ո⾫񣡡
һЦһҪݽǿҪˣ
Ȼݵʱȴ⡣


23 Сɵֻ
赽ʽʱ򣬱Ĺ̫Ӹ
ȫֻôһ˻ôǸѾöûǰˡ
һûס
ʽĵطһʪ͸꣬Ȼ֪˳
ʪģͷڵˮѵŵĺ̺Ūʪˡ
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һ˲䣬˵Ŀⶼϡ
ʵڸλõʣʲôˣ
ϣ֪ļҴˮСӡ
ҶӵĿةԭȥⳡ־磬⻰ͷȥſڵϣˮһˣɫһ𣬲ɵ
æվԻʵ۵......΢ûпС𷣡
ڻλϣԽĻʵֱ壬Ŷǳ겻Խ־ˣҲûϳ......ǻةİɿ
ûѹţƳӵֿеķ
ŽһȻСɵӣ
ղŸԶټϿƳûۣûϳ
·ŹؿԼһԲһۣСɵӻ˭
뵽ԼղžȻˣɫѿ
ò......۵Ŵͬ˵Խ־ˡ
ʵ۷ԸǴȥһɾٹ
ƳȥԾ۷׷ס
Ź治٣¾ĶӾȻǸɵ......
ңǱӦ......
......
ôһͣѾû轣£Լλá
Աߵ˸һ裺СǲأҲ֪ΪʲôϾȻ
ǰ궥ƳΪİǸ֮ӡ
Ȼģڷ˭ҲģҲȿƳ֪Ŀٱ
Ƴձߵʱ򣬷ﳩʮ֣ԼᱻȾɵˡ
żҲһȤȻҲֹһôãûЦĿֱó˲١
ǷȻר̸һɵӣΣҲ۸Ƴ档


24 Һ㰡
ĸةȦ״乬֪ǿةڱÿƳһֻ֡
乬ñˣӶϲ
ǷǸɵӣͱɿƳж
ˣƳһ۷Ȼϥϵȭͷգһ˿΢΢Ĳ
һᣬһɾ·ĿƳ˻
޿λϵĻʵ۶һ֡
ƳĲߵߣĽһʵ壡
ȻǰʣòʣʵңԳ𣿡
˵һǻǵһμڻʵǰôŵˡ
˳Ծǣϲŭ޳Ļʵ۲˸һݲȡ
ͥԲ......Ȼһ࣬Ӱ......һҪҷս......ʵ۵ૣΪ˫Ѿʼǡ
Ƴ֪˵Щʲô˿ֻֻ͹ˮĴȡ
̫Ҳкöûˣ̫ȥɡˣʵ۵˰Ǽһ˹ȥ
˺ÿüһʱЩŪʵ۵˼
ѲҪСɵİ
ߵͥҲЩСֹⲻǰҪ......
Ǹ˿Ƴ̫ӰĴ֮ӡ
ƳĵڷƺղϴͷӣǰĿȾһЩܰ㡣
ĳδɣµʱֱ˼ˮ顣
Ӷù˲
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ѾδƳȴȻһģЦеض˵һ䣺̫Ӹ磬Һ㰡
Ц΢䣬ͦЩӤԲķһֱǳǳĺ졣
ȷǸ۲۵ӡ
һ۱ƿĿ⡣
ûӣһƤƯʲôá
ûдҲԹԵ˵˼棬ǶûƯ......
ȷСɵӸû˿ǲȴͥƳкпƳҽͥ
ƳһۣͥܵĿ⣬һۣ¶һ˿ɫ


25 
Ƴתͷʱ򣬾ͥ˵һƤ࣬Ҳ͡
ĿƵץһֻܵʱһͣΣſ׽ϲԼȣ
ƳǺڷʳģΪ̹˼ȣ㡣
ԾóòرƯҲԸ
еļƵͥĴߣҲ𣿡
ͥɲеļȣ΢΢һ£......԰ɣҲУֻ㣬ϻóŶ
˹һɫĽϷƳǰ΢ЦܣպԻ㣬ҪҪһ£
˵꣬һ۷ķӦûֹԼһЩ˵һҪϣζζѡ
ԭΪСɵôԸãɵֱպžͳˣȴû뵽ȻشĽóһ룬ڽ˽
Щشһ......ɵӻ£
ͥ¶Σ......¶𣿡
˵Ա˸ĶҪһ˾Ͳܳ......Ƴǰ鶼һ𣬱һԶۡ
ûбɫ֮󣬲ſʼպ
ƲƲ죬˵СɵôܻԶԭǿ¾̵ġ
鳼ϲ֪ԩ꣬ǶôӦӱòˡ
ſƳ̰ĵ϶ˢ˽ϣϾصȴһڳȥķӦ
⽴Ͻнĩζƽֻպȡһ㣬һᡣ
СɵӲޣһë
ƳˢĩļһڿнһŨҴ̱ǵ˲ӿǻӵ˱ǻϣŶû۾Ҳ񱻻Ѭһ㣬̫ˡ
תͷ̲סЦķ̫Ӹ硢......á......
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֪أȻЩȣҲЩɿʣǰĲ豭һڣһڲ÷Ӿƣζƽֹʣȴ֪ΪԽԽ


26 Ϸˣ
ƳᴭᴽԸУСĴϢ÷Ƿ꣬ϡ
ͥһʣ㲻ϲֿζ
Ƴͷҡ˹ģ......ϲ......
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27 ճţƤ
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СɵӺˣˣſݣĿͣҲ֪ȥ٣һֻֻҪŷӣô˦˦һճţƤǡ
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ȷذִɿˣһ룬Ȼֹסֱۣ
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ںɻر߻ӵֻ֣׵ǻᷴ⡣
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ͱˣ¹Ҫ
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Ƴٶ۵ĵ˵ͷǡ
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ʵڿȥˣƾʲôСɵܹõôĶԴ
ѿƳקߣôãҲˤ


28 Ϯ
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ļڱݵĽĿȷˣֻȥ֮ǰǲĵһ䣺Ҫ۸ˡ
ֱ忡޳ıӰȥˣɫذĿתƵͷһһģ˯ĿƳϡ
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輧Ÿ̨ϵĵȻһЦƱ˸ʼصĺθЩġ
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29 ůůͲ
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û˵
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ʱأȡһůɡ


30 ξ
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31 
ҹʹڲ㴫һ˵ϢƳȻӵаһٶ֣Ϊʺҩ˵ʣ
϶мأȻҲ̫ҽԺЩϰʮ̫ҽĵһ塣
ʵ󼫸Ȥ˸Ƴιһҩǲô档
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32 Ҳɵ
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Сɵӹô꣬Ȼǲ˵ɫߴա
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33 ˽
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34 
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35 ûа취
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36 Դᣨޣ
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......һץ......Ƴ˵
ͥһЦһҲЦˣ볰䣬ͻȻ뵽ʲôɴץУץĶˣȥ㽱͡
ƳץܶܶĻǲǾõһˣ
š
ƳϲӦã
һĿģֻ˸˵ÿƳȻˡ
Ŷ־ĿƳ룬ɵӹȻɵӡ
ƳĵشڵϹһȦ
ܵǰС......Ҳ͵ģһץööö......öֻУ
΢΢һЦɫԵĴһΪƯĻȣһ˫ŴԷһ˻ʺ۾֮ңͰɡ
˵꣬ȥ
ƳټЦЦӳ˸ɾ׷󺰵һüõһģ
ʮ㣬÷ɵһﶼˡ
ߺ󣬿ƳſڲݴϣʼĺСӲ
ǷЦݸܴĹ裬ֱŵȻҲץ˺üֻ
ʱ䲻֪Ĺȥ̫ԽԽң̫²֪ɹжõĿƳеЩɿʣϸؽպС֮󣬾Ҫȥˮȡ
ҶתתһȻҵˮԴ
ںӰߣһˮȥ˺ܶ࣬Ȼ˼ٵ
ͷǲǷѰˣһ֧壬ֱߵأ֣û֮һļ
Ƴûȣһƨ˵ϡ
ͣһϾӸµĵظǱӣǸղûΪһͷ¹ںӱˮû°ɣ
ƳͷʱѾߵߡ
ĽһĻ......
üԴĺҲôֻԼһˣֹȻǰ𣿡
Ƴ͵ûңǷͷжȥץ......
ߣˣɵӡ
û......˵˵һҪҽأƳ㿴ץôֻ......
ҫƵĴԼĴӣϴĻӰиŪˣ㾯°ѴӿսɲŪ......
ǣ㻹һǵһˣмĿһƴӣι......Сɵӣ벻ץЩöǸῴ
Ƴһ˺ģ
Ϲˣ۾͵ĻްԣϢɲ߱ˣôӮֻ㣬𣿡
Ƴĵͷ˿ܣҡҲ߱˵ģ


37 
·һֱߣԼﴦһɽһֻ޻ץõֻ޻϶ǵһˡ
Ƴ¶ɻ֮ɫأ
𽵹ָָָ̧
ãھȥץֻ޻Ƴϵվ
ԲС壬ʼչһĨЦݡ
ָķȴͻȻͷΪǷˡ
ȴʹ̵ľѸղŲĽ˳ݵϡ
ллĻӰܸңҲҪѽҾҲһܵεģ
۵ˮ.̫ɹЩƤˣĨ档Ǵһ㱡ľӨĺһ˫ԲþˣγƺܹףŴϵĹâ޷ؿ
Ƴ˰֣תּղŷָķߣһһ߳һ壬ɽϻϻûţС......УһҪϻ......
ȵȣѿں֮ԼҲһ¡
Ƴعͷ΢΢ͷʣĻӣ㻹ʲôҪҵ𣿡
˱ֶۣ˶ղͷܿ񣺡ˣֻ޻......뿪ʱ򣬿ܾʱѾ뿪ˣȥҲǰһˡ
............Ƴ¶ЩʧɫǲǴϻ......
ϻ׽Ҳһġ
Ƴһһٵ׽㣿
治ɫ˵ţ׽㡣ΪҪ׽Ҳ̫𵽺ܴİ
أ
һָղſƳˮĺӱߣ߻аɡ
ֻ˵ƳȻĻŲɣߵӱ߿˿ȻתͷʣҾ׽𣿡
Ȼԡ
ƳȣͨһˮĿΪĺˮĴ̼һ
ġĻ......ˮá䰡......Ƴϲˮˮش̫ܴΪˮůůģû뵽ô
ĮȻ룬Ȼ
ĺˮѩɽȪˮ֡
ſƳСӰںˮ£ЩɫЩӣüĿ׽գҲҪȥˣ
ġĻӲһ׽׽𣿡Ƴˮһ߶ţһʵ
ˮʪķ˿ºǳĽɫ޹ʥ࣬ĵƺɢһЩ
ͷҲصˣԼ׽ɣǵˮԽãԽп׽㡣
Ƴɿ뿪ˣͷںţԽãԽп׽......
............................................................
ջķᣬԵһͷ¹һֻ꣬ǺƤë͹ˮԵɽɡ
һͷܣȻ˲ʣò
ʮ߱ܵԵһֻܣպض˲á
ʵ۶˸֮硣
ʰ·磬ԼԵ¹ͺҲûôֵýˡ
ο̫ӵ񲻹ʮԵһͷ佫Բ¹Ѿǳˡ
İοǺõģĵ걾һҲҪһͷǿ
ĵͷЦһۣһȦǿʵ̫ӵ......°أѾȻô
ϵЦݽ˽
ȻСɵɭˡ
ɫҰԽϣɭͻԽΣա
СɵӶԼεɫǾġһüõһԣﰵϻǲɫ˵ţСɵ;˯ˣͥ˻ȥ
˵תͷɭ©ʲôȥȥͻء
·ߵʱ˵һʲô̫ܵ죬òǺԶˡ
صǰµǿյأԾǿյģûСɵӵӰ
һͷһֱԺټɭʲôУСɵӸòᱻ......
һǸӲʡĵɵƿڴһ߽˼֣Сɵ......Ƴ
ںӱ߼
˵Ǿ仰ͻȻ
򸽽ˮĵط˹ȥһӱ߸ҵǸ˯˵ˡ


38 Һ
߽˲ŷ֣Ƴϻʪģıʲô
ģʲôڵĻƵĶϣֻϿڣƳúôԭرϹܣܵʲô
Ƴȴ۾˯㣬δš
ֽԾһڷЩԾȥﱧŵĶһ㡣
ȫ˸ɫĹâԲƬѪɫʣȻһѪ㣬㲻֪ץˣȻڣʢ
ѪֵǣʹҲ
Сɵӻʪ͸......òȥץİɣ
ɵӣѡƳ̫˿Ƥǰ̣Щء
ƳԺۣ磬ץ......ʹ......
ݸ˫ȴһˤ˵ϣ˼¡
󣬷صҵרװˮĴӣӱȡһˮ˽ȥŻصƳߡ
Ƴְһҵݸ
ûнӣ֪ʲô
ƳֻԼչʾǼֻͻõС
ȿ......ǻȥ......
վ˿ҡҡ׹·һҪԵ
ҡҡԴһ£ȴˣŻáŶ......
ۼֿһĽűߣҺʲôҲû³
Ƴ˻ֱ磬Һ......
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ץװеĽңʹҲûɿ֣˽սһ߶£
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лл......
ȵıϢڷĶߣֻźһֱۻǰ÷ǸĵҹǸȵΣ˦ȥôסˡ
ż㣬һɴ䡣
ȻݣȴԭεĿƳˡ
ϸӬ......
ۣţ


39 ûõɵ
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֮˫ѾĲӸΪϣûҲûʮֲڣַźá
......ȥ......Ƴ͸Щµζ
ü壺ץ·ˡ
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Ǿͱ˵
˵......Ƴʵ˴㣬......ǲǿȿ......ǲǾǵһ......
ļֵǵ֮ĵһ鸴ӣ͵͵Ӧһţ
......̫......һûõɵ......Ƴſıϣ¶Цݡ
û뵽ȻǵԼ˵ǡûõɵӡʵж֤Լ
Ĭһſڵ......Լºץģ
˰ΣȴûƳĻظ񣬴̤б೤ĺ
ŷ֣ԭСɵӾȻ˯ˡ
Ƴ˯öᣬüβˤȥ
ԥֻץ֣»Լ䡣
...............................................................
ſƳصʱĿǰ̫ӵ......Ƴôˣ
һıʾԿƳĹĵʱûбֳӣشº׽㣬ˡ
˵仰ʱһֱ׷ǵķڸסɫ
е̫ҽǰ̫ӵ£ѿ°΢ɡ
̫ҽƳֻŷɿ......
ޱذ˫ֲˡ
̫ҽӹ̵˶ôộ
Һÿةʵ֮ȥˮ๤ڴˣڳضҪһڡ


40 ά
֣ʲôѽ......ԼŪӣԴӷ֮ϲ۸ƳֻĴǰ
һѵ߻ӣ......һӵаɣ......
ӣԣôץõһ༸ֻ
е
......
ʵҲµʣƳ׽Щʲô
û˵ǸװĴӣߵʵ۸ϡ
ʵߵ̫ǰӹѴӴ򿪣𾪵˵......
ʵԽʲôǸʲô޼ʶܹҲӡ
̫ཫĶϣʵ̽ͷһơ
Ѫ㣡
ʵۻ䣬ȫȻ
㷱ֳ󣬼˲ķҲ͵̧ͷߡ
ԭҪЦƳӲŵǰɫ㣺ʣ......ǲϴˣɵô......
û˵꣬ڳ˶˼ѵһȻ׵ؾͱһɵӸ׽ˣ
ʵҲ̧ͷƳ׽ģ
ͷҵʱ㱧㡣
ð......ð......⣬һԤʾޣͳԪһսʤʵ۸ƶЦȻǼΪ˵ӣ̫ҽƳκˣҪúüνһ
ΪƳ׽Ѫ㣬Եһͷܵģ˱飬ȫʤȴûоöôˡ
ԼȻǿһɵӲӮõ......ˣ˻ʹһЩ
ͬʱҲԭᶨЩҡˡ
Ĩ˶ĶˣΪΨһҴ......
ˮ̸㣬һϡ֮......
ĪǿƳʲôת
ӶĺԽ͡
............................................................
ȼ𣬰ѷԵͷ¹˷ԡ
Ƴԭȹҩ˯Ժζˣ£Һö......
ҹڣĶټǷֶѽտֻڷΧļע⵽˶ζȻؿݡ
ôˣ
Ƴӣ˿˿Ƶ㰡......Ҷ......
ʱѾ˻˸ɾСҲϴɾˣ̧ͷЩ΢̡
һ¹߹ˣ𣿡
Ƴ۰Ͱ͵ĿȻð¹⴮˵ͷ......
ΪҪСһŪȴֱӰ¹⴮˿Ƴ
Ƴϲ̵ؽӹû˵һллӵ......ȻǴһڶԽ
Ȼ˰ҲûаãһֱǻСֹѽ......
üתͷǩѾûˣ졣
ƳҲΪʲôſ졣
Ŵ

Ƴŵ󣬷Ż⿴ˣǿ⻹Ѫͻû졣
ɫÿض˵û죬³
Ƴİ˳Ȼֻķӡ
......
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߻ӣ֣ΪʲôҪô......Се......
ӣɶ......ܲΪǸɵҪ......
ˡ
Ӻ߻ӣ
߻ӣ㲻˵ֲǵ𣿡
ӣֱˣ
ɪɪƤʵܣֺֺЦԣ
˷ͷ
Ǿһٸ¿һ
ʲôʱɵô......
Ȼ˼⣬Ϊ˲ȥɵ³⣬ֻܰҪ¸Ƴһ߿һ߱Թ......Ȼ䵽һɵӰ⣿
һˮƳȥڡ
ΪСɵӽ˵ǷɵȻû۸
ղſʵܹʱʵԤǻɵʲôûгֹֻ뿴ɵӵķӦ
Ȼϣڱˣ֮Ծѡ˺ޱǣͻȻζ


41 һ£ޣ
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ٶ۵ĿƳҲԸеı仯ֻˮֱ̧ĵ뷨˵磬......
һα˵ᣬڵرͷȥֻǿﱾ˵һĽ......š
ƳùѾ⴮ֻԲ۾ȴ
ĲȻѾܿСڻԵøͣëܳõСȡ
ܵƳԼϵߣߴٵԣʲô
ÿ......ƳһЦ
ǳɵ˵ǿбһۣǰ𿾵Щ̡
˵֮Щˡ
Ȼһ룬Ƴʵǳʲô˼
ûشֻ......Ծͻ
ƳѾǰˣϿһһġ
......ô......
ӹĹĵģһֻС
̧˼£Сʱһݺ˼¹˸󣬲µذջء
漴ܵһǵϡ
ƾоһߵķȻû뵽Լ߿ᱻץУͷһۣһ˲ƿ
ͻȻʲôͷʿƳδҰĵطܵӱǶȥģ
ƳԼ׽еĹ̵ĵһ飬˵ԼǿڿˣܵǱȥˮȡ
һĻأƳ˸߲ҵ˵ĻӿǸˣҴϻܰõһˣ......Ҫȥʱ˵ϻ......ָңº׽㣡׽......ʲôʲô㣬ҲüõһҾȥ׽......Ǹˮñѽ˺þúþò......
Ѿҵ̻ԭòˣŻȻԼһΣ˺˵ɴ˵ĿƳüëԽԽ
˵Ļ......ԭĶɱģҲлɥɭκ֤ݡ
......ʲôͻȻı뷨أ
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˵ţҪվ
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ſƳϵԻһ٣ɵӲ㱻Ū֪𣿿ȴʲôҲ˵
ãɫУ߷ߵذһųԣĶȥ
ˡ
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˷ѿ......ֱӻһºˡ
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............................................................
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Ȼս»ڼһսʤҪɲνĵĺϢ
º󽫾ʾ³Ԫһؼǳء
߸ºʾԪ׶
һ꣬ܳԪ󽫾žӺս顣
ͻʵڳӭӣƳΧۡ
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ǺƺƵʿ飬ﳾǧ
ƳС΢ţ̾һ......
ҵ
ҲѪڣƳĸ̾ɵ¶һ˿ɫ˵
һ󣬺¶˵顣
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ĿԶԺҲһΪҵһ˵ģ......Ҫ
ĸ磬ԺҲҪ󽫾𣿡
ţ
ĸһԵģ
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䲻롰硱е΢ȥ
Ƴſڳǽ¿ϵǷľӣ¸ߵǳԪս
ȺսǰһˣͲʮߡ
ĴҪЩսһ㣬û˸ּϣҴҲ˲һһЩһȺͷɥս֮пΪۣÿƳһ۾Ϳ


42 Ԫ
Ȼһԭúܺÿͷ˲һĺÿƳһμĳˡ
Ŀ߱ǣͷ̣ܶŵ򴦣ɫµĽұߵĶºʲôĶ
££ͷǷĶסˡ
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˳ָķȥǳԪΪֺ÷Ӱɡ
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ģӾʣԪѶԷ帩׳ƳǵĵĹѶѺ壬һԼı֤
ƳȻǺףΪʲôѶӵѺԼı֤֪ĵҪˡ
ÿ......
Ƴ
Ǹܵһ㣬ǸӾȻ΢΢̧ͷǽɨһۡ
Ƴ㶣۾ȻǱ̵ɫָϵָ񻰱è
ȼԼʱҪӣ˵......
ıȥӵĶЦˣ΢΢סߣ¾Ͳˡ
Ȼˣ˫̵ģèһ۾ڿƳԺ֮ȥ
Ϊ󽫾սʿǽӷϴ磬ٴμǸ۾ꡣ
վڴ漴ѹŹ˵ϣȻͦñֱ
Ȼ󣬿Ƴ˶Իʵ˵ϣǳԪӣߴĵ𡣡
ô񻹺ܲӣڸλϵĻʵ۰žƱĸûи㣬˷еĹأԪͶ㻹ΪԼǸ߸ϵӣ
Ƴֱͦļɶ漴ƺǺܺã˵һ䣺......ꡣ
......ܺáʵˬʵЦ˼˵ӿɽ̵ķϣޱӵİɣ
Ҳӣڳӵİ߷壬һ֪ʵΪ֮
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ʱΪ䣬۾̵ֵɫ󣬶ҹͱİ̡
ԾǳĬĲ˵ָԼһԭΪֻҪ꣬ͻԼ뿪
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Ҿ÷ӾƱȽϺúȣģϲ......
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һֱͼʵ̫ˣһ䣬İ³һġ֡
......
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......Ƴһ
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ӸµĿٶҲֲۣһûҪĹѣʸ......ٿǶĵڳ
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˵ôҲһӣԼܰڳɣֻҲֻɵӲŻˡ
Ҫ......Ƴڷظ仰Щıŵˡ
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............................................................
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ΪǵĶֲ֪ô£ͻȻʼСɵƽʱССֻãǰÿƳǵץ֮ģͻֹǣӶ۸ͥ͸ˡ


43 ܰ
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µ׽ŪƺûпƳǸô׽Ū
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ΪԼܸ𣿡ҧ׺ݵضſƳ
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44 
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ѧǰӿƳ߹ײһ£ߵһ䣺
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ѧſڵĴӱ죬Ͽε
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üͷһۡ
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45 ֻҪĻͺ
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˿Ծޱ𣬺ǹŲЦķǻûзӦղһ˲䷢ʲô
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46 һƣһ
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47 ̫ѡ
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ǿƳҲûôˣǲҿ
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48 Ҳ㵱
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49 ʥּ
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ҪǴȥҪЦ
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50 ּ
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51 ҪԱ
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̫ӵɾԩ΢......ϵ״̫ҽⲡһվͻȻϵģǶģҪ̫ӵ¸ùĿЩҡײƭʦǡ
Ҳ֪ʵʲôԣҲԤϵôһ죬ĬһᣬֵȢƳ֮£Ѳϵɣ
ةٴ̾һ΢ΨһԸϣСƽϲֶȹһ......΢İΨһ΢ĵ......΢Ҳ֪̫ӵ¿СὫСƣ
ǶԼǻӶеã漴뵽ôʵҲûһҪʣ
ة
ʵ֮󣬷ŷȷĲһСѾݵûΣڻС
Ĵ̫ҽ͹ʦ
ĿƵʦϣøּȢȥƳģƳһɵӣǸˣ̫ǾҪ˳Ц
ʦݵŭ𣬿ڵƳ̫ӵͣϣܸɽʢǷҪϲƳٺʲѡ

ʦǸƭӣӴڻʹҲҡײƭʶƭת
̫ӵţԵȳɻ֪Ч̫ӵ´á
һĨЦǣǱĿԴˣ
............................................................
գԭֻةฮͻʹ֪֮Ϣʹȫǡ
̫ӵ¾ȻҪȢ˵ĿةɵΪޣ
һʱ۷׷ף̫ӵ¶ûὫɵݵ˶ע
Ƴ֪ѾΪԼҪ޸̫Ӷ죬ԾŬرġޱ
һΪ¶ס˱ģķѰ˼ջ˿Ƴ
ԼģƳ¶ĵЦݣΪҲеģõˣĸ磡
ɫԥؿڣƳ............
ջǽгǸйεĳƺ
Ƴû⵽ĲԾԼϲãĸ磬ҾҪ̫
......ȲҪ˵֣ס졣
Ƴ¶һ˫۾ģר
Ƴ˵ʱĿǳרע˫峺׵۾ʢ˶ԷܸһִԼȫ硣
֪վǴˡ
İβ˵......̫ӵ......Ҫ޸̫ӵµ𣿡
ԭ˺ö໰
˵ǣ̫ӵ㲻ϲ³ɻ֮ҲжãҪǲ޸......
ɾƳ޸ôأѵΥʥּ
ԼԴԶ߸߷ɣҸСԼҲϲ֮......
ȻûڿƳĿ￴һ˿ĲԸ
ƳǲԼģʲôһϣ˿ϲãȻҪ޸
Ȼ
ĵһްǿ˾ΣҲҪԿƳԼ⡣
һôʣ˵......ȻǳЦձһɰֶصĴ............㲻޸̫ӣҪ׷ĶԸң......ԸΪܶ¡
Ŀ̶飬̫ȴǿƳܶġ
һЦллĸ......ãûв޸磬ϲ......޸ҾͿԺסһ......
䲻롰硱Ŀⰵȥʲôһ㡣


52 ϲ
ƳЦúһصĺ컨ֲֻΪģôʵʻվԼǰȴúңԶ˵Ǵδ
ˣʸûˡ
һЦȻһº͵ģʵʲôΪ𣿾͵͸
Ƴ룬ĸ󽫾ɣ书ôһܱǵĹң
΢΢һû뵽ƳǵԼڳǽϵ뱧ҪԼʵ......
ôô˰......
̾һЦãҴӦ㣬һᵱϴ󽫾......㣬սҲϧ
ȼ˻⡣
ս䣬߽Ⱦ˳ϼͬߵŮ
Ĳﶺ̫ã̫ӵע⣬ַ̧ڿƳķࣺҪɻˣҪú׼Ҫʱֻʧ룬˸ԺӡɫˣҾ뿪ˡ
Ƴܶʧ䣬æ˻˵ĸټ
һۣתȥ
Ķ־֪µСɵ˵Ļ
ĳĳգ͵̫ӵ¶㷢ˡ
............................................................
Ƴڱˡޱڴָ¶౳һ䡰ӳ˵ִ֮,ϡǻϲ̫ܵ޹Ҫڷǰ¶һ֡
ΪҪ׼飬ǲѧѾδˡ
ſڵǷƳһֱǷСβֻͣҪܸȥĵطߵģ͸ģԺҲ졣
Ȼǵĺ졣
Ƴ۾ؽá׼ֱӽȥȻڼ޹ŵһɲǣͻȻ֣⡣
Щãǲʶ
磬ѽҼ磡
Ȼһ㵲ǰ
ƳΪ粻޹𣿡
Ծһϣû˵ӽƳһҪ¡
Ƴֹ۵İĳĬĬϣЦǺǵ˵´ɣ
˵תˣŲһһֻõӣһҲʧ
Ȼڶ죬Ծûܼ쵸ʲôʱŻѽ
Ƴűߣͷ
ȵϦƳûȵˣƨվˡ
ܿĽŲǰ㻶ˣž޲¶һ˿
............................................................
̫ӵĴû˸ҵԴӻʵʥּæµ׼ӭǵĵڶˡ
߸ƳϲѾһһˣΪȷϲ
ҹľķƣƳϲ˳
ŴŵĴѣ֪Ϊʲô⼸ҪԼȥˡ
ʵҺͼɻʱҪ·𣿡
ǡϲݸƳ°......һԣǲϲūܻ¹ϲʽ
ƳµϲĻ͸һϲ
ĻϲδŪţϲ
˲䣬ڵĴǰһ
ƳԭȾͳúÿȴ󲿷ֵĹټСӽ޿ˣŴŴʮͣԣļƯСĴɫĵһ
ƳЩϵĻ񣬾ҪϷɳˡ
ͭǰתתȴٳûۣ̫ŵʵ㣬ǲǲÿѽ
......ÿ......ʧػش
ƳһŷģҴȥ翴һϲϲ
ԼϲԼȵ°ڣ˳ȥ
˸һʱ㣬ǿ˷
Ƴ۾һźɫȥ磡
ԭͲƫƫһɫϲֱ۵úܡ
ʲô˼ѾȲ
ûпƳһ㣬ԶԶػһߡ
ƳΪǷûпæֺ磡ȵѽ
磬ߵø졣
Ƴ׷ڷ󣬴϶ص㡢ߵ̫......׷......
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ƳʹһŽŲһ٣ɫתƳ׾شӵ
ղ̫ԶټϷͷߣûϸڲſ˿Ƴװ硣
ϲ޵ôĿ·Լ·߲ȵɵӾδ̫
ƳڷǰվǰתһȦһʵ㿴ҵϲ......ÿǽõģһҾʹ㿴......
֪⣬ȷʵǺÿġ
ֻϧٺÿϲһɵӴϣͱ
Цһͷֻŭֱǰһǰ²ѶͰ½˺ˣ¶ɫ¡
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ͼ׵ʱҪģôأ
ƳǶѺ첼ͼƴȻƾԲˮԻգϲȻҲƴղ
ͷСʵ......ǲϲϲ𣿡
ģܿɱȢһɵӵķԼӵ˵ˣΪ䲻ʧȥļֵ𣿡
Ƴ㶵ؿӲ֪롣
촽£Ҫһ㡣
˵ôҪ𣿰ɫǸ˭޾Ϳ޳
ȴǴαĩ̼ˮûмƳᣬһȤ޸һ˵ϧϧ㡣
ȻƳǸ޲޵飬ãȻؿ
ãûеȵƳᣬͻȻЩɨˣؿһ۴ڵϵ꣬һ޶ᣬ
̧뿪ǻƳ࣬һ磬һ¡
ǰ֪ʲô˼
Ѿá
ΪʲôһҪأ˵ֻҪЦͺˣûͲзա
ǻʲôˣоһĶʹ
̧סԼĿڣԼˣǰɴ
һ......


53 
ƳĿ͵ضŷ뿪ıӰĲӻһĿ죬Լ׷ǰӵԼ
ΪԼ֪ʵеĺⶼǸܵúġ
ѾҪߵ·ڣϾҪʧˡ
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ѲֵĲ۾Ϲ
Ƴһţæ۾ָȴһĨʪ⡣
СؽĨʪؿ
ָ⴦Сˮ龧Ө͸̵ġ
......
......ˣ
ָо̫ˣϲ
ؿڴĶʹԣָСĵʢǵ飬뿪ĵط׷ȥ
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Ρ......
Ƴϲ洩Ҳڸղŵ˺бңмƤ¶˳ΪܲƯķΣС΢³ҵĴϢղܹһͨΪ֪
ķң˵㻹ȥ·ʲôڶܣɺͳǲǻñЦ̫һ֪ܵɵӣ
Ƴָ磬㿴......
а׵ָ⿴ȥʲôҲûü㲻ɵʲô֢˰ɣ
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ֻ˵ճĺ⣬Ჽ뿪ֻһ䡰׼ٸű
ƳʧǵؿԼɺԵָ⣬֤޹ǵ飬ԭ׷ʱѱˡ
صԼסƳ¹ڲӣʱһſƳȫϸ飬Ҫ鿴
ֳ꣬˺⣬ϲû˿ڣһ
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شģӲҪġ
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̾һǵɵƺôúŪˣ˵֪һ»ǻ¡
»˸ɾ·ʣ㣬Ϊʲô粻ң
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ܿƳֻ¶ɻûʲôɫȴһѹô˵ʵ飬ѡ˸Ļԡ
ʵ̫ӵ²......ǵĹδ֪ɻгɻĹصģµӣٽɻʱԼķûϲҪ޵̫ӣȻҪϸصġ
Ƴһ»ɣΪйأԼŲң
Щصͷ
¿ţҪúعزУϲû......
Ϊ֪˼粻Լ࣬Ƴͷ˺ܶ࣬ԹԵشԼԺȥˡ
˵Ϊ˱֤ܳΪһϸ̫һǹ٣ָǡ
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ҵǰةฮѧģǶ͸ҷѧ˸һȻϲ
ʵôһܱŤŤԼòÿ
˴ܶΣѾĵˣϴ˺öۣ˳ļӣںҺÿͺˡ
ԭֻһ꣬һĻӵ¹Щ滨ԲӻãԢšӡ
ƳϲԢ⣬ܿĵĻӵлллĻӣһƯıģ
Դع˹ǣҲڴܸ֡СӣĻ
Ƴ֪ǲӵģֻ⵱ĻӶǵף
ÿƳ˯ǰҪҪ弸룬Ҫڴ͸Ȼ죬ֱƤܣͼˣԺ˯ȥ
ҷ󣬾͵Ǵӡ
һƳ㱻ԡװֹͿͿĨĨš
֣֣ʲôѽ
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ױ
һͭƳһ
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ʵ֮ǰЩģӾ㳤ٺÿվǲͣȱ͵У»ױû̫⡣
ǿƳһ˲䣬Ǳ֪ԼĵĶˡ
ƳһʼûзӦ˵̫ԼӦԺ󣬺ִЩȸԾ
ӭ׵ԽԽƳȸԾһ˿ϲ𣿡
Ц̫Ưˣ̫ӵһϲġ
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ʱͿƳһ㣬ϲķš
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ɵɵһȴ˫㲻ɫ֮˶ˣοˣ
û˵ֻǳһֻ֡
Ƴֻ֣ϲЦտЦӯӯؿַϡ
̰ѿƳ˳ȥ
޲ϲɵӵճһɲǣԵ˵ĳ
ɨһȦȻ˵Ŀп˾ɫԭı滺һЩ
ϯĻʵǸݳɻʵ۵ӣǵĹݣĻʵۻš
룬ϲûɣ˳˻ʵۺͻʺ˵ˣһҲҪҡײƭĹʦϡ
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Ѿһߣ˿ƽӣüۣ촽΢΢ˣ˵Щʲô
ȴº͵Ц⣬Ʊ̫ӵ½ճɻ飬΢̫һ̫Ӻ̫΢Ĺˣ̫Щ̫İ΢Ҳ̫Ӻ̫һദĺܺ......̫Ǹܺõ......̫ӿҪһϧ


54 »֮ҹ
ưӿƳһϮϲ齱ߣԹԵŷ
˺þúþãˣûлļ
Ƴ̲ס͵͵һЩٱôһЩ
齺һңΪ¼ͻȻԼڵӣԼعء
뷨ʹܣҲ¹ԹԵֱͦ˼
ȼ룬ƳԾ⣬
ĿȻһĨƨɲض˶ͲסįشӴĨק
һźɫͷǰҲŵȹ˵ϲƣӶҪǺͷġ
ú棬˳ԼǺͷͷϣͷµ͵͵¶һƤЦݣȻ᲻þϲأ
Ƴ͸ϲķ϶ԼĽż⣬ɵصȴǸĸͷˡ
ֱȵöЩˣЩ˯ȥԶĽŲ
˲˸飬˵ϲΣ
ֵǣĽŲȽһǳһϢˡ
ǼĽŲ
ƳЩɻĲӦǡ
žડ
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ⴵķ紵˺ͷһǣƳԼ˽ˣԷҲһϮ£ȷǷ
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ƳźͷˣֻܿԷѥӣЩţָʶؿϲϾµĻơ
ϵĿƳ뵽ĶĶ˵ĻÿһÿһĶԼúöԴ
ɫӣвʣΪʲôСɵһֱļǹôꣿ
磬Ӧҵĺͷ
ٳûжƳߴٵ
֪ܡͷԽʢֱһץǺͷӵһԡ
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Цһǳ㹻ÿΪôһô......
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ܹγˮ㡣
ûзſ֣üͷſƳ˰Σȥ
˵ǣȴҲǡ
ƳΨһܸоֻʹСһһֱҧԼĵطҧֻ
֪׽Լ
йˣ֧Լ忴űԼѹڴϵĿƳٲĺڷڴɫϲɢԽԵ÷׷ڡ
ĶֱƳ촽ҧó.Ѫмֽεζ
Ƴ۽ʪ󣬿ͰίؿȴջŭôˣǰЩ컹˵Ҫ̫׼û𣿡
Ȼ䳰һǣˣǸʲôɵ......˵ź򱾹¶ɣ
ϿƳ̧ƽüëС˵粻Ҫ֪......Ҫͼ......Բ
ԲڴǰϵĿѧģź̫Ӳˣظ˷֮
Ƴ˵꣬Ҳѵõĺ
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ƳСҪѸͷȴһֻһ߬ס󣬶á
Ƴף̽ʵ磿
ѧĲһ......ԲӦ
һ룬Ƴ͸оԼĦԼ˺ѵ
Ƥܵ⣬ŮǸ˼켸ҹ깤ϲڷлΪһƲ
˵......ɲԽ⿪뿴......
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һμޡ
˳ȥĮȻԼֻЩ΢ҵɨ˵
첽뿪һġ
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˫ȴ޷ֱᣬ֪ʲôʱ˯˹ȥ
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ǰ̫̫
Ƴ˳صƤɫضԼİ̫ࡣ
̫ūźģūŽе
Ƴ˳Ŀ⿴Լϣ֪϶ÿȴû뵽ȥôңԲ˷ǴˣϻѪ
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ղû߽ûѪɫڿˣɫһ䣬æǰ鿴Ƴ˿ڣȻСΪҩ
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ɨƳʱһ㶼Ͳ˷ܹϵڿһİˡ
뵽£Ƴɫס
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Ҳҵ飬æƳ·էһȥɫе԰֮⣬Ҳʲô쳣


55 ĥ
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Ƿ޳һһúܴ󣬿Ƴƽ·ٶȶϣ˵ڻ˵״̬ˡ
Ƭ̣ͷֿƳߺߵţƵģЩջֱӳƳ˹ȥץסߡ
ƳԭΪ׼ˣ⧲ͱĵˡ
ܵߵأ۵ĸЩʪĸоһѪˡ
ҡ߲......
ôˣ̫ǵڶóõ״̬ȥʺģѱ𣿡
⻰˵ù֣ΪڲÿƳˣɿƳתôһ˵;öԼĴˣԲҲ......綪......
ȻѵӲһȻһ·ûٺۡ
ĵ׶Щزתͷʱ򣬲ŷֻƲѾЩɢˡ
ҪǻûҪһҩ°ȥ
ʱƳͻָЩԸղŷιҩûʶֻǾԼȻһЩ
˺ܿ͵˻ʺ޹ʺѾںľϵˡ
ƳȻڶס˼꣬Ǵûнʺ
˵ʺǷһˣҲһֱ֪ʲô˲ÿˡ
ǻʺಡۼŲŲֻмҪĻŻμӣֻͨƳֻԶԶĹûʲôҪλøҲһֱûл۲ʺ
˻ʺ󣬿Ƴһ˲ԼӦøʲôǰʱ̵ֽĶ׵Ժ
ʺǷĸҲǷĵһˣʹѾŮˣȴŮӣ֮ҵüۣһǰˣ˵ǷĽ㣬ƳҲŵġ
Ƴ㶵ĿŻʺûüͷ˵Ÿʲô
ƳԼӦ񣬹
һһʹֵûʱôˡ
ӹԹĲ裬˫ָʺ˹ȥĸȲ衣
ʺȻۼģӿƳ֫嶯ҲͿ岻ʣһ̬ȣ¾ô£ӹ˿ƳĲ裬ԵغһڣĲŻ˹С
һ̧öԷվ......۾ãߵǰñúÿ......
Ƴɵǰλʺֶꡣ
ʺ˿ƳҲЩȻ漴ҡͷ̾䱾µһ⺢ʮ꣬µһ˵ĳƺžûķˡ
ʺĽ֣Ƴ֪ԭ۾ˣЩѹ
ӣΪ¶ɫʺº͵ʡ
Ƴʵش𣺡ĸ۾ÿȴ......
ʺһ漴ЦЦǸĺӡ
ôĺӣ̫ˣǣߡ
Ƴͷúӣ޸Ϊޣ̫ˣЩҪ˵


56 
ֽûиŻʺһƳתͷ˿ƺͬ⡣
ʺ⵽ľֹŹƳǸɵɿóϲ
ûһ˿Թޣȫ
οûµģ߰ɡ
ûֹƳԹԵظ˻ʺˡ
ʺŮ˵дʲôȻһ䣬ʱŮ㷵أһƿҩŵС
ʺùƿݸƳúӣ
Ƴһɻؽӹƿĸʲôѽ
ʺĸ󿴵óܰ............
ƳͶɻִĿ⣬ʺû˵ȥЩʱ򣬲Ҫ̫㷴á
ǸĿ˵ƺЩʣԲֱ̫ˣ
Ƴ뵽£ʶز˲
ʺ̾һƿҩԴ󻬣Ժˮ֮ǵøԼͿҩˣá
ҩԲ𣿡Ƴϲؿҩ
ҩۣͲǼˣ
ʺģ֪ض۵ٸһƿ˵ҩպãӲŮӣˣзǰмʹñҩ
ƳѴƿúõԻʺЦллĸ
պˣĪƼ
Ϊʲô
ʺôøΪôֶأ֪ˣҩһסֻصصľˣؽѥ㱾˵Щʲô˵
ʺóһ黨ƾϸ塣
ƳȻɻ󣬿ǻǽӹ壬Ȼůůġ
ȻذƿҩѥֻѥӸһƿʲô
Ȼس;зɵĸȥʲô
Ƴջʺ˵˳ĸ
һһĸ󣬽еü˳ڣûмףһʺɡ
еɫһ䣬ȻһѶ......ĸȻ......
ĸů¾Ȼ͸ֻһĿƳ
лŨī˼ڻʺΪʲôҪů͸ƳˣȻû׷Ķ
Ƴǿҩֹ۹ЧƳʱ۵޷ڲˣЦ˵ĸǷĵһˣĺƯ......ûмôÿŮӣ
ԼĸɫһЩ
Ƴ˵ĸ󳤵ú񣬶˶......ԣ˵ҪӢ......
ֻÿƳԼߴߴʮֳ֣ΪԼҩֹ۶˼ֺڡ
ƳЦų룺Ҳһ......ǸкӻŮӣ϶Ư......
˵ƳȻΪ£ǰѽ͸ˡ
ǴóõĽңݸ磬͸ģԼģ
һ˫ˮͫͰ͵ؿȴ佱
ûнӣǽŵһ㾫ġֶ֣дõСɵģҲǲˡ
Ƴк桢Բ......
ˣЦһǣӣʲôпõĻƿã㻹ָж𣿡
ƳɫһŽҵ£ָʶĦ֣Щ֪룬С⣺㣬ͺܴ......
ع˹ǣó˵ɡ
ƳֹһŬ......
ƳŷԼԸϵϡ
ָͱĿ
磬Ҹϵ......
ͷôĶñŶˣӣȫ¶֪Ȣ˸ˣûЦ𣿡
Ƴ˵Щɥһ°˻ȥ......´ÿ......
ʶؿƳָ⣬Ȼԭմˮ۵úָܵϳ˺Щ¼룬вٵۡ
ƳͷǸʮҹŷƳĽҡ
Ȼ̫ˣ粻ϲ......ҪͲС
̧ͷضԷ˵һ飺´һһÿģ
............................................................
Ƴȥ֮˵зιԵǿҩֹһʱʹǱϾֻα겻α˿ڻҹƳ㷢˸գ˺ü죬Ž˺ת
һˣһߴһ𾪵Ϣ
ڷ֣һ̫༱Ҵ˽̫ӵ£
Ҫôûؿɱ˵ۼġ
̫ܵǡǴ£̫̫ӵ£......ѹˣ
͵ذѱһӣվ
ǰЩ̫ҽ˵ʲúأû뵽վѹˡ
Ҳ˲Լֶīˮˣ󲽳ȥ̫æȥ
߱ʵģ
ѾƼ޹ˡ
æŻʵ۵޹˹ȥ˼ȴ˷ӿ
ǰЩ͹ʦ˶ģͿƳɻ飬ʵҲʲôƣϲŵ˵......
û뵽ͿƳɻ˼죬ʾ......ɺ𣿻ɵӵʲôת
ͷһðֱݺˡ
ʾˣҲ̫ҽҽãͿƳʲôϵأ
ʦˡ
ԭΪʵ֮ҲҪ鵤ҩǳ⣬״̬Ȼһܾѻָ롣
ϵǣʵ۹ȻӱɵˣɵӣԸл
ʵ۲ϯףԼڹŹоյ߹
ϯϿƳԼĵϲܵߡ
ةһԵĻްôѾˣȴȻô¶ֹȴûĻ˵ֻ̾һͳһСƿӡ
Ȼ̽ʵߵ̫......з֮ʵ
ԭǲЩģƳڻôܶЩ˼̫ҲϲĶӣָͲʵǷĲ¡
ƳŵͳƿӣЩ棬ʺ󲻾ǰŸһƿҩҲҪ
ػش𣺡Һͼз֮ʵˣ
ةһû˻ӣŰƿӸ˿Ƴ˵......š
Ƴӹƿӣ濴˿Сɫģǹ㡣


57 ó
̽ţһˮζ˱Ƕˮǣ
ĵһžҪŽ
ةæֹ......ƽʱܳԣҪ̫Ժ£ǵºǣ......кôȻܲͲҪ㣬֪𣿡
ƳΪʲôü
......ةһʱ˵˲ã塣
Ƴ뵽Լһأû꣬˼첡滹ʹ˺þãõ˵úеɵص˵ͷ
ة˵عԣ̧ͷֻôɿɰĶӣ̫ǻСӣʹ֡
˽ԼӵƷԣֻãԼԾͺˣ̫ӣ˷ѣ
ƳȻźؿ˿ƿӣϧ......
............................................................
ϯ֮󣬿ƳԼķ䣬óƿó˻ʺҩƿԲľƿӰһܿɰȴǣĵ̾˿
ƿҩȻһ;Ҫͼʱ......Դ֮󣬼ԼԭĵطסûٺԼͬˡ
ôĻдģԼĺͽ
Ƴÿ۰Ͱ͵ĵŷȴǵȲ
óҲûôˣûѧãѧͼһʱҲ......
֪֪ʲôʱ򣬾Ȼӷ˳
عԼѾ˷Ϣĵ⡣
֪ΪΣ⾹ȻûţƳһϲŶ
ܴҪߵú棬Ƿҡ
Ƴᳵ·Ǳȥ
ɻû߽һŮӵĽεεŶ
ȥֻɴʵӰڴͷһŮͷ䲻֪ڸʲôﲻ³
˵˲Ҫš
䵭
Ƴطʣ磬ڸʲôѽ
˶һ٣һҵĽŮӱ㱻˳۽Ǵ££·˳ȥ
ŭ𣺡˭ģ
Ƴ޹գһ۾Լģſû......
ҭһ˲ȷԼ˲ҪţܵƳ߿æֹ
Ƴһ㶣......ˣþûȥ......ҾԼ......
˵꣬ߣѾʰ룬Ǳ
㲻Ҫ˻
Ƴֻǹִضŷ䣺......ղŵĽΪʲôҪ
񵥴֪Ĺ⣬һ֪ģȴ÷оղŲиоĵطȻ˾ơ
İһ䣬ѹȥ졣
ܺó𣿳Ҳһ......ƳһԾԾԵģ
촽ۺɫĴԼֵıݴ˿ڷɫ 
ֳ֪.ĻＤö΢죺ٺ............
һʲôζ
ͷһðɫ
㼢ʳҲԲɵӣ
ҹ֬۵ļˮȴԺ֮ȥţֻٻŮ
ȻԺﶼϼѰ壬ǰĿ毺õŮӺ
ӦʱѾſƳѹڴϣ̽½档
ɾ棬֪ͨ
Ƴֻ֪ԲҪûطҲܱŪİĸоŪЩŤŤ磬......
ǣһԼǿȵĵλãɫѿ
ԼȻһɵӲܴ裡
һڣĮȥ
Ƴ֪ΪʲôͻȻҪԼߣ˵ʲôȴźӴһֻСһɣȻ㱻ӵ⡣
ƳûˤΪסˣ̫ذɡ
ٵҲԼǲŵģѵǰ裿ʲô˶ܿ
Ѫְ̣ʧְ󴦷
ƳҪΪԼܷˣæ磬ҡ......㲻Ҫ......
и磬Щȥʼҵˣ
Ƴиطǰٻָо֪ôˣﲻĸоԽԽƵˣҪ̫ҽԼ
............................................................
ãȻػصԼСԺˣЩ޳ллأɻˣ
ȥϴˮתͷͲӰ
ﲻ......ƳָָԼء
ƳһЦӯӯд˵䣬ҲЩۡ
ȻŷãɿƳ̵ĵһӣҲǸܺõӣӲΪǣǼãƯɰ
£ʲôգūԸǣ
ƳԼĿշ񲻿ϸԲ......
˿Ƴ󵨵ĻûסЩߵһ
빬ûжãȫƾһ쵽̷̫λãҲһЩ˵Ĺ飬ƤӶ˶˸ӡ
£ūſòǣԸɫ ......˵̫ӵ£µŮŮֿˣ
⻰˵ôðƳƽҲƽϣıĻˣʲôɫ գ
һЦ£ɫ հ......ֻᣬԴסһ㣬ǰĲֳֵչ̫ӵǰ̫ӵһΪ㵹
ƳƶǶĵ˵ͷ
ѵ˺ѣǰѻʺԼҩ˳ʲôã
ʺʱֻ˵ڷǰãȴû÷
ڿƳֹ䣬Ƴһصţʱͷ
˵ˣ£𣿡
Ƴ˵صͷҵĺѣ
룬ֵҲܽķ......һҵ......
һЦ򵥣˵......
Ƴһţһ̲סЦ޵
ϿƳѵõʧˣ˷ܵطȥ
Ҫɫ մˣ뵽֣޲ˡ
ӱ㷭˼棬ڰԼڵ˯˹ȥ


58 㵹ǺܻṴˣޣ
ڶ죬Ƴڵͬµ¾͵˼Ů
Ƴǵһ͵ŵʵңǲǱɻ......͵......
´Բӣɫ ̫֮ô͵
ǽʲô
ֻǽѣ֮ٻͺ
Ƴתת˵úе
˹Ůһ˫ָڸһ£˲ÿƳһСŮ
Ȼ˹Ů·Ƴ׾ͻ˷޵
ܹϳʱδ
Ƴ˵ģԼ·ѵˣȻı
ůһ˯ˡ
Ժ͵شܹǶѹ
ڱԼ
ˡˡˡ
ַ棬밲һǿŲֵࡣ
ʱſˡ
Ƴæڱѻʺҩȡų
ǵ˰죬ûŲ̲סƿӿô¡
üԼϵıӹ߸ߵһ磬һ䶯š
ʵһţʶ˽ˣҸϢԼĴ
һʼΪǴ̿ͣȻϢҵúܣһ֪ϰ֮˵ġ
ҵһصǹŮķװ
ݺݵüû뵽ԼﾹȻйŮôأȻԼĴ
ǰһѱƿ۾ǰ׵û۴ĿļһĴϣ˿еľڱеɢϣڵڣ׵ס
......Ƴ
ƳͷӨļϻ¶һЦݣЦݺĴаͬȻһ֮⡣
ţȻ͵˹˸
˫ֻסĲӣͷĴȥ
Ƴ˵ģҩɽ˷ĿС
һ£漴üҩ¶ɻ˿ƳǶ
˽սһƳôĶ֣ҩȫԼ
ŽƳ͵ƿƳһƨֵ˴ϡ
ɺϼСɵӣʵҳԵʲô
ƳСͣĸ......ĸ......
ſƳ˼ۣζһ´ݼ仹ŵζȷζҲԼѡ
ɨ壬üͷڸʲô
Ƴͷ˿Լ壬ֶԷķӦԼĲһԺЩʧ䡣
ѵԼ岻
Ƴ㶵سʵɫ ռ......
Цˣ˵ô𣿡
漴ʶִʲǿƳԴܹģ۾˭ôģ
ƳӦ˵Ҫؿƿҡͷ
ҩѾһСˣοţʱֻоһȽĳطӵȫɫȾ֬Ƥ촽΢΢ſᴭһáȰ......
⸱ģ֪ղǡǡʲôˣɵӾȻҩ
̧ƳҩģΪg㣬ѧ˵ˣ
ƳҩЧĥ룬ܵصû˵......ǡĸ......
¶Ȳߣ°ͣú
˫ϵ̵֣ģʶ̧ĥ˼£̾һ......
һžüë΢ƫɢȵϢģûаҩȥȴûҲһΪղŶҲһ㡣
ֱȣȻʼٸ߾Ȼذ˦ˣ......
ôԼȻһɵˣҪŭȴ
ƿִļ·㣬ԭҪƾֱܵ˽š
ɵҲֻɫȡԼˣ......
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Ѿʧȥʶһ̲ˮ㣬ԼסҪôȥ
Ŀһ 
ô˵ţȴûͣ¡
ֻԧУ˷ӿɫޱߡ
............................................................
󣬿Ƴػ˯ȥҩЧԭܵν֮ϵƣлһĨ㡣
ûаֻ˯׼ȥԡϲճĸо
˿ƳʣҪȥĶ......
Ҫȥԡղŵȥֱ䵭ԳֵģϢ˾Լȥ......߲ˣ˴㡣
ƳҲһ......
ԼŪĺۼĬΣᱧ
ƳĲӣлл......
͵͵˴ǣЦúۡ
ԭзôֵ£üᣬԺҪͼ
ƼӺųȥ˺ɽȪȪڵֵͻĿƳ񣺡̫ӵ£̫ǧꡣ
·ʱ²˵ȥ
Ȫˮǡãƣ˲䱻ɢ˲٣ƳߣվȪ룬ˮֻǡ±۾¶档
Ǹղŵõ㣬üĿȥ˲٣ǰ˾ȻҲ˼ֿɰѵúгȪԡ
ͻȻƳʲôſ߷Լҳ˵ºҪԵǣƿﵹһţȥ
һĻüģʵֳʲô
Ƴǣˮǣ
ղǴ ҩҲ˵ǣǴƿ˹ţָղųԵҩζȷһɢˮζ
˽ǴƿԸȥ̫ҽһ£ʲô
Щؽӹõط߾ȻڳûʲôԾ屩¶ĿƳϡ
֪Ƴû뵽ѵصܱԻ
ҺÿƳǸɵӣɵضһˮ
ԼԽæ£̫֪
ɫÿصƿȥ̫ҽԼȥһٱޡ
л̫ӵ
뿪󣬿Ƴιŷֱۣ磬ΪʲôǸҪܷ
һֻ˵Сֱ۳˳ûлش⣬ߣ......㵹ǺܻṴ ô
Ƴ֪ôֲԸԼ׽ˣӣ˵ֻ ̫Ӹ磡


59 ҩޣ
ѿһ䡰⻹ࡱҺԳֵסˡ
ûãҩˣһؽûнֻǸżɽ˵
£̫ҽ˵ҩ......Ǳҩ......
һ˲ôҲû뵽𰸡
ҩ
˵ǲлܹܣ......ӣ
һˣõųԱҩֲŮˣΪܻвɣ
ɾ̫߳ˣܻУҩʲô˼ô뻳Լ̥֮ǰһֱ֪Ҫӵ˭
ȻԼҲһҲһɵԼĺӣȻЩŭǱ򶨣˵˽ˡȥ췣ɡ
ƳȻһ¶شչʣ磬ʲôǱҩ
Цһ
ԭΪƳȻɵôʲôۣû뵽ھȻҲѧƭˡ
ûش𣬿Ƴ׷ʣ......ôˣ
Ҫװʲôӣġ
ɵԽԽˡ
ǿΨһԾɵˣŶٱӻһЩ
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ͻȻʲôȻؿ磬Ϊûиԣ𣿿ǵ˵ˣֻãûõ............ԵĻ´ԣ
ȥˣݺݵشΣ
һȻٻ³˵Ķģ
Ǳͻƻʱֹģ˿Ѿ֪˽ӡ
¹£ƳƤӨףһһ㣬ı黹ô޹ôࡣ
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һ......
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ӣδţǾƲŵģ־ÿƳûеô......
ɫӵؿŻڰѡߵˣ˼
............................................................
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һ򲻳ɱԼȢôޣҲֻ;뷨ҼȻȥ
꣬ԽԽϡ
ܵ˵Ҳǿ
󣬿ƳԵظо£˯ǿƤʣ磬ʲô......
ǽճϷ¡
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......л˵
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λ󳼿ͽˣǸûᡣ
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⵹ЩϣǣСɵӾȻˣ
ƳٺһЦĸ縨ҵģ
ȻԭΪġ
ЩοЩѪ
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ϧȴֻŵĨ£ͷһǰˡ
............................................................
ڶգ֮ϣᶨǰһһ̧˿ڣڴʱžĵУֱģʣԸǰϽΪʷǡ
ʵĿЩȣԭҲֻһֻ۱һֻۣϾҲûĸԸǰٻɸ֮һ£û뵽ȻôѵĻ
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60 
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ЩĻǺٴλԼǲܴЩʲô
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ʱ򣬿ЩûõĶһֻҿ˵ķݣֱ˸ӵˣȴɫذѰʺƿҩ˳պá
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Ƴæ˵ͷ
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оָƿƳס˺ԼȻ󻺻˻
ʱһֻͻȻס˿Ƴ


61 ҹǲңô
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............Ǿ𣿡
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ûϵģҲжġƳЦеص
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ȻղŻԵһҸɴ˼۵ɵӣȻӶˣǶǰʳʧȥȤЩʧز֪ڿ
еѵãЩȡ
ƳͰ͵̧ͷŷдģСֲȷʵҵ......ĺܻ𣿡
ӹɣǿ϶ģϿƳ˫ԭ罾˿ȴһ۾Ȼе˵ڡ
ĬƬֻ̣һøס
Ƴͷҵõĵ
ܷĵİο˿ƳûԼھ˵Լˡ
ҲܲǻæŸ·Ȼ˵ˣ㸶Ǯ뿪˿ջ
ƳҹճлϣʱԵЩķһֻֽɵƳЩϲŴŴ˵һ䣬лл
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Ȼô˵Ӷ˵ͣ
ƳԭΪҪԼԹԵͷ׼ѵȴû뵽˵⸽ʲôµ꣬ȥһ


62 Ż
ܿʹż
ֱӸ˿Ƴţٶȥ
Ƴ˸üԼ̫ˣһЦ⡣
֪ǲΪãϵӺ󣬺ƨûôʹˣ
ģ֮ԱǣǸɵӡ
ڳ˻ʳǣ⡣
ŤͷһԼߵĿƳֻŴ۾Ŵ⣬⼸һֱ״̬ʲôһģ·𲻻оۡ
ԭΪ·ҲõĽͻẰعˣû뵽һڵ·ԼϵӹڷƣԾɺԹԣԶЩĿ࿴
ŴϽȥһ·ϵķ羰𽥵ı仯бϱߣֲͬҲͬմ·Ҳб仯˾֮࣬ȴҲеزһ仯
ԽʳĵطߣԽǻưܣʳǰŵĸԣЦݣİȴԿ
ǵнֱ仯ԽԽԣƳˡ
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ҲһЩܣһЩƶĵطҲģشܹʲôְɡ
Щأȴף֣˻Ҳһԭ
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ﰵ¾ģ˻ʵۣһҪȫİնԣٹ
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ָ˼·һ·۲ΧľֻôĿģԽᶨԼ뷨
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Ҳ⵽΢΢С
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63 磬
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64 Ƴ㵽Ǹʲô
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ٲ⣬ҲЩԾ
תȦ
ƳԵתһȦƺǾúܺӣɵʣҪת𣿡
üͷԽԽ·ôƳӣ
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һүүһɽסźôһ·ˤһ......ȻҹȥҲˤһ......ƳǱԼˣЦţٵذ˼ڷҽ컹Ҫȥүүҩ
ѵҪߣҪǱץˣҾԲȥ㡣
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ɫӵؿſƳı飬ԼǲǶ̫һ㣬Լǰô޷졣
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ʵƺֽһ˲ڲκνգѰôЩЩΡ
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а
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˵꣬ʳȷʵ٣ϵҲ˲٣ûԭָС
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ſƳ˵Ǹׯ
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дһ֣


65 ϲˣ
Ƴᳵ·شŷе˵ļңſҲһȥһŨŨҩ㡣
ݺһɣүүˣ
ʱһ߰׵˼Źȳô簡......ƣλǣ
ǿƳĻǰ߹ʲôͻشԼơ
֮ǰش𣺡˼ңǰƵĸ硣
ɣүүҸҲɲҩģ 
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һᣬĨĨǵ۾ЩȻضɽµһƬ죺ǽϰףҲܻ˻Ͻ٣û˺öũһǰһ............ҵĶӶϱ......
͢Ǳõأ
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ҲСˣ˫۾ȴԾԲԲģͫʺܴ󡣲ʲô飬ֻҪƽؿһۣͻ˾ֻ޹СޣʢΡ
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˴ӾлҡҡͷҲ......ڰƵĶӦԼᡣ
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Ƴһۣһģ壬Ҳʺϵܡ
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ڴſƳһ˲䣬΢΢һȻſϣϾʣ𣿡
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ǽҪͷ߹ص˻ڵ֧ԮͣΪ񣬲Ǹǳȥ֣
Ƴû뵽ȻᷢôĻ𣬱Ųϵֽ˽΢΢ͷ֪˵ʲôľ飬ʱ˵ʲô綼
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ʿеҲƳÿ쿴ææ⣬ҲһЩ棬һȥʿӪء
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ӪأʿǶϰˣȴһЩ⣬̫ӵ¾ȻһȥǽСӣʱЩ档
ӪʿҲһЩԷ˵̫ӵʵǴԼ̫ģһʼǻţ˿Ƴȴ˲² 
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79 ΪʲôжĲ˾
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81 һҲֲ
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ƳĳİѾˣÿζΪĸ״̬ãŻȡһЩÿζϵֱŸ첲ξҽȡѪ
ؾҽɫЩ̫ãƳЩǵʵĸر𲻺𣿡
ҽûлش
ĵر𲻺ãɵ̫Լر𲻺á
ƳҲزشˣȡѪֻúϢһ£ֳ˯˹ȥ
߽ӪУʾҽôˣ
ҽ¶ɫ˵ʱ̫ʧѪ࣬ȡѪѾЩѣӲȡ»Σա
ɵ......һЩѪҩ᲻ӰѪҩЧ
仰һ˵ҽЩƳĴˡ
һﻹźӵˣѪȡˣķĵľȻǸ˲Ѫҩ֮᲻ӰѪҩЧ̾һ̫ӵ·ģƻ̫ѪҩЧ
˵ͷȥɡ
............................................................
ƳǱҩǺѵġ
ȿ............
ģۣһʲôĴߡ
ˣһ˿ڣԱߵϣ˾Լȡ
Ƴ۰Ͱ͵ûжŷӦֽˣܶ˵Ķҩֻι
Լҩ˵ͱϣƳûжܾҩ
ЩͷصΪʲôȣ
Ƴʣ磬ʲô
ȥҩĳɷ֣ЩãǸ͵ҽ˵ʧѪ࣬ȡѪԸ㿪һ㲹Ѫҩ
ƳΪʲôϴȡѪʱΪʲôɫѿˣ¾ǷѪԽԽȡ˰ɡ
ǿǰҩЩǡ
ĸͿԼѪţΪԼѪԽⶾں˲ѪҩһӰԼѪҩЧô죿
Ƴ͵͵һ۵ҩķ
ĸʲô⣬һǳ
һ뵽ȻЩ¡
һҡҡͷܾ˷ҩ
ط棬ľȲȣܵԼ
ƳԼֻС͵ǵ......ҩӰҵѪ......ôѽ......
㶣û뵽СɵӾȻҲ˼ܵʱ
ҩߣȻǵñȫ......ȡ
Ƴ룬ҲǣȻǱԼȫģȣ˾ˡ
ΪԼѪȡӰ쵽ȡĸķԼѪİɡ
Сɵڽ벹ҩ
ҩȷʵЧģ˺ü졣Ƴ;Լ˲٣ǰһһ춼˯ûиѵʱ
ڵ״̬Ƴϧ......ܴܲҵſȥһ
˵ſǿðС֪ûгһЩ
ȥһſڵ......
ЩӣΪԭһ춼Ӫ˯˯ѣûеʵĿһϲϹתƵĿƳԼﻵˡ
ԭһӣƽвסģȴӪ˲֪졣
ЩӹûججѾǲסˡ
֪ôſڵòױվһЩĬƬ̣ͬ
һԵʮ˸ӳţѰ˸ʵĵطŽӷ¡
һڴ̱ĿƳһźӵˣѾ״Ȼطǵûӣˡ
û˵ĬؽƳ˳ȥ
˵ǣ
Ƴŵϣһ۾Ϳϴοǿ
Ϊԭƺûʲôҡ
Ƴ̲סʼ˼룬ģֻԼԲá
ֻû......ôûأΪʲôأǲѾ......
ţƳȻԽԽѹ......˵𣿡
˵Ŀ⣬ǿһۣ֪СɵЩʲôǻشš


86 ׼׼ɣޣ
Ƴ΢΢һЦ̫ˣ
Ƴһֱǿüʣ......ϲǿ
Ƴͷ......ϲ......
ǿ÷һۣƳС֪괺ܲܿ......
Ļ˵úΪ֪괺дȥ᲻Ὺ
ҲΪ......֪ɲԻ괺졣
뵽ߣͻȻԼʲôһ£ü˼롣
Ŷ......
Ƴ˵ͷǿּѵС
Ķӣɫ
ҽ͸߹ǸãһֱΪӿ϶סģȴû뵽ǿڿƳĶ
ܿƳĶһҲӷףڶӵӳԵ˸ӵĽС忴ȥЩЭ
һҪѪһ߻źӣظ֮£һȥӾǿƳŵһҡ
һһͻȻˣ¾......
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Ҳûȥ˼ΪʲôԸ롣
Ƴûһᣬͼֲסˣͷһһ㣬˯
״ᱧ𣬴Ӫʡ
Ƴһմ죬ͻ˯˹ȥ
ؿ˯ա
СɵԭЩӤʵѾȫȥ°ͼģ촽Ҳյĺޡ
˫Ȼرţһ˿ҲûУ΢......ǰ㡣
ģѾĿƳ......
ͻȻ©һġ
ָоİַ꣬ɴ۲ΪתӪʡ
߳ӪʣֿǿᲱ
˰Σߵ˿ʲôë......ȻҸר......һҪ֤һֱţ괺ܹ
............................................................
ƳĶԽԽܸܵĶƤķͷ
ƳȾۣ־Щա
ΪܸܵһǸõıյǣԼľһ첻һ죬ʱ򱦱ߵôһЩоЩԳܡ
һҩҹδ
һԣҽž޴ѹΪƳ顣
Ϊʲôλôã
̫ӵµʣҽǰð亹˵̫ӵ......Ҳˣ̫¶̥쳣ǿȻţһܽһ£Ҳһ......Ϊ̥ʳ̫µѪ񣬲ܹԽ̫¾ԽΣ......
򶨵ʵĽǣ
ҽε˵Ϊ֮ƣֹֻ̥ʳ̫ľ......
Ļüëݺݵһ
֪ӶԿƳ˵жôҪûˣȷƳʲô
ſƿƳ¡ĶӣƬ̣ŶԾҽ˵ɡ
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˯ҹĿƳǱıѵġ
ۣ˷ۡ
Ƴ΢΢䴽磬......ԺĹһ......
Ƴһģ˶٣ʵû......ô
ûˣ
Ƴһ˲ãȻľһš
ҡͷЩ......ûġ
ǿ򶨵ı׽˾ţ΢һ±飬ֻ˵
ҲҪƳȻ⼸ӷ
˵꣬༱ǰЩڣ˵ֻſ죬ڴڵش
û뵽ֻ̽ԵʻķӦ㶡
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ЦţȴδεشӴ۾䡣
㣬Ҫ......
Ƴ岻ãôݵһᣬ㽫˯ҹ΢ܵһ㾫ֺĹˡ
ͻȻֳһ˿ʹ飬øһ˿Ѫ˲ԾӪʶӪȥҽ
Ȼ»صӪʣ˸Ƴؿڣ˳˳ҪҪ̫
ָ£ƳŽƽһЩֻ˹ȥ
ҽһ߷ּ̫ģŻѪ......̫ӵ¿˵Щʲô̼̫µĻˣ
ĬˣȻɵʵ......ӣûʲôİ취
ҽɫ......ûʲôİ취ˣ̥̫µĶһ죬ͻ᲻ϼȡ̫......̫ԭﻹܳеָأ˵ĵٲһ......ˡְֱԣ̫µ״ҲԽ̥Ū......ܻһʬ
󵨣
ɫһ
ҽæڵϣ̫ӵְְ......ְ˵ʵ
ŭ𽥽ƽϢӪⲽ
֪ҽ˵ʵǶԵģһ뵽СɵӸղǸģ......
ͻȻͷ
ԼʲôʱѶˣ
ĻûѹҪֻҪСɵӵҩɣĶĿǷΧ֮ڣ
񽥽ᶨҲֹͣⲽ߻ؾҽǰ˻֣ʾȻˣ׼׼......ɡ
ҽ֪ľҲǺףҲųصصԼӪʣ׼ΪƳҩˡ
............................................................
Ƴ˯ʮֲ̤ʵԺԼʮӵĶԻ
Իȴ쳣˾̸Щʲô
......ֻ......
׼׼............
ǵĶԻݺ󣬿Ƴͷ󾪣Ҫֹǡ
ôأ
ıôԣôŬػ......
ô......ôô
ΪʲôҪộ
ƳŴ˹ŷӪֻԼһˣûзҲûоҽ
ɸɾʮֵİ


87 Ҫɱǵĺ
ƳµؿӪʶĻӷ
ղŵĶԻ......Ӧΰ......
ıͻȻһ£ﰲ˲١
һᱣ......˭˺......
Ƴ˵оֶ˶ƺڻӦĻһ㡣
ԣ
ƳЦЦЩҰܵɫ˵ʡ
ϧѾ......ֱܲ......
ͻȻЩɥ
ֻܿοԼȻ˱ǵȱһЩԱԼѽ......
뵽ֺࡣ
ϣ¿ЩȥͿԼ
............................................................
˾ҽȥ׼ҩͻȻһ˵ĶֽҽϽɣүүҩҩץҩ
ҽӹҩ˿㵵ص̫ӵ......ְһ£ҩǳλҽ֣֮
üһλϽ˸......ҩʲô⣿
ҽⷽӿʮָȱְԭ׼ҩҪºࡣ⸱ҩӻһ
û뵽˵ı±ûߣһֱüëչһЩǾͰҩ
ҽЧʺܿ죬ܿͰҩ
ҩĸӡ
ҩһģӮˣӾܻˣƳʧȥӡ
ȣƳԼѱ
Ȩ֮󣬷Ϊҩõѡ
Զҩ˿ƳӪʡ
Ƴһ۾ע⵽ŵҩԼǸΣͻȻЩ
˵һκȲҩǴΣǵڶμԶҩƽնǴιԼġ
Щŵ˿ĭ......⡢ʲô
治ɫصҩ̫æͲˡ
ҩ......Ƴظһ顣
Ĵ£Ҩһιߡ
˵ЩľٶڲľԱĿƳо
⣬һֻСèһҩоζǰЩӺȵĲҩȫͬ㲻ٺˡ
֮ǰȵĲҩܿ࣬ҩȴ΢ġ
ôˣ
΢΢·Ƴȡ֡
Ƴ΢΢ɪһ£Էص̬ԼĶӣ⡢ǲҩ......
ͨĲҩٶ֣±¶ɣ
Ƴƺˣ־ǲҩͰѴͼ̣ˣԼܲӦ......
еĶԻԾԺ֮ȥ
ôӹеðñܵ˺Ըǵĺ⡣
......ģҲԼĸɡ
Сȴᶨ˵ںܺãҪԲҩ......
֪룬ֻΪųҩƬ̣˵Թ԰ҩˣʹȥôˡ㲻Ǻϲ𣿡
ƳҡͷĦҩףҩϵҩŪһ¡
ҽ˵ƽʱιƳҩʱϣȻĿǰӣһϵӡ
ۣ㲻ҪƲԳԷơΪι㣬ÿ򱾹ˣ
ƳӳϿҵҡͷǵ......
ΪʲôϺȣ
ƳļۿЩʪ磬ĺúܶˣӰ쵽ĸβģģҲúȲҩˣ......
ƳŬֱ̧ۣûʲôذҩơ
ղŻ۵һЩŭ΢ĿɢˣһڣһպĿǵֻͨĲҩҪǲԵĻԼԲﻹжָӣ
Ҩһ͵ߣԣſҩˡ
ķ̫ÿƳȷԼǸ......ΣʵеĶԻ
Ҳ......Ҫɱǵĺӡ
Ƴɴ۾ȫǾ
......ͨĲҩĻ¸ͲԼȲȰ......
£Ǳ޹İ......ѵԼиӣҲӰĸ磬ŻѾԼ߸µı
Ƴﷺһǿҵʹоͷһ𣬼ֱҪƲסȳѪ


88 ҪǸҸۣھͽĺӴ
ƳͻȻ񷢺ݵؿҩδпɫǱ˹עһķ
ֱ׳һ˲漴ͱص˹
Ƴþȫ֧ӣͷײҩҩƬɢĴҩҲһء
ţΪʧȥƽ⣬ֱֱҪЩƬȥ
һۣȵؽס
Ƴı䴦ҵؿ
о͵شһƬȣȻĵץſƳ˫磬ƿһЩ
ȻƳ԰׸ѵĴ걻ѪȾ̺죬ѪԼļһѪ......
Ƴ......Ƴ
ҡҡļ򣬼ɢ񻺻Լϣ촽˶΢
ֻȥ˵ʲô
Ҫ......Ҫҵĺ......
֪ΪʲôСɵӻôҵķ......ԭʲô֪
ƳڿԣѪԴԴϴĴӷȥѪǲֹӿӪҽ
ͻȻʶûˣƳĻˡ
ͷڿƳߵûˣҩˣҩѾûˣ㿴......
ƳʱȴʲôҲȥԺвдʶһŸղǿӲԼҩĳƲסػ
ŶĺӣֻһͷҲĺӣ
Լۣ۾Ϣһ......
ڼ۵һ˲䣬ߴ
ƳҪǸҸۣھͽĺӴԲὫ£
ֲͷĽΪɵӣΪ˵ɵӾģֻ֪ÿƳ˯ȥ
ƳݵĻ͵سſصƤǿԼ־
˯һ˯ˣ˵Χ˶ûĺ......
Ѿʲôû......ֻжĺӣʧȥ
ƳѵسãоԼĴǰƺ˾ҽĻӵĺ͸......ʲôҲ壬֪ʲôʱۡ
ʹ˯ȥˣѾܶҲڶϣʱ״̬
............................................................
Ƴѣûһֻȥججع˼죬ҩĵһЩת
Ƴָʶ۵ʱԼԼĴǰһӰ
ǽŲȥ૵Ҫ......
ҽæο̫Ī£ְιҩģ
ιҩƳ̲סֲΪʲô......ΪʲôҪ......
ҽһ㶣شΪ̥ڲϲʳľѪΪְĽ......
Ƴֻ˺һ䣬˵һƬ֪ЩʲôԽԽȫ䣬ȫս˵һĻ......Ȼƭң
̫ӵҲΪð......Ȱҩ˰ɡ
ƳιҩɫߣҲ......Ҳ......
ҽƳԽԽʶڵ״̬Ծ
ԸˣҪȥæ̫Ҫˣ......ȺúϢһᣡ
Σ̫ӵ¹һɡ
ں͸̸۾£Ԫľõú֣ڳˣڰвʲô
ԽսԽ˾òʹʹشһ̡
ҽʱ򣬷ֻȥ
̫ӵ£̫Ѿ......
սŪķ꣬ͷֻĵ£͵ضҪŲס֪ͨ
ҽûа취ֻܴ˳ֻص˿ƳӪʡ
ƳӪѾ͵ҽŷнȥ
ƳԸҩһҪǿԵġ
ȻƳƺѾʧȥΣι졣
Ϊ̫ң˿ѪҺ
ھҽ޲ߵʱ˽ˡ
ԭΪ̫ӣȴĻӡ
ƳһֵۣͷûʲôӦ
ų¡ĶӣطݵľĿƳܾһ˳ͻȥ
ôˣ
ҽ̾һ˵̫ڲ֪ΪʲôͻȻʼԸԷˣôȰ˵û......
Ѫ͵ץַ֣ŵҽǰʣô£
ʶԼΪʧ̬ɻ̲סʵǴҲӦ֪ѪɫӦʲôӵİɣ
ƳѪҺϡǳһҲ˵Ũ죬˴Ŀġ
ҽ͵̫̫ϳԲҩҲϺúóԷѪ㹩ϣʧѪ࣬ԲŵѪҺ......
Ŵ϶ǵĶԻ޶ԵĿƳ΢
ҽֵǰְѪҺɫǳİڼ˼ңΪԲϷƶѪŻ......
ùеķ룺ȥɡ
ҽڰͲ£뿪ˡ
̧ƳΪʲôԷ
һЦеĿƳЦˣһԵķУСҲ......
ĺУΪ㲻Ϊ˱ӣʵ˺ӣȥû㹻֣Ϊܹúõģ
Ƴɫ΢
㲻Ҫ˱ĩԭ뱣ɺ......ҲԼ
˵꣬Ҩһ׷ι
Ƴһᣬе쿪ʼ˽ȥ
Ͷˡ
룬ڳһֻ֣Ƴͷ
ΪƶѪƳԭһͷںڷƯ˳˿øɿϸơ
ƳͻȻ´δε᣺Ļ......
û뵽ͻȻǰᣬķ˿һ......ţڡ
Ļӣ㡢ɲ԰......
Сɵ˫ᣬ
......ʲô
Ƴ񿴵ݰ㣬˵......ܴܲ......
˻ȥʣȥģ
ȥﶼ......Ƕ뺦ҵĺ......Ƴ֤뿪ҲҩģҰѱˣͻĸ......
ϵıʧˣŴεĿ⿴ԼСɵӣĬˡ
ƳһֱȴĻش
ĻǸȻ۸Ҳˡ
Ȼ˺þãûеȵĻش
òȼһ˿ȥ˴ǣûϵ......֪......


89 㲻ԣľͳԣ
ֽ˽˳ǣ֪ͺ......¿ɲʲôˡ
Բ......Ƴ
ǰĻӺԼĹϵҲ......ôãûԼæ
ҪǱץˣ϶𷣵ġ
Ƴôһ룬ΪԼ˽еĻӣ㵱ʲôҲû˵......
û˵¿ʼι
ƳҲιһڣͳһڡ
ƳľȻؽŷ÷˺þ֮ǰǸͷ𻨸ѧϳԵ޵һӰӡ
ҲʣһӰˡ
Ȼôȴʧȥǰ㣬ն
ͷԻЩҡ
ôҵӣӦþʮʹŶԣϾǸ鳼۰Ķӡ
ǹ鳼ԼĸԼʹʧףڿƳҲһֱӦǹ鳼Ҳָγϵζ
ɿƳȻʧ飬йǿЦݲϸǰҵһͿ
..................................................................
ߵƳӪǰԻſڵľҽˣ
ΪæƳԵû
̫˾޴ĴģȻˣԸʳԽԽ......չ̫»......ҩɡ
ҩɡһ˲ʵ......ǲϳԣ
ղĻӹˣְ߱취......
û˵꣬ͼӪš
ûιڣ˽
ιƳһĻɫһصĻʵܵͻȻмҪ뿪ʣȴԭҪӣ
ҲϸղŻ˵ŲŲסҪķȻô͹ˡ
......ƺҲ濴ȥǰ鰡......
·룬еصֲôţʵֻǴ飬·ߣҽɩϳԷŻæýͷö޷˳ֿһɩϾɩﻹ̥أԷôأ
ƽ˵ǣֻˡ
ȻѾˣȻǸˡɵվߡ
·ߵʱ˵ʰòеĸ飬äϹ
ߺ󣬷ſϵĿƳ
ԭҲߵĿƳڶ۾󣬾ŵƿԼߡ
ֿ߽ʼʵز
ΪʲôԷ
Ƴ岻˵
һ֮ǰصúһŴĹ𻨸⣬һݵߡ
ƳǱһ㣬ŬȥҪ......
Ťͷʱ򣬽ǿ𻨸˵ϡ
õصΪʲôҪ㲻ϲô
Ƴ૵......ҲĶ......Ҫҵı......
㲻ԣͳԣ
ܸܵɵӵĸ仯ԭһɵӰˣ˭ϲɵӶ޹أ˵ͷΪʲôŭ
һΪɵٻи̫ݰҲ̫̫ӷˡ
˵˲ᶯĺ......ôԷĻܾҪתˡ
ԺҪЮƳ羪̧֮ͷҳ......ҳԣҪ˺......
΢һ㣬ּһ𻨸ι
Ƴԥس˽ȥι٣ͳԶ٣Ҳθŵܡ
þûԶͻȻʳθﻹǳܲסŻһ
Ա˾Ͳˡ
Ǳ......
˶룬ֻҪԹÿúóԷ㲻˺
Щģǽ͵֮ǰҪΪҽ˵ܲãͻΣգҲһ......
û˵꣬ƳصһԹԳԷúûţĸⶾģҪ......
ȻҲ
ĳŵƳ΢΢һ㣬Ӯһʤ̡
ûиղǰ㣬СһŴˣҲûиղôӲˣº͵ضҪҪȥʱ򣬷ƺվ˺ܶࡣ
Ƴ΢΢Щʣɡ𣿡
ֱӽ𣬴˳ȥ
Ƴѣûõ......
Ҫ
ߵõ˺ܺõչ˵ǰ
Ƴϲط֣ԭֻзϡ֦СȻһЩʵ֦Ȼ̺ܶСҲܵһСء
ð............
ţúúõģ괺һῪƯĻ
ҿһ괺ͺ......Ƴ¶һĽɫ
Ľ˽
˵
Ҳսһ㣬ǿӲ˵Ǳš
ƳͷģһŬĸ......
ؿ
ţԼҲҪŬػš
......ҲҪĴ죬һĻɡ
ĻͷĪˬ
Сɵ˵ƺԼúûŶΪ˾һ㡣
Ժͷһ˲
......Ϊԭ......ֻʲôԭأѲ᲻ɵ˲ɣ
Ц
æͷЩˡ
ͷСɵֱ㶵ؿҲգһգۡ
СɵʲôȫдϣοҪԼȥдʲôҲɵԼչĶȫһԸԼڵȻЩ͸ˡ
̲סʵʲô
ƳֻС뺢ƽ......Ҫ......
ΪԼüһһ˵Ժܽ............磬Ժ......ûܻһúչİ......
ƳĻһʼּᶨ˵ȴЩȷ
֪Ϊҩ˺ҪЩʲôܹܲ
⻰͸йһ㣬ŤͷȥЦ˭ҪչһСƨ˱Ͱȥ
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ҽûоƳȡѪʱȥ˵Ѿʱ֮ܿ췢εЩһ
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ҽһ˲ٷӦǺӳ⣬æʩס˿ƳļҪѨѪֹס֮һ
Ѫֹס˲̥ûˣ˵һµ̥Ѿ̫ͣʵ̫ˣ̥˵ȹ̣ڼ˺죬ס
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Ľ컹ڵĲ񣬶ǻ˵ʲô......ⳡս½֮˵ɡ
ҽſڵȵʮĽ˳۾һæӭ˹ȥʵ̫ӵ´Ӧ𣿡
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һڴϺ˼˺ܶණԼҪô죬ĸָô죿
ˣҪ˵Щʲô᲻ΪԼѹأ
ӪűƿǱ߿ȥ뷦۾
ҽ˽һˣֻԼһ˻ˡ
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Ȼ......粢Լһ𿴻ָһ......
غۣһξӨ۽ǻգ޽ǵķ䡣
............................................................
̫æתͷѾҽҹˣʱѾֹһ졣
ƳӪʱƳڴϱۣܸɾƽ֮ǵӡ
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ҽ̾һ̫ȡѪʱͻȻףһЩ......
ͫȻһôˣ
ڱְʦڵ뷨ǽѪֹסˣֻ̫ʧѪֻ˹ȥ


91 粻ҪԼҩ
֮ǰܷʲô£Ӷúõ......Ӷһǲ˵Ƴˣ
Ųϲ԰׵һֽƬСɵӣȻͽ󼸺û֮˯ŵȴʮֵ񾲣˵ھʹࡣ
ŵһʳзϣȻƳ֡
ֺֻò˵֣ǵСɵǰСů¯һ㣬һļůůġ
Ĭһᣬ˵ǰ......ұģ
ҽǸʮˣҲиƳսϡ
ЩһֱϿƳǿĺӺѲͬ飬̾һ˵̫ΪԼҪ......ټ̫ӵһ......
ͫĵطŰ⣬ڿƳḧ˸ű۵˵ǽûô𣿡
֪⻰˵Сɵ˵Լ
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ڽĿƿʵСĶ......ûбİ취𣿡
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ôһͨԭ۵ͷӶʹ̧üͷǿԼ侲컹ӲҪԼ㹻ľ
ʰɾͳȥɣ˯
ǡ
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ҽ̾һǡ
ڿƳ£ظܵ⣬һ麮ܸоɢź
һ͵ת
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ﴩã뿪Ӫʡ
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Ĵߣ̲ס̧
Сʱǰֻֻࡣ
˼£񫡣
ƳС壬ۣãؿǰˡ
˸ůΣǺ
㶵ӣ̲ס˼£ôûָɵ˼֣
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ƳŴͷԵ㣬ɴཫԼԼϣι
¼ǸɫСιߡ
ЩζɿڣŴˣ̫壬ûʲôʳĿƳȻ롣
ֵһлó......ллĻ......
Цеģһ㶼飺óԾͺ......½ϸոյ֪һϢܻȤ
Ƴһ㾫ʣĸ𣿡
ʳָ˰ڡ
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......
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ġ
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ʲôüʵ
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Щʣô֪
ļйѪζ
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صһԪһӡ
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Сɵһǵ˵ȭʵ......ôı¸ʲô㲻Ӧ......ҲŶô
СɵɻصΪʲôҪѽ
Ϊ......ûдߡ
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Ǳǰ۸......
ƳЦЦ
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ţʵ......ûѽþû......


92 ĵĲɵӵİΣĵ
ʵһ÷һ漴Щĵطʣ˴㣬αػأ
Ƴգգۣ˵ԩԩ౨ʱ......οҲû......ĸǱҺģȷӦ......
ᣬͷϵһǣǣ֪ʲôǡԩԩ౨ʱˡѧʱ򿼾ŷί˰
˵𿼾ŷֵ£ƳЦЩ󣺡ʵЩҼǵãǲд......
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ɽܿ뵽СɵӼҩ......Ц......Ŷã
Ļӣ......
СɵӵԺѭ
ĺͷ죬볰һ䣺ɱĸ˵Ķ֪֪㵽жûûβŻҴߣԽʹ࣬ҾԽģΪʲôҪߣ
Ȼʵʲô˵
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ķô˵һ˲Źһʱ䡣
СɵӣҴ......
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Ƴɻͷ
ܿĿ⣬ƽŻشϣûʲô˯ɣ
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κ˱½˵ĶҲû𣿡
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˰죬˵ǡĻҪСģ߼ҲҪСġ
ſƳ˯ȥ̾һ̧ϸ˸һġ
............................................................
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һſڴ˹ֱ𼱣ⲻΪҪȥҽҩŵһôⲻˣ
ƳһۣٵҼͣԼǵ췣
ǡӪһתɫʵǰմһ̣ԪһԱ󽫣ӦԪ˲Ŷԣôֿʼҽ
󽫾Ϊδ˲٣ֲ벿𣺡ԪôңضɱδʹƲֹ......
Ϊӡ֤ĻһʿͻȻ˽
üͷһ壬ͻȻֲõԤУ˵
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ȻվֲóԪ޿֣ǰױܸǣԭҲıƣ
Ǹʿϣ˵ʿѾ˳ų˼š
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˾ĺ£侲һЩҲ֪ԼǱͷˣ޺޵ؽֱء
ҽһ̫ӵ£еģСеͬһֶ......
̲ס˵жģΪСɵӵѪҲѳΪЩеһԱ
͵ʶʲôҽһ
ҽ˵Ӫ⻹ֵ......
֪ЩǳԪ켣ھӪļϸͨĻֲ϶;
Ҫǳᣡŭɶص֪ԼʱӦ˷ңԾתƳӪʵķȥ
ԼĵĲɵӵİΣĵġ
Ͼɵӵĵһġ
ǵƳӪƳȵ˯ڴϣƺеıҶ޹ء
ղҵڿİ˯ʱƽ
Ƴۿʱ򣬻ΪԼû˯ѡ
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Ƴ֪ս±ҪĸҪܶණҪ
֪ġ
ˣҪ˵磬սҪСѽ......Ҫˣĸ֪ˣһѹ......
ҲûǰһЩͱ˵ʵأ
ȴû뵽ǰĶƺСɵʲô͵ɪһ¡
ɫÿص㶶ʲôֲ㡣
Ƴ֪ԼǼ粻ˣģҲ붶ģԼķӦ
Сʣ......ô......
㣬³һˣûʲô
˳Ĭ˰ΣӪﲻȫҪȥһᰲż㡣
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ƳشӪʵƵúܣ¾Ȼſ͸͸ˣЩʧ䣬漴οԼȥҲá
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üʧɫ˻ղżϴγֳ֦һЩ
ƳһЩѾǱʶذԼ˹˹йĺϢͺйԼĺϢһ㡣
Ƴ૵ð......
кܶȴŷȥûа취СɵȻȻסﶼҪȥҲҪκˡ
Ƴɵͷת뿪
............................................................
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£úҩˡ
Ƴɻʣϲǲź𣿡
ҽֶ˶٣Ȼ˵ϺȵǸ¿θҩǲҩ²Ѫġ
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ҽȰ£ҩҩЧͲ......
ƳͷǰҩҰɣںȡ
ҽҩϤƳĿУȻַ¡
ƳۣΣ˵
֣Ϊʲôû


93 СɵӺ˵һ仰
Ƴһ۾յøӽ
Ȼоؿڴ·
ͨͨ......ƳԼԼˣؽ۾ţװû˵
˵װˣƤһֱڶء
Ƴһۣҽһ˼ؿԼ
ղžͷ־ҽĲԾˡ
֮ǰѹԼҪκˣղǹ˵ԼϺҩģʵʲôҲûȡ
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پҽһذȻҩ㣬ҾֻһˣøлңҲùҾͰǰʹɣ
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С㻹ڹ......ҩˣʮ꣬δջʹ֮УѰɣ
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پҽĶȴͻȻһ٣زˣЮſƳתͷ:˭
Ȱڰ£ܿǸȫʬ

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˿϶벻Լв˼......
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㲻Ҫôߣ
ұ֮ͽһ˶ᣬҾһ׬أ
ǳԪļϸƳ°ͣ¶һɫеı飬ɫ䡣
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ͷۻؿԼĿƳصûˣ¡
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ղſǻѪζԽԽŨ
......
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ҽһԿ̫ӣֻ̫ȲԼҪ촦ˣð亹һʩ룬һ߰ûоһʱô
һһ󣬿ƳѪٶԻࡣ
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ĻϿֲϢɢȥһЩ΢΢и̧ۿŴϻδѹˣʵʲôʱ
ҽսսػش𣺡ϣձ......
ش⣬뿴ѹ
˵꣬վһȥһ߶ߵĻٻȫϣһһҾԸߣȫʬشģֱնף
һ죬ѪɺӣߵϦ·ǱѪȾġ
̫ӵ£ʮˣʮˣѴϣҾսһˣʣʮ......Ѿˡ
վڸߴӣᣬµı棺֪ˡ
ԭװͱڳԪ֮ϣһֱԸ˼޹İգһֱսڱ߾ͳԪս
ԪҲ֪Ĳ𣬲ŹעһؼսܣսͶ
ӵϸѾһ򾡣ҲˣڵĳԪѾ˷尸ϵһ⡣
һԵ󽫾֪Գս󣬼ӡ
£սϵۣΪ̫ӣи̣½
£սǶϷ˼
ͷһۣɭ䣺ΪǶϷ
Ϊոǿһһ¶磬δϹս黹......
ȴ־ᶨصѾ󽫾Ȱ
󽫾Ǽͬ⣺̫ӵĪˣڳ
΢΢üջĿ⣬û˵
󽫾Ϊ˵һ
û뵽ǰӾȻɺҩı
պ󣬵һ˱˵̫Ӵžһ·ɱ˵ӪֱӵųԪ̫ӵ棬ȡǽ׼
Ԫָ̫ѹ֮£òźţʾԸʮǳأ׳ͣս
һսΪ֮սͬűʷ顣
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Ԫ̫˾ĺ͵ĵ£ڸóǳصϻѺ
ʱ±һµıнϡ
ǳԪ̫ùУһĵعڷǰ⡢ҹı......
ʾߵǰȥ鿴
թڵϣýǺ
˺ӺȻһ귺ɫ滨
˾ĺǸˣǶﲻرĻü......һ仨ǿ˭أ
˵գֽǳԪ̫ӵͷ­ƽһ֡
Ԫ̫ĵЦ⽩Ӳˣ˵λ֪......仨ǳԪĹֻҹ......ʮܿһ䣬ҹҲʣһ䣡
˾ĺͿ˵ʮſһĻɫԾɲм
ȴز⻨ȴɫصֻ˵仨жô󣬾ϡУֻͣҲûʲôϡ档
Ԫ̫ӽ͵̫ӵ˵Ĳֻͣȷûʲôϡġһ֮͵ĹЧ......ɽٶˣ
΢΢һʰ˽պãŵ˾ĺ˵ãߡ
˾ĺֽذǳԪ̫Ӱ˸ӡ
ǳԪ̫סˣӰڵ䶯ҡҲѾѺ𣿣ǡǻҪȥģ
ЦЦؿһۣ˵˻ѺҪ𣿡
ǡˣ......
˾ĺֱһƴĻ㲻ǽû˵ķݣ
ǲݰ̫غҡҶôǳظˣˣȥһҷ......㡢㻹ң
⻨û˵ĹЧͲֹǴôˡ
˵赭дȴǳԪ̫Ӳ
............................................................
Ǵһڷ²ƺƵػӪ
ڴ˴ʤ̣϶ƣϲá
صӪصĵһȴǽǻȥҽ
ҽǶ滨㽫ĿƵϻδСɵϣüģʵΪʲôûѣ
ҽæǶ仨̫Ѿѹˣֻ˯ˡ
ɫźÿһЩǶ仨£˵
ҽҡҡͷְδ......̫ӵȥϽҽѾˣ̫ӵ²......
û뵽ɣѾˣ̴
ɣյִδܼƳڲżƳ⸱ģ̫ӵ£̫ô......
Եظɣҡͷ̾ĺӰ......
ȻڿǶ仨ʱ¶˾ȵɫ......滨
ɫأɣϵ⻨
ҲֻŹȴ滨......̫оˣ
ϵɫһ漴˵⻨Ǹõġ
ʲôɣ˳һ̫ӵµ˼......
ɵ˵СҪ⻨ƳֻҪټҩӦʲô󰭡
ɣȴȻ̫δҩˣܵ˺ǲģҩ˱ͻʮ......
ʲô
ŵȭͷ˽
ɣ˼㣬֪ҩ˵˺һ֪̾һҩ˱ͻʮټ̫֮ڶﻹкӣˣǲ⻨̫¾ֻʣ............Ҿܻ꣬Ҳǻڼ尾֮......
ҽæ££ְְֻ֪ҩ˵ķĲ֪ҩ˻صĸð......
ûĻֻʣɣ˸ղ˵ģǿƳ仨ֻʣ²
......
ɣ˳˼Ƭ̣......仨ƳɵĽҩһΪ˶άĽʱ䣬Ƴһö


95 һλ
ˣ侲ýпصȻ⻨벻ãֻʣʱ䣬ûҪ˷ˡ
ɣ㶣Ȼ̫̾ӵ飬ɵҲõѡ
ҩһΪҵµķãҲ˶ɥֱ̫Ӹһãٻܱȫһ......
ɣ˿Ų϶һж֪޾ˣ̾ҺʱʲôԼһҶʹģˣ֪жĺ
Ĭһֵֻʣ......Ҫ֪
ɣ˵......ǲȥƽҩ
.............................................................
ƳǱѵģݲ԰ȴԾƯС壬ۡ
΢΢һͷͶ˷ߡ
Щɻ󣬴ȥˣôĴǰ
죬ȴ˵Լ˵ֱ͡
̴ӮˣԪͶˣףԲŻ֡
ƺ֪룬
ϢƳ۾Ŵ¶һЦݣЦúܰ
˵ˡ
Ȼô˵Ƴһʱȴû뵽˵ʲô
ǰĻ˵š
죬űһ䣺ϲ......
ʣоô
ƳôʣԼɵ̫ãӳٺüûҩˣæ˵áЩ......ӦþͿҩ......
ɫ˳С̫û᲻ãҲе......
ʵǺܲҲͷĿѣѣƺֻʣ
ҺöıƺҲ֪ôöˣ΢һЩ
Ժ󶼲ҩˡ
ԭΪСɵӻܾϲȴʧüĿ......
ôҩ˻ˣ
ƳضŷȾŰɫѪѥӣҩ......ǲΪҿҪˣ
û뵽СɵӾȻҲôС
Ƴ΢ӦǿҪ˰ɣǱô......
йģʹ˵㲻ġ
ΪԼҪˣô᲻ԼҩˣƳ˼⣬͸¶ã
˵Ԫһ滨ɽٶˣöҩ裬ģ
ƳЩϲ漴Щֵ̿صǶĸðɣֳһЧ......ҲӦáӦҲûʲôİ......
ԭԼܻʮ꣬ʮ꣬Ҳٻʮء
οԼ
Ȼô룬ǱСɵԼô˵ȴ
Ĭ˰ΣŵͲùˡ
˵꣬ǹɲĸоվ˳ȥ
ƳıӰһЩ֪룬ȴ޷Ƶغ˼
Ը⽫滨һǲ˵Լ......Ҳһλã
־ǲԵġ
λӦĸģԼǲмֺȺ......ԣѧѧǸʲôţ......
ռȵ
ԣռȵ
Ƴ벻ףԴӻܿͳ˯˹ȥ
............................................................
ڶտƳɣˣǳġ
ɣүүôˣ
ڵҩɣʻеҩѣǰĵʵ̫ӵòչ̫̫ڸоΣ
ЩͷΣû......ѾǰЩ
ɣ˿ſƳɫ԰ףҪЦŰοԼģĺӸǰ
ƳҲϲɣˣ߶߶غ
ʵкö໰ͱ˽ֲ֪ܸ˭
ֻܸıڻӦԼ
ˣɣ˸ιˮЪһЪּ
඼ڽںӵ£֯һСۣԭסӪǿȴ⼸¾ʲôĥ
±Ҫˣ֪˼˵ҩҵֺͽܱܲ......δƳϳҸɫˣҾͿԱ......ˣһԽ׽㣡дֵĻ̰ɣҵд̫......
ɣˣ̫ӵ˵ʲôҩ
˵ԪһĻ......˵Ƕ仨Էֳҩ裬Һĸ˶......
ɣ㶣......̫ӵ¸ģ
Ƴ˵ͷʶʲô˰㣬ɵɫȻɣүү......ǲǻ......ֻܾһѽ
ɣò׼̫ӵ⣬Σ֪ԼֻʣЦǺǵظ̫ģǿ滨ԪĹ˴´࣡
ƳǺģʱô˵һЦһϸϸװ׵ݣǾͺ......
˲٣Ȼ̫ˣֻܾһˣҲܻѡԼİɡ
ҼȻΪ˾ĸԼҩˣ;ԲΪ˾Լĸ硣
Ƕ仨ӦĿԾˣ̫ˣ
գɣ˱һöҩ裬ͷһ˿ƳӪʡ
ɣ˶̫öҩ滨ƶɵģָкܴĺô
ƳöССҩ裬ȷʷ......ҡĿԳĸѾԹ𣿡
Сģ˽˵Ѿˡ
˵Ѿҩ裬ƳԼ˻ˣĸ𣿡
û˵ɣ˽͵жʱ̫ãûôЧҪʱԻʱδ֮ݡ
̫ˣ
Ƴųöҩ裬ڷ𣬾ǹһ㡣
Ѿ£ʵڸоô
ƳϸĸһԼ壬ûʲô̫ı仯һܣ......һǲ̫ԣɣүү˵ҪһЩʱܼЧ
촽˿˿ζشһ㡣
Ƴô˵ɣﰵ̫̾ӿܵ
ҩ赱ȻƵģֻһͨĲҩ衣
Ƶҩ裬ȴȷСˡ
뿪ȥ̫ӣ֤Ƿת⣬㽫һΪ
ȻõȴǷ񶨵Ĵ𰸡
ֻҪΪԼĽҩ
ôһ˵ɣ˱ˡ
ȻûܳҩΪԼˣܻһЩϵİο


96 Щᶼ͵
ɣ˵ڶҩƳԵʱʣɣүүΪʲôһҪҩѽϴβǳԹ𣿡
ɣ˸ҩҩԴҪֶηá
Ƴɵذģǹҩȥ
ҩ豾ģֻɣ˾ĺѾ˺ܶĿ࣬Ƶʱصؼǡ
Ϊãֻɣ˸ĲҩЧƳȻıվһЩ
ΪҪҩֽϵ˿ڿҩˣ˿Ͽʼ衣
ɣ˸һˣֽͷˣΪʣúȬĿܣȻػһЩջġ
......Ƴ׽һ⼸֣Ȼܸ˵˵ð
ֽпָܻûʣҲֶϽŵɣЦЦû˵
............................................................
ͳԪս¸һ䣬Ҳʱ̻ػʳˡ
ǰƳԼȥһǿ㱧ȥǿǰ
ȻûȥãΪӵõϸĵչˣһʼƳʱԺ࣬ԭȿݻƵҶƬҲ˲١
ټС......괺죬лᣬһһġ
Ƴ޴ظһЦһصʳǲþͿˣǸϲ
ƳЦЦǾͺĴ죬Ĵ......
ֲĸо
ҲķСɵ......ܿٸ죿
Ҫϲ......Խֲ
ƳȴҡҡͷҾá
Ȼô˵ǰ˽Ҳˡ
󽫾Ҫڱ߹פأ˱ֳݶӡ
һݶԷΪףľнٶȿ졣
ڶݶӽ˾ĺһ󽫾ĵоսнٶȽ
Ϊ˷ֹսܣǵֽ϶ųصļ
ҡҺ۰......ܲЪһЪ
ҵĽſҪϵ......
ؼ......
......
˾ĺͱԹۣͷԴӱ죡
Ԫ̫ӴСţڲҪô·Ҫ˶ˡ
ô죬ڶ캰ˣ˴ˣæŸЦЦʵ߲ˣܲһ
ΪԼٷ磬ΣЦӦûǺġ
ս˾ĺȻйͣɱϾǴ֮˳Ԫ̫ӻǵһˡ
ȻЩϲԾһ䳰Ūӣһ״
ϴԼƵʱҲǽһһųԪ̫ԼѾǸ绽꣬ѳ̫ˣҵһĻΡ
ɵñ۴
˾ĺЦһƺҲ˴㡣
ԭΪ˿һҲͣˣû뵽һֱԼҪ˵Ĳݰ̫ӾȻôܿޣ˼·
˾ĺͱĲУߵСܵҸӰͶϡ
ٺ٣ϴ㿴ҵ𣿡
ûϴ
ˣ
ɣģ
һ˾ĺ;ͷĿסˣȡ֮ƵĿ
Ż............Ż......
˾ĺͻͷһۣǳԪ̫ӹȻڿޣ϶ʪģõǲм滨ζ
Ҫ˫......ǸСɵм֮СɵӹҪҩ˵ӣͻȻ
˾ĺ͹һ䣺ˮô.....
һᣬСܱ棺ϴ......ǲݰ......
˾ĺͷ˸ۣƲǿεģǱѬεġ
ӻ֣Ҹʵһ£˾͸ȥߣ
˵Ĵ¶һĨƻĵóЦݡ
............................................................
һߵĵһݶӡ
Ƴϣû˯Ȼ档
̫ӵ£ɣ˵Сָ˶Ҫˣ
ڱȥ
Ƴ˲ѹϣĿ⿴ŷ......ҡҲȥ......
ζĸɣûУȷʵûڿ졣
һۣ˵㺦ЩɥǸȥǰ
Ƴ㡣
ʱգԼ࣬ԼҩüҲЩԼˡ
ͻȻЩᶼԼĸ͵......ĸˣʱ򻹻ȥ˰ɣ
Ƴ㶵ţڶԼæ˵ͷ
ʵ粻˵ҲһҪĸǸģǷĸġ
ƳԹԵͷֱȥĵĳ
Ծƽţ˫ƽ࣬Լָ΢΢˶
δô
ɣ˶ǵСնᶯղƤҲˣǿҪѵס
˰Σǵע֮»۾
ѾãƺЩӦһ㣬۾Լǰ֮󣬲ƣʵ......̫̫ӵ£΢......
Ѿˡ
ʲô
ҪӴ𣬵ϾôãʺãҲЩԲ
ʶȥָܵƳ˶١
ôһ˲ɣѾǰķ
૵ս³Խ΢ôܻ......
ѾӮˣڷ;С......ǵ÷ʲô𣿡
΢ǵ......΢̫΢һ볤棬Ȼ......
Ȼ㵹ˡ
ڿƳԺѾطŹˣˣʧȥ֯Եֻܴſǻϵ˵ĸ......Բ......
ڻ۾ͨ죬ļۣЩ˵ܡ
Լ......̫Ӻ̫ĹϵѾ˷츲صı仯......
漴ΪԼ뷨еݡ
ǵĹϵˣһҸ......
......ӦеĲŶԡ
ſƳһƯС滨꣬ﷴֻ˵Բ֣𴽽ǣǷģƳԴ


97 㣬һͲ
ûһ˿һ֣ÿƳøס
ôõĸ磬ȻһͱԼ޴......
û뵽Լİ޵øˣЩ޴룺ޣ......΢ûйֹ̫һǱƭˣŻ΢ģԲԣ
ѱ¶ίƺ仰һշƳ죬кᣬסصͷһͷۿŵĴ͵
̧ȥϵ飬ȴһΪȥˡ
ջؽڰе֣˵Ȼ̫ǹģ΢ҲѾˣ̫㲻Ҫȥˡ
ܺ߾ȻƮƮ仰ԭʼٸߣԵСɵΪ¸εԼĶˣĵһζ˲
ſƳվ˵СѣҪϢȴ뿪ˡ
ĿڷĿƳֻôһֹΥ͸У߶ڿƳСϡ
ղ̫ӻסûκڵŷ¡𣬾Ȼ......һ㡣
Ǹ......ô᣿
̫С......
ƳڿԼĶӣϵỹûɣЦԼϲãĸ磬ҵĶСŶ
ľ㵵ؿ......
Ƴ֪˶ԼҲ֪Ϊʲô¶𾪵ı飬˵Ϊҵ⣬Կ......Ȼ˼ıϲĻ......
زСɵҪ˵ʲôĻˣֲʲôܹٵ飬㻹ô
Һĵעⶼǰˣû⵽Ǿ䡣
ֻӿ䣬ԭ˺......
һ̵ʶ۵ĺӣģڱ˵ˡ
ֻЦŶ˵һ䣺ϲ̫̫ϲ̥
ͷţСúϢɡ
ȻΥ͸еԴĻǾﲻԣֱƳ´ŵ۾͵صɴһѿڶ̫Ѿ
............................................................
ſƳصǵϣλϣһֻ°ͽ̧ӣ䣺ʱˣ
仰˵ûͷûβƳȻʲô˼磬˵ʲô......
޹¶÷ø𣬡ܵɣҲǣҲ......ʲô¶ã 㵹Ǻ......
ƳĪеָŪЩίҡûй ......
ǵϲСɵʲô
ϲ
ͷƯȷܾԻ......ңʵҲôһǴ
ǳ𣬻ȹԼ......
ʶԼȻʼСɵӵŵˣݺݵššü
عȴƳ̱ڿϣסطţû......û......
Ƴ
Ƴȴ־뽫Լһţ÷............
򿪳촫ɣ
ϹŵĺãƳֻ¶ں⡣
ȴȻûкתں΢΢
һʶҩ˵ĸˡ
ûж룬ѾðԼ촽ҧ÷׵ĿƳڻͼů
˵±ȺûҪůͣƳʶؽĲѰůȵıϢڷĲ˽
Σֿ̧ſƳĺףԼһЩ
ɣ˹Է̫ҩ˵ĺ֢......
һӦô
ɣҡҡͷδҵƵķֻܰҽ֢ͨķ̫ץҩ
ȻƳҩԾɲͣط
Ȼ޴ĸоֻܽٱһЩպŵ㣬һͲˡ
û뵽Ƴһ㣬ۣʶؽһ......
Ǳһ£ҲػӦһš
ֻ˯һҹƳָʶ
ʱ򣬷Լ˽ڻá
Щȷؽһ......磿
ë£ۡ
Сɵһֱ֪ͣʱҲ˯˹ȥ
СɵͷɻؿԼЩûص߱ʲôǵˡ
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֪һʲôǵˣߵڰ׵˵һֱ䣬Ҫ㡣û취Żᱧ㡣
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ꣿ
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ܻžͺã
Сɵӣ֪֪ʵԼûûˡ
ͻȻһ£΢ۡ
ϲָоɿƳ
ȥѲˡ
һԼůʧˣƳЩʧ䣬ȴҲû
֪֪ˡ
סġ
............................................................
뿪ã˽źϴ
󣬿Ƴְڵϡ
Ҫĸͺ......
ôţļĵǰ
ð죬ŷӦģȻϲ˵ĸ磬Ҹոջأ......
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Ŀֽ϶űֻڴϣ·Ҫ˱ŵˣʹ֡
ǰÿʵĿƳ......ô
ģʴߵˣȴտڲԡ
ֻýԼһô£ȴû뵽ıûҪҡ
ۿЩ죬֣ʵô԰ԼŪ......ô԰ԼŪ
ĸȻ֣ǿƳһμӡ


98 Դ
Ƴֽһĸ......
ļƺԼŵˣһڣһԼϵɫ̵˵Բ΢ʧ̬......˿϶ԼŪ......
ץſƳ֣Ծ΢˭Ūģ......ǲǳԪˣǰץȥˣ
ȻŬƽ飬ȴּ
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ŷԼץ̫ЩԾûзſ
ΪλץȥΪʲôҪֽ......
Ƴȴҡҡͷϸ
ĵϸֳۣںޣŭ֯һϵıЩŤԲ......Բ......΢ûб㣬㱨......û......
Ƴû뵽ԼĻ˵Ǿȡ......ôܹأ
β죬ӣƳͻȻΪǸҪܣҩ˵Լе
ĸ......㲻Ҫ......ϵȵĽҩƳˣָֻһЩָûʲôһ£ҲԵǸҩܿͻ......㿴ڲѾ𣿡
ĵȥͻȻʶһеʱԼûѾˣԼ£޲˿Ρ
ƳƤգգ۾˵ĸ磬㻹Цÿ
һЦݣ𣿡
Ƴ˵ͷţ
ĺһŲֻܶĿƳº͵ʵ𣿡
Ƴشһ......
֪ˣ϶ֹһ㡱ţ
˵꣬ת
ʱһСӻˡ
Ƴ̽̽ͷĸ磬ʲô
ļѾע⵽ԼӣȴƵĲֻ˵Ȼ֪ˡ
ƳóСϻȥףܿ죬ǱϷһͳһ˵Ǿµѡ
Ƴϲؿģ......𣿡
ĵ˵ͷѿƳȻ󽫸ѷϡ
ƳòصĶĿ֣Ҳõö
ƳЩѣ滹һССġ֮󣬸Ӹˣæллĸ磡
΢΢һЦϲ𣿡
Ƴæĵͷϲ
ϲͺáһ
̫ذŪһѣЩѣҡҲᴵ......
Цûϵ΢㡣
Ƶ󣬽˶ŵԼĻȻԼУַŵȷλãװĴϣһԿ
Ƴһ£ӹȻһ
ʱĵתͷȥģ......
Цᣬиġ
Ƴ¶ܸȤɫ
ĽŵӴϢһ㡣
Ƴ˵ȥȻܵԼָĴڵѿϲƶ仯ǵӷĵӾ͸Ÿıˡ
Ƴһˣĵĸ磬һ𣿡
֣Ȼԣ......̫ܰһδܴ
Ƴ佱ˣĵЦһݡ
ͻȻ˽Ų֮еĶ˶ûע⵽
һ̣ӱƿޱվڳ⿴Ŷˡ
ץſƳֵһȻ£񣺡̫ӵ......
¶ЦЦɫ֪С̫ڱЩʲô
Զﴫ˵òԾû뵽澹Ȼһ
ĵͷ΢̫ڻģ˸̫档̫ж㣬΢......
ƳһҲ֪ԼղźĵĶж಻ʱˣһصĸҴӣ......
ܿԼĵײ˵Ϊʲô˵Ϊ˭
˿ֻСĽѸ뿪ߣȻٽԱǸԼͷķɵӲ
Ҳ֪ԼղźͿƳ̫ˣŽ̰еŷ˾裬ûз̫ӵĿ
˵ЩʲôȴûصлҪ̫˵С뿪ɡ
ֽ˽Ҳ֪Լʱ˵ˣԿƳֻܸ׵ǡ
ƳҪߣЩصĸ磬»Ҵӣ
ĽŲһ٣ĿЦҲ......ɼ̫㣬պ󶼻Լˡ
ֻͷҲصȥ
뿪֮󣬿Ƴû⵽ɫһӺڰԼѣ쳯ﴵ
ûĵİֻܴɵ
ԽԽջǰһѳ˿Ƴѡ
Ƴ˲ģãؿѵķ......Ϊʲôҵĵӣĸ......
Ƴ۰ͰŷѣȴȥҲˡ
ɫӲÿˣһӶص㴵ˡ
Ƴղűĺһٿ佱ûűû뵽ͻȻܵĴոΪĵĹÿĵС죺һһЩ......
ĻȻһ£......
Ƴʵͽص˵ͷָ顣
ղŵȷǰһԼոѧĶǵһ¾ͱˣ
ĸƳѶĽ䣬ƳĿһֱǸѣӣв㶯һǸԿ
Ƴ˱죬Ҷ
ʵһ......һͻ
룬ǴǸѡ
ת뿪ƳһϣԼָ
ٶ۵طӦǲ񻰱һϲ˸һ棬ԳԴˡ
ϲĸ磬ԿԼһ棬Դˣ
ƳԼ֪ԭˡ
㶵һᣬˣﾹȻһµѡ
ƳЩţ......ǸԼ
ʳڣ²ǸԼģҪ˵Լˡ
Ȼô룬۾ȴסϵƳ


99 
Сɵͷ۰Ͱ͵ؿԼģȿôһ......ɰ
һµ
Ƴɴ۾ЩǸԼġ
еѣĸ͸ԼĻҪ࣬ǰѾˣȻǰ߻ҪС㡣
Ƴһģü㲻ˣ
ƳתתеѣûС֣Щʧ
ȻѸƯɱϾģĸָǲһġ
ȴѵӲĸã㻹ʲôģ
ƳãȻ߬סѣܹõ
ѵ......ȻǼģ
ƳƤӣȻ˵ɲ桢Ӹ......
˵꣬ҲԼƺЩôˣֲ˼֣˵㡢......
ʲôתĸƳĵӶһۣȻҵһССġ֡
˶٣Ȼǿ̸֣кѣ
ѿƳеĵ˻ȥˢˢ˸ɷġ֣ͷ̽ŸԴ߿СɵӣҪʲô
СɵܳƬ̲Сص̡һС......𣿡
û˵ֻǵͷڵϹա
һĶȸղϸºܶ࣬ᣬһЦɵļС˻ֵسڵϡ
ƳСˣ¶һͬЦݡ
ĴǲԾ΢΢ˣ
ƳСȵصͷлл硣
üһԿ
ƳﴵһӸСȴĵǰҲ
ܵӸˣӵ˵ļ˲ֱӣ϶һεһΣӲһʵǴ̶
......šü֣ԿƳ
ƳΪԼ̫ˣҪջȥЩᣬȴذѵӷϡ
ѣƳʧ䣬˵ˣֻ㴵һ顣
˵ţͽѷڴߣһʶ
ƳһԵɫЩ⣺ôñ𣿡
Ƴͷ
ҪӦǱ㶫㲻ա
Ƴ޹ۣΪʲô
˵˲׼ǲ׼ûΪʲô
ƳϸֳϤĲɫض˶ʶؾ͵˵ͷ
ؽץָֽ
۵ĴԼղŴĵط״ƯĴ΢΢ţɫ
ٿڣ˼ơ
ָҪ任......
Ƴ˵ԣȻһСصӣĵزͷȥȴز˷գ˽
ʼٸȴʲôҲûתͷŵӰѸղһСִһ飬ϲ̵Цš
Ӧôѽ......
......
......磿Ƴ˷Ĳɣһ
ΪЩƳԭ԰׵ӲǱĨΣɷƯĺ¹˼¡
............
Ƴ˵꣬оøˣڵŤŤ
𶯡סֵ
Ϊս£ѽãʱ򵥵شӱ㻽Щա
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............................................................
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ǼصʳǵϢѾ˿
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͵·еģȴۿĶӣ¶𾪵ɫ
ǣϾйʱȺģ׷׵°͡
ɵ̫ԾƯ޵ģĶȴͻأظ߸¡𣬾ſɵҲڸǲס
ι磬Ȼ̫ӱ̫ϯ
ƳʮеĲкܶڶԼĶӣǶ۷׷ףЩõڡ
۾ŵµһȺˣȺԼΪףʱͷĵͷԱ˽̸Ľ̸ЦӭףصҲУͺǸղŶſƳ鲻һ
ŴſƳ
ԶĿةƳĶӣʱ˾κˣԼҩģô.......ѵûԣ
еһ룬Ƴסˣƣӿ
ע⵽õȽȥ
ةƳ볡ʱҲ뿪ϯȥ
Ƴձź£ةˣ۾,غ
һÿةݺᣬ˹Ů̫࣬ǰ˿ƳĴߣҵĶѽ......ôôѽⶼЩʲôడ
ղϾЩԶУôةŷ֣δƳȻô࣬Ӥʶûˡ
ƳĴϲ˲䣺㣡
γǣ˵ȥ˱߹أͲ費˼......
ةȻԼлҪôܱڵƫæ˻ʵ˵ʵˮǣǲûгԣ
......ʲôˮѽ
Ƴһãӣةว˸Ǹ......̫귿һҪԵ......Ϳ......
ƳˣԲû......
ة༱æʵǶ˵ˣΪʲô԰
Ƴһ˵ǱҩҲӣ
ةֱҪôӵۣԼˣȴҪԼ
ӣô׵......
Ҫ¶ֺݲȥƳôһԼϾԼСĶӣةӲ¶õĳˡ
̾һľѳֻۣܵˡ
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Σȴж
Ƴӵص......ҡ......
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ƿ˿ƳıӣĿϾ˾ԭϾϱ鲼µ˿ڣѾ裬̺һ档
ô£


100 Сɵڳɳ
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ةʹļף̫أ̫Ϊʲôûб㣡
ةʱԼҵıܵĿ࣬ȫǻںޣΣӦ
֪Ҳ......
ƳŲ֪ӦôشֻǼةˣҲ̲סµᡣ
ةᣬѹ
ıǴİ......
ǵ˻Ǳ˳ЦֻɵɵЦĺڻǳˡ
ةྐྵҲ̲סҴӦһƽϲ֣ȴô࣬ǵû......
͢߸Ӧ......
ϼݵ̫ӵ¼ݵ
̫ະةæȥϵˮ̧ڿƳĨĨ
ʱʹżĻʵ۱˽
ة񣬡꣬ǧ......С岻......
ʵۻ˻䣺Ѿ˵ˣ̫׻ˣͲضˣ
л£
ʦޣ̫պضһˣ޻δӻ......̫Ȼڲͬȷʵһȷѡ˵ΪǷ壬ⳡ̲ʤ
ة෢ڻʵ˵仰ʱ򣬿̫ϳֵĲм顣
֣ǫѷ̫ӵ쵼з......
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лʹͣлл¡
ƳŴŴظſة˵лл¡
ʵۣôб£
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ʵЦˡ
ûͣñȥˣֿһȸŮ
ةŻּϲƳģϲемԿƳǲ̫˵ˣϲӦνġˡ
ʱʦҪǸĿ˵ƳһǣŻҲֱӵͰնɱ
Խ룬ةԽǲİڻʹˡ
̫ҲǸϧģ⹬пûжĶԴɵӡ
ҹةҲظɣ
ûҪ뿪˼Ŀة࣬ڵ
ةȴĬһᣬʲô㣬̫ϵƲϵģ̫ӵҲ̫ةฮסһʱհɡ
Ҳûܾˣȥةమӵģܹ⣬Ǳ̫ǶˣػסЩװɣ......ةΪʹҽȲةฮģ
ةü̫ӵ£Ҳ֪ǳĸαĸ׵ģӱ᲻ʹģȻΪ̫ӣΪ˳Ҫһ䡣ʵش𳼣㲻򣬳ƴҲҪ뿪
ۣĵةʡ
̫ӵ£......𣿡
û뵽Ȼôֱӵʳ⣬ͿƳһ
......תͷſԼĿƳ
СɵӶԼߺ󣬷ɿصͷ
Դҩ˺СɵԼǰСˡ
˸ǰĿƳʱ򣬿϶˫Сڰ׷Բ۾ڴһգգؿԼԼĻش
Ǵկһ......
㣬Ǳֻʵض㿪Ŀ⡣
СɵӶûڴû˺ô......
Ĭˡ
ةͱ˵ʣô......̫ӵһ𰸣мڸ𣿡
һֱڵȿƳ̧ͷԼȴٳû̧ͷ
ةʳʱ򣬿Ƴ֪ˡ
ĳĬֻĻشˡ
ᳶ˳ةӣ............ϲҡ
˵꣬Сֵһ䣺̫ˣϲҡ
ϲǴᣬã书Ҳõĸ磬ϲԼСɵӡ
Сɵ˵仰ʱϻһȿ޻ѿЦ
΢΢һﾹȻƵʹ
Ǹ滨£һܹ˼˵ܰҡСɵӲˣڻǳɳˡ
ֻɳ˶ĴֻۣзͿƳԼ֪
ة״ͷ̾һˡȻˣ̫ӵֺο಻أǵ˵л͵͵뿪֤ﴫ
......
Σıмһ֡
̫ӵǺ⣿
üʵδش̫ةαؼԷƱ
Ƴó飬ġʦ̫ˣһֱûбҲûмסԷƱ˼
Ȼ׹ڷԼղ˵Ļ
Ҳ......
ƳЩ㵵̧ۿ
СɵڿԼ￴ˣղŻƲͻȻ
Ȼ......һʱգܻһЩ޵ꡣټҲǱĺӵһף
ƳãˣǼ⵽ϲԼ......ǲϲԼ
ة໹ҡҡͷС޶ۣ֪벻̫ӵۡҲ޶ۣŸҪһǻʩᡣ
õصǷޣʩ᣿
Ƴޡһʣ˸һ¡
ϲʣʺãů
ǷޣԵôһֱûȢŮˣֻſڵһһ顣
ףȻδı棬ţҲһǺܰ......
ة࿴ԼҵɵӣԾǲĵصÿʡ̫ɣ̫ԼҪؼʡף̫ӵͲӦˡ㣬ؼһڻʹ......Ҫˣ
ƳδڣһԵة٣̫ҲԸĸΪ˲ģ԰ɣ̫
ۼϲϲԼƳȷõΪԼġ
뵽ղŵģƳٿˣΪѹҲѹġ
ǿƳЦŶİɣҳõҩʲôκõģҺˣٻؼȥ㣡......ʱ򱦱ѾҴűһؼҿ㣡
ةԣ̾һԼҵɵַɵˣڿ²Լˡ
΢΢˹һʤ̡
๵صةฮĴôҲԲȻʹ֮ڵĸãҲ̫ҽԺõҩϣة໹Ƿĵؽڱɡ


101 ǿǿϲ
ة뿪֮󣬿Ƴ۾һգգؿŷֱЩ飬Ŀ⣬㿴ʲô
Сɵֱ׵ʵ磬ǲһϲˣ
ƳԭԼѾ֪˴𰸣ɸղŷԿة˵ĻȴһȼһС𻨡
ߣղŲǻ˵ϲô
ǡǲϲ......ΪʲôҪָԼӣΪʲôҪңΪʲô......ղŲõ뿪
Ƴдɻֻǵķʣȴֱġ
һʼİٰᷳ޵Сٵ......ԼҲ˵Сɵʲôˡ
......磿
ֱֱ壬ͷ......ԺٴĻǿǿϲ㡣
ƳֿСɵ촽۽üҶЦ⣬ãȻ˲ٵòȻiһЦΡ
˵о̣Щա
ɼСɵЦãĴȴܿƵظȻǰסľ˵۾ˣʱͺˣۡ
ܵµĽëȶһ˿΢⣬ζӳ¡
ƶϲӦܹԼȼˣԲԿŷֵСɵӣɿСɵԼĻʱľĵĸоȴںɵˡ
ںǲϲҪʱ塣
˯......磬ҹ
......ҹ
............................................................
ǰһոջڶձȥ糯
ʱѿƳˡ
ۣקק䣬ԺʣҪҪѧ......
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˵ѧƳְĵ˯˻ȥ
Ƴ˯һᣬ㱻ѣ˵ˡ
Ӻ߻ѧʱ۸ƳǳͰЩ˵֥ƤС¸ˡ
ʱ˵æĵõϴ¡
˵ƳС˳һ֣ͨõ󣬱ҡڵ˽
ű㿴Ѿ˷ڴϣǽĿƳ
˺ܶ࣬ȴĵúܸߣʱӾþȤ
ܵ˿ƳĴߣЦ»ǹ˶ƭңԭбˣ
ӣ͵Ȼ࣬˽˫ӨӨ۾˿ƳĶ֮üͷ΢΢
ƳЩظܿҪˣ
Ŷ......»ûмأҲ֪ĺӺŮʲôһ𣿡
Σûش𣬻ͷֻüСɵӵĶӣҲ˳ԼĻ˵ӶʱЩģ¸˵أ
Ƴһۣû
ӾȤ˾ֿƳȻһָֻȥƳԲװһֻϵĶӡ
δȴһֻס󣬰
ؿֵֻˣѽ
ҪҶžζ˵
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Ȼ֣߬С
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Ƴӣúܺ棬磬ɣûµģ
СɵӶԼˣӵؿ𣬴ӱطһߣ
ٴνħצƳĶӣĶƤ͸ܵͻȻи˶һתҵϣͷĲˣ
ޱţҲûȥ
ƳŵˣԲۣеضӣ£ûûµ......Ǳڷأ
......²ûŵأӱСɵӵЦģû뵽ЦˣЩϽתƻ⣺Ϊʲôôࣿ߹ĺܿ𣿡
һһαϵֽţȰƤ۵ҩƳԸҲԸֻ˵......
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⧲ɵӲԼʹߵ˵......㣡
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ÿ춼ʳس˳Լţ̣ɻӡ
߳ΪԶʹǼԼ仹СһԳߵģ
׼ȴһЦ
ţ
ɻתͷȻһϻûüʧЦݡ
ǸܲЦˣЦһʮѵõ飬һҲûоÿģøӵĲʹˡ
˺òЦһΣȻΪ˳ЦԼ
ЩðΪµİȻҲ첲գǣˣ
̫û˵ǵͳԣһ㲻ǸС𣿡
²ŲС......Ӳ˵վڱһصԱߣ⻰Ȼ˵ʮûе
Ƴǰ죬ʮȤҲΪеˡ
ǰʵ̫ĮˣڵЩоûôԽӴˡ
ﶼֲôƳʹţҲЦԼ
֮£ֻѡƳйŵ°......ôˣ......㻹ɵأ......ôĺӿ϶ҲǸɵӣֲöҪɲأ

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Ӽ˵˰ɣ¿ЩСɱ......ҲǺÿһЩ۲Ż˼ѹ㼸أ
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ѵΪԼıҲɵӣҪ......
Ƴ˼
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ſͻȻϤǷ³ˣһűڶСɵ䳰ȷ
ܡܿûн......ɵıɵ......
˵һΣΣյۡ
ӲŷԼĻüͷ壬ȥʮֵĲͷΪԼɵӵĻˡ
ڶУϲ羴ľǶ֣ӱ߹ػʤ̣ԼҲʮֵԺʱЩίܲ˵˵һ䣺ɵӾɵӣ㱾Ҫɲˣ𣿡


102 ̫Ҫˣ
̸ȥǧܳʮ飬ģ
Ӵ󾪣֣
Ƴһۣٲȥͽȥˡ
Щίû뵽ڶ־ȻСɵӿôҪˣ֪ѧϰˣô顣
ԽԽغһֺһ䣺㣡
꣬һСܳſڡ
ûֵܼ˻ֳһߡ
뿪ֻʣ·ͿƳ
Ƴʳָһԥʣ......㡢Ҫɲ𣿡
Ȼղָ˷壬ҹʵȷʵ˴¡
۰Ͱ͵شĿƳͻȻ˹ǣ벻ñɲ
ƳƵĳ޲˲¶ᣬȻ¶İ˵϶Ҫ......Ȼû̫......
˵ĻڶϣʹˣҲΪ̫ӡ
Ҿ˵ģԼĺӣ˵ҲǸɵ......϶Ҫһɵ̫ӵ......
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Ƴͷһ˿ĸоָ֪оʲô
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ʵ뷨......
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ûŭɫƳĵҲӴ˵һ飬Ҳɲ
ȻûĵؼʵΪʲô룿
Сɵӻ֣Ҳѧѹʲôмʡ
ܺ棬᲻м
СɵֻظΪֻһ£߹ңǶһ޶......ȻֻһϲңҲüֻֻһ......
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ƳԲ桢𣿡
˹ʵ˵ҪˣɶŲ࿼ˡ
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Ⱦǰһ㣬֧Ų˳ص
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Ƴִŵ׷ʣһأ
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ɣǱԾûнչоɢѰҽϢҲûл
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ƳЩʧ䣬㲻˵ˡ
ҲԣôæÿһҪϳʱԼȥ߹أԼűȥɡ
............................................................
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ƳֻǹʹңѾϰʹܡ
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ɣѾæͷ󺹣ԭʮֵѣҶûйӽľ顣
ο̫ͲķζȲϳˣòϼѲͿԤˡ
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ܿͻصˣƳ࣬΢һ㣬ܸԵظܵе׹ʹȵҺ彽ڱϣѪȵζ
Ƴÿ˵϶ųݣ̲סʵɣүү......ҵıĻƽ......
һԸŽ𣬶ЦЦ˵ͷʱʮֵĴǱҪǿԾܶղǾο̫ǶڹӺ͹о֣̫¿϶ûµġ


103 Ǹɵɵ
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״֪ɣлҪ˵üͷɣôˣ
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......
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ĴѾְϴµѪˮҲǰ߲ѪպֵҺ壬ΪĿġ
Ĵߣס֡
Ƴ۾죬Խҵʹȴ˵ó˵ǡˡ
˵ͷţˡ
Ƴָ΢΢˶ס֡
ָؽսһ㣬......оôˣ
Ƴۣ˺һۣش̫ϣû˷кܼǿ......
Ϊ˻ӦֵĻƳƤգգ۾
㣬һëǼĺȥ
ȻȻ˵һȫ𾪵Ļ
Ҫôñ
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ض۾û£㡣
˵꣬Ǹ˵֣õкβɣ
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ߵǻƶģڹ涨ԣͿԡ
ֻҪȰؿһۣضԡ
ֵָ£ˮ²½
Ȼȥ˰ʱˮһһ裬˿Ƴʹĥʹͷȴûκζ
Ҳһʼǿ򶨱øôӻûгǲǾḻΪʲôôû
˵һԿţǾѾ䤱ˣ޲Լȥ̫
ǵȷǽٵĹˣǽӣͷһذ
Ϊ׵ֲΡΡؽ͵£̫̥λãǺλ......ټ̫òŻһֱšˮùڿһЩʣµĻҪ̫ԼŬ......
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......
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ƳԼ˵Ļᣬʵʵ˵ʮֵ΢ϴյĴߣ˵ʲô
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Ƴ־壬ΨһܹظܵľԼѸٵʧʹоһ㡣
ǼԼҪƮˡ
ƣ˰Ƥص޷ֻ̧úõر۾Ϣһ......
Ѹٲ״̬̫Ծ뻳Уҡҡ壺ƳҪ˯ôʱΪ˱סӸ˶ŬҪ˯ȥˣŬͰ׷......㣬׼˯˵Ļ𣿡
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ֿۿ׺ݵؿǣ͵

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硣ʱĿƳȴͻȻû˰۾һ
ĿƳͷֳ֣عⷵա
Ƴ΢΢ЦЦ......㲻Ҫ......
û뵽ʱˣȻڵıˣһʹᴽǣãҲǡ
ƳˣϵЦתΪǸεı飺ûãñúõس......˷ôõҩ......ҲˣְʸȡӰ......ܰչ˺ñ𣿲Ҫ̫ӣسͺ......
Ļһֱֱ࣬ͻȻ֪ʲô絶һʱ侹ȻǻشƳ⣬ֻǱʶں£ֻҪӦˣƳͻ۾......
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Ƴ˵ôһλָоϤƣֳϮԼǼ......ǿţһӦ
á
ڣ˵Ȼоһȡ
ȡƳ̫Ϣֻǳֹһ±ֿˡ
ƺѾÿƳõ㣬СɵɵɵЦЦ
̧һ̧һ룬ȴղŻָһЩڿʧ
Сʱ......
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㲻ǻźһȥ𣿴......ҴӦ㣬ֻҪţȥȫȥ......ʲôҶ㣬ô
̲סһĻţסƳָ
ʶһ飬ǿϲѾ֪Сɵռˡ
Сɵӣдÿǡ
Сɵӣڴܸı
СɵӣʱҪԼһ......
ſƳϸָͼע⣬СɵӰĻϻǳǳЦݣѾӦ


104 һǧ£Űˣ
ֿǰΣȻ̣Ҳ̫ӷѣԾ˵̫ӵ£ǲҪʸȡӣ......ϵʱԽСӻС......
ȴһ㣬Խ˫۵Сɵӵ㲻㲻֪ǲǸıô......ĹͷҪˣ
ˣǲˣϢһ......һ£ҪȻҾˡ
ʮšʮʮһ......ͻȻ˳ֵõضԱߵ˵ʲôҪϢ
̫ӵ£ǿة......
ÿűࣿ
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ţҪҵĶ
ɡ
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ةţͻȻ򿪣ЩԵ
ղ⺰üУߵƳĴǰ˷ﲻ֪ǻĿƳȴ쳣侲˵ȳȥ
üжʮҪˣлֱ˵
ةЦٲſһǧ¡һ£
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ةƶصܾ
ﱧſƳֿ˿ةǻؽˡ
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һ뿪õ̫ҽҲųȥˡ
ŽյķţֻͷһƬհףԲȾȻһվһʱ
ɣ˼龰ε̾һ̫ӵ£ȥһɣһֱͱ
ûлӦͷ˿Լ˫֡
˫ϸ޳һ˫֡
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ɸղ˫ֳ˽Сɵӽڻ֮⣬Ϊ
ȭСɵ··С
֪վ˶ãֱһӤޣηѣæŶ롣
ƳڴϣԾɱ۾һ
ȻͿ˿ةǱرһѪӤͷ󺰣ʲôЩŽ
ŽӤϴȻϲظϲ̫ӵ£ǸС
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ȴ˲ϿǸһۣǰһץס˿Ƴ֡
ʱһԼ
ЩʪȻǻŵ¶ȣ΢΢Ĳ
ղǿʯ·ͻȻʧˣŷ֣ԭĲСɵӵ֣ԼģСɵҲûҪļ
һĨĿةࣺ......ôˣ
ة̬ǲãߵʱˡ
һ̫ӣδڻʵۣһȨȻҶ̬ȣǴ󲻾ʱȴƽ͵ǣ......ʲôʱ
ʳʲô̫Ӧʵ̫ҽ
ٴڶɣΪƳ顣
̫......ɣЩֹһвڴ˸֪Ļʹ˸ɫԺ˵
˸ᣬ˵ĵطɣ˰ѻ˵
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ɣ˳Ĭˡ
ûа취ġݵĳĬ侲ܸʲôۣҵİ취
...................................................................
Ƴ󣬾ȻַԼĴǰ
ˣһԭкܶҪ˵ĻͻȻ˺֪Ӻ˵
Ƴѵض˶壬ԾǻȫӯˣԭóʱСԲѾˣȻһʱܲϰߡ
ֱָϣͳڻڻָڣҪҶ
ƳĻԹԵزˣһ˻ԴĴѰʲô
ֿƳƺѰʲô˲˼һĨЦʵ뿴𣿡
Ƴɤӻܸɬ˵˵ͷ۾
ٺģоԭӲı
ùŮӱ˹Ȼ̫ؽӹ͵Ƴߣϸ
˯һһģССһֻƤۣƣһҲƳ֮ǰ˵ĸճСܳĴԣȥɰˡ
Ǹкӣ˽ĴСӡ
Ƴ̧֣ز˲亢ӵСȻͿȥһġ
䴽Цۣձǳǳľѣȥʮ㡣
ӷŵһߵҡȻѿƳι˵ˮ˵㶫
ƳǻһЩܹ˵ˣҲո˯ѵʱ򣬷·ϵĲλԼġ
Ƴһ꣬㲻ϵشߴٷ......ѱ......һ......
ƳǸոεġĸסǸССıԾɻЩûǸʮµСˡ
Сϴһ󵭵ζżˣֻϧ......ڻûа취ֱ......
ƳĽؿŷܹӱš
˶٣Ƴ۰ϣԶ׼ﲻζ
һκ......ؿſƳ
ƳȻЦˣţҼֳҩܿͻˣͿԱˣԲԣ
þ˵ۿЩڵرĿ⣬......õġ
ҺСɵӸֲĲԾĿֱܿ۵Ӥ˹ȥ
......۾ѽ......
ȻСȴܷƳź˫Ưһ۸̾
Ӥ󣬱㰲ؿſƳǶҲ˺档
ƳԽԽϲеʹֵõġ
ĺù԰......Ҳ......϶Ǹñ......
˵ͷƳԵҲô֣˱㰲شһС


105 ǸС
ƳͻȻ뵽ʲôʵ......ȡ𣿡
ڿƳԵʱ򣬷ʵѾѺӵȡˡ
ûпȥ룬ǸֱԾԺ
ǼСɵԾԾԵģûУӦýʲô
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üβһȻӦڴСɵʲô֡
......Ƴϸ׽һ֣ԽԽ⣬űһС......
û뵽ȻſС죬˸ˮݣ
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΢˵Ϲûе£ϲ
𣿡Ƴû̫ãô˵չüͷЦ̫ˡ
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в٣˼ǧ
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һ˲ﲻһ
Ƴ............
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......еʧϡ
ӵĴӦýʲôأƳЩԽ
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Ƴôдģ
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һĿҡӤϣȻ˵һ䣺Ϸ֪⣬εޡ
ʲôƳͷû
ЩֿһʶϵһͲԴˡ


106 㻹ң
Ҳûָܹһĸоɵ˵ûʲôֻҪ֪Ĵзˡ
ȻŪֵԢ⣬ȷʵȷ˳ڶˡ
......Ƴ˼ӵ֣ﲻӿϲ
Ӥݡ
Ƴ˴޻ǻҪ
ǴˣСӲءһҲûƳÿЦ
ⱾӦޱܰһĻȴ
ɣ˵ĻڶߣʱʱԼǰֻܰһõļ
̧֣δƳȴʶһ¡
ԭܰķΧ˲ɢΧĿƺ˺üȡ
ֽ˽ջأʵ㻹ң
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ԳЦЦҲԣǻڸǲԼ˺ʵҲܿСɵӵıܷӦ
ⲻСɵӵһ㣬һûгֹˡ
ΪСɵѾˣȴԭұԾɿʶһʱ򣬾ԶԼ
Ȼ......ϴһ
ʱҡӤͻȻһޣԭļž
Ƴ¶ŵɫΪΪʲôˣ
Ӥʱ䲻һǳ˯˯˳ԣãֶˡ
ſƳ˰Σ̾һѺӱֻǶˣҴȥҲãúϢɡ
Ƴؿӣˣҡû......
......ȻûС
ƳΪʲô
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ǿ˰ɣۣ˯˹ȥ
............................................................
˼죬Ƴڴָ£С˹Ķ档
ǲ´Կڴͷһᡣ
˹ĲأҲҡĶ


107 į
ƳԼҡû죬ȴֶȤһ㣬Ƥ˯
ſƳ̫£
ҪϳٳûдѧñҵӲãܹܡ
һ˵ԼһСɵӣÿԼıȻٸıǸɵӡ
Ƴæɣ
ʱĳӺ𣬾Ȼһδġ
ǴθƳ͵֮󣬱رţ޷Ƴÿܡ
ܽӽ
ĸ磬Ҳ
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˲ֺİʾ......̫Ӱ̫ӣȻˡ
мصƿɵӸеοЩɬ
Ƴ˱죬ƺҪԼ۸ˣķ֣ƲƲ죺ҪСֶ棡
ʵԭֻǵСϾ⺢ӵĻˣֻƳ̲ס۸
ʣֶܿ𣿡
Ӥ۾δȫֻܿġ
ӴսӤӤ̶̷ʷʵСֱ۾Ȼ̧ϴһ¡
ӱЩ£ƳΧ˵ЦըëضǸСʾһ
Ҳǵһ壬ƾʲô㣡


108 Сɵӵ֪ҩ
ֲء
ʵƯıϲúܣȻ˵öȴܳʵŴѱһ¡
ƳôϲӣողűˣЦ
һ۱źӰ֣ڷתתȥӣȻĿͣڿƳϣΣض˵ӡ
Ƴһûף¶磬˵ʲô......
ֱ˵ظˡ
ƳûʲôӦһߵȴ⻰˶ʲô˼
˵Ǹ˼Ƴһ¶ĿƳԼ״Լ
˵꣬Ժ̸滨Ǹͷһظ⡱ģȻĲϾһɵӡ
Ƴ룬ԼڻЩ²˴ŻΪԼҪˡ
𣬺ϹŵɫЦЦ˵ȻǺܺ......ǼѾҳҩҺܿܺ
̵۾İһ˲
Ƴ˵ͷ˵ǳԪĹ𣿡
ȻֻǸܳĻӣҲ֪ԼҵȷһֱȻǳԪı......ôУ
ƳȫҲǲڻ¡
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ƳĸҲҩŽ˶˵յҪԼܺá
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һţŵǼᡣ
һķ㣬ҩҲųȴûдҩŵκζ
ղ˵Ҳҩ......Ȼܽٶˣɽһ˵ĶɻҲֻһˡ
......
ޱؽӻû˵ĿԾ˼ϡ
Ȼɫ䵭䵽ӵȴô򵥡
......ΪʲôҪôؿǸСɵӣ
ЩζͻȻͻȻ𹦿λû꣬ӦҪȥˣ
ĬȻؿƽиָӱεˣȻҪȥˣ
һԽϲСӣߵʱ̾ȻЩ᲻ˡ
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ֹҾ......ȻҪˣ϶Ϳ......
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ЦˣС»Ҫι̣ϲС£Զ
ӵЩʧԼǣǣӵС֣ŵӹ......㣬ǧҪǵûѽ
ſС죬˸Ƿӱ㵱ǴӦˣĵ뿪ˡ
ӷˣƳҲˡ
յľǲãǰ죬һᣬҲ۵Щۡ
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Ҳףָоһִ
ڵĿƳĲϾһУʱпܶĺ
ƳܺеزĵգԵɵɵۡ
𣿡ʡ
......ƳʶӦһ
˯ɡ
Ƴ֪ǲԼ˯ԺˣȻ۵￴һĨһɫ͸һɵİˡ
ʱĿƳ֪۵׵İΪʲôûãˡ
............................................................
֮ӵľܵ档
ÿҪϳʵֿʼۣæʱʱ̺̿ͿƳһ
иܹƳ죬ƣҲȥˡ
һգӱֱűֵʱȻʿƳ㻹ڳǸ......ҩ
ƳֽСӴ򿪸ҩţȰЩҩ꣬Ҿͺ
ҩ裬̧ۣƽظԵҩơ
ƳЩͣɵʣǡʲô......
𣺡ͨĵӵҩˡ
աͨҩ裿ƳԴһʱתӦһᣬЦЦʮֿ϶˵˵ҩ϶ǲƭҵġ
ҩֻɾһˡ
ƽ˵Ļȴ̵̣ܲƳһʱû򵽶Է˼ЦݽӲϣͰ͵ʣֻ......ֻɾһˣ
նصԣֻܾһˡ
ֻܾһˡ
Ƴһ𣬺һԺը죬ûа취˼
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ƳԼСӣҩ趼ıԾô......ٵأ
......ѽÿγˣ......ٳϼ꣬ͻ᳹׺......
͸żᶨȴͷ֪ڶ˵ڶԼ˵
ͷĲϸȻһ˲ɵһ˿ͬ顣
ΪļƻӲǣϸһ룬ͬΪܹõѸ٣ȴҪꡯ
⡮ꡯʣµʱˡ
СɵӴͷһԼ˵ʲôǹģ
һ̫ԭʲôӴҶһ̬㲻ľǰ˰ɣ
ƳЩӦڰ׷ԲԲģд˻ң׿˵ϲҵģ
ϲ㣬ΡһһߵΪ˾ˣ˾㣬ΡҲûмûˣǰϷкη
㡢㲻Ҫ˵ˣҡż......
ƳЩȥȴ޷ǿ塣
֪ѾĮڳһ鲨ббعţ꼸ĶҪҪ֤µĻҵи취......


109 ԭһֱƭ
Ƴ˵Լ֤ż磬Ȼ˵ȴˣ......ʲô취
ĽǶȣһĨĹ⣬
ƳڴţҪһҪ
һֱڶС⵽ľٶʱ۾ֱˣһ²ųǰȥƳ
㡢ʲôָſƳıǼ⣬ýˣ㡢㶼з֮ˣܲһ㣿
Ƴղź˵ĻУûع
΢΢üԼǰֲɫ͸һ˿ͣû¡
ӼƳԼָţҲԼɫҽУǱµİôôûбµ£
ûŴĸ׵ЩһᷳѼɤţƳһۣ𳳡
˵꣬ת͵ڴϵĿƳղҽģסô
Ƴβ̵ص˵ͷ
ǵڴʲôգô
ӲؿֿǸֻоԼƺһСɽ
ɽͷԻԼŬ̽ͷȥȴԾʲôҲ塣
𵭵ص㲻ν˾㹻ˡ
ЩƵģ˵һʲôоͷСƽ㣬ý......ǽôҲ......
ŶūʲôĻﾡնףϷʵ˵
ûʲô˵ӦҪȥˣ
ģ´ξԲһˣ
............................................................
³ƳҡŲ֪Сͦġ
ǰһָŪСèСص˵ӵСӡ
Сһӣ׵ء໡һȻһˮ
Щ֣
ƳЦЦ˵Сǻˮ......
һСϸϸؽӵɾֱһװ׾ӡ
ϸϸ۲СӵôҲ˵ٹ꣬һһСɣ
û뵽ƳȻͻȻ˵⣬ڶκ漰ʱĻⶼʮֵУĬƬ̣˵......Ȱѽյˡ
תߵǰ£Ϊ۴ˣܹСɵһᡣ
ƳŷıӰһССҩ裬˵Ļ
Ҫ֤˵ĶԲԣͰ¡άŻԵ״̬ܱѵ־
ʱض̫ҽ̫ҽĶԻһ֪Ĵ𰸡
......
ԼҪ̽
ƳЩԥ
ƭԼԼ̽磬֪ˣһĵİ......
......أ
ĵ׵
Բ......һΰɡ
÷ע⣬ǿСҩȥ
ŷ²ãЩ٣̧־ǰ½󣬻ҵؽеΡ......
غԼһǰôˣ־𣿡
§߶Ϊȡů
һοƳʱ֣ܹһЩ߶˼ʱЩ֧
ԾɺԥΪ߶ڵΪɢ䡣
Ƴȴҡҡͷɵ˵ҡҲ......
ôˣﲻ
̧Ķͷһ麹
Ƴ˼£ŵЩЩ......
Ƴû˵ѣǿҩȷʵѣͷۻ
ɣ
˵꣬ƳﱧһЩͷ£ɣүүܿˣûµġ
üеĵɫƳЩڣ뽫Լȫг
ںƺѾЩˣƤصøֻ̧˳ӱܵػϣҲ񱻶һ㣬ʲôҲ˵
ױ۵һ˲񿴼˼羪ŵģ
Ȼͬǰ㣬Ȼ۾ţ־ѵģҲü
Ƴ......
һνԼС
ƳЩοЩ⣬ЩԼ޷Ӧ
ںԼ......ǸҩãѾ̲סҪ͵Цˡ
ֹ۵˵Ŀ϶ǼٵģԼãŲΪأ
һᣬ˴ҴҵĽŲ
ɣ쿴ڵΣ
Ƴֲܵڵָ˷ԼƤ
ɣˣ̫赹֮ǰʲôӦ
ʱúõģͻȻ߱ѣ赹ȥ
ɣ̾һ֢ǰ㣬ҩ˵֢......̫ʱԪ𣬲Ҳû֢״......
......֢
ƳЩ
֮ǰɣүү˵ĺ֢ʵǳҩĸãôҩ˵ĺ֢
......عƣʣ¼ꣿ
ƳĺȻһ£
һֲĸоŴ󣬴ҪĶɵ
̫µĺ֢״ֹ......һЩƣܳŸ......
......
ƳЩ¡
Լٹͻ᳹ȬôͻȻ......ֻʣꣿ
ãûֻоһֻظԼա
ֹãڶ˶꣬˵......ʱһ......
δ˵꣬ɣ˱㲻ض̫ӵ°û......
һ
ǰ......ûˡ
ʱ˵ˣ˵ûбҪҩ˷ϵԼ˵ҲԼЦ
ϸһ룬ͬΪܹõѸ٣ȴҪꡯ
Ϊ˭......һ۱֪
Ϊ˾ˣ˾㣬ΡҲûмûˣǰϷкη
㲻Ҫ˵ˣż磡
Ƴĳ׳ȥ
ķһǰͺһЦһ㡣
ԭ......һֱƭԼ
ûгҩĸԵĲҩ
......һҲûеõ
ƳǿᶨģͻȻã
ɣ......Ϊˣ
һ峺Ө飬˳Сɵӵβգŵͷϣһˮۡ


110 ʱͣ׷ĽŲ
ɣˣ̫جΣʾˡ
ָΎȥƳǵᣬȴߵһ㣬ֹס䣬ƾ˼ΣԴԴϵش۽һ
ʱСɵӻһСɵӡ
ˤӿƤѪ˲ޣ򲻿ޣдһĹα˹ͿһҲޡ
ΪԼѧѹѧᣬҪǰʮûᶼ
ܿ㱻ʪһСƬ÷Щ㱡
һ˵......Żôˮ
Сɵӣ......ڡ֣ૡ
Ļƺû𵽶İοã۵Сɵӣøˡ
ɣˣ̫˼ҹ......̫ӵ¶һİɣ˼ǺͲ
ɣ˵ĻžԼʵСɵӵĹǲ
ƺûСɵ̸ģҲû......ȷеظ߹ԼѾ˸顣
ɣ̾һ̫ʣʱ䲻̫࣬ӵ±˵һЩٻҲ޷......ӣܹÿһЩ......
ĬĬսץſƳ֡
еĻȫ˿ƳĶ
ȻЩӼԼôãҲɣүүôİɣ
ƳֻԼ۵ľҪ޷
ѵҲҩ˵ĺ֢
......
Ƴ֪Լʱʧȥʶģ޵󣬱˯˹ȥ
ʱ򣬱о˫ĿʹЩۡ
̧ԭƤѾ׵ô
۾ϣ뻺һ峿԰Ƶ˵
һϡ
ƳĿ˺һᣬ۾ǿˣŲͷ˯ߵķɫҲÿһ˿ƣǳǳİȦڣһҹδߵģ
̧ҹμʲôˣ
Ƴû˵ֻ͵۾ֻǴĿȻڿһİһ㡣
üû˯ѣ
ΣƳءšһûжĻӦ
ĿƳʮַĳ˳ǲﲻ
Ƴӣ˵ͷһ......
һҹجΣȻۡ
Ŷ......
......֡΢΢üֱӵ˵
Ƴֻˡ
֪֮Ȼúۡ
ɣүүĶԻкܶܶĻҪ˿ȴ۵᲻һ˿
˵û˯......
ǲģӴͷóƳҩСӣóһιС
ҩȻָܸЩǿԵġ
Ƴǿҩ裬ŷӷźõĶʣ磬Щҩܱ𣿡
ֲײؽһ˲ȻʵôͻȻôʣ
һ˲䣬ƳȻ뽫Լȫг߹ʲôҪš
Ϊ......ΪڴϺѽ......ƳŬһЦҶѾþû¹......
Ƴʳʱ򣬷ǲԼɣ˵ĶԻ
ƳЦ־Լˡ
ɤͷţٹãͿµɢɢˡ
һһﺬǳǳЦͳ磬ÿƳԵضſʵ............㡢ϲ𣿡
ɣ˵ĻȻΪԼûĸ飬ûʧˡ
һ£......ȸңμʲôҾ͸㡣
μ......Ƴμ˵ңҿһȻҾѹÿˡ
ո滺һЩüͷš......Ͳˡ
ͣƬ̣˵......ҵ˼ǣЩϲ......
˵꣬Ķɰת졣
ȥ糯ˣ˯ɣһֱ׵ظ˱ףֻòУȥƳ˿Ƴ仰ķӦ
ƳѾ֪ǺεȵĲ̣ʱһ˵عƻ
ȻѾ֪һУﲨһ̶ˮ
֪˵ЩΪҪ塱
...............................................................
ƳΪЦǰջɵɵؽȫνȥ㱻һͿԼ
ǲ֪Ϊʲôǰһʱ䣬ܵ÷ǳڿӣȴͻȻ伣һ㣬Ѿûˡ
ƳȰȣ˺þãڵȵ˵ͨ
ʱ䣬ʹеҩĶҪǮãѾԼ´߼ˡ
˴ǽߵſڱߣſ
Իؿֻһ߽ˣʵ磬أ
ԴϴηͿƳʲô֮ӱ㲻ٴСֶˡ
γǳӹ̫˽գżٽ
𲢲Ҫ˵ЩиҪҪСɵ
ô֤ĽΣ
ƳƯֳһĨЦ˵......õ......ȷҲ......˶ˡ
һʵ......ҵ֪ҵĹĸطԴȥ......
Ƴ۾桢𣿡
ǣи......
бһۣʱͣ
ʲôʲô
Ϊ......ҪЭ˳
ƳһҪʲôȥ
ҪܣֻҪҳͿ......ҿԴȥȻҲҵõ˵ܻһ
ƳĬһᣬ˼
Ƭ̣Ȼ˸֮⣺......Ҫǳˣôѽ
𵭵صô죬Һ£
ƳЩĵ˵......ϲѽ......
û뵽СɵӾȻһ㣬ܿӵĸ顣
һèͫ޲
ΣϲңҾһҪӦô
Ƴ㶣ͻȻȻ
ǰ......˭˵ϲһҪлӦ
ԼѡϲԼϲˣҲ޿ɺǰ......
ֻײײô꣬ҲʱͣЪһЪˡ
Ƴ¶һ㣬ֱ̧ʣ
......Ҫô


111 
ѾϹޱڸһĨЦ⣬̫һֵƣõǿƱ룬ֶʱϣֻҪ͵ʣµͽˡ
Ƴ......Ҫô͵ˣ
𣺡͵֮󣬱ȥǣ˵Сˣһۣұ֪㽫͵ˡ
Ƴϸֳɫü΢򭡣
ڣ㲻һСﻹôС㲻뿴𣿡
뵽ӣƳǵԥɢˣЩɬ˵......ã............
뿪󣬿Ƴڷ˺ܾãΪ˷İûв
Ǵˣţ̫£С¿Ƕˣū澱Сȥǰɣ
ƳعȥҡӣŷСԴҡһΣڼѰʲôͷԲ......ղû......
ŴӱߣƳղŻԥԼᶨһЩ
......뿴ӽس
............................................................
ڶգȥϳߵúȥ鷿
ûȥڶڿ롣
󣬺ʣ̫ôͻȻ뿴ˣ
Ƴصͷûлش⡣
ߵ鷿ſڣŶԵԼȥ......ſڰɡ
Ҳ֪̫Ӳϲ˽鷿ûġ
鷿룬⼸ÿ춼Ҫ鷿ۣİҲ룬Ȼġ
һ۾ܿ
˺üۣûзƵĶ
˷ڷŵ鼮ûʲô֣СİǷŻԭλתǱȥѰҡ
ãֶ˶ϰŵļ飬Ȼ˻أһǰ
һϲ򿪡
ӳһɫĽңš֡
......ȻԼһθģûͳȥǸңô
óָȥĦš
Լһһ߷ʱĻͽҵʱǷڴ
ʱ......Լͣ׷ĽŲһڿֺܶɣ
Žַ˺һ¡
뻳У룬˳Żԭ
......͵͸Ľɡ
ֻ֪ʱ˷ĽңûƵĶֻܼĴңܲĹҹϣöӲӵƣȻλεع
ߣ̧Ҳòǿƣֻʹ̵˸ӹȥվϣǿȡ
ϵžƺƣз֣ӦǴǰһֱģһͺܱ
Ƴƣǰϣ
ſͻȻ˻ʺõ
ƳһǷˣʱæҪƲ޴벻֪Ӧòصġ
ڳʱ򣬷Ѿ˽ƳվԣüЦŵ˵鷿鿴ҵʲôȤˣҪҪҸһ£
Ƴ죬Ͱ͵ػش𣺡ûҵ......
Ŷ
ڶһؽֱȻڲʲôʲôҿ
Ƴдˡô֪жĴ㵱飬СɵԽĿɰˣ̲סЦһţ͵˴ͼɣ
ƳɴۣҲûϸ̫ӵ鷿ôִܻͼͷҡ˹Ƶģûû......
Ϊʲôҿ
ƳȥˣٻؽƵַŵǰ
˼ҪôͣȴŪˣ㣿
Ƴæ˳ŸͷС۾޹ضŵ棬һ
ɵӡ
̧ķЦ᣺......Ҫ
Ƴĵȷӿһɰˡ
ֿʼ˵ЩԲԵĻ......
˵Ҫϲ͸Ҳԡ
Ƴץ˵ҡϲ......
ֻһ˵û뵽ƳĻϲЩʣŶΪʲôϲ
Ƴ˵Ư.......ϲ......
֪ƳϲƯô˵Ҳûɣ󷽵˵Ȼϲȥա
ûи߿ƳǶôصĶ̫ݵȨͳһͨСһϡƽ
Ƴû뵽ԼȻô׾ȡƣЩԥˡ
ô׵ذƾ͸Լ......
ǲ˵......Լ......
ʶԼȻ˲ʵʵĻ룬ƳϽֹԼĺ˼룬ƴԼΪԼҪˣΣŻԼ......
üʵôˣ͸㻹𣿡
СɵϵЦƺࡣ
Ƴֿ촽¶һ׼ɵЦ......
ôûɣǲС۸ˣ
Ƴ˵ҡҾЩ......˯һ......
Ľ˽䣬ᱧ޵ȥ۾ͲҪˣúϢȻ......һᵣġ
ƳʱٴС
......ҪԻ......
ԼֱԻæͷ£Ӧһ
޵ڴϣ˯......￴㡣
뵽ҪһֱԼƳЩţ˵磬ȥæɣԼ˯ͺ......
˹ɣζûϵ˯ߡ
ƳƺҪ￴Լ˯ɴ˵......ӺþûˣӺҲЩˣɣ
֪ѹˣǿƳи顣
ҲûнҴӦ
............................................................
Ӳ֪ǵļƻԭѾ¶ҪȥҪȥҲԲ𣬵κһ˵ˣƨƨߵظϹȥˡ
ԭֻԼֻһǰȥҪ뿪Ȼǰ°̵ͣèͫȻһ˿ίôڲūˣū......ʧˣţ
ӵһκô˲Դ.Ѫ͸˵ĺƻͷˣ㡢˵ʲʲô
ʧʧʲôģֲ......
ĴƮǲֱԼһ˿ĮȻȴʧ䣺ūŹʧˣ
ûУ
ʶ˵֮æˡ
ֿƲסϴЦݣ˵С......һ̡һҲ벻£ֻΪѵشˣ
𣺡ллӵĺˡ
ûû취˭ôճأ
߳ͻȻ־̧ͷŵ㾯˵......һɲܸƳӴǸӣҲѧ
𣺡Ȼūɶǵ
ӽӲһ£·ͬͬˣ¾֪......
ӦУӱ࣬һžʮּس嵽ӵǰ˵ӱˣû忴
Ƴһ㶣û뵽ӾȻ棬æ˵Ӹ˯ˣҡҺ˰죬ӲŲˣҲ϶ܼûˣˡ
Ļ˵ú׾ӣûлɣЦеܵӵҡǰĿӿɰ˯ա
ƳһۣײĴͳһֽӲע⣬˿Ƴ
ƳģŵĶˡ


112 뿪1
Ƴ¾뽫ֽ򿪣ҡҡͷʾڲҪ򿪡
Ķ˼ֽдʲôЩ㱣һЩԼעղǰ˵ʲôǵá
ò׵ӻȥˣƳŰĵֽչ
ֽѾĺʪˣּЩģǺܹдʲô
ֽûгƪֻۣм̵֡պ뿪
Ƴ̶̵һ仰ػؿ˺ü飬ö첻ʶֲŰ֡
......
ԤеĿ̫ˣﻹЩ̻Ȼ֪롣
Ҫ뿪......ͼദһˡ
ʱ򣬿Ƴӵҡϣָһûһµҡţŵ棬֪ЩʲôȻԼûз֡
ǰ󣺡ôרעڿʲôأ
Ƴ㶵ͷǰԲʣ磬ܳ𣿡

Ƴ˵ͷʳкöĵط֮ǰֻ·ûȥ棬ÿϧ......
ϣڷʱ޶࣬Ӧãæ길ʽĵۣȥ
Դӷǰ׶ʧٰʾ˳ԪʵۺܸɴԽŻôæµʵԼС
ԹԣΣĸûоӦҪеΡ
Ƴ촽۾żϣؿɡɲȥ
ôôż
......ƳһʱҲɣȻˣ޹Ҿȥ......
ƳѵõһΣȻúãһӦá
Ƴǿ......ٻ𣿡
칻༸Ҳԡ
Ƴɵ˵绹кܶҪ͹
˼Ҳǣ´ȥٸҡ
ƳЦһ£û´ˡ
..............................................................
ҹȴٳδϴƳǿƤǰֻһյƣ¡
Ĭ룬Ҳ¶Ҫ뿪......죬һЩõĻ䣬һذɡ
ܵߣ̧ۿˣȥ鷿ɡ
Ƴҡҡͷûг......ϡϾҪ˯......
һ仰û˵꣬˯˹ȥ
ᲽߵĴǰ΢ƸСɵӾµݶһνƵĹ⣬ůһƬ
ҴҴЩ»ıǣ»ص˰ߡ
Ƴڶڴϣߵλģû¶ȡ
ͷڰǰˣ˸һƯߵ·صͷ
ƳιŮţĨЩƻƵĶҪȥ𣿡
š
ΪʲôҪĨƳָǻʵ
ԭƵİͿĨ±ƵɫҵСɵôƯɲܸ˿ˡ
ƳҲճһױĻڷĨƸܸܣǼҲҪͿ......
ܵ˿Ƴת䣬ƺֻصԭԼʱˣЩο
ƳĨĨǳٺʱһ٣......ҹû˯𣿡
治ɫ˵Ȼ˯ˡ
Ƴɻ󣺡ôûиоϴ......
ššıǼ⣺Ϊ˯ֻС
ƳĵصǱ......
ʼ磺ΪñȽ硣
Ŷ......
ܿƳǾһҹδߣҲûپȥרעذͿĨ
ЦϺҵͿͿĨĨԼٽǻĨȡ
ɫƵ˻һۣЦ
ǣƳ֣߰ɡ
ȥ
Ƴ촽ϴε......绹ǵ𣿡
뵽ǸдԼֵǣ΢Ȼ......ȥˡ
ʳԾɷ֣ǣſƳ֣˺С
ϧûҵǼ˵̯λѯ˸̯ŵ֪ԭǸ˵ϲϰˣѾöûˡ
ƳЩʧ䡣
οӦûб˵̯ӣǼ߿
кĵ̯ǣᣬʲôУ˿϶ҲУ
ƳѾμܾˣǱ˸µĿջţڶȥμᡣ
ȻʹĸΪ֣ˣӼʨÿƳ޷ƿĿ⡣
Ƴ˵ģվҲҪȥ֪ô
Ƴͷؿ磬ҪȥĶ
Ȼ֪ˡ
һЦ
ʱ÷׮ϾȻһֻʨӡʨӽ䣬÷׮ԾһȫƵʨӸ䣬Χǻ
ƳҲôˣֻʨ˽ýĻ
ʨӵġ족һ£һһȻǸղվﲻҪ뿪ķ
ƳһۣʨƤ¶䴽һЦ
Ȼֻʨһţһװǹߵ˲俪ʼ
Ƴˣõ˺öࡣ
ΪЩǹķġ
ֽһŽ

ЩˣѾʨ£»ص߶ûз֡
磬......ʨܺÿ......
Ƴ˵һ룬ֱֱַؿԼɻʣ......ôˣ
̧ڿƳ۽Ĩһ£Ϊʲôޣ
Ƴ㶣̧һԼȻһʪ
ΪʲôҪޣ
ƳԼҲ֪Ϊʲô˵......̫̫......
ܾСɵʲô˼ˣôס£
ҲǼʨ......̫ж˰......ƳСȵس˳ӡ
ֻﻮһ˿ů̾һˣ˻ûأţ
......
Ƴ̧ĨĨͷǼ߰ɣ
ȻʲôУ˵Ķкüҡ
ƳһõģڳԵˣղĪɬ齥
ˣǼﴩ
һ
Ƴûʣʲô
ǻǻϵڿƳ䣬ҵСɵƽƽ
ƳЩˡ


113 뿪2
Ƴ廹Ǻ߹·ģɨˣǿţɫһܲЩ԰ס
Ҫɫֻҵĺ֪һˣûﲻ
ƳҡҡͷһˣҪ뿪......ʵǲˡ
ǿģ̾һ
Ƴ磿
㲻ǻұߡ
ȻЩУȴ㹻Ƴſıϣ¶ȣõ㣬ȴЩ䡣
Ժ......λþͲԼˡ
뵽㲻ԥˣڷıָԼȥҪĵط
ʿƳҪЩʲôȴʲôҪ
ˣҲû취Щ뿪ʲôҪ
ԹˣѾζļ͹ˡ
صѾҹ޹Ƕ·ҲһֱֵĹŮ̫һ
һֱڣӽƳ£̫ˣ˯ɡ
Ƴȷʵ۵ۣԺʣš......˯......
˯ú㣬˯ɡ
Ƴȴǲ˯ħһؿŷ......
ڡ
......
ĵӦţ
磬ҹ
ƤŲ˻ҪԼЩЦЩۣҹ˯ɣʲô˵ɡ
................................................................
ʵ̫죬ܿƳô죬յ̫׼ʱˡ
δ糯־ҵҵȥϳˡ
Ѿ˿ƳԼӣƳ֪ʲôķߣֻܱӣӵƣԹԵĵԼ޹
ʱһ̫˽ȴǵΡ
ƳڻҪ̣ȳȥԼϢһº𣿡
Ƴ˵꣬ԷȴûͣԼĶߵǰǸɻ
̫ͻȻԼñժˣñӵ¾Ȼ
㲻Ҫ£ңˡ


114 ΪԼǸʲô
Ƴ磿
ꡣϣʲôҪϵģڸϽϣҵѾںŵˡ
ƳӶܱ̫ã˵ĶҲòˣҡҡͷ
һ̫㽫·ϡ
Ƴԥһᣬ......һȥø......
𣺡ȥ
Ƴ鷿ܴ˰񣬺ɫĽԾ档
ǰñдŤŤ仰֮˽ֽϡ
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ڷһ˲䣬һˮܳſƳԭλöȥǷӦʱڿѾûˡ
Ƴһᣬǰľ֮󣬲ź֪ظܵ˺£ֱͷЩΡ
ǰȻ˵ȸߣȴ˵СʮֵӴ󣬵Ƕȴʮ׺Ѹͣ޳ͬһƬ
Ƴһȴǹ
ǹͻȻÿƳԼҪˣֱ졣
кͻȻˮгһֻȻ
ԣȭͷСĺɫشһ㡣
Ƴֱֻ˵ȥԸֻҰޡ
ƳıӰȥ̫ΣˣǲҪҪժ......ҲҪ......
ǵĻһůͷңһὫġ
Ȼս𣬵ԶһЩҪˡ
......Ƴ˵ʲôȴ֫Զȥֱһ԰ȫľͣ¡
룬ƳѾϵı飬ֻ泯ߣһᣬȻתԾЩ
ȻĿתضŷӰֻ֮Ծ
ֻĹʮңľս
˵ǣÿһηǡܼʱĶ
ɾˣҲֲʲôôֻƬʮֵļӲĽǣȴûа취ˡ
Ϊһֱֻܿʧȥģһһȥ
µعۿⳡһҪˡ
Ƴ㿪ڣǽţʶؽ䡣
ͷƳһۣ˵˺ҲûãҲðȥ
Ƴ㶣ŷ֣Լ콫קˡ
˻ȥС˵Բ......Ҳǹġ
ոյһƳһȥʱ򣬷Ȼ֪ʲôʱһָ
Ƴֱ̲ס̾ȷʵˣǹ
ŬԼ֣ķȥ
............................................................
һ˾ֻжξĵطĿĶǰ﷢Լֱ۱֮ĿǷŭ۾ȻıѪɫû˵ֻβһ˦ͳ˹æܣһƶ˹ȥ
ûдֻǷŭ
ʵ̫ҲǺܲȻȥֲȴһֱû˵
ȥƵᣬԼȴԼѾǿ֮ĩǽôãһ·նѾʮֵƣ
һۣĿȴļᶨ
ܾԼᱻֻ˺ƬƳҲ......
һҪȡƳκ壬ҪһֱþõĻȥ
뵽Ŀһݣٴӭȥֻһš
ƳĿǵӰתǵĶˡ
Ծúܿ죬ܶʱֻһӰ
ֻȻȥʢѾС˿ڣܲˮܵķʽҲɥʧ
¶һ˿ͣΪѾĵĲˣȻȻôá
һֻҪǰȡҲ֪ԼѾʼ֧Ҫҵһʤķ
ֻһҲǸоƣˣΪûйŭͣĿĶס
ȴϢϾҪϵþˣԿĻԼæӽǰֳһֻȥ
ֻＱæβһ˦˦˷ǰ
ͫһæץסֱӽ˹β
βֻҲǹߵĲλоʹһӵϻ
һֻ״æһ˦β;ͳŷ˦ȥ޷ܣԼϵĶ
Ϊû㣬βͻУˤһʯͷϣʱһ¡
............................................................

ӵһͷһĻĿƳ̲סһ
漴סԼͣԼִʲô鷳
Σſ⣬磬ɲ......ɲȥ......
𣺡ԡ
Ƴǰһȴڲʱ򡣡
ǡʲôʱſ......
ʱ֪ˡ̧̧°ͣʾķȥⲻվô
Ƴſӵվ΢΢һ
עٴαǱ˺𴽱¶һĨܵЦݡ
............................................................
ڵغ󣬷һʱȻ޷һѪֻƺһλһ㡣
Ƭ̣ҡҡλεشӵվ
һڣǶβĹ¶һЦݣơ
ֻȴֹͣ˶ĹѪɫҲ˺ɫȻ΢΢˸ףȻУͬˡ
֪ΪʲôȻдת䣬紫ǰ㣬Ϊ֮֮ˣֻԼղŵȷ......Ϊʲôģֻ֪ǲ뿪ˡ
ͷ̶ˮɨһȦȷʵӰ
»թԭصһûһ̽Ķس﷽ֱ֣ĸȷȷʵûΣˣæϲؽ


125 ֻǸū
Ƕ֮׵ڳһ˿ظЦ⣬ҵĽŲ
عƳײײ߱
ˤǰһѡ
Ľֻǰһǰȴһ˲ģؿһʹϥڵϣ͵³һѪ
Ƴɴۣܵǰ£磬㡢ô......
ղԶԶ߿ֻܿӵվΪûʲô󰭣߽ŷ˵ôء
ģһ˲ָֻһЩٵ˿Ƴǰ΢΢𴽽ǣܿͻ......ص߰ɣһӳ󡣡
ƳĻȾѪĻ䣬Щ㣬ٳûпڣϱ˿Щʹ
ˣһҲٱý֧վ
֪᲻бΣգ˵ز˾ҪϿ뿪
ΪѾȡǴɽ뿪ȴ׵ö࣬ûʲôϰɹɽ
һ·϶ĬȻֻǰں棬ɿ쵽ɽʱȻὣĺ󱳴ȥ
ͲĲԾһ·ڵȵ֣Ѹٵ̧񵲡
ٴβȻռϷ磬Ϊժȡ˾޴ķԵЩ
ƳͻıһеӰǡǲҪ......
Ѿɽţ߻פߵˣжҪǰæȴֹҪǡ
ǵ̫죬ƳۼǵĶֻ֪Լʮʮغңһ˴Ӱ׹˵档
Ƴܵϣʣ磬û°ɣ
ҡҡͷҪʾԼû£Ҫ֧վʱǰȴһĿİ׹⣬ýֱָʺ
Ҫ
Ƴæסһֻ֣磬ΪʲôҪһ·ϣǺúõ......
ΪʲôҪЦһһ·϶ڼƻ
Ƴס֣ŪضԷվҲǷ̥壬˵£ܴùҡ
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ò֮ΣҲںעصֻǽ֡ҵҪҲܼ򵥣һԪͷսۣ̲ĳԪԪұˡ
мߣǣֻĵֶεĹҿԪΣӡ
ô˵νĽʺƽһ֣ҾֻôһҪ󣬻ǲ
ư³һ֡
ƲԳԷơ𣺡ڷôõӣҲ㳢ζˣˣ
ʱЦһ˵ôҲһ֮ȻôС״̬㻹˺ң
𲻳ļߡ
ƳؿŷһǱģ磬Ҫ......
δţͻȻʲôƵģµȥҵūǸӽӽ
............................................................
⼸չòģڻʹʱҪʵ
ҲˣϾĿɰֶǸ𣬾Ȼ˿˵Ļÿ첻ǵҪ󿳲ϴ£ͲԼԡ
ܹί͵͵ܣֶ˵ĸ£ôһڴ......
Ϊôһڴֻ踺ء
˼գһ˼
Ϊϣеĸͷǰȥƿȴһˡ
üʳ򣺡أ
󵨣Ȼֱӵ֣ǲ......
ϻˣأпƳأǲᶪ˰......ԽԽܣһͶСɵĻ죬......ǿƳСɵӣôԼĺӶҪˣ
ûȥڰѻ˯ӱ
æסҪֶȥģ
ǽ
ʣڹ𣿡
ϣȻڹ
𾪵Ŵ죺ϣ
Ѿ׼ˣæ̧ҪȴĲס
ػͷҪû˵Ҫ𣿡
Ϊūֻûʸ
ūūʲôϴӦң֮ģҺܿͲūˣֺؿǸסĲ£ʱˣ
Ǻ......㻹ǸϽɣن£ȥ
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Ƶ
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......ڷôòŻû뵽
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ǿ̫......
......
һ㶣ʱͱǵĻˣʲôǵأƵģҪܱ߰յʳȻֲΪǶóʲô
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ôҲᱻץס᲻ԶֲԽԽǵģԼĲҲʱˡ
һʲôܲˣ㳳Ҫ
Ȼֻӱ˴ˣһﲻŲʡ
ĵһֱţҳȥҪ𣡣
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֪˶ã˽Ŵˡ
ҪûУҼ......
عͷȴһֱ߶˾æӵһԾ𣬿˼
Щ˵ĻͷԷ裬ֱȥʵץ˶𣿡
Ķһ٣üǰķ壬Щ̫ˣ˭ġ
......øƽЩ飬̧־½ڵʵǲץ˶֣
·߻ҳ㽫ƿĵô
......ô
屻Щ˵ˣ̧һָֻ......ôأ˶֣
ҺòץסûֵôôܷأüͷΪ˵ĻǲˣָǸʲôݣֻǸū


126 򵽻ԣСޣ
ū
㶣͵ǰѾǿָʹİˣһҵ
۾ӲҡҲ......˶֣ȻĻ......ҡҲùģ
֪ߵغġݻЦˣؿŲŵؿڴôߵˣ˵뿴Ҫùôùˣūϳȥţûй˵
䣬ǰһһ߿ŷļ򣬾Ҫϳȥ
ĻŬҪǵ˵ҲŲ򣡷ſң
𣺡ⲻϲϷ𣿹ֻҲζˡ

Լǰȷ£в˳ıһһҹ......ɺԼǶܺ......
Ѳ󣬱ϵԺ³ذ
ЩۣƢȴˣµɿɿԼ˰ɣ
ԼˣŽѹļɿ
ֱͦͦعţʮ־ǿ˿׼ġ
΢΢ܺãҪǹˣ˵Ͱָˡ
桢𣿡һ˿񣬡˵ģ
ȻǼٵģ뿴ֶܼ೤ʱ䡣
û˱ֻһֻֽϻСͻˣٻʵһ汾ҲûС
ɴ˽īļߣʼ
䣬һ·ټϱͲ̫һ;ЩͷΣƵķ飬úԼġ
ԭĸܣǴһҹ......
ôѽ
ź˼תעͻȻǰ
̧ͷȻСɵӶԼǰɻؿԼ
̧ۿ˿Ƴһۣûдִͷ­š
Сɵӡ
ɵɵ˵ַá
ƳԼԼ£һ䣺ڽźϻȽ ľ̸֮ȥ
˽ŲΪǷֲסԼˣĿ⿴Լ¸Ĵ飬ͷ̧˵˭ģ
Ƴ㶵ؽһ......
̧ͷüôˣ
Ƴҧҧ촽ܷܲ˼......˺صˣܹ......
Ϊ㡢ǳ֮Σ......ǲµġ
𱣳ԭĶ˵أֻǰ˴ӷӳ˶ѣ˵ʱӦıҲǴȥĵطѵõ飬Ȩ档ˣסĵط
......Ƴһ£ȴᣬֱӱ˷䡣
............................................................
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֮ǰԪһսϹڱͶǳֱ֪࣬Ӵ˰
ֱŮͷŷѾɫ֪ʱȥˡ
ŷصĸĴ˴һƬƮԶˡ
Ůʮԥżֹūʱ򣬿λС......
˱Сūڹţ
ū澽ʱѾЩ֧ˣڿѾ赹ˡ
ûʲô飬ڵȥһˮ
ŮܿһˮϿҪϴ֣̫ū澽˵ˮ......
Ůź꣬˵ĸ㣬ûзֻǵ˵ҪţҪˮ
ǡ
ʱŮ¶һˮˡ
һˮ£ȷʵǱǣ¶һζЦԶˮߵſڵϻԹȥ˵ĸǰȻˮͷϽ˸ʹ졣
˲䱻ô̹ǵˮ̼ôһ£շת˹һǰվԼӿһЩί
һԼʪ͸ԼΧĻף϶ˮԼѵģʱίߺ޽ӣտڣһ˼磬˳˵˻
㡢Ѿ˺þ......
ǡЦһ͵ôãù˻𣿡
û͵ιȥˣ役Ľ͡
ιȥ˾͵
......£úҪˣ㡢Ϊʲôô............֮ǰң......
ίˣѵ˵ʲôͷβڶ
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ΪոһˮϷ·ԭͷǳĻ㱡ѾڷϣĹ˳ϸû˿׸⣬ߴͷŶʮֵ˳ںڵķ˿ʪϣںڵ۾ҲʪģֻίС¹㿴Լ˺ݺ.һ㡣
ͻȻһëɦɦЩ΢ٶȿڵʱһְƣҪ......˾͸һᡣ
ʲôʲô᣿
ҪԼһᣬĶ䶼ˡ
ȴûлشǶŮԸȥϴɾ͵˵޹
Ůһ˲᣺ǡ
תȥֻ̱ԭأ˵ĻЩãȻ
............................................................
ֳܿ˷塣
Ծһͷˮԣǹһ磬ûˣֻǽߡ
˺ˣԼϴͺˣǳȥɣ
վڴľͰϣԻԼֵ
ȻԼǰڻʹܱͦ˰ģİĻ޷
ԭΪ˵ġϴֻ򵥵ϴ裬ȴû뵽ſһųϡ
ŸеǿҾʹɱ˰ѹ֫޷Ǹʲô.......ʹ......
Сһ̣ΪС๤......Ҫøɸɾˣܺúõźϡ
ǹ߳ܵĸоʲôʲôźҪҪడ......
СӺܿͻ֪ˡ
..........................ɾԺ΢........................
屻ȥ˺ü飬߳ܵĥͣ
˶͸ϺֻһƬ˿ͱ͵޹


127 ΪԼǿ鱦ˣ
˳ȥ֮󣬷Ÿ̲ס²Ҳ֪ǳʲôģȻôƴҲֻܱǰĦ
İĹµĴЩӲɵЩ
˯ôӲĴ壬ֲҲôֳӲ......˾죬ȴ˷ܸС
ǽ͵ĴϣҪһ˯ܹһ˯......ԼǲˣֻкܺõѣԸ˺˯һ̴
˯˯ΪʲôΪʲô......
Щ̣ȫЩ̡
Լϵ˿⿪ŷҲû졣
ȻʱͻȻˣһ˫ŽƵѥӿ˽ĿѥƶͣڶԷϡ

忴˿𣬲Լ쬵״̬һæְ˿ָǵԼϣȫ߷ߣ˵㡢·ôû
׷ɫͫ׸ôȲˣ
㡢˵ʲô
ʲôȲ
УҪô......ۡ......
ûжͣɫﰵػ⣬Ծûжı飬ֻЩ΢𣿡
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忴һһ˹ȻʼЩţܾýᷢһЩԤϵ顣
̧֣ȲҪ......ȵȣվű......㡢ʲô
ŪЩͷ˲ϲܻӭϷ롣
ʲôܻӭ......ԽԽ˵ʲôˡ
ûиĻᣬԷ˿¶ϸƤ⣬һϸĽƵ
ÿĺģѾʱ򣬾ôһϲͨҲ׹Ҫ£ΪʲôղŵҪЩϡŹֵĶ
ַߣå
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Сʱɷɷףֿܹ࣬ʱͳɤӿʼС
𣡣쵰
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óˣʱӺӶʨ˳СèС
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ţˡ
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ͷصѹ˵Ļɶ߷ǰɣ
岻뱻ƣֻŬ첻˵ʹϻһ˿Ĳ
оע飬ĲãɸӴֱ
ʲô¶벻ˡ
...............................................................
ӳ˯ѹʱ򣬷зǳİѾһˡ
ΪԼĶ˲ܵȫʹ
֪ΪΣͻȻͷӿһ˿ʧ䣬漴ʧͱԼǿеƲһߡ
ֲʲôŮˣ귿֮ҪԣΪʲôҪʧ䣿
ĶһŶ룬Żǽķ壬Цϣ˰ҲûԼס˰ɡ
һ㶣ûԼأ˾Ȼ
ۣʲôģô˵
ƲһۣǺЦˣ͸˯һ͵ΪԼǸˣɣֻҸůĹ߰ˣūȰСӻǲҪ̫Լһˡ
Ҫڷֲ֪Ӻη
˴ϣˣ˵Ҿǲ뿪ô
ھߣҲûֶۡ
׼һ㣬Է˵ȻԸ⣬ūֻ԰ˡ
˵˽ͳŷ߹
忴֣ʱ;ľѾ˿־УǰûлܣôҲ벻еȻôѹƲסǡ
С˺ָ˵ʲôһȥҪҡ
Ȼ弫ҪǰˣȻᶨĳԼ߹ʱһŶ㿪ǣͲһݵˣټ֮ĴֱԴͬһֻСһЦ
һϵ˴¡
ǿŲޣŭǣ......ôңˣң֪𣿣
ǰߣ˹ţ˵ͲͷˣͺúԼסŰɡ
ּŷ˹ӻԭס
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ЩūţˣһҪúõĸһ״ǵԴ......
һһŮûȫĹԮ
Щжʵʲô֣
Сӣūе
......ʱһҪϼν......
Ҫ״֮ģ̾һҡҡͷ
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ֻúõ˯һʵ̫ƣˣܸո˯ѣȴûɵĸоֻȫ¶ʹոôһ·Ķо
ţֱ˯˹ȥ
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ڵһʱѾ˷巢ˣʱЩż
빬ãһźˣҿûʲôۣǸͦɰˡ
ֵط϶һܳģҲ֪᲻Ը뿴ôܿ࣬æܳȥ


128 Ļ
ܳƫײܹع
ع⸱ģɵʣ׼ȥĶ
æʵĻش𣬡λˣū׼ȥҽ
عǳʲôݣõҽ
......
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......
˵ֹ㱻ˣ˽֪ΪʲôҪλӰǸط......ȻλһĿȻ
عĻȻĮҲ˵ǶԵġ
عԸڱǱȱ֣ȥǱ߰æɡ
ȵصǡλô죿
Ȼˣѵһֱǹݣ
Ĭˡ
............................................................
ڴϣȽӵļ尾Խʹࡣ
֪˯˶ãԺ˹ԼȻƾɵСĴţӲĴѵıۡ
ѾˣһյƶûУֻб¹Ӵ
һյƣһҲûУֻյ˻Ƶŵ˼ҲûӦ
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󣬵͵͵
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æʢˮʪյƤ촽ĨĨɬ촽һʪ
ѵ˳صƤϲصӣ˰
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Ƴֲˡ
һΪѾˣΪ˼ǹأôҲΪԼŻᱻץסġ
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ΣҩһЩ磬ܲ......
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ſƳѺŷĵΡ
˿ƳѨһ鲻עĵط
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ֱⲽǰ㿼ǵôˣ
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侲صƽľһ䣬㲻ҪƲԳԷơ
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һŨˮڷƤ˿ϣƳǿž;úۣȴ·ܲʹһ㣬ЦЦ˵Ҳֶˣ̶ȶ˵͸ࡣ
Ҳգ·гһ㣺Ϊҵûʵʵ³İ취𣿡
ͻȻֲõԤС
زĲﻮһ˿óɫǾҿԼ̫̫ӵǲǻôĵأ
жʱӿһŭǲܱвȻÿƳв
ҧгݵСˡ
𽫱ڽĿƳǰ
ɫһݣִϷſ
ʧǰ侲ЩҲȫû......Ҳˣ廹ʮֵΪ㻹һ......ƯС԰˲......
ڿƳĦţҲɣҵУ㲻ػԪ......ܾܲȻɾȡˡ
ȴر⣬תϣܿͻɱԪƾԪڵıֵܵסĹ𣿡
ڿƳ»ֱסʺ
㾡ܿþԪҪսһʱ£ƳСɳŲǸʱ򡣡
˳Ĭ
ԷٳûлӦźԱǰĿƳ˾ô飬㻹ΪˣɸͲֵá
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......ڼأѾϰˣѡҲϰһһ飬ľˡ
ֻЩףȻˣΪʲôҪƴİԼҵأֱӺúõڻʹҪҵҪãѵǸһЩ
Ĭò̧ͷĿſƳҲǻ̫谵ҲǷ񱾾䣬۾ſƳħһҪѿƳ۾
Ƴ׷ΪʲôҪȻؿ˵ѾȡֽСѾǷˣ֮顣вңԲ̫ˡ
ŷݣҪж˵滰Ǽٻɫδ䣬ڿƳʱҲ˿ܴ


129 װʲô
ЦȻϵµĺ̫ӣסѡ񡣡
ɿſƳ֣棺Ȼˣúÿôǰİɡ
ûпãȻؽһĿƳһۣ˦ȥ
ƳƵشӵزδ߼۵ֱ
ߵηſڣߵòӰ
ΪļƳǰ˺ڣЩѣܵػϡ
ͷһ״ž޲ǰĳδš
............................................................
ɫػص޹ߵĹ˴ҴһŭתƵԼϡ
عһ裬ȴֱ̧ƷµϹȦˤ˵棬
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踺صƬϹ£ǿŵڻظǰ
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㽫Բѵƽڵϡ
վߵߣͷȻļߣװʲô
ܵŶһԾɽ˫ۡ
ٴýż˵壬˵ѧƳҲûãû˻ϧ㡣
ѾյûȫûʶȻҲӦ
𾲾ؿһᣬŸӣĶͷ̵̵һ
յͨ죬Ƥ촽΢ţѵش
סĿڱǣԭͺ˸ܣƤ΢΢һ죬۽ǻ䡣
ҵģȴ̲סЦһ˵𣿹˵Ὣܹ......ϲ𣿡
岻֪˻ûֻ۽ԴԴϵӿᣬ۾ؿ컨һᣬֻرˡ
ܵıϢȻʧһ˲Žƿſ죬һŸܵ˺
عĴ󾪣ԼȻЩ׼ϵ˼ˣԥһ±㴧......Ҫūȥ̫ҽ𣿡
ۿؿԽԽ΢ûʲôصȥɡ
ûжĻع֪鵢󲻵ãæ̫ҽԺȥ
ع̫ܿҽˡ
岻֪ʲôʱѾƵ˴ϣعɻ󣬵ʲôҲʣʲôҲ˵
̫ҽ˰˵ϣλʵյֻ̫ҩĻ²̫УǸġ
˵ţιҩ裬ִҩͳ룬׼ϵļѨλ˼롣
һʱȥ﷢һɫЩ
̫ҽһ˵λĲǷգķܹˣûкúҽΣһЩ⣬ϾܷģΪúõһӣȬ
ȴһĮ˵ҪͿˡ
̫ҽ㶣ЩǺ⡣
̵ͫ׿Įǳ˷ѶҩϣǿһѾˡ
̫ҽȻ׼ʵ뷨Ծ˵ֻ忪һЩͨҩ
ڴϣԺغҩһһ룬Ӳ룬
̫ҽǼѾһЩתټҩ𽥻ָһЩʶ
ڴһתѹ
۾Ϳʱʮֵľϲ
ܿ뵽⼸Լͷӿһ˿ί
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˽ϵ󣬷ԼָʹģôȥΪֻءأ
ЦЦ𣿡
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𣺡ʲôϵأ
ЩĿؿһ㶣......ûйϵ𣿡
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һϾȻ¶һӵЦݣ˸ᣬļʵ̫⣬ΪһūȽʺ㡣


130 Ƥ
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ȴܾòأֻһΣûץסûˡ
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㵱治֪Ϊʲôһۡ
򴽣ŵǰò......ǺҶ㲻𣿡
ֻ˵ľӣܽԭ𣿡
˵ίȴûа취
ȻѾ˵ˣҲûʲôˡ˵󡣡
æҡһ......һ......
Σһ㻹ûþǹ˲ٸһΡ뿪˷壬ͲǸŵˡ
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屻ۣȻɭɫŵᶼˡ
صԭҪŹ㣬ɷҪֻƤһôҪߵ˭ǹ˱뿪ʹģ
˵......
ûˣɿ°ͣ˸ʱ䣬òõҪʼɻﲻˡ
Ӳ飬˾򡪡
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..............................................................
Һù죬ǺһЩ
ǰҲûûôع
⼸ǿԣÿҪѷζȳˡ
ǰŸµأ㵽Ժſɹɹ̫ǸƵ̫˽һءϡһ
ﲻ̫̹̫ߵǰⲡǺѽ͵ôЩӣҲøɵˡ˵ˣӽȥɨеԺ䣬ôҲЩ͵ȫ
̫󻹸˸С̫࣬˶ͷʾ⣬С̫͵һ·
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Ƿһֵֻֻ֣ûƨˡ
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һȫ㸺𡣡
عŷ԰һָȴ÷Ϣ
ô𣿣
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ûһԼȻɨɨء
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ðΣûǳԼǵֽٴ̽ͷȥ
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š
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һʱӿิӵУһʱֱ治ΪֵӷŭΪȻҪŭ
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ԽԽŭҪﲻסʱȴתԼķɡ
ˣҪթԼ
ò⣬ȴ½һֱ¶治֪𣿡
ͷһԼЩ۹ȻһС¶˼ɽ⡣
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һŭָıʵ̫ˣΪʲôҪɿƳΪҶֵӣ
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̣̲סʵ㡢ǲϲǸСɵӣ
ûлش̵ͫ˼ض
屻ЩڣԼȿ......ô˵ˣ
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ȵøʲôϲϲ......˹ˣ¼ҹˣҲŲϲ......
Ŷģü
岻֪ΪΣЩ飬Ȼ......
˻룬ϲˣҲǲԿ......
ŵ˿ĭǡʲô


131 ǰǳأҲȲ
𣺡ǿ......ҲΪ
𾪵°ͶҪˣʲʲʲʲô
û˵ڶ飬֪Ѿһ
Ȼϣ˵仰ʱﾹȻ΢΢һΪĻӿһ˿ϲ
漴־ԼЩæɤӣ......ҲšŲҪأҿõķӣ
......δڣͻȻֱЩŤŤ˵ӵĻҲҲǲԣֻҪӦ......
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㡢Ϊ͡ͲɿƳ......
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˵򵥣·Ļϲдϣֵôߵ˵УҪҶָ˲У
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ʣôķ󵽹ܹΪȢѵ˸ˣ
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ڲܴӦ㡣
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ŵͳɤʧһǿƵ
.............................................................
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ǽϣӣԼȣ°͸ϥϣͷǱ߿ȥ
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̲ס²ۣҪͨ·
Ȼڳ·ⱻסˡ
Ϊʲôң֪˭𣿣
԰̬һʱ侹ȻĻס˳·ˣ˭
ҿδˡ
ԭҪôǣ־ԼǲҪ̫ߵˣһ𲻸˾Ͳˡ
ռֻżʱܼ
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ǰ컹ǷһԴˣվȻһת̬ȣʼ
˵ͷûбԼĲ˵·ȥɡ


132 Ҫ˿
عԴһ˼û˵ˣ߳·Ŀ͡
·СӦˡ
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ҡڵ뿪ˣδعɻʣô˶ࣿū澻ԸŸء
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ҪúõĳͷԷһ£һᣬָſڵһҶ˵ȥҶ˰ɣҲ뿴һƬҶӣʵĵĺܡ
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............................................................
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˵ڻҪĻ͹һ㣬ְ
ƽȴ÷оһ˿ᡣ
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һһмĺ壬岻֪Щֻÿֺ棬ȥϵӣ˵Ķ
ԭΪϵ䣬ʱǷ̫꣬õصȲҪˣְ
֮ǰ˵Ԫڵȷ⻼
彫ջʱ򣬲СֹǷߣ˵ٴ
ս˵ģ
Σյӣеëˤڵϡ
һ֪ΪʲôΪʲôñ
ֻѣû뵽ôķӦЩίǰ֧ʼ㡢Ϊʲôˤʰ......û......
һۣˤ㣿
幾һ˿ĭǻˤʰ......
ҪԪԭΪ¶գƫƫҪǰתƣ̲סǨŭһǷɵĺ¡
һ㶣ȻΪԼ⣺......ôˣʲô֪ʲôѽ
һίӣҲûаοͷӡ
֪ʲôô۾ҲƳ
ݶˣŴ֪ڿʲô
۾˵Ǹ............̲Ϳ𣿡
ͷһı飬޴ĻúЦһ̧Լüͷ޴
弱ˣ˵İ......ǲҪٴȥ˺òã
һʲôЩת˵Ȼûȥһϲɣ·Ѿ˼ʽ
򵥵һ仰÷˶ڹµľᣬһ㶣Ȼŵرϲ
Լȥ......ϲ
ѾʽǲʵѾƻҪˣ
ѵõЩߣҪҳ......
ÿɷֻϲʲôʽԼ˵
㵱Ĭˣֹסؿģھȥ
˵꣬һС˳ȥ
ֵߵߵһ·ܵ˳·פʱ͵شʹһ£æؿ
ǹɴʹûгãܿͻˣֱӡ
Լ̫ˣǷŻ˽Ų
Ȼϴβûеѳ·ˣǻЩ
ʢ˵ϵĳ谮۸ˣŰúܡ
ںȻûͨ֪Щʲô
һС̫ӭȥСʵ......ôȻˣ
Ƴһۣʢ˵˵ϲ˵Ѿüʽˣ
˵⻰ʱ򣬺ҫζͲ˶֪ϾҪ޸ˡ
ǣ빫Ӹū
·ȷּ⿪ʼϲŷ嵽ĳǱȥ
£ļϲ......ǲģ
Ǽչʾϲţȥۻңÿһʮֵľºÿ
ϲɱȵƳǼÿЦеؿ佱ǵջ治
ܵϸ·⣬ȴЩᣬ૵⼸ÿ......ҵҪѡһأ
ļҲҸ⣬ֻĵԼѡ
˵žһԼϱ˱ȡ
⼸ϲ棬һۿľһ
תһŮ㣬Ҵϡ
Ůİп࣬±ѣ˵Ƿ岢ûôѣϵѡǼϲˡ
尺ͷȴſ佱ô
·۾һķɫ𪣬ѣĵǷѩ
ΨһвǣϲԴһ㣬Ȼ࣬ҲûжӰ죬÷ҵ˷ѵĵ㣺Ҳǵһ·ˣǻǲҵĳߴ磿
ūǰع......
üع϶ǹģһ᲻......ǰ״
˵ϲ΢һ㣬ΪԼǴúܺÿġ
ڳ·תȦֱ˶ά飬⣺ȥô
˵ţ㴩ϲ뿪˳·
·˲סֻܿϲԶ
Ȼ³壬ķղ۵⣬Ų鷿ߣһ·ĿԵ
ܵ鷿ʱȴѾˡ
ЩɻһʱӦûﴦŶԣסſڵĻڵʵ㣬......ȥˣ
ͷһۣľګػص뿪鷿Ҳ֪ںδ
Щʧ䡣
ϲ֮һŸ𿴣û뵽Ȼڡ
ֻҵҲΪת뿪鷿
ϲȴô¡
˵Ƴסڶ󣬲紩ȥǰ԰԰ڣҲþûɰֶˡ
һת򣬳ķȥ
˶ſڣȴſڵĻ
岻˵֪˭𣿾Ȼң
˵Ȳ׼붫󡣡
˵˵ȣ
ָָԼıǼ⡣
һԡ
ҿδϵϲ𣿡
Ծľǰ
ҪӲȴһڵء
ȻسﺰƳƳĻҽȥ
һһŮԻ˵ʲôǻ˲Ӹˡ
صغһڻһţⲽȥ
һߣһķ߷߲ƽ
ƾʲôƳסĵطôడ


134 ԲҪ׵ԭ
סǸط˵ƾɣֱֳһһء
ͷһҪǰһ֣ʲô˼
ߵǼ䷿ſڣֱӴҡڵŶ룬龰͵صɴ۾ЩŵĿߵˡ
Ƴڴϣ뱧ڻ΢ͷڶϸ
彩Ӳվſڡ
......Ϊʲôһ
ŵĶСͷһۣһ£üͷ΢΢һ塣
üӿһŭڵĳ嵽ǰɫѿ
ûڣ˵㴩ʲô˭ģ
ȥϲ㿴һ㾹ȻȻ......ָĶ£ͿƳʲôأ
𽫻ԵĿƳƽڴϣư͵Ļɤһա
̵ȥԾװͰ͵ģ㡢㲻Ҫһ𣬿뿪......
Цˣƾʲôˣ
׼......ԭ˵ֱ׳ؿһۣͻȻһ˿һɣؼһ䣺......𣿡
ζЦһ£÷弹һ˿ΪҪŭʱȴ˵һ㣬ȻԼ
ûзŭԺضԼʱϸҲҪ
ţɫ΢
Ҳ......
ͻȻվŷĸ첲һ·˦ſڡ
屻קۣ̲סʹһżһ£ĲȣǱǰ˵
βٶӸµؿ³֣ȥ
˵꣬潫źϡ
忴ǰյţ첲ϻ־ԼԼʹ
Լѿˣһֳŵһȳһյת뿪
................................................................
ʱ򣬷廹һǰϻ״ɫϲ
߹ˣŤͷȥϿ
ü
һίӿԼ촽ù𣬾һֻŶĲ
̧°ͣϷʵصıˣ
߹޵ƲͷԲҪ׵ԭ
ЦһƳ岻ãαƽϣزȥˣҲôףţ
̲סȥˣΪʲôҪ
赹ˣ˽סˣȻʱˡ
ͷûת۾ĵƳѾɶ......ģΪʲôҪ......
㻹ȸ״̧ššͦı˭̬Ȳã
һµʱĳȷʵԼ̬ȲõģӽѾ˴롣
𣺡ȻһϸӦѧݣĸСǼģ
÷Ķˣ˼һ£˵Ҳ޵ԼеСˣʱƳȷڻţӦù
ŤͷۿЩȷЩŤ˵ȥɣ
ȸһЩȥɡ
˵ͷҡҪһϸ......ˣ㿴ϲÿ𣿡
ղôһͨʼĿʲô
°ڣǰתһȦ
𣺡
ٿ佱ˣһ仹ڷĶѾ̫͡ÿˡһ˼˵ת˼Ȧ
תͷеβͣûԹһ䣺ϲһ㣬·ҲǵģȻûסҵĳߴ磬һҪͻȥٸһģ
˳ĻЦŵţ⡣
ԼϵĴϲԽԽ㡣
Ѿ󵽣ٹһӣͿԴ·˵ļ֤֮£ףȻˡ
Լϲ֮УûпЦֻͣڴߣδ۵ס
...............................................................
˼գ˶
·ѾˣһžҪһߵſڣͻȻŤ
ƳתӻѹԾɾ񲻼ãһƯС԰ײ̬
ıŤȻȻ׵Ժʣô첡ģʱôμҵĻ񣿡
ƳñΣڳݲʣɭĪ......񣿡
ض......Ҫˣ
Ƴ㶣û֮ǰ˵ҪԼΪ£ɼǰӸ˵ģ˵ҪȢԼĻֻΪ˴̼罻ǳأҪȢӲġ
Ͼôϲһܸо
ЦϿҵ˵ϲ......
ôʶȤļ򣬰οҲģҺˣͻѶָˣֿһˣ
û뵽ƳȴͷҲҪһ......
......Ϊʲô𰸳ϣ漴ΣеؾһǾԲģ
ƳæҲ......
ߣ֪֮ӱ﷢صġߡҵġ
ƳٴʵףףҸ......
ϹɷЦ⣺յ
.................................................................
ûãڵ˷Ǹӣ׵ա
һ̬ľ˴·Ҳһ㽫ϲ˹
ϲϣҪȴ˦˦ӣϹŭݣĹūţǸĳߴ磬Ȼԭ˹
......Ϣŭ......ϲӣͲҪˣûϲ
屻ˣһ»ˣ
ӣŨױĨֻǼ򵥵Ϊ˸üĨЩ֬Եü۸鶯֬ȴΪס
ޣһʮģ
......Ӧʲôûѧ׵ǣҲû̹һϲֻ֪ͨҪͣ붴
ͷͷϣЦЦŰ̧ɡ


135 㴩ˣϲ
Щʧܵһʱ𿴵ԼڵӣҲһ仰к¶ĥ̾ĳ嶯ϲǵԼͷϣԹԵڴϡ
ûһᣬƿϲʣϰˣôû......ƨɶ......
ڴЦЦѽŹ˰ʱأҪż콫ϲǻȥɣɹûӲԼƿϲġ
䣬ӵ
ڼͨˣ
æһѽϲ¸ϣͷǺ𣿡
ǰһ£Ѿˣ
š֨ѽһƿе߶һ첼סˣŲĿҲԽԽڴ
ȴͷǸŲͣϡϡĽŲ𣬽Ĳֹһˡ
ûȷ巢ʣܵϴѹ
ţȻ˼佫ϲŪ˵ϡ
循ŵؿߣֿұߣ
ҲһµĴϲĵ˫èͫ죬ݿʷǷ÷循һ˲
Ƭ̣ԼڵĴ
˶֣ȴ޷Լĸ첲гأŭҪʲôҪ췴𣿣
ûлشԾ˿ؽš
峯𺰵ɿҰ첻ǳ׵𣿡
û˵ǰֳ̧ס½һֱӽϲϳ䡣
Ŀǰϲ¶İɫ¡
ҡҵϲʹغ쵰Ҫˣ
ֶ˶٣ڿڵ㴩ˣġ
仰͵صɴۣ......ϲԼȥİ
еģҲ㿴𣿣
ƣһŮһ˽
ʹûϣǿţܸܵѵĲԶԶԼǼϲǴƻǴӷϿʮֵĴֲڣɫѷһ
𣺡Ǹ׼ġ
壺ҿôܴôʵϲ
ˣҪʱͻȻùǼϲ˰㴩òã
Ļŷڽɿ
˵ְﻹǱһͷȥߵӱߣһƨ£ùĹĵģ㶼ԼȥϲˣΪʲôҪһˣҲϲһ......ϲղһǼǸҵģﻹҪԼȥأ
Ǽǲĳߴǰĳߴ¸ƵģŻֲһ㡣ߵǰᣬ·Դϡ䱦һ㣬͸ղŵĴֱˡ
һʹһ㣬ʵҲûµ......Ҳ̫ˣ߱һЩ
ô˵ţʱǹԹԵˡ
һÿ
壺ģ
Ȼ
廹ЩƲ֣ʱسǵĴ֮գּǲģ֪Թܲһ̣Ҫϲ
Щԥ
·Ѿˣʵϸ......ϲȻ̫ÿɴԼϣûô......
ֻЭð.......
𴽽΢΢ڵϵϲ¸ǵͷϣָϲͷ࣬ﺬһ˿Ц⣺׼......Ǿ͸Ͻˡ
˵꣬ᱧ𣬴ǵߡ
÷˸ղŵĲʰ֮ǰͷۡ
Žܿ͸оӱ̧λƵģ֪δ
ЩͲס˼Ҫ򿪲鿴뵽˵Լϲƿֻ
֪˶ãͣˣһ˫ٴνȵı
̧סĲͷļ򴦡
ײؽ˽
屻ڣڴ£һ᲻һ̲סѵ㲻Ƹͷ𣿡
ס֣ȲҪһһϲҪ㡣
һ㶣ľЩ̫Ծ˰ŻȻ
ɻʣǲȥ𣿡
ЦֱӶ𣿡
һ㶣û뵽Ȼ˵ôֱ׵Ļϲµȵ÷̣Ͱ͵˵ȡȶҲǲ......ȶ......
ЩصСɧ.һһ㡣
ȻƽʱڴϣôйǸʱˬʲôӦ
ʲôûôԼ÷ͷһ˿УһֲصĸоҲСɧ.......
ÿɷֻǵúõĵȹˣҪƿϲ
ͷš
תȥĲ֪ΪΣͷЩңѿڽһ֣𣡡
ţסŲͷһۡ
˫ֹɵطϥϣŶ............
˵֣ǼȲ˼һشͷָϲˣֻ֪Լ̵ÿԼ弦
ãЩǲѾ뿪˵ʱ򣬲Ļش𣺡......á
ŵʶѾ뿪ˡ
û뵽Լ׼ϲ̲סһЦ˳ϲ֮µ촽ѾҪֵ
Լ׼ʲôľϲ......
úٴαˣ͵ᵽɤۡ
ľϲҪ
ʶʲôԣΪ˵ĽŲкܴ
ĽŲӯȽ˵ĽŲҡ
ŶԷһŨҵľ˱Ƕ
Ⱦˣ
֪ΪʲôЩš
ȻԷĿ±ܿԷЬӣⲻղŴ˫
̲סԼһѽϲ˿
ȻվǰĲ𣬶һֺֺ죬ӵĴ󺺡
Է͸аƺԷ⣺˶......ôļԼϲƿˣ
һæʵ˭Ϊʲô
ԷٺЦЦͳŷǴϲ......˵Ϊʲô
岻ܶԷĴ־־˵ʲôҸϵ»֮ҹʲôϵҲ̫ˣȥȻ˿Ĺͷ
廰˵úݣȴɫǿװ򶨡
ŬǽȥĴԼ
󺺼ǿܣЩ⣬ֱһ̣ץס˷Ľ


136 㲻Ҫ͸
Ľϸһֻ־Ϳչ
屻һֱϵǰʧغȣѿ
˫⣬ڴһֹȤ
......ç򣡿ſȻĻһɱ㣡
Ȼ󺰴ţԷһвȻſ
ҪϵľѬˣ˲ô࣬תͷ󺰡
˰ˣ𣡣
ˣ
ƴķǻǱһץסѣ󺺵ֻܴһͽϲ˺Ƭ
Ǽһ仰˵ֻ᱾ܵؼߴš
ЩŭϺݺһ£ūˣЬ䣡
屻һȵòͷȥ˵죬˵ʲô塣
ſ˶һⲽ
У˽󣬾ҵĹһ㣬۾һص䣬ӿһίֻݺݵĳͷ
.......ūŵͷ֣ȥιȻ˫......
ȴվԭûж鶼ûзһ˿ı仯
ѹϵû¶һµ飬ǺٺЦЦֱӣЩɵ˸񣺡......
ʧȥҪܵߣǴۼֿסūĶȥ
ߣİ˲٣˵ҲһЩ˭Ǽūҿɿң
Ǵ󺺲û֣⣺һ㣡
÷нҶˣֵؿ𣺡ɱ˰
˶ƺ֪ʲôǴϹаЦϣ......͸ң
ɨһϻżָӡķ壬˵Ϸԣū潫ˡ
˵ĶԻãؿ
˵ʲô
ҪԼ......ª
......ܣһˡ
ҪȢԼģôܻôأ
תҪߣһ˶ǱŵһҪȥ㲻Ҫ......
ͷǼٴҪ˽˵װף
һЦ˵ʲôѽ......ǴϲӰ......˳ȥòãǡǲǻҪ㲻˵оϲҪ......
뿪ĽŲһתǰһ˿ϣ
ָ̧գĴָϵָӡĦ˼¡
ͷȵȫ¶۵ס
ҲЦˣȴЦ÷弹
......
Ҫй˷ȻָָǴ󺺣ķ֪𣿡
ϵЦҪŲȥˣϣ㡢ʲô˼......
ҪçףҪ޸ġ
Ȼ㻹Ҫװ˾ͺúõظһΡǧҪȢǿƳ㣬ǹ͸
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գȻվڿһۣӲǸľϲúܰɡ
תֱ⡣
忴ıӰ૵Ҳ......ҡҲҳˣҲ......㡢㲻Ҫ͸......
һһ뿪˷䡣
뿪֮Ǵתͷ壬û˴ˣڿԺúˣ˶......СƯԪûƤô׵˶
ֻͶֱɲ˼ϻۣ㲻Ҫ............ŹҰ......
Ź㣿ǲ˵𣿡£¶Ƭİ𪼡
󺺸⣺ԹԵģ۵ģֻ......
岻˿壬ýŵ˶Էһ£ȴܵ˶Էǿļ⣬һӲ
Ȼŵ΢΢һȴûкһΪķԽĸ
ֻ˵Сè......˼
ּ޲õõͱԷķεĵط۵
ԽĲԿأþ
ͷĲǣʪճĴ÷ĵֻ£ͷһ𣬾ֱ³һѪ
ʱţѪ㽦˴󺺵ϣ΢΢һ㶣̧ĨһԼ
󺺵ͷ̲סӿһŭ⻹ûʲôأԷѾˣҪʲôǾ͵ȥ
ֻһѪ֮סԼͷھʲôĥ
ʲôҲ벻ˣͷǧڴ̣飬ʹ
ʲô취ܹʹ......
ȻԼͷǽײȥ
ײ˼֮󣬴󺺾Ϳǽ˿˿Ѫѩ׵ǽը˶Ѫ
󺺷´溰ˣϳȥģǻ
ԼĻ¶һظ΢Ц
......þˡ
............................................................
һߣ뿪󣬱ѷ
漴뿪ǰȥΡ
漴ϻһ¡
ʱ򣬿ƳЩɻ󣺡......磿ô......أ
ӦǽӴʱΪͻȻܵķ
ãĿ˿𣬷Ů
Ů֮ͣ󣬻ֱųԼ߹
ƳԵʵҪ.......Ҫʲô
ûд𻰣Ůش˿ƳǴӣȻҪһʵˡ
Ƴãĵ˵ͷԼΪͣһȷʵǲ̫......ֻȽϰҲûбͺܶӡ
Լס̫Զˡ
Ůߵǰ·ˣʮ־µĺۡ
Ů·֮ŷ֣Լɻ鵱մϲҪ£Լ¶ں۵ӳԵøİ𪣬·ճɻʱ򴩵ĻҪ¡
ͷʣԪĻ񣬾ҲҪô𣿡


137 
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ôأӲ
Ƴæ˰֣ǸˣҲ......
ǡſƳں޵ϲӳ¸Ӿ޵üۣЦŵǹ˵
ƳǰЩӻһҸԼҪӣ㶵ؿڣ磬Ӳ......
Цһ䡣
......Բ磬Ҳ......
Ƴ붯ֽϲ£ȴס˫֡
洫ϣԸѾ
ɫһЩһߴǣ¶һζЦƳһѳϷҪʼˡ
Ƴûʲô˼
ŮʶȤ뿪
Ƴˣ㶡
һϣʱڵ˲ٵĿͷǱ˫һԾɵĮһ
𿴼۾׾ٵرŭ
ǿѹǹŭ𣬽ƳԼϸĿȴڷϣưؿڣôٸһλᣬǳع黹Ԫ˱黹......˲һ£使ڹŵġ
˵꣬صͷڿƳĶҧһڡ
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̧ͷһۣҵĴ𰸲䣬ǷҪݸҿҲֻЦɹ͵ˡ
ĿһͷƳЦЦȻˣǱ㿪ʼɣȼˡ
Ƴᱧ𣬷ŵϣ⿪ϸ⣬ָһ
ƳԼزµҪԼЩʲôһæ£סԼѣҡҲҪ......
ԭͲܺ𿹺⣬廹ûа취
ƳԲСܾһĴƮȴĳһ̶˷䵭ߣ漴񱻹̵Ķһ㣬Ҵƿ
ֻؿ𣬡磬Ҫ......ſҰ......
ԺͻȻһҲı飬ధ
ǲǻҪ㲻˵оϲҪ......
Ҳ......ҡҲҳˣҲ......㡢㲻Ҫ͸......
......
֪ô£ͷͻȻӿһɷ֮С
뵽ڷп¶Ƴһ飬Էѹ......Խķ
ǰƯҲȷޣ˵ϲˣҲʲô£ȴٳ޷ͶȥԺл֮ȥ
˫ֳڿƳϷöһֱûнĶ
һۿߵķóŪǹ̫ˣԲˣ費ҪԵҩ۷磿
ŤͷЦܺãϣһֱ̬ȡ
飬˺˿Ƴϸողűϵϲ
Ƴص......磬㡢......ĵ......
һ٣ÿƳϣæڿ϶ڵ㣬ȥ......
ʲô˲ãƫƫҪ壬úòϣŭʢ
ţͲˡ
ûٸƳܾĻᣬǾµļ´˺
Ƴİݼ¶˳Ѿû˵޸֮ǰԲ
û˱ܵһ⣬ŵסԼļ
ô......ôأ
һ뵽Ҫ飬Ʋסһֱģͷоѹ֡
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ȻãҲûǨŭֻȥɡ
Ե......ǡ
ƳںУɫˣСԼߣһҲҶ
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142 㲻Զң
ƳԾ߬Ѳ˵
磬ǿԺ˭ɵøԶ𣿡
ͻȻղǸѵСŮһȺС˹Է
ָָһ͵ǵĿƳȺӵǿԺһ𣿡
Ư磬һ𣿡
СŮߵƳǰҪ֡
ƳȴֱܵһߵĽ䡣
СŮɻػͷŷ粻𣿡
ǣһ棬ֻȽϺ߶ѡһ棬ٸһЩСʳòã
СһȺС۷һϣյƳȥ
ƳżԼһС޴رܵһƬյ
Ư磬һ˭ѷɵԶҪĨཬ
ǺЦ⣬վһԿſƳһʼʴӣС
ƳȲȺӣϱཬȴЦ¶һŰװ׵ݡ
Ϊ˺ˮƯںģǰʳȺӣȻ󽫿Ƴߣ־˲»ָ۵ģ
ԱߵĺǰԵź塣
磬ϲƯ𣿡
û뵽Ⱥ죬ЦõӦ......ҵӡ
ƳӡʱƤ΢΢˲
СŮһǣƵǺðѽ
Ц˵лл
ɫǾٲִֺÿĸҲøظҡ
ƳȻЩǻ˻֣İϲã
׼СţȴСĴŵƽʡ
ڿջסʱƹضǵλ˰ɣ̫ˣǵ̻ڣ˶Ľأ
̻𣿡
ɲѰ̣ѰĻ......̻𣬱Ȼÿ˵껹ҪϹ͢ݵϣƹһЦصһŹۿ̻Ĺ۾͹ҪҪһ䣿
ͷʿƳǾͿ̻òã
ƳԾûиκλӦҲ⣬ƹҪһġ
۾Ȼͬƹ˵ܹܺõؿľɫֻҹԾһƬžֻȺֵ
§ſƳ˴ߣҲЩŬûа׷ѣƳûֻǰһûľż
óһǣֽ˿Ƴ
ƳǸСӣͷ۵⣬ǹһֻСèһ㣬÷һƬ
ʼˣʼˣ
׼ãҪˣ
......
洫漴ҹȻըɫĻʱ磬˲˿ƳעǶǳˣ㶵Ŀǰĳ
ϲ𣿡
֪ʣֻ˵仰
Ƴûд𻰣Լ峺ﵹӳѤõĻ͸ּ򵥵Ŀ֡
̻ݳһʱʽ̻ÿƳĿתһֱţмͻȻͣһ̣ƳΪûˣĵȥ
һᣬճŴĳ˼֣û......
ˣȻһֽСܳĸоϲʱҸһҹòã
ƳֲԸˣղܹѾ÷еʮֵ......ٹãĳһָ
ע⣬ͷĲһ£Ұ㡣
⣬һĻǻʣ͵һ貵Ļ
............................................................
衼ʶȤ뿪ˣͷֻСһķˣûˡ
ȴΪղŲ㱻°˾ҲϺú·ˣӤһߡ
衴·Ҫߴ磬Ҳְֻ
״̬衴ص˽
壺лл......
ʮ΢Сԭ׼̤ڵ衽ԭء
衻عԼΪһ仰ʧ̬ʵЩɤӣأֻǿ۸ߡ
˵Ǵ......
ɫŹֵؿƽò·ϱ˵˰ɣ
ҡҡͷ......
衣һڣڽ˵Ļ渵ɳƣЩ᣺......ǵԼ˭Ҳ֪ԼΪʲô......ĵһ......ʲôҲ벻......
衶סζӳ£С˴̣Լ顣
ԭ֮ǰǲشԼΪʧˣ
衲ҪĻȫ̲סЩʧ䣬ĸѲϵ
ϸղ˵･˲²⡣
ƽֳε˵أò׿ϣǿ°Ϊ檣˴̼űˡ
̾һղӦֳߵģܰ......
δ˵꣬ȴشϣҪ......
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衿ȫȫεӣؾԼ̯鷳ߵ֮ҧҧӦ......á
˵֣ظЦ
ð׾ˣֳǰҲƿƳǵľޣȴ̳ĸԶɽһʱȻһЦһƢɽȪ˿ϲ
衱ͷֻǹɽȪĵף˵˵ʲôû
.....衣
衻عţղ˵ʲô
壺˵ĹܲҲ̽ңҲô......
εĳ衾Щãѧ䣿
´ŷ壬ôСģûʲô֣Ҳʲôĳ̶ȣЩ򵥵ģܶЩô
衵˵ͷаɣӽ쿪ʼ͸ϰ......ǲ͵ҲΪͶ顣
Ȼɴ۾ҲŲ......
衶һ˵ûеķΪ⣺ٹңȥɡ
Щ飺ҡҲص......
Ǳӵ﷿ģûȥ˸㱸һ䷿
ȴ˸󵨵Ҫ󣺡ܲܺһ˯......
Ȼþƺɫȴѵõ˾ӣǵһҪһ˯Ҫ󣬵ʱࡣ


143 ץȥ
һʱЩŲԣ㹴ҵң
㶣ŰίߵطҲûҪ㣡
衣˵ʲôҪһ˯
ȷǰ˲˺ԼһʼηηЩֱ׳ص......ֻǺ......˵......ңҶ﷿϶ΪѾ......һţҪҷô죿......㡢ô𣡡
Ŀ࣬û뵽СưͲưͣݵúܣһʼͰ͵С⬷·ǽȻ෴ˡ
ҲŲҪĺ......
ЩͷۣԽԼ˸鷳ɴҰͳȥ......Ͳᱻҵ֣ҲҺˡ
廹ǲϣаһҲΣգ¿.....в......
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衣......
˵õĲأ
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һԣ׷̸һӵƵĴϡ
衣......
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ҹ
˯......òã
Ҳû˯ţ죬һ˫ӨӨںڰ֮иЩ̲ס棺衣۾Ϊʲôɫģ
衻شġ
壺Ŷ......Ȼ˵۾ɫģ......
ҲͷһۣĿתؿԼЩǱƿĿ⣬......ֻлҵˣ۾ŻɫǹѪ
ɻ󣺡ǻҵ𣿡
衸ҵǽҲǰ׵ܣ塣
循һ˲......ԭ㻹ǸӰ
衣š
Ĭһᣬֻ˸⣺衣ΪʲôҲܴƽ
衱۾شƽúܣҪϵʹͲôһƥѰû취ƽġ
Ŷ......ʣ𣿡
衣ҵȻС
Щڴܴ𣿡
衣......
ô˵
衣......˵ʲô
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ͻȻЦЦҵ·ôС˴ˡ
Щ䣺ҲŲС......Ҿһ᳤......
衣ţ˻ҪӸһá
壺......
衵˰ΣûӻΪԼˣ......ðɣҽ㴩һᣬ㲻ܸ˿ˣǻ
壺......
衲ͷŷְŪ˯ŵԼѾ˯ˣʱЩЦá
............................................................
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վŵƺܵĴڣͻȻͷ
ݾһŰֻֽһ˫̵ͫǶ棬÷循վȣһƨϡ
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Ǹһ˵ţһ
ҡͷŵŵ治ϵ
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Ҫץȥˣ
Ҫҵˣ
Ҫ
循ֵ㣬ڳ˽г

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ջ˽ڿе֣Ҳ˴㿴ڴ£˫ֱͷɪɪ
衲֪һôΣһĹȥֻǿ⸱ӣһܹʲô˵ĥŻѡ񽫹ȥ
һʱ......Ҳ˺......
˵......
ƽֻˣ㿴ң衣Ҳôġ
¶Щʹɫ............
衼ԼзӦٽسһֻ֣ԣεˣ㲻ô˵𣿡
΢΢档
һ......
ֺֻҪץԼֲһ
˫̵۾Լ˫İ۾Ҳһ......
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ֺֻᣬ
֣
˾ôһڴ£һڴһ֣̽Ŵ
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һֻ˳˳ķ˿ظοûˣû......
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üˣ
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ϴ󣬷žû衵߰......
ûε£ֻǴƽ
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öķ壬̲ס̾һ
ΪԼһʲôѽ


144 Щӹûͦ󣿣ߣ
̾̾衻ǽ̵ú档
ͻȻҪߵˣֻµجεĴ̼£徹Ȼѧó档
ҪѧһԱļܣȷ뿪ԺԼһҲܹܵʱл֮
ˣЩʱоԼҪֲȥҲҧӲͦš
ȻҡҡλΣûе¡
һ㵽Ϣһ°ɡ
Ŷĺӷջ䣬衴󷢴ȱطŹһ
仰˲ʧȥʴ̱ԭأﻹһ̲ͣذţ۰......ĺ۰Ϊʲôô......
ŷıԹЩЦˣ˵Ҳ顣
ص֪ˣʦ......
üһʦ
壺ڿɲҵʦ......ʦģɲܶͽ......
衻ǵһεʦָоЩʡ
ڵϣԸͷվŵ衣ʦ......㵱ϰҲô𣿡
Ϊ......ΪʦϰϰĿɲһεġ
ȻҪʦԳˡΪʦЩ˼ˣ
վͻȻǰһڣ͵ǰȥ
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ôˣ
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ҪףȴֹˣҪżһڳԳӣ
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......衣
ǰ˻ΣĻ˻衣Ҷˡ
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ʱʦͲˡ峯˸
Σȴ˹
............................................................
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ӵĸ˲١
ȻÿδȥСܿˣү˰ӵĴŻڽﴫ˿ܿ죬ʹ˽ĶС
ЩȣЩԼӳһֱŮΪˮޣȥŮҲ˳
衵ϲʲôˣ
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˼ĵ˵ͷǱվȥƣʲôˣ衶ߵ
ƽʱӡ
ʱְֵؽ̷һЩ򵥵ʽ
ӥһ
һǸ......ϴ͸ңҲЩһֱѰҵˣ
ΪʲôԼĶӴһ𣿶ҿܣ
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뵽Щڣʵףôˣ
ôһ𣿣
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šü͢Ҫ
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ۼҪ˴ߣżش󺰣ſҡſң衣㲻Ǻ𣿿ѽ
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ֱ˴ߣҲûп̧ͷԼһۡ
............................................................
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ǣûǣǿԲôġ
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ƾɵĴƾɵΣһпȥѾãҵ޽ʱͿ϶ûر¡
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ǰһסǰͷǿ̧ͷϸؿоԼһ߶ˡ
һЩЩӹûͦ󣿡


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146 һһ׷Ź
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׽Բأûбҵ
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һֱһܳĻӣҪȥԱʱԼ
Ÿӵ飬˷
Ļʵӵİкξ˶֪ΪǳԪӡ
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ʱʶԭԼǶԳԪи顣
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Ϊĸݵ΢ʱѲСͲܳ裬һƫһʮĹŮ󣬶˵һĸĴڡ
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Ȼ֣Ҳע⵽ⱾƾɵʫֻÿοⱾʱĿⶼʮֵ֮Աǡ


147 ֮
ⱾʲôÿģΪʲô춼ҪĻúź򱾻ӣ͸һ飡ҪʲôʲôƲƲ죬һмģ
ߵԼǰأôÿ飬ȲǱ飿
ƳһۣЩЩ滭Ż̵ͼС˵һѵǴ֮õĶѧһ㵹˳Ԫ̫ӣ
ȸһ㳢ʣһ̸Ǹģ߸ϵĹӸҡβĽлһ㡣
ɫ˲Ҫӷģūһ͹ˡ
ΪⱻܾЩӣ˵ߣһѣʲôϡģ
תȥȥĻһ۸ǸСɵˡ
ȥֽǱ̸ӵһߣ·ԼǱʫ
û̫·ϣû뵽ԶԶ͹˷Գ̶ȡ
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ҡڵ˽ϻŵ֮ɫļŮﶼһ飬˸ƣǼŮһķŵϡ
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Ŀһϣһ۾ͿǱʫոƽԼԭһ
ӣʣūԭͷµǱʫȥˣ
Ǳ......дʮԵǱʵ̫ˣӿðۣѾӵˣ
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ЩֵؿһԲ𣺡㲻𣿱Ϊ׼ô飿
ӲذѽҪĻȥ¹˼£ֽסһǣҪԼ򶨣лл......ӵ£ˡ
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һֻϻغӡ
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ΧĴ֪ĸ˾ȴ˳һ乭ɫƵᡣ
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ƫƫ˵İѾڹʾҲһ߸ϣֺģĹۣԽԽ
ӻعźۣԼŹķ壬ղһڻɢ
Ź䡣
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ֽŶסڴ߳˼
ǸΪʲôҪôԴ
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Ƴȼϣ̽Լ¶ϸ󣺡ǿ졢ȡҵѪɣ
һס󣺡ԣò׺һЩˣӦü壬Ҫҡ
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ɣ˵׵ѪҺҲ˵ѪҲ𣿡
ɣˣ˵Ӧԡ
˵ͷԥصȻñѪɣҪ٣ȡ
Ƴ㶣ͷ
ޱȿɰ΢΢ЦЦѾ׼Ҫ㹲һپʹࡣ......Ƿġ
ɣ˵ȡѪĹǳڵģһξܽ庢ϵĶ
仰÷ӼᶨҪȡѪĻ͸ÿƳ
󣬲๵صٶ˵ʲôˣɣȡѪɡ
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ɣ˵û̫ȡѪ֮󣬸˿ڰã͸æȥҪҩ衣
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͵سʹһ¡
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ģǽãܵµ˺
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Ƴһᣬ̧˵һ飺Ҫȥ......
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ʱɣ˴żõҩ
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ö֮Ƿչ˺ӵļԽԽѧôιѧôӻ򲼡
һΰӻ򲼵ʱ򣬷Լǳ
һޱȣȻ......ҪһСƨ......
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״þԼڱ˲ʺҲֵˡ
............................................................
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󣬷Ż˯ĿƳһ
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ķЩ󣬷ԼƳʵʵ
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ϲĻÿҶһӵ̻㿴һӵ̻𣬺òã
仰·þᣬеЩţβЩ΢Ĳ
δȵƳĻش𣬱Զڽ֡
Ƴ
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عͷȴδ˾ĺ͡
߻һˣںڰ峤ࡣ
Ҳ˭һֻüԴ׵˾ĺõصΪλ⣿
˾ĺЩɵص΢ⲻǼǽвְ֣鿴һ·ʲôԭ̫ڶ̫ء
˾ĺԪһսҲΪ˸ɽ
ſߵˣԭǸūǰԪĲݰ̫ӡ
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ҧſƳ˾ĺͽеôУϵѣﲻζò׿ƳԸ˵㻰
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ﲻζĳ˷վ˾ĺߵĲݰ̫Ī
Уԭ󻵵Ҳĵ......ΪǸʯĳˣԭϲˣ
ĴſƳ


152 ˲ŷԹжҪ
Ҫ......ͷܾԼ㲻ܶ£ֻлϲ˲ſ......ǡϲ......
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ȻȴûдĻԣǶϲңһûϲأ㻹ǲңϲ㣬šſԣ
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忴ŵϵı飬Щã
......ôһ£
ץԼΪ֪ԼֳǸʲôϢԼǽôֳ
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ҿɲϵʲô﹫ģҹ£ûţߵŵ˸ȣưض˶


153 װȥ
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֣˿Լָףյص˵ͷʼɡ
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ȴذ˰֡
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֣Ƕˣȫû뵽ȻҴԼŮҲĿɿڴվԭء
󵨣֣סԼҧгݵص֪Լʲô𣡡
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˼ؿʲôʱūҲôˣ
ͷĿĿ͸ֱ۵ףһһص˭ҺãҾͶ˭á


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ֻһ˵ޣȻ·𿴼̫վǰʱʲôҲ˵ڡ
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һͷ´޷ɳرߡ
......Ƴصɴۡ
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ˡ
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ƿˡһȻƵǰŬرȻʲô
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ֵؿһۣС²ʮ£ῪҲҪ˵
˵󣬿ƳЩʧؿݵӡ
һܴˣӱһ㺢ޱ......һԼԭ
鷿ƳӣһɥǰӵС쵰ʲôҵĳˣ
գգۿԼǰˣͻȻڳݲؿ˵һ֣..................
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ȽǶܿ˵ľϲԵ࣬ǣСƨȻСɵӳ
ӵ˭ôģеС쵰
յⱻӵС챻ţһ縿ˮ˳Ŀڽ£䵽ָϡ
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ڵĿƳѣֻ÷һϾͽ̻˵ͷ
δȫһϲУϣϲУϡ
ÿ˯úúõģᱻ׵ѧϰôе˯
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ĵ޿ɺǣɫȴʱһЩ΢顣
ʮΪʲôӰ˯ԭ
ɸֿ˯һۣС쵰һѧôˣÿƳģһ㶼
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Ȼ¾һɵĻûüͿƳ˵㿪żɽҪߡ
ȻԤУԷô˵ﻹһ
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ɣ˵ӵ̥δȫȬȻʱзΣգһʼѾʹ˷Ѫҩ㲻ٱ
֪ԼвƳܱɣ뿪
ƳʱѣڻҪѪⶾ......
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ĻȻأȴһһ䶼˷顣
¾Ϊ̫ӻŭգȴһƽᶨ˸ղϵĹԣϥһ䣬Ȼǰ......һǵǸԼĹҲᾡֲ
ôҲһ̫Լ¹ˣ¾һ㵵˲˵
δл񣬱ӣͷڵһ£ȻԼ˸ͷ
ֱӣȻһЦһͷллӽԺ......ĵؽңһúöԴ
վƳﲻˣֱֱſ¾ӱ˹ԿƳִҪ......һѡ񣬵ҪǲֻˡΣҲӵһӳɳĹңһį......㲻Ҳ𣿡
............
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ӵС˵ûǺ׼ȷȴÿƳȻסӸղ......еˣ
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ôҹûڣȻһʱ̣ڽг˵һ
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ԼܵĿʹѾȥˣֻǵسвĶ֪......
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Ƴ뿴ӣֻػر
Ļһůĵӿֻǲܸ뿪Ų......
¾Ȼģһ飬ѺӸɣһؼ......⺢һҲһӣ鶼ĳ
ƳΪӱ......Ǻӣܹ......
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Ƴץſ¾ֽ˽ֻܲ......
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΢òٴγϣ¾ȷǸøס
¾΢΢ɿ˿Ƴһ㣬Ƴ̾ͱ˹ȥ
һֱźӣһ§ſƳãة뿴......Ҿ֡
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ʵνѡĻᣬֻʹõܹݵİϷղѡǸ¾뿪Ҳͬˡ
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΢΢һЦӽˣɡ
ƳӣļձߣĬĬᡣ
ޣȻҲ۵ġͷȥµ飬˶ͷŶͷ
ȴ֣ص˵лл㻹Ըң
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û뵽ȻҰ......
ʶȥԼȹ̵ĵλܵвǾȽŻسϣ÷ټչ
ƳҲˣԽԽæ
ӣȥ鷿ʱ䣬ʣµʱԼӡ
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Ƴ֪ǲѾչ˵Ϸûֿܡ
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лδ˵꣬ĵʣ˵𣿡
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ϣԼܵĿƳ˳Ĭ
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Ƴɵص˵ͷ


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һҸĶůذģ˲
ڵϣ˵˯տһᣬ뿪޹ص鷿ˮϴ˰¿ʼ
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ͷ࣬䲻ײΧһЩ󳼶һۣСײԼߺµƿĿ⡣
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ΪֻҪǳû򣬱ضܽԪ£ոԭڷʧء 
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Ҫ׵ķᣬڲĵˣ֮ҪԪûôˡ
ʮܹ³ԪԼĵλԻܵв˼Ƭ̣ԼΪǿֱҲУΪĻʵ˵ļǣȻ......Ըȥ³Ԫ
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ϣһ˵£ΪĻӵ˵
Ҳ׷Ÿ͡
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ȻҰѾԽԽˣҲҪ᲻;ѱ䡣
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Ϊ˱뱣ˣ಻䡣
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............................................................
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ԥ˰ΣȥƵޱһЩЩΪԼʲô
÷ëʲôҪԸ𣿡
.......廰ߣȥܽ书𣿡

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֪ȥˣ
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΢΢ۣһԾģԭ֪˵Ϣ
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𣺡ˣʵȥ......
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𴽽ǹƽ̧ϸ˸˵.....Լ֪Ķϰɣ
һ㶣̧Լ֪ΪʲôﾹȻЩ顣
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ǻΪǰôϲԼ߳ŭٴΪԼϷˣ˶ֻ߻ΪԼЩӶݶ͵֣
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ǣǺۡ
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ҺûݣҺǵԼ


164 Ҳԭ
Ӷɫ̫ˣ˳Ŀ⣬̧ԼĲӡ
忴ָǿ鵭ӡĦѿڶġ
ӣʲô׹ΪλͻȻ
˶٣
ǲ뵽޹ء
˵꣬ͷתһߣ˿ȥĮ
Įȴһ⣬̲סҪЦ
ĳ˲˵Ⱑ......
𣺡˶ԱˣǷ곡Ϸˣ㣬˭Ҳûο......
ȻǸҪۣ˭Լûϵ廹̲ס鷳վ˵ɣӡǣɱҧġ
䣬žԼ⻰˵ƺЩԹ·ԹƵģԼЩܲˡ
˵Ŷ
дԣŵ͵ʱ򣬺һëͷɧֵ΢
ƤЦⲻЦǣǺ......̫ˡ
ֻǰ˿ͷֻͷܿ
ƺЩã......㲻ң
岻мƳһۣѾˣҾͲһȨûС
Ҫλϣûеôףλʲô鶼Լкܶ......ɼ
ֱ壬ЩȻ
һʼİǧҪȥҪԼϴԵĻĻȴһֲͨĶ䴫ԺС
ȻһܳβΪӪ絳λĹ¡
һʼλãҲΪԼѾӵ˾Ȩܿͷ֣Űѹ˱ȱȽǡ
ŨڵĽë±ɫͫ֡
ΪʲôҪ֣ΪЦһ......⵱ȻܡΪة֮ŮΪļڹˣԹ˲ŻΪµҲǱϵ......
ÿıΨһʱ򣬲ŵԷƬ̡ԣǲһķʽǿ㣬Ҳߡ
˵ǿӲĻȴ͸¶įϢϢǷδϸܵġ
ǿƵģԵģһ̾ȻãԼ·𿴵ǰߴ˴һ棬ĸо
ǰһָŲϵǿӡǣȷ
ȥ𳤷ӵһҲһͬСӡǡ
ӡǴ˵㣺ֻǹ⼸岻ʣưˣ˺󱳻кܶ࡮֤ݡҪ𣿡
廹ûӦͻȻק˷
˵̶ǣҲŽȥȴźⶪ⡣
......ιŪˣ
תҪȥ鿴̶ȴ죬ŹϣֳֻϣȦ֮䡣
壺
̫ҵŶȴôҲƲǰš
ֱ˻ȥղ̩ɽѹϢĸоʧˡ
һת⿪ҪµģæȥҪ
֤ݡʡðԩ˹ˡ
Ƶߣ𣿹˿ûƭ......
ֱֱضĺ󱳣·ӺԶĵطС
ĺһƬϺɫѪ٣ǲǶԳƵġǺۡķŴ档
֪Ʒֱ۵ģϵ˰̡
ݺύһͬŤĴ棬̾ıϡ
ǿ˵ˣ
һЦĻ˻
ıȷÿѪͳ˰̣ʵ
ۡ
ܸŹûбѰ˰ɣ
һ°......˵仰֮ЩԼȻô׾ͱԷݵĿϷ˵ЩʲôǶƺ۾ʲô˵
ŵ......ԭҲ
Ȼ·ãַԼϣҲǸˣǵǹ룬ҲҲڰܾʱѹ......
ĴǹһĨаЦݿ·ȴ˵Ȼĵè÷˴
͸ǰˡ
ǰһŰԼɹһ㶺Ūһģһȴģչִһ棬շŵ磬ã֮С
ԣҪپܾ˵󣬺òã𲽲ƵʣϸģѵԹˣһ㶼δģ
ҡһ......
Щң̧֣Լദܵǿ쳣ؿ٣쵽ͷһƬհף١
ˡ
治ǰˡ
ʧԼ.һССأԵֻȻ鲻ԼˣԼЦԼѹԼɡ񶨡
ã¶İͷֱĹþˣҿ𣿡
ԶУ
˾ˣģҲһС
̧ͷûпڡ
ͷֺ˳ˣָзǳá
ÿ춼ͷݲ£ᣬҲ鷳ԸǸ˴
ױǰ£һӣͷͷһⰡ......
ҿ𣿡
һ飬žӰʧ֮ǰ£ҿԲȥ׷Ǵڿʼƭ......
䴽һһ˵ĲԭŶҲᡣ
ҲžӣƬ̣·ͻȻƽкҽǰ̵̵ˣֶ˶٣ͷĶһͣ
ͷˣ᲻̾һӡ
û˵ȴĴ𰸡
ߵŶ......Ұɡ
峤һõЦԺ......ˡ
˰......
ͽëסȻ
ԭ£
ֶ......ͲҪ
ӣŴŽͷĵؽһһ⿪
Ķȵᣬһ㶼ûоʹ
һͷҵͷڱ˳ɢ
ִһͷŵǣ
ôÿ㷢ϲһ


165 뿪ˣ

ҴææشԺܽڼ
̶Ժɹ̫һߣèһ߳Ÿ㣬úܡ
һȻ̶һ͵شȥһߵĲݴС
ԭϣ̶ˣʱϵ̶⣡
ݴԣ̶Ⱨ˻ĺ󾱣תͷʵʲô£
ϡǲϲ
......ϲ
ҪԼ󣿣
ע⵽ϻи̣Ϸһɫѡ
......ϲ
彫̶ϣǼϲ
糺ˮϵʷ£һ۵ʱƲĿ⡣
......ϲ......૵
زʲôԼʲô
ϵĽһᣬ˵ϲ̫ʺ......
㶣һ·ͻȻЩ㱡
֪Ϊʲôܾǰ糺Щʶĸо......
ϲһ
֪ʲôʱߵߣЦʣ૰ĵ˵˾ʲô
ֻǰʾ䣬û䣺˵ʲôû塣
˵ǣϾѡһ
ҡҡͷ˵ϲһ
ͷй˵ĹУϸָǷЩԻ󣺡......
............................................................
ѣϾҪŶ

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ͷ˿ԼȴԼ֪ʲôʱȻϲϡ
ô£
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......ʲô
......ǰյʱŸոսϲôҪ......
û׼
ͻȻתס
ȴûĻһ㣬˳ȥܿʧҰ
֣̫......
ȥ׷ͻȻߵĵܵſڣײһˡ
˻......Ŷͷ̧ۣ㿴˴ͬϲһĮ˽
ʱһ㶣Ѿܾûмı鶢Լˣһ¶飬ʧһκʱ
С͵
ıһһϣ³֡
Щѽ⣬С͵.....ʲô˼
߽Ц͵˲Ķ
˵ţ̧˺ŷϵĺ¡
ι͹ģô͵ˣ
ɴۣ뻤סԼ½ȴû취Լ塣
ɫĶӦû......
Ӳ󱳴һͷһߣͼ
Ҳ䴩ϲ𣿣
ͻȻңԶȡ֮ʱһں
......
ۣӴؿڴ
جˣ
ͻȻһ뻳Ǽ˽ʵײһ¡
......ʹ
Χܻ谵ֻ¹ӴʶԼոֻΡ
֪ǼٵģȻһ˿£ٳûа취ֻֿŵֻܴڴڵ
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εʲô
......μҴոϲ˵С͵Ұ......ҲԸ⣬ֱӶֽ·˺......
÷·һƬҶһһĳ
ãȻؿĻ......Ϊʲôأ
ĺ΢΢һͣҪɻѾָ˼䣬˵Ļ̽Լ
΢΢ƿһЩ´һɻı鲻١
ǡġ壬ûôտݼедϣ˿װס
û
𱾸þȤȴƺһ
½뻳УƿĺԣԼľѴ
ûϵֻΰˣξʵ෴ġǹϾҪȢΪˣ̫ˣ
ͳöְֵЦƽûκβ÷ؾϵϢƤƽȡ
............................................................
ԭΪӻôƽȵĶȹÿնèɹɹ̫ĳ˰졣
ʱԵ룬ǰļضĳɡ
һ.......Ҳͦõġ
һûһµش̶Ķӣ˼ʣ̶⣬ϲϲһϲһ......
ѡ̶⣺~
Цϲ......
ţҪè͵ˡ
۾˲
ûèɣû뵽ҵˡ
һԸӿֵߣèˣ̶Ҳиˡ

һ̫˽תŹϣߵߣ̷£èɡ
̴ƿӣ˼Ƭèɳк̶⣺ɱ
̶վҲվˣߵŤŤţ÷忴ȤˣЦ
Ǹ̫΢΢һ£ڱЦＷһ
......
תͷ̫ࡣ
ñµ......
......
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ꡣ
ͷʾԼ˵Ž˻ȥ
⸱......͵͵ܽģ
循ϲñܣñӶˣ......ôˣҪǱô죿
뵽¶˵ǵĿ⡣
֪ˣ͵͵϶
㲻Ҫġ衲֪˵ĹϵѾ˽չΪڷȻǱԷвȵ״̬ʱ䣬Ҿܴ뿪ˡ
ԭΪῪĵرȴɫЩŹ֣µص뿪
ü......ѵ㲻뿪
ָ˾β֧֧˵Ȼ......ֻ.....ϣ̫ǿҪΪȥһЩ......Ϊңʲô鷳ĻڹҲǿԵ......Ѿ˵ˣֻҪܹǰļ䣬֪ͻ뿪


166 ȫ
衽ñӷĻòҪš
Ǹʲôˣĺ飬˵Ļôţֻƽ浥˲Żϵƭ
̾һ˵̫ҵҪ뽫֡......ܿͻǸλӵˡʱһһ뿪
ΪԼ⣬㵵˵ʲʲô......
ͷο£һᱣ......˵ͷ˰......
૵˵ûӸղϢлعĻ衾ȻԼ
ͷһƬңûҪôشҺ衽˵ʱˣҲ̫ͣãٴȥܿͻ˷쳣ʱҪ뿪Ҳûô......һʱ䣬һġ
ʱһøղǹѹ࣬мؿһۡ
衰Լ̫࣬һʱȻ֪˵Щʲôֻ˵ص֣лл......
뿪󣬷ϣè̶ⷢ
뿪......
ɣѾҪ׼ʱ⧲ؾôǰ
ô......Ӧ뿪
......£
ԭӦӹɵĴΪЩӵദģһѵѡ
֪һƬ⣬ϢðΣԼ֪ԼľһʼѾ˸ı......
ҷͽ֣ζ......ĴΣա
Ϣпܻᱻܣɥ......
ǱǱ衣ɥľͱ......
ѡͬһһڷϣûа취ͻͷһƬ磬ûκ˼ȥ˼顣
ûûεķ壬ϾȻʧˡ
ڶžԼʮԵĺȦ̲ס̾һ
쳣״̬ܿ˵ע⡣
ƽʱϲĵĳʵϣԥ£Ե㶫ɣնûôԶ
忴˵ĵģȴû˿ʳȽЩ¡
ҡҡͷȰѶȥɣڲԶ
ķһ򲻴ÿ췹ҪԷģٻʲôҲԵ
ŷȷһκζģֻýǷݵֳȥ
˵Ҫ̫ģ費˼״̬
֮ǰֻΪ⣬ʳǰôܻΪһʱķն²ɵӰɣ
......ԼҲɵӡ
һһգĽǲûм٣Ϊǲ֪ʲôʱᷢĽøӽţԲ£ͷҲ۵ÿҪըѡ
⼸ղڹУʲôҪҪȷϡ
ԭͲ̫ЩҹĶټ衸ԼϢҲû׷ȥʲô
ҲҺ⼸ڣԼ쳣һᱻ֡
ججع˼գŴУۣѾԽࡣ
һȥ˰......ҹҲ֪ʲôʱԺ˯ȥͷѣò˽
Ŵ˫Ÿأûüе֣ͻȻһתڿץһѣˤϣͷڴصؿһ¡
ע⣬˼ûõ˵ĻӦŶ룬赹ڴߵķ壬ȥ̫ҽ
۵ؿǵĺף粽ߡ
Һó˶ͷƺûб˵ĵطҲƽȣȥ˯һ㣬ʮְꡣ
Ƭ֮󣬷üͷȴμʲôõһ㡣
Ķͷ......̣ˮ£
æ˳ȥ
...........................................................
ҹǶȥͲ׼
ߣŶҪйӣ
......
бײ£ײ£¾Ͳÿ
ҪҲУ㲻ҵĻ......ھȥһ˵Сɵˣֿ϶ܳʳǵģ
......
˵ʲôѽ......ǴϲӰ......˳ȥòãǡǲǻҪ㲻˵оϲҪ......
Ҳ......ҡҲҳˣҲ......㡢㲻Ҫ͸......
............................................................
ȵˮȴɫ糣ڴϣɫ԰ף촽Щ쳣⣬ʲô鶼ûзһ㣬Լ֮ŤͷЦһ¡
Ĳ㱻ŵͣǰղҪū.....
̫ҽһ·ɫҪΪ
æ˻ȥ......
΢ҪȷĲ򡣡
һᣬƺ˻ɣųɵ֣̫ҽ
̫ҽһ߰һѯʵǲǳԵú٣
˵ͷԵĺ٣˯Ҳ١
Щŵʣ̫ҽ......ôˣ
̫ҽƬ̣ش˼ǹأδϢãʳҲɣ̫飬˷ȡ֮עһʳҪ嵭˯ţǲȥ̫ҽԺȡ㡣
ʶԼʧְӦȥȡˡ
һڰѲ......
̫ҽ뿪ͷߵĵĻһδ߲ϺúóԷҲˣĶ϶ˣôˣūĺܵ......
Ȼ¶һЦݣ......˵ĶԣȷʵӦñԼ壬ӦòԷ
˵еһСģϸĴһȥʮִֵ壬һֱϲĿڸС
֮󣬹Ȼǰӡеζûʲô
ʧĿζǺʧǰһ......
ʱ䣬Ҳллչˡ
ϵЦݣ
ܵһΥ͸Уȴ˵ʲôط֣չū澵ְ𣬸οū澻ûչ˺......
岢Ǹ˼ֻҡҡͷûн͡
ղ˯ŵʱһΡ
ƬҵƬΣһΡ
ĵһ죬һ족飬ҲãҲ......ȫˡ


167 ѳ
һ۾
Ǵһӷӿ룬оͷȻǰˡ
ͻȻһ˫ֱһȵĻ˶С
Ϥĵͳɤͷͷ˲뿪죬ôͰԼڳˣ
屻Ȧڻͷֻܵǰܵ˵ʱǻ𶯡
ʧ֮ǰûܵ飬˵ûκܵ......
......
һҲչ˲ãȥ췣ɡ
һ˼ȡ
ͨһ£ū澸
ˣæͷ̧ͷֵԼ......ȥ
ûڵϲҶ
һ񣬵ûµģȥ
ɵ˳˷䡣
ΪôüЩ
޹գգ۾ΪͲĴ
̧°ͣϴŵĲ̬ĳ죺ǰô
Щɬƫƫͷ㼸첻......
˹ǣ......˼
崹ͷûзĬһ㡣
½§뻳ǹҪúˡ
......
°͸ļ򴦣Ӧһ
ĽǶȣ΢΢
ûдԼָ˵ò׼ĶԼת̬ȣֻʼʩˣһΣڽָ¸ԼĴʲôͳһδ֪
ˣ֪ԼѾָ˼䡣
˳......Ҳ̽̽Լ̬ȡ
֪ˣԼԼˣӦû......Ȥɣ
̲סЦ΢΢
𣺡Цʲô
ûʲô............ڼˣܿ......
ںߣֻر
Ϸȫݼ
ƺҲͻı׾һ˲͵͵ЦŸһ꣬ͣظϻˡ
΢΢ĺζȻԡûü͹ˡ
Щ΢㶣֮ǰôڣþȫãȴûпһ档
ֻǲ֪Լݹģм棬Ǽ١
Ǽٶûйϵڵǹͦܵ......Ҳڷⲻ֪ٵᡣ
Ժ......Ժ˵ɡ
ֻҪԼòʰõĽס׸ˡ
ֻҪĻԼϣĿʲôη塣
̵գֻİ˿Ǻѽ......
̫Сˣո̫ҽˣ˵ֻû˯ö......ңһ˯þͷ˵Ϊɤɳƣȴԭ˼Ȼ
ӣ......ƺࣿ
©һġ
ˣ
Ŭ򶨣ƿһصұˡҺãõҵϿɣһӱáҲһ
üԹǵõϿɣǵõ˰
ﴽЦģ......֮䣡Ŭɣ
ЦǸΪѳķЦصһЩ˷˻ҪŬķİ
̧쳣̺Ĵȥ
彩˽Լ͵Ǳ̶ڣɴ۾ִĲϣͷǡ
ΪȣϢȣ÷ڵ¶һҲó
𼸺ȷϣʧȥķ壬ҲԼ
ֻҪһ......ܹٴνݻ١
ûʱϷиҪҪ
ġ֮ð......
ֱ壬Ź˷屻øӺ촽ץסˮ壬һֻڻһֻ˳ͷָš
彥ƽ󣺡Щȥˣ
ҲûҪشԼֻ⣬ʵȴû뵽Ļش
ҪԪˡ
ոշһٴս......̽Լ
ϵ¶Ȼ飺......Ҫ𣿡
ţ⼸գȥȷϢˡ
㶣ǰ......ڵλãԲʲôûˣԼϢĶһҲûв
ǰյľᣬνġԼûиҲ֪¡
һʯԾƣϾһһµģʵڵۡ
ָͷϰţ......ӮǹӮ
Ĭһᣬ......Ҳ֪
̾һʵ˵ڵľԹ˷ǳ
ſУʣ......𣿡
ԭ˲£ʤ˱ҳ£ֻ......ͷŵָ˽÷ͷƤ΢΢һʹ
˰˾Ϳʼˡ......ɲҪݼǰѳŶ
㶡
ϣһ˲Ķ
......˵ͷЩֹ......
³֮ٳûпڣĵѯʣʲô
ɵص......ѡĻɽ......ѡһ
Цûмõѡ𣿡
ˣĴ𰸣ҲЦЦϷģҿɲΪ˰صݼģˣұˡ
̾Ǿ鰡
˴˱˴ˡ
ѿڶ
ϾҪǰȥӭսһнˣΪ㲹һʢĻ񡣡
룬Ǹʱ......ԼѾ뿪˰ɡ
ղŵĻشʱ֪нˡ
ܿ죬һоҪˡ
ӭսʱ򣬱ԼҪԼ뿪ʱ
û뵽......ȻҪս
պ󣬵뿪ҪҪ̶ʱ򣬱ӦճѾ˹ŵȴ˽
һװޱ磬΢΢Ȼǹ۷ġ
һѿס󣬰ԵǿӲ˵˼Ǹ˴һɡ
ӣ˽ӴĵطЩãȻ
ʱôܸߣҪԼ......ѵѾԼҪ뿪
ЩʱͻȻԶԷ˵ԼȥҲԷĻɡ


168 ڻָˣ
߱˵Ѿѹˡ
壺......̵ĻҺﲻʲôæ......
ãȻرǣߣһ
𣺡˭˵ﲻæ
˿ĭѲ......Ҫ󣿣
ԣתͷĿ⺬ĿһۣôðֻҲȫˣͽ֣Ϊ˱㣬Žߡ
άϵı飬ڳһжģȴЩҡ
......
û취뿪ˣϣȥԼ衲Ҫʲô²ź......
.............................................................
Ϊһ֮սԳԪʿ˵һֹ衣
ԸоΧ˵ĿȫˢˢعºſںţԪߣԶԪߣԶ
ĺĿ⣬÷ʶǰһ֮Щ˵
İԼ......
ǵ㡰ܡøã
Σ
ʱ¶˳ɵĿ⣬
һʵʵ˵ͺá
ڣԪǱ֮ʱ......
Ļʹϡ
ҵ......ҵȣ
˰ɡɱ......
......
˱ŴԱ߾﷢˵ĲҽС
ü
ɫһ²԰ȥЩˣĲҽܸܵսĲпᡣ
ͷƳ˰Ѫܵȣʱθ﷭ǿŲû³
⿴֣˽Ӫ
ס֣ӪúôţҪ
˵꣬ɿ֣תҪһȥȻЩţסȵȡ
ֹס˲ͷһЦģ˲
忴ıӰ㶣ʲôû˵ô.....
ٳٲǰʿѣְߡ
ǸʿһӪǰӪʱԱ߼ҪƷҲΪȫӦǰŸӪʡ
ϣ˫ĿضӪʶ֧ʶЩ㱡
ףǿƴ衿϶ҲԼҵսϣҪʱֻпˡ
岻֪Լʲôʱ˯˹ȥʱӪѾȼֻ
ƿӪʣȻѾȫ
ûл
˸˳ԵģɻϣԺ˯˹ȥ
֪˯˶ãʱѾȼˣҲ
ûл
ˣü죬û
..............................................................

һϤĺ˹ǰѪ治ԭĿ
һѪܵĶָһ죬Ѫӿ£ǹ˰......

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ǰѪģҲƣ㲻Ҫѳ......
......
屻洫һҵĽŲѣȥǷз˺ܶˡ
ղŵλ£񾭽
ƿһȺӿ˽˲ԭӪԵӵ
Ⱥ˴ӵŵмǸˣǺüδ
ɫЩ԰ףüͷ΢壬ƺˡ
ȻӾ硣
óλãǼ˱ڴ齱¡
ҧҧʵô£𣿡
չüëһСˣõģѾ......
һ˲Ҳ......Сˣ
ˣȥɣ¾Ͱ˰ŵȥ
Щһһȥֻʣͷˡ
Žվԭأȥʲô
ûö⣬⧲ǰ˵ײĻС
ƺһЦͶͱ˺ܿģ......˵˿ںѹˡ
æֱȻ࿪ʼʺѪ޴صô......ҪҪ𣿡
ãѾϹֹѪҩˡ
ûм֣죬ȴֻ˵һŶ
ֹʵ˵ʲô
ԥһᣬֱ̧򲻹Ļ......Ͷ......죬Ĳ²˵ǳԪʱ......ԪӮ......
˲Ͷȴԥص
Ͷĺ֪𣿾Ҫѳ......ҿɲѳ鰡ƫͷȥ
ȻԪƣҲԪһ䣬ûоʲôĥѣҲ᲻ȣֻҪĵȴ϶¶š
ôܲȣѾǵһδˣһ......
Ȼֹ۾ؿŶԷͻȻʶԼ˵ʲô
ȴʲôûְ㣬ԴɻʣΪʲô˵ȥ
崹ֽ......
ʧȥ㣬ε֪Ѿǵһδ̣Ŀܴ͸һֱֱ˹ôڻָǷ屻˵ӵ£
ˣ
......ղǾ仰ڹ̽Լ
ԷѾʶαװȻûбҪټװȥˣ˱ۣһ......ˣȫˡ
𣺡ʲôʱָġ
ͻȻһЦǸҡ֮ǰ
Ǿú˼һ㣬˼˵Щġװģ
ûļӿһְʹĿУǼٵŶٰһΣٱݺݴݻ𣿺ܱǸļƻˣһҰһ벻ɣ뵽ңҪһҰҪӣҾ̲סЦ
ɫ˳ڷΪҪ߳ŭʱȴһתǼٵģġ
ûϷŪسΪҲûԳơˡ
ĶϷֻԵܺЦأϡЦҲװˣҲҪװˡ
Ҳ㲻ҡȻʼԹԵ˵˵ĹһĺΪģߴ˵ˣƭȡæԴΪ֣ͬİϷΡƭźӵĻһ죬ˣӺȣѾûˣӵȫǳԹ......


169 һ
Ĭһᣬڵأ˵ǸƭСǸˢתĴ񣿵ȷ......
ǰ˵ʱѾûԸǸ......˵㣬Ҳ......
ԳһЦüǲεį
ϿԼĻʹ뵽ԼǰǰؿధҲһ˿ʹۣȥֹԼҡġ
ŷӱܵĿ⣬ͻȻ͵͵Ц
޼ɵЦʱͷӦԼֱˣˡ
㲻˰ɣôѧһǵһأһߴǣοġˡôġ񡯣Ҳް취ɡ
ְװױЦһᣬֻ޸ղûѹ˿ϡ
ȻûҪԭĴ㣬ղôһ˲䣬Լһ˿顣
ҲǣôܻСůĸ顣
ڿԼ̫......˵һ޴
һϵ棬˵һΣ֮󻹱ƭˣǾ޴
ϵģֻܵ˱ˣߣûжѹ
ôɣҪǾһΪĻôΪˡ
һȻϵؽֻѹؿϣֱƭˣǺáѡ
ɫ΢ָ˲۽е᣺ӣӣӣ
ɫԽԽΣգֹͣɵơ
ϾԼھԱߣСţԼʵ׵úܣ̫š
ϴű˯棬ԹԵ˵˼Ҷ˵˯˵飬һԿûЧ......
............................................................
ʱѾӪˡ
ߵĴϻӡһƬѪΪҹĳҲһΡ
һʧ˺ü죬ͼ뿪Ӫʿʿȴ뿪ӪһҲϸϢԼҪĸоƷˡ
ԭûӪʣѾСޱȣ·һš
һʼÿƿӷֱһǺҹǰ죬Ѿľˣÿձ˳ԣ˯˯ѣجج֪˶ã˽״̬ȳ
Ǹʿʱ򣬷سһͷζʡ
ʳһ첻һ......ϣԪӦüֲ˶......
ְߡ
Ǹʿ˵Ļò㱻ͷҭţҿԳȥˣ
ǵģְ뿪ʿֲ䷳ظһ顣
ֽŲõشӵվҪ߳ӪʣȴͻȻͣ˽ŲضǸʿҪȥģ
ʿشְߡ
ȥߣ
̽ߵӪ⣬ԭְȥʿû˼
ʱȥߣһĿġ
ԼʲôطõѲԼв֣
뵽ԣֻЩЦ
Լ˵صĵܵвȥץƳǿƳҲһΪҡôһԼöࡣ
ɲкĿģҲһֱǸӪ԰ͷ󱻱ƷúһЩ
˵ͷԲϣֻܳͷˡ
ʿʿ󣬶ʣιǲǿ첻ˣҪҽԣ
ʿһԲ÷еȤɴʿĹԹ᳹ףſ˯˹ȥ
ʿǰʱſˮ˯ţ𿴵ҵֽק
ʧصסûˤ̫ң⶯Ҳ÷˹
ɵ˯̧ۣӲ˲ǵĿˮֱ㶵ضǰһᣬһʧӵʲô......һΪҪˣлҪ˵......
ź˻ûǸʱ򡣡ɫô˾ð㶪սġ
˵꣬ŷ°ͣͷתһ
ŷս֮ܽڰȻ£ΧΧһȦʿڱǡ
ʮؿлЩ˵Ĳӣ漴ѪȪ罦һʻʹսᡣ
......սϵͷ­ѪĿۿۡ
һƬë......ðҲȥսϵĳӽȥˡ
ԣĿһۣȻ˵Ļȥʮ̹ɫףضЩ΢߰䡣
̾һӵıḧ˷˵ûôӲսôп......ЩеĿǼĳӣеĿ꺢ͯĸףҲеĿǸո»ɷ......һսĶģôͥɢģɶСĶ......
ܵԼ򴦴ȣȴ˼ᶨƵ˵......ҲΪǰԪ......ֻӦ......
Ѫɱ¾ĳȻõһۿսĲпԼԽܣҲֲ֪ûж࿴......Ӧ˵ܵܣһֱԼˡ
С󲻹ǹλոַ棬ֶģľһȨõѡ
ۣһϣܹһֱô롣
һ£˼䣬ֻ˼֣Ѿ֪Ҫʲôˡ
ȻԼһԼͷס
û±ˣһҰܵصϣԷ˵......ԸڳԪʼͲǷ......岻Ϊֹ֣ͣͽ............
ԭҲûκڴҲ̸κʧ
˵ֵĻӦҲԼе޼̲סЦЦ
Ҳϵһ㣬ǳƽЦͣķ壬ʣΪһӣôģ
......룬ԪѾǿ֮ĩͶ·˰ɣ弫ŴߵļⶼЩ᣺ֺвҶԤ֪𰸣㾹Ȼɱﵣ......Ҷеˣһ̴ˣʷλʱ̵ͳߣҪʷϼϡһʡİɣ


170 
δĻＤŭɫèֱֱͫЦˡ
ĨĨ۽ЦỨΪʲôܺЦ......
֪֪Լɫжѿߡ
Цϣ˴˱˴ˣɫҲûкõȥ
ǰȻĺ֪Ϊηʿ񣬼Ӵ˹ƣͷġǽԽԽ
æϣǡҪȥ......ȳ˰ɣ
˼ǧذתۿųԪľӽڽڰˣպģŷߡ
ʵղ˵ûԪѾǿ֮ĩ
֮ǰƷ˺ܶ⣬ԪľӱѾǧٿףټ֮Լλãλȹ̣ȫΪãľ£˭ʤ˭ѳɶ֡
սĺһƬθӵɽ֣ƬΪ·ɽǳԪأɽֵĵͼɽȥ
Ǽɽֵʱ򣬷һ󺰣ץסǣ
ŤͷһѾзӦķʿ׷
ͷǸˣҪԼ衣......
˵֣ߵʿż
һŵؿ
衶㿪Ŀ⣬촽һһϣûзȴˡ
˵ǶԲ
鷳һ㡰һſ£
ղŸ뿪Ĳ»ֳŽϷǰߣסǣ
𶨶ĿǼۣһˣҲûĿˡ
Щһһĵ֣Ļ֮
ۼŵзԽԽ⼸ҲЩżϣ߰ٲ߾ˣϾҪ׷ˣ
̾һͷҲصشŷɽȥ
ʱÿӰûɽ֮С
ǰïܵɽ֣˼Ƭ̣ˣŻɽ
衶ʱһͷԥƽϣŻɽĻƽҲ......
Цһ㲻õģһᱣ÷壬˵С
Ȼ󣬵ɽïܣܿͱţӡ
............................................................
ôѵģһӡûˡ
ڿʱͷֻʣһƬհס
ȻعѾڴ֮УԼ̱ڵϡ
......
˵ҪԼˣȻӵҪɱԼ
ΣյˣȻԼ......
ˣ
һɫĹӱ׵Ļǿ̧ͷؿ
ôôܴһ
ҧһǹӣɬζǿקĻǣĹµϣޡʲôƹӣѳˣ
ȰðˣȻû뿪Ƭӡ
ǿŹӣ죬ûҧ죬շˣǿŹ˦һߣȻѾֵزΪʲôɴͶܶ۰......
ǿűԶĹӣһߵǱ߽ǿŹӼһһ˹
Ȼһ˿ԤУæر죬òȫҪ˫ϡ
ҾҲͶ
˵꣬קŷĸ첲ǿŵڵϹĹǿӲˣ
ĵرקܣ......أ
ˡ
循˾......
ˡĽŲȻһ٣⧲ײĺϣײñۡ
ͷ㡢ʲô
𣺡죬ϸ
һʼ˷紵Ҷɳɳ⣬ʲôҲûģȴ˲ԾԶȻžıһ£Ȼʶľȼ
ͷȻл⡣
Цһ£......֪㱻ҴɽҪŻɽ𣿿Ķû·ء
صǡ㡯......
һ֪û֮顣
˷ӣʮִصԭ·ص·һ·ҪֻǱߡ
üֻѡ񣬿ѡĽֶһ
ȥͻᱻоΧȥͻᱻ
Ǻǣû뵽ȻҪһ......ɫҵԳЦЦ
û˵վԭأؿܵĻ⡣
..............................................................
ﵹӳŻ⣬ޱؿ𽥱ɵɽ֡
ǳţһ
磡
һɫ˲䣬ͷ㿴Ƴһ߳
ԴСʱ߹۹һΣҲһֻǵӵſϣ
һĻֹͣѸٷȥ˻ڻôܳˣ
Ϊ֪ʲôʱᷢӳƳһҪҲΪתԵɣԼһҪ
ûа취ֻôˣû뿪Ӫʣúܺá
Ƴߵɫ԰ף˵......
ץ˫磬ƿһЩĿĴɨûˣ
Ƴҡҡͷû......
ϵѪͫȻһˣң
Ǳˡ˵Ѫ......ƳСû......
ȫһߣֵȷѪݺݵһ
Сɵӣж˲ڵ۵սϺش
ܾûԿƳ¶ɫˡ
ȻСɵ˵ûˣһʵǷ˴һ
ƳȴæصҪҪɽ......ӣ磬......
üͷݺһ壺Щ㲻Ҫܡ
Ҫ............
Ƴŷ䣬ͻȻһɫɷ׵صĻ
Ƴ
..............................................................
һͷŷ壬Ȼɫ΢΢һЦ......һҲҼǵҲ˵Ҫһѳġ
Ҳû˵ֻ......ȿ............
Ǻһ㣬ʶȼŨѾƮΧٹãǿ¾Ҫ𺣡


171 ±ӣ
ҩĵѾ𽥺תܾöûиּܵҪȵϢĸоˡ
ⳡĸоȵȥ˵һĻֻԼҪһȥˡ
ɫһ䣬˵ʲôķܹ˵ķ˵ȷԳܡ
ŷ壬§뻳Уı᲻صظţ˳
ǡǺ.......Ҫȿȿ......һ......ܿˣɤӶ϶˵Ҫ......ȿ......ѳ......ҪǵȻڻȪ·ϼ......ȿҾͱ......
ɫҰףձȴĨĺΣ촽Ҳ쳣޺죬һֻ޹
ѵشϢĬ˰Σ̾һƭģҿûдҪѳ顣
תץŷ˫ۻԼϣ
ʶЩģ......ù......
ſıϣۣҲۡ
ȻҪԼһ̫......
֪ҪԼȥģֻоΧԽԽȣȵﶼʼŤ
ѵ뱳Լߵ֮Уͬھ
ƺԼһˡ·һЩ......
˼ţȻʣ......ûһϲңȿȿ......ҪĻش......
֪ΪʲôôʣҲǲʣֻǱʲôҲûоԵ˼ʳˡ
ĽŲһһߵȽ䵭糣ûС
˾죬ֹҪ......㻹˵ûô......ҿˣ˵ֱͶ̥ȥˣ......
ߵһˣҲûбҪƭԼһʵ......
ûϲԼ
ûС
Цһ£˳ӣˣһֱȥͶ̥ɣȿ......±һҪҸϲҵ......
ءšһ
岻֪Լ˶ãԴڵֲ֪ʲôʱĸо̫ˡ
̧ͷŷߵ·Ƕ·
˾·ζ......
.............................................................
ԪǿֿʿѾʣµԸֿҲѾߣֻһ֧ĲԼɽ⡣
Ƴȥսһսµķңʧȥ˳ᢵǣȲſƳϻӪʡɣΪΡ
棡ɽˣ
һλ
Ѹ̧ͷֻۣܿԼԼһߴӰܵһҪԡһ㡣
üʵֻһˣ
شϻһһѾ......
Ȼ......ˣ
ƽˣ
ȻˣͲع˼ˣżɡ
ȵȣ衳ֹ˵¡һ
Ϊ˱֤ɱҲΪˡ
衿ĮĲȻ֪һսҪɻԼĻ
ͷò񣬿Įȴһģһġ
ƽȻͷôһ񣬿Ըȴȫһ
ʼ޷ǣƽԼһۣɽʱһֱǴ
ż
һ£˹˳ȥ
ʶ㱣ֻоԭԼ˺ȻȻڵء
ѹ£֧⣬̧
ղһ²㱻ѹѪ......
ʲôûʳڣ㿴һֱֱ֧û塣
㶵ؿֻᴩ壬ѪļͷǰðһͷѪżͷµ䣬Լϡ
ǰһڣһֻס۾ʲôҲ
......ʲô
һƬڰлղŵĻ棬ҺδϣߵϣϢ
ҵز......Ҫ......
֪˶ãоԼ۾ϵֵԽԽСһֱϷᣬߡ
벦֣ȴԼֱֻû˺üΣųɹָ˹
ԡѪԱߣϲֻ
㲻ǡ㲻ǲϲ㲻һҲûϲ......ΪʲôҪҪ......岻ȥ壬˫ֲץѪ֣ϱһƬ
ͷһԼϵļѵ̧׳......ƭ.......
......ϲңصҪĴ£ץԼϣҪƭҾƭװʲô......ƭӣ϶ƭң쵰һƭ......
ԣƭģһҲϲ......һۣЦЩͻغ˫ۣ±......ɱˡ
...............................................................
СɵӷѾ𽥺תˣôͻȻε
ɣ˷ƳƤɫء
ԭ͵ǵķʧȥ̬ôˣΪʲô
ɣһ۷ջҡҡͷ̫ӵ......ȻѾƵҩѾҩҺʴúˡ˵òѾһֻ̤ˡԭҲΪܸΣڿҲ޷׻ָֻӻ˥......ȷܽٶˣ׹......Ƿ˽ֻĹЧ......
Ƕλɣ򣬡ֻӻ......ʲô˼
˵ֻӻĸʱ˶
ǵǰ......̫......ûа취ͷˡɣ̲ס̾һֻ컯Ūˡ
ڴϵӣӦñĺǻģȴôࡣ
˺⣺õҩܻꣿ
ɣҡҡͷ޷֤Ƕʮ꣬ʮ......
ʮ......ʮ......
ԭ˰Σżɬؿڣɣ......ûа취𣿡
ɣҲ֪Էһӽܲ飬ȷûбİ취㲻̣Ҳǲ̵ضҡҡͷ


172 
ڵͫãȻؿŴϵĿƳ
毺õϻδȥۣˣȴĵʱ
ſƳ֣ս֣ȴò͸亹ָоսҪûңҪľ
ȻƳû˵óԽĿ
ôҲ벻ףһ......µӶԺúõһ......ΪʲôҪҸȫ......
£Ҫ֪......
˵ЩʲôƳָ˶죬̧ʾɣ
ɣ˼˳ӪС
Ƴһѹ˷񣺡´βҪԼˣһܵĵġ
Ƴڴһε֮ǰ飬¶еʣ塢Ӻͽ......
Сû£Ѿˡ
ǽأ
ûʲôصˡ
ƳԲۣɵɵظһ飺......
̧˳˳ǰΪ˹Ұͳһ˷ͳԪӽͲôѪˣ𣿡
Ƴѹõͷ԰ɱ......
㲻......Ϊڵʱɱ𣿵ңضṥԪǲ룬ǲҡǶ֮䣬ĲǱҡ
Ƴ죬Щܡ
ĺӣҲĮӣҲǸ滨½Լʫ۾йµꡣ
......ȥ......
ˣܴһӰ......
ôôܵؿǰȥ
ƳȴסˣöˡڲҪҶúϢõһ㡣
Ƴһ£һԼ״ûоﲻ
ֻȥӵץס󣺡Ѿûˣﶼûв......ȥɣ硣
ֻҪԼ硱ûа취ֻܰЭȺúϢҾ
Ƴ˱:˯˯ϣȥ......
ȴ쳣ļᶨһҴ˱ӣú˯ɡ
Ƴ֪»ѾˣֻЩʵر۾
............................................................
ڶգƳҪҪ塣
ϸ۲һûʲôɫҲָ糣֮󣬲ͬȥ
ƳڵӪʣȥȴͣ˽Ųһᣬųɵ濪ʵӣҿԽȥ𣿡
ž˰ΣŴ......ԡ
Ƴƿ˽ȥ
ϣˣתͷĿȿƳеĳźܶ࣬·һ̶ˮƽ޲һڣЩɳƣʲô......
ο......Ƴֱ㶵ص
ϷһЦ......ҲŲҪɵӵİο......
ƳֻǾؿЦǰϡ
ЦһᣬĿ⿴ŭϵЦսָΪʲôҪοңҿĵúܣϾܻؼ......
Ƴ......
÷ǳƽĿǳѾˣҪǰ
̫ƽˣź׵ƤƳһ˵ģ......
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˵꣬Ǿúܲ˼شһ´ƳƵӪſڣ˺ˣԼһ˾һ߰ɣҿдͬķ......ߣôҲ䲻һɵ
ǰӱǰһ¾۴޵˼ǿ˺ܶ࣬Ƴ׼İοĻûϣЩƵģֲķֻ뿪ˡ
մӪ뿪ӭײһˡ
Ƴ棬ͽһɫ۾
΢΢ʾ⣬ղŲŴӪʡ
£ȴĶͷصҶ˵һ˾һֻʲ......
˺ͷȥ㰡
·˺ܶ໰ֻ֮һ䣺Բ......ʱ......ûܾ㡣
ҡҡͷѾ御ˣʶ£ΪѾ......
˵żֵʱЩʧ䣬Լ⵽˱ѡ
ڻԼ׷ǹʣΪԼزԼӦҪжˣôܻȥԹ
ô˵ܣ......һЩ......
ЦЦļ򣺡㲻ҪˣȻҾҪˡ
衿ЦݣȻץס֣Ĳҵ
˵ͷš
һЦݣ̫............Ѱɣ
ֵ˵ͷ
жһصһ˵......ΪʲôҪ㵲
ץŴһֻȻһû¶κ˭֪ء
⣬ֻҵ㻰תעˣôӦͷ......
ʼ磺ʵΪܹͳһ˵õģʵұ˳ˮˡҵ......ֿ̫ջˡ
Ŷ......
衿Щ׵˫ۣ뵽ղʱĻ֪뾲һ챻Ż˰ɣҲˣúϢɣ㡣
ظæ˵ͷ......лл
Щüôоһ......
㲣ֻúñ۾˯һʲôҲȥ룬Ǵһǰ˵ĿǶûе£ôĥĥҾҪȥˣ
岢֪֮临ӵĹֻڻָģǱߣҲܿĵ뿪ˣˣ
˶٣
û뵽ҹһĵ뿪ˣڶʱֻϷһţûҲûֻм򵥵һ仰
ˣҡ


173 빬
սݣҪ̻عϷͻȻ֪١
ƳЩŵʷô......
ûʲôϵһ㣺ȥɡ
衽ֽսУһҹһߵòԶȥ
ƳȥıӰͻȻ촽ЦЦ
ҲŸһĨЦôͻȻôģ
Ƴ˶Ӻ......
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ƳԼҲ¹һƵţ뿪
ʱԼңǲҲ......
ʱͻȻʧһȥôҲϸģҴСһ......ѾȥãڻָоȻ¡
ƳǵһԼǶʱ﷢£Щ档
ִ֣иָ⣺Ҫ뿪......Ҫһֱߡ
Ƴ׵΢ָͷ飬ȴڹһ㣬ϵ飬ص˵ͷ
..............................................................
س̵ʱһһ
Ƴ濴վϣѰ۾Ҳؿ档
һֻ˵Ұ¹ǵܹƳϲָֻ¹ӵӿ쿴¹¹
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Ľ˽ȻҲſƳһʱ䣬˴·ϵ飬ֻĬĬ仰
λصʳǣȫǰռеӭʥ٣󽫾ʤ̹ĳй֮޲
ڳʵҲʮֵĸˣʮˡ
Ѿ˸ȵһ˻СɵӣЩν˸벻ۣʵ۸ʹ͹ͱԭⲻ˻ȥˡ
ʵǲЩ̺òãõĻشǣֻҪƳһˡ
Щ¿Ƴ֪ΪЩûлǰ
ȻͳһˣҪ鷳ʤʵԭͲЩҴ£¸ɴཫ񶼽ԻΪ˶
ȳǰҪæµڿƳߵʱԽԽ٣ÿǻδ𴲣Ҫȥ糯ҹطʱȴ˯ˡ
ڴߣͷſƳ˯գĿſƳ٣ƺһЩɣոجġ
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Ƿע̫ңƳ˯üưһ죬˸ơ
ܵع˼˯ԱߵţķȺС
ﹴ˹ǣܰĻøղࡣ
ֿһᣬŷϴ§˻С
ƳһֽޱȻشϣ˯
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Ƴ۵ʱ򣬷Լǰһ¡ǽ
գգۣŷǷԼֻݵҪϣͷš
ʱѾӰˣڣÿƳЩ......Լ
һ̧۱ȴײ˷˫ֻһ֮ЩѪ˿Ŀᡣ
Ƴӣ......
˵ͷ
ʵ㲻ˣΪһҹδߡ
һҹ˼ľ
ûԼǸ壬ĻӿԵżλǲһıԼ
ǿƳֻһεؽץסͻʧȥ
ۻ󣺡Ӷϲڹһ뿪ô
ƳͷʣĶ㶼Ѿ𣿡
һ֪ûԼ˼һθرҽͳһæ꣬Ҿʹ뿪ʹһһԴһĵطһֱȥòã
ƳԲøԲЩ׼ǲڸԼЦ
̫ӣǲ뿪ʹģ֮ǰ빬Ѿôãο˵뿪ƺǲٻ˼
桢𣿡
صֻҪҪģҶ㡣
Ƴͷ룬ҡҡͷǲҪ......
Ϊʲôšü
Ϊ˵Ҫûʵ......
ȻʮǸҹͥԺʧ˵ԼһҪһ˾ĺûʵۡ
û뵽Ȼǵ......
ɶµĿƳĸǴȻܹóСɵȻɵؾܾˣʵǺģǸӼᶨԼѡ
õЦĿǵûʵ۾ø......ֻĺɷ򡣡
ôõСɵӣֵȥã
жɣʲôУȥ˻ʵۡ
ʵڶֻ衵ĸ͸ëģ³衣
ôˣĪʲôܽ⣿
ȻᣬӦǿԻʵ۲ܷİ齻ݵжϣһЩϳ̲ס
⣡⣡
ֻѧ
ʵմãһ糿Ͽڣ޻Ϊ˵˵ƭء
ʵЦУԼڴģͷȥ
ٶԲСɵӣѾԲ̫ˡ
ȥ˸Ҿһ֮롣
ģ֮룡֮룡
ʵɫʲô֮룿
ȶͷļ񣬿븸ͬ......빬
ʵ˵ʲôıظһ飺빬빬װû嶼С
ʵѵõĳ֪֪Լ˵ЩʲôڵλǶ˿ȴòģջظղŵĻ޿Եʲôû
£˸ͷᶨƵصѾˣ븸ʴӦ
ģӦӦ
ʵƿ͵վһ˦䣺ֱ֣޾ͬ⣡
عȦŴˣëವط˳鷿ͷɣͬ⣡ͬ⣡


174 Ҳ
ʵ˽ֻץ˳ȥתŻڵϹŵķŭصޣΪʲôҪ빬޵ĺбһôͻȻҪ빬
Ѿûа취ȫͶ룬ңʵġ
ʵۣ˭̫
ͷûпڣĬĻ
ʵǸʮߣ֮ǰϲƳΪġתݣܴˡ
ȴΪƳҪ뿪УǷϲת˼ɵ
ڹţʵ鷿תȦΪһƳҪڵĵλ
ȫǶԼһ˵⣬Ƴ޹ءûҪ
෴ȰԼ......
һûʵۣȴִڵʧĿƳɵһЦ
˺СɵӻܽλλԼȫԸֺη
ʵۿűķһ
ƶ飬ʵ飬飬֮󣬾Ȼĵز
صغһĻ˵ˣ޵ּ⣬̫ץû޵̫ٺ棡
ҲûһӾûʵͬ⣬ҧҧʵٴοһͷͬ⣬ţ򵽸ԸӦΪֹ
ڴ˺ú÷ʡһղ˵Ļж޴ɣʵ۷Ȼ˦ȥ侲˼һ£˵ͨˡ
ڶջʵ鷿ʱſڣͷһʡ
ʵһ仰Ҳû˵һת߽鷿
ҪܹҪֶܼá
һӶͬ⣬ѵһӶﲻɣ
ĵףԾǲԸŷΪһ˷̳лλʸ
ɷȻĲԲҹع鷿⣬һϢʹһʱҥ
һ˫а׵ƳѥԼǰͣפʱ򣬷ⳡԼӮˡ
ʵ۵ӣһ˫Ȳɣ
紺յĺȶ컹Ҫʪ䣬ٺãȥҲº֢
̧ͷǸͬ⣬һ˫ֺη
㵱ѾˣҪλã
ᶨĳʵһݣԼľģѾʮˣ󸸻ʳȫ
ʵۻ̾һ޿ͬ뿪
лʳȫֻҪʴӦ󣬲ʲôԴӦ
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ƳĪر˴ӶһСƫ죬ֱ˴ƫͻ˶
һ̤붫㱧ӯӭ̫û°ɣ
ƳҡҡͷֻǱû˶ôԵõԾǺõġ
ѵõ֣......
Ƴӹӣһڣӣ㣡
ȻﱧӣĿ⻹ЩƮȻ̫̫ӵ»δ......
Ƴղŵȷʶҷȥˣ
̫֪......
Ƴô϶ʱ¶ãȻɫ֪ʲô
̫Ѿ鷿ҹˣʹˣ¶Щɫūţ̫ӵôΪ̫......
Ϊ......ң
ƳؿŴͻȻһתͷ
󽹼غ̫ҪȥĶ
ƳֻϿܵߣͷǰ壬ȴӭײһ˵Ļ
˱ײʧȥƽȥ˫ȴġ
˱˳ƽ£ŻŵҪȥ
ϵϢƳ֪˭֧ӣ´磬......
§иϢ㣬벻
Ƴ򴽣ʲôʲôϢ
ǵǰЩӸ˵Ļ𣿡ϴŴδйķЦ⣺ٸһʱ䣬ȥǾȥ
ڹһꡣڷջָͳһкܶҪҪЭУߵԶÿعһΣṩµι֮
ǻʵ
ƳЩ㱣̫֮λԼȥȥĵط
ǷòˣΪѾд۾κεɶԵöࡣ
ô˵Щɣ......㲻Ը⣿
Ƴ۾ģԥԸ⣡
Ƴͷڶſ˵ĿӵһᣬֱŶ̶̵СƳʵ......𣿡
Цһ......һ𣿡
Ƴŷ˲ԾܱԼײ
뵽ղ˵鷿ҹô죬һǱˡ
һ谮ĸôãԿĺ
ǸΪԼ......ˣҲΪԼ......
æֱֻ׾뽫
ֻҧأٶ
һʹϣԭҲÿƳ֪⼸յ£ǲǣҲи
ɰĿƳ̲סʹſڿƳĺϣԼߣʵ˫Ųδأûнȫѹϡ
ƮƮȻȴƳӡ
ֱ壬Ƴת˸棬ȻǰͦıǼͨ죬۾ﺬˮʱ۵ǸҸոնװģʵһҲû£ޡ
ƳڷԵĿУָϥǴ˴
ҵʹ÷ɫ΢΢һ䡣
ƳѹµڷЬϡ
»ɷȥæҵغô嶼û취ֹסᡣ
ǰ˵޵ġ𣿡Ϊ˶ģôڱСްˣ
ô˵ţʵúܣСɵеᣬΪԼ
ΪˣҲ뿴ˣҲᡣ
˫ſƳζ磺ұû£һҾ͸ˡ
ƳﻹᣬĻֲҿˣۿģ÷ĶΪˣĴָȥǿ飬ͷĴѵˮԣңС˸ʲô˯һͺˡ
Ƴ˵ͷ²ŷȥ


175 һԴ꣩
Ȼʵ۸˷һʱŵʵֻʮ±㽫Щˣɫûʵٴθеʹڡ
ʱӦҪ......һ̫ˡ
ʮµĳԾûкڵľӼᶨˣҲԽʶɵԼĵλѾνϵȨ
Щºࡣ
صңƳ鷿Ŀһ¡
ƳѾܾûн鷿ˣ֮ǰƳ鷿͵ܵ£ɫһ䣬Ѹ鷿ȥ
鷿ſڵҪʾǲҪŲҲᣬȻߵ鷿ſڣ͵ؽƿ
Ƴ֪ЩʲôŵŵһЩŵػعͷ
̳ݺݵضʲô
ôһǰ¶ɫƳ㶣Ȼ鱾չʾڽʫ......
ˣ˵˵úֻԾǲ̫ڣ;ƯͬĬԵþСͷ
Ƴ޴վ......Һӳȥ......
⵽Ҳڣ˿ƳǱŲͼʫղŽŵ񾭲и
ƳҪ߳ȥ
.......һס§뻳У°͵ļѴ³һ
ƳĲԾַ̧ĺϣ磬ôˣ
ǵһνҵ鷿ҵ͵ˣһҾˡоȻڵĿζҺ......
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µıʵůȴεض˵¡......
ӷѿ޹ؿֻڽʫ......ӣһ°ոսʫ.....
ΪһʼӽпƳз
ǲ˵ľǿֻñ˽пƳз
ϵؿڣصǰ¹⣬ǵ˪ͷ£ͷ˼硣
̲꣬סֵ̧ڴһ£ŴߵЦ⡣
ʫνǿƳһ֮УԼʫúܷѾû뵽ھȻܽӱʫˡ
ȥܱܿʫҪˡ
һһ߳鷿Ƴŷɫ磬ԴʣΪʲôôͻˣ
˿ǽգͷԺÿһ죬Ҷˡ
仰˵ûͷûβÿƳһʱûзӦһ˲ȻԲ۾ǿԳˣ
ţԺȥģҶȥ
ǡȥһԴɣƳˮͫ˸ڴ
֮ǰҸһԴһĵطһֱȥû뵽ǵá
Ƴѧʱ򱳹һԴǣ˺ܳʱǡ
Ȼ鱳ܿ˾ݣһֱǵʱһ֡ɫԴ
ƳͷӦãǾȥһԴ
..............................................................
Ƴͷһ𷭱İͼʧķ֣ûһһԴĵط
һԴȻֻһ˵ʵﲢڡ
ûһԴҾ͸㴴һһԴ
˵Цصȥ˹ɽ̻ݲУָ£ѡһһĵطһӣſƳӣˣһˡ
ǲ죬һ·ɽˮǵĿĵذɳ塣
һǳͨɽ壬ЩСɽĴ񲻳ʮǳʺֲһ£ҲԿƳкô
Ƕս˳˺棬ΪһС۴òŻ϶ССĴܲ
εؿǵͥԺⲻʱ·̽ͷ濴ĴͻȻӰóǴӣߵ⡣
Ƴ֪ҪʲôҲȥ
ȴߵͥԺ⣬Ⱥ̽ͷ̽ԵĴǺãҽа磬ԭһˣδӰƵ岻̫ã̹֣ӽǾˣ໥һ¡ǸǵһССļ񡣡
ӷָ
ȻʺĴǶԸ㣬Щ߲˹ûֲ
ЩϺõӣҿÿֲţʱϲԵĿԼԣԵĿȥüǮ
ӣ
ԹԹ
ɶζ
ɺóϣ......лл˰磡δްһˣ
......
ΧͥԺⳳòɢ
ߺ󣬿Ƴźʣ磬㱾ʹ㽫ӷָ𣿡
Цع˹ıͷȻѲɻܿǶֻôɣ
ƳƣһˣǾһһԴ......
¶㽵ɫ
Ŵ˸߲ҵıӰţǵһԴ
......ΪʲôδޣƳίؾźĴĿ¶һ˿Ǵ
ΪҴٸһ񡣡֮ǰһ......ûܺúöԴһֱܺڡ
ʱĿƳÿ춼ɵԼڴԼһĿ⣬ԼĻӦһҲã±ͷһ
Ƴ˵§Ĳһڡ
ڶգǾȻȻͥԺⷢ˺ܶ벻Ķ
Ѱײˡһܲһס......
Щ΢ĶȴǴصĻ
ͿƳһЦ
Ϊ˸صԼһء
һһ죬ƳĻҲûٷ÷ο
ֲù˶˵ֻԧ첻ɣ֮֮ȸŰһȤÿ
ʱദУﶼǺкøУ˳ʮֵˮۣȫ񵱵صľڶ׳ΪǫѷֻԵΪͻ޵ĹôʶҪǡ
壬......
ƳԼָͷסΧũһһ˳
ЩЦãƳԴȫҪһ֤ǵҸ
Ƴŷлл磡
ҡҡͷôЩˣôûиԺҲǷҲǿƳҪҰ磬֪𣿡
ƳͷЦ˰װ׵ıݣĿڵ磡
һǣﺬЦ⣬֮ҡ
Ƿ磬ƣԶƮԶƶ
ȻһûгпƳڡ
˼ɾһԴ


176 ƪϣ
һһߵķ
ҺãҽзС......ˣǸɵСǲߴҵģҲա
Ҽһ˼Ҳ̫һΪ˼ﶼһһ
ҵİпƳǷǰ̫˵ʱԴһ£ЩʹҲǴ׳ƵɵӡǸɵӣȴÿˡ
˵ʮ»̥Ķġ
һǲŵģȷʵĽ壬ҸԸһɺϡ
һ̲סĳظ߰ӵʱȻؿң۸һ㡣
޿ħʱʱߣҵ㰢ģٰ㰢ŪޣͲҪԷˡ
ҿһΪҵķİӲ̫õķϣǼװĻȻ¸üɫظҽôҡ
޿ħ߹һĨ˵Цʱʱظһ䣺ҼӾ
ң......
ɣȻж˶ʹһԣʮγʹ˵йʮٴγͳһȫˡ
ҵһǰ̫ӡ˵һˣˣȻһ޿ħ
ҵĴȡģȡָġϷ֪⣬εޡһ䡣
Ȼ⡱Զǵġ⡱ǶϱҲҰġ⡱ֻһ򰢵׵Ĺˡ
ԹΪʲôСޡߡޡ赭дظңʻ٣򵥺дʲôġ
ˣǵҿܻŴҰӣԸ˱ʻٵ֣Լֶд
ҧҧǸڵʹڶϷ磡
ȻҲмڸһ棬ճңҷúܡ
Цɵ𣺡Ϸ磬ÿɰ֣
ң......
ʲôŻ̯һԷ
Ҳ֪λǲǳԱ˳źúõ̫Ӻ̫Ȼ뿪ʹһСɽһ
......ʵһͦҵĻġ
ҼһһдƵĹϻơ
ϻǰˣû뵽ǰͱҰһ˽ӡ
Ƶֵܱ͵˱˼ңֻ˴Ǽҡ
ܸ˵˵Ǽ׵Ĵڡ
ҼҵļͥԱһߵķһĵĻɫһȵĶӡ
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ҵ
һ߷ĸǵĶ۽졣
ҺСʱҾϰǰһϻڰ˯ţڶȴ촦һһյķȻ󿪿񻶵......ԲߴƬˡ
һһյķȻԼˢϴɹ̫
żڱҵӵڷ;бŪˣͻĶԻ
......Ҫ......ӻᱻѵ......
ûϵѾ......һȥˡ
ףʲôʱ򣿡
ղšԣǿԿʼ......
......
ʡһŰ
ң......
Ըͷȫðɣ
СұӵĻͥԺ׳ɳ
Ҳÿ϶Ҫൽڷ䣬ҾʶȤһ㣬Լᵽڷ䣬Ҿ˯ߣֹٶ˵ѡ
Ҳһ˯ˣӲ......ӲͲԸͰһ˯......
ҶϵġСݮ侲صһǲҵˡ
ȻҸܵ˵Ͷ͵Ŀ⡣
ҿǸС
............................................................
Ե̫ˡ
Ҳ֪û˵ѣԭġ
ΪҰ꣬Ұˡ
ǶʱһʳʢİʳͻȻ½£Ķ֢״ȷʵţţʱࡣ
һǼֻǳԻ˶ӣϾôܻỳУ
ʱȥĶӾȻıˣֱҵۡ
³޿ħǰѰһ㹩
˵һеĶֱӰĴζĹӸժ˻
ԼȥͥԺˮΪʲôҶ
ŵˣɪһ£......ֻһߡ
̾һͷһߣһҪţһߣҪˤô죿
ʼһֱһɹ̫ң......
......Ҳˣ
ԱߵĴƴ˸ãҸӣСһǹ̫ˡ
һֱչŰС̬ڶԴϡ䱦ϡ䱦
ż۾￴Թʱһ֪Ϊʲô
..............................................................
ġҲСˡ
ҴԭҰлع̾ʶҵĵλϾҪˣҲǼΨһСˡ
ʹң벻뵱硣
ҿɲⱾѾٵÿĳ谮ǵʱѧŵаһЦ˵ܵܡ
ʱӦúúõģȻԼ
Լ˾ȻЦеԼӣҪܻܵҪã
뵽δҿҪǸСƨʺ򣬸ιϴ......
һߣҪܵˡ
ЩԶŵˡ
ŶӣЩ޴ؿң......㡢ôˣ
Ƴһۣ˵ϣе֪֮
૵......
Ŵ˺۸̲סһγ𣺡Ҫɵ֣ŸСƨоͺˡ
Щŵصɵ֣
Ŷˣҵһιɵء
ŰѹӣҼĵԣɵ־ͺһɵ
ɵˣ㶵ؿңһԲһˮıҵĻ˵ˡ
촽ȴ˵ǸĻϾԶŲüƻġ
˳ӣӣðɵô......
ұͷȥԣ......
һ䵽ҵϣܴҸеϻۣҵһΰ
ޱ׵תҵǸˡ
ҵɫҲ纮ô㰢˵ģҵȷڹܽˡ


177 ƪУ
塢ҳߡ
㡢㲻׼ӣ
ողű˵ɵİַɵˣͦ§ĻУһ˫ʪĿŸղźݺݴһƵĵ
ϲһһɵһ㣬ͻȻۿеȵġ
ݺݵšüһӵģİҹͬصûСӸղô˵㻹
ͷС˵˵......Ҳû......
ԽԽ޼ɵǿ˵ұû˵ǱǸӵĹ......
ɫؽǰİһŴҵĽ䴦ҳ۵عȥ
֪֪㰢ðŶķղŽΪ㣬û......ô˵ôûĵĻɫÿ£㰢ʮͷǸ
ұ죬һԲԣҲ
ߵǰǲҪٶ֣
Ҹ̣־Ͷ֣б¾ͽҴˣﲻǻһô
ҵöûеȵң̧ȴۿӯˮߵһµ˫Ŀؿŵ档
Ҳ˲ýѵˣ۵ذѰͷԼĲһֻıţĮؿң֪ӣͲӦ
ĻҲ޷ӦңڵУҿϵɫûзϵĻҲûлͷһۡ
ҵͷһȣ˽ȭͷ
ѾݲˣҪҳߣ
Ȼ䴦ղűߵĵطʹʹҲ֪ŷһ͵شӵһԾȻŴⷢ񱼡
һֱźһͷ׷ңͷҲصǰܡ
ЦǸû׷ңǶҪˡ
ҵĽŲ仺ͣ
ҴŴһ£̧ͷ죬龹Ȼһ˿ˡ
ǸڰСƨӦúܵɣԺû˻߰ĳ谮ˡ
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ҲΪҴû˵Ļƶҵķԥ˵ǡҰ......Ὺһ𣿡
бһۣᡣ
Ŷ......ǲ֪ôˣ̧ͷû˵Աš
ʹأҾȻʵ......㲻ĵܵ𣿡
Ǽĳӣ»ܵһá
ЦЦᰡ
üʮֲ⣺Ϊʲôڣĵûô˰ɣ
ҡҡͷûô࣬ڣ˺һֵũҾͿ
ĬȻΪʲôҪһأԵҲܺ
ѽҪˣҵûؼˣ̧ͷ˿ɫӵ˱һԵĴ
Ҵֺֽ꣬ʵǷ˵عϵһʮϻԵúܴ
ţ߰ɡ
һԭأ˻ʣ㲻𣿡
Ƴһۣ˵ľͺˣ߲ߣÿڣҲϲ˵
ɫһ䣬Ҳ֪ΪʲôʣϾôڣҲɫû䣬ҾǸоˣȻشǰҪҪұɽ......ҵȰѵعϱؼңȻҪˡȵ𣿡
֪ΪʲôЩ
⻰˵úһûĵعֵǮƵġ
ȻҲûʲôֵģֲں뷨
ҽ鷳꣬˭Ҫ㰡Ƶعɽɡ
ȻҴᱧ
ҵߺ࣬ϻôصһЩȣ۾ڰɫԵøˣǴһɡ
ȻֱңʵҲôһжˡ
ȴһֿ......Ϸ......
ղźò׶һˮǴߣҴֱ
𾪵άűҵƣûѽ
˵ô
û˵ȴ񿴶һ㣺Ϊʲôؼң
Ѿ˲ٺ˵Ǻðɣȥ㰢ؼҡ
վסҽס׼ȥҰ
ΪҲ֪ȥҰ
ÿοҰ߲·Ҿñ𴺻ϲҰ
κҰֻϲ
վסˣЩѵؿң......Ҫô
............................................................
ߡҪˡ
סҡ
ĵرӭңΪ˵ûмôĺӡ
ΪҰ֪Ǽˣʵǲ֪ѾҪˡ
ȻҲô˶ûҡ
Щֹûдǰ˵
ұȺܵ˯һŴϡ
ЩշתߣҵĴ̫ӲˣҲϲһ˯
Сض˵˯Ҳ˯š
ң......
Һÿģû뵽Ҽס㰢𣿡
ң죬ˡ
Ŷð......ǡҲ˯......
Ƭ̣Ա߱㴫ĺ
ң......
ɣ
ĺ֪ʲôʱ˯˹ȥ
ڶ죬͵ûңһϿԶ϶ǲҪˡ
ҳϣôһġ


178 ƪ
ˡ겻
Ϊ˴лһϣڶһɽɻ
ߵ·ͻȻЦеض˵ˣţҵţҪˣһȥСţ̰ɣ
ĵܵöܸ˵ӣʵ⡣
ôѪȵĻʲôÿġ
ǳֻ̣ܸһȥˡ
ȥʱţҵţѾվ˼СˣҲΧСţ̵ġ
ͷĸţĶӺܴ˵ӦֻţһֻΣ......
һۣȻΪʲô
ʱľǲܶҵ˼
ЩǵصֻĻѲĸţҲܻ......
ĸţʱѾڷˣʹĺУ졣
ɵСӾȻˣתͷǵʱҲôʹ𣿡
ȻǸʹḶ́ﰮǣʹҲܣӦҲһ˵꣬￴һۣȻЦļ򣺡ĸ׶ǺΰģТ˳֪´͵͵ȥƣһҪҰ
ĨĨ᣺ʵţҡҶ㣬Ժĵڶһ......
ĵܵܣ˽Ǯ
ãҲҪܣ......
......
һ˳֣ȴܾﻰлͷĵط
ͻȻ˵֮˵Ļ
֪֪㰢ðŶķղŽΪ㣬û......
Ҷ԰ܹӸе𾪣Ҵûȥôôģһͨ˳˸Ŀ.......
Ҳǣ˵ΪҲΪΪңôԸðŷս......
԰˵ЩʧᣬͻȻЩ겻
ͻȻҵͷҵҰǼҵĺһͰһҲܰŶ,ԲҪǳˡ
ͻȻһ˸еη壬Ϊҵ뷨ǰΣǿһ
ҡҡͷѾ......
ǲǾǲҪˣ
ҧҧû˵
ֱ˿뷨ĸоĺܲˬ
ӣʵҹͰҹǣ˵ǳܵ¡Ƕܹ㣬ֻһˡ
֪ҵĴ
һԺʣϷ𣿺ú氡ԭҲᳳܣΪʲôܣ
Ҫһţ˵㰢ֱӴؼң˵ҪʶԼĴ󣬲ؼҡô˵ţǰǣǺúչ㡣
ҵǸ˻
תͷţﻹںеţ˵ӣǸĺӣ֪֪ôˣ𣿡
Ҷ˶촽˵˾䣺лл......
Ȼתͷܡ
ңңȥ
............................................................
šİ
֪Լʲôˡ
ܻ˼һ·һӵǸĻɵ˼ſڣͻȻҽȥˣϤļʲôˮһ㡣
......˵˺ֵܹĻ......
ڼſǻţǰʱﴫ˰ӻ𣿣
ȻҴææĴ˳֮¶һ־ϲģתͷ˵ӻˣ
ڹһ̵Ųǰһѱס˰
ߣѾǰ
ҽĻƵ˵Բ......
δ˵ҵ˵֪Լ𣿡
ҵͷŸոջ㲻Ҫ......
ҸΣعҴˣҲӦ˵......ŲǹҲɵ......İ
סˣβŸ˵ؽƿҵ˷ܵصӣ˵ʲô˵һθ
ҵһǺˣȻô̡
Ұһ¶˹ֲ˼ġ
ȻղŵĻʮݣҲһ㶼ǻҵ˵ģô˵ӣһʵʵ˵һ飺......Ұ......Ҳǹ˵Ļ......ֻƭ......
Ű¶ı飬ЩȻʲôǵˡ
˵磬㻹......
ЩյصΪʲôҪܵأ
һǼ䶼ǵһ㣺˵ܵãͻչǣȻҶһ......
ӣΪʲôô룡Ŀ˲˼顣
ǰӱ§ס˰°͸ڰͷϣһһ㣬ҵǾ˵û
Ӳ֪ˣôҲ......
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Ȼɫǰ
Ȱߺܶ࣬ҲҸߺ̧ܶ࣬ͷֱ
㰢˵ȻҵȷһӣӼȻˣǾҪúý㰢ÿһ˵İǺģΪһСͲˣһҲ壬ֻ˽İ㰢
ʶطҲ˽
㲻˽Ҫĵܻܵá
ң......
ʲôԡ
Űһڴؿңص˵ͷð......
ЦˣȻִǸ˵ӣԲΪиܵ棬ܿ......û뵽ԭôǲ˵СˣһֱðΪӲҪ......
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ʮСһ
˸˵˵̲̣ҺͰֺͺúһգ۰˸¾͹ȥˣҲϲʮˡ
Ǹδı棬Ǽҷ˶СһҲڲڰϡ
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ҸӲˬǣԭҪǸ֣Ҳ䵽ϣޡ
Ǹƻļһ
ݰ˵ôСʱ򣬾͵Сͷһˣ޲ҲЦ
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179 ƪ꣩ˣ
ʮһƿ
Ȼҵĳ˵Ͱ˵ҳøһ㡣
Ҳͬüֱǰķ档ȻСѾԿóһЩˡ
Цɵģۣһ֪˭
ԴƺЩǡ
֪ڵʲôҲ֪е뷨οģⲻģӲǺ......Ҿ㣬Ҳûʲô......
Ƿ޵С֣һ֪˭ȡİɣ
ҲŲ......
˭˵ãıء
ң......
ֿʼô˵ˣܲˡ
һ˻˵˵ʮһ±ѧˣðĵ־
ھӶС˵ģҪż
ǵȵʱûѧ˵ѧŶµ·ˡ
ʱûпڡ
һҶˣǶ֪Ǹĺӡ
ڰ˵һСĴе𣬳ԲҲ˯ãǰѡҵĴߡ
ûжŭĵˣץļʵ㣬ΣСʱ򣬿¾ֻ֪Լ֪֪ұȽĺӸ......ʹ......
֪¾˭ҵүү
үүһة࣬һǻʵۡ
ҼüΣһܺͰЦеˣԵʱȴûʲôɫ
һֱܺүү֮ʲôڣǴûк˵
ֻÿүү뿪֮ǰ˵쵰㰢һǰ㲻õĻһҪүүһߵģ֪𣿡
ʱŵذѰ§ס˵źôһ졣
үүôӵۣ뿪
......һСʱİչ˵ĺܺá
ЩذѰ뻳УͷǵĶӣӵĵܵܣ֮һܵ˺ԺҲˣҲһᱣ֪𣿡
Ҳм˴ʲô֪ſҵϥͷ˯Сӵ
ǸСƿƾʲôһ;ѾҪչһӵ˰......
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ʮչһӣҲǲС
Թ֮£µЩأ۾
һۣЦ
Ȼһ޷ϲðѹСɵӣһ뵽СʱİģҲ޷
һۣ˵ȴܵȥһᡣ
ҿɲϲһСƨһ档
ǿ˿ǰĳһקǸСƨ֣ߡ
СƨȺ̣ܶ˵Ǳǣߣ˵Ǳߡĵ׷ңҪȴΪұûˤ
ҳҵ
ƾʲôҪΪôѹ......
ƾʲôҪչһ......
֪ҽֻµ˦ˡĿĵĳǰȥ
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Сʱ򣬿϶Ҳӵİ......
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һֱԹԵģչһӣҲǲС
ֺ֪Ͱ˵Щʲôʱ򰢵ƺѾָӡ
һСӣһҲǹڡ
ǵģһСӡ
.............................................................
ʮҸ˯ˡ
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Ҳ֪ʲôȷƽһж֮С
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һһ꣬ԽԽ
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ôʲôҲˡ
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ĿŴͺͺ֦⣬į˵ܿһͺˡ
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ףá
ҾõŰһѾ;ƿݵˣȻĳŵĴ졣
һһõӣľܲ
ȴǻعⷵա
ɽȥɣ
Ĳ㲣յİֱȡ
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عؿһۣҵܻܵ˯ڼչ˺õܵܡ 
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ܾúܾԺҾõʱһԤϵʲô
ȥ˺ܾöûлҴɽȥǣȴסˣ......
Щǣ֣ţ֪ˣһ𡣡
ǣŷɽߣѾ߹ǧٱ·
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Ҳ֪ǵŵһԴ
磬͵
˷ָܵǰ˳ָķȥһµĹȻˡ
ţϥϣƮĻǳǳظһ㡣
˶۾߹ǳЦ⣬Ҹģ
磬˯𣿡
ţ˯ˡ
ߵķ򣬻һĲء


180 ⡿Сճ
1ڷġ
Ƴڰɳŵķ......⵱Ȼǲܵġ
ǵķǴһϺһӻġ
ķӴ඼ʯͷģֻһݣ滹һɵ㣬ΧһͥԺƳһͺϲ
Ϻ޸ĸ޶Ƿһƨɾծָ˵ǱˣԷӲ˲һ
ϺûӣȻǱʾԸʱ׼ƴֵĹӸڣŽҹ뿪˰ɳ壬ͷϹûߡ
ͿƳһµݣһв˵ͥԺһ˳
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2ڲ䷹
Ƴһ˫ȫǰ̫ӵ£һӲʹǰ̫˶˵ľ³󣬳ԵĺȵĶһĳʦǵĿζãɹ˹ض˵ǰ
˭Ҳ޷Ҳܡ
ƳȴԼһ֭ţԸµ˵Ҫ³һٺóԵġ
ͷǲŸոţӦҲˣձ˰ɣøղŸȥǼ͡
ƳԳ˺棬˷ܵصҲۣ
ſƳ׳־ؽ˳һյʱֻشڨڨصǻȥͰɣ
ڶ죬Ƴٽ
ǲŵڶ죬ӦҲˣձ˰ɣøղŸȥǼ͡
ƳԳ˺棬˷ܵصҲۣ
ſƳ׳־ؽ˳һյʱֻشڨڨصǻȥͰɣ
......
ʮ죬Ƴٽ
ǲŵʮ죬ӦҲˣձ˰ɣøղŸڵĸڵȥǼ͡
ƳԳ˺棬˷ܵصҲۣ
ſƳ׳־ؽ˳һյʱֻشڨڨصǻȥ̼Ͱɣ
......
ڰɳȥʣµʮ˼вһµķû¹һγ
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3ڳס
ƳͷϲǴ÷ġ
ԭȥ÷˵ǵ£Լϡ
Ȼǲʮ֮һϸ޷ᲢۣƳԾɺϲΪܸܵõ·´ӵףůůģġ
ƳͳòƷˣɫ·ϣԵøˣƫ紦һ㴿覣ʹƺںһ
ǰһͻȻڱ˵ˡ
ƳɻͷΪʲô
ŶԼ֪ĿƳ̾һɵӡ
ǷٱƳݣһ˫ˣڴǰʱ˶ʱ䶼Ϊ˱
ڻʹľеǳΪΪ֮Ƴûܳȥ
ףʹʱȥյҲǳЦף
һΣǳ׵ÿ϶ϲԼصμǵĻ񣬱ϾòԸõû˻᲻ϲ
յ˺ܶף
úϡͬġͷ......
ƳеҸ
Ž붴
ɫĸͷͷϣƳЩŵؽָ
һַֻϣգĵ¶ȸƽеĲ
һΣĺͷ
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4ڶ̥
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§ԵһڣЦЩа񣺡һ......һѾˣҿɲٶһע⣬ԼĺҲС
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Ӻͷһۣĳֲ˵Ĺʶ
תͷ˵ᡣ
ƳԾӲ𣿡
Цúͷһ޵а񣺡ܵܡ
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Ƕ̥ʱɱҡ
..............................................................
5ڵһϣ
թĻʹɽֺӣһǰδеʣѵÿɹ
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ͿƳͥԺһ
ͥԺСҲֻһãһ׳ɳҲһֶʱļ
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ô֣ƳȻЩȲֳ̧˳䡣
ҲְɾŪˣǸＱӣһЦ޳ָšš̵ͦıͷȥòѲ٣
ѲӺءƳʹǿӿԼļͷ
ûԹ⣬Ҳܡ
ΪܵõıƳԹԵڿյصһǣʼ
ƳãһҪԼԺ󳤴ĴŻָ׳
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Լ뷨˷
ɵӡ§ʣֱ΢΢ͽƳԼԡ
Ӳ̫ȻƲ
ȻҲûӴݣûֹ֮ǰѾúõݲ̹ˡ
һƳƶǶص˵ͷ
ӽˮ
ƳշĽѧСÿһ衣
ЩСţ˵ǿǿ
ֵģƳӷ£תʮֿĵرס
Դһȴ佱ģ
䴽һЦ˳ҼӣҲ


181 ⡿Сճ
6ڵһ£
۾꣬Ҳⶼ񱧺Ƶģֽ
Ƴı䴦ֻ§Ĳӣ̣ڴؿŸոýˮȻˣһúƯ
ĴĵЦݣδ㽡
Ц绨ģɫЦһҼӱȻƯ
Ƴָ֣ŷźÿ......
һֱڱϵСϵƳٯٯĴһۣתԼ۲Ϊ
ĸ氮ֻ⡣
ƳͻȻ뵽ʲôƵģ......
ţβ΢΢
ƳŤŤƨɣӷıŸոշҪҪǺţһ......
ȻΪֿԣĻ̧鷢á
ԭͱ紵ҵķ˿ղôһ࣬޼
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һ......Ƴ°ͣ鶯תתԺ˺֣ܶȴһʱᶨ
ںȡ⣬ֻҪƳģȡֶûϵ
֪̫ɹڼͷЩȡ
ʶ̧䣬ƳסЩ⡣
ȲȣڿƳӵ鷢Ƶ󣬺˵ȫ¶˳ͬ͸ӣ˲ѣʶ˵һ䣺ͽСӰɡ
ƳԴ磬𣿡
˶٣֪еġСӡЦõ͡
ƺԾɻЩģصع......
û˵ҳһľ壬ÿ̵˼֣ӵϡ
ƶ......Ƴţ˸⡣
šŤͷһһֱߡ
ƳһչղžüëЦҲһֱߵġ
......
Ǻǿһ֣ơ
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7ڵ㡿
峿΢΢бڣ ѾվڴߣŴϵĿƳ
ŵƵĳ۵ĿƳбϢīɫӣغ˯ţ΢΢һĨȡ
Щ䷹˸飬շڴ³ˡ
Ƴ㣬صΪȥе㣬Ϊһ
˼֣Χ滨ݣľдЩֲΧֺһɢɽּı
룬һԧһ𣬹ͬ԰ִУʻˮ棬΢΢һȦȦ
зŵİʱʱͻȻУϸ๵һ㣬븹С
ͣ¨վںϣ룬ȼа²õһ˰ɡ
һʱ˯еĿƳ˹Լ˯ۣΧһˡ
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Ծǲ̲ԸоԽԽԼˡ
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ֻǶ֮ҲʵСôˣ
Ƭ̣ǸɵӣǺܻԹɫ
ʱҾӦװɵԹɫʲô˼
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ҾȻмɫпһ˿į
ֲʧϢҲЩԾ
ӹֻѰĻʵ۵ʲôôܹ˳Ϊ̫
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ԸҸӲȥеһҲֲ˲źá
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9 Ǳ̬
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۵ؽǵӵ
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קҵֱۣһ·ҽ˷䡣
︡棬Ҫ......
˦ڴϣαϣϾطԸҵѿˡ
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ǰԼǲһûʲôִ˻̫˵νûκβҲȱܳª
ڱشţͻȻӿһܸ߳У̫ªˣۡ
⶯˶һĨӵЦݣ......ԭ̫ⳤйС......ʱͱ˰ɣ
ߵȸЩ죬Ϊɫ̬Ĳ԰ף׾ͱˡ
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ganganҲһģοҲ᲻ۡ
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˵Щƺ˵̫Ӻ̫ƺͦ׼һȥز鰸ҲӦ˰ɡ


11 Ҽ
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ҲţٲľЩ˵ȥˡ
˵šˡûнƿҴôһЩ
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ӦòܽԼζ
ĵŤĲ豭ڣĲӣԼ촽ȥ
ҵúܿ죬ͨͨԼü
ʵҲûκΰܹɹֻһһ̽ĵ߶ѡ
ޱؿңûж
ۼɫıҾԽԽ......
Ϳϵʱҵĸ첲һʹһתұ˦˵ϡ
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ɫЩ䣺ôȱˣҼ㡣
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һҵĺ׵ȼ䣬ﻹͦţΪҸղŲû˳
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ǸģƴһʲôƵġ
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ȥѧڵĻ԰һ꣬ɹһЩɻһͲˣҵñŵ㡣
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ҷֱѡ̣ѡ̣ˣѡ̡
ϾҵУǱҶԼ
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ѡ̿һۣͷˡ
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ҺЦ˵ࡱŶԣһ˫΢΢̵ĺתǡ
Ǹ˳Щ죬˵˭
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ѡ̵һӳǵ֬ζҵıǼ䣬֪ΪʲôҼԸЩˣʵйš
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ϲãµױݶûˣΧڴ͵Ц˵ļŮӣ߳ŭصǲҪЦˣǰŪҪúýѵôϽɫƣ


12 Ұ
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ҵֱ⶯ˣͷܶġ
֣ҽŤͷɴһͷǰ˽ȥ
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ѡͬ˵ĻƻŮһ㣬ӿƿҶˡ
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ѡǾֻһ֡
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û˵ҪҼĻء
ҾôˣҲˡ
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лҰɣøĺöһܸܵˡ
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޹촽Ķ̫......ūֻȲҳ......
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ֻƽ˵ûϵֻһūŶѣֲΡ
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14 Ť
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ȥ춯Ҳ
һͷͿӵң˾͹Լķȥ
ҧҧ´
Ҳġ
ôˣû취ʵ˻
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˵ܣѾܹ˵ɤӣڶϷʱȴסһ㣬û취˳˵
ذ......
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ҷǱǿȷֶģȴԼɵ˰ʲô
ղûϸ˵Щʲôڴӷ˵ĻȻǱߵڰһ
Ϊ˲֪װɵ飬ҲֻܴݺѪˡ
ұ˦һƨڵϣûеõĲλȻһ.οһ.
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ҲǡɵӡҲǡư͡һһԼŵūŶѣūŻֲᵽ˵Ҫô
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15 С
ȻǺãʵûа취治ɫغҩ
ΪѵرȻñ......
룬ǰƣһǧصȡ
Žߵҩס˺ظܵҵθڳ.
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صϣϸɭĿңǲ
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ҿЩĻݲݣѵõӿһǸΡ
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ҵĲӣѹϡ
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Ժ䣬Ҷߵϸ񡣡
һҪѵرȻǰŬ´ٸС顣
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ûãǷ°ܽĳԪֿʼظСҪ
Ѿ֪һҰģ̫ӲڳڣԱֵĻᣬ


16 Ҫںһ
ܸоʵһһͬǰȥϾźҳζûüϰ顣
ȻĽ˵ҪңֻԼ
ҵǷǳһͬǰȥڻһŲ֪ʲôʱᷢļĵ
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칫شҪȥ߹ش̡
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»Ҫȥһꡣĵ˵
֪ңûа취˳˼˵ҡ
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Цһȥ̣ΪΪȥҼҾ𣿡
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ǸҽϾһ㣬ֻ벻гʹ֮ûٸְʾ
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ôһ˲ҾҺ񿴼ϵ˹ǣ̫ĿˣҲȷǲԼˣԸġ
죺СһҪƽ
Ȼ־ԼЩЦŪһ
............................................................
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Ψһһ֪Һͷй˼֮׵ˣҵ̬Ҳȱ˶Һúܶࡣ
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Ҹɴάư͵״֮û֪Ѿ˵ˡ
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ĿüӣūŰ......ū˵Ҫ
¶˵ɻ󣺡ȼĵĽҩҪ㾹Ȼ
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ںûɣһֻԷȻҿеȸԾ
һůסҵģԭ......еҪںһ㡣
Ҳ֪Ѿȧ죬̽ؿһۣôĺں
ū֮ǰѾ߹ˣ......ӸûҪūüĵ˵˵ţֲɴһԹ
ϾļĵѾŷˣ


17 ӣ˭ϲ㣿
Թң괹ҵüͷ΢΢ҾھҲʶôô֪ǲװӸҿģ
û˵ջЩߣһƽ˵ūŲҡ
Ȼҵͷܸܵ̽Ŀ⣬ҲҶԷ޼Ӻ֮ģҵû
Ƭ̺ŽóһɫСľУǼĵĽҩ
Ƶģֲʱġ
ҽӹľУΥĵ˵ллӡ
Ҵ򿪺ӣһöƫҩ裬ֱóɽŷˣһƬɬζڿǻӡ
ҽ˵ľл
ľֻУԵôˬ죬Ƕҩ
ūһѣҪɱҺαöοūҲûеӵĵط
ޱͻȻЦһ£𣿡
ࡣղŵĿζûɢҾԼ˵йӿζ
ʼ磺㻹üëһ£ͦġ
Ҳ֪˵ЩʲôֻллӵĿ佱
ͻȻ˵ĻӾͺ¿ࡣ
΢΢һЦ˵ͷǵģº¿ࡣ
˵ûһ㣬ˡ
ҵüĿȻȻ
ߣʲôҶ
¿࣬ÿҩʱҪˣץİҩ
ʼѲԵĶﵹ˲ңҺҲǱĬ֮±ˡ
ĵ軨ջԼһ軨С
ʱΪ˺ҩʲôӶݹ
ϱӴĸԺһѧ־ԸߣǱݹ
Ϊúе˼ڽͷ͵͵ؿ
ʧǣЩ˵ıˮƽ̫ˣҶ࿴˼ۣͰǡؾʶˡ
ҰѱĵãݸȻܿģһҽ
ұԹԺҩ֮Ҿͽ
֮춼ٱźҩˣԼԾذҩˡ
ʱС̫ɰˣǺ࣬ƯɵӣΪܺѧ㶼ˡ
ҽ̻ؾ֮ܿͶʧȥȤˣϱӵһ
ЩҪزŻӵˣŲôʹʧȥȤ
ͬƳ֮ڷһ......
һǰҾ׳񣬵Ȼʺϻʱ˵ͷӣūžȸˡ
ת뿪ҽסȵȡ
ͣ˽ŲͷʣӻкηԸ
˵ҹʮĵԼʮᷢһΣҲô׼ܻǰҲܻƺ󡣡
ףͷˡ
ô˵ȻԹٿҵԹҪҼӿ˽Ųת뿪
..............................................................
ڵһӱȻζÿ춨ʱװװɵ֮⣬ʱҶԼڷڣججضա
ҵʳٴڣҳⶼν
ٶȼҵʱЩȻ......ôôݣ
Ȼ˵޹أһǿ˵ūһֱġ

˳ӵذ
ָҵһᣬȻθѾˣټȥҸ㿪ҩ......ҲҪԼϣȻҸ㿪ҩٺҲûá
㶣ְҵЩ̲סȤû뵽ӻҽģūţȻūſ
ȷʵΪҽߣЩȥһ£ó˺ϴһľӣµĽҩ
ȻͰҩˣӻ
ӹӣȴû뿪Ǽ˵θΪɵģΪʲôúóԷ
ҾЩˣܵصūŲԡ
̽ʣ......ΪĻӲڹİ......ֻǣָʹӽĻӵģӽ֮
Զδ̫
ⷬҲڻǻĽӽģֻܸūֻΪĻӲڹ......ҹ˼ȥġû˭ָʹūŽӽĻӡ
Ϊʲôһǲ⣬ôҪĻߣҪһɡ㲻ɸңһǲܷôݼտ֪Ǻǰ׵˷ߡ
ĬȻվĽǶȿỳҲ˳µġ
һΪȹҵҵľˣûʮǰҾѾˡұҵ
ԭֻڴˣʵ̫̫ûлˣѵиܺ˵£ҲڣװɵһСľͼ˵ȥ
ҪװһɵӣǸư......˵飬ܹ˭˵أ
ҵһйһ㣬ı΢ĽѹֵиһϤһЩˡ
عҲŲԼϵ׶͸¶ˣæס죺......Բūź˵̫......֮мūŸղ˵ĻūŶǶĻӾ޶ģӷġ
ɫӵؿңû˵
ĻһԵ˳ĸоޱˬҲȥ뷨ˡ
¶һ˿Ի󣺡......ѵ......ΪĻһ˶ڣˣ
ҴͷԼϸЩ˵ֱۣūҲǿ......ʹȻա
׷ʣҪأ
ѸҺԥػش𣺡ūžȥ
ҵĻ̫̬Ҳ̫ˣֱһһ㶣......ǲԵġ
ƽصū֪
ؿң֪ԣ㻹Ҫ𣿡
Ȼǲԣû˺ˣΪʲô
ﲹ˺ˣֻҪ÷ˣܰģҶԸ
д˶ҵ߼Ĳͬ˺Լ
ҺõطҲûνɣԼ⡣
Ŀڿһڤ粻飬޿ɾҩˣ֪ΪʲôĻô꣬ȴ³𣿾ΪԼԼ˭㣿
ͻȻҵĸ첲ҵһߣȻҵļҹԼӣ˭ϲ㣿
ҲĻͷȥˮеӳǸˡ
԰ɫѵΪݵ̫Ե۾նͷҲûӪؿݻƷֲ棬ֱƶһ㡣
ó......ʵ̫......
......
һߣص⣬ӡ


18 ˣӦȥ
촽ӰҲ촽
սȭͷӰҲսȭͷ
ҿ......ĳ˹ֲ˭أ
ĻһֱҵؿڣǿƵ÷ۡ
ȷӵôϲ
ôܱȵùǸƯòƷ˵ˡ
Цһ£ûлͷûϲΣҲҪκ˵ϲĻӵ......ϲ͹ˡ
˵ѣԳƶˡؽҴң......ͺܿ
ҿźе˵ıЩ΢ŤȻ¶һѰζ飺......ãôūŵ£Щ˷ѽ𣿡
վתֱȻĻ˹ȥһִֻļϣһֻ»ȦȦΪʲôҪôūţѵ......ϲū𣿡
һ£ȻҵָһʹץסҲصֻ֣˦
¶ɫҶءĳϲ㣬ֻǿ̬ȡ
ҾԼб£һ˵úҲΪ˾ô׵رҼŭˡ
ͺͷЩˣΪϤ顣
鷴Ҹӷɣ̹
ͬЩҿڷϼã˵ģȫҪ
Ҳ˸ղǸ˵̬˼վԶһ㣬˵ūԼ޹أūҪʲô̬ȶԴʲô̬ȣҪ˭ù
ȷʵֻҪĻûмӺ֮ģĺһϵûУҶˡ˳ǣ......ˣõ
˵꣬ˮת뿪ˡ
ֱӰʧҵҰҲŶӣźɫ԰׵Լ૵õ......
ֿ촽¶һЦ......֪......֪õô
ҿŵӰˣֻĿݺݵץһʯͷˮС
ˮеĵӰ˲䱻ɢŤҵĲһȦһȦɢҲžúһЩ˲ǰ亹ʰһϵı飬վ뿪
.............................................................
ûãǰߴϢ̫ӺĻ·ˣ̫Ҫһͬ
Ȼ̫ڣǿƳһҲ......
һܹտǸСɵ......
ƾʲôµСɵͿ׵ʵ֡
Һ޵ÿҪҧһȴЩǡ
ܸоᷢһЩԤϵ£ҺͷǧɽˮʲôҶûа취
ҪʶԼĸô......
µһ㡣
ҵĽ޴йĵšƳֵСˣһһ߶񶾵䣬ۣս......
Ȼ֪ΪɵʧԹǺô˸С
..............................................................
ٴʱСˣϳÿе
Ϊ˷֣ʱϢҲ֪֡
ʲô
СͷͷѪС֣Ǯ񲻵С˽......
дʵ˵ĻͻȻ˱˵Ҿ˾ʶСӵ¡
ҵĶȴץסҵ󣬽ҵֳ˳ȻùǸСˡ
Ȼ󿴵дſƳֺɰֵĺֽɫһݣʲô
֪ʲôôȻҲѸٱɫ
ɫݣ뽫ǸС
̫ߣֱ۾Ҹ
άά˹ŮĿЦƣŵؿңӺ̫˭ָʹôģ
òˣҲջ֣ȥûָʹūţūԼԸ
ʵΪʲô
ҵıѾǰ¶ˣҲ˼ػشΪĻϲһɵӣҰ̫ӣõĻӵϲ
ǰҲȥֺȻ˵ÿ̱䣬ѵˣ
Ǻūû˵Լ䣬䡣
......һʱ˶٣Žŵ......ܹ˺̫ˣ
ҡҡͷûУŵĶūŲʱˡ
ҵ°ͽҵ̧񣬱һμĻҪŨ񣺡һ񶾵ˡ
üĿûзĻ
Ϊұˣ񶾡˽̱޷
֣ʲôĶ˲Ȼ˵ҲѽҩˣˣӦȥϣպһǸ
ҾӦ˵һζԱ˵ӦȥּĻ
ҵһ㱡׹׹˰˵ؿӣūӦȥô......
۲ҡ
ĵ˵ūžȥ......
ץϵĿ̵ϸȥ
ջһƤ⣬ǿ̵ͱ͵ػ˳ȥȻǽϣһ
û뵽Ļᡰȥץסҵ
Ҳͷɫݣӣūȥô......ΪҪֹū......
һ۵ҵ󣬿ûʲô󰭣ֻһƤҪҵ˦
ͻȻʲôһ㣬ץҵ֣ҵȥ
һŻǳ»ɵ˰ҵС۴¶ڿ֮С
һ˲......ЩԼŪģ
ҵ˵ͷЩ˰̣㱵ضʵ˵ūҲ֪Լܶ񶾣ūſƲԼūŵһħٿūŵ壬ūŵ˼룬ūŰѲ......˵Ķԣȳªֶ񶾵˵ȻӦȥ......
ЦЦ۾ǲ˾ͻأ
ץҵԽԽҵһ......
γѵжɿҵ֣˼£ŷ......ԲҸղ˵ù......ʵȫԸ......ҿ԰......
ҳڻĿյְһֻŵС˸˻Ȼ¶˵Цݡ
ҷشЦ......ӣǺƭȥʲô......Ļӻû˵ҪأôΪĻȥأ
ѪǴ˷Цأ


19 ĥ
ʶԼˣˣɫ𽥺ڳ
ҹɻصӲǴܿūϷôһؾûأ
ҧгݵ˵˾䣺ľɵ񣡡
ΪηҪūôһľϵأüūžģ......Ļӣûܸı䡣
޿ɾҩңҡҡͷҴˣԸӵˣȷʵӦϣҩҲˡ
ҪߣסȵȣĪҪ֮ǰ˵ԼԶ֮ˣūк𣿡
ޱ˦ҵ֣жڡ޺ǰ£Żѽҩ㡣ӣѾ㲻ϡ޺ˣճɻ......Ϊ֮ɡ
˵꣬ûаѽҩҾ뿪ˡ
ˣҺðβŷӦЦһ£ԳҶԪҶԪ......Ҫôô......
ղֻҪ˳ȥͻϹˣҺαҪһ٣
ºˣ˼ҡΪ֮
ⲻҵ˼ô
ûнҩ......һٻأ
ҡһЩơ
׼ǲôģϾ֮ǰദǸ֮ˡ
Ҹղȴ׵ذ˸ŭˡ
.................................................................
֮ǰΪͽҩ͵ĺ׼ʱûĵζ
ǰҰˣһ֮ҩûиңҺܻõһζ
ĵȻһʱͿһ룬ܡ
Ǽ򵥵ʹһĻŵĸо˶飬ᵽɤö䶼ü
Ƶ÷ŵĸоʹĸоܡ
ָоͺһ׵㣬֪ԼҪˣԼͷϵĵÿζ䵽ϣǿ쿳ͷʱ˻ȥ˷ǲ䵽ϣĥ񾭡
һ̯ڴϣϵĵĺ͸ҵıʪҵĴ졣
Һݺݵҧűӵһǣ˺ţȥйַƣζòʹ졣
鲻ܿƵشۿҿӦʮǱ
.ģҪջ仰
ĸ֮ô񶾵Ķ
һòȻָҶ񶾣ҿ񶾲Ŷԣ
ҪҲôѿ......
ԺҺ񿴵ҵĴǰ
ˣ޲ܰҧ
Ȼҵ겻ҵжȴҵ־Υ
֣קʵۣ϶صȡ..................
˵ΪҪ㣿
ק¶ȴ͸˳ҵǹҵİĽƸиʢ֤ˣġ
Ϊ˻Ѿ֪Լ˵ЩʲôˣΪ......ұ............ҪҸ......
ұΪҲͷҲŷ֣һûµǣңҲ
˵˵жѾǡ޺Ҳҩ
......ҡҺ......ҵ᲻ػֱ£ҷԲԼƵģҵ嵽˼ޡ
쵰......ͽҩģרôģ
̧ۣбǿҵԹޣȻþһ˿Ȼۼµز䣬ϵȫϡ
ҪҲöһ
ʲô
Ȼʧȥ˸ղŵ򶨣͵ؽƿ
ǣĲ㡣
ұƵԶһ㣬ϺõĲմȾŵľҺ壬ͻȻһЩ
ע⵽......ĳλȻ......
ܸоԼʱҪˣһǷسЦ.....ӣ潡......
ϳһ˿εɫű̵سˣЩĵ飡
ͷڿһ򣺡......һף
ӸµĿңҲס
ҳԳԵЦǰѾЩģװһ̬һ......ֻôȻΪʲôȴ......
壬Ϊ˶㿪ȵĿ⣬һ......䣬Ȼ.......ֻķӦˡ
ķӦ......ϳ˵ӣûյ󣬷һЩҲܲܰ......ūŰŪΣūŵļɿǺܺõ......
ҴӺ汧סĺ󱳣ūŰ磽......ѽҩūŰ......ūĺ......
ǣ.ңǶ㿪Ŀ⣬˸ղŵʴӣЦƾɫ
ҧ衣
ңԿеĻɫֻõӦòȡ˵˲Ŷ......һԾ֪ζ......
˵꣬ҸĵطʪĲϡ
벦Ҳϵ֣ҵȴ˳»ȥ
޿̵ؽҵĸ첲Ȼתѹϣҽߡ
ΪҪɹʱȴҧһһضҵ㲻Ҫ.
ղŵǷٶѾһϢصڴϣĿЩɢ
ԼΪʿƳȥɱʱĻɱ
ҲĴβСļŭ˷ĥ
Ҵǰûġ
б̲꣬ס˵һ䳣õľԣ......ҲŹ......
˵꣬ҵĺһͣʧȥʶ
............................................................
ԭΪҾôˣǵٴѹŷϤ컨ʱЩ¡
ӵűԭʪ߰Ѿ˸ɾġ
ƫͷͿϾӱߺȲ衣
ˣƵ˵Ǹһͷ㲻ĸŤԸԺÿηҶһܾĥٰѽҩ㡣
......⵽˭Ťһ㣿
Ĭ˰Σǲҹˡ
Ų豭һһЦƭġ
Щյط˲豭ӵԸҲҪģ
Щɻͷӣ𣿡
ÿҿ˲°ˣֻܿʮ


20 
Ŷ˼صӦǺæ......ΪʲôҪ˷ʱҵԸ񣿡
ػش𣺡˵ˣҲ뿴ĳĻߡ
ҾЩƣˣ֮ǰ˵һǺһ䡣
ͨˣһʱƤ֮;ǿõģյԼΪҵλ£޸֮ûܹͱ˿ĵط
ҴȥҸģҾ͡ġ
ҲֻݼȽϿùȥˣֻҪóһݼԶԸˡ
ҵ˳üۣ˵ūŻĵġ
˵ֿʼɹţ𣿡
֪ūôƽֱӵʡ
Ƭ̣˵ȰЩС˶
ת굽£ʱһ˳
ϵĻңǸӵݸˡ
ʮġСˡɫ˲Щأ......㻹......
Ҳȥ˵ʲôЩûˣҵڶܲҡ
Щණһȥյƺö࿴һ۶һ㣬ȻҵԺҲҪЩ
Ծ˳ӵصǡ
......꿴ңʵǲû飿
ҡҡͷ
֮ǰȻ˷İδҵ鶼û
Ȼص˵ͷֲá
ҾĬؿǸä
Ȼ˵Ϊ̫٣Żģ
νʼ򣺡ūŲǸ̫ģֻҪ̺Ӿˡ
뵽ʲôһ㣬ȭһֻһ£۾´οʼÿι飬һڱȫ꣬Ȼһвԣֻвͨˣõҩ
̲סüͷūŲҪ顣
ǿӲ˵ûѡȨ˽ҩ
˵ұɶӣȻǰ˱Ҹʤһ
ͻȻ˶Ҫԡ
һˣҲǳûĻĿ
ǰαӶ࣬Իҩҩ.ҩ
ҪҲЩͺˡ
ҩԣ.ҩԣ
ҸĿ˵ӣūſҽ𣿡
еʣҽѧȤ
漴Цһ£ԼĵĽҩɣĵĽҩԼڶûƳϸܻмء
ҵūžʡ
ҲУҾ͸˵ֲ꣬ѧôöȻңİգҶԶҩǳ˽⣬ôĶҵ
ҸɰͰ͵ЦĻ......ūôǰŪ......
֪ͺá˿ɫ豭£뿪......ҪٷĻʲôĶֶ˷֣ҪͷҪĻӡ
šҿµıӣĲ軹ûء
ü㲻˵Ǹҹ𣿡
ҽع˹ǣƭģʵĲ衣
ΪΪٴαϷˣգһضҵҹкҲҪȡ
̫һͱȤҾû˼ءŶһ
˵ɣס˵Ļ
˵λ뿪ˡ
............................................................
ԭΪһ̷־ڱصãԲ̫ķȫ
̫УСɵദĻᡣ
ǰߴϢһ˲ȳԪСзɵʹ˶ҩ˵С˾綾
ҶСӡǺܲģΨһһѧﲻˣº͡
ְкڲһǸʱİס
һͨİף̫ӵµİ¹⡣
Сոǿþ綾лɳˣ֤ΣѾӵ˸߲Ҳʱпж
ôһ룬ҾʳѰЩ֮ǰС˵ز̫С
ں˵صĽҩܽٶҷһ㡣
ȻûʳԣʱҴ˺Щ飬ʲôũݾݸĿ......
ҵϣȻȥҵĴףûʲôֱ
֪ڼһûǶӣҵʲôô
ûУ㻹ִԲεĽҩҲô׸㡣Ȼ¶ı飬
̧ۣ˵ӵĻ......ūôܲأ
֪ǲѾϰżĵϷû¶֮ǰɬķӦǺԵˣϴʶʶˡ
Ȼû飬ǻֻϵȫġ
ڹ¶ԺʱŮʶ֣ʥ
κִĲ࣬ټ֮ǰӻδʱҰҵҲϡ
һش𣺡ʶ
üͷһչǾУĵطñǣ´ʡ
ҿ׵˵:ӷˡ
ûٿԣɵõ˽ҩ
ԭֻǴ㷭Щ飬Ӧһνġ鿼ȴû뵽ſžͿȥˣҲģȥˡ
ڿһ޵ļʱҶ˶٣ԭÿһҳͷָͣ
ũٲݾ˻жη磬
ҵ΢΢һһһûġݸĿҵйֻļأϸĶ
˻жҩഫ˻ЦЦ衣賢֮뺨һ˻ЦҲ
......
ϱҼУһ衣
зŰϵĻ˿űѹ֣ѵĸо
ҼĸĻժ£ȼ̰ʳȻ¶һ顣
һҳͣһӣȻ
............................................................
򡣡
޶ȡҺ֬ͷ󳤷㼡
ڡ
Ѫ,̾,,ڷ,Ϊ̲ҩ,ڵػơŶҩ֮ϡ
......
˵ҽп飬ҽɫԴ
ɫϾʣӣūűˣ
˵ûУһֲ䡣
üΪ¶飿
ɫδɣǸΪؿңǵһοЩ𣿡
ҷ̵صӵġһġūôῴ顣
е飺Щݣһһżȫֻһ¡
ʵǰ¡
Ĳ䣬⼸ҳֽòһ¡


21 
˵ŶūŵļԱȽϺðɡ
δó㷭һҳȻҿ
ɨ˼ۣˡ
Щŵʣˣ
ҹ˵ɡ
һһ£ſڱԪ괺¡£......֮⡣Ϊ⣬Ҳ 
˵Ȼ̾һ䣺㿴û㱳а
ֲ㳤һܱˡ
û˵
ص......ҶԪš
šʣ̲סһЦ
ȴûЦǶңѧҽҿԽ㡣
ûȤҰ˰֣ūֻ㿴˵ģһԼġͰˡ
Ȼβ룬һֱøѧҽ
Ҳʤ䷳ΪηҪūѧūźܿͳԽˮƽˣ
ҭһ£૵ҲôŰ......
ūֻǼ΢һ㣬㲻ʲôš
ֻƽƽشڷߣԳΪʲôҽķȤ
ᶨ˵Ҳġ
֮Ȼͬ˵ûз˵ңҲţ˿ڣǣūһ
ʲô˵ɿڣ˷ܵ۾˹ͷͷĹˡ
ܿزõ......Ҳʲô£ҶܴӦ㡣
ʲô£ֻūѰһЩ
ʣʲôӣ
̧ۿصޡ
п޵ĽܺҾڻʹĻ԰˸飬ûҵ
Ͼ⻨жڹֲҲ
ҵĲҪ󣬹Ȼɣ......Ƕʲô
ҷʵȻǶҲҩüֵô
ÿۣ˿ɵ㣬һϸ׵¶˳
ϸ̾һŤİ̺ۣһͷ͹ţҿԼһҲ޵ȣЩԹصūһʪ۵òѣҹ޷˯......⻨ãܻūһҹ˯ҲǺõġ
֣ƺҪҵȣѸٵؽ·°ڷˡ
ЩΣֻ㿴һ˴
Ȼ֪ʲôҲûΪԼôƵһһǺֵüεģ
ҵҿҽȡ
ҾܾūŲҪκȣʹʱ޻һ¾ͺá
ΪʲôüȻѾǾɼԱĴ˵⣬˵ȫĿܡ
ΪˣΪ˾Ļӵµġ뵽Ҳﴽ
Ұ˵Ĺ¸ꡣ
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Ҵһˢۣ̾һðɣҴӦӣҲҪĳŵѧҽ
ɽ
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굱޵ӣҵʱһ˵Ȼֹ۵ãǹʹû
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Ҳ֪֪֪ġ
⻨õʹõؿɱˡҵЩҽصġ
ʹõò᲻......񫣬ղܡ
ļֵ
֮Ի֪ҪǸִˣһĸĸ
ΪӦ꣬ұϵͳѧҽѧ
뵽ڻмĵĴڣѧõͦ档
ѧƼĵĽҩֻƳʱҩ......ҾҪòȻαһù
ǲ⣬ҵǱһʼ뿪Ƕʱ䳤һЩ
һʼδ룬ҺѧƷҩζʱ򣬲ŷԭĽҩθҩҲ֪гԵĶǰˡ
ҪԭҵĥԾҪȥġ
ĽҩĳɷѾζԾкüζûа취ֱ
ҽеȤԼ˸Ŀ꣬ڷ֮ǰܹѼĵĽҩɷȫƽ
ԭΪⳡսҪһ꣬û뵽һ꣬ⳡսĻ
˵˷ҪسҼ֣ԭһղҾ;ˣοôա
ȴˣһҵǲ̫ϵˡ
Ҹ˵úܣͲòټǼʵ˵̫źˣʣµľͽūѧգлӵָˡ
ƳһۣҵǴһ㶼ź
ɨһԱߵͭԼĴǸ߸𣬹ȻźıȥԶ
⸱ģҲһˣϰߣԹԵ˾Ҿ˵ҽƼǿÿ¹һΣҲҪĵĽҩô
˼һ£һһλܽܣӦˡ
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Ȱȣһµʮߵܵʱˡ
ûʸȥӷϴһֱ޵ſڵȵż
칫ҲԱߣΪֱҺͷһĹϵû˸ߡ
ǸϤӰֵʱ̷˹ȥĻС
кŨľΪ˹ϯﱻ˲ٵľƣŲҲЩ鸡
ֽ§סͷҵĲ䣬һ䡰СɵӡȻᡣ
뿪ôһʱ䣬һֱһˣӦûǹζˡ
ûᵽϲζؽƿ
˼Ȼͳдһ˿ŭСɵӵϲζ
ҽ˽ͻȻ˷ΪĪضһζжӡ
ԭ......ΪǸɵ......
ЦЦǰ
ܹ˵˵ɤԾ֧֧ţκ
һȥҲ²ػҪ⣬ΪҸûܹĻᣬֻҪһͻᱻ˦
š顱һݺݹϣұ⡣
̨״칫̾һҵҶҹˣȥɡ
ҡҡͷ˸ƣһȴǿӲذѺˡ
Գ룬ǲΪڷǰѾûмֵˣһ̬ȡ
˯ţҳȥ괺ñõһҡ
ңڱʼᡣ
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22 Ѿ˵Ʒ
ҽǸһӣع˼ܣһֳӱ˼
һǾ÷Ծ
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ҵȻΪԭֻΪûŵһζҶ˵ûдﵽӰ
ܹģֻʣǸŵĿƳˡ
......һͿƳ֮䷢ʲô˵Ӧò̫á
ôһ룬ҵʹࡣ
һԽ֮ǰһѸɻȫˣµҡ
ѡԼϲСζ
Ѿ˵Ʒ
Ҫһŵζˣҡ
............................................................
һδҵң׼ȥŰ
ǰҵսʧˣ˰ҵСȫˣҿ
ˣҲûдٻһζ
ҲĵذԺС޶ͺˣһ
û뵽һ˸ա
칫Сȥˣ
칫̾һҵҶ......ȥĻӵ°ɡ
ıܸоӦòá
Сôˣ
ĻһֱںȾƣѾˣۼôȰҲȰס......칫ͻȻѹϼνˣӦø˲Ŷԣ......ˣۼҸ˵ʲôãֲ......͸Ͽȥɡ
ЦеرȻǰȥСˣ
Һܸлôáң˽ѺߣһΪûмֵء
תҪߣȴֱ칫סϵζô£
һ޹ضЦЦϲС
칫̾һϲʲôҪҪǵϲʲô֪𣿸Ͽ컻·ٹȥ
һˣʱ϶ĻһȾһζ·ȥӽǸˡ
ҲǴˣһɵӡǡɵӡר
ûĻ㣬˦֣ظȻϲС
ˣô˵û......칫סҵֱۣӲȥ·
ҵͷֱϺݺݵҧһڡ
칫ϡһʹذɿˡ
յҵȳһȳһյ뿪Ű·ϡ
칫ɵӾɵ......
ֻҲΪⲢңڿ佱ҵݼ
...............................................................
׾ٵؾһͤҵ˷
칫ղ˵ǰ㣬ơ
˵ƣ˵ڹơ
ɨĽһۣѾֹˡ
ӣźɫӣͷȾƵʱĺԸУ¹ΪЩ糺βţǵĺ
ͻȻڵбб
⣬ˡ
ҹ˹ָЩƣȴСɵӣ
ϴŴЦ⣬ŽܹȥĻ
ͷһֻĺҵĲᣬһ˰˸ȣ㲻
Ȼҵ죬Աһ˦
˵һͤܶˮ
ˡһˮ
ȻŻܶΣһǵһαº
ʱֵˮȻô̹ǣҲûкõȥ
ҲӾæҵһ˰죬˺üڡŷ֣ԭˮֱҵؿڡ
ˮ˼ߵͤӱߣҪȥȥһֻţֱ˺
վ淴ʡ
˫Ȼ۾û˿¶ȵؿźòվȵңǵڼˣ
ĬĬػش𣬵Ρ
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Ҵںֻ˿ۡ
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һսʧˣС㶼ڰοҡ
ĸ󵨵ūŸҸ㻻һҪԴ
ҸϽϴִӺˮٱȻţСҴ......
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Ӧ˵⵽˼㣡
еľƺ˹
㶵ؿԽԽȻҵϣˡ
ƺôʵȻôˡ
Ī......Ǵеͷ
Ҫ⹦ȻҪ۵ġ
һҵѣ㱣ֲƽԽˮ
ȻҸܵһƬȣ˳ҵĶǰҵĽëϣҵ۾ҵȾˡ
ľͷ𣿲㣿
С˵һ䣺㵹ѧú񡣡
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һжΪǸˡ
ǸȻҪٱȴǸɵӵˡ
Ҳ......סˡ
ǸʲôʱܿһۣŲԼİ¹ʲô
¹¹ٺãҲߴɼĶ......ϧһǰ˰ɣ
֪ǲҵ뱻ˣڵͷһۣɡ
ȥŷԼֽѶýӲ
ֻʪı紵Ҳ͸ȳ˵ֻţ۵ġ
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ԭҰĦŰġ
ô࣬۲Ź֣ܵġ
ҺܻᰴĦװɵҲһߵա
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һƷôʲô
̧֣еذߵ̫ѨѨһ̾ǳ˳ڵһ䣺СɵӣǲǺܰң
ʵĻȴûлش
ôңʵǡСɵӡ
һץסҵ֣Ϊʲôشң
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ҸſĿֱˡ
ԣСɵӡңư͡ңҲҪˡ
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ţҸɵһɡ
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23 
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Ѽ䣬ƺֿʵưͣǲǺܰңСɵӰ̫𣿡
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ǻʵڵģҶش
ֻǵҪ֮ʣǵصĺڰȴϯ
˫һͨһڵϣͲʡˡ
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ܹŷǲಡ齣Ҳ˼ء
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üǸ´ޣ費˼ġ
칫ҴҵңҸͷ
Ҵ룺ģ˼İ¹ɰ룬Բʾ£
ҲĪЩôôŵ
ÿҶŷʢĲȣƿ鷿ţľ鰸ǰǸ޷ͣ类ȥľż
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߽ȥȰúóԷǶˣй˺üŻӣ˭֪ѣ̧ͷһۣԭʱ
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ҵĶʱģкڹࡣ
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ڵķѣҵһ˿ο壬ǹһĨĻȡ
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24 
ڶһ磬һնȥУԷ˭˱µĶ
һ·߹С̫඼ͷ
Ҵ˴װץһС̫࣬ɻ飬졣
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⼱ææһС̫࣬ڵϣһɫ˿£СҶķѵ
һۣһۿҷ·׹˱ߡ


25 뽫˺
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Զ׼ֻһûĶҲҪĶࡣ
̧ۿۣ˺ѾһƬһƬˡ


26 룬ؼ
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27 Ժ󶼲ٷ
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ǷǳɹɣԶ֮ǰվ˳سŵˣδκˣɽץ˵ӹҽ

Ҷô˵ˣټ֮ǰӣºģԥһͬȥһԡ
鼱֮£ǸλȥҰɡ
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ššü֣зִ磬֪ҴӲ˵󻰡
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Ҹһ߽Էŵһر˵ҩζζ϶Ҳ
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߽ȥݹڳ裬ռ䵹ǲСû˿͸⣬ǰŴ򿪣ھǻ谵һƬ
أ߽齣͸ʿ˯ŵˣȻ紫˵еġ㿷ҲǱͣȷʵÿ壬ʮŮˣʮ
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ȥһˮҽҩŵУι˷¡
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ΪԭĿľΪҪԼķΪ£ѡʱãʱ
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һƶ˷ıǣܱ֤Ļһδ֮
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ҵͷȻ
ʱ齱ź˵ŮͻȻȻЦˣүţжˣ
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֮󣬡ȵȣ
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ʣҧҧջдԼ֣ЩǷϵ̾˿й
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Щ㲻֪ô
νʼ磬̯֣ĵҲãЫҲգֻҪΪõ£һȥҲɡ
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ҶҶʱԭأȫʶľٶ漴Ѿݵġ
Ѿˣץסҵļ磬ҷҶ
ȷǲңҵЩȡ
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һΪҶһưͣӦû˵Ŷԡ
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֪ڽӣû书书ǿԾûҿҵ˸񵣱ҲǼϸҲẦ¡
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ҿ۵׽ŭĵҪ⡣
Ҷ⣬Ҳӡ
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ҵһֲЩӷ˷ԭΪҪҵľ裬Ҫ......̽ң
Ȼ̽ôأҲ̽ˡ
ѹסŭ°Ѻȥʣ
ܿҲӼĽҵֱ˰ʹҲö
תͷȴ·𿴼ۻ֮һƿۡ
һʧȥһûľżߡ
ұһڲ۾Ҹоҵһܹĵط
ŨѪζұǼ䣬ŻͷԷ......


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û뵽оȻĵط
Ҹо̽Ժҽ⿪˺ڲҲŵؼ
ҿµĳʱ򣬲³
ĶһѪܵƤ淢һ˿õζ
ǿºеŻ¸С
ȥˣң˿˿⡣
ʶĶˣ뿪ڣȴɳޱȣһҲ²
ôǰưˡȻսҵ°֮ͣƺҪһ㡣
ҿҹҹߵ졣
ʲô񡣡ƺʲôɿ֣ӻͳ˲֣һƬ񣬺ʲôණһ
ʹҵģǾֽűѵʶЩӵܶǼٵġ
֡۽ǽʱĵЦ......Ǽٵġ
......Ҽѵ³һڣһϲ
ҾȻǰܹˣ
бһۣɫװưˣ˵˭ģ
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˵ţָĿһۡ
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̫̫໰Ҫӿȴ֪ôӺ˵ҵͷһ㣬ԽҪԽ֯
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ϸЦ˵˵Ѫ䣬᳤رïʢҲ֪Ǽ١
Ұһһ˲
ʱǸͯʱ򣬱ôҵģ
Ļ䣬ֻһʹѪ˳¡
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ҵֿ֫ǽϡ
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ܿҵѪҲմȾ档
ǺмԵҵƤ⣬ҴؿţЩ˳ȥ׳Ϊ̫ˡ
̧ʾͣصʲô˵𣿡
˵ǳ˼򵥵ļ֣ȻԿڡ
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ó̵ĵߺҾȻ̲ס˹ǣԭ̷֡ʵڵİ
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ҵĿ̲סƵʹ
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£ҪԾ̵򱨸档
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ҵͷۣۣǶв۵Ǹط
֪ҧಢתʹӾʹҾͲҧˣ߸ɴҧúһ㡣
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ͷһᣬҿϵɫ
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쵰ͻȻһȭƫȥѾ뿪겻֪ʲôʱȻֳ
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Ͻסңŭ𣺡㲻Ҫ˳ҲϹڣ
һѴ֣ΪʲôҪң
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ΪͻȻ֣ұѾˣΪʲôҪԼأ
һֻèȻûͷûԵôһ䡣
ҲԣҲû˵ܿһҩ˵ס


38 ūѾ
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̧ۿһζӡ
۽ѡ˵գ׼ߡ
ͻȻֿס֣Ťͷŵɻ
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ҵȻû
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̧ͷݶԼҲͦбµģһȻ֮˱
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죬ŵʱѾ߲˲ˣûţ˳ȥƿ߽
ǲҲ㣬ԶҲҡ
Ҽ˿⣬Ž׽üūӲ㣬Ӳūţ㲻ūţūֺαǰȥ
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ĻҲˣң΢΢߬ҺɣֻҪҵͷ˾ͻˡ
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һҲΪ˲һеʱ
ԣһ̤ΪںõĿûлͷ֮·ˡ
㣬ӡ֤ҵǾ仰ô
ҴӦ㡣ҵʮƽûо˼͸˴𰸡
˭һνˣȨҲΪһ°ɡ
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............................
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ʼ򣬲ÿɷ
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ұϵ˿ʹһôңȻ㽫ҰȥһƤ
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̫˽ˣʱ϶ġ
ֱŬԼԼŤͷ꣬½ǣӣǻطɡ


39 Ѿ
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Ȼذڴϡ
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Աߵ㷷ɫ㡣
ԪעĿľǵˣҶЩȤ
ҿһ㷷ԱǺ«С̸̯һ
ҵȷͦζģֽӹлл
һҧһᶯ˶ͻȻͷһ
üЩ⣺򲻾ͺˡ
ԴҪ칻ҵǺ«ͻȻһϤڸʲô
һʶɿ֣ǴֻһŵǺ«͵˵ϡ
ûǺ«ššüȻֱķ򣺡һֱ˶򸮣
Ȼôܿǲ֪߳ܵǰأһ
ҶĪеָԡ
Щסҵ
棬ֻкηԸ
һϻҲ޵صߡ
ԾǾ仰ΪʲôҲһ֮ˡ
ȻбЦŵֻǲԼ߸ˣˣҲӦҵġ
Ѿˡҵ΢мֱһһ
˵ʲôңϾҪһꡣ
˵Ѿˣڡҡ꽫һ
û¡綼ˣյĸ֨죬·һͻ
ҵļ˳ӵؿҵˣôûϵ
һƬƣˣ
ˡ
赭дĻ˷񾭣ȻŭǰۼֿҺ˼Ǳȭͷв䵽ˡ
˾²űߵ˷׷עĿüӣǵԼ𣿡
ԼӦð֡
˶٣ûдҪȥ
귴ӦǰҿϮȥ
ǰ棬ܹһƣʱоǻһ̡
סˣԼ֡
껳̾Ϣһֻõ£ŹūŰɡ
ץסҵ֣˫Ŀͨ죺ôôɵ
û˵ҲŲΪ˾ȥһƣǹˣĻǸͣ
ߡһ̧ͷץ֡
......á˵գ
Ҵķ϶ԾɿԼ֣ԭվŵķȻ˿Щį
ͷ˵ȥɣįʲôҵİ
.................................................................
򸮣Ͻҩҡҡͷûôء
䣬̲ס˼
⻹û£˵Ŷݺݵĵһۡ
һƺӦסȻıҿѾˣֻǲ֪û⵽ɡ
ҿҵ·˼֣û......Żˡ
ûʲôϵŤͷ⡣
ϲ𣿡װûҵĻóһӵ
ֱ׵صϲ
ϵЦݵ˼֣дżȻϲʲô
ʲôҸϽת˻⣬ᡣ
꿴һۣǷ˸ղŵ⣬شˣֻܳԵ嵭ġ
䣬СѾ룬쳤ӿ˿ܿɥȥһɫ߲ˣĭӶ
㳢˹һ̿ˮײˣ׼ιңȻмֱŤκθ첲һۡ
˽ûûζģһǾÿˮһͶˡ
ˣԲȥˣǳ˰ɣˡ˵Ҿͷ˯
סҵ֣˼ƣԡ
ûֻǿЩЩᷳص¿˰ɣ
¶˼Цݡ
.........................................................
գ˯ԺԼ洫ԸѾȥ
һᣬѾ߽΢΢Ƥ˺£
Ѿԥһ£ŵĵ˹Ͷ͹ӷִ......
ҳȥŤͷѾߵ
Ƿҳȥҿһš
߹ȥȭִڸʲô
ĵǹҩҷ·𿴼һ㣬ұ˱ȭ
е񣬵ȥĺūˣջȥɣʲôҩС


40 ֻǺͱ
ҵĻ΢΢һ
¶Ϊѵ飺Ҫְȥûа취
㻹Ұȥɣ˲ʶ̧٣˼֣˻֣˲ҶŹӣƵĿ
ȻɥĿңͨһҶ˰ɣĻӵЩƢ......գְһᱻ......
ޱ飬ΪҴǸˡ
ۣҺθɣ
꿴һۣŴ˵ҩ£ɡ´......Ҳ
Ӷ˶Ͻˡ
ɨһۣ㻹ôĺݡ
һʶӣ
......ˣȥúЪϢɡ߽ȥӡ
Һ˿ڲˮɺԵɤӣûͣã
Ȼ˸֮͡
Ҹȥסҵļ򣬵ȥʵš
ȴͲסҲ˳ȥƿţͿžƺһµķ
˲ˣһѰӦңټˡ
ҸȥȣӲĶסˣֻǶ......Ҫ
һŹˡ
ŴϴһΡ
Ļӣ㻹ʲô㻹Ӻò𣿡ߵǰӸ¡
ӵϻλƵվòᡣ
ƲƲ죬겦û......ֻǺͱѣܿͻ
ץ죬㻹ں˵˵......ˣƾʲôΪصߣ
Цһ£ƾ......ﶼΪ˱¡
ң......
ҲɵһΪϴ޴Աеա
һᣬ껺ɿ죬ȥ......᲻ߡ
ǰĴҵţﺰţ............
һĺЩˣǿаסԼûȥš
ֻ֪˲Żѹֻһˡ
ҵҩԭ𣿿쿪......
ţҾŵٺҲסôĴݲУǰŴˡ
ͬʱңǰһĶңӦҵġ
ûлӦߵԣҵĻӣ߰ɣūҪ......
ҽֱϻδϵ˿չʾôģĻӦú......
΢㶣΢һηصҸ˹𻨸......ҼǵϲˬĶ......
ֵݹһʳУ΢΢ƫͷǸ簮ĺӡ
Һ˼Цſĵ£˵ϲǻãѾϲԹ𻨸ˡ
ʳͻȻ˵ϣĸһأûȥңЩ𣺡㣬˵ʲô
ʮƽӣã΢ЩǱŤͷ
㣬ûʲôԵģ¸Ŭƽ飬ңɰͰ͵
򸮣ʲôԵģȻĵ·ˡǰһ
˽ȭͷǿӲΪҲܵˣӦչ㣬㲻һȥǲߵġ
˵ʲôסӣ......ĻֻǺ˷ƷˣˣȻ뿪ġ
ÿɷҲΪԼڡƷ衱
ƾһĶܹһ˱һˡ
˵Ļͺڴ˵Ļһš
............................................................
ҹȻ˷磬½
ķЩ
ŤͷѾߵĻ𣿡
Ѿ߹ָԾ......ū澲֪
ŵӣҸԼ˱裬ɨһۣ֪ƭҵ³
˵ҴȡһЩɫķĩ豭ˮ˲ڣҽˮڵϣذͻȻʴ˸󶴣Ѿŵû
ʻ˳࣬ĻһֱȾ......Ȼˣ˽Ͻ˲񷿡
һ£ֲӣСǽʳίܵˡ
ȥɿ˽յĲ豭
֪ˣȥɡת˴ϣȻǿԼ˯ȴЩͷշתߡ
գƿţһ滨Ѿ羡䵽˵ϡ
һСĳˢʯŵˮգһµϢϮ
ҪҪȥ
ϾôˣȻǧٿ׵ѾˣĳЩϰȴӽҵĹ
̧ͷȻѾ֪䵽˲񷿡
ҧ´΢ԥ˼֣ƿš
˯ڲϣĽѾˮʪ͸
ҺıۣԼԼʹõ·ڿ߾ȥˡ
˭ϸջصӣͿꡣ
˶̧ͷңȥˣ
ҵ˵ͷ˵ѡ
Ҳ֪仰ǲǴǸ񾭣Ȼų̆ץסҵ󣺡ҵˣ
˵ţݵؿңұܵķйƵĴƿ
Ȼһˣһƿ꣬𺣺
꽫ҾҵļҪѾˣôˣҵȻ
ûתңߡ
ЦӯӯĶūѾˡڴĻӵˡ
֪С񱡱սȭͷֱ۶ڲߺ޵ضңͷ͹𣬿ѾڱıԵһͷҰޣһҪҧ
ѾҪɱūˣ
һ·ѣж˼Ҫŭ......ȻĿܻɱ㡣
³һȻתߣ·ٶһ룬Ҫ̲סҶˡ
ıӰҵĽͻȻһղŵ......ɱҡ
ҸղűҧѪ촽΢ƫͷ˹ȥŤͷЦ£ҾȽȥ......ҪǰҰգҺ׼ϵ㡣
˵գתȥ
Բ𡣡ԴɳƵһ٣漴ȥš
ţ˵ϣƷ˰ɣѾĵ......
ľΪҵ궯һ˿ʹ
......ôˣСѾ߽ҵӣЩֵ......ūʲô£


41 Ŀ
ҿŲˮеӳҵԭҵıŤÿҪԼϲˡ
˭ģĿ΢䡣
ѾŵøϽ׼ģЦһȥ
ϣѾǶŷ߽ſڣţӣū......
һ綼ڷͻɤ˼žҵ
Ѿߵü˳۵Ľ˶˳ȥ
ҲɨһۣܾЩ̫ڣû壬žͱˡ
Ĳɵĳš
߽˵ɫãôǳԵô٣ͶҪ𣿡
̧θڲðˡ
⣬ǿҳ˲ٶ˯ǰθﻹ͵ܡ
ҹ˴꣬˸ߣͻȻһ죬ʵ˭
Ѿҵ춯߽ҵӣ......Ļ档
һ£Ӵ
ҴţһϮѾ߸ϽΪ硣
ҿ汻ܵûʪ͸ű߼ƿ֪Ѿ˶٣ˮģҵߡ
̲סˣߵѾŭô£ĻܳҲ֪Ͱɡ
ѾСĻӲǹ......ղǸɡ㽫ƿˣŽӳ......
ҴɡɡȥܴҵҲɵߣ㵽ʲôĻӣ
ۿԽԽͷʪϣթĺˣֻˮè䡣
촽΢Ȼһߡ
һʶؽɡһȥ
ԼҲʼ޷ġ
΢΢̧ͷЩɣҲڿ˶ӰģΪڿ˼βץסҵ󣺡......𣿡
ҳĬһ£ַס֣˵ͷҡ
Ҫߡż˿ίҪСè
Ķͷüͷ˲ôộҽȥ
һּɡһȥ·ϣԿġ
΢΢Ʋͷ
϶˾ƣǴþˣؽҽסȻеɡӵ
棬ЩѵĴӺ³......ˣϴһϴ͸ɾˡ
ҵ΢΢һ
ܿҵĿ⣬ֻץҵ֣૵㲻࣬¸ϴϴͺãϴϴ......
˵ӣҺȻЦ
ƽؿ꣬ϴɾ......
......ϣ״εţ׼뿪°벽......㲻벻㲻뿪Ҿͻ......ΪʲôҪ......
Ļ׶׼ȷҵࡣ
ЦЩߣȻ㶼֪ΪʲôһһεҪҶ£
ûеȵ𰸣ΪȻûǻ˹ȥ
ԱѾæūɡ
ɨһѾߣ˶æȥˡ
ḧյˡ
˽һҲ֪
·ȥҩ
£ҩˡҶҩ߹΢΢ϰСպ塣
յʶЩ壬΢΢ƫͷҲ............
Ȼ֪ıԣһͲˡ
ò׺ҩ׼ȥȴסҵ֣૵ߡ
ֱ֮Ӱק˴һ࣬ʵֱȦҡ
һ£֪ӦٿֵֵĿ
׵Ļ˵Ѿ˾ʮŲˣֻҪһǾܹǣԷ֡
ҿˣϾǣˣΪʲôҪ......
ʱ֮ǰߵǾʮŲ
ʵ΢΢̾Ϣһ֪ҽ֮ǶǴ
............................................................
ұѹţԺ˯һᣬѾЩŵ
׼´ʲô첲ȴѹҵϣôҲøˡ
׼ѯһʲô£ҾѾ߿ߵɤţӣܽȥҶӻ˯أ
ûҳźȻ߿ˡ
꿴ң߬ȭͷͷ𣬲һԣѷק
ס΢΢üˡ
֣˺ð죬ſЦһ......뵽ģ޷ֻԼһֱ˰ˡ
ҽŴû˵
˱ۣˣǾ뿪ɡ
ҿıӰ˾䣺Ӧҵ......
ع˹ǣҺ˲һһԳС
˵꣬תȥûзֺ
ҳıӰףлл
ò֣ҵ˳
ĳ￴ЩȣҶӣôˣʲôԵķԸҾˡ
ҡҡͷæģùҡ
һϲҩӿ࣬ҾͽҩĻʳ̲ӡ
СʱҶӡ
̧ͷͿڴϷҽϣˣ
Щһץסҵ֣ȥĶˣĶȥ
΢΢һ£Ķͷɹ̣˵
ȴץҵ֣ŵԼϣĿƵĿңΪ
Ǵ̿һ㣬Ͻ֡
Ŀ⸴ӵĿ˰죬ҲŵԷɣ
ڴϣ
͵͵ģȴôζ
겻.һ㲡Ĳᡣ
ȴ۵ؾҲͦ......
ַ£㳢ɻθڡ
Цˣ۾ƺһĨթҪι
ǿƵ޷ܾҵ΢΢һضι
Цӣһ㡣
ҽŴʹԵ㡣
ţʰһ£סҵ뱾»ȥɡ
ҵһ٣ȷǴȥˣ......Ҫ
ĳ
ҾþòƺЩˣæ»õģű¡
е񣬹˰죬ǵ˵ͷ˾䣺£ǲҪūˣǰūš
৵һ¿
ץסҵ֣ίͰͣ㲻ű£
ҿŷ·ʮԡ
һھߣ
ҵߡ
ȴһ˳ģֲʲôֽϻڣ̾͸ߣ
ҿģͷܻһ˿Υ͸С


42 
ܿ죬򸮣˵һֱû뿪ʱš
ĵ棬ңҪˣ
߬ҵ֣ǰ
Ťͷ£Ūūˡ
΢ж˵Ȼûаɿ
ҽĿ꣬΢΢˹֣лЩʱյϡ
Цһ£΢΢̾˿֮ǰ˵ҵʲôʱ......򸮴ԶΪ㳨
ɫۿɼٶѿһͷǰˡ
˵ţΨұһ㣬Ͻ
ϻ̵ˣԾɴþˡ
ܺã沼õҲûʲôŤͷң΢΢ôҲѹȥոմӮһһ㡣
ĿҵļϣԺñ˯һᡣ
صУδұţҼ˯ûнѡ
ΣԺ§ҵ˯ѵɤЩƣȴԸУôѱ£
Ҷ˶Щļ򣬴𣺡˯ú㡣
ǣҵ
Ϊĥ˼ӣ΢Щֲڡ
ҵķȥδǸһͬҵķ
һȾֵ˱裬趼ȵģƶһһ㡣
һصÿ˱²裬͵
ҿһۣͷ:ͷˡ
䵭ķӦȻмʧȻЩĵҵ壬˻Σ𣿡
һֻ˵ĴƵģҵ΢ʶߣһͷ⶯һסˡ
ҸϽ֡
ȴͷչϲͶ
ҡҡͷص£ūѾˣˡ
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ЦΣ֪Ų±£͸ű»ˡ
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ҴᣬūѾϰˣǵ뿴ūģҲԡ
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üˣˣ
̧ĶͷĶװģⲡǣ¿ȥЪϢɡ
ͻȻĻȻͷҵļ򴦣ЩƣҶԪºһΣ
̫ˣЩҪѣȴš
Ҫô
֪ı£ǣסһ飬ڶԣﱾ¶Ȩڱ¶̫֮λǰǰһܺõˣԹ޻ӳ
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Ƕڶġ
ܸӮýɽҶ߲һϷ
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µǺܿѿˡ
ȷʵЩۡ§ֱӵڴϣȻһֻ첲ѹţ㱾˯һᡣ
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..................................................................
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ڴһᣬȻѾߣһ߲ˣһߵ鷿񣬶ūϲˡ
֪ˣȥɡѾ˳ȥұڴ˯һᣬҹֻ˯һСᣬȷʵЩۡ
ûãƿţôԣЩ˲θڣ
Ťͷڵ㡣
΢΢һһ԰ɡ
ҵ˵ͷ
Ѿ˲ˣһγһķ
֮ǰװɵʱһûʲǫ̂ͬԷһԣҲƽ͡
ȥߣʳ󣬷еĿӣ
ҵͷá
ڻ԰ͻȻڣû뵽Ϊ......֮ǰ㣬......Բ𡣡
ڶʯ̳ɵС·ϣҵͷ·ϵʯӣͻȻЦЦһ°ɡ
ҵСҲ֪ûУֻоϵĿһ˲Ĳ죬˱뷴ڣ
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չһ㣺ҴӦ㡣
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ǰȻ
鸮Сʶңһ񣺡ҶҽԵƬ̣ȥˡ
ϣһյĹ߳Էһ񣺡μĵ£Ҷҽ
˲ض񡣡
Ѿߺɫ˲裬˶ǲ˺Ťͷ˴ӦҵӦûûɡ
΢ĬƬ̲ŵûС
¶Ц⣺ˣ֮ˡ
ȥˡȥռǡ
Ҷҽҵˣ˱ϴμʱһЩҵġҩҲ˲١
֣Цûʲô󰭣˲Ҫġ
ɴƵһ
ŤͷߵѾߵȥҸҸҶҽ׼Ķó
æ򲻿ˣЩҶĳ֮¡
ͱˣҵҩЩʲô
䣬ѾѾŶˡ
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ЦǧҪЩЩѼŻа
ǰһ£ȵķ澹Ȼм±ҰסļŤͷ˵лˡ
һᣬҳʱ򣬷Ҳô۽üҶЦ⣬̸Ĳ
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Ŀ
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ˣҿˡ
˵ţҪҵ·
ţҲڡ
ϴСС˰̻ˣֻʣǿصĵطո裬¶۵Ƥ⡣
¶һ˿գҪ̹ףһ󹦣ô㡣
ЦЦֻ̹ףڶˡ


43 Ҳúúϴһϴ
͸ҵǼȷǺ飬һնڴͷԣգɫ㰵
⴫
Ѿˡ
ϽȴǷ
ôڴϣӻëġɤż˿ײ𱸣
ƿ˴ǰ
Ҳߣ˷ϡ
ЩӳָҵĶĲһǷǰһӣȴһЩᡣ
ص쳢
һ뷨ӿҵͷ
üĿ......
еòȣһһСֻҵʳķһ滹Ưһգʵ᲻ʳ
ҿŷԴڴѾȻ³λ
ΪϴȷʵЩ졣
ӦСһ³ôǸһ³ɣŷθĸоҨһ롣
һս죬ҵ΢΢Ťǿס³ȥ
ôѯʵЩŤ
̵ܰJȵĲС
ذһȥó˲á
ã˵ţɵҲշŽ˸豭棬ȻҪߡ
סȥģ
Լࣺ
ҿ۽ǺЦ˵һ³񲻿ϧȻһ㣬ŷӦûԡ
Ťͷȥ΢죬Щ飺ⲻģǻˣһȥѵǡ
˵ţǶȥˡ
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һᣬ˷˹
ѵˣ
ȭִš
ʳָһ̳ˮݣһһ˲ûٴȤ
...............................................................
գһ˯磬Щ۵ͷˡ
ܿ죬СѾߣҹһ񣺡Ҷк·Ը
ôû˽ҡ
η˯
½ȥ糯ūǲҪ˵ţѾ߾ΪҸ¡
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һ˻֣Լȥɡ
ʰ׵һ
ƿţůɢϡ
ǡɷϳ°͸оԼҲԺԿ˯硣
ϻųԵ
ϴһ˿ãףڳе·߲١
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˳ſڣȥסңҶܽȥ
ҿͿѯʣĻǷ棿
Ծɵܽȥ
ҵ˵ͷתȥ˻ǺأԽҿƫҪ
ɵһ˲䣬ȻŤͷȥ
סͻȻλŪۼҺ......һһҪĻǰһ״˵Ƿۼңۼͼı......ҪǷۼҽȥۼұʲô¶ûС
ҵߵǷǵĻһ㶣ԥԥػǽɿˡ
ҽ˳ںķ
ֻ轣Ūī˿մۡ
ҽˣͷŭң˭ģ
ȻҲմһЩۣһ˿Ҳޣɰý
ҿ˼ǿЦ⣺ĵ£Ҫĳʧҵ
ͬӶȾһ㱡ΣЩ΢䣺޷ˣҽҪ㡣
һ£ͼƽңȻϵһĨ
Һ˼ĨһϵղЩ˵أͻȻĴ
ЦеССĵ㡣
˵ţҲմ˫ֳĨȥ
ö࣬èһÿҿҪʱ㿪˵Ļ
΢촭ϢţͷϺ乵ģǷƽ
̧һ£û㣬϶һӡ
ӣҳȥôˣüͷȻҵͷȥɾ
Ҳ֮ˣżҪȥϵۡ
ֺȻᱧˣǻط
׼һͰˮҽԡ
ҿ¡
ҷ
ذ½¶˶ġ
ľͰϴ衣
һͷˮīƵɢ
һƣڴһ£Ϣʱ
Ҳزӣѩ׵ëմˮ̵š
Ȼ֣һѰקľͰ
ľͰСƵȲѼ
Ҳúúϴһϴˡ
ҧҵĶ䣬صĺڶߡ
ȻľͰ˰ա
................................................................
ᱳʹۣԼѾ˴ϣϵ·롣
ʱѾߣҵżҶЩˡ
˵Ŵһ밾Ũףļ
ôģ΢΢ü
ѾЦǵ±ġ
׼أɤ洫ȥɡ
еĸ£̤ߵҵĴǰôˣ
ʹһϮƳһۣˡ
ɫ˲ŪһҶǰ鷢ЩҷԽԽṴˡ
ֹסۣԳԵЦС̵ú......
ңһ......²˴Ļ
ҸΪĲӣСҵۣ......㱧ɡ
ûùҺʹֿˣҪҷŵϣбһۣ̫Ӳˡ
ֵ˵ţҪ

һ


44 Ҷ»λ֮ǰҶġ
ûнҷ£Ǳңԥʣĺʹ
ﴽЦ˵С벻һԣ
ͷԵñҵβһ£ȻЦǸ̫ࡣ
ת˸ְҷŻ˴ϣҸϵҩ
ʱҲֵطҡҡͷˣʱԼϡ
ұϣû뵽ô顣
ȴݾܾҵ·
ҩȷʵãһҾҲˡ
ҩڴϣ˸СڴϣֱӰˮˮض˵ˡ
ŵߴ˴ͽ
εζһν̫ࡣ
ҵСô츳ʦˡ
üǳǳЦһ£ġ
Ҵóһɫʱ
Ұǰģ취ͶһҵĲ
вһܴĹ٣λҲС
ɫ糣ؽǶС
ʲô
ɦɦġ
ץסҲֵ֣Щ֣صص㲻ʧ
ҺһۣɿˣҼһ鼦⣺ԣһˡ
............................................................
˼죬ҵˬ˲٣˹ҡ
һ澵ǰ£ʼݣϴε׵ݡ
ҿɫͿͿĨĨ
һ߰üһصǽȥС
Ŷ
ҶЦЦ˵һһֲֹǰж񻯵......Ҷҽȥ
ﴽǾ͹ˡ
ݣڸʹͻĻ˻Ƹ
һᣬһֺ߹ųĺǺƣҶҽ˺дѾȺʱˡ
еһɴסֻ¶һ˫۾´һۡ
Ҵأòƽ׵ؾͲĲΡ
ͷ飺ˣ......
ģҶҽҽҩ
æͷá......
һķ֪ı¡
ЦЦվߣղǽˣλܼҽտǳ麹ҹجΣ
˿ҵ˼־ȣ......ô֪
¶۾Ҳ¶졣
ûлش𣬷ʻУزΪп𣿡
æ......ҶҽҵİŮһΪڿء
ﰵֻ̾Ϻ꣬ŮС
Ҳ޷ҵġҩĿ顣
еǧĥĥ߽Ҳͻһɴ
еժɴҽơ
ûεĺ......ЩҽˣǶû취ҵס......
пŮӣΪѵĿһۡ
С㣬ѵһֱģ𣿡ǰһİ֮ˣһ˿һĻҲŹ
ãɣ˴һв֮Ů֣
ҵƲһۣϺ˵ƨָҴ˶ñ
......Ƕȥ¶ԥ֮ɫһŵ
мŮò˿ڣæŤͷͷ˺λȳȥһ¡
뿪ֻʣҺͻá
ΧһӰ
ḧ㵱𣿡
ЦЦӣõҿԺ˵
ԥŻժɴһɱܡ
¶ԺҲ֪δˣûһõطһƬ滹ǺɫСٸ񣬿ӿݣҰߵС·
û뵽ҩ涾úܡ
ҺҲҽЩ飬Ҳ뵽һӡ
ƣ΢΢߬°ڣȻܽš
ҴչȥС㲻ؽţֽ񡣡
֣Щ㵣......㲻ҵ
һ߸һߵΪҽߣʲôûм
ҵ̬ģĳ˳࣬ʲôʲô
Σûشҵ⣬Ȳڡ
Ȼǿԡ
һ䣬ֱߵıӾ͵˵ϣץҵ֣......棿
ҿϾҪ߳ˮһѿ֣ЦŮܲס
ŻعԴ˼ʧ̬ˡ
óëд·ӣһΣЩЩڷ
ôɴæ˸񣺡֮ΪǼ˵κˣնȻҸһͬл
Ǿ͹СˡЦţҽҩȥ
⣬кһûһ죬ȴʱʱ
ҳǰסҵ֣ҽⲡ𣿡
ѽӽС㣬ֻ谴ҩɡ
ˣǱ㲻߶ˡϣܰС
ǳȥ˵һлĻ
뿪ǰҸһƿҩˣ˵ҩ
ӹЩ踺صҹ˹֣ͷҶҽˡ
װģصˣǲǸȡˣӣҲҪ˶ൣˡ
............................................................
Ťͷң۽ǺЦҵİ
ҵİĸֱ
飬ٹֵҶĲʱȴΪ򵥵ĸ΢΢ɫ
˵¿һҾ¥ʳǲûȤȥ
ҴȤ²ĳԼԣ
ոһףʣµİ죬Ҷ㣬ô
ÿ˳棬еص
ԱߴˬʵǣҶ»λ֮ǰҶġ
û˵ֻﲹ
ǲ
˸䣬ܿ쵽˾¥ſڡ
¥װ޵úɣ³ŵһɼ˵ķ㡣
ζζ
ȭִЦͷһ꣬㶼˵˲ǱĲ
Щզ࣬ͷĵ˭
սȥ¥ѾΪ
С߹λЩʲô
ȥż䡣
С¶Ϊѵ飺͹治˼СżѾˡ
¥ҲһЩŻˣ΢΢ü֪һϲ˶ĵط


45 
ҳһ·䣬ǻȥɣķˣƺҲûʲôϡġ
׼תȥʱȻһҵķøǰɡ
ϤɤŤͷȥһϮ£Űӡ
ҺͷȻݣ걾ݸ֣ټǶʱûпαϳҲϡ档
һ¶΢΢ĵ⡣
Ӷģýܡҵд롣
ɫ䣺Լõ˵ˣòԱ㡣
˵գתȥ
......λҪ......СΧԣСĴʵ
ҿڵǲ......
·
סˣŤͷ¶ɻŻС۵ĺܣ˴ˡ
ȥżװ£ó¥ǸƷζˡ
Сݹ˵ĵ˼Ťͷʲô
ˡ
ұֵ˼ĲɫȻ󽫲˵С
ŷ̲ס٩һ£ĳô˴ȣղһΪ㲻Ҫóķ䡣
ǣĺ΢УЩ⣺ΪʲôҪҺ궩ķһԷǺȤ
ҾüҪЩʲô͸Ȥ......
Сϲ˵ʱǵѷ֣ѡ
ҳŷļԶЩԳСûϵɡ
ڷĶãС½½˲ˡ
Ҽһ⣬׼ȥȻ᲻صĿһ¡
ҼװûŽ
ȻƵصҸоûǰôˡ
ҿЦһ£ûǰôˣڵĹϵһˡ
֮ǰūţȻ¶Ҫ㣬Ϊȡ......ҹҳ֮ΪˡɣƽȵġҪҶãҲöҺòС
˵һ㶡
ЩضôҪҪҲŸҼмвˣ
ԣü
ǲҪ̫˵ʱһ⣬ŵҵȻƫͷЩͷص......˰ɣ
ҡҡͷҪιС
Ȼֳһ𶬹
Ұ𶬹ˣһĽϺݵߣȻ~
ɫ΢ҪҵС
......
ҷֽϺ͵ԼУֻסϺβĲӰͷ͡
ԥһᣬҧסϺİ
ĴҪʱҽβҧˣȻɿֱӣЦеصιô
׽ǰֻϺûлش
ҳ°Ϳôζô
ΣҡҡͷֻǾָо......е֡
ҵǿ㰮ˣĶĸо
һҲûԥնص
ΣͲѣҸһô
Ҳ롣
ûپȥͷַʲôҲûУλүƺӽԺֻ˸ղҼиİֻϺ˲ٲˣѳ˸Сɽ
ȴԣԵҪղ
ֵ˵
ЩΪʲô
ҺЦؿһۣҲ롣
һۣ......
ˣһ
ҾƱ
鲻ԸؾƱҵ
ΧΪƵЩ컣Ƿ·𱻵ȼһ㣬.һ
................................................................
ڶһһŤͷͿڴϣ֧Դҡ
һһΪ.ʹͷôûȥϳ
η㿴Ǻʱˣ
ҿһۣŷԼȻһ˯硣
ҳҪϴ꣬׼ͷһţ㱨£ˡ
һŰɡ
ҶԣҪҵ
Ĭһᣬȥ
һǰӵĲ˿Цһ¡
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һЩģ¿ӣȥ
߽ƤЦⲻЦкιɣ
΢΢֣˵ϲƷ裬صعЩҶ
΢΢ֳ߬˳ǣڱʲôȱ绹ûȥɡ
˵Ķԣ߰ɡ
ͷžζʵ𣿡
ҰοԵļŤͷ꣬ᣬ˵ס
ӣͶūˡҵ㵽ΪֹϣԼס
˲ֱͦˣɫ΢ЩĿꡣ
µ֣΢΢
ǿһЦѼһˣЩϺõ......
ЩٺãҲҪģҪˡҿ档
ãŴӺɳƵ³һ֣á
תȥҾȻĨӰһ˿Ǳ
ҵͻȻ˻סŤͷȥ
ңͣҼϣò
ߣԷɡ
һôˣ
̾һûôҶˡ
...............................................................
ûգյĴţȥһˡ
˿ҡϣҵı¸Ұѣֱŵȡҡ
ָһҲˣ߰ɡ
㵹ǵˡ
Σյӡ
ƸúͻѾժɴǿֻСȬˣҩ
֪ҸõҩȻõĲһ滹һ㡰
óһ񣬵ллҽκҵ
˵ȹڣ׼ҹ¡
æС㲻ظлңĸѾлˡ
ָ
ЦǰЩĵصӦõӦõġ
Сߡڣ֪Ӧ£תȥ
ڻ԰С·ϣָ˸԰Ļ˵С˹ɫԺӵĻǰȻʧɫ
þ˾־ղĺˡ
һۣЩɬҽҺÿ𣿡
΢΢һЦȻ
¶ЦݣһᣬֵݸһңСң˵ҶҽǮҲûʲôлģս˰ݣó档
С幤ʮֺã廨治ѡ
Ҵ󷽷ˣЦŵͷǾ͹ˡ
ڵغЩɬƫͷ......ҾȻȥˡ


46 ս
õסеĸ첲ף߰ɡ
㿴㣬ĵǰ˵Ƥʲôʱص㡣𱸵
Ц޷ذɡ
ߺңǸŮôôã
ҳգգۣСǳԴ𣿡
첻˵ҵȴżֲ
............................................................
գ˯洫˶
ֲҵϣ˯ˣˡ
ԺȦңƿżΡ
գ糯ҹֵ췺ǰס
ĥ䵽ҵĶߣҵĶҧһڣҹŬ̫ˡ
̧ܵͷƣæֹˡ
һΣҾԼĿԼݺȥˡ
ϴϺƫΪ˶ĿװĻС
Һͷ΢΢˹֣£ʱţʵ֮١
ʲôֱ˵ǡ
еĸˣ̧һڴӡ
Щصʵ˵ϷЩ......ֻ΢Ϊ΢ǲ֪߳ܵŮֻܺƤˡ
ЦˣʲôҪ°æģֱ˵ǡ
д˴ֳ֣һ˿Σе仰΢ͷˣ΢Ͷָ......
˵žͿ ΢΢ס
СŮǶ껪ò޶ˣҲСұ......΢һŮҶҽ׸һƼңԺĵµõ΢ĵط΢صϹᡣ
֮ǰøң۽Ǻӡ
ʱ˵ôһҲó档
˵ǣŸôίľܾһۣƤЦⲻЦصµ֪ʱСѾ̸ۼ޵ĵزˣ
ҵпǸˣСķӦиõѡŶԡ
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û˵ŷȥʰ̯ӡ
Ϊô£ʰôһҲ֡
Ҳҵ뷨ЦǱ²ûƹԸֻǰ......Ǹ̫࣬ȷҪǱŮ
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æ΢ͻˣȨ΢ûգҶҽĪ֡
ǣҪȥȻסУҵˣȥûСɡ
𾪵Ťͷǰ죬Żعǡ
ȥĽŲЩҡ
Ťͷŷֹ......
סҵôģ
ҡҡͷǣֻЩô˵
Цһ£֫òҲŶ԰ɣһûе̫࣬ȻŮ˶أǲǾúܵ⣿
ҲԼ̫࣬ҲòţԵĻҲ˲ʸУԺԵĶС
ҿգһ˲ʧ˵˽ǵضΪָԭȢܶŮˣǸʱûгװңұֻһС̫ࡣ
Ǹʱһ뿪
ôˣҵĲԾüʡ
ЦЦҸղŻΪ˳ˮ飬ͳȥء
Ц԰壬ͳȥ˼ҾǡοһжѣܸҵĿɱܸҵĶˡ
ҵָǶģȴ˿ǸղôѻȢˣҪʱȢ˵Ҳһ
ɿϵ֫żֲãⲻܡ
ҲҶ£ļ죬ս
һҲ͡
.............................................................
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ҽŻȥ
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֪ЩʲôȻӣȻ࣬ţæȥ
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üëüĶһ֣ϵĶгͷԵ˼֡
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΢˼۽ǺЦСץҺۡ
һ
......Ƿĸ첲һ˿գ۲......Ҹղͷˣġ
߬ס֣׷ʲôôᷢôƢ
Щɥѽڳϵ¸ҡ
ԭոԪȴ̫ӽȥԼֻ˸ͷΡ
ʵ̫ӻȻģһӲڹڣӷַչ̫죬ȻᱻΪж
ұοСĪ÷ŭͷ......Է룬̫ӡѡսɳ......
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ҵֻҪܸҿ̫ӵĻᣬҾܹ
ûкչüͷĸ


47 
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˼ʲôζûпڣһᣬЩ΢ڵıÿҩŵûҵּ⣬㲻Ҫ
ҵ˵ͷзִ硣
ʵ۸ʮ׼⼸նƽûǰֱǰĸоЩҡ
Ϊ˭ⲻǳ׼ˮһս
............................................................
ǰһΪƿص
Ұȫɷĩװһƿңڸʲô
׼
ҿһģǱһܳסʣ㶼׼𣿡
˵ɣ˯ˡ
ץס֣ɫأ㲻ȥ
һֻҵͷˡ
Ҷ˵
ͷҵ֣ȥҲûʲôãʲô򶼲ᣬֵ۵ĵطܱ𣿡
ղǲ˵˵
β̵۾ЩŪؿңܣС϶ҪϺȣǸʱһרŷȥ㣿
֪˵ûҧ´
ƺԼ˵ˣ˻Ҫ˰񡣡
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ң̲סҡҡͷһûأҶԪ㵱ΪûͲеķϲ񣿡
ЩƲסļҵȻôģֻڹԴУҲģ
סҵ죺ôʲôʱѱ̽ӻ
Ϊ̫ˣˣĴָ˿ҽŵ촽ָѹסҵͷš
Ϊ޷ʣһ˿ˮ˳ҵĴ
˵˻ֻܵȥ֡
ȻһζĿң.֪.......
ұһҵĻָҧһڣôĴָס򦣬ӴֱĶ
Ȼˣ黹ûнҸȥ.
̫֪ӦôˣŪ£Ҿ˻һʱһ̲ˮ
ܿ죬ֻŪ
֪黹û꣬ҲһֱţѾƣ벻ʲôҲûˣֻۺú˯һ
ģƺо˰ϴ裬ȦסĲӣһʲô
............................................................
գ֮Ҹо˵ҵ֣ʶزصƤʹӣҪ.....ȣҪˣ
˵ͷҪȥˡ
......˻.......
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˳ƵӲ㣬ͲҪȥˡ
ҵһȻΪ˲ȥҹô֡
ͷػ֣ˣҾǸ㿪Цô鿴ô·ˡ
·ʱȫ̾Ķ̫죬Ҹ㣬һ飬ʧȥʶ
ʱ򣬿Ѿɫ̲סҧ
һҪмʽӦûδԶ׷ȥܻü
ÿҵ׷ȥңΪѵҶӲҪΪˡ
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һɨһۣ˼ҿǣ
ǿֵֻǶۣҪЩõġ
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ܿǰȥɢϷĩڸǵѪζ
ûҿ˵ʲôͻȻüѱ׼ǣǺˣ
ҴüۣүĪ֣ṵֻ̄ͼλҶ·ˡ
Ϊδ㱻̫࣬ҵɤͱȽϸɤӵмִĪ档
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48 ͻȻúû͸
Ǹһס
ͷǸ󺺣һСݵĺԣĵµˣó֤ʱһƥǣûġ
üʱΪװ󣬳˴һЩҪĶʲôû˿ó֤ݣò
һᣬһС棺Ļ˵ʶŮˣ
Ȼǿߵ˵ǸŮӣĪ......
ӦԴһ£ߵôҪ˵ǿλɿһ㣬ⳤҲ......
̲סˣͷүҼĻһ......
ǴһƲЦһǸǶȥ¿һǴ̿ô죿ˣȫˣ
ұһЩͶĴ治ʱأҲ˲ñˣǰɣϵİ׷ĨÿƯˣǹģ˯һ......
ԭΪǻеôŴǳһ̫඼ķ
ʲôأô
һ̣
󺺸Ͻǰ˵һУңɫδ䣬ҲʶЩˣͰղ˵ģ˰ɡ
Ȼ֪ڴʲô⡣
ȻҿԼ߰㣬ǺҳϦദôãϲҡ
˿̼ˣҵҲһգգضҪʲô
ܿ켸ʿһװ˵ĴӣҺǼȥȻʼӡ
ͷɫĮķͻȻԼû͸
ңΣΪĳǺʱ򣬿ڵͣ
ʿͣ
Ϳôණ¸ղûϳϸˣȷǱµˡ
˵ţԾУõĲ
ʱòĳ˵ϣ˷һҽС
³ذϵӽ⿪
......ϸĥѪۣҵͷ۾΢죬һίһ㣬С......
Ǽʿ״
Ǵǰսս£Ĳ֪ŮˣֻΪ......
̣Ǿ䡰Ůˡȡ
޷ĺܺã»Ҫνǣֻ´β³çڰֵ
˿æллĵ¡
һֻҵһԾԾǸӡ
վڿӸµؿſǼŰС¸ոչʱһЩĻ˭
ǼŵöͷϺ乣еһɧҺ壬ʪµء
һɤ£ģСûϵСоʮĸ׶Ҫ......
ҶǴˣ......һҺ¶󣺡˵Ǹһᱣǵİ
Ǳߵļʿӡ֣ϵɫЩ졣
ҿڷУؿЩ˳
ԭ봦ˣΪ顣
ô죿ͷҡ
ЦЦͰǶͷ˰ɣȻӽܻųȥá
Щʿ˰ɣִУ
˵꣬§פӪȥǲڶĲҽ
һɫͳ
ҿɫʵ֪Ҹ˰ɣղȴװʶҡ
һϿȷ˰ǰ׷֮ǰѾȥͨ籨ˡ
𺣬ҵ󣺡ҾҪͷһūţ......Ҿ֪˾Բưո......
Ȼ֪ΪʲôҪҡֱ̧̫;֣ҺһԲԣ
Цһͷȥǲ̫Ϊһ㣿Ҳ㣬Ϊûöѡ
ҿ䵭Ĳ̾һˣ˯ɣ׷˴죬Ҳˡ
˵꣬ת¡
............................................................
ûϢã컹ɵģѾʰ׵·
Ҳֻ
ҷҵƥˣü
ҵľȣЩε֣
ԥһ£һܡ
Ȼң̫ӲڣĶǰ棬ʮԶ
ִϣȻ΢΢Ҿͱ
ϢʱȫλǵؽҰΧˣҰĵĻС
Ǽݵʮֿ죬һ·ʮֵټҵĴڲո·ʱѾĥ˺ۣڸǻʹ̡
ҧ촽ŬԼǿŵһء
ҸоڲѾĥࡣ
ϣŷѲߣѵ鿴˿ڣȴһƤѾͿӽճһ
ҧüǿм۵亹ֱð
ô£ôŨѪζ֪ʱϴŴĺ
Ѿһ˪һӣҵߡ
ҸϽ£һ˫ɲȣûʲôһƤ
ҿ˵ţҵķǿҽ£ŵȡ
Ҷֻ˳ӵĴ򿪡
һۿһƬõѪ⣬̧ͷ۾΢죺ô˵
ҿһûʲôֲʲô£ϴ㻹˰ҵƤء
˶٣ղŵɷһʧȡ֮һ˿ãȻ
ȻղǹǼ°ģһ¶飬Ҿû취
ˣҿЦģľûʲôʼ磬˴㲻ӣҪҾ;İˡ
Ȼô˵¶һӶı飬һӣһߵʹŵ㡣
ɫ˵꾹ݹһֻ첲
֪˼˳ӵһֱҧš
쵶ն飬ܿһС鲼ڴͬʱѪӿ
ҩҵ˿ڣ֡
Ӻֳŵ棬ͷ϶ǺΪʹڵ
Ҳҧҧ̫أֻֿŵ棬ת
ĻҼѵذѸղͣЩ.ε̧ҩݸ
Ϻҩñҵһ˿ش˸ᡣ
ҿǳŮеĺᣬû뵽ϲġ
ۡһ΢ЩŤոҸš
ȻֺöҲѣ˵ͷ
վҪߣ˯ɣһҪȥ濴
ҿЩֻʵıӰЦһ΢΢𣬱۾˯˸ȵĺþ


49 Եùͷʣ
·̫ۣһ˯úֱܳ⴫һСʦˣ𣿡
Ȼ֪ΪʲôͻȻĿڽҾʦˣɫ糣ô
СķĻӵ͡
ɡ
С߽Ҷһ࣬һͷһȺһ̸㡣
Сҵ΢΢ʿˮ
ͷһ٣ԣ
СϽ¶ֿûû.......
صǸȳ˰ɣҲĶ
Сһֵ̿ضҵǵصظʦŵģСĲң
ѷ˸¶˹ȥɣҳԺһıɡҷͷҲھиУұͶԳʳûҪ
Сæ˵ˣսԺӽҪԵõĲһҪͻȥСĿû
˼һ£ҲΪʱԼ˵˵ˣǻ˻֣ȥɣûˡ
¾ͺңҾ档СһЦ˳ȥ
ǰķˣҳһ룬ˣȷƸ
ƳһۣΪʲôԣ
ҵԼʿԵһôҸ⡣
͵صˣҪӪ֮ӿ϶һΣڻеʵʵĸҳˡ
ûУô˵ģô˾ʦ
˵ǾʦѲɻҪҵҵеŮˣΪŲ±صشӹ׷ˡȥǸЦô
˵̴ӲͿˣ
бһۣ壬ھӪûݣһ¾ͱԵùͷʣˡ
ҵ΢΢һů
ҲЩ˼Ǽƣٷϻԡ
ˣұûѣԼһ룬˺һι
.............................................................
Ȼ˵ŵʮʱߵĶͲˣȥ̫ҪҲֻǱҲ
ֻĲǼٵĲǶ֪
ʳоһ£ڵִ˱߾
̫ӷһִѾµźĶ顣
ǰԼһڶ棬ۡ
̫ʺá
ĵܲ˿Ͽȴϣѹû˼Ѿĺάˡ
սǰʦ硣
ҸԶԶصͨʿϯ۲λϯ
վһƣλҳĶ֮ģ˴δսܿ飬ⱭҾλ
˵ţеľһ
ҲæƱ
̫ӵǰض񡣡һеľƹά
һۣЦλ̧̫ٱˣ̣ȻǾḻ
ЩҵҸоû˼ýֻעһֱųĬ͵ķ
Զ׼Χ̫ӵ˿ˡ
ҿ۽еľ롣
˵̫ƳСﶼˣɼǵĸܲһ㣬ܽӽСɵӣ˵һá
ְλϯϵϸһûзֿƳӰ
۲ţͻȻķһۣǿ򶨵صͷ
ΪһۣһձҲĿŵشںò׵ذϯ
ѾȫʦˣΪ˶ĿȻٸסһ
ûãͼֱ
ۿͨ죬ͷȺ乣ܲԾ
С.............
һδ˵꣬ͱ˵ڵϣ·ҵҵĲϿҧš
ԣǱ.ҩˡ
ȻûҩĽҩܹʩ档
Ȼұţá
ֻڷ߲ϵصССѣǸı
˶٣漴ӴֱʱѾҰ졣
ҧҧֻܳȥѨ
ֻ̫ÿҵѨλʱὫҵ񿪡
ӲĲУֻػص·ߡ
ӭڷɾþȫסѨ
Ҵͷ·ײײȥҽҩ䣬Ȼʩ롣
һʱŻָ
Ըղŷ»ӡм𺣬϶ǽľ⡣
ղΪѹڻʹȥɣٶȥܾҪˡ
Ҳ˲ǰĺ ......ҲСһ㡣
뿪ã˸СŰ˸ߵľͰü˳۵ĿңĵСĹԡ
ɨһľͰɫͰôûзϲĵӦ÷ԸЩȥɣ
Ц࣬СѰ
ߵľͰߣͻȻ͵طֽϣСŵö߶£......ʲô
ЦЦҸϲ˵˭ģ
˵ţֱƽ֡
С챻ſˣæǣһϱҵǮ˵ҹͰˮˡ
ɻǵ˳ʲô
......ǵˡ
ҴͰˮﰵ˼ͰˮʲôãСͻȻһתɫҵָһͰˮõҵϣɿˡ
ʶȥ׷ȴЩԾ
·鿴漴һ㶡
ϳһĺۣ·˺ݺ۰
ûһع񣬷ֵ˻ЩУû°ɣҸղſ......
ϵĺۼ͵
Ƕһۡ
ãӦõģڲмˣ
Ѹҵ·
һĽŲڴ⴫̫ӺȻһȺڵĴ˽
ǰŷк£
˾ٱŮ֮пǲŮɫټջҪ󣬱ⲻؾ͵С£ɱӺȴϻĵܡ
ص£ȻץһС
ĵܻýһ£ΪβԼУ......ĵΪӦͷã֪ǱĻʵܣǾ飬ȻҪãʵҪ̹ףԴӿ
ðҧ̫ӹȻǸϺ꣬Ÿŵһ죬ȲҪǽѵˡ
ﲢûŮˡ
̫ζġŶһ΢΢
˴ҳһ̿
ŮûУ......˰
˵꣬ץ
ʱһס
һαЦݣĵǺ⣿
ֲ׾иһûʲôֵΣԾɼᶨصǰ
ۣ죬رܡ
һЦʲôûУԵ
㡣΢΢


50 ͽ
һ񣬵ūż̫ӵ¡ūԭϴֱ򷭣˸ʪ͸øλ˼Ц......֪̫μ飿
ҸŷʱңʱǸɵӡ
Ѿ֪ҵĵϸˣҲûǰװɵ
µؿĵܣⲻ㵱ҵİôôڿѺͳ죿
һص̫ӵ£ūǰӴһĪͰɵκˡ
ŶȻ֮£
ʱֲҪô
šһʹ˸ɫǰҵ
彣˲ϣ۾΢΢죬ɨܣҿ˭ң
ɫĵʲô
һʧɫģĵ¿ѽǴ󲻾
ĥĥѽ
һ̹̹ģſ˫ۣ͵Լһ⣬ ηϲ鿴
Ƭ̣عͷҡҡͷ
ҵɨһۡ
صΪһģ
̫ӵģ죬ȷȻЩĳ嶯ķ
¾ͳ˱ȭĵܱǸǱƫƫˣȻδΥ棬ĵܾЩЪϢɣտһӲ̡Ҫء
˵գ˦˦ȥˡ
ĥǾ仰ЩԤС
һ뿪Ŀռ䶼Եô˲٣һƬǽ壬ҲȥһҪ򵹡
ۼֿذҷˣôˣ
ҡҡͷû£һ㸱ðˣ
üëȻšŲɣֻһ㣿
Ȼҵҽ㻹ţҿ֤......
һû˵꣬ɫͣ̽ĽŲ
ɫŻһЩˣôȥģ
ҵнҩ
һ£ϳɫȻǿ鱦
ĿЦʲôҩֻǸղŰϴŵкڵİ׵ĽҩȫԽȥˣû뵽ϹèײӣЩĺۼȥ
ֻǸʵڲᣬֻϣʱģҪӰҵźá
ڴ£ãŻǽ㡣
û˵ǲǳҸӶأĸԸرãô˵ﶼЩο
..............................................................
ڶ㴫һԷ
·ϣһЩСۡ
Ǵȥ򷹵ʱ򣬸򷹵ʿҨһ⣬̸ܵмȵߣЦЦɨһ̵ۣͷҶ뻹ûԶĴС۵¾ĶҲӡ
֪ζΣ㿴ϸƤģŮ˻Ů......һ.Ц
ҶˣЩȫҵĶ䡣
Ҵ΢΢ߵȺǰЦЦؿһۣȻһ£˸ղŵڶ˵˵ĻУȻ˵֪ζô......ҹӪķϾߵңţ
۾ֱˡ
ҹ˹ȻˣϹЦ㡢һԣ
ҳ˹ָȻǰＱؾҪ˵
æס̧֣ҡҡŵһƣôʲôȺȵСˣǰܰȵƣ͵һ㳢ζ
ùƺڣһߵþƣ治ǹӵܺȵľƣζ......
δ˵꣬ͻȻȥ
̧ţϡ
һֵؿң㡢ʲô
üͷýż⽫̧𣺡ܲҵĴôã
ʿˮͷҡ˹ġ
΢΢һЦҪ˵ϣ죬ʵᡣ
˵ţкһֱӸͷ
㲻ϲ㡣Ѫֹҽǲҩδľͷظȥ
۽ˮʹ
̧ɿڵϴ˺һǱˣЦпллȡңµˡ
.............................................................
صоű
һȥñ£ˣΪʲôѪζ
ҵ˵ͷһǰ˿ڸСĵһӡ
һģ۸ˣ
Ц߹ȥ§ס˭۸ң
һҲǡ
ûһᣬһˣҪѺߡ
û뵽ô죬֪϶
ǰʲô޷ˣ
˶ְҲǷ̫֮£˼ù鰸
ͷʲôͷһۣȻŶ£
װģضԷ£ûµģūûκ£ȥɡ
֪Һ«ʲôӣô˵ˣҲֻ÷УȻԼ˹
............................................................
С
ʣ֣ʳܵ˷˺£
ŵͼͷҲ̧صҹڰӪķϾһʬ壬˵֮ǰߵľʦһ𡣾ӽֹڶǲӦøͣ
Ц˵Цӣ۸˭۸ࡣ
ɱġҴ󷽷ĳˣ˿塣
̧ۿһۣĵ֮ˣвҰĵطڶ˴ɣο㻹˲̵ֶβɱͬ
ҹ̫ӵ£ūų˲ǸͽӣǸͽǸ

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ҼūŴ򲻹ֻίߣ......۰ūŵ֮ɱڣʲô˵ūŲе֪ԭһǾ֮ˣ
ɫδ䣬˵޶֤ô˵ԡ
ūžû˵......ҿһͷµص
һ̫ӵ£˵ѳЩ
ЩȻһЩ鱨ġż
ȻЩƺõġ
ЩżɨһۣЩ𺣬ƤЦⲻЦ˵Ӧüννһ
ҵüĿūҵ˾ȷʵЩԽ̫ӵ𷣡
˵ţؿͷ


51 Щ⣬ҲҪ
˹֣һլʺūЩ³ç嶯Ҳ˸С鴦
һᣬȻˣ㷣գ󵽺ڲ
ҿ˸ͷлл̫ӵ£̫ӵǧꡣ
뿪󣬷ɫų׳ڵöγīˮˣΪʲôǰ
ҵҲʱ⡣
ǲҽ̫ˣڵ޷ˣҵ°ͣʵΪʲôɱˣ
ҵ˵ĻҰͷˡ
Цˣҧ֪вʲô
ŰҽȷʵЩ̫侲......
ң˵㼸䣬ǰǲںЩô˵ѵģѵŮһ.㻶õĲ㣿ǸһǺʱҵı̬㣿
һıʣȷʵûشǰЩģֻƴ۲ܱߵҳҩĸûûȥ
Щǰװѹ̫ðɣҵһй㣬Ϊ˱߿Ƴ㽫ĸ˲㣿ƸҼŮ˵Ҳ㣿
ҾЩĶֱֱ˳ȥЩ䡣
Ūؿңôʲô......Ҳ˵㣬ҲҪҵͷˣ
Ӧһζˡ
˵öԣıߵ޷ˣ¶ˣǰĻô嶯¡
𴽽ЦЦūŲ......ūŴˣ˵ĶǶԵģūѳˡĻɫʲô˵õ.......ūű֤û´ˡ
˵꣬ƹϯȥ
סҵֱۣʲôŤ
һͷǳЦһ£ūûֱŤ
˵ûУֱ۵ֽ˽
գգ۾ֻЩˡ
˵ЩʲôЩУǰͻȻһ¡
ݵʧȥʶ󣬷Ѿ˲ϯϡ
΢Щʵôˣ
ͷ٣Щѵصˡ
죬ֹȦ˻ˣ˯ɡ
Ϥζۡ
ûֱŤֻǷԼôŬԭΪһһˣŷָжֻԼȻҺңԶ
................................................................
ұ㣬ǽ⼸ͨ͸һЩ
ֻǷȻ䵭ͻȻŤضҵǰǻ˵ˡ
Щεؿһ͵꣬²˵ΥĵĻˣū˵ĲĻ
һҪô˵ϵıŤŭȡҸһ¾͹ˣˣĲֵǮˡ
Ҷ˶٣ūֻǷԼȷʵ˵ģЩݣôˡһԼʲô·ģū˵ľ䶼ĻҲǿԼˣ㲻˵ЩΥĻūҲʼգ㡣
ΪʲôͻȻ.......ٸһλᣬ㻹ǲʶô......
Ҫˡһش
Щ⣬ҲҪˡ
ΪҷԶԶûеۡ
֮ǰȷʵй۵ĸоʵҲǲ˶ҩģ֮ǰжھжʹ
ãǾԸЦ浱ԸƨɣôŶţ¿ɲź㡣
˦ȥ
.......................................................
Ĺϵһҹصǰÿҹ˯һŲϯУ·ͨ͡
֮ǰСȻֻڸذըں档
÷ɧŵзߣȴֻɸˣһǴӸӪСרѡб
ԷͳԪַҶԷֱֿ̣
֣֮ͷ֮ȥ
֪թȴ޿κΣȨ̫У̫ˡ
Ҳͷһֱշתߵķֱָ̧ϣˮڣܻа취ģһҪūš
ЩתͷңȻת˻ȥڵ񶥣ʲôãܴ̣˽ˣ˹͸ںڴš
ѵ£㲻ҪˣūһѽҲֻһѽҪΪһСС֮ģͰѽˡ
²ŲΪ֮ģڰ֮УԵЩѻ𣺡ֻǴôûã
ҹϵ˵ūŲҪµıսϳ⣬µᡣ
ң˭˵Ҫ㣿
ЦˣȻа£ūһҲǶ࣬ʹūŰɡ
ݺһۣ......㣡
............................................................
գΪУĵܴ˴ǰȥ쿪ʤⱭ㡣
һЦĿһ۷Ǿͽֵļˡ
˵գͱеľһ
߹ɳ϶һǳһţС
ǳûãоͣ
Ťͷȥһ̣˿Աߵʯͷϣͷ乵ģӻ֣£߰ɣùˣʵ߲ˡ
һˣҲ͵ϹͷʵǾˡ
üͷѵǣҸϽסŤͷ⼸λϱżλǰҲǹģֻǵôܰǶأһϢһɡ
һ䣬ʿ̻
ȥɫмѿΪʲôҪΪ˵
̾˿ǼϱһڲˣαǿأǶǾߣĲȣǵȰסǡ
Ǿ˵ûٿ
ߵϢϱǰ֣˵һ䣬Ҳ֪Լ̫ӵµƷĵֻǣҲֻ¡ǹġ
һϱʮֲѯʣ£ֻˣʣԷȴǿô࣬δ򣿡
ĵöԲֻҪǱܿ顣ҵ
ϱ͸¶ֻɡ
Ƕսĵ壬ʮɢô˵ɢҲޣοԸЩϱ˱ӡ
Ǳ䲻㣬ֻܱǡ
ֻǶҵ㾿кζԲߣ
Ҵյ߶˼䡣


52 ūļֵ
˵󣬷һۣҲԵɣ̽ɷȥ
ս죬ȻϣɳԻĵжϷλҵо
һʼЧоĽ౻ˣôǶϤˣָܿűࡣ
ɳһзͻ֪ҷʵˣԭƻУ
ɳɢȥЩ󣬵зԭԼԼУԹǶĹģڽˣ֪Ϸˣˣæ׷
ֻ׷һ룬ͻȻɳ־ȴ͸ղŵȻһ......
Ϊ׵󺰣мˣ쳷ˣ
ȻʱѾˣǰĶ׷ʧһƬɳ֮С
............................................................
Ļɳɢȥվҹڵľ޿¿ֱţ̲סʲôӢۺúЩ
ЦһεĶս֪˭ɣ
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ץסҵ֣˵ζ......ϲˡ
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